the universe is really testing me :( ive been offered TWO (2) rescue snakes this week when i am at full capacity for how many snakes i can keep as my own and its not fair! one of them is a super old man with cataracts being retired from an ambassador program and i need himmmmmm
saving up for the scribe during exam week is work out, fckin kill me ;; buut hey! he's worth it, i'm in love with grass lmfao
have this prompt while i'm at it; Childe and Legacy are the same, "Legacy" is simply Childe's true and unfiltered, pure feelings, no human filter, just intent. it's why his anger is lethal, his grudes become terrifying, but his love? oh my, oh my.. his love is as obvious as his biased human heart. it almost makes him look dumber.
What i'm getting at is, Childe confessed to S/O because they found him with no filter, and he had a mini crisis once he was back to human because OF COURSE. of COURSE he confessed as a monster, but oh my god didn't S/O- THEY SAID Y E S??- WHY DID THEY SAY YES?????
OHHHH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
Childe keeping his love for you a secret because he's scared that you'll get hurt or that you'll reject and hate him afterwards- he's already got your friendship, and that should be enough, especially considering his position as a Harbinger! he tries so valiantly to extinguish his romantic feelings for you, but.... Archons, you're just so amazing and he loves you so much, so instead he quietly pines for you and keeps his mouth shut- until the day you catch him in Foul Legacy form and he inadvertently confesses, delicately holding your hands in his claws and staring at you with such affection and adoration you immediately believe him
of course when he transforms back it takes a moment to remember what exactly he just did, and when he does he's absolutely overcome with embarrassment- he just CONFESSED to you in his FOUL LEGACY FORM- he said "I love you" while looking like an Abyssal monster and- why are you laughing???
it's a kind laugh though, and you pull Childe's hands away from his face and cup his cheek in your palm before leaning in and pressing a gently kissing his forehead. Childe's already burning cheeks blush further, and he wants to run and hide when he hears something like a purr hum in his throat. tell him that you love his Foul Legacy form and he melts from overwhelming affection for you and embarrassment <333
I don't know if this has already been done (sorry if so!), but I've been trying to figure out who to draw for this meme, and woke up in a cold sweat with this image in my mind this morning and needed to try to draw it 😅
Did not fall at ice skating AND I sweated all my rage out at one of my specialists 😎 He gets to live another day and I finished my first session at this rink! I think I made it hmm 6 out of 10 lessons which isn't GREAT, but also. What can you do in these unprecedented times. I remain as ever unable to do a crossover, however a friend I made in class decided the two of us are going to try the next group up in the next session. So at least I'll be learning new stuff and not be bored failing at the same things I've been failing at since 2018. I get to fail at new stuff!
I do think my parents maybe missed the mark not forcing me to do sports as a kid...appreciate them encouraging me to be a sensitive and tenderhearted poet and I think I excel at it, but every time I go ice skating for an hour or go hiking for a couple hours or just move my body in a way that creates endorphins I'm like damn, you guys hear about this?? If you move your body, sometimes it clears your head and makes you feel more hopeful about life?? What?? Amazing.
Anyway, excited to start the next session in July. And if work does change my schedule and I no longer work Saturdays I'm thinking of trying a softball clinic 🤔
i think "too anxious to attend follow-up appt abt anxiety" shouldnt even be seen as a cancellation. like you want to know how ive been doing? asked and answered.
Love how instead of sleep my brain has decided to focus on how many mountain ranges I should have on one continent for a world I’m building. I want my brain to shut up but now I have multiple American Mountain ranges rotating in my head, trying to squish themselves onto the poor memory I have of the map I’ve been working on.
"Non farlo piangere" girl he literally cries in his mother's arms when he's trying to fall asleep because he gets frustrated when he can't and now I'm making him cry???????????????
yet another instance of when I sensed that the book was Leading Up To Something, and in the end it was Romance again rather than the sort of proper spooky tragedy that I'd come prepared for :|