#THEYRE A HAPPY FAMILY CAUSE I SAID SO

[owlssin]

au where anakin doesn’t turn evil and lives his best life with padmé and the twins on Naboo

[landofgay]

okay one last post with a million pages of tags under it :^)

[runningmunson]

Hii!! If requests are open could I get an aemond and reader fic where theyre in an arranged marriage and she loves him but doesn't think he loves her back and she gets insecure bcs of what the people at court are saying?? happy ending and a love confession please! Thanks💕

The Life You Dreamed

Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x Female!Reader

Word Count: 1.7k

Warnings: insecurities?, angst to fluff

Masterlist

Falling in love with Aemond was as easy as breathing. He was a gentleman, strong, intelligent, and handsome. Everything you could want in a husband, he possessed. So no, falling for him wasn’t hard.

Continuing to love him, however, was like breathing in the cold morning air- difficult and painful. You could feel your chest tighten every time he resisted your attempts to show him how you loved him. Whether it was the many times he pulled his hand away from yours or when you begged him to join you at night only to wake as the sun rose to find he never went to bed with you. He could be gentle and kind one day, then distant and harsh the next. 

Just like your lungs so desperately craved air, you crave to feel Aemond’s love. 

It was one of those latter days where he would perform his duty the way he was taught but show no real care towards you. He escorted you, arms linked, into the hall where the royal family was celebrating the name day of Jaehaerys and Jaehaera. Your chair was pulled out, and his hand led you to sit next to his mother. Short pleasantries were made before the food was served.

Not long after, the music and dancing commenced. Alicent made her way around to greet all the Lords and Ladies who came to celebrate. Aegon, who was already drunk before the event started, had surprisingly dragged Helaena to the dance floor. That left you and your husband alone at the table. He had barely even said more than a few words to you since you got there. You had hoped he would ask you to dance, but you were not so lucky. 

You felt the disappointment creep in as you watched the happy faces of those dancing in front of you. How you only wished to feel Aemond’s arms around you as you danced around the room, to have a taste of the joy these people must have felt. 

You were drawn out of your thoughts to find Lord Tully standing in front of you. You figured he was there to talk to Aemond but left shocked when he held his hand out and asked for you to dance. You turned your head to see Aemond’s reaction and saw nothing but his typical neutral exterior, so you stood and walked around the table to accept his request. 

“I would be happy to dance with you, Lord Tully,” you smiled brightly at him. He led you to the dance floor and placed one hand on your waist while the other grabbed your hand. You spun around the room together, laughing at one another's jokes and enjoying each other's company. 

It wasn’t often that a man seemed genuinely interested in what you had to say, so you tried to take advantage of the moment. However, it was hard to ignore the harsh stare of Aemond. If he didn’t like it, then he should have just asked me to dance, you thought.

After a few dances, you grew tired. “I think I am going to sit this one out and grab a drink.” 

You walked toward a table that housed the wine and poured yourself a drink. There was a small group of ladies not far from the table. You could hear bits and pieces of their conversation.

“I heard someone spotted the prince leaving a brothel the other night yet again,” Lady Tyrell spoke. This piqued your interest, knowing you liked to hear occasional gossip of the people in the courts. You figured they must be talking about Aegon. It was common knowledge that your brother, by marriage, was not faithful to his wife and often sought comfort in wine and women.

“Maybe that is why her belly has yet to swell with child despite them being wed for some time. The poor girl can't possibly satisfy a real man such as himself,” Lady Tyrell continued, causing the other ladies to giggle. 

You were confused at first. Aegon already had children with Helaena, so the only other prince is Aemond. Tears began to form in the corner of your eyes when you realized they were talking about you and your husband. Why would Aemond be visiting a brothel? You no longer felt well and wanted to leave.

Your eyes searched the room for Alicent and found her with Aemond, who was still at the head table. Your feet carried you over there as you tried to force your tears away. “Your grace, I am not feeling well and wish to retire for the night.”

“Of course, dear. I hope you feel well soon,” she pulled you into a hug.

“I shall accompany you then,” Aemond said and stood from his seat.

You shook your head, “That is not necessary, my prince. I do not wish to take you away from your niece and nephew’s party. My handmaiden will attend to me.”

Aemond raised his brow when you called him my prince. You haven't called him that since before you were wed after he requested you call him by his name. He took notice of your shining eyes in the candlelight and your withdrawn posture and knew something was wrong. 

“I would still like to accompany you. If we may be excused, mother?” Aemond stood firm, almost begging you to challenge him. You gave in and bowed your head to the queen. He offered you his arm, but you turned away from him and made your way to your chambers, knowing he followed not far behind. 

Aemond closed the door once you made it inside. You paced nervously, afraid to confront him about what you heard. He spoke up, “What troubles you?”

“Have you been visiting brothels?” you asked bluntly.

“What?”

“I overheard Lady Tyrell say people have witnessed you leave a brothel. She figures that is why I have yet to bear your children, that you visit those horrible places because I cannot satisfy you,” you could feel your throat tighten as a sob threatened to come out. 

Aemond stormed over to you, “That is rich coming from Lady Tyrell, seeing as her Lord husband has fathered several bastard children. And no, I have not been visiting brothels. I have been with no other woman but you since we wed. I am not my brother and truly offended that you think so lowly of me.”

“Then why do we not have children yet? Why do you refuse to bed me most of the time? There has to be some logic for all of this!” you cried out.

“I do not believe this to be the true reason you are upset. What else troubles you so much that you falsely accuse me of something so vile?” Aemond was beginning to get angry at this point. He did not like when his integrity was questioned. 

“I mourn, Aemond! I mourn for the life I wish to have,” you said but didn’t look at him. Your red-rimmed eyes were faced toward the window. 

“You mean a life without me as your lord Husband?” Aemond stared at you with a clenched jaw, his hands clasped firmly behind his back. 

You shook your head, “I think you are mistaken. I mourn for the life I wish to have with you.”

“What do you mean by that?” He questioned.

“Aemond, I desire nothing more than to have a happy and loving marriage with you. I don’t want to question whether I am the only woman you share your bed with. I want to have your children together and grow old with you. It has been difficult for me to come to terms with the fact that it will never happen,” you sighed. Tears flowed free and landed on your cheeks as you let the pain crush your heart once more. 

“Why- why would you desire that with me?” Aemond stared at you in shock. He couldn’t believe you possibly wanted a real life with him. You turned to face him. 

You walked over to him and placed your hand on his face, slowly running your thumb down his cheek, “I love you, Aemond. I do not know why it is such a surprise that someone other than your family by blood could ever love you. I know I do not have your love, but that is a burden I have to carry alone.” 

“Oh, my sweet wife. The only one who is mistaken is you. I have all but yearned to hear these words from your lips, for you to say you feel the way I do,” Aemond felt his anger fade, and relief flooded his body. 

“You love me?”

“Yes, I love you. I have from the moment I laid my eyes upon you,” he took hold of your hands.

“But why can you be so cold sometimes? Why is it so hard for you to show me you love me like I have been trying to do to you?” you questioned, wanting nothing more but to understand him.

“I do not know how to show love. I’ve never had an example of what true love should look like and only ever known how my parents treated each other and me and my siblings. But truly, it is no fault but my own, and I am sorry for how I acted. I am so sorry that you have had to question my love for you,” his face turned into a frown, embarrassed at his actions.

He continued, “I want nothing more than the life you dream for us. I want days spent in bed making love to you. I want to dance the night away with you. I want a family with you, to watch our children grow up and have children of their own. I want to spend every day loving you as we grow old together.”

You couldn’t help but cry at his admission, knowing you prayed to the gods every night for this moment. “Do you promise?”

“I swear on my life that I will give you everything you have ever wanted as long as I am by your side,” he wrapped his arms around you to pull you closer, placing his lips on yours. You spent the night dreaming of the rest of your life together. 

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Taglist: @cullenswife , @wrendermeuseless , @darylandbethfanforever9

[running-tweezers]

Unorganized and unhinged Friendsgiving thoughts incoming:

First of all, you could feel the pure and unrefined Chaotic Friend Group Energy coursing throughout this, and I love it, I’m obsessed with it, I want more of it

Damien’s “blink twice if you need help” GOD

I could practically see the vein in Damien’s temple this entire video, my poor boy, let him cook

Damien’s impression of Huxley had me screaming

“Wildfire” “Candle in the Wind” GAVIN PLS

“casual torment is pretty par for the course for this friendship” I love them I love them I love them

“Usually I’m a lot less stressed” “No, he’s not”

THE ENTIRE SCENE OF DAMIEN AND HUXLEY AT THE KITCHEN DOOR IS MY NEW REASON FOR LIVING.

“I don’t care about the race, I care about you” 🥹

Huxley’s “mmm, no can do, baby” is now tattooed on my soul. Permanently branded onto my frontal lobe.

Damien’s kiss trick….. the genuine love in their voices when they both said “hi”…… Huxley pushing him out…. I’m not ok, I promise

“I love my little control freak” YOU CANT JUST SAY THESE THINGS AND EXPECT ME NOT TO SCREAM

“He’s actually really good at letting go and giving up some control during se—“ NO HUXLEY, GO ON, CONTINUE

The Huxley and Freelancer dynamic duo is one of my favorite things, I love their friendship

“Do you do hugs??” HUXLEY I LOVE YOU

“Anybody that can make a guy as sweet as him that happy is great in my book” I will cry right now, don’t you start.

The silence……… goddammit Erik you little shit……

“Does hearing that feel like relief, or damnation?” “Yes.”

HUXLEY HAS A TRUCK, THIS FEELS SO CORRECT

Hux’s little toast. 🥹 They are FRIENDS 🥹

“We can make a really destructive orgy??” LASKO MOORE (said in the same tone of voice you use on a cat when he’s causing mischief)

“Welcome to the family” I weep, I sob, I fall to my knees

In conclusion: I LOVE DAMIHUX. I LOVE THE DAMN CREW. THEYRE A FAMILY. I CRY

[salmonight]

Free Title Ideas Pt. 1

I am always looking for new title ideas trying to find the perfect match for my meager amount of fics actually published ( I got a ton of wips mind you) so I have this little file full with title ideas I got from here and there and I thought I share them! Feel free to use them and all! I only actually used a few of them myself so theyre up for the take! Enjoy!

( I suck at categorizing mind u so take it however u want)

Low Mood:

Paint Splattered Teardrops

A Mournful Radio Song

The Quite Ivories

20 Minute Too Long… Too Late-

No Third Round Up

My Heart's An Artifice, A Decoy Soul

If These Walls Could Talk

Like Drying Paint on the Walls

Withering Memories

Bury Our Secrets Shallow

Isn't It Tragic How Far You Came?

The Best of the Worsts

Your Wings Are Failing, Icarus

Let Your Wings Carry You Away From Here

Cry For Reflection

The Scream of Winter

Much Madness in Divinest Sense

Family Doesn't End in Blood

In This Castle Of Glass

All the Same (Once a Liar, Always a Liar)

Crack:

Law is Where You Buy It

Miles from Normal

Stop Screaming - It's Me

Between Two Liars…

Lost My Soul and All I Got Was this T-Shirt

Dude, Where's My Soul?

When Life Hands You Demons Make Demonade

Demon-Blend Straigh From Hell

Nothing to See Here Officer, Just a Bunch of Blobs

Hey Kid, Wanna Buy a Blob Ghost?

Gingers Have No Souls

This Little Blob of Mine

Feral Goose Hunting: A Beginner's Guide (Just Don't)

10 Ways to Connect with Your Feral Goose by Robin

A Guide on Ruining Your Life

It IS and Idea (Just NOT the Brightest)

I Am totally NOT the One to Blame for THIS

Dead Men Won't Shut Up

Encryptid

Cryptid Crash Course

Shakespeare Has Nothing on Me!

[insert name]'s Observation Diary of the Weirdest Boss(es)

The Devil’s Eyes and His Voice of Reason

Romance:

Makeshift Chemistry

Stargazing, Coffee and the Mystery of You..

Play Love Like Killers (We All Fall)

Good Vibes:

Sunshine Riptide

Come on Baby, the Laugh Is on Me

Fair With Some Rain

Star Light, Star Bright, First Arrow I See Tonight

Bitter (?):

Ah, Lay Waste to it, then Laugh at it

Believe, We Were Never Gonna Lose Control

Die, but too Blind to See

Too Latte for Smiling (yes thats a pun there no miss typing)

And as the Scribe Said, Mark Me Up With Words

Vodka Shots in the Dark

What Lingers, What Waits

Dr.Sunshine is Dead

Action:

Swing 'em Sword, Comin' in Swarms

Droppin' Guns all on the Floor 'till it look like River Styx

Black on Black at Night

Rifles, and they're Useless in this House

Dropp the Dagger

Watch Us BURN

Death:

Leave Your Body and Soul at the Door

Dead Man's Party

'Till the Reaper Call

'cause the Hangman's Waiting

A Night in the Ice Box

Stars Fall Underground

Can't Reach the Stars from the Underworld

Dance on Your Grave in All Whites

I Will See You Down Below

A Toast to the Passing Lights

I am a Ghost, but Only If You Remember

A Forray into Thanatology

Do You Want to Build a Snow-ghost?

In the In Between

Deceased When Last Seen

They Only Murdered Him Once

Colder Than These Bones

A Ghostly Collection of Stories once Untold

Dearly Departed

Hopeful:

City of Last Hopes

Bright Foggy Skies

This Bird Has Flown

A Bard's Tale, so Bittersweet

In the Winter, the Van Keeps Rolling

Oh Raven (Sing Me a Happy Song)

A Light to Call Home

Lost and Found

Towards the Sun

Khmm I have quite a few ghost/death and Dc related ones cuz I mostly wrote DC and DP fics so I looked for tittles for those. Those who know, know those who don't can ignore them.

Pt 2 |

[joron1a-stardustlor]

Do you have scottbing hcs because im starving

the way i very audiably gasped and started jumping up and down when i saw this

Dont you worry fellow bretherin i'll feed the few scottning shippers out there;

SCOTTNING HCS [Scott x Lightning]

(Miniscule warning for child abuse/neglect and toxic relation ships*)

-Hmmm calling them either muscledirt or stardirt and nobody can stop me

-nobody would really be suprised if they were told scott and lightning were dating, but they never made it official, everybody knows but they just dont mention it

-Evil power couple who do very mean shit together

-their relationship has about three moods they are either fighting,making out or crying

-Lightning gets cold easily, so often he cuddles up to Scott for warmth, heas always suprised at how warm his skin is

-Scott is an unhinged farm boy, the biter even, will often wait for lightning to walk into a room to merely jump out from above and attack as a form of affection

-On the other hand Lightning does it at the most random moments

-Unless your're Sam or Brick who constantly encounter them doing this, you wont know if theyre serious or just messing with eachother

-For the most part they do this for fun and like to think of it as their own special way of showing affection

-Mommy issues x daddy issues exclusively*

-Going off from the last one Lightning always wanted to talk about what happened between him and his dad to Scott but he wasnt sure how to

-Scott then proceeded to tell Lightning about his Ma and how she used to beat him on how for most his childhood had deal with her liking his sister and treating him like shit to help him feel more comfortable

-Lightning's Dad always had high expectations and put a lot of pressure on him and ignored him when he failed, how after Cameron won, His dad had been ignoring his existence to the present

-The two often bonded over their parental issues

-Scott grew up eating dirt and gruel, the most he can cook is toast, bacon and eggs on the other side lightning is can cook amazing steaks and salads

-Scott of course pretends to hate Lightnings cooking, but in reality he made the best steak and salad you could ever dream of

-Lightning always calls out Scott for how skinny he is and always forces him to eat more steak

-Scott often replies to this with when is all the muscle in your body you get from steak going to work on his brain

-Lightning was willing to teach Scott how to properly cook a meal, leaving him a few simple ingredients to which one lightning since he realized he was missing some, when he came back Scott already burned himself and caused a fire

-they were supposed to be making hot dogs that night

-Scott likes tell Lightning hes a shmuck for being all rich and succesful and dare him to spend a week with him on the farm, to which of course Lightning said yes

-He quit after learning that all they had for breakfeast was a can of corn

-The amount of internalized homophobia i can fit in these two

-The two were very nervous to tell their parent about dating amother man but both their families were supportive

-Lightning started to fall for scott around the time he and courtney broke up

-Lightning and the other members of team dude were trying help Scott cope with the fact that courtney was just using him

-On the inside Lightning was kinda happy they broke up, mostly bc he knew courtney wasnt good for Scott

-Scott and Lightning insult eachother as a form of flirting with the other however the two arent too big on regualr flirtjng and compliments unless they feel like it

-They bust out the good tunes on saturday nights with some imagine dragons bursting through the radio/j

-As I have mentioned before, Scott and Lightning arent too big on regular romance but they do have their moments,

-Scott tried to cook something for Lightning bc he was having a bad day, and completly messed up and burnt the thing to a crisp, he was near tears at this so they just wrapped themselves up in blankets and cuddled for a while

-Both Lightning and Scott have scars after roti and they often caress the others scars as a form of comfort or reasurrment

-Scott has undiagnosed PTSD and depression, he often feels the need to push his feelings down and cover up anything he might make others feel like he is a nuisance

-He often has Nightmares or Panic attacks of Fang, Lightning feels guilty bc he is not good at comforting people and often needs Sam's help to make sure Scott doesnt hurt himself,faint,or hyperventilate too much

-In these situations the best thing Lightning can do is hug Scott and hope it calms him down

-Lightning likes watching sports live on tv or even better in the actual stadium, his favorite sports to play/watch are Football and Basketball, Scott despite not playing it himself argues with Lightning saying Baseball is better

-Lightning responds saying if he likes baseball so much to name every baseball player

-They enjoy doing stupid shit together, shit that could get them in trouble with police, stealing things,shoplifting,jaywalking, well thats Scott for the most part, all Lightning has ever done is steal a really expensive motorcycle

-They enjoy the others hobbies a lot, Scott always goes to Lightnings games and Lightning is always up for watching Scott hit and break bottles with a baseball bat

-Scott is Pansexual

-Lightning is Bisexual

Srry idk how to end hc lists but ty so much for asking me to make one

Dinner has been served :3

[stealingyourbones]

Hello, first I would like to greatly apologize for any spam of likes I have sent your way because my brain decided to obsess randomly with Dp x Dc crossovers for the past few days. I'm not even into Dc comics, and I only watch Danny Phantom when I randomly it exists and the fandom pulls me back into its clutches until I'm able to finally escape only to be pulled back in a few months later. I write this to you at 1:30 am with a bag of shittily made popcorn with my cat accompanying me because my mind has decided to fall in love with Danny being taken care of by the Bat family and it's mostly you're fault. I hope you're happy. I want to kiss you so bad you have no idea. I've come up with so many scenarios and have the balls to share them with you cause I really like the way you write and since I'm not a writer I have no idea what I'm doing but here I go:

Danny and Dani are basically travelling the world, Danny would call it running from the cops but that doesn't have as nice a ring to it. (Situation can be up to you, bad reaction from parents, was framed, anything for Danny and Dani on the run with Danny having protective older brother vibes)

They end up in Gotham for a few nights to rest easily and its snowing cause I said so and theyre starving at this point. Danny's like "We need to hide and need shelter" and Dani's like "Dude look over there at that creepy mansion :D" And they have no idea that its not only very much inhabited, but a bunch of rich people live there (And the Bat family but who cares about that part)

Danny is obviously on the fence cause 1. He doesn't have a good history with rich people so why their houses and 2. They dont know whats in there what if a bunch of weirdos are staying there but they decide they're cold and need a place to rest so they fly in and luckily land in the kitchen.

The lights are off and they're to focused on finding food to notice two figures standing in the middle of the kitchen just watching them.

Dani pulls out a box of the shittiest cereal you can think that shouldn't be counted as cereal all happy "Danny, they have my favorite cereal!" And poor Danny's horrified, "Have you even ever had cereal before?"

They start rambling and then someone turns on the light its Alfred he was in the middle of boiling midnight tea for him and Tim.

And there's just 2 GLOWING awkward teens FLOATING, one's holding Bruce's 'cereal' clearly not assesing the situation and the other has a horrified expression on their face, and looks like on the verge of passing out.

Tim is way to sleep deprived thinking they're hallucinations and sits down, also on the verge of passing out, while Alfred just keeps boiling his tea.

Danny is sweating trying to figure out how hes gonna get them out if this situation and Danis just, munching on dry crappy cereal.

Albert like the God he is just fucking opens the fridge, looks Dani in the eye and asks "Would you like some milk with that, my lady?" And thats all I got out of me FOR THAT SCENARIO.

The other is I fucking forgot I took 30 mins to write all this I forgot what else I had Im so sleep deprived OH FUCK I REMEMBER IT WAS ABOUT DRUGS

Ok so tw for drugs (weed):

Ok so Danny's a teen he's stupid right, knowing him in the show he'd be the kid to decline drugs but then take a hit when his crush says "i KnEw YoU wEreNt coOl" yknow? Delicious social pressure.

Well he's like pretty much adopted by the Wayne's at this point so he's just chilling on the couch about to light a joint and Jason being the noble man he is snatches it out of Danny's hand like "Nono, bad small child dont do drugs" half joking and smokes it instead.

Danny's now panicking, silently following Jason to make sure he's alright and not dead or reacting badly to it.

"Yeah why wouldn't I be fine?" And the high kicks in.

The thing is is that it was ghost weed. And Jason for once feels completely calm, he doesn't feel a single bit of the pit its silent.

He's crying and Danny's like "Omg are you ok???" Thinking he poisoned his family/lover/whatever the fuck they are.

And Jason's just "This is some real good shit" silently sobbing, not even thinking about where Danny got it or why its doing this he's just happy.

And you can turn this into extreme angst by making him codependent or a comedy by him making high jokes

Ok thats it again I'm so sorry I just really had to tell someone this

Homie you, me, behind the Bat Burger; We shall marry at dawn. Man, it makes me so happy that you enjoy the stuff I write that much I’m really proud that I could bring you that much joy! Be sure to give your kitty some pets for me :).

Oh also, “not a writer”?! You spin a web of lies. This is incredible!! Sure it’s rambly, but that’s because you’re writing in a way that’s unsure of yourself. (It’s also very much so how I write so I feel you homie.) I still feel like my writing is equivalent to a middle schooler's but I do my best to shake that off. I don’t write fics because I’m bad at dialogue, I’m workin on it though! You simply just have to try and believe in yourself. You’ll reread it later and go, “Damn, did I just write that?!” And feel proud of what you accomplished. You absolutely have unique and brilliant ideas so take a shot at writing some stuff! I’m sure you’ll do great! :D

Also bro your: "what was I talking about? oH YEAH DRUGS!" was so unexpected. it made me laugh so hard so thank you for that :)

———

Danny and Dani are fucking floored that this stoic-ass old British man just rolled with seeing the two. Dani's eyes light up as she accepts the milk from the British guy. Snatching the fancy glass milk container, she haphazardly pours the milk into her bowl causing bits of cereal to ricochet the milk out of the bowl and flying absolutely everywhere.

Tim just stands still and stares at the two very much so Not Human entities that are currently in his house. The tired vigilante rummages around in his pocket for his phone and takes a quick photo of the scene in front of him.

Tim double takes glancing between the kitchen and his phone. At first he assumed they were hallucinations because no figures were present in the photograph… the floating bowl of cereal and spoon says otherwise.

[cupidtxt]

whats morison's story? im new here and intruiged

oh let me go crazy with him I . ok.

before i do start though i do want to iterate i WILL be talking about my "canon" version of morrison as thats what im gonna assume you mean. however i have been posting my au morrison recently so if you want that story uhm. you may have to pry it out of me its Really self indulgent. but you Might.

(all under the cut if you dont want to read through all my Shenanigans)

ok so. morrison is a monster Thang who was not always a monster. that also means there are Other monsters and also magic so thats important to note

morrison, as a child, was raised by his family for a good bit of his life. he was well off and happy, though as he got a bit older his parents left for more and more things, leaving him alone for longer periods of time. at some point he causes such a mess while theyre gone that they decide to hire a sitter.

said sitter was Not a good person. she was a practicing magic user at the time and used morrison as part of her 'practice' (she used him as a human target, though thankfully nothing was enough to leave permanent damage). his parents didn't really believe him when he told them bc they knew he was played rough and bruised himself before, plus the sitter would act all nice and behaved when they came back so it OBVIOUSLY couldn't be her.

it did all come to a head when she decided to get ambitious and try a form changing spell on him. one thing leads to another and morrison is now. The Beast. but obv child sized beast bc he Was A Child when he got blasted by the beast beam. hes sobbing and trying to walk on new legs and the sitter does feel a little bad but after having to deal with her for so long he just gets fed up and runs away. this is the last time he sees his family.

years go by (he's a young adult now) and he's living off whatever he can find in garbage and just lying around. hes constantly on the move, scared that if someone sees a monster they'll try and kill him. he settles into one backyard for the night, hoping he's hidden away, but a young girl finds him as shes playing outside. instead of violence, she offers him kindness and some proper food. her parents come out to find her and they also don't try to kill him and instead allow him to stay until he feels he needs to leave (on the condition he doesn't leave the property which he agrees to). for a while everything is good and he finally feels like he has a place again.

but UH OH something has to get fucked up. while hes playing with the young girl she gets injured and the parents run out and immediately assume it was him. they grab whatever they can to attack him and grab a nasty looking garden tool that manages to gouge his eye out, giving him his scar. he runs away in a panic and is back to scavenging for whatever he can find.

a few more years pass by (he's an adult now) eventually he just. gets So tired. he stumbles into a snowy forest and collapses against the trunk of one of them, ready to just. give up. but thats when Owl (another oc of mine) finds him and offers him a second (though to be fair its' probably more like third) chance of comfort :)

thats about it for all his major plot stuff, but if you'd like me to go into him and Owl's relationship and story i would be more than hapy to :D

[whatsk-poppinhomies]

Pairing : Seo Changbin x F!Reader ft. Hyunjin TW : mainly fluffy ; not as much angst as I thought there would be ; reader relationship doubts ; Hyunjin being jealous ; Word Count : 2.8k Request : anonny : can i request a part 2 of “why would you trust me?” hyunjin sees reader around changbin a lot and when he finds out theyre dating he gets really jealous and regrets breaking it off with her 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ thank you sm !!! A/N : Kinda drifted off the path a little for this one, but Hyunjin is still jealous, he's just more of an asshole about it... I hope you still like it though!!!

You haven’t been with Changbin long, and to be quite honest, you were scared that with the way things were going, you might end up being with him with him. Would it only end in heartbreak, would it end with you running back home and crying to your roommate like you had the night that Hyunjin let you down? The thought of relationships terrified you now, they were repulsive in a sense. The fear of being used again, of being side swiped like you had with Hyunjin,  had you distancing yourself from anyone that even looked like they were showing any sort of sign that they might like you. 

That didn’t stop Changbin though, not at all. He pursued you like you were the greatest thing, as if you were the only one he wanted. It didn’t make sense to you, or maybe it was the fact that you didn’t want it to make sense, because if you thought too much about it, if you let yourself believe that he might really want you, you’d just end up hurt at the end of it all anyway. 

You hated to say it, you hated to think it, that someone like Hyunjin was capable of having such an effect on you, but he completely ruined you, his nonchalance, his lack of any type of sincere emotion, the way he seemed to even enjoy the hurt he was causing you. He messed you up, he knew that, and he was happy about it. He was a piece of shit. 

“We’re having a little family dinner tonight, do you want to come?” Changbin asked, and he wasn’t even secretive in the fact that he crossed his fingers on his lap, eyeing you hopefully, his eyes bright and his cheeks pulled up in a wishful smile. “Chan hyung said that it was totally okay, so he knows that you’re coming. The other guys… well, I wanted to surprise them… They haven’t seen you since the last time you were there with Hyunjin…” 

You rolled your eyes, but your stomach churned with the overwhelming nerves you were feeling. Changbin didn’t know about the previous arrangement that you and Hyunjin had, and you were sure that Hyunjin didn’t tell the other guys about it either. Everyone was under the assumption that you and Hyunjin were simply friends, and Changbin had thought the same thing… But you wouldn’t be able to contain your emotions if you were to have to sit across a table from the man that you had foolishly fallen in love with. You didn’t want to sit at the same table as him in general. 

“Ahh…” You hummed sheepishly, shoving your hands into your pockets and shaking your head. “I… I don’t know, Binnie. It’s a family dinner, I don’t want to intrude. I’m not… family.” You tried to write off your nerves, shimmy your way out of having to accept the invitation, and you couldn’t think of any better excuse than what you had given him, silently thanking him for basically setting the excuse up for you. 

Changbins tongue tsked as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder. “Oh come on, Y/N! You know that you wouldn’t be intruding. Everyone loves you! It’ll be fun, and we can even have a drink or something before we get there to calm you down. Everything will be fine. Plus, I…” He shuffled nervously, his free hand scratching at the back of his neck as his cheeks turned a light shade of pink. “I just really want you to come over… Please?” 

Relenting, you agreed to come over, even though your nerves had the hairs on your neck standing on edge and your knees feeling weak, you were doing it for Changbin because, as much as you wanted to ignore the feelings that you had for him, as much as you wanted to ignore the very obvious feelings he had for you, both were far too obvious and far too strong. He had helped you when you needed it, he was there for you when you were at your lowest point, and he had already told Chan that you were coming over, the last thing you wanted to do was humiliate him and not show up. 

Your knee was bouncing as you sat in the passenger seat of Changbins car, your fingers digging into your lap as you tried to control your breathing. You haven’t seen Hyunjin in months now, and things were fine that way, you were happy to not have to see him, but now you were going to have to sit at a dinner table with him and act like he didn’t break your heart and make you feel like the biggest idiot in the world. 

“Why are you so nervous? You’ve met all of them before.” Changbin teased, although you could see the sweat beads budding up on his forehead, catching the dim light that shone down through the windshield from the street lamps. You could ask him the same thing, and you would have if you weren’t internally panicking. “It’s just dinner, and if you want to leave right after, we totally can. It’s fine.” 

You hummed softly, nodding your head as you felt his hand come down overtop of yours. No one really knew why you and Hyunjin stopped being friends, it was something that you never elaborated on, and it was obvious that he had never said anything either considering you were still invited to the family dinner. You knew it would be awkward, even if not for him, it would be for you, but you didn’t want Changbin or any of the other guys to find out, you didn’t want them to think differently of you for what you did with Hyunjin. “I know…” You whispered, turning your hand over to lace your fingers between Changbins, feeling comfort from his touch and relaxing into the passenger seat. Things would be okay, everything would be fine, and you knew that Changbin would make sure of that. 

Pulling into the parking garage had your heart hammering though, and you wondered if Changbin could hear it thrumming against your ribs, if he could hear the fact that you had stopped breathing entirely just so you wouldn’t hyperventilate. You hoped not, but you were beginning to gasp, and you quickly opened the door, climbing out of the car as fast as you could, hoping that the fresh air would help calm you down. “Woah… Woah, hey… Are you alright? Are you feeling sick?” You shook your head no, your eyes squeezed shut as you tried to control your breathing, inhaling deeply through your nose and exhaling loudly through your mouth. “Let’s get inside, I can get you some water.” 

Sure, some water would be great right now, you were feeling rather parched, and you wanted to sit down somewhere so you could relax. It would be better to go inside… inside where… Hyunjin was… Hyunjin who was the main reason you were feeling like this in the first place. Would he get a kick out of knowing that he was getting this reaction out of you? Would he find it amusing that he still had so much of a grasp on you, on your emotions, that you couldn’t breathe at the mere thought of being around him? 

God, if it weren’t for Hyunjin, if it weren’t for him and the stupidly selfish way that he was, maybe you would have been able to move on, maybe you would have actually given yourself the chance to act on those feelings that you had for Changbin. Dammit, Hyunjin. “Is… Is everyone gonna be there tonight?” You asked as he walked with you through the parking garage, heading for the entrance door that would take you to the elevators that would inevitably lead you up to the guys… 

Changbin nodded enthusiastically, his hand squeezing yours lightly. Of course he was excited, these were his friends, they were his group mates, he didn’t know who Hyunjin really was, maybe nobody did… But you wondered if that would really change anything if they did know how he was. “They all really like you, I know they do. Let’s just get something to drink and get settled in. I’m sure dinner is still being made, we’ll have time to relax.” 

The nervousness that you felt was what you could only imagine to be the equivalent to the nerves that one would feel when meeting their partner's family for the first time, except worse, because your partner had no idea that you used to, in a way, be with one of the members of his family. The anxiety and overwhelming nerves were paralyzing. Would Hyunjin say something? Would he call you out for being there, or would he just ignore you? You really hoped it was the second option. 

His eyes were on you the entire time Chan was finishing up dinner, and while everyone else was doing their best to make you feel comfortable and welcomed, the scrutinizing glare that was coming from Hyunjins direction was enough to negate everything that the others were doing. 

Changbin followed you around the whole time though, making sure that you were happy, that you were enjoying yourself, that no one was making you uncomfortable. He didn’t know what Hyunjin was doing, or maybe he had noticed and just didn’t understand it, maybe that’s why he was helping you to avoid the other man as much as he could. “Dinner is almost done, do you want to grab our seats now so we can sit next to each other?” Changbin whispered softly, hoping that the other boys wouldn’t hear, knowing that if they did they would try to spoil his plan. 

Your head had never nodded faster, your arm linking through his as you practically pulled him towards the table. You didn’t want to risk the chance of having to sit next to Hyunjin, and you made sure to choose an end seat at the table so the possibility of Hyunjin sitting on the other side of you was basically impossible, unless he sat at the head of the table, but even still, it wouldn’t be as close as if he were right beside you. 

Changbins hand was clasped with yours under the table, his thumb brushing absentmindedly across yours as everyone took their seats, yet there was still one set of eyes that never left you, that were set on you, and while he wasn’t sitting beside you, you realized now that it would probably be better considering the fact that when he was sat across from you, he could stare at you even more, even harder. It had you sweating, jittering nervously and intermittently squeezing Changbins hand to reassure yourself that he was still there, he’d always be there. 

Dinner progressed without much conversation, most of the guys talked amongst themselves about new albums, comebacks, concerts, new video games, anything they could think to bring up. You on the other hand were silent, doing your best to avoid Hyunjins eyes, focusing all of your attention on the plate full of food in front of you until Changbin cleared his throat. 

You quickly looked up at him, noticing that his cheeks were flushed, his palms clammy as he pulled his hand out of yours. “Uhm… I wanted to do this here… because it’s really important to me… that you all know…” He began, his voice shaky with his nerves, but you smiled up at him, hoping that it would calm him. “I’ve uh… I’ve been spending a lot of time with Y/N… and she’s perfect, she’s amazing… And I’ve realized through the time that I’ve spent with her that… Well… I love her…” 

The breath that you had been taking was immediately cut off at his words, but what more, you heard the silverware that Hyunjin had been holding drop down onto the wooden surface of the table. “You love her?” Hyunjin murmured, and Changbin nodded proudly, a dazzling smile being sent your way before it fell when Hyunjin abruptly scooted away from the table, his chair almost tipping back from the force. 

“And…” Changbin tried to continue, the nerves that you had tried to free him from with your smile coming back to him ten fold now from Hyunjins departure. “And I… I wanted to know if you wanted to be my girlfriend…” He mumbled sheepishly, and, as if Hyunjin had been eavesdropping on whatever Changbin was going to say next, a loud bang and a groan of annoyance came from inside the kitchen, causing everyone to whip their heads in that direction, but nobody got up to actually check. 

The tension was palpable, ruminating from the kitchen and lingering into the dining area where it clouded everyone's mood. You were left to not only question Hyunjins sudden outburst, but also question what to do about Changbins question, he was waiting on an answer, and while you knew what you wanted to say, you needed to get one thing out of the way first, and that thing was Hyunjin. 

“Let me just…” You murmured, pushing yourself away from the table and standing up, watching as Changbins body slumped, the fear of rejection that he must have felt was awful and you quickly gave him a hug, pressing a swift kiss to his cheek. “I’d love to be your girlfriend…” You whispered as your lips brushed along his cheek, giving him a reassuring smile before rushing off towards the kitchen, not even catching a glimpse of what Changbins reaction was before being met with Hyunjins ice cold scowl. 

“So you just move on to one of my best friends? One of my band mates?! Do you know how fucking awkward that is?!” Hyunjin screeched, and while you knew that at some point the guys would find out what had been going on between the two of you, you didn’t really want them to find out at this exact moment. 

You rolled your eyes, pinching the bridge of your nose. “There was nothing to move on from, Hyunjin. You know that, so don’t act like you give a shit now.” You said flatly, crossing your arms over your chest. “Changbin actually wants to be with me, not use me, and I’m happy with him. It’s not the same. It’ll never be the same.”

His head fell back as he huffed loudly, his hands flying up in the air with annoyance. “I didn’t use you… I really did like you.” You scoffed loudly at the obvious lie, but the sound only irritated him more. “I messed up, Y/N… And… I don’t like… I don’t want to see you with him. I miss you… I do… I want what we had before… and more. I realize now… You’re what I want…” 

The humorless laughter that filled the room was yours and yours alone, only you thought this was so unfunny that you couldn’t help but laugh. “No, Hyunjin…” You snorted softly, shaking your head at him. “What you realize now is that I’m happier with someone else, I’m happier than I had ever been with you. You don’t want me, you’re jealous that someone else has me.” His mouth fell open as you called him out on his shit, and honestly, it felt good. “I’m with Changbin, and there’s nothing that you can do to change that. So get used to it, because you’re going to be seeing us together a lot. You fucked up, it’s all on you… But I’m glad you did. Thank you for being an asshole, Hyunjin. It’s the best thing you’ve done for me.” 

And with that you walked out, leaving him stunned into silence in the kitchen, his eyes still following you until you turned the corner to head back into the dining room, taking your place beside Changbin who had been eagerly awaiting your return. “She chose me over Hyunjin… I’m so lucky… I love her so much. And she’s my girlfriend… Can you believe that?!” 

You didn’t think that there was much to love about you, not when you were with Hyunjin, but that was because he didn’t actually love you, he simply loved having you around when you were needed. Changbin made it clear though, when someone loves you for you, for everything that you are, that person will proudly declare their love for you, they’ll gush over you like you’re the greatest thing in the world… And to Changbin, you were, you really were. He made it easy to forget about what Hyunjin did because he was nothing like Hyunjin, he was better in every way, and you couldn’t be more grateful that he was the one that you had run into after Hyunjin had broken your heart, that he was the one who had put it back together and made his place in it to be loved by you forever. 

[groovy-rat-man]

Stardew characters and their sexualities, happy pride month

FYI, this shit is based on VIBES.

Alex: pretty fuckin heterosexual but would definitely Feel Things if a dude kissed him or held his hand or something

Elliott: literally a gay man but does overly dramatic pretend flirty things with his wlw partner in crime (spoiler alert: it's Leah)

Harvey: gay? bisexual maybe? either way he definitely has a preference for men (also grey asexual because I said so)

Sam: 100% bisexual... or pansexual...... or omnisexual, he can't really decide on a label for himself but it's definitely one of those

Sebastian: look, yall are gonna hate me for this but I gotta say it... hes straight. Yeah yeah I KNOW he likes frogs and dnd and stuff but every FUCKING time I look at his oily ass my straight-dar goes fuckin ham

Shane: bi but doesn't really bring it up

Abigail: thinks she's just a straight ally but definitely likes girls just a little bit

Emily: doesn't belive in labels, her heart is just full of love and she'll dish it out to anyone who wants it!! (Also... maybe asexual? Like she DEFINITELY prioritizes romantic stuff over sexual stuff.)

Haley: puts the bi in bimbo, yeah she likes dudes but she was also FULLY convinced that everyone liked girls cause theyre just SO HOT

Leah: very much a lesbian, probably only dated dudes cause she thought she had to, her being gay is part of her independent thing in life ya know... also she does all the butch shit that Elliott doesn't do because he doesn't wanna get too dirty

Maru: I... have no clue. Like she is DEFINITELY queer in SOME way but honestly she could be anything and everything and I love that for her

Penny: probably one of those aroace people who thought they were bi or pan because they're zero percent attracted to both men and women, sorta unrelated but I really like the idea of her finding a queer platonic partner and starting a big ole family and all that jazz... just makes me happy

[bezzygom]

DUDE im so curious about your white day au, could you tell us more about it ? :D

IM SORRY I FORGOT TO ANSWER

some contex for anyone reading:

part 1

part 2

mizurui

tbh there's not much to my white day au it was mainly supposed to be funny over anything else

the main plot is essentially rui being one of the mages at a castle but getting threatened with being fired which causes him to panic and claim that he has found a way to find the lost prince of the kingdom. he kinda comes up with semi working spell for that in a rush but the spell essentially leads him to a lost prince in general not specifically of their kingdom. after that rui with mizuki and akito in tow (as knights protecting/accompaning him) gets to toya who got adopted by tenmas as a kid and is running a family inn together with tsukasa and saki. theyre kinda hesitant to belive rui at first cause he seems like a scammer but in the end rui promises that he will help find out whats toyas past in exchange and they agree and go with them. but since like ive said all they know is that toya is "a lost prince" theyre not 100% sure its of their kingdom so while theyre on their way back they do like a cheklist of going to diffrent kingdoms for a quick stop and proving that yep toya is not that kingdoms prince

some other stuff that are not the main plot but might be entertaining:

- mizuki knows rui made everything up and is trying to cover for him and akito is the only one in the castle thats like "this guys bullshitting" and volunteered to join him to prove that the guy he found is not the prince. cut to a looney toons like compilation of rui and mizuki covering the truth in front of akito

- theres a slight tenma family side plot with saki wanting to leave to travel the world with l/n but not knowing how to tell tsukasa. In my head she claims that its because she doesnt want him to be alone and its harder now that she knows toya will probalby leave too but its also in a bigger part her being scared of leaving not in a "world is a scary and dangerous place" sense but in a "moving away can be a stressful experience" way and her feeling like telling tsukasa would make it final. toya learns by accident before the story starts and Ive imagined toya and saki bonding in scenes where they talk about how theyre actually kinda anxious to leave their home especially since its always been just the 3 of them. anyways it ends with a happy ending lol

- mafuyu is following them for plot relevent reasons i wont reveal in case i ever want to make more of it

- toya saki and tsukasa would get their white day outfits eventually but its not serious and in my head its them trying to disguise themselves to get into a royal event or something

- I wanted to make it a mizuruikasa au in a sense that mizuki and rui are already acting like a couple and then both of them are looking at this pathetic guy who tries to infodump akito whos a knight about knighthood and they think "I want him"

- theres some akitoya but its also mostly comical with akito having an internal conflict between "damn im falling for this guy" vs "I feel like liking the guy who im trying to prove is not a prince and rui is just making shit up is kinda like admitting defeat and I cant give rui the satisfaction"

- theres a song "learn to do it" in anastasia and this au exists 100% because ive imagined a scene where rui mizuki and akito desperately try to teach toya how to be a prince to it

[joelletwo]

thinkin on my walk about how easy it is to make a case for trans woman seiji if u take the hoodie outfits as dysphoria fits and the [everything ive said abt his Carries Himself Like Hes Short when hes not demeanor] and of course the. dressing like a woman and changing his voice to be like a womans. textually.

weighing in my mind would i like trans fem seiji more than i like trans masc seiji..................... idk trans exorcists are so kjsdf generally uninteresting to me. as a guy who only does canon-compliant trans hcs bc i like the logistical challenge. they already have so much and such specific stuff going on it rarely adds anything except the eye eater's ability to make deals for SRS. the youkai-seeing is already an allegory for them both being autistic and gay adding a third thing in there is just gilding the lily.

and also. i say they cause theyre a package deal lol. they have to start at the same place and end at the same place at relatively the same time, if not the same pace. just by nature of their narrative deal. so trans masc exorcists is already stretching believability w a teen natori whose family wishes he were dead but also let him socially transition. but trans fem...?

so spent my walk thinkin about a teen seiji who AGAIN knows himself much earlier than natori does. and AGAIN. meets this awkward insecure defensive kid and immediately clocks him for [whatever] because he's seeing self in the other. sees this guy w his ill-fitting attention-deflecting clothes and his hair long in his face and goes hm. but leaves him largely to his own devices about it while making the occasional cryptic comment and spending his own time raiding shinobu's now-up-for-grabs closet and doodling cool goth ladies in his notes.

dont know how it would shake out as adults but i do like the thought of. natori comes out in some capacity and matobas like so i was right after all, haha, congrats. and natori oblivious this whole time is like. WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNNNN youre also a woman. [i couldve been less confused for the last 6+ years if i knew someone else felt this way!!!!/why cant i ever do anything that doesnt involve you 😭😭] [most angry and confused and happy he's ever been in his life]

[landofgay]

feeling kinda better, I have 4 hours to feel 100% better

[bitter-sweet-coffee]

no like. think about it. eclipse was created because his people were defeated and a dying species already, and they came to earth to hopefully restore the black arms SO THEY DONT FUCKING DIE LMAO??? and he doesn't instantly go apeshit like even though he was created to destroy shadow and is plagued by being made in his image aka not his own person (cough shadow cough metal sonic) but he asks shadow to join him. against his orders btw. and then tries to mind control shadow to cooperate instead of just like, y'know, killing him. basically begging for an ally.

then later on eclipse gets thrown to earth with the eggs as he literally begs to help back home (because unlike literally other black/dark arm antagonist he ACTUALLY fucking cares about his species' survival). oh then black death fucking dies and so does the eye so eclipse is furious and also hurt (very reasonable that's his dad basically?!?)

to make matters worse, in the crash landing only 4 of the hatchlings survived. 4. yeah that's a real strong generation guys like ??? he's distraught he's so relieved when he finds survivors just look:

like??? look how pure he is i'm so mad about it:

he's literally just this young dude thrown into existence to save his dying people, and then disobeys orders to try and make sure everyone he knows is safe and happy BUT THEN ALSO BEFRIENDS THE GUY HE'S SUPPOSED TO KILL NOT ONCE BUT TWICE BC HE DOES IT AGAIN LATER AND WANTS A DAMN FAMILY MEMBER??? EVEN AFTER SHADOW & CO KILLED HIS DAD???

like. some people might argue "well he still wants to harvest the earth" uh yeah because food? He'll do anything to protect his people that's not inherently wrong just help the dude by giving him a different source because using earth is all he knows? sure he's the only black arms with free will (lmao in your face shadow) but he tried to ask for shadow's help numerous times and that fucker denied him. like. SHADOW. MY DUDE. YOU ARE MAKING AN ENEMY HERE. HELP ECLIPSE RESTORE HIS (ACTUALLY BOTH OF YOUR) ENDANGERED SPECIES/ALIEN RACE WITHOUT IT HURTING ANYONE SO EVERYONE WINS???

i think shadow should have said yes but worked with eclipse to find sustainable food for the black arms that wouldn't hurt others so they could get an ally and a family member out of it. imagine eclipse ruling the black arms which restores them to full power??? AND THEN THEYRE REALLY STRONG ALLIES IN CASE OTHER THREATS COME ALONG LIKE IMAGINE SEASON 3 OF SONIC X BUT SORTA LIKE 06 WITH A VIBE OF SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG 2 WHERE AT ONE POINTS HE CALLS ON ECLIPSE (revealing the now prosperous colony) TO HELP ASSIST SONIC & CO??? AND IT WORKS???

oh my god. since they're potentially not forced to stick around earth for food they could explore the galaxies. why couldn't the black arms eventually SOS shadow because these extremely advanced aliens are wrecking their shit and stealing everything and draining them because these dudes are basically gods and shadow is like "okay i'll get help" because these godly aliens will eventually find earth. oh turns out these are the babylonians! yeah! like they found the REAL babylon (planet) not just the measly scavenger ship that crashed to earth and caused all that riders crap + gave us the babylon rogues.

why. why couldn't we have this. SEGA i'm so disappointed this is why i used to never bring up archie because while i admit i haven't reread the comics in years and thus the nostalgia and bias might have warped my memory of events... eclipse deserved better. we could have had really cool allies but instead they went with a second black arms genocide. grrrrrr

[disfrutalakia]

the only bad thing about qsmp is missing the intricacies of characters i love so much cause i don't speak the language (at the moment haha) ;_; ive been thinking about everything qpac and qcellbit said to each other today and getting so emotional, it's just so good, these characters are so amazing, theyre family they love each other so much etc; you translators have no idea how much you're appreciated to let fans like me understand even just a little bit of the emotion, feeling, and meaning of what they actually said!!

Oh yeah I get what you're saying.

I'm lucky that I know and can understand most of the languages in the server (french is the only one that I can't when spoken, but when written I can kinda guess some stuff since it's similar to portuguese) cause I can catch a lot of the lore and the characters.

But let me tell you, that's the beautiful thing about the qsmp, it makes you want to learn new language, to learn the context between new words, to learn about new cultures and new music so don't be sad anon! You are learning about stuff just like all of us in this fandom! (Hell even I as a brazillian have learned stuff and to appreciate brazillian music more because of Forever, it's a truly beautiful experience that I don't think a lot of media can replicate)

And thank you! For the kind answers about translatiors! I personally started doing those mostly so I could not bother my irl friends talking about qsmp all the time lmao but I'm happy that I did start, cause always makes me happy to come into the tag and see so many people that I recognize, that I have talked with through tags or even through my dms. It's a blast and it makes me truly happy!

[aita-blorbos]

my friends directed me to this blog to see what people would think about my situation. theyre fully supportive, but wanna see what tumblr thinks, i guess.

aita for killing the person who murdered my family, and then killing my rich abusive adoptive father?

hi. im like, 19. or 20. i lost count. i dont care about gender, but i guess im male and use he/him. anyway. when i was around 10, there was a break and enter into my house. we were getting robbed. the robber killed my mom and dad, while i snuck into the kitchen do grab a kitchen knife. i stabbed him in the back and took his gun while he was stunned. i was scared to use it, so instead i just kept stabbing him until he stopped breathing. great childhood, i know.

anyway, after that, i was all alone. i didnt know where my brother went, and my parents were dead. we didnt really have an extensive family, so there were no funerals, and there was no one to take care of me. so for a while i just roamed the streets. some random guy saw me, and seeing a kid covered in blood probably isnt the most normal thing, so he ran up to ask if i was ok. he brought me to an orphanage, where i stayed for a while. eventually, my second "dad" (i dont even want to call him that. hes a disgrace compared to my real father, even calling him a parent feels disrespectful) came to the orphanage to adopt a kid. said kid was me. i was happy, cause id finally have a home again, and he was rich! i would be spoiled, and given a wonderful life for the trauma i had to go through.

i was wrong, though. the guy who adopted me was a prick. he was a rich scumbag who only thought about others if it meant he could say bad things about them. he was negligent, and would sometimes hit me. he got drunk all the time, and usually i was left alone in his huge house, only having the occasional housemaid to care for me. whenever i see pictures of the interiors of huge houses or mansions it gives me chills. anyway, after all this bullshit, i finally thought enough was enough. i still carried a few knives on me ever since the incident, in case something bad happened again. at night when no one except the two of us were in the house, i stabbed him in the heart while he was sleeping. i took all his money, and figured if worst comes to worst, i could pay my way out of being punished for murder. fortunately, that wasnt even necessary. when i called 911 pretending like i had no idea what happened, none of the officers even touched me. no one had a clue i had the weapon. it was eventually ruled down to a robber that got away, ironically enough.

after all this, i inherited all of his shit. all the money, the whole house, and all his stupid rich guy bullshit (think yachts, fancy cars). it was all mine. i turned the house into a housing unit, letting anyone who wanted to to live in it (like the homeless or people who needed to get away from an abusive household), given how huge it was. seriously, it felt like a palace in a disney movie. i sold all the shit he had that i didnt care about, or gave it away for free to others. i donate frequently to charity. i make sure i dont keep too much money for myself at a time, and i dont buy stupid things that i dont actually need. i dont want to become like him.

alright, so heres the final question. i know some people think murder is unacceptable, no matter how evil the victim is, that my parents may be watching me from the stars with hatred, and that rich peolle are assholes. but im trying my best to be a good person.

am i the asshole?