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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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hi hello, have this comic i thought about after going w/ my parents on shooting range >:)
his reaserch is movies. Who could've guessed, lol-
#btw 2nd frame was made on my phone in bus lol#headcanon that puzzles physically cannot be lethal#he works the most on cartoon logic so he cant kill (or shoot anyone at this point-) (even a target--)#he was made for mental games and manipulation - not guns and blood. ew#btw not a ship but can be read as one#i think they are gonna be good friends :)#or at least match eachothers freak for a while#tumblrsexyman teaming up pt 3#prosto cup of art#mr puzzles#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles#smg4 puzzlevision#mr puzzles smg4#puzzlevision#mr wpnz fanart#mr wpnz#smg4#mr wpnz smg4#smg4 mr wpnz#mr puzzles fanart#smg4 comic#smg4 fanart#smg4 art
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As cameras becomes more normalized (Sarah Bernhardt encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use cameras because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by manufacturing companies. I paint not because I want a painting but because I love the process of painting. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
if i have to explain to you that using a camera to take a picture is not the same as using generative ai to generate an image then you are a fucking moron.
#ask me#anon#no more patience for this#i've heard this for the past 2 years#“an object created and controlled by companies” anon the company cannot barge into your home and take your camera away#or randomly change how it works on a whim. you OWN the camera that's the whole POINT#the entire point of a camera is that i can control it and my body to produce art. photography is one of the most PHYSICAL forms of artmakin#you have to communicate with your space and subjects and be conscious of your position in a physical world.#that's what makes a camera a tool. generative ai (if used wholesale) is not a tool because it's not an implement that helps you#do a task. it just does the task for you. you wouldn't call a microwave a “tool”#but most importantly a camera captures a REPRESENTATION of reality. it captures a specific irreproducible moment and all its data#read Roland Barthes: Studium & Punctum#generative ai creates an algorithmic IMITATION of reality. it isn't truth. it's the average of truths.#while conceptually that's interesting (if we wanna get into media theory) but that alone should tell you why a camera and ai aren't the sam#ai is incomparable to all previous mediums of art because no medium has ever solely relied on generative automation for its creation#no medium of art has also been so thoroughly constructed to be merged into online digital surveillance capitalism#so reliant on the collection and commodification of personal information for production#if you think using a camera is “automation” you have worms in your brain and you need to see a doctor#if you continue to deny that ai is an apparatus of tech capitalism and is being weaponized against you the consumer you're delusional#the fact that SO many tumblr lefists are ready to defend ai while talking about smashing the surveillance state is baffling to me#and their defense is always “well i don't engage in systems that would make me vulnerable to ai so if you own an apple phone that's on you”#you aren't a communist you're just self-centered
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sometimes i think abt the fact jun-hee and dae-ho never knew s1 gi-hun and i get violently upset
#i went back to s1e3 for that first gi-hun pose cuz i thought it was cute and silly. and then almost died seeing him smile and#joke around#also for the record s2 gi-hun is still a kind and caring person. its just there are certain things he wouldnt do anymore#like promising that someone will get out safe.#like i think he physically cannot do that anymore. he just remembers sae-byeok and all the others he couldnt save and he Withers#squid game#squid game fanart#seong gi hun#kang dae ho#kim jun hee#seong gihun#kang daeho#kim junhee#my art#fanart#doodle
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sabaody law 🐯
#one piece#trafalgar law#one piece art#one piece fanart#artists on tumblr#trafalgar d. water law#idk i just think sabaody law is cute#i physically cannot look at this anymore#눈물날듯…#my art
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sure as the stars have shined… ✨
#‘i’ll give my life to clean your slate’#like stolas is sad but i don’t think he regrets his choice#my art#fanart#helluva boss#stolas#blitzø#stolitz#mastermind#god i physically cannot stop thinking about this episode istg#until sinsmas comes out i will not know peace#sorry will work on the pony requests soon!
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I think I need MelVik connecting when Viktor was on his sick bed. they had been amicable before, maybe a little more than that due to their connection through Jayce and her presence around Hextech and such. but they weren't entirely friends. not yet.
and she goes to see him. perhaps she feels a tinge of guilt at assuming the worst about Jayce, or her bleeding heart makes her feel responsible for keeping Jayce out of the lab when Viktor had needed him. maybe Jayce needs to step out for a moment, and she soothes his worry by promising to sit with Viktor. maybe she just wants to be closer to the man that's so painfully important to the one she loves, wants to befriend him, wants to know him, all before it's far too late.
maybe it's a little bit of each.
but she goes to see him. she sits in the chair that Jayce has nearly worn a hole through, and keeps a semi-awkward distance between them, not knowing what is too close and too far.
this man is dying. he is dying and he has accepted that. he looks like a corpse. cold emanates off of him. he is something she doesn't fully understand.
she doesn't know how to approach.
but she does.
she greets softly and speaks softly and hesitates to touch, but rests a hand over Viktor's and feels how cold he is, even as a sickly warmth brews in his bones, leeching the warmth from his skin and the energy from his body.
he seems surprised she's there. it feels out of place. like the song and dance of their dynamic has shifted, and now he needs to relearn the steps. and now this is a dance of two, not three.
she will tell Viktor, in enough detail to be understood and not enough to be awkward, where Jayce was. because it feels right to confess. it's not an apology, but the avoidance of keeping something like a secret from a dying man.
Viktor will probably just nod and say something self deprecating, because what else do you say when your body is already making a joke of itself? before assuring her that Jayce is not his keeper, that she is not to blame, but even that comes off as some twisted attempt at humor. sue him for being sardonic as he lay dying.
but unlike Jayce, who will cringe at the jokes, she will hide a smile behind her fingers, muffling a soft, if not saddened, chuckle in her palm.
Viktor's eyes will light up ever so slightly.
she'll feel awkward once more. should she have laughed? was this playing into a complex? was this right of her?
Viktor will smile weakly.
she'll feel a little less awkward.
she will realize Viktor needs someone to laugh with. that Jayce, bless his soul, cannot be that person for Viktor. his worry has brewed too long. it's too strong.
but maybe a fresh face like Mel's can be there to smile when Jayce cannot. will laugh when Jayce cannot. can make cheeky jokes and pokes and prods.
the three fit together like 3 pieces of 3 broken puzzles. they fit together, not perfectly, but they fit, and create a finished object, even if off kilter her and uneven there. but it's ok, they're making due.
#jaymelvik#melvik#but this post is specifically about rhe MelVik brainrot#but Jayce is there in the background#something about their dynamic. in power. in physicality. in where they're from and how they got to the position they're in.#it's all so interesting#I think it would be so interesting to see these two come together more#and I think them coming together at the very end of Viktor's story (pre hexcore) would be bittersweet#they're running out of time before they even become anything#they both know that#but maybe that's what Viktor needs#someone who cares. but doesn't know him. does not know hum enough ti care so deeply it hurts.#and Mel is very physically affectionate without it being overboard#(looks at Jayce and how he cannot be chill with keeping his hands to himself)#like I think they would just be sweet#im imagining them curled up in her big bed. he's covered in blankets and she's resting on his shoulder. watching him breathe.#she's warm like the sun and he's keeping her grounded to earth#and the banter would go crazy. those are two gossip girls if given the chance#mel medarda#viktor arcane#she's everything Jayce can't be for Viktor. she can laugh and smile when Jayce can't. she can keep her cool.#Viktor needs that energy in his life#arcane
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wahtever I like emmie and gogo I want to talk about them.
after emmet gets to hisui ingo is verrry cheerful due to the amount of affection he recives from emmet
ingo's been basically trained out of initiating physical contact from being a part of pearl clan for so long, but that doesn't mean he doesn't like it, just that he forgets he's allowed to do so when theres someone he can do so with, so everytime emmet touches him he practially melts. emmet is latched onto ingo half the time so that's really often. something something he grew up with one million affection and then didn't realize he was missing it until he got it back. now he doesn't like being apart from his brother for too long. because it's warm and cozy to be hugged.
#spenxer lou art#thubms up. I like emmie and gogo soooo much PLATONIC AFFECTIOON SAVE ME#PLATON IC PHYSICAL AFFECTION SAVE ME#Emmet gives Ingo kisses sometimes because it'sgreat and Ingo lights the fuck up. I think the first few times he didn't know how to react#and got overwhelemed with how swag it was. I think Emmet sometimes still randomly gives him a kiss and he just starts staring with eyes#whatever. I want to go to bed. no more thoughts#submas#subway bosses#pokemon submas#blankship dni#THUMBS DOWN. blankshipping go away. I don't like it#submas emmet#subway boss emmet#subway master emmet#subway master ingo#subway boss ingo#submas ingo#warden ingo#btw that last one of emmie. ermmm scratches head#guy who yaps sometimes but cannot fucking speak hisuian well. so he just is speaking everything so fucked or in galarian.#aka bitches don't understand. I lik ehim#guy who doesn't know enough sinnohan to get by and has too much autism + brain damage + time difference to successfully converse in galaria#I really like emmie. I like him a lot#I like them a lot. gogo emmie save me.#okay I'm going to bed goodnight#also you might notice I’m drawing more messily. thats for my own sake. I’m trying to make sure drawing stays fun#easier on me. it’s much more fun. makes me able to actually draw things and I like that
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mentally i’m still here 🖤🖤
#taz#the adventure zone#taz balance#blupjeans#lup#barry bluejeans#i’ve got brainrot but i physically cannot do another listen#i will never stop thinking about how barry bagged the most beautiful woman in faerun and ripped the world apart to get her back#also i cannot remember lup’s leg tattoos so i left them out
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What I think of Jamie Delano’s Hellblazer run you ask?
Well.. I love it. It’s what made John who John is. The gritty art style and psychological horror matches his personality and struggles perfectly. Whereas Ennis is more dramatic, Delano leans to the psychological/surrealistic horror side of things. It established John as a character and Hellblazer as a comic. It gave John depth and made me sympathize with him because it made him more human- and it’s also what got me into Hellblazer in the first place. So maybe I’m biased, but I love it nonetheless.
#yap yap yap#hellblazer#john constantine#dc comics#vertigo comics#I cannot physically express how much I love his work on Hellblazer#and if I did we’d be here all day#what I think of…you ask?
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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sleepover…….
#raii draws a lot#bna#brand new animal#michiruna#nazumichi#michiru kagemori#nazuna hiwatashi#q#attempt at background I used a reference and tried my best. physically cannot stop from using the same pink and purples everytime I draw#its a little messy and wonky but I tried clenches fist I’ll do anything for them#I like to think they start having sleepovers again even though nazuna probably stays at the co-op permanently#not pictured shirou being stingy about how open or shut the door is
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Do yall think that merlin cast a spell to make sure that we would never forget the once and future king, and that's why we are still talking about merlin years later
#you cannot convince me that merlin was not somewhere on that set#using magic to make sure that they got everything right#and then using a little magic to make sure that it never left our minds#i like to think that while arthur may not physically be there#arthur is still with merlin in every way that counts#bbc merlin#also this is my apology for my last merlin post#merlin#merthur#arthur pendragon
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hot take but Caitlyn AND Vi wore a suit to their wedding
#arcane#caitvi#vi arcane#violet arcane#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#league if legends#lesbian#“caitlyn wore the dress!”#“no vi did!”#what if they both just wore a suit.#then what.#i physically cannot imagine vi wearing a dress#and i think cait looks quite nice in suits :)#tau talk
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Hey!
I have a question for your slashers boys it's maybe a bit random but what's their morning routine like? like what do they have for breakfast? (if they have any at all) and who's more of a morning person Sun or Moon? I already have a feeling who it could be but maybe I'm completely wrong.
Anyway
I Hope you have a good day/night!
Sun's up at like. 5 am. Sometimes, he'll come out into the living room to see that Moonie is still out perusing the neighborhood. But Moon's usually home by sunrise see what i did there
Sun showers, gets himself ready and dressed, makes coffee, does a bit of tidying up, laundry, other household chores. Can see him throwing some bread in the toaster or popping a frozen meal in the microwave for breakfast. Bet both he and Moon like sugary cereals 😝✨.
Moon's pretty low-energy, grumpy. Likely to get extra snappy in the morning. There are few words exchanged during this time of day, save perhaps some reporting on what Moon saw during the night. Moon showers (most of the time), eats, and then dozes on the sofa until Sun's ready to head to the arcade—around 9. Moon drives. All of his vocalizations are grumbling growls and forceful sighs. As soon as they get there, Moon usually makes straight for the breakroom couch. Sun will roll his eyes and start on getting the arcade in order.
I think this is one of his favorite times of day. Sun doesn’t really like to be alone for too long, but the arcade is home and Moonie’s enough of a presence in the break room to put him at ease.
He turns on the arcade speakers, then hums and dances his way through his morning checklist. Restocking the prize counter, vending machines, doing any cleaning that he felt was necessary even after the closing scrub down last night. He looks to see if there's any parties or scheduled events, makes orders from the computer and phone, double triple checks all the machines and games to make sure the place is spick and spam before they open midday.
#i rly like this ask!#gives me the space to carefully consider the logistics of their routines like the nerd i am#moon seldomly sleeps in a bed#he has a hard time sleeping at night in general#dca slasher au#ask#the only thing Sun doesn’t check in the morning is the play structure#there’s been more than one…incident… wherein Sun suddenly finds that he cannot physically exit the play structure#and his voice won’t reach the break room#so moon crawls through and gives it a wipe down at closing#but even he has a hard time maneuvering#and sun doesn’t think he’s thorough enough with the cleaning#so once they hire someone even slightly smaller than them (just about everyone) that responsibility falls to them
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spooked
#tw hazbin hotel#chaggie#my art#i learned how to draw wing and decided to be annoying about it#i fw the idea of her getting wings like her dad#i think her wing would be huge since her dad wing is also huge#first few time she had it and still cannot poof them out of physical existance it become a very very annoying problem#keep hitting people with it#charlie morningstar
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