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one thing about me is i fucking hate making new accounts
#ramblings with major#cursing#fighting for my life trying to look into a *shudders* dating app#recent reviews are garbage there's a subscription model that allegedly gets pop ups constantly on the app#and also the support section on their site is kinda also garbage#like i'd like to know about this feature. Without Having To Make An Account To Find Out What It Does#ESPECIALLY if i apparently have to PAY FOR IT FIRST#'what does this feature do' 'vague positive things :) also it costs money :) enjoy!!'#like bro. can i figure out what things are before you direct me to a part of The App I Haven't Downloaded Yet and go 'good luck!!'#anyway i am. struggling. <3#i don't even have PHONE SPACE can i get a good WEBSITE INSTEAD#so i don't have to DOWNLOAD ANYTHING
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Really quick doodles of a few scenes from the stream yesterday. Including combat flirting taunting, gale’s magnificently distracting shoes and.. whatever you wanna call gale agreeing to give 15 gold to astarion 😐😑😐😑😐 (that’s me blinking)
#bloodweave#astarion x gale#gale x astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#astarion ancunin#they are so funny god help. thank you to whoever sat Neil next to Tim#my roommate turning to look directly at me whenever they were interacting lik bestie please stop I am trying to be normal. don’t look at me#my roommate also said Neil acting low-key obsessed with gale and I could only say wow he’s just like me fr fr.#if I didn’t still struggle with getting shadowhearts likeness you would get a drawing of her hugging bing bong too but alas …#anyway the stream was so fun#can’t wait til tomorrow hehe
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send me back in time and i'll bring us back in line
#wof darkstalker#darkstalker#wof#wings of fire#art#music art#music#artists on tumblr#wof hybrid#wof nightwing#nightwing#wof icewing#icewing#deathconsciousness#have a nice life#starlingfawn's art#2025#holy fucking shit: 40.000#i should clarify that i am fully aware that canon-wise darkstalker's only icewing feature is his line of white scales.#so my design strays away from canon.. i imagine him to have a light purple-ish underbelly [that fades into black completely at some point]#and also some pointier horns. though his body shape still looks fully nightwing...#i really hope u don't mind my design though!!!#i just absolutely adore darkstalker designs with visible icewing traits even though they're not canon :3#ANYWAYS THROWS EVEN MORE WOF ART AT YOU!!!!!#thank you so much for the support on that moonwatcher artwork aghh!!!!!!!!! i don't draw wof too much so i'm very sorry#if you followed expecting this to be a wof art blog i just draw my furry ocs to music shit....#speaking of music.... i listened to deathconsciousness like 3 days or so ago and it is so good please go listen to it rn!!!!!#absolutely soulcrushing and beautiful album.... this song is devastating mannn. i also love bloodhail and the opener one about worms#i struggled so much w the pose and composition i went through like 10 different ones before settling on this..#i have been enjoying drawing everything including the sketch [except the bg] in one layer and treating it like a painting
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wanna preface this by saying that i am. So normal. anyway i just spent the last week redrawing scenes from mystery skulls animated but as that hermitcraft au i posted about a couple times. you guys should watch msa it is. so so good.
#my art#hermitcraft#mystery skulls animated#geminitay#geminitay fanart#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#falsesymmetry#falsesymmetry fanart#ignore the fact that etho's hair changes literally every drawing#poses + expressions are traced a bit; and backgrounds aren't mine(well; except for the second one; which you can prolly tell;; sksnsks)#and also (with the help of sap bc i'm bad at color theory) edited the truck bg colors a bit#but even so;; i am!! very very happy with how these turned out#mystery skulls animated spoilers#<- honestly that's mainly for the murder mystery one#granted anyone who hasn't seen the future at this point prolly won't have that tag filtered#etho's murder mystery form(no i don't have a name for it)'s collar tag is a mix between a mable leaf and a vex!#cuz reverb is cub in this au#hence all the blue and stuff;; skdhkdnkd#you'd think that last pic would have been the hardest for me to draw; with how complicated etho's design is#but surprisingly; it doesn't even place top three in terms of how long it took to draw#no; instead it was that Fucking. Truck.#WHY did that take me eight and a half hours#the second longest was only five!!!#the others barely even top 4!#also#WHY are the deadbeats(which are mini tillies here) so deceptively hard to draw#every time i struggle with them orz#anyway. images 3; 6; 7; and 8 are my favs <3#if false and/or pearl see this. o/ hoi
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Callie and Marie posting in honor of their Splat 3 designs which I love dearly
#splatoon 3#callie#marie#callie and marie#squid sisters#are those the tags. i hate tagging for fandoms i dont usually post in i have no clue pensive emoji#dont look too hard at maries parasol. i drew it like three times died then gave up#callie was a dedlight to draw i love shading w the outline colors#marie was a struggle in comparison i hate working w white KFJHSDJF#anyways. yeah#i used to be fairly neutral on the squid sisters but their splat 3 designs really elevated them for me actually wwww#i am a callie stan now. marie also looks nice
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[ID: Two digital illustrations, both loosely shaded, showing Thespius in various poses and outfits, all with his left eye closed.
The first illustration has three Thespiuses.
The first/upper-left Thespius is standing and leaning forward as though mid-step, looking to the viewer's left in a glittery silver blazer, brown-ish tie with floral patterns all over, white shirt, and dark blue pleated skirt. Said skirt features a subtle gradient from a paler blue at the top to an even darker blue along the bottom. Silver flowers (with dots between each one) decorate its waistband, while double horizontal lines (with three flowers on each pleat) cut across the bottom of the skirt itself. He has black shoes with white socks matching his outfit. His two trumpets peek out over his shoulders as he holds his ukulele Tony and loosely strums. He has a loose ponytail, yellow/pale blue flowers in his hair, and a billowing wave of desaturated warm colors in stripes behind him. Around the entirety of him is a cream-coloured outline as well, and he overlaps the second and third Thespius-es some.
The second/upper right Thespius is laughing with his face haloed by the sun. His torso faces away from the viewer, but his face is turned enough to see his beaming expression. He's in a running/skipping pose on top of a section of pink/coral cloud, wearing a brown blazer/suit with crisscrossing cream/red stripes, cream-coloured shirt, flowing brown skirt, white socks with garters, and black shoes. His right (hidden) hand clutches his skirt to swish in front of him, while the other arm is thrown out in joy and balance. He's mostly in shadow save for the sun's light spilling across him from behind. He also has the same cream-coloured outline around him, one that disappears as it flows into the sun and clouds. Additionally, another -- if smaller -- billowing wave of the same warm colours can be seen to the right of him.
Lower right Thespius is leaning back against a bed of pale orange-pink clouds, his left arm up like the cloud has/is an arm rest. His right hand is pulling down pink heart sunglasses (with a golden frame) for him to look over them with a laid-back smile. His hair's worn loose here, draping down over his shoulders and loosely tied back with a pink/coral bandanna that features wavy patterns and dots all over. The rest of his outfit consists of a very low-cut pale yellow shirt (one showing off a bit of cleavage and chest hair) with dark teal hems and vine-like/floral embroidery (teal across the shirt itself where it meets the hems, yellow along said hems themselves), dark teal pants that flare out at the ends (which feature the same yellow embroidery), and even darker teal shoes with pale yellow edges and decoration to match. He also wears a dangly, shiny green-ish earring consisting of a tall triangle shape with a rounded segment below it. His nails are painted, too -- pink on his right hand, teal on his left, both featuring very small yellow flower patterns. Over his shoulders float his two trumpets, and behind the whole scene is the top part of a halftone-patterned rainbow (which also overlaps the second Thespius slightly). This third drawing of him notably lacks the same outline the others sport.
The background consists of a gradient from pale greenish-blue near the top, to a rich mid-tone/dark blue towards the bottom, with dark halftone patterning overtop. Yellow/white/peach/pink flowers of varying shapes and sizes are scattered throughout. Around the whole piece is a border consisting of two dark, parallel wavy lines. Both the flowers and border share the cream-coloured outline.
The second illustration has four Thespiuses.
The first/upper left Thespius is leaning on his elbows on slightly darker pink clouds, framed by the seemingly setting sun like a halo. He has a gentle bright smile and is resting his cheek in his curled left palm. His right hand is tucked into his left elbow, and two other disconnected hands -- one on each side -- are somewhat spread palm-up around him in a welcoming sort of gesture. He wears a loose, shawl-like, low-cut desaturated green shirt with elaborate patterns of dark red/orange overlaying yellow around the ends of the sleeves and down the middle/opening of the shirt itself. Said shirt also has similar, dark green stripes across it. His headband is striped the same colours of the shirt. He's lit mostly from behind by that setting sun, its light also spilling across his clouds. Said shading/lighting has a painterly look.
The second/upper right Thespius is smaller. He floats proudly, both eyes closed and his hands on his hips. He wears a white turtleneck, dark teal skirt + headband, white socks, and dark blue-ish shoes. His two trumpets hover over his shoulders. Around him is the same cream outline from the first page.
The third/middle Thespius flows with the rippling stripes of colour behind him, pivoting on his left heel with his right up and behind him and arms outstretched as though dancing. His right hand in particular reaches palm-up (as if to an offscreen partner) with flower petals scattering from it. He's smiling bright. his hair flows out behind him and two the viewer's left, with a red headband (with arrow-like patterns on it) around. He wears a baggy, pale tan shirt with thin horizontal stripes and a semi-dipped neckline, all of which bunches and flows outwards with the rest of his dance. A loose white vest with blocky red-brown stripes along the opening + a similarly-coloured zig-zag stripe down the front, as well as tassels (with similar decorations along the ends) that scatter and flow outwards with the force of his movement drapes on him. He also wears loose red pants with large, almost scale-like patterning, tied with a long lighter-red belt (sporting patterns similar to his headband) that flies out in front of him, also spinning with him. His one visible shoe is an orange-ish red. The entirety of him also has that cream outline.
In the lower left corner of the image is Tony the ukulele, decorated with a flowing stripe of red, yellow, and blue, like a rainbow of sorts, as well as smaller stickers all over of yellow/peach/pink/dark purple flowers + hearts. A similar cream outline borders the entirety of Tony.
The last/lower right Thespius is a halfbody in profile to the viewer's right. He has his hands on his hips, and a happy triangle burst effect coming from his smiling face. He has a gold/yellow striped headband, a white blouse with thin green and red stripes and deep v-cut, a maroon cardigan with a white-dotted stripe pattern, and black lower clothing. He sports the same cream outline.
The background here is a desaturated turquoise with some darker hints around the edges. Wavy stripes of blue, purple, and pink flow across it like a long scarf or river. A halftone pattern sits atop both. Even more pink/yellow/peach flowers are scattered around, and the same wavy border from before frames the whole piece. Said flowers and border once again share the cream-coloured outline. end ID.]
my pieces for @strawberrij thespius fashion zine!! quite the endeavour and adventure that turned out pretty neat i think :]
special thanks go to @ratchetclankarecute for posing/cloth references + the bulk of the image descriptions! that first image would Not have happened without them <3
#great god grove#ggg thespius green#thespius fashionista zine#moon draws things#also everyone cheer and clap and say thank you to @actingwithportals and @vivifrage for significant help wrangling clothing folds#@publiccmenace for some tweaks and colouring advice#and @ayaheart77 for further colour advice + helping get these backgrounds sorted at All#literally that first page wouldnt have made it past the sketch cleanup stage if it weren't for the crew pitching in#shoutout to that entire server honestly. youve heard of twitch plays xyz‚ get ready for: discord plays zine entry#couldnt have done it without yall <3#also massive massive shoutout to tumblr blog omgthatdress whose extensive library of fashion this project--#--literally Could Not Have Happened Without#anyhow HI. BEEN A MORBILLION YEARS AND MAYBE IT'LL BE A MORBILLION MORE. WANTED TO PLAY TOYS THOUGH SO HERE I AM [FOR NOW]#THESE WERE SUCH A STRUGGLE TO POST AND FOR WHAT.#had to link them from my personal website just so tumblr would accept them. good lird#this was a whole entire adventure and Quite the challenge in many ways. quite proud of the effort that went into it all though :]#came away having learned a lot too!!#would 100% do this again [just. hold the sketti sauce (technical difficulties that cost me 10 days or so and made the whole thing--#--a slight scramble) next time]#be sure to go have a look at the zine whenever it drops to see these in full res!!! and see everyone else's work too!!!#everyone's been doing such a lovely wonderful job and it's absolutely incredible to see#anyway. sighs wistfully. i may be aroace but damn if this silly guy doesnt have me a rather goofy amount of in love in a shrimp sort of way#like YEAH i too am in love with love and have a passion for passion bestie!!! i never stood a chance. it was over before it even started.#peace and love and plants on planet grove#and also @strawberrij!!!! i hope you know that how you draw this guy like fundamentally changed how i draw him too#right in the middle of working on this and everything. saw your one impossible greens post‚ got hit with levels of serotonin i didn't--#--even know i was capable of‚ felt a switch flip in my brain‚ and HARD pivoted into borrowing some of how you draw this guy#it's literally peak and i hope you're proud of yourself [completely genuine]#unsure why it's not letting me ping you directly also but alas. may whatever curse that took your messages and asks be lifted soon cuz--#--Good Lird‚ man
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youre never gonna believe this. but i really liked the musical with the miserable middle aged man
#turtlearts#sweeney todd#sweeney todd revival#josh groban#aaron tveit#annaleigh ashford#brother u have no idea how much i was struggling to draw them. so so so hard#also these are quite old. like a couple months old#i was planning on coloring these but frankly i dont have the energy or the strength to do it oops#anyways u have no idea how many times ive watched bootlegs of this show its kinda nuts#for like 2 months straight i was watching nothing but sweeney todd all day and all night. like i was sleeping at 6 am consistently#it was kind of really bad. but IT WAS TOO GOOD IM SORRRYYYY#i memorized good chunks of the play and the songs RAAGGGHH#one good thing about this period is that i stopped watching youtube obsessively bc i was watching this stupid play obsessively instead <3
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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Ничего не останется от нас, Нам останемся, в лучшем случае, мы
hi. hello. listen to this song
i have so many thoughts about these two. oh my god. maybe i will write it out some day, but for now drawing it out will do
translation will be under the cut! knowing the words does add to the work so i do recommend reading it. or just enjoy the art <3
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heres the translation, color coded according to how i broke it up for the art. just in casies
first page:
Love is scarier than war
Love strikes more true than steel
second page:
More true, because of your own volition
third page:
You run towards all the winds
Let there be pain and eternal battle
Not atmospheric, not earthly
fourth page:
But definitely with you
caption:
There will be nothing left of us,
we will be left with, in the best case, ourselves
#kunst huli#legend of zelda#botw link#botw zelda#botw zelink#tloz#zelink#totk#botw#i cannot express how proud i am that i actually managed not only to finish this#BUT. to have it look GOOD#painting stuff n making it messy in an appealing way has always been a fucking STRUGGLE for me#n i do think u can see my over-rendering tendencies rear their head up on the last one#and also i guess i should have made the last two pages connect like i did with the rest of them but i think it still works. thematically#the last one is like. the end. a break. the start of a much needed retirement#a breather u might say!#i also think the devs should have let link hug her at the end#he deserves it he thought hed never see her like this again#oh alsooooo since im on a tangent anyway#like many people i was disappointed by the cop-out of just giving link his arm back at the end of totk#and i still think it would be cool if he didnt#(or if he kept the magic hand. just imagine how thatll help with all the restoration work dlkfgjdfkgjdfkg)#BUT anyway. i thought about it. n i have a theory about what tf did they do at the end to get not only zelda but his arm back#the fucking time powers!!! what if they just reversed time on them...........#much to thunk about. anyway#hope u enjoy <3#now i can go finish phantom hourglass#god i hate having to go back to the temple of the ocean king tho. its like dishonored but u cant go up OR knock those guys out
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they’re having fun i swear
#thanks to everyone in the castle town creators discord for helping me decide who to put in this#i spent 45 mins on the background and 3 hours on the characters#i am struggling with anatomy#and simplification#anyways have a great day :)#froggtogs#linked universe#linked universe fanart#linkeduniverse#art#fanart#lu four#lu wind#lu hyrule#lu sky#legend of zelda
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careful: dangerous dyke ahead
#wolf.jpg#for bug#oofda I am STRUGGLING with self image today#yowza#anyway y'all give me compliments:3
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reaching that point in my writing where I look at the thing i’ve written and going how dare this wretched thing exist as it does, as if i am not the god who shaped this clay.
#writing#writing struggles#3 am shit#text post#so anyway chapters going great#imposter syndrome#when I find you imposter syndrome
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Okay sense everything we know about the Characters in episode 2 is now Untrue I'm just gonna make shit up for these two in particular because I love them
They're a couple, not married but together for a while now
Cole's in his mid to late 50s, Doddy's in his early 60s
Cole is divorced, it was very amicable (he realized he was gay after getting married to his wife, she was understanding)
He also has a daughter who was less understanding about it as a kid. She's sense got over it but they still don't see eachother often
Doddy's spent a lot of his life in casual situationships, this is his first real serious relationship
It's also an open relationship
They both have a massive celebrity crush on York. When they got this job they argued over who would play the Murderer for days
It was eventually the show coordinator (The woman Eugene is talking to at the end, she doesn't get a name card and I am STRUGGLING to find someone who says her name verbally) who assigned Doddy the role because "He looks more like a Butler"
Cole did take all the photos they used as props, his reaction to being complimented was genuine
That's all. If they come back later in the season with more characterization instead of just actors than so be it. These are just my thoughts right now. Old man Yoai.
#Drawtectives#Doddy Timbers#Cole Parotic#Drawtectives season 3 Spoilers#Just read that comment on the video about how all their names are Anagrams this season instead of puns#Which is fantastic and also terrible because I am shit at anagrams#But they're so cool#I'm just gonna have to read all the comments I guess kfgdfjhgdj#The fact that we're struggling to decipher Doddy's name tho gives me hope he might come back later#And his anagram name will be more relevant to his second role#But that's just speculation. Who knows.#Anyway. Woe Drawtectives Old Man Yoai be upon yee
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the release of two-face #6 tomorrow will truly be the end of an era for me. it was easily my most anticipated pull of the month,,, what will i do now. anyways, here's some fanart of Die because i absolutely adore her

(and the lines because i'm cool like that)

#I AM IN LOVE WITH HER YOUR HONOR.#the parallels between her and lake cantwell..... the foils......#its scrumptious#christian ward you deserve the world#and fabio veras and ivan plascensia and everybody else who made this comic happen#im making out with everybody on that team sloppy style#kinda struggled with the colors on this one i hope you can't tell </3#its fine tho i think i made it work#anyways time for the real tags#hee ho ha ho im a funny lil art man#traditional art#my art#dc comics#fanart#batman#two-face#two face#die two-face#we really need a real name for Die#a character this iconic deserves her own tag#dc
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Trying to get yourself to finish a drawing while combating a 3 year long art block kinda feels like dragging yourself by the hair-
#im tryingggngfjdsgj my god am i trying#moominvalley#moomin#moomintroll#snufkin#snufmin#kinda#this was originally a much bigger drawing but i didn't like how it looked so i cropped it#listen hgfjdks its a struggle#say hi to my dad he follows me on tumblr i still dont know why#im probably just gonna make myself draw characters i like until drawing doesnt feel as bad as eating my own hand#anyway :3
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on an unrelated note it's so funny to me that they keep making Heathcliff the defacto "we have an id who's in a position of leadership and we need someone to be their sidekick" sinner, guy who is so "hot dog or hamburger style boss" coded
#it's like. pequod multicrack full-stop kurokumo they when the. loyalty being an intricate part of his character and existence#txt#heathcliff lcb#limbus company#in game#to ramble for a bit bc im such a nerd ab gameplay (gee can you guess my major)#it is So funny to see among a sea of 'struggling' and 'hopeless' EGOs just.#a singular 'dominating' from FS heathcliff skill 3 rolling a casual 45#if no one got me FS heathcliff got meeee#he is honestly my favourite ID to use ignoring bias of. God damn who allowed him to do that much damage and that high rolling#when the. you're rewarded for paying attention and making good choices and punished for not#but the punishment isn't fatal as some other ids who want you to pay attention#Rcorp ishmael you'll always be famous to me lcb baby's first 3 star but Man#FS heathcliff is still decent pure win rating but evading when only s1's is soo there is No downside w/ FS hong lu bc of his melee suppor#off topic but like. I get why they didn't (it'd be broken) but i still think hong lu's no ammo skills should be slash okay like. I get why#but the animation makes you think you know and heathcliff melee support Is slash so--#but like fs heathcliff is sooo guy who just Wins#his biggest downside is in long encounters/waves but. w/ FS hong lu the empowering is so. Yes Hong Lu your skill 2 and 3 Will do a casual#300 extra damage#he's incredibly rewarding to pay attention to and i think that's awesome#adding in mirror dungeons w/ poise gifts or ones like the rusty coin its so. yeah sure every shot casual 200-1500 damage oh you know#guy who is giving me such a skewed sense of what a big number is#full-stop heathcliff you will always be famous to me#and also why is your uptie story kind of--- i am escorted out of the building#i could have thoughts ab them. anyway#infinity mirror dungeon got Hands though what do you Mean some random bloodfiend's counter staggers me. what do you Mean they have 2000 hp.#go my ego spam + heathcliff <- clown who's trying to achievement farm all at once#i Will have 15 rupture 15 charge and 15 tremor gifts when i have. a singular charge id w/ the rest being poise/bleed on my team
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