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think I'm gonna have to just not sleep tonight man. i cannot fix it by going to bed earlier..... have tried for weeks. doesn't work. i want more sunlight hours lol tired of this weird winter schedule
#downsides of living far into the northern hemisphere#and being light dependent#and routine dependent#is that the light hours change constantly year round and establishing a routine around them is impossible because it needs CONSTANT fucking#adjustment#i also have migraines triggered by oversleeping (8.5 hours is too much) so i can't go to bed earlier because that tends to have me overslee#i just. gotta bite the bullet#i guess#or resign myself to a schedule i don't like idk#personal
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HORSE
HOLY SHIT
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#HORSE#he looks like silver made a wish on a breyer horse model to bring it to life. i love him SO much.#he leaps through fire without a trace of fear! not a singed hair in his fancy little braid!#i got him on my second 10-pull!! so i got to experience the samson reveal in REAL TIME and it was glorious#though i'm still pouty that the club cards don't get stories >:(#i require three full episodes of silver taking better care of that horse than he does himself#he has ten different hoof picks and a three-hour mane and tail routine#an array of complementary accessories depending on the angle the light is sparkling off of his coat in the morning#sebek from halfway across the planet: MY HORSE IS STILL PRETTIER#can't wait for the eventual tempest reveal. i gotta see this extremely cool horse.
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In my heart literally every single one of the boys (minus Johnny bc he knows pony would NEVER snitch on him<3) have done they hey hit me back hey pony I'll let u hit me just don't tell Darry cmon DONT CRY ILL HOLD STILL N U CAN HIT ME BACK
#pony would one hundred percent be one of those younger siblings that socks u back and then IMMEDIATELY yells for darry anyways#it pisses them off to NO end#he did that to dallas exactly ONCE n dallas was like well if im going down i might as well go down swinging#the outsiders#n jumped on his ass#darry is so tired#most of the time pony will yell for darry n darry will just shout back I CANT HEAR YOU#back before their parents died darry was CONSTANTLY doing this routine#too many years between them#n pony is built like 4 sticks#an honest mistake#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#dalla winston#johnny cade#sodapop curtis#steve randle#twobit mathews#the only person he never hits back is soda#but he would forgive soda literally anything#steve n two bit are the ones most often in this predicament#steve will start begging pony to be quiet n ponys like DARRYYYYY#darry is in the kitchen with his hand on the volume of the record player CRANKING IT going LALALALA whenever they get too loud#johnny n pony roughhouse plenty#but theyre more evenly matched#so the fights more often go ponys way#plus those boys are more gentle with each other#johnny n pony are truly just wrestling#the rest of them get too into it#pulling hair n head butting n generally acting like their lives depend on it
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Dorian @ Manon (not quietly he literally said that to her face)
#booklr#books and reading#manon blackbeak#throne of glass#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#he just worries you know???#because why are you alternating between coffee and energy drinks???#he hates how she drinks that he says it’s unhealthy and she should stop#which is why he started her on the whole bedtime routine because if she sleeps well at night she will rely less on energy drinks#because Dorian’s end goal was to make her stop drinking them altogether because that shit is so unhealthy#but he needs to ease her into it because a couple of months later you’re not going to drink this shit babe#Manon is wild tho so while she doesn’t drink them at home at times she drinks it when she’s out but she kinda feels guilty so she actually#stopped on her own accord because Dorian trusts her and she is very familiar with shame and guilt so she just stopped#thanks to him and her sleeping routine she doesn’t feel very caffeine dependent so it’s all good#she just drinks coffee and tea now#mostly coffee tho tea is just when she’s bored#like Dorian just stepped in and fixed her sleep and made sure she gets enough nourishment and wow her life really did change#she won’t admit it out loud tho but she shows him through her actions
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hmm..thinking of doing holographic borders and holo mirror/frame unless people prefer plain vinyl
#pricing would depend on how many people would buy so i wanna know#its 5am no one is awake HAHA anyway#this is probably the only goro akechi / persona 5 merch ill drop#just cuz i tried many a black mask charm#but it didnt turn out good.......#my art#the designs r final but idk abt the sizing#i need to sleep. save me structured routine
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existing is hard again. i must buy the drink i keep thinking about at the conbini next time i go
#if you ever fall into a pit of malcontent. remove yourself from your daily routine. ok?#or switch it up a little i guess. it will take you out of spiraling and or the depressive episode#probably doesnt work well for anxiety but thats up for you to decide#if you're curious. the drink i keep looking longingly at is a skittles flavored c4 (energy drink)#i want to know what it tastes like. so im going to buy one next time i either walk or get driven. depends on how my body is holding up#not a horse
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tmi. doing my period cupless due to a miscalculation and i had completely forgot about my favorite part, the mad dash to the bathroom immediately after waking up on day two so you can let fully 6-8 ounces of blood leave your body (because there's no maxi pad or thinx that's gonna help you with that much, buddy)
#tmi#i used to routinely fantasize about buying depends instead of maxi pads. that's how heavy my flow is. cups are literally lifesaving
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what do u think of this "im just a girl" trend
I think people (women especially) should stop overestimating the impact of niche tiktok trends to be offended about. Remember: you build your own FYP brick by brick. If that shit lands on your algorithm radar, that's your problem, not some cultural war against women.
#i use TikTok routinely and on God I NEVER stumble on those crazy TikTok fades terminally online feminists won't shut up abt#mayyybe the reasons ppl get surrounded by this kind of shitty content ls bc they entertain this kind#of low level content. tiktok wants you to stay on their app as much as possible#there's no way the algorithm would shove content that makes you uncomfortable out of nowhere#i hate this tendency of feminists to act like EVERYTHING was geared against them and act like personal accountability didn't exist#even in you internet browsing behavior#it's giving “everything bad said about women online is a SmeAr cAmpaIgn” as of no woman ever warranted aversion from the general public#organically. there's no wonder they're defending Plantation Kalheesi like their life depended on it. they see themselves through her#answered
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Usually I go upstairs and lay in my bed with my phone at 3 pm or 4 pm, and I'll stay there until 5 or 6. It's been routine for years now. It's the only time at home that I tend to be alone. Otherwise I like to spend time with my dad. But I just spend time in my room sometimes to cope with stress. Being alone actually doesn't always make me feel better, but it is nice to go to my room sometimes. Anyways... that's what i'm doing now. It's only 11 or 12 (so afternoon), but i've decided to head upstairs early. I have that social skills thing tonight, so I felt like I should take this private time earlier today.
So now that i'm up here, i'm probably going to work on writing some posts. Then i'll use my switch to keep playing Lego DC Supervillains, I think. But first I have to write my many long winded and wordy posts. I have around two more to do. So let me just get to those, and then I might reblog some stuff. Oh, and then my last big step: I want to find my post from yesterday about the social skills thing, so I can reblog it later. But I'll get to that in a bit.
#this is all part of my routine now#i may be very dependent#but i take at least 2 or 3 hours to myself in my room#does it make me feel good?#not always#but it's routine#i follow routine#it's nice to keep routine#autism#asd#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#rambles#rambling#ramblings#ramble#rantings#rants
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gleeky friday.. there are so many potential shenanigans for the hudmels to get into when body swapped its insane
#kurt-as-finn not being able to hold back a comment about how her outfit looks uncoordinated and accidentally starting a fight#kurt dressing finn in an outfit he actually approves of for once only for puck to think hes gay AGAIN and causing a fight there on accident#depending on when this is set finn not knowing he HAD to wear the dalton uniform everyday (he thought it was a suggestion) and getting kurt-#-in mild academic trouble#finn positively ruinint kurt's skincare routine and his streak of having good outfits on off-uniform days and making blaine worry about him-#-because of it#my post#gleeky friday
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Ask for Dolly Vitus: does Vitus have any favorite outfits? (Please tell me as much as you want about pretty clothes!)
while i kinda highlighted some outfits he wears here i can elaborate some more for u ^^
an issue that erupted within the start of their relationship was definitely clothing as vitus has some sensory issues and fulgrim was worried about feminizing virus too much
they did eventually work it out by discussing a system where fulgrim would ask what vitus preferred that day (ex: "does my dolly want to wear a dress today?")
vitus loves outfits that are flowy or have a ton of ruffles! he isn't necessarily self conscious of his body (unless its days where he feels not masculine enough due to his dysphoria), but he loves sheer clothing
when it comes to specific genres she really enjoys Victorian Gothic or Lolita goth, but really if fulgrim puts her in something and compliments her Vitus immediately will enjoy what hes wearing
another one of his favorite outfits his pjs, which typically consists of a night gown or sheer babydoll gown as he prefers to sleep with as little clothing as possible (but also his nighttime routine with fulgrim is definitely his favorite part of the day)
#they have multiple set routines depending on how their days are scheduled fun fact ^^#i keep accidentally drawing this Vitus with purple eyes ackk#wuvz answers#vitus dolly au
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u guys frl need to force me to draw or smth
ive been slacking so bad
honestly a lot has been happening atm but i sorta have the time to try n get back into a posting routine. not saying daily or even weekly posts, js some sort of routine where i know i always have something to work on
#she circus on my milkk#soz 4 da rambling#thought i would address my absence#idk if any of u noticed i went MIA on here but i think its been a couple of months#i still like total drama#i love svetlana still so i would love any svetlana reqs#i also think maybe if i get back into a better routine of drawing i possibly will open commissions#maybe#possibly#depends if n e one is interested
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oh, also i have a sad update...we lost our little Peaches on the 15th. I came home from work and went to go check on her and found her lying very still in her castle and cold to the touch. Ben and I stayed up with her the entire night thinking she might've gone into torpor. We put a heater on close by, bundled her with her little plush pouch + towels and a blanket and then I spent the next day doing the same thing while also trying to feed her homemade electrolytes, petting her and basically holding on to her from night to night. We called a vet and ended up finally looking up natural causes, and we think she may have been older than we thought as apparently the stripe on her back being as dark as it was indicated she may have even already been a year old. Her species only really lives to 2, so for the last 9ish months we had her she was probably already approaching the end of her life.
I can sincerely say we tried every single little thing that we could think of, we were both researching any and everything we could find but we just really really hoped we could bring her back. I could feel she still had treats in her cheek and her eyes were closed, so at the very least it's comforting to know she most likely died in her sleep with something tasty with her. She wasn't with us for long but losing her has been harder than I anticipated, and I just wanted to also say I really appreciate how you all always asked about her and left so many sweet little comments every time I brought her up. I miss her a lot and can't even look at her cage right now (it's been covered up) but thank you for loving her just as much as I did. Rest in peace Paesh💙 miss u babygirl.
#i will probably still be uploading pictures i had but didnt post#i got so used to the routine of waking up in the morning and being greeted by her dude. literally i keep thinking i can still hear her whee#turning some nights :(#ik she was 'just' a hamster or whatever but like. she depended on me for everything#and i loved her#i had so many things i didnt even get the chance to set up for her#i had gotten an entire kit that i was gonna use to transform her cage into an awesome place for her to climb and run around in#i had a bunch of new substrates and flowers and platforms....:( i miss her
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What if all the guys know about connors closet? They have no clue what goes down in their but they know when they see connor trudging towards the doors to keep their eyes down and let connor do whatever it is that he does in there
Oh god no, Connor would NEVER go to that closet when anyone else was around. Part of his routine involves checking all the locks and then putting his phone on do not disturb and leaving it in the other room so that he can't accidentally answer if someone calls him in there.
#also he doesn't let himself use it every night#because then he'd become dependent#but he uses it more nights than not to cement the routine#gotta follow all the steps every time#hockey rpf#where you lead#sub!connor#fic ask
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#Consistency#Routine#Stability#Reliability#Dependable#ConsistentEffort#StructuredLife#Predictability#Steadfast#KeepingItRegular
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Why has skincare got to be so… much
#it’s a bazillion tiny potions and i feel so lost. like jesus christ#i swear they’re making things up and then charging £1+ per millilitre of product#i took quizzes on 3 different websites and told them the same things and they recommended me totally different products what does it mean#what does it all mean#honestly i might just stick with my current 3 step routine. my skin seems to like it#i was doing like 6 steps but i had to accept that a couple of the serums were irritating my skin. ESPECIALLY the retinol one#so now i’m down to: cleansing (w/ inkey list oat cleansing balm which i’ve been using for ages & have never had a problem with)#the ordinary barrier support serum (just started using this but genuinely it feels so nice. i really like it)#and then i just do lush celestial moisturiser#i do also have the fenty hydra vizor for an option with spf but to be honest it irritates my skin a bit so i’m thinking#about trying inkey list’s spf. my skin is bizarrely chill with polyglutamic acid so it should be fine#i think i might switch from lush celestial when i use up my current tub also. i do really love it but £22 for 45ml is a little bit wild#i think inkey’s omega water cream is £15 for twice as much product#i did get the mini of hydra vizor so that’s not a complete loss#christ. i did want to try typology but they’re SO expensive i about died. yes they have tinted serums but at what cost? ALL MY MONEY#god i wish i still had my 22 year old skin that looked fantastic after being washed with bar soap and moisturised with a fucking body lotion#like once every three days. but alas i am almost 29 and i look like a bus hit me if i don’t baby my skin. it’s so cursed#personal#i Know i shouldn’t care but literally in my mid 20s i went from people being surprised i was old enough to drink#to people being surprised i wasn’t in my 30s yet. practically overnight#i know the pandemic + my various dependencies did a number on me and i also started going prematurely grey but jesus#developing arthritis at 27 cannot possibly have helped either i’ll be honest
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