#and what if i cried

[sollucets]

i can go anywhere, as long as i have you

[rulesofdisorder]

“it calls itself ‘Murderbot’”

“that was private.”

[xiaoaluo]

know that some people don’t like svsss extras. but it makes me perplexed of sort. these extras cover so much of smitten shen qingqiu, wipped shen qingqiu, embarrassed shen qingqiu and doting for binghe qingqiu. I can’t think of a better closure

[chronicoverthinker]

An analysis on Hikaru’s view of love

I feel like this is one of the most complicated things to talk about when it comes to this manga. There are several views regarding this and I truly believe that it all comes down to perspective and I don’t believe in any kind of way that my view is or should be the universal one. I just wanted to make this for fun

When it comes to “Hikaru” and his view of love I’ve saw some people interpret it as asexuality and aromanticism but I personally see it differently.

It’s not that “Hikaru” can’t love , he’s just unable to understand the kind of love human feel for each other since , fundamentally speaking , he’s not human at all.

And this is not something that only comes down to love , but also to family and friends.

He seems to lack the empathy that characterizes humanity. He doesn’t understand the concept of life since he never had it , and still to this day he doesn’t really feel bad for almost killing asako because he doesn’t understand the value life has for humans. Because it’s an otherworldly concept to him , you don’t really die , your soul just changes shapes. That’s all it is to him. And the same goes for love , the way he views this feeling will always be warped by his own nature as a monster/god.

Especially in the first chapters you can see how “Hikaru” doesn’t even view Yoshiki as his own person , but rather as something he possessed and that he had ownership over. He considered Yoshiki rightfully his since he took over the real Hikaru , thus making him also expect to fill the same role the real Hikaru had in his life.

You can see that also in chapter 3 , when he tells Yoshiki that he’s the only one that should be sticking to him , that he shouldn’t look at anything else apart from him.

Also in one of the few special chapters , where a girl ends up confessing to “Hikaru” , Yoshiki ends up feeling extremely hurt over one of his comments because it only keeps showing his lack of empathy and understanding when it comes down to human relationships. “Hikaru” wonders if that girl confessing to him was almost like the bird in the video they ended up watching and Yoshiki then tells him off , wondering if then “Hikaru” also saw him as some kind of pet he just had around for fun.

But even tho “Hikaru” can’t understand love the same way humans do , he still craves for it desperately. Much like Yoshiki’s dad tells us that when you’re lonely and hungry for love you end up craving it even more , that’s what “Hikaru” has been doing all this time. And even tho I truly believe that he’s trying to change , and that he really does care for Yoshiki and his well-being , he’s like a starving animal. Because his monstrosity will always come first compared to his pseudo humanity. He’s like a starving dog. When you tell a dog to not eat after putting a piece of meat close to him , he’ll be able to resist for at least a week until his hunger will take over.

The same can be said for “Hikaru” , who’s instincts to take and consume always take over when he’s close to Yoshiki. He has been able to hold them back all this time because he felt like he had something much more important , aka Yoshiki himself , but he can’t keep resisting for much longer and he knows this.

Because at the end of the day that’s the only way “Hikaru” knows how to love

[itsdawnforyou]

Welcome back to me struggling not to weep over River Song because im reading The Ruby's Curse (by Alex Kingston)!

"As I watched her Sail away, I wanted nothing more then to go home again too. Trouble is, I dont really have a home. I just have places where I live"

- The Ruby's Curse by Alex Kingston (chapter twenty-three)

[pommunist]

[kermit-coded]

[birdiely]

I'm so normal about bill cipher I'm so normal about bill cipher I'm so normal about bill cipher I'm so normal about bill cipher I'm so normal about bill cipher I'm so normal about bill cipher I'm so

[personinthepalace]

otis 🤝 guildford choosing olympia and jane respectively for their smarts - odd squad (2014) // my lady jane (2024)

[m0rbidm1nd]

Hozier wrote “I’ve known the warmth of your doorways; through the cold, i’ll find my way back to you.” and expected me to be normal about it

[noxspluto]

geto saying “pretty boy” to gojo.

[hasturlover]

AND WHAT IF I CRIED

Context: Draco and Harry searching Sirius' potrait in Grimmauld Place. But instead of Sirius', Draco found Regulus' potrait and awakened him from slumber. And when Harry returned to Draco after searching the loft, Regulus' potrait smiles and mistaking Harry as James.

[mikaikaika]

Jaiden: “we have to stay together”

Baghera: “it’s an obligation!!”

[kigut]

if furry!mizu is a shibusky.. then ringo would be a scottish fold cat with a bell around his neck

[hhuta]

[miinsang]

oh okay