#all our pets and we had our beds all next to eachother and we had bunk beds too for funsies

[yunjinkisses]

Hello, when you have time can you make a smut + fluff where y/n is dating (gp!)bbangsaz and she feels insecure about her body so they try to convince her otherwise about it? Tysm angel

G!P BBANGSAZ X F READER

hope you enjoy darling!

what’s ahead:body image struggle , insecurity with self image , fluff , comfort , smut , creampie , pet names , praise kink

me and my girlfriends were in a pool,it was just the three of us , minji,hanni,and me , i was wearing a bathing suit / bikini , i was feeling confident at the time of buying it but now i don’t feel so good about my body..

“hey uhm is it okay if i go back inside?”

they both looked at me curiously

“yeah of course,is everything okay?”

they knew i had problems with my body image,and they both knew i wasn’t so confident about wearing this bikini

“is it about the bathing suit my love? , if so what can we do to help”

hanni spoke softly , minji smiling along with her

“there isn’t much you can do-“

“i think i have an idea,come on babe let’s go back inside to our room”

minji spoke , and than started to whisper with hanni and they both nodded along with their whispers as we walked into our bedroom

hanni pushed me onto the bed as minji closed the door behind her

“we wanna show you how beautiful you really are,we know you have trouble with your self image , so we thought of a little something!”

hanni spoke excitedly,minji pulled me onto her lap and hanni crawled ontop of me , i could feel minjis bulge beneath me

hanni started to tease my cunt through the fabric of my bikini bottom making me whimper

“n-ngh~ m-more..please h-hanni..m-minji..need you..”

“shh relax baby tonight’s all about you,you’ll get it soon”

minji spoke out softly , she than lifted me up for a brief moment to pull down her bikini shorts , and take out her dick,rubbing it against my clothed ass

“you look so pretty,especially when you’re all needy like this”

“wish you knew how beautiful you are baby,your body is just so fucking perfect,wish i could just stare at you forever”

minji and hanni spoke out , making me whimper , feeling minjis dick against my ass made me wet

minji than moved my bottoms to the side and spit on her fingers to wet my other hole,making me gasp,she than inserted her dick into my ass

as for hanni she was aligning herself with my wet cunt while minji was putting her dick in my other hole

hanni than put her dick inside my wet cunt making my eyes roll

“f-fuck!~ so g-good!~ p-please ruin m-me!~”

they both smiled and looked at eachother

“we’re gonna ruin you alright , but we’re also gonna make you feel like the gorgeous princess you are “

i blushed at hannis comment , they both started to move inside me , making me moan

“god your so right , this all for us? this beautiful body all for us to see?”

minji spoke out , i vigorously nodded , i could only moan so i only nodded to her words

“awh poor princess can’t even speak,she’s such a good girl though,what a pretty one too!

hannis words made me moan even louder , the sultry voice she spoke it made me whine , i could feel myself grow closer

“is our baby gonna cum? , not yet darling not until we cum with you!”

hannis words made me want to cry and throw a fit

“c-cant hold it!”

“you will hold it,such a good girl you’ve been,we wanna cum inside you,hold it for us princess”

i had no choice but to hold it , they kept pounding me as i was on edge holding my high

“fuck i’m gonna cum!~”

“m-me too minji,looks like our baby gets to cum with us,come on darling cum~”

and on that note we all came , the two girls cumming inside my two holes making a mess out of me

at the end they kissed all over my body whispering soft praises into my ear cuddling up next to me

[kisses4lao]

Jamil Jamil, hes our man! (🍋Jamil x gn!reader🍋)

Okay so this is a belated birthday gift for my beloved boyfriend <<333

I mainly based the things reader says and does over things he'd personally do but I did want to post this on here so he could read it anytime

♧CW: reader is referred to with they/them but is fem bodied, smut and comfort, probably ooc jamil bc we love it when he's soft, first time sex, reader is dealing with a lot of shit fuck and jamil Is so sweet such husband, unsafe sex, its premarital too, jamil has big pp energy so he absolutely has a big pp here, he doesn't know how to use it tho pls help this man, bath sex and cockwarming near the end btw, smut smut smut oh so smutty we love him!!!!!! Also jamil cums inside?? Idk I might do that ig we'll see LMAO, oh also pet names, oh so many pet names bc me and my boyfriend use them on eachother all the time

♤!!ALL CHARACTERS IN THIS FIC ARE 18+!!♤

♤NOT PROOFREAD yall ever proofread a smut??? Its embarrassing. Im not doing that.

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♧ it had been one hell of a week.

Everything that could possibly go wrong, went wrong. Grim was sick beyond belief, no amount of tuna could help him stomach anything. You TRIED to buy more paper towels and better probiotics for him from Sam's shop, but you couldn't afford them because Crowley wasn't paying you enough.

Speaking of Crowley, he had to cut back on your paychecks because the school was putting out too much money for the overblots.

Ace and Deuce were over at ramshackle to help get things fixed up, but the ghosts decided that wasn't a good idea. They started throwing everything around, and one of them hit deuce in the head with a spare candlestick on accident. He wasn't okay, to say the least.

Not only that, but in Crewels class, you weren't paired up with your beloved boyfriend, Jamil! Crewel decided to pair you up with Sebek, and his loud yelling made you lose focus and fuck up the potion, earning a really bad scold from both Sebek, AND Crewel.

But luckily, it was Friday. After school. And you wanted some comfort. And what better way to get that from Jamil himself? Going to the mirror chamber, you get teleported to Scarabia.

Knocking on the door, you're greeted with the ball of sunshine of NRC, the Scarabia housewarden himself. "Hey you! I've been hoping you'd swing by, Jamil seems a little down, think you can cheer him up?" Seems like he's in the same position. No worries, you guys are always help eachother through bad times. Having kalim escort you throughout the halls, you're infront of his door, Jamils door.

Knocking on the door, Kalim yells out to him, "hey Jamil! Your s/o is here! They wanna hang out with you!" He leans on the door, ear pressed against it as you do the same. You can hear jamil yawn from the other side, seems as though he just woke up.

"Come in." He says. Kalim bids his farewell as you open the door to see your beloved. "Ah, my love, I've been hoping you'd come by." He said with a smile as he stood up from his desk. "Jamil! I'm so glad you're here, I heard from Kalim that you were upset.. are you okay?" "I'm more worried about you, dear. You've had quite the week. I've been worrying about you, thats all."

He walks over to his closet and pulls out a stick of incense. Lighting it up and putting it in a holder, he begins to walk over to you. "How are you doing? Are you okay?" He asks as he takes your hands and leads you to sit on his bed, sitting next to you after. You start to twiddle your thumbs, something he picked up that you did when you were nervous.

"I'm just.. I'm so tired... mentally, physically, everything hurts.." you say as you begin to shed tears. Jamil lightly cups your face with one hand and takes your hands in his empty one. He leaves Featherlite kisses on you cheeks as your tears start to spill, he places a soft kiss on your lips before speaking. "Honey, I know this is hard, okay? But im here whenever you need me. I'll always be here, no matter what. You're such an amazing person, everything about you entices me. You're so beautiful, and smart- and I just can't stand seeing you upset. You're so amazing, you don't deserve to feel like this, but im here for you. Always."

Looking into his eyes show nothing but love. He slowly leans in to kiss your lips. Its soft, and sweet. Perfect for him, his lips are so soft against yours. After a few seconds, he pulls away, letting a string of saliva connect the two of you as he places his forehead against yours. "I love you, never forget that." He says, placing another soft kiss on your lips.

"I love you too." You say, deepening the kiss. You begin to nibble on his lower lip, asking for permission and when he gives you it, you slip your tongue in. His mouth is sweet, warm, comforting. You just couldn't help but want more.

You can tell he was getting excited. He usually does when the two of you make out, but he doesn't say anything most of the time. He just excuses himself and takes care of it, coming back like nothing happened. But, what if you just, took it further this time? I mean, Jamil was such an amazing boyfriend, who else would you want to take your first? You knew he was a virgin too, though you have talked about sex in the past with him you couldn't help but notice how shy he'd get when you got too close.

Taking the initiative, you place your palm on his growing bulge, just to earn a surprised grunt from Jamil, followed with him pulling away from the kiss and halting your movements by holding your wrist. "(Y/n).. what are you doing? I mean, I know what you're doing, but are you sure nows a good time? I mean, like, I want to do this, I do, but, you're upset.. you're vulnerable.. I dont want to take advantage of that. I want you to be in the right mindset for this.. thats all." He looks at you with genuine concern in his eyes, but deep down you can see a hint of lost aswell.

"Jamil.. please, I need you. I've wanted this for so long and I just need a stress reliever.. please, you're the only one who can make me feel better.." tears start to form in your eyes out of sexual frustration. Cant someone just want to be dicked down by their boyfriend in peace? Apparently not in this economy.

Jamil takes a second to think, hand still cupping your face as he avoids looking you in the eye. Looking back at you, he begins to speak. "I just don't want you to think im taking advantage of your vulnerability. So, tell me you want this, and I'll give you everything I have. Promise." He says as he places a soft kiss on your forehead.

"I want this, I want you Jamil." You say with a nod. A smile shows on his face as he stands up and walks to his bathroom. Coming back after a few moments, he has some things in his hands. "I have condoms and stuff, but if you want to we can do it raw and have you take plan b in the morning? Whatever you want dear, im fine with whatever." Taking a minute to scan everything over, you answer. "Raw. Raw is better. Cum inside me too. Please." Blunt. Jamil got so red from you saying that, he starts tripping over his words, which puts a smile on your face.

"Are you sure? Like, SERIOUSLY, are you sure?? I'm just, I-I'm flattered, really, but we don't have to do this, im okay with wearing condoms, or not doing anything at all!" Jamil says as he avoids looking you in the eyes again. Instead of answering with words, you just answer by kissing him, interlocking your fingers with his, giving them a tight yet gentle squeeze. He seems to take the hint and goes back to the bathroom with everything in hand, putting it away.

He comes back looking as red as a tomato as he walks to the bed and sits next to you. Turning to you, you're able to finally be able to catch his lips into a sweet kiss again. This one getting heated quickly with your tongues dancing in a matter of seconds. You begin to take his jacket off as he slowly unbuttons your dress shirt, leaving enough open so he can begin touching your exposed skin. Slipping of his shirt, you begin to touch his chest, reveling in how toned his stomach is.

He begins to slip off your panties with one hand while the other touches the plush of your thighs. Taking the undergarments off and throwing them somewhere in the room, the takes his middle and ring finger and begins to grab slick while unintentionally brushing up against your clit, earning a loud, unexpected moan from you. He begins to push his fingers into your entrance while kissing you, swallowing and hushing your moans.

As he begins to pump his two fingers in and out of you, he takes his thumb and begins to stimulate your clit, which makes you scream his name whilst breaking your kiss. "Shhh honey, I know you like it, but we must be quiet, we don't want anyone intruding, do we?" He says with a tease in his voice as he begins sucking hickeys on your neck in private places. You still have school after all, he wouldn't want you to get in trouble.

With all of the stimulation, you can quite quickly. How couldn't you? Jamil had two fingers inside you, scissoring and curling while his thumb was rubbing circles on you clit. Coming down from your high, you take steady breaths as Jamil begins to unbuckle his belt, taking his pants and boxers off in one go.

Placing one hand on your hip as his other aligns his long, stiff member with your entrance, he looks into your eyes with nothing bit pure love. "If you ever feel uncomfortable, or want to switch positions, or stop or anything during this, just bite my ear okay? And im not saying nibble, im saying full on bite. I dont give a shit if you draw blood i just want you to be comfortable and happy, okay?" Nodding your head in anticipation, he kisses you as he slowly sinks his member into you.

It hurts. The pain is indescribable, but it quickly morphs into pleasure as he sinks in more. Jamil begins to groan, softly saying under his breath how tight you are, how you're taking him so well, how beautiful you look. Spoonfeeding you praise after praise as he reaches you deepest ends of you.

Finally bottoming out, he hugs your waist, kissing your neck softly. "Tell me when I can move, love." Waiting a minute or two to be adjusted to his size, you speak up. "You can move now." And with that, he begins to thrust in and out of you. Choked moans fill the room from you both as he tries to find a steady pace.

Jamil begins to lean down to your ear, praising how good you feel, telling you how amazing you are and telling you how lucky he is to have you. As he begins to thrust harder and deeper, he begins to kiss you. Its more teeth and tongue than anything, you're both acting like starved beasts who haven't eaten in days.

As Jamil experimentally pulls out and slams his cock back into you, the both of you groan loudly, realizing that he hit your g-spot. As he continues to go in and out of you at a rapid, yet somehow soft pace, you begin to feel his cock twitch inside of you.

Leaning to your ear, he praises you more. "My love, you're making me feel so good. I know you already said I could, but will you please give me permission to cum inside you? You make me feel so amazing, I need you so bad." He says as you moan his name again, not caring who'll hear anymore. Nodding as permission, he releases he load into you, making a few deep thrusts so you cum aswell.

Laying together to catch your breaths, Jamil slowly pulls out, watching as your body twitches from being empty. Going into his bathroom again, he grabs two waters and some sweets for you. "Eat up. You lost a lot of energy just now. I'll go and run a bath for us."

Once you're finished with your snacks and water, Jamil carries you bridal style to the bathroom. Placing you in the bath first, he climbs in after you. He then snakes his arms around your waist and pulls you into his lap. As he begins to wash you up, shampooing your hair and putting bodywash on you, your hands find their way back to his semi hardened member. Jamil practically chokes on his moan as you begin to stroke him, running your finger up and down his shaft.

He looks at you with confusion, earning a small chuckle from you. "One more round? Please?" You say, looking up at him with pleading eyes. He let's out a sigh, picking you up by the waist and slowly sinking you down on his now hardened cock. Getting into a position where your face is buried in his chest, you're content with not moving and just staying as is.

As he begins to wash you more, barely moving his hips as his one hand grips your waist, he starts to kiss more marks into your neck again. "My love, you've sparked something in me. Now im not sure if I can stop after 'one more round'," he practically growls in your ear. This may have been one long week, but this was going to be an even longer night.

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[rosemarycovet]

In my room- billy loomis x reader

(billys pov)

“are you gonna let me in?

“hello?helllooo?”I heard tapping from my window knowing exactly who it was

I was trying not the drift off in class as stu rambled about some nonsense when 2:45 the bell went off

thank god I thought to my self I got up and quickly left the class room speed walking through the halls with my head held low

I didn’t bother acknowledging anyone

many people think i’m odd just because I keep to my self I only talk to stu and our ‘friend group’

which are other people I don’t consider worthy of my time

but I mostly walk alone

avoiding girls that gush over me and the pathetic boys at school trying to start small talk with me

as I walk out the school building I avoid the sunlight with my chalky tone

some may say i’m a gaslighter and manipulative which they aren’t wrong

with my ‘piercing eyes’

I get home I don’t say anything

like there’s anyone to greet ain’t no one there

my mother had abandoned me

and my father is barely ever home,I don’t care.I walk in and right up stairs to my room

I go straight to bed take a quick nap and just wait patiently until dark because that’s when the real show starts

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‘Tap tap tap’

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I hear from my window I smirk knowing exactly who it is

I see her

(y/n).my baby is what I like to call her

she’s as beautiful as ever as she gives me a sweet soft smile

she’s young and pretty

she comes to my room and we talk at night

she’s demonic and bloody in my eyes

but she holds me tight every night i’m in my bedroom with her i’m never alone

and I kiss her cold lips until morning comes then she’s gone and i’m off

but she only exists in the dark of my room

as me and my ‘friends’ are sitting at the fountain for lunch I sit next to stu as randy sits in the middle of stu and tatum and Sidney is next to tatum

god how much I hate Sidney she’s the reason my mom left me

yet she doesn’t even know

I kept catching her staring at me yet pretended as if I didn’t notice

I know she likes me it’s obvious

but my feelings are the opposite for her

I wish she would die

I wish I could kill her right now

I have planned to kill her with the rest of the group but making stu my partner

there’s so much of sidney I can’t stand same with the rest of them as they talk about meaningless stuff

and all I can think about is my love

I’d do anything for her

as me and her laid in my bed I do adore her as I said before I’d do anything for her and it’s always in my room that we’re the closes

I try to smile but i’m always frontin

but I do love her and at least that’s something.She doesn’t talk much but when she does it gets cold

usually we just lay there and we hold eachother

we’re lovers we don’t need others

certainly i’m all she needed and she is everything I need I don’t need anyone else but her

one night one of my mother’s cat that she also had abandoned had jumped up on the covers

and it scared my baby,cause she don’t like pets.

she had scrambled out of the room

It had made my blood boil that the cat had frighten my baby so I twisted it’s fucking head of its neck

“look baby it’s bloody it’s gone it’s doomed” I had cried out to her

“please come back to the room..don’t ignore me” I begged her

this was more than a sick love story

If she was ever to leave me or was left with out her I’d bring a gun shot to school

and I will for any reason if she wants me to

I hate it that she has to leave when the light comes on and if I had it my way the fucking sun would be gone

sometimes when we’re kissing I start shaking when she slips me that tongue it taste like bacon

she looks sad

uh-oh something wrong.my baby’s upset

“baby what’s wrong?” I asked her as I tuck a strain of her hair behind her ear

“billy one of the neighbors kid had spotted me sneaking in and now I can’t come back cause they know our secret”

unless I can make them keep it if I do she’ll still be able to come

the next day i’m in their backyard as I slipped my ghost face costume on with a shotgun and knife

cut the screen,I went and found the kid

blew a blow of spaghetti to the side of it’s head Then their daddy was next he ran down the hall as I chased after him he was quick to fall as I shredded his throat.

I gripped the knife and started stabbing the shit out of his wife

after Is was done with them I went back home a bloody mess still in my ghostface costume with a job well done

as I washed up in the sink and but the bloody costume in the washing machine waiting for baby to come

like I said I do anything for her

I waited and and hated for 3-4 hours to hear her tapping

then finally she arrived as always she had a soft smile on her face as I held a smirk

“baby I got rid of them you don’t have to worry”

she stared at me a bit surprised

“you got rid of them?..for me?”

“of course baby I’d do anything for you”

she smiled and ran up to me as I picked her up and took her in my room

[elliesbiatch]

Bestie <3

Ellie x fem reader

Warnings: SMUT, scissoring, cursing, pet names lmk if I forgot any ;) this is not proof read but ah well

Word count: 1k

When Ellie shows me new music I can’t help but smile, she looks so happy as she mumbles the words and nods her head to the beat. I giggle a little, watching her intently, how could someone be so perfect and not even have to try? I watch her lips move and mine start to tingle at the thought of kissing her. “So u like it?” She asks me, snapping me back from my thoughts. The music fades out and I nod my head, “yeah it’s a cool song” I tell her and she grins. “Happy you enjoyed, I have a few others I can share” she says, getting up from the bed and walking over to her record player.

I watch as she bends over to pick up the next record and my eyes focus on her ass. My cheeks grow hot and I shift my eyes somewhere else. What is wrong with me? I have never looked at her in this way before, she was always my best friend and nothing else. Before I could even think about it further she plops back on the bed, I shake my head a little bit to get the bad thoughts out. The music this time is slower and- sexier kind of. I let my eyes wander over her body, she’s looking down at one of her comics so she won’t notice that I’m undressing her with my eyes.

Staring at her hands makes me dizzy, imagining them all over me- making me feel good. “Y/n?” She giggles, bringing her hand up to rub my cheek. “Your cheeks are all hot? You flustered for some reason?” She asks me in a low voice. “Oh um- it’s pretty warm in here” I lie and she raises an eyebrow. “You sure you weren’t having bad thoughts about me angel?” She mutters and I look at her wide eyed. Why would she say that? She’s never said anything remotely close to that ever before - or called me a name like that.

“Hmm? Were you ?” She asks again, before sliding closer to me. I can’t make myself speak, I’m too embarrassed right now. “You know- I’ve had some pretty bad thoughts about you, which is fucked up because you’re my best friend” she mumbles, hearing her say this makes me throb. “W-what kind of thoughts?” I manage to get out. “I’ve thought about a lot of things- kissing you, touching you…” she mutters, brushing her tattooed hand up my bare arm. “Thought about fucking you nice and deep”. A shiver runs down my spine, straight to my pussy. “Ellie” I shriek and she giggles, “what? You asked me to tell you”.

“Didn’t think you’ve thought about *that*” I say shyly. She hasn’t stopped looking me in the eyes for the last minute so I shift them downwards. “I want you pretty bad” she purrs and I look back at her eyes, they flutter down to gaze at my lips. “You think it would be okay if I kissed you for a minute bestie?” She smirks and I giggle before I give a quick nod in awe. She leans in and gently presses her lips against mine. I open my mouth slightly to deepen the kiss and my hands find themselves cupping her face.

We kiss for a few minutes, making me wetter and wetter. The kisses become sloppy and desperate before she pulls away and begins sucking on my neck. “Fuck Ellie, stop” I squirm as she sucks harder, leaving her mark on me. “Why baby?” She mumbles, trailing down further. “Because this is bad” I groan and she smiles into me. “Mhm- so bad, but that makes it better doesn’t it angel” she smirks.

I bite my lip and nod before sitting up slightly so she can take my clothes off. She complements me a few times in between kissing me all over. By the time her hand rubs over my clothed pussy, I’m dripping for her. She sits back up and takers her jeans and underwear off, leaving her T-shirt on. She leans over and un clips my bra. “We gonna make eachother feel good?” She mumbles, playing with my tits a little. I say a quick ‘yes’ and she grins, sliding my soaking panties off, “atta girl”.

She rubs her hand over my wet cunt before leaning in to kiss me a little more. She then positions herself with me so that our cunts meet. “Fuck” she groans, throwing her head back at the feeling. She begins to to grind against my pussy making me moan. “Just like that Ellie” I groan, she humps harder and her eyebrows furrow in concentration. I let out little moans and all she does is grunt and hiss slightly when she hits the perfect spot. The sound fills my ears as she begins to aggressively grind against me. Anytime out clits brush off eachother I let out sharp moan and she smiles proudly. She leans down to kiss me, still moving her hips at a fast pace, our bodies are sweaty now and our breathing is erratic. “You feel s- so good angel” she manages to get out as she closes her eyes.

I bring my lips to her neck and suck as she begins to let out some cute, desperate moans. “You close babe?” I ask her and she moans a quiet ‘mhm’. Her grinding gets even sloppier and I can tell she’s getting tired so I put my hands on her hips to help guide her. “Fuck y/n, just like that” she cries making me want to cum too. “Good girl, make my cunt all messy, please cum” I moan and she closes her eyes. The feeling gets too good and I cum before she does but I let her continue to rub against my sensitive clit. After a couple more seconds I feel her hips twitch and she lets her head fall into the crook of my neck. She rides her orgasm out, our chests rising and falling quickly.

“That was…fun” she mumbles, lifting her head up to look at me, her cheeks all red. “It was” I grin and she kisses me on the jaw. “You’re such a good bestie” she giggles.

[partyoffourplusfur]

Ya know I’m not sure I’ve ever formally posted about our dog, Greg, on here. Getting ready to try a new training tool so why not start documenting on here 🤷‍♀️

We got Greg 2? Years ago (time melts into eachother these days) and he’s great. He’s a 3 year old mini poodle (I think he’s a schnauzer/poodle mix) Loves to play fetch, tug, and “get that dog”. He’s amazing with the kids. So tolerant and vocal about when he doesn’t want to be messed with which the kids have learned to back off which is also great. He plays with the cats. (Well Billie. They’re bffs. Olive isn’t a fan of playing with him. She’s a cranky old lady) He loves being brushed and I’m able to groom him myself (a fantastic trait of a long haired pet for a broke ass bitch)

BUT he’s reactive. And it’s a real pain in the ass.

But. He’s just reactive. Not aggressive. I always feel the need to clarify that.

Mostly to other dogs and men. Can’t just let people live their lives.

He will bark up a big bad storm, but the moment said person is near him, he’s on his back asking for belly rubs 🙄 literally. He was barking at a guy running in the neighborhood. Living his life. And got away from us and I had to yell at the guy (he’s just loud! He won’t bite you! And Greg just rolled over the second he was in arms distance of the dude🙄) all bark no bite.

Dogs on the other hand, I keep him away from of course because im not going to let anyone potentially get bit.

We had an instance where a neighbor dog was loose (it’s a whole thing. I actually called animal control on them and they haven’t been out loose since. Anyways) and came near us and Greg lost his freaking mind. Dog was friendly and just wanted to say hi but Greg only saw a threat to me and the kids and I was swinging him in the air by his harness so he didn’t get close enough to bite them or be bit because at that point I would have abandoned him to get the kids inside and then who knows what kind of damage would have been done to the both of them.

We’ve tried redirecting with a clicker and treats. And that works when we’re inside the house. Not so much when we’re in public. Because he’s like DANGER! DANGER! A THREAT TO MY BABIES! A THREAT TO MY MOM! even though everyone is totally fine and he’s the one making a fool of himself.

Anywho. Next we’re trying a bark collar. Which I’ve always been pretty against. Because like who wants to SHOCK their pet? But I’ve discovered that bark collars these days typically have settings, where they first beep, and then they vibrate, and then they’ll shock. And you can change the intensity of the vibrate and shock settings. So really it can be very subtle. And lots of reviews said once their dog realized what the beep meant, they generally learned to shut the heck up because they didn’t want to be shocked. So we’re gonna try it inside the house for a week or so and once we’re not barking so much in the home, then we’ll try neighborhood walks, then try being in public. And hopefully he’ll learn to not bark and we can stop using the collar.

It wouldn’t be so bad if it was just when he was in public. He’s unfortunately pretty reactive to Jesus a lot of the time and always trying to “protect” me (even though I swear he’s his favorite person) Oh like for example last night I fell asleep in bed and Jesus was playing games. Greg was in bed with me and he also fell asleep. Jesus came in to get the phone charger and spooked Greg and he was barking up a storm (and scared the shit out of me) at Jesus even though he clearly knows THAT HE LIVES HERE TOO like damn dude. It’s not that big of a deal he’s allowed to come into his own room. Chilllllllll.

Anyways yeah that’s what’s going on with the dog and I have pretty high hopes. It’d be great if he could at the very least learn to not bark when in the house. He barks at the neighbors when they come into the building or sometimes when they’re walking around too loud upstairs.

Greg is just a loud boy with anxiety.

[birlwrites]

More asking time!! Okay so you wrote this in one of your posts and I am INTRIGUED

and in his mind, regulus used to be willing to jump into all sorts of risks with sirius, until those risks involved using critical thinking skills with regard to their family and what the blacks stand for

WHAT WERE THE RISKS? Ramble to us about the shenanigans that little regulus and little sirius got up to (please)!! How were they like when they were children? Who was the more chaotic child? Which one had walburga and orion praying for peace and no sleepless nights? Which one was more angelic? How were they like towards eachother when they were kids, too! Did they have any irrational fears like monsters under the bed or fear of the dark or anything?

Also!! Bellatrix, Andromeda, Narcissa, James, Remus, Marlene, Lily- anyone you want to ramble about! And evannnnn because I remember that he and regulus knew eachother when they were kids because sacred 28 things! Afjsbsjsh I am incredibly intrigued by how each of them was like as a child. Barty too!! As many characters as you can squeeze in fjsbsjshs I would love to hear it all

Goodluck on your assignments!!

FJSLGHSKF little sirius was a virtuoso at finding the line between 'allowed' and 'not allowed' and walking it like a tightrope

'you never SAID we shouldn't :DDDDDDDD' was one of his catchphrases as a child, used in relation to circumstances such as:

well, yes, i did go into the vault, but i took bellatrix with me and she's an adult so i was supervised, and yes i did happen to take regulus with me as well but bellatrix supervised him too, and we didn't touch ANYTHING except the floor because we had to stand on it, so really we followed all the rules :)

my pawn is sneak attacking your king from BEHIND-- (cygnus: if your pieces are off the board they can't reenter the board) MY PAWN HAS A RANGED WEAPON

we did NOT go into the cursed wardrobe at borgin and burkes, we just looked inside, no i did not poke the mirror on the door, whoever told you that is SLANDERING me, regulus did NOT get curse goo on the bottoms of his shoes, that was dirt because borgin and burkes is ABOMINABLY maintained--

yes you did say we couldn't go in the stream, but you said it was because we'd get our clothes wet, so i asked grandmother melania to do impervius charms on us first :)))))))))))))))

this isn't dessert before dinner, this is late afternoon tea

no, we did NOT tell the minister of magic that he should make it legal to have dragons as pets, we told him we were SAD that it was illegal to have dragons as pets (this is when orion and walburga decided to take a brief hiatus on bringing their children to luncheons involving heads of state, even if there was a kids' table)

but we DIDN'T spend all the money you gave us on ice cream (regulus, standing next to him, proudly holds out 2 knuts. he is so good at budgeting. sirius could only figure out how to get them down to 6 knuts but regulus MAXIMIZED the amount of money they could spend while still following the rules. they are both going to sugar crash HARD in about 20 minutes)

you may note that almost all of these are a 'we' situation as opposed to an 'i' situation, which is because 95% of the time, whenever sirius was Up To Something, regulus was right there with him. the other 5% of the time it was bellatrix. sirius has always loved having co-conspirators

so sirius was the chaos child but regulus was pretty much always involved SOMEHOW, he was just less bold about going into places he thought were creepy? regulus always insisted he was NOT afraid of the dark but if they were going to go in somewhere dark it just made more SENSE to hold hands so they wouldn't lose track of each other and it was LOGICAL and NOT BECAUSE HE WAS SCARED

meanwhile sirius nearly had a heart attack once because they were playing in the stream (it runs through the grounds of black manor) and regulus said 'watch how long i can hold my breath!!!' and laid facedown in the water and STAYED THERE for so long that sirius thought he was DEAD

which is my fun and funky way of telling you that sirius has had nightmares about regulus drowning right in front of him. no that definitely did not eventually develop into a distaste for swimming in general. he's never wondered if the giant squid has ever pulled anyone under in the black lake. why would you think that

but on a lighter note, regulus and sirius figured out at a pretty young age that regulus Strategically Bursting Into Tears For Uhhhh Reasons (*insert incoherent sobbed explanation that makes no sense here*) was a great way to persuade most of their older family members to immediately drop everything in favor of giving them sweets. well, giving regulus sweets, but he shared with sirius

('they care so much about each other,' aunt druella marvels.)

('mum, how do you fall for this every time,' bellatrix says.)

('bella is just jealous that she doesn't get cake,' narcissa says, also jealous that she does not get cake.)

regulus hid a piece of parchment in his room on which he noted down all the occasions in which he used this tactic to secure treats for him and sirius, and which family member he used it on, so they could make sure to space it out so nobody got TOOOOOOO suspicious

so regulus was angelic (as much as the blacks get) and leveraged being the baby of the family for everything it was worth, and sirius was entertaining and leveraged being the heir of the family (well, the baby heir, since orion was heir black until sirius was like 9) for everything *it* was worth, and as a result they very rarely got into trouble as children - they did get scolded for the occasional too-brazen mischief but they were adorable and manipulative children so they got away with a lot

AND THEY WERE FRIENDS WITH EVAN!!!

little evan was a ball of energy who basically never walked anywhere. running and skipping were his preferred methods of travel, whatever it took to match pace with his big sister. he also was a big fan of climbing things and managed to deeply offend sirius when they were about 6 by saying dragons were 'cool, but not as cool as phoenixes'. regulus was also offended but he was only half paying attention because he was occupied reading a book about the history of necromancy that he was not supposed to have (orion didn't think regulus was actually going to UNDERSTAND any of it)

also evan thought acid pops were actually poisonous until he was like 8 years old

barty didn't really know any of his current friends growing up - his social circle was pretty much exclusively family friends, and he was really close with his mom, and when she had her friends over for tea or w/e he would often just kind of show up, so barty knew LOTS of gossip about adults he didn't know (watered down to be child-friendly). barty's mom used to be an arts & culture columnist at the daily prophet and barty got ALL the tea about the inner workings of the prophet from the friends who worked there

the general decorating theme of his room at home is 'books', because not only were they frequent gifts for birthdays and such, visiting a bookstore was often how barty's mom would bribe motivate him to put in effort on schoolwork, keep his room tidy, be on his best behavior whenever they went to the ministry, etc etc etc

(her friends thought this was absolutely hilarious and routinely commented on how she was basically just parenting another version of herself)

also i'm not saying there's a locked box hidden in the very back of barty's closet at home full of half-finished story ideas in child!barty's handwriting, but i'm not NOT saying that

once harriet crouch sorted out the whole 'bribe my son with books' thing, her main parenting difficulty was 'prevent him from staying up all night reading them,' but she figured he'd sleep when he was tired. which he did. like immediately after breakfast the next day. welp.

[fairybasketsxo]

3, 22, 48

What was your high school sex fantasy?

pansy: in high school? lmfao, i identified pretty hard as asexual. most of my fantasies were just picking out what music i would play at my future wedding lmfao. when i had dreams though, there was usually oral involved and older women hehe, but also unfortunately many mediocre white men Actors lol rip

posy: my senior year i wanted to download grindr sooo bad 😭 (i'm soo glad i didn't) i was obsessed with the idea of meeting someone and getting fucked in their car. i still love messing around in the car tbh

 22. List your kinks.

pansy: predator/prey, intoxication play, bruises, bondage/rope/shibari, impact play, collaring, s&m, gags, pet play, pumping, etc!! 

posy: somno, intox play, breeding, exhibition, praise, predator/prey, cnc, to name a few 😳

48. Biggest sexual fantasy?

pansy: making sweet nasty faggy transsexual love in the woods on posy & i's wedding night 

🎶🤵‍♂💍🤵‍♂️💒

posy: ok not one of my biggest fantasies but one that i was thinking about recently is having a big party / being on vacation with a bunch of hot trans people and we all decide to share a hotel room with connecting rooms. towards the end of the night after everyone's been drinking and smoking we all pair off to go to our rooms and sleep. me and pansy have been eyeing eachother all night so the second we get our room to our selves we're making out and grinding on eachother like NASTY. we keep trying to be quiet because we know there's a couple on each side of our room, but we can't help it. we start letting a few moans slip out and ignoring how loud the bed is creaking. we don't realize how loud we're being until we hear the sounds of moans coming from the walls next to us. 😵‍💫  i'm so high right now i can't finish writing this thought or i'll start grinding into the bed 

[coolpeopleonlyexist]

Smile At The Camera!!

Emily Davis x Jessica Riley

Jess opened her phone to see a notification from josh, a smile stretched on her face as she read it.

'Joshy: We are going to the lodge this weekend, ya comin?'

Jess sighs as she types a response.

'Me: Yeah, im going! saturday right?'

Jess giggles when josh sends a thumbs up as a response "Okay! Time to pack, i guess." jess turns her head to her closet and makes her way to it, pulling out the suitcase and then somethings falls out aswell.

Jess grabs it from the floor and flips it to see it was pictures of her and emily, one was where they were both cuddling with eachother on emilys bed and as emily was smiling widely at the camera jess was sticking her tongue out with a smile, they had interwined their hands, emilys cat jemily was curled up next to them.

The other one was of jess looking at emily lovingly as emily looked away from the camera to look at jemily, both girls looking at the black haired girl in awe and love.

Jess and emily decided the cats name long ago because they decided to adopt her together but jess couldn’t keep the cat and emily could so they agreed on emily keeping her at her house.

......

"Lets name her Jemily!" emily rolled her eyes "Jess thats the stupidest name ever." jess gasped "But its our name togetherrr" she whined laying her head onto emilys shoulder "Fine, whatever." though a smile played on her lips as she pet the black kitten "Shes beautiful." jess smiled "She has your hair and my eyes!" emily giggled "Yeah, she does doesn’t she?" jess nodded "We should get her a pink collar." emily nodded "I guess so." jess smirked as an idea popped in her head.

Jess leaned over and flicked her tongue on emilys cheek "Ew!! Gross jess!" emily wiped her cheek with the back of her hand trying to ignore the heat building up on her face "Meow," jessica plopped her head on emilys lap "God your childish!" emily tried to fake a glare but jessicas smile was contagious so she also began to smile even though she tried her best efforts not to.

"Its like we are one happy family, im the mom and your the dad-" emily cut her off "The dad?" jess let out a cackle "Im just joshing ya!" emily rolled her eyes "Both of us are the moms and heres our daughter jemily." emily sighed "Still think the names stupid." jess smiled "But you still agreed to it because you lovee mee." emily looked down at her "Maybe i do." jess giggled and turned to look at jemily running around the room with her tail in the air.

......

Jess felt tears build in her eyes as she looks at the picture even more, looking at the glimmer in emilys eyes and the way the cat looks at her as well "I wish this ended better." jess couldn’t even remember why she even ended up with mike and didn’t want to even think of it.

It was all so confusing, she wanted to end up with emily and that was what she was going for but something was fucked up and she ended up with mike instead and she will always regret it but what does it matter? Emily hates her and she can never change that.

Jess lets out a shakey sigh as cold tears slowly ran down her face as she places them on her chest next to her beating heart "Em.." jess lets out a sob, she knows shes supposed to be the bitchiest one of both of them and isn’t supposed to care about this type of thing but the friendship between emily and her was meaningful to her and when emily walked away she also left with a piece of jessica with her, she knows emily is probably not even thinking about her right now, maybe shes already burned all the memories they had together or shes deleting all the pictures of them together while shes laying on her bed with jemily, their daughter.

[thedreamspace82]

Time and time again I’am reminded of the poor choices I chose to make, I do feel I wasn’t 100% behind them in terms of what happened next entirely. I should have followed my gut, I think most I’am scared to move home, and I know I’d only be coming home for you and my brother. That town reminds me of a lot of bad memories with my family and mom. Moving here literally saved my life. I wouldn’t be here if I had stayed back home. I’am scared a bit you’ll never move here but also that’s not something I could ask of someone. I’am 1 human and you are a set of 3. So I can’t be selfish cutie, do I believe I married the correct person? Absolutely not, not for 1 second do I believe that. Do I believe or feel in love with her no I don’t, I felt a shit ton of pressure behind it all, and honestly I’ve given it my all here because I had a rule with myself that I never wanted to marry twice but honestly I probably will. Iam exhausted with love, it should never be this hard with the right person.

Laying here appreciating your “ can I call you” on my way home tonight. I look so forward to when you call. I try to leave you be most days and I simply just keep you on my mind in hopes you’ll feel it on your side. Do you ever feel like if you were with the right person you’d been a million times better than you are now? Like someone rooting you on and pushing you? Fuck I dream about you. We’re going on many years, I’d love a hug from you and to hug you. Simple connection with you. I imagine my life in the future very different than where and what I’am doing now.

Wanna know what I’ve always found to be comforting? The fact we both are missing our moms, the fact we both grew up really rough and had a lot of trauma happen to us, we practically trauma bond in this relationship. We’ve always put everything out on the table for eachother to see, hiding nothing. And the fact that we struggled through school and both struggle to spell or know the difference between their and there. We are misfits and I fell in love with the misfits parts of us. I don’t care what anyone says but you are down right my soulmate. A blessing I didn’t see coming. This bright beautiful smile that always gets me. You can lift me out of anything and I mean anything… all your pet names, the way you show your love so passionately. Like I’ll never fucking understand how someone could cheat on you or would even dream of it. How someone could treat you poorly or unfair and lack love towards you. Iam jealous of the placement of people in your life. They take advantage of the minutes and moments they have with you, I’d treat that 1 minute with you like it’s my last to be with you. You’re fucking gold and I love you, this universe loves you, my soul loved you before I realized I did. You know when the hear and mind and gut are all on board.

I dream of just 1 entire day uninterrupted with you. No phones, no wifi, just you. Laying in bed talking, showering, going on a drive, going and grabbing a drink, give anything for that. I was not joking that I’am coming down in the next few months, a tad home sick for my peoples, you, grandma, brother and bestfriend. Missss you fucking all so much it hurts.

[chaegronn]

Collision

"Yeah, we crash, 파편은 어디"

(minsung special)

Minsung Awkward Trope Fluff

Enemies to Lovers Meet Cute

Forced Cohabitation

Chapter 1: Uncanny Encounter

This is it.

The day Han jisung enters his college life to be a doctor, there may be obstacles along the way but its something sheer effort can't fix. Today is the day..

He moves into the dorms!

"Sweet!" jisung thought, finally happy he gets to have his own room, own bathroom, own kitchen.. Years and YEARS of living with his 2 brother's straight from hell, Chahn and Changbin, he never had peace and quiet. Until now. He gets to move into a dorm and maybe, JUST maybe, he'll get some time for himself.

Han begins to pack, excited for what awaits him, he's seen the inside of the dorm in pictures, its pretty spacious! It's very large considering only 2 students are to live in them, jisung just wishes that his dorm mate is a quiet and minimalistic person, to keep the dorm nice and tidy all the time.. preferably a girl as well.. Too bad he looked at the dorm a week later than his roomie did so they didn't get to meet, seeing that his dorm mate has already made themselves comfortable, having already moved almost all of their stuff.

"Woah!! This place is big!" Han jisung said out loud, spreading his arms and running around the spacious living room "We only give the best for our students." The Dorm Handler that Ushered Jisung to his room, quickly retorted. "Anyways, I'll leave you to it. I'm well aware those boxes won't unpack themselves won't they?" They added, laughing after said fact. "Well yeah! Uhh haha" Han awkwardly responded sitting down the couch and rubbing his neck, "well thanks again! Bye!" Han waved as he left. Jisung quickly laid down the couch, a sense of relief washes over him.. thank god the conversation part was over, he can have this room all to himself now. Well not until his room mate arrives. Looking around, Jisung sees that there are some furniture already placed, It isn't a crime to snoop right?

Cute Charms and cat themed objects littered the dorm, a glass figure of a cat sits atop the Fridge as a large toaster with cat ears accompanied it, The light from the window reflects a black cat keychain hanging from a pencil case placed neatly on top of the Island counter. Every detail seems intricate and well placed, it all felt like home to Han. Looking at the ground he sees 3 cat bowls, "Soonie, Doongie, Dori" Jisung whispered to himself. 'This person must own cats.. I didn't even know they allowed Pets here!' He thought

Han investigates further on what's placed on the ground, a litter box tucked in a corner, and a small cat tree beside it, This person must be some kind of Kitty Masiah with all of these objects themed like cats or for the cats themselves.

Jisung wanted to know more about this person he's going to be living with for the next 3 years, what's so wrong about entering their room huh?

Han strutted around to find the rooms, two doors facing eachother. One door was a blank slate, Whilst the other had a "Do NOT disturb" Sign on it, accompanied with cute little cat stickers and a small dream catcher on the handle of the door.

Jisung knocked on instinct before opening the door, a bed is the first thing you see after opening the door, on the bed was a big light brown blanket, on top were Cat plushies, and a strange plushie of a.. is it a pig or a rabbit? "D-Dwaekki?" Han uttered, laughing at the abomination. Looking around much more he saw a Vanity with a bunch of small boxes resting on it. 'I guess even they're not done with packing as well' Jisung thought. Averting his attention to the large window right above where the bed is placed, seeing the beautiful view of Seoul, Han inches closer to see the view much more better, students leaving classes, people walking out of work, He looks at his watch to see the time "2:03PM" its about time every body left to go home, its such a beautiful view. Han jisung is tru- BANG

...

"Who the fuck are you and what the fuck are you doing in my room?!" Someone shouts loudly behind Han, he's spent so long in this stranger's room that it left his mind that.. HES IN A STRANGERS ROOM! "AAAAAAAAAAAAH" Han Jisung screamed so loud i swear everyone in the dorm could hear it. "what the fuck? Are you crazy? Why are YOU screaming you're in my room you shithead" what foul language! I dont like this guy! "O-OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY" Han explained frantically, facing his Room mate. What a bad first impression! Lol Han you loser! "Im sorry! I just got carried away looking around that i started snooping around and i got curious in what your room contained so i-" Han cut himself off shocked at the man(view lol) in front of him.

It was a tall guy with brown hair, he carried a plastic bag containing various cat foods and toys, he wore a white tank top with grey sweatpants "So you?" He stood there SO intimidating, thinking about what he saw in the rooms, he never thought that the guy who owned all these stupid cat charms stickers weird shit was this buff intimidating guy, ALSO A GUY?? after analizing Han was 100% sure this room mate was a girl but what the hell??

"So i went in!"

"Can't you read the sign?" He quickly turned the door and grabbed the sign to show Han

"Do not disturb" han said coyly

"Yeah so get out dude that's kind of weird"

Han didn't need that to be said twice, the moment he said that he rushed out so quickly not even the Flash could rival his speed.

But..

What now?

All hopes to make a good relationship with his roommate is probably all but well right now. Han sits down at the chairs accompanying the Island Counter. "What do i do? All my hopes at leading a peaceful life here is all gone.." han whispered to himself, it think this loser's about to cry too lol.

He picks up all his boxes to finally place them in his room, Thinking about how maybe living with his brothers actually isnt thay bad. this is going to be a long 3 years.

Hellooo to the few people that might read this, first, i thank you for reading this. Second, i want to tell you that there might not be a chapter 2.. unless i get an idea for what exactly to do for chapter 2 hahue!

[permissiontosubmit]

3/12.

A lot has happened since my last entry. We will get into that. First I want to talk about why I can travel with Akiva. He is the one and only person that I can completely comfortably travel with (or really just do anything with and live with) and why Akiva and I have a bond that doesn’t compare to any other of my relationships. 

Akiva and I became friends because we were both sad people. He lived next door to me freshman year and I would go to his room when I was sad and pet his ESA (Wes). We wouldn’t ever talk. He would open the door and look at me and know that something was wrong, and I would calmly walk into his bedroom and lay on his bean bag. He’d play music, always piano music, and after some time I would hug him and leave. 

Years and many sessions of therapy went by. Akiva and I talk a lot now. We talk about everything. We live together and understand each other’s vastly different lifestyles and respect each other’s boundaries. We have grown so much. 

One day, during one of my rather common-- shower-less, haven’t left my room in two weeks, uncombed hair and unbrushed teeth, mold growing in water cups, pills everywhere and crumbled tissues-- depression episode, Akiva burst into my room and said my therapist says we should get sun and go on a vacation. I said I can’t afford that.

Two hours later I was on a plane with Akiva and Wes. Akiva said “I didn’t ask if you wanted to come, I was just telling you that i booked everything and we are going” This was in 2019. It was my first time going on a trip since I was a child, and the first vacation I’d go on where the police weren’t called, someone didn’t end up in the hospital, and my entire family didn’t leave in tears.

That very first vacation we went to Long beach, then santa monica, then joshua tree. I didn’t have lemon yet. We were gone for two weeks.

I cried the entire trip. I cried every day, and I cried and cried so much that I thought my tears could turn Joshua tree into a tropical oasis. I cried because the earth was beautiful. I cried because I realized that the world was larger than the darkness that I thought it to be. I cried because I wished that everyone in the world that ever felt pain and suffering could see the stars in the sky, and see the colors of the world the way it really was. I cried because I felt free to express my emotions and felt free to not have to explain myself or entertain anyone or do anything other than just to “be there” and that someone loved me enough to allow that and just want me to be there and experience it with them.

After that trip, Akiva and I regularly had “mental health trips.” We would get burnt out, overwhelmed, or sad, and decide to go off somewhere. Our trips always comprised of two things: QUITENESS, and SPACE TO JUST EXIST.

We never had an itinerary. We never brought more than a backpack and some books and headphones.

Akiva would bring his camera and go off on his own and come back sometimes with photos to show me. I would lay in bed all day and listen to music. I’d make tea and sit on a porch or terrace somewhere. I would venture out into the woods or take walks on the beach. We did our own things, and just enjoyed eachother’s silent company to return home to. We slept a lot. When we did do activities,  it was things we stumbled across while wandering and I would often leave when I was over it and go home first, or vice versa. Sometimes when we were eating we’d eat in silence. Sometimes when we couldn’t sleep we could go to the living room and see that the other person was awake as well. We’d usually just lay on the couch together in silence, understanding that we both probably had nightmares, or just couldn’t sleep. I never payed attention to the way I look. I would wear the exact same pair of sweats for the entire week. I never payed attention to entertaining Akiva. I never cared if Akiva was having fun. I didn’t care about what we ate, cause Akiva and I never ate the same things. I didn’t care about anything. I didn’t feel guilty about not having fun if I wasn’t having fun, and neither did Akiva. And I discovered how beautiful it was to have someone who you love with your entire being just for existing. With Akiva there is no ulterior motives. He knows and accept me for who I am, and understands my emotions. We understand each other when we have nothing to say and don’t want to talk. We understand each other when we burst out laughing or crying for no reason, and don’t feel the need to explain ourselves. We understand that even if we flew hours to a new place and paid thousands of dollars for a hotel that if we want to just spend the day in our beds, that we can. If we want to spend the day staring at the ceiling, we can. We understand that no matter what, the other person is the only person we could go on trips with and not feel any pressure. We are just two friends who want to change our environment as an attempt to make ourselves feel better. Sometimes it worked and sometimes it didn’t. And that was that. 

So to answer your question Sir, no matter how much I love you, no matter how much you love me, I know that our relationship is conditional. I know that first and foremost, I am your sub, and that our relationship continues because I chose to submit to you. I know that if I decide not to be your sub one day, our relationship will cease to exist. Maybe we will still be friends, but we won’t go back to the way we were. I know that as my dom you are here for me and care for me and you have been, and you make me feel safe and loved but I still have a duty to fulfill. My duty is to serve you, and for that reason I will can’t feel 100% relaxed. The truth is that even til this very moment, I struggle. I struggle a lot and don’t really know why. Every single day is a struggle, and I’m always tired and I don’t know why. The reason it is hard for me to leave my cats is because at the end of every day when I am exhausted and want to give up, when I am tired of putting on a smile and cracking jokes and all I want to do is fall asleep forever, they are there for me. They comfort me. They are my light at the end of the tunnel. They are living proof that I can take care of something, even if it isn’t myself, and that even if I feel like my own existence is a waste, that I’m at least contributing to theirs. It sounds stupid because they are literally cats, but I love them and they offer me a sense of stability and peace. Being with them gives me energy to keep going. They love me unconditionally, no matter how ugly or poor I am. (As long as I keep feeding them).

I am a people pleaser, so as much as I am relaxed and happy with you, as much as I love spending time with you, as much as I think we have so much in common, I am still trying to be on my best behavior with you. I am trying to be funny, I am trying to be positive, I am trying to look my best. I am trying to be my best self. I am being careful with my words, and careful not to overstep my boundaries. I want to please you, I wan’t to lift you up, I don’t want to be a burden to you, and I want to be a great sub. No one wants a depressed ass sub, especially if you’re going to spend money to bring them on a vacation. No one wants to hear “I don’t want to go to the spa or on a helicopter, I rather just take a nap in bed.” I don’t ever want to seem ungrateful. I don’t want to overextend myself, and being on vacation is stressful because I can’t quietly go home and retreat into my cocoon with my cats and sleep and cry and piece myself back together. I can’t say that I’m too tired and don’t want to have sex today, I can’t say that I’m sad and need to be left alone for a while. I can’t say I don’t want to take my clothes off because I feel fat. I can’t run away. I can’t say that I’m not feeling ok and I don’t want to do anything or exist and can’t explain myself because I don’t know why- and often times I truly just don’t know.

I want to be clear that I love being your sub, it makes me feel like I have a purpose in life and has lifted my spirits and brought me so much joy. Being your sub is amazing and you treat me SO well. Being your sub is hard work, especially on days where I am just physically and mentally exhausted, but it is not because being your sub specifically is hard, it is because for me, being a functioning person is hard. Leaving the house is hard, doing my makeup and putting clothes on is hard. Having people have expectations of me is hard. It’s all hard.

Hopefully you don’t drop me as a sub because of this and think I can’t handle it, because I can. I can handle it as long as I still have time for myself to be alone and to gather myself, and to cuddle my cats. :) I hope that one day it won’t be so hard for me. 

I would still love to travel the world with you, when I am ready.

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Pentagon “Your child asks for a sibling”

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Ask:  Hi i know your req is closed but im just asking this before i forgot abt it again .. Can u do pentagon's reaction when their son or daughter ask them for little sister or little brother while they're on family dinner ? I mean that would be cute or is it just me ?

A/N: I made it a bit more open, not just at dinner. Also I try to make these as gender neutral as possibly but it’s really hard. I’ve also decided to stop writing for Dawn, I still love him but I just don’t see him as a part of Pentagon anymore and it’s hard to write for him like that. I’m sorry if that upsets anyone.

Hui/Hoetaek: 

You had been chasing after your young son all day and you were absolutely exhausted. You really couldn’t help but wonder where little kids got all their energy from and you were praying that Hui could kind of take over when he got home. But when he got home just as tired as you were, you both had to take a moment to just sit. 

“Can I have a brother?” Your son asked, looking at you two completely exhausted on the couch. His question caught you incredibly off guard and Hui couldn’t help but start laughing, so hard that tears were coming out of his eyes. “We’re so tired already, Y/S/N. A brother would tire us out completely.” Hui explained to the bummed out boy. “OR, a brother could play with me while you two rest.” He bargained and Hui shot you a side eyes. 

“Our son is good at bargaining, I’ll give him that. He’s making me reconsider.” 

Jinho:

Family dinners out, they weren’t something that happened often but they were moments that were cherished. It just so happened another young couple with 2 kids were sat next to your daughter, Jinho and you and well she was having the time of her life playing with the siblings. 

“Can I have a brother or a sister.” Your daughter asked, coming back to your table with a pout. The other family laughed at her question, seeing how it caught you and Jinho incredibly off guard. You exchanged looks with him, only to see him laughing into his food. “Can I?” She asked again and Jinho spoke up. “I have no problem with it, but it’s up to your mother/father too.” You looked at him and back to your daughter, then to the family trying to see how you would get out of this one. 

“We’ll think about it. But it might take a while.” 

Hongseok:

Due to the world situation, You and Hongseok had to take matters into your own hands when it came to studies for your kids. Your son was at that age where he was too young for school, but not too young to learn and languages were best off taught young. 

“If I had a sister, would she learn this too.” Your son whined as Hongseok practiced vocabulary with him. You couldn’t help but laugh, he was already putting up a fight with studies. That would be a trip later on. “Yes, she would and you would be helping her.” Hongseok said and you nodded in agreement. “I want a sister.” Your son quickly said, making you laugh. Hongseok raised an eyebrow, turning his head to you with a smirk. “I mean it can be arranged.” You scoffed at Hongseok’s words, looking to your son. 

“We’ll think about it.” 

Shinwon: 

You had splurged to watch the new Disney movie with your little girl, who was just, oh so excited to see it. You had to admit that you and Shinwon were too, but her excitement really made it worth it. 

Stroking her hair as she laid with her head against Shinwon’s head, she smiled at all the families being reunited. “Can I have a brother or a sister?” She asked, catching you and Shinwon both incredibly off guard. Shinwon burst out into laughter, needing to cover his mouth because of how loud it was. You couldn’t help but giggle too, petting her hair. “I’m down to look into it.... if daddy is too.” You said seriously, glancing up to Shinwon who’s expression had changed quickly. 

“I am more than willing to look into it.” 

Yeo One/Changgu: 

More kids was something you and Changgu had often discussed. But something you had never come up with a finalized answer for. Wasn’t really until Changgu wanted to take some family pictures that it was brought up again. 

“I should have a brother.” Your son stated, hands on his hips as you tried adjusting his hair for the pictures. “Is that so? I think we should have a say in this, don’t you.” Changgu asked after setting up the camera. “I guess.” It was endearing how unaware kids could be. You looked back at Changgu who was smiling. “A brother might not be a bad idea though, or a sister maybe even.” You started, seeing both of their smiles grow bigger. 

“Not a bad idea at all.” 

Yanan: 

Yanan was unsure about kids at first, so one was a big step already. But he had taken on being a father amazingly and you were both incredibly contempt with your little girl. The time you all could spend together was amazing. 

“Can I have a sister? Or a brother? Or both?” Your daughter asked after pouring you both a “cup of tea”. She was cunning for a 5 year old, you’d give her that. Coaxing you both into playing tea party with you so she could ask for a sibling. That was territory you and Yanan hadn’t even talked about. As you opened your mouth to say something, he beat you it. His response caught you incredibly off guard. 

“More kids... that sounds nice. I wouldn’t mind more kids.” 

Yuto: 

“There you two are.” Yuto said as he found you both in your sons room, laying in bed with all the lights on. This was rare, because well it was late and normally you were already asleep. “Y/S/N got scared of the dark and couldn’t sleep.” You said, petting your son’s head. 

“Ah, I know what that’s like.” Yuto said, joining you both in your son’s bed. You smiled at him, patting his arm as a greeting because you hadn’t seen him all day. “I don’t want to sleep here alone. I need a brother.” His words were almost sad. You and Yuto glanced at eachother, another kid was never off the table for you too. “I mean, if you’re on the same page as us. I don’t see why we couldn’t try and look into it.” You said, stroking his head. Yuto smiled to himself before leaning over and kissing your cheek. 

“We should definitely do that.” 

Kino/Hyunggu: 

It was their grandmother’s birthday and the whole family had gathered together to celebrate. With food, gifts and just nice family time, Hyunggu absolutely treasured these moments. They were so important to him. 

So when your daughter blurted out something during dinner, you couldn’t help but choke on your food. “I want a brother. Or a sister. Daddy, can I have a brother or a sister?” Hyunggu was speechless as the rest of the family giggled and he just looked at you with wide eyes. “I think that might be something we should talk about at home, sweetie.” You said, looking at her and she huffed. “I agree.” Hyunggu said and the conversations around you picked up again. He leaned down to his daughters height and glanced at you before speaking up. 

“But I think something can be arranged.” 

Wooseok: 

“I can’t find you!” You called jokingly as you and Wooseok searched through the giant pile of stuffed animals for your son. You could hear his giggles and you could still very much see him but he didn’t need to know that. 

“You have so many stuffed animals, it’s almost like we have more than 1 kid with how many there are!” Wooseok joked, plucking his son out of the pile. “I wouldn’t mind a sister... or a brother.” Your son said, falling back into the stuffed animals. You looked at Wooseok with raised brows at your son’s suggestion and he started laughing. “So you really wouldn’t mind a sibling huh?-” You started and watched your son’s head nod. “You wouldn’t mind sharing your toys or your room... or us?” You asked leaning down to his level and watched him nod again. Wooseok pat your back lightly and smiled at you. 

“I guess this means we need to talk.” 

A/N: I love Pentagon’s comeback so much. It’s so goood! I haven’t been in a Pentagon mood in forever but every time I’m here, I’m just so happy. They really spark joy. I need to be here more often. 

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Six Strangers Walk Into a Bar: Part 7 (Severen x Fem!Reader) fic

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Warnings: sexual content, cursing, Homer is a canon compliant little creep

Word Count: 3662

Smut and fluff, ‘cause some people said they deserved it after that angst chapter, but man this took forever to write. Literally didn't edit this cause we die by our mistakes

It was harder than you thought to keep your mind clean. Severen didn't help you by fondling your ass every now and then, and you were uncomfortably riled up by the time you got to the motel. Severen only grinned and asked,

"Something wrong, darlin'? And you gave him an extra hard glare as he opened the door to the motel room. To your surprise, it was empty. Mae and Caleb had a habit of going off by themselves for reasons besides feeding, and you supposed that Jesse and Diamondback hadn't eaten yet. And Homer? Well, you set your food on the table and checked the bathroom, but he was nowhere to be found. Severen took off his leather jacket, arching a brow at you to ask, and you shook your head. The two of you stared at eachother for a moment, and then both of you fell onto your bed for the night. The kiss was all tongue and you yanked at Severens hair as he slid between your legs. The two of you could never expect to get far, even in these moments when no one was at the room. But you hoped, prayed, that you could at least get to third base. Severen didn't hesitate to touch you now, groping at your breasts through your shirt, rubbing and pinching at your clothed nipples. It made your breath hitch, and you nipped at his lips and urged him on with a roll of your hips. He groaned at the contact, rutting back and slipping his hands under your shirt. While you appreciated the foreplay, your time was limited. It's why you pulled your hands from his hair and reached to unbutton the button of your jeans, quickly begging him with the words,

"Please, Severen, please touch me." And Severen didn't need to be asked twice. His hand wormed its way down your pants and you let out a frustrated whine when he rubbed you through your panties. He was such a tease, and you yanked at the hair at the nape of his neck to show your frustration. He chuckled into your kiss, before tilting his head and deepening your kiss. You were already soaked, you could tell. You couldn't remember a time you'd been so pent up. But, well, you couldn't remember a time where you'd gone this long without consistent, if not unsatisfying sex. At least you'd had the privacy of your own home to masturbate, but you hadn't even had that. Severens hand finally slipped under your panties, rubbing through your folds and making you moan pathetically into his mouth. He ate it up, and you knew you were probably boosting his ego dangerously high. 

He used the calloused pad of his thumb to rub circles into your clit, nearly making you cry out at the attention and arch up into him. He started a fast pace, his thumb firmly pressing against the bundle of nerves. It made the fire roar inside your belly, and you felt his fingers gathering up your slick before traveling lower. He circled your entrance, not missing an opportunity to tease you, before he began to sink one inside. His hands were big and his fingers were thick, much thicker than yours. The feeling made you keen, and you thought that just a minute more of this and you'd be cumming around it.

Of course, he'd barely begun to pump the single digit inside of you before you heard a key in the door. You gasped, but he was ripping his hand away from your sex, and helping you button up your pants in a single second. You'd just zipped your zipper and Severen had just pushed himself off of you, deciding to pop his slick finger inside his mouth and suck your slick off, before the door opened. The two of you had sat up, but, it was clear from your flushed face that this wasn't all you'd been doing. In came Homer, a coke in his hand, and Severen glared at the younger vampire as he pulled a pillow over his crotch. He looked at the two of you, and a grin was quick to come to his face.

"Did I interrupt something?" And suddenly you understood why Severen was so mean to the kid sometimes. The pair of you sat with your backs against the headboard, as Homer had refused to leave to give you a few more minutes of privacy. He sat on the floor to watch TV, and you glared at the screen mourning your ruined orgasm. When the pair of you had not so subtly suggested, he'd replied, "Oh, go back to what you were doing. Pretend like I'm not even here." And it had earned him a pillow to the back of the head.

All hopes of him leaving were dashed when Jesse and Diamondback came back to the room, and you sunk into the bed completely defeated. Severen didn't look any better than you, and Diamondback had even asked,

"Did something happen?" As if the pair of you had a fight. You shook your head, and it wasn't long before all seven of you were back in the room. You leaned against Severens chest stared at the TV, zoning out more than anything as he combed his hands through your hair. Thought flashes through your mind. Replays of the feelings from only a little while earlier. Severen had definitely known what he was doing, and, even if you'd gotten close, you hadn't even began to touch him. Quickly, your images of Severen teasing you flipped. You replayed the groan you had earned from him, imagining being able to draw more sounds like that from him. How his skilled hands would tangle into your hair, similar to the way they were petting your head now. How he would guide your head, and, probably, hold you down to slip his dick down the rest of your throat. You imagined going further, how deep he'd be able to fit inside you. If you were honest, you didn't know truly how big he was. Well, you could arrange to figure out soon. But your thoughts continued. You mused about how easily he could pick you up, hold you down. Being whatever he was did have a few advantages. You bit your lip for a moment, a particularly tantalizing image of him pinning you down by your arms, no your throat, appearing in your mind.

You gulped at the thought. After a few more minutes of sulking and fantasizing, a thought occurred to you. While there was practically no hope of all of them leaving, that didn't mean that the pair of you had to stay. Usually, you weren't the type for anything as risque attempting to get off without four walls surrounding you, but desperate times called for desperate measures. You looked at the time, and bit your lip when you saw that it was 4 am. Dawn was still an hour or so away, and you looked towards the brunette sitting besides you. You leaned over to kiss his cheek, if only to catch his attention away from the TV.

"Wanna go for a walk?" You asked, and Severen arched a brow at you. Usually, you weren't one for walks at night, but he was quick to nod. Severen trailed after you everywhere, and you doubted he'd let you go out at this time of night without him. You hopped off the bed and tugged him by his hand, and Diamondback called after the pair of you,

"Watch the time." Even if you knew that was mostly for Severen. Once the door had shut behind you, you grinned and pulled him down the hall. The outside air was cool, and you giggled at the pure excitement running through you. Severen smiled along, trying to catch you by your waist as he asked,

"What's gotten into you?" And you turned around to stop and give him a grin. The pair of you had found the bottom of the stairwell. It was a small little room, but, just under the stairs, it was slightly secluded. Tucked away where no one could see. You flushed a little as you tried to think of your words, playing with his shirt as you tried to figure out how to phrase them. You were never good at flirting, and it was embarrassing what you were about to tell him. Instead, you decided to tug on his shirt and tug him back into the darkness, tip-toeing up to press kisses to his jaw. He followed you until you pushed his back against the wall, tilting his head down so he could capture your lips. His hands moved down your sides, and Severen was quick to recapture his fervor from earlier. He reached down to grip your ass, making you moan into his mouth before one of his hands moved to your front. He rubbed and cupped you through your jeans, and you arched your hips into the touch. But, before you could become completely sidetracked, you reached down to start undoing his jeans. He was quick to pull away from the kiss, his eyes swirling with lust, but he said,

"Wait, wait, not here- I wanted to do something nice-" And while you were flattered that he'd thought far ahead enough to want to plan something, you quickly shushed him. You placed a finger over his lips, before leaning up to peck them. When you fell back on your heels, you told him,

"Don't get ahead of yourself, cowboy." And you were surprised by the surge of confidence that ran through you. You didn't know why, but that was the boost you needed. He smiled down at you, grinning wickedly at the nickname before he watched you fall down to your knees. You unbuckled his belt, deciding that this was the best way to answer a few of your questions. You'd pushed his shirt up as you made work of his pants, sucking a hickey into his side, before you were reaching in to rub him through his underwear. He hardened under his fingertips, and you made work of trailing little red spots above his waistband. When you got to his happy-trail, you nosed along the line of hair before you were finally pulling his underwear down and letting his cock spring free.

It was long and thick, and slightly bigger than you'd expected. But, that didn't stop you from licking the side all the way to the tip, wrapping your lips around it and starting to massage it with your tongue. While you'd only really been with one guy, you had some practice. Even if Severens dick was bigger than what you were used to working with. You looked up, seeing that he'd leaned his head back against the wall. He was never one to stay quiet long, and he quickly began coaxing you through it. 

"Just like that, yeah. You can take a little bit more, can't you?" He asked, his hand finding its way to the back of your head. You'd started up a steady rhythm, and he lightly pushed you to take more and more of his length. Your jaw was already starting to ache, but you forced through it and took him down deeper. His voice had gone a little rough around the edges, and he said, "Good girl. Just like that." And, god, you were wet just from the sound of his voice. His hips moved with the rhythm you'd started, pushing himself further and further down your throat until he nudged the back of it. You did you best not to gag, but, soon, it seemed as thought he was no longer content to let you keep control. He paused your head, pushing it further down to earn a muffled whine and you quickly did your best to keep your throat relaxed. He grinned, and then said, "Keep that pretty mouth of yours open, darlin'." He said, reaching down to massage your jaw. He gripped you by your hair, keeping it so you couldn't move your head as he began thrusting into your mouth. His place started slow and nice, giving you a moment to get used to it before all you could do was let your mouth hang open as he pistoned himself inside your mouth. You could feel tears pricking in your eyes, the quick pace making it so drool was dribbling down your chin. You could feel his dick twitch inside your mouth, hear him as he whispered huskily, "Yeah, just a little bit more," and then- 

You heard heavy footsteps stomping down the stairwell and Severen ripped you off his dick. He was quick to tuck himself away and fix his pants, and he helped you up off of the ground. You did your best to wipe the drool off your chin as Severen fixed his belt, and the pair of you walked around the stairs to act as if the pair of you were heading back up. You passed a stranger, obviously one staying in the motel just like you, and you could hear Severen cursing under his breath. The only thing you could make out was,

"Fucking blueballs-" And you covered your mouth, stifling a laugh. He whipped his head towards you, and you quickly cleared your throat to cover it up. Still, you thought perhaps it was just a little funny. 

Subtle revenge, you thought. Even if it hadn't been intentional. He scoffed, looking around and then backing you up against the wall. You squeaked, and one of his hands cupped your chin and squeezed your cheeks. His light eyes were shrouded in darkness, and he leaned down close to whisper,

"Laugh at me again and I'll fuck that mouth raw. Got it?" He asked, and you tried not to think about the heat pooling in your belly from his threat. You knew that Severen would never do anything you didn't want him to, but the idea of him being even less restrained? Of him taking control? It made your eyes hooded as you stared up at him. You gave him a quick nod, and he looked over your face for a moment before leaning down to recapture your lips. He sucked your bottom lip into his mouth, letting his teeth graze against it in a way that made you whimper. Your mouth was already sensitive, and his kiss was bruising. His hands wandered, groping whatever he pleased and making you arch into the touch. When his thumb rubbed over one of your nipples, you grabbed his hand and arched into his touch. You whimpered, the sound needy and pathetic, and, for a moment, you thought Severen was gonna hike you around his hips and take you right there. He didn't, and a wave of disappointment filled you. Instead, he swiped his thumb across your bottom lip and said, "Car?" And you thought he was a genius.

Your "clan" had picked a truck with a cap earlier that evening, one that Severen had taken straight off the lot. The first night you'd watched him do it, you'd been fascinated with how quick he was with a hanger. The second the doors were closed the pair of you were back on eachother. There was a semblance of privacy, one that let the pair of you slow down just the tiniest bit. He kissed you over and over until you were putty in his hands, and you heard him start to unfasten his own belt so you could finish what you had started. 

“How can I help you, pilgrim?” He asked, and the annoyance was clear in his voice. Whatever this intrusion was for, it wasn’t welcome. Caleb smiled, a tinge of knowing in his eyes, and he gave you a smile before he said,

A knock on the window of the truck nearly scared the shit out of both of you, and Severen looked through the darkened window to see the slightly dirty face of his brother. Caleb. Severen leaned back in the seat, cursing, before he began cranking the window down.

“Diamond’ wanted me to tell you that sun’s up in a half hour.” Caleb said, and Severen gave him a hard glare. Caleb was chewing a toothpick, and it was one of the first times you’d seen him without Mae. It seemed that cock-blocking the pair of you was a game that both of Severen’s brothers enjoyed.

“Tell her I said thank you.” Severen replied, and then went to close the conversation with a few rolls of the window. Before he could, Caleb piped up. From the look in Severen’s eye, you almost thought he was gonna give him a black eye.

“There’s a camera right there, y’know.” Caleb said, pointing towards a security camera neither of you had spotted before. Right under it was a sign telling them that the parking lot was under twenty-four hour surveillance. You blushed bright red, suddenly thankful for the intrusion. The brunette besides you gave you a look, and he seemed to be able to tell that if you were going to continue your earlier action, it wasn’t going to be here. Severen sighed and shook his head, then gave Caleb a grin as fake as canned cheese.

“Thank you, Caleb. You can leave now.” Severen said, his voice dripping with faux-kindness. Caleb must’ve enjoyed pulling on Severens chain, or at least he might’ve enjoyed brushes with death. Because Caleb had the gall to continue as he stepped back, saying,

“Oh, I might go for a walk. Isn’t that what y’all said you were gonna do? You two get far?” And Caleb’s double-meaning wasn’t lost on the two of you. Severen opened the door, as if he really was going to beat Calebs ass, and the light haired brunette laughed and jogged away from the silent threat of violence. Severen slammed the door closed and sighed, leaning back in his seat with his eyes closed for a moment. You were still curled up next to him, and you gently pet at his chest before you laid his head on his shoulder. It seemed neither of you were getting far that night, and you opted to cuddle up to him instead. Softly, you told him,

“We’ll figure something out.” And he let out a soft grunt in response. He reached down to fix himself in his pants, giving his dick a squeeze to try to lessen the pressure. You leaned over, kissing at his jaw until he turned his head to press his lips against yours. After a quick slide of his lips, he offered,

“We could get in the back.” And you gave him a small glare in response. He sighed, and you could practically hear his train of thought. Swing and a miss. He leaned back in to give you another short, sweet kiss, and you ran your hand over his thigh, trying to find purchase. His breath hitched for a moment, and he said, “Don’t tease.” Before he leaned back in, deepening the kiss. 

You didn’t get to do much more than makeout in the truck, but you’d taken your extra bout of time with eachother to talk lightly. It was nice, just laying on his chest and listening to him speak. You’d gotten to ask a few questions, and you’d specifically asked about his age. He’d grinned for a moment as he laid his head back, and vaguely said,

“You know about the Chicago fire?” He asked, and you furrowed your brows. It didn’t take long to put together what he was telling you. They set fires each night, and you lifted your head off his chest.

“That was you?” You asked, poking his chest. He laughed, nodding and continued with,

“Me and Jesse. It was just me and Jesse back then.” You hummed, thinking about what he’d told you. You tried to remember what year that fire was, thinking back to your highschool classes. You wanted to say 1870-1872. It was the 80’s. The 1980’s. That meant that Severen was over a hundred years old, not including any time before that and the years he’d spent as a human. And Jesse, you assumed, was older. You propped your chin on his chest, staring at him for a moment. You smiled as you said,

“Homer was right.” You whispered, and he furrowed his brows and looked at you. “You are too old for me.” You clarified, laughing at the look that crossed his face. He rolled his eyes, before quickly grabbing you and tickling your side. You laughed, almost a little too loud, but he was pressing further, pressing you back until you fell back against the seat. He tickled you until you were crying for mercy, and he said,

“I guess I’ll just have to eat you then.” He teased, playfully growling and mouthing at your neck as he tickled your sides. It took several cries of uncle before he ceased his tickling and clamped his lips over yours. He’d climbed on top of you, settling between your legs and trying his best to fit in the cramped truck. You giggled into the kiss, the after-shocks of adrenaline still running through you. You combed your fingers through the back of his hair, letting him pull away from the kiss to trail kisses to the corner of your lips, and then up your jaw. 

“You won’t.” You told him, and you could feel that it was true to the core of your bones. “You like me too much.” You said with a giggle, and he kissed right under your ear before he was pulling away. He pulled so he could stare at you, brushing your hair away from your face and trailing his fingers over the exposed line of skin of your neck.

“Plus, I’d rather eat you out instead.” He teased, and you scoffed and pushed him away.

[midnightash]

Better Be Home Soon - Calum Hood

Pairing: Reader x Calum

Words: 1.1k

Warnings: just pure fluff

Summary: You start to really miss Calum while he’s on tour, so he takes it upon himself to surprise you

Authors notes: Sorry I haven’t posted for awhile I got busy with school but im finally gonna be active again! If you have any requests feel free to leave them in my inbox and ill get to them as soon as possible!

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Calum leaving for tour had to be one of the hardest things for both of you. You both always missed eachother so much it hurt. Although, Calum had to do it, because of it being his job and of course you were supportive.

Thats what brought you to now, Calum had been on tour for three months already and didn’t have a break any time soon to come see you. Calum tried on every break possible to come see you and Duke but sometimes it couldn’t work out.

He facetimed you every day, and even if either one of you were asleep you and Calum would send videos back and forth talking about how yours or his day went etc.

“Y/N?” Calum said over the phone, after he asked you a question and noticed you were staring off. “Im sorry” you say looking at your phone, with a small sigh.

You were lying in yours and Calum’s dark bedroom, with only the light coming off of the tv and from the hallway.

“Whats bothering you bubba?” Calum mentioned. Calum could always tell when you had something on your mind or weren’t feeling yourself.

That’s what he was best at. Calum payed so much attention to you he always could tell your emotions no matter how well you hid them; And as much as he hated you being upset he always was able to make you feel better.

“I just” you say, before taking a deep breath and speaking again. “Calum I miss you, it’s so hard without you. Not seeing you next to me when I wake up, not having you here to be with, without you im not myself Cal.”.

“Just a month and I’ll be there.. I’ll make up for every single second I missed” Calum sighs. He hated seeing you this way. If there was any possible way for him to see you he would. He missed you just as much as you missed him.

“I just miss you” You say letting a few tears fall, before covering your face so Calum doesn’t notice. “I miss seeing you run around the house with duke, and miss hearing you practice your bass at late hours of the night” You finish, before setting your phone down and letting more tears fall.

“Please don’t cry, I’ll be home soon bub.. I’ll find a way” Calum says, with his voice cracking from almost crying after hearing you cry.

You give a small nod to the phone, after wiping your tears with the sleeves of Calum’s hoodie that you stole from the closet.

“Make sure to take care of yourself and make sure Duke cuddles with you since I can’t” Calum says. “I have to go we have to be on stage in five minutes but I love you” He continues.

You nod, understanding and speak. “I love you, goodnight cal”.

“Goodnight bub” Calum replies.

Once you both hang up the phone you let out a small sigh and lay down, pulling a blanket over yourself. “He’ll be home soon Duke I promise” you say, to reassure yourself. Duke cuddles up to you and you slowly fall asleep.

After you and Calum had hung up, and he got done with their show Calum was finally back at the hotel and able to try and think of something. “Ashton I have to find a way to be home” Calum says all of a sudden, to Ashton who is laying on the bed next to his own.

“Y/N needs me there and I .. I miss her too much Ashton. Its been 3 months since we’ve seen eachother” Calum mentions.

“Try and talk to our tour manager? Maybe we can all find time to go home for a small break?” Ashton says, and Calum nods.

So that’s exactly what he did. He spent hours on phone calls and texting their crew and he finally got them to let all of the boys on a week break. There was time for it since they had no shows the next week for travel and break time but they made an agreement of the boys flying from LA to their next tour stop.

So that led Calum and the boys the next day to the airport. They all were overly excited to see their loved ones and pets.

After 2 flights, and 7 hours Calum was finally back in LA. Roy came to pick him up from the airport, As Calum had one of your friends keep you out of the house for the day to keep you busy.

“Im so excited to be back” Calum smiled as he got into Roy’s car. Calum was overly excited to see you. He finally was gonna be able to hold you again and tell you how much he loves you face to face.

“How’s tour been?” Roy asks, as he starts driving Calum home.

“Amazing, but I just wanna see my girl for a little, and of course Duke” Calum replies.

After awhile of small talk they finally get back to yours and Calums house. Calum gets out of the car and pulls out his key for the door, slowly pulling the door open after unlocking it.

It was almost 7 pm around this time so Calum was sure you’d be home by now as it was dark already.

Duke runs off of your guys bed, running to the front door with his tail wagging once he sees Calum. “Hey buddy!” Calum says in a whisper picking the small dog up, so he doesn’t bark and break Calums surprise.

Calum walks into the house closing the door behind himself, not noticing you downstairs. He turns on a few lights before walking up the stairs, seeing yours and his room dark, and you curled up asleep in another one of his hoodies.

Calum gives off a smile, letting a few tears fall, excited to see you. Once he sets Duke down as well as his suitcase and taking off his jacket and shoes, he slowly walks over to the bed giving your forehead a small kiss and shaking you to wake you up.

“Mmph” you let out a small groan not wanting to wake up, until you smell Calum’s familiar cologne and feel someone pulling you into their lap.

“Calum?!” You say realizing whats happening, and immediately opening your eyes to see your boyfriend holding you.

“Surprise bubba” he says and you sit up hugging him, letting tears fall.

“I-I thought you wouldn’t be home for another month” you say holding onto Calum tightly to make sure he doesn’t go anywhere

“I found time” Calum simply says, as duke jumps up on the bed cuddling with you two. Calum pulls back, giving you a small kiss making you smile.

After you both talk and lots of cuddles you soon fall asleep in Calum’s arms once again, with Duke of course cuddled up with you guys too.

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[lukasthe]

I was sad and I had this sitting in my notes app. I was trying to write smut but than feels happened. I hope you enjoy. This is my first attempt at writing so go easy on me.

Asra x non-binary mc

The sun was just waking up to turn the sky into a fragile orange and yellow as it rised in the horizon. Asra and I were settled in the small kitchenette that was in the small hut in the middle of a desert wasteland he had started to make rice pudding while i made sure the seasonings and everything was nicely grinded up for him to use. The sunlight leaking in through the windows made Asra look more beautiful than before, making his skin look soft to the touch and of course, it always was. You soon started to move closer to him before carefully hugging him from behind and leaving light soft kisses on his neck carefully. Asra noticed and spoke softly while placing his hands on yours.

"do you have a need for being so sweet at this hour?"

You could hear him smiling while he spoke in a soft tone. You slowly nod your head while resting on his back, pulling him into you more wishing to be closer, wishing for your bodies to touch to feel his skin against your own, feeling his soft finger tips touch your skin as delicately as he always did. Asra always knew what you wanted, like some mind reader, he didnt need words just touch and little movements to fulfill your wishes. Asra slowly turned around after unhooking your arms from his waist and moving one arm to wrap aeound your waist to pull you in tightly while letting go of your other to lift up your head by your chin. He smiled down at you with soft eyes before kissing you softly and longingly almost begging for more, wishing we didnt need to breath. You slowly pulled away to breath, your breath harsh under his. Until you look behind him to see the food over boiling.

"Ah! The rice pudding!" You quickly move from his arms to move the rice pudding but in the process you accidentally burn your fingers. Luckily it didnt over boil but your fingers sting. Asra carefully grabs your hand and carefully heals the burn with his magic, not even a minute after he presses the back of your hand to his mouth with his eyes closed leaving a light kiss to let you know he cares. You can feel your face getting warm at the gesture and as he is slowly opening his eyes to look at you he chuckles softly. "What's so funny pretty boy?" he looks at you smiling pulling you into him close, "just the fact you're adorable~" Asra presses his soft lips against your cheek before slowly moving down to your neck leaving light hickeys and kisses.

You fuss and whine, you try to run your fingers through his hair before he catches your wrist quickly. He moves to look you in the eyes with a smug yet lustful smile studying your flushed face thinking about his next move. Soon you are moved to the bed, everything was slow till you got to the bed with him. Asra was quick to remove his shirt before yours, if your lips ever parted it was to take a breath and remove something but that didnt take long. Soon he pulled away to look at your body up and down using his hands to go over all the curves, scares, and details he could find always complimenting how beautiful they make you look.

He carefully started a trail of kisses starting at yours lips down your torso to your thighs. He slowly removed your pants kissing the inside of your thighs leaving small love bites. He came back up looking at the sadness in your eyes, leaning over you he kissed your lips to bring you back to him. He started to pet your hair softly before speaking in a sorrowful tone, "what has my darling so occupied?" he asks leaving a soft warm kiss on your forehead before laying next to you and holding you as you sorted through your vocabulary carefully. Leaning into him holding on to him tightly but enough you were both comfortable.

You spoke softly holding back small tears, "things haven't been easy. I cant eat or sleep well. My mind has so many unspoken thoughts after cleaning out something that i start to wonder if I'm worth anything. That if maybe all im doing is really just for attention and not even a cry for help." You could tell he was speechless but understood and pulled you in close to whisper softly in your ear, "I'm sorry to hear that MC, i wish there was more i could do for you.."

The two of you layed in silence for the day, in eachother's embrace making the the other was okay every now and than. Asra soon pulled your face to his after aome thought, "I love you very much darling and i am willing to help in whatever way i can. Its okay to even ask me to stay inside with you for the day, i knew something was up but i didnt think it was this bad," he took a deep breath pressing his lips to my temple carefully like i was easy to break, "i wont ignore it anymore. I promise to stay and keep you in my arms for as long as possible. I absolutely mean it."

I feel myself smile a bit but unable to cry. I didnt wanna cry anyways, i just wanted to sit in the sheets warm with our bodies close. With Asra. I sigh and kiss him sweetly before snuggling as close as i can to him.

"Thank you Asra." you whisper before slowly drifting off. Finally giving into the rest so very needed.

[ray-jaykub]

Heyy, I just wanted to say I love your blog🥺 and I was wondering if you can do prompts 52- "I Thought I almost lost you" and 54 "you and me against the world, remember?" For mikey? Mikey x gender neutral reader. Thank you and have an amazing day!!!

Gonna do this tonight and then headcannons i got tommorow because finally things are slowing down and i can take a minute :) hopefully this is good for you guys, sorry it's so short :/

Warnings:Panic attack, blood, being sappy

Every night was usually the same. You'd kiss him bye, give him his snack and send him off on patrol. He'd make some joke about the foot wearing pajamas and be on his merry way with his brothers. Come home at 5:30 a.m. sharp, take a shower and crawl into bed.

It read 6:55 and you were still waiting with your towel and pajamas. 

The morning chill ran through the sewers and did not help with taking you off edge. The nervousness that had started in your stomach as a small worry had now grown into a paranoid and fear ridden mess. What made it even worse was when Master Splinter stayed up to wait for the boys and hands wringing as he looked at the first peak of sun shift through the grates over passing tunnels. Multiple times you called Michelangelo but you only got the sound of his cheery voicemail.

"Yo! Im not here at the moment but just leave a message after the sound of the tiny truck backing up!" It never failed to make you laugh but now it was one of the worst things to hear as the images of him of his brothers lying dead in the freezing winter of New York flashed across your mind. Unwillingly taunting you for your uselessness as an aid and how you only provide with them home. With him home.

The clock ticked louder and louder with each second and Master Splinter took to standing at the entrance of the lair listening for his children. You had already prepared the first aid kit and mending station incase but your nerves wouldn't allow you to sit still.

It was 7:15 by the time you heard the familiar groans of the pipes notifying someone's return. But noone shouted victories nor did Mikey call out tricks on his skateboard. Instead the first thing you heard was Leo's voice booming, a leader giving directions.

"Don first thing You need to do is get the station set-up! Raph careful with his side! C'mon Mike you need to stay awake!"

All four brothers rushed in all at once, the quite now broken with Raphael talking to Don mumbling and leo urging his brothers to pick up speed. They had all looked worse for wear but at the first sight of Michelangelo you gasped.

His side was gashed open all the way from where his shell met his back to cutting two inches through his plastron. He was pale and clenching his eyes shut, lip inbetween teeth as Raphael laid him out to be examined. Blood trailed a path leading from the entrance across to the bed, staining the huge area carpet and concrete.

"Mikey?" You had called for him out of instinct and your voice sounded faint, broken into pieces. Somehow around all the squabbling though he opened his eyes and met them with yours and dispte the state he was in he gave a watery smile and his eyes started to look glossy.

"It's okay baby, I'm okay, it isn't bad please don't cry! Don't-" his words are cut off by Donatello shutting the screen around them and even in pain the first thing Michelangelo does is comfort you. The extent his empathic abilities take him is astronomical but despite his words being reassuring His struggle for breath and strained voice crying has you clasping your ears. The world around you looks fuzzy but inside you feel constricted and all you can do is make out the shape of Raph and His father running to catch you as feel yourself fall. Your chest stuttering and heart hammering in your ears as you're moved and held in someones arms, back pressed against someone's chest. A tired but firm voice reaches you beneath your hazardous breaths, guiding you to a calmer state.

"Breath in. Breathe out. Feel my chest y/n, breathe with me. We're one and we feel the air fill our lungs" Your vision is the first to clear and then your body untenses. The palm of your hands have been scratched by your nails and now you can see that Leonardo is on the floor with you, a big hand pressed to your chest and another on your leg as he continues to breathe with you.

Everything is quiter now that you've calmed down and even though you feel your exhaustion take you to sleep you still ask

"What about Mikey?"

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You bolt upright, sweaty and horrified as you relive the nightmare of Michelangelo's body and voice. The way his eyes reached your's and his form shook, The fear deep inside you that had become true. Everything was dark and quite but you heard the mumble of voices through the pannels and curtains. The distinct sound of Mikey's voice had you scrambling out of your shared bed and rushing into Don's lab. Your adrupt appearence had both younger brothers turn their heads to look at you. Michelangelo was still layed out but what was a horrible gash was now a clean, bandaged side and his face was more relaxed and his body did not shake. Donatello was the first to speak albeit awkwardly.

"He's far more stabilized now and he won't need another change till the next hour or so. I'm gonna head to bed but you guys can talk for a bit" with that he picks up his notebook and phone, already heading off. Mikey, never having took his eyes off of you, speaks

"You okay angelcakes?" Your eyes widen at his question

"Am i okay? Babey you were the one who came in hacked up, i should be asking you the very same thing" he opens his mouth, a joke ready but you cut him off, "I-I mean, what am i supposed to say? I was the one sitting down here waiting for you scared out of my shit and doing nothing. I had no idea what was happening out there and I wasn't there to protect you!" You're face feels flushed and eyes teary, "You could've died, all of you! And I wouldn't have known because I'm sotting my stupid ass down here! Wondering the worst!" You take a deep breath, "I thought I almsot lost you..."

Looking back up to meet his face you realized you're both crying and on instinct you go to wrap your arms around his neck, careful of his side. Michelangelo's face is burried in your neck, already you feel his tears in your hair and shirt. His voice is muffled but you hear him

"I know you feel like you can't do much Y/n but just you being here ready for me is enough. Knowing that even if I'm bloodied up or fighting for life, you staying up to wait on me is enough. This isn't gonna be the last time this happens but it's you and me against the world, remember? That's what we promised eachother. We keep promises now don't we?" You're nodding is answer enough for him as he kisses your ear and pets the back of your head

"I love you babey, okay?" You pull back, face to face with him as you try to pull a smile for him. 

''Yeah, I love you too''