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I LOST MY FRIENDS GIFT SOMEWHERE IN MY HOUSE AND I SEE HER TOMORROW MORNING
#im gonna cry#it was 30 dollar#expensive ass#fancy ass#serum#and its just GONE#I bought it TODAY#and i know i took it ouy of the bag#but its a blackout from there#ive already deep searched#the two rooms i was in#and the other#has a sleeping toddler#so i cant even check#to rule it out#sunny rambles
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gonna kill clip paint
#getting through the sketch and 70% of the linework when the power went out on a really good drawing on hancock#and its just gone#not even in my recovery files#they never fucking are#im so mad#IM SO MADDDDDD#LIKE its set to auto save backup every 15 mins#i was workin on it for half an hour at LEAST#not even a LIL BIT of it saved????#it was turning out so good#i dont wanna draw it again#but i want it to exist
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i ask more questions about where the fuck my pencil just went than I ever will in math
#I put it down for ONE SECOND#AND ITS JUST GONE#POOFED#REDUCED TO ATOMS#NO CLIPPED#WENT OUT FOR THE MILK
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Oh no, I hate when I have a thought but don't write it down or notate it anywhere. And then later I simply remember that I had a thought, but nothing more concrete than that. And I'm so far past it at this point that I can't possibly retrace it to its origins in an attempt to recreate the thought.
#i was having a thought about armand (iwtv) earlier and wasnt in the position to note it anywhere at the time#and now 3 hour later i remember that o had a thought about armand#and its just gone#very sad
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i, for the life of me, can't find danielle campbell screencaps anymore ???? like the website i used two days ago is gone ?? am i jus tlike having a mom brain moment or is there a glitch in the matrix ??
#⌗ 𝐨𝐨𝐜 𝐭𝐚𝐠. ﹙ babblings ﹚#so annoying considering ive been using that website for eons#and its just gone#cant find it#jUST CONFUS
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Isn’t that worth holding on?
#bakudeku#mha#bnha#that love is like a star#its gone we just see it shining#it’s travelled very far#I’ll keep a leftover light burning so you can keep looking up#ISNT THAT WORTH HOLDING ON?#STAR BY MITSKI#bkdk#my hero academia#bnha fanart#mha fanart#izuku midoriya#katsuki bakugo#kacchan#midoriya izuku#deku#bakugo katsuki#my art#thank you my hero academia
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YO TREY CLOVER IS HERE !!!
TREY NOOOO you weren't supposed to look so cool, I was supposed to be able to save my keys for all the upcoming birthdays, how could you do this to me --
also hey. hey Trey. what's in that bowl.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#don't get me wrong i am a trey enjoyer and i was expecting some pretty art but MAN they just went as hard as possible didn't they#i want to scoop up that color palette and spread it on some toast#love that they've just gone full neon casino lighting for the hearts boys 🤌🤌🤌#this card art is doing its darnedest to make up for the general lack of trey ssrs#anyway looking forward to freaking out about the rest of chapter 12 for the next couple of weeks!#can't wait to see how trey saves the day by making a cake taste like dirty socks or something#(no but i maintain that trey is actually the most ridiculously overpowered character in twst if you think about it)#(he could end malleus' reign of terror by replacing his head with a potato but he simply chooses not to)#(he has chosen a quiet life of culinary arts and dental hygiene over glorious power)#(i am only like...60% joking about this)#(somebody's gotta make sure riddle doesn't actually explode after all)
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you know what boils my blood.
over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."
i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.
but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.
today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.
the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.
so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.
#zee rambles#this isn't to guilt trip anyone#but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever#and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too??#we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it#now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people#but that doesn't mean its gone#that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it#honestly i just needed a lil rant#and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it#also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know#im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie#or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them#snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book#that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss#the hunger games#coriolanus snow#tbosas#lucy gray baird#not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration#but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause#like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time#he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets#and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets#he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved#but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall#he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires
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"I wanna hire you"
Every last Friday of the month Jason, Kori and Roy partake in a small tradition.
They meet up for dinner in their respective cities, costume or not, and just catch up on the others respective lives.
It was a dumb tradition Roy had suggested when the Outlaws split up the first time, not wanting to let the others go with little communication in between them ever again. So here they were, New Years Eve being the last Friday of the month before ringing in the new year.
Lian was off hanging out with her friends for the holiday, choosing not to join them on their tradition this year which Roy was only slightly thankful for. Especially since it was Jason's turn this time which meant they'd be having dinner at his usual spot in Gotham.
Roy shed his coat the second he walked through the doorway of Joe's Diner. He was tired but not any more so than usual.
New Years Eve was always a harder day for Gotham. The crime rate always went up for the holidays rather than down, so it gave almost every vigilante here extra work to do alongside their usual duties.
But being able to visit was still the best part of making it to the end of the year.
"Happy New Year, Joe."
Joe, the owner way to used to the Outlaws shenanigans, just smiled back at him as he walked in. He had the usual to-go coffee cups in his hands.
"Happy New Year, Arse"
The two met up at the nearest table, Roy sliding into the booth as Joe handed him his own cup before turning around to the countertop to make his usual go to order.
"Any signs of Big Bat today?"
"Nothing nearby," He took a sip of his coffee as Joe continued on with his thought, still working on his sandwich order behind the counter. "But I'd reckon he's pretty busy considering the holiday"
Roy hummed in agreement while taking another swig of his drink. He honestly figured Jason would be late again, typical for him during the Holidays, and Kori would probably be over in a few minutes.
It wouldn't be a long wait.
He sighed and laid back against the booth chair contentedly, eyes shut to try and get some kind of rest before either of the 2 showed up. Roy tried to ignore the way he felt someone's eyes on him as he did so, hoping silently that whoever it was would just be a curious civilian and not anything crazy he would have to deal with.
But hope meant basically nothing in Gotham.
The person slowly approached him and Roy heard them harshly shove a backpack onto the table before he eventually opened his eyes lazily to look at the person intruding his peace.
It was a kid.
A very tiny looking girl, no more than 12 years old, hiding underneath a tattered looking Nasa hoodie that was basically swallowing her whole. Roy looked at her with curiosity as she seemed to examen him thoroughly, a hand still clutching her bag despite it being on HIS table.
"Are you Arsenal?" She eventually spit out bluntly, making Roy sit up sharply.
It was rare a real kid, one who wasn't a trained threat like Damian or any of the Titans, actually approached him and simply knew who he was. So her knowing him, despite being in costume, put him on edge a little bit.
"Well?" The girl snarked at his silence, looking more annoyed at the lack of response. Roy could feel his grey hairs getting longer by the second.
"Are you really Arsenal?"
She still had her sea-blue eyes trained on him between half hidden bangs and her hoodie as she asked. Roy just sighed into his cup of coffee quietly and nodded, watching as the girl brightened slightly and slide into Jason's usual booth seat.
"What's up kid? Isn't it a little late for you to be out in Gotham?"
The girl huffed at that comment, pulling her hood off of her head to truly look over at him. She seemed exhausted and much younger than he had originally assumed her to be. In a strange, heartbreaking way looking at her only reminded him of Lian when she had been that small.
"I'm not a kid." She snorted with a roll of her eyes before taking a sip of the hot cocoa Joe had silently passed to her with a ruffle of her hair.
"You look younger then 10. That makes you a kid, kid."
The girl huffed again before reaching into the torn bag Roy hadn't seen her pull off the table, digging as quickly as she could.
"Whatever, my age isn't the point. The point is I need to hire you to do something."
Roy almost choked on his coffee at that declaration, finally putting his cup down on the table. "I'm sorry what? What could you possibly need to hire me for? How did you even FIND out you could do that? You're like 10-"
"13" She interrupted, stopping her own search through her bag, unphased.
"Sure kid, 13 then. But still-"
The girl just groaned loudly to interrupt him again, kicking his legs harshly from underneath the table to shut him up officially. She took her attention back to her backpack while huffing and muttering under her breath in annoyance.
Eventually she finally seemed to grab whatever she'd been looking for, grinning again before turning to look back at him and slapping something onto the table. Roy looked down to see whatever it had been hesitantly, worried only a bit it'd be some kind of child concoction she had with her.
Instead he was met with 2 wads of cash, all 100 dollars, wrapped in what looked like glittery green rubber bands. Startled, he looked at the very obviously NOT 13 year old with money she also obviously did NOT usually have for any explanation.
The girl shrugged at his reaction.
"I also don't wanna just hire you." She responded pointedly between his shock as if it was obvious, taking a sip of her hot cocoa. "I want to hire the Outlaws."
Roy sighed and just tried not to give any answer just yet considering the situation. The girl took it as a sign of rejection and pushed the baggy of cash closer to him while slapping another wad of cash baggy towards him.
"Kid-"
"Not a kid."
"Okay, Not-a-kid then," Roy watched as the girl glowered at him before continuing. "What do you even need the Outlaws for that the police can't do?"
At that question the girl went quiet and slowly shrunk into herself against the booth seat, eyes trained everywhere but him. Roy immediately felt regret but didn't voice it.
"My siblings are missing." She eventually responds, her free hand brushing some of her bangs out of her face while sliding the money bags closer to her side again with the other hand. "They've been gone since Christmas Eve and I've tried everything to find them but no ones even tried helping me."
She sniffles slightly and Roy feels his heart breaks slightly as he watches her wipe her nose against the tattered hoodie sleeve.
"Everything?" Roy asks and he watches her nod, still not looking at him.
"The GCPD are too swamped with cases because of the holidays and we don't have any adults in our lives to help."
"What about Batman?"
Roy felt slight self justification at the way the girls face turned from crying into an angry scowl. As if he had just suggested her to take a swim in the Gotham Harbor.
"Fuck Batman"
He couldn't help but let out a choked out snort as he filed that tidbit away for later. Jason would like this kid.
"Got it. No Batman," Roy reassured her with a grin before continuing. "So what exactly made you choose us to find them?"
At that question the girl seemed to hide again, more so out of embarrassment this time rather then anything else, her cheeks tinged slightly pink.
"Red Hood's my favorite hero but he's hard to ask for help from and everyone knows that you work with him..."
Roy sighed again and felt his face pinch into a grimace. Of course it would be Jason's fault kids were approaching him for help with things. As much as Jason denied he was a helpful force to Gotham, it was pretty obvious to anyone who looked at the way he cared for Crime Alley that he was.
"Alright kid. Put the cash away, okay?" The girl eyed him suspiciously before doing as Roy said and sliding both bags back into her tattered backpack.
"Starfire and Red Hood are supposed to be here in a bit and when they get here we'll try and see how we can help you, okay?" Roy almost smiled again when he watched her eyes widen in surprise at him agreeing before going back to her neutral expression.
"Anything more you wanna tell me?"
The girl hesitated before nodding and speaking again.
"Me and my siblings are on the run from people who want us for... being different. If you help me find them, you have to promise we won't get caught by Batman or any one with some kind of government access." She spits out quickly, making sure to look Roy directly in the eyes as she talks about her conditions.
"If you try and turn us over to either of them, I will make sure you and the others don't have a grave to be laid to rest in."
Roy shivered slightly as she spoke the last part, her eyes flashing a bright green he didn't recognize as she tried to show him she was a true threat. He gripped his coffee mug, trying his best to not get worried over it since he knew she was just trying to protect herself and her missing siblings.
"Got it, you have my word. Any chance I can get a name for you?"
The girl looked him over again, her eyes having returned to the sea-green color they were before, eventually nodding in agreement to his request.
"You can call me Ellie. Most people do"
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Or basically,
Ellie stumbles upon Arsenal at a diner late at night where she tries to hire him and the Outlaws into finding her siblings who went missing on Christmas Eve. Roy is just concerned this very obvious 8 year old wants to hire the Outlaws at all.
#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp crossover#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#dc x dp prompt#Ellie just wants her siblings home#I think itd be funny if Ellie was such a RH fan she knew about the outlaws#Ellie: man Danny & Jazz are gone.. better call the Outlaws!#Where did she even get the money?#Who knows#she probably stole it tbh#its fine the rich guy she took it from wont miss 10k probably#the rich guy was Dick Grayson and he probably noticed immeaditely#also who the Fenton kids were taking by is up to you#Im imagining its Amanda Waller and Cadmus instead of the GIW#bc lets be real they would#lol#Roy is so concerned this literal baby is trying to pay him like 10k to do a job#roy: jason this is ur fault u fuckin hero asshole#jason: ???
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noo don’t cry about july ending and the time passing, just remember the july poem :)

#end of the month melancholy is so real#the feeling that i’ve gone another month without achieving anything or bettering myself just punches me in the gut every time#but its going to be okay#i think#not les mis#poems and quotes#morgan harper nichols
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i love to come up with in-universe explanations for dumb things
#deanna troi#lwaxana troi#will riker#jean luc picard#star trek tng#star trek the next generation#carro art#i have been struggling with deanna's s1 hair if its supposed to be a hairpiece or if we're supposed to pretend its her real hair#they didnt even get the color right#so ive gone with Pretend Its Her Real Hair#anyway. first and hopefully last time drawing beardless will riker#ANYWAY. deanna cant just not do it after her mom made a stink. wears betazoid clothes for 5 years
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end of time ^_^
#its been hard for me to get back into drawing after i took a break for finals soooo I've gone back to my origins#aka an insane amount of cross-hatching and swirls#tenth doctor#doctor who#david tennant#10th doctor#dr who fanart#dr who#tenth doctor fanart#ive drawn this scene before i just never finished it#so instead of finishing it i completely redrew it :D#my art!!
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getting emotional over footage of an amateur scuba diver interacting with a coelacanth. they are hunted by large deepwater predators, and here comes a large creature bearing the brightest lights it's ever seen, making strange noises, but it does not shy away. it hovers, calmly, as the diver reaches out and trails a hand down its back. im strongly against the anthropomorphizing of real life animals but the stupid emotional part of me loudly insists this is because it recognizes us, the alternating movements of its four paired limbs matching the diver's four paired limbs, & it is thinking, "hello, cousins, we missed you these 66 million years, it's so good to see you again. welcome back, welcome home."
#[OBLIGATORY DISCLAIMER: he should NOT have touched the fish. do NOT touch random fish you find while scuba diving#especially if the fish is 6ft long & has sharp teeth#ESPECIALLY if the fish is a critically endangered species#being overwhelmed by the majesty of the coelcanth is understandable but that does not excuse his behavior]#[obligatory disclaimer 2: i know nothing about this guy; by 'amateur' i just mean he wasnt part of a scientific expedition at the time]#[obligatory disclaimer 3: i mean it wasnt CALM. its first dorsal fin was erect which we have reason to believe means it is on edge.#but it didnt flee like you would expect of a wild animal]#...disclaimers over. now im going to wail about how life began in the sea and we left & they stayed#& we thought they were gone & now we're finding our way back home to them#they are so beautiful and they are our family and they love us ok. they do i know it in my heart#coelacanth#Latimeria chalumnae#animals#andy original#ALSO I KNOW THEY HAVE 8 FINS by four paired limbs i mean the pelvic and pectoral the others arent paired they dont move like legs do
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coming out as a "Will snores obnoxiously loud" and "Nico breaths so quietly you can barely tell hes alive" truther
#LISTEN OKAY. WILL WORKS CRAZY HOURS. EXHAUSTS HIMSELF PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY#hes going to snore. really loud. as soon as he hits the pillow.#its not uncommon for even people who dont snore! that i know anyways.#happened to family members of mine who dont usually snore#also additionally nico sleeps like a corpse so it works out for both of them#i think personally nico is usually like 3/4's awake but once his body actually lets him rest? out. gone.#sleep deprived x also sleep deprived for different reasons#also on a different note (slightly) i feel like will just grabs nico sometime in the middle of the night like hes his teddy bear#nico is lets himself get dragged into wills arms because he too. is completely and utterly asleep#solangelo#nico di angelo#will solace#the sun and the star#rrverse#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo
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#still in my hole and a little scared to post this#just coz if it gets notes im worried ill end up in square one of only drawing for attention and getting stuck again#winter hasnt been easy on me for a while#and work has me so tired lately coz of it#im losing myself a bit#but the passion is still there its just gone a bit dormant#anyway.. vamery save me...#trigun#vashmeryl#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#trigun maximum#my silly art
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