#Upstead x reader

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Ace-Part 2

Jay Halstead x Reader x Hailey Upton (Reader Nicknamed Ace)

Jay and Hailey want to talk things out but it ends with you pushing them further away.

When your text alert went off you groaned and seriously considered for a moment just throwing it at the wall. You had insurance on it after all but then again you had already changed out twice this year. You reached out for your phone and when your hand finally wrapped around it, you pulled it to your face and squinted against the brightness of the screen “Fuck” you turned down the brightness level then clicked on the unread text.

It was from Hailey. Do you want to get breakfast before work? Or just coffee? You rubbed your hand down your face as you stared at the words. Why did you read it? You had your freaking read receipts on so now she knew you’d seen it. You hadn’t really spoken much to her or Jay in the last couple days. It was just awkward for you. 

You were a grown woman, you’d had one night stands but never with people you actually cared about, people that meant something to you. You never should have allowed that line to be crossed. You just needed the weirdness to pass, that was all. After a moment she texted again Ace, are you mad at us? Ok, that made your heart twist a little. As much as you didn’t want to face the consequences of your bad decisions you also didn’t want to risk pushing your best friends away either. You sighed and texted back Not much for breakfast but coffee sounds good

You tossed your blanket off and was just climbing out of the bed when she texted again We’ll meet you there

You sighed and tossed the phone down onto the bed. You could do this, it was an important step. You wanted to get things back to normal, get past that weird morning after limbo.

You parked your truck and spotted Jay’s a couple spaces down so you leaned back in to grab your jacket and slipped your arms into it before walking to the door of the coffee shop.

When you stepped in the smell of brewing coffee and fresh pastries hit your nose and your stomach growled despite yourself. Ok, maybe you were a little hungry. You looked around and spotted the two of them in the corner, already sitting at a table. They were talking but Jay’s eyes flickered towards the door and a smile slipped onto his face when he saw you then he bumped Hailey’s shoulder and she looked up, a smile slipping onto her face too.

You walked over to them “Morning” “Morning” Jay greeted first and Hailey smiled “We ordered your usual along with ours, hope that's ok?” you nodded “That’s very ok, did you order just coffee or..?” Hailey cut you off with a laugh “I ordered you a lemon pastry” you smiled “Thank you” she grinned “You’re welcome”

“Hey, it was my idea to order the pastries!” Jay sounded almost offended. You shook your head “Thank you Halstead” he grabbed his chest like you’d struck him “Oh she gets smiles and I get Halstead?” you rolled your eyes “I could always leave?”

“Halstead works” he laughed, grabbing your chair to make sure you didn’t get up. About that time the barista called out Jay’s name. He looked from you to Hailey “I’m gonna go grab that, make sure she doesn’t bolt before I get back”

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You watched him walk away then looked back at Hailey “Are you the flight risk or am I?” she gave you a look and you felt your face warm “Oh” “Yeah oh, can we talk about it?” you shrugged “Not much to talk about Hails” and started to mess with your necklace as a nervous habit. She watched you for a second then nodded slowly “So you regret it”

“That sounded more like a statement than a question detective so I’m not sure how to proceed” you replied and she raised an eyebrow “Come on Ace, it’s me. This isn’t an interrogation. I just wanted to talk, make sure we’re all good because you gave the flash a run for his money”

You opened your mouth to reply but Jay made it back to the table about that time and put down the tray of coffee along with the little paper bag that held the pastries. He could sense the tension so he smiled “Everything good?” you nodded “How much was mine? I’ll pay you back” 

He held out your coffee and food “Like hell sweetheart” you took it and he handed Hailey hers then sat down. You raised your eyes to look at Hailey “We’re good Hails” “You never answered my question” she spoke softly and you shrugged “You didn’t word it as a question”

She sighed and looked at Jay so he turned to face you, leaning over on the table “Ace, do you regret what happened?”  you looked from his seafoam colored eyes to Hailey’s pure blue ones and felt your heart flip. Did you regret it? You shrugged “If it’s going to change our friendship then yes because you two are my best friends”

“So what now?” Hailey asked and you smiled softly “We forget it happened maybe? You two mean a lot to me and I don’t want to lose you because..” you looked around and chose your next words carefully “Because we were all in a bad space and our mental demons decided to play nice together”

Hailey’s face fell slightly “Oh” Jay grabbed his coffee and took a sip “If that’s what you want Ace, it’s forgotten” and cut his eyes at Hailey. You felt like you were missing something, some sort of communication between the two of them you weren’t privy to but then again they were married, they had the right to that didn’t they?

“Ok, well thanks for the coffee and pastry. I’ll see you both at work” you grabbed the cup and bag and stood up. They both nodded so you turned to head to the door, hoping like hell you hadn’t just said or did the wrong thing to lose you Jay and Hailey from your life.

“So, do you believe her?” Hailey asked Jay once you’d walked out of the coffee shop. They’d talked over this for the last couple days. As a couple they had to talk it out, as individuals they had to talk it out and the startling but not quite surprising conclusion they’d come to was they’d both developed feelings for you and were not mad in the least about the other developing feelings for you.

“I don’t know” Jay breathed, eyes dropping to his wedding ring. “Maybe we should forget what happened Hailey, if that’s what Ace wants. We don’t want to push her away” Hailey nodded before asking him “Yeah but can we forget how we feel about her?” he shrugged “She’s our best friend. We just have to settle for that to keep her”

Hailey sighed, staring at the door of the coffee shop. “Tell me the truth on one thing Jay and I’m not going to get mad because you know I love you and you know I love our personal life” he cut his eyes at her “What is it baby?” she half smiled “How many times have you thought about it?” he smirked “Probably as many times as you have” and she nodded “That’s what I thought and that night just concreted it. Let’s get to work”

She stood up and pulled him into a kiss. She pulled him closer when he deepened the kiss, rolling his tongue against hers “I love you Jay” he smiled “I love you too”

You were just a few minutes ahead of Jay and Hailey which meant you barely sat down at your desk before you heard the gate pop and their boots on the stairs. By the time they made it to the top Voight was coming out of his office “Gear up, we gotta respond to a shooting on the north end” 

You were almost grateful to have something to do that didn’t involve just being around the bullpen. You stood up from your desk and nearly shoulder checked Jay “Shit, sorry Jay” you muttered and he smiled “No problem”

You felt your face warm slightly when his hand came out to rest on your hip to steady you. His gaze locked onto your face for just a moment and you refused to meet his eyes. You couldn’t let him see that reaction. “Thanks” you whispered then fell in line to head down to roll up before anyone noticed that interaction. 

You were almost finished gearing up and was about to get Adam to double check your vest when Hailey turned you by the shoulders “I got ya” you dropped your gaze to the floor when her fingertips brushed against your neck while she adjusted the strap just slightly. What the hell was that reaction? “You’re good” she spoke and you cut your eyes back at her “Thanks” then moved to follow Kevin out. “Ready to get it?” he asked and you grinned “Always Kev” and bumped your fist against his.

The shooting was carnage, just carnage. Three victims looked like a gang hit. You knew trying to find witnesses was a hit or miss situation but like it or not that was your job. You and Kevin were canvassing the block, Jay and Hailey were talking to the local business owners while Adam and Kim went to the hospital in hopes one of the victims may pull through.

“Thank you for your time ma’am. If you think of anything else, feel free to call” you handed her a card as you and Kevin walked away and he cut his eyes at you “She ain’t calling” “Ya think?” you scoffed. “Nobody wants to talk to us when this shit happens but it's always our fault at the same damn time” Kevin sighed. You shrugged “This is all we can do Kev, try to get ahead of it before the next one” 

Jay waved the two of you over so you and Kevin walked over to him, Hailey and Voight.”Anything from witnesses?” Voight asked and you cut your eyes at him “Oh yeah boss, they were down right chatty” he shook his head “Cut the sarcasm Ace” you shrugged “Platt always says ask a dumb question, get a dumb answer”

You looked at Hailey “Anything from the businesses?” she pointed towards a bodega “They had two working cameras, emailed the footage to the precinct as far as the other two? Their cameras are either broken or fake” you groaned “Of course. Have we heard anything back from Kim or Adam?” 

Voight shook his head and you nodded “Ok, what now boss?” he looked around “Circle back to the precinct. We’ll figure out next steps, get word out to C.I.’s and try to get a handle on what this was about, if more is coming and how the hell we can stop it before more bodies hit the ground”

 You slapped Kevin’s arm “You heard the man. Let’s go” 

You sat on the edge of your desk, watching as Voight taped the photos of the DOAs and the two currently hospitalized on the board “What do we know?” you asked and he hit one of the photos “Two of em had gang ties, the third one? None. This kid was squeaky clean” “So was he our target or collateral damage?” Kim asked and Voight shrugged “That’s the question all of you have to figure out. Atwater you’re with me. Ruzek and Burgess double back to Med then check in with C.I.s. Ace, roll with Upton and Halstead”

You wanted to argue but knew better, besides you and Jay did share a C.I. Hailey shot you a small smile. “Roll out, let's find something out”

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You grabbed your jacket to follow Jay and Hailey down the stairs, trying to keep the look off your face that screamed how miserable you currently were. Jay opened the gate then held it for you both. You stepped through then continued walking, not waiting on them to make it outside. You could do this, make jokes, brush it off.

“So who’s people we going to see first? Yours, mine or ours?” you asked with a grim, cutting your eyes back at them. Hailey shrugged “We’ll check in with mine first then hit your shared one then Jay’s” you nodded “Sounds good to me, lets get on it”

Jay raised an eyebrow “So, we’re good now?” you nodded “We were always good Jay” Hailey laughed lightly “Oh we know you’re good” and you felt your face warm “Get in the truck ma’am” and she winked at you “I’m sorry but that was an opening I had to take”

By the time the three of you made it back to the precinct you felt a little better because even meeting up with C.I.s you found yourself joking with them and the awkwardness was fading. Maybe your friendship could get over it after all?

Jay parked and you slid out of the backseat, Hailey sliding out the passenger seat behind you. “Kim texted, we have another victim” you announced looking back at Hailey then over at Jay. They both nodded slowly “Damn, she was what? Sixteen?” Jay asked and you nodded “Yup”

“Good news is that Voight’s guy may have us some sort of a lead, we just have to play nice with vice” Jay groaned “I fucking hate those assholes” you didn’t think about it before you said “Oh honey everyone hates those assholes” and saw the two of them exchange a look that was a little too similar to…nope not going to the situation that look was similar to.

“Doesn’t your ex work in vice?” Hailey asked and you nodded “Yup, Melody Tyeron” she raised an eyebrow “This’ll be fun” you didn’t like the look in her eyes nor the fact that it made your heart flip “It’ll be fine” you assured her with a tight lipped smile.

She cut her eyes at Jay as the three of you headed inside. You nodded to Trudy on the way by but she whistled so you froze “Yeah?” she nodded towards the stairs “Tyeron is already upstairs” you groaned “Ok, thanks for the heads up” “Any time sweetie” she replied so you took a deep breath and headed for the stairs. 

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“Can I punch her?” Hailey asked Jay, the two of them were watching you interact with your ex and every time the woman looked at you Hailey had to fight the urge to knock her teeth down her throat. “No, Ace can handle herself” Jay reminded her and she nodded slowly “Yeah but that bitch cheated on her”

Jay shrugged “Can’t help that” Hailey looked at him “You’re only saying that because it’s one of her female exes. If it was one of the guys, you’d be pissed” he nodded, not seeing the point in arguing when she had already called him out “Oh yeah, I would’ve already swung but you’re more even tempered than I am”

She looked back towards you again and you were moving away from Melody to walk over to Kim’s desk. You looked pissed but not like you needed a rescue, you just needed a breather. “Trying to be even tempered and being even tempered are two different things” she muttered.

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You despised vice. They were a bunch of bullheaded assholes. You stuck close to Kim and Adam during the debriefing and when Voight started pairing everyone up for the takedown you groaned under your breath when you and Kevin were given Melody. You cut your eyes at Voight and he shrugged slightly as if to apologize.

You moved closer to Kevin, whispering in his ear “and why couldn’t we just take the info and run with it? We have a four time success rate over these asses” a smirk slipped onto his face before he said “We just handle the weight of the takedown then they the ones that put their picture in the paper”

“Ace, Atwater and Tyeron you three take the street side. Upton, Halstead and O’Neal take the alley side. Ruzek, Burgess and Jones take the back. The rest of us have the front” it was an old house with three exits and a freaking fire escape.

You nodded “Yes sir” and everyone moved to get into their positions. You caught Jay’s eye and smiled. He winked at you before following Hailey and O’Neal. 

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“CPD FREEZE” you held your gun level on the man who’d just ran out. “Don’t do it asshole” you told him and he must have weighed his options because he put his hands behind his head and slowly went down to his knees. “Good boy. Cuff him Tyeron” you spoke and she moved in to put the cuffs on him. 

“GOT A RUNNER” you heard Hailey’s voice across the coms right before her and Jay came running around the corner. “Go, I got this” Kevin told you so you hit the com and fell in “I got east, Hailey take west, Jay stay on his ass”

“Copy that” “Copy that” technically Jay had seniority on you but fuck it. 

You slid in one direction, Hailey in the other while Jay stayed right behind the guy. You ended up corralling him into an alleyway. “No place to go” Hailey spoke and the guy did a slow turn realizing he had you on one side, Hailey on one, a brick wall on one and Jay back the way he came.

He eyed Hailey and you and Jay spoke in unison “Don’t” your guns trained on him for the slightest movement. He held up his hands and went down to his knees. “You got me?” Jay asked you and you nodded “Cuff his ass” Hailey tossed him her cuffs so he cuffed the guy and pulled a forty five from his waistband. “You son of a bitch” you muttered and had to fight the urge to slap him. The way he’d been eyeing Hailey. He’d considered it.

He shrugged “Had to think about it damn” you open handedly slapped him “You don’t even deserve a punch you bastard” you snatched him from Jay’s hands and shoved him in front of you “Come on, I’m shoving your ass into a patrol car myself” 

You were walking out of the twenty first when you heard Hailey call your name so you stopped and turned to see her and Jay headed towards you. “Yeah?” she smiled “You slapped that guy for even having the thought of it” you shrugged “You’re my partner and my friend” she nodded slowly “You’ve never slapped anyone over Ruzek”

“I like you better, always have” you teased and she laughed “Nice to know” Jay cleared his throat and when you looked at him he lifted one shoulder and let it fall “You got plans for dinner?” you shook your head “Depends, is it a restaurant dinner?”

He nodded “We didn’t think you’d exactly want to come to our place” you wanted to get over the weirdness and a girl had to eat so you shrugged “Fuck it, why not? I’ll follow you there?” Hailey smiled “Ok”

You walked over to your truck and climbed in, hoping this wasn’t a bad idea.

“What is that?” you leaned over and poked what was on Jay’s plate with your fork and Hailey busted out laughing. “She has a point baby, what did you order?” he raised an eyebrow “The menu said it was some sort of crab. This doesn’t look like crab” you laughed and slid your plate halfway towards him “It’s not how you normally eat it but want half my steak?”

“My hero” he teased, stabbing the piece of meat with his fork. You shook your head and shoved some of the potatoes over onto his plate too, “Here ya go honey” he winked at you “Aren’t you sweet?” you shook your head “Don’t get used to it” Hailey laughed “Yeah, she’s only sweet for me”

She grabbed the menu and looked up at you “Speaking of sweet, want to split a dessert? I don’t want a whole one” you leaned over closer to her and eyed the menu “Tiramisu?” she grinned “I love how your mind works”

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You walked out to the parking lot next to Hailey, Jay had his arm around her and she had her hand dangling down next to yours as if she wanted to grab it but thought better of it. When you got to your truck you turned to face them “Thanks for dinner even if Jay’s turned out to be questionable” he grinned “Hey, you gave me half of yours so I still got decent food”

You laughed “I’m glad I came out, I don’t want weirdness with you two. You mean too much to me” “Good” Hailey replied and pulled you into a hug. Your mind said to tense up but your body automatically relaxed against hers, she leaned back and smiled before brushing your hair back out of your face “You mean a lot to us too, rather you get that or not”

You didn’t mean for it to happen but the next breath your lips were meeting hers. One of her hands moved up to cup your chin as she stepped closer to you. The kiss was gentle, testing the waters. When she squeezed your hip with her other hand and you gasped she rolled her tongue into your mouth against yours and you whimpered lightly. It took you a moment for reality to set in and then you pulled back from her with wide eyes “Fuck I’m sorry” you looked at Jay who up until that point had seemed perfectly content watching you make out with his wife “Sorry”

You turned to try to get in your truck and possibly just head for the border but Jay’s hand wrapped gently around your upper arm “Ace, sweetheart” you looked around the parking lot before turning to face him “What?” he gave you one of those smiles that would make anyone weak “Why are you apologizing and running, again?” you shook your head, eyes flickering from his down to his lips and back up. 

He leaned down, giving you plenty of time to pull away before his lips crashed against yours. His kiss wasn’t as gentle as Hailey’s. He kissed a little more claiming, like was trying to taste all of you at once, his tongue licking into your mouth pulling little noises out of you as you finally got enough of your senses to push against his chest “I can’t do this”

“Do what?” He asked and you waved between him and Hailey “This! I’m not a damn unicorn for a married couple Jay! I’m not interested in being a toy and having my heart ripped out. I care about you two, you’re my best friends! That’s why I wish the other night would have never happened. Please if you two care about me back off, because no matter how bad I want both of you…I’m not about to give anyone that power dynamic over me” 

“We wouldn’t…” Hailey started and you held up a hand “Not on purpose but you’re married Hails. You’re in love with Jay, he’s in love with you. I deserve someone to be in love with me. Not just want to fuck me or claim me. Ok?” 

You looked down where Jay’s hand was still loosely on your arm and he released it, letting his hand drop to your side “It wouldn’t be like that Ace” you smiled sadly “Yeah, it would. From now on, our friendship is work only. I’m sorry” you turned and climbed into your truck. You didn’t look back before slipping your key into the ignition and pulling away from the curb. This was a bad idea. All of this could result in you having to leave intelligence.

“FUCK!” you slammed your hands against the steering wheel as you drove. Anger at yourself and the situation. Why had you ever allowed it to happen? Why had you been so damn weak, so pathetic, so lonely that you would risk the two closest friendships you had? 

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“We just lost her completely didn’t we?” Hailey asked, on the verge of tears as the two of them watched your tail lights disappear. “I don’t know, I never thought she’d see us like that” Jay admitted, slipping his arms around her.  Hailey sighed “I guess we have no choice but to back off, I don’t want to see her leave the unit. Do you?”

Jay shook his head “Of course not” you’d been their best friend for years now. You were always there. Before they got together, when they were falling for each other. Hell you were the only person who’d actually known the day they got married. The last few weeks, spending so much time with you on and off the clock had just led both of them to face feelings that probably had been brewing for some time and they all just ended up boiling over that night.

“We give her time, we let her breath and just try to be her friends again? Maybe she’ll see we want more than that?” Jay offered and Hailey nodded “Let’s go home”

Part 3 

@desimarie12

[uptondixon]

Unaccountable Pain

This is a Upstead x Platonic reader based on Season 7 Episode 13 "I Was Here". Reader is a patrol officer, she was with Kim in the motel room. This idea came to me after watching the episode recently. It's also my first time writing for One Chicago so tell me what you think!

"It wasn't your fault, sweetheart," Hailey's voice sounded calm, low tone intended to keep your worries away, but that was impossible.

Kim lost her baby today. You saw it, you were there when her whole world came falling down. You were supposed to back her up.

You had entered the motel room with Kim, ready to save the young girl from that monster disguised as a man. But none of you expected a second man to be on the inside. He came for you, twice your size, a scream of "I got him" from you urging Kim to go forward, reaching the bathroom where the girl was being drowned.

"It was," you cried out to Hailey, her own unshed tears shining on the dimly lit hospital room. The pain experienced today was unaccountable. With you and Kim in the hospital, Hailey and the whole district were devastated.

Hailey stepped closer to your bed, wiping the fallen tears from your bruised eyes. The door opens, and Jay enters with a sorrowful look, closing the door behind him.

"Hey, how are things here?" His voice carried the same tone as Hailey's, worried and caring for you.

Hailey looked at him with a sad smile, a smile that Jay was, unfortunately, used to seeing it. It meant she was sorry. It meant things were going to be okay but not exactly right now.

"You're going to be okay, Y/n. We're here for you." 

A couple steps and Jay was on your other side of the bed, staring down at you.

You don't remember feeling this broken in a long time. Like nothing in the world could fix you up. But looking at the two detectives beside you, you knew you weren't alone. You didn't have to go through this alone.

The tears you've been holding from the moment they took you from that filthy hotel room come crashing down, two pairs of arms instantly holding you close. 

The three of you stayed like that, holding each other for God knows how long. And in that moment, you truly felt like everything would be okay.

[sayafics]

Just For A Moment - Part 1

Jay Halstead x OC/reader

This is my first time trying to write something angsty, so please be kind! I've seen quite a few fics where the partner always gets seen when they see their SO cheating, and its always teary denials and breakups, I wanted to put a spin on it and go down the line of "she knows, but she doesn't tell anyone" and the OC kind of just thinks of them as broken up and strangers without telling their SO that.

My plan with this storyline is that everyone kind of sides with Jay because no one really knows why she's being so cold with him, and it just carries on building until it reaches the breaking point. The question is, who'll break first?

Please let me know if you enjoyed this!

TW: cheating, (slightly?) angsty

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Masterlist

Voight had extended an offer for Aurora Gallo to join his Intelligence department a few days after Erin had left, Erin's departure left a gaping hole in the team and Voight was hopeful that Aurora would be the one to mend it.

Aurora was the daughter of an old friend of Hank's. She'd spent a few short years working her way through different organisations such as the CIA and FBI as an undercover operative.

But she needed a break. She was slowly losing herself in the multiple lives she had lived, and she needed a change.

Aurora hadn't expected the offer from Voight, but she was grateful all the same.

She moved to Chicago shortly after his offer, joining the Intelligence office and being partnered with him.

Jay Halstead.

Jay was an enigma - one she couldn't get enough of.

She had heard the rumours, of course. Of how Jay had been in love with Erin before she left.

And she had been the one to replace Erin, in both the team, and now in Jay's life.

It was hard not to draw comparisons. The whispers of the department always found their way to her, and, sometimes, when she looked into Jay's eyes, she always thought she could see him longing for more.

But she told herself not to worry, that Jay cared for her, that Jay chose her.

Not Erin, and definitely not anyone else.

That's what she continued to tell herself. Even after Hailey joined the team, even after Hailey found ways to get close to Jay when she wasn't his partner.

Soon, the small habits that Jay carried out for Aurora, he would carry out for Hailey too.

Checking up on her after a tough case, bringing her coffee in the mornings, dropping her off home after a late day at work, and picking her up bright and early in the morning. All of it, once done just for Aurora, were now moments and memories she shared with Hailey.

And just like that, those actions lost their meaning. But Aurora learnt to hide her hurt, instead choosing to ignore her heart and listen to Jay.

They were just friends.

That was what Jay had said the first time she expressed her concerns over their relationship, and she believed it. That everything Jay did for Hailey was out of the goodness of his heart because he was just so good.

So, on the night of their six month anniversary, when Aurora had dolled herself up and grabbed the cake, she had spent the whole day baking, on her way out of her apartment, she had left with a heart full of love and excitement.

The team had the day off today, and she had spent most of her morning at Jay's house before drumming up an excuse to go back to her apartment so she could finish her preparations.

Aurora held no sadness in her heart at the idea Jay might have forgotten their six month anniversary, after all such a thing wasn't significant to everyone.

But it was special to her, and she wanted to celebrate it with Jay - surprise him even.

Before leaving his place, she had asked Jay if he had plans, and he denied saying his only plan was to drink beer and watch the game. The revelation had calmed her nerves as she promised to text him later if she was free, knowing that she wouldn't because she wanted to surprise him instead.

And that was why she now stood in front of Jay's apartment, a small box with the cake she had baked and decorated that afternoon laid by her feet as she rummaged for the spare key Jay had given her for emergencies.

This seemed like the biggest emergency of all. If she stayed outside any longer, the frosting on her cake would melt off. And no one likes melted frosting.

As she quietly opened the door, she prayed silently that Jay had fallen asleep on the couch as she bent over to pick up her cake before walking through the door. As she closed the door behind her, her heart had calmed at the silence that rang through the apartment, hopeful that Jay truly had fallen asleep so she could set up the kitchen table before waking him.

She had taken two steps towards the kitchen before her eyes landed on the couch, and through the dim lights of a table lamp, she could make out that it was empty. She frowned slightly, hoping Jay wasn't asleep in bed - he rarely slept well, and the idea of waking him from a deep sleep rather than a nap would have just made her feel guilty.

If he had, she would just have to surprise him in the morning, and the thought brought a timid smile onto her face.

She continued her walk towards the kitchen, her steps quiet but hurried as the skirt of her deep blue dress billows around her thighs. She sets the cake on the kitchen counter, hands ready to lift up the lid to see the damage her journey here had done to the cake before she heard it.

Aurora felt her heart sink, pressure building in her sternum as the sound she heard repeated over and over again, not only in her head but in the apartment.

It sounded like... a woman?

She felt her breath stutter, the quiet moans she heard building in volume as she slipped her heels off and treaded cautiously towards the room she knew to be Jay's. After all, she and Jay had been in there many times.

As she got closer towards the room, her hands trembled as she stumbled, her feet catching on clothes thrown astray. The sight caused her to hesitate, frozen in a stupor as she looked at the articles of clothing which littered the floor.

Shoes, trousers, shirts. Women's clothes.

Aurora screwed up her eyes harshly, her breaths coming out in ragged pants as she tried to control herself, trying to convince herself that she was wrong. That Jay couldn't do anything wrong. He cares about her. He loves her. He said so himself. Her Jay wouldn't do something like this.

She opened her eyes, determination painted her gaze as she continued her path to Jay's room. His door was cracked open, and she held her breath as she peaked through.

Aurora's heart fell to the ground - shattered and broken. She had hoped, and she had prayed that the grunts and pleas - sounds she was so familiar with - were just a trick her paranoia was playing on her.

But looking into Jay's room, there was no denying it.

There sat her boyfriend, on the bed they had made love in, fucking another woman. Jay was leaning against the headboard, his head thrown back in pleasure as his hand gripped the waist of the blonde woman perched on his lap, his knuckles blanched as he ground her hips against his, the motion causing a moan of pleasure to wrench itself from her throat, his name on her lips as she spoke - "fuck, Jay, I'm so close."

The blood had drained from Aurora's face, she knows that voice.

"I know, baby. I'm close, too. God, Hail you feel so good."

Baby?

Tears began to well in Aurora's eyes. Jay calls her baby, and now he's called her too?

This wasn't some one night stand or some mistake. No, Jay cares about Hailey, so much so that he is willing to betray Aurora to have her.

Aurora's throat ached as she held back her sobs, her heart burning in agony as she stepped back quietly from the door. She made her way back to her things and hastily grabbed her box of cake and shoes as she scrambled away from Jay's apartment, running away from the her own nightmare.

She made it to her car, hands shaking as she shut herself in and sobs poured out from her.

Aurora had no one to go to. She didn't know the team as well as Jay, and she hadn't been around Chicago enough to make close friends. Her previous career and her lifestyle made it hard to make friends, much less keep them.

And now, when she needed someone the most, she had no one.

And she had lost the one person she thought she could always go to.

Aurora's eyes were filled with tears, and her heart filled with pain as she drove home. Her hands were shaky on the steering wheel, and she relied on muscle memory to bring her back to the place she felt the most safe in.

The place she had allowed Jay in, the place she was the most vulnerable in. And he ruined it. He ruined her.

Without warning, anger began to bubble in her chest. Anger towards herself for being so naive to believe Jay when he said they were just friends, anger towards Jay for lying to her, for betraying her, anger towards Hailey for being a friend to her only to betray her too.

The anger that built up in her on the drive home festered throughout the night. As Aurora lay in bed, struggling to quieten her mind enough to get some sleep, her eyes burning from all the tears she shed and her throat raw from her screams and cries, she felt her anger morph into dread.

Tomorrow, she would see the man that betrayed her, and the woman she called a friend.

On her nightstand, her phone continued to light up the ceiling as notifications popped up. But Halstead's texts went unanswered.

***

The next morning, Aurora had awoken from a restless sleep, and she instinctively reached for her phone, a ghost of a smile on her face as she looked for the sweet 'good morning' messages her Jay would send her every morning.

Hey baby, you okay? You didn't come back over yesterday.

Aurora felt her smile falter - the most recent text Halstead sent caused the memories of last night to flash past her eyes. The remembrance of his lies and his betrayal once more brings tears to her eyes as they fall, leaving hot trails in their tracks.

Her eyes then fall to a text from Voight - Case. Meet at 9.

It was currently 7:30am, which gave her plenty of time to pull herself together and push away the dread of having to see the two people she trusted most after their betrayal.

She pushed herself out of bed, shuffling towards the bathroom - dear God, she looked a mess. The makeup from last night still painted her face, but her mascara and eyeliner were now smudged and drawn down her cheeks in smeared streaks, and through the smudged-off makeup, the faint lines of the scars she hid could be seen.

And her eyes, they looked sad.

And that realisation made fury bite at her, she looked so pathetic.

God, it was her fault. To let him in so easily, after all she had been through and all she had learnt about men. She had still gone and trusted one with her heart.

Aurora had come across all kinds of men and stood against them undefeated - those who beat their wives and children, those who hurt and raped the innocent, those who killed without fear of consequences and those who tortured with hearts full of glee.

And yet, it was Jay Halstead who broke her. All because she let him in, let him get too close.

Determination set in her gaze once more. She wouldn't let Halstead be the end of her. No, she was stronger than that, better than that.

With that thought in mind, Aurora got ready to face the man she once called her boyfriend and the love of her life.

***

When Aurora stepped into the district, it was obvious to Sargent Platt that something was different.

She looked the same - her hair pinned up in the same sleek ponytail, dressed in the same long sleeve jumper and cargos. But her face was void of emotions, and her eyes looked like they were drowning in them.

Sargent Platt liked Aurora. She was a good kid, and despite all the years she spent around violence and horror in her years undercover, she had managed to keep a pure heart and a joyful soul.

It seemed now that both of those things had been drained out of her.

"Hey, kid. Come here a sec."

"Sorry, Sargent, got a case," Aurora nodded stiffly in Trudy's direction before walking up the steps to the intelligence office.

Sargent?

Aurora has called her boss, even Platt. When she tried to push her friendship with her, Aurora would even call her Trudy, sometimes, in a teasing manner. But she had never been so formal, so devoid of emotion.

Trudy felt worried for the girl, her mind running countless scenarios as she wondered what had made her lose her light in such a short amount of time.

***

When Aurora had made her way up the stairs, the office was already buzzing, her team talking and walking around in circles as they discussed the case on hand - a twelve year old boy had been kidnapped, this was the third case over the last ten days and the other victims had been found dead. Homicide had turned up empty in their investigation, and given how close the last case was to their district, Voight offered to take it off their hands, to which they gladly agreed.

She looked over her colleagues, scanning the room for the one person she was unsure of if she would want to see. But it seems his eyes found her first.

"Babe, there you are," Jay's voice sounded exasperated as he leapt up from his seat at his desk, and just like always, Hailey was hovering over his shoulder.

Usually, the action would cause her to feel slightly annoyed, the feeling being quelled when Jay would hold her hand or kiss her cheek or just say her name.

Now, the sight brought a burst of emotions, all of which she fought down and locked away to face at another time when she was alone and it was safe to be vulnerable.

Halstead made his way to her, his hands cupping her cheeks as he looked at her in concern, "baby, you didn't answer my texts, I was so worried."

Aurora shrugged lightly, her face still blank as she found she had no energy to even fake a smile to him, "I was tired."

No apology, no placation. Because he didn't deserve that.

It seemed that Jay had noticed her lack of reason and apology, too, the concern in his eyes growing as Aurora pushed his hands down gently - "we have a case to work."

She pushed past him and walked to her desk, ignoring the 'hey, Aurora' Hailey had thrown her way, grateful when Voight had chosen that exact moment to step out of his office and brief them.

Unbeknownst to her, Jay continued to eye her in worry. He had already been struggling to fight off the guilt he felt when he stepped out on Aurora and slept with Hailey, but to see her so drawn away and isolated only made that grow. Paranoia ate at his heart, but he knew there could be no way she caught them.

Voight had given them the basics of Aurora's past career as an undercover agent, and Jay knew that if she had caught him and Hailey, they would be working on their murder case right now instead.

What do we think? Do we want a part 2?👀

[marvel-and-chicago-fan]

Believe me 

Warnings: Bullying, Arguing,Yelling, Mentions of killing, (Mentions of running away?)

A/n:Just a heads up that there may be some spots that don't make sense because i keep forgetting to fix those spots but anyways enjoy the story

Summary: You get into a fight and none of your brothers believe you until Hailey steps in and comforts you and helps you and your brother's stop fighting. 

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Word count: 2.0k

Flashback to 12 years old

This is my first time being in the principal's office and honestly I'm scared, not because I could get suspended but because Its will whos coming to pick me up. There's nothing worse than someone being disappointed with you than mad. Will’s the type of brother who will just be disappointed and give you the silent treatment, while Jay will yell at you like crazy, take away your phone, make you file papers at the district and even give you the worst punishments ever for this type of situation but Will is definitely going to yell at me and take away my phone for the rest of my life and i'm probably grounded for 8 years.

End of Flashback

Present time

Today was the day you were really really dead, you got into a fight with this one girl because she said something about your family and you couldn't let that slide so of course you stood up for yourself and your family and punched right in the face. 

The problem is when you tried to tell the principal what happened she didn't believe you because the girl you fought was the principal's niece and “she could never do wrong” or that's what all the staff thought. Everyone knew in school that she was actually the worst student there and she's a huge bully who's spoiled and gets everything she wants. There's even a rumor how the principal pays her teachers to give her good grades. 

***

You were sitting outside the front office when you heard two familiar voices, and immediately knew it was Will and Jay. Now you were in trouble with both your brothers, both of them here means you're probably never gonna see the day of light ever again.

Your brothers walk up to the bench outside the room and either side of you and they don't even speak to you or look at you. You're surprised Jay hasnt threatened to arrest you or put you in handcuffs yet, he's done that before but that story is for a different day.

“Hello Mr, Halsteads” My principal came out of the door. My brothers stood up and shook her hand.

You hated your principal, and she hated you. She always had it out for kids like you. Kids who were better than Milly. Kids who stood up for themselves from Milly. Most especially kids who Milly Hated.

Once you were all seated inside the office she started explaining what happened.

“Y/n got into a confrontation with a girl named Milly and ended up breaking her nose.” She explained.

“I am so sorry for Y/n’s behavior today. I will make sure that she will be punished.” Jay replied. “Well i'm not” You mumbled 

“She is going to be suspended for three days and when she returns she's going to have ISS for one week.” She said, “What, thats so fucking dumb she’s the one who started it!” You yelled

“Not from what i heard” She replied “Other kids said that you were bullying her and when she tried to say something you punched her”

“THAT'S BECAUSE ALL THOSE KIDS ARE HER FRIENDS.” You stood and yelled.

“We're going to be going now, I'm so sorry for her actions. Please apologize to Millys family for us, Thank you.” Jay said while we walked out the office 

“In the car now, we’ll talk when we get home” Will whispered in a yell. Although you couldn't care less whatever they were going to do. 

***

“FIGHTING Y/N? WE RAISED BETTER THAN THIS” Will shouts at me. “Well maybe if you would leave me alone you wouldn't have to raise me” you snort “watch your tone young lady” Jay points at me. “How about you listen to me, OVER SOME STUPID GIRL” I say, raising my voice to match wills.

“Thats it, give me your phone and everything else now.”Jay puts his hand in front of me “take it, i dont even want it anymore since everyones gonna blow up my phone about how i lost to fucking Milly Wilson” I say tosing it to the ground and heading up the stairs to my room. “I hate you more than right now than i hated dad, I wish mom was still around.

“You are done for Y/n Halstead you're grounded for two months, be prepared to be at the district and med everyday now” Jay speaks in a serious tone. 

“Don't slam that door Y/n halsted” Will yelled anticipating my move but i slammed the door anyways because i don't care. 

That's when I had enough, enough of the bullying, enough of school, enough of my brothers never being on my side. It started out with small things like pillows, and clothes, then it turned into hard things, shoes, books and even your computer and Nintendo that was lying on your bed. Your room looked like a tornado and a hurricane hit at the same time, and you just sobbed on the floor.

That's when you heard a soft knock on your door. “Go away” you sniffled. “Y/n/n, please open the door” that nickname? Only Hailey called you that you thought. “Come in”

Hailey opened the door and immediately looked around to find you in a corner sobbing. You looked so frail and broken when she saw you. As soon as she held you into her arms you broke down and spilled everything out in a jumbled mess. “It’s ok let it all out” Hailey said in a soft voice.

“No one ever believes me- i-i tried to tell them a-a-and they wouldn't believe me, sh-she was the one who hit me first. She said if i told anyone sh-she would get j-jay fired” You froze, you weren't supposed to say that…There was one thing you hadn't said and that was milly hit first when you tried to confront her on what she said

Milly said if you told anyone she would make your life miserable and she would get Jay fired 

from his job and arrested. 

You stood up from haileys grip and started pacing around your messy room “No,no,no Milly's going to get jay fired or probably kill me now i should probably run away to south america or something”

“Woah woah y/n calm down, what actually happened?” She questioned, and you just started explaining. “Milly said mom and dad deserved to die since Jay takes people away from their families and sometimes hurts them, so i went up to and asked her why she said and she just replied “Don’t put yourself where it doesn't belong, and boom she punched and i just defended myself. You probably can guess the rest.”

“Oh, Y/n its ok i will make sure that milly wont do anything to you or jay, i promise.” She cooed “You promise?” She gave me a smile and a slight nood. “So how about you stay at my place for the night and we can head to the district tomorrow

you packed your bags and headed downstairs with hailey in tow. "Where do you think you're going? Did you forget that you're grounded?" Jay stood up from his chair

i'm taking her to my house   no she grounded  hailey crouched down to your level since you were short for your age "why don't you take my keys and head to the car and place an order for some food" you nodded and left the apartment

"jay don't argue with me the least you could have done is listened and you couldn't even manage that" Sill stood up to back jay up but hailey immediately stopped him "Don't even, i will bring y/n  to the district tomorrow and you will both apologize and listen to her or else" Pointing to two men while walking out the door and slamming it behind her. 

***

It was now the morning and you and hailey were headed to the district. When you tried to close the car door you hissed and immediately pulled your hand to your chest. “What happened to your hand?” Hailey asked. “Nothing.” you didn't want to get into the topic of what happened. Lets just go to the district and get this over with.

“First of all i'm taking you to get your hand checked out and second of all i talked to jay, he's not gonna yell or do anything to you. He forgot that I have handcuffs and can arrest him” You chuckled at that last part, her and Jay didn't always agree. 

Hailey took you to Michigan Arial Hospital (the other hospital in Chicago since she knew you didn't want to go to med) and it turns out you had a sprain, well you had a sprain before but since you didn't get medical attention earlier you now broke your hand. You got a light blue cast because light blue was Haileys favorite color and at the moment you didn't want to please nor even think about jay or will. 

When you reached the district you said hi to Trudy and everyone else but you hid your arm because you didn't want to talk about it. “Hey, mini halsted” Adam greeted you. You didn't even reply and walked straight to the break room where Jay would be found since you didn't see him in the main area.

“Jay you will listen to every word this girl has got to say because if you don't, Voight’s standing right outside this door and he would love to hear how you're treating his Goddaughter,” Hailey says with a stern and serious voice.

All three of you sit down and you explain what Milly has been doing to you and everyone else in the school. And how Milly is the principal's niece so she never gets in trouble. You also get far enough to wear you explain why you currently have a cast on. “And she said if i ever told anyone she said she would get your fired and make your life miserable”

“Y/n- i dont even know what to say, i am so so sorry for not believing you when you first told us. I guess i was just mad you had gotten into a fight and i didnt think about anything else” Jay said as he pulled you into a tight hug

“Jay- careful of my hand” You gasped “and, i forgive you” you said with a soft sweet voice. 

“Now if you excuse me I've got some CCTV footage to look at.” Jay said as he pulled apart from the hug and stood up. You knew Jay was never the emotional type and never wanted one of his colleagues to catch him crying, yet Hialeys saw him cry Millions of times.  

As the team was going through the footage they kept backing up to the right spots until they reached the time of yesterday. Milly punching you in the eye, which explains why your eye looks a little swollen now. 

“THERE! Right there is all the proof we need to prove y/n innocent on many levels.” Haileys shouts. “Alright, find phone numbers, addresses, figure out her relatives before we go for her. I want to make sure this girl gets what she deserves” Voight yells in his raspy voice.

Definitely working on part right now, i must say this is my favorite one so far since i've planned it out i've wanted it to go. Don't forget to read my other stories and look at my crazy wattpad reading lists. Thanks :)

[detectivehailey]

Recommended Reads

These are fanfictions both full length a stories and one shots that I have really enjoyed. Come from several different platforms. Also including a couple of authors on platforms that I have enjoyed. The bulk of this is from the One Chicago fandom but some other fandoms are also included. Also note that some of these stories and one shots are found on multiple platforms and not just ones that I provided. Hope you find this useful.

One Chicago (mix of all 3)

One Chicago Tales by Chicagox (Wattpad)

Halstead Imagines by malewk172 (Wattpad)

Burning Love (One Chicago) by ChloeOgradyXo (Wattpad)

Chicago PD

Wild One by Southernheartsparkles (Archive of Our Own)

Our Scars by Fraulein21 (Archive of Our Own)

Mini by curly1307 (Wattpad)

Rangers; Jay Halstead (1) by _urfavereader (Wattpad)

Oak Grove Institution- Jay Halstead by EmLivesy (Wattpad)

Chicago Fire

*Other* (Chicago Fire, Blake Gallo) by CcChicagoFire1 (Wattpad)

In This Skin- Chicago Fire by sirius_b1ack (Wattpad)

Family Is Forever- A One Chicago Story by IzzyJane5021 (Wattpad)

The Responders by Chicago_PD_ (Wattpad)

Vegas [Chicago Fire] by -stfurose (Wattpad)

Sirens by Chicago_PD_ (Wattpad)

Fire, Scars, Blood by sveride (Wattpad)

Chicago Med

One Chicago

9-1-1

May Contain Nuts by nurse-buckley (Tumblr)

Fate: The Winx Saga

Marvel

[maryannecrimsworth]

Upstead

I'm super frustated with upstead and now i just want a happy ending for Hailey

Would you guys read a fic about a single father of two girls, former FBI profiler, who helps the intelligence unit to catch a group of incendiaries? Please like this post if you would

idk, i just imagine him and upton interaction and i think it would very great -- she needs someone who doesn't leave her, come on

anyway, that's it

bye~

[americaswritings]

Requests for Jay Halstead

I know I have been absent for AGES, but I am currently obsessed with Chicag PD (Jay, Upstead) and I really want to get back into writing.

If you have requests, ideas for Jay Halstead x reader, please send them in and I'll try my best to write again!

I AM ON S6 SO PLS NO SPOILERS :))

[anotheronechicagobog]

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Chicago PD (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Jay Halstead & Reader, Jay Halstead/Hailey Upton, hailey upton & reader Characters: Jay Halstead, Hailey Upton, Hailey Upton's Father, Hailey Upton's Mother, Ethan Choi, Reader, upton!reader Additional Tags: Abuse, Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Injury, Emotional Baggage Series: Part 2 of Hey There, Sister Summary:

Hailey hasn't spoken to her father since she was 18 and her mom since she was 20. A case in Greektown leads Hailey to a startling and terrifying discovery - she has a little sister, and their father hasn't changed one bit.

Hey everyone, my life has been absolutely insane and it interrupted my time and ability to write. So sorry for making those who were interested wait for this chapter, but I hope you like it regardless! 

[enretrogue]

𝗝𝗨𝗡𝗘 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟰 𝗙𝗜𝗖 𝗥𝗘𝗖𝗦 𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗧 𝟭

༝༚༝༚ = Black/POC Works ⎢ 24’ Fic Rec M.List

ATTACK ON TITAN:

Multi-Character

Two Men Who Just Wanted to Please You (Connie + Onyankopon) — @merakidoll ༝༚༝༚

Would You Still Love Me if I Was a Worm? — @huunni ༝༚༝༚

Connie Springer

Movie Night — @nysrage ༝༚༝༚

Thang For Ya — @morgluvsconnie ༝༚༝༚

Anything She Wants — @amesemii ༝༚༝༚

Allure — @luminiamore ༝༚༝༚

Eren Jaeger

Stress Reliever — @pynkfairyheart ༝༚༝༚

Good Girl ⎢ Boss — ^ ༝༚༝༚

One Born Every Minute — @greedyhoneyz ༝༚༝༚

Welcome to Wonderland — ^ ༝༚༝༚

Ex Who? — @luminiamore ༝༚༝༚

90s Love ⎢ Ch.1 ⎢ Ch.2 ⎢ Ch.3 — @aurasy3ag3r ༝༚༝༚

Jean Kirstein

Fickle Feelings Find a Way to Me — @captain-hawks

Jean + Daddy Kink — ^

Rodeo Night — @y3ager ༝༚༝༚

Onyankopon

Big Boy — @pynkfairyheart ༝༚༝༚

Need You — ^ ༝༚༝༚

Rapper!Ony x Singer!Reader — @zillatastic ༝༚༝༚

Reiner Braun

Not of Blood, But Solace — @marmilovin

Smut Blurb — @s1ckh1mb0 ༝༚༝༚

CRIMINAL MINDS:

Spencer Reid

Peace of Mind — @gardenof-venus ༝༚༝༚

DC:

Batmom

The News — @rogueshadow1124

Bullet Wound — ^

Cuts and Bruises — ^

To Be Mine ⎢ Eden — @battymommastuff​​

Things Batmom Has Said — @blackcupidangel ༝༚༝༚

Bribes — @mischieveousmayhem

Earned Position — @secretsandwriting

Jason Todd/Red Hood

Mafia!Jason Todd — @c-nstantine ༝༚༝༚

Cowboy!Jason Todd — ^ ༝༚༝༚

Joker

Brown Sugar ⎢ Ch.1 ⎢ Ch.2 ⎢ Ch.3 ⎢ Ch.4 ⎢ Ch.5 ⎢ Ch.6 ⎢ Ch.7 ⎢ Ch.8 ⎢ Hyperfixation ⎢ The Dark Knight ⎢ Surprise ⎢ Upset Joker — @halfofmysoulsblog ༝༚༝༚

Inhale. Exhale. — ^ ༝༚༝༚

JUJUTSU KAISEN:

Megumi Fushiguro

Childhood Friends-to-Lovers — @kirbyskisses ༝༚༝༚

ONE CHICAGO:

Crockett Marcel

Wildflower — @bullet-prooflove

Jay Halstead

Upstead Foster Daughter ⎢ Ch.1 ⎢ Ch.2 — @uptondixon

Will Halstead

Necklace — @escapingrealityandlovinginsanity

SONS OF ANARCHY:

Filip “Chibs” Telford

10 Years — @garbinge

Death and the Lady ⎢ Ch.15 — @tumbleweed-writes

[fangirlfrom-hell]

Chicago PD Masterlist

Requests

Becca (Halstead sister) sees her father die

Halstead daughter (Y/N) has her period for the first time

Halstead Sister

Big Brothers' Reunion Goes Worng

Can I do an Experiment?

A Day Full of Emotions

The Funeral

Cool Girl

October 1st and Traditions Gone Worng

Several Missed Calls and a Sprained Ankle

Absolution and Mercy (7x9-7x10)

Marigolds: A Day of the Dead Story

In trouble

Music Fest

One of those days

Monday Chaos

The Weight Station (S2x03)

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

The Fragile Bonds

Part 1 Part 3 Part 5

Part 2 Part 4

Upstead Daughter

Swearing Jar

When your Parents are Detectives you Gotta try Harder

Jay Halstead x Reader

How Many Detectives Are Needed To Sleep A Baby?

"My Daddy has to Fight Some Bad Guys"

Exciting

[passionatefanficgirl]

Masterpost

I do not give permission for my work to be published without my approval. If you see my work published under another name, that means someone stole it. (That should really go without saying, but…)

Please be gentle, I’m pretty new to the whole fanfiction posting game. In other words, if you have something mean to say, don’t say it or I will block you.

Fem!Shy!Reader for Y/N fics unless otherwise specified

I will not write smut, I will mostly write fluff and comedy. You can ask for angst if you want, but I will usually make it pretty mild, and write a happy ending for it.

Sorry to anyone who supports popular ships like Dramione and Hangster, I do not write for those or any other ships, I only write ships that are either established in canon (ones that I like, e.g. I will write for Goose x Carole, but not for Upstead), or are between a canon character and an OC or the reader. (There might be a few exceptions, but the ship will then be listed on the fanfic warnings. I also might write comedy for Wolfstar and Ben Daniels & Yassen if you ask nicely!)

All ages welcome, but I mostly post from a younger person (aka under 30s) point of view.

Pretty much all my fics will have some a lot of self-indulgent fluff in, you have been warned.

The character names I have in the masterlist are the ones I write ReaderxCharacter fics for, I will sometimes write a fanfiction for one of the fandoms listed that does not have the reader as a character.

Characters that have their names in italics are OCs from another fanfic (published or not) of the fandom the character is listed under that I think would be good to write a ReaderxCharacter fic about (if you think an unlisted OC would be good on the list, request by all means). There are some quick character summaries you can read to get a picture of them before you request any fics.

Fandoms and Characters I write for (this is a masterlist, and it will grow, I promise!):

Marvel (MCU):

Peter Parker (Avenger)

Loki (not TVA Loki)

Unintentional (Part 2)

Miles Morales (Spiderverse)

Bruce Banner

Unforeseen Events (Part 2) (Part 3)

Pietro Maximoff (MCU)

Top Gun + Top Gun: Maverick:

Top Gun Guys (as a group, headcanons only):

What the Top Gun guys would be like in the kitchen

Pete ‘Maverick’ Mitchell

Nick ‘Goose’ Bradshaw

Bradley 'Rooster’ Bradshaw

It's Funny How Things Can Turn Out

Let Me Help (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3)

Maybe Things Are Looking Up

Jake 'Hangman’ Seresin

Maybe We Can Be Friends (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3)

Robert 'Bob’ Floyd

Lord of the Rings (books and movies only, do NOT mention the atrocity that is Rings of Power, I refuse to acknowledge that show as canon):

Aragorn

Faramir

Boromir

Legolas

Eomer

The Fellowship as a whole unit

Pippin (maybe)

Merry (maybe)

Frodo (maybe)

Sam (maybe)

Elladan and Elrohir (either as a unit or separately)

Mergil

Mardil

Cirion

Alex Rider (books only):

Ben 'Fox’ Daniels

Yassen Gregorovich

Alex 'Cub’ Rider

K Unit (either as a unit or separately)

Tom Harris

Seb Ferguson-Daniels

Archie Ferguson-Daniels

Harry Potter (NOT Cursed Child, movies only):

Draco Malfoy

Tom Riddle (young obvs)

Ron Weasley (possibly)

Neville Longbottom (possibly)

Pride and Prejudice (1995 version only, the 2005 version is not recognised here):

Fitzwilliam Darcy

Charles Bingley

Colonel Fitzwilliam

Lieutenant Denny

Corporal James Ashwood

Pokemon (Gen III HOENN games only right now, maybe more if I ever get my hands on more of the games):

Brendan Birch

Archie

Maxie

House MD (maybe, we'll see):

Gregory House

James Wilson

Robert Chase

Eric Foreman

Chicago PD (again, possibly):

Jay Halstead

Kevin Atwater (possibly)

Chicago Med (maybe)

Ethan Choi

Connor Rhodes

Will Halstead

The Rookie

Tim Bradford

John Nolan

[witchygagirlwrites]

Jay Halstead x Reader x Hailey Upton (Reader Nicknamed Menace “Ace” for short) {Blame @desimarie12 for encouraging the chaos 🤷🏻‍♀️}

It was one night, the three of you had bonded over shared trauma. They didn’t want you to be alone. You never meant to end up in their bed. You damn sure never meant to let them in your heart. It can’t work, they’re married. They can’t have genuine feelings for you. Can they? {Finished}

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4*

You, Hailey and Jay are happy. You’re in love and living together. One bit of news could tear that all apart

Ace & Upstead Pt 1

Ace & Upstead Pt 2

Ace & Upstead Pt 3

Drabbles

No PDA

Wandering Mind

The Kitten

Tease*

Protect You

Camera Roll

[uptondixon]

Upstead Foster Daughter

Did you ever wonder how Upstead would be as foster parents for a teenage girl? Like Hank and Erin, Hailey and Jay welcomed Olivia to their home when she was 16. Olivia holds a lot of grudges and is full of mischief, but she is also incredibly sweet and has a tremendous need to feel like she belongs. To her surprise, Hailey and Jay will give her exactly that.

Masterlist

[Chapter II] “You’re on your own, kid, you always have been”

No one expected to hear a stranger's voice through their radio, let alone saying that Jay was bleeding out on the pavement.

“Who the hell are you?” Voight’s surprised voice came through the radio.

“My name is Olivia Rivera, I'm with your officer Halstead and he's been shot! I'm sorry I couldn't call an ambulance but I don't have my phone with me,” Olivia said everything so fast they almost couldn't understand it.

“Shot? What the hell?” said Hailey in exasperation. She was driving with Voight after Jay left by himself.

The whole team was checking the crime scene from their current case when Jay got a call from a CI. Hailey was busy interrogating a witness when he got the call. She told him to wait for her but he was so eager for whatever information his CI had to give that he decided to go by himself. Turns out it was a trap. Hailey did not know the details yet, but she couldn’t help but think that this would have not happened if she had been with him.

“Wh-where are you?” Hailey asked, already feeling her heart start to beat out of her chest.

Olivia told her the address as slowly as possible in her state; after that, Hailey started bombarding her with questions she did not know how to answer.

While they talked, Voight rushed in passing the address to dispatch requesting an ambulance and some patrol cars. The rest of the team followed behind.

“Is he conscious?” Hailey asked.

Silence followed her question, leaving them both tense.

“Olivia! Is he conscious?” Hailey repeated.

“I- He- He was until now when I called you.”

“Does he still have a pulse, Olivia?” Hailey guided her to check.

“Yes, he does!”

“Okay, okay, keep putting pressure on the wound.”

“What's the ambulance ETA?” Voight's rough voice questioned dispatch.

“We're close, hang tight Olivia,” Hailey said, trying to calm the girl and herself down. He would make it, he always made it. This was not his first time being shot, but she surely hoped it was his last. She couldn't do this last time and she especially can't do it now.

“He'll be fine, Hailey,” Voight's voice invaded her thoughts. “Halstead’s strong, he'll get through this.”

Olivia didn't like hospitals. She felt trapped, unsafe, and overwhelmed. Probably because of the amount of people coming and going, the voices overlapping each other. There was too much going on and she shouldn't even be there in the first place.

After Jay's co-workers got to them everything happened in a blur. The ambulance got there seconds later, along with the other members of the team.

When Hailey and Voight arrived, Hailey came running in Jay and Olivia’s direction. She stared at the teenager with a mix of desperation and gratitude. Olivia stepped away as Hailey took her place. As others approached, Olivia stepped more and more away from the scene, ending up a little far away from it all.

She watched the scene unfold before her eyes in a trance. Jay was put into an ambulance and taken to the hospital, with several police cars following behind. Should she leave? She wants to know if he is going to be alright, of course. On the other hand, she feels like she was not supposed to be there.

“Hey! Olivia, isn't it?” a tall man appeared in her field of vision, his eyes were gentle and his voice calm.

“Yes,” Olivia answered.

“Name’s Kevin, Kevin Atwater. This is my friend, Kim Burgess,” he pointed to the woman beside him, and she smiled softly. Both officers looked shaken but they masked well, Olivia thought. Of course, this was not easy for them. Seeing a colleague hurt like that, almost lifeless.

“There's someone we can call for you? Your mom or dad?” Kim asked.

The girl didn’t answer. Kevin and Kim exchanged a look.

“Well, just come to the hospital with us then, okay?”

Voight watched them from afar, getting ready to enter the car and head to Med. Jay was the priority now, but they all were grateful for the girl, she saved Jay’s life after all. He made a mental note to thank her personally later.

Olivia debated for a moment. She decided it was better if she went with them and found a way to leave later without them noticing.

She nodded and followed them to the car.

“You can get cleaned up there,” Kim said after getting in the car.

Kevin started the drive to Med. Olivia didn’t answer the officer, suddenly feeling hyper-aware of all the blood on her. The adrenaline was wearing down.

“Are you okay, Olivia?” Kim asked softly.

“Yeah, sorry… I'm fine.”

“It’s okay, we will get to the hospital soon.”

Sitting in the doctors' room in Chicago Med a couple of hours later, Olivia was clean and waiting for a chance to leave. The really nice nurse called April who helped her clean up and gave her some food came by minutes ago and told her Jay would be alright. She left again when another nurse called for her so now was the perfect time for Olivia to leave.

She did not need to be discharged since she was neither a patient nor a suspect, right? Olivia got up and left the room, bringing some of the snacks the nurse gave her.

“Don’t worry Hails, we’re getting the bastard who shot Jay,” Kevin said firmly, looking at a very distressed-looking Hailey. Olivia got to the hospital’s lounge and saw Jay’s team reunited talking. They had their backs to the door she entered and could not see her.

They started to talk about the man who shot Jay and what they were doing to find him, most of which Olivia did not understand or did not care to try to understand. She stopped paying attention and started to plan how she would get out of there. There was only one way out and she could not leave without them seeing her.

Olivia was scared. She knew she wasn’t in trouble or anything but they were still police so she might as well be in trouble if they got to know more about her. Hell, they might as well already know.

“Stay with your husband Hailey, we’ll get him,” Voight's words drew Olivia's attention. Husband? That explained why Hailey was the most distressed of them all. The look on her face when she saw him lying on the pavement.

“Oh! Olivia, there you are,” said April, the nurse who helped Olivia earlier. Olivia's name caught the group's attention and five heads turned to look in her direction.

“Olivia!” Voight said, approaching the girl. “How are you? I need to properly thank you for helping my detective, I don’t know what could have happened if you weren’t there.”

“I… well, he was…” Olivia did not know what to say, so she came with a simple “You’re welcome” and a shy smile. She didn't expect to talk with anyone, let alone have all the attention on her.

“Well, I’m Sergeant Hank Voight and this is my team,” he went on introducing each of them. “You met Officer Kim Burgess and Officer Kevin Atwater. Detective Hailey Upton was the one you spoke with on the radio. And that is Officer Adam Ruzek.” he pointed to each one and they gave her a nod or a small smile.

After the introduction, he turned to look at her again. He spoke in a more serious tone, “We’re going to need your statement.”

Shit. That is exactly what she was trying to avoid. “I can’t!” was the first thing that came out of her mouth.

“It’s okay Olivia, we checked your file and we’re going to call your foster family on the way to the station,” Hank said.

So they know about her foster family, but they did not know she had run away yet. That was why she was in that alley, in that part of town, by herself.

Olivia thought about running but she could never get far with this many cops around. On their way to the district, she thought about jumping from the moving car but that was too stupid even for her. She laughed at the thought. Sitting in the car with Kim and Kevin again, she accepted her fate.

All her effort running away was for nothing. She was back to square one.

Slow, I know, but this is me trying guys. I love this OC so I hope I can keep writing her story even though I'm slow af. Thank you so much for the likes and reblogs on chapter one! ♡

[sayafics]

Just For A Moment - Part 2

TW: cheating, angst

Part 1

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Masterlist

Several days had gone by, and the team had finally solved their case. Such an accomplishment would usually have them ready to celebrate with a few rounds at Molly's, but this case was different.

Not only because the victims they had lost were children, but because the team member they were in the midst of losing was someone they all considered a friend.

Aurora may have only joined the team a few months ago, and she probably wasn't as close to them as they were to each other, but they were on the same team. That means they come in every day and fight the same battles. They have each other's back, and they are a family.

It seemed that belief just didn't extend to Aurora.

She had pulled back from them over the days they spent pouring over every inch of the case. Sure, she would exchange niceties, she would say 'good morning' and 'good night' at every opportunity, she would even smile. But all those words and actions felt empty, her smile seemingly forced as her eyes wouldn't sparkle in the way Kim had always loved, the corner of her eyes wouldn't crinkle as she smiled big and happy in the way Adam teased her for, and there was barely an echo of the laugh that Kevin found himself always joining in on.

When Aurora joined the team, it was to fill the void left by Erin. In doing so, she only filled a larger part of all their hearts.

The Aurora they knew was kind and caring, always volunteering to help and willing to be a shoulder to cry on. She was patient and joyful, but she was also protective and fierce. And now, she seemed like a shell of the woman she was only a few days ago.

She could tell the team was getting annoyed by her behaviour and could see how her nonchalance and passivity was causing frustration to build in the hearts of all her colleagues. But a selfish part of Aurora found that she did not care, that her pain was her's, and she ought to choose how she dealt with it.

And the truth was, she was done letting people get too close. Done letting herself get hurt.

Aurora could see how the team's worry slowly grew to resentment, how they eventually gave up trying, and how they soon looked towards Jay for a lead on what to do.

Jay was pissed off with Aurora. Every time he tried to talk to her or touch her or be near her, she would brush him off as though he didn't exist. As though he hadn't spent six months loving her.

Every time she did, his suspicions that she had figured out he was sleeping with Hailey grew. But as he saw the way she treated the rest of his friends, his paranoia would be quelled and his heart would grow hopeful that she was simply going through a crisis she didn't know how to deal with, and she had picked isolation as her solution.

He hoped, and hoped, and hoped.

But even after the case had closed, she still hadn't dropped the act, still hadn't snapped back to reality.

Her behaviour was concerning, throwing Voight off too. Jay found himself texting, calling, and showing up to her place every chance he got, and all his efforts were in vain.

Soon, the concern that dwelled in his heart turned to boiling rage. Her dismissal of him infuriated him, and still, she would give him no answer, no reason.

Jay turned to his friends, confiding in Hailey, Adam, Kevin, and Kim about her odd behaviour. Spewing off tangents about how her behaviour continued and how it irritated him, and they did the same.

Soon, their rants turned into speculations - perhaps Aurora was the one cheating? Maybe she was acting this way out of guilt? Or maybe someone from one of her undercover lives showed up? An ex-lover? An enemy?

The conspiracies grew, and then began to spread throughout the district.

Aurora wasn't dumb, she heard the whispers and she saw the stares. And it didn't take long to figure out what was being said, and why.

As she was fed the rumours of her own love life, she begged her heart to feel something, but all she felt was numb.

And so, despite the rumours and the stares, the continued in her ministrations, living on autopilot as she spent hours upon hours stuck with the man who betrayed her, and had to watch as he preened at the blonde woman he spoke to under the guise of friendship.

***

The tension was palpable in the air, and the team could feel the rage that festered in the office every day as Jay and Aurora avoided each other at every turn.

Despite Voight's involvement, Aurora assured him that she was fine and refused to divulge further. He had warned them both to sort out their misunderstandings now before he was forced to pick between his seasoned detective and the officer with the potential to do amazing things.

Still, she ignored him.

No, Aurora couldn't face Jay. She could feel the emotions that bubbled in the depths of her heart, begging for release, but her mind refused to let her give Jay the satisfaction of seeing her cry. Of seeing her broken.

No, it was better this way. To pretend he didn't exist and to not get close to any of them again.

Perhaps, it would've been better to just leave.

That thought had plagued her since the first night she had seen Hailey and Jay together, and it still haunts her today. It would make everything so much easier.

But she likes this job, she loves how she is able to help others and see the difference she made instead of pretending to live different lives.

This job was easier.

This job was safer.

Aurora prayed that if she continued with her game of ignoring Jay, then things would slowly go back to the way they had been before she and Jay had started dating. But the thought of such a feat was laughable, and things really came to a head on Sylvie Brett's birthday.

***

The team had been invited by Hermann for a surprise birthday party for Brett at Molly's, an invitation Adam had accepted on all of their behalf.

Right as they were about to leave for the night, to get ready and meet back at Molly's, Kim stopped Aurora by the door. The others had already piled into their cars, taking off into the darkening sky.

Aurora turned to Kim, her face looked sincere as her eyebrows were raised and her eyes were wide, "you're coming tonight, right?"

Aurora shrugged, "maybe."

She turned to walk away, only to be stopped when Kim stood in her path, "look, I'm sure the other's might have said this once already, but we're worried for you. You haven't been yourself."

"I don't know what you want me to say."

"Say you'll come tonight. Please. It'll be good for you."

"Burgess..."

"Look, Jay will be there too. Maybe you guys can talk? He's been worried sick for you, Hailey says he hasn't been sleeping properly for a few days."

The words that spilt out of Kim's mouth made Aurora's heart freeze, and somewhere in the back of her mind, she found herself screaming finally. Finally, she feels something.

But the emotions she felt were nothing happy. A wave of nausea overtook her as she contemplated Kim's words. Hailey said Jay wasn't sleeping? The same Hailey that was fucking her now ex-boyfriend behind her back?

The irony almost made her laugh as she pushed down the sickening feeling. He wasn't sleeping the night she went to surprise him, too.

Here she was, drowning in misery. And sure, she believed that she didn't care what the others said about her or did to spite her, but Jay was still sleeping with her.

Still touching Hailey and holding her, all the while seeking every moment he could find to do the same to Aurora.

And it was that thought - the idea that even now, Jay didn't have the decency to pull away from Hailey and pick her - that had all the anger she had been locking away now threatening to break its way through her emotionless barrier.

She took a calming breath, remembering how she stood in front of Kim and was sure every word she spoke would be relayed to the man who broke her heart, "I'll see."

Before Kim could prompt further, Aurora breezed past her, getting into her car and heading home - unaware of the fact that Jay's car sat parked, as he debated whether to follow her and try once more.

His eyes met Kim's as she left the building, her head shook as she was sure Aurora wouldn't come to Molly's tonight. Jay was irked and decided that it was pointless to follow only for her to shut him out again. Instead, he went back to his place with Hailey sitting in his passenger seat.

***

Aurora wasn't sure why she decided to go. Maybe it was because Kim had asked so pleadingly, or maybe it was in the hopes of catching Hailey and Jay off guard - hoping they would slip up in front of everyone.

Still, she wasn't sure. All she knew was that she sat in her car, which was parked next to Molly's, after changing out of her usual outfit and refreshing her makeup to make it more suitable for the event.

She looked into the bar and the atmosphere already lively, considering she was a bit late to the party. But she was here, and that was what mattered.

She stepped out her car, making her way to the doors of the bar as the breeze of a cool night sky caused the skirt of her blue dress to brush lightly against her thighs.

The same blue dress she wore that night.

As she crossed into the threshold, she tracked the bar looking for familiar faces, but once again a different set of eyes beat her own.

"Aurora! You made it," she could hear the surprise in Kim's voice and felt her own surprise as Kim embraced her tightly. She must have gotten drunk quite quickly.

"Yeah."

Kim looked at her expectantly, but seeing she wasn't going to say anything more, she decided to pull her towards the table with the rest of their team, "c'mon, everyone else is over here."

Aurora glanced over the table, her heart pounding as she took in the sight of Jay. He looked beautiful, his hair was pushed back, and he was dressed in a form-fitting black t-shirt that accenuated his back muscles. Aurora could have lost herself in that moment, silently pretending that Jay hadn't cheated on her and she was just admiring her amazing boyfriend.

But when her eyes dragged over the blonde, pressed almost firmly against his side, she felt her mood sour instantaneously. Before she could pull away from Kim, the pair had already made their way to the table - "guys, look who came!"

The conversation died as they took in Aurora's presence, hiding their shock at the fact she actually came. They exchanged greetings before the table sat in an awkward silence, the tension pushing Adam to joke, "Hailey, you better climb off that chair. Don't think Aurora would be happy with you cuddling up to her boyfriend like that," his words had been teasing, but they caused Jay and Hailey to stiffen at the realisation that they were sitting so closely.

Hailey coughed harshly, turning to Aurora as she nodded and began to slide off her seat. That is, until Aurora spoke, "what boyfriend?"

She couldn't help it. Maybe it was because she had held it back for so long, and just seeing them touching each other so openly made her feel so stupid once again for being so naive. Even Adam had noticed, despite him joking about it. But she chose to listen to Jay over her own logic and sense.

She truly was an idiot.

"Excuse me?" Jay's voice was incredulous, appalled by her words.

"What boyfriend?"

"C'mon man," Kevin spoke up, "she's clearly joking."

As Kevin chuckled, Kim and Adam joined in, but their laughter died down quickly at Aurora's words, "no, I'm being serious. Jay and I aren't dating."

Jay's eyes widened in incredulity, "babe, what are you talking about?" The rest of the team looked between them, bewildered.

But Aurora only shrugged, raising her hands in surrender as she spoke again, "I'm going to go wish Brett a 'happy birthday'."

But Jay was furious, and after such a revelation he wouldn't let her go so easily. He followed her walk to the bar, "no, you don't get to walk away after saying something like that."

"I can say whatever I want, Halstead."

"Don't call me that."

"I can say whatever I want."

It was the most she's spoken to him in days, and he wasn't sure if that was what prompted him to keep going or if he actually wanted to know why she was behaving like this.

"Then why? Why say something like that? I haven't done anything to you."

Aurora ignored him, choosing to sit at the secluded area of the bar instead hoping Jay would get the signal to leave her alone.

"Talk to me."

"No. Go away, Halstead."

"Not until you tell me what's going on."

"Nothing is going on," Aurora heard her voice break before she felt it, her mask already crumbling as Jay continued to chip away at it from outside.

"Aurora, baby. Please."

"Don't call me that!" Aurora raised her voice without meaning too, her words cutting through the joyful atmosphere and dragging everyone's attention onto them.

"Is everything okay here?" It was Matt Casey who asked the question, ever the chivalrous saviour.

"It's fine, back off Casey."

"I wasn't talking to you."

"It's fine, Matt. I was leaving now, anyway."

As Aurora got up to leave, Jay held her wrist - "no. You don't get to walk away, talk to me."

The music had now been switched off, everyone holding their breath as they watched the scene unfold and Aurora tried her best to hold back her tears, pulling at the hand he held, as she spoke, pleadingly "Jay. Please."

"Talk to me."

"Jay, let her go."

"Shut up, Casey. No one is talking to you."

A new voice spoke up now, "just leave it Jay, she's not worth it."

Hailey.

Of course it was.

She walked up to the pair, standing at Jay's side as she placed a hand on his shoulder before rubbing it down his back, "just let her go. Don't let her ruin the party."

Aurora couldn't stop the scoff that escaped her, "you have got to be kidding me," she looked towards Hailey, her pupils blown in anger, "can you not resist being away from him for even two minutes? God, you really are a desperate bitch."

"The hell did you just say to me?"

Aurora wrenched her arm from Jay's grasp, "you heard exactly what I said. You have been after him since the day you started."

Hailey let out a guffawed laugh, but Jay spoke in her place, "is this why you've been acting so off? I have told you so many times Aurora, she's just a friend."

There it was again. Those four words, the lie that has been ingrained inside her head from the moment she was introduced to Hailey. And, just like that, she finally lost it.

"Just a friend? Hell, if that's how you see a friend, I wonder how you see me."

Jay's brows scrunched in confusion. He drew closer as he held Aurora's face in his hands, his grip firm as she tried to turn away, forcing the tears that began to well in her eyes away.

"You're my girlfriend. I love you, baby."

There it was again. Baby.

And just like that, she broke.

Tears began to stream down her face as she tried to stifle her own sobs, her head shaking vigorously as all the emotions she had shoved down and locked away were thrown out into the open. "Liar," she whispered, "liar. You're a liar."

She tried to pull away from him, but he didn't relent.

Slowly, her voice began to raise louder - "liar! You're nothing but a filthy liar! I hate you. I hate everything about you, and I wish I never met you!"

The words brought tears in Jay's eyes, he was pained by her confession and confused by her behaviour.

It didn't make sense. None of this made sense.

"If you loved me," her words were a shaky whisper, hands rubbing vigorously at the endless stream of tears that fell down her face, hands trembling as she looked at him like she finally saw him, "if you actually loved me, you wouldn't have fucked her."

[jayhalsteadsimp2019]

i have wips and ideas i just have no idea what to write.

would yall rather see halstead sister, upstead daughter au, halstead brother au or will halstead x ruzek sister? like idk

and i have two halstead sisters but they're kinda the same plot just a bit different

also I've started writing in 2nd person more, but the daughter au, the brother au, and one of the hasltead sisters are ocs. the other two are in 2nd person. all of them are basically wips except for the oc halstead sister

so yeah which would yall rather see?