> ˚ ༘ꕥ TENDER IS THE NIGHT
pairing: levi x reader
word count: 2.4k
summary: levi shares a dorm with you. he’s used to coming home to the sound of you getting fucked. when he comes home to you crying though, he doesn’t quite know how to respond…
cw: smut (minors dni 18+ only!!)
a/n: first post on tumblrrr!!!!! hope u enjoy it…make sure to check out my ao3 @173318 where i’m currently posting a longer levi x reader fic!!!
Every day he came back from the gym to the sound of muffled moans from behind the door of your room. Every day he sat in front of his TV, listening to the lilt of your voice as you chased your high and the bed frame lightly hitting against the wall. He’d gotten used to falling asleep to these things, your cries ringing in his ears as he fought every urge to get off to your sounds.
He knew he would never look at you the same way if he went through with it. So, he practiced as much self restraint as he could muster, even if it meant actively avoiding you most of the time. You didn’t choose to share a dorm with each other. It wasn’t out of the norm for you to share an awkward interaction with each other in the morning as you finally left your room with your boyfriend for breakfast as Levi was going out to his first class. A quick acknowledgment with the nod of a head was about as deep of an interaction as you tended to get.
What was out of the norm was Levi finally returning one night to silence. He frowned at the phenomenon. Sure, he should be happy about this newfound peace in the dorm. Something seemed odd. He found his gut feeling to be correct when he listened a little closer, only to hear the stifled sounds of something else from behind the wall that separated your bedrooms.
Crying. You were crying.
He didn’t know what to do with himself, unable to leave his room and comfort you. He didn’t know you, couldn’t do anything to find out what was wrong.
He ran a hand over his face.
Why did he care?
*
You were used to Levi paying no mind to you when it came to you. The extent of your previous conversations were, as far as you could remember, a short interaction at the start of the year of introductions and name exchanging, followed by a series of grunts, nods, and single words in the following months. You wish you could say it didn’t bother you, but you found yourself desperate to know him a little better. So desperate it was almost embarrassing.
You knew his major. You knew he liked to be alone. You knew he went to the gym. The latter was hard to not know. Not just because he was built like a fucking god - which you discovered once when walking in on him shirtless in the kitchen, which had you gawking at him like he was the eighth wonder of the world, which he definitely noticed - but because you knew exactly what time he came home from the gym every night. And every night you timed it to perfection, because you always heard the door shut right before your boyfriend would bury himself inside of you. You wondered what Levi did when he heard you. Did he listen to music to drown out your noises? Did he touch himself? You doubt he did anything at all. His stoic nature left no room for fantasies and you could not imagine him caring about anything that you did.
So it was definitely shocking to you when you found him leaning on the doorway of your room, a box of tissues in his hand.
“Are you okay?” his voice rang out around your room.
You wiped your face with the back of your hand. “Yeah. Yeah, I’m okay.”
He looked at you with raised eyebrows. You paused for a moment.
“…no. I’m not. My boyfriend. He’s been cheating on me.”
Levi couldn’t quite believe what he was hearing. Cheating on you? He didn’t understand why anyone would.
You might not have been the closest of friends, but that didn’t mean Levi couldn’t see just how attractive you were. It was almost daunting. Even if your interactions weren’t awkward in the first place, he would’ve felt so by how intimidating your looks were. You were pretty in ways he couldn’t comprehend. So to think that you had been cheated on…it seemed blasphemous to him.
“Oh,” was all Levi could muster. When the silence ensued as you continued to wipe your cheeks with your hands, he took the initiative to walk over to your bed, standing next to your curled up frame with the box of tissues extended towards you.
“Thank you,” you murmured.
“S’alright,” he replied, “anyone would do it.”
You looked up at him. His face, though reasonably nonchalant, still showed some signs of concern, of empathy. You sighed.
“Do you want to talk about it, maybe?” he suggested.
So you did. You spoke to him about everything that your boyfriend had said, all the shit he’d done to you, all the things you stayed for and why you never should’ve put up with them. He was a good listener. You got along well, and it made you wonder why you hadn’t spoke to him enough. Things maybe could’ve been different.
“I mean, the sex was good.” You shrugged off the sentence. Levi grunted, to which you turned and frowned at him. “What?”
“You made enough noise for me to know that.”
Of course you knew he’d heard you. It was the fact that you’d never openly discussed it that made your skin heat with embarrassment. Levi pressed further.
“Don’t tell me you didn’t know I could hear?”
You shook your head a little. “I…well, I knew. I suppose. I didn’t really think about it.”
He laughed a little. “I don’t see any harm in it. Just sounded like you could do a little better, is all.”
“How would you know?” you replied, a newfound sense of confidence in your voice, “You say you heard, but I didn’t know you actively listened.”
It was his turn to feel embarrassed now. You took advantage of the situation, sitting up a little, cocking your head to the side. “Levi, have you listened to me being fucked for…for all these months?”
He looked at you, and despite his lack of words, you could see the guilt dripping from his eyes. A smirk tugged at the corner of your lips. Before you could control what you were doing, you had leaned into his body, and pressed your mouth softly onto his.
He seemed shocked at first, stiff in the wake of you softly brushing against him. When you pulled back, his eyes were still open, full of questions.
“You’ve just got out of a relationship,” he breathed, looking for signs of regret across your face, “I don’t want to take advantage of you like this.”
“Levi…I used to think of you sometimes. I would hear you come in…couldn’t stop my mind from wandering,” you admitted. You weren’t lying either. Getting off meant you needed to think of Levi. Truth be told, you used your boyfriend for the sex. You knew he’d been cheating, cheating for a long time, yet you stayed with him. Why?
Anything to get something from Levi. Any kind of attention. You craved it. You wanted him. This was your last try, breaking up with your boyfriend so you could make one final attmept at getting to Levi. And it worked.
Levi let out a shaky breath. “Fuck.”
You looked at each other. There was a hunger in both of your eyes, something you hadn’t seen before. It was as though he were fighting his better judgement.
He wanted you. He felt guilty for wanting you. But with you sitting in front of him, panting in the heat of just a soft kiss and confession, he couldn’t help himself. His better judgement could get fucked.
“C’mere,” he muttered, one last word before he leaned in and pushed his lips against yours.
The world came crashing down around you when he slipped his tongue into your mouth. He was passionate, moving rapidly yet savouring the feeling. His hands moved to your waist, lifting you up as your hands pressed between your chest and his.
“You don’t know what you do to me,” he whispered against your cheek, moving his lips down towards your neck.
When he set you down on his lap, the shock was instant. You gasped. If it wasn’t obvious before what effect you had on him, it definitely was now. He was hard underneath you as he pulled back from peppering kisses against your jawline to look in your eyes.
“Are you okay with this?” he questioned. You could barely get a nod out, your mind blank with arousal as you looked at his hazy expression.
Once he’s confirmed that you want what he wants, he makes no hesitation to dive back into your neck, sucking in just the right places to leave you whimpering in his wake. He reaches down to the hem of your top and you lift your arms up for him to remove it. He takes a moment after, a brief moment to look up at you and gaze unabashedly at just how perfect you are. You look so unaware of it, too. It only makes him want you more.
Before he can do anything else, you push your hips forwards, and the choked sound he makes leave you grinning. His eyes are wide as you move again, his hands flying to your hips as though to ground himself. He’s really here. Shit, this is really happening.
You roll your hips once more, you can only get one more out before he groans and pulls you harder against him. You gasp and clutch at his shirt.
“Please…take this…” you don’t even finish your sentence before he sits up, moving you with him as he removes his shirt and…fuck. You practically dribble at the sight of him. And he smirks. He fucking knows what he does to you. Bastard.
You’re left in nothing but your underwear when he presses you back into your bed, hands splayed across your hips as you slowly removes the straps of your bra from your shoulders. He kisses across your chest, leaving a trail of electricity with his mouth. You strain against his touch. It’s too much, you want him to touch you now. He’s taking his time though, taking as much time as he wants with you.
When his lips trail lower, lower still to the pretty little bow at the centre of your panties, you pull his hair gently. He looks up at you.
“You don’t have to do that,” you murmur, “I don’t need you to do it if you don’t want to…”
He looks almost confused at your words. Why would he not want to?
“My ex…he never wanted to do anything like that,” you explain, a little embarrassed under Levi’s now cold gaze.
You go to explain yourself again, but you’re cut brutally short by the feeling of his hot mouth against your clit, panties swiftly moved to the side as his tongue slides up your slit. You moan, legs jolting up and squeezing against his head. He uses his hands to hold your thighs apart…fuck he’s strong enough to hold your thighs apart…and continues his attack on your pussy, lapping and licking and doing anything he can to elicit all those little sounds from you. All those little sounds he’s been craving for the past two months.
“I can’t believe,” he groans, “he wouldn’t want,” another lick, “to do this,” another lick, “to you.”
You’re tensing up under him and…oh god, you feel the coil in your stomach beginning to unwind.
He doesn’t stop. He doesn’t ever want to stop. His mind is running laps and all he can think about is why didn’t he do this to you sooner?
It’s only when he looks up at you from under his messed up hair that you finally clench around him and release swiftly, moaning out his name in the process. He’s painfully hard now, hips rutting against your bed, and you’re painfully aware of it.
He comes up to kiss you. He lets you taste yourself on his mouth. It’s dirty, it’s so dirty and you love it.
“Can I fuck you now?” he whispers into your ear, sending chills down your spine.
He’s making it about you. Of course he is, he’s heard everything you’ve done. Heard how you sucked your boyfriend off and never got anything back from him. Heard how your boyfriend finished without you and you didn’t even protest. And now he’s showing you how it should’ve been.
What he would’ve done.
He’s slow when he pushes into you, letting you gasp as you accommodate for him. He’s big, whispering sweet nothings like “you can take it” and “you fit so perfectly.”
When he eventually moves faster, you cry out at how good it feels. How perfectly he reaches the spot that makes you claw at his back, eliciting fucking whimpers from him. He’s just as obsessed as you are.
Your face is a picture of beauty to him. He can’t help but stare at you, so fucked out and desperate for him, pleading for him to keep going.
You’re both chasing your highs now. It’s only a matter of who will finish first. When he reaches two fingers down to circle your clit, you have nothing left to do but give in and let yourself go.
“That’s it, baby. Cum around my cock, I want you to…oh, fuck,” he groans as he stills inside of you, his release quick to follow yours. You dig your fingers into his back one last time before releasing him so he can fall onto his back next to you, breathing heavily and sticky with sweat and your slick.
It’s peaceful for a while. Neither of you say anything, simply enjoying the presence of the other as you rest through your post orgasm haze. He’s the first to talk.
“I want to know you better.”
You smirk coyly. “Do you not think seeing me naked is knowing me well enough?”
He smiles at you. “Not like that. I want to know what you like and what you do, I want to know everything.”
You can’t help but giggle at his words.
“We’re doing this all backwards,” you whisper against his chest, his arm now folded behind you, “knowing how I sound when I finish before knowing what my favourite food is.”
“It’s cereal,” he strokes your hair.
You whip your head around. “How do you know that?”
“I’m observant,” he shrugs, “guess you don’t know much about me either.”
You look up into his eyes, and despite your limited interactions, you feel comfortable and happy in his arms.
“Tell me everything I need to know then, Levi.”
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