#and im on a flight en

[kellyscowboy]

modern day jack kelly dramatically singing "make a man out of you" to himself after the boys want to give up when they find out brooklyn isnt with them

[mekha-draws]

Anyways...

Frienship ended with coatl,

now Undertide is my best friend

[yougavemeyourheartyouknow]

Hellfire (Priest! Miguel O’Hara x Demon! Fem! Reader) one shot

Oooooo Im very happy about this one. Based of the song from the hunchback of Norte dame. No idea how this got to the word count it did lol. Not proofread.

Religious imagery(Catholicism specifically), questioning of faith, the lyrics of the song does contain a certain that can be seen as distasteful/offensive, reader is a demonic entity (almost like a succubus), nsfw content but no smut (mdni), semi-dub con(???) (reader trying to convince Miguel to give into her, but it’s mostly teasing touches and stuff.), cursing, mentions of hell.

(Y/N)- Your name.

Word count: 2.6K

Masterlist

—

Confiteor deo

Omnipotenti

Beatae Mariae

Semper virgini

Beato Michaeli archangelo

Sanctis apostolis

Omnibus sanctis

—

With a heavy sigh, Miguel placed his rosary and his bible on his office’s desk. Another Sunday completed, all the services for the day were finished, along with clean up and the classes for the kiddos. It was now getting dark, the sun setting, leaving a beautiful painting of pink and orange hues in the sky. The church bells struck once, twice, three times, then one last time, signifying another hour having passed as Miguel put on his winter coat and gloves, because surely,it was still snowing outside , his heavy footsteps echoing throughout the empty ancient church. He stops at the start of the wooden pews, turning towards the front and placing his right hand to the top of his forehead.

“En el nombre del Padre.” (In the name of the father.)

His hand travels to the middle of his chest.

“Y del Hijo.” (The son)

To his left shoulder.

“Y del Espíritu…” (And the holy…)

To his right shoulder.

“Santo, Amén.” (spirit, Amen.)

Lastly, he brings his hand up and places a gentle kiss on the side of it, his eyes never leaving the stain glass portrait of the Virgin Mary that hung in the middle of the top of the stage as he said the prayer, before turning back around and exiting the church, a familiar sense of dread filling his chest as he closes the door behind him.

—

Beata Maria, you know I am a righteous man

Of my virtue I am justly proud (et tibit pater)

—

Miguel couldn’t sleep, he wouldn’t sleep.

He rubs his large hands over his face, his eye bags have been getting darker lately, he’s been lacking energy, and thanks to the little sleep he’s been receiving, it was only making it harder for him to fight off the temptation of sin. But it’s not like he could have a full night's rest, not when… Miguel shook his head in an attempt to rid the vile and unholy thoughts. Maybe tonight will be different, that was the lie he told himself every night.

Miguel placed his toothbrush back into the little blue cup onto his bathroom sink, bringing up a small, white hand towel to clean off the excess water that was spread on his lips, and began to run down his chin and onto his neck.

what a delicious sight.

Once he finally finished cleaning up the water on his chin, he dragged the towel over his sink counter to clean the water he had spilled while brushing, before placing it back on its little hook and exited the bathroom, turning off the lights and closing the door.

Maybe he wouldn’t have the same problem every night if he didn’t look so tempting, only sleeping in gray sweatpants.

He does a once-over of his house, making sure all the doors and windows are locked. Before finishing stopping in front of his bedroom, freezing right before the threshold of the door. His hands go up and join together in a praying signal, whispering for protection under his breath.

Like that’s ever helped him.

—

Beata Maria, you know I'm so much purer than

The common, vulgar, weak, licentious crowd (quia peccavi nimis)

—

The second he took the step into his bedroom, he felt a shiver run down his back. It felt like the temperature dropped once he walked in, he swore if he focused hard enough, he’d be able to see his own breath.

Despite his fight or flight senses screaming at him to run, he continued to venture further into his master bedroom. A simple wooden cross with golden accents hung over his bed, his eyes fixated on it. Miguel O’Hara, was a man of faith, he had to be in order to be the priest of his community’s church. He’s poured his whole life, soul and being into his religion, having been raised catholic since he was a mere infant. So why was it that every night, when he’d stared at the cross over his bed, the one that was supposed to protect him, did he start to doubt?

—

Then tell me, Maria, why I see her dancing there?

Why her smoldering eyes still scorch my soul? (cogitatione)

—

It always started the same.

He’d sleep somewhat soundly for a good amount of the night, once he was able to get his mind to stop racing.

He looked so adorable asleep, despite his colossal size.

He moves a lot, so his bed always becomes a bit disheveled, a pillow on the floor or a blanket halfway off the bed. Some light snores and some drool dripping out the corner of his mouth.

How could such a holy man be so delicious looking?

It was 3 am. Witching hour.

“Wake…”

“… up~”

“Wake up.”

—

I feel her, I see her

The sun caught in her raven hair

Is blazing in me out of all control (verb o et opere)

—

Miguel’s eyes shot open. Chest heaving as he takes rapid short breaths, his body covered in a thin layer of sweat. His eyes darting around his dark room in an attempt to find the source of the voice, only lifting his head as he did so.

He knew you were here.

Finally he finds a pair of dark glowing eyes at the foot of his bed, how did he miss it in the first place? He chalks it up to panic. A silence fell over the two of you for what felt like hours, an all too familiar sense of panic (and to Miguel’s horror, slight arousal) filled his senses. Finally, you break the silence.

“My my my… if it isn’t my favorite priest…” You said in a sing-songy tone, as you slowly climbed onto the bed, making Miguel’s stomach twist. He should push you off of him, he should banish you to the depths of hell, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it for some reason. He was paralyzed. You stopped crawling once you were fully over him. “Oh father… help me for I have sinned.” You said in a mocking tone, a shiver ran down his back once again as he let out a shaky breath, feeling your sharp fingernails trail down his chest, and stopping at the waistband of his sweats tugging at the band slightly.

—

Like fire

Hellfire

—

Finally coming to his senses, (much to your dismay) he finally pushes off you. Landing on the floor to the left side of the bed, with a small “oof” as he quickly scrambled to the over side of the bed in or to create distant between the two of you.

“Get out.” Miguel growled as he readjusted his sweats. You didn’t respond, rather, you brought your hand up to move some hair that had gotten into your face as you slowly walked around the bed and towards him. You looked how you always did when you would visit him. You could even be mistaken for a human if it weren’t for the horns, the wings and the long nails.

“Don’t act like that now, father. Aren’t you tired of this little game we play every night?” You asked with a head tilt, continuing to walk towards him as you spoke, your sentence coming out slow and drawn out, your tone nothing but pure seduction. Miguel closes his eyes as if they would deafen your words. Every step you take forward, he takes one back, before the back of his knees eventually hits the back of his bedside table, his hands going behind him to help stabilize himself to keep from falling back on top of it. “You pretend you don’t enjoy this-“

“I don’t.”

“Oh yeah?”

“It’s the truth.”

“Then why, pray tell, are you hard, father?” You smirked as you spoke., eyes drifting down to a very visible bulge in his sweats. “Have I finally done my job? Will this be the night you fall victim to temptation?” You said in a surprised, yet smug tone. Miguel felt his face burn up, a hand going behind him in search of something. “I will say, you do look quite handsome on your knees. I can give you something so much better to worship than God. You just have to give in to me, give in, father. Give in. Give in. Give in. Give. In.” You chant those two words like a mantra, your eyes begin to glow as you got closer, you were at arms length now. Your steps and words came to a sudden halt.

—

This fire in my skin

This burning desire

Is turning me to sin

—

Your eyes narrowed at the rosary Miguel was holding up in front of you in an attempt to protect himself from you.

“That’s not a very nice way to treat your guest.”

“You’re lucky I don’t banish you back to hell where you belong.” His words make you scoff and roll your eyes.

“Oh please, you would never. You and I both know that. Now put that thing down so I can corrupt my favorite human.” You attempted to move closer, only for him to double down. “Tell me Miguel, if you were really gonna ‘banish’ me or whatever. Why haven’t you done so already? I’ve been coming to you for a few weeks now? If you really wanted to get rid of me for good, you would have done so already. You’re a priest for god’s sake-“

“Don’t you dare use the Lord’s name in vain.”

“I’m a demon.” You deadpanned.

He hated to admit that you were right, he hated that he knew that you were. He’s surprised that you haven’t gotten bored in this game of cat and mouse yet. Every night you would appear in his room at the sametime, attempting to seduce him while he spat empty threats at you. Why hasn't he just gotten rid of you yet? It’s not like he doesn’t have the power to do so or the equipment. Maybe he was going insane, maybe he was losing it, or maybe…

No. He couldn’t.

He can’t just throw away his whole life’s work just because a demon who happened to be conventional pretty keeps pestering every night. He couldn’t allow himself to give in to temptation. He wouldn’t allow himself to be corrupted by your glowing eyes that seem like they could stare into his soul forever, or your sultry voice that made his heart skip a beat, your plump lips that would pull up into a smirk whenever you’d question him, how the say you would tilt your head made him weak in the knees- oh how he wish he could worship your body on his knees like you were a goddess- no, fuck.

“Get out.” Miguel repeated, his voice becoming tighter, his knuckles turning white. He takes a step forward, you take one back and frown. “Get. Out!”

He blinks, you're gone.

—

It's not my fault (mea culpa)

I'm not to blame (mea culpa)

It is the gypsy girl the witch who sent this flame (mea maxima culpa)

—

It’s been a few weeks since your last visit, much to Miguel’s surprise. He should be relieved, he should be thanking the heavens up above that he was finally able to extract such a vile presence from his life, he doesn’t feel a pit in his stomach when he enters his own home anymore, it doesn’t feel like the temperature in his room is 20 degrees colder than it is in the hallway leading into it anymore, he doesn’t feel like like there’s this constant ghost lingering over his shoulder anymore. So why wasn't he at peace?

Your lack of presence was almost just as unbearable. In a twisted way, he became accustomed to it. Maybe this was another of your tricks, attempting to perform classic conditioning on him. Get him used to you by the constant attention from your nightly visits, butter him up despite his protest, making his body burn up with the way your touch lingers on his body too long, the way his eyes always drop to your mouth when you lick your lips, the way the word father would leave your lips in a way that made it sound like you’ve just sinned and he was the only one who could help you reach eternal salvation again, just to pull it all away from him within a snap of a finger to see how long it would take for him to crumble. You were Pavlov, and Miguel was just the dog whose mouth started to water at the sound of a bell.

The church was empty besides himself, he was kneeling before the crucifix that was placed next to the portrait of the Virgin Mary, eyes closed, his hands folded together in a fist as he he dips his head down, nose touching his hands as he silently prayed for forgiveness for allowing you to slowly chip away at his self-restraint. He heard the large front door open, he didn’t open his eyes but his head came up as he spoke.

“I’m sorry my child, the church is closed.”

“I needed to see you though, father.”

Miguel’s eyes snapped open. He knew that voice all too well.

—

It's not my fault (mea culpa)

If in God's plan (mea culpa)

He made the Devil so much stronger than a man (mea maxima culpa)

—

“How-“ Miguel was stunned, not only have you reappeared after weeks, you were also standing inside of a church, his church. You looked so beautiful, you looked like an actual human, your nails, although still sharp and point looked more like acrylics rather then claws, you weren’t dawning your bat-like wings and your horns weren’t poking out of your hair, if Miguel had passed by you on the street, he’d be none the wiser. It only made him crack more, imagining what it would be like in a different world where there wasn’t shame and taboo keeping him away from you. Where you aren’t a soulless, heartless creature. “How’s you get in here?” He finally got the question out, his eyes narrowed into slits as he took a step back, almost fumbling his footing and tripping.

“We can enter churches if we find a weak point.” You stated as you made your way towards him, Miguel’s eyes dropped instantly to your hips, how they swayed with each step you take, his mouth went dry and he instinctively licked his lips. “I wonder what that weak point is?” You teased as you stopped in front of him, your lips pulling up into a smirk.

—

Protect me, Maria

Don't let this siren cast her spell

Don't let her fire sear my flesh and bone

Destroy Esmeralda

And let her taste the fires of hell

Or else let her be mine and mine alone

—

He don’t know how it happened, one minute he was standing face to face in front of you, then the next, you both were in his office in the back of the church, you were sitting on top of his desk as he kneeled in front of you, his rough hands wondering and running around your legs, and he planted soft light kisses all over them. In between each one, he’d whispered a small pile of forgiveness from God, but he couldn’t stop himself anymore.

—

Hellfire

Darkfire

Now gypsy, it's your turn

Choose me or your pyre

Be mine or you will burn

—

“You never told me your name…” Miguel mumbled into your skin, his face buried against your inner thigh as he looked up at you.

“You wouldn’t be able to pronounce my actual name. Just… call me (Y/N).” You cooed as you ran a hand through his hair, before bringing it down to his cheek. Miguel leaned into your touch, closing his eyes. He was completely and utterly yours now.

“(Y/N)…” He whispered the name like a prayer.

—

Kyrie eleison

God have mercy on her

Kyrie eleison

God have mercy on me

Kyrie eleison

But she will be mine

Or she will burn

[kingcunny]

thank you sm!! <3

ive made a couple posts about balerion and viserys before, and i got another one in the works in my drafts. like im obviously biased but theyre one of my favorite dragon-rider bonds, even though they were only together for a year.

jorah in the main series says at one point that targaryen dragons were bred for war, and in war they died. balerion being the last of the valyria-born dragons probably has this instinct better than most. he takes aegon i as his rider because aegon is a conqueror, and is going to use him for the purpose he was born for.

the aegon i -> maegor line i think is pretty easy to understand. just like aegon i, maegor is also a conqueror. balerion sees in him that same war-instinct that he saw in aegon i, that he himself has.

maegor -> aerea is where things start to shift. balerion is an old war machine, but his last two riders died outside of war and away from him. aegon i from a stroke, maegor was eaten by the iron throne. hes made his lair on his not-quite-home dragonstone, when this upset little girl who misses the excitement of her life at court climbs on his back and tells him to take her home. i think balerion was fairly homesick at this point and thought “*i* want to go home too.” so he takes them home. back to his home. except balerion doesnt know that his home as been destroyed while he was gone. he spends those years with aerea *searching* for anything, any sign that the valyria that he remembers is still there. but theres nothing. its doomed and filled with monsters now. aerea spends the whole time begging him to take her back home, back to her mother. its only after hes injured and aerea is deathly ill that hes forced to accept that this is no longer their home. theres nothing here for them anymore, they dont belong here anymore than he belongs in westeros. so balerion reluctantly takes aerea back. maybe theres something they can do to save her, or failing that, at least shell be able to die in her home even if he cant die in his. after this balerion becomes the first dragon chained in the dragonpit.

finally, aerea -> viserys. i think viserys felt fairly alienated from the rest of his family, as he was so different from any of the other men he was related to. but he was raised to idolize old valyria (or at least the targaryens version of it) and feels that if he can claim balerion, if the last living aspect of valyria accepted him, well that means theres *something* targaryen in him. balerion was the living god of the thing he was raised to worship. when alyssa wanted to claim balerion, the dragonkeepers dissuaded her by telling her hes old and slow now, and wouldnt she rather a younger more energetic mount? i wonder if they tried the same thing with viserys, but viserys wouldnt care about that. thats not why viserys wanted balerion. all viserys wanted was balerions acceptance. balerion is very old now, old and tired and in pain. hes a war machine that can no longer fight, a dragon that can barely fly. but hes still holding on. he cant die yet. viserys is very different from balerions other riders, and i think that was the point. balerion could tell viserys didnt want anything from him, other than *him*. so balerion accepted viserys as he was, and viserys accepts balerion as he is. balerion gives viserys his final flight and thats enough for him. more than that even, after their first and last flight viserys tells baelon he wanted to fly to dragonstone but was worried that balerion wouldnt survive the flight. he was *worried for balerion*, worried about *his* health and safety and comfort. when has he had another rider care about him like that? (when has any dragon tbh...) viserys doesnt want to put more on balerion than he can handle. whatever balerion can offer him is enough. all viserys wanted was his love, and he got that. so he loves and comforts balerion in his final days. balerion doesnt have a home anymore, but viserys gives him one inside himself. he loves balerion enough to let him go. to let balerion finally lay down and rest.

(sorry for the screenshot answer i accidentally posted it before i was done <3)

[pisupsala]

✨Mila's (Early) Endless Summer Reading List ✨

I'm packing my bags, so I thought I should pack my favorite stories: stuff that's been on my to-read list for too long, stuff I just enjoy re-reading and want you to know about, something to get me through the long-haul flight, something for sipping cocktails on the beach. I'm going to be updating the list with your recommendations and more stuff that I find. So:

Recommendations? 💕 YES PLEASE!

Recommend your own work? FUCK YES! ✨ minors dni, respect the author's tags, and show them some love by commenting and reblogging.

✨ TGM

mostly Bradley Bradshaw tbh lmao * This Love Came Back To Me by @beyondthesefourwalls i love these kinds of plots and it's so sweet *Remember You Even When I Don't by @beyondthesefourwalls i bizarrely never actually finished this and i will have to rectify this pronto *The Younger Kind by @roosterforme im like 20 chapters behind, soooo excited to binge this

*Leave a Light On by @sometimesanalice comfort story right here

*Hey Sailor by @sometimesanalice no notes, just yum

*Less Talk by @tongue-like-a-razor a jake story??? yes and i love this one *Faking It by @tongue-like-a-razor a classic, a must-read

*Little Wallflower by @bradshawsbitch it warms my poor heart and i feel this story on a personal level since I've been dealing with hearing loss

*Mise en Place by @bradshawsbitch hands down on my favorite AUs

*(christmas) baby please come home by @gretagerwigsmuse this fic influenced me so hard i bought a theragun *and even when we’re wrong in every way, we come out the other side okay by @gretagerwigsmuse actually just anything Jordan has ever done with the Smart Alec universe, you should read it

*Concerned Neighbor by @mothdruid this is just hot and you should enjoy it

*The Boyfriend Experience by @notroosterbradshaw i swear this is the fic that got me writing again, so if you like anything I've ever done you should go show Cass some love. *Don't Hang 'Em Till Noon by @sailor-aviator Jake western!AU? I knew I was rewatching Deadwood for a reason. Excited!! recommended by @goldenseresinretriever *Fool's Fare by @sailor-aviator A Jake pirate!AU while I'm on a beach in the Caribbean? Sign. me. up. Also recommended by @goldenseresinretriever *You Catch More Bees With Honey by @goldenseresinretriever I've seen this on my dash so much, but I shamefully never got around to it. How did you know I like hockey?

✨

Masters of the Air

Trust by @blurredcolour yeaaaaah, im obsessed. im deceased. this is so good.

prettier than a peach by @honeyskywitch reading this on my flight, so excited!

Oblivious by @sagesolsticewrites saving this one for the airport~

[moniquill]

Without telling you what panels I’m pitching for, these are my pitches

I am indigenous (Seaconke Wampanoag) and intend to be alive in the future; I'd like to talk about #Landback and the expectations vs realities of indigenous soverignty - consider https://www.tumblr.com/moniquill/746982334875729920?source=share

I've written many, many essays about this:

https://moniquill.tumblr.com/post/165881710831/so-today-i-read-a-book-called-sister-raven

https://moniquill.tumblr.com/post/616835845035589632/im-going-to-talk-about-greedfall-fight-me

https://moniquill.tumblr.com/tagged/cultural%20appropriation

and also I want to talk about the existence of this book by beloved author Susan Cooper: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/17170557-ghost-hawk and Rowling's Ilvermorny.

I want to talk about indigenous land management systems, particularly in the Northeast US, and settlers 'first contact' with those environments.

I want to talk about Colonialism as a villain.

I just want to talk about the insustainability of non-biodegradable fibers, and how laundry sheds microplastics.

I wrote https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/706010/to-shape-a-dragons-breath-by-moniquill-blackgoose/

I want to talk about colonialism as a feature of sci-fi in the past and present.

I'd really like to talk about the rise of 'puriteens' and 'antis' in fandom spaces online, as well as Porn Purges in places like FF.Net and Wattpad.

I'd like to talk about AU conventions and the existence of the Alpha/Beta/Omega shared universe (for example) - shared conventions of fanfiction spaces that cross fandoms.

I want to talk about antivaxxers, flat earthers, Facebook Mom groups, and 'alternate archeology'

My entire conception of Fantasy as a kid was shaped by Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, Willow, The Neverending Story, The Last Unicorn, Flight of Dragons, the Rankin-bass versions of The Hobbit and LOTR, The Secret of Nimh, Return to Oz, etc

I want to talk about what constitutes 'tech' at all; about degrowth in solarpunk futures - it's not just AI that might force us to abandon some aspects of tech, there's also sustainability to think about. Also I was alive in the 90's before 'smart' anything existed and didn't get my first smartphone until after college.

I want to talk about the idea that Dystopia is when things that are currently happening to marginalized people happen to dominant populations.

I'd like to talk about Dangerous Visions and Again, Dangerous Visions as well as the Young X series of anthologies edited by Asimov - https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/2089882 , https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1499362.Young_Ghosts etc

I want to talk about https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Native_Tongue_(Elgin_novel) and the presumptions made by it; https://moniquill.tumblr.com/post/187857039061/so-i-read-the-second-book-in-the-native-tongue#notes

And about Robin Wall Kimmer's reflections on The Language of Animacy: https://orionmagazine.org/article/robin-wall-kimmerer-language-animacy/

I'm especially interested in the ethics portion here and want to draw parallels between terraforming and indigenous land management practices.

Interested in weighing in as a human with a presumably functional womb that I've actively chosen not to use

[kawaikylian]

PABLO GAVI

Meeting him as pilots daughter PURE FLUFF!

Fluff

Gavi

Pilot

My father being one of the most famous pilots in his company meant I would have to spend my childhood flying with him, sometimes it was a choice but mostly not, my mother had been absent most of my life and my father was my only guardian.

Im 18 now, despite being old enough I had tooken the opportunity, my father had to fly to spain and I was behind excited, I wasn’t always excited to fly with my dad unless we were granted permission to stay for some time and especially if it was a whole other country.

Im seated right behind the pilots area, im seated business class as always.

My father was flying a football team Barcelona FC, some of the boys had winked at me and flirted but I simply smiled and went on back to my seat, behind me two seats away I hear a pair of boys speaking in Spanish, I understood because I was half Argentinian just not Spanish, some slang was odd.

I was speaking to my father in Spanish right before the plane would fly, he patted my head and I smiled as he left. “Hablas espanol?” I hear behind me scaring me.

Just pretend the rest of this is in Spanish for my English viewers😀

“Yes?” I say confused with an odd expression, he admires my face for a few seconds “you have a different accent, where are you from?” He says. “Well I was born in Canada but my father is from Argentina so I was practically born speaking Spanish” I say back with a huge smile, nobody had ever really asked about my ethnicity or anything about me.

“What about your mom?” He says and my smile disappears, “I don’t know my mom” my voice gets caught in my throat and he apologizes “it’s okay, what’s your name?”.

“Pablo, Pablo gavi,” he says with a slight smirk making me blush, “that’s a nice name, my name is y/n” behind Pablo I hear a few shouts “Pablo has a girlfriend!” “Awww!” And them mimicking our conversation,my face turns red “im sorry I should go back to my seat” he says waving and walking behind.

I can only think about him the entire flight.

Last time I had seen him we were outside, we had just walked out of the plane and I saw him from a Distance, he was close to walking up to me but was stopped, my father behind me notifying me to get inside of the car, he notices dropping his smile.

I shrug jokingly with a sweet smile to gavi and he waves turning back to where his teammates were, I could tell his teammates were teasing him by pushing him around.

A few days later

“Who’s that gavi kid?” My father randomly says during dinner surprising me, “Pablo gavi?” I say and he nods as he shoves a piece of food inside of his mouth “I don’t know much about him, just a really sweet boy I really wish I could see him again” I say putting my fork down remembering about him.

“Thanks for the dinner dad” I say smiling, I stand up and put my plate away walking up to my room, I walk in to see a basket of flowers, candy, and a stuffed animal, “what is this?” I think, until I come up closer opening the letter on it, letters in bold Pablo gavi for y/n.

“No podía dejar te pensar en ti princesa te mando esta carta, ya le dije a tu pa que soy un caballero, te dejo mi numero pa llamar me” corazón.

This one of from one of my first requests @snow-strawberry, it didn’t allow me to tag, but they will know who they are<3

[yanagiin]

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE

fluff with a touch of angst

shu yamino x fem!reader

summary: everyone is busy on reader’s birthday, even her boyfriend. might as well blow the candles alone.

not proofread

“I have to say, boys, are your mothers and fathers watching nijisanji EN?” Nina asked Luca, Vox, and your boyfriend, shu. Luca and Vox said no, while Shu told them about the time where his dad was blasting hope in the dark. You giggle a little, remembering when he first told you and how embarrassed he was.

“What about you, y/s/n (your streamer name)?”

“Oh uh I can’t really say they can know? They passed a few years ago…”

“Oh… I’m sorry.” Nina apologized not knowing.

“It’s okay, don’t worry about it Nina. You know you’re still my other mom.”

“OF COURSE I AM AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! RAHHHH” Nina started yelling to lift the dampened mood. Though you were stuck in your thoughts to even noticed the new topic.

-

“Text me when you guys land okay?” 16 year old y/n said as she held her 1 year old baby sister and hugged her parents who were going on a business trip. Her other sister, 7 years old, was crying up a storm and letting mucus run down her nose. She cries and holds her father’s leg, wiping her snot on him here and there.

“Take care of your sisters while we’re gone okay? We’ll be back in no time.” Your mom asks as she places a kiss on each of the sisters’ foreheads. They all nod with a salute, the youngest, Kana, eating her hand. As the couple boarded the plane, they wave their hands and leave back to the car. Y/n gets in the driver seat and the other two in the back with their safety seats.

-

“Y/n?” The second oldest, Yuna, called out, playing with Kana’s tiny hands.

“Yes baby?”

“Is mom and dad coming back?”

“Of course they are, you even heard it yourself. They’ll be back in no time. Now, let’s go pick up oniichan!”

“SHUBERT/SHUSHU” The younger two exclaims.

-

“I’m surprised you managed to put Kana to sleep.” A dead-tired y/n says as she lays on her boyfriend’s lap. Letting him run his hands through her hair.

“She just loves me more than you.” He leans down to kiss her as she feigned offense and turned her head away. He started kissing her face all over, erupting giggles from the girl. Soon the house phone rings and their laughs die down a little. “Who would be calling at this hour?”

“Oh maybe it’s mom and dad wait let me answer.” Y/n leaves her boyfriend’s side to pick up the house phone. “Hello? Who’s this?”

“Hello, is this Y/N L/N? Daughter of M/N and D/N L/N?”

“Yes, Im sorry, who’s this?” The girl growing anxious.

“We are calling from xxxx hospital, we are sorry to inform you that your parents has passed due to the flight they were on has-…”

Just like that, the girl drops the phone as she falls to her knees. Screaming in indescribable pain. Her boyfriend running to her side and asking what happened. The words didn’t want to come out of her throat. She only clawed at his shirt as he wrapped her in his arms.

“They’re gone, shu. They’re gone!”

-

“Y/-Y/n!” Shu called out to his girlfriend, the stream was done and now all the luxiem were just chilling in the same vc as you and shu.

“Shu!” Y/n replied. They both giggle, making the other boys groan.

“I hate it here.” ike

“so unpog” luca

“We get it! We’re single!” vox

“WHAT THE FOK” mysta

“Ah wait guys!” Y/n suddenly remembered something. “Are you guys busy on (d/o/b)?” They all grow silent, an awkward silence fills the call.

“WE’RE BUSY!” they all say, even your boyfriend.

“Even you Shu?”

“Uh- uh yeah! My schedule is full, ya know, streaming and stuff…” Her heart broke a little, her boyfriend not being able to be with her on her birthday.

“ahaha why ask y/n/n?” Mysta asks with an awkward laugh.

“Oh no reason! I just wanted to collab, no big deal though. We can always reschedule. Anyways I have to go, bye guys.”

-timeskip to the day before y/n’s birthday- 11:30 pm.

“SO CHAT, here’s what’s going to happen, im going to turn make the dono limit like, hmm what’s the lowest i can make it… $2! Just so I can get the text to speech and get your messages about what I’m going to tell you all.” Her hands were growing sweaty as she prepped her camera, chest down to wear she sat in front of her monitors.

The camera switches on and the chat starts going wild.

MOMMY?!?!?

HELLOOOOO?!?? YOURE SO FINE?!?!?

STEP ON ME!!!

Y/n just giggles as she sees her chat go crazy over the surprised reveal.

“Okay okay guys, that’s not the only surprise. It’s also… my birthday!” She pops a mini confetti popper. “Well… technically it’s tomorrow but I wanted to celebrate it with you guys.” Glancing at the clock, 11:58. “I also want to spend the day with my sisters of course.” She plays a cute soft birthday song as she slowly brings in a small slice of cake, with one candle on top. She softly claps to the beat.

“happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…”

-

After her parents death, Y/n held the responsibility of raising her two sisters on her own. She lost touch with her friends as she started working to financially stabilize themselves and help pay for her sister’s schools.

“Hey Y/n! Let’s hang out after school!” One of her friends in her class asked.

“I can’t today guys, I’m busy today.” The girl gently declined, seeing as her shift in the cafe was in 30 minutes. She quickly packs her bag and exits the classroom.

“Hey boss!”

“Yes y/n?”

“Can you teach me how to make the strawberry shortcake? My sisters love it and I want to make it for their birthdays.”

“Oh ofcourse sweetie, let me write down the ingredients and we’ll start as soon as we can, okay?”

Every year, y/n threw a small birthday party for her little sister. Saving all her funds enough to do so. Sacrificing her own birthday and being content with spending time with her boyfriend and sisters.

-

“nee-chan!!” 13 year old Yuna and 7 year old Kana bursts through the door to greet their older sister a happy birthday.

“Yu-Yuna, Kana… hi babies.” A broken smile on her face as she looks at her younger sisters. The two run to hug the streamer. Kana asks,

“nee-chan, why are you crying?”

Y/n hears the sound of multiple feet stomping in their apartment and into her streaming room. Standing at the door way, her boyfriend and all of nijisanji EN behind him. He drops the gift he was holding, luckily Luca caught it. He quickly embraces his girlfriend and her sisters in a hug. Just then they both cry together

“I’m so sorry baby, I’m so so sorry. I wanted to surprise you…” Shu says as he pushes her hair back and resting their foreheads together.

“Oh shu, I love you so much.” She said as they both lean in for a kiss. They didn’t know how long they were at it until Mysta coughs an awkward cough, vox and ike elbowing his sides. The couple quickly pulls away, whole face red. Shu takes Kana of her lap and holds her pulling Yuna to stand beside him. He nods at the rest of the group, and they quickly engulf the girl with teary eyes and hugs.

“OH MY BABY!” Nina says as she squishes Y/n’s cheeks.

The girls baby y/n and start crying when y/n starts crying again.

“Oh my— Fuck you guys, I thought you guys got tired of me AHAHAHA” that sentence broke everyone’s heart and they all started crying, even the boys as they dog piled on the birthday girl. Luca got a grasp of y/n’s waist and started hugging her and swinging her side to side.

“WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT?” Luca cries, still swinging the girl to death. After Shu softly taps Luca’s shoulder, seeing his girlfriend getting dizzy, to let her down on her gaming chair as they all surround her. Shu and her little sisters leave the room for a few seconds.

Vox turns down the lights as the three begins to enter the room.

“Happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday dear y/n…

happy birthday to youu.”

In front of Y/n was Shu and Yuna, holding a strawberry shortcake, while Kana stands under as if she was holding it up. She smiles and looks around the room, all her friends, in the flesh. She closes her eyes and makes a wish, blowing out the candle.

After cutting the cake and ending the stream, they were all telling stories and eating cake. In the corner of her eye, she sees Shu, Yuna, and Kana with devilish smiles on their face as they conversed. The three stands and walks in front of the older sister with their hands behind their backs.

“What are you guys doing…?” Y/n’s asks cautiously.

They all look at each other and nod. Before she can realize what was happening she feels soft and creamy cake on her face. Shu softly slapping cake into her forehead, Yuna on one cheek, and Kana on the other. The room falls quiet with Luca, Mysta, and Alban gasping loudly. Y/n wipes the cake off with her hand and grabs a handful from the actual cake. She quickly attacks Shu and the two goes into quick chaos. She hears the giggles of her younger sisters and playfully glares at them. Grabbing both of them, Y/n wipes her face and hands onto her sisters’ faces. The room quickly joins in and everything goes to shit. The couple doesn’t realize that someone has snapped a photo of them sitting on the floor.

It’s a photo of Kana eating a strawberry and sitting on Shu’s lap, Yuna on Y/n’s back with Shu covering her eyes, and the couple leaning in with big smiles on their faces.

—————————————

THIS IS SO BAD WTFFFFFFF I JUST WANTED TO GET THIS SHIT OUT OF MY HEAD💀💀💀💀SHU YAMINO IS THE BIGGEST GREENFLAG ONG

ALSO THEIR NEW SONG MMMMMMMM SO GOOODDDDDDD THEY ALL SOUND SO GOODD

[footygirl114]

Desconectar (Alexia Putellas x Reader)

Part 2 as promised of Amiga en Linea, this picks up right where that one leaves off if you need a refresher read that first! Also this whole angst filled mess is for @grapefruit-personified who deserves it after having her boss babe attitude on point this weekend 

“What are you doing here?” You immediately ask Alexia. When you had turned around and saw the person who has made your life a living hell made your stomach drop. You didn’t understand what was going on. 

She takes a step closer to you, you immediately hold up your hand to get her to stop. She freezes, but looks up at you and says “I think we both know why I’m here” 

“No” you respond immediately “This cant be real, this has to be the universe playing a cruel joke on me. Please tell me you were just out for a walk and noticed me sitting here.” 

She shakes her head and responds “No Y/N, You asked me to meet you here, said you’d be in the red USA jersey” 

You shake your head and choke back a sob, you take another step back as you say “This cant be happening” 

“Hey hey, Y/N, don’t say that, Im the same person who you’ve been talking to online this while time” she says softly in a reassuring tone. 

“No, you have been the one who’s made my life hell, you have made me feel like I don’t belong, you made the team become an environment where no one wanted to even talk to me. You are the reason I regret ever coming to Barcelona” you tell her as you can feel the tears start to fall down your cheeks. 

“Y/N, please lets talk about this” Alexia says as she tries to step into you again. 

You step back again and shake your head and say “No. I think if you know me as well as you think you do, you will know that I need to not be here right now. If you care about me anywhere near I care about you, then you will let me.” 

As you see her standing there not moving or objecting, you turn and walk away slowly, then starting to jog. You cannot be anywhere near her right now. You know it’s not the most professional thing to do for your career, but you cant be here right now. Next thing you know you have stopped and packed a bag and are waiting for a flight home. You spoke to your coach who agreed to give you a week to head home and get your head on straight. 

Landing back in London was like a breath of fresh air, you couldn’t wait to fall into your brothers arms, you knew a few days in his presence and seeing your niece would make you feel a lot better. The one thing you did once you landed was call Claudia, she has been the one teammate who you have grown close to and you didn’t want her to be left in the dark on Monday when you weren’t at practice. 

She had known about you having your internet friend, but not about meeting them the night before. You made her promise she wouldn’t do anything but you told her what you were thinking. Alexia was playing you the whole time, there is no way she didn’t know and she clearly did not want you to be on the team. 

Claudia was on your side, but she also didn’t believe that the Alexia she knew could do that to someone. She tried telling you this but you weren’t having it so she left it alone. She agreed to not tell anyone why you went home, but that she was there for you if you needed anything. 

**

Spending the week at home was exactly what you needed to reset your mind. You knew that your niece would make everything better. It was still hard and awkward that she loved Alexia, but you pushed on. Your brother on the other hand would not let you off as easy as your niece. On your second night there, he had gone to put your niece to bed and you were sat outside by the fire with his wife. 

He came back out handed you a beer settled in beside you and immediately asked “Y/N what’s going on?” 

“Nothing, it's fine, I just needed a break” you tell him. You look up and immediately catch the look him and his wife exchange “Oh come on, I am fine” 

“no Y/N you are not” he responds to you “Please we are here for you” 

You can see the love in their eyes and it finally cracks the facade you have put up and you can feel the tears start to fall down your cheeks. They both move to you immediately and sit on either side of you and wrap you in their arms. You feel so loved surrounded by your family that you finally feel the sobs release from your chest. 

“I didn’t think it would be this hard” you say to the night sky when you finally catch your breath from the sobbing. You can feel both of them rubbing their hands on your back and helps to calm you as you tell them the story. You keep it short and sweet, about how hard it has been at practice and with the team, and how you found solace in your online friend, and how Alexia has been playing you the whole time.

“Im not sure how I am supposed to go back there” is how you finish off the story. 

Your brother starts with “Y/N, how can you be sure she knew you were the one she was talking to online?”

You shake your head and respond “Because she has been nothing but rude to me, she clearly just needed to feel better about herself. There’s no way she didn’t know” 

“I think you need to talk with her before you can jump to any conclusions” Your brother chimes in. 

You stand up and turn to them both and say “No, I came here to forget, please don't be rational with me” they both nod and you add “Im going to bed.” Lying in your bed that night you think back on your interactions, but you keep circling back to she had to know, cause there is no way she’s the same person you were falling for online. 

**

When you finally return back to Barcelona, you are met at the airport by Claudia, who offered to pick you up. You are happy you don't have to go to training today, but you also feel better about being back here after the perceptive you gained from heading home. 

You are immediately pulled into a hug from Claudia when you walk out of the airport, and she tightens her arms around you as she says “I’ve missed you Y/N, it hasn’t been the same without you” 

Pulling back you smile at her and say “I’ve missed you to Claudia.”

Once your both in the car and on the ride home, when she tells you what’s been happening at trainings. “So, Alexia has been getting on my nerves all week” 

“Claudia, I told you not to get involved” you tell her, as you turn slightly in the passenger seat so you are facing her. 

She shakes her head but remans looking at the road as she tells you “She’s been acting different all week, its like she’s the victim in this situation. Or like some kicked her puppies. Its been frustrating because she knows exactly why you aren’t here” 

“thank you for having my back” you tell her immediately and then continue “I’m sorry you are involved” 

She pulls up outside your condo and asks “What are you going to do at training tomorrow?”

“Honestly, just act like nothing happened, and hope to get through the season then deal with it from there” you say with a small shrug. 

She laughs and agrees and says “Im glad your back Y/N, I have your back just so you know” 

You both say your goodbyes and you head in to your apartment, where you will spend the night alone. At multiple points you catch your self logging on to your online account to chat to your friend, but you remember you cant. You turn your phone off after the third time, and you decide to spend the night preparing to go back to training. 

**

You walk into the training facility and it is very reminiscent to your first day, just like that first day you pause before you enter the dressing room. You take a deep breath and prepare for the interrogation when you walk into the change room. You walk in to most of the team there and it being a loud and friendly environment. 

“Y/N! Welcome back” Mapi notices you first and gives you a high five. 

Multiple other teammates join in and you start to settle a bit, you notice Alexia is not here yet, you take your time getting changed and after you are ready you notice most of the team has filtered out. You are leaned over lacing your shoes and hear the door open and close. Assuming its someone leaving you don’t bother to look up. 

You notice someones shoes walk up to you and you hear “Y/N?”

You look up into the eyes of Alexia, and you notice as well that the locker room is empty, you try to get up and walk away from her when she places her hand on your arm to stop you. “Alexia please, I’m going to be late” 

“Can we please talk?” she says to you with a hint of desperation in her voice. 

You shake your head and look up at the ceiling when you tell her “No, please leave me alone. Haven’t you done enough to me?”

“Y/N, please let me explain, It’s not what you think” she pleads again. 

Before you can respond the locker door swings open and Claudia pokes her head in and asks “Y/N? you good?” You immediately see her eyes darken when she notices Alexia there with you. 

“Yeah Im ready, let’s go” you tell Claudia and you yank your arm out of Alexia’s grip to head to the training ground. 

Once the door closes Claudia immediately asks “Are you okay?” 

“I’m fine, let's just get to practice” you say with a small smile. 

**

It’s a few days later after many more awkward encounters with Alexia, that things start to turn. You haven’t been fully left alone with Alexia, since Claudia has taken to not leaving you alone with her at the training facilities. 

You have been in the physio room with ice on your knee waiting for the timer to go off so you can head home from training. The physio had stepped out and you were left alone in your thoughts when Alexia walks into the room, you look over and see its her and you cant help but to groan and roll your eyes. 

“Seriously Alexia, are you really going to force me to talk with you?” you ask with a bit of attitude. 

She nods, and take another step closer to you as she says “Listen Y/N, you need to hear me out. I know hat you are thinkin-“

“No Alexia, you don’t know what I am thinking” you interrupt her “You have no idea what Im thinking because if you did you wouldn’t be trying to talk to me right now. You have made me look like a fool once, and I certainly won’t be falling for your tricks again.” 

She stands there looking confused as she says “What? you left me standing there like an idiot Y/N?” 

You shake your head as your timer goes off you grab the ice from your knee and hop off the table. You cant help but say one last thing as your leaving “You have been playing me the whole time, you used me to make your self feel better.” Then you head right out the door. 

**

During the next game, you can see the chemistry off between you and Alexia, and you know it's hurting the team. You both are normally much more connected and on their games. You vow at half time to make things better at least for the sake of the team and winning the game. 

After the team talk at half time when everyone else is heading out of the change room, you grab Alexia by the arm and say “Listen we need a truce during games, we’re not connecting and we need to be able to in order to win this game.” 

She looks at you and down to the hand on her arm as she softly responds “Okay, I miss playing with you Y/N” 

You shake your head and reminder her “when 90 minutes is over the true is off” 

She smiles sadly and says “I know.” 

The truce works and the team ends up fighting back and winning. You both connected well and created goals together, and even celebrated together. Once the game was over that feeling of betrayal came back in full force and the truce was immediately forgotten. 

**

A week after your truce and you just don't have the energy to be angry anymore, you have started to try and go out more. You have taken to jogging in the city, but today you decide to run along the water. Lost in thought and the music blaring through your headphones you don't realise you have ended up at the bench where everything happened. 

You pause at the bench and decide to take a seat to catch your breath. Sitting there staring out at the ocean lost in thought you don't notice someone walk up behind you. “Y/N?” you hear behind you and you turn and notice Alexia coming towards you.

“Seriously? are you following me now?” you ask in an annoyed tone. 

You notice her hesitate and then decide to push on she steps closer and asks softly “Can I sit? I think we should talk” 

Deciding that you’ve had enough of the fighting you nod you head but otherwise remain silent. 

She sits beside you leaving enough space to not be touching, she take a moment to reflect before she asks “You said I made a fool out of you? I don't know how Y/N”

You look over at her and can see she has a deeply hurt expression on her face and that she’s clearly hurting over that fact. Taking a deep breath you start “There is no way you didn’t know it was me Alexia, you had to have known. Thats how you made a fool out of me” 

She shakes her head and says “Y/N, I had no idea it was you. All you were was this amazing girl that allowed me to be me, and share some of deepest fears with you. I was .. I am falling for you.” 

At this point you have tears gathered in the corners of your eyes and you look up to her and ask “how am I supposed to believe you, the you that I know has been horrible to me in person” 

“I am so so sorry about how I’ve treated you, you did not deserve it. But I didn’t know how to stop it.” she tells you in a soft voice. 

You stand up and say “I don’t know if I am ever going to be able to connect the you who made my life horrible and the you who I was falling for together Alexia.” 

“Wait Y/N, you have to let me try to prove I am the same person” she pleads with you as she reaches for your hand. 

You don't let her grab your hand as you start to move away you tell her “I am not sure I am willing to open myself up to you again” 

You can’t look back as you jog away wiping the tears from your eyes. 

[narcosmx]

make up sex with benjamin arellano-felix woud include...

author's note: oh it's the dad shorts for me. this was an old request i started while i was waiting for new ones but lets fuckin do it

so i really imagine benjamin doing literally everything and anything to avoid fighting with you

you're the only sense of calm and stability in his fucking life plus you suck his dick this man is not stupid he's going to keep you happy

b ut especially the 3rd season you see benjmain under a fuck ton of stress

so that chips away at his patience all of which he reserves for you

and i just okay he's having one of his crazy fucking days; things are going wrong, more and more money needs to be spent, ramon probably fucked something up, the sinaloenses are simply existing within a 300 mile radius of him, barron is drinkng water on company time lol

so he's in the house, just silently stewing in his big chair lol and that's when you come in

i'm imagining you coming back from shopping; it can be clothes shopping and you're excited to show him what you got him or like grocery shopping and chirping about what you're making for dinner or like showing him that mangos are back in season and you picked him up some because you know how much he loves it

you just filling the house with your happy voice and benjamin just snaps

it's not a big show like ramon would do, but that may make it sting even more

"shingado , puedo tener un segundo de silencio en mi propia puta casa"

and see now this could go one of two ways and it depends on the kind of person you are

there could be an immediate flight/freeze reaction right, shutting up automatically, benjamin turning around to look at you and being like F U C K

you just shaking your head, leaving the shit on the table and being like "sabes que, 'sta bien. puedes tener todo el silencio que quieres mi amor" and you just fucking turn on your heel and leave whether it be because you don't want to deal with him right now or because you know that he needs space and to stew in his guilt

or it can go into straight up fight more right like " a mi no se habla asi, no soy uno de tus pinche brutos en nuestra casa me vas a respetar hijo de la chingada"

i'm literally shouting could you imagine and benjamin is standing up and you fucking square his ass up, standing these with crossed arms like who the actUAL FUCK do you think you're talking to

could you imagine fucking storming off and telling enedina about what the fuck he just said

the absolute hell fire that he would have to pay when dina chews his fucking ass out for this. could you imagine

"ahora si lo cagaste, pendejo. y quien te crees hablandole asi a tu mujer... "

anyways whatever you choose i see you fucking leaving the situation whether it be cussing or icing him out

you coming back i can just imagine you fuming being ready to be like bitch get the fuck out of here you're not pushing me out of my house

and you coming back and benjamin is pacing back and forth in the living room wringing his hands together

"mi vida... mi vida perdoname" i just benjamin a little glossy eyes, hesitant to touch you without permission

i'm just this bitch is ready to get on his knees and shamelessly beg you to forgive him

you offering your hand to him cautiously and he's automatically taking it and kissing your hand

"you are my entire life, mi amor" meekly trying to pull you closer "im sorry that i lost sight of that today" whispering

i just "s h ow me how sorry you are" a H H H

him being a little confused at first an d you just doubling down i'm dead "if you're so sorry then show me, que soy la reina"

i just benjamin is so slow in processing this, he's like do i need to give you money???? what do you want....

and then he's like oHhHHHH

and you're like yeah dipshit

i just i'm RUSTY OKAY LET'S GET BACK IN THIS NSFW MODE

okay idek how to start this but i have this image of like benjamin eating you out and he's coming up looking at you with these puppy eyes and gonna say something

an d you just shove his head back down i mean gently but you're pushing him back down against you

FUCKER not even fighting, gets even more into it because he knows you don't want to hear him blubber about how sorry or how much he loves you

and this bitch aint no quitter, i think benjamin goes for a lot more of the sucking, vibrations, suckling, light biting as opposed to like straight licking or tongue fucking (feel like that's more mon's thing you know"

this man will not be satisfied until you've cum at least i'm going to say 2-3 times i mean

i'm just imagining him cleaning you up completely each time, kissing along your thighs while you catch your breath...

min likes leaving marks only he will be able to see, so inside of thigh bite marks are chefs kisses

won't even think about getting on top of you until you're like pulling him on to you

and as i've always said, benjamin has studied your body... he knows exactly how you like his strokes, exactly how you like the way he sucks on your nipple or like the way he grips onto your hips when he's hitting the spot

i just he's nt satisfied until your eyes are rolling into the back of your head

i just when benjamin has sex i swear the last thing he worries about is getting himself off

he knows the second he lets himself focus on how good you feel around him he's going to finish

i just benjamin is not satisfied until you're literally a shaking mess and he gets to lay next to you and hold you and sh sh sh you as he pets your hair

nuzzling into his chest and i just "mm si me das asi de duro mañana, i´ll think about forgiving you

i just exasperated laugh benjamin :(

[dramarising-replacement]

. i’m a long-time (6+ years) player thats always kinda layed low, but in all of the hours i’ve squandered dicking around on the internet, i have never- and i quite honestly mean NEVER- encountered a fanbase as petty, whiny, entitled, and quite honestly childish as FR’s. and honestly? its the devs’ own fault. fuck them for not only enabling, but encouraging such a loud crowd of crybabies & i hope they have fun lying in this shitditch of a fanbase-bed they’ve dug themselves.

I’d want to start this off with “oh things were so much better before X happened or X year” but tbh? flight rising has ALWAYS had an insufferable culture of complaining and entitlement, and one that goes a lot further than every other pet sim i’ve played, let alone real games. if it isn’t brainjerking in the suggestion forums it’s calling for kickstarted items to be rereleased, policing how other people use the block function, or bitching en-mass that the festival item isn’t the right colour (#endplagueoppression D:).

it’s gotten to the point where, whether you consciously know it or not, the culture of the playerbase actively rewards the state of whining, so if there isn’t any active drama of the hour, it’s a race to the bottom to turn the most menial things into #problems as well. Bawww the [fantasy] not-roosters have spurs? Animal abuse!! Bawwww writing [fantasy] asian-inspired settings (despite… wind flight?) and [fantasy] war criminal characters is #problematic!! Bawwww this one user who was friends with a person who was friends with a person last active 5 years ago who was proship commented on my page! This dev used to be a cop! This horsewoman throwing a spear is CLEARLY doing a salute!

and the list just goes on and on and on. and without fail, the mods and devs will always be too cowardly to stand their ground and end up bending backwards to all of these ridiculous complaints and are only complaints in the first place because of this psuedo-moral sink.

i, shockingly, am not a villain in a show made for children and obviously have nothing against disliking features. you, the player, do in fact have the miraculous ability to form your own opinions if you put your mind to it. but it’s up to you to curate your internet experience to suit YOU. the devs shouldn’t be chased up for infinitesimally small issues that, chances are, don’t even bother you and that you’re only complaining about because of the positive feedback loop of military-grade crybullying on an industrial scale. this shouldn’t be too hard to understand, considering the unfortunate majority of people engaging in these behaviours are adults. the devs may be kissing your asses, but the world doesn't revolve around your narcissistic asses. 

itd be cool if everyone matured up overnight and got their shit together, but personally im forecasting this culture to get 200% worse. minimum.

[pollonegro666]

2023/08/02 Después de un vuelo corto, llegamos al aeropuerto. Tomamos un pequeño almuerzo en una terraza y, cuando íbamos buscando la salida, encontramos un negocio cuyo nombre nos hizo mucha gracia porque suena muy español.

After a short flight, we arrived at the airport. We had a small lunch on a terrace and, when we were looking for the exit, we found a business whose name we found very funny because it sounds very Spanish.

Google Translation into French: Après un court vol, nous arrivons à l'aéroport. Nous avons déjeuné sur une terrasse et, alors que nous cherchions la sortie, nous avons trouvé un commerce dont nous avons trouvé le nom très drôle car il sonne très espagnol.

Google translation into Italian: Dopo un breve volo arriviamo all'aeroporto. Abbiamo pranzato su una terrazza e, mentre cercavamo l'uscita, abbiamo trovato un negozio il cui nome ci è sembrato molto divertente perché suonava molto spagnolo.

Google Translation into Portuguese: Após um breve vôo, chegamos ao aeroporto. Almoçámos numa esplanada e, enquanto procurávamos a saída, encontrámos um negócio cujo nome achamos muito engraçado porque soa muito espanhol.

Google Translation into German: Nach einem kurzen Flug erreichen wir den Flughafen. Wir aßen auf einer Terrasse zu Mittag und stießen auf der Suche nach dem Ausgang auf ein Geschäft, dessen Name uns sehr komisch vorkam, weil er sehr spanisch klang.

Google Translation into Albanisch: Pas një fluturimi të shkurtër arrijmë në aeroport. Ishim duke drekuar në një tarracë dhe duke kërkuar daljen, hasëm në një dyqan, emri i të cilit na dukej shumë i çuditshëm, sepse tingëllonte shumë spanjisht.

Google Translation into Armenian: Կարճ թռիչքից հետո հասնում ենք օդանավակայան։ Մենք ճաշեցինք պատշգամբում և, փնտրելով ելքը, հանդիպեցինք մի խանութի, որի անունը մեզ շատ տարօրինակ թվաց, քանի որ շատ իսպաներեն էր հնչում։

Google Translation into Bulgarian: След кратък полет стигаме до летището. Обядвахме на една тераса и търсейки изхода попаднахме на магазин, чието име ни се стори много странно, защото звучеше много испански.

Google Translation into Czech: Po krátkém letu se dostáváme na letiště. Poobědvali jsme na terase a při hledání východu jsme narazili na obchod, jehož název se nám zdál velmi zvláštní, protože zněl velmi španělsky.

Google Translation into Croatian: Nakon kratkog leta stižemo do zračne luke. Ručali smo na terasi i, tražeći izlaz, naišli smo na dućan čije nam se ime učinilo vrlo čudnim jer je zvučalo vrlo španjolski.

Google Translation into Danish Efter en kort flyvetur når vi lufthavnen. Vi spiste frokost på en terrasse, og på udkig efter udgangen stødte vi på en butik, hvis navn forekom os meget mærkeligt, fordi det lød meget spansk.

Google Translation into Slovak: Po krátkom lete sa dostávame na letisko. Obedovali sme na terase a pri hľadaní východu sme narazili na obchod, ktorého názov sa nám zdal veľmi zvláštny, pretože znel veľmi španielsky.

Google Translation into Slovenian: Po kratkem letu prispemo na letališče. Kosili smo na terasi in ko smo iskali izhod, smo naleteli na trgovino, katere ime se nam je zdelo zelo čudno, saj je zvenelo zelo špansko.

Google Translation into Estonian: Peale lühikest lendu jõuame lennujaama. Lõunatasime terrassil ja väljapääsu otsides sattusime poodi, mille nimi tundus meile väga kummaline, sest kõlas väga hispaanialikult.

Google Translation into Suomi: Lyhyen lennon jälkeen saavumme lentokentälle. Lounasimme terassilla ja uloskäyntiä etsiessämme törmäsimme kauppaan, jonka nimi vaikutti meistä hyvin oudolta, koska se kuulosti hyvin espanjalaiselta.

Google Translation into Georgian: მოკლე ფრენის შემდეგ მივდივართ აეროპორტში. ტერასაზე ვსადილობდით და გასასვლელის ძიებისას წავაწყდით მაღაზიას, რომლის სახელიც ძალიან უცნაურად გვეჩვენა, რადგან ძალიან ესპანურად ჟღერდა.

Google Translation into Greek: Μετά από μια σύντομη πτήση φτάνουμε στο αεροδρόμιο. Γευματίσαμε σε μια βεράντα και ψάχνοντας την έξοδο, συναντήσαμε ένα μαγαζί που το όνομά του μας φάνηκε πολύ παράξενο γιατί ακουγόταν πολύ ισπανικό.

Google Translation into Hungarian: Rövid repülőút után elérjük a repteret. Egy teraszon ebédeltünk, és a kijáratot keresve egy boltba bukkantunk, aminek a neve nagyon furcsának tűnt számunkra, mert nagyon spanyolul hangzott.

Google Translation into Latvian: Pēc īsa lidojuma sasniedzam lidostu. Pusdienojām uz terases un, meklējot izeju, uzgājām veikalu, kura nosaukums mums likās ļoti dīvains, jo skanēja ļoti spāniski.

Google Translation into Dutch: Na een korte vlucht bereiken we de luchthaven. We lunchten op een terrasje en op zoek naar de uitgang kwamen we een winkel tegen waarvan de naam ons heel vreemd leek omdat het erg Spaans klonk.

Google Translation into Norwegian: Etter en kort flytur kommer vi til flyplassen. Vi spiste lunsj på en terrasse, og på jakt etter utgangen kom vi over en butikk hvis navn virket veldig rart for oss fordi det hørtes veldig spansk ut.

Google Translation into Polish: Po krótkim locie docieramy na lotnisko. Obiad zjedliśmy na tarasie i szukając wyjścia natknęliśmy się na sklep, którego nazwa wydała nam się bardzo dziwna, bo brzmiała bardzo hiszpańsko.

Google Translation into Romanian: După un scurt zbor ajungem la aeroport. Luam prânzul pe o terasă și în timp ce căutăm ieșirea, am dat de un magazin al cărui nume ne-a părut foarte ciudat pentru că suna foarte spaniol.

Google Translation into Russian: После непродолжительного перелета добираемся до аэропорта. Мы обедали на террасе и, ища выход, наткнулись на магазин, название которого показалось нам очень странным, потому что оно звучало очень по-испански.

Google Translation into Serbian: После кратког лета стижемо до аеродрома. Ручали смо на тераси и, тражећи излаз, наишли смо на радњу чије име нам се учинило веома чудним јер је звучало веома шпански.

Google Translation into Swedish: Efter en kort flygning når vi flygplatsen. Vi åt lunch på en terrass och när vi letade efter utgången stötte vi på en butik vars namn verkade väldigt konstigt för oss eftersom det lät väldigt spanskt.

Google Translation into Turkish: Kısa bir uçuşun ardından havalimanına ulaşıyoruz. Terasta öğle yemeği yedik ve çıkışı ararken adı kulağa çok İspanyolca geldiği için bize çok tuhaf gelen bir dükkana rastladık.

Google Translation into Ukrainian: Після короткого перельоту ми приїжджаємо в аеропорт. Ми обідали на терасі і, шукаючи виходу, натрапили на магазин, назва якого здалася нам дуже дивною, бо звучала дуже іспанською.

Google Translation into Arabic: بعد رحلة قصيرة وصلنا إلى المطار. تناولنا طعام الغداء على الشرفة، وأثناء بحثنا عن المخرج، صادفنا متجرًا بدا لنا اسمه غريبًا جدًا لأنه بدا إسبانيًا للغاية.

Google Translation into Bengali: কিছুক্ষণের ফ্লাইটের পর আমরা বিমানবন্দরে পৌঁছাই। আমরা একটি বারান্দায় দুপুরের খাবার খেয়েছিলাম এবং, প্রস্থান করার জন্য আমরা একটি দোকানের সামনে এসেছিলাম যার নামটি আমাদের কাছে খুব অদ্ভুত বলে মনে হয়েছিল কারণ এটি খুব স্প্যানিশ শোনায়।

Google Translation into Simplified Chinese: 经过短暂的飞行后，我们到达机场。 我们在露台上吃午饭，在寻找出口时，我们遇到了一家商店，它的名字让我们觉得很奇怪，因为它听起来很西班牙。

Google Translation into Korean: 짧은 비행을 마치고 공항에 도착합니다. 우리는 테라스에서 점심을 먹고 출구를 찾다가 스페인어처럼 들리기 때문에 이름이 매우 이상해 보이는 가게를 발견했습니다.

Google Translation into Hawaiian: Ma hope o ka lele pōkole, hiki mākou i ke kahua mokulele. Ua ʻai mākou i ka ʻaina awakea ma kahi pā hale a, e ʻimi ana i ka puka, ua ʻike mākou i kahi hale kūʻai nona ka inoa i ʻike ʻole ʻia iā mākou no ka mea he kani ʻo Sepania.

Google Translation into Hebrew: לאחר טיסה קצרה מגיעים לשדה התעופה. אכלנו ארוחת צהריים במרפסת ובזמן שחיפשנו את היציאה, נתקלנו בחנות ששמה נראה לנו מאוד מוזר כי היא נשמעה מאוד ספרדית.

Google Translation into Hindi: एक छोटी उड़ान के बाद हम हवाई अड्डे पहुँचे। हमने एक छत पर दोपहर का भोजन किया और बाहर निकलने का रास्ता तलाशते हुए हमें एक दुकान मिली जिसका नाम हमें बहुत अजीब लगा क्योंकि यह बहुत स्पेनिश लगता था।

Google Translation into Indonesian: Setelah penerbangan singkat kami mencapai bandara. Kami sedang makan siang di teras dan ketika mencari jalan keluar, kami menemukan sebuah toko yang menurut kami namanya sangat aneh karena kedengarannya sangat Spanyol.

Google Translation into Japanese: 短いフライトの後、空港に到着します。 テラスで昼食をとり、出口を探していると、スペイン語っぽくてとても不思議な名前のお店を見つけました。

Google Translation into Kyrgyz: Кыска рейстен кийин аэропортко жетебиз. Биз террасада түшкү тамактандык жана чыга турган жерди издеп жатып, дүкөнгө туш болдук, анын аты бизге абдан кызыктай көрүнгөн, анткени ал абдан испанча угулган.

Google Translation into Malay: Selepas penerbangan singkat kami sampai ke lapangan terbang. Kami makan tengah hari di teres dan, mencari pintu keluar, kami terjumpa sebuah kedai yang namanya kelihatan sangat pelik bagi kami kerana ia kedengaran sangat Sepanyol.

Google Translation into Malayalam: ഒരു ചെറിയ ഫ്ലൈറ്റ് കഴിഞ്ഞ് ഞങ്ങൾ എയർപോർട്ടിലെത്തി. ഞങ്ങൾ ഒരു ടെറസിൽ ഉച്ചഭക്ഷണം കഴിച്ചു, പുറത്തുകടക്കാൻ നോക്കുമ്പോൾ, ഞങ്ങൾ ഒരു കട കണ്ടു, അതിന്റെ പേര് വളരെ വിചിത്രമായി തോന്നി, കാരണം അത് വളരെ സ്പാനിഷ് ആയിരുന്നു.

Google Translation into Mongolian: Богино нислэгийн дараа бид нисэх онгоцны буудалд хүрдэг. Бид өдрийн хоолоо дэнж дээр идээд гарах гарцыг хайж байтал нэр нь маш испани сонсогдож байсан тул бидэнд их сонин санагдсан дэлгүүртэй таарав.

Google Translation into Nepali: छोटो उडान पछि हामी एयरपोर्ट पुग्छौं। हामी एउटा टेरेसमा खाजा खाइरहेका थियौं र बाहिर निस्कने क्रममा हामीले एउटा पसल भेट्टायौं जसको नामले हामीलाई धेरै अनौठो लाग्यो किनभने यो धेरै स्पेनिश सुनिन्छ।

Google Translation into Panjabi: ਥੋੜ੍ਹੀ ਜਿਹੀ ਉਡਾਣ ਤੋਂ ਬਾਅਦ ਅਸੀਂ ਹਵਾਈ ਅੱਡੇ 'ਤੇ ਪਹੁੰਚ ਗਏ। ਅਸੀਂ ਇੱਕ ਛੱਤ 'ਤੇ ਦੁਪਹਿਰ ਦਾ ਖਾਣਾ ਖਾਧਾ ਅਤੇ, ਬਾਹਰ ਨਿਕਲਣ ਦੀ ਤਲਾਸ਼ ਕਰਦੇ ਹੋਏ, ਅਸੀਂ ਇੱਕ ਦੁਕਾਨ ਦੇ ਸਾਹਮਣੇ ਆਏ ਜਿਸਦਾ ਨਾਮ ਸਾਨੂੰ ਬਹੁਤ ਅਜੀਬ ਲੱਗ ਰਿਹਾ ਸੀ ਕਿਉਂਕਿ ਇਹ ਬਹੁਤ ਸਪੈਨਿਸ਼ ਲੱਗਦੀ ਸੀ।

Google Translation into Pashtun: د لنډ الوتنې وروسته موږ هوایی ډګر ته ورسیږو. موږ په یوه چت کې د غرمې ډوډۍ وخوړه او د وتلو په لټه کې، موږ یو هټۍ ته ورسیدو چې نوم یې موږ ته خورا عجیب ښکاري ځکه چې دا خورا هسپانوي غږېده.

Google Translation into Persian: پس از یک پرواز کوتاه به فرودگاه می رسیم. ناهار را در یک تراس خوردیم و در جستجوی خروجی، به مغازه ای برخوردیم که نامش برایمان خیلی عجیب به نظر می رسید، زیرا صدای آن بسیار اسپانیایی بود.

Google Translation into Sundanese: Sanggeus hiber pondok urang ngahontal bandara. Urang tadi dahar beurang di téras sarta, pilari kaluar, urang datang di sakuliah hiji warung anu ngaranna seemed pisan aneh keur urang sabab disada pisan Spanyol.

Google Translation into Tagalog: After a short flight nakarating na kami sa airport. Nagtanghalian kami sa isang terrace at, sa paghahanap ng exit, narating namin ang isang tindahan na tila kakaiba sa amin ang pangalan dahil napaka-Kastila.

Google Translation into Telugu: కొద్ది సేపటి తరువాత మేము విమానాశ్రయానికి చేరుకున్నాము. మేము టెర్రస్ మీద భోజనం చేసాము మరియు నిష్క్రమణ కోసం వెతుకుతున్నప్పుడు, మేము ఒక దుకాణాన్ని చూశాము, దాని పేరు మాకు చాలా వింతగా అనిపించింది, ఎందుకంటే అది చాలా స్పానిష్ భాషలో ఉంది.

Google Translation into Thai: หลังจากเที่ยวบินสั้นๆ เราก็มาถึงสนามบิน เรากำลังรับประทานอาหารกลางวันบนระเบียง และระหว่างมองหาทางออก ก็เจอร้านหนึ่งที่ชื่อเราดูแปลกมากเพราะฟังดูเป็นภาษาสเปนมาก

Google Translation into Urdu: ایک مختصر پرواز کے بعد ہم ہوائی اڈے پر پہنچ گئے. ہم نے ایک چبوترے پر دوپہر کا کھانا کھایا اور باہر نکلتے ہوئے ہمیں ایک دکان ملی جس کا نام ہمیں بہت عجیب لگا کیونکہ یہ بہت ہسپانوی لگ رہا تھا۔

Google Translation into Uzbek: Qisqa parvozdan so'ng biz aeroportga etib boramiz. Biz terastada tushlik qildik va chiqish yo'lini qidirib, biz uchun nomi juda g'alati tuyulgan do'konga duch keldik, chunki u juda ispancha eshitildi.

Google Translation into Vietnamese: Sau một chuyến bay ngắn, chúng tôi đến sân bay. Chúng tôi ăn trưa trên sân thượng và khi đang tìm lối ra, chúng tôi tình cờ gặp một cửa hàng có cái tên rất lạ đối với chúng tôi vì nó nghe rất Tây Ban Nha.

[jaffre]

Alright, fuck it, here's my initial thoughts on a conlang for the "demons" from my golden world story (still a wip).

These creatures are a mix of bird and insect features (mainly corvid/wasp but not limited to) so I wanted my "phonemes" to be all sorts of sounds they could make, and include pheromones as well.

(art a little old but mostly still accurate)

Demon Morphology

Syrinx: Produces varied sounds, allows for polyphonic notes.

Tongue: Clicking.

Beak: Clapping, chemical glands. For nest and parenting signals.

Mandibles: Chittering, stridulation. For intimidation and alarm signals.

Legs: Chemical glands. For flight coordination.

Antenna: Chemoreceptors. For picking up pheromones.

Sound Inventory

While each individual produces a different base pitch with its own timbre, the species usually differentiate Whistles (high frequency) and Hoots (low frequency). Phones are mainly differentiated through changes in pitch: monotone, upslurred, downslurred, overslurred, and underslurred.

In addition to that, they have access to non-voiced sounds: clicks, claps, and chitters.

All these will be transcribed as such:

Whistle: e

Hoot: o

Monotone: unmarked (default)

Upslur: / (e/ o/)

Downslur: \ (e\ o\)

Overslur: n (en on)

Underslur: u (eu ou)

Click: cl

Clap: k

Chitter: ch

This is basically as far as I've gone. I need to decide on transcribing basic calls in the system I've defined, to use as a base, and decide the role of pheromones in the grammar as well. I'm considering them acting as tense/aspect markers, but it will depend on what their role is with the base calls.

It's just, I don't know shit about fuck, I love reading about birds and insects but I'm also a dummy. I feel self conscious about actually picking "words" for this just yet, like I'm gonna do it wrong, when it's like, for a fantasy species I just made up lmao. I know it doesn't have to be plausible but I think it'd be cool if I wasn't just talking absolute bullshit out of my ass lmao.

I'm also still working on castes and roles within the hive, as the species is similar to eusocial insects in this aspect. Vague idea so far is a broodmother as a leader, inside workers and outside workers. They are mainly carnivorous, with a supplemental diet I need to decide on.

(the other issue im running against is, whats biology and whats culture re: castes and roles, idk what i wanna go with yet. its an interesting point to me cause its somewhat brought up with the other species in the story, the sae/fae, where there's clear roles assigned to one of their forms, but one of the protags doesn't conform to that. anyway, got off topic. I'll end there now)

[just-sp-in-inginthevoid]

@tihaari, as promised, here it is

The songs with a * means I think about several characters individually (2, most of the time) for these songs

The songs with a ¤ means there is an english translation in the comments (the other non-english songs have subtitles)

Almost every songs have lyrics (in the video, in the description, or in the top comments)

As you will notice, my music taste is quite wide. Hope you’ll find some song you’ll like

(just thought about it but i think like only 1 or 2 are ‘happy’/not angsty songs)

Shinichiro :

- 4:00AM by Taeko Ohnuki*

- Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens

- Euthanasia by Will Wood

- Coma Baby by Nicole Doppelganger

- 最愛なるあなたは花葬 by 虻瀬犬 (Flowers, Mountains and Funerals by Abuseken)¤ (’Today, I’m just getting older. Today, you’re just getting older too.’, everything’s fine. ‘I’m getting older. Now, I’m getting older.’ no sign of the pronoun ‘you’, Mikey’s dead. ‘Today, I cannot grow old, yet since you can grow old today,’, Shinichiro’s dead, not Mikey)

- Birthday Kid by Mili

- I hold you by CLANN (this one’s over 9mins long. Just so you know if you wanna skip it lol)

- You are my sunshine - The Phamtoms version

- Don’t worry by Mr.Kitty (The lyrics fit as a whole but. 2:33)

- John and Nancy by Jack Stauber

- Telephones by VACATIONS

- Pale Machine by bo en (most of the song lyrics are in english but someone put the lyrics in the comments with the translation of the japanese bits)

- Secret by The Pierces (to sanzu ofc ofc. Also asked mikey if he wanted to start ridding bike… probably cuz mikey always wanted to but also shin never accepted but then. Then.) (first verse, OG timeline, second verse.. not-OG timeline)

- Mother Mary by Mr.Kitty

- Neverending Nights by Mr.Kitty

- Karma by AJR (OG timeline, before he knew about time leaping)(he does say in a chapter to wakasa that he spent a lot of money on suspicious religious groups and he did a lot of therapies)

- Youth by Glass Animal

- Lemonade by Mili*

         + Mockingbird by Eminem

Mikey :

- Sometimes by Nick Lutsko*

- Achilles come down by GANGOFYOUTHSBAND

- sister by Eve*

- Tout Petit Moineau (Very small sparrow) by Igorr (youll hear the pure despair in the screams | mikey loosing all of his loved ones one by one. Also parallels between a bird taking flight for the first time | bonten mikey jumping off the building. Probably the song/music i’m the less confident in)

- Poison Tree by Grouper

- Hurting for a Very Painful Pain (prehaps with kisaki singing the more feminine parts)

- Aesthetic ? More like Ass-Pathetic by Panucci’s Pizza

- I rather sleep by Kero Kero Bonito

- You are an Awful person by R.I.P*

- Sing to me by MISSIO

- Why didn’t stop me ? By Mitski

- Riptide by grandson

- Still Life by sitcom

- Between two worlds by Mili

-Cigarette Ahego by Penelope Scott (‘oh I don’t smoke, I just like how it smells’ → memories of Shinichiro - ‘In my defense I wasn’t suppose to be around this long’ → reference to the OG timeline ofc ofc)

- A sadness runs through him by The Hoosiers (Takemichi’s pov)

- HELP by PINK GUY

- Destroy me by Mr.Kitty

- Romantic Homicide by d4vd

- Suicide by Midnight To Monaco (the title is misleading. Its a hopeful song, okay ? Dont- don’t worry about it)

- 1985 by Bo Burnham (just for the 1:44-2:29 part)

- 不浄の世/The Impure World by Shitoo

- ハッピーエンド/Happy end by Shitoo (first part is final timeline mikey, second im not so sure. Perhaps og timeline shinichiro?)

- 棺の舟/Coffin arc by Shitoo (Manila timeline. Although I guess all of them work)

- Monster by Fight the Fade

- Bad Things by Cults

- Heart Nonsense

- Same Man I Was Before by Oingo Boingo

- Jesus don’t like im gay but satans cool with it by lil boodang (once again, you can ignore the title when listening to it) (‘summer’s always awful’ → Shinichiro’s death ‘winter is the one that breaks me down’ → his mom’s, emma’s and izana’s death)

-  物をぱらぱら壊す/breaking things to pieces by Kikuo

- 光よ/oh light (Hatsune Miku version) by Kikuo and here’s Hanatan’s version

- What i deserve by the remedy

- 降伏論 (Koufukuron) sung by Miyashita Yuu

- 悪い人 (a bad person) by syudou sung by すとぷり (sutopuri) (valhalla arc. To Kazutora. the ‘i’ve known it all along that you’re a horrible person’ may go to kisaki tho)

- 13th floor by Jade Lyel

- The mind electric by Miracle Musical

- 内臓ありますか by ピノキオピー (What’s inside ?by PinnochioP)

- Bulbel by Mili

- Oyasumi by bo en

- A New Hour by Mr.Kitty

- Bleed Black by Mr.Kitty (Bonten timeline)

- You’re somebody else by flora cash (can’t decide whose POV it fits best but it definitely describes Mikey)

- 大大大キライ/DAI DAI DAI KIRAI by DennokoP (Mikey’s words when there’s color, when it’s grey it’s Kazutora, from 2:43 to the end it’s Shinichiro)

- Mr.Fear by SIAMES

- CLOSET by Yoh Kamiyama*

(So. I love Kagerou Days. That’s like one of the first song i’ve got to heard when I went on youtube for the first time years ago. And it doesn’t work with TR timeline/story. But it could so much be an AU--) (Mikey plays the role of the boy and Takemichi the girl. Or Takemichi and Hina (with whatever role for each of them). Actually, picks two characters you wish to be stuck in a time loop, it’ll probably work ; You can imagine PekeJ as the cat idk if it adds anything)

Takemichi :

- 4:00AM by Taeko Ohnuki*

- the 1st opening of Owari No Seraph (to mikey) (different stories. Different context. Still works tho)

- I’d find you by phendste (about Hina)

Sanzu :

- Happy Pills by Weathers

- Blow my brains out by Tikkle me

- Do it for him/her (Sanzu singing it to takemichi) (also ive never watched stevens universe and this cover is the only version i can listen to the song so excuse me for ‘stronger than you’ following it)

- Room 401 by Shitoo (Sanzu thinking about the OG timeline)

- とんねる大冒険 (Great tunel adventure) by Kikuo (‘the you who is never anywhere’ is OG mikey ‘the you who should have vanished’ not-og mikey)

- p.h. sung by Miyashita Yuu

- Hyperdontia by GHOST (not all the lyrics work for this one. For example i have no idea what to do with ‘i’m pulling teeth for what seems like an eternity’ – but ‘i don’t want the infection spending’ first for his own scars then looking at mikey’s dark impulses, ‘pull ‘em out and wash ‘em off the memories – tear ‘em out and make up for forgotten years’ for the og timeline ofc, and ‘your hands in my mouth, 1,2,1,2, they never came out’ – how he got his scars. Plus ‘ahahaha’ for how mikey ordered him to laughed. 3:19 to 3:32 is (kanto manji) mikey speaking to sanzu – after learning shin was a time leaper from wakasa or something)

Takeomi :

- You are an awful person by R.I.P* (the first ‘him’ are for Shinichiro, ‘and soon he’ll realize he doesn’t need you – sooner or later he is gonna leave you’ is for sanzu tho)

- Everybody likes you by Lemon Demon (this man is the definition of wanting to feel important because he knows he isnt i swear-)

Chifuyu :

- Just take my wallet by Jack Stauber

- I can’t decide by Scissor Sisters (bad Toman timeline)

- Propaganda by Crusher (Bad Toman timeline)

- Mon amie la rose by Françoise Hardy (Bad Toman (or Manila) timeline. ‘my friend, the rose’ is Mitsuya cuz he’s the only one I can imagine - with what we’ve seen of the other Toman members of this timeline – not going full on evil)(‘you admired me yesterday – and i’ll turn into dust forever tomorrow’ for baji tho..) (btw ‘on est bien peu de chose’ while meaning, yes, in fact, ‘we don’t mean much’ also carries the meaning of ‘the person who’s in charge of us doesn’t care much about us’)

- なきそ – げのげ (Genoge by Nakiso) (genoge might mean ‘the lowest (of its kind) ; the poorest’ i don’t know japanese tho so..) (still bad toman timeline too)

Draken :

- Dark Red by Steve Lacy

- I’ll Never Smile Again by Frank Sinatra

Mitsuya :

- ビターチョコ��コレーション (bitter choco decoration) by syudou sung by Miyashita Yuu (Manila timeline. Could work with Bad Toman too ig but i like the idea of Ran being the one saying ‘I remember now ! You’re that serious-looking person from back then… On second thought, nevermind’ about the festival in Roppongi where Mitsuya saw the brothers for the first time (and Ran saw him too))

Taiju :

- Saint Bernard by Lincoln Vlogs

- キリスト by 虻瀬犬 (Christ by Abuseken) (cw : repeated mentions of rape and child born out of rape) (ALRIGHT ALLOW ME TO EXPLAIN THIS ONE. While i don’t specially believe the shiba siblings were born out of rape (even tho it is implied their father was (physically) abusive toward their mother) the rest of the song fits. Taiju became catholic since he didn’t have anyone to ask what he had to do – so this song of someone asking again and again things without them being ever answered fit. There’s also the ‘I’ll kill you’ at 2:52 which can so easily be said by either Taiju, Hakkai or even Yuzuha) (if you don’t see where i’m coming from interpreting taiju this way – i made a post ive pinned about it)

Izana :

- sister by eve*

- Treehouse by Alex G (with Kakucho ofc)

-🔪、🔪、🔪 ///ナイフ、ナイフ、ナイフ/// (Knife, Knife, Knife) by Kikuo

- CLOSET by Yoh Kamiyama*

Inui :

- sister by Eve*

- Washing Machine heart by Mitski (to Koko)

Koko :

- Feel dead inside by Younger Hunger

- Money by The Drums

- 요단강 (Jordan river) by Natsyona (Vivinos’s video) (well basically change the video to him making money rather than sewing a doll)

Baji’s mom :

- Lemonade by Mili*

Senju :

- Brutus by the Buttress (i like to think she was bitter about being left behind by Mikey, Baji and Sanzu. And since she kicks asses she deserves a song that does too)

Kazutora :

- YELLOW by Yoh Kamiyama

- Two birds by Regina Spektor (with Baji ofc ofc)

- No children by The Mountains Goats (still w/ Baji)

- Sigh sung by Kagamine Rin (STILL with Baji)

Kisaki :

- Dumb dumb by Mazie

Hanma :

- No one lives forever by Oingo Boingo (the lyrics fit but ngl, it’s mostly for the VibesTM)

Hinata :

- 一ツ眼リッパー殺人事件/One-Eyed Ripper Murder Case by Shitoo (this one also fit in an AU rather than the canon story (where basically Kisaki stays in contact with Hinata – everything else is the same. Naoto knows Hinata is going to die in the future). Also watch until the end, don’t be mad at the ‘little brother’ ;) )

It fits too many characters individualy OR I think of several characters at once (like Sunflower by Michele Leigh):

- Scars by Mr.Kitty (I always end up thinking about the original quartet (Mikey, Sanzu, Baji, Senju) for this one. But it works for Toman)

- Look What You Make Me Do by Taylor Swift

- Sometimes by Nick Lutsko*

- Teen Pregnancy by BLANK BANSHEE (ignoring the title -)

- Summer Nights by SIAMES

- いかないで (Ikanaide) (almost every character lost someone they hold dear)(although thinking about Mikey/Draken loosing Emma-)

- Sunflower by Michele Leigh (ex-toman members to kanto Manji/bonten Mikey... im not crying)

- Nowhere to run by Stegosaurus Rex

- Trauma by Mr.Kitty

- Fight your friends by Mr.Kitty (Three deities/Kanto manji arcs lets gooo)

- Oh Klahoma by Jack Stauber

- AaAaAaAAaAaAAa by NashimotoP

- Welcome to Paradise by grandson

- Pain Shopping by grandson

- Forgive yourself by xojira (lyrics in comments)

- 愛を探して (searching for your love) by Kikuo (ngl, it fits mikey a lot)

- あなぐらぐらし(Anagura Gurashi) by Kikuo

- 猫の食卓 (the cat’s dining table) by Kikuo

- わたあめ (cotton candy) by Kikuo

- 君が死んでも許してあげるよ (I’ll forgive you even if you die) by Kikuo

- 哀悼、そして日常は続く(Condolences, and then the everydays continue) sung by Miyashita Yuu¤

- How it ended by the drums (ex-toman members wondering about Mikey – Bonten timeline or Kanto Manji)

- Evelyn Evelyn by Evelyn Evelyn (choose your fighter among the different siblings) (honestly i mostly do with the akashi –)

- Francis Forever by Mitski

- We’ll meet again by Vera Lynn

- I’m sorry by Brenda Lee

Other audios/songs which are too shorts :

- What am I without you ? - Baji & Kazutora/Shinichiro & Takeomi (if you read toilet-bound hanako-kun and you havent finished/if you dont wanna be spoiled even if you dont know the story at all - avoid looking at the video/skip this one. couldnt find this audio by itself but for this one)

- Have we gone wrong ? from Don’t Hug Me I’m scared - Bad Toman/Manila timeline (one of toman member telling mikey he’s ‘gone wrong’, the others getting between them and brushing it off. Sanzu asking if they went wrong, Mikey answering)

- Peppermint by Jack Stauber – Takeomi & Sanzu cuz Sanzu’s hated food is anything spicy

- Hope by Jack Stauber – Shinichiro

- Rain by Jack Stauber – Shinichiro/Takemichi

- $ 4.99 by Jack Stauber – Kokonoi

- Library by Jack Stauber – Every character who has lost their mother/sister

- Big Brother i’m just like you – you know who :’)

- Is it cold outside – Izana & Kakucho

- Daisy Bell - Draken & Emma

- BMO always bounces back – Baji (‘but i’m supposed to save the rift. That’s my job’ → baji thinking he could save the founding members’ relationship by himself) (couldnt find a video with only this audio and no song - only with animatics)

- This but with Sanzu

- It’s not Michael – Takemichi when meeting one of the future Mikey

- One’s a genius, the other’s insane – Kisaki & Hanma. That made me laughed so hard the first time I thought about it

- Where did the year go – Takemichi with Manila/Bonten Mikey

[itsukicoded]

A Short Midnight Watlz

no warnings??????? actually one warning: shumika

idk how many words im sorry

“Ya put yer hand here, on ma shoulder like this,” Mika began, he didn’t try to hide the stars in his eyes. He had decided all on his own to teach Shu how to waltz, even though Shu already knew how to do so. Shu felt a little strange, he hadn’t been taught to follow in dance, only to lead it.

“Kagehira, I know how this works, haven't I told you this already? And don’t you think this position is a bit odd?”

“Eh? What’s wrong wit it? Oshi-san let’s dance together~” Before Shu could find the words to protest, the two began twirling around Mika’s empty bedroom.

They danced in a slow motion—one, two, two, three, one, two, three—not even the sound of their graceful footsteps could be heard between the hard wood floors and the decorative carpet near the beds. Their eyes stayed locked on each other as one does while partner dancing, but Mika had a sort of enchantment in his eyes…the magnetism that he usually saved for the stage created an atmosphere in the room that made Shu feel uneasy. Shu’s heart wavered while being led in what he felt was an entrancing dance. Mika had grown so much in such a short amount of time, he felt, where did he learn to gaze at someone with such allure? There was something Mika’s eyes were saying that Shu wasn’t entirely sure he understood; the act of it all seemed to make Shu feel slightly uncomfortable in ways he couldn’t explain. Shu stepped forward on instinct, stepping on Mika’s foot and causing them both to topple onto the ground.

Mika managed to land on all fours hovering over Shu, his shoulders shook slightly. Had he twisted his wrist trying to break the fall? Shu’s eyes widened with worry.

“K-Kagehira…?” He placed a hand on Mika’s shoulder. Mika raised his face, laughing.

“ ‘M sorry, Oshi-san, I shouldn’t’ve dropped ya like that,” he said. His smile relieved Shu, though none of it found a way to show on his face.

“Well, it was partly my fault too, I suppose I’m just not used to being led in a dance like this,” Shu explained sheepishly. Mika just shook his head.

“En, then it’s botha our faults,” he said. There was a pause, neither of them knew where to pick up from here. Their relationship to each other was always like this—they could never figure out the right steps. Though they both cared for and respected each other as equals, unitmates, even friends, they were consistently off kilter. Maybe that was just the charm they shared. Shu bit his lip, thinking carefully about how to word what he wanted to say.

“Kagehira…you know how we made a promise to not lie to each other anymore? To not keep any secrets from one another?” He started slowly, though he didn’t think Mika would be upset with him after confessing. Mika moved to sit next to Shu on the floor. He never gave Shu half of his attention, he never gave Shu half of anything. “I must apologize, I lied to you again recently. That day you held your solo live…I told you my flight got delayed and that I had missed the performance. I had disguised myself in the audience so that I could watch it in full without you knowing.”

Mika blinked at Shu. Shu was confident that Mika wouldn’t have been upset with him, but now he wasn’t so sure. At that time, Mika looked so shocked and embarrassed to see him after the performance, Shu lied to him thinking it would make him feel at ease. The date for the performance had coincided with a date for the show Shu was making costumes for, and the two had discussed multiple times how disappointed they were, while Shu had planned in secret to visit and watch the live anyway. He hadn’t expected Mika to make such an expression when seeing him afterwards. Shu now wanted to steer the conversation away from that night.

“Something else I noticed, however, is that you had kept a small keychain in the pocket of your costume as you wore it onstage—”

“Nnah ya weren’t s’pose ta see that!!” Mika interrupted, waving his hands in the air. Shu could only smile at him.

“This is something I can understand. I, too, carry reminders of the people I miss while I’m away. But the fact is that to carry something like that onstage is unprofessional, Kagehira! If it were to fall out of your pocket while dancing wouldn’t that ruin the performance? Valkyrie makes no mistakes, no stage can be any less than perfect.” Shu scolded his unit mate. Mika was always so close to getting it right. Mika sighed and murmured his agreements. “Though, while seeing you indiscreetly removing that toy from your coat pocket while putting your costume away I came up with an idea for you to carry a reminder with you the next time you decide to hold a solo live. As much as I would like to, I cannot manage to see them all.”

Shu pulled a small indigo velvet box from his pocket, and chuckled to himself as Mika’s eyes grew wide with stars. He opened it and pulled out a ring. A plain silver ring. The design itself was so boring, Shu couldn’t believe he would allow himself to present such a dull thing as a gift to someone he treasured as much as this, but the nightmare of Mika wearing jewelry that clashed with his outfit to every meeting, movie shooting, interview, and now live performance with Valkyrie’s name attached gave him shivers. So the safest option was to opt for something simple that could always compliment any outfit. Shu himself hoped that Mika would wear it at every occasion, a small little reminder that Mika could still be classified as his.

“Can…can I see it?” Starry eyed Mika tentatively reached his hand out to hold the ring. Shu only chuckled to himself again while handing it over. It was just a plain silver ring, but Mika held it like a delicate baby bird. “Uwah there’s somethin’ written on the inside? ‘S that french oshi-san? Ngah I can’t understand what it says?”

“You ought to study more, Kagehira, though you’re correct there is French written on the inside of that ring. It says ‘l’éternité’ do you know what that means?” Shu asked. Mika hummed in frustration and shook his head. “And to believe you said so boldly to me things like ‘Valkyrie is eternal’…hand me the ring back.”

“O-oshi-san!”

“Oh I’m not going to keep it! Hand it to me, I’ll put it on for you,” Shu sighed and held out his hand. Mika was always so noisy! He took Mika’s hand and gently placed the ring on Mika’s finger, trying to ignore how aware he had become of his own breathing. Mika couldn’t hold his awe for a random solid piece of metal. And Shu couldn’t hold in the pride he felt while Mika wore something that bound them together in such a quiet way.

“Oshi-san ‘s beautiful, really, but why’d ya write the word on tha inside? Then no one’ll be able ta read it, right?” Mika didn’t even take his eyes off the ring while asking. He held his hand out in front of his face, fingers fanned out, in admiration. Shu leaned back on his hands and let his head fall to the side.

“That way this is a special little secret just kept between the two of us. What do you think about it, Kagehira?”

“Eh? Why ‘s there a second ring in the box then?”

“………” Shu hesitated, then admitted. “That one is mine.”

Mika’s eyes grew stars again.

“Then….can I..?” Mika asked sheepishly. Shu looked at him, and handed him the ring. Mika’s tremored hands held Shu’s and carefully placed the ring on his finger. They both looked at their hands held together, a long silver ring on both of their hands. Shu suddenly felt embarrassed.

“Alright you don’t have to turn this into such a big deal, Kagehira. And you’re in no position to relax right now, clearly you need more practice on how to lead a proper waltz! No woman will want to dance with you if you let them fall to the ground like this!” Shu exclaimed. He was scolding Mika, but Mika smiled expectantly at him. “I shall have to teach you myself!”

[amoirsetpacis]

im psyched as hell for this event and i have a bunch of ideas rattling around in my head, so here's my starter call! for now just so that I dont overwhelm myself (esp. since i've already liked some other starter calls) i'm capping at 5. HOWEVER, I would also like to add 1 slot for a group rp! i'm really hoping to make a sort of light party! if anyone else is interested in this please let me know by replying to this post! i'll be happy to make a group dm or something.

I'll most likely also be popping into your dms for quick and dirty plotting! mostly though i just fly by the seat of my pants

as a side note, please read the text under the read more for more of an understanding of Vash's powers! since everything is unlocked for the event and I definitely have One Self Sacrificing Boy on my hands, there's a lot of stuff I wanna play around with! Plus, ideas for each area of the event. :)

when the announcement hits, I think that Vash is genuinely worried about Ofiuco because of how rattled she seemed- and, by extension, the rest of the island. In his mind, it's really important to go down there and figure out what exactly is wrong, and if he can stop it before it potentially harms anyone. the money is a perk too-- bullets arent cheap.

I really wanna approach it like levels in a video game! so i'd really like to go in order of the event post- therefore fantasy > sea > space > jungle. That being said, the main reason i'll probably pop into your dms is to see which setting you would be most comfortable with :) considering the rpg nature of the event, vash would do best as a ranged character, but he will most definitely try to tank so no one else gets hurt :')

BIOMES:

fantasy - honestly this is the one that I have the least amount of ideas for, so if you have any let me know! if this is the setting you prefer, I can still definitely come up with something.

space - OOOOOHHHHH BUDDY. oh man. first of all, vash hasn't been back in space since he was a child, so that'll be. fun. :) second, because his powers are back and he uh. doesn't exactly take good care of his wellbeing, he would most definitely use his abilities to defend others, even though there is a high likelihood of this killing him and sending him back to the start. this is also the area i would be the most interested in doing a group rp! be not afraid :)

sea - mom holy fuck we're a merman now. vash coming from a desert planet and suddenly being thrust into the depths of the ocean??? what could go wrong????

jungle - oh absolute shenanigans. tomfoolery. loony toons bullshit.

ABILITIES

i'm not gonna go into full detail here, as you can find a much more in-depth description on my blog, but here's a quick rundown!

First off, weaponry, all of which he is extremely proficient at using;

.45 colt

machine gun in his left arm

knives in the soles of his boots

now, his abilities as a Plant;

defensive angel feathers

flight capable wings

space time distortion - both en mass in the form of a gigantic canon capable of leveling entire cities and blowing a hole in the moon, as well as infusing his bullets with the ability to create much smaller, more manageable distortions

shielding - he's shown in the series to send out a giant beam of power as well as cast an enormous shield, though this was only one time, so it's not something i think he would be skilled with using.

this being said my vash is post series. the reason that he has black hair instead of blond is that using these abilities drains his life force. his hair acts as a sort of battery symbol. since it is entirely black, extensive use of any of these abilities can easily kill him. :) so have fun with that!