#ONE OF MY FAV 4TH DOCTOR STORIES

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[furashuban]

HOW ARE WE FEELIN TONIGHT CLASSIC WHO ENJOYERS???

[trigunsource]

The last episode of Trigun aired 25 years ago, on September 30, 1998, and for that we would like to host an APPRECIATION WEEK for the first Trigun adaptation, from sept 30 to oct 6! you can see the prompts for each day below, with alternatives so everyone can participate, you can do one or all of them! Join us by creating gifs, graphics, fanart, fanfics, video edits, etc.!

Day 1 - Sept 30th: Favorite Character || "They were not like ships passing in the night. They understood each other better than anyone else. And each was focused solely on the other." (Psycho-Pass) || Modern AU Day 2 - Oct 1st: Favorite Fight/Favorite Episode || ""Look at you," he whispers. "My monster, come to find me."" (Alexandra Christo) || Wounded in Battle Day 3 - Oct 2nd: Favorite Running Gag || "Every moment hesitated is a moment gone from life." (Nicholas D Wolfwood, Trigun) || Childhood Friends to Lovers Day 4 - Oct 3rd: Favorite Dynamic or Fav Character Story || "Alex hasn't been a good Catholic in a long time, but he knows confession is a sacrament." (Casey McQuiston) || Fantasy AU Day 5 - Oct 4th: Favorite Quote || "I’m sorry you were not truly loved and that it made you cruel" (warsan shire) || One Character is a Doctor Day 6 - Oct 5th: Favorite Villain || "The choices we make in life have unlimited possibilities." (Rem Saverem, Trigun) || Soulmate AU Day 7 - Oct 6th: Free Day

Remember to tag trigunsource and have fun! If you have any questions don't hesitate to ask!

[fantomette22]

9, 12, 15, 23 and 44 for Bloodborne ask meme! :>

Ask game from here

9. Favorite outfit

Well that one! + hat

12. How do you feel about the Plain Doll?

Well I love her? I don't even know what to say she's my fav I love so many aspects about her. She's such a mysteries too and leave many open questions (how is she sentient etc) even if, well a couple of characters & entity have sure something to do with it but still.

15. Favorite build?

Saw clever, gun, dexterity, strong blood gem & defence runes, a couple of Molotovs & paper, couple of things to throw and I am good XD most basic stuff ever but

23. Iosefka. Thoughts?

I like her 🥺 She deserved better and I wish we knew more about her as well! 😔To have her own clinic to her name is just wow! She must really be an important doctor! (Well if she was indeed higher up white doctor make sense but still! that's huge). I do accept very well her design as the same as imposter Iosefka but I really wonder if actually she's supposed to look different... (and they just use the same assets/3d model/pnj to not have to make 2 and disappear one. Game dev management XD)

44. Have you read any of the comics?

Yes! The first 4th ones. They are at my parents house right now.

Haven't read the 5th one and more yet! I hope soon when they release physically. They are very cool, art is beautiful but it's more similars to lovecraftian stories than Bloodborne. Well it's a choice but it fell quite different with how many see things I suppose. So yeah don't think too much about it XD (not always lore accurate, interpretations etc) but still pretty cool.

[rotisseries]

so um. the dread doctors needed chimeras because they wanted to bring back "La Bete" the beast, the orginial werewolf. something something rebirth. they needed them to be chimera so they would be able to withstand hosting them. if i remember right and i probablt dont so anyway. this begins theo's time with the pack. he returns to beacon hills, its season 5. he saves scott from this .. guy idk, and scott and stiles are like "THEO???? FROM 4TH GRADE???" and his story was basically "i was at the skatepark, it was getting pretty late and i was working on this trick, im not very good😅, and um i went down and realized my skateboard never came down with me. i got bitten by an alpha but by the next full moon he was dead." <- summary. stiles was suspicious of him from the start. he didn't like him. says "that's not the same theo from 4th grade." the  ONLY one listening to him is Liam. the Only. the reason theo is even there is for a pack, as long as he does what the dread doctors say(they want him to take scott's true alpha power , which is genuinely impossible but i think he almost did. anyway. he didn't get alpha powers or scott's pack so it was a fail anyway.), they promised him a pack. he wants scotts pack SUBTRACT SCOTT. so he's manipulating everyone to turn against him, to leave him. shit worked too😘🙏🏼😜🥰😎😊😝☝🏼. so yeah he put his entire pussy into that performance . he delivered. as the season (5A bc the season is split into 2 parts like that) went on it became increasingly and increasingly clear the dread doctors have been using theo this entire time and really didn't care if he had a pack or not. he did his damndest tho. he got liam to nearly kill scott. like i mean THE BRINK. LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING. LIAM ANS SCOTT ARE BETA AND ALPHA. THE BOND BETWEEN AN ALPHA AND THEIR BITTEN BETA IS SUPPOSED TO BE STRONGER THAN BLOOD. STRONGER THAN A PARENT LOVES HIS CHILD OR A BROTHERHOOD.  THEO GOT THIS GUY TO KILL HIS PARENTAL FIGURE IN WEREWOLF CULTURE. YOU CANT DO BETTER THAN THAT??????????? and after liam brought him to the brink ... HE FINISHED IT!!!!RAHHH!!‼️🤞🏼!!  sorry im obbsessseddd with his villain arc. more of an anyagonist than anything but a villain to me . after that, scotts pack didnt really wanna fw him anymore so... um... he went to the nemeton (where the dead chimeras were gathered . bc like i said . all the chimeras that the dread doctors created died. except theo. also the nemeton is a supernatural beacon, it's something only supernatural and adjacent can see. its complicated theres other stuff ab it including the whole druid thing i dont have tike to get into.) so he went to the nemeton and he got a big ass syringe full of the shit that made the dread doctors immortal, and he injected it into his fav chimera's necks and brought them back from the dead. He was the alpha, pack leader, of chimeras for awhileee

sorry you said "an alpha and their bitten beta" and I was thinking 🤨🤨🤨homo? and then you said "parent in werewolf culture" like this is not what omegaverse had me thinking a bite would mean

[applesandbannas747]

hey, what are your favorite not-branderson books

omg hi! I dont know how long this ask has been in here because tumblr no longer likes to tell me when I have mail ig, so sorry about any delay!

(and I love that you have to specify non-branderson because my list would have included like all of his books XD)

I've got a ton of favorite books and I'm sure I will forget some of them in this list, I hope I don't hurt their feelings but my memory is shit. we're organizing by type, asterisks denote the most favorites. buckle up and here we go!

Picture Books:

The Spider and The Fly*

The Widow's Broom*

Angelina Ballerina* (all of them, of course)

Mufaro's Beautiful Daughters

The Rough-Face Girl

Oh, The Places You'll Go!

This Moose Belongs to Me

Here We Are: Notes for Living on Planet Earth

Smokes 烟

The Giving Tree

Transitional Readers (from younger side to older side in descending order):

The Nerve of Abbey Mars

Frindle

No Talking

Troublemaker*

Ramona

Homeless Bird*

Middle Grade:

Septimus Heap*

Artemis Fowl*

The Underland Chronicles*

Percy Jackson*

Fablehaven

Princess Academy

Scat

The Spiderwick Chronicles

When You Reach Me

Star-Crossed

Flipped

Wonder

I Have Lived a Thousand Years

Young Adult:

The Hunger Games*

Leviathan*

The Goose Girl

Book of a Thousand Days

Scyth (but for the love of god only read the first one)

Carry On (also for the love of god only read the first one)

The Folk of the Air

The Selection (it may be the bougiest dystopian ever but i love it fuck you)

To All The Boys I've Loved Before*

Everything, Everything

The Hate U Give*

The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian

The Maze Runner

The Book Thief (though I'll never re-read it)

Uprooted*

Spinning Silver*

The Scholomance (series isn't over yet so I can't give it a * but I suspect I will)

The Mediator

Maximum Ride (I think the first three are the good ones? Basically up to where Max and Fang get together; the series goes downhill after that)

Virals*

Guardians of the Hidden Scepter

Mickey Bolitar

The School for Good and Evil (listen, sunshine golden retrieve love interest make me happy, leave me alone)

Lost Boy: The True Story of Captain Hook

Drama! (this is indulgent nonsense to the max. i know. i love it anyway)

Harry Potter* (fuck JKR but this series was my childhood)

Six of Crows

The Ghost and the Goth (listen. i just like ghost romance. is that so wrong?)

Noteworthy (i also like crossdressing)

Geekerella

The Raven Cycle*

The Scorpio Races

Night (also never reading this one again)

Adult Fiction:

Lightning*

Watchers*

The Martian*

Project Hail Mary (currently reading this one but holy shit it's already a fav)*

The Sea-Wolf*

I've Got Your Number

The Eight

A Night in the Lonesome October

Captain Blood (has the phrase 'a pirate and a scoundrel which for some reason my brain latched onto. its a bop of a phrase)

Manga (because I'm a weeb and 4th grade me would kick my ass if I didn't include them as books):

Kitchen Princess*

Gakuen Alice*

Kodocha*

Mamotte Lollipop*

InuYasha*

Lovely Complex*

Me & My Brothers* (mangas just have different rules. its fine, i promise)

Fruits Basket

Hana Yori Dango

Hana wa Sakuka

Dengeki Daisy

Comic:

Fence* (not including the novels)

Visual Novel:

999: 9 hours, 9 persons, 9 doors*

Webcomic (because why not?):

Cursed Princess Club*

Uriah

True Beauty* (I have not kept up with this one because i want an ot3 and am sad i wont get one. but it is still a fav and i will man up and finish it eventually)

The Doctors Are Out

The Prince of Southland

yeah sorry im indecisive XD

[demonzdust]

Do you think Theo was tricked by the Dread Doctors and regreted it the moment he realised what happened? I mean, did he even knew what was going to happen, that his sister would be gone forever? And also, do you know of any good fics that tackle this part of his story?

Hmm... 🤔

The show seems to be almost intentionally vague on this point — which in some ways is actually nice because it enables us to tell all sorts of stories about young Theo’s corruption.

The approach I usually take in my fics is that Theo was heavily influenced by the Dread Doctors and that’s what lead to the night Tara died. It could be unintentional mental conditioning and psychological damage as a result of being repetitively abducted and experimented on (i.e. torture, operations, chemical injections) or it could have been an intentional way of corrupting him (which might include drugs, conditioning, fear, messing with memories, induced hallucinations — all things they’re capable of doing).

In terms of him being “tricked’ I think that through their influence (either intentional or unintentional) Theo likely reached a point where he was so traumatized and isolated that his perception of reality began to blur.

Because think about it — he’s eight or nine and these dudes in masks are abducting him from his bed and experimenting on him (that’s what they did to all the other teen chimeras in the show). It feels real to him but there’s no way his parents or any other adult in his life will believe that. They’d probably think he was having nightmares or night terrors (like Tracy’s family) or, if they were particularly terrible, might think he’s making it up for attention. Theo might also believe that he’s having dreams — but the experiences he is having are incredibly real and terrifying.

Theo probably began experiencing more and more dissociation — a disconnection between himself and his experiences. He’s doubting his own perception of reality. And thus his ability to clearly understand his actions —their impact, their permanency, their severity — is compromised.

I think that is kind of what Theo is implying this when he tells Stiles (in 5x16):

“I also believed a guy in a red suit came down the chimney to deliver presents. So when three people in leather masks showed up and said that my sister wanted me to have her heart, I believed them, too.”

Part of Theo’s lies and manipulation style is actually incorporating a lot of truth in with them. I think he does this because it makes him more believable and convincing — but I also think he experiences some kind of catharsis in expressing things that he can’t express any other way.

I think that then, at some later point, Theo finally understood everything that he did but then it was already too late. He was a monster that killed his sister (possibly also his parents) and he had to convince himself that he didn’t care. That he didn’t feel guilt. That he really wanted it all along.

And he’s been running from understanding his own feelings ever since.

So I’m not sure if “tricked” is exactly the word I would use but like, in a way, yes.

In terms of fic recs on this subject:

This one is perfect for what you’re looking for! It’s set mostly during 4th grade and all about how the Dread Doctors tricked Theo — and it’s one of my favorites! 

Seashells & Skateboards by EndrakingAfter visiting Deaton to receive a treatment, Theo passes out and relives the days that made him the chimera that came back to Beacon Hills.

There are also sequels to that fic if you like it: Past, Present, and Future Series

Almost all of my Theo fics incorporate flashbacks and deep dives into Theo’s psychology — how he got the way he was in S5 and how he deals with his trauma. You might want to check out The Call, Body Locker and 21 Candles Shy (some of my shorter works that all have 4th grade flashbacks) but a longer one by me that goes into it more intensely is:

Memoriae Fractum by DemonzDust Theo Raeken disappeared after his plans to steal the power of the Beast of Gévaudan were foiled. Seven months later, Scott is preparing to face off against a new threat when he finds Theo shackled and caged in a hunter’s secret laboratory. He soon realizes that Theo’s memories are broken. He can’t remember who he is, but he recognizes Scott and knows that he’ll be safe with him. Despite the threat he knows Theo still poses, Scott can’t resist trying to help his once-friend. As Theo starts to grow attached to his place in Scott’s life, disturbing flashes haunt him and he begins to fear the inevitable truth of his past, and the darkness that may very well still lurk within him.

Another author that I highly recommend for delving into Theo’s backstory and what the Dread Doctors did to him is Waking Nightmares. She has a number of excellent Theo fics focusing on his recovery.

This series is one of my favs:

Let It All Come Crashing Down by Waking Nightmares“I don’t remember inviting you in,” Melissa growled, glaring at him.  “I don’t remember needing your permission,” Theo countered easily, the smirk returning to his face. “Scott asked me to keep an eye on you, and since he’s the Alpha, I’m pretty sure he outranks you.”

Thanks for the awesome Ask!!!

More Theo Meta Posts By Me:

Theo Raeken Corruption TheoriesTheo’s Emotional Motivations - Intro / Part I / Part IIScott Never Mistreated TheoOn Theo Lust and Ships

I’ve also got a teen wolf meta tag on my blog. ^_^

[aenslem]

Doctor Who Tag Game

Tagged by: @thirteenstardisfam thank youu and i am so sorry it is so super long lmao i did not mean too, but somehow ended up with it, and also i think i will make fandom hate me for some stuff about 11, but i love him! don’t you dare to think otherwise :’D

im tagging: @tennant @luke-skywalker @panlyra @stupidape @buffyrosenbergs @expelliarmus idk who of you whovians wanna do it out there feel free to say i tagged you and go on ;)

Favourite Doctor:  still Ten, i love 12 and 13 almost as much, even if not harder atm, but if it comes to choosing 1 fav doctor then it’s always Ten, so far no one stepped higher for me :’D I loved his era, i loved so many episodes with him, his season arcs, his companions, his relationships with everyone, and this is the only Doctor whose regeneration was smooth for me, he was continuation of Ninth Doctor and it felt like that. I was not like ‘but he is so different in so many ways’ nope, never. Maybe it’s because companions were the same, everyone was still around which was great btw, and I fell in love with the show with Tenth Doctor, dare I say that I stopped watching back then when Matt Smitt became doctor? lmao, must be shock for some but yes, I dropped this show because of THAT lmao??now i laugh at my own self but yeah, i did. where’s everyone, why it feels so different? that was huge nope. Only years later I got back into it, thanks to amazing Michelle Gomez. Actually I was not even going to watch other doctors at that moment, but I watched episodes only with Missy, then i said well it’s not bad I like it and Missy and Twelve were?? OOOF LOVES OF MY LIFE FOR SURE because their relationship were so cool and of course i loved it, so i started a huge rewatch, the first since i dropped the show. Fell in love with Doctor/Master all over again, Ten was as amazing as I remembered, Nine was perfect and I love him too!!! and then... i got to s5... oh god, i was like, let’s give him a chance, what do i lose? but it still felt so weird, and the show was so different, and suddenly everyone else is so important but where are old characters? but i got into it because i have already seen some of 12′s episodes and i got used to the style?? i guess. and then River appeared, not because of her but around episode 5 or 6 i was into it already, not as much as i was before but anyway, maybe weeping angels helped because i loved them and it reminded me of Ten, i felt some kind of a connection to old doctor. I liked River with 10, i thought i will like her with 11 too... but alas, still felt like you know those boys who have never had sex but try to act like they know everything about it and hit on every moving thing and think they do it cool? :D i am sorry if i hurt someone’s feelings with it, but that’s how 11 was for me back then, and while I do understand river/11 it’s the least of all river ships for me, 11 is still the least fav doctor because of those feelings i had back then when i stopped watching, they are not rational i know that now but still feel them, but i love him now, and will protect that kid at all costs! i love ponds, i will kill if anyone says anything bad about Rory Williams! and Amy and Rory? quoting my favorite star trek couple? DUDE WE GO TOGETHER OR NOT AT ALL!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! and even if i was not into all river/11 relationship i loved the story, and of course i liked 12, but s8 still feels like what the hell for me, not because of the doctor but because they tried so hard to show clara as bossy, i mean, i liked her with 11 and then suddenly they turn her into some control freak, it was not so MUCH with 11... but i know now why they did it, so Missy’s words have an effect and all. but still, i love clara before and after s8 :’D s9 clara? i will kill for her too. it’s too long but idk  :’D and actually, this shows that if you give it a chance even if you don’t like actor/actress at first - you might love the show ;) so stop acting like jodie is miscast honestly, i am ready to fight anyone for saying that :D say whatever you want about plot choices, but do not fucking act like it’s Jodie’s fault! actors are not responsible for show runner choices. She acts amazing with the material she has. anyway, 10 is my fav idiot!

Favourite Master: Missy, always was and always shall be. My favorite character in general in the show, no one tops my girl!

Favourite Sonic: honestly? i don’t really remember any sonic but 12′s glasses :D so... glasses. I mean, i don’t really care how it looks like, it does its job... most of the time lmao, but i liked those glasses and the thing with browser history was my fav :D

Favourite Companion: oh it’s soooo hard!!! either Donna or Bill. I can’t choose. but yeah, those are both with whom there were no ‘romantic’ relationship implied, i love friends more than couples. and I just loved 10 and Donna as a team and Bill and 12, i still wish they had more time. also Martha, the smartest companion lol she was amazing.

Favourite Story: anything involving The Master :D all episodes with them are my favs, but i can’t just pick one story, i still remember the first episode i watched back when it was airing and are you my mummy stuck in my head for the rest of my life giving me brrrr feeling, like it was not scary but somehow made me super uncomfortable? also vashta nerada?? duuuuude, you can’t just look at the shadow the same way. and ten/river together were really great, i mean, he did not know who is she, the mystery, i love shit like that?? yeesss!!!!! there are so many great ones. I don’t want to choose.

Favourite Soundtrack: that unreleased tiny melody when the master dies in the last of the time lords T--T and this is gallifrey and clara’s theme! those are my favs. and I also really like 11′s theme, kinda ready for adventures and doing some weird but funny shit :D

Dream Actor for next Doctor: ooooof OOOOF dude! you know what, usually it is one actor for 3 seasons, that’s how it was for the last 3 doctors, i want Jodie to break that rule and stay with us for 4th season as well, i just want to see how pissed off those haters will be lmao i really really think the entire timeless child thing will not feel the same with someone else yet, and i don’t think they will reveal much in 13th season, that’s HUGE thing, or they should make it so good and the next doctor... aaah i don’t want to feel that change again, like i did with 10 to 11, and felt with the every next doctor, but i overcome that shit and just give them a chance, it’s the doctor after all and im sure loving all of them now. not sure it can disappoint me even if most of plot choices in the season are ... weak. idk who, there are so many great actors but whoever i choose will not be as great as someone they choose, because they always somehow cast amazing people, but i agree with emily it’s time for a doctor of color! tho, they can’t go back to white male actor right now, i just can imagine how it will look like, with all the hate Jodie received and how people still whine about female doctor, it will look like they tried and decided to go back to white male doctors, one half will be happy but the other one will eat them alive! so yeah, i am pretty sure it’s not gonna be white man again yet lol

Dream Composer: idk

Dream Story: well, considering 13 is in jail now, i would love to see someone “we know” rescuing her, because honestly if they just showed me jack and left it like that, i will not accept it!!! but also since yaz will be the only one left with the doctor, since bradley and tosin leave the show, i hope we will have some yaz and doctor relationship development without anyone else, maybe jack could stay because i love him, but jack’s presence did not hurt doctor and rose relationship development back then, so it should not hurt now also. but if they bring someone new, at least don’t make it right away, let yaz and 13 have an adventure at least 1 episode, some talk and stuff. so when yaz leaves also... (and i kind of had that stupid feeling that yaz will die in the end, because somehow everything hints on that for me? idk maybe it’s because i rewatched and giffed orphan 55 today and vilma (?) telling yaz to run and stay alive kinda felt like something that hints on yaz’s future... and yaz is always going somewhere without thinking, to random alien ship, to save the doctor, she steps into trouble like a doctor hoping everything will somehow be ok, but im not even sure she hopes, it’s more like i am as good as her so i can do it, not in clara’s way when everything hinted she is like the doctor, because let’s be honest she was and even got her own tardis, but she thinks she is, but she is not, i think some day that might end bad for her... so when she also leaves i don’t want it be like well yeah, what’s next? i mean, i still miss Bill, that was like NOOOOOO with tears and screams for me, i loved Bill! and we had 2 seasons with yaz and i still don’t feel the same connection to any of the current companions atm, so i would like the show to make me love them more, i do love them, just not as much as those i still miss, but im sure defending any of them lmao i love them anyway. you know what i mean...

A Companion You’d like to see back: oh OH. we cant bring them back for entire season right? but doctor can meet Donna at some point, which will have no point lmao cos she doesn’t remember and it will only hurt doctor and i don’t see how her appearance will help any plot, it will be just fanservice cameo. But Bill is out there with Heather, they are powerful creatures now, i think it could somehow fit into the story, I want Bill back. But also, Clara is still one heartbeat away from death, she can be out there, and she has tardis. tiny cameos will be fine for me :D and Martha, but also Madam Vastra and Jenny, Kate and Osgood, where they are??? bring them back and it can make sense, their appearances. I mean, imagine someone from UNIT in s11, not unit itself but osgood??? it would feel so much different. 

An Enemy/Alien/Creature you’d like to see again: weeping angels!!!! OOOF they were creepy, and i love them, like, DON’T BLINK!!! how can you not blink for so long? that is cool, i want them back. and also the most beautiful shots are always with angels so... :’D

If you could travel with one of the Doctors, which Doctor and why?: oooh, while 10 is my fav, and I totally would hit on 13 :D i will choose 12, 12 from season 10, because he was such a grandpa, no lovey dovey stuff, he would lecture me on thing i do, give me new info about something, we would explore shit together and he would be like a grandpa i never had. We would definitely have long discussions about stuff and have good laugh together and i would make references to movies and then we would watch those movies :D i would act like Bill lmao yess i want to travel with 12!!!

[baeyungmin]

Doctor Who S11E9 It Takes You Away Impressions

it’s time for another dumb review. off the bat, the title feels weak to the story B

setting: 2018. Norway. present day irl. nice. beautiful scenery

Doctor eating soil. weird. A

o, Hannah’s ... blind? A for representation. truthfully speaking, I dont think i’ve ever seen an actual blind actor on screen, so i think this unashamed casting is good. no distracting PC dialogue. let’s go.

“Assume the ___ is dead” writing. Wow. Feels impactful. A

mirror-portal? feels fresh so far. the pacing is acceptable. I’m actually curious & not bored. What is it? A

OK. Upside-Down color palette & feel and I don’t care, it’s a thrilling edge not present in the Tsuranga Conundrum love some of these shots A

Nice knowing u “Ribbons”. Didn’t quite catch the pronunciation. I like his “trader merchant mid-dungeon” role. Gives me Pokemon Dungeon Kecleon Merchant feels. A

oof flesh moths? causal biproduct world hazard trope. Kill the Moon spider vibes. feels good. A 

notes:

- “Doctor, you had a Gran?” “Well, seven but Granny Five was my fav” GIVE US THE FIFTH GRANNY. A

- reverse the polarity? wow, Yaz, nice A

- Solactract plane. Sentient consciousness. Like The Snowmen + Rings of Ahkaten but executed much better imo A

- “it wants to be with us and it gave us forms we wouldn’t reject.” uh ow, this is for all the people everyone misses most in their life, and for all the people who want other people in their lives. my heart has broken A

frog analogy eh. C

in the Tsuranaga ep Ryan says “you don’t have to be perfect. you just have to be there.” Ryan is no hypocrite. A

Doc + Frog scene: my opinion of what it is/why it’s brilliant

she’s facing the camera. almost looking at it directly. suggests 4th wall break. speaking to audience. the frog is it’s own entity. here’s the dialogue. on a side note, i’m not the biggest fan of her hand gestures

“tell me about the universe”

“it’s really big and beautiful ... whoa, your plane is destabilizing”

“not true, I control this world”

“*hands vibrating* no, me being here, it’s not going to work”

“you’re lying to me because you want to leave”

“no, I’m your friend. And friends help friends face their problems instead of avoiding them. You ... are the maddest and most beautiful thing, and I haven’t even scratched the surface. I wish I could stay, but if either of us is going to survive you’ve got to be brave and amazing by yourself.”

“I miss you. I miss it all so much”

“I know. But if you do this, I promise we’ll be friends forever.”

“You have to let me go.”

To me, this was a metaphysical dialogue between the doctor-fandom relationship. fans want more of the “universe (Doctor Who TV show), they display “forms we won’t reject” because we love them and miss them (familiar Doctors). But as the frog, we the audience pretend our plane is in our control, when it’s really destabilizing. the current state of the fandom is divided, but this message is more for those against the big show changes. those who still enjoy it are getting enjoyment out of it so we are “stable”, but for those against it, they deny that the instability in them is going to cause them to lose any chance of them being happy about the potential of how happy the show could make them.

the roles aren’t fixed here and both the doc + frog symbolize multiple areas of our psyche. the frog is scared the thing they love will leave them. we think the reason is because of where we think the show wants to go, away from us. But the show is personified. in real life, a good friend will help us grow and be strong & not avoid hardships. the Doc speaks right to us. we are mad. we are beautiful. if we want to survive, and if we want the Doctor to survive, we have to let “the old doc” go. we have to be brave on our own. mainly asking us to let go of what could make us and the Doctor long-time friends, and that “what” is “what we believe the Doctor should be for us.” It doesn’t matter if the Doc is here for us or not. we are already beautiful and wonderful without it. we shouldn’t depend on the Doc, but to be happy with the Doc if we allow him/her to.

the frog is also a fairytale motif often depicting “don’t pretend to be something you’re not”. along with the themes in the episodes of “blind lost scared children”, “mirrors not reflecting in their nature”, “bargaining fiends traversing a grey zone”, “voracious flesh-drawn moths”, “fear-invoking false wolf-crying”, and “posthumous paradise”, plus the episode actually being fun to watch and reconstructing diff prev. episode types into one symbolic one, I think It Takes You Away did a REALLY good job. A

[bunnywand]

finished watching colin baker’s doctor who’s yday, so here’s my thoughts on the ~6th doctor’s era~ 😳

i Rly didn’t like him at first sndsfdgh, they made him V unlikable in his first story, but he did slowly grow on me over time 😭 he’s still definitely the loudest, most pretentious and probs most ~undoctor-like~ doctor, but i can see where they were going w/ him softening up (a bit like the 1st and 12th doctors!!) it’s just he unfortunately didn’t get 2 play it out bcos he got fired.. 😔 but as i said he did grow on me a Lot and i would have liked 2 have seen more of him, but as it stands my ratings of the classic doctors from most to least fav atm (altho i don’t dislike any of them!!) is 5th, 2nd, 4th, 3rd, 6th, 1st 😮

the good thing abt his loud perfomance tho, is it made sure none of his stories were boring 😅 i’d read a lot abt them being some of the worst rated ones among the whole tv show, classic and modern, but it made me pleasantly surprised when i didn’t actually dislike any of them, and some of them are actually some of my favs of the whole show!! 😵

like, i think the worst thing a story can be is just Boring, which is where a lot of the 1st doctor’s, and even some of the 4th and 5th’s stories fall down, but i rly enjoyed all of 6′s, w/ some of my favs being vengeance on varos, the mark of the rani, the two doctors and all of the trial of a time lord but especially terror of the vervoids!! 🥰

as for companions tho.. peri never grew on me at All 😅 i think it was her Terrible american accent that rly pushed her over the edge 4 me, but apart from that she was another companion who.. didn’t rly do much?? she just always seemed 2 want 2 go back to the tardis and spent most of her time being the ~damsel in distress~ so i think unfortunately she might be the only companion so far (bcos i even liked adric a Little bit!!) that i’ve actually Disliked.. 😕 and then she Almost got a cool ending, apparently getting killed off in “mindwarp” but then it got revealed she was Another companion (like.. the 6th?? one now) to get married off, which i was Rly hoping we were done w/ by the 80s.. 😣 altho obvs that isn’t her fault, and her actress was rightfully annoyed abt it as well bcos she’d asked 2 be killed off, but still.. 😬

mel tho!! i’d read a lot abt ppl finding her annoying, and going into it i knew my mom Hates bonnie langford, so i was rly surprised i like her quite a lot!! maybe she’s just a relief after spending a season and a half w/ peri, but she’s v fun + happy, as well as clever and adventurous, and her intro w/ her being introduced in a future where she’s already travelling w/ the doctor is definitely one of the most interesting companion entrances in the whole show!! 🤯 and she had a good dynamic w/ the 6th doctor and does w/ the 7th as well from what i’ve seen so far so yeah, i like mel!! 😌

this post accidentally ended up being a bit longer than i meant it 2 be snfshjgff but yeah so that’s my thoughts on the 6th doctor!! 🥳 we started watching sylvester mccoy’s doctor who’s earlier and i’m Loving him from what i’ve seen so far (he was the one i was most looking forward 2 watching out of all of classic who too!! 😵) and i can’t wait 2 see where he goes, but omg this means i’ve nrly finished watching classic who now which is.. so weird bcos it’s all i’ve been watching since last november?? 😅😨 can’t believe it’s nrly over.. 😔

but anyways yeah!! long post, thanks 4 reading if u did!! 🥰✨

[sophie-actualgeekqueen]

DnD time : Gnomes for a start

Okay so I've made a lot of Dungeons and Dragons characters (most of them bards) but I started playing a gnome called Tom Backer as I was absolutely obsessed with the 4th doctor. He had very little personality and I was also doing the game so the game kinda sucked plus I barely knew how to play but that sparked my curiosity with bards. Now halflings were ok but gnomes were like tiny elves without all that fancy bullshit.I created several gnome characters for the purpose for backup in case my character in a game my brother ran died or as NPC’s in the weekly game I run and I love them to pieces. They include

Lorilyn Silentall - an adorkable conjuration wizard raised in a tower with only books as friends.Lori was secluded at birth by a series of wizards who selected several children to expertly trained in the arcane arch.While she could talk to the other students they seclude her due to her natural gnomish aptitude for magic. She has incredibly pale skin and wears avery tall but well fitting purple wizard hat with a star on the top and matching starry cloak with standard travelling clothes and blue crystalline rod that she wields like a staff. She has a Jackalope familiar named Jezebel who craves attention and likes resting on top of or inside Lori’s Very large hat                                                       

Nyxadria “DoubleLock” Orburn -A rough yet fumbling cleric of the luck goddess Tymora. a street rat all her days with only her half-sister Kithri(Halforc) who she met after relating to their father, an infamous bard, Nyx tried to be a thief but lacked the coordination and was unlucky on jobs .Then one day when she fell out of a window trying to steal an Elven noble’s jeweled necklace(long story)she fell into a decrepit temple of Tymora who spoke to her and marked her with a tattoo of a coin that switches between heads-tails. She wears a sleeveless vest with a bright blue bandanna with the mark of Tymora and simple clothes(magically disguised armor with her hair in a long ponytail. she wields a longsword but her clumsiness was fixed through the divine nature of her powers she wields numerous and has a lot of them hidden from her body( said to be 11 maybe more).She is fairly blunt and while holds the wisdom and intelligence to know better of her actions she usually doesn't think her words through before speaking them.

I thought it might be fun to play a race of charismatic jokesters and have both of them not used to social situations but always ready to crack a joke.

 The Pros and Cons

Pros: Gnomes have long crazy names and nicknames like Alston “Stumbleduck” Garrick or Ellywick “OneShoe” Nackle ,Their humour is super well known and play crazy pranks, They have advantage of saving throws against magic using mental saving throws (Intelligence, Wisdom, and Charisma) which is super powerful ,Forest Gnomes can speak to small animals and they know all the gossip, rock gnomes can make little trinkets like watches, lighters, and music boxes so they're always prepared for little things plus to top it off they live for up to 300 years

Cons: They might take their pranking and trickery too far and piss off the wrong person, they might not be taken seriously on account of their size which isn't  great, their might put too much faith in the wrong people as well as taking dangerous risks.

I plan on making posts for all my fav races as well as any DnD shenanigans I get myself in (such as the game I run or just stuff)

[gilliansanderson]

Top 10 Female Characters!

I was tagged by the unparalleled @frangipanidownunder to do this, and i love her for it

1. Leslie Knope (parks and recreation) i know i KNOW i'm breaking the mould here by not having Scully first, but don't hate me... she's just a wonderful well rounded character who honestly is everything i aspire to be

2. Princess General Leia (star wars) the hair, the wit, the power, the baddest-ass in the galaxy

3. Luna Lovegood (Harry Potter) LISTEN OK i am her and she is me

4. Dana Scully (The X Files) HERE SHE IS, i don't need to explain this one

5. Blanche Dubois (A Streetcar Named Desire) her story punched me in the heart and it literally took me days to recover, it made my parents concerned

6. Irena Dubrovna (Cat People 1942) as a film student i couldn't not add this, in the same vein as Blanche this character is complex and heartbreaking, if you haven't seen cat people yet, do it, it's a trip but it's a lot of fun

7. Furiosa (Mad Max) Badass. what more is there to say

8. Mrs Lovett (Sweeney Todd) complex sadistic slightly insane female Tim Burton villain played by Helena Bonham Carter: all the yes. 15 year old Sophia was obsessed

9. Media (American Gods) im not just compensating for putting Scully 4th with another Gillian, she is so insanely cool

10. Magenta (The Rocky Horror Picture Show) she has about 4 lines total but is still a fucking icon, a halloween costume to end all halloween costumes

and because i have too many favs that i feel guilty leaving out, some extremely honourable mentions: wednesday addams, eleven (stranger things) clarice starling (silence of the lambs) effie trinket (the hunger games) peggy carter (captain america) rizzo (grease) donna noble (doctor who) esther greenwood (the bell jar)

tagging @scully-loves-ruthie @trekkie1214 @poolsidescientist @myownsuperintendent @hallwayperson and whoever else still has to do this... if there's anyone left :P

[mybabbbbee]

The firsts

First meetup: 7th July 2019. I was pissed off already abt alot of things and didnt at all wanna marry a doctor. Our conversation was very casual. I was the one who talked for the most part.

First time we sat together on one couch: 21st July 19 when it was our baat pakki ki rasm. I tried my best not to touch him.

First time i met him in niqab/on duty: 31st Aug 19 i was in my gynae OT and telling a friend abt how he is in anesthesia nowadays and yikes! There i saw him. He was soo focused on work. So i had to approach him and have a confused conversation. Later worry for 2 days doubting if he liked me or nah.

First gift: 11th Aug 19, we went to their place a day before Eid ul Azha. He had brought gucci perfume for me from Dubai. Mom also gifted him some clothes and a perfume.

First time i heard him play guitar: 11th Aug 19 everyone insisted him to do so. He played alot of songs out of which i knew some. GOT theme song, ab tou aadat si he, bachana were my fav.

First time he held my hand: 24th Aug 19 on our engagement when he held my hand to put the ring on. Lasted for barely 10 seconds and my hands were cold af.

First time he served me food: that too on our engagement. Served me rice.

First time he texted me on my number: 26th Aug 19 i asked aunty for more pictures and he texted me the link. And also asked me to thank ma pa for the watch. Also he made a laughing emoji at the end and i wanted to ask him does he laugh too 😯

First time i added him on snapchat: 28th Aug 19 cuz i was worried he isnt texting me. So he viewed all my stories hehe. And also posted his two days later. He has a score of 65 and i have 44k 🙄

First time i fantasized about him: 4th Sept 19 i was depresses bcs of messed up clg routine so i worked out and took a shower at midnight and afterwards just laid down naked in bed. And then i started thinking abt him and well that was my first orgasm right there.

First time we had a proper conversation: 5th Sept he was sick so i texted to wish him speedy recovery. Dont know if he was in a good mood or if he is always like this. We were talking abt our engagement and he said "tbh there was a lot to compliment" and afterwards he sent me a picture of us and said he liked it. He also asked me to meet him at clg. Not bad right? Couldnt stop smiling the whole time tho.

First time we added each other on facebook: 6th Sept. I set a condition that he'd put an engaged status. I thought he wouldnt but he did. He asked me to do the same too.

First time he made a heart in our conversation: 6th Sept when he called me Ms. SuperSweet. I havent made one yet.

First time he told me he gets horny thinking about me: 8th Sept the day we met and later that night he told me how crazy i make him go. And that he dreamt that we had a little pillow fight and ended up kissing. Gosh its getting hot in here. Also he started making kiss emoji. I havent yet 🤷‍♀️

First call: 15th Sept he was very worried if he'll be able to talk properly or not. It went well. Loved how he laughed.

First sexting: 15th Sept after the call he was soo in the mood so couldnt say no. Felt hot aff. Also had an orgasm.

First time he said 'i love you' on call: 21st Sept when i called him to say goodmorning and he was so caught off guard. And happy. It was a two minute call and i didnt realize he said it untill we dropped it. He said it again later that night.

First time he tagged me in a meme: 21st Sept. It was about money heist.

First time he called from work: 25th Sept. He had to call the night before but he was too tired he fell asleep..i was a lil pissed off so subah he called me from OT, there was some strike going on so he was free..and we talked for like 10 mins. I loved his voice.

First time i heard him having hiccups: 28 Sept we were on call he had a sore throat and then he started having them i made him drink water and distracted him and it worked. We talked for almost three hours.

First time we exchanged some naughty snaps: 1st Oct we were sexting on sc for the first time and i knew i couldnt control myself so i sent him some snaps of me with low neck where he could see my curves. He sent one out of shower too.

First time he snapped me his boner: 5th Oct we got rlly wild, he had two orgasms at night and then i woke him up with a nice bj and he cummed twice again.

First date: 9th oct it was a formal date awkward in the start but turned out to be great. He got me flowers and held the door for me and pulled the chair out, not in the start though but lol it was cute. We talked abt silly things and some serious ones. About making vows to each other. We laughed like mad and took some pictures. He got me gajras in the end and helped me wear them and then he held my hand and we kept it like that till the end. He teased me a lil and gosh it gave me butterflies for a moment. He makes me feel like im perfect, flawless.

First time we held hands: 9th Oct he got me gajras on out way back..then he helped me wear them and held my hand all the way back home..he tease my hand a little and made me crazy. So crazy.

First time we tried call sex: 12th Oct..not entirely though. We just stayed on call and heard each other moan..i felt more closer to him and God it was hot.

First time i wore black with him: 16th Oct it was our second date. He loved the attire, complimented me the whole time.

First song we listened to together: 16th Oct when he was driving me back he played laiyan laiyan and we both were totally in the feels. He said he might play it on our wedding.

First time we made a streak: 16th Oct we decided it on our date

First kiss: 24th Oct we were in car and just madeout for like 10 mins..it was good. Got me wet. Wanted to make his bday special.

First love note: 24th Oct gave him a funny bday card and a note along with it. I hope he likes it.

First birthday celebration: 26th Oct one day after his bday we had a fam dinner after which we cut the cake and i gave him shirts and a perfume.

First time i sat on his lap: 29th Oct he picked me up from a friends place and we were in the backseat making out..i humped against him the whole time.

First time somebody walked in on us: 29th Oct while making out a guard approached us but kher we ran away just in time. He was so concerned id be worried.

First movie we watched together: 30th Oct joker.

First time he felt my boobs from inside my shirt: 30th Oct on our last date before he went to rwp. I felt his cock up too.

First time he gave me a letter: 30th Oct. It was the best day.

First video call: Nov 11. During his 48hr long urology call.

First tcs: 7 Dec. He got his first pay so sent gifts for me.

First time we went shopping: 26 Dec. Got a gift for Abdullah's engagement. And for mama's bday. We both are so easy. Non picky.

First time i made him cum with hj: 26 Dec. He got sooo hot afterwards. He fingered me too.

First event we attended as a couple: 28th Dec. Abdullah's engagement. Although he wasnt there for the most part but i loved how everyone related me to him.

First time he fed me food: 24th Jan 2020 on our nikkah when i wasnt eating and saying i wont unless he makes me..so he did infront of everyone.

First time he gave me a shoulder massage: 24th Jan on our night date hehe

First long drive: 27th Jan had to go to my to be ghar met ammi had a sitting with my mua had lunch then and went back

First halal kissing: felt soooo goood with no guilt. Damnnn i love to kiss him so much. So much sawab loool

First hickey: 27th Jan he got a little hard on me when he was close to his orgasm..and i totally loved it

First time he sucked my nipples: 27th jan 🙈

First grocery shopping: 27th Jan he bought me stuff for my new washroom 😁

First rain date: 27th jan it rained the whole day ❤

First night together: 1st feb after my rukhsati. It was the most magical night and his touch felt soo goood. Sleeping naked with each other and teasing was such a turn on.

First time he served me food: 24th jan on our nikkah hen we were on stage and i couldnt eat bcs of my nails and then he made me.

First time i felt protected with him: 1st feb while our valima shoot was going on and the sun was getting on my face so he stood between me and the sun to put me in shade.

First night at my parents: 2nd feb after our valima. We opened our gifts played ludo and had aloot of fun in bed. Also went to fun city in my desi newly wed clothes.

First meal post-sex: 1st feb he made me a whole plate of biryani at 4am.

First time we ordered food in bed: 4th feb. The burgers were yummm

First time he did my hair: 5th feb while i was getting ready to go downstairs. He just loves side parting.

First time i cried infront of him: 6th feb i just missed my homies so much so i turned away and pretended to sleep and he found out i was crying and became mama bear. It was so good to be in his arms i wont choose another place to be at ever. Then i read their letters while he caressed me all this while.

First time we had real sex: 7th feb just a day before umrah. He was kind of worried he wasnt getting hard enough to go inside so he got some pills and then we did. It was painful for me but i just wanted to get over with this and it was a happy feeling to know we’re finally not virgins.

First oral: 1st feb on our wedding night. Probably the last too

First orgasm: 2nd feb and the following week was full of it

First umra together: 8th feb it was the best time together. How we did tawwaf and saee and made each other recite duas, prayed together, taught him how to bargain,ate alot of yumm food.

First time he made me watch ertugrul: 12th feb

First time he got me jellies: 13th feb while we were going for madinah ziyarat.

First stay away from home: 1st march i went to rwp where he was doing his hj. Got an army mess arranged for me. Stay was great.

First monal date: 3rd march weather was awesome altho he was a little pissed off at me asking to take pictures again and again.

First fight: 3rd march later that night he wanted to have sex but i wasnt wet enough and he started blaming me and saying ive turned him off. It made me cry and confront him abt his behaviour earlier too. He kinda took it seriously and kept saying sorry the whole time and also said “this is the first and the last time i made u cry”. We stayed up till late sharing our thoughts talking abt our future.

First friends hangout: 4th feb his room mate invited us for dinner. Pizza was good everything was until they started talking abt the ex idk why i felt bad. Didnt talk the whole way back.

First bday together: 20th march he gave me a surprise by coming straight from his call for a day.

[hellspains]

all of the OC questions

Which OC is the most likely to break the 4th wall?

Haha probably Judas, the creeper. I wouldn’t be surprised if he knew I exist. 

One OC will protect you, and the others will try to kill you. Which OC would you pick to be your defender?

Iago? Unless I could pick both William AND Wilson. They’re good at disappearing but Iago’s got knives and dangerous friends. 

Would you rather live in your OCs’ universe or this one?

OCs, by far. 

Your OC finds out that you are their creator. How do they react?

Iago would be pissed, and in denial. Judas might have a crisis of faith because my existence either means I’m god or there is no god. W+W would.... take it in stride, but Wilson would be a little fucked up by it. William would think “might as well” and keep going. 

What is your noncanon nickname for your OC?

Uhhh “asshole”? Or idiots.... or babies. That’s about it. 

What is/would be the fandom nickname for your story?

Probably just a loud screeching noise and swear words. 

What is/would be the nickname for a fan of your OC?

??? Masochist??? Poor unfortunate soul??? My reason for existing??? 

Which OC is most likely to be called “son”/ “daughter” / “child” by fans?

All of them? Maybe Iago cause... he’s kinky like that. (Does Marcus count as a fan?)

Which OC is most likely to be called “husband” / “wife” / “spouse” by fans?

Uhhhh none of them. Unless the fan is Jacob. :P

If you could tell your OC one thing, what would it be?

Iago: god one thing is so hard to pick I have a literal novel of truths I need to discuss with this boy but if I had to pick one that he’d BELIEVE I’d tell him it wasn’t his fault cause most of his issues stem from... The Incident

W+W: You did the right thing.

Judas: The Doctor is wrong. 

What kind of advice would your OC give you?

Iago would probably advise me to “fuck it, just in general, fuck everything, who cares.” William would tell me not to guard myself too closely or I’ll never find happiness. Wilson would tell me to make my own family and that happiness comes with pain sometimes and that’s ok. Judas would tell me either something ridiculously profound or nonsensical. 

Which OC is/would be “woobified” by the fandom?

All of them are at risk but Iago and Judas are the top two, mostly because Iago is the FORMULA for problematic fav and Judas actually acts like a child most of the time so people can forget he’s literally psychotic. 

What song would you sing to audition for the role of your OC?

Iago: I Don’t Care by MCR (the edgelord)

W+W: If I Had You by Adam Lambert 

Judas: Come And Get Your Love by Redbone

Your OC finds themselves in your universe and you are their only contact. How well do they handle the adjustment and how would you try to help/hinder/contain them?

Most of them would probably ditch me. I might just... get Iago stoned? To make him more manageable? Which probably makes me a horrible person. W+W would head out for the city and offer to take me with them. I wouldn’t really have a problem with letting them go. Judas would just... eat the food in my house and then leave. Unless I tied him down I couldn’t stop him. 

f/m/k: OC edition

K STANDS FOR KISS. SHH.

Fuck Iago, Marry W+W, Kiss Judas :*

Who would you cast to play the part of your OC in a TV show or movie?

Their faceclaims maybe? I don’t know any actual actors that could play them because I’ve pictured them as their faceclaims for... pretty much ever. 

If you could choose to meet one of your OCs in person, who would you pick?

Hmm.... Iago. He’s the most developed of them all and, like I said, I have a LOT to tell him. 

Which OC would you absolutely NOT want to be a real person?

All of them tbh because then their abusers would be real? Even if they weren’t I would never wish the suffering they’ve been through on an actual person. If Jacob was real Iago could be real too but only because the idiots need each other. 

What is your dream medium for your story (book series, video game, comic, movie, cartoon/anime, etc)?

ALL OF THEM. Okay so I want to write a book (with a specific co-author :P) that gets turned into a graphic novel series that gets turned into a movie saga with a TV show spinoff. 

Which OC is the most likely to become a “mascot” for your story?

Uhhhh Iago? Again, he’s the most popular :P 

[naamah-beherit]

I’m killing two tags with one stone

11 facts - tagged by @pardonthelitany (who’s awesome? You’re awesome!)

This is tricky, because I can barely think of 11 facts about myself, ha. You know, it’s like reading your own text, when you know it so well that you can’t even spot the typos. Ok, let’s try then.

I’ve been writing since I was 12 years old. It started as a homework assignment to write a fairytale, which I did and in the process found out I actually enjoyed it, so I kept going. That fairytale turned into my first original story - and the only one I have ever finished. (I burnt the notebooks later, because it was abysmal) I tried to pick up that idea two times already, and now I’m at the 4th attempt. It finally looks promising.

I’m considering learning Russian only to be able to read Major Grom in original, rather than wait for its English translation (which is being released slower than a sloth moves)

Besides English, Latin, and Ancient Greek, I also have elementary knowledge of German, Czech, and Italian. I’m planning to learn Norwegian at some point as well. The funny thing with Latin is that I can read and understand the basic context of texts in most modern Romance languages despite not knowing the language itself. Latin FTW.

I also understand the concept behind quantum physics and most of theories regarding it. Unless formulas come into picture - then my brain decides to take a break.

As a matter of fact, I got a good grade in physics during my last year of high school only because I was allowed to write an essay on black holes.

Black holes are cool, by the way (I cried watching Interstellar, because that was the most beautiful black hole EVER). Oh, and galaxy filaments are awesome as well. They’re wonderful and breathtaking, and their existence makes you realise how insignificant you are.

I’d happily trade 30 years of my life for 30 minutes in space.

I’d be delighted to live in a secluded area with just a pack of dogs for company, without ever having to see a human being again. The area in question is either the middle of a forest, or the seaside. There is also a lovely little village in Norway, called Ogna, where a perfect combination of those two exist.

I’m running out of facts. I tend to get too comfortable when I find a routine in something - the longer it lasts, the more difficult it is for me to break it.

I’m a leftie. Leftie and proud.

I lose respect for people at the speed of light, but that’s typical for INTJs.

And another one, courtesy of @acommonanomaly. Thank you, you’re awesome too :D

Name: Justyna Nickname:  Naamah

Reason for url: it’s a name of one of my Star Wars RPG characters that in time became my online pseudonym

Star sign: Leo

Sexual Orientation: straight, but Tricia Helfer and Meghan Ory make me consider the possibility of being bisexual Hogwarts House: uhm... no idea? Although judging from what I know after reading HP series, it would probably be either Slytherin or Ravenclaw Ilvermorny House: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  What is this, I haven’t the slightest idea Favorite color: gold of summer sunsets Cats or dogs: dogs. Definitely dogs Favorite fictional characters:is there a limit for this one? Because I could go for hours, you know? So if I limited myself to only a couple of fandoms, then it would be as follow: Exar Kun (I love this guy, okay? He’s my guilty pleasure), Maglor (somebody better give him a hug, he deserves it), Melkor (he’s only a tad less problematic fav than Exar), Garrus Vakarian (THAT VOICE), 8th, 10th, and 12th Doctor, Susan Sto Helit, Kris Hansen/Deliann, Vala Mal Doran, Todd, Bucky Barnes, Haer’Dalis, Nyarlathotep... and maybe I’ll stop myself at this point Favorite Musical Artist: ISIS. Then Lemolo, Tides From Nebula, and a shitload of others. Classic rock mostly Dream trip: New Zealand. Definitely When this blog was created: uhm... 2011 apparently, at least according to my email archive Number of followers: 277. Probably more than half is already inactive When did this blog reach its peak: next question, please

I’m not tagging anyone this time, but you’re welcome to grab and do it if you feel like it.

[sugas-sweetheart]

hihiii

ooooh im glad you had funnn!

oh yk i plan on getting more peircings too! currently i have the basic lobe ones so i wanna get upper lobe piercings, maybe one industrial or helix and a nose too??? but ive heard these two hurt a lot n my skin is kinda sensitive?? (i got my current piercing after 3 tries?? like the first time i lost the earing they give you so it healed up OVERNIGHT?! , the second time it got infected and we actually went there a 3rd time but i was like nO and then finally the 4th time, i got them, they got infected again, so my mom did some natural magic and put neem leaf sticks in it etc n it healed up :D)

sis, fear of needle things here too 😔 i have sToRieS and not just from when i was a wee lad and had the right to throw a fit🙂 rip to all the doctors who have to face me and either give me a shot (vaccine oml,,,thats so scary because of the way they jAB it into ur arm, but so necessary too,,,no pain no gain🙏) or have to put eye drops in my eye LMAO augygdfg

n fav character,,,hmmmm well there's LEVI (fun story, before starting aot i literally saw Levi EVERYwhere, hence, i assumed that he was the main character and made a stupid pact with myself not to like him *that* much cause well, everyone liked him lmao,,,i failed :')), Armin (tho i didn't like him as much at the start tho but after i started to admire him much more:/), Jean, Sasha, HANGE, ERWIN n uhhh yea 🥰

i just really really like the dynamic the scouts have with each other (squad 104 n Eren's squad specifically) too <3

n the scenes with maneuver gear in them?? bruhhh its so cool wtf I WANNA ODM GEAR THROUGH THE TREES TOO

also, bruh i still have to watch fruits basket too :') so much to do, so little time 😥 (i would talk more but my asks reach to epic lengths n im so sorry for that n i also dont want to accidently give you spoilers </3)

anyways, goodnight sof <33 (or,,,future gn lmao its night for me,,,but instead of blissful dreams the only thing i'll have is a migraine from all the physics i have left because i cannot time management at ALL😭💔)

sweet dreamsss <3 dont let the bed bugs bite<3 ❤🥰

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AHH INDUSTRIALS AND HELIXES I love them sm I HAVENT EVEN HAS MY LOBES DONE LMAO I really want them done but now that I’m older and have a weird thing with needles I just <\3 I keep thinking about it and I’m like “just do it” and then I chicken out <\3 it sounds kinda rough having yours done like four times, jeez I hope any other piercings you get heal up okay <3 industrials hurt more usually I think bc of the angle they pierce at and bc it’s two holes of course

Getting vaccines stresses me out sm too!! I enjoy sciences so of course in bio we’ve learnt about vaccines and how they work so the actually vaccine doesn’t stress me out IDK WHAT IT IS ABOUT THE NEEDLE PART. THEY JUST MAKE ME LIKE AHDKANDK

The Levi thing as well omg. When I first tried watching aot like two years ago I was like?? Wheres levi??? Honestly I’m scared to meet him bc same. I feel like I don’t want to like him but I probably will end up liking him anyway idk I haven’t met him properly yet so there’s still hope for me to not fall for him 🧎‍♀️ armin seems sweet so far!! I’m still learning names so I can’t match faces to everyone else atm :’) THE GEAR DOES LOOK SO COOL THOUGH LIKE THE END OF EP 3(? MIGHT BE 4) WHEN EREN FINALLY GETS THE HANG OF IT IT LOOKS SO COOL.

Fruits basket is so good so far!! I just binged eight episodes and they’re all so pretty I’m <3 im also watching it in dub though so I’ll get through it quicker than the shows I’m watching sub lmao

I hope you sleep well and that physics wont be too hard on you lmao <3