#and i hope you're healthy and well and safe! :) i wish you a lovely day/night ahead!

[henrioo]

✦ ── THE MORNING AFTER: EUSTASS KID AND KILLER

Relationships: Eustass Kid x Gn! Reader x Killer (Poly), Kid x Killer (Suggested)

Synopsis: What would it be like to wake up only to discover that you didn't sleep with one crewmate, but two!

Warnings: Mention of sexual intercourse, waking up naked among people without clothes, mention of drunk (consenting) sex, mention of regret, mention of consequences, Soft Kid and Killer, Healthy Relationship, Polyamorous Relationship, Threesome

Word Count: 1,0k

Notes: Oh yeah baby, I really love this duo, this is the first part of a "series" of waking up the next day with a trio, I plan to do more now that I'm back but to debut we have my favorites, the next ones will probably be Zoro and sanji or Luffy and Law, hope you like it

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It was so soft and warm… You were under a hard surface, but it was so hot that it somehow became soft? There was something around your waist and it warmed you even more. There was a layer of soft blanket under you and everything felt even better, when was the last time you slept so well? His bed wasn't even that comfortable...

Yes, your bed was not comfortable… For some reason it was a hard mattress that you always said you would change on the next island you stopped on, but you always forgot and continued on the hard bed. Also, what was that breath on your neck? Breathing? Weren't you alone?!

Still groggy and confused, you forced yourself to open your eyes to try to figure out where the hell you fell asleep this time. His head began to throb and hurt as his eyes got used to the low light in the room, the windows were covered, preventing the sun's rays from illuminating everything.

You yawned loudly and shifted, or at least you tried to since there was something… someone holding you in place. You looked around and your face burned as your jaw dropped open in shock. You were lying on the chest of none other than Eustass Kid, your captain. Also, around your waist and curled around you like a puppy was Killer, the first mate.

You suppressed a scream and began to rummage through your memories in search of what had happened. You remembered very little, you had entered a drinking contest, won and then tried to stumble back to the ship to sleep. At some point you met Killer who would help you get back safely, maybe you found Kid on the ship, but nothing really explained how you ended up there.

And to make matters worse… Where were your clothes? Oh no… You couldn't believe you made a cliché like that, did you even sleep with your superiors just because you were drunk?!

Killer squeezed your waist a little more and settled on your back, you felt a shiver running through your body. Of course, you couldn't deny that they were very attractive and maybe you had a crush on them, besides obviously, it was a celebration night and the three of you must have been completely drunk and crazy… But still, that shouldn't have happened!

Not that you didn't want to… On the contrary, what situation would that put you in?! Would your peers say you were trying to curry favor? What if the two got mad and threw you off the ship?! There were so many possibilities for everything to go wrong that her head started to spin…

But you couldn't deny it, being there, in the grip of Killer's arms and the comfort of Kid's body was so lovely. You definitely wouldn't use that word for anything related to those two monstrous men, but it felt so right.

"Fuck my head" you heard Kid mumbling and closed your eyes at the time, maybe it would be better to just pretend you were sleeping.

He shifted a bit until he realized where he was, then there was silence until he finally spoke.

"Y/n" you bit your lip, that he didn't realize you were sleeping, it was his wish "I know you're awake" Damn! How did he know?!

"Captain…" you mumbled shyly and opened your eyes to stare at him. There was no negative emotion in that gaze, no anger, no disgust, he just stared at you... peacefully?

"Shut up, I still don't want to wake up" Killer said and then he buried his head in your neck and inhaled deeply, making you shiver and let out a small cry of fright.

"Killer, let go, they don't want to" Kid spoke quickly and not long after Killer released you with a disappointed mutter.

"Sorry" he said and then sat down on the bed.

You stood there looking confused at both of them, what was going on?

"You can go back to your room, let's not say anything to anyone" Kid said and yawned again, wasn't he going to tell? Did he… had he regretted it?

"Are we just going to pretend this didn't happen?" You let out with some sadness, you couldn't help but show your disappointment… Were you really that bad?

"Well, it's not exactly weird Killer waking up in my bed" Kid said teasing the other man who just swore under his breath "But by the look of you you definitely didn't want to be here, so let's just pretend it didn't happen, blah blah, you know" he said with little patience.

"But… What if I wanted to be here?" You said in a sad whisper. It was no secret to many that you really wanted both men, you just hadn't done anything imagining that your superiors would never hook up with their own subordinates.

"You want?" It was Killer who spoke, turning and facing you, at least that's what it looked like since his bangs covered his eyes.

"Maybe…" you said nervously and sat up, using the blanket to cover yourself.

"So does that stuff you said yesterday about you being in love with us being true?" Kid said, staring at you deathly.

"I said that?!" You screamed in shock, you had assumed that while drunk?!

"No" he smirked "But by your reaction it's true…"

"You idiot…" you cursed in embarrassment.

"So… Can we go back to sleep?" Killer said approaching you "Let's deal with the romantic talk after coffee"

"Yes definitely" Kid said and pulled you back into his chest, Killer then clung to you again.

"So…" you said after a few minutes of silence "If Killer is already a regular here… Can I be too?" That was her request to try and turn something from one night into much more, you had the chance to have those two men in your hand and you weren't going to waste it.

"You don't even have to ask, we're tired of hearing you complain about your bed" Killer said happily.

"Yeah, now shut up and go to sleep or I'll expel you both" Kid yelled with his eyes closed.

"Ah… And y/n" Killer whispered in his ear "We love you too…"

[heartnosekid]

A positive thing that happened recently is that I discovered a new way to help my girlfriend with certain trauma responses! As a bit of a background, she's a big fan of perfumes and lotions, and has a problem with dissociation. The other night, after being woken up from a really shitty intrusive memory nightmare, she couldn't connect with her body and felt like it wasn't hers. After a little bit of reassurance (reminding her that we'd talked about a nail being broken the night before, etc.) I suggested that we get one of her perfumes or lotions that she always wears. She picked out a lotion that she wears daily without fail, and the scent of it on her body really helped. I think it has something to do with how strongly scent is associated with memory. She's also mentioned in the past that a hair perfume she uses is very grounding.

Anyways, this is a super positive thing because it means we have a new, really effective strategy to tackle a major challenge she has. Between this and her getting a diagnosis for her early onset arthritis, we've been making a lot of progress with her health- both physical and mental.

I'm wishing the best for you, and I really hope you get to a place where you're safe, comfortable, and healthy as your body and mind will allow. I'll keep you in my thoughts, and I wish you the best in your struggles with food

you know what, this is such a sweet and helpful ask. i also struggle with this to be quite honest, just waking up feeling disconnected, and that is such a smart thing to do to initiate and aid in grounding! i am so happy for you two and i am so proud of the progress you’re both making, you seem so thoughtful and caring for your girlfriend. this is just so sweet and wholesome 💕

thank you so much for your kind words and well wishes, this ask made me so happy and i feel so much love and care emanating from you. again thank you so much for this, and i hope you and your girlfriend have a wonderful day or night and a lovely upcoming weekend and continue to make so much progress going forward 💕💕💕

[andreal831]

Elijah's Relationships in Songs

Hayley and Elijah

Don't Forget Me - Dermot Kennedy

We know haylijah is my favorite ship and I have so many songs that are perfect for them. Some of them are happy and some sad. This is definitely one of the sad ones. They both were going through so much emotional turmoil while falling in love, it's no wonder that they hit so many obstacles.

But this song sums up their obstacles so well. It's called "Don't Forget Me," and it is perfect on so many layers. Elijah worried Hayley would forget him and start her life with Jackson. Then Elijah erased his memories of everyone and actually did forget Hayley. But through it all, they still loved each other and were drawn together.

Lately I've been living in a dream The past feels like a better place to be The days we spent just sitting by the sea Empyrean skies can't compete with those eyes The colors of that dress you loved to wear The way the sun got tangled in your hair

I wish we could have seen more of Hayley and Elijah living together while she was pregnant. It's impossible to say how long they were living together because Hayley was magically pregnant for like 12 months (the writers and their continuity issues), but it was anywhere from four to eight months. In this time we know that they bonded and considered each other friends. They both wanted more but were didn't pursue it for various reasons.

I always felt like they longed for their days, especially when they were separated by various obstacles. They longed for the time when it was easier and just the two of them. No outside pressures.

I remember everything So why do I I get this feeling like I'm fading from your memory So I wrote this song and called it "Don't Forget Me" Every time you hear it will you smile? And tell the one you're with I was that guy Ooh, even though you had to let me go Don't forget me Just don't forget me

This verse feels so much like how Elijah felt after Hayley married Jackson. He wanted her to be happy and safe but it didn't change how he felt about her. It didn't mean he wanted to sit around and watch her happy with another man either. He was watching her move on from loving him before they even had a chance. Although, she was never truly able to move on.

Elijah encouraged her to move on and focus on Jackson, even though it broke his heart. But he still wanted her to remember what they shared. It made it worse because it wasn't what either of them wanted. They sacrificed their chance to be together to protect Hope.

Every time I think about it now I guess we never really figured out To hold each other through the ups and downs The difficult nights, the times that we cried I hope he knows it's special what he has I hope he thinks it's magic when you laugh

One of the biggest obstacles for them was learning how to support each other. This is truly seen in season 2 when they are both going through such hard times. Neither one of them knows how to be there for each other. But that's what I love about them. They didn't give up, rather learned how to support the other. We see it in later seasons that they are more aware of the other's pain and grow much more supportive. They learn to grow together rather than letting their obstacles stop them.

They had such a healthy and mature relationship that they were able to step back and learn from their mistakes, rather than just making the same ones over and over again.

On that one night, it was so right You were all mine How could we let it go? That one night was my whole life And we stopped time How could we let it go?

This verse goes without saying. They had one night together and they made the most of it. This to me is all of the proof that I need what each of them wanted. Even though they both understood this was all they could have and then she would have to marry someone else to protect her daughter, they still wanted to be together. They had such a small amount of time that they could actually be together but they always took advantage of it because they knew how fragile it all was.

They had such a pure love because it was based on friendship and family. No matter what happened romantically between them, they would still be each other's families. They would still support each other and love each other.

[hacked-by-jake]

Hey HBJ!

First time interacting with you (well anonymously anyway!) but I needed to share something about Moonvale!

I got the feeling that we will see a news report somewhere in the first episode where they will talk about the fire in the mines and/or how the FBI is still hunting the hacker that was in the fire as he successfully escaped the fire and them! As for the people who never played Duskwood it won’t really matter but to those who played it will be a hint that he is still alive and that he will contact us if we have the code !

anyway! I can’t wait for Moonvale to come out as I am playing, AGAIN, Duskwood for the nth time now.

I Hope you will enjoy your holidays and take care of yourself it’s important!

Hey, dear Anon. And welcome here. I'm very happy you decided to interact with me, I feel very honoured. And I'm very sorry for the late reply.

And damn, woah, I love this idea! To be honest, I never thought about it but it could really fit. Especially since we already had a news report in Duskwood. And after that happened at the end.. I'm pretty sure there will be reports about all of it. Simply because of the old mine. Something terrible happened there before and now once again. For news it would be an amazing story.

And maybe Moonvale-only player wouldn't even have to watch it. We have to enter the code right at the beginning, so maybe it will only be shown to code-player. For us it would definitely be a great way to inform us and to got us into the side story. And to start Moonvale with a huge bang. 😌

I think it's definitely possible. And I even hope this is how it's going to be. It would be freaking exciting. *-*

I mean, of course it would not be good when the world would suddenly hear about this hacker but damn, I really want to see them talking about Jake in a new report.

And I wish you insanely much fun while replaying. You probably already finalised it but in case you're going to restart once again, I can only recommend it. Hehe.

Again, I love your idea and I will never get it out of my head again. I really hope you're correct with it. *-*

And I hope you had great holidays and a good start into the new year. And please take care of yourself and as well. And stay healthy and safe. I hope you will have a wonderful day/evening/night. 💚💚

[bowdre]

Dear, Don. My beloved

February 7th, 1942.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

You haven't been gone for very long, but it already feels like a lifetime. The baby moves a lot, I think it misses it's daddy more than I do. I'll be sure to write you as soon as I give birth.

How are you? Are they treating you okay? You've always been a strong man, I have not a doubt you'll be okay. Please, try not to think about the accident too much. About your brother, God rest his soul. He would want you to carry on, he was never a vengeful person.

I miss you terribly. The house is so lonely. My dad and brother came by to finish painting the nursery and building the crib. Alex tried to enlist in the Army after you went away, but because of his eyesight he wasn't approved. I have a feeling he envies you, because you get to fight for America. But he's only 19, so naive still.

I'm sure you're very busy, I won't eat up any more of your time.

I love you so very much, Don. Be safe out there, wherever you are.

Your beloved, Susannah.

February 20th, 1942.

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

No words can express how much I miss you and our baby. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, and the mistakes I made.

I haven't touched a drop of alcohol since the accident.

My crewmates are named Boyd, Gary, Gordo and Red. We call Boyd Bible, since he was in divinity college before he was drafted. Gary is called Grady and Red prefers his nickname over his real name.

We are being shipped to Africa. My crew fights in a tank, I'm the sergeant. We call the tank Fury. The guys found your picture when I accidently left it in the tank. They say you are quite beautiful.

I love you more than anything, my darling, Susannah. Take care of yourself and our baby.

Your beloved, Don.

March 10th, 1942.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

I gave birth today, to a healthy and happy baby girl. Her name is Anastasia Grace Collier. She weights 6 pounds and 2 ounces. My parents are here, my mother will stay with me for a few weeks to help with Ana. Your parents haven't visited or called.

I hope I can go home soon. It hurts to walk. I wish you were here.

How are you? How's Africa? I bet it's hotter than the sun. Try and make sure you boys are eating and drinking water, though I can't imagine it's easy.

I try not to imagine the conditions you're in. My sweet husband, you don't deserve this. Come home to me, I beg you. Baby Ana deserves to meet her father.

Much love to you and your crew.

Your beloved, Susannah.

May 5th, 1942

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

Anastasia Grace, my beautiful daughter is very lucky to have such a wonderful mother. I wish I could hold you both right now.

There's word we'll be leaving Africa soon, but no one truly knows. It's hot here, disgustingly hot. I can't seem to find the words to tell you much else than that.

Bible says he'll pray for you and our baby girl. He also says he prays for our crew to all go home. He means well, but ever since the accident I find it hard to believe in faith. Though, I hope you continue going to Sunday Church. I do miss the church, it always reminds me of our wedding day.

How long are these dear babe letters supposed to be?

I miss you.

Your beloved, Don.

April 10th, 1942.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

Ana is growing like a weed, and she smiles a lot. She cries all night, I'm not quite sure what to do with her during those hours. I fear she'll get sick, my momma says it'll happen eventually.

My dad was in the hospital, I think it had something to do with his lungs. Those damned factories, he ought to retire.

I don't have much free time, my love. Ana is a full time job. I hope you're doing well, I miss you more than anything.

Your beloved, Susannah.

May 30th, 1942.

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

We're in France now. We spend a lot of time in little towns.

How's your father? I hope he's well. Grady caught a bad bug on the boat and shit himself practically every night. It was quite funny.

How's our little Ana? I bet she's growing to be as beautiful as her mother.

There's a lot of work to be done here. I don't have much time.

I love you, my darling.

Your beloved, Don.

June 25th, 1942.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

Daddy died today. The funeral is next week. Ana babbles a lot, I think her first word will be dada.

Momma said I should get a job at the factories. She says I won't be able to live off daddy's inheritance forever, and with you being away, it's almost guaranteed we'll lose the house.

I'm always sad, Don. I hardly have enough will to feed and change Ana. What's wrong with me?

I hope you're well. Be safe.

Your beloved, Susannah.

August 6th, 1942.

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

We're still in France. I think we'll be here for a while. I miss you. Please take care of yourself, and our baby girl.

There's so much to do, I hardly have time to write.

I love you, my precious girl.

Your beloved, Don.

~

January 1st, 1943.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

Our first Christmas and New Years without you. Almost a year since you left us.

Momma sewed Anastasia a lot of different clothes. My favorite is a little pink dress that she's still a bit too small for.

It snowed a lot during the holidays. It was lonely without you and daddy. Alex spent Christmas in the hospital, he broke his leg on a ski trip. How was your Christmas?

I think I'll get a job at one of the factories, my mom said she'll take care of Ana during the day.

I love you so much, my handsome husband.

Your beloved, Susannah.

February 3rd, 1943

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

Christmas and New Years was lonely. Bible sang hymns and Gordo got drunk.

Why haven't you sent a picture of my beautiful daughter yet? I love her more than my own life and yet I don't know what she looks like.

This war is hell.

Your beloved, Don.

May 25th, 1943.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

Here's a photo of our beautiful baby. She's growing and changing everyday. She looks just like her daddy. She's already 14 months old, can you believe it?

I work a lot. I volunteered as a nurse at the hospital but it was just too much blood. Blood and screaming. I can't imagine what you have to endure, my love.

A new neighbor moved in. Madame Smith passed away nearly 6 months ago, and this new neighbor took over her house. A young man, not married. Mama thinks he's handsome. Mama practically lives with me and Ana now.

I love you, Don.

Your beloved, Susannah.

July 4th, 1943

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

Anastasia Grace is beautiful. I think about you two often. Bible prays for Ana a lot. Gordo and Grady say she's the cutest baby they've ever seen. Red says she reminds him of his own daughter, Mary. I've hung her picture up in the tank. She's my motivation. I think she's everybody's motivation, even though the boys have their own families. Ana is lucky to have such caring uncles. I hope we can all meet her soon.

Your beloved, Don.

~

January 1st, 1944

Dear, Don. My beloved.

I haven't received a letter from you for months. I fear that you've died.

Please, write to me.

Your beloved, Susannah.

March 10th, 1944

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

Happy second birthday to my darling daughter, Anastasia Grace.

Your beloved, Don.

June 3rd, 1944.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

It's my birthday today. Did you forget? I turn 26 today.

Your parents called. The first time since you've left us. They wished me a happy birthday and requested to meet Ana. I'm seeing them next weekend. They want to visit your brother's grave.

Our neighbor, Mark Blanch has invited me for dinner. I told him no. I think that made him quite angry.

Come home to your family, Don. You're missed very much.

Your beloved, Susannah.

October 24th, 1944.

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

We're in Germany now.

This war has ruined us.

Your beloved, Don.

December 25th, 1944.

Dear, Don. My beloved.

Merry Christmas. I miss you.

Ana asks lots of questions about her daddy. I don't know what to tell her, what's appropriate to tell her. Your father has told her that her daddy is away in a fantasy land, fighting bad guys. I wish he didn't tell her that.

I hate this war. Probably not as much as you do, but I hate it. I have a hard time getting out of bed most mornings.

Please, come home.

Your beloved, Susannah.

~

March 10th, 1945.

Happy 3rd birthday to my darling daughter, Ana.

The boys wanted to send her a gift. Gifts are hard to come by in Nazi Germany.

I love you both.

Your beloved, Don.

April 24th, 1945.

Dear, Susannah. My beautiful wife.

I'm going to die. I know it. Gordo, Grady and Bible are dead. Red died a long time ago. We got this new kid, Norman. He looks like my Norman. He reminds me of my little brother.

I want to die, Susannah. My time has come. I have done nothing right in life besides make you my wife. I killed my brother. I couldn't keep my crew alive. I never got to meet my own daughter. I deserve to die.

I have loved you since we children, Susannah. I have never loved anyone more than you. I miss you so much. I've missed you for the last 3 years. I thought about you 24/7. You were my light, my will to keep living.

I'm sorry I can't keep living. Keep living for me.

I love you, Susannah.

Your beloved, Don.

~

Susannah received Don's final letter in the mail nearly a month after it was written. She wrote dozens of letter back to him, never getting a reply. She tried her darndest to find any information she could about her husband, and his crew mates. Upon her failure, Susannah fell into a two year long depressive state.

Ana's grandmother raised her for these two years.

Susannah never forgot her beloved husband, Don Collier. When Anastasia was old enough, in 1957 when Ana was 15 to be exact, Susannah told her everything there was to know about her father. That he accidently killed his brother, that he went to war instead of prison, that he died at war.

Susannah remarried in 1960 at the age of 42. She married Mark Blanch, who was 50. Anastasia never called him dad.

Susannah never changed her name to Blanch.

She died in 2004 at the age of 86.

She was buried beside the gravestone marked for Don Collier in their home town in Oklahoma.

Her gravestone read;

Here lies Susannah Collier. 1918-2004. Beloved wife and mother.

[stuffymcstuffsworld]

Finding home

Iruma clenched his fist. This was wrong it couldn't be right. His parents weren't here, and nobody was abandoning him. He took a deep breath. No, those weren't his parents they hadn't been for a long time.

What was it you always did to calm down? You who always made him feel safe and secure. You would sing out loud and chase the nightmares away. Maybe he could try?

♧All of my life, I'd have died to meet you~♧ He thought about wanting love and acceptance. ♧Thought about your name so much it hurts.♧ The pain he felt whenever they showed up only to demand more from him.

♧For many years, I dreamt of how I'd greet you.♧ How he dreamt of his parents finally acting like a real family with him. Taking a chance, he glanced up and saw you now in front of him. That warm smile and arms open wide.

Tears swelled in his eyes. ♧Oh, and now you're here...♧ The perfect parent. The one he always wished for. ♧I can't find the words.♧ He swallowed hard. He cried out, hoping maybe you'd actually hear him.

♧All of my life I'd died to know you~ Days and nights I wish that I could show you. For many years, I waited, I never could out grow you. Oh and now you're here...♧

He had waited. Every day, he felt like he was waiting until he met you. He was so glad that you existed. The tears fell freely down his face as more thoughts overwhelmed him.

♧I can't wonder what your world must be, if we're like each other, if I have your strength in me.♧ He wished he was like you. He wanted so much to be like you. To stand tall and proud and face the world.

He rose on shaking legs and rubbed the tears away. He softly whispered the next part. ♧I can't help but feel like sorrows all I've known, and I can't help but realize for so long, I've felt alone.♧

*you*

Your son needed to know how much you loved and appreciated him. Right now. Marching over to the speakers, you pushed kalego out of the way and jammed you finger onto the button.

☆Oh, my son, look how much you've grown! Oh my boy! Sweetest joy I've known!☆ And he had grown. That thin child now a healthy weight. His cheeks chubby show how well he was fed now. No more starving days. The sweetest child in existence you held as your own.

☆Seems like not that long ago I held you in my arms! Oh, how time has flown oh~☆ Time did seem to move faster here. Iruma had made so many strides.

☆I will make the storm clouds cry for you, I will capture wind and sky for you! Hold you in my arms, prepared to die for you! Oh, how time has flown!☆

You would do anything for that child. Sacrifice everything for him. Because he was yours. Maybe not by flesh and blood. But nobody could deny that he was yours.

☆I could only wonder what your world has been, things you have suffered, and the strength you hold within.☆ You could almost see him in front of you. That fake I'm fine smile compared to the genuine one he held now. You hoped he never lost that smile again.

☆All I've ever wanted was to have someone to call my own. Many years we have wandered, but today, you are not alone. My son, you and I are home~☆

Your last words echoing as a rumble occurred. Somehow, your son was reenacting Jack and the beanstalk. You giggled as he waved at the camera, both of you shouting out. ♧☆YOU AND I ARE HOME~♧☆

[sollyraptor]

This isn't a question per se but I wanted to say that I love how you write! I saw your role-play with my friend Orchid and I loved reading all of it! I also wanted to let you know that I am a writer myself and I have my AU that I started working on back in May I am still adding stuff to this day. If you would ever like, I would be more than happy to role-play with you or talk about our AUs, it is Minecraft don't worry. Not trying to be creepy or anything but my messages are always open if you ever would like to talk. If I came off wrong, I apologize, it wasn't my intention at all. I hope you have a good morning/afternoon/evening or night and I look forward to talking with you soon.

Aw, how sweet! No worries you aren't being an oddball at all. You're doing fine! It's not creepy if you approach someone you'd like to talk to- especially if we have mutual interests. P:

It's always so silly to me when people say they like my writings, my little banters and rambles. I never wrote prompts, drabbles or oneshot stories and all the terms flung about. None like that. It's been only RPs and even that not an overwhelmingly lot.

Yet here I am utilising Google, Google Translate (I am german and english words are funny) and plenty usage of Thesaurus for synonyms and the sort just to check if I am even using my words right. -wheeze-

So I am beyond happy to know that people enjoy my characters and the way I write! I love to read other peoples works as well, pick lore and headcanons apart in my little raptor brain. Still- I am more so a lurker in the shadows. A watchful eye, consuming scraps from under the table when no one looks and scampering away before I am caught. Pffff-

I've seen you around, I snooped a little here and there. If you wanna chit-chat, and I don't happen to ring the bell first, I don't mind a quick DM here on Tumbs or a poke over on Discord [SollyRaptor#2203]. P:

My little stage for RPs and similar shenanigans @the-raptors-lore is always open for starters, asks and other sillies, even if we happen to be strangers still. I don't mind the random, the out-of-nowhere, surprises and sneaky little inquiries.

I equally wish you a pleasant day/night. Stay healthy and safe!

See you 'round- Cheers!

[1ndulgences]

can i req yan rei hcs with a bf that’s super extroverted and friendly but also puts others before himself? tyy

mister rei.... uu he is so pretty..... i got a little carried away with this one i think....? i did not realize he was so fun to write for.....

this is the first time i have written a gendered reader, so i hope it is okay....!!

warnings: harm against others, light threats against the reader (read safely)

but he worries, you know? you are so sweet and popular... everyone idolizes you. with a boy as sweet as you, how could you not be a name everyone knows! you're the one always running around doing favours for whoever asks, who takes any sick classmates to the infirmary, who's always one call away. what a sweetheart you are... there are so many monsters who will take advantage of you, you know?

rei loves your energy. how could he not? being around you is like being under the stars on a full moon night, or having a fresh drink after being thirsty for years. he can never get enough of the pep to your attitude and how caring you are.

he starts to hang over you more, wrapping his arms around your waist at any free moment. he kisses at your neck and rubs your back as soon as you even hint that you may be sore or tired. maybe you should go back to your dorm for the day? no, actually. come to his. his roommates will not mind. sleep in his bed and you'll feel much better!

if clinging to you doesn't work to make people leave you alone, that's when he escalates. all he wants is his darling to be healthy and well respected. can you lot not understand that? fine. he will make them.

an idol you do work with often suddenly drops the course. he says the pressure was too much, the other idols were too scary. as he apologizes to you and runs off, you swear you see bandages on his wrist. maybe he got into a scuffle with someone... but then it happens again — another idol you work with suddenly drops and apologizes for taking advantage of your kindness. within a week, you have about ten different students nearly groveling at your feet as they leave yumenosaki, all with some sort of bandaged injury. the scariest one had bandages wrapped around his neck. that's when it clicks.

you confront rei alone in his dorm, telling him that you know it was him scaring off the other idols, and he shrugs it off. even as you express your anger with him, the lax, confident smile on his face never leaves. after you finish scolding him, he simply wraps his arms around you, pulling you into his lap as he sits back on his bed. you're so cute when you stand up for yourself, darling. he just wishes you could be like this more often.

he pins you to his bed as his smile grows sinister, and his eyes are glued to your neck. maybe he needs to stop marking others as a warning. maybe if he marks you with his teeth instead, he won't have to hurt anyone else!

hold still, darling, he'll make this as painless as possible... after all, he just wants you to be safe.

[whatudowhennooneseesyou]

Hello!

I've risen from the dead lmfao Life was extremely hectic lately but I'm back!

How have you been? I'll send later my replies to the last replies 💕

In the meantime I would love to hear all of your stories to be honest but to start maybe the story of how you almost lost your virginity twice?

Also option a and b made my blood boil to the max 🙃

-🐇

Baby!! You're back! I'm glad you're doing so well! I hope you're happy and healthy!

I'm doing okay, I finished my last class ever and I graduate from uni in March so I'm just focused on working, resting and getting my health back together.

I wish I could say option a & b happened only that time but they haven't, it's happened more times after haha.

Okay! Story time.

The first time happened when I was 17 and it was with one of my close guy friends at the time.

I was having a sleepover at his house and we were sleeping in the same bed (as we had numerous times before).

He was really upset the day because he had just found out that his girlfriend had been cheating on him and he broke up with her.

While we were in bed, he asked if he could hold me because he just wanted to feel better to which I said yeah, of course.

He started rubbing my back and hips and I turned around and said 'do you want too?' and I told him I was a virgin and he was like 'are you sure you want to do this?' and I trusted him at the time, we were really close and I felt really safe around him because we had been friends for years.

His mum was asleep in the other room so we had to be really quiet and I remember we quickly got our clothes off.

I remember him being really gentle and he was softly kissing my neck and chest and as things were about to move forward.

He couldn't get it up, he just couldn't get hard and I tried to help him and nothing worked because he just was too upset and sad over the break-up.

So I said well let's stop and we got our clothes back on and then we just fell asleep.

I woke up to find that half-way, he had woken up and gone to sleep out on the couch for the rest of the night.

And I remember waking up in the empty bed and thinking:

'This must be what one-night-stands feel like'.

And that was the moment I realised I could never do one-night-stands.

He stopped speaking to me after that and at the time, I thought it was because I wasn't physically attractive enough for him but now that I'm older, I could see he was probably embarrassed.

The Second Time:

The second time happened when I was 21 with a guy I met from uni, we were friends for a couple of months before he asked me out on a date and I said yes.

I remember he took me out to Mexican and we went out for a festival in the city, I'm 24 and I haven't been on an official date since with him.

Anyway, about a month in to us dating, I went over to his house.

I travelled 3 hours to meet him at his house and I remember I dressed up all pretty for him, I wore a navy blue babydoll dress with frangipani flowers on it.

When I went to his house, he had made me a batch of brownies which I thought (and still think) was really cute.

We had the whole entire house to ourselves and we started making out and he took me to his bedroom and we were both virgins at the time, I still am but idk if he is.

This was our 4th date together and at the time, I felt safe with him and I just really wanted to experience what sex was like and I did feel emotionally connected to him and I trusted him in the moment.

And things started to get heated and we were both undressed and as we were about to do the devil's tango.

He couldn't get it up, he was too nervous and again, I tried to help him but nothing was happening.

He kept trying to reassure me that it wasn't me, that he was too nervous, he didn't know why nothing was happening and again, I said it was all fine and we stopped.

I have to say though, he was really giving and gentle with his touches and words (both times were like that) and I think if everything went well, I wouldn't have regretted it both times.

He stopped talking to me after and 7 days later, he ended it.

He had some shitty excuse about how he thought we weren't emotionally compatible and that we could still be friends 🙄.

Now that I have a better perspective, he was also too embarrassed that he couldn't perform and he just found it too awkward to speak for me again.

I haven't spoken to him since and that was 3 years ago.

And that was the last romantic encounter I've had thus far, I haven't kissed anyone else since that moment.

I just hope my technique works and I won't be an awful kisser for the next person, it's been awhile 🤣🤣.

I have asked out guys since that encounter but all have rejected my offer, the last guy I asked out was in January and since then I've completely stopped.

I haven't even developed a crush or an infatuation with anyone since January.

Oh fuck, it was so awkward.

The last time I asked a dude out and got rejected:

He was also a friend I had known for about 3 years and we had a few classes together at uni.

We reunited at a bar with other people in December of last year and we had great banter and a connection and at the end of the night, he hugged me and said that he found me interesting.

So me thinking, okay there's something here, the week after I was like 'Hey, do you want to meet up for lunch, just one on one?' to which he said yes.

So, the day off. I also got dressed up for him, I wore a dress with stockings and boots and wore my expensive perfume.

We had lunch and again, the connection was great.

So, at the end of the lunch, I said 'Oh, do you mind if I grab your number and we could talk more?'

To which he said, 'Ahh. To be honest Ruby, I just don't find you attractive in 'that way'.

And I responded 'Oh, in what way?'

And then he said 'Oh, I think you're pretty, I just don't find you attractive like how partners would feel towards each other'.

To which then I figured out that he was saying he wasn't sexually attracted toward me without saying he was sexually attracted towards me.

And then a month later, I was invited to a party and he was there.

And he was just flirting all over this girl and hugging her and dancing with her.

Which I mean, yeah it kinda hurt but I was talking to other people and having fun.

And I didn't get drunk but this girl got absolutely smashed, like she was slurring her speech and ended up throwing up over the balcony.

And after this happened, I was smoking a cigarette and he walked over to me and I was like 'Oh, how come you're here?' to which he responded,

'Oh the other girl I was talking too got really drunk and I can't speak to her properly and you're not drunk so I thought maybe I just start talking to you.'

And that immediately turned me off him because I just felt like I was a back-up and second-best.

And then a month after that, they started dating.

Idk if they're still dating now, I haven't spoken to him since then. (Bro, I'm watching Bang Chan's live and I'm pretty sure he pretended to kiss our forehead.)

I feel that last encounter just really did it for me, there's only so many rejections that you take before you just give up.

And it's hard because I just don't know why opportunities for romantic relationships haven't entered my life.

Like, men just haven't wanted to be in a relationship with me and you can't even say 'oh, you just need to put yourself out there' because clearly I have.

And I mean, it's been 3 years since that last encounter and I haven't kissed anyone, I haven't received any offers that I've rejected and no one has shown any romantic interest in me.

And I just wish I knew what it is I'm lacking so I can improve myself and grow as a person in that area.

@muselin @cherry-0420 what do you think about this?

[athousandbyeol]

helo helo was down for a bit but am back for now

how have you been ???? hope you doing well and fine and alright and OK and healthy and is safe.

the unboxing video is soo cutteee i could literally feel the excitement and I was squealing with yoh also I love ypur chrome bg it's pretty my guncher also the traumatic side of me whenever I saw u handling the cardholder kept seeing the letter from cher O_O am sorry am as traumatised as gun when he wakes up to an empty bed in ep12 and freaks out o.o

annddddd I saw these videos and thought you might like it

https://twitter.com/minty_licious/status/1678478467229265920?t=IKpFS9mgSS8KqPLx_qxDlw&s=19

https://twitter.com/F0XMOCHI/status/1678722424542752769?t=UKbPOeY7vYj0vZFoCJWsMg&s=19

hope it makes your day!!! <3

also that was such a beautiful topmew discussion it gives so much depth to the trailer and the pics and guess what I am someone who focuses and gives attention to eveey little detail while watching something I like tjough i don't k ow how to put them to words it's all in my head I otice it all and reading your discusiions/analysis pure bliss is what I felt <3

also I zoned out for a while and forgot whaf i was about yo say... anyhhoo... have a lovely day/night

#the unboxing video was soooo cute

#atp I feel cherkrub is like a kink for them?

#it was beautiful you are beautiful inside out

#bye see you later

#I am really sorry if I am annoying you with all these asks of mine randomly

<3

hi hi hi :) i hope you're feeling/doing better now. the weather is constantly changing so i hope you'll stay hydrated and just overall, taking care of your health ^^

thanks for asking. i'm doing well. but i'm a bit under the weather so i'm just resting at the moment. i hope your wishes for me will be granted. i appreciate it very much.

AHHH thank you :') i still couldn't believe it came waayy earlier than expected. but i'm thankful it safely reached me before other things happen in my life hahaha. i've changed the background because it didn't show up when i refresh the tab :( a bit sad but it's no big deal. wait— i'm sorry... now you've mentioned it, that moment was indeed traumatising. couldn't even imagine how lost gun felt when cher left him with only a note. <'3

op the first video! i watched it without the audio yet i still blushed! aside from it being a religion, i think it should be illegal... it has awoken some questionable things in me that i choose not to address. xD

it did make me smile :( how cute! p'book is really adorable <3 thanks for always sending me these cute videos. i'm so happy to look at them all.

i think you've seen this before but it's so best friend behaviour and i love that about them :') why are they such dorks? goodness. they need to slow down. and this too... i have tears in my eyes every time these pictures pass my timeline. how wonderful. i hope they'll be happy with each other for a long time.

oh my God, you read my discussion??? i'm going to hide now—

thank you. i haven't seen much discussion on only friends probably because the show hasn't aired yet. but i think it's fun to build up theories and make speculations before we get the real thing (just to see everything crumble because i'm always wrong xD). anyway! i'm glad the discussion provided clarity to your own input about the characters. i'm also thankful that you saw what i saw! which is cool! i'm such a sucker for colours/symbolism so it's nice to know someone sees it too.

hahahaha it's ok. i do that all the time. and i just wanna say thanks for wanting to talk with me. i have a feeling you have a lot going on in your head and i also have many thoughts. therefore when we communicate like this, i feel like my ideas are clarified to an extent, which is liberating. so thanks op for sending these asks. i'm thankful.

[2bu]

hi i now we never talked when you were in mahou wando but im sad you're not there anymore. you were really fun to talk to and engage with. i don't know everything that happened but i wish you stayed and i wish you were understood and treated better. im sorry for what happened to you.

Oh, uhm, thanks. You don't need to apologize. I don't really care that much anymore, and I have no qualms with having left. The space was not healthy for me and several of my other friends, as 'fun' as it was. I'm grateful for the time I chose to be there, and for the friends I made there. I'm also grateful for the friends who stuck by my side, reached out, and remained civil, kind, and welcoming. I'm also grateful for the support and for those who believed me.

I can only hope that the space is more safe, that people are actively being looked out for, respected, and that it's still fun for those still there. I also hope the mods are doing well and have maybe learned from what happened. While I do not appreciate how I was treated and will forever disagree with how the moderators treated me, it taught me that some spaces are just not meant for me after all and that's okay.

You're always free to reach out to me in person, anon. My dms are never closed to those there or who had connections with my OCs. I miss a lot of you guys too, but I'm still here and will remain. We do not need an RP server to maintain a friendship or connection of any kind - that's silly and reductive, methinks.

I appreciate you taking the time to reach out like this, though. You don't owe me an apology for the shitty actions of others. I hope you have a good day/night! Love you 💖

edit: I also did want to let you know anon, that despite all appearances, I am very happy that I left. I am really happy with myself, my friends, and the spaces I've carved out for myself and said friends now. My mental health isn't perfect, but I feel less burdened and less exhausted socially. I also am happy with my OCs again, and learning to love them outside of the spaces they were originally intended for.

It's been a long, difficult, painful journey; but here I stand. Proud and thrilled to create again without feeling pressured to appease people.

[sttoru]

It's okay, always take your time!! ˓⁽ˆˑˆ⁾˒ I know you're busy. <333

Unfortunately, I can't donate because I don't have the money, but I've been sharing things and wishing nonstop that those massacres would just come to an end already. (I'm actually so relieved to know that we're on the same side.) \(ϋ)/ \(ϋ)/♡

My mom and I are going to look for some sort of insecticide to kill all of them, I hope we find something that I'm not allergic to!! (ꂹີ_ꂹີ")

I slept all day today after spending the weekend out with my family, so I'm feeling refreshed, thank you!!! (๑¯ω¯๑)

Please, don't worry, staying hydrated is probably the one thing I do constantly and I'm almost done with the night classes, then I'll go back to eating and sleeping better! (◕u◕)

My microwave still works (somehow), but it still smells bad, I'll probably have to get a new one. (꒦ິ⍸꒦ິ)

Noooo don't worry, really!! ♡ I promise I'll be okay!!! I'll always do my best to stay healthy and safe to keep talking to you! <3333

Heheh ^_^ I'm very curious abt your selfships!! Take as long as you need with the asks!   ִֶָ

- ☀️

HEY HELLO ILY UHHHH im sososos relieved we are on the same page too omg but i lowkey knew you would never disappoint me ily HEHEHE even if u cant donate, supporting and spreading the word counts as welll <333

im happy u r almost done with ur night classes arghhhh they sound like hell thooo you’re so strong T_T but i hope u r eating well and taking care of yourself still !!! omgomgomg btw whats ur fav food? or did i already ask that before aaaahhh my memory is the worst

and please !only if you are able to! get a new microwave 😦 a bad smell from within can only mean bad things i think n stuff so i hope you havent been using it too much TAKE CARE also hope the insects leave you and your house aaaalooooone!! or i’ll personally take care of em hehehe

ME TOO i’ll also try to stay safe and healthy to be able to be on here more & talk w u xoxoox LOVE U

[angel-bubbles]

Hey cutie! Sorry it’s been so busy lately. The quarter ends today, so we were slammed with meetings and deadlines. I’ll probably be late coming home tonight. But at least it’ll be over today! I thought we could celebrate, if you’re feeling up to it. Maybe take a night drive around town tonight and get ice cream? You could play me that new album you’ve been talking about!

I hope you’re taking care of yourself. I worry about you, you know. It’s not as easy for me to know if you’ve been eating well and had at least some water. I know that the big magical catastrophe was hard on you, on top of everything else, and you tend to put everyone else’s needs before your own as it is. I love you cutie, so much. I want you to be as happy and healthy and stress free as possible. It’s okay to take time for yourself.

I’ll text you when I leave the office so you can get ready for that drive. Love you!

Geordi

hey :) don't apologize love! i know the end of the quarter is crazy for you, i just wish it didn't keep you away so much. i'm proud of you though, you work hard, just make sure you aren't working yourself too hard okay? and make sure you're taking care of yourself, especially during those long work days. i'm excited to see you when you get back, i think going on a drive and getting some ice cream sounds perfect. i'll throw together a playlist of songs i've been wanting to show you!

i love you geordi, i hate worrying you though. it's... been a little hard lately, i won't lie, healing from a tragedy like that is so weird, the grief comes and goes and i guess this past week its been sticking around a bit more than usual and adding on all the other every day stressors has been... overwhelming i guess. but, i promise im taking care of myself love, thank you for always knowing when i need the reassurance <3 i swear sometimes i wonder if you're the telepath in this relationship.

i'm excited to see you, and i'm extra excited for that ice cream. drive safe geordi, i love you.

-cutie :)

[mienar]

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[sidemari]

can i please request a dainsleif x fem reader with praise kink? i'm so down right now 🥺 no need to do it if you're not comfortable! stay safe and have a nice day 🤗💖 -Dain's wife anon

• Praise kink •

Character included: Dainsleif x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Oral sex and fingering (female receiving), unprotected yet soft sex, mild praising kink, creampie, sub reader.

Author's notes: My dear, my only objective here is making you feel better. I hope this text brings some comfort for you. Stay healthy ♥️

Picture: I didn't find the credits nor the manga's name, forgive me and don't attack me please.

"My love?" Dainsleif asked once he had arrived home. "I'm home" Your frame in the couch, sleeping a little bit after a long day was refreshing to him.

His left thumb caressed your cheek delicately to try and wake you up. Blinking slowly, you saw your boyfriend was finally home, after long weeks away from home.

"Goodnight, love" The man said softly, watching you sit on the couch, placing a pillow above your lap.

"Hey Dain" You greeted him with a low voice tone. "Did everything on your mission go well?"

"Yes... Well I found some important information this time, at least" Dainsleif answered your question, but he was bothered. Something was clearly off. He was an observant guy, he could feel something was bothering you.

"Dain... Do you mind if I go to sleep?"

"You just wake up once I arrived... What's happening, my lovely?"

"I'm a little tired, is all. I guess I overwhelmed myself"

"You're not saying the truth" He said bluntly. "What did happen while I was away?" You tried to get up from to couch to get upstairs, but his hand gripped your wrist. "Insecurities?" You assented to his words.

"I'm sorry, Dain... Sometimes I think I'm not enough for you and I should-"

"Please, save your words, they aren't true. Your thoughts are wrong, (Name) and I'll always be here to remember you of how perfect you are"

Should you say that?

Should you let him know how much you craved his presence?

Should you tell him how incomplete you felt when he wasn't there, by your side?

"Could you... Make me feel better once again?" You said softly, almost wishing he wouldn't hear you.

"That's the least I can do for you, right?"

• • •

The bedroom felt complete once again as you and Dainsleif had entered the place.

Some candles burned in the corner of the room like usual, but something felt special that night.

Dainsleif hands on your lower back guided you towards the bed as he took pieces of your clothes without bothering where he should put them.

He helped you lay down on the bed, as you got comfortable against the soft pillows.

His lips captured yours in a deep kiss and gaining dominance, he explored your mouth until you both separated.

His lips started tracing wet kisses against the skin of your neck, until he found a soft spot of yours within seconds.

"How many times..." Dainsleif sucked the flesh until it was marked with purple. "... I'll have to tell you you're perfect?" Some more wet kisses against your collarbones until he reached your breasts.

His warm mouth sucked one of your sensitive nipples, as his hand massaged the other breast, teasing your hard bud until he switched his actions.

You were already squirming under so little stimulation.

So fragile and devoted under him.

"Dain, please... Just make me yours already"

"Always so impatient, uh? So eager for me it's angelic"

"Suck my fingers, doll" You did as he had asked. "Such an obedient girl" He praised, his hands soon separating your legs to penetrate the wet fingers into you.

Your breathing became faster as he stimulated just the right spots.

"Always so damn wet for me... Good girl" 

"Ah, Dain! Just right t-there, please" You whined. "Don’t stop-" You begged.

His index and middle finger abused the sensitivity of your g-pot as you couldn't control your moans anymore.

"Moan for me, baby. Give it all to me, my love" His warm tongue now stimulated your clit vigorously, seeking nothing but to make you feel pure bliss. "Let people know who's making you feel this way"

Your hands stopped gripping the bedsheets to guide him in the pace you desired as your legs pressed his head against your sex.

Your fingers caressed his blonde locks as you felt your orgasm arriving, squirming a bit more under him.

Separating from you and exiting his fingers from your walls, he cleaned his chin before pulling you to a kiss.

"Do you even know how good your lips taste? Do you know how much I crave for your essence? You're perfect and you're mine. As long as you're mine, I will do the impossible so you never feel bad about yourself again"

"Dain..." His nickname was almost like you had whispered a 'thanks'.

His naked body above yours made you feel safe as he thrusted himself into your already sensitive sex, building up his pace.

The harsh voices in your mind were shut up with his love, praise and sweet words. Just like he always did whenever you needed reassurance.

"Look at you" His eyebrows furrowed in pleasure. "Taking me so well like no one ever could" You whimpered at his statement, wrapping your legs around his waist. "Always so tight and wet, nice and ready for me... Fuck, you're an angel (Name)"

"Dain... I'm s-so close..." You gasped, sinking your nails into his back's skin.

He grabbed your chin with tenderness.

"You’re enough. You're loved. You're my everything, (Name). Your soul is pure and you're the sweetest person I've ever meet"

His kiss sealed both of your highs, as you felt his warm seed entering your walls like many times before, marking you as his once more.

He made you change positions, resting your body right above his as he held you close.

"If you could see yourself through my eyes for mere seconds, you'd know how much admiration and love I carry in my heart"

/ Dain's wife anon, I truly love your presence here. I'm always here for whatever you need. Ly!

[soft-boi-eli]

Mcyts helping a trans masc after top surgery. (Part 1)

Tw:swearing, pain pills, some hints to vomiting, fluff as well.

Wilbur

This simp...

Makes sure you regularly drain your drains, take your medication.

You dont even have to get the fuck up, I mean he's your personal butler until the doctor gave you the okay.

Three times a day you get a smoothie. He can tell that you dont want to eat because of the pain.

The least you can do is drink something to nurioush you while you were in pain.

If you're embarrassed about having to sleep on some dog pee pads for the drain. Dont be.

Wilbur may not understand but he will constantly comfort you. He'll even make a video to tell his viewers he won't be posting for a moment. A personal issues came up and that is all they know for now.

Also when cold he'll try to keep you warm by very, very gentle cuddles. But any sign of pain and he's off of you and getting you warm blankets and heating packs.

His sweaters? Now all yours. You have no say. He will give you one every day knowing you find alot of comfort in wearing his clothes.

The last thing he wants is you in pain. Especially if it was caused by him.

Your testosterone shot? Dont worry he's got it for you.

He doesn't want you to get up unless you needed to go to the restroom or you were itching to get up.

If you dont take it slow he will threaten you.

This is a threat. He will make you sit back down if you tried to get up and clean.

All in all he is a simp and your butler.

Technoblade

Technoblade may not know what to do but he will try.

He's quite nervous but when he realized you havent eaten and needed something in your system for your pain meds hell make you something soft and light on the stomach.

Are you cold? He'll cover you in a blanket and just sit next to you. Floof senses you in pain and cuddles you more then technoblade.

Techno was a bit butt hurt but knew that you needed alot of support right now.

With his height his clothes are either tight or loose. But his hoodies are always huge. And very fucking comfortable.

His scent relaxed you and helped you sleep at night.

He is a hidden simp.

He will make sure you're comfortable. If you want him to he'll sleep with you in the living room.

When you start walking him and Floof are constantly following you. Just to make sure you are safe and comfortable.

You cant help but love your two boys.

His streams and videos are already inconsistent but he did say his next video or stream might take a longer time.

But if you dont mind then you'll sit near him while he streams. If you needed anything he'll get it.

You saying hi to chat. They know you're in pain by your tone.

And anyone he's in a call with will ask what's up. And when you tell them they'll understand and they'll hype you up.

It warms techno's heart when his friends hype you up.

God this closeted simp is melting internally.

Schlatt

He will tease you.

Pictures are taken and spread around the internet like a wild fire.

Caption to those pictures?

This dumbass just got out of surgery and didnt expect to feel like trash lol.

But off camera he's quite the nice guy. Reminding you to drink your water, getting you soft foods or soups, heck he give you some of his pushies from his youtooz.

And this behemoth of a man will give you his shirt or hoodies.

You are with him when he streams or records.

There is no say.

He wants to keep his eyes on you and make sure you are comfortable and safe.

Lowkey dragged you bed into his recording room, you were just vibing in the corner.

You meds are on a set schedule. If the time lands when he's on stream he doesn't think. Just gets up grabs your meds and a premade smoothie.

With that he gave them to you.

Watching you swallow that pill because you can be stubborn with pain meds.

Returns to the stream.

Yells at chat for calling him a simp. He told them you were in pain and it's the least he can do for you.

Will low key rub your back off stream. As sleeping while sitting up us hell on your shoulders.

Jambo is all over you, soaking up the attention he can get while you were immobile.

Schlatt would glare st him for taking away his S/O.

When it came to you wanting to walk he will let you.

If you hurt then this man would laugh and tell you to sit your ass down. You are going anywhere just yet.

He's gonna carry you when you are in as much pain.

He's tall and there is no stopping him.

It makes him feel a bit happier due to the fact you aren't hurting as much, and still getting to the place you needed.

Also he will hug you if he sees you are uncomfortable. The hug is very soft and unlike him.

But at least he is trying.

He also keeps his yelling down, doesn't want you to make too many stiff movements. It would hurt the hell out of you.

Tommy

Ok. Hear me out, butler.

He see the pain you are in and as one of his best friends he wont let you do anything.

Your parents were out of town after your surgery and it wasn't their fault their work called in suddenly.

So you were sent over to Tommy's for the three weeks they were out.

Tommy would let you relax on his bed, heck even sleep on it as well.

Doesn't care if your drains stain the bed. That's an easy clean up and he wants you to be comfortable.

He does still stream. Because it's something he does for a living.

But he'll try to keep it a bit quieter.

You once walked out of the room when he was streaming. You looked like a gremlin, hunched over while you had to take a piss.

When you entered you were greeted by wilbur, techno, and phil telling you they hope you heal fast.

"It only gets better from now on (y/n). Take it easy alright?"-wilbur

"Congrats mate, just relax and dont forget to focus on healing."-Phil

"Yo you got the surgery. Pog. Stay healthy (y/n)."-techno

You melted lightly. A small smile graced your face.

It brought you joy and there was nothing that could compare to it. Honestly.

It seemed almost every day someone tommy knew was hopi g a speedy recovery.

He once yelled at chat for saying you should suck it up.

"CHAT THEY JUST WENT THROUGH SURGRY. LEAVE THEM ALONE!"

You forgot that your parents were even out for those weeks.

Tommy would definitely understand slightly that it would hurt to constrict your chest.

"You cold?"

When you nod tommy is up and handing you one of his hoodies. They are big and comfy. Easy to put on too. So they are perfect.

His two dogs, Walter and Betty?

Expect them in his room curled around you. Dogs know when humans feel pain and when they need something to comfort them.

The stream kind of enjoyed that.

They got wholesome content from you and dog content.

Win win.

Tommy will make sure you have your meds.

If it lands during a stream he blacks out the camera and carefully gets you the things needed for it.

Get you a best friend like tommy.

They wont let you do much when in pain.

Tubbo

He doesn't fully know what to do. He went and spent a few nights over at your house.

Your parents asked his parents for help so they sent over tubbo.

They made a list but the poor boy couldnt read it.

"A sm-oosthie with their pain pill... what the hell is a sm-oosthie?!"

It took him calling tommy to ask him to tell him.

"Tubbo. It says smoothie and who is this fo-."

He hung up before tommy could finish and made the smoothie.

Your cat was quite cuddly.

When he walked in your cat was on your lap.

"Tubbo? When did you get here?" Oh yeah it was a surprise.

"Not too long ago. Your parents left and asked me to help."

He was doing it in all good.

But he scared you so badly.

He bought you a stuffed animal...

It was a huge minecraft bee. And by huge I mean huge.

Like here's the stuffed animal.

Ignore the child. I wished there was a better picture.

But yeah you get the point.

Tubbo may not know how to help you fully but he's trying.

Tommy came to visit with wilbur and phil.

Tommy was meeting up with them and you lived close to wilbur.

When they saw you laid up in bed, tubbo trying to find out how to help with your medication phil kinda went father mode.

You got homemade soup to take your meds.

Tubbo was quite happy to see you smiling and lightly laughing.

When they left you felt better.

Tubbo may not know how to do alot but he tried his best. And you loved every moment.

You got you best friend to help you. And nothing was better then that.

Ranboo

Ranboo spent the night and all you guys could do was joke about the pain.

The jokes were quite self deprecating too.

All night you guys were up.

You couldn't sleep because of the pain and he didnt want to sleep due to the fact he didnt want you to be alone.

So you two were sleep deprived and your parents were concerned. But understood you two didnt want the other to feel bad.

After you healed a bit your parents got called into work. Leading to you spending a few days over there.

Ranboo streamed a recorded with you in the back ground.

He forgot you were there once and he turned on face cam. There you were in the background nose deep into a book while wearing one of his hoodies.

You were freezing and your shirts were a bit too tight.

He just gave you one of his and that was that.

"Whis in the background?"-dono

"In the background?" He turned around to see you just reading your book.

"Oh. That's one of my friends. They had a surgery a week ago."-ranboo

He turned to you, "(y/n) say hi to stream."

Looking up you waved.

"My gay mind went brrr at the idea of no sacks of fat. Now body do the big pain."-(y/n) 2021

It brought a laugh to ranboo and his chat.

You joked through the pain. It was funny.

Dream

What is this I see? He's a simp indeed.

Low key he's answering your beck and call.

He's smothering you in love.

It may not be physical affection but it is still affection.

Your hoodies are replaced with his.

They are huge and comfy.

He saw something online that reminded him of you.

He said it was cute and decided you needed it.

You loved it. It helped you sleep.

Since sapnap lives with him he sends in sapnap sometimes because he's recording or has to get something that wasn't in the house.

Also when you found the zipper you unzipped it and found dream stashed some gift cards and little trinkets in it. Along with a note.

'Knew you would of found this.'-Clay

It shocked you kind of.

But you loved it. It was quite comforting that he gave his affection in these ways still.

Even if it wasn't physically.

Patches is on you 24/7.

She's cuddling you and being very gentle on you.

Low key she won't leave you though, she's following you everywhere, on your lap, sitting there when your on the toilet.

She's clingy. More clingy then before.

But it warmed your heart.

If george visits then he'll see a little gremlin making a b line to the bathroom.

All because the pain made your stomach feel upset.

And you hadn't eaten anything because of pain.

Dream is quick to rush in and see what's wrong.

You were sitting on the ground in the bathroom. Needless to say it didnt end well and you hated it.

"Baby. Do you want me to get you a smoothie and your pain meds?" You were grateful.

After leaving the bathroom you lightly hunched over you noticed the British man in your living room.

You watched his videos.

You waved lightly with a smile.

"Oh sorry (y/n) I didnt tell you george was coming did i?"

Your look told it all.

"Sorry you have to see me like this." You had the urge to apologize.

"No dont be sorry. Surgery is painful."-george

With a small nod you went back to your room and relaxed.

George

He didnt know what to do at all.

He answered your requests.

But he didnt know why you needed that thick ass blanket in the middle of the summer.

But now you have it.

Your stuffed animal that was left in the living room?

It's in your arms by your side.

He's sad it wasn't him in your arms but understood it would cause you pain.

He just lightly lays in your lap.

It brought you comfort and him comfort.

Your germilin ass tended you get up and walk at the weirdest time too.

3am?

Your are going to get a snack.

5am?

You are on your way to the toilet.

7am?

Your once more in the kitchen getting something to eat with your pain pill.

George slept through it and was confused when you weren't in bed like the doctors told you to.

He's quite meticulous with your meds and eating habits.

He doesn't push but makes sure you have something with that pill.

Hell try to help you with your bandages. But sometimes got queasy at the blood and stuff.

It was okay with you though.

You didnt mind that due to the fact that you too got queasy as well.

I think you guys sleep through this alot.

Wilbur and tommy visited.

You was shocked and confused when they had a few get well soon gifts.

Tommy got you a small fidget toy, just something to do with your hands sometimes.

Wilbur got you a few books and a small stuffed toy.

It was a orca.

You loved it but still loved the one that george got you.

He got you a little wooloo one.

It was something that was soft and easy to cuddle.

But the books wilbur gave you were amazing.

It gave you something to do for a long while. And it gave george some more cuddle time.

Other than not knowing what to do george was a great source of comfort.

Sapnap

Sapnap is a bit more experienced with it.

Kind of knowing what to do and all together he just know more then most people.

There is a regular schedule for you meds and so called meals, he changes out the dog pads if he notices them dirty. He knows how to maneuver himself next to you so there was no pain.

He also sucked up that he would be overwhelmingly hot and sat next to you under the blanket.You weren't nearly as cold because of that.

Also since sapnap lives with dream I imagine that dream pops in some times and so does patches.

You all were probably best friends as children. And people always thought that you and dream would get together.

Only because you two were more touchy.

But you saw him as an older brother, and took a liking to sapnap.

Dream was really suportive and saw you as a little sibling.

Dream probably saw you not doing to well and made you something to eat and brought your pain medication.

That was because sapnap was sleeping next to you.

Patches curled up between to two of you and dream brought in something you hadnt seen before.

A roll away bed.

This mother fucker got a whole new bed just so he could sleep in the same room as you and sapnap.

"Sapnap is a heavy sleeper. What if you need something?" He was correct.

You woke up to pain and discomfort.

Dream woke up but sapnap didnt.

You were mainly cold though...

How the hell were you cold with this man radiating radiation the heat of a thousand suns?

No clue. But probably the anesthesia since you were in sapnap room dream just opened the closet and tossed his hoodie to your lap.

You woke up sapnap when you put on the hoodie on accident.

He pushed up against your shoulder a bit more and draped his arm over your lap.

"What's wrong?" Sapnap mumble made you stiffen up. Dream seemed to fall back to sleep too.

"Just a bit cold." He lightly nodded into your neck.

"Mmmmmm. How though."-sapnap

"I dont fuckin know."-(y/n)

He let out a sleep chuckle and seemed to fall asleep again.

You just sat there. Patches and sapnap on you lap technically.

Sapnap woke up and made you breakfast at some point. You were in and out of it due to barely any sleep.

Dream woke up as well. You didnt even know when they left. But patches stayed with you.

Those weeks you were treated the best with these two with extra cuddles from patches.

I didnt know there was a max amount of paragraphs. But hey I guess it's something you find out sooner or later. So there is going to be a part 2. Including some character I missed.