#and we drive around and shop and get food and talk shit and listen to music

[greynatomy]

Out of Love

Elizabeth Olsen x Fem!Reader

another angsty fic. idk why but i’m always emotional on my bday and it’s my bday so you guys should be emotional with me.

idk where this came from but happy reading and lmk what y’all think

-grey

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Lizzie and Yn have been together for three years. Best three and a half years of Yn’s life. She’s with the girl of her dreams, what more could she ask for?

For the past six months, she’s been planning something for Lizzie. Talking to many jewelers to get opinions on what ring designs. Even talked about it to your closest friend, basically a sister to you, Scarlett Johansson. In those six months, Lizzie noticed how secretive her girlfriend has been. She didn’t think anything of it at first, but every time she asks, she gets no explanation.

One day, walking to her usual coffee shop. Grabbing her coffee, she turns around, only to be hit by a force, spilling her hot coffee on them.

“Oh, shit! I’m so sorry.”

“You’re fine. I wasn’t paying atten— Lizzie?”

Elizabeth looks up.

“Robbie! Hey. How are you?”

“Soaked as of this moment.”

“I am so sorry about that.”

“It’s totally fine. It’s my fault anyway. How ‘bout I buy you another cup while we catch up?”

“I would love that.”

After that moment, they started to hang out more often. They didn’t end their relationship on bad terms years ago, so she thought, why not befriend him?

She would go over to his place, have movie nights, cook dinner and he would come over to her place whenever you were out doing whatever that Lizzie stopped questioning.

It was surprising that the paparazzi hadn’t caught them hanging out together out of the comfort and privacy of their homes.

You were out running some errands one afternoon, when you decided to get something to eat. Walking to yours and Lizzie’s favorite coffee shop, you see her sitting at a table through the window. You pull out your phone and decide to give her a call.

Lizzie hears her phone ring, seeing your name on the screen, she silences it and out it away just in time for Robbie to come back from the restroom, not knowing you were outside watching the scene play out.

“Who was that?” He asked her.

“No one important.” She replied.

You don’t think much of it, just thought that she was catching up with someone, not being able to clearly see who she was with, you went home instead.

Some time has passed. You have three weeks until your four year anniversary, meaning three weeks until you propose. You’ve picked up the ring from the jewelers and it looked even better as you hold the finished product in your hand. You’re excited and can’t wait to spend the rest of you life with Lizzie.

Going home earlier than you told Lizzie, you picked up both of your favorite takeout to surprise her with. Not seeing her as you walk in, you set up all the food at the bar, going up the stairs to cal her down. Nearing your shared bedroom, you hear an unfamiliar voice.

“Give me another chance, please.” It was a man’s voice.

“Robbie.” Isn’t that Lizzie’s ex? You ask yourself.

“I like you, hell I still love you and these past couple of months prove that you have feelings for me too. Meet me at our favorite restaurant tomorrow at six pm if you feel the same way I feel towards you.”

There’s a small pause.

“Okay.”

You couldn’t listen to anymore of the conversation. You quietly hurry down the stairs write a note and grab your keys and wallet and drive off, not having a destination in mind, just wanting to be as far away as possible.

Lizzie walks downstairs shortly after, hearing a car outside thinking it might be you. Once she gets down, she sees the table set up with food. Getting closer to the table, she sees a note.

Will be gone for a while. Don’t know how long. Don’t call.

-Yn

She throws the note away and reheat the food to eat for dinner.

Three Weeks Later

In those three weeks, Lizzie did meet up with Robbie at their favorite restaurant. They’ve been seeing each other regularly without Yn being in the way, even forgetting about her existence.

They decided to go for a long scenic drive, turning the radio on high at a popular station.

“We have some new stuff that we’re gonna be playing in a bit. One song is from an artist that has not released a song in a long time. So, without further ado this is Out of Love by Yn Yln.” Lizzie’s breath hitches and her body tenses. She hasn’t heard about her for a while.

I won't tell you I'm lonely

'Cause it may be selfish

I won't ask you to hold me

'Cause that won't mend what's helpless

There's not a thing I could say

Not a song I could sing

For your mind to change

Nothing can fill up the space

Won't ask you to stay

But let me ask you one thing

Oh, when did you fall out of love, out of love?

Oh, when did you fall out of love with me?

Did you find out about her and Robbie? How did you find out? When did you find out? When did she fall out of love with you? Did she actually fall out of love with you or just filling a missing void while you were gone?

I can't float in an ocean

That's already been drained

I won't cry at your feet now

I know my tears will fall in vain

There's not a thing I could say

Not a song I could sing

For your mind to change

Nothing can fill up the space

Won't ask you to stay

But let me ask you one thing

Robbie hasn’t said a word. He knew what they were doing was wrong, but he was too caught up in finally having the girl back that he didn’t care for the consequences.

Oh, when did you fall out of love, out of love?

Oh, when did you fall out of love with me?

No use wondering

Why your change in heart has wandered

So I'll ask you this question

'Cause it might help me sleep longer

Oh, when did you fall out of love, out of love?

Oh, when did you run out of love for me?

Out of love (out of love)

Out of love (out of love)

Out of love with me

Lizzie was now full on sobbing. It made her remember all of the times she was with you, all the times she listened to your music and made being away from you hurt a little less. How did cheating on you suddenly become something she resorted to?

“That was Out of Love by Yn Yln. Wait, what?” The radio host mutes himself for a bit. “We’ve just received some very horrible news. Music sensation Yn Yln just passed away a couple hours ago.” Elizabeth’s world just came crashing down. She just froze, not knowing how to react to this news. “Her representatives have spoken and released a statement. Stress Cardiomyopathy or Broken Heart Syndrome, is what they said. Wow, she was so young too. That’s just crazy. Rest in peace to such a young and talented musician. She’s touched our hearts with her music. Thank you for blessing us with one last song.”

One. Last. Song.

Those words struck something in her. The song that just played was the very last one you released before you died. And it was you questioning her love for you, or lack there of. She felt guilty. You died from a broken heart. A heart that Elizabeth broke.

She never got a call about you when you passed. It seemed as though you removed her as your emergency contact. She stopped spending time with Robbie. He tried comforting her, but she didn’t want to be anywhere near her living and breathing guilt. She told him to stop contacting him and to lose all contact with her.

Leading up to the day of your funeral, dressed in all black and made her way to where you friends and family were gathered. Scarlett, seeing her come closer, stepped away from her husband.

“You have some nerve showing your fucking face here!”

Lizzie froze in her spot. All the attention was on her now.

“You don’t deserve to be here. I don’t give a fuck if you’ve been together for years because YOU are the REASON she’s GONE! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HERE! FUCK YOU!” Scarlett was getting pulled away by Colin. “LET GO OF ME!”

Lizzie breaks down, crying of guilt. Scarlett breaks down, crying of anger.

Lizzie eventually decides to leave, not wanting to upset Scarlett more. She knew how close the two of you were, how you passing is harder for her.

“Wait!” She turns back around seeing Scarlett walk to her with a box. “These are go you. You don’t deserve any of it, but she wanted me to give this to you. I don’t know if she knew of her dying, but she knew she wasn’t gonna see you anymore.”

With that, she drives back to you shared home with all the horrible memories with Robbie and the fainted ones with you.

Opening the box she notices three things. A letter, a flash drive and a small velvet box. Opening the velvet box, she sees a beautiful emerald ring. Knowing instantly the meaning of this ring, tears flood out of her eyes. Unfolding the paper it reads…

Lizzie,

If you’re reading this, then Scarlett thought that it was a good time to give it to you. I don’t even know where to start.

Well, I found out. I came home early to surprise you with our favorite takeout and went upstairs to call you down for dinner and overheard your conversation with Robbie. I wanted to know if you went through with his deal and you did so I am writing this as a goodbye to our relationship or not a relationship anymore I guess and to you.

In the flash drive, there’s a song I wrote—

Putting the letter down, Lizzie quickly grabs her laptop and plugs in the dive. She sees one file. She clicks on it and a song plays.

(it’s Emerald Eyes by Anson Seabra you don’t have to play it, just the song I had in mind)

—and it was supposed to be played right before I got on one knee and asked you to spend the rest of our lives together.

(You know how much I love your eyes, so I decided to write a whole song about how they make me feel.)

But, that won’t be happening anymore. After four years of us being together, you still weren’t over Robbie. I just wish that you broke it off with me before getting back together with him. Make it hurt a little bit less.

The ring is something I’ve been working on or working with people on. Took six months. It’s why I was always gone and secretive, which ultimately made you go to another so this whole thing is actually my fault. I drove you away and I’m sorry for me, but glad that you found your way back to the person you love even if that’s not me.

Im just rambling on paper now. I won’t be coming back for any of my clothes or anything. Only took the essentials so you can throw everything out. This is goodbye, I guess. I love you. I always will even if you don’t love me back.

Forever yours,

Yn

How can you blame yourself for her infidelity, she asks herself. You loved her so much that you couldn’t even point the blame at her.

She wishes there was a way to apologize to you. To tell her everything she did was a mistake. Most importantly, she never fell out of love with you. You understood and loved her like no other. She’ll never find anyone to love her like how you loved her, not even Robbie could love her like you did.

She was too late. She can never gain back the time to be with you again, not even for a minute. You were gone, believing she fell out of love.

Lizzie took the ring out of the box and slid it on her finger.

“I do.”

But it’s too late.

[ellies2missingfingers]

coffee date

summary: abby takes reader on a date to a local coffee shop. (most basic lesbian dare ever smh)

warnings: lowercase intended, like 1 curse word

word count: 0.4k

feel free to leave constructive criticism because i haven’t written in years so bear with me here yall.

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abby has had a crush on sabrina for a couple months now.

she first saw her reading in the university's library and listening to music. y/n was the most beautiful girl she'd ever seen.

ever since abby laid her eyes on y/n, she knew that she had to be hers. she was going to make it happen.

one day, abby saw y/n in her usual spot, reading and listening to music. abby got a weird feeling of confidence and walked towards y/n.

you saw someone walking towards you from your peripheral vision. you look up and see none other than abby anderson. the girl you'd been crushing on for months. have you said talked to her before? of course not.

she sits down in front of you with a nervous smile. "uh hey..." she says quietly, and a bit awkwardly as she scratched the back of her neck.

"hi?" you spoke softly, a bit snappy as you take out an earbud. you didn't mean to sound passive but it happens.

"i was just wondering... i see you all the time and i was thinking- if i could take.. you out? my treat of course." she asks softly.

you didn't know how to react. abby just asked you on a date. this was huge.

"o-oh..." you breathe out. "sure..! when, where and what time?" you ask with a smile.

"tomorrow afternoon... around 1 maybe? if you don't have classes. there's this local cafe i go to about a 10 minute drive from here. does that sound good?" abby asks excitedly.

"yeah, of course..!" you smile.

you and abby exchange numbers before going separate ways.

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you got back to your apartment around 12, which gave you an hour to get ready. you changed into something casual, a t-shirt and jeans. basic, but fitting.

once you arrive at the cafe, you find abby waiting by the door. she grabs the door and holds it open for you.

you two order, take the food, and go sit down.

you didn't know how to start a conversation so you went either what you knew. "so... what's your major?" you ask softly as you go to take a sip of your drink.

"i'm currently taking biology to get my MD and go into the medical field." abby says softly and proudly. you almost choke on your drink.

"oh shit.. no way? that's so cool." you say, amazed as abby nods.

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the date eventually came to an end since you have a class at 3.

“that was nice. we should do this again sometime..” you say kindly.

“of course, just text me.” abby says with a smile. you walk closer to abby, put your hands on her shoulders, get on your tippy toes and kiss her cheek gently.

“see you around…” you say and blush as you walk to your car, leaving abby standing there, a blushing mess.

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a/n: STOP THIS WAS SO BAD. anyway this was requested by @sweetercalypso !! sorry if it’s not GOOD but i have written in like 4 years??? something like that. anyway. i PROMISE things will get better, give me time🤞🤞🤞

[batsarebetterthanpeople]

you've talked about a lot of people your age are risk-averse homebodies; do you put that down to just helicopter parenting, or is everyone being broke also a factor?

Oh jeez is that post going around again.

Listen. Helicopter parenting is one of many factors. And I think that Helicopter parenting is only as common as it is because of Reagan era moral panics still having hold on society because of complex factors that have a lot to do with American exceptionalism and the cold war and American hyper individualism.

I don't think that being broke has much to do with it actually, I'm not saying it isn't part of it but it's kind of negligible in the specific problem of people refusing to touch grass. Like people are much poorer than their parents generally and it's a huge problem but it is possible and even easy to go out and hang out with people when you have no money. Literally go out and fuck around in the woods with your friends. Do it. It is easy and free and people have been doing it since the beginning of time.

No the issue is that the third space is being completely removed and part of that is manufacturing consent for it. For example community centers, if they haven't closed down altogether, have a lot fewer things for adults. You used to be able to go take a pottery class or some shit like that at a community center and it might cost you some money but those sorts of things were always intentionally affordable. Now everything is ages 5-12 if it exists at all. And as for spaces that aren't meant to be third spaces but which people use that way, loitering is being prosecuted way more now, especially in racially marginalized communities, but not just in marginalized communities. Like think about shopping malls for instance. In the 90s and 00s there used to be roving gangs of teenagers in those things now they're ghost towns. A lot of those stores will ask you to leave if you're not there to buy something. Those two things are directly connected. Bathrooms in coffee shops didn't used to be for customers only. When I was a kid I could walk into a coffee shop and sit down with a book and no one would tell me to buy something or leave as long as I was unobstructive, it's not like that anymore. Obviously COVID is a factor but that was happening before COVID.

Also people are wayyyy less religious than they used to be, which I think is good, but one side effect of it is that another third space disappeared. You used to go to church or temple or whatever once a week and Idk what non church places are like but usually you would sit for an hour and listen to some guy talk about God and you'd sing some songs and then you would go into the church basement and have coffee and food and talk to the other people who were there getting coffee and food. And the churches would have food drives and things of that nature on days other than Sunday. That stuff still happens if course but young people aren't there because we don't believe in that shit. Which yeah the church is a pretty bigoted institution and I think organized religion gives too much power to the leadership. If you connect god with some human guy that human guy can take advantage of your faith it happens all the time. But we have to replace that ritual of gathering somewhere and getting coffee and food with people once a week or we're gonna have a poorly socialized populace. And you can't really replace it with coffee shop because you have to buy your food there and you're not really encouraged to talk to other people you don't know that well the way you are at a church.

And yeah there's the financial aspect of it but it used to be easier to jump the fence and get into a concert, the bar didn't always have that cover charge, there used to be a public bathroom there, there used to be a public water fountain, there used to be a 30$ craft class, that used to be a public park and they'd do block parties and Shakespeare in the park there and now it's a parking lot, and so on and so forth.

Frankly one thing I find shocking is that even places that are expensive are getting less friendly to adults seeking activities. My town has 4 dance studios and not a single one of them offers beginner level dance classes for adults. And I'm not just talking about ballet either, they don't teach any classes to adults. I'm a drag queen that's a thing id be interested in paying for with my tip money so I can get more tips in the future. They don't have it.

Idk it just feels like "I'm broke :/" ok well being broke didn't used to mean that you had to stay in your apartment all day.

[jackobbit]

What are some hobbies the gangs have???

Got this question a good amount so here we go!

E.V.I.L.:

KC: She very rarely has any spare time bc her presence is demanded everywhere by everyone for business stuff, but they like going camping! He also goes on. A lot of Tinder dates. Like. A lot. Idk if dating counts as a hobby but for him it probably is. It’s gonna stay that way too until she stops scaring dates off. Aside from that, he loves going for walks, going to restaurants and talking to friends!! (If only he had any.) Very much a person who likes to Go Places and Do Things

Eclipse: Spare time? What spare time?? With that man’s schedule?? I think the hell not! What little time Eclipse gets to himself he spends sleeping and mentally prepping for his next shift, but, if by some divine intervention he got to do more then that on any given evening, then his ass is watching soap operas and movies on his couch and watching cat videos on tiktok during the ad breaks.

BM: Their hobbies include: robbery, listening to music, committing tax fraud, visiting aquariums with their yearly pass, terrorizing fast food restaurants, making unholy food abominations that somehow include blood in them, shoplifting, terrorizing their local hot topic WHILE shoplifting, adding to their knife collection, whatever random hobby they picked up for a singular weekend that their ADHD ass then dropped as soon as the fixation ended….. oh and they draw sometimes!

SF: Can’t answer this one bc spoilers, it’s not like huge spoilers but it is gonna be a really cute and fun thing that I want yall to see for yourself!

G.O.O.D.:

Earth: She likes to play the violin! Will sometimes write new songs but she doesn’t perform them or anything. She loves clothes shopping and putting together outfits in her spare time, she’ll also happily dress up anyone who asks her to. She also likes doing her own hair and other folks hair, makeup too! She’s a girly girl! She also loves playing video games and board games with her co-workers! She’s…. Fiercely competitive….

Sun: She loves listening to audiobooks in his spare time, he also likes to play the piano! Though he doesn’t make any new music of his own unless she’s collaborating with Earth on a song. Like Earth, xe also LOVES to play board games and card games, the group has special versions of the games they use that include braille! Going for walks, knitting, and making crafts are also a thing she finds really fun, he just really loves doing more calm activities, with the exception of game nights!

Moon: This fucking nerd is modding video games in his spare time and putting in another 20 hours into Stardew Valley or Minecraft. You’d think with how many threats he makes that Moon would be into more violent video games like battle royals or team based shooters but he takes after his brother a lot in the whole ‘I prefer relaxing hobbies’ department. He also finds great joy in building things and coding, making neat little gadgets that don’t do anything particularly special but do something neat! Oh, and weapons, of course. If he’s not building a silly little device then he’s reenacting Myth Busters or some shit or trying to make a weapon that does something outrageous. “A rocket powered hammer does not exist but *could* it?” Also loves driving around the city rather than walking, clears his head.

Lunar: Lunar shares a lot of hobbies that the other members of the group also happen to have, he loves playing video games and making crafts! They also like watching dog videos! Funnily enough, he’s picked up scrapbooking, and I’ve already mentioned how he’s picked up learning braille. He also wants to learn how to play piano or the violin from Earth or Sun but he’s too nervous to ask.

[mxlktxa]

road trips :)

cw; modern!au, strong language, terrible song references, ellie would probably never listen to these songs but the one of many ellies in my brain do so… yeah, if you dont like ice spice yes you do only for 2 seconds

songs referenced; lets groove by earth, wind & fire, hey ya by outkast, princess diana by ice spice

full rambles/quick reads here!!

♬ lets just get straight to the point, on roadtips theres music which means ellie is in charge of the music which also means if you dont like the song thats playing or she skips a song you like then it sucks to be you

♬ she plays a huge range of music, so thats where youre lucky but the trip always start with a song from the 80s or 90s !!!ALWAYS!!!

“you and this song, good fuckin lord ellie”

“shut the fuck up, you know its a good ass song”

“yes, but its not the only song on earth ellie”

“… lets groove tonight, share this spice of life”

“fuck me”

♬ at any stop either pumping gas (well after pumping gas) or at any drive thru ellie blasts a song that would get you to shake ass (ellie is always recording or watching in amazment) or just screaming lyrics and putting on a ‘performance’, anything to get your hips and/or ass moving

♬ that or shes playing a movie soundtrack, a sappy slow song, or something from a video game its always a surprise/shock

“babe?” ellie had her phone in hand scrolling slowly “how much do you love me?”

“not enough, why?”

ellie smirked, the intro coming on as she was watching you get out of the car and start to jump around all happy

“my baby dont mess around dont mess around because she loves me so and this i know for sure!”

“she loves me”

♬ ellie loves seeing you add your own favorite songs to her just to holler the lyrics, even if the song pisses her off she just loved seeing you all happy and giddy

“turn this shit off”

“callin my phone but they know i dont answer in the hood im like princess diana!”

“jesus christ”

“im thick cause i be eatin oats bitches not takin shit from me but notes!”

“youre so irritating and this is so fuckin bad babe”

“eat me! to her man im the girl of his dreams thinkin bout me when he brushin his teeth!”

♬ at stops where ellie just needs a refresher or wants to just talk because youd been sleeping a refresher she makes sure to park far from everyone else, looking to you with a little smile

“hey pretty girl” ellie brushed the back of her had against your cheek “slept good?”

“mmm. do we still have those fries? or my burger? my mouth is so dry”

“i wonder why,” she placed a napkin at your chin, cleaning up the drool that rested there.

“… wheres my food and where are we?”

♬ once reaching your destination, ellie stops at a little shop buying you both little souvenirs to start off

♬ also snaps a few pictures of you and her surroundings to start the trip but mainly so her photobook always starts off with you or some scenery

“look at this little notebook! its so cute”

“mhm”

“can i get a pen? i want a pen”

“sure thing”

“are you listening to me?” you turned as the flash went off, ellie capturing your pout in the photo, smirking at it

“im always listening. i just like these off guard photos better”

[asmutwriter]

The Shower Scene (Dean x F!Readrer)

DESCRIPTION: After a bad start to your day, it soon turns itself around as you bump into your friend Dean as he takes his car out for a joyride

A/N - First time I’ve written a sub male and dom female so sorry if its kind of bad. I tried

A/N - This was part of my ‘You Saved Me’ story I had however I didn’t like it as part of the story line so I’ve made it its own one shot story

WORD COUNT: 2867

One Shots / ‘You Saved Me’

WARNINGS: implications of cheating, sweaing, shower sex, soft dom leanin switch reader, sub leaning switch Dean, fingering, 

DISCLAIMERS

- For context of what season/year these take place in go to the master list as I’ll put it on there

- This is fiction. Please always talk to your partner before doing anything and make sure they are ok with what you are doing beforehand

- Not been proof read

A YEAR LATER

“Rose?” someone touches your shoulder. You rub your eyes as you stir awake. Smiling at the man from last night. He smiles back at you, sitting on the edge of the bed he passes you a mug. “I made you some coffee”

“Thank you” you sit up, holding the duvet cover over your naked frame. Taking it from him you take a sip. “What’s the time?”

“About 9am” you nod “I have to head out for work but feel free to use the shower and grab some food before you go” you nod, smiling as he gently strokes your hair. He takes your hand, kissing the back of it. Standing up and walking out. You finish the rest of your coffee before grabbing a towel and your clothes. Heading into the shower you run the water. Letting it go over your body. Washing your hair. 

“Honey!” you hear a woman’s voice. You stand still, hoping she won’t notice you “I thought you had work today. Do you need any help in the shower?” the curtain opens. A naked woman looks at you as you grab the curtain, covering yourself. You look away as she grabs a towel to cover herself. “Who are you?”

“I’m... Rose. Who are you?”

“His girlfriend” she folds her arms as she looks at you. 

“I’m sorry. I was at the bar last night and I was talking to him and he was just so nice to me and he invited me back here for more drinks”

“You fucked him didn’t you?” you scratch your head. “Get out”

“Listen I-”

“Get out of my house” you nod, turning the shower off and getting out as she leaves the bathroom. You quickly towel yourself dry, throwing on your clothes you head outside. “Get off of my property” she smiles at you 

“He actually-” she slams the door on you “Gave me a lift... great” you pull your phone out from your jacket pocket. Dead. You shut your eyes as you let out a very annoyed sigh “great. That’s just great” you wrap your coat around you as you start walking, mumbling to yourself “you screw a man who has a girlfriend. You’re at least 10 miles away from home and you have no phone. How could today get any worse” a car speeds past you. Driving straight into a puddle, drenching you. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me” you kick a lamp post nearby. Maybe a little too hard as you feel your toes crunch as you hit it. You keel over in pain “Fuck!” you yell out. 

“Can I help you at all?”

“No. Nope. Just wondering what I did to deserve such a shit morning” you notice the legs still near you “I’m ok thank you” you stand up right, seeing Dean standing before you. A bag of snacks and beer in his hand as he’s just walked from a shop.

“Dean?”

“Yes?”

“It’s Rose. Remember me from a few years back. I haven’t seen you in ages”

“Yes... Yes!” you can see his brain thinking through who you must be. “You’ve got a kid right. Anna?”

“You do remember me” you smile, going to hug him then remembering you’re covered in puddle water 

“Do you want me to give you a lift?” he motions at his car. You smile and nod

“Yes actually. That would be great” he chuckles slightly, heading to the Impala. He chucks his stuff into the backseat as he gets into the driver’s seat. You join him “Where are we heading then?”

“I’ll direct you. It’s not far” he nods, starting up the car “what you doing out here?”

“My brother and I are here on a job” you nod “What about you? You used to live more south right?” 

“Yeah I did. I struggle to stay in one place to long. Feels more natural to be moving around then to stay in one place” he looks at you briefly

“Why did you get kicked out of that girl’s house?”

“Oh god no. We aren’t having this discussion”

“What discussion?” he smiles

“I may have slept with her boyfriend” he laughs as you shake your head in disbelief, hiding your face in embarrassment “it was an accident but she wasn’t too pleased with me” he keeps chuckling to himself

“Awesome. That’s just awesome”

“Shut up” you smile at him, running your hand along the dashboard of the car 

“I recently fixed her up. She was in a bad shape. But she’s better now” he pats the dashboard “I was taking her out for a bit of a joyride before me and Sammy go on our job”

“What job is it this time?”

“Nothing that you need to worry about” you raise an eyebrow, turning to face him as you rest your arm on the back of the chair, lying your head down as you watch him

“Tell me. You can trust me”

“I don’t think you’ll want to know”

“About the monsters living under my bed?”

“Exactly” you chuckle slightly

“I think I could handle it” he laughs as he pulls up outside your house. “Have you had breakfast?” he looks at you and shakes his head “would you like to come up and have some?” he chuckles slightly “Come on” you get out the car, seeing him get out as well and follow your up the path to your house. Unlocking the front door you head inside, holding it open for him. You take your coat off, taking your dead phone and purse out the pockets before throwing the damp item in the washing machine. You turn to face him, he leans against the doorframe. “Bacon and pancakes?”

“Sounds good to me” he smiles. You grab an apron, putting it around yourself as you go to the stove. Cooking you both up some food. “I thought you said you live with Anna?” you nod “Where is she?”

“She’s away at a school camping trip thing. It helps the students become one with nature or something like that” you place the two plates onto the table. Taking the apron off “eat away” you sit opposite him as he starts eating. Letting out a delightful moan as he takes his first bite “you either never cook for yourself or I’m just a really good cook”

“Both” he smiles at you as you chuckle. “Does Anna remember much about... you know?” you shake your head

“She thinks it was a bad dream. Just a horrible nightmare”

“Probably better that way”

“It has its ups and downs. I’m worried when she’s away, like at the moment with this school trip. But I can’t tell her why I’m so paranoid. It wouldn’t be fair to her” you both eat your food. Engaging in small talk. You stand up, taking his plate and putting it in the sink “Coffee?” he nods

“Yes. Please” Taking out two mugs. “Is that a Captain America mug?” you look at the mugs you instinctively got out. Captain Americas shield proudly on full display on the side of the mug. You turn it so the picture is no longer facing him

“It might be” he chuckles and looks at you “My friend got it for me for Christmas. I got her an Iron Man one. Our favourite superheroes from that line of comics. Or at least out of the major ones. She’s a massive nerd and told me I’d like Captain America. I read one comic and now I’ve read them all” he chuckles more “But totally going to blame my nerdy friend or kid for owning this mug. Not just a guilty pleasure of mine” you smile, turning back and pouring the drinks. Passing him one and sitting back down. You sip your coffee. Shutting your eyes as you let the flavour hit your taste buds. You open them again. Dean looking at you with beautiful emerald eyes. You smile slightly as he sips his drink, maintaining eye contact with you. 

“What time do you have to get for your brother?”

“Probably should go soon” you nod, sipping your coffee

“I was just wondering. These clothes are all wet so I need a shower and I wondered if you had enough time to join me?” he nods enthusiastically as you smile. Standing up you hold your hand out to him. He downs the rest of his drink, taking your hand and letting you lead him to the shower, turning on the water. You take a hold of the bottom of your dress. Pulling it over your head, leaving you in a bra and pants. He watches you as you turn your back to him. Hands going behind your back as you unclasp your bra. Then taking your underwear and pulling them slowly down your legs. Opening the shower door you get in, you turn to face him and smile. “You coming handsome?” he nods. You push the door closed slightly. Feeling the water hit your skin. Shutting your eyes. You hear the door to the shower now open, fluttering your eyes open you see a now naked Dean. He close the door behind him, feeling him standing behind you and gently running his hands up your arms. You smile, resting your head back against his chest. Gently resting your hand on his cheek you turn his head to face you. Kissing him gently. The water dampening his hair down. Water droplets falling from his lashes and feeling them fall onto your cheeks and run down your face. You feel his hands move to your hips, stilling them as he pulls your hips into him. Making you smile as you feel his hard on hitting your ass. 

“I want you to make me feel good” he smiles at your words as you kiss him before speaking again “can you do that for me?” he nods. Feeling him kiss you again, snaking his hand downwards to meet you between your legs. You moan gently into his mouth as he finds your clit. Rubbing small circles onto it. You bring a hand up, resting it in his hair as you pull him close to you. Lips still entangled as your other hand goes and holds his wrist. Bringing his hand closer to your core. He moves his fingers, gently prodding your hole. He smiles as he feels how wet you are. Kissing you deeply as he pushes a finger into you. You moan into his mouth. Gripping his hair and wrist as he starts to slowly pump his finger in and out of you. You feel his other hand come up and knead at your breast. Pushing another finger into you. Curling them inside of you. 

“Oh fuck” you moan out. You feel him start to push his fingers in and out of you. His thumb going and rubbing circles onto your clit. Bringing you closer to your orgasm. The hand that was kneading your boob moves. Wrapping his arm around your middle as he pushes a third finger into you. You nearly scream out as he thrusts them into you. You grip his hair as your orgasm hits you. Your legs shake slightly as they give out from under you. His arm around you being the only thing keeping you up as you moan out. You kiss him “So good to me...” you whisper in a low voice he pulls his fingers out. Gently turning you to face him. He moves your dampened hair out of you face. You reach down. Gently taking him in your hand. He breathlessly moans. Shutting his eyes. “Do you want to feel me?” he nods “Words gorgeous. Use your words”

“Y-yes” you smile, kissing him before opening the shower door. You reach for his jeans. Grabbing out his wallet and then a condom. You try and open the packet. The water making it slippery and causing you to let out an annoyed huff. He chuckles, kissing you gently before taking it from you. He takes the packet, ripping it open with his teeth. Placing it onto himself, throwing the empty packet onto the floor. He kisses you again. His hands going down to your hips. Gently brushing over the curve of your butt and then your thighs. You wrap your arms around his neck. Knowing what he’s silently asking you to do. He lifts you up, wrapping your legs around him. He pushes you up against a wall. You flinch at the cold tiles hitting your back, pushing yourself into him more. He smiles, kissing you and pushing you into the wall more. Enjoying how your body feels pressed against his. You whine out in discomfort but slowly forget about the coldness when you feel him move himself to your entrance. He kisses your neck as he pushes into you. Smiling at the moans leaving your lips. You feel his hands go to your waist. Holding you against the wall as he starts to thrust in and out of you. You move a hand to grip his arm, nails digging into the flesh of his bicep as you flutter your eyes shut. You feel him kiss you, when he pulls away you open your eyes. His broad shoulder, green eyes filled with lust, wet hair. The water from the shower hitting him making him look angelic. You could practically cum from this image of him alone. His eyes look up, making contact with yours. You pull him in for a kiss. Euphoria rushing over your body as he continues his thrusts into you. Mouths entangled with each other. 

“G-gonna cum” you moan out. Feeling your high get closer with each of his movements. He smiles, bending down and kissing you shoulder. Feeling him hitting your g spot perfectly. Making you moan out as your second orgasm hits you. Tightening around his cock as you grip his hair, the other hand gripping his shoulder. He continues thrusting into you. Making you whine out at the stimulation. A few more thrusts later, and the feeling of your insides tightening around him he grunts, pushing fully into you. Breathing heavily into your shoulder as he releases himself. He keeps a hold of your body. Holding it against him as you both come down from your highs. You gently stroke his wet hair, the shower hitting him and dripping onto you. You start to shiver slightly. Being wet and against the cold tiles, plus none of the hot water hitting you. He pulls out of you. Letting you stand again and bringing you under the hot shower. You sigh out, shutting your eyes as he takes the condom off, tying it into a knot and throwing it into the bin. Grinning to himself as it lands perfectly. You open your eyes as he turns back to you, a soft grin adorning his pretty face. You roll your eyes slightly but smile. You rest your hands on his chest. Looking over his various scars. Gently tracing them before looking back at him, kissing him gently. 

“I should be getting back for my brother” you nod. Kissing him again, feeling his hands gently stroke up and down your back. 

“I’ll see you around?” you ask more as a question. He nods

“I hope so” you chuckle to yourself. Kissing him again as he makes no signs of moving out the shower

“As much as I’d love to have an unproductive day with you today we both know that it wouldn’t be helpful for either of us” he nods, tilting his head up slightly. “Come on. Go see your brother” you kiss him again “I’m going to actually shower now” he chuckles. 

“Sure I can’t help washing you?” you laugh

“I feel like that would just end with more sex”

“Is there anything wrong in that?”

“No. No there isn’t” you smile as you kiss him. He reaches for the shower gel

“This one yours?” you nod. He puts some onto his hand, rubbing them together slightly before he starts to massage your skin. You shut your eyes. Feeling him gently rub over all your body. He kneels down in front of you. Gently kissing your pubic bone before he rubs your thighs. You open your eyes, seeing him kneeling in front of you. Eyes fixed onto yours. You smile, gently running a hand through his hair before he stands up. He moves so your body is fully under the running water. Watching as the soap bubbles fall from your frame. “And now my hands smell like mangos” you laugh slightly

“Sorry” he smiles, taking your chin with his thumb and forefinger as he leans in and kisses you

“Nothing to be sorry about. But I am going to leave now” he smiles, kissing your lips again before he exits the shower. Grabbing a towel and drying himself. He puts his pants back on as you turn the shower off. Opening the door and grabbing a towel yourself. Wrapping it around yourself. You watch as he gets dressed. You follow him out into the hallway. He opens the front door “Bye Rose”

“Goodbye Dean” you smile as he walks out. Shutting the door behind him

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[wwenhlimagines]

Stuck In The Middle - Part 7

Hook x Y/N x Ricky Starks

Part 6

After seeing a fan take a picture of them out getting breakfast, Y/N and Hook have to navigate through the speculation and drama with Ricky Starks.

I see the flash of a camera out of the corner of my eye, and I quickly turn my head to see an AEW fan snapping pictures of Hook and I eating together. I turned to Hook, who seemed somewhat unphased. "Why now? We are just eating breakfast."

He shrugs his shoulders before flagging down our server and asking for the check and some to go boxes. "Fans don't always have the best self-awareness. Unfortunately, it comes with being a public figure."

I groan as I look around and see Eddie walking towards the fan in question. He talks to them for a minute before walking back towards us. "They shouldn't be bothering you anymore. We good over here?"

We both nod, and I thank Eddie before our server comes over with the check and boxes. We quickly box up our food, and Hook pays for breakfast even though I insist on splitting it. "I embarrassed you on TV last night. It's the least I can do."

I nod and text Ruby to come pick me up, to which she replies she is already in the parking lot. I grab my to go box and wait for Hook to finish leaving the tip. We walk out to the parking lot and find Eddie talking to Ruby through the rolled down window of her car. "Thanks for breakfast, Hook. I'll see you next week!"

Hook nods and waves goodbye as he walks to his car. I turn my attention to Ruby and Eddie and walk over to get into the passenger seat. Eddie smiles as he sees me sit down and buckle up. "Aside from the fan, is everything good now, newbie?"

I smile and nod. "Yes, thanks for talking to that fan. We don't need any more drama. Right?"

Eddie scoffs, "You have a lot to learn about working here, sweetheart. But I'll leave you girls alone to enjoy the rest of your day." He waves as he walks away, and Ruby and I wave back.

I was about to ask what our plans were for today when Willow popped up in the backseat. "Surprise! It's time for a girl's day!"

I slightly jumped as her purple hair and bright colored clothes come into sight. "Willow, what the hell? You scared the shit out of me!"

She giggles as she settles back into her seat. "Sorry girl, just super excited to get our nails done, massages, and whatever else you want to do today."

Ruby smirks in the driver's seat, "Hey, she just got into the car. I had nothing to do with the scaring part."

I take a deep breath and think about what we could do together. "I need a new pair of sneakers. How about we go shopping first?" The girls nod, and Ruby drives us to the shoe store, and we start our girls' day.

For the next few hours, we shopped for shoes and clothes, gotten our nails done, and sat in the fancy massage chairs in the mall for a while. We were just about to get lunch when my phone started blowing up.

I groaned as I reached for it and saw Hook, Ricky, and Eddie had all texted me. I also saw I got tagged in some pictures on Instagram, and my heart dropped as I opened the pictures. There were multiple pictures from IHOP, including one where I am touching Hook's hand.

I decided to open Eddie's message first.

Eddie: I swear I saw that girl delete the pictures in front of my eyes! I don't know how this happened. I'm so sorry, Y/N!

I sighed and texted back:

It's not your fault, Eddie. You tried your best, but she must have them backed up somewhere, or she already sent them to her friends.

Next, I open the text from Hook.

Hook: Y/N, I'm so sorry. I had a feeling a public place wasn't the best setting for us to meet up. I should have listened to my dad.

We both agreed to breakfast, and I'm the one who reached my hand over to comfort you. How do we combat the dating rumors, though?

What do you think would happen if we ignored it?

We can't just ignore it. Speculation will grow further, and we will have even less privacy.

Fine. I'll call my dad and ask for his opinion.

Finally, I got to Ricky's message.

Ricky: So you're dating my boy Hook, now?

I groaned before responding to him.

We are not dating. We went out for breakfast so he could explain the shit you caused last night.

Moi, causing drama? I could never do such a thing! What ever could you be talking about?

Hook got flustered when you crossed paths backstage, and he ended up trying to hit on me on live TV, you jackass!

I didn't know he was going to do that! I never wanted you to be embarrassed, darling.

Well, how about you apologize to him then? I have told him I'm not looking for a relationship with ANYONE. That includes you, Starks! I just want to make friends, so if you could own up to your mistakes, that would be greatly appreciated.

I decide to leave my phone on silent and ignore the drama ramping up for the rest of the day as Ruby and Willow don't deserve to deal with my grumpy side. We get lunch, and the girls help keep my mind off of the drama for the rest of the day.

Hook's POV

This is not at all how I expected today to go. I thought Y/N and I would walk out of IHOP as a couple, but I understand why she isn't looking for that, and I am going to respect her space. At least, she wants to get to know me as a friend, so I haven't lost her completely.

I called my dad to ask for advice, but he didn't pick up the phone. Instead, I see a text come in from Ricky...

So you embarrassed her on TV, and now rumors are spreading about you dating when she has already said she doesn't want to date right now. That's rough, bro!

I roll my eyes before typing a reply.

Thanks, Captain Obvious! I hadn't noticed how horrible my luck has been the past 24 hours. The pictures aren't great, but we are working on a plan to fix it.

I watch the typing bubble for a few seconds before his reply comes in.

Just remember, you might be a good starting pitcher, but everyone remembers the closer.

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[sawtastic-sideblog]

Part 5 I think.

Amanda: Gordon is sick. The DOCTOR is sick

Lawrence: it isn't unheard of.

John: do you need anything?

Lawrence: rest, fluids, Tylenol or anything to keep the fever down

Jill: I'll bring some by when I get off tonight

Lawrence: thank you Jill

Mark: it's oddly quiet. Where's Adam? Shouldn't he be screaming about how Gordon is dying or some shit?

Amanda: no clue. William?

William: I'm not even in town. How am I supposed to know?

Mark: idk aren't you like horse girlfriends are something

William: no

Logan: I saw him leave this morning around 8

John: it's 4:30. He's been gone 8 and a half hours without sending a message. I don’t like this.

Mark: last time that happened he was in Texas with Schenk

William: it was a fun few days. Horseback riding, watching Adam get scared by the lions roaring at the zoo.

Amanda: thank you for the videos of both incidents. They're hilarious to watch.

William: no problem.

William: he also accidentally propositions a trucker at Waffle House

Logan: I have questions

Jill: Lawrence was asleep when I came by. Someone tell him I put medicine in his cabinet.

Mark: he says thank you

Jill: no problem at all

William: guys it's been 12 hours with nothing from Adam.

Amanda: I hope he's okay

Mark: search party?

John: I'll stay with Lawrence. You all go out and give me updates.

Logan: he's not at the library

Mark: he doesn't read. Not at the arcade

Amanda: not at the diner

Mark: grocery store clear

Logan: bar clear

Amanda: lake clear

John: he's not answering his phone.

Amanda: ice cream shop clear

William: this is concerning

Logan: Mexican restaurant clear. Anybody want dinner?

Mark: I sent you the normal orders

Logan: I saw. Thank you.

Amanda: extra guac please

John: everyone come back. We can have dinner and then figure out what to do about Adam.

Logan: someone come help me with the food.

Jill: I called Adam's phone. An employee from Hot Topic at a mall 3 states over answered. They remember Adam. He dropped his phone and just kept going. They tried to find him. They said that if he doesn't come get it by closing tomorrow they can discuss sending it back with a manager.

John: thank you Jill

William: 3 states over? What the hell is he doing?

Mark: you're out of town. What the hell are you doing?

William: steak out with Zeke Banks

Amanda: I don't believe you.

*William Emmerson sent a photo*

Amanda: he looks bored

William: we are bored

Amanda: kiss him

William: that's unprofessional

Mark: you're a Jigsaw Killer apprentice. You kill your colleagues.

Mark: and you think kissing your coworker is unprofessional

Amanda: weak dude

Logan: don't listen to them. They're just jealous and horny

Mark: horny yes. Jealous no.

Amanda: horny yes. Jealous yes. Touch starved yes. Someone just hold me please.

John: 📯📯📯

Mark: I regret teaching you emojis

John: 😂😂🤣🤣

John: any word from Adam? 🚶‍♂️

Amanda: no

Lawrence: I'm worried about him. Should we file a missing persons report?

John: if he's not back by tomorrow morning ☀

William: I forgot my keys. Is anyone awake to let me in

Lawrence: I am

John: 24 hours nothing from Adam. I'm going to fill out a missing persons

Amanda: are you still sick Lawrence?

Lawrence: I feel much better thanks.

John: Adam just called. He's fine. He realized he lost his phone. Decided to stay at a hotel so he could go back to get it and got drunk and was hungover. He just got his phone back. He's driving back today. His phone is charging.

William: I'm glad he's okay

Lawrence: me too

Amanda: yay

Mark: oh joy he's back

Logan: I just talked to him. Work brought me out a little ways. So he's picking me up on his way in.

Adam: hey guys I live.

Mark: how disappointing

Adam: rude. I was out getting Christmas presents. I may have also spend waaaaaayyyy too much money at build a bear.

John: don't text and drive

Adam: stopped for lunch.

Adam: LAWRENCE IS DYING?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!??!!???

This series is fun and quick and easy to write. It doesn't take both of my brain cells as I suffer from writers block and brain rot. I'm enjoying writing this now crack fic. Hope yall enjoy it too.

[loversj0y]

late night talking

pairing: cc!sapnap x reader (no use of y/n)

summary: sometimes days dont go to plan. it’s a good thing sapnap is there. and maybe sometimes the best things come from the worst days

tws: food mentions, sleeplessness, suggestive content, this one is pure fluff tbh (theres also a bad wordplay)

author’s note: guess who has another song fic? this one is inspired by late night talking by harry styles because it is just very sapnap coded in my brain. this entire fic was inspired by that song while i was driving. big thanks and much love to @sacnac​ for proofreading <3

I let out a long sigh, dropping my backpack down in the kitchen and collapsing against the counter for a few silent moments. I tried to stay as silent as possible as I straightened up to grab a glass of water, eyes skimming over the time on the oven. 4:07 A.M. I’d never had a day go so far from my plan and just become a pile a horribleness. I’d been up for nearly twenty-four hours, simply trying to get to my boyfriend, Sapnap’s, place. We hadn’t seen each other in months, and I was only going to be in town for two weeks, so the plan was to make the most of it. However, that was not what the universe intended for the two of us. 

It had started with my phone apparently coming unplugged in the middle of the night and dying. Instead of my usual alarm waking me and allowing me to have time to get ready, I was awoken by sheer panic at the fact that I was a solid five minutes from completely missing my flight. This was followed by the Uber I’d ordered being late, which allowed time for me to completely burn the breakfast I’d tried to speedily make. So, starving and with 10% battery, I’d gotten into the already-late Uber that smelled like cigars and cheap wine, and I listened to my driver talk on the phone (since I’d forgotten my headphones) as I rode to the airport. Everyone at the airport seemed to have it out for me, walking impossibly slow through corridors too small as I waited in TSA. Not to mention tripping out of my shoe and slamming my arm into the conveyer belt. To make matters worse, the coffee shop was still closed, and Sapnap wasn’t even awake yet for me to complain to about everything. 

However, once I finally arrived to my gate, with just a few minutes left to spare, I hit a wall. Both literally, and metaphorically. I smacked into a column by my gate as I read the screen, and I groaned after I pulled away to actually comprehend the screen in front of me. Turns out I was early, because my flight was delayed nine hours over some cloudy weather. 

Except it wasn’t nine hours at first. No, I sat there for nine hours as every hour I prepared in anticipation to board, and every hour they pushed the time further back. When it became clear that it was going to be awhile, I called Sapnap, but the airport was too loud for me to be able to hear him at all. He’d gone live for a little bit, which would’ve allowed me to at least have a piece of him through all the hell, if not for the fact that the airport wi-fi was incredibly shit. I finally was able to have a conversation with him once the night rolled around and the airport began to empty out, and I could tell he was tired. He’d woken up earlier than he usually does to try and help prepare for my arrival, and I’d almost felt bad for Dream given that I know he was not quiet while cleaning. 

“Baby, it’s okay if you want to sleep. Honestly, I’m exhausted too.”

He whined a bit, “But who’ll be here to greet you when you arrive? And I wanted to pick you up.”

“Well, you know I don’t like you driving at night anyway. But Patches can greet me at the door, and you can greet me once we wake up next to each other.” “But I want it to be nice for you,” He’d whined again, exhaustion clearly slipping into his voice.

I chuckled, “it will be. It’ll be just like when I move in together in the future. I have my key still, and I’ll come sneak into bed and cuddle you. And everything will be perfect in the morning.”

“Mmm, but I wanted to greet you with a kiss. And some big lovin’ hugs, darlin’” He drawled on, “and maybe a lil butt pat or two.”

“Well, sweets, I’ll give your cheek a kiss once I lay down. Plus, you can get all that in the morning. But only if you go to sleep. I need my baby all well rested for me,” I hummed lightly as I spoke. 

“Whatever you want, darlin’, I’ll do. Anything for you. Good night, baby. I love you.”

“Good night, Sap. I love you too, and I’ll be giving you kisses in bed before you know it.”

He hummed out a content noise, and I could hear him slowly settling into bed, “Yeah, you’ll be covered in kisses soon. All the smooches.”

We spoke for a few minutes more before I listened to his words slow into a Texan drawl that led into soft quiet breaths.. It was a bit of brightness in the dull grey of the day so far. Eventually, I boarded the plane, and though the end of the tunnel of hell was near, I ended up stuck to an old man who snored the entire time, and since I’d had no headphones, I couldn’t sleep. 

When I’d managed to hobble myself out of the plane and call an Uber to Sapnap and Dream’s, I’d felt myself growing increasingly annoyed from the long day. I had a burning hatred for my own plans failing, and I’d gone off and on between blaming the universe and myself, but with the exhaustion settling in, I just felt annoyed. I stayed silent in the car ride there, just sitting and staring out the window. I tried to nap but found that I just couldn’t sleep. The exhaustion in my bones was being offset by my own frustration and annoyance, keeping me from ever relaxing enough to actually sleep. I rested my eyes here and there, but I just could not, for whatever cursed reason, actually fall asleep. 

And that led to here. Standing in a kitchen I hadn’t seen in months with full body exhaustion, entirely unable to fall asleep. And even when I thought I had Patches to cheer me up, she ran into Dream’s room. Instead, I resigned myself to making a cup of tea in the hopes that it would lull me into , if not sleep, at least relaxation enough to lie in bed with my boyfriend. 

I shut my eyes. After a few silent moments, I felt two arms wrap around my waist. Soft kisses were pressed against my neck, leading up to my ear, “I thought you were gonna come right to bed,” he murmured softly against my ear. 

I turned and wrapped my arms around my boyfriend, relaxing into him, “‘M sorry, love. I  can’t sleep,” I mumbled weakly. 

He let out a quiet whine, hugging me closer, “I’m sorry, babe. How was your day?” 

I felt my chest grow tight. I wanted to formulate an answer, but instead, I just let out a soft sob. I didn’t even want to cry, let alone realized that I needed to, but once he’d asked how my day was at all, I couldn’t hold back the floodgates. 

“Hey, hey, darling,” he pulled out from the hug, looking at me and gently wiping the tears from my eyes, “It’s alright, talk to me, what’s going on?” 

I just let out another wrecked sob as he softly rubbed my back, “it’s just – it’s been really hard being without you, and today was just so shitty, and I want to sleep so badly, I’m exhausted, and I’ve just missed you so much, and-” I sobbed again, leaning into his chest. 

He wrapped his arms around me, speaking softly into my ear, “Shh, it’s alright, baby. You’re here with me now, I’ve got you.” He kissed the top of my head gently, “C’mon, I want you to take a nice deep breath with me, and then you’re gonna drink your tea, and I’m gonna stay up with you until you can sleep, sound good?”

I nodded softly, and he rubbed my back gently. After a moment, he took a deep breath, and I followed in suit. Once I’d calmed down a bit, he pulled away, grabbing my tea. He mixed in a bit of honey – the way he knew I liked – before handing it to me, and I took a slow sip quietly. 

I turned back around to hug my boyfriend, but he wasn’t next to me anymore. I frowned for a moment until I heard the music. I recognized the song instantly, and I snorted softly as Sapnap came around the corner, a hairbrush in hand as a microphone, pointing at me as he began to lipsync to the song. He danced around with it as well, giving me a full performance. I snickered behind my mug, watching him with a grin. He wrapped his arms around my waist, singing to me now.  “If you're feelin' down, I just wanna make you happier, baby,” he held me close by the waist, moving around with me. I set my mug down after I took another sip, grabbing onto his forearms. I grinned quietly, “What are you doing?” He just shook his head, grabbing my hands and spinning me around as he continued to sing. “Now you're in my life, I can't get you off my mind,” he kissed the top of my forehead as he finished the line, and I just laughed, grinning with him. By the start of the next verse, he had me performing with him, singing to him as he continued to dance around with me. We may not have gotten our perfect welcome, but I wouldn’t trade the moments like these for all the stars in the sky. 

Once the song came to a close, and we sang the final lines to each other, he wrapped an arm back around my waist, his other hand coming up to cup my cheek as he leaned in, giving me a soft and loving kiss. We only pulled apart when we absolutely had to, and our foreheads gently pressed together as neither of us wanted to separate for long. 

“What was that for?” I questioned softly, looking up at him once we did finally pull apart. 

He shrugged, giving me a goofy smile, “I couldn’t stand seeing you upset. You mentioned liking that song, so I wanted to cheer you up.” He lightly ran his hand over my cheek, gently rubbing under my eyes where tears had been mere moments before, “Couldn’t stand not seeing your gorgeous smile.” 

A rose-flush dusted my cheeks as I grinned at him softly. “Well, it definitely worked,” I lightly pecked his lips, “so thank you.”

He grinned softly, “Anything for my darlin’.” He moved his hands down, lightly tapping my thigh. I jumped up, and he held me tightly around his waist. He moved one hand up to gently rub my back, walking to the couch. 

“You know,” he started, looking down at the couch, “you mentioned how you’ve been really missing me.” 

I nodded softly, prompting him to continue. 

“Well, I’ve been really missing you, too. And well, if you’d want to…” he took a deep breath, “we have the space here. And I’d love for you to move in.”

My heart felt so full of love I felt as though I would burst. I wanted to say yes, however…

“I’d love that, but I just – I don’t want to overstep. This is yours and Dream’s place, and George is supposing to be moving in soon, I just – I want this to be yours and the boy’s space, I don’t want to affect anything.” In my exhaustion, I seemed to ramble a bit. I really did want to live with Sapnap. But just because Sap was okay with it didn’t mean the other two were, so I’d make excuses to keep his home life calm if I had to, “plus, I have issues with work. I’ve been saving to move down here, but I still haven’t actually found a job yet, so I can’t just leave.” 

He hummed, pulling me in closer to his chest. “Well, I can actually solve those problems right now.” He rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, “this idea of mine isn’t exactly…new.” He paused for a moment, thinking to himself. He stood up again, still holding me, and he walked me upstairs to the room next to his, “This room was originally just going to be set up for storage, but,” he set me down before opening the door, and I looked around quietly. It felt like home immediately. A simple layout, just a bed, desk, nightstand, and chest of drawers, and the walls were decorated only slightly, small things including a polaroid from our second date. 

I walked around a bit, “What’s- I don’t,” 

“This is what I’ve been working on since you left. I talked to the boys already, and they both agreed that they’d be okay with you moving in. And I have no doubts, I know you’re my forever. So I’ve been setting this up – your own space, just so you can still have your privacy and if you need alone time and everything. And I did the math, since you wouldn’t have to worry about rent, you’d have enough saved up to be set. I mean, Dream makes enough for the all of us at this point, so you know,” he shrugged a bit, looking shyly across the room to avoid making eye contact. 

I turned back to him, moving as quick as I could into his arms, practically tackling him onto the bed. I nodded quickly, “Okay. Yeah. I- I’d love to,” I grinned at him. He perked up, grinning back at me, “Really? You’re serious?”

I nodded again, a wide grin covering my face. 

He picked me up, spinning me around in his arms and whooping loudly. “Hell yeah! Let’s fucking go!” He laughed happily, holding me tightly and pulling me in for a strong, loving kiss after. 

I kissed him back happily, softly laughing along with him. There was nothing but warmth in my chest. Thirty minutes with the love of my life seemed to wipe clear the 18 previous hours of hell. He kept a hand on my cheek, grinning happily. 

“I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. And live with you. We can do so many things! We could go grocery shopping together! Or go get Ikea furniture!” He laughed happily, grinning at me, “we could get up to so much stuff.” 

“So much stuff?” I questioned with a grin.

“Shenanigans. All of them. We could prank Dream. We could scare George, he gets really jumpy, especially at night. And we could do other stuff,” he grinned, reaching a hand down to grab my butt.

I laughed, smiling lovingly at him, “We’ll definitely get up to ‘other stuff’. I know how needy you get when I leave for home.”

He kissed my cheek, “I just can’t help it. I love my baby,” he kissed my other cheek, “you know, we could get up to other stuff in Dr-”

“If you are about to suggest we fuck in Dream’s room, I’m taking a flight back home.”

He quickly closed his mouth. 

“Wow, I’m already liking this one more than you as a roommate, Sap,” Dream spoke up, standing in the doorway of what was now my room. 

“Hey, shut up,” Sapnap threw a pillow at his roommate, “What are you doing up?’

Dream shrugged, “I wasn’t asleep for long. I was editing a video til about three. Then I got woken up by some… music,” he gave Sapnap a look, and Sapnap just shrugged. 

“Hey, I had a very important job to do. My darlin’ needed cheering up.” 

Dream just nodded in understanding, “I’m gonna assume you said yes to the whole moving-in thing?” I just nodded up at him.

“Thank god, Sapnap’s been annoying us for months talking about it,” he pitched his voice up, mimicking Sapnap, “Dream, do you think it looks nice? George, what if it goes wrong? What if-”

“Okat, shut up now, good night, Dream.”

Dream rolled his eyes, “Good night, love birds. No fucking too loud. Use protection, Sapnap can’t be trusted to raise a kid yet.”

I snorted a bit, rolling my eyes,  “Good night, droommate.” 

He glared at me a bit, looking between me and Sapnap. “Oh, god, there’s two of you now.” He huffed out quietly, just shaking his head and turning around. 

I looked up at Sapnap, and we both just laughed. 

We spent the next two hours, sitting in bed and talking and planning our life together. When I finally felt the exhaustion taking over, and I finally fell asleep, it was closing in on seven A.M., and the sun was rising. But neither of us cared, more focused on the look in each other’s eyes as we fell asleep with late night “i love yous”.

[leilani-lover]

People often ask me "hey, What's your favourite colour?" I always list of a few i enjoy at the moment, but i always continue by adding "but i don't really care, all colours look good if used correctly and/or in specific ways" meaning, i don't necessarily have favourite colours or at least I don't hate any colour.

I know many people can be obsessed with different sorts of colours and shades and that's completely okay! We need those kinds of people! We need appropriation to all of the colours and all of the things in general. Because in the end, everyone is valid and their opinions, problems, worries, woes, ideas, thought etc matter and are valid.

But the world isn't black and white. Even if many say it would be. The world is beautiful and full of colours. Our society seems grey, but it is also full of colours. Full of differences and full of glory. We have so much potential. We can save the world from boiling. We can bring back animals that have went extinct. If everything goes well we can maybe even make this world a safe place for our kids, queers, different cultures, races, religions, disables, everyone! This could be the paradise. This could be the heaven. This could be the good side. Maybe it's a bit more corrupted at the moment yes, but we could make this a safe environment. What's stopping us?

We can bring ice to the places that are melting from the warmth, we can start using plastic that breaks in seconds, we can spread plastic fungus beings around, we can try seeing people and the world in a different perspective, we aren't a completely lost and dead. Come on, we can do anything if we want.

I know depression, anxiety and all the other shit is taking over most people. We need more therapists and people that are able to treat us. We need to be diagnosed and we need to be able to afford it. We need to be able to heal, but firstly we need to be aware of our problems.

Whenever it was sleeping or eating or going out or family, friends or money or water. Whatever it is, we need to be able to heal and get back to our feet. Thousands of people are dying because of they can't get into a hospital or can't get food/water, therapy, homes etc. We need to stop thinking about ourselfs and we need to focus on others and help them.

We need to heal before focusing on others though. We can't give if we don't have anything to give, right? So get on your feets and fight.

Start working out, eat 1-5 times a day (1-3 meals and others are snacks), sleep 6-9 hours, get hobbies, go for walks, shower, brush your teeth, reach out to friends or join servers or hobbies to get some if you got none, come to me, i can seem intimidating from my posts, but i can assure you, i wouldn't kill a fly. You matter and you should value yourself like you'd value your pet, family, lover/lovers, friends.

I have a list of hobbies you can try out if you don't know any or if you can't afford expensive ones for example. There's a lot of coices though.

At home

Sleep★

Draw★

Read★

Paint★

Listen to music★

Write★

Crocheting★

Take a shower★

Clean★

watch something you enjoy★

Do calligraphy★

Take some pictures, do photography★

Bake or cook something nice★

Take care of some plants/gardeninging★

Talk with me★

making music★

Dye your hair★

making clothes★

Paint your nails★

Watch the stars/star gazing★

candle making★

dancing★

Make/buy a gift for yourself★

knitting★

Cosplay★

Journaling★

Scrapbook★

Learning something new such as a language or skill★

Coding★

Outside

Go for a walk★

Compliment strangers★

Hang with friends★

Go shopping★

Go to a church★

Go take a roadtrip★

get tattoos★

horse riding★

Surfing★

Ice skating★

Skiing★

snowboard★

motorcycle/car/motorbike/scooter/four wheeler, driving★

Swimming★

Football/soccer★

Remember you don't have to be good at it, you just have to enjoy it. And ofc there's more and more and more stuff you can do constantly. But one thing at a time, otherwise you'll fall deeper. Take your time on things and don't rush. You can do it, i believe in you. Let's make the world and yourself better for the future, together.

[boraxquinn]

💕 Jin!

Send me a 💕 and a ship: In-depth Edition

{Jin: @wwhxyouknow }

How did they meet? We were re-introduced at a party/ hung out with a lot of friends.

Who flirted with who first? He flirted with me. I was trying to not embarrass myself and I failed really badly.

Was it love at first sight or a slowburn romance? I don't know from his point of view, but I've always had a crush on him. But we never talked. I don't think it was a soulmate kind of thing cause I never thought I would even have a chance at him liking me. I was closer to Jiminie, and J-hope cause I would run into them a lot at work back when they first debuted. And they would send Starship video's of them dancing to Sistar all the time. So I would call it a slowburn romance. But remove the slow part cause we both feel in love really fast xD

Did they start dating right away or were they friends before things became romantic? Right away. Like we passed out asleep at a friends place the first night we met then we woke up the next morning. I tried to leave cause I was like 'oh shit I'm in Jin lap I don't have a death wish I'm in so much trouble." But he wouldn't let me leave.

What was their first date? .....Is it bad that I don't remember? We had a lot of casual dates where we just stayed home, cooked and chatted. But I don't know if that counts. He did take me out to dinner when I came home from shopping with a dress he really liked.

What are their favourite things to do on date nights? Eat xD Food is our love language. We love cooking for each other.

Do they still go on dates after being together for a while? Yes

What is their love language? Hmmm... I don't know. You would have to ask him. He has a very romantic personality but he is also a giant dork.

Who kissed who first? He kissed me first then I asked for more.

Who started the relationship? He did.

Monogamy or Polyamory? Monogamy.

Are they/do they plan on getting married? Well we are engaged so.... yes I would hope so.

Who proposed? Was it a yes or no? He proposed the day after Astronaut was released and I said HELLS YES! Not really I was crying too much and couldn't talk. All I could do was nod my head yes.

Do they want kids? Who brought it up first? This is a private matter that has a lot of personal stuff for me so I will not answer this at this time.

Do they already have kids, together or from previous relationships? Nope

Do they have any routines/rituals in their relationship? He usually gets up before I do so he makes me breakfast in the morning.

How do they take care of each other when they are sick/hurt? We both do.

How do they like to spend time together? We either stay home and relax or we will go out to lunch or dinner somewhere.

What are their favourite non-sexual forms of intimacy? Jin thing he does which I don't know if he notices its a habit but I noticed, is he likes to kiss my shoulders. He will either come up behind me and do a drive by kiss, or he will kiss my shoulder and just put his chin there for a few seconds. He also likes to hold me in his lap. Or he wants me to hug his waist while he is cooking.

What are some of their favourite things about their partner? oh lord I could be here all day ummm... I like his fashion style. I think people should praise it more often. He caring for others before himself. He has such pretty eyes and lips. His love for RJ is pretty darn adorable. The man looks beautiful in the color pink. And his cooking is always sooo yummy!

How do they comfort the other when they are upset? First, he will hold me either in his lap or he will hug me. Then he let's me talk out whatever is bothering me and just listens, then he will give me advice while rubbing my back or my arms. If it's really really bad then sometimes he wraps a blanket around me and make a hot bath for me.

Who buys the other spontaneous gifts? It's 50/50. We both like getting each other gifts.

What position do they sleep in? He sleeps on his back or side and I always sleep on his chest or nuzzled into his neck.

Do they bathe/shower together? We haven't yet

Do they do anything else in the bath/shower other than wash? .....This is a dirt minded question

In the bedroom - Vanilla, a little spice, or kinky af? Jin can be very spice when he wants to be. I wouldn't say he is kinky though.

For applicable ships - who tops/bottoms? Not telling~ :p

For applicable ships - who is more dominant/submissive? Not telling~~!

What is their favourite sex position? You are getting nothing out of me :p

Do either of them enjoy bringing sex toys into the bedroom? We have never tried. I'm not into toys if I'm being honest.

Favourite place to have sex? At home.

Most adventurous place they’ve had sex? ....nowhere yet.

How often do they fight? What about? We have never fought.

Have they ever broken up? No

Messy breakup, amicable split, remain friends, ride or die or til death do us part? I will love him forever, to the moon and back till death due us part.

[tmrrwppl]

Dumbass things we’ve said in SecondLife that make great unhinged starters

[Change as necessary]

"Hide the coconut oil! For the love of all that is holy!"

"[Name] is on [their] way to slap tiddies"

"Listen, I have not seen [Name's] junk, and I don't plan to now."

“You're like a toddler, when you go quiet I have to check on you”

"Why do I keep coming back here?"

“She's the naked bartender. She provides snacks.”

“[Name] stop posing google maps doesn't come here.”

“He's hiding the tiddies– illegal”

“Log in the tip jar, coward!”

“I hate food shopping.”

“Found myself in a female vampire den. So it seems.”

“And now you’re all Jelly Baby on me.”

“*aggressive squeaking sound*”

“I swear to God if I look down and you’re humping my leg I am going to punt you across the continent.”

“I'd rather get f*cked by a v!brator then your c*ck any day.”

"I haven't done anything to you yet."

“Hey, watch this, I’m gonna give [them] the *good* sugar cubes… you know, with the LSD in them.”

“I bet she smells like Chanel, meth, cigarettes and helicopter smoke and I like it”

“I just lost a twerking contest to a f*cking horse.”

“If a penguin can do it so can a horse”

“it was hotter than a fresh f*cked fox in a forest fire today”

“There I go again, handing out pen*ses like candy”

“I mean if PETA shows up we are all screwed and not in the fun way... But until then, dance, you beautiful horse, dance.”

“There, suspender solidarity.”

“I require… More penguins.”

“I have never seen someone just whip out a toilet like that before.”

“You are a friend shaped cloud.”

“Is that why the carpet is charred black?”

“That’s it! One more pun and I’m going to turn this region around!”

“You and [Name] are walking bundles of chaos.”

“I’m gonna need bail money.”

“*unhinged cackling*”

“No one ever tells *me* to behave, feeling kind of left out here.”

“Bad is a behavior.”

“Sugah pie honey bunches, can you hand me the crowbar?”

“Listen, just accept the fact someone wants to sop you up with a biscuit, you delicious pixel pie of sexy.”

“Ah shit, the “days since last shenanigans” counter is at 5. Lemme whip out my kazoo.”

“I don’t know how you have the patience for all these newbies.”

“I drink a lot of coffee.”

“Ma’am, if you keep talking bad about yourself I’m gonna beat you with a newspaper.”

“What’s she gonna do? Take my clothes off and throw me into bed? *sarcasm voice* Oh no... don't... please... ... ”

"I'm ordering the quokkas some french fries."

“You know what, [they/you] could inflict serious pain and I’d still be into [them/you].”

“There is an alarming lack of kilts around.”

“We’re being overrun by Aussies. I don’t have enough Florida woman to counter y’all.”

"I don't want to drive off any visitors. You want them to come back."

"Listen I'm really good at english when I'm not fried like a bologna sammy."

[themultifandomgal]

Temptation Pt6

Temptation Masterlist

2008

I wake up to Alice running into mine and Emmett's room, jumping on the bed in the space next to me. Emmett is sat on his seat by the window reading a book chuckling to himself over Alice's excitement

"Alice" I groan rolling over so I don't have to face her

"But todays the day" I groan again at her high voice, she had a vision that Edward will finally find his mate

"Alice leave her be, she barley slept last night" Emmett says and I know he will definitely have a smirk on his face, so I take a pillow and through it at him

"Ok seriously, if you want us to stop for food you need to get up" Alice rips the bed covers off me revealing me naked. Alice gets up off the bed "oh and get dressed!" she shouts making me sigh. I get up from the bed while Emmett watches me

"What?" I ask frowning at him

"Nothing, your just cute in the morning"

"Yeah, yeah, throw me some underwear" I say as Emmett is next to the chest of draws. Both of us quickly get dressed and head downstairs where the rest of the family are waiting

"Finally" Edward grumbles grabbing his keys

"You could have gone without me, I can drive myself to school"

"With your driving, I'm not surprised if it would be a new way to kill vampires" Rosalie comments walking out of the door with Thomas and the others who are chuckling

"I'm not that.. Esme tell them I'm not that bad"

"Have a good day at school" Esme replies smiling at me

"Come on babe, we can stop at the coffee shop on the way"

"But my driving isn't that bad" Emmett takes my hand and we walk out of the house towards his car.

After a few classes it's finally time for lunch, my favourite time of the day, well that and bed time!

"She has to be in here" Alice says smiling as she looks through the large window into the cafeteria. We walk in, Emmett and I hand in hand when we here a girl talking

"They're um, Dr and Mrs Cullens foster kids. They moved down her from Alaska like a few years ago" I hear a girl say. I look over to see it's Jessica talking

"They kinda keep to themselves" I hear another girl say, Angela I think her name is, knowing that the others also heard it I reply

"Yes because one we don't wanna drain you dry and two whats the point in making friends when we will leave one day and you will die" Rose roll her eyes as we continue to walk in

"Yeah 'cause they're all together, like together together" the first girl says "the blonde girl with the scarf is Rosalie, and the tall dark haired guy is Thomas. The other blonde girl is Katherine and the big dark haired guy is Emmett. I'm not even sure thats legal"

"Jess they're not actually related except for Katherine and Rosalie, they're sisters" this makes Emmett, Thomas, Rose and I smile

"Yeah, but they live together. It's weird" we make our way to get food and then to a table away from everyone else

"Ok the little dark haired girl is Alice, she's really weird, and erm she's with Jasper the blonde one who looks like he's in pain" I take a bite of my sandwich still listening in to the conversation thats being had

"Uh Dr Cullen is like this foster dad/ matchmaker"

"Maybe he'll adopt me"

"Oh if they only knew" I mumble

"Who's he?" I hear a different voice say, one I haven't heard before

"Is she the girl?" I ask Alice nodding my head towards the table this new girl is sat at

"I think she is" Alice smiles

"Great" Rosalie comments with an annoyed tone

"That's Edward Cullen, he's totally gorgeous, obviously, but apparently nobody here's good enough for him" I watch as this makes Edward smile a little "like I care, you know"

"Of course Jessica" I stuff more food in my mouth

"Why do you do that? comment on everyones conversation?"

"Because if I didn't I would probably loose my shit being able to hear everyones conversation. If I just focus on one then it doesn't irritate me as much" I reply to Thomas

"Seriously though don't waist your time"

"Wasn't planning on it" the new girl turns around to look at us

"Oh and one thing thats really weird. They don't eat, ever. Well except Katherine, she doesn't stop but she never puts on the weight"

"Look at Emmett though, they probably work out together"

"But why doesn't he eat Ange" Jessica replies. Getting bored with their conversation I listen to other peoples trying to find something interesting.

After lunch we all go to own classes. Emmett, Rose and Thomas head to Physics while Alice Jasper and I go to English and Edward on his own goes to Biology

"Pop quiz time" everyone groans looking at our teacher. He goes around asking everyone for quotes from the book A Midsomer Nights Dream

"Do you really think the new girl is Edwards mate?" I ask Alice with a frown

"Yes, I saw her and Edward together in a field of flowers"

"Miss Cullen and Miss Cullen" both Alice and I look up "Katherine since you and Alice are both intrigued in your own conversations, I hope it will mean that you have read the book. So give me a quote from A Midsomer Nights Dream and not just two words please" the teacher refers to the rest of the class who have only been saying a sentence or so

"Lovers and madmen have such seething brains. Such shaping fantasies, that apprehend more than cool reason ever comprehends. The lunatic, the lover and the poet are of imagination all compact. One sees more devils than vast hell can hold, that is, the madman: the lover, all as frantic, sees Helen's beauty in a brow of Egypt. The poet's eye, in fine frenzy rolling, doth glance from heaven to earth, from earth to heaven and as imagination bodies forth the forms of things unknown, the poet's pen turns them to shapes and gives to airy nothing a local habitation and a name" I finish looking rather smugly as the teacher looks at me shocked "is that enough sir or would you like me to give you another "if we shadows have offended, know but this and all is mended....."

"No thats enough thank you Miss Cullen, moving on and please pay attention" he says loud enough for the class to hear "I do not get paid enough for this" he whispers so quietly I know no one else heard that apart from me, Alice and Jasper.

[purplesurveys]

1713

What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Doing another survey. I'm telling you, I like making my Sundays as boring as possible.

What was the last thing you said aloud? Can't really remember. I've been alone the last two hours.

Have you bought anything new this week? Other than food, no.

Name one person who made you smile today. Jo. BFF finally graduated and I guess I'm particularly emotional aboout her graduation because I was witness to most of the trials she went through to get to this point, and holy shit was the road for her rocky for the most part. She is what Yoongi meant when he said, "Dream, may all your trials end in full bloom."

What’s the last thing you had to drink? Coffee.

Ever go camping? Nah, it’s never been something that appeals to me. Maybe if we lived somewhere with guaranteed decent weather I would give it a go, but around here it just rains all the time haha. < Same with me, except that here it's either way too hot, or rains way too hard.

What’s your favorite candy? Chewy ones, like Fruitella.

Do you send messages on Facebook a lot? Yes, that's where I communicate with literally every non-work person ever. Messenger is a necessity at this point given I don't even text anymore except for work.

Have you ever gone to a strip club? I have never gone inside one but would like to try to at least once.

Last sporting event you watched? The Philippines vs Norway, Women's World Cup just this afternoon. We mounted a public watch party given that one of my clients is a major sponsor for our national team.

We lost – and subsequently lost our place in the World Cup – but it doesn't feel like we have lost at all. It's big enough of a win to have the Philippines even just be part of the World Cup, let alone WIN A MATCH (against New Zealand, last Tuesday). It's chilling to be alive for such historic achievements and I love our Filipinas to bits :')

What were you doing at 8am this morning? Fast asleep.

Anything you wish you could change? Yes I wish we can have 4-day work weeks.

Do you go in at a fast food place or drive thru? Drive-thru or delivery always. I genuinely can't tell you the last time I actually dined inside a fast food place.

What do you think when you hear Australia? Stores closing early. And the Irwin family.

Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone? A media contact who was asking for additional slots under his reservation for the watch party earlier.

Do you like Chinese food over pizza? Nah. Chinese food can be great, but the casual kind like Panda Express is usually shit and comes off as inauthentic. You'd have to go to a sit-down restaurant to really enjoy the full flavors and experience of Chinese food; whereas good pizza is pretty easy to find.

Do you have a tan? I'm just...naturally tan. I don't need to 'have' a tan.

Biggest annoyance in life right now? I'm nearly out of vape juice and every puff is tasting increasingly smokier and shittier, but all the shops are closed and I wouldn't be able to get a replacement till like 10 AM tomorrow at the earliest.

Do any of your friends have children? Not my friends, but I have several classmates in my batch who now do.

Are you jealous of anyone? Nah.

Where is your dad? He lives where he works (i.e. a cruise ship), and I imagine at this hour he has just woken up and is getting ready to start work. I'm not actually sure though if he works weekends? I'll need to ask him that; he doesn't typically talk about his job with us so I know very little about his everyday routine.

Any plans today? All I wanna do is eat and take surveys and watch BTS later tonight. Enjoy what's left of my weekend until I'm too exhausted to keep my eyes open.

Do you drink your soda with a straw? I don't drink soda. I do like straws with my coffee though.

Last song listened to? All Day by Namjoon and Tablo.

Do you take vitamins daily? No.

Is anyone jealous of you? Not that I know.

What are you doing tomorrow? It'll just be work again. It'll be a Monday though so I imagine the workload will be 5x more than usual.

What’s your favorite number? 7.

Do you have a maid come in and clean your house? No and that's not usually the case here. For households with house help, they usually live in the house and have their own rooms. I remember finding it very unusual when I first learned how in other countries, maids will drop by to do their job but leave at the end of the day. Cultural differences, I guess.

Can you say the alphabet backwards? I can't. I know someone who can though.

Cedar Point or Six Flags? Whatever.

Have you ever slept in until 1 PM? Not straight. It's always staggered – like I'd wake up at 9 AM, go back to sleep, wake up at 11 AM, go to sleep, then wake up at 1.

Do you believe in love at first sight? No but I also don't judge if other people claim it happened to them.

Do you like the show Viva La Bam? I have never see it. Not my type of show.

How many kids do you want to have? None forever and ever and ever.

Have you ever gone behind your parents' backs? Yes.

Have you ever lost someone? Of course.

Where did you get your worst scar from? An overly excited Cooper.

What time did you wake up today? Around 9:10 AM.

Have you ever tried to erase someone from your memory? Mhm.

Last meal? A croissant from Dunkin. I'm still eating it though. Then right after this I'll be eating a cinnamon doughnut, also from Dunkin.

Do you like coco pebbles the cereal? I've never tried! I've had Fruity Pebbles though; I bought it purely because The Rock once referenced it in a promo with John Cena. It got super over to the point that I wanted to check out what the fuck these 'Fruity Pebbles' were, lol.

Last time you saw your father? It'll be three weeks this Friday :) I'll be seeing him again this November.

Last time you cried? The other day when I was watching Jungkook's reaction to this year's ARMY song. Man cried live and in front of 11,000,000 people and his voice even broke when he tried to speak, how could I not cry with him lol??

When you get married what do you think you’ll put most of your focus and money into? Coming from my experience in PR and mounting events I feel like I would be very particular about event elements lol. Like making sure the food selection fits what our guests would like, having enough activities or prompts to do so people enjoy their whole time there, approving the music choices, etc. Also generally making sure the program flow is in perfect shape from start to finish.

Probably not the best priority in the first place, which is why I am NOT cut out for marriage anyway hah.

Would you freak out if you were to get pregnant by the last person you hooked up with? I have never hooked up with anyone but in theory yes I would freak out in any case.

When’s the last time something turned out better than expected? Last Friday. Just work stuff falling into place at the last possible moment, when I thought they wouldn't.

Who in your life causes you the most stress or negative feelings? Myself. And my clients. :) They're all so very nice and understanding but at the end of the day we have a work relationship, so I can't help but associate feelings of stress with them.

Have you ever had a teacher that also taught your parents? Nah. My dad and I attended the same university, but there was no overlap in profs as far as I know because our courses are vastly different from one another to begin with – he took up hotel and restaurant management; I did journalism.

What’s something you complain about frequently? Never-ending work and parents who think their noisy fucking kids have the right to own the world.

Do you have anything planned for the summer? That time of the year is done. My one scheduled plan then was my trip to Bangkok to see Yoongi :D I still can't believe I get to say I saw BTS DJKFHDJKFHDFFLS

Do you walk fast or slow? Fast or moderate, depending on what I'm walking for. I only ever walk slow in museums, I think.

What form of public transport do you use most often? Continued from last Sunday. I don't use public transport. If I need to go somewhere and can't drive, I book a Grab.

Is there any alcohol in the fridge? Yeah I have a few bottles of soju and beer.

Is any part of you sad at all? Maybe not sad, just tired and in need of another break.

Who was the last person to disappoint you? Just a few family members with some questionable opinions.

Have you ever let someone go? Yes.

Are you a patient person? It differs. I'm patient with things like waiting in line or if a server messes up at a restaurant, but I can be impatient at work.

Do you think you’ve changed over the past year? Yeah, for sure. This time last year I was in a bit of a professional and emotional rut, and that has since faded for the most part. Also I was a looooot more inexperienced in my role as a manager, something I'm confident to say I've grown from.

Is there something that happened in your past you hate talking about? Sure. I'm an open book and have no issues tackling the past but that doesn't necessary mean I *like* talking about some memories, if that makes sense.

Your ex is sitting next to you, what do you do? If they were willing and were friendly enough, I'd greet them and quickly catch up.

Are you someone who worries too often? Only about work, but otherwise I like to be carefree these days.

Have you ever been completely alone with a boy in his room? Not a boy.

Do you ever think “what if” about anything? Of course, can't avoid those thoughts sometimes.

Is the last person you kissed older than you? No.

Does everyone deserve a second chance? Nope.

Are you emotionally strong? I try to be. I've been through my fair share of shit and from all those moments I've learned to just get the fuck up after allowing myself to cry a bit.

Is there anyone you don’t wanna lose? Of course.

Are you the type of person who seeks out revenge? No. I'm passive-aggressive sometimes when I know I'm in the right but plotting Actual Revenge just seems so childish at this point.

Do you think two people can last forever? Sure. It's a comforting thought to have about relationships.

Do you like falling asleep listening to the rain? Yes!!! Sometimes I'll even turn on like an hour-long raining sound effect video if I have trouble falling asleep.

Is your current hair color your natural hair color? It isn't.

Do you believe that the last person that you kissed cares for you? No.

Are you happy with the choices you’ve made? I'm happy with some; I have no choice but to just move forward with some others.

Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment? Continued from the night before, again. Nope.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as the opposite sex? No.

Are there things in your life that you’ll never be able to get over? Sure, for better and for worse.

Have you dated someone older than you? Nope.