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flowerflamestars · 4 months

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"Wasn't good enough to look at alive," Jason exhaled, horribly quiet, "Still not good enough dead?"

Dick stared down at his putrid coffee. Bitterness seemed to have taken over his senses- hated taste in his mouth, the sound of Jason's voice- like nothing else existed.

"Fuck you," Dick enounciated clear despite the lump in his throat. "Fuck you for dying, fuck you for lying, and fuck you for leaving."

His voice didn't shake. Vehemence tasted shitty too.

Slumping all at once into the crooked booth across from him, Jason seemed to nearly fall. "Dick."

He made it half a minute, watching yellow light highlight the coffees oily sheen. Pink circles on diner ceramic, two chips. Less than forty seconds- he had to look.

And Jason was just Jason. Handsome. Tired. Physically arresting as the night Dick had really met him. Freshly shaved jaw, a half days bruise ever so slightly discoloring. Not an open wound or an adolescent ghost, a shape in the dark holding Dicks hand as tightly as he'd held onto all his secrets.

Not exactly the same, but enough, pushing all the air from Dicks lungs because it could never, ever be the same.

"You cut your hair."

Quiet. Furious. Not at all relieved.

Delighted.

Jason blushed. Faint, not unapparent, not to Dick, just a little bit of pink on those broad cheekbones. Too sudden to blame the cold.

"And you let yours grow," Jason said, after too long a beat, gripping the table edge. He swallowed, all of Dick's anger seeming to condense down on watching stress play out on his person. "Alf giving you shit yet?"

#brain rot rotting #I am growing a whole garden but this is the last anippet I'm allowing myself #here we see the exact moment Jason might start to believe #Dick actually cares even a microscopic percentage of the amount he does #three dimensional intimacy chess #all the anger turned to sadness #look it is important that Dick gets to be a bitch! he's not performing he's just...#Babs voice: ACTING LIKE SOMEONE DIED AGAIN what the fuck boy wonder #Dick bouncing around the city fighting nonstop grinning like the chesire cat: what no I'm FINE #(I don't need something just for myself)#(I don't get to keep wanting)#I'M FINE BABS #Also Dick: look at your pretty CURLS

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aura-likes-all-the-things · 2 months

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I’m in SHAMBLES

Echos Act 2 Week 1 spoilers below

Why does Bungie bully the old gay men?! “YOUR OSIRIS?”?!?!?! REALLY?!?!?! The identity crisis was bad enough but to realize he was RIGHT? That hurts.

This relationship was already riddled with lies from Savathun. Now this? Really Bungie?!You want us dead?! The worst fucking part is I have read fanfics with the tablet version. That is what I know. To know that isn’t what Saint remembers? It’s killing me.

And the worst part is I personally think Osiris knew. He is all about the fact that it doesn’t matter (and good cause they’ve had enough angst, let the old men be happy) but it’s the tiniest but much. They are fundamentally the same, but there are little differences.

I wonder if Osiris knew the Saint we pulled out wasn’t the ‘real’ Saint. I wonder if he purposefully ignored or even flat out lied about the little differences in experiences if Saint brought them up. I wonder if that’s why he took so long to talk to Saint after we pulled him out of the Infinite Forest (as far as I am aware, please correct me if I’m wrong). Because he had to come to terms with the fact that ‘his Saint’ was dead. Really dead. and now Saint has to do the same.

However it’s objectively worse for Saint. Yes, Osiris had to come to terms with ‘his Saint’ being dead. Saint has to come to terms with the death of his entire reality. Again I wonder if he ever mentioned something in a conversation with someone and the other person didn’t remember. Ikora. Zavala. Shaxx. Things he distinctly remembers, but for the others it was just a little to the left, or even didn’t happen at all.

That shit is going to keep me up at night. Food for thought.

#destiny osiris #osiris destiny #destiny #saint 14 #osiris x saint 14 #destiny 2 echos #echos act 2 spoilers #BUNGIE #WHEN I CATCH YOU BUNGIE #Angst writers be eatin good tonight with all this shit #agnst #this started off as a sadness fueled anger rant #turned into me making myself even more sad #destiny the game #destiny 2 #destiny 2 spoilers #episodes: echos #aura rants

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bisonaari · 1 year

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The duality of loving this little clip with Bojan because I just love their friendship and I'm so happy they had a good time

And hating it because it's gonna reinforce the toxic shipping behaviors in too intense fans 🙃

#käärijä #like i read fanfic as well i'm not immune but i'm so tired of seeing so much bojan talk in my käärijä #and also it makes me so sad for them that people harrass them over their friendship #like all the talk for tavastia 2.0 #i hope people will be there for joker out only and will not turn to anger when they will see that jere will not be there

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sarellathesphinx · 2 months

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Constantly torn between genuinely loving the remake timeline’s depiction of Reeve and Cait and being immensely sad that pretty much all of my favorite lines of theirs from the original were totally excised or bc of plot developments will never be said

#Reeve is never going to argue with barret about the reactor bombings. bc the immense damage wasnt avalanches fault and he knows it.#he also looks a lot more wishy washy as a result. which I’m not a big fan of admittedly #his hypocrisy is something I like in the original bc it makes sense. the damage Shinra causes is something he can turn a blind eye to #bc hes so focused on midgar’s development and improving the reactors to better the lives of the ppl who live there #the reactors blowing up and killing ppl is his direct jurisdiction and he cares a lot about the ppl in the city. and so!#avalanche frustrates him even when he knows logically speaking that they have legitimate reasons for the things they do #(like this is additional canon but not least of all bc his fucking mom lives in the city.)#starting him out as already sympathetic to avalanche robs him of like. half his arc #also he’s so much angrier in the original to me whereas in the remake he’s so sad. and both are understandable!#but I liked the anger. I liked it so much #and Cait doesn’t get to have his lovely request for the party to not forget him before he’s crushed in the temple.#bc that sacrifice mattered to that version of him even if he can be replaced!!!#I do love his extra dialogue when holding up the altar in rebirth it’s great but!!!#SIGH.#idk man I love their original depictions deeply and I feel like they got shifted into being more sympathetic but less complex. it’s a shame #still love them tho. I would kill and die for rebirth Cait #text #Reeve tuesti #Cait sith #I think about them so much and I wish ppl appreciated their original arcs more #ff7

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casiavium · 6 months

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I really need to be cleaning my room but. fanfiction I'd write if I had time but I Do Not

There are several ghiralink fic storylines that are along the lines of "Link gets exactly what he thinks he wants and turns out it isn't really what he needs" (whether real or a dream-state) that have him taking Ghirahim's sword and gaining complete control over him and the themes are of personhood and power and complacency. be careful what you wish for type things. A few that are Ghirahim killing Link/Link losing and realizing he would rather have him alive and fighting instead of dead/given up because it was more fun than way, but usually end up being sad. oh well I guess for the former and teaming up with Link to defeat Demise for the latter.

What I want to write is the themes of scenario 1 but role reversed so it's like scenario 2 with Ghirahim having the "this isn't what I wanted" moment. Ghiralink adds, usually as a joke, a level of "if I can't kill you, maybe you could join me ;)" and I want to write more or less Link doing that, Link being a perfect subservient extension that does everything he wants him to and he doesn't regret it (he can't), but Ghirahim having the realization that he doesn't want someone who is nothing more than an object for him to use. A doll. A sword.

And then, how Link has guilt over Fi and the Master Sword and his role as hero and how Hylia controls him but he's no better than her, Ghirahim realizing Link is now what he is to Demise and rethinking his own position. Is this what Demise thinks of me. Is that why he treats me the way he does. And he takes his anger out on Link but Link can't fight back anymore. Link doesn't want to fight back anymore, and not in a depressed it's hopeless kind of way, but in the same way Ghirahim accepted Demise pulling the sword out of his chest.

When Ghirahim is empty and goes isn't this what you wanted, Link can genuinely say no because he has a hero's heart and conscience and never meant for anyone to get hurt. When Link goes I am what you made me, Ghirahim has to face that fact that yes, he is, and he is made in my image, and I do not want this anymore.

#ghiralink #ghirahim #I want skyward sword bad ends but I want them completely different from what is already out there #I want the dark ending from Ghirahim's POV where he got what he wanted and everything is perfect and Link isn't ever an issue anymore #and like honestly. I don't want it to be a sex thing. like yeah that could be part of it but I don't think it would work as well #how I wanted the sword spirit au to go but did not manage to make it work this way 😔#I want Demise to win and Link to live and Ghirahim to know he does but not see him for a few weeks/months. to not even think about him #or feel any guilt that he's probably rotting away in a dungeon or getting tortured or whatever. no even excited about that just apathetic #and entirely focused on Demise (who is in turn pretty apathetic about him but he doesn't even realize) until one day he sees Link and he's #*not* a prisoner. he's just another solider in a demon army or a regular servant or maybe even a bodyguard to Demise. and he speaks with him #and there's no trace of animosity or anger or sadness or anything. there is no war in ba sing se etc.#and then I don't have anymore than that it's just kind of wouldn't that be fucked up huh #for Ghirahim to have absolutely no underlying thoughts of demise actually sucks or foreshadowing he's not the perfect blade he presents as #and all of that to snap when he sees an enemy completely changed. he wanted Link dead. even when he says you could join me #he would expect push back and fights and relapsing into wanting to be the hero. he never considered what if he wasn't an enemy at all

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thehealingsystem · 2 years

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Seeing some debate on if in game henry being an ink version of him makes the time loops less evil and imo it makes it even MORE evil. He was given false memories of a life he never lived, been put through hell and back ever since creation and has no hope of any other purpose in the world. He was literally MADE to suffer. And he isn't even the henry that had left joey, just some replica he made to take his anger out on with no regards to that person's wellbeing

Just because he's made of ink doesn't mean he's any less alive. He still feels things, still has thoughts and opinions, still conscious, he is a living being. No, just because he isn't the real guy doesn't make it less cruel. Its just as, or even more so, a disgusting and evil thing to do to him

#I was half hoping henry would get to run into joey and just start beating him up #ghost joey must be avoiding him like the PLAGUE #what's funny is when joey finally realized that maybe what he was doing was a little fucked up he didn't personally help henry #he sent allison instead which is questionable by itself #but #he knew the guy probs didn't want any help from HIM #using ur brain for once joey #I honestly wanted to see more anger from henrys end about all of it #was he implied to be aware he isn't real? like not JUST made of ink but that he was ALWAYS ink?#not human turned ink #and what's also so fucking sad is that as soon as he escaped from the time loop he was held prisoner for years after #can we please give this guy a hug? also some food I know he doesn't need to eat but going years without food doesn't sound nice #please I need this man to be happy for once in his life #bringing back the stop henry abuse slogan #henry stein #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #bendy and the ink machine #batim #joey drew

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appledashluvr · 10 months

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uh oh im starting an inside out fixation :(

#inside out #fear #anger #joy #sadness #disgust #pixar #disney #disney pixar #gacha #gacha life 2 #why do i turn all my hyperfixations into gacha

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welcometoteyvat · 5 months

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two hrs until arle animated trailer save me

#WHO IS THAT GIRL #ramblings!#if she turns out to be a normal human and actually arles sad over her death and its just oh no sob story backstory #then i will not know how to feel #tbh that's also kind of scara's backstory and his ends in anger and fire so maybe there's hope #i also NEED someone else other than ashi.kai to start making arle theories god. i dont want to keep watching and not liking her vids #also besides all of this i know everyone's like boohoo other x.iao ships are suffering but i just find it extremely funny that x/traveler i #becoming ''''more'''''' canon by the day. his birthday mail this year is so egregious #waiting patiently for my dream solvent bc apep is giving me Shit Drops for neuv #also the desc for dream solvents is like. dreams used to have material form. if u wake up clutching a flower after dreaming of heaven #the flower was made from the dream. and then x fucking sends us a dream solvent?#my guy. what are you trying to say.#anyways. highly entertaining i think it's fun. will not stop me from shipping other ships but this casual slowburn is fun

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mad-hunts · 4 months

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#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#YOUR NEED GREW TEETH: character study.#character introspection.#ahh... something about this is so accurate NGL like sadly barton will always have this-#immense anger in him i feel like no matter what he does to try to contain it / surpress it and this is-#because it has literally become a part of who he is as a person. ans by that i mean he ALWAYS has a sense-#of rage stirring within him that is just waiting to be unleashed and that is both kind of disheartening as well as scary #including for him. but barton is also used to it so it's like... he's grown a bit desensitized to it at the same time #even though that's arguably pretty sad to think about. barton is just not good at processing his emotions in healthy-#ways so his sadness is commonly turned into anger and the rare occasions where he does feel guilt / shame?#they also come off as anger because it is a much easier emotion for barton to process than sadness #so yeahhh. man's has definitely got some issues that he needs to work out regarding how you don't need to be-#afraid of getting sad especially if you have a good support system to help you through it... but he just JSJSJ refuses to-#show those kinds of feelings around people for a prolonged amount of time bc he doesn't trust that people won't use it-#to try to 'take advantage of him' so to speak since barton himself has cheered people up for that sole purpose before. thus it's all like-#one big vicious cycle y'know bc he fears the very thing that he practices.

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lgbtiwtv · 2 years

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god the fact that louis and lestat keep claudia so sheltered despite her literally being a murderer is sooooo compelling like they really are a family she is their daughter but….the fact that that sheltering and withholding of information is partly what caused things to go wrong to begin with….the way their desire to treat her the way they do ultimately just causes her pain…the fact that both in human and vampire affairs she’s completely innocent and at their mercy and of course they are both so….unprepared in many ways for this situation and like…..the fact that even as she grows older, she was turned as their child and thus they don’t see her as their equal, they see her as their daughter. there’s always going to be this imbalance of power where she’s forced to rely on them for so much and like….it’s so compelling….she’s so compelling and I am so sad

#the tragedy of claudia is so…potent here…..something about her being on the cusp of adulthood when she was turned is so sad #like it’s less horrifying and more tragic and I can SEE why she would act out the way she does #combined with how lestat traumizes her in that scene with the incinerator I can just see how all this would start to drive her insane #the anger the resentment the trauma….the fact that they love her but are smothering her but are also emotionally distant from her #the fact that she’s treated as their inferior (unintentionally I think) because she’s their child #idk it’s all sooooooo compelling and complex #iwtv spoilers #claudia de pointe du lac #iwtv #interview with the vampire #m watches iwtv

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akkivee · 4 months

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*rattles my cage* WHAT DID SHAKKU SAY????????? WHAT DID HE SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY?????????????

#this is vee speaking #IF THIS SCENE IS SUPPOSED TO DIRECTLY PARALLEL KUUKOU FIGHTING HITOYA #THEN SHAKKU MUSTVE LET KUUKOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! DECONSTRUCTED HIS ENTIRE WORLDVIEW BRUH LIKE COME OOOOOON #like kuukou vs hitoya basically went #hitoya: this whole in my heart can’t be filled unless my anger and thirst for revenge are quelled #kuukou: um actually what’ll happen is that you’ll be thrown in jail so the only way to feel fulfilled is doing what’s right #so if we compare it to shakku vs kuukou #kuukou: all you do is try and lecture me with violence asshole #then shakku had to tell him why he needs to right????? like telling kuukou exactly what needs to be corrected?????#in the drama track shakku turned on the mic and a bell tolled and there’s a lot that could mean #but the bell tolls to purify earthly desires (also one of kuukou’s bars) so maybe shakku cleansed the hell out of kuukou’s soul lmao #and then told him to use his brain for once lmao #*crying* i just want to know what hang ups kuukou has that shakku targeted i’m so sad lmao 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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sysig · 6 months

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I like him a normal amount (lying) (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #Max Vyer #Dexter Favin #Was I about to type ''Helix Mainfic'' in reference to these wh - I mean Technically but???#Anyway lol #Couple'a random Max's to start <3 Love him #So some of these were made with my .5 and some with my .3 - can you guess which ones? :3 #The first one and the last two (and of me lol) were my .5 - the inner three are .3 ♪#You know it's gotten bad when it's not even an Idea necessarily just Want To Draw Pretty - I'm familiar with that pft #He's pretty tho! Love Max ♥#Man if Max's snap had come in the form of Fight rather than Flight - he's a twig but I doubt Anyone would've come out of that unscathed #Anger can make a monster out of almost anybody haha #Pretty boy ♥ My .3 is so fun for soft detailing! And Max is pretty much all soft details lol #Cryings ah </3 Dexter's mention of Max's emotions in his meetup with ZEX got me thinking!#Sadness really does trend low on the emotions he's willing to express in company - even when Dex has seen him cry before - like here #It was out of anger so much more than sadness - no wonder he was spooked by ZEX's sudden grief! Max is fairly private with sadness #Or at least he turns it into anger if he's backed into a corner - drinking by himself and making things harder for everyone else haha #And finally his and Dex's difference in the retelling of the story!! Hehe ♪♫#Since I first read Helix I've been under the impression that what Max told Katherine was - well - how he described it lol #A kind of self-deprecating joke at his own expense - thus his confusion at her reaction of seeming hurt #But that's not what he said at all! That's not even close to how he told it!! Hahaha ♪ Biased narration <3 #I even got a second opinion and we shared the same interpretation so it wasn't just a matter of failing to pick up his meaning hehehe Max!#He's so rude ♥ Terrible man ♪ He's the worst <3

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musubiki · 1 year

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does lime ever cry about anything or is angry more of his emotion? cause in all the childhood limochi comics mochi seems to be more the overflowing emotional one and lime is the more repressed on even back then. does that change at all ?

good catch!!! youre correct little mochi was VERY much the cry easy child. even if it was a little inconvenience or when she was angry the tears would flow!! not that she was a whiny brat but any time she got upset she couldnt stop the tears lol

and yes lime channels his negative emotions into anger. baby lime was very "haha REAL men dont cry!!!" type and even as he got older he recognizes "okay yeah everyone cries no big deal hahah" but theres still that underlying mindset. that being said hes a very dry anger type, so it takes a lot to actually get tears to come out, usually the only people hed ever cry for or to is his family + mochi.

the only time we actually SEE him cry is whatever the point is where all his pent up resentment about mochi leaving all of them without any word or warning comes out!! and as SOON as his eyes start watering he just freezes he cant even get anymore words out once he gets to that point

(and actually tried to up and run once the tears started but mochi wouldnt let him. and thats the only time we see lime cry -w- )

#he does NOT like crying #mochi cant help it #she gets a hell of a lot better at emotion control as she gets older though #but if she doesnt watch herself closely or turn it off in time that highly emotional person is still burried deep #theres several times when she started getting VERY emotional and then just. turns it off #you see the switch flip from wet anger to just. nothing #and lime goes (dont do that. dont fucking turn your heart off when youre talking to me)#its a skill a witch is taught growing up. to just turn all that stuff off on the outside so nothing shows #and lime can tell when she starts doing this #anyway. thanks for asking i miss talking abt my kids!!!!!#but lime was never the crying type to begin with #anyone remember that post about dry anger vs wet anger? thats lime and mochi respectively #he obviously cries at very sad things like loss of a loved one #but thats never like. screaming crying wailing. its very quiet sadness for him #i think baby mochi would cry if she saw a goat that was too cute

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theophagie · 9 months

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The Riku-Maleficent / Beast-Xaldin parallels.......

#i didn't remember their first conversation or the one with sora. holy shit...........#''he used my anger to control me. he took all my sorrow my sadness my pain and turned it all into rage.#there was nothing i could do. i could no longer see the truth''#+ being turned against the person you love..................#''belle can see the goodness in your heart but i'm afraid you've yet to...'' + the she's too kind to speak badly of me thing. AAAARRRGGGGGG #IT KEEPS GOING ON.........#mytext #video games #char tag #riku #kingdom hearts

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leecherish · 1 year

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