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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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innie mark is gonna have to watch himself watch petey die and do nothing about it because he doesn’t know him. outie mark is gonna have to watch himself talk to his wife for hours and do nothing about it because he doesn’t know her. mark is gonna feel the love for his wife and the love for helly at the same time. two different people inhabiting one brain. i’m so sick
#different people but yet the same… mark and his love his sheer love that transcends severance. he loves so much#severance#severance spoilers#im gonna throw up on my desk and make my coworker clean it up. dan erickson kissing ur shiny little forehead
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Okay so the first lil clay sculpture looked good but I accidentally broke his legs off and wasn’t able to securely patch ‘em back on (it’s okay he’s gonna be part of a different project now) but I still wanted to try my hand at a human-ish figure SO WE ARE ONTO ROUND TWO


(He’s not finished please ignore how gloopy he is)
#Took like two and a half hours and he’s only started BUT I put him in some Tupperware so hopefully he’s still malleable when I get back#I don’t like how I did his shoulders as much as the first one but it’s okay he’s a different guy he can look different he’s still pretty#my art#He has no fingies YET
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lighthearted.
if this comic resonated with you, please consider donating to this palestinian escape fund (vetted by @/nabulsi and @/el-shab-hussein) as it is less than $7,000 away from it's goal.
i turn 24 today. To celebrate, I made this comic to be a spiritual successor to lead balloon, a comic in which I talked about the darkest period of my life so far.
A lot has changed since my 23rd birthday and this one. My priorities have shifted a lot, in ways that I think are mostly good. But i think the best part about today is that suicide has gone back to being a far away notion. I'm really lucky, and I'm grateful for that.
#yet another largely personal comic that kind of only has real impact to maybe four people#it's crazy what a difference a few months makes#and a trip to the beach that makes you glad you're still alive.#the last page is just me drawing my friends and I as our respective art sonas#credit to my best friend for inventing the designs#i keep copying their shit but its their fault for always having good ideas#ugghhh i love the people in my life so much and im so thankful for them#one of my friends gave me a vintage camera for my birthday#im going to take so many photos i could paper my walls with them#thank you for reading#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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Entrance pt.3
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#linkeduniverse#owls everywhere. What a mysterious dungeon to have an owl gimmick…#There's inconsistent monster lore in Zelda and it's interesting stuff. Anti-fairies bubbles wisps sparks all so similar yet different#I know I learned way too late that some dungeons have an endless supply of fairies#thanks to respawning enemies like Anti-Fairies
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to no one's surprise i ended up liking the character struggling with her own fictionality
#ddlc monika#ddlc#doki doki literature club#and now for something different#i havent settled on a coloring style i like yet so im experimenting again#so if this looks jank thats why lol#anyway i dont usually play horror but i do love the meta stuff and glitching#so unsettling. so good
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He was feeling left out
and the higher rez stills, since gifs always export as if you're sending messages through a metal can~







#you may be wondering why I put so much effort into this#I'm curious too funny how these things happen sometimes#anyways I think omega has jets on his back that would let him fly but consider: he wants to Look Cool#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#omega e123#sxsg#sonic x shadow generations#team dark#sxsg spoilers#sonic#idk how long I need to tag spoilers but I'll be nice#comic#having the camera shifted towards shadow for the middle bit was a Mistake#he is soooo much harder to draw than rouge asl;dkfj#like one degree off on the eyes and it becomes unviable I swear#except for profiles ironically that first panel was easy as hell#looking back on this I love how I Completely changed how I drew rouge's wings after the first panel#I think the difference was I just swapped refs and her character model was different lol#meanwhile I'm just blatantly cheating shadow's wings for the middle panel purely to fit them in at all#I truly love how oversized they are except for when I'm trying to make a readable composition#yet another reason he should've been back to the camera rather than facing it in the middle but so it goes#my art#doodles
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Truly what the past days have felt like
#ah yes the trifecta of ship songs. my favorite kind of pain.#they all evoke such different vibes yet so fitting for their respective ships I start tweaking every time#genuinely going insane I have been listening to these on loop like get a grip#arcane#caitvi#jayvik#timebomb
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Life's Mockery
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#I have....so many ideas about this...#Inspired by handyman au? But i might do a different approach :D#hopefully i can draw them before my motivation runs out 😭😭#gravity falls#au#idk what to call it yet#bill cipher#axolotl#theraprism#comic#my art#also no more mascara privileges for bill#post-theraprism au
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bari saxthur got lucky in that kayne didn’t write him a part in The Wager so he didn’t have to go to the world’s longest and ugliest rehearsals
#malevolent#this is so stupid i’m sorry 😭#comic#fan comic#arthur lester#john doe#john doe malevolent#baja’s blasting#my art#shitpost#fanart#malevolent fanart#bari sax#bari saxthur#idk why this tickles me so but it rly cracks me up. john is SO MAD#malevolent part 1#malevolent season 1#procreate#malevolent podcast#nobody look at me i whipped this up in a three hour dash bc the vision hit#malevolent au#BARI SAXTHUR IS IN FACT CANON COMPLIANT! NO ONE CAN PROVE ME WRONG!#illustration#yes he’s playing moanin. imagine malevolent but with kick ass licks where faroe’s song would be. i am plagued by such beautiful visions#jarthur#can you guys tell i’m a band kid yet. malevolent marching band au when#i know he looks different in every panel i don’t even care. fuck my stupid baka life#tuba arthur next i can’t be stopped. drums arthur. like hit film whiplash but with more major character death. theraminthur.#hey google when did they come up with the theramin#do you think i could commission harlan to voice this. i can hear john so clearly in my mind
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lill absol appreciation post
#absol#pokemon shitpost#csp#digital art#red ratoon art#his cries in both game and series are so different it's so funny#like he sounds so chill in the game yet so aggressive and emo in the series#plus idk but I mostly see absol as female so hearing a very masculine voice is even funnier#pokemon
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this one goes out to a certain middle schooler who wouldve been eviscerated on the spot by woke miraculous
#outing myself as an mlb fan ive been on this train since the damn thing aired and i cant leave#dont follow me for ml btw this is probably a one time thing#. i think.#duck scribbles#doodles#miraculous ladybug#miraculous spoilers#mlb#juleka couffaine#rose lavillant#julerose#marc anciel#nathaniel kurtzberg#nathmarc#marcnath#marcaniel#what even is their ship name actually why are there three different ones#i used to be so obsessed with them when i was younger its unreal i still cant believe these are episodes that exist#JULEKA AND MARC WERE MY FAVORITES...... im so happy for them i really am#i died 10 times over theyre so cute. i wouldve been insufferable and inconsolable back then#would say i cant believe nath and marc arent dating yet but also its even funnier that way to me. hang in there marc#im not gonna apologise because my beloved best friend is gonna get mad at me if i let my sense of shame win again#and also this was the kind of thing i could only have dreamed of drawing when i was like 12 or something so this is for her 👊#im having fun!!!!!!! and isnt that all that matters rly i keep forgetting that#actually while drawing this i realized the splatters on naths overalls are kinda similar to the bi colors thats rly cute#esp when paired w marcs tie dye shirt jksdgjkshdgshdgds
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"uncle tails you're so old"
tails internally: "I'm like 12."
Who's gonna tell her............
#sth#sonic fankid#sonic au#miles tails prower#pitayaverse#pitaya the echidnhog#roonies doodles#roonies comics#knuckles keeps making a big show out of how cool all the old things he loves are so right now she thinks that old = awesome#she just cant really comprehend the difference between 14 and 10000 yet. anything over 10 is ancient to her#shes very happy to be delivering this news tho <3 good for her
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it's crazy to me that almost everyone on the team had their own view or lens through which they perceived who jackie was. but what's even crazier is that, out of all of them, natalie probably got the closest to seeing her simply as a person. somehow, it was nat who acknowledged her death, took care of her remains, showed vulnerability and apologized to her. and even months later, you can count on her to keep jackie's memory alive, mentioning her, and still seeing jackie as the captain.
#yellowjackets#nat scatorccio#natalie scatorccio#jackienat#jackie taylor#yellowjackets spoilers#jackienat dynamic is so dear to me#they're so different yet so similar in many ways#and there's something about nat being perceived as rough around the edges#a person who doesn't give a shit#yet being the one who's willing to be vulnerable and show respect to the dead by bringing what's left of jackie and then ben to the plane#where the others don't bother going and won't disturb it
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hough save me gay yaoi
#coming out to my shadowvaniller lovers rn..............i actually also like purecacao it was the first ship i liked when i started playing#and i AM biased towards it no matter how much pv sobs over lily in the game this is MY pretend land#actually i have drawn stuff in my interpretation of pv and wls friendship#its definitely an energy of... doomed lovers never meant to be SNRRKS idk i just feel theyre both very aware of the missed chance they had#so much time has passed yet none at all and theyre ... the same but also so fundamentally different#maybe in another time another life#anyways i shouldnt talk abt this in the tags lmao#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#fanart#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#dark cacao cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my drawbs
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lusopp….. they’re so precious to me……
#monkey d. luffy#usopp#lusopp#they’re so different yet so similar and they love each other sooo much it’s crazy. absolutely fcking coconuts#one piece#my art#doodle
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