#anyway stream somethings wrong

[frogshroomzstuff]

james marriott my beloved you have the voice of an angel... putting will lenney in drag.. your mind is incredible ..

[py6oto]

mmmfmg Frreelatta Please feed us let. Giv ekissy? 🥺 pleSe they desevre t’kissy

freelatta has been requested and freelatta has been delivered !! while im not particularly a shipper myself this was super fun to draw !! freelatta is probably my favorite dynamic out of all of them.

which you can probably tell with how i got carried away.

[wormchaser]

you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.

i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.

[ticklystuff]

do yall think aventurine would be into streaming? not like a streamer au but like actually one of his hobbies

[theunconcernedembalmer]

Was the recent drawing/ask reply you did in someway a reference to danganronpa v3 korekiyo? It looks like a very similar pose to his one sprite. If not cool regardless lol

Its exactly That Sprite. Finger guns

I was looking on the blog for a post for a bit because I know I drew this exact pose for sop years ago and I found another korekiyo shinguuji pose that I drew him in....... theres also going to be more stay tuned for that HAHAHAHA

I'm currently on mobile so I can't link the replies with the poses now. Did not tag those so they're lost in the cesspool of this blog

[the-kipsabian]

missing kip hours

[unnamed-atlas]

Having brain worms. What if uhhhhhh SOS Mianite au

[thursdaysyme]

Kali with her powers turned against her

Real was a term that soon became relative. An idea that she could think over but couldn’t hold. To her, what was considered real became something of fantasy. She supposed it could be akin to flying. People seeing the stretch of wings on birds and bugs, watching as they flew in the sky. Knew it was possible. Yet breaching into the idea that humans could fly became a fantasy. A idea that held power and longing and desire. 

Kali now felt like a child desperate to fly. She could feel the roof beneath her feet as she ran her feet across it, could feel the air fly around her as she jumped off the roof. Praying that motivation, that hope, desire, wishful thinking, would be enough to make flying possible. Surly the only reason she couldn’t fly was because she started on the ground. Because her hope was too small. Her wish was too dull. 

Yet, as she felt herself continue to fall, she knew that it was something she could never have. Reality became something, no matter her tries and determinations, that she couldn’t have. 

Terror ran through her veins more than blood. Terror over what was real and what wasn’t. Terror over hurting the people she loves. So she took her terror and molded it into anger. Into a new brand of rage and determination. 

It was always easy for Kali to make people afraid. Whether of her or a vision she gave, it didn’t matter. And she used it. Took it and wielded it like the weapon that it was. Made people give her wider gearth, a wider range of interaction. 

The problem came with her friends. The ones who knew what she looked like with her walls down. Who knew her as she was underneath her walls. Her terror. They didn’t take the bait easy. Didn’t want to leave her. Kept her close with a tight grasp. 

Yet she knew how to push people away. Difficulty didn’t equate impossibility. And slowly, painstakingly, they left. Released their grip on her. And she was left alone. Which was how she wanted it. It was better, she swore, even as she held her stomach trying to quell her anxiety and loneliness that reared its head.

It was better. 

Now she couldn’t hurt them. Didn’t have to worry if the words coming out of their mouths were real. Didn’t have to worry about them shifting in her vision into something different. Something changed. 

But the visions didn’t go away alongside the people. New ones came. Formed in the back of her mind and made reality in the dark corners and empty chairs at her kitchen table. She began seeing atrocities she knew weren’t real when they were over. Knew that some things were just out of the range of possibility. 

Although some, some held too much likeness to truth. And she rifled through her memory and wasn’t sure what was real and what was fake. Her memories became something of a novel based on a true story. Sure some parts were real. But some were embellished. Some were unknown and warped her version of reality until she couldn’t figure out what was real. 

She wasn’t sure if her friends came back for her. Did they really walk through the threshold, screaming at her for being selfish? Did the bugs she saw crawl across her sheets really live there? 

She wasn’t sure, and therein lied the problem.  She just wasn’t sure. 

And she never would. 

So she sits alone at her empty kitchen table, fiddling with her silverware, and wondering how long she would sit until someone found their way to her table. 

And she would wait for them, of course. Wait for her delusions and stretches of reality to sit with her. Wait for them to kick their feet up. Wait for them to serve themselves long forgotten food on the counter. Wait for them to look at her, stare into her eyes, and tell her she was cruel and unjust. Tell her she was selfish and unkind. 

Because what else was she to do? Delusions and reality were merged, and so she would wait. 

Wait until something felt real. 

[102ki]

is it terrible to say kozue is the cause of like half of 102's problems. like tsuzumegu work well on their own but kozumegu need tsuzuri to diffuse the atmosphere and tsuzukozu need megumi to be brutally honest with them

[some-creep]

Don't worry guys I found a way to come up with plenty of toxic ideas for our good friend falke and I'm rotating them in my mind

[todayisafridaynight]

psst for my stream regulars

How does the idea of me starting streams at like 1:30PM (EST) sound. i’ll still plan to run them to like 5:00PM (EST) but now its more definite it’ll actually end then opposed to accidentally going on until like. 7:30PM (EST)

Also im on mobile so i cant make a poll so you gotta let me know through like a comment or somethin ok ty

[tundrakatiebean]

Just scared the absolute shit out of myself testing out the new mic 🤣 I went to test the audio in streamlabs and forgot I had a show on next to me (brains what they like) and suddenly a very creepy quiet whisper about ghosts came through my headset.

That would be the show. About ghosts. That I have on in the background. I may be a little silly.

[luulapants]

25 ways to be a little more punk in 2025

Cut fast fashion - buy used, learn to mend and/or make your own clothes, buy fewer clothes less often so you can save up for ethically made quality

Cancel subscriptions - relearn how to pirate media, spend $10/month buying a digital album from a small artist instead of on Spotify, stream on free services since the paid ones make you watch ads anyway

Green your community - there's lots of ways to do this, like seedbombing or joining a community garden or organizing neighborhood trash pickups

Be kind - stop to give directions, check on stopped cars, smile at kids, let people cut you in line, offer to get stuff off the high shelf, hold the door, ask people if they're okay

Intervene - learn bystander intervention techniques and be prepared to use them, even if it feels awkward

Get closer to your food - grow it yourself, can and preserve it, buy from a farmstand, learn where it's from, go fishing, make it from scratch, learn a new ingredient

Use opensource software - try LibreOffice, try Reaper, learn Linux, use a free Photoshop clone. The next time an app tries to force you to pay, look to see if there's an opensource alternative

Make less trash - start a compost, be mindful of packaging, find another use for that plastic, make it a challenge for yourself!

Get involved in local politics - show up at meetings for city council, the zoning commission, the park district, school boards; fight the NIMBYs that always show up and force them to focus on the things impacting the most vulnerable folks in your community

DIY > fashion - shake off the obsession with pristine presentation that you've been taught! Cut your own hair, use homemade cosmetics, exchange mani/pedis with friends, make your own jewelry, duct tape those broken headphones!

Ditch Google - Chromium browsers (which is almost all of them) are now bloated spyware, and Google search sucks now, so why not finally make the jump to Firefox and another search like DuckDuckGo? Or put the Wikipedia app on your phone and look things up there?

Forage - learn about local edible plants and how to safely and sustainably harvest them or go find fruit trees and such accessible to the public.

Volunteer - every week tutoring at the library or once a month at the humane society or twice a year serving food at the soup kitchen, you can find something that matches your availability

Help your neighbors - which means you have to meet them first and find out how you can help (including your unhoused neighbors), like elderly or disabled folks that might need help with yardwork or who that escape artist dog belongs to or whether the police have been hassling people sleeping rough

Fix stuff - the next time something breaks (a small appliance, an electronic, a piece of furniture, etc.), see if you can figure out what's wrong with it, if there are tutorials on fixing it, or if you can order a replacement part from the manufacturer instead of trashing the whole thing

Mix up your transit - find out what's walkable, try biking instead of driving, try public transit and complain to the city if it sucks, take a train instead of a plane, start a carpool at work

Engage in the arts - go see a local play, check out an art gallery or a small museum, buy art from the farmer's market

Go to the library - to check out a book or a movie or a CD, to use the computers or the printer, to find out if they have other weird rentals like a seed library or luggage, to use meeting space, to file your taxes, to take a class, to ask question

Listen local - see what's happening at local music venues or other events where local musicians will be performing, stop for buskers, find a favorite artist, and support them

Buy local - it's less convenient than online shopping or going to a big box store that sells everything, but try buying what you can from small local shops in your area

Become unmarketable - there are a lot of ways you can disrupt your online marketing surveillance, including buying less, using decoy emails, deleting or removing permissions from apps that spy on you, checking your privacy settings, not clicking advertising links, and...

Use cash - go to the bank and take out cash instead of using your credit card or e-payment for everything! It's better on small businesses and it's untraceable

Give what you can - as capitalism churns on, normal shmucks have less and less, so think about what you can give (time, money, skills, space, stuff) and how it will make the most impact

Talk about wages - with your coworkers, with your friends, while unionizing! Stop thinking about wages as a measure of your worth and talk about whether or not the bosses are paying fairly for the labor they receive

Think about wealthflow - there are a thousand little mechanisms that corporations and billionaires use to capture wealth from the lower class: fees for transactions, interest, vendor platforms, subscriptions, and more. Start thinking about where your money goes, how and where it's getting captured and removed from our class, and where you have the ability to cut off the flow and pass cash directly to your fellow working class people

[gifti3]

im done for today o(--(

[transinfected]

wiped my save by accident (pain agony suffering) but it's FINE it's FINE we MOVE. I'm saving up for kerfur immediately.

[insimpleforms]

@paddington-two i dont use spotify bc im a clown but apple's monthly replay does a perfectly fine job illustrating how completely, utterly, bafflingly, irrevocably ghostpilled ive been lately... im not even tagging anyone im just posting this to hold myself accountable