#PLEASR HELP

[haza1ll]

animation for THE NEON VOIDD BABYYYY

this post is for @sugarpasteltmnt

‼️‼️MEGA YAPPING AHEAD PLEASE BEWARE‼️‼️

this might end up being really long and rambly and sappy but maybe not who knows.( it was) (and also featuring numerous spelling errors i am way too tired to fix and i am not re reading what i just wrote) SO. yknow how when chap idek..25(?) came out and i was all like “yeah so i made this animation for TNV and ill drop it when the fic ends” in your ask box? so. I FINISHED IT RAHHH. technically it has been finished since i sent that ask but ohhh my goodness did it need polishing. i haven’t animated in 4 years before that and omg it felt so good getting back into it but IDFK SOMETHING IS STILL NOT UP TO MY STANDARDS. i feel like i could have done so much more with it and i deffo wanted to but as soon as i told myself “oh yeah this is basically done” art block literally sucker punched me in the gut out of NOWHERE. I COULD NOT PICK UP MY I PAD. I COULD NOT DRAW. I WOULD STARE AT THE WIP ANIMATION AND BE UPSET BC I DDINT WANNA WORK ON IT AHH. that goes with saying. i kept having this thought in the back of my head “you need to finish it. you have a wip sitting. finish it. go do it. what are you doing are you STARTING ANOTHER PROJECT??? anddd yeah i got super distracted with other stuff and other projects and then i started spending my free time rewatching 2012 turtles and omg this summer has been a mess. i have all the free time in the world and i choose to be the least productive as possible with it even though i have a job that lets me literally sit on my phone and do whatever i want if no one is there. (i’ve brought my switch to work numerous times ☠️) what i was trying to get at is the fact that TNV has inspired a lot of the old me to come back and i lowk missed her. i really missed the point in all those words up there but im here now so whatever. BUT. TNV made me make a tumblr account, i got back in to animation AND digital art in general, got back into longfics that are ongoing, AND it also helped kickstart ideas for writing. i’ve got so many stories now!! you are such an inspirational person pastels i just- every time i read a new chapter of yours it made me wanna go get up and do something. i wanted to create something. because at the end of each chapter, i would think- “woah. a person out there just wrote this. they just sat down one day and committed. i wanna do that” so i did that. just huge thank you and shoutout to you pastel. like damn. idk no words from me here. just a bunch of platonic hugs and kisses and thankyouthankyouthsnkuou for this lovely heart wrenching but also sweet story. i love this fandom (tmnt) so SO much and i think it’s so awesome how interactive you are with your own personal NV fans. crazy how we’re all here because of a bunch of turtles. 

STUFF ABOUT THE ANIMATION:

okay i really like to talk and if you let me, i will run my mouth. this is the internet so im gonna do just that. so more words for you to read 😁. AHEM. so like i stated before in the genuinely scary mess of words up there, i haven’t touched animation in a while, like, 4 years a while. yes i’ve done digital art here and there along the years, i haven’t been doing it nearly as much as i need to to use some programs to their full potential. layers are still confusing, and don’t even get me started on multiply and all that jazz. shading never comes out right on digital for me, i gotta work that one out. so, for this animation, i decided to go with a very rough style. nothing needed to be perfect, i just wanted to live my little life of trying to experiment with a bunch of different things all at once in one short animatic. I wanted to do that little ball bounce thing all animation artists start with (i kinda included that with the key). i also wanted to have a go at lip sync (no hate it was my first time) and also timing the animation with the music. i wanted to see how smoothly i could move a figure in and out of and out of the screen as well, which honestly, i think that part might be my favorite. i think i did a good job, and thats what matters. the animation itself lost a bunch of quality on importing it- no clue how it happened but now the ending is grainy af. ignore that pls lol- but it was sitting in my flipaclip for god, i dont even know, 3 months now? i kept going back and forth on if i wanted to share it or not, so im throwing it to the wolves and i guess whatrver happrns happens and im good with that. yay. im actually rrwlly tired now sooo *leaves this absolute pile of words with a video attached at your feet and stumbles away quickly*

also i’ve genuinely never posted anything so i’m learning how to use tumblr too ☠️

[limeyfizz]

i have found that Barnaby is suspiciously close to my personality. like. down to the fine details. i may be afraid.

[iloketf2]

Please for the love of God how do you reply to someone????????

[chocolate-cake-enthusiast]

Y'all I need helpppppppp

I'm writing and nothing is cOMING OUTT MY BRAIN ISNT PATYING RENT TO THE WRITING "MONOPOLY' IN MY MINDDDDD HELPKJVJ

Anyway, I've just been staring at my computer screen for like three hours, and my eeyes are dry as hell and I've been skipping around playlists on Youtube so if anyone wants to ehlp me dm me and ill send my discord and you can he,p me write

thanks <333333

[toabstter]

im evil and plotting and evil and plotting

[canwejustgetahappilyeverafter]

I need help finding a batfam fic centered around Tim and damian getting along over taking over the world and the justice leuge freaking out over that and then bruce finds out it was his son's and I can't remeber properly but he was proud but also like please return it back to normal

[ablubedasidea]

SOMEONE HELP ME UNDERSTAND DRACULA DAILY

I am currently obsessed with Dracula, and if I don't consume content related to Dracula from Bram Stoker every 1 hour I will implode.

And it had been brought to my attention there is such a thing as Dracula Daily, if possible I'd like to join, with instructions on how to get in and what to do.

Sorry if I write weird, my first language isn't english and I like the way the British spoke.

[kittyk4tt]

I LOST A FUCKING RAINWORLD POST THING AND IT WAS LIKE UH A DRAWING OF A PART FROM A FIC AND I CANT FIND IT HELP ME. IDEK THE CREATOR IT WAS ON MY FOR YOU AND SHIT IDFK IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT POST IM TALKING ABOUT PLEASE GIVE ME THE NAME

I REMEMBER PEBBLES AND I THINK EITHER SRS OR SIG WERE THERE AND LIKE PEBBLES WANTED SMTH SRS OR SIG GAVE HIM THE UUUUHHHH BLUEPRINT FOR IT PLEASE PLEASE I WANTED TO LOOK AT IT

[karlachfan87]

some of you guys have got to check if the posts you're reblogging are actually normal or if they are proship positive posts in disguise

[toffyrats]

my artstyle is so annoying bc i drew nothing but cephalopods for like a year and a half then i had to change it to cater to middle aged museum exhibits, then gay scrawny white boys, then i watched spiderverse and had to experiment with specific facial features and poc traits, and now that i’m back into newsies i can’t draw gay scrawny white boys anymore

[tagapagsalaysay]

My budget did not account for the need of beverages..beverages are my life.... im sorry theres been a heat wave but beveryage.bevy. No one can guilt trip me over a fine fresh fruit shake.....

[avpdgirlfriend]

IM TRYING TO MAKE A FUCKING SANDEICH AND TPHERE WAS A NEW PACKAGE OF CHEESE SLICES YESTERDAY BUT NOW ITS GONE? WHERE THE FUCK DID IT GO

[icefrozendeadlyqueen]

I was just reading an amazing post I forgot from whom. I know it was a reblog.. something about italy specific volterra on fire with demetri or felix as a mate. I was compalled then my finger slipped, and I rush back into tumblr. My feed refreshed, and I am devastated because I will probably never see that again.

It will bug me for the rest of my day. 🫣 I will keep searching!

[iloketf2]

I could talk all day about my favorite games and my friend, who doesn't know the lore or wtf the game is about, would listen. She told me she'd be interested in me explaining lore to her. I think I should be obsessed with cats instead of the game that she said that she would listen to me yap yap yap about this.

[this-is-wilhom]

I draw this guy on js paint

Yo what is this fuzzy stuff in my apple core

[oubii]

what the fuck am i looking at