#also its 12am

[gay-for-zoya]

AUTUMN HAS STARTED

[catwyk]

happy sibling rane saturday!!!! figured i oughta balance out the ran(e)goon silliness with something Serious

[roachesbf]

Chubby Konig x Male reader

art @ Mr_Not_Null_ (twt.com)

It's inspired by this art lol, he is 100% my type and I needed to get this out of my brain NOW!!

Konig is very proud of his body on the field!! He can easily bring a man down with his size and height so he has no reason to be incompetent on the field. He’s given clear instructions on how to wipe the field with what he has, yet he has no idea what to do when it comes to you. Hell he gets even insecure because of how unsure he is, and if you even find him appealing for the most part. He’s so used to viewing his body as a killing machine, it’s hard to change his views about himself. But when you lay your head between his thighs or his belly he immediately melts with how much you love him. He especially goes crazy if you start kissing his belly all over, he bursts into childish laughter because he’s so sensitive to your touch. At first he was insecure to show skin around you such as his thighs, arms, belly/chest, but seeing the way you drool and squeal over him. You’ve managed to get him from always wearing hoodies and extremely baggy pants, to him just enjoying himself on the couch with a tank top and some shorts.

Everytime you’re cuddled up he asks you if all the hairs are a bother and itchy, but you just say it feels like you’re cuddling a bear. He gets all giddy when you compare him to one:)) He once shaved off the hair on his chest + stomach during an episode and when you saw him you treated it like a death in the family. He was a little embarrassed/ashamed but you both managed to talk to him about his feelings so all good after that. Somehow he just always convinces himself that you’d rather be with someone more conventionally attractive, he’ll ramble on about how you deserve better that the only way to get him to stop is by kissing him all over. He’ll get so flustered that his brain short circuits. With his big size though he does like to get annoying and he’ll keep you hostage in his arms when he doesn’t feel like getting up. It could be 10 in the morning and you need to get chores done, but as long as he’s got you in his arms, he’s not letting go. Or how he’ll lay himself on top of you for a little bit and pretend that you’re not there. Getting himself comfy while you’re trying to push him off while laughing.

When the both of you nap, he’s either holding you in his arms or he’s got you resting on top of him. No in between. He’s grown into the habit of falling asleep easier when he’s holding something in his arms, so cuddle sessions will usually turn into quick naps for the both of you.  

[badlydrawn-brostrider]

TG: ...

TG: jesus christ

TG: look man, im like 99% sure you werent this much of an asshole before

TG: hell at least you were fuckin' talkin' then - when i said i wanted you to shut the hell up i didnt mean like this

TG: and im fairly fuckin' confident in sayin' it has something to do with the creepy fuckin' puppet hangin' off your back

TG: so

TG: should probably get rid of that thing huh

TG: hand it over

@badlydrawn-alphadave

[ God, can this asshole not leave you alone for 5 minutes? Who the fuck does he think he is? Trying to take your best friend. Nobody understands. ]

[ You politely tell him to piss off by pressing your sword to his throat. Even unable to say anything the threat is clear: If he so much as lays a finger on Cal's precious head you'll chop his off. ]

[ You're not handing him over without a fight. ]

[chromatici]

The History of Yell At the Elemental Magus (The Holiday)

Absolutely obsessed with today's page of @comicaurora, and I had no Kendal to catch a rock of hyperfixation from smacking me clean on the head, so I am now on the hunt for the past of people yelling at the Elemental Magus, because Erin's hubris knows no bounds.

So here is the result of scaping the archives for the past Yell at the Elemental Magus Days (or the closest panel to it):

7/22/24 - https://comicaurora.com/aurora/2-2-22/

The official beginning of Yell At the Elemental Magus Day

7/21/23 - https://comicaurora.com/aurora/1-22-9/

They missed out on the holiday, smh my head, just Dainix and Falst vibing in the darkness in fear and terror

7/22/22 - https://comicaurora.com/aurora/1-17-36/

Dainix getting ahead on yelling at Erin, while VD complains about the Erin’s fragility

7/21/21 - https://comicaurora.com/aurora/1-13-17/

People complaining about Erin

7/22/20 - https://comicaurora.com/aurora/1-8-17/

Erin complaining he got robbed

7/22/19 - https://comicaurora.com/aurora/1-2-28/ 

Primordial Life trying to come out so they can start yelling at Erin (in the future)

So stay hubristic my friends, and take the chance to yell at your local Elemental Magus

[wepwawah]

as a tboy i think that we should get knocked up everyday, not just tuesdays

-☁️

absolutely; tuesday just sound catchy <3

[huellitaa]

chat is this flirting am i being flirted with

[glitterliver07]

coping with californias ever increasing heat waves by summer posting oc x canon

[im-fucking-baalin]

On Holyness and the blood you spilled to reach it

sooooo,,, spanish jumpscares you i guess!

that is a catholic prayer we say before communion if i remember correctly. it is meant to absolve you from any minor sin you may have commited in the time between last mass and the current one, yknow, things like lying or thinking "bad things" etc etc. It is half of it; the rest directly names virgin mary and such so i didnt find it necessary to add it, it would have killed the vibe imo.

I wish i could add a translation, but honestly im not sure wheter if it gets used in other countries and/or how many variations of it exists, and i dont want to mess anything up, sorry :(

on a second note, this was the "comic" i mentioned! halfway into rendering it, it just kind of didnt feel right anymore, so i reused a panel i liked a lot :] there are like two or three more of those, that of course will get their own full drawings!

now, lore!

ummm,

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i love the idea if lambert just, fully losing themselves to the concepts of good and bad. they were raised a certain way, destined to guide and protect, to be compassionate, kind and understanding. but on their pure rage, having accepted towws deal without batting an eye, they are forced to destroy their morals, and the constant guilt that comes from that confuses them so much, for now toww praises them for the bloodshed, but the doctrine in which they were raised persists on their mind and hurts them like a bitch but their actual god is there and doesnt condemn anything but they are so sure they would be considered a monster by their past flock and dklnsfuenvm

ohhhh this bad boy can fit in so much trauma

[doodles-in-sand]

got too tired to finish the inmf/afterpain illust today so celebratory doodle for cat man that took me half (haha) a day to finish so its not really a doodle

[aibouart]

admittedly, i am afraid to talk about this, but have wanted to for a long while. i don't see a lot of people discuss this kind of thing, but i decided to do so for the me who was struggling and didn't know. also i have no idea where i am going with this and it's very late for me rn so here's a whole ass ramble on vent art. and also a bit more on how it's impacting how i view my art, now. i am terribly sorry if it's not very cohesive, my thoughts on it aren't yet cohesive either WOOPS

i wanted to talk a bit about how vent art really impacted my mental health, and how the idea that art needs some kind of meaning to have meaning really has been weighing on me lately (i know this is a concept i am assigning to my work and is not actually the norm/standard expectation of others consuming art. but it IS a sentiment i have seen enough that does impact me).

i want to specify, obviously i am not saying vent art is bad.

nor that doing vent pieces, or vent blogs, will ultimately result in what i went through for a number of years. rather, that this did happen to me, and there is a near impossible chance i am a unique case in any experience i will ever have. if you do vent art and it helps you, that's good! im not judging anyone for anything here. if your experience does not match my own, that's what it's like to be human~. i am not invalidating anyone on purpose by sharing my own experience. sorry for the insane disclaimer but it will eat me alive if i go to sleep thinking "what if they think x cuz i didn't say y and think im a terrible person"

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i used to do vent art frequently (you won't find much on here as it was uploaded to a personal at the time). anytime i felt down or had a line of dialogue in my head making me feel bad in a way, i would draw for it. but the way i had interacted with it was really unhealthy. it became a terrible feedback loop where i'd feel bad, draw how i felt bad, look at the art, and ruminate even more on how i felt bad, until it spiralled so out of control i would lose touch with reality and get lost entirely in feeling like garbage.

i would just get so lost in the cycle with vent art that it would make my mental space worse and worse, and i would use the vent art as a negative confirmation bias. the words that hurt me i wrote down and anytime i looked again, they would hurt me again. but i would keep looking, and i would keep drawing.

i have always used art as an outlet, but for some reason the way vent art impacted me was unhealthy. it wasn't a good outlet. and it took me years to cut ties with it. i relied on vent art for a long time, but it took a lot of introspection and thinking to realise it wasn't the release i thought it was. and it was hard to let go, too.

i haven't touched the blog in a few months, now. i haven't done much vent art at all since then and genuinely, i've been doing SOOO much better. i no longer ruminate nearly as much as i had done so, i no longer get caught in a feedback loop that lasts for days to weeks. i still feel like garbage like people tend to do, but i don't put myself in a cycle over it anymore. i have gone back to it a few times in moments of desperation, but what used to be every week/every few weeks is now once a month maybe. and not to the extent at all (i would oftentimes post ~20 images in one night, before).

but i keep thinking about how, while the way i had done vent art was bad for my mental health, i keep feeling that just because i do sparkly cute and happy drawings, now, or drawings with no real meaning, that my art has nothing beyond face value... i do like a lot of my vent art. i think their compositions, or hidden messages and meanings, or colour use, was interesting.

but it wasn't worth the price for me.

so i am a bit caught in an in-between, here. my favourite form of art is the expression of love-you liked something so much, you dedicated time to draw it. and yet i cannot ascribe that to my own work very often. i think that man i wish i could make art with some kind of deeper meaning, that speaks to people, that's more than just pretty colours or shiny shading or a character everyone likes, or a character i like. but i just... don't know if it's for me.

ultimately, i could develop a healthy relationship with expressing and exploring negative emotions or experiences through art, but... do i want to? do i have to? do i need to? is it not enough to just draw something because... i like it..?

of course, the answer is yes, draw what you want, draw how you want, it's your art. but i am still trying to come to terms with that idea. i dont want to be seen as some shallow artist who just draws what's cute and pretty because they can and it's all they can think of, but like what if that's just what i like to draw??

in the end, that alone is good enough, drawing because you like to, because it's fun, because you like the thing you're dedicating time to creating for. it's just hard to grapple with after discarding a type of art that i felt was the only way i drew "for real".

anyways i am sorry this is soooo fucking long, and for all the clarifications (IM STILL NOT SAYING VENT ART BAD AND EVERYONE WILL DO WHAT I DID!! Dx) and the fact i had no real point here (probably)

anyways i will continue to draw what i want because i like to, as i have always been.

[98chao]

i kinda wanna make a twitter account in the crk fandom, but i always stop myself because i'm scared of the toxicity 😣 i really wanna make more crk friends, but would people automatically hate me bc i like pureshadow...!!! i don't think i could handle that :(

[a-oct0]

Finally got around to finishing it!!

Callie!! <3

[urgrossdaughter]

If you don't mind me prying, what exactly is your goal? Or do you have one for exercise? I know you said the 10k steps but is there anything else?

I want to focus on the exercise and health aspect of it rather than body shape, because i have a history of relapsing whenever i focus too much on my body shape like my tummy, thighs, butt etc. Although i will say, it is motivated by my chubby tummy and my boobs getting bigger😭

Like even tho my mind has been a bit triggered to lose weight by my body shape, I'm trying to redirect my thoughts to be about other stuff like health. For example, i do not exercise much at all anymore. Like it's so embarrassing. So I'm going to start off by aiming for 10k steps.

I also definitely want to start going on runs!! I don't have the confidence though, especially because like i dont think i could even do a proper run so it feeks silly😭 idk how people start.

Sorry if i answered your questions wrong by the way it's just the answers i could think of right now- maybe you can rephrase if i did answer wrong idk🧍🏽‍♀️

[hannie-dul-set]

hello good fucking morning.

[sethmp3]

These two hoes... (Affectionately)

I SWEAR TO GOD IM GENUINELY TWEAKING WHY ARE THEY SO HOT AND ATTRACTIVE THEY'RE NOT THE ONLY ONES ATTRACTIVE LOOK AT ALL THE FCKING CHARACTERS AGAHJSGGGJJSHDKSNNSNSKSK