#and her. who's whole life was suposed to be this

[sunnydayaoe]

cutie patooties

[meraki-sunset]

Okay, this two questions are conected so i’ll answer them together. I had multiple reasosns not to save dad crocker

1.       Acording to the postcredits, he never replaced dad egbert in john’s life (even tho they show us how they hug eachother in homestuck when they meet) and John eventually got (aparently) depressed about not having his dad around, but someone who looks like him 

2.       In the prologe, the epilogue and homestuck2 Jane reestablishes Crockercorp, the evil baking corporation, with the epilog and HS2 covering her coruption into the condesce’s true heiress even wearing full red, the empire’s signature color instead and the oposite of cyan, her true color (it might not be 100% canon but it’s canon enough for me) and like they said in the comic, csau Jane could end up the same if she has Dad Crocker as her guardian enableling her to become like hs2 Jane

3.       Also, i really think losing your guardian is a rite of passage in the game, and players are suposed to lose them in order to become true gods

4.       A reason i can’t just exclude is the fact neither one of the dad’s have a face and one of the ways i tell the story is through facial exprecions. I tried to give him a face so i could work with the character but it wasn’t working for me and people didn’t like him.

5.       Nanna is also another reason for dad crocker’s death, through the story nanna became John and Jade’s new guardian, her arc culminating on her getting back her youth and now simbolicaly (and actually for real) taking the role of John and Jade’s mother. On top of that, in the future epilogue, the Harley-egbert’s basically become a big assembled family and dad crocker playing basically the pathernal rol when nanna already was fullfiling the mathernal rol would have been weird as fuck since, Dad Crocker is sort of a clone of Nanna’s son 

In short all the reasons listed below meant i had to delete him from the story 

When it comes to Dad Egbert and Mom Lalonde, John never saved them in canon with the power of retcon probably because he didn’t wanted to change any events terezi didn’t specify on her list and risk dooming the new timeline. And while on csau he DID changed things beyond terezi’s plan (stealing the troll’s bodies and slab beds) taking dad and mom’s bodies may have had unintended consecuenced down the line.

Dad Egbert would have also been a problem to integrate to the story like Dad Crocker for all the same reasons, artstyle, losing your guardian being nescesary, being weird having him a round in the new integrated harley egbert family, not to mention he would also take nanna’s guardian role that she gained during all the comic. It would undo the whole story.

I do regret not being able to save Rose’s mom, i feel like she could have had a lot of growth and i wouldn’t have had any problems integrating her to the story. She could have had really interesting interactions with everybody and be Good Friends with nanna, mirroring Jane and Roxy’s friendship.

But if i saved her with retcon i would have had to save Dad Egbert and that was a big no, so mom had to stay dead.

I’m still playing around with the idea of her coming back but don’t count on it

Another person i wish i couls have saved is Alt!Calliope, but due to the nature of CSAU, it’s explicit that the Alt!Callie we see is the canon one, from canon homestuck, and we only encounter her twice before she causes the blackhole and flies to the HS Epilogue. I can’t change her fate, because she’s just a borrowed character. (another borrowed characters from canon are Ghost!Vriska and Ghost!terezi who end up in the blackwhole with the dancestors, since canonically we don’t know what happened to them, just that they found eachother and got probably sucked by the blackhole eventually)

Aside from that, i found a way to everyone i needed/wanted to save in csau (not to mention whatever happens in the epilogue)

[luminisworld]

LUMINIS MEET GABRIEL PART 1:

It was night In Greed, Luminis was just putting all of her sibilings to sleep, her parents weren't home because of an meating they had with the others kings and Queens, but they would go there in no time, when she finally putting Venus to sleep, she goes out of her room where she meet with Glosaria Who was helping her.

Glosaria: Is all in order princess?

Luminis: Yeah, everyone is now sleep thank you Again Glosaria.

Glosaria: it's nothing really, i'm glad i could be of your help, but now her higness, you should also go to sleep.

Luminis: after all of this years you haven't change Huh? *Giggle*

Glosaria: i don't care if you're 200 years old, for your kind you're still Young and need rest *smile*

Luminis give her a warm smile, knowing Glosaria sience her whole Life she knew that she would not give up until she went to sleep.

Luminis: ok ok, don't worry, i go to-

*PAN*

They were both stratle on the spot, they knew that the Kings wouldn't be back until 1 am atleas, Both of the Girls became alert sience the sound seems to be in the mansion, Luminis went to the room of her parents and Get a shot gun, Glosaria was about to go down and fight the intruder, when Luminis went on her back and turn Glosaria off, she knew that she may be in truble but still wanned to protect the people inside, first she puts her sigil so the sound dosen't afect the others then she goes down the stairs, loading the gun so she can shot at Who ever It was, she also was thinking that she may be over reacting because It could be just a maid, but again it was 12:30 am Who would be Up other than her and Glosaria.

*PAN*

Again that sound It sound like It was at the livingroom, she just give a really heavy inhale and run towards It.

Luminis: Hands Up and Who are you-

She Froze, It was AN angel, but not an regular exorcist angel, this one has Brown shot curli hair with two head feathers eacht side, tree golden pair of wings, golden eyes, pale White skin, he was wearing a White tunic with some golden details on them as well as some Brown sandals, and he was almost as Big as her dad and a halo that can be represent as stars, the angel look at her in surprise.

??????:*nervous*umm hello, my name is-

Luminis: *Shot*

??????: *Grunts* yep, predicted

Luminis: *shock as the bullet came out of him and heal, but she still keeps the gun Up* I don't know what do you want, but i know that you most be a really strong angel, because this shot gun IS special, but dont you think i would let you hurt any of my sibilings in here!! *Prepares to shot again*

???????: Wait! Wait wait, i don't wanna hurt you, i just Huh..... Kinda of teleported here on accident, i think i was supose to be on the top of the rings haha.... Ha.

Luminis: Up there like in Heaven! *Points*

Gabriel: uh no, the ring before this one *swets as he look at the demon Who seems...... Awfully familiar*

Luminis: what? Why would you want to be Up there!! *Shots*

Gabriel: *gives another Grunts as he heald* y-you know thats not gonna kill me.

Luminis: Oh i know, but i'm petty sure It hurts like a bitch!! * Shots tree other times at his chest*

Gabriel: *Grunts and hiss in pain* ok ok, le-lest calm down for a bit, and talk *gives a nervous smile*

Luminis: *Glares* why would i want to Talk with you, we're Enemies, you-

Gabriel: i could have killed you, ok, but i didn't because-

Luminis: We have a deal! Yes i know and i also know that, the deal afects you, yet, sience i cant kill you *load shot gun* i Will keep shoting you until you get out! * Shots again*

Gabriel: No wait! *Hiss at the shot* I don't wanna harm you, nor you, nor any of your family by my own will, i- *he sudently feels really, Really strong presences in the room* oh no.

Luminis: *see the clock.... 1 am, and also feel those presences, grinds* seem like you're in truble now.

Gabriel: wha-

Mammon: What the fuck Are you doIng in here, GABRIEL!....

[geekgroovepod]

Via Lollapalooza! Chicago's 20 year Tradition returns this summer with spectacular lineup.

I am a huge believer in music unites people. It doesn't matter what walks of life you come from, what job you have, what education you gotten, so on and so forth. One thing is for certain, music heals.

Which is why I am over the moon about this years Lollapalooza lineup, which is also the 20 year anniversary of being here in Chicago, IL. Moving back in time for Lolla is perfect timing, as I missed the summertime Chi while I was living in California.

With the announcement of the line up dropping at 10am today, lets take a look at a few of my favorite artist and artists that I am looking forward to see.

SZA: I am SUPPPPPER excited to see her again! (I say again, because I'm going to Gazebo Fest in Louisville. Shoutout to Jack Harlow 100000%)

Tyler, the Creator: I LOVEEEE Tyler, I seen him at Lolla in 2021 and I had a blast. The section of the crowd that I was in wasn't really lively but, still it was really fun! I cannot wait to see him again!

The Killers: I love their music and I have never seen them live so this is a great opportunity to see them. I cannot wait to sing Mr. Brightside with my whole chest.

Future x Metro Boomin: First of all, I'm not the biggest fan of Future's personality but he does make really fire music. Metro Boomin is an amazing producer who is iconic on the beats so this is going to be a fire set.

Hozier: I geeked about this and I just gotten into his music recently, so I am super prepared to cry my eyes out.

Stray Kids: I not the hugest fan of Kpop, but I'm absolutely excited to see them live for the first time. Kpop has started to be add to Lollas line up as, J-Hope from BTS was the first Korean artist to headline lolla, while Tomorrow x Tomorrow became the first Kpop group to headline Lolla. History is being made and I am excited to witness this!

Victoria Monet: It Girl, That girl, she gonna kill it. Nuff said.

Zedd: I was suposed to see him this year! I am so happy to get the chance to see him again!

Dominic Fike: Awesome artist, great voice, and is a fire preformer!

Sexyy Red: "It's Sexyy!" I'm so excited to see her

Benson Boone: Met him when I saw Alex Warren sweetest guy ever.

Vince Staples: Fire, and his show on Netflix is amazing. *Watch it*

Kesha: Comeback Queen. I am so excited to see her preform.

There is alot more great artist I'm excited to see, like Flo, Raye, Tate Mcrae, Conan Gray, Huddy and more.

Lollapalooza 2024 is August 1-4 in Grant Park in Chicago, IL. Tickets go live on Presale March 21st from 10am- 12pm CT and 12pm CT with a price increase.

I hope to see you all in Grant Park this August, and keep it locked on Geek Groove Pod for all the music festival news and updates!

[youmustfixyourheartt]

I should not be playing both the ace attorney second game and investigations at the same time

I know you don't ace attorney but like

Oh my god the sibling dynamic

In investigation franziska is trying her best in a world where her father has left her struggling to maintain her place in the world still in the shadow of her father with miles someone she's known her whole life and she both needs to follow in her father's footsteps and put the guilty in jail even if that's the only person she has left in the world but oh she loves miles so much she couldn't bare if he was guilty even if she was born and bread an attack dog she doesn't know how to do anything but bite

And in the second game we are watching her crumble her father has just been sentenced to deaths row in prison and miles suicide note was found YESTERDAY she is falling apart at the seams and all she can do is lash out at phoenix the person who put her father in jail the person miles died for and why shouldn't she blame phoenix but she was a child raised to only know how to hurt so she pushes all of her grief from being the last of her family alive and if they are no longer allowed to live the man that killed them sure fucking isn't she will take phoenix down with her if she has to

Stickers... stickers how am I suposed to be normal about the most tragic sibling dynamic i... stickers I can't do this they make me feel every emotion I fucking hate them <3

big shoes to fill and an even bigger shadow to fight off and an even bigger cause to serve oh my god

[omegasmileyface]

Of All the People - Ch. 9

journal time! written by @attackradish and me and @ectolemonades. art in chapter 1 by @/toasty-ghosti

whole fic summary: After a stupid dare puts Dash Baxter in the lab at Fentonworks during the middle of a ghost fight, he finds himself a little more spectral than usual. Apparently Danny Fenton’s gone through the same thing (someone has got to call OSHA on these guys eventually), and who could better help Dash than his hero? His lame, stubborn hero?

warnings: Nothing for this chapter! In others, existential crises, and Spectra.

words: 1645

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Star stabbed at her chow mein from her place on Paulina's couch. Her mind was racing trying to sort everything in her life. Between Dash's ghost situation, the hectic state of student council (you can't find funding for two new school dances in one year. You just can't do it!), and a tricky new Government paper, she felt like she couldn't afford to give all her attention to her friends.

"Oh my God."

Well, alright, she could always spare some attention for Paulina.

"What is it, Lina?"

"Dash has been spending an awful lot of time with Fenton recently."

"Huh." Kwan set down his broccoli beef and slowly leaned into the couch. "I guess it's probably a ghost thing. Like, Fenton's got access to a bunch of portals and weapons and stuff. Or at least he did when we went up against those pirate ghosts. How do you think Dash is keeping his secret from the guy?"

"It's more than that. Dash is fully putting up with Fenton. Even though it looks to me like Fenton isn't enjoying it much. If he needed equipment, wouldn't he just go to the guy's sister? She's actually tolerable."

Huh. She had a point. 

Kwan shrugged. "Well, she is really smart. I bet he's worried she'd figure out that he's a ghost."

"Hold on. That might be it, but I think Lina's on to something." She was clearly going somewhere with this, and Star wanted to know where. "I feel like Dash has been following him around like a puppy. Almost like… he's started, like, admiring him, or something."

Kwan's eyes brightened in understanding. "Hey, if Dash has been getting help from Phantom sometimes, do you think maybe they're sharing resources? Say, if Phantom had any help getting into tough places and getting his hands on equipment, I bet Dash knows about it too."

Star liked how this was coming together. "Gosh, guys, have you ever noticed how Fenton seems to leave and take that thermos with him whenever there's a ghost? And that time that we were all over at his house, he certainly knew how to hand out weapons and get us using them."

Kwan smiled back at her, just as satisfied with a mystery solved.

"Wasn't it weird," added Paulina, "when Dash said Phantom had experience with half-ghosts?"

Oh.

Oh.

'Oh my God' indeed.

Well… Star could work with this.

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Kwan 7:38 PM hey man sorry u missed hanging tonight

Kwan 7:38 PM: dont really want to have this conversation over text but i get why u missed

Kwan 7:39 PM: paulina has this theory that the nerd ure hanging out with is Celebrity Ghost Watch

You 7:39 PM: what hes not

Kwan 7:39 PM: whatever man

You 7:39 PM: shut up

You 7:40 PM: you cant tell ANYBODY!!! u guys super were not suposed 2 find out

Kwan 7:40 PM: yeah i get it i read spider man

Kwan 7:40 PM: we would never do that to him or u

Kwan 7:40 PM: dont worry

You 7:40 PM: thanks.

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"Hey, Fenton."

"Star. What's up?"

"I know you're Phantom."

"What?"

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"And it's just them?"

"Looks like it. Paulina and Star swore themselves to secrecy.  Kwan did some kind of intricate bro handshake with me that ended in a pinky promise. Dash wasn't even there."

"I wouldn't trust a word out of their mouths."

"I don't know, Sam. I, for one, think we could use this to our advantage."

"Of course you would, geek."

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"I'm so fucking sorry my friends found out about your thing!"

"Don't call it that."

"I swear I didn't tell them."

"I know. They already told me. I'm still trusting you to keep them in line, though, alright?"

"Of course! I'll try not to let them bug you too much either."

"Good luck."

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"What's up with the sudden interest in ghost culture?"

"Well, really, Danny, it's such a fascinating topic. But there wasn't really anyone we could ask about it before we knew you were, you know, not a massive loser!"

"Thanks. My reputation is saved. Hallelujah."

"So? You've got to have something you can give us a lesson on."

"Fine. Get prepared to dive right in, though."

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"Specter Speeder is ready. Everybody got your bags secured?"

"This is going to be a fun new form of Hell."

"Don't I know it, chica."

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November 19

I didnt realize how long its been since I journaled. Shit's just been so hectic lately I kinda forgot to be honest haha. Well for one thing my friends know about Dannys secret now. Paulina just sorta put it together. Shes always been good at problem solving and that kind of stuff, apparently I've been hanging out with him way more now and that was enough to make a conection? When Danny found out he insisted his friends and him get to talk to them to make sure they don't rat him out to the G I W or whatever but honestly it looks like their getting along pretty good after that. My friends wanted to see more stuff about how ghosts live(?) so we got to go on a trip Danny and his friends wanted to take me on some time anyway. It was Ok so apparently when Danny got ice powers he had to figure out how to use them and also not freeze to death (am I gonna get ice powers?? is he gonna have to teach me? or would I learn straight from these guys) and when he did that, it was these like sasquach guys who had to train him for a bit. So now their like buddies. They live in an ice tribe called the Far frozen and that's where we went today. That's in the ghost zone!!

It was really scary worrying tbh. The ghost zone is super not designed for humans to be in it so it was kinda like we where going to space or something. Aparently people can breathe and stuff but their organs will get all fucked up from the weird gravity and radiation if theyre out there for too long. Danny said I'd be fine though. So anyway we had to wait untill the fentons weren't home, and Dannys' friends got this spaceship car thing out and told us a bunch of safety prep like we were going on a roller coaster. Do they really think we were just gonna fuck around and put ourselves in danger in a new dimension? It was like listening through the instructions before the C A T. ugh. But it was cool becuz after that we got to go into the ghost zone! The portal kinda sucked to go through, it reminded me of when I the bazooka. But when we got in it was super cool, it was like you could taste the air without opening your mouth… it was like when you drink an energy drink to stay awake and it actually works and doesn't feel like shit.

When we were driving there was all these doors and islands and stuff just floating everywhere. Danny started talking about it, and there was so much cool stuff I didn't know about ghosts!! The doors usually go to ghost's lairs which are like there personal homes (do I have a lair or is it just my house? I should ask Danny what his lair is) but sometimes they just go to diffrent time periods and places in the normal world?? There was this sick ass island that had a giant skull on it. Some Junglanji shit. But Danny said we couldn't get close cuz the island belonged to that Skulker guy. I don't see what the issue is when I've seen Phantom take him down so much before but there was too much other cool stuff to put up a fight. One time it looked like we were gonna run into a school of fish, but they were little green blob ghosts. I've seen those in town a couple times but theyre never in swarms like that back home! Blob ghosts are SO CUTE. Maybe I can have one as a pet some day.

So when we got to the Far frozen it was cold as hell. What a surprise huh? The whole place was just this massive plain of snow. It was like those pictures of Canada. But as soon as we got off the ship, the main chief guy Frost bite greeted us. He was this yeti sasquatch polar bear thing and he was HUGE but once my friends were done being scared he shook our hands and offered to carry us and oh my god he was so soft. Also his arm was like made of ice and it had bones showing thru it, which is just wicked. He took us into the town, and they had igloos and furs and stuff like those Alaskan tribes but there was also electronics and stuff? I didn't even think ghosts had towns let alone made tech. Everybody was super nice and they had all this great art made out of ice. I get that they have ice powers but oh my god?? Oh yeah and everybody kept calling Danny great one like he was the guy in one of those midevil romance flicks. I don't think he wanted them too but when we asked why, Frost bite told us he saved everybody from that viking dude who put the town in the ghost zone freshman year. God I didn't even think about how it was Danny who did that.

Yeah. We got to eat some of their food when we knew it was human safe and then we went home. I could sleep for a day but it was sooo cool. (Heh that was kind of a pun)

[kiribread]

Fantasy au 👁👁

I was going to wait to post this but there's barely any mt. Lady content even after the new episode so im taking it into my own hands

Sooo this was the design i came up with and im pretty happy with it!

So basically in this au she a daughter to a giant king and queen and lives in this rocky baren area. She decides after a few events and whatnot that she no long wants to live here along with being a giant. She manages to get ahold of shinya[Edgeshot] (who is a kitsune in this au) to turn her human size and help her run away.

And yes this is a very brief idea of her backstory but it gets the main points to go into a bit of detail about her design and some other details.

Design:

So the main thing i wanted to do in this design is to make it seem elegant but also a little bit rough.

I gave her a nice kamino thing along with her hair in the frount to be long to sorta give her an elegant look.

Then gave her some bandages, short back hair, and off the sleeves thing to make it semi rougher.

The cut hair is also supose to go with that trope where a character cuts their hair to symbolize some big change in their life. (Yu [mt. Lady] deciding to leave home in this case)

I didn't actually intend at first to give her short hair but i really like it.

i didn't really have a reason to give her nose piercings but im sure I can incorporate it into the story somehow!

Also didn't plan to give her nose piercings but they look nice.

Other details

Okay so I haven't decided on all the exact reasons that made her want to leave but the big overall reason was that she didn't enjoy the culture/tradition.

The main culture/tradition thing im talking about here his arranged marriages but im going to add more reasons later on.

Another reason not related to culture/tradition is that she didn't want to stay in this area her whole life; she wanted to explore other lands and make a name for herself but her size would make that quite difficult.

Giants have these small (in there case at least) humanoid creatures that they have due task and other work.

Yu had one of the head leaders of these creatures write a letter to shinya since one, yu nor any other giant can't write. And two, that head leader would be the only one able to successfully deliver it without being caught.

Little bit of background is that all the other giants hate shinya mainly due to family pasts so writing a letter to him asking him to help you escape and shrink is a bit risky to stay the least.

When yu's parents go out of town is when shinya got there and shrank her but have to leave quickly after once one of the royal servants notices her disappearance.

Shinya operates/lives in his family library which is where he takes yu so he can at least teach her how to read and write before being tossed out into the world.

She also meets shinji [kamui woods] whom also lives in the library for reasons i can get into in another post and they get along pretty well 👀.

she decides on living in the library for awhile along with them until further notice.

She does learn how to read and write along with some universal manners for this universe.

Shinji and yu do end up dating and shinya gets to be a third wheel. (Don't worry though, there's more than enough room for them to have there own room 😉)

One thing im also not entirely sure of with her character is what kind of magic she's going to have.

The way shinya's spell works is that it doesn't erase a person's magic but makes it into a black slate. So the magic use to make yu a giant erased the giant aspect of it and is now just pure magic.

So my main thing rn is if the magic should be able to transform into a giant (like how she in the og series), make other things larger, or something completely different.

Also she has a pet magical cow now <3

That's it for now if u got any questions just ask and i may get to them lol. The reason i was waiting on posting this was i was planning on posting all of hers, shinya's, and shinji's designs in one post. Although this format should let me go into more detail in the individual characters design and details without the post being super duper long.

[metheyezthoughts]

Well here she goes. She's been on meth for 14yrs now. She's done things she never thought she'd do. Yesterday she went w a "suposed", friend. She had been wanting to stop but can't. She's tried over and over again. She can no longer work. She wants to get clean

This world is so so fucked up..

She realized one day, how evil, how dirty, how tarnished everything is.

How evil, how dirty, how tarnished the meth world is.

She stays locked in her room longing for peace everyday. Her anxiety debilitating. She is tormented. She knows the answer, but the stronghold. Fasting & praying is what's needed.

She can no longer think, & everything a fog. Hurt by betrayal, & being the betrayer. Her fines a skim to nothing. Every month she tries a lil harder. Everyday she'll try harder. With the uncertainty of the results. It's dawned on her. "This is it, this is my life, it's been my life" What did I do? Did I do this to myself?" Deep down she knows she had & she did.

There's so much she wants to say in sincerity, but Noone listens Noone cares. Her answer right in front of her. Peace, freedom, deliverance.

Six more days till the 2nd test. She doesn't believe it. It can't possibly.

But what if it is she thought. She's scared of the pain & never being able to get bk up again. She does find solace, that she will see her Grandmother. One last selfish act. How do you come bk from a life of selfishness. She knows now her whole life since starting been selfish. That torments her. She has a son a beautiful son. That loves and adores her. The other 3 due to the past are ok not talking g to her. They love her but it really doesn't matter. She has been in denial and made up a movie in her head. When the fog desipitates, she can see, but no longer recognizes, or know who she is. She knows what she wants. She's reaching CRAWLING to the finish line.

[mystiika]

re; the woman who named Death ' ada ' & why Death chooses to take her form when a form is needed

trigger warning: severe loss of quality of life leading up to major character death other notes: i will capitalise ' Death ' below to help differentiate between the state & ada as a being & a quick reminder that the fc of said woman ( & Death in threads, is a young julie andrews + explanation in another separate post once i make some actual icons & have more than bullet point notes of the topic )

after the thousands of years that had passed, Death no longer remembers her name, nor her voice. Death cannot recall where on this planet she had lived, nor the name of the language she spoke. but Death can never forget the look in her eyes as she took in such a simply beauty as that of a plain & common flower. Death cannot forget how gently she would hold an animal in need of her help from anything to removing a thorn to helping heal a broken wing. Death cannot forget that she'd spoken so tenderly or sung sweetly to any living thing around her. most of all, Death cannot forget the sheer feeling of love & peace that was felt in this woman's presence, & the name she gives Death. & while Death typically interacted with other beings with a wall of distance of sorts in order to avoid interfering too much whenever Death's incorporeal heart wished she would follow through on those thoughts. 

at first, Death took the form of a bird — able to watch on from leafy trees as this strange human went about her day, almost as if keeping track as this woman interfered where Death could not. sure, Death had some control over death, but if she saved every life she could, the world would fall apart. so it brought on such joy to see when one animal took care care of another ( whether it was a human offering water to a tired deer or a humpback whale saving a seal from an orca ) sure, the animal saved will still die another day, but the simple act of saving a life was something beautiful on its own.

as a whole, Death found humans to be quite sympathetic to creatures they identified with ( although often so to inanimate objects, despite the lack of life & for reasons Death had yet to fully understand ). & so Death had seen humans saving others selflessly as much as other animals, but none quite so often — nor as well — as this girl, this woman.

the next time Death came closer to her it was once she reached adulthood & in the form of a common rodent of the time, attempting to lead her to a similar animal caught in a trap set by nature, to see what exactly she would do. & without a second thought, she followed what had ( to her credit ) appeared to be a rather distressed creature. to see if she followed until she saw the injured one & attempted to do what she could. of course, Death knew this creature would die, but it wasn't done in an effort to pain the woman ( althought Death was sure it would ). rather it was to see how she would still attempt to save an animal from a clearly fatal injury, & how she might grieve when she sees she cannot.

& eventually, Death comes to her as a child — appearing no older than 9 or 10. at this point, Death can give no name to offer in introduction for having never been given one & having no reason to have a name for itself until now, nor can Death say where it had come from because how was Death suposed to explain it was as old as time. but, Death knew the language, & so they talked. about nothing, or everything, & most interestingly so, the woman talked about herself. her life, her story, what she does & how she chooses to live. & when after a few days of the human knowing Death had no name & so had asked if Death would like a name. after a few moments of consideration, Death said that it would, & that it would like if she could choose the name herself. & so came the name of ada.

ada was sure the woman knew they weren't human. but it didn't seem to make any difference to her. however, eventually, the woman fell ill shortly after she entered her 30s. it started out as a cold, which then worsened until it developed into pneumonia. a little while later, she was stuck in bed, her breathing worsening until each inhale & outhale came with a shallow wheeze. ada would sit by her bed for hours a day, talking to her anything she wanted to & filling every possible moment so she didn't have to talk only to stop & catch her breath every few words.

during this time, the woman thought about death more & more — something most humans did when having some warning about their future. & ada could hear these thoughts, as they did for any creature capable of such a thing, but ada did their best to block it out. she wasn't in much pain, a fact ada contributed to in some small part. but it was soon to be her time to die & they both knew it.

in most deaths ( a distintion also needing a separate post ), there is a window in which ada could wholly influence the outcome without the world falling into complete chaos, & in most cases it was following something of a prayer or sometimes an unspoken wish. but, if ada communicated to a creature the option, it was possible to trigger a window to appear. most often ada did this when suicide was the would-be cause of death. she might sit & talk with the creature ( mostly humans in recent centuries ), & stopping time in order to do so & opperate within a single second when time continued normally after. or in cases such as with with this one, with this woman, offering the chance to pass peacefully after a long or even short fought battle. ada cannot see the future of what would become of a person if they lived, but ada can see when or what their death will be if they did. it was also in these moments that ada made their identity known, to a degree at least. most often in the form of a wordless feeling & complete understanding in their chest of why ada was there.

so one day, ada asked her what she wanted, if she wanted to die. it took a few moments but she reached a hand forward, taking ada's hand in her own. she gave her a smile, getting out a quiet ❝ oh, my sweet ada... ❞ Death did not often cry physical tears. having spent so long without a physical form, & most of which having no tear ducts, the pain of their heart seldom reached a face. but in this moment, ada gave a large, reassuring smile as tears began to fall. they move to stand. leaning forward ada presses a gentle kiss to the woman's cheek, & so took her soul as lips receded. it was as peaceful & painless as a death could be, ada grateful they could at least do that much.

ada only gets so far as dropping back onto the wooden stool before a wail leaves their lips in a way they hadn't thought possible. frozen in time so there was nothing & no one calling them to their purpose, Death grieves. for wnile freezing time was something they were able, the moving forward or backward in time was one of the few if not the only things Death cannot do — or perhaps, more accurately, it's something even they knew better than to mess with.

it takes an immortal lifetime before ada unstops time, a lifetime sitting at the foot of a grave made for her in the way ada had seen humans make for each other time & time again, telling the freshly dug dirt how wide & beautiful reality was beyond what she'd have been able to comprehend. talking of the day that woman had been born, the aura of her even as an infant was enough to see Death take pause, how Death had watched her grow up as all life around her grew tenfold by her presence. but, when time finally resumes, everything in existance calls out to Death all at once. though to Death that reality was what had always been, had it been anything else god or mortal, it would have been so overwhelmingly & deafeningly loud they'd have gone mad in seconds.

but, despite the pain Death felt at the lost of their only true friend, in a way things still felt a little less lonely than the millenia before, for now they had found a new way to love, &, more than that, Death had been given a name to carry for the rest of time — a sign that there was at least one person who had truly loved them.

& so it was at this point that Death helped the woman live another day in spirit, past the dispersing energy of her soul, & with the understanding that she would have been honoured to see herself & her love staying behind with a being she adored as much as she did ada. & from then on, unless another form was better suited in the moment, ada chose to share that tender touch & warm smile they had loved so much with the infinite creatures as they grow & live their final day.

[hirik0]

In his Shadow part 6

Price/Nik

Prive POV

He and Laswell are sitting for nearly 5 hours in the hospital waiting for news on Nikolai. They gone from no news are good news to for the love if god somebody please tell them something. He needs a smoke but he knows he will smoke through 2 packs and his nerves will still be on edge. Laswell looks unbothered but he knows she's also nervous. She dont want to lose her first 'agent'. The realty is that Nikolai was in no position to refuse and he is likely paying with his life for it. When ever he thinks about the kiss his lips have this strange electric feeling is that how kissing is suposed to feel like? He for sure never felt like this kissing any girl or woman all his life. Is it a kissed by dying person exclusive thing and not a suposed how kissing should feel thing? Better not thinking about it to hart. Because the day is not teribel enough already his troubles are to become worse.

"Jonathan", a voice is calling and Prices heart drops. What is his father doing here? He looks at Laswell who is giving him a I dont know look. He stands up, to walk towards his father.

"Sir", he greats his old man he hates so much.

"You should rest and not worry about some Russian." Price blood starts to slowly boil at these words.

"He was is a very valuable informant not just a random Russian." Price has no idea why he's talking back, probably because they are both adults now. Because he's not General Price son anymore he's making his own name stepping out of the shadow ever since he joined the SAS. Because Nik risks his life when he didn't had to, he could have just betrayed them after they sent him back.

"Informants are not important anymore if they can't give information. Go sleep." Prece feels how is neck is heating up. His clentches his hands into fists, how dare his father say Nik is not important anymore.

"I will sleep later." He sounds like a toddler taht don't want to clean up his toys. He hates it, but he looks his father directly into his face. Not willing to back down.

"Jonathan " As a child this tone triggered fear, the clear sign he broke a rule, step over the line, his behaviour unacceptable. Now it just makes him even more angry, being in your mid twenties and still being talked to like a child.

"Yes?" He thinks he is even more suprised about how calm he is then his father is clearly expected an apology and him doing what he's told.

"Thats how you talk to your parents?" His father asks, all the warning signs of General John Price senior i about to lose his tamper visible. Lips presst into fine lines, eye brows frowning, laser focus that is burning a whole in you, the light reddening on his cheeks and this one vein that is getting very prominent the angrier his father gets already noticeable. Price just looks at him, what his father gona do in a hospital? In pubblic the most important thing always was to look like the perfect family. He feels Kates unsure look at them.

"Well you clearly always stated that I have to follow the rules under your roof. We are infact not under your roof." Price knows he's pushing it, hard, very hard. His father wants to say something but a nurse is saving him.

"Miss Laswell." With that Kate is standing up rushing past them. To get the news about Nikolai. She shortly nods to what the nurse is telling her, before she walks towards them.

"General Price", she greats the man with a customer service smile before she kisses John on the cheek and the anger of his father is disappearing.

"Miss Laswell. So your Jonathan's girlfriend?" His father asks and Price has problems to follow what is happening.

"We just enjoy dating at the moment, but he definitely is getting there with keeping me company while I waited for a report on my agent." Kate holding Price Jr hands in hers while he is trying to pretend he knows what Kate is talking about. His father smiles pleased and nods along.

"Well we both had a stressful day and need some rest, nice to meet you." Kate then says dragging Price with her.

"We talk later Jonathan", the General is hissing under his breath und he knows he's in trouble. They walk out of the hospital towards the building they got assigned while they are staying at this base.

"I own you Kate.", Price is states when they are far enough away for the hospital.

"They say if Nik makes it through the next two days he will likely survive. And I will remember that favour." With that they are splitting up.

Price falls on his bed, being exhausted but also not abel to sleep at the same time. Now that it's clear that has a chance of surviving he has to figure out what the kiss is meaning. It easy to pretend Nik properly didnt even saw him while dying, projectig somebody else on Price, it has to mean nothing. His lips are having this electric feeling again. Kissing never cause this sensation for him, all the girls and woman he kissed made him ask himself if everyone is extravegating what powerful a simple kiss can cause. It's that how it's suposed to feel? To think about it every free minute and having this phantom sensation? Was it because of the situation and him being full of adrenaline? The only solution would be to kiss Nik again, if nothing happens it was just the situation, but what if it feels the same? What will that mean for him? Should he kiss over guys? What if they didnt cause the electric feeling? With his father here he should not risk more then he already did. So how is he feeling about the Russian? He puts an arm over his eyes. He dont even like Nik and he absolutely not like that. He kissed plenty of people he dont feel attraction towards.

"If you're not attracted to him, why is it not like all the other kisses?" An unhelpful voice in his head is pointing out. He trys to push the voice again.

"Price and Nikolai sitting on a tree" The voice is singing. One of Niks comments from their very first meeting bullying his way in to his conciseness. You know normally I get diner first before I let people do this with me. He's face is heating up, and he groans frustrated. Usally I do the pinning down, it's a interesting change. The other sentence fills his brain, now with this kiss these sentences have a whole new meaning. Back then he dont thought Nik flirted with him, saying things with the goal to distreact him to get away. What if he did? What if Nik was flirting with him? Usally I do the pinning down. Price never had a partner being able to pin him down, Nik probably could. He puts his arms over his head pretending Nik is holding his wrist and sitting on his hip. Trying toimagin the feeling of Niks body on his. Nik would grin smugly at him, would made a reference to their first meeting, because Nik is a smug bastard and would not let the opertunity pass. He turns around burry his face in the pillow, hes half hart, just from the idea. That never happend before, hes gay the realisation is hitting him or atleast hes gay for Nik a guy he barel knows.

Saving Nik, brought them a lot of filles, filles that somebody has to read. The whole team got a pile they have to read through. The numbers on this file start to dance on the paper, Price growns frustrated. He scanned the one with manly text quickly over serching for some phrases or keywords. Numbers? You have to look at every number. A cup of tea is apearing next to him and Kate sits down.

"Why doe they have so many files?" Kate complains, sipping from her coffee.

"Hopefully because this was like an operation base of them. If not we have some useless information from random shipments." Price tells her, before drinking his tea. They sit in silence, till Kate is looking at the open file, pulling out a note book.

"Kate?" he asks she lifts her hand to make him wait, then she starts to circel in sertain number. He reaches for on of the folder he havent looked over it and it is a register, they both look over the pages for the numbers Kate circeld in. Finding the first for early January, then one in late March, several in June and July and the one from yesterday. They look at each other smiling pleased, they have a lead, some sort of information. Nik gave them one last important puzzel piece.

"What did they ship?" Price asks, seeing the number of containers shiped over the summer. Kate frowns its a good question.

"Also did they got any shipments? Kate wonders out loud. Another good question that likely only one person can answer.

"Nik?" "Nik" They can ask the Russian if he pulls through.

They got the news that Nik, woke up mid meeting, Kate leaves the room followd by Bravo-2.

"They were really busy in the summer." Bravo-5 points out. They found some other recived shipments, in June and July they have 16 shippings in total for the two months.

"They moved a lot of equipment in summer." Price points out, why else should a terror groupe move this many containers in such a short time.

"But what did they sent out? It will take forever to track that many containers. Even with the help of Six and the CIA."

"Payment, they payed with what ever was in the containers they shiped out."

"Was this their final one?", Price asks in the room, they did find the container in question but have no idea what was in it. The FSB wont share either. The only one might having the answers just woke up and honestly he would not holt it agaisnt the Russian to not helping them anymore.

"Well Junior and Laswell have a lot of talking to do." The Captain comments and oh he's so fucked.

[death-writes]

My friend turned 16 this year he is a wonderful person in my opinion can be a bit of a twat but I like him this year I am turning 18 it feels so old I feel like the world is coming to an end for me I don't know why, he is the year above me I failed my year last year so I am repeating it I feel left behind I'm the oldest in my year group way older than everyone else when placed in the age groups im even higher than most in the year above me the year I'm supose to be in I feel weird like I have dropped myself to such low standards that even my own age is just a number I can put into a document or machine and I'll pass I feel like my life has just zapped into this moment when I was little I wished I would stay 11 years old becouse that was the one time in my life I wasn't getting abused it was also the last time I remeber feeling happy I could read you a sad joke and laugh but it would be fake I would only be trying to lighten the mood but failing rather easy in the whole school me and 4 others sat at the oldest year spot while hundreds of other people grouped up together and chatted none of my friends at the time only being two I new of sat with me so I made conversation with the poeple I sat with one girl had just turned 18 she was happy I looked at her for a long time wondering how she was happy she is only 2 more years and she was 20 I have 3 tecnacly I have 2 aswell but I want to stay 17 so I don't die young but that is not how things work, I feel it was not long ago that I was 15 I look back I realize all the mistakes I made and wish I could take them back but that does not work I can only try to make my future better than the past but I don't know how I feel I have been robbed of my life But I can't change that I don't know how to feel emotions when I'm alone but when I see him I feel so happy and so good even if it's wrong my other friend I am happy to see aswell I have extensive memories of him at other schools I was never his friend back then but we still new of echothers insistence chatting every once in a while I noticed he was a very hard worker never stopped even for food always working on things I was and still am jealous that I don't have that kind of interest in working like that I can amgine if I did I wouldent be stuck where I am I would be with them every step of the way but I'm gonna lose them next year I want to stay tho I would be In my last year of school but I'll be 20 if I continue and pass each year or even 21 I will be the oldest student in the school when I'm in the last year of it I'll be another record the school will prize for some weird reson they brag about there not being a huge amount of "oldest" students in the school at the last of their year I have heard and seen that when they do they photograph the subject place their name and oldest student of this year ect and hang it with school photos I have only seen 5 of these out of hundreds and thousands of people than have gone there the school has been open for a few hundred years aswell so it is strange but I can see why it is a finominal thing for so many students to go but hardly any of them peek out at the top unless you look at school work records there are alot of poeple who do there but not at age they all generally leave at 17 18 even 19 years old never really 20 or 21 or higher the last one was just 20 years of age when she left her photo is somewhere the teachers hang out during school time I have only heard of her never seen a photo but I await the day I am pined on the wall like a trophy all becouse of my age and maybe the way I look. Time runs away fast look after yourself and make no regrets you will hate yourself if you do.

[contradiccion-viviente]

I'm 20 years old, im scared of live

I'm 22 years old, i finish my career

I'm 24 years old, am i becoming the person that i wanted to be when i was 20?

Im 26

I'll turn 30 tomorrow

Im 32

Im 35

I'm 38

I'm 40 did i enjoyed my youth ?

I'm 42 what am i supose to do now

I'm 46 a lot of thing that i did not considered important, now are the most valuables

I'm 50 my dad died last month, i did never try to forgive him, im getting old, im loosing people

Im 56 my mom turn 75 yesterday, i love her, how am i going to let her go some day

Im 59 in a few months al be living in this world for sixty years, i never tought on what i wanted to be when i turned 60, almost my whole hair is white, mi skin is full of really old tattoes, i become a good person, a fully happy person.

Im 67 i wish to have made more exercise in my youth now the only hobbie that a keep is to walk, is the only that i can do without over forcing my body, i'd love to ride my skate again

Im 71, my mom died this year i cried for her when i was 20, imgining my whole life, now that you are 71, how do feel? What did this decades teached you about life? I have no parents now, only the memory of them, my old brothers had children, and almost all of them have a family, my little brother, he has a partner and how we wanted when he was 14, he has two sons and. Daughter, i dedicate my time to go out with my nephews and nieces, i'm there especially for the ones that are queer as me.

I'm 75 i hope you get aged with a woman who loves you, what is her name? Did you had children? I know that we did not wanted childs, because of our traumas, but did you fight them? Did you over them ? Im proud of the life that i had, but this is not end yet. I have a lot of years above, and at least before die, i want to try to make the world a better place, or someones world, a better place to live in. How is the the world in you future ? Does it suck that much how every scientist said in 2022 ? Whas covid pursued for mor pandemics? Are zombies ? There was a nuclear war? How did you survive ?

Or if the future is nice, how is it ? Are you happy? What are you scared of when you are 75 ?

I'm 80, altough everything, i aged well, i love seen old photos and videos, i like memories, how many of my high school friends are still alive? Who are the friends that standed by your side for decades ? Did you knew everythin of anlly again ?

Did you fall in love multiple times after? Did you love life? Is billie still singing? Is dua still singing? Or when did they died ? Are tech to make live more time ? Are buying that ? Do you have a bionic waist ? Bionic knees? Have you been out on space? What do you care of being 80?

Im a dead ? What was the meaning of all of this?

Would i live in earth again ?

[inari-zaheer]

Ekko Soulmate AU Headcanons

Pairing:Ekko x Reader

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When he was a child it always made him exited to know that one day he would lock eyes with his soulmate and the world would be a magical mix of colors

Of course he knew they probably wouldn't meet until he was older, but it didn't hurt to dream right?

But his dreams were sadly forgotten after he decided to take the lead and create the firelights

Is an understatement that he was a busy man, but sometimes he couldn't stop himself from looking at random people's eyes in the street or in the middle of a fight

There where nights where he'd be really hopeful that someone would randomly appear in the sanctuary and give him the magical life he dreamed as a child

But on other nights he couldn't help but think about the possibility of his soulmate being already dead, as things in Zaun got harder after Silco started ruling the city

Which was his friends Scar's case, lost his beloved in the middle of the war leaving him to take care of his child alone

In the past few days with Jinx (who at some point he was really sad that it wasn't his soulmate) making his life harder by the day, it wasn't something that he though bout often

Until one day the firelights had a conflict near the sewers, where he found not only Jinx, but apparently Vi two other woman who looked a like but he couldn't recognize

By the time they got back to the hideout Vi had explained the whole situation to Ekko after she freed herself from the cuffs

So apparently upon trying to solve a case the piltie, as he refused to call the one and only Caitlyn Kiramman by her name, met Vi in prison, which got them both surprised to realize they were soulmates

After all the explanations, Caitlyn demanded they release her sister, y/n Kiramman, who only got involved in this mess trying to help Cait

Ekko was still not so happy about the situation but finally went to free you as Vi said you would probably be scared of being kidnapped

Well, much to Vi's surprise and Ekko's annoyance, you seemed to be an even hotter head than Caitlyn, immediately threatening the people that just entered the room as you could only hear footsteps getting near you

Ekko aproached you not wanting to deal with your threatning tantrum over you kidnappers anymore, starting to lift the bag that covered your face

"You know, if it wasn't for Vi and your sister i'd be so happy to shut that smart mouth of yo-"

Then suddently everything around you changed

You could see that the boy in front of you had the same shocked reaction, while his friends were untying you, the both of you could only stare at each other

Vi knew exactly what typw of look you guys had in your eyes, and Cait was trying really hard not to laugh at your expression

Ekko didn't know why but he instanly helped you getting up, still looking deeply into your eyes

Even if he wanted to fight with you for your immense bickering, the whole situation just felt so right

And strangely enough, he saw that you felt the same

"That was...uh...really unexpected" you said trying not to make the whole situation akward

"It definetly is" he laughed shyly "I supose we need to have a talk about this, right?"

"Oh hell yeah we do"

He made his way out of the room you have been previously been held "captive", not beeing able to hold the sight that left his lips upon seeing how beautiful and etheral the sanctuary looked

You, for the second time today , was in the same state of awe, as even if you lived in Piltover your whole life, you've never been able to properly appreciate the beauty of the glourious buildings and gardens that sorrounded you everyday

He asked Scar to lead Cait and Vi to a room where they'd be spending the night, quickly asking you to follow him to his room on the top of the trees, helping you in his hoverboard

Things could get solved later, now he was going to give his full attention to the person that seemed to be his child hope

[lucifer-is-a-bag-of-dicks]

submitted by Anonymous:

so i had this heacanon/AU where how a ghost looks is based on how they see themselves, ej: Spectra is such a wrinkly shriveled thing underneat layers of beauty & youth gained from undermining others, because she always based her selfworth in her own beauty & demeaning others, and having lived long enought to reach her first gray hair (she's not old but overreacted), when she beacame a ghost that become part of her powers/apparence.

also (and this is more of the AU part) imagine Danny being in part affected by this, he start with this mindset that all ghost are monstruos that his parents sprouted his whole life (and if there this new school councilour that is suposed to help him after the Incident, but makes him feel worse by saying things that remind him that he's not human anymore, he's a monster & is not like Penelope Spencer knows that he's a ghost ¿righth?), overwhelmed & tired, and that makes Phantom look more corpse-ish (which makes Danny look ill), but with gainig control of his powers (flight is joy & freedom & GOOD), meeting frienlier ghost & being a HERO! Danny see that he's not a monster & start looking better (but still not entirely human, both as Phantom & Fenton).

THOUGHTS?

okay so the Spectra thing is so on point with my Spectra headcanon (which I tried to link here but FUCKING TUMBLR SEARCH won't GIVE IT TO ME DHSKKSBSJ)

but the idea of Danny's appearance changing based on his parents influence???? LOVE THAT, like imagine the fluctuations

some days he looks mostly human but some days he looks way more ghostly depending on if he feels like a hero or a failure who fucks up all the time when he's just trying to help because maybe his parents are right and destroying things is all a ghost can really do

and then there's days where he saves someone's life and they call him a hero and he feels proud of himself

[shoftiiel]

bound to you: 4

"and i quote.."

synopsis: y/n is the new girl in town, she would like to escape from her past and begin a new life without any romance drama, but what happens when she caught the attention of a certain boy who happens to be one of her brother’s best friends.

word count: 1. 1 k

warnings: i think there is none, but if you feel like something should be added lmk :))

a/n: i think this will have more written parts than i originally intended, also if you asked to be on the taglist and you don't see yourself its because i cannot tag u

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When your class ended you felt nervous, you didn't understand why, you were just meeting sunoo’s friends, it was not a big deal.

“come on y/n it is not that big” you said to yourself, besides if they are friends with sunoo they must be nice like him.

“Y/n!! over here!” you snapped out of your thoughts when you heard your name, when you turned around you saw sunoo with two other boys, they did seem nice.

“h-hi” sunno giggled, “don't be shy y/n” he said with a reassuring smile, the other two boys just laughed along.

“hi, i am jungwon” one of the boys said, he had these cute dimples when he smiled, he gave off a warm vibe, he looked like the happiest person on the planet.

“and my name is niki, nice to meet you” the second boy said, he looked younger than jungwon, but still he was taller than both sunoo and jungwon. Hewas just a freshman and looked like a giant baby.

“You know y/n” Sunoo said, snapping you out of your thoughts for the second time that day, “niki is also a foreigner” you turned to niki, he just nodded. “I am from japan”.

“Why did you leave?” you asked, niki just smiled and you swore that kid got like 3 centimeters taller, he looked excited, just as if he had been waiting his whole life to be asked that question.

“you see, I want to be a dancer and be lift high has one of the best dance programs in the country, japan does not” that last part did not sound so excited “so i plan on auditioning, tryouts are supposed to be next week”

He reminded you of Jake, he also left Australia to become a dancer, now you kind of understood why Jake was the way he was towards you, you felt the need to protect niki, he was so cute for his own good.

“how about you?” jungwon asked “where are you from and why did you leave”

“Well my family is Korean, but I used to leave in australia and i left mostly because of family issues, my parents are barely home”

“oh” sunoo just looked at you

“Well, we are now all your new family” niki said with the same big smile he had while he was talking about how he wanted to become a dancer.

“Wait, you are a sophomore, right?” jungwon suddenly asked.

“Yes I am” you said proudly, for some reason.

“Then why didn't we see you in any class today” jungwon looked very puzzled “omg y/n are you skipping classes already? it's the first day!” and before you could say anything sunoo said,

“well you see” he said in a cocky tone “miss y/n here is in advanced classes, because and i quote “her brain cells actually know how to do their job”

The other two boys almost choked laughing, they couldn't breathe. At first you were really embarrassed, then you just laughed along, at that point you could not remember why you were nervous in the first place.

“and how about extracurriculars?” Jungwon said still laughing, he was trying to keep it together, he failed but at least he tried.

“Well, i saw that there’s an art club” the moment you said that sunoo became another person, he looked possessed which freaked you out to be honest.

“You want to join the art club!?” he almost yelled at you “ummm… yeah??? Is there a problem with that'' you were genuinely confused at his reaction, but then he looked happy?

“gil you should have told me earlier!” in the two days you had know sunoo you had never seen him so excited “well you are talking to the art club president himself, so consider yourself the newest member of the art club”

“this is awesome y/n!” jungwon was very excited as well “we’ll see each other more often”

“heeeeeey!” niki sounded upset “what about me?” he indeed was a giant baby, cute you thought.

“don't worry niki, when you start practicing with the dance team we’ll visit you and we’ll take you snacks”

“from now on y/n is my favorite” hugged you right afterwards.

you were very happy it was only your first day of class and you had already made friends, if you had the y/n from two years ago she would not believe you. The bell rang and you left for your last classes of the day. During the last periods you did not pay any attention at all, you were thinking about your new friends, usually you take notes but you did not this time, you were doodling the whole time.

Finally the bell rang one last time that day, you quickly grabbed your things and rushed out of the classroom, the hallway was filled with students that were eager to leave, just like you were. You bumped into someone, you just said sorry bearly looking back and just continued walking, you were going out with your brother and you had to get ready, you did not have any time to lose.

What you failed to notice was that you dropped your sketchbook, the boy you bumped into picked it up and when he looked up you were gone. He just stood there with the sketchbook in hand wondering who you were. Naturally he opened it to see if there was a name, sadly there wasn’t. For some strange reason, he didn't leave it on the lost and found, he was curious, he wanted to find the owner and give it to them.

He was mesmerized by the drawings he found there, they were mostly flowers, landscapes and lots of frogs, some had hats, others had wings, that just made him more curious. There were also some short poems in there, from what he read, whomever it belonged to was very sad, the one that caugth his attention was

“i supose i love my scars,

because they have stayed with me longer

than most people have”

He needed to find who the sketchbook belonged to.

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Dandelions / j.b x reader/ angst,fluff

Maybe it's the way you say my name Maybe it's the way you play your game But it's so good, I've never known anybody like you But it's so good, I've never dreamed of nobody like you

You were tired. Tired of being his second choice it was always Bella your sister. Bella this, Bella that. You were supossed to be his imprint and you loved him to the moon and back. But today your patience was long gone.

You found out about the kiss. You found out weeks after it happend and the worst part was that nor Jacob or Bella told you, it was Edward who did.

And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine

Broken and depressed was an understatement of how you felt memorys of you and your lover from the day you met until now come crushing like a wave of nostaglia.

‘‘You know staring is not polite’‘ you hissed  to your friend  standing infront of you. But he didn’t respond, he just stood there staring at you with a look of realisation stuck on his handsome face. You were in a middle of a fight.

You didn’t know what was going on but in the back of you head you did, ofcourse your thoughts were confirmed when he leaned down and kissed you, gently grabing your face with his hands. You kissed him back instantly,his lips felt like silk on yours .Your lips and bodies melting to the sweet and loving kiss. ‘’you can’t get hurt y/n, you just can’t.’’ he whispered.’’I won’t ‘’ and you kissed him again.

Cause I'm in a field of dandelions Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine And I see forever in your eyes I feel okay when I see you smile, smile Wishing on dandelions all of the time Praying to God that one day you'll be mine Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time

You didn’t talk to Bella at all and you avoided Jacob. The only person you were talking to was your dad and occasionally Rosalie. At school you avoided everyone, especially your sister and her friends.It went on for weeks like this until you saw Jacob standing outside of your school hair wet and a sad expression on his face. 

You tried waking past him but his muscular hand cought yours and you stopped. You didn’t talk though  you just stood there not even looking at him ‘’please y/n talk to me’’as an answer you pulled your hand out of his grasp and went into the school without looking behind.The rest of your day went by as it normaly did.But Jacobs sad expression lingered in your head all day. 

I think that you are the one for me Cause it gets so hard to breathe When you're looking at me I've never felt so alive and free When you're looking at me I've never felt so happy

And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine

A week passed and there was no other encounter with the boy. You thought that he got over it which lowkey dissupointed you, and made you feel angry. You weren’t over him and if you wanted to be honest it wasn’t about that god damn kiss anymore. It was about your whole relationship and his true feelings for you.

You loved him to the moon and back, you knew that you wanted to be with him so badly but your doupts wouldn’t leave you in peace. But on the other hand you felt so happy when you would hug him , kiss him , touch him you felt alive and happy but most iportant in love.

Cause I'm in a field of dandelions Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine And I see forever in your eyes I feel okay when I see you smile, smile Wishing on dandelions all of the time Praying to God that one day you'll be mine Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time Dandelion, into the wind you go Won't you let my darling know Dandelion, into the wind you go Won't you let my darling know that

A month passed and not a call or an encounter with the boy. It was because of Bellas wedding, I suppose he was upset that his one and only love was getting married. I was panning on not going to the wedding but mom made me do it so...

There was no other choice than to go to the wedding ‘’she’s your sister’’ with my moms words echoing through my head I started getting ready for hell.

I'm in a field of dandelions Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine And I see forever in your eyes I feel okay when I see you smile, smile Wishing on dandelions all of the time Praying to God that one day you'll be mine Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time I'm in a field of dandelions Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine

The weeding was beautiful, so was my cheat of a sister and the ceremony.She loved Edward I couldn’t say the opposit, but I’m pretty sure ther was a part of her that still loved Jacob Billy Black and I couldn’t help but think about it and get hurt.

Other than me sulking and falling into a deep deppresion, I had fun, untill I was asked to give a speech. Well fuck.

I got up and walked to the microfone, if a pin dropped you could hear it, my hills were the only thing that could be heard. I put a fake smile on and started.

’’ When you are little and you have siblings you fight all the time -the crowd laughed- but I particulary remember that me and Bells weren’t the case. We got along so well that mom and dad were worried. I’m happy it stayed that way. I remember when you were around 7 and I was 5, I told you that I wanted to get married your response was fake gaging-you chuckled along with the crowd- . Now we now that it’s not the case ofcourse. I’m happy for you Bells and I hope your life will be the one you dreamed for.You deserve it,you were and are always there for me you held my hand through rough times, when I woke up from a nightmare I new you were gonna be there taking care of me holding me and I know you are still here for me .Happy ever after sis, I love you to the moon and back.’’  

a tear slipped and I swore I saw Bella tearing up too, she did something I didn’t expect though. She got up and rushed to me to hug me. I hugged her back and she kissed my cheek . ‘’I love you too y/n/n’’

After the speech everything felt better, even though I did not forget what happened I feel more relaxed and stress free.

‘‘y/n can you come with me ?’‘ Alice asked me. The brunnete girl lead me to the house and into a guest room I supose, I got into the room and I saw the one and only Jacob Black I turned around to leave at once, but the door was locked -damn you Alice-. So yes I was trapped with my ex in room full of tension.

................................................................................................................................ok so...... long time no see??? Anyhow, there will be a part 2  or 3 idk but I don’t know when I’m going to wright it, but I promise it’s soon!!!!!