#and I'm still working on most of those 😮‍💨

[m1rotics]

Hii love since you asked for hard thoughts,

What is your opinion on San dubcon- or what is it like to try CNC with him??? Everyone writes him so sweet while in reality I think he can be absolutely dark lover

san doesn't seem like the type to naturally float to such extreme measures as dubcon– it happens purely on accident, really. it's not marked on his calendar, or planned in any sense of the word. he just… needs you. he aches with it, because san is nothing but a passionate lover, and he gets antsy if he's not touching you for too long.

especially, if he's been forcibly deprived. his schedule filled to the brim with only slivers of being able to touch you, kiss you, love you in between. he's worse if you're busy too. whines when he sees you slip out of bed to get ready when he's only been able to hold you close for a few hours. follows you to the bathroom in the middle of the night. glues himself to your side. no room for more space to settle between the two of you. greeting you when you come home, kissing your neck, his hands on the swell of your ass. only to get brushed off because you're too tired.

he gets it, he does. so he lets it happen the first couple of times because he understands. he knows you're tired. he can see the bone-deep exhaustion. your sunken eyes and heavy lids. but he can only hold back so long. he's just a man. a man with needs and wants so bad that it kills him. so when he's all worked nerves, he realizes that he can't handle it by himself.

he pounces on you when you get home, slobbering on your neck. breath heavy, close to panting already. a dog without his leash.

“welcome home, baby” he says, reedy. stretched thin and muffled by the skin of your neck.

you sigh, relaxing into his arms, “hi, sannie.”

his hands slide down from the small of your back, coming to rest on your ass. you try to pull away, but san whines. deep from the throat. it sounds so pitiful.

“baby, please,” he huffs, and you frown.

“sannie, i'm so tired.” you plead, but it falls on deaf, more-like unwilling, ears. it's like your words dissipate in the wind because san places wet kisses on your neck, desperate and sloppy. careless.

“please, I'll fuck you so well, make you feel so good,” he murmurs, dazed. you paw at his chest attempting to push him away, but he doesn't budge, pushes his knee between your legs, pressing your cunt against his thigh, and you gasp. barely audible, but san catches it. “there you go, c’mon get yourself off on my thigh.”

“san, let me go,” you mutter, huffing, but san doesn't pay you any mind, using his hands to manually grind you against his thigh.

“won't make you work for anything, I'll do it. just please, let me fuck you. i need it.” he whimpers. more dog than man, and you can't help the squeeze of your heart. the guilt bubbling up at how neglected he's been. he does make you cum like that, flexing his thigh until you're shaking and dizzy. literally coos at you when he pulls away, “see, could make you feel so much better if you let me. that's all i wanna do.”

and you're still so very tired, but that's okay because you don't have to tell him what you need because he knows. if you can't take the lead, san can. he carries you to bed when you go limp in his arms, laying you down so gently. peppers kisses to your skin as he tugs your pants and shirt off, kneads your waist, hips, your thighs. anything he could reach. lets out the softest sigh of contentment when he's able to mouth anywhere he wants.

he gets a bit in over his head after that, pushing his cock in without prepping you as much as he should, and san’s big. he gets about halfway and you're already hiccuping, telling him that it hurts. that he's too big. tears building up in your eyes.

“don't cry,” he grumbles, pressing kisses to your cheeks and the corner of your lips, “it'll feel good in a minute.”

brings a hand down to rub your clit and make it feel better as slowly fucks you. he picks up speed when your tear give way for tiny moans and heavy panting. your fingers grabbing onto him instead of pushing him way.

“told you,” he murmurs against your lips, “doesn't that feel good. i bet it does. it feels good to let me take care of you.”

he doesn't need you to respond, he knows it does. he knows he could make you feel like this all the time if you'd let him, but if he needs to coax it out of you he will. has you creaming around his cock in no time, and he wraps himself around you when he finally starts fucking you with intent. he arms pushing into his chest so tight you could hardly breathe. tells you about how much he loves the whole way through, about how good you feel, everything that comes to mind spills out his mouth.

[yoyomomiko]

MORE DAISUKE HEADCANONS PLS!!! I LOVE HIM SMMM

Pairing: Daisuke x F!reader

HC: pet names/nicknames, 'texting'!! (passing notes)

Warnings: small mention of dirty talk, not proofread, probably contains grammar mistakes, english isn't my first language!!

(A/N): Omg y'all there's like 7 requests for Daisuke idk how I'm gonna manage to do most of them😣 This is so short I'm so sorry it's also pretty rushed😢 -> m.list

╰┈➤ This is the second part from these other headcanons - part 1

★PET NAMES/NICKNAMES

First off, he's definitely gonna find a nickname for you. Whether it's a shortening of your name, or just based off of something you've done. He wouldn't necessarily make fun of you, yk??

But I still feel like he'd try to find a funny nickname for you no matter what.

His go to pet name is "babe" because uh that's just how he is😁

He laughs when he tries those "cheesy" pet names, he simply can't do it with a straight face!!

Don't ever expect him to call you darling, I mean it's Daisuke we're talking about so let's be honest😀

I feel like he would also call you babygirl but like in a joking way because there's NO WAY he'll be serious while having that word come out of his mouth.

The brain rot got to him I hope y'all know this already😔

He doesn't care what you call him, he loves every word that you spit out no matter your voice or tone

★'TEXTING'

Wonder why there's apostrophes?

Because I feel like around the Tuplar, he'd send you notes just because he's extra

Like, you recognize one another's writing style

He also leaves little doodles for you, on every note he gives. Whether it's a heart or a dinosaur playing basketball, you're gonna have it.

He might have some words misspelled, but it really just kind of depends if he's tired or not (when is he ever not energetic??)

I headcanon that he leaves little doodles EVERYWHERE he writes. Like, if Swansea told him to take notes, there will be some drawing on there.

I feel like at some point he doodled you and him together kissing while Swansea was trying to talk to him, and then Swansea noticed it and gave him a scolding for not paying attention😔

Daisuke sometimes leaves little notes in your room. I mean, he kind of just somehow sneaks in there and leaves you a quick "you're so pretty <3" note. Or it can be anything, really, not only compliments

Imagine dirty talking with him through notes like that would lowkey be crazy

HE CANNOT HANDLE DIRTY TALK AND YOU CAN'T PROVE ME WRONG

I mean like, he just can't keep a straight face. He bursts out laughing if he ever tries, he simply can't.

Daisuke is just so silly😮‍💨

If you two are both working with Swansea, then he would 100% just pass you notes every single minute.

UGH I WANT HIM SO BAD IT'S NOT EVEN A JOKE ANYMORE😟

★yoyomiko ★miko

[theatricalmage]

The brainrot took over and so here's a vat7k hadestown au!! Don't know if I'll develop it fully but I liked designing it at least!

More info under the cut:

- Varian, the Coronan royal alchemist, tasks himself with deciphering an incantation capable of bringing the world back into tune. Times are tough, and the royal family + Quirin are doing their best to cope with the meagre crop yields and desolate weather (Corona not really being the sunshine kingdom - hasn't been for a while). He wants to help and do good and I think he'd be a good Orpheus.

- Hugo, having moved about from place to place, still has his interest in alchemy and does what he can to get by. He plans on temporarily staying in Corona before looting, but he encounters a certain like-minded scientist at the Snuggly Duckling. I think him being selfish works especially well in Eurydice's role, having a more pessimistic view of the world. It also works with how he gets drawn to Donella's offer of working for her later on, leading him to his death.

- Ulla as Persephone! I was initially stuck on whether to have Rapunzel (and either Eugene/Cass) as her (and Hades) but I was drawn to the connection that Hugo has to Donella and the Donella/Ulla relationship in vat7k just works too well. In this case, Ulla won't be Varian's mother. She's still gonna be somewhat of an inspiration to him though, being the previous Coronan royal alchemist and for her intelligence. For half the year, she'll return to Corona with food, drinks, and alchemical compounds/inventions, bringing Spring and Summer to the world, if only for a bit.

- Donella would be such an interesting Hades, losing sight of her love for Ulla, heart filled with fear and hurt, leading to bitterness and cruelty. Ingvarr being Hadestown and how by being the esteemed Ingvarrian engineer, she'd be in charge of major technological advances across the kingdoms and so would wield a significant amount of power (like how Hades is literally the ruler of the underworld). Ingvarr essentially being a near death sentence for its workers while also displaying its technological prowess, all still shrouded in mystery and corruption - a place so otherworldly compared to the rest of the kingdoms.

I didn't want to modify the outfits too much nor the personalities,, if anything I imagine the general plot beats being the same as the original musical/story but with slight differences that'd you get inherently as a result of these characters. I wouldn't want it to be the case where it's just the show but the names are changed. I'd want this to still make reasonable sense in this AU, with the actions being understandable for this particular cast of characters.

For Hermes, I ended up picking Xavier, as he's most knowledgeable of old legends and stories, which would work in reference to the Hades and Persephone myth (and so Donella and Ulla)! He'd act as a mentor figure for V, someone who can guide him in uncovering the forgotten incantation. Quirin would still be the good supportive dad he is (even if he doesn't fully understand his son's project).

Last but not least, the fates!! often lurking in the background, I'm still a bit stuck on who it could be? I'm tempted to have it be Raps, Cass, and Nuru as they've had celestial connections at some point (and ya know how stars can represent fate), but I also love the freckled siblings dynamic so much. Also Team Radical... Maybe Raps and Cass can be their normal selves but their Sundrop/Moonstone counterparts are the manifested physical forms of the fates? They wouldn't be visible to the characters though, just voices in the wind.

Anyways yeah!! Those are my thoughts. Do let me know if you've got any cool ideas or questions. I'm really combining my interests at full force and there's nothing anyone, not even myself, can do about it quite frankly. 😮‍💨

[sunnyferr]

Hi! for the one piece event can I request the letter L (love making) with Sanji plz? 😮‍💨🩵

Sanji x AFAB!reader

SORRY SORRY, it's something really short, but for me it's quite intense (I have a second request of Sanji with L (love marking) so there could be a part 2)

MDIN Masterlist

W!:Love markig, nipple play, some blood play, sanji is a need boy

The blond's hands danced on your body, an exquisite dance to your body, that felt every inch of your skin, but how did it all start?

Well, I'm glad you want to know…

The quiet morning, a somewhat rough training with Zoro, the swordsman was teaching you to use a somewhat complex sword technique, which took a lot of practice, hence, a few scratches and bruises on your soft skin.

When the morning training was over, you headed to the kitchen, ravenously hungry, looking for something to fill your stomach.

“Oh, hello my love-” sanji stopped his movements as he saw you enter the door, to give you your morning greeting, but he stopped, he saw one of your cheeks with a scratch, it was no big deal, barely a small drop of blood gushed out ”what happened to your cheek mou amour?” He said with a concerned tone.

“Oh, I was training with Zoro, I think he cut my cheek without me noticing” you put your hand on your cheek, pulling the fresh blood from your cheekbone, but you felt a hand on top of your cheek, pulling your hand out, you saw sanji raise your hand to his own face, you could see a little flame in his blue eyes.

But even so, he held your hand, slowly bringing it to his lips, and he… licked it.

Oh shit…

OH HOLY SHIT!

You didn't know how to react, this was completely weird, so weird, but… it made your legs tremble in desire, in a matter of seconds, their gazes met, sanji couldn't commit anymore, a part of him wanted to come out, to fill her with those marks that made her look like his most beautiful work of art.

Without another second to wait, Sanji grabbed your waist and pulled it against his, pressing your bodies together, entwining your lips in the process, the smell of cigarettes imbued your mouth and oh my god, it was the most sensual thing about this man and his unbridled kissing.

The blond ran his tongue across your mouth, in search of your tongue, doing a battle he had practically already won since you walked through that door. Sanji's thin lips made a contrast to your full lips, swollen by the intensity.

Your hands could only untie his tie and unbutton a few buttons, thinking your hand slowly across his toned chest. Letting out exquisite moans in your ears, you tried to continue, but he lifted you by the waist, singing to you on the kitchen counter, running his hands over your round breasts even in your training top.

He reached down to the bottom of your clothes, and tugged off your blouse, leaving you in your sports bra, exposed to him.

Sanji's hands roamed over your nipples, pinching and pulling them slightly, making you moan uncontrollably, but you could still feel the softness in his touch, he pulled off the last of your top.

“Oh sweetness… you are perfect…” the blond attacked your neck, and without thinking, he left a hickey, very big, he went down a little and bit your neck, a little hard, he didn't draw blood, but he did leave a mark on it.

He passed his mouth over your collarbones, kneeling down slowly, leaving visible hickeys, then reaching your breasts, with some desperation, he attacked one of your nipples, sucking and running his tongue over the small button of flesh that drove him so crazy.

He placed his hands on your thighs, but the more he sucked on your nipples, the tighter he squeezed your thighs, leaving reddish streaks, which scratched your complexion, leaving even more traces of this indecent act.

He let go of your little button with a “pop”, panting and desperate to give you more, more than you could bear, you had marks on your body, you looked like a galaxy with the purple and pink spots that stained your skin.

This man made your legs weaken, your body tremble and your mind reach a state of intense excitement.

Him and only him.

[crusty-chronicles]

is there any chance you could add killua for the airheaded but strong s/o headcanons? If not, then no worries, I just love how you write them!

Yeah, I don't mind but it's gonna be platonic because I'm a little iffy about writing for him romantically. He's just a boy 🥺🥺🥺 This is mostly a crack fic.

BONUS AIRHEADED S/O HEADCANNONS: Killua (HxH)

Honestly tried to kill you at one point

Oh you're strong huh?

Then proceeds to hit you with everything he's got, only to see that it hardly affected you. (Kinda like the way he first treated Zushi)

After that he's petty, but impressed.

Congratulations 🎉🎉🎉 You've earned his respect 🥳🥳🥳

You're basically Gon 2.0

And he hates it

Cannot take you two anywhere

"We should break the lock to get in." Gon suggested.

"Are you stupid?" You scoffed.

"What's the point of having a door if you're just gonna break it?"

And Killua is momentarily at peace that at least one of you has some sense. Until you open your mouth again.

"Obviously we should smash open a window."

And Gon is nodding along enthusiastically

"You're right! What would we do without you 🤩"

And Killua is just 😮‍💨.

He is the parent of the group and I will die on this hill

If Gon's the sun, you're a nuke

He's constantly dragging you away from Hisoka

Nope. Not today

Why do you insist on talking to strangers.

No scratch that.

Why do you insist on talking to creepy strangers????

It gives him a massive headache everytime you almost get abducted.

Honestly thought about putting a tracker on you to avoid this happening.

But then he remembers you're practically indestructible so he drops it.

Is afraid Illumi will come for you and hurt you.

He was never allowed to have friends, and after Illumi threatened you and Gon at the Hunter Exam, he's very protective.

But then he remembers something you said after Greed Island.

"The three of us are all gonna become the best of the best. We're gonna get all wrinkly and old together and still kick butt!!! We're gonna stick together no matter what!"

And it temporarily quells the fear of his brother.

It makes him look forward to that outcome and gives him something to fight a little harder for.

When it comes to fighting, he does get a little envious of how you and Gon just rush in without thinking.

And how you always manage to win despite the circumstance.

But he never feels left behind because of it.

Like with Gon, he won't baby you, just call you an idiot and move on.

You fell?

Get up loser.

You can't read?

Find somebody else to translate. Or he'll make you do it and be laughing nonstop while you struggle to pronounce the word "Apple"

"Gon what color's an orange?"

"An orange is the same color as it's name. Just like a lemon."

Please somebody take you two back to first grade.

Killua is begging.

Even though he won't baby you, he'll rush as fast as he can if you're in actual danger.

You got caught by the phantom troupe?

"Are you completely brain dead!?!!? Where are you!?!?"

Now he regrets not putting a tracker on you.

"This nice clown man gave me candy and told me to follow him." You tell him over CALL.

"HISOOKAAAAA!!!!"

He is screaming and panicking.

You trespassed into the mountains his family lives to see him.

"WHY???? DON'T YOU KNOW ABOUT MIKE!?!?"

And when he gets there he sees you rubbing the monstrous canine's tummy. Petting him and calling him a "Good Boy."

Names he has called you out of spite: Idiot, Moron, Dummy, Psycho, Airhead, Ditz, and probably Pea Brain

On the bright side, you are Alluka's favorite person.

"Give me your ribs."

"Oh, are you hungry? Let's see if we can't find you a smokehouse for those ribs."

And it baffles both souls so much that Nanika accepts that as fulfilling her command.

Plus you have endless amounts of energy that works to drain both girls out. Even when they've both already swapped twice.

Killua designates you her official babysitter when he's busy.

You are a complete lunatic and moron, but you're one of the people he trusts the most.

Even if he does complain about you a lot.

MASTERLIST

[suzieloveships]

Just finished Earthspark 😮‍💨 haven't felt this betray by an animated show since Voltron. And season one was so good, it is still one of my favorite pieces of Transformers series. I'm just going to ignor seasons two and three since most of the fandom seem to be doing that too.

However I want to rant about my only major complain about season one that I wish they fixed in season two.

They should have made GHOST rogue agents villains in season two instead of Cons. Like hear me out on this, they spent the whole season showing that there are many people that hate Transformers being on earth and even if they don't hate them they can still direct microaggressions towars them. And yet Croft and Mandroid were apperently only evil members of GHOST. They even had like 2 agents show up during the final battle to help Terrans and I really don't like this. It's giving "the system was broken but now those at the very top are dead so everything is okay" which is not how you should end a story that comments on rasism and prejudices.

In season two they should have got a group of agents that worked with Croft be at least minor antagonist. Have them steal Mandroid tech and pose some form of a threat, attack a Cybertronian that was just living somewhere outside Witwicky or something

Anyway, I will be writing a fix it fics and this will be a plot point

[lovesickgrlsrh0t]

⊹ ࣪ ˖ Day Two , Dry Humping ⭑.ᐟ

༉‧₊˚🕯KINKTOBER '24 ❀༉‧₊˚.

CONTENTS INCLUDE : SMUTTT (it's like..really filthy), mentions of violence and sex, stripper!reader, afab!reader, dry humping/lap dance, mafia!matt, takes place in a club, semi public sex, p in v sex, doggystyle, oral (fem!receiving), protected sex (i'm so proud), dirty talk, the d-word, breeding kink makes an apperance at the end

NOTES : i tried to lock in and work on this for u guys...and um, it's a doozy 😮‍💨 thanks so much for the love on my spencer fic, pretty sure it's the most notes on smth i've written so um, thank you! fic inspired by @pearlzier bot (linked here!) hope u enjoy! xx

The music was pumping at Still Bumping, the club in which Matt Sturniolo and his brothers used as a front for their rather...unconventional business. Every Friday, one of the triplets would stop by and make sure everything was running smoothly. One of the perks for Matt however, was testing out the talent.

Everyone knew that Matt had railed most of the strippers here, except, you of course. You were the new hire, bright eyed and full of drive working a second job because being a waitress isn't paying like it used to. You were a huge hit with the usual degenerates that occupied the place, being able to transform from the girl next door to Playboy bunny with a subtle shift in your eyes and a convenient costume change.

So after dealing with someone who ran his mouth—let's just say he's sleeping with the fishes—, Matt sat in his usual booth with his men, wiping off the blood on his knuckles. The announcement of your arrival from the overhead speakers had the crowd going wild and Matt's electric blue eyes fixated on you the moment you strutted to the pole in the front of the room. Your smooth legs easily wrapped along the steel as you slowly gyrated your hips to the music, flipping your hair over your shoulder as you moved. The pieces of fabric that barely covered your body accentuated your curves perfectly. Matt couldn't take his eyes off of you, already addicted your enchanting, fluid movements.

He snapped his fingers, ushering over one of his men. "Get me a room with her." The man looked at the rest of his men, a knowing look shared between them. Matt rolled his eyes, gripping the man's collar as he stared him down. "Did I fucking stutter? I said a private performance with her, now."

You weren't surprised when your manager informed you of someone else requesting a private dance from you.

What you were surprised to see was Matthew Sturniolo of the infamous Sturniolo triplets mafia, sitting down in front of you with a smug look on his face. "Good evening, gorgeous." He purred, his smooth voice going straight between your thighs.

"Hello, Mr. Sturniolo. A little birdie told me you requested a private session." You said, walking up to him seductively, feeling a twinge of pride as his darkened eyes traveled down your body. "You'd be right about that, doll." You leaned down in front of him, manicured fingers grasping his chin.

"What can I do for you, sir?" The seductive murmur of those words made Matt swallow, his dress pants feeling more constricting as he forced himself to keep his eyes on your face. "A-A dance would be nice." He replied breathlessly, making you smirk. "You got it, handsome." Matt sucks in a sharp breath once you sit on his lap, the rolling of your hips feeling like pure sin.

You chuckled softly at his blown out stare, the way the previously suave man melted like butter the moment a pretty girl sat on his lap amusing you. "You can touch me you know." The words made his large hands move immediately to your ass, the coolness of his rings against your skin sending a shiver down your spine. "So fuckin' pretty, gorgeous.." He whispered into your ear, guiding your hips along his barely contained erection.

Matt moved his hips along to your pace, letting out a quiet growl at the whine that escaped your painted lips. "That feel good pretty girl?" You nodded, gripping his shoulders as the seam of his jeans deliciously rubbed against your clit. "If you want this dick, all you have to do is say the word, princess."

"P-Please, I want to feel you, sir." Within an instance, his lips were on yours, claiming your mouth as his. You quickly reciprocated, wrapping your legs tightly around him as he laid you back on the plush couch. "Fuckin' gorgeous, gonna make me lose my mind." Matt muttered under his breath, reaching behind you to untie your top.

Your eyes rolled back as his lips wrapped around your nipple, fingers weaving through his dark strands as he groaned. "P-Please, sir, don't tease..." Matt smiled, trailing his lips up your neck until they reached your lips once more. "Whatever you want, pretty girl." He murmured against your lips, reaching in between your legs to graze a finger along your clit. "Well, what I want is for you to take those pants off." You said, teeth grazing his ear as you whispered.

Matt chuckled and kissed along your neck, the unmistakable sound of a belt falling to the floor ringing in your ears. "Impatient, aren't we?" The tiny bikini bottoms you wore fell to the floor along with his dress pants, leaving you completely bare and Matt in his boxers. He groaned softly at the sight of you laid out in front of him, blue eyes watchful as he took all of you in. "Not even wearing underwear?" He tsked, slapping your ass as you moved on all fours. "What a slut."

The slight degrading made your bud pulse as you shook your ass back at him. "Your slut." You corrected as Matt chuckled, moving to kiss where he slapped. "So gorgeous.." He whispered, more to himself than to you, before tentatively licking at your pussy. "More," you moaned, moving your ass back to his face. He complied, broader, slower licks of his tongue making your toes curl. Matt sucked on your clit rapidly, drawing out a long moan from you. But just as you felt yourself reaching your peak, he pulled away.

"Only time you'll be cumming is on this dick, baby," He muttered, licking your slick off his lips as he reached in his wallet for a condom. Matt used the precum dripping from his tip as lube, rolling the condom on before looking to you. "You sure you want this?" He asked, hand gently rubbing your back. "Yes. Please, I need you...daddy."

The hushed word falling from your lips gave him the nerve to slide inside of you, loud moans from both of you creating a harmony of pleasure. "God damm, sweetheart....pussy's squeezing me so fuckin' tight." Matt gritted out, slowly withdrawing, before entering again with an added 'omph'. "Fuckk, Matt, more, need it," you whined pitfully. He carefully increased his pace, the sounds of skin slapping filling the room along with your moans.

Matt's large, calloused hands gripped your hips tightly, pulling you back on his dick with every slam. "That what you wanted, hm? Wanted to take all of this dick?" You cried into the couch, his name falling from your lips repeatedly. "Yes, Matt, 'm gonna cum-"

"That's right, sweetheart, cum f'me.." Matt continued to plow into you relentlessly, the feeling of his thick head hitting your g-spot sending you reeling. "'S too good, too good, Daddy, fuckkkk-" you babbled, trying to move away before he pulled you in by your hips. "Fuck you runnin' from, baby? Daddy's dick too much for ya?" He whispered into your ear, smacking your ass.

When all he got in response was another whine, Matt chuckled mockingly. "Damn, babe. Daddy fucking you dumb?" You nodded your head, your release picking back up as he reached in between your legs to rub at your swollen clit. "Go ahead and cum again, be a good little slut f'me and fuckin' soak this cock.." You whined a mix of words as you came again, your mind only filled with him as your legs shook. It wasn't long before Matt reached his peak as well, thrusting into you a few times before groaning.

Your mind was still hazy from that last orgasm, but you could vaguely hear Matt's voice, whispering to himself, "No girl of mine is gonna be working here. Gonna take ya home, and fill you up with my babies."

final words: i'm sorry this took so long 😭 life was being a pain in the butt when i was trying to write. i'm toying with the idea of doing a rafe fic guys....lemme know if anyone wants that lol

[ssahotchnerr]

i’m in italy atm and all i can think about is going on holiday with aaron (with an age gap obvs), and him being full holiday mode😭

and wearing the HOTTEST outfits, like the tight polos, khaki shorts, button ups omg

but also being so caring and fun, and finally letting himself relax, your honour i love him🩷💖💞

omg i'm so jealous of you and PLEASE aaron in vacation mode is one of my all time favorite things 🤭 not me having a pinterest board with this aesthetic 🫣

no because no one needs a vacation more than him 😣 SO when you first mentioned it, he was a bit hesitant - like can he make it work due to his schedule, will he be able to take time off, etc - but he has more than enough vacation time piled up, and he wants needs to spend undivided time with you, so before you know it the two of you are booking a hotel and those buying plane tickets <3333

and the lead up too!!!!! the days up until you leave, he's sending you texts throughout the work day, things like "these consults driving me insane, can't wait until it's just you and me" "so excited to get away with you sweetheart" or he's texting you links of things to do while you the two of you are there - tourist places, maybe a wine tour, boat tours, maybe a beach or two. he's just so excited for that much needed break he's too stubborn to give himself, and most importantly he's excited to just be with you <3 🥰

and buying aaron clothes for him to wear 🤭 like of course you know what he looks the sexiest in, and of course he wants to please you hehe 🤭 so he doesn't argue against those tight polos showing off that strong torso of his, a tight button-up and almost looks like it's going to pop - again just exhibiting that hot dad bod and showing off his muscles in alllllll the right places <333333 🤤🤤🤤 and the shorts!!!!!!! the man has a hot pair of calves that he doesn't nearly show off enough thanks to the dress slacks he always wears - so those need to come out to play too

anddd he definitely does shopping of his own for you too 🤭 things for you to wear out and in the bedroom hehe 🥰😵‍💫

and it takes the two of you foreverrrrr to get ready in the morning, or to get ready for dinner, to go out, because either one of you just pounces the other because of how good they look 😵‍💫 the second aaron put on one of those sexy polos, you were a goner. you put on such a pretty dress, and within moments aaron already has it on the floor hehe <3333

but UGH just throughout the days the two of you are there - his eye bags nearly disappear, the tension in his shoulders are long gone, he's smiling and laughing more 🥹 he's just sooo carefree and even a bit giddy <3 walking around your vacation spot, both your hands are joined and he's swinging them back an forth lightly, bringing your hand to his lips, and simply kissing you no matter where with no hesitation 🥹

going on a boat tour with him 🩷💓💞💞🩷 he's standing behind you as you're taking in all the sights, his arms are wrapped around your waist, and he keeps presses kisses to your neck and UGH he's so happy to be in such a beautiful place with someone who's even more beautiful <3333

and lounging on a beach together, just 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 shirtless aaron and the dilf sunglasses <333333 and aaron insists on putting multiple layers of sunscreen on you - he says it's due to the sun, but he just wants an excuse to touch you lmao <3333 and of course if he's putting more on you, you'll gladly return the favor 🤭 aaron still manages to get a lil burnt, which he is a bit grumpy over that night as the two of you get ready for dinner, but in your eyes he just looks so soooo pretty sunkissed, and then it develops into a tan 😮‍💨🤤 <333333333

and every day, you end it watching by the sunset together 💕💓🥰 accompanied with sooo many kisses and sweet words <333 like aaron thanking you for getting him away, and how much he loves you <3333

[glitter-stained]

I promise I’m not being messy but where are you seeing the stupid posts? I’m just curious

Like most of my mental health issues, people having incorrect takes i disagree with about fictional characters i love is multicausal. I'm firmly off twitter, tiktok and, more recently, off instagram as well, so my main source of frustration is tumblr.

Sometimes it's a genius reblogging a vague post about the treatment of victims in fandom and the way it ties to culture irl and thinking it's a reasonable and respectful take to suggest we retcon stories that involve themes of victimhood entirely and not see how this would be out-of-pocket and inappropriate.

Sometimes tumblr.com does the funny thing on my dash where it sees I liked several Steph posts so it shows me a wildly incorrect take from someone so determined to hate onto Jason they'd make Steph into an asshole- and sometimes I get into the notes because I'm a masochist and see someone calling Jason a terrorist for the events of Seeing Red while referring to Mia Dearden as a teenage girl (nevermind that she and jason are practically the same age), a csa victim (several times) and Green Arrow's daughter and sidekick, but never by her actual name. Of course, there's the time I made the mistake of going into the Mia tag because (god forbid) I wanted to find art of one of my favourite characters to reblog. Honestly the mia & jason discourse made me angrier on behalf of Mia than Jason tbh.

There's also the frequent tendency of people to maintag jason hate, which comes from I believe two sources. First there's the people who love to hate Jason and don't realize it's still not a positive post for the character (i.e. "bftc is actually good! People just need to accept that jason is an obsessive little psycho, he's actually in character in it he's just evil and I love him for that, he's one of my favourite crazy evil fucked up guys :3 love how fucked up in the head he is"/ or "jason's hypocrisy is a core element of his character and that's what makes him interesting, him going after children (never mind that jason mia and tim are all in the same age range and they're all in their late teens at that point) but having a no drugs for children policy is a super important factor that gets referenced in later comics (i.e. bftc/morrison's b&e) and I love how complex and flawed that makes him!!"). And course, there's also the people who think it's appropriate to put hate in the character tag, both towards his fans and towards the character, which is how we end up with "jt fans steal the trait of being a victim of sexual abuse from female characters because of misogyny" in the character tag ending up on my dash.

I don't tend to understand fanfic as "takes", because fanfic is transformational work yadda yadda just because I don't like the characterization doesn't mean I should make assumptions on what the author's actual knowledge and opinions on canon are. However, sometimes people will write things in their author note that are definitely opinions, maybe to explain or justify their fic I don't know, which is how sometimes you'll be browsing ao3 and find yourself face to face with a fic about Morrison era Jason, a csa survivor, sexually abusing Sasha, and an author note that states "Jason Todd is a hypocrite and I write him as one". (Come to think of it, all those posts about hypocrisy are starting to make me think i'll have to make a side-point about cognitive dissonance in my personality meta 😮‍💨). So sometimes, it's ao3.

And of course, sometimes my lovely mutuals vent to me on discord or dms about the discourse they have seen, like phenomenally vapid shallow comparisons of James Gordon Junior and Jason Todd that vividly ignore how fucked up Dick's behaviour was in the only era where that comparison would make sense and hide behind a nothingburger to avoid acknowledging the psychophobic nature of their take. And sometimes, in those situations, I get so annoyed about it that, after checking out the source (because I'm a principled hater) I will vague about it myself.

Honestly I'm trying to tone it down because this blog is supposed to be fun and interesting and I know I've been pretty negative recently (probably related to my extremely stressed current situation but who knows) but, yeah. That's where it comes from.

[black-flag-if]

Helloooo players! To all those that write in asking about progress, you're more than noticed and appreciated. It's nice to know the story is loved. To those that write in about songs reminding them of some of my characters, it's also very nice to see and read those!

As for the story and update. I am still working on it, buuut I haven't had much progress done since the last update. I should've known holidays would slow things down for me.

And it's not like I haven't done anything. I really have. I deleted and rewrote a few times. Not once. Not twice. I'm starting out for the fourth time, actually. 😮‍💨

I'm new to interactive and new to coding in general, so when I first started to write I thought it's best to do and write as I go. Just thought to see how people felt about it. Not the case, hence why the big set back. So although I keep going back and forth between Prologue and Chapter 1, I am writing and I'm not just working on code though that is the most difficult and tedious, and I mean very tedious, part! 😒 It easily drives me bonkers. Also, being a perfectionist, I'm never happy with my product and think I could do better hence the constant rewritings. But, I'm learning to be gentle and I understand that I will never be a 100% happy with writing. It's a working process and so am I.

But I do take some ideas from you all, so I got a lot of messages asking if there was more to some of the RO scenes in Chapter 1, so I'm tiding up everything and rewriting a lot!

So it's a lot of work and I am working. I will not make any time estimates because we all know they never work out, unless I'm like 90% done then maybe. So while I unfortunately don't have the best news, know that I didn't give up. Let's hope for some better news next month.

Take care of yourselves. 💌

[minjoonapio]

🎐 Wind Breaker Chapter 159: Celebratory Toast

THOUGHTS 💭 [ ⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️]

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We’re actually getting a victory party sooner than expected!

WE ALL DESERVE THIS!! 😭the sunny & bright pages are such a breath of fresh air 😮‍💨

It took almost a month for our boys and the town to recover. I can imagine the school must have suspended classes first for the boys to heal and help repair the damages.

Oh man, look at our Class 1-1 all up and about and just being teenagers. We miss this.

And we got Nirei wearing clips again!!! He looks so cute 🥰

Wow, there are seats both on the rooftop and on the school grounds. There's so many people! It’s almost like a school festival.

Pfft our typical Ume & Hiragi shenanigans 😅 Ume’s voice will always be loud dear Hiragi.

Our dear gang friends are here 🥹Aww, look at them all shy...and nervous! I mean, this doesn’t happen everyday y’know…celebrating and being friendly with another gang. All the more for the Gravel gang.

They’re really the best for going all the way to come and help; Especially after that scary hoard of “❌" in the Bofurin group chat (the traumaaaa). Our anxiety and stress spike ever since that happened.

I immediately remembered Umemiya’s bow to the grade captains & vice captains. And now he’s doing the same thing in thanking the other gangs who helped them. The panels even look exactly the same!🥹

To be honest, I don't know what I would call this party 😅 our leader is strong but not great at coming up with party names. Haha.

From “Sakura’s first conversation anniversary” to the simple “thank you” party. To think Hiragi suggested "Welcome party" the first time this kind of thing happened, and I believe Umemiya thought "Thank You Party" would be okay after that. 🤭

We’ve been waiting for their Summer BBQ party with Umemiya’s grown veggies and now it’s happening!! Let's go!!

Sakura and Nirei are in the BBQ station...and Sugishita is not having it. I understand him though. He helped and worked hard in growing those veggies and if most of them are burnt…heck no! Sakura is trying his best, Sugishita. Have patience for your fighting partner.

And look at their SUMMER UNIFORMS!! They’re all short sleeve and white! It’s so cuuute!!

The Class 1-1 boys are growing on me. I mean, look at them being all supportive (and showing off) to Sakura. I love their dynamic. I don't know, it warms my heart when they call Sakura “The Cap” 🥰 aww

"The Cap's gotta make his move" -- what do they mean though? Why does it sound like their Cap has a crush on someone and needs to take his chances 😆 Probably they meant he needs to go enjoy and socialize (knowing how he is) rather than be stuck grilling meat.

I'm not sure about their grilling skills though. If you’ve read the special comic, y’know what i mean.

Nii sensei…you really drew Sakura like this. 🤣I feel like Sakura was pacing to and fro in his room, itching to go see everyone outside Furin and thank them.

Oh, wait. Don't tell me he also looks like this when he went to thank Shishitoren; especially in facing Togame. 🫢 I can hear the Second-in-command be like "Sakuraaa~ is that you??" the same way Kanji reacted.

Same, Tsubaki, same. I am like truly happy and proud to see Sakura hanging out, caring and talking to his friends. Look how much he pouts and blushes. He's come such a long way *sniffs*

Their reactions though from giddy to embarrassment when they heard he still sucks in playing games. Please, Nii sensei. We need an extra or one-shot of Sakura finally winning one!

Oh what’s this? Why end here? Not gonna lie, it’s like Togame is abt to confess. (I mean, throughout the arc, he’s always been “thats our Sakura!”)

Fangirling aside 😅 It seems like they’re about to reveal something especially with those reactions…orrr we’re overthinking. Maybe they're just glad to see the leaders of Shishitoren. And it's just the beginning of a beautiful friendship between these four gangs (Bofurin, Shishitoren, Roppo Ichiza, and Gravel).

Side note: If you look at the food he's holding, Choji is finally trying out a fresh Red Bean bread of the town that Umemiya shared before (Shishitoren arc) 🥹

There’s really not much to analyze here. Just pure fun and good vibes! And when it’s too fun, it feels too short 🥲 (despite it being the usual 20 pages)

We didn't get to see Ren Kaji 🎧 though and his vice captains. Kaji had a mentally draining fight so I hope they're doing okay.

I'm curious as to what’s next for the boys other than “the talk”. I'm not only talking about Chika and Umemiya's talk, but Umemiya and Sakura's.

I feel like that's something we need to have where they talk and ask each other about their fights. I'm sure our Bofurin leader wants to know how was Sakura's fight with the legendary Endo. They did leave it up to him to defeat one of Bofurin's shadows. And his fight did leave a dent on Sakura's mental and emotional state.

And Sakura would want to be clear with Umemiya what Endo was talking about. It seems Endo did say those things about Umemiya to Sakura out of spite and jealousy, but I'm sure Sakura still has questions about it; especially when Endo noticed how distant Sakura looked.

I'm guessing we will see that conversation in a flashback. I really hope we do.

Other than that, Nii Satoru sensei had a Q & A with Thai fans about the future of Wind Breaker and if my memory serves me right, we will have more info about Kiryu and Suo in the future.

I also hope for Sakura's back story soon too. I have my guesses that someone from Sakura's old town, someone familiar, will appear and trigger it.

Obviously, we don't want it now. I hope our mangaka will ease us in to the next arc. We just experienced an intense and stress-filled 59 chapters after all. So let's enjoy these light panels while we can.😋💚🎐🍻🍖

Thank you for reading! See ya in the next chapter next week! 🎐

-melo x

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[zenia62]

Fragments (?) of Schimmelpenninck Letter to Daendels

(...) With all that, I believe for myself that Daendels. is not the causa movens, but, without suspecting it, is merely the tool of others, who are clever enough to exploit his weak side. However, I do not believe this applies at all to Schimmelpenninck, who—besides his always-expressed feelings about the adverse effects of any changes—has, during his recent stay here, not only refrained from expressing such views but, as soon as he received the bulletin, even disavowed it and the sentiments attributed to him by letter. (...) “I am more convinced than ever,” wrote Schimmelpenninck upon his return to Paris, “that a new shock at this time would have fatal consequences. Everyone knows my opinion about the inconveniences, which some parts of our current constitution and its profit-taking governmental organization bring with them. I gave my reservations on that, when it was still timely, in writing, and experience has strengthened my view; yet I also believe that longer experience with it must be left to the nation, and that at this point an attack on the constitution—under whatever name or pretext and by whatever means—would be a disaster for our country, whereby in my view all inconveniences, which are felt more than truly exist, should be considered pure trivialities.” the first act of the tragedy, namely the demolition of our political stature among the ranks of Powers, would then end; and God protect every honest countryman from lending a hand to that We have known each other since our youth, my dear General! Neither your heart nor mine is inclined to bear responsibility for anything of such a nature... If we are fortunate enough to avoid new shocks, and, by generously setting aside well-founded or unfounded personal discontent, to keep things going, to let experience do its work, and to give sufficient time to the most enlightened and best part of our countrymen, to express a national sentiment, then, and then only, do I still see a well-founded hope for the preservation of our country; but in continual turmoil, in hasty steps, in new shocks I see the certain and shortly approaching fall. And Heaven forbid that posterity should find our names placed among those who would have cooperated in operations which would inevitably lead to a similar sad outcome. There you have it, my dear General! I have poured out my heart!”

Such words must have made a deep impression. And when Daendels withheld his cooperation, any assault on the government was naturally called off. For who would still dare, when even Daendels lost his resolve?

Oh man, I've been trying to find stuff to post so I ended up back to Mendels book 😮‍💨 But tbh, this is very emotional and wholesome in a way 🥹 I love how Rutger was trying to comfort Daendels fyi this is during the time when he's abt to become a farmer for a while. "And Heaven forbid that posterity should find our names placed among those who would have cooperated in operations which would inevitably lead to a similar sad outcome. There you have it, my dear General! I have poured out my heart!" Is like aaa-

In the letter, Rutger also mentioned abt knowing Daendels since youth which is probably since their time in Deventer school 👀 I've always been abit skeptical abt it but maybe now it's true haha. I'm kinda mad that Rutger didn't talk abt Daendels at all tho in his memoirs 🥲 I was hoping a lil stuff abt tiny Daendels lol. Yea ik his son technically wrote it but it was based on his interview w Rutger tho. Anyway, that's all for now, thank you guys n have a great day, stay safe 🌙

[my-castles-crumbling]

Anon Advice Asks - May 2

grounded anon, 100% anon, panromantic anon, 24 anon, in the mirror anon (new)

Grounded anon

Hi!

Okay so I'm guessing you're underage, so I'm not comfortable talking about the first part or your ask. I'm not mad at you at all or judging you, I just am not comfortable taking about it.

As far as your friend- honestly I was just talking to someone else about how it's SO difficult to tell the difference between like...fried-flirting and flirting-flirting. It can be so frustrating! I wish I could help somehow, but I have to say I'm not the best at seeing the difference. I'm glad you were there for her though! <3

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100% anon

hii cas its 100% anon

so in my last ask you said i might be afab but i didnt know what that means so i researched it and thats what i undrstood that its a prsn who was a female at birth but does not feel like one right? like they could be genderfluid or ?? (pls correct me if im wrong) and im not i pretty like being a girl!

but i realised that im probs a lesbian because like i gind all woman attractive but i think for guys its probably a friend crush? like i feel i want to get to know them and stuff but not be with them...

anyway hope youre doing okay!!

hihi! So AFAB just means anyone who was 'Assigned Female at Birth' or, in simpler terms, when you were born, the doctor said 'it's a girl!' AFAB people can feel like girls, or they might not. So when I said society kind of conditions AFAB people to want validation from men, it's because society kind of teaches girls, or people who are treated like girls, that they are inferior to men and need their approval. But you don't!

And it sounds like you're figuring more out about yourself, but remember that it's okay to be unsure! Just do whatever feels right to you, label or no!

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panromantic anon

Reading your stories, you put warnings for homophobia transphobia etc, and I realize how fucked up my environment are more.

.. Because those things don't seem bad while reading. Obviously bad, but I hear it- I see it too much it's as normal as someone calling someone an idiot. And it hurts.

Most of the time I go back to fics, people put trigger warnings, and after reading I end up very surprised it's put a warning at all.

I hate being born into learning to hate lgbtqia.

Sorry for venting, it's panromantic anon. And I want to say, I don't mind you putting my asks. It was probably someone else who wanted you to not show their ask.

Thanks for answering always, I ask too much here and I am sorry to bother

Hi!

You're not a bother at all <3 and you don't have to be sorry for venting. You're allowed to be angry and sad and hurt. I wish I could do something or say something to help, but please know that I am here to listen <3

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24 anon

hi, cas, its 24 anon again 😮‍💨 i got too see my therapist again in the time since i last assaulted your askbox. ive had two big conversations with p during that time too, they both left me feeling real not good but i have gained a bit of her perspective finally, even though i dont think it was very enlightening and honestly just made me feel worse. the jist of it all basically boiled down to her being like 'i noticed that we were talking and hanging out less but i figured thats just how it was now, it made me sad but i thought everything was still working out fine' so apparently this has been an issue only to me. im really thinking about asking for some genuine distance, if only for the sake of being able to get over the unhealthy attachment i have to her and our relationship in a space that she's not constantly invading? that feels so harsh to say but when we weren't talking i felt so much peace and the second i started talking to her again ive had this inescapable pit of dread and grief and guilt coiled in my stomach and my chest feels so, so heavy. i cant keep having this conversation with her and watch her keep not taking it as seriously because she doesn't see a problem, or acknowledge and respect or understand that at least im having a problem. i point blank asked if we could work out something that'll work for both of us and thats when she hit me with the 'oh well i thought everything was working fine' bit and then immediately devolved the conversation into out usual bantery bullshitting as if the conversation never happened. she cant have a serious conversation to save her life and its driving me insane, i always end up having to reassure her and it keeps reading as like 'its okay i know you're trying and youre not hurting my feelings as badly anymore' and every time i say shit like that i always end up worse. i feel so incomprehensibly guilty about wanting time away from her but i really cant keep doing this. ive been going rounds with myself trying to figure out how to ask without making us both feel like irredeemable assholes. and im so terrified to finally pull the plug even temporarily because she is so genuinely all that i have to rely on and the idea of losing that makes me want to cry. i genuinely do not have any other friends to talk to about anything anymore and my support system is non-existent across the board. im terrified of being actually, truly alone like i will be, but staying in her orbit is making me feel just as, if not more, alone. everything fucking sucks, cas. too many things are falling apart on me and this is like sending me over the edge rn. im so tired lol

Hi! I'm so glad you got to talk to your therapist!

As far as your friend- I know it's incredibly hard, but you need to think about what's best for YOU. It's clear that your friend is not prioritizing your feelings, so why are you prioritizing hers? Someone needs to look out for you, here, and since I can't come through your computer/phone to help, you need to be the one to do it. It's not mean or horrible to do what is best for you- even if that's taking a step back. It's GOOD, because you're taking care of yourself. So you need to think about what would be best for YOU, and do that, even if it's hard <3

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in the mirror anon

Sometimes I wonder if I hate my body because I'm trans or if I just hate my body because I'm fat, and either way, I don't want to look in the mirror. I don't know how to tell the difference.

Hi <3

I just want to first say that what you are feeling is so difficult and overwhelming and defeating and I have been there. It sucks. And I'm sending you so much love.

I think...I think there's no easy answer. Battling dysphoria and accepting the shape of your body are both difficult things. But I think one key thing to know is that you deserve to love yourself. So like...finding the balance between doing little things to make yourself more comfortable in your body (gender-affirming things, clothing that you feel good in, etc) and also finding love for your body is important. But it's something I struggle with daily, so I get it <3

Sending love <3

[stepfordgoth]

Btw I think I may have cracked the code in my years long aphid problem. It's because I'm an idiot lol. A well-meaning idiot, but an idiot nonetheless. (This is probably going to be a long post.)

So, I started composting a few years ago and honestly I didn't really know what I was doing at all. Fully winging it. The majority of things that I've been composting have been kitchen and garden scraps, which are "green" compostables. I vaguely knew of the concept of "green" and "brown" compostables so I would occasionally toss my greens in a brown paper lunch bag and just compost the whole thing and I figured that was enough....... It turns out that was not enough. Lol. Apparently you're supposed to be composting way more browns than greens, and if you compost way more greens than browns (like I did) you're going to get ANTS. Lots of them. This happens because the compost takes a lot longer to decompose when there's too many greens and not enough browns (there's a lot of science at play here and I'm not gonna go into all of it in this post, but just know that much). And slow decomposition attracts ants.

I have found SO MANY ANTS in my compost pile in the last couple weeks. I am not exaggerating when I say literally hundreds of thousands of them in the small area of the compost pile that I was trying to work with. I didn't notice them at first, and I added a lot of that compost to my garden beds. When I got to the point of realizing.... Shit man, that's a lot of ants...... I googled it because, again, I'm a well-meaning idiot and I was curious exactly how bad tons of ants in my compost (and eventually in my garden) is. Most of the stuff I read said that it's a totally normal part of decomposition to find lots of ants in your compost. So I, again, an idiot, was like. Cool. And added more of it to my garden beds.

Then last Sunday I noticed, AS I WAS SHOVELING COMPOST INTO THE BED, that the first aphid colony of the year has arrived on my chamomile. And that's when the lightbulb moment happened. I realized, with sudden "oh you dumbass" clarity...... Wait, if I'm adding ants to a bed that has aphids already, won't that make my aphid problem worse? Since ants farm and protect aphids and all that? And I dropped my shovel and ran inside and did some more googling. And yeah, I'm correct about that hunch. And also, I should've read more in depth about ants in my compost in the first place. It turns out that yes, ants in your compost are a perfectly normal sign of decomposition, but they signify that it's still in the process of decomposition and should not be used in garden beds yet because it will cause a variety of problems if you do....... Several of which I have seen firsthand in the last few years, including rampant aphids. Last year I had a big slug problem, that's also probably because of not fully decomposed compost in my garden beds. Also I might not have mentioned it, but there's been a weird smell around my garden for the past couple years that I assumed was the smell of the "honeydew" secreted by the aphids feeding on my chamomile..... Turns out that's actually the smell of decomposing, not yet ready for use compost. 😮‍💨

So, to sum it up, here's the exact chronological flow of the fuckups I've created that have caused my current garden problems:

Composting too many greens, not nearly enough browns for several years -> creates high-nitrogen, slow decomposing compost -> encourages ants in the compost pile

Putting that unfinished compost (infested with i don't even want to think about how many ants) in my garden beds for years -> encourages more ants -> exacerbates an existing aphid problem

I thought I was doing all the right things too 😮‍💨 I didn't even know all the shit I didn't know. I'm disappointed in myself tbh.

Anyway, really the only fix now is adding a LOT of browns to the compost pile and giving it time to correct itself. I bought a bag of those brown paper lunch bags the other day just to cut them all up into little strips to compost them. Hopefully that helps, and soon!

[voidandabyssal]

Hey! It's been a while since I requested anything and I'm bored...

I miss your Horrorfell bros so can we have some general headcanons for them? Do they have any interests? Favourite things to do or food to eat? Would they get flustered easily if I complimented them (provided they aren't hungry)? Can you tell that I'm a sucker for these two AU's and love this combination??

Omg yayyyyy! I haven’t been requested in so long! Thank you❤️ I’m such a sucker for horrorfell! I wish more people liked it! I’m planning to rewrite my fan fiction of those two (finally😫) so hopefully you’ll get some more of my fav boys soon!

Pyre: (hf papyrus)

Hound: (hf sans)

Pyre and Hounds relationship doesn’t recover for a WHILE after surfacing. Bad enough that they go a good couple years without talking to each other. They reconnect after some long talks and deep self reflections in therapy and realise they miss each other.

Once they do reconnect they both put in the effort. Maybe they’ll never be as close as they once were, hell they probably won’t ever live together again. But they’re still brothers, and they still care about each other

Hound uses his government received reparations to buy a small run down cottage on the side of Ebott Mountain, it has a huge garden with lots of privacy from his neighbours. Hound isn’t actually sure if he has neighbours?? He sure as hell isn’t looking to meet them.

Pyre once on the surface eventually comes to be known as the crazy cat lady of his neighbourhood. He owns at least a dozen cats, (not including the feral strays he feeds in his garden). Each one is equally loved and doted on. They all sleep on his bed in the winter. They all have unique names, collars and food bowls. Not a single one goes a day without getting some kind of treat from Pyre

Hound despite his very extroverted past self, never fully recovers his interest in other people. He spends most of his days gardening and farming his own food. He’s got a small flock of chickens that he pretends to hate. Like one of those dads that grumpily insists he doesn’t like the new pet, but is then seen snuggling with the damn thing a day later.

Pyre regains his love for sweets. He kept it a secret before the famine, ashamed it would make him seen weak. He’s too old and hungry for that now tho. Give him his sweets or give him death🤺

The local bakery both fears and respects that man for the amount of chocolate sweets he purchases😮‍💨

Hound meanwhile is a blackhole for food, he literally has no favourites and would eat literally garbage if it was placed in front of him. Bro is just excited to eat

Both boys would get pretty flustered if you complimented them! Pyre would brush it off waving you away before you could see the blood red blush dusting his cheekbones. “YES OF COURSE YOU APPRECIATE THE TERRIBLE PYRES DINNER! YOU DID NOT NEED TO VERBALISE IT HUMAN!!!” As he hides away in the kitchen.

Hound would chuckle quietly and tug down his beanie so you couldn’t see the way his eye light blew up in size as he looked down at you, maybe he would reach down and ruffle your hair. “….thanks…..cutie” he would manage to speak aloud.

Hound doesn’t work, his metal jaw and cracked skull make it difficult for him to communicate, occasionally he’ll plonk down a stall (a totally legal one at that. No sir not at all like his illegal hot dog stand) and sell some of his veggies and chicken eggs other than that he’s pretty much chilling in his home.

Pyre on the other hand dives into work as soon as he can. He’s very lonely for a long time once on the surface. All his old friends are dead, or he wishes they were, him and Hound aren’t on speaking terms yet. So he busied himself to stop the aching feeling of loneliness settling into his soul.

He jumps around from place to place, it’s hard to find work when you’re a terrifying skeleton and you’re also disabled. Eventually he settles on working as a counsellor. He’s tough on his clients, unforgiving even. But Pyre loves what he does and he genuinely gives it his all in helping his patients.

I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this much, but Pyres got a pretty fucked up spine. It makes it difficult for him to go long without sitting, and he receives multiple surgeries to hopefully help fix it. All that does is extend the time he can stay standing. Pyre can’t do much exercise or walking before the pain gets too much. Once on the surface he gets a wheelchair and is pleasantly surprised that he doesn’t have to spend most of the day in terrible pain.

Pyres a tough nut to crack socially, his walls are forever up and he needs time to start to trust someone. Just keep taking your chances, sit with him at work, offer him some home baked cookies, knock on his door and ask for help (Pyre loves to feel useful). Eventually he’ll break, and you’ll have a gigantic protective skeleton at your beck and call!

Be ready to spend a lot of time after those walls are down though, Pyre loves to be social and he absolutely will drag you to places he wants to visit if need be.

Hounds a little easier to befriend, just don’t speak for him, (even if it takes a while for Hound to get the words out he hates being spoken over even more) and he’ll think you’re alright. If you wanna get closer you gotta dish out some puns, or some good ol’ slapstick humour often

I wouldn’t bother trying to befriend them in the Underground if I were you though. This time in their lives is marked by hunger, sadism and wrath. You likely won’t get far before a knife is shoved in your stomach or your chopped in half. If you meet them Underground you gotta have something to be worth keeping alive.

Pyre as much as he hates to admit it, spends a lot of time in therapy. When Pyre initially got triggered by something he reacted violently, brutally so. He would lash out at everyone and everything in the vicinity until he felt safe again. This was part of the reason Hound and him stopped talking. Hound was sick and tired of being torn into and beaten around over perceived insults or threatening actions.

The therapy does Pyre a lot of good, it’s what inspires him to become a counsellor. Eventually he settles down and manages to learn what to avoid and what to distance himself from.

Blood, meat, injured humans, etc. Pyre also deconstructs his ego problems, he stops feeling the need to constantly project “DANGER” to feel safe.

Hound never goes to therapy, ever. Yes he’s still triggered by a lot of things, and yeah sometimes he lashes out or suffers from debilitating panic attacks. No, there’s probably nothing anyone could ever do to convince him to go to therapy, he’s learning in his own way how to manage.

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TLDR; I'm depraved of Invincible fics and if you want something done do it yourself. But also no time and no focus to get said things done 😮‍💨 and go check out @solelifauna 's fics they're fucking amazing and I've chained myself to their "Definitely Not Invincible" series because the first fic had me unhinged immediately to see how things would play out. Nolan and Mark are fucked up and I love it 😭

So if I'm still into the series (I'm currently hopping fandoms because I'm trying to break my cycle of going back to the same one for the legit 16th time) then I'll probably have something by the end of the month because I'm currently taking an English class and the professor is very very specific and strict on how they grade so I'm hoping i can refresh my writing abilities and learn some new things that will help me with writing fics.

I'm doing my best to watch invincible because i really really REALLY want to write some angst and fear/horror shit (i have absolutely zero experience in both those areas) and I want to study the characters in depth to be able to accurately portray them without being too ooc.

So I might try for my next break to get one out, set a deadline for myself just to see what I can do. Its not lack of motivation to write its just my lack of focus and losing my ability to sit still and get things done and I seem to never have time to myself to just chill the f out.

But I'm foaming at the mouth for more fics and I wish for more platonic/romantic/fluff/crack stuff because I'm not really into smut like, I just can't see the appeal to it most times and it has no effect on me.

I don't even remember what triggered me into getting obsessed with the character because it was Omni-man first with how out of pocket he seems, but also he's a dilf. And then i just latched onto this series like a starved vampire and I don't think I'll last very long if i can't write out just ONE fic.

Also @solelifauna has a bunch of fics that I've been injecting into the veins on my brain, I'm foaming at the mouth for most of their series because they are so good at writing, I can feel the emotions and environments as if I'm actually there AND I LOVE BEING ABLE TO DISASSOCIATE INTO A GOOD STORY GO CHECK THEIR WORKS OUT!

Particularly their Definitely Not Invincible fics, I will die for those stories. That's another factor that has me wanting to get back into writing again. Its soooo good 😫 how could you not be inspired?