#anyway i am loving high&low
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That's fine. I know that it might not seem it, but I'm not one to rush people into replying to messages all the time. I know people have lives away from media (like social media), technology, and everything else.
I get easily excited meeting new people who have the same interests as me, since it is rare for me to find someone who has multiple of these interests instead of just one or two interests.
That would be the autism.
Ignore any minor grammatical errors of my part.
All eight movies are on Netflix, but you'll just have to watch the show on a site. Every movie is listed.
Don't get me wrong. From what I've seen, I do love Nijiro's appearance as Kazutora. Though is is really my complaint about live adaptions.. As a very short person, the short characters are rarely portrayed by short actors. Short people are interesting too! That definitely upsets me more than it should though.
You will enjoy Yuki Yamada's character in High&Low because he's a menace in his own way. Seriously.
I can't say if this is better or worse, maybe equally said and done in a similar way. I'm not a lesbian. But my taste is fictional men is also all over the place so I know that feeling. Except I would be the person in this world who might complain that there is not any real men - not including the actors - who are like all these fictional characters. I know it's so completely unrealistic. But it happens from time to time. There are times when my idealistic life is a lot better than my real life, and then just complain my idealized life is not the same as reality. I'm really mental that way all the time, more than I like to admit. So I guess I'm an escapist from time to time now that I think of it... Anyway. Yeah. My favorite fictional characters are a lot of different eclectic types of characters I'd enjoy.
it really is a shame to not see more shorter actors/actresses in stuff. im a bit biased tho, i’m a taller girl myself (like 5’8) but i love a good height difference, love a short girl/tall guy (or tall girl) dynamic. i do wish there was more diversity in media overall really; shorter guys, taller girls, different body types, etc.
just finished the last couple episodes of tokyorev s1 today (losing my mind, takemichi what did u even really accomplish here after 24 eps, so many people are still dead ffs) —
n-e-way i blasted through watching high&low s1 and im seeing shimp colours. all of this is so fun; the characters, the soundtracks, the pretty dudes, all killin’ it! also the whole scene of the rude boys playing keep away with the diamonds in ep6 was so *chefs kiss*, i loved it. i think the rude boys squad might be my favourite rn, they’re just so fun to watch.
did not expect to like yamato as much as i do, he’s just a good guy who cares about his friends!!! the absolute chokehold tettsu has on me tho. also cobra ……. murayama ……. smokey …….. im stuffin’ em in my pockets like lil plushies, squeeze em like stress balls. noboru im sticking in a jar, im studying him like a bug, im shaking him like a snowglobe, loverboy you are torturous. enari and takeshi on vibes alone got me feeling some kind of way.
#anon#tj answers#i watched season 1 in a day#watch it take me like forever to watch s2#bc that’s always how it goes with me for some reason 😵💫#anyway i am loving high&low
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I got to the quest where you get to make a pin for Reth (after he’s been anxiously waiting for a response because he’s dating someone who doesn’t understand all of his culture’s customs aahhhhh 😖)
I’m a bit peeved that you just give stuff to Sifuu for her to make the pin for you, only to get the pin that has a generic image for the quest item. Like, I get it, but of course I, being the way that I am, had to design the pin myself!
I like to imagine my character actually crafting it herself, while also getting help on technique and tools to do the job right. Like going to Sifuu to get the silver hammered into shape and having Tish help with how to do the carving (while trying to not be flustered of course, but she’s SO excited). All while trying to think how it would match his outfit.
#the way I’d go to the ends of the earth to make this thing#Sifuu told me to get elder antler but I would’ve gotten proudhorn antlers idfc I love him#makes me think about the first week I was playing Palia and Reth told me he wanted heat root#and so newbie me went and looked high and low for this plant never having found it before#I spent soooo much time looking for it but was so happy when I found it#because I am down BAD#ANYWAY#Reth#palia reth#palia#palia game#palia fanart#sushibeth art
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#just realized im jumpy and cheery when im around people to the point where i could come off as a kind of emotional person#but like. most of it is just masking? like most of the time its just my trained response to what i think is a social cue#and trying to figure out tone based on how people talk. so i tend to add an excessively positive tone so that i don't come across as mean#but like. my natural self is a lot more subdued.#of course there are highs and lows and a lot of the time im just zoning out and forgetting anything or anyone exists#and usually when i am hyperactive it's less the stereotypical adhd jumpiness and more... anger and frustration#i get jittery and idk what im talking about and it's not. fun.#and because i feel like it takes this additional work to kind of... be around people i tend to really enjoy my time alone#and i also. kind of suck at making friends irl. i just cannot approach people first#anyway idrk where this was going but being on tumblr all these years n especially now that i have such wonderful friends here im realizing#that im actually not as introverted as i thought. im just discouraged at the thought of having to decipher shit out with people#im truly a yapper at heart xD#but im also not as overwhelmingly positive as i seem#i just want people to know i love them. even if i really do overcompensate to show it#yeah. some self awareness stuff ig#megumi in the tags
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🗡 mad cowboy disease....
#‡ ooc#high noon tbt.#thinking of Them while walking to the shops... on my own little quest...#there may be typos but ignore them#listened through mars hn yone playlist i loved watching the 2 hr movie in my head#listening through my hn playlost now maybe ill make tals a spotofy thing too for easier listening....#got so many little scenes in my head#talon munching any lil bug/lizard critter they catch. whether they actually Need to eat is unspecified#but you know. probably. anyway thinking evilly at how i can describe their meals as either tantalising or DISGusting#talon being afraid of ending up an almalgam of feathers and sludge but ove talked abt that before#need to write more talon monologues or story times#reminiscing now. will add more later#talon trying their best to get through a Normal Human interaction on a bar or smth tryong to hide what they are and keep their hat low but-#and theres always a but- someone either catches a glimpse of theor face n compliments them or gets in theor way like 'hey-' or they catch#a glance at feathers or brimstone....#talon getting chased to be put in one of those carnie 'strange encounters' shows... they either do get caught or...#get rid of their would-be captors#time for more thoughts. i need to design talons demonic form and maybe even what their gradual corruption looked like 🤔#i also need to decide on a few factors abt how im treating their cape as tendrils instead... like if they naturally had 5 or lost one...#and how much control over individual segments they have#thinkin abt talon getting in trouble but not like. threat of death danger maybe a malevolent third party who wants them for something else#be it their blood or feathers or smth like that. maybe even after REDACTED and they get a bounty set by the sulfur king for REDACTED reason#to be brought back alive and hunters go after em......#oh. who can a demon slash half angel turn to in these trying times... 🥺😔 not that they want to rely on anyone#talon would rather die than rely on another creature for help. im kidding. :] or am i#thinking abt the thing i said to mars like. after their travels together talon tries to keep their distance from rell and yone but.#fate or something worse keeps bringing them back together. i said it better beforehand but anyway.#if its during this time of being hunted and they cross ways i can imagine talon not staying long at all or just turning 180 at the sight#part the fear the other two will join this hunt as well. the other part is that theyll be in danger if talon asks for help...#nor do they want to owe a debt to these two ough 😒
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the monthly apathy is back, rlly sorry if i said smthing to u and then u say smthing back and i don't respond for like a thousand years only to spam u after it passes and then u respond bcs ure awesome and i go on an unspoken vow of silence for yet another thousand years and the cycle just continues
#hard to will myself to just brush my teeth#it's so fucking annoying having these highs and lows and never a middleground bcs it's like#which one is actually me??#i feel like none of them are really#when im feeling high energy i act extra confident and funny showman#but as soon as i stop i just feel huge regret and embarrassment over it#but im also so lifeless and feel like i can only say a lot if it's abt smthing negative bcs i can feel more deeply when im low#but it's only abt dark intense stuff#and when im in my highs i just dont have the attention span to care abt deep anything#it's like im either soaring in the sky or drowning in the sea#im never just On Land#like i cant just enjoy Earth#it's so fucking aggravating#' i would love to have high energy highs tho bcs i would be able to get sooo much done'#yea. it seems like a lot. until u realize it's literally just flighty-ass attempts at catching up on being a half human#trying to do all the stupid shit u somehow found aggravating difficult to even think abt doing during 1 of ur lows#like . why am i having to try and make a mental note to myself on... responding to. compliments.#when im in a higher energy mood#like. why cant i just#ARGGHEHHHHHHHRHRHHRHRRRR#anyways yea srry abt all the asks piling up and then me asking for more anyways and all the texts on read
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making what is quite possibly the most questionable quiche to have existed
#substituted. maybe perhaps too many items#whats that philosohpy thing#if you replace every part of the ship is it still the same ship#yeah#thats me and this quiche#i almost don't wanna describe it i'm too embarassed#okay so lol i had pie dough. um. SWEET pie dough mind you. for a sweet pie#so there's. that's the first thing deeply wrong with this quiche#uh also not a whole lot of dough at that so it's extremely thin and shallow#so yeah note that#recipe asked for shallots... i got green onions. good enough#my butter is unsalted so um low sodium quiche#while simultaneously high sugar quiche lol#and then it. i dunno it asked for spinach so i was like okay sure. BRO#the . like#egg mixture doesn't even. cover all the spinach. it asked for 10 oz of spinach. that's a LOT of spinach i#i didn't even use all of it but it's still a lot#but to be fair i did less eggs just cuz i was like the dough is so shallow surely i#um god anyways#also don't have heavy cream but i figured half and half is like. diluted heavy cream anyways so#well she's in the oven i guess i'll. let tumblr know how this bad boy turns out#it's 2 am and i have sooooo much hw teehee love myself yippee#crying shitting
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this week feels weird. usually I don't feel so lonely but I am going insane without my daily silly walk
#zzzzz I danced around today but jfc my energy is still low and fever still high#I am so boredddddddddddd every creative thing is in a lull atm#addicted to hype or cuddling. don't leave me alone with my thoughts uwhahahfhs#my face#LOOK IT ME#I love being a loser#actually sincere. I am such a dork and I have so much fun jumping around and squeaking and I feel bad for anyone who has to see it but#controlling a cool image is just so fucking uncool anyway
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so sick of summer already
#i can’t sleep even at like 2am with a fan on because it’s too hot#so i end up staying up too late and not sleeping enough anyways#because i wake up from the heat#i like spring#i LOVE autumn and winter#but summer is so fucking low down the seasonal tier list for me personally#that no amount of letters in the alphabet suffice to dewcribe the depths of my loathing of the season#f tier would be too high#z tier would be too high#i am so excited for it to be done in a few months
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Can love 😍💕💞❤️ bloom 🌻🌼🌹🌷💐 on the 🤜💥 battlefield?? (Patreon)
#Shitpost#My art#Wander Over Yonder#Fist Fighter#Lol#As high-effort as I'm willing to put in to make it appear low-effort <3#Initially based on my silly little Fist Fighter OC(?) with a crush on Peepers - he's already started to morph a bit#Peepers might be a bit too high a station to pursue - shoot for the stars and all that!#But just by the sheer number of Fist Fighters and Watchdogs there's statistically gotta be one apiece that mesh well#And there's nothing that says he couldn't have a crush on Peepers to start! Kind of an ''Oh shit I guess some Watchdogs are kinda cute''#Until that slowly congeals into ''Wait no most of the Watchdogs are pretty cute actually.......uh oh'' lol#If he's gonna stick around he needs a name tho hmmm#Kinda tossing around Keith but I'd like to pull up some references to verbally-named Watchdogs first#That's another thing I've been thinking about - from my recollection/what I've seen in rewatching -#It seems like all the Watchdogs have either masculine or unisex names and are shown to be at least visually understood as male#And depending on how Word Of God you wanna go Craig McCracken has confirmed there are female Watchdogs on their home planet but like#There are feminine names /on/ Wander's list for the Giftening 2 but we only see them sneaking onto the Skullship!#Yes those are almost certainly staff-and-loved-ones Easter eggs >:P Do I care? Am I still going to integrate it into my HCs? Take a guess |D#And anyway that's Just the Watchdogs - unfortunately Awesome's force aren't really seen often enough to get names :(#Hell just finding a speaking line of theirs was a rare treat haha ♪ Up until then I almost thought they were mute!#Seems redundant because like - Bring Back WOY first of all of - but more Fist Fighters! They're too cute!
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marijuana. is cool
#marzi speaks#tw drug mention#don’t do drugs before your brains are developed enough kids#it’s best if u don’t ever smoke also but like that’s up to you in the end#if ur gonna smoke don’t bother with nicotine#anyways disclaimers aside. i took like 12mg when i came back from the airport#as a Treat. for myself#and now i am sitting in a very comfortable little buzz. like i’m just hanging out. slight cottonmouth. My Bones Are A Little Warm <3#i got low light bc i nearly got a headache earlier. we are vibing the fuck out#i loveeee relaxing. i love deciding I Can Get High Tonight Actually#i’m not even very high either it’s like. perfect. i’m fuckin comfy i am hanging out#but still about as present as i wanna be :)
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Board certified abyss 12 HATER
#‘oh youre just bad at it’ i am bad at it because its bad game design. i rest my case#im not even bad at it. i could definitely clear and 36 star if i wanted to. however i should not have to take 40 shots at thr same content#trying to random luck my way into mashing the right set of buttons and miaculously not getting hit because the hp pools are too high to lose#a single percent of your dps bringing a healer or. for that matter. actually healing.#this is i think why Neuvillette has such a good rep. hes basically invincible at c1 which means you#dont have to retry the same chambers over and over because he keeps getting one-shot. because lets all look into our hearts at this moment#his damage is not that much higher than any other dps character’s damage. he just also heals and fits into the current meta#people used to say the same shit theyre saying about neuvillette about nahida#and once natlan comes out the meta will change once again. hp builds will once again become unnecessary in abyss. bennet will make a#reemergence. overload meta will become real. there will be one character who is good to use in burgeon teams theyll be burgeon nilou. this#is my natlan prediction#part of it anyway#and then we will get shneznaya and there will be a character who does damage based on how high you can get their crit over 100% but they#wont be that meta theyll be like cursed with low modifiers. but nonetheless the meta will change again.#im in a love hate relationship with the genshin meta because it is in a love-hate relationship with itself#board certified my post#board certified metaposting
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ok it’s funny bc like. i am NOT!!!!!!! in love w my friend anymore. ok keep that in mind bc i mean it. but sometimes when i talk to her i’m still like hi <3 and i smile to myself like :) u know……..it’s just a silly little thing i do i can’t help it………i need a gf more than anything in this world……
#michelle speaks#it’s bc my stupid lesbian brain loves the epic highs & lows of being friends w a girl who is mean to me#so when she is nice to me i go like 💞💞💞 i’m not in love w her anymore tho fr lmao#anyway if i feel like that when my friend is nice to me. i cannot even imagine how i would feel if i had a gf & she was nice to me#i’d probably implode & die immediately. maybe it’s for the best that i am unloveable perhaps……….#unironically thinking abt receiving unfiltered love & affection is so scary to me 😭 i actually think my cells would fold in on themselves…
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This or that game tagged by @daydreamingandprocrastination
painting or photography // dusk or dawn// spring or autumn // movies or tv shows // chocolate or nutella // audiobooks or podcasts // card games or board games // fiction or nonfiction // cookies or brownies // dragons or unicorns // bath or shower // blue or yellow // rollercoasters or bumper cars // iced tea or hot tea // left side of bed or right side of bed // zip-up hoodie or pullover hoodie // straight hair or curly hair// gummy worms or gummy bears // rain or snow // sneakers or flip-flops // bowling or mini-golf // pasta or pizza
#Tag game#See the point is to be precise but i feel like explaining every answer#painting bc im an artist#dusk reminds me of my friend who really likes taking photos of sunsets#spring bc autumn is just sad and means the end of summer#also spring means the year is ending#here anyway#card games vs board games was the most difficult one but i feel like board games take a while wheras i play a lot of card games at work#and have a lot of fond memories of playing scum and uno with the kids#loving fiction is the foundation of my personality#my families go to recipe is brownies and we have a killer recipe#i like drawing unicorns for the kids but they are just horses with a horn#i cant be in a bath for more than ten minutes without getting dizzy#i didn't realize this wasnt normal and thought everyone just did it to kinda get high like i do sometimes#turns out i have low bloodpressure whoops#i picked right bc thats where i am rn but its more the edge i prefer#i dont love hoodies tbh#I have straight hair but i love curly hair#Sour gummy worms are the best candy#RAINNN#It's flooding here and im trying not to enjoy the sound of the storms too much bc people are like in crisis#not my city but nearby#i prefer boots and sandals but flip flops are useless shoes#just be barefoot#eh ive been bowling more recently but i like to use my walking stick as a golf club sometimes#most pizza is disapointing wheras idk where id be without pasta#theres this one pizza place tho in my hometown that is better than any pasta ive ever had#OH i forgot to explain a couple#im allergic to hazelnuts so nutella can suck my dick#also choc is my favourite thing
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I hope you know how unbelievably talented you are. You churn out chapter after chapter like it’s nothing, and they only get even better each time, none of them are ever subpar, and they don’t feel rushed. You’ve got me reading this before bed to try and dream about being rockstar!Joel’s girl. You’re work is amazing and meaningful. Thank you for writing. (And thank you for feeding my delusions about being Joel’s actor girlfriend and having two little stepdaughters) 💌
LEJFKSJDJS THANK YOUUU
I really appreciate your kind words. It made me feel so special and loved 🥹🥹 I’m definitely just going through a little bit of slump which tends to happen after almost fifteen years of writing, working out original plots, being creative, and then trying not to feel like it all sucks lol but it’ll be great!! It’ll work itself out and I’ll (hopefully) stop over analyzing my silly little words on my silly little doc in my silly little room
Thank you so much for being so kind and making my day 🫶🫶
#the curse of having an English degree#also my very last creative writing prof basically told me I was a hack 🤪#because I was/am writing an original story about a lesbian couple from 1972-2017ish#but the misogynist comp-her story gets praised as “the next great American novel#suck my dick dude#I digress#writing is really beautiful and it’s my favorite thing to do#like this#*gestures vaguely*#is just an outlet for what I love to do#and you guys like it too#or at least I hope you do#I could write essays about the bullshit classifications between high art and low art#ART IS ART#IF YOU DONT LIKE IT DONT ENGAGE WITH IT#how did this rant even start#anyways thank you again#june screams on the internet
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i cannot do this. DONT POST A NEW FIC RIGHT AFTER I FUCKIG FNGHGFJFGFS
#I NEED TO GO TO BED PREFERABLY BEFOREEE MIDNIGHTT. NOT HAPPENING IF IM READING FANFIC#also me when i start unironically reading fanfic in which shrek is a character.#not in a ohh thts cringe im so cringe so fuckighgdhdg way more like i tihnk its fucking hilarious.#like what if u rly loved a tv show or a movie and loved the characters and you started reading fanfic for it#and in the fic one of the characters was like ohh yeah iv got to introduce u guys to my old friend. Crewmate from Among Us.#and you would be like HUHHH ?? bc u forgor abt the connection between this movie/show u got invested in and Among us#and even tho like. u unironically enjoy among us part of u is still always gonna think of the memes first. yk#actually tbh i tihnk i wld have this reaction less if i had. actually seen shrek movies other than the first one#MEANING TO CHANGE THAT BTW I WILL. WANNA WATCH THEM ALL W MY COUSINS AND SIBLINGS THIS SUMMER#bc i tihnk shrek movie marathon wld be fun#this post got of topic. anyway now im going back to actually reading fic i am enjoying the epic#highs and lows of getting fic posting/update emails#i remember i used to check gmail every day for those......
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i was like. thinking about the software situation with the cryptonloids and i got curious if there was any progress on the non-miku NT banks yet so i went to listen to those vocals they use in that mobile game (if i remember correctly they use beta versions unreleased to the public?) and like. you know. despite how contentious miku nt herself is i think some of the betas for the others sound pretty good, len sounds fantastic and rin sounds about on par with her older banks (although i do miss a bit of her sharpness) and like. i may be killed with hammers for this but i was listening to the heat abnormal cover and i think i like the kaito nt beta sound more than his v3 like he sounds fantastic here. i dont dislike his v3 or anything but the nt bits ive heard has like some of the depth and richness i so sorely miss from his v1 while having the old-yamaha-keyboard-keyboard-key-spring sound that i do enjoy of his v3.... i do wish it had more of the v1 strength tho
#luka i also like the sound of but also i dont think she sounds like luka. but also im really picky about older luka banks anyway#im not usually a huge fan so that might be why i do enjoy her nt sound. but i also understand why someone would be disappointed because lik#she straight up sounds like a diff person LOL its so fucked up like who is that..... who is that....#and meiko nt beta..... im still not sure if i like her or not. she sounds a bit weak.#they keep getting her to sing in these medium high ranges when i prefer her in either a really high range a la nostalogic OR#in a deeper medium range so i dunno. i just dont know orz#but len does sound really REALLY good like i think i might also like his nt a bit more than his v4#rin is not quite as good as her v4 tho. shes pretty good but missing a bit. which is fascinating. how does that happen but not with len LOL#but its also fascinating the whole situation to begin with. am i insane or has miku nt been like. near abandoned#i basically never see people use her covers or originals outside of the game. is she alive. is she alive#i dont think she sounds horrible or anything ive seen some users do some fantastic things with her. she does look hard to use tho#that might be the biggest issue. and in the game songs she sounds really fantastic on occasion but most of the time she sounds...#kinda wack LOL i love her in the from y to y cover. and that stella song. i dunno about the others#part of this i also think is the line distribution tho. i think with these nt vocals u gotta be careful when putting them with real vocals#like thats why i think the heat abnormal one sounds so good. they use kaito as an accent in a way. he mostly sings backing with his solos#being like the end of the chorus for emphasis. and this already is a perfect song for robotic vocals LOL it was made for em#but combining like his deeper formant with the breathy sound of tomorirus character and that one with the low side ponytail#and the stronger medium high voices of the blonde one and the brunette. sorry i dont know their names LOL the game doesnt run on me phooone#its gorgeous tho it adds such richness. i think the from y to y cover also sounds great with the rich breathy vocal of the girl with#the long straight hair with the thin robotic sound of miku nt. like it swells up from mikus vocals like an orchestra its awesome#i think u cant just use the vsynths like any other character voice in line distribution you gotta use it mostly for depth and emphasis#but i also dont play the game so i might be talking nonsense LOL i just like the songs. but i do wonder why its been so like radio silence#on the other nts software wise. len and rin sound near ready for release. at least compared to miku nt HJLKSJD#and i would like that kaito....give him to me... and i think i could fix the meiko. i could fix her. i can fix her.
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