#NotStrongEnough

[be-missed]

Not Strong Enough (Chap 1)

Jenna Ortega X Fem!Reader

(Pictures not mine)

Summary: Jenna was visiting her mom in the hospital to drop off the food that will be eaten for the hospital party, but she met a resident surgeon and she thought "God forbid I ran into an accident, but I want her to open me and stitch me up." While the surgeon tries her best to keep her fan girling low-key.

Warning: Probably mentions of kniv3s and blad3s or any surgical equipment. A few curse words as of now.

A/N: So plan on making a series, I don't know how long this will take and I don't want to say any promises. Hope you enjoy the story!

Masterlist

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Chapter 1

"Mom said I should drop by the hospital and bring the pizza she ordered earlier." Jenna yelled to her family while going down their front door.

"Okay sweetheart, you take care and kiss your mother for me" her dad said while blowing Jenna a kiss.

Starting the car and connecting her bluetooth, now she is ready to drive. As the traffic lights hit red, she remembered that one of her friend recommended her a song to listen to, and she played it as the light turn to green.

Humming to the addicting beat of the song, she now try to find an empty parking lot at the hospital, which is a difficult task to do by the way, a heavy amount of people comes and goes, and some that probably stayed.

Jenna almost passed a white civic that left the spot as she sigh, now this is the hardest part, harder than finding a parking lot, is to park the car itself, she is having a hard time since she is used to her mom beside her and helping her to look at the back. But she needs to be a big girl now and do this.

A minute or so have passed and Jenna congratulated herself by parking her car so good that it follows the line and got the sides an equal space. She picks her phone up and messaged her mom that she's going up to her.

While walking through the lobby of the hospital, she noticed that some people are occupied to not notice her which she is thankful since she doesn't want to have a crowd and some people looked at her and she smiled politely at them. Reaching the elevator, she pressed the close button so fast so that nobody can be with her inside it.

Humming with the elevator music, floors passes by and the doors open with a ding, walking through the same designed hallway makes her remember that scene from her old movie scream. As she reached the reception like part of the floor, she smiled brightly and tried to ask one of the nurse that was standing beside the desk.

"Uhm hey, excuse me.." Jenna started but got cut-off when the nurse got called in the surgery room for extra hands, so what she did next is to ring the table bell to attract some attention that she needs to find her mom.

"Hello, how can I help you?" a woman appeared from the back room with the brightest smile she could ever see.

Stagnant. Freeze. Stop. Pause.

That was what Jenna like for a second, and the person standing opposite to her started to panic "Hey, are you okay? Do you need water?" Y/N stated.

"Oh.. I... I need my mom." Jenna stated while trying to compose herself "Uhm, no, I mean... Yes, yes I need my mom."

The woman in front of her gives her a questionable look... "Miss I don't know who your mom is, may I know her name so I can help you find her?" Y/N stated.

Well, Y/N knows, she definitely knows who is this girl in front of her, holding 3 large pizza boxes, this woman who is slightly smaller than her, has this wonderful freckles that painted her face, who have this deep dimple on her cheek, a wavy black hair and this cute bangs. Oh, definitely she is familiar with the woman in front of her.

"Oh I'm sorry, I'm here for Natalie Ortega, she works here." Jenna stated while smiling. Damn it, did she really just froze there and told this beautiful lady that she needs her mom. She noted to herself that she needs to practice on how to stay cool and not to lose her rizz when she faces a beautiful women.

"Nat? Your mom is Natalie" The woman in front of her looks like a light bulb appeared above her head "I think she's inside the surgery helping Dr. Ava, but let me go to the surgery room, I let her know that you are here." Y/N stated while going to the other side of the desk where Jenna is.

"Oh, you don't need to, I can just wait for her." Jenna said while trying to hold the 3 large pizza boxes.

Y/N shakes her head and said "It's okay, I need to actually do something, I've been sitting there for so long my feet might forget how to walk if I didn't stand." with a little laugh at the end. She know think "Nice what a lame joke."

"Well, thank you, these pizza boxes is getting heavier" Jenna said and Y/N helped her to put it on top of the desk.

Fingers brushed, eyes locked, and lips started to curl.

"Well uhm... may I know your name?" Y/N asked the girl in front of her.

Then Jenna thinks "wow this pretty girl is so into me, she wants to know my freaking name." Jenna was so proud of herself she accidentally said "Why? So you could add me to the blank space on your list?" with a slight wiggle of her brows and a little smirk.

Y/N looked at Jenna and was stunned with what the girl said, Y/N thinks "did she just flirt with me? I mean, can it be? Or am I just delusional?" Y/N composes herself and replied "Well, I need to know your name since I need to tell her that her daughter is here, right?"

"Ground, swallow me please oh please" with that reply Jenna just wants to be swallowed by the ground where she stood way down below where her parked car is. SHE THOUGHT WRONG.

Jenna tried to just laugh it off and answered "I'm Jenna, Jenna Ortega" and offers her hand.

"I'm Dr. Y/L/N, I'm a resident surgeon here. So you can seat by the waiting area and I'll go to your mom and tell her that her daughter needs her." Y/N said and winked at Jenna and started to walk to to the surgery room.

Jenna walked to the row of chairs and started to cringe at herself from the inside. She fished out her phone and texted Aliyah:

To Aliyah:

I met this cute doctor and my mind just went blank. WTF!

Fr Aliyah:

Well having no love life really has a side effect, lol.

To Aliyah:

You know what, you are not helping at all, BYE!

Fr Aliyah:

WELL HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REACT?

To Aliyah:

IDK maybe comfort me? I'm your sister after all.

Fr Aliyah:

Just deliver the damn pizza and go home so you can tell me all

To Aliyah:

I will, when mom gets out, bye, love you.

Fr Aliyah:

Love you too, stay safe!

Jenna turns her phone off and was surprised with Y/N standing in front of her.

"What the hell, you could have given me a heart attack." Jenna said while holding her chest.

"That's good, you are in a hospital, in front of you is a doctor, we are surrounded by our lovely nurses, you will live if ever that happened" and Y/N gave her a cheeky smile.

"Geez thanks doc" Jenna answered sarcastically with a smile "Where is my mom then?"

"Well your mom said she can't go out of the surgery room and told me to help you instead to bring the pizza boxes in the break room since you need a keycard to go in there." Y/N replied while showing her I.D.

Jenna nod and said "Lead the way then." and smiled.

While walking, Y/N is now holding the pizza boxes while Jenna strolled along beside her.

"Why did you not get my attention earlier when I was sitting and you were standing in front of me?" Jenna asked.

"You were smiling, and I thought may be you are talking to your boyfriend so I waited until you turn off your phone. I don't want to interrupt you know." Y/N answered.

Even if it is hard for her to think that Jenna have a boyfriend, she doesn't have the say when it comes to it.

"Okay. Then why is this the first time that I see you here? You said you were a resident yet I haven't seen you in my past visits?" Jenna asked, again.

Y/N replied "It's my third month here and maybe you just don't visit during my work time that's why we don't see each other."

Jenna nodded and accepted it as a valid reply.

Y/N opened taps her I.D and opened the door for Jenna to come in first "Here is the break room, and thank you for the pizza, I have been craving these for days, thank God Nat bought it for us."

"So, you and my mom are close huh?" Jenna asked again, which Y/N noticed.

"Well yes, she is approachable, sweet, and kind so, what's not to like about your mom." Y/N said with a smirk.

"Woah there, do you like my mom, just to inform you my dad and her is in a healthy relationship and we are a happy family." Jenna answered a bit annoyed. BECAUSE, why would you like her mom if she is literally in front of you. HELLO?! ARE YOU BLIND!?

"Hey, I didn't tell that I like your mom, I'm sorry if that's how you interpret it, she just makes me feel welcomed, okay? And your mom is pretty, but I like someone, yeah?" Y/N replied but inside her head, its is all "IT IS YOU, YOU DUMBASS, I LIKE YOU NOT YOUR MOM."

"Okay, I'm sorry too, I just get defensive when it comes to my family." Jenna smiled .

"Well if that is all that you need, then we finished our task. I also need to go back there, I have a surgery in 30 minutes." Y/N said with a sad smile.

"Sure, I'm sorry for holding you off." Jenna said while they go out of the room.

Walking back, Y/N didn't stopped by the reception and accompanied Jenna to the elevator.

Y/N broke the silence and took Jenna's arm which she was surprised while Y/N scribbled on her skin.

The elevator dinged which indicated that Jenna needs to go.

"See you around Jen!" Y/N stated while she rushed off.

Jenna was so baffled with the action and just waved, as the elevator door close, she lifts her long sleeves and saw a note

"My number, just in case you have more questions."

In Jenna's head "DID SHE JUST GAVE ME HER NUMBER?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK" and smiled to herself.

She is now determined to go to the hospital more to visit her mom and a side quest to see you.

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Chap 2 A/N: Well I think that was a long one. Comments and suggestions are appreciated. Hope you enjoyed the story and hope you wait for the next chapters!

[inlivingwritenow]

this joy 🥹💛

love them.

long live boygenius

[vitalumusic]

New Cover Song - created with The Sims 4

My new cover song is out now. Created with #TheSims4 !

A ballerina with Vitiligo that struggles to overcome her insecurities. But she will overcome and be the best ballerina she can be!

[blaqsbi]

Post: the true face of evil that bullies and strongarms... https://www.blaqsbi.com/5vdp

[storybook-tiles]

i haven’t listened to the new boygenius ep yet mostly bc i know it’s going to emotionally devastate me and i’m Scared #notstrongenough

[nityarawal]

boygenius – Not Strong Enough (official music video)

"Not Strong Enough," @xboygeniusx

https://youtu.be/bIX_ouNJsTs?si=T4JFLGvlprMCDQXF #SongOfTheDay2 #SOTD2 #NotStrongEnough #BoyGenius

[menemennpastirma]

Apocalyptica feat. Tipe Johnson - Not Strong Enough (Acoustic At The Sibelius Academy, 2010)

Lyrics: I’m not strong enough to stay away. Can’t run from you I just run back to you. Like a moth I’m drawn into your flame, You say my name, but it’s not the same. You look in my eyes, I’m stripped of my pride. And my soul surrounders And you bring my heart to it’s knees.

And it’s killing me when you’re away I wanna leave and I wanna stay. I’m so confused, so hard to choose. Between the pleasure and the pain. And I know it’s wrong, and I know it’s right. Even if I try to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind. And I’m not strong enough to stay away

I’m not strong enough to stay away What can I do? I would die without you In your presence my heart knows no shame I’m not to blame Cause you bring my heart to it’s knees

And it’s killing me when you’re away I wanna leave and I wanna stay. I’m so confused, so hard to choose. Between the pleasure and the pain And I know it’s wrong, and I know it’s right. Even if I try to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind. And I’m not strong enough to stay away

There’s nothing I can do My heart is chained to you And I can’t get free Look what this love has done to me

And it’s killing me when you’re away I wanna leave and I wanna stay. I’m so confused, so hard to choose. Between the pleasure and the pain And I know it’s wrong, and I know it’s right. Even if I try to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind. And I’m not strong enough to stay away

Not strong enough, strong enough Strong enough, strong enough to stay away Strong enough, strong enough Not strong enough, strong enough Strong enough to stay away

#music #live #acoustic #metal #Apocalyptica #TipeJohnson #NotStrongEnough

Source: https://youtu.be/C8DTI0-WJMI?si=AXgW8VgLbpsoKamv

[raquelno]

you are enough. #y #enough #yo #enoughisenough #enoughsaid💯 #enoughsaid #you #enough🔥 #onceisnotenough #o #cantgetenoughofhim #cantgetenoughofthis #oldenoughtoknowbetter #youareenough #e #iammorethanenough #explorepage #cantgetenoughofit #youarestrongenough #cant #youcanneverhaveenough #cantsleep #notstrongenough #cantgetenough #neverhaveenough #photooftheday #enoughhashtags #i #luckyenough https://www.instagram.com/p/CnYQjh3JDyR/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[harleyliloquin88]

Not Strong Enough

Pairing: Reader POV

Warning: Heartache/ Pain/Pulls on heart string/ Heartbreak/ Tears/ Sadness/

Summary: You loved dean more then anything and you do whatever it took to keep him close no matter what he did to you. you cloudnt stay away from him, 

Tell me if i should do a part 2 or not review and comment not sure i like this i may delete it

Tagged @katymacsupernatural @flamencodiva @holylulusworld @badboysdoitbetter

@marvelfansworld @maddiepants @amanda-teaches @hauntedartqueen @deanwanddamons @donnaintx @ltsaradharkness

fyi I got this idea from a song called not strong enough.

I'm not strong enough to stay away.

Can't run from you.

I just run back to you.

Like a moth I'm drawn into your flame.

Say my name,

But it's not the same.

(Readers POV)

“I know I shouldn't go back to him after everything he has done to,But he is the one that has helped me throught so much, He is like my drug and he is my medicine  no matter how many times he pushed me away 

And it's killing me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.

And I'm so confused, So hard to choose.

Between the pleasure and the pain.

And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.

Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.

And I'm not strong enough to stay away\

sitting in a  hotel room, all curled up tears pouring your face. Wearing Dean fannel you could still smell his scent, whiskey gun powered musky, all mixed together.  You know you loved him and you know you needed his but the life he had wasn't what you wanted,

It was a cold rainy morning,  Hearing the rain hit the top of the roof, watching the rain slide down the window, Your heart breaking pulling the fannel closer to you. soon  you hear your phone buzzing you don't bother to look, just crying even more

I'm not strong enough to stay away

What can I do

I would die without you

In your presence my heart knows no shame

I'm not to blame

Cause you bring my heart to it's kneesAnd it's killing me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.

And I'm so confused, So hard to choose.

Between the pleasure and the pain.

And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.

Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.

And I'm not strong enough to stay away

you hear a knock at the door picking up your head you look over. You hear another knock on the door. Moving outta your seat slowly. Grabbing the gun on the tiny table. Holding it by your side. Walking over to the door you look in and there in the door way was the man your heart ached for.

Opening the door there he was standing in front of you. You had to admit he made your knees buckle.

"Dean' you say.

'Hey sweetheart" he says with that goregous smile that you couldnt resist.

'Where sam? Is he okay? Do you need help? Your about to run and get your keys.

Dean holds his hand up "wow sweetheart sam okay every things okay i just umm" he says rubbing his hand behind his neck. He smiles at you

'I wanted to come by" he stands right in front of you. You can feel the heat of his breath on your face. Looking up you can see the sparkle of his green eye. He sees you looking at his lips. He bites them a bit. You can feel your heart start beating fast. He moves his hand against your cheek. Feeling the heat between you both.

'Princess" he says looking at you. You swore this man could make you feel things no matter how hard you wanted to fight the feeling he some how made it through your heart.

You look up at him" Please tell me you need me as much as i need you" closing your eyes for a second then opening them again tears falling out them.

You didnt know what you were feeling. You loved him you did but after the things he put you through and the craziness you been through with him you werent sure if you could let him back in.

"Baby whats wrong" he says pulling you close.

"Dean' i--- before you could finish dean phone ring. He walks away for a second. He gets off the phone.

'Sam needs my help but ill be back okay" he says kissing the top of your head.

He smiles at you. Walking out the door. You drop to the floor and hold yourself tears coming out of your eyes.

'Dean' you whispear

Not sure if i really like this i wrote this been in a very forbidden love romance roleplay thing i been very into roleplay x lisnter kinda thing not sure i like this

[thememoirsofascrambledmind]

By the door

I stood by the door

Waiting for you to tell me to stay

Tears in my eyes, my soul burns

by the door i stand

Waiting for you to say *stop*

by the door, i stand

Asking myself should, I go, should I stay

By the door i stand

And the door i close

never the same will i be

living without, worse it is

by the door will i stand again soon.

[timepest]

"It ain't much to look at, but it's honest work." 150, 170, and then back down to 155... lbs. I was tired today, and the warm-up not included, I pretty much hit this and moved on. Admittedly, I'd hope to progress further, but my options for spotters were lacking. . #bench #benchpress #povertybench #povertybenchboiz #lightweight #wantmoreweight #needmoreweight #notstrongenough #neverstrongenough #weaksauce #fit #fitfam #nerdjock #nerd (at Anytime Fitness Ruston) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYXHdOZLEi0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[be-missed]

Not Strong Enough (Chap 3)

Jenna Ortega x Fem!Reader

(picture not mine)

Summary: Jenna was visiting her mom in the hospital to drop off the food that will be eaten for the hospital party, but she met a resident surgeon and she thought "God forbid I ran into an accident, but I want her to open me and stitch me up." While the surgeon tries her best to keep her fan girling low-key.

Warning: curse words

A/N: Hey, 3rd chapter in a row. Thank you again for reading and enjoy!

Masterlist

Chap 1 | Chap 2

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Chap 3

"Had a fun time in the party, I'm so glad we got to have this celebration for our achievements in our department" Ava said as she dropped her bags beside their front door. Behind her is her wife Beatrice, followed by Y/N and their other friend Camila, who is also a doctor in the Pediatric Department.

"Aww, that really sucks, why do I always get to be left out by you guys." Camila said with a pout on her lips while the other three people inside the house just laughed at her.

"Well sweety, you chose to do your residency in Pedia Department and you love kids, that is why." Beatrice answered her while she went to Ava in their kitchen to help with reheating the premade dinner that they cooked earlier today.

As Y/N and Camila got settled in the living room, they started to catch up with each others life and what stresses them in their department. A little banter over here and there, laughs were echoing throughout the household until Ava called them to go to the dining table to eat.

"Cheers to us noobs to conquering and still being here thriving to do our best, cheers." Y/N tells as she raised their glass and drink their wine.

"I told you having a monthly dinner between the four of us is a great idea, us being free and to catch up with one another." Camila said with a cheeky grin while the other three are just laughing.

"We are all well informed with each others life since we are just literally in the same department unlike you." Beatrice chimed in which makes them laugh, because they love to tease Camila for being the only one that chose pediatrics, but they truly support her since that is where her passion goes but they also love teasing her.

"Not fair guys, I'm getting bullied here, I'm all by myself." Camila teasingly moping and laughing.

"But truly, I really am thankful for the three of you for adopting me in your friend group. I always feel that my home is far but when I'm with you all, home just gets a little bit closer." Y/N tells with a grateful smile on her face.

"Okay, stop with the cheesiness, Halloween is just around the corner so Bea and I planned of a Halloween party, but you know, just for the four of us since we can't really handle big crowds and get overstimulated." Ava proposed and laughs.

"I'm definitely in." Y/N approved and everyone nodded while they enjoy their dinner.

While Y/N is having fun in Ava and Bea's household, Jenna on the other side is facing her mom with the questions that she expected to be asked.

"Well?" Natalie asked Jenna with her left hand on her hip.

"She is new and she looks fun, what is wrong with having a new friend right?" Jenna answered.

Natalie looked at her daughter with questioning eyes, not fully believing what her daughter answered, but, she won't push through, she doesn't want to rush and pressure her daughter.

"Okay, I believe in you. But don't pull that stunt on me again mija, I am a nurse not an actress." Natalie answered with a smile and kissed her daughter's forehead as she leaves Jenna's room.

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Sun goes up so then another day arrived. The beams of light never shined so bright for Y/N because today is her day-off, which means she can just lay-down and just spend the rest of her day snuggling her pillow and ordering a whole pizza for dinner just to binge watch Brooklyn 99 for the nth time.

BUT. There is a big but that comes to her mind. If they will have a costume party, that means that she needs to buy a costume for herself, because if she did not, Ava will totally gonna punch her face, Camila will kick her in the stomach, and Beatrice will gonna Aikido her. So yes, what she planned was never gonna happen.

Y/N rolled over on her bed until her feet falls and touches the ground, and tries to push her body to stand up. She is trying so hard, looking like a baby that wants to stand up and just walk, and after fighting her own for a second, she got the chance to stand up and scream.

Screaming, that was therapeutic for Y/N, you just scream and all the tension inside your body will somehow get out. For her it is good, but for her neighbors, probably no.

Finding some clothes and going outside to her car, she received a notification.

Fr Jenna:

Thank you again for yesterday.

To Jenna:

No worries. You can text me or call me if you need something :D.

Fr Jenna:

Wow, that is something that I will hold on to ;)

And with that, Y/N smashed her head in her steering wheel, asking WHY OH WHY, Jenna just sent her a wink. A FUCKING WINK. It's just a wink but her heart can't seem to follow the right rhythm for it to function naturally.

Breathing in, Breathing out. A minute of breathing exercise helped Y/N to pull herself together and starts her car to go to the mall.

Traffic lights turned from green to red from red to green, driving around corners and street while listening to NIKI, Y/N arrived at the mall and had one thing in mind; to buy a dress just like Mavis from Hotel Transylvania.

She loved that movie, that is probably one of her comfort movie. So, on the drive to the mall, she sets her mind on finding a black dress, a red and black striped thigh and some pair of fangs.

Going in and out of different stores, she got to buy the dress and the fangs, but those damn red and black striped thighs are surely nowhere to be found. Going down the escalator, she saw a crowd of people that is following a person, with their cellphones out, flashes from their phone camera on, a paper to sign on.

Y/N thinks that it must be a pain in the ass to be in the middle of a crowd and getting huddled at. Trying to find the person that causes a crowd, she stops on the foot of the escalator and tried to tip on her toes and found her target.

While seeing the person that was in the middle she thought "Wow, she is so small in the middle, with her big ass headphones? Damn she might not here a thing, and that fit, she knows how to dress." Slowly, her eyes trail from the girl's outfit and focused on her face that was hidden with those bangs.

And Y/N realised, like she got hit by a truck, struck by lighting, and thrown in an ice bath. HOLY SHIT IT IS JENNA YOU DUMBASS. Y/N hurriedly went and followed the crowd yelling Jenna's name.

"JENNA..... JEEENNNAAAA." Y/N realised that that was a dumb move, everyone calling Jenna. So the next thing that Y/N did is to thread along in the crowd until she is close enough to touch Jenna.

But Jenna is inside her head thinking, she just wants to chill and relax by the roof top in the mall, reading a book that she just bought so she could have a relaxing day. But then a person noticed her and the news that Jenna Ortega was in the building spread like a wildfire until she builds a crowd that is now huddling her.

All Jenna wanted was some peace. She just wants to do the things that she did in the past, but it looks like she also can't have that now. Being so much in her head, she never realised that Y/N was totally yelling at her and calling her, not until she felt someone tugged at her elbow, and she really tried to be polite, but tugging her elbow was her last straw. So she looked up with her brow meeting at the end and ready to throw some bad looks to the person that just tugged her.

That's when she realised that it was you. The angry face and her eyes that holds a look that can kill slowly disappear. Her eyes are now looking at you with such tender and softness, her lips are holding a sad smile, and her brows never looked so calm. So what she did was to stop on her tracks to focus on you more.

"You wanna get out?" Y/N asked, while Jenna just nodded.

Y/N graced Jenna with a bright smile and asked "Think you can run?" and without waiting for Jenna's answer, Y/N tugged Jenna's hands as they started to run away from the crowd and went inside the department store which where they try to lose the people that is trying to follow Jenna.

Even though they are out of breath, smiles was plastered in their faces, hands are tightly held with each other and with every passing floor that they run to, they got into a secluded place of the store and got the chance to take a little rest and chase their breaths.

Y/N was the one to break the silence "Well that was fun." and she handed Jenna a handkerchief that was neatly folded inside her back pocket while she swiped her own sweat with another handkerchief that she got from her front pocket.

Jenna accepted the handkerchief and helped herself "Always ready. huh?" and smirked, while Y/N answered "Yup, we never know when a pretty lady needs one, right?" and winked at Jenna.

AND DAMN, Jenna knows that she is blushing so she just kept on blotting her face.

"Do you have a ride home? I can drop you by if you want." Y/N kindly offered, and Jenna is too tired to defy so she just nodded and said "Yes please."

---

While in the car, the album that Y/N played earlier continued to help them blur out the noise from the outside.

"Thank you for earlier, I was just trying to relax then everything got out of hand and then one moment I was alone the I got crowded by a lot of people and I kind of just shut down and blurred my environment." Looking at y/N's side profile with a sad look on her face.

"Hey now, don't be hard on yourself. It's fine and you're welcome. I don't know how you fully feel about the situation that happened earlier but I am right here to listen to it and to understand you okay? I'm here to listen. It's okay to blur things out when everything got out of hand." Y/N answered with a soft smile plastered on her face.

Red light was indicated by the traffic light and that got Y/N a chance to reach for Jenna's hand and squeeze it without looking at her.

Jenna smiled, thankful not only for what Y/N did earlier but for what she also said. Because it sometimes irritates her when someone tells her "I know and I understand your situation" because they just don't. Jenna believed that even if we are faced with the exact same thing in our life, it doesn't mean that we get to experience it just the same. This is where Jenna's understanding the life of other people is not as easy or hard as hers, we have different perspective in life and how we view things.

A comfortable silence once again situated in the air not until Jenna hears Y/N humming to the song that is playing that is slowly turning into mumbled lyrics.

"So why can't you for once, disregard the world and run to what you know is real." Y/N sang without a care in her mind and not noticing that Jenna is now staring at her.

"Take a chance with me... take a chance with me." Y?N sang with such desperation that got Jenna thinking "who the hell is she pertaining that to?"

The car suddenly breaks and Y/N looked at Jenna "Well, we arrived at our destination."

That got Jenna sad, since it means no Y/N beside her.

"Thank you again for earlier and driving me home. I can't think of anything to repay your kindness." Jenna said shyly.

"Hey, don't mind it, we are friends, and I will totally help you whenever you need me." Y/N said, which hurt Jenna slight because Y/N just used the word "friend" but that is a good start isn't it?

"Okay let's stop moping and what if you repay me by going to a concert with me this coming weekend?" Y/N hopefully asked Jenna. Asking her in a concert might be to dangerous since there are a lot of people that will notice them, but taking a risk isn't bad thing, right?

Jenna smirked and nodded her head "Sure, absolutely, I would love to join you."

Y/N went out of her side and went to Jenna's side to open her car door "This way m'lady" Y/N said with a curtsy that made Jenna laugh.

"Hmm, a gentle woman who open doors and gives me a curtsy huh." Jenna teased while Y/N answered "Well this probably will never get out of style huh?" with a grin.

"Oh yeah? You doing some old stuff like curtsy get you girls? Is that why you are still driving a stick?" Jenna teased with a laugh and Y/N acted hurt and answered "Why would you say that? I love my car and it makes me feel like I'm racing just like in Fast and the Furious."

They walked to the Ortega's front door and stand in front of each other.

Jenna broke the silence "Thank you again." and her pointer finger silently reached for Y/N's pointer finger, which Y/N decided to give and they intertwined it with each other.

With Y/N's other hand, she swats the flying hair away from Jenna's face and tell her "Again, if it is for you, I'll always be there." and smiles.

"That's fucking cheesy."

Jenna and Y/N heard from their side and saw Aliyah with a teasing face. The both of them didn't noticed that the door opened just a few seconds after they got situated in the front door.

Jenna immediately closed their front door and yelled "WHAT THE HELL ALIYAH."

Y/N just laughed and said "I'm going now, have some rest." and waved going to her car.

Jenna then yelled "Text me when you got home and stay safe!"

Jenna stayed at their front porch playing with her finger that touched Y/N not knowing that Y/N is also doing the same inside of her car.

Y/N smiled at herself and screams inside her car, not because she is stressed but she is filled with happiness that was caused by this girl whom she just dropped off.

Jenna entered their living room and yelled "ALIYAH YOU ARE SO DEAD."

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Chap 4

A/N: Thanks for reading. Comments and suggestions are appreciated! Hope you enjoyed the story and you can click this song title to listen to the song Take A Chance With Me by NIKI.

[inlivingwritenow]

how can you not love them

[mattattridge-smith]

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[flxwergirlll]

Salam Rindu.

Salam cinta hati baby ♥ How are you? You know what babe, today I almost fell while getting shower. Nda pernah lah i jatuh, except for jatuh hati dgn you eh 😂😍😝 Harini, ndatau masuk hari keberapa sudah you ignore i. Ndatau hari keberapa sudah you block i. Mesti you hairan kan kenapa i masih ada dkt sini tunggu you walaupun macam2 sda you buat dgn i. Hehehe sbb perasaan sayang meem dgn you lagi besar dari semua perasaan yg meem ada skrg ni!!!! 😍♥ Baby tau ada hikmah kenapa benda ni jadi. Baby tunggu ja sayang. Tunggu you ja. Cuma jangan bagi meem tunggu lama2 okay? Baby risau baby penat, penat menunggu benda yg nda pasti. Baby ndamau pengorbanan yg baby buat ni sia2. Baby rindu you sayang. Rindu sangat. Baby rindu kita yg dulu. You yg dulu. Not the bad side, but the good side of us. Baby rindu semuanya. Skrg ni baby rasa mcm kita tiada apa2 hubungan pun. You layan i mcm stranger. Mcm kawan. I dont feel special at all. Bring me back to that moment again sayang. Please 😢🙏 Please comeback and change everything. Jangan seksa meem macam ni. Sakit sgt. Baby tunggu you sayang. Tunggu sampai baby penat. Selagi perasaan ni masih ada, baby akan tunggu & stay with you forever, insya Allah. For now, only you in my heart no one else baby 😢😣😘♥

[isee-feelmore]

Są takie  kwiaty, których nigdy nie zerwiesz. Są uczucia dla których warto jest cierpieć. Jest takie miejsce, gdzieś najgłębiej we mnie W nim gra taki rap, który rozerwie ci serce. Jest takie szczęście, o którym ci nie powiem Bo są takie myśli, których do dziś się boje. Są tacy ludzie, za którymi pójdę w ogień, Jeśli spytasz, czy mówię o tobie? - to nie odpowiem.

Skor - Kwiaty 2