#Sammy Sum

[secretarydamselfly]

Line Walker

I’ve been watching the sequels and movies of the Line Walker franchise. And they all suck. So I’m watching the original and trying to figure out why this became a franchise in the first place. I am old enough to remember Charmaine Sheh’s first TV show and she was so green. I can see her growth by leaps and bounds as an actor, she is natural in every role. I think the writing is good, the humor…

[gavidbowie]

[anthemofgvf]

not over jake singing “little bit of chicken fried” IN THE HIGHEST VOICE EVER?

[bearyyayay]

SAM AS A MODEL SUPREMACY 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💥💥💥🦖🦖🦖🦖‼️‼️‼️🦅🦅🧍

Also I'm too lazy to render so I used a different style BUT EY IM DONE WOWOOWWKW

Whats his body type bro. I've been stressing out figuring his body type. But later I decided "nah who cares at least I didn't get art block"

Without the text thingy ↓ ( And another version cause I can't decide )

[furshrimps]

I've put together something for a GoFundMe campaign for Sammy after all, and just asked sis to look it over. It's... long 😅 but the situation is kinda complicated so I feel it does need a few words to explain. Let's see what sis says about that.

At the very least this would literally buy us more time. If I really do have to rehome Sammy it shouldn't be done while he's feeling like crap 😞 Not to mention it likely would need some time to find someone suitable in the first place, and I really would like to check thoroughly if they can properly handle him. Will send the link of the GoFundMe to my trainer for some context once it's live, and ask what she thinks of the situation.

[kkkkkkkitty]

[theirmadness]

for @murderdeals, from here. ♡

it isn't that samantha is stupid enough to expect anything different out of someone like crowley. but in her isolation and loneliness, she would've unloaded to anyone capable of forming a coherent response. she looks up at him with an emptines in her eyes that is uncharacteristic of her. even as he claps her on the shoulder with a strange familiariaty, she doesn't flinch or push him away as she normally would've, were she not in the situation she is in. ❝ i like you better when you don't talk. ❞ did he ever not talk? if there was one thing crowley always did, it was make some smart ass comment. she usually ignored them, but this whole thing was starting to weight down on her. ❝ did you bring it or not? you're late today. ❞

[solaariia]

the self-concept

hellour! this is gonna be a long post!

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i was studying for my social psychology course today (for context i'm a psych major) and read something that might be helpful for everyone who's been having doubts about manifestation subconsciously being part of our everyday lives—as opposed to something made up by the internet.

the information i'm about to provide is from actual sociologists and psychologists, so this is rooted in studies. i promise i'm not about to pull info out of my ass! this is mainly just a very very brief summary of the self concept chapter we're reading about in class.

side note, i named all the researchers in case you wanna check out their work yourself! i made this post to provide insight about our self-concept and clear limiting beliefs. :)

what is self-concept?

so we hear the term self-concept a lot in the manifestation community. Neville, Edward, Sammy, Dr Joe Dispenza, bloggers on tumblr… all of them talk about it all the time. but what does it actually mean?

the self-concept refers to the total sum of beliefs that people have about themselves. it consists of cognitive molecules that social psychologist Hazel Markus called self-schemas. these are the beliefs about ourselves that guide the processing of self relevant information. but what does this actually mean?

well, self-schemas are to the self-concept what books are to a library. if someone asks about yourself, you will probably answer with something quick like: “i am a woman” or “i am a student.” those simple attributes are part of your self-schema; if we want to go deeper, body weight is also a self-schema. for people who regard weight as a crucial part of their beliefs, something simple like a gym trip with friends or buying stuff at the supermarket may trigger thoughts about the self. but if a person is aschematic (not concerned by a certain attribute) about body weight, no thoughts will pop up.

we already know that the self is a special object of our attention. whether its a thought or a song, our consciousness is like a spotlight. this means that it can shine on one object at one point in time, yet shift rapidly from one object to another and process information outside of awareness. in this spotlight, the self is at the forefront of our minds. its what's most important to us at that moment. keep this in mind for later!

to finish with the explanations, neurologist Oliver Sacks highlighted two important points about the self:

🩷 there is a private “inner” self, and an “outer” self we show to others. if we don’t self reflect to understand how were feeling, how will we understand our emotions and actions?

🩷 the self is heavily influenced by social factors.

now–what does that last point mean? well, what we think about ourselves is rooted from childhood. if we grow up hearing “you’ll never amount to anything” or “you’re my favorite child” (extreme examples i know), then that's what we’ll ingrain in our self-concept. this notion brings me to the fun stuff–the studies!

is self-concept scientifically proven?

psychologist Gordon Gallup performed a series of studies where he put animals in front of a mirror to test if they could recognize themselves. at first, they vocalized and greeted themselves in the mirror (my dog did this too when he was a pup, he would bark at his own reflection and play with it), but after several days, only great apes seemed capable of self recognition, using the mirror just like any other human would. grooming themselves, making faces… in short, they recognized themselves!

why do i bring this experiment up? well, this proves that the concept of “me” is necessary to define our self-concept. we must first recognize ourselves as Something to become Someone.

using that same study in humans, this process of self-recognition begins between 18-24 months. which means that from this point onwards we start to define Self (consciousness).

you might read this and–admittedly–think: “oh this blog post hasn’t said anything about manifestation!” true, but i want to present the basics or self-concept first to understand how it affects our daily thoughts!

there was another experiment we talked about in one of my lectures (i do not remember who performed this study specifically, but Dr Patrick Heck did one similar to this one and the results were the same), where participants were told to take a test. half of them were told to boast about themselves, and the rest were instructed to describe themselves modestly. naturally, participants who spoke highly of themselves scored higher on these tests than participants who didn’t. so… you all see where i’m going with this.

remember how i said to keep the “consciousness is a spotlight” paragraph in mind? i’ll finally touch on it with this next and last thing i’m gonna talk about (in this post at least!).

we already established that the first step in the evolution of our self-concept is the ability to recognize ourselves as Someone. the second step, however, involves social factors. sociologist Charles Horton Cooley introduced the term looking-glass self to suggest that other people serve as a mirror in which we see ourselves. and another sociologist by the name of George Herbert added that the only way to know ourselves is by imagining the opinions of our significant others and applying them to our self-concepts. sounds familiar?

how do i change my self-concept?

Neville mentioned the “mirror-self” on his conferences too. he said that one of his favorite techniques to better his Self was to imagine a loved one speaking kindly of himself. in his book Your Faith is Your Fortune, Neville wrote: “Stop trying to change the world since it is only the mirror. Man’s attempt to change the world by force is as fruitless as breaking a mirror in the hope of changing his face. Leave the mirror and change your face. Leave the world alone and change your conceptions of yourself. The reflection then will be satisfactory.”

since the self-concept is a library (our perception of Self) made out of self-schemas (books brought to us by our peers), we can see that sometimes, what we think of ourselves is just an amalgamation of beliefs implanted to us by the people in our lives. so if we were given these books we don’t like, why should we keep them in our library?

to change these negative beliefs we have about ourselves, all we have to do is replace them with positive ones. i know, i know, this is what every person who studies loa and manifestation regurgitates over and over. its nothing that hasn’t been posted to numerous blogs or twitter threads before.

however, the point about this whole post is to tell you why that is the only way to change your self-concept. if your daily thoughts are filled with phrases like: “my sp doesn’t want me” and “i’m so broke” or “what’s the point? this is all worthless anyways.” STOP. DROP. CHANGE.

journal. write your limiting beliefs in your ipad, paper, wood, stone–whatever.

use your hands to apply muscle memory. once you have them, CROSS THEM OUT!

i can’t manifest = I CAN MANIFEST EVERYTHING I WANT

i hope i shift tonight = I KNOW I SHIFT EVERY NIGHT

i wish i had money = I HAVE ALL THE MONEY I WANT AND MORE

just those small changes are enough to rewire your entire self-concept. also, exposure. the more exposure you have to something, the more insecure it will make you. if you’re having a hard time manifesting, remove all blogs, twitter accounts, and people that limit your beliefs. less exposure to negativity = less negativity reflected in your self-concept.

problems with the Self will always be there. if you remove a negative belief, another will pop up. all you can do is learn more about your “inner” self and recognize how you’re feeling. what you can do is focus on the positives, and automatically, your self-concept will change.

persist in the assumption until it becomes your reality!

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thank you all for making it this far! just in case, the book i got this information from is Social Psychology 11th Edition authored by Kassin, Fein and, H.R. Markus. there’s a lot of interesting information on this academic book that is similar to the ones Dr Joe Dispenza has written, so i could make another post like this in the future! take care!

[via-l0ve]

Dude I can't beleive I found a spn preferences writing blog that is active..... could I request the Spn boys react to the reader playfully making fun of them (lowkey bullying them) with Gabriel also.

Bullying is a love language. (SPN pref!) 🩷

a/n: i suck at titles bro💀. thank you so much anon! i love supernatural and i’m always happy to get requests! i hope you enjoy this, i bully people i love all the time, i was giggling when i was writing this lol

warnings: swearing, bullying(is that a warning???)

Dean:

BETRAYED

he goes 👁️👄👁️

“what’s for breakfast”

“wHaTs FoR bReAkFaSt?!”

“y/n what the hell was that for.”

“you sounded funny.” 🤷‍♀️

he’s literally betrayed

so sad

“i just wanted breakfast.”

“sorry dean.” you’re laughing

pouts

but he DEFINITELY bullies you back.

he just gets offended if you do it

(he’s a hypocrite🩷)

—

Sam:

“okay so, get this-“ {goes on a rampage about the hunt that could’ve been summed up by a few words}

“wow, sammy. that was just SO interesting. i almost fell asleep but i’m sure glad i didn’t just so i could hear you say the same thing five times.” 🥰

silence

he gives you the bitch face

sam is SARCASTIC and he will clap back

“don’t worry y/n i made it extra long so your tiny mind would be able to understand.”

now it’s your turn to go 👁️👄👁️

“that was so hot.”

LMFAO jkjkjk

unlesssss

sarcastic sam is a hottie and i’m tired of keeping my opinions to myself!!!

he knows you mean well and he makes out with you afterwards <3

—

Castiel:

he gets sad

i feel like it would accidentally slip out

season 6(?) spoilers ahead

yk when they’re hunting down eve and cas can’t use his abilities and dean goes ‘great. without your angel mojo you’re basically just a baby in a trench coat.’ and cas goes

apologize right now.

he dosent get it he’s just a poor little angel

he adapts though and he realizes that it’s a way of showing love

he laughs about it after a bit.

—

Crowley

he is SHOOK

flabbergasted.

he dosent have people talk down to him often so when it happens (from YOU) he is unstable™️

he goes

it’s so funny

he’s such a drama queen omg

he will ROAST you back or give you the silent treatment

crowley gives me cheeto girl vibes idk if that’s good to say

—

Gabriel:

he shots right back at you with this goddamn face

he’s mischievous he knows his roasts.

i feel like it would become an inside joke or a new established way of telling eachother ‘i love you’

“you’re such a dick.”

“mhm. love you too y/n.”

that’s so cute. wtf.

he’d find it funny tho

esp if you bully other people he’s like 🥰🥰

you guys are around other ppl and they hear you guys going

“fuck you y/n.”

“uh-huh. fuck you too.”

and then you kiss

they’re like “…”

it’s okay. he finds it hilarious

[quinneleanor]

I've always been fascinated with Dean's general blind spot towards Sam, especially in regards to that whole dark 'Boy King arch' we were denied due to the 2007 writer's strike.

It's like when Sam was possessed by Meg in season 2 (Born Under a Bad Sign) and Dean was like, "DESTROY THE EVIDENCE. BURN IT! BURN IT NOW." Like, what the hell, dude? You're just gonna let Sam get away with it? And when Dean's like "I'd rather die" than stop Sam from hurting not only other people, but himself, well…that just about sums up Dean's mentality.

I can just imagine Dean turning a blind eye to everything. The demon they're hunting is yeeted across the room and obliterated, well, that's divine intervention. A bartender flirts too heavily with Dean and ends up going home early with "strange stomach pains." Oh, well. At least Sam is paying attention to him and not the game blasting on the TV overhead. Sam comes back to the motel late one night, teeth stained red and Dean is all like, "Sammy must've gotten a slushie from the 7/11 on the corner."

Come on, Dean would be the king of denial.

[according2thelore]

ohhhhh man now you’ve got me brooding over es!sam. it never occurred to me before that among them, he would end up feeling always the square peg in a round hole. the pride and resilience and hope he carried like medals in the first seasons gave him a sense of value and esteem, and i can’t imagine how it feels to be thrown into this inevitability where none of himself remains and in fact the bits he tries to hold onto are an irritant to the quid pro quo in a way nobody will outright honestly explain to him. rather than saving himself and his brother and the world like he thought he would at the end of it all, everywhere he looks is just another form of loss. ls!boys would lap up his es brother, the eager (and adorably naive) hunter with ideas and brawn and something to prove, so much of the same flowing through the blood of all 3 of them, but imagine the grief es!sam feels walking through the cold echoing hallways of the bunker, everything just a nauseating maelstrom of weapons and lore books and charts, no john, no mary, no jess, no wives and no children, no living friends, no presence or interest in the world he always dreamed to blend into, and nobody at his side to truly understand or feel that grief with him. and on top of that the things he feels about dean, complex and ugly and heavy to hold, have somehow been tugged out of him into the open in the future and locked behind a door he has no key to and even touching the knob burns his hand - the derision/amusement of the ls!bros even if they don’t intend it as such, the constant knowing smiles like he isn’t THEM like they don’t know how it feels and how much it suffocates him ohhhh man look what you’ve done to my poor heart with these snippets

YES!!!! ANON!!! YOU GET IT!!!!

first off, your writing is gorgeous?? holy shit?? eating all of your words they are in my mouth now i am sorry

but YES

he would def feel like the odd man out (depending on the season ES!Sam is from) because the other three love the life. they find joy and purpose and meaning in the hunt in a way sam lost. the hunt is a tool. a means to an end.

i think it wouldn't take long for LS!Sam to see the bunker, with the dozens of empty rooms--the shell of a home, only echoes and blades and the collected sum total of knowledge of people long-dead--and ask the group, "is this fucking it?"

no one knows what he's talking about (ES!Dean is so excited because he gets a kickass bunker AND a garage AND an armory AND sammy forever??), but sam is shaking because there are shirts folded in some of the empty rooms' dressers. dead men who thought they'd come back, a physical reminder of every goddamn person they've lost in the endless quest for vengeance. everything sam left for.

"is this all i fucking get?" ES!Sam snaps. "an underground crypt? no wife. no kids. no job. no fucking friends? did the hunt really fucking bury us?"

and everyone goes deadly fucking silent. LS!Dean has to leave the room because it's everything he'd always feared LS!Sam thinks. sam has always needed others more than dean does (or at least, that's what dean thinks, we literally see contradictory evidence in the show but okay). LS!Dean's afraid that sam has always resented him for the way their lives ended up, for dragging sam down with him.

and ES!Dean is crushed because this is his dream. he gets to save lives. he gets to carry dad's legacy. he gets to keep sam, all the unnecessary fluff--a mission to keep them together, girls, obligations--removed. and sam is disgusted by it.

LS!Sam just stares at ES!Sam blankly. he's annoyed with him, before something smaller, something pitying, slips into the shape of his mouth. he gets up to follow LS!Dean, leaving ES!Sam to wallow in his own sick. in this moment, Sam can't even empathize with himself.

and ES!Sam is sitting in the blast radius of his own fury. no one will look him in the eye. LS!Dean looks sick before he leaves the table. no one will answer his questions. no one even tries.

LS!Sam keeps trying to say, "this is what i want, sam. i don't mind. i love what i do, and i love doing it with dean." and all sam can hear is i gave up. i couldn't get out. i'm coping. don't destroy this glass house with a hammer because it's the only home i have left.

and ES!Sam still aches. because ES!Dean is already choosing another sam. LS!Dean looks at him like he has the power to kill him. LS!Sam looks at him like he pities him, which is the deepest cut of all.

poor sam. poor sam who doesn't want to die for this. poor sam who doesn't get us, who isn't us.

LS!Dean, ironically enough, is the closest ES!Sam gets to compassion, but it always feels like blows directed at himself. yeah. it sucks, kid. it fucking blows. i wanted you to get a wife. to get out. i...i tried. i'm sorry. it's more self-recrimination than care.

but GOD! ES!Sam goes for a run and sprints until he throws up because he sees the packed strength of LS!Dean's arms, the crow's feet at the corners of his eyes. he sees the easy way LS!Sam&Dean laugh with each other, the way they talk with looks alone, the naked adoration. he sees ES!Dean and aches and aches and aches and aches and aches. he needs something he doesn't have the words for, something he's terrified to name, because does that mean that he's giving up? does that mean that he's the fucked up one--perverting this easy life that they all clearly adore?

and even the joy he finds--talking with LS!Dean in the kitchen, sparring with ES!Dean in the gym, enthusing with LS!Sam over texts--there are moments. small ones. where sam realizes that the person talking to him kind of stops, content. he's already part of this system, of this unit. sometimes the pauses feel patronizing. or excited. or so full of tension that sam is already hardening in his jeans. or sad. and it's confusing, but sam is walking down the empty hallways, passing rooms of dead men and seeking out his brother, always his brother, always.

GRAH!!! lonely ES!Sam. bitter ES!Sam. joyful ES!Sam. jealous ES!Sam. possessive ES!Sam. ES!Sam choking on the things he doesn't understand--the things he can't--that have made their lives the way they are.

thank you for this ask, anon! it was beautifully written! and now i am also thinking about this! perpetual motion machine of devouring ES!Sam whole!

-lizzy

[frog-0n-a-l0g]

✨the wild west🤠✨

Angel: yo Mr iron deficiency

Sam: Okay, wow that was out of pocket.

Angel: yet you still answered🙃😘

Babe: DAYUM💀

Sweetheart: bro got bodied right out the gate

Sam: Angel what do you want?

Angel: Dave’s di-

Angel: ANYWAYSSSS

Babe: ew but true keep going

Angel: can we hang out at your houseeeee

Sam: Why? Don’t you guys have the bigger house?

Angel: you have obviously never been to our house bc yes it’s big but you got a fucking ESTATE

Sam: this was the smallest one will offered?

Angel: SMALL??

Angel: anyway

Babe: shit he got MONEY money

Sweetheart: fs

Angel: I mean if we’re gonna have a hangout night and we are used to being up during the day and you’re up for part of the day wouldn’t it be easier to go to urs so you don’t go all crispy or sum shit?

Sam: I wouldn’t go “crispy” I’d turn to ash.

Sam: But yes I guess that would be easier.

Angel: FUCK YEAAAAA

sweetheart: I’ve seen the records of where you live and you are a bit of a ways away so it’ll take a while for me to get there. Plus my shifts not even done yet😭

Babe: ur good just make that bank and come over with drinks or food or smth💅

Sam: wait you look into my records?

Sweetheart: don’t worry about it🤗

Angel: Betty spaghetti

Angel: ALSO Sammy boy

Angel: I’m bringing my spa kit

Angel: ur undead ass is abt to look ✨lavish✨

Sam: kinda rude but ok.

Babe: ok see y’all later 😘😘

Angel: BYE GIRLYYYYSSS

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

4/8/2024 eclipse notes

Overall it was a hopeful day for me despite the ever-looming sense of mourning. but the eclipse made it feel special. this eclipse was so mathematically rare because of the exact EXACT chiron conjunction. down to the minute. never experienced something so precise in my 15 yrs observing astrology.. i lit a candle for sammy & spent a while praying then did yoga n journalled outside as the eclipse waned. u couldnt see the full thing here but i saw a little ^.^

i've talked about chiron on the blog b4 but if ur not sure basically it's a major asteroid named after chiron the centaur, "The Wounded Healer". i feel that nickname sums up wat chiron's about, it's your deepest pain, isolation, rejection, & it's where your greatest potential to heal others (+yourself) can be brought forth. so chiron was turbo-activated today. it's digging up a lot of sh** for me truly. like this is rly crazy. but what i realized today is that i'm in the best place i've ever been to grieve, that was my eclipse revelation i spose.

and this is the most painful loss i have experienced in a loooong long time bcus this was someone i spoke to basically every day for the past year. but even then, i feel sm more equipped to get thru it , even if i feel rly quiet rn & not like myself, i kno it'll pass & i'll feel like i can be normal again. dnt feel much like posting rn but i'll get back to it eventually cus sammy rly loved my blog like sincerely i never felt embarrassed that he read my posts. although i do feel this is causing me another minor crisis over internet usage & how to exist online, i know i have to keep posting for sammy P..

yeah ahh the sadness comes in waves but im really glad i am where i am rn to process it all. it's weird to know this will impact my whole life going forward. it makes me think back to sain;t's death and how that changed the course of everything. except back then i was in the WORST environment to cope with it. it's so different now. saint's full name was saint chiron too !! so i always think of them when new chiron sky theatrics are happening. i'm like Awww Saint Wouldve loved writing a 10 paragraph introspective post about this ...They trained me in this manner :>

couldnt resist a late night ramble as i am ever so restless. tomorrow i have therapy for the first time since the day before denji ate a ziploc bag and got emergency surgery. i think that was like 3? weeks ago?? so basically i'm convinced time isnt real anymore because there's no way it hasn't been 3 months. rapid fire trauma lol o_o like please wonderful lord in heaven can we just pick, a struggle , one single struggle is enough. tysm. thats all for now.. trying not to scroll the dash because everything make me feel too crazy rn so pls dont think im ignoring u everyone Ok ilu.. gn

[blackcrystalkitten]

*points at us Sammy x Susie simps* "Susie, do you see this shit???"

((Here you go my frens sum sammy and susie to eat <3))

[dragonbma]

OH MY GOD YOU CANT JUST DROP INFO ABOUT MY FAVORITE CHARACTER MIXING WITH MY FAVORITE EPIOSDE. BMA. BMA!!!!!!!!

Okay yes this was one of my favorite AUs to weave together because crafting interactions between characters that never meet in game IS SOMETHING I LOVE. Essentially, the Chipped!Vos AU follows the adventure trio as they try to navigate Crown Mesa after finding a mysterious portal flint & steel. This is also my one AU where everything happens when Vos is younger. So that’s fun-

PAMA has Chipped!Vos wear his hood up to cover the device. ^^

Main plot points include:

Jack, Vos, and Sammy making it to Crown Mesa (with Jack excited to be in a mesa biome, Vos creeped out by the docile mobs, and Sammy curious about the weird devices on everyone’s heads)

Trio gets ambushed and Vos is blindsided and taken to PAMA

In trying to convince the computer to let him free, Vos denies knowing of a way out and instead describes past adventures. He insists that if PAMA lets him go, he’ll come back with more stories to tell. This has the opposite effect and instead PAMA chips him, suspecting him to be from another world. :[ They were correct… and now know Jack has the portal flint. (Character interactions my beloved) “Welcome, Vos! Yay!” :]

Harper finds Jack and Sammy and shows them around her lab, explaining the computer’s history… and weaknesses

Altercation between Chipped!Vos and Jack and Sammy ensues with PAMA realizing Vos’ splash potions can mess with their redstone wiring (and Jack using that to his advantage.) PAMA realizes through Vos’ memories that they can’t beat Jack in a fistfight and instead starts trying to appeal to him, offering Jack his friend back in exchange for the portal flint. He declines and the battle continues.

“I know this world better than you. I know your FRIEND better than you. I know everything. better. than. you. How do you think you’re going to stop me?” “The thing that stopped you (Vos) the last time.” “?!?” “Sea Temple.” *throws a bucket of water in Chipped!Vos’ face*

Vos and PAMA’s dynamic can be summed up like: “This is creepy and I want to go home…” “Go home? I can assist with that!”

[Back to all AUs:]

[bs-fangirl]

Okay, wow, Yaz figuring out her feelings for Sammy actually made me tear up.

She says she’s never had a crush on a girl before, only guys, and is freaking out because she doesn’t know how it affects who she is, her identity. Then Ben points out she doesn’t need to have answers to all of that, she can just have the feelings she’s having and not have to define it right now, especially with killer dinosaurs and evil billionaires still chasing them.

And she does it!

As someone who is often confused about how I feel and unsure about labels, this really hit home for me. I can’t believe Jungle Boy Ben summed up my feelings so perfectly that I wanted to cry.