#anxioussquirrel

[lostdrarryfics]

hi!! can I get help with finding this fic as well?

I think it was a one shot, but harry and Draco were possibly in a secret relationship? I'm pretty sure it was. Harry gets injured on the job(auror) and is hit with a super dark curse that is basically slowly killing him. I think it was even going to his brain? Draco has to hear about it on the radio because I do think the relationship was secret. And once he gets to the hospital they refuse to let him see harry and somehow he proves theyre together. Ron and Hermione are there and so is Ginny. I remember Ginny being very important because the healers did not know how to heal Harry and was ready to give up on him. But Draco figured out how to fix it and Ginny was there encouraging him after everybody left. I think it was some kind of ritual or bonding that made Draco and Harry share magic so Harry can heal.

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[thisonesatellite]

paint me in all my mistakes 1/1

AO3

PAIRING: Steve /Bucky

SUMMARY:

Brooklyn, NY. Seven years after HYDRA has usurped freedom and democracy, there are rules about personal liberty. Rules about how to conduct yourself in public, and who to be, who to love, who not to love, and so on and so forth, down to which tattoos you can get. Bucky navigates this world like a sleepwalker, mostly detached from all inklings of emotion and reality, until he decides to get a tattoo. And meets Steve. And then emotion and reality come crashing back, because you can only sleepwalk through your life for so long, and also because quite possibly there's more to Steve, and more to life in general, and more to Bucky's life in particular, than anyone could have predicted. A story about the power of love in uncertain times, and the strength you find inside yourself, sometimes in places where you least expect it. Also lots of softness and connection, snappy comebacks, real snark, realer feelings, and the customary Happy End. 

A/N: This story is a gift for the incomparable @mxaether and @buckyismybicycle, who are nothing short of amazing. They deserve all the gifts, and here is a tiny little offering from me.

i screamed all about outlined how this story came to pass in my opener notes on AO3, so i won't repeat myself here, but rest assured that without either kam or HR there would be no story. Kindness and support (and also cheerleading and encouragement) go a long way.

(Look, you throw shouty love my way, or you hold my hand in times of trouble, you'll get Words in return. Eventually. 😂 NO. THIS IS NOT AN INSTRUCTION.)

Extra special endlessly grateful love also has to go to the AMAZING @maichan808, who collaborated with me during last year's Shrinkyclinks Double Bang, which was one of the greatest experiences of my life, and who said "yes!" when i asked her if she wanted to contribute art.

AND THEN SHE DID HER THING AND IT'S AMAZING AND SO GORGEOUS AND i CANNOT EVEN. Darling. You make everything better. EVERYTHING. i cannot thank you enough. 💖

Shouty love also needs to go to @anxioussquirrel who beta-ed with endless patience and consummate skill, the way she always does, as well as my Lovely People @booksandabeer, @bittersweet-in-boston, @hanitrash, and @sparkagrace -- because they keep me sane and also encourage me in all the wrong places.

Darlings, ilysm. 💖💖💖

...

Last but not least -- i know the world has changed since i wrote this story, and yes - this is a HYDRA wins speculative scenario - but i promise you, this fic is here to give you hope.

And we all need hope.

OK? OK.

i love you all. 💕💕💕

[wheredidhiseyebrowsgo]

Hiya! I've been searching for a fic for forever where derek is a full wolf but he and stiles can communicate telepathically I think. Honestly that's all I remember it's been so long. Thanks so much!!

Hi @nigitsunestiles! @queenofwands78 say it could be this one.

Break in by anxioussquirrel

(2/2 I 29,857 I Teen I Sterek)

"MISSING: A grumpy werewolf. Tall, dark, and gorgeous. Flashy blue eyes. Responds to the name Sourwolf."

Four years ago Stiles cast a spell that was supposed to emulate a pack bond between him and the shifters in his pack. Derek was not amused. Now, with Derek gone missing in unknown circumstances, is it justifiable to use that forbidden magic once again? And is it only a question of ethics?

[try-again-bissh]

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

I never get tagged in things how fun! Thank you to @gosiksmallspace for the tag!!!!!!!!

3 Ships You Like: WangXian, WenZhou and JWDS. Like? More like obsessed will continue screaming into the night about.

First Ship Ever: Probably like Lucas and Peyton from OTH lol, I am an old bitch and truly they are transfemmextransmasc coded.

Last Song You Heard: I wake up most days with music stuck in my head and today I didn't so I had to play some, I was bumping some EXO in the shower.

Favorite Childhood Book: I tried soooooo hard to remember but I cant

Currently Reading: Fanfiction. lol but I am currently on a nonfiction kick as well so I am working my way through an essay collection by Toni Morrison

Currently watching: Doctor Slump, constantly rewatching Love for Love's Sake and She Love to Cook She Loves to Eat, i live for these hoes

Currently consuming: Avocado toast with bacon and hot sauce

Currently craving: Cake, in any form but preferably red velvet cheesecake or cupcake!

Tagging (ZERO pressure): @the-cimmerians @onlyifyoubadd @anxioussquirrel @fridayvelvet @guzhu-furen @katierosefun @untouchedsoap @sugarbabywenkexing @pangzi

[sunnyrosewritesstuff]

The Hobbit Fandom Creators

I'm so excited to announce the awesome creators who have signed up to create The Hobbit specific content! Bidding opens Tuesday, February 25th, 8am ET so make sure to check out their pages over the next few days!

EDIT!!! I do apologize for jumping the gun a bit here, but it does seem I've left some creators off. They have now been added below if you want to give this updated post a reblog. (Also idk what happened formatting wise but that's been fixed as well.)

Fanfic

Thalion- Fanfic for anything Tolkien; Primarily gen fics

Humapuma- Fanfic for anything Tolkien; Pairing of Interest: Bilbo/Thorin

Juniperwick- Fanfic for anything Tolkien

Meinir Rhos (@rhosmeinir)- Fanfic for anything Tolkien

KandiSheek- Fanfic for Hobbit or LOTR; Pairings of Interest: Gimli/Legolas, Sam/Frodo, Bilbo/Thorin, Dwalin/Ori

SunnyRose- Fanfic for the Hobbit; Pairing of Interest: Bilbo/Thorin

Sleepingcreep- Fanfic for the Hobbit; Pairings of Interest: Bilbo/Thorin, Bilbo/Smaug

Anxioussquirrel- Fanfic for the Hobbit; Pairings of Interest: Bilbo/Thorin

Likorys- Fanfic for the Hobbit

Golwen_Lothlindel (@golwenlothlindel) - Fanfic for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm

Molly- Fanfic for the Hobbit; Pairings of Interest: Bilbo/Thorin, Thranduil/Bard

Wanderingjedihistorian (@wanderingjedihistorian)- Fanfic for Hobbit/LOTR

Fanart

Daughteroftheteleri- Fanart for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm; Pairings of Interest: Bilbo/Thorin, Faramir/Eowyn, Aragorn/Arwen, Morgoth/Sauron, Canon/OC

Khorazir (@khorazir)- Fanart for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm/Unfinished Tales

Paintchipblue- Fanart for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm

Mysandwichranaway (@mysandwichranaway)- Fanart for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm

Victor Makes Art- Fanart for Hobbit/LOTR; Pairings of Interest: Sam/Frodo, Kili/Tauriel

Kaciart- Fanart for Hobbit/LOTR

Piyo13- Fanart for Hobbit/Silm; Pairings of Interest: Thranduil/Bard, Mairon/Sauron, Maedhros/Fingon, Celegorm/Oromë

Podfic

WolffyLuna- Podfic for anything Tolkien

DevilWithABirdDress (@devilwithabirddress)- Podfic for Hobbit/LOTR/War of Rohirrim; Pairings of Interest: Gimli/Legolas, Sam/Frodo

Paintchipblue (@paintchipblue)- Podfic for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm

Chantress- Podfic for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm

StasiaReader- Podfic for the Hobbit; Pairings of Interest: Bilbo/Thorin, Nori/Dwalin, Dwalin/Ori

Chestnut_pod- Podfic for Hobbit/LOTR/Silm

Fan Labor

Lalaith Quetzalli- Fan Labor for Hobbit or LOTR

Heckofabecca- Fan Labor for anything Tolkien; Experience in LOTR and Silmarillion

CelticSky- Fan Labor for anything Tolkien

Anxioussquirrel- Fan Labor for Hobbit or LOTR

[klaineccfanficlibrary]

Do you know of any fics where Blaine makes his feelings for Kurt obvious but Kurt just denies him until finally he gives in

These are some selected by @hkvoyage from a previous ask about Kurt playing hard to get:

Clashby AntarcticBird

Blaine is a sexual free spirit with a bit of a reputation, Kurt doesn’t do casual. It should be impossible, and yet Blaine just cannot stop thinking about him. Written for this gkm prompt.

Note: You need to be logged in to AO3 to access this fic.

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Dirt On Your Name by sabbypandawan

Blaine Anderson is NYU’s most notorious lothario. Everyone knows his name, and people either warn each other off him or vie for his attention. So when he meets Kurt Hummel at a party their dorm is hosting for the newly moved-in freshmen, he expects either rejection or, more likely, approval – and gets so much more than he ever would have guessed, and had definitely never hoped for.

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Collide by @scatter-the-stars  

Kurt Hummel is having a terrible week. On top of his car breaking down and his laptop dying at the worst time possible, finding his boyfriend cheating on him is the final straw against the camel’s back. A night of drinking is much deserved. But waking up in bed with star quarterback Blaine Anderson is something he doesn’t need. Determined to forget it and move on, he finds that hard when Blaine has other ideas. At first wanting nothing to do with the biggest playboy on campus, somehow Kurt finds himself agreeing to being friends with Blaine. It’s a friendship that opens his eyes to the guy he never really knew. And soon finds him wanting the one person he maybe shouldn’t want.

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Life Less Ordinaryby Dizzy and @savvymavvy

Blaine’s life is privileged, fantastic, and entirely routine until he changes things up and tries out a new coffee shop, where one struggling NYADA student named Kurt Hummel happens to work.

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In the Town of Lima, Ohio by crowned queen of bitchland [ePub and PDF]

After the loss of his parents Kurt is left to raise his baby brother all by himself. Closed off, guarded and inexperienced, he shies away from the advances of a certain curly-haired lawyer who falls desperately in love with him. Will he let Blaine in, or will his walls keep him away? Read and find out :)

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One and Only by theoreoqueen

Kurt is a single father who is struggling to get by. Blaine is one of the wealthiest men in New York City who has life handed to him on a silver platter. It has to be nothing less than fate when their two worlds collide.

Sequel: Stars and Moon (not completed)

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And some others:

It’s Not Babysitting by anxioussquirrel

AU, present time. Kurt Hummel is 28 and has been living in New York for ten years now. He has a good job, nice apartment and two best friends anyone could wish for: Sebastian, a snarky lawyer, and Cooper, a workaholic investment specialist. What he doesn’t have is luck in relationships. But then Blaine, Cooper’s 17-year-old brother comes to NY to spend the summer. He turns out to be gorgeous and quickly develops a huge crush on Kurt…

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Scholars and Gentlemen by Mary Flanner[PDF] [Epub]

What if Blaine fell for Kurt first?

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[dropofbittersea]

"MISSING: A grumpy werewolf. Tall, dark, and gorgeous. Flashy blue eyes. Responds to the name Sourwolf."

Four years ago Stiles cast a spell that was supposed to emulate a pack bond between him and the shifters in his pack. Derek was not amused.

Now, with Derek gone missing in unknown circumstances, is it justifiable to use that forbidden magic once again? And is it only a question of ethics?

[hpsaffics]

Fandom Trumps Hate HP Saffic Auctions

Fandom Trumps Hate is 'an online auction of fanworks, with the proceeds going directly to nonprofit organizations'*

Below, you'll find a list of creators offering Sapphic HP fanworks (fic, art, and fan labour)

Ship Specific:

the following creators list specific ships that they are interested in writing

Lemongrass77777 lists Hermione/Lavender and Hermione/Minerva. Offering fic

Mercurualtenacity writes Queenie Goldstein/Tina Goldstein. Offering fic

Nicolawritesdrh lists Luna/Hermione and Pansy/Hermione, and is open to other Hermione or Pansy ships. Offering fic

friendofthefrogs lists Pandora/Lily. Offering fic

DystopianRebel lists Walburga/Druella. Offering fic

Parksandfiction lists Pansy/Hermione and Pansy/Ginny. Offering fic and fanart

allbloomgold lists Hermione/Luna and Ginny/Luna. Offering fic

ravenuex lists Dorcas/Marlene. Offering fanart

Drpansyparkinson lists Ginny/Pansy and Pansy/Hermione. Offering fic and fanart

alihotsytotsy lists Ginny/Cho and Hermione/Lavender. Offering fic

storyofeden lists Hermione/Narcissa. Offering fic

dydawson lists Ginny/Luna. Offering fic

SiobhanHazel lists Ginny/Pansy, Ginny/Hermione, Ginny/Luna, Fleur/Hermione, Fleur/Tonks, Hermione/Andromeda and Poppy/Minerva. Offering podfic

daydreamingfoxglove lists Lightning era F/F pairings including Hermione, Ginny, Luna, or Pansy. Offering fic

Open to any:

these creators are open to any ships or any wlw ships

anxioussquirrel is open to all pairings and has the F/F special interest tag. Offering beta reading

sleepstxtic is open to writing any WLW pairing. Offering fic

sporkmetender writes gen fic or femslash. Offering fic

reveriepi is open to trying femslash. Offering podfic

starquesting is open to drawing most characters and pairings, and writing any WLW pairing. Offering fanart and fic

prongsprose is open to most Marauders ships and every Golden Trio era students ship. Offering fic

Not Specified:

the following creators have the F/F ship special interest tag, but do not specify any WLW ships or indicate that they are open to all ships

Willow lists Mary, Marlene, and Dorcas as characters of interest. Offering fic

ahoymultiships is offering playlists

Alexandria_Malfoy is offering fic

mks57 is offering fic

idreamofdraco prefers rare pairs. Offering fic, podfic and fanart

If you have any questions for the creators regarding their offerings, you can contact them via their auction pages. We recommend contacting the creators if you are interested in a specific ship that they have not mentioned. You'll find their minimum bids and any specifics about their offering (such as word count) on their linked auction page.

You can also find all auctions tagged with F/F special interest HERE

Check out more information about Fandom Trumps Hate HERE

[marauder-in-warblerland]

Ship Tag Game!

Rules: Without naming them, post a gif of fifteen of your favorite ships (any media), then tag fifteen people to do the same.

Tagged by @tchrgleek and @constantcompanion

Tagging in @flowerfan2, @whatstheproblembaby, @stacielyn, @carojane, @anxioussquirrel, @humanbeanisnotamused, @chocolateforyou, @hazelandglasz, @ckerouac, @knittywriter, @thetimesinbetween, @purplehairedwonder, @wowbright, @catyuy, @dontbefanci

[morenotles]

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Lydia Martin, Alan Deaton, Sheriff Stilinski Additional Tags: Magic!Stiles, missing werewolf case, Future Fic, loosely canon adjacent, to a degree, Getting Together, Sheriff Stilinski's Name is John, Sterek Big Bang 2022-23, Art inside Summary:

"MISSING: A grumpy werewolf. Tall, dark, and gorgeous. Flashy blue eyes. Responds to the name Sourwolf."

Four years ago Stiles cast a spell that was supposed to emulate a pack bond between him and the shifters in his pack. Derek was not amused. Now, with Derek gone missing in unknown circumstances, is it justifiable to use that forbidden magic once again? And is it only a question of ethics?

[thisonesatellite]

i was tagged by the lovely and amazing @fsbc-librarian and @sparkagrace to post four non-selfie pics / six random faceless pics.

Well. Here we go.

They are:

somewhere in the UK

somewhere in the US

somewhere in Australia

somewhere in France

somewhere in Iceland

somewhere in Asia

(Sorry, i am a very private person. But these are all pics i've taken, so at least you know at some point i have been in those places. Yes, i know. i'm impossible. 😂)

Absolutely zero pressure tags to the lovely and wonderful @booksandabeer @bromcommie @gingerpolyglot @murphymakestherules @anxioussquirrel 💕💕💕💕💕

[thisonesatellite]

@anxioussquirrel 😂

[klaineccfanficlibrary]

Hi I've been looking for this age fap fic where Blaine is older and lives with Kurt's older brother and Kurt comes to stay with them and Kurt's brother has to leave for some reason so it's just Kurt and blaine in the apartment and there was one part where Blaine had been hooking up with someone on the couch and Kurt got up to see what the noise was and he and Blaine locked eyes while Blaine was with the other guy? That's all I remember tbh.

That's an easy one! Great fic by anxioussquirrel. Although you have it switched around, Blaine is Cooper's younger brother. ~Lynne

It's Not Babysitting by @anxiousssquirrel

AU, present time. Kurt Hummel is 28 and has been living in New York for ten years now. He has a good job, nice apartment and two best friends anyone could wish for: Sebastian, a snarky lawyer, and Cooper, a workaholic investment specialist. What he doesn't have is luck in relationships. But then Blaine, Cooper's 17-year-old brother comes to NY to spend the summer. He turns out to be gorgeous and quickly develops a huge crush on Kurt...

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ETA: My bad!! Wrong fic (although It's Not Babysitting is really good, too!). Here's your fic!!

Off Limits by munchkinpandas

For once in Blaine Anderson’s life he was pretty happy with how his life was going. He had an epic college experience with his best friend Jamie. They partied way too much, studied way too little and slept with their fair share of the best ASU had to offer. But one rejection letter later and Jamie was moving to San Diego to pursue his PHD while Blaine got accepted to the doctorate program at their Alma Mater. ASU without Jamie didn’t make sense to Blaine and he was not happy about it. To top everything off Jamie asked Blaine to look after his little brother Kurt who was starting his freshman year of college. Kurt wasn’t the little kid he pictured when Jamie asked Blaine to let him move in and it was clear things were about to change even more than Blaine had expected. In short, Blaine Anderson was screwed.

[churkey]

You are a gift! Thank you for beautifying my dash with all these amazing Derek Hale gifs every day - they never fail to make me smile :) I hope you're having a wonderful week!

Yay!

Week is going... okay. As far as weeks go, I guess. I think I’m on my... third migraine? But that’s pretty normal. 

[thisonesatellite]

@anxioussquirrel

“The markings upon the band begin to fade. The writing, which at first was as clear as red flame, has all but disappeared… a secret now that only fire can tell.” - The Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring, 2001

Want to knit this scarf? You can download my free pattern here! :)

[kocuria]

for an upcoming story by @anxioussquirrel 💖

(find my fanart and my edits on Tumblr)