#anyway. I want to go see the fnaf movie but my mom would not get it (she hates horror in any form) so I'm kinda torn rn

[minty364]

DPXDC Prompt #76

OK but what if Danny could stay in a game after the power was turned off in a game console, like the game needs to be left in but you could unplug it and everything. Que Danny getting hurt badly after the GIW caught him so he decides to mail himself to Bruce Wayne who is his biological father after his mom had a one night stand at a gala years ago.

Bruce is cautious after getting a game system in the mail. He takes it down to analyze in the bat computer, but when the console is plugged in a brilliant light shines and a kid about the age of 14 with awful wounds appears from the system. A quick DNA test shows that this child is his and a fling he had 15 years ago. He had another son and someone or something hurt him and Bruce wasn’t able to protect him. He’s here now though.

Damian finds out he has an older brother, he feels weird that he’s not the only blood son anymore but he also never had a blood sibling before and is a little curious. He decides to give his new brother the benefit of the doubt and if he ever meets the ones who put his brother through this he’d murder everyone of them.

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

being a legal adult with a driver's license and my own money VS. feeling like I need my mom's explicit permission for everything: FIGHT

[drilethetoppat]

I have to get this out of my system:

I'm afraid that they will make Mikenessa canon in the second FNaF movie, it's not because I don't like the ship (I don't) it's just that I see it as unnecessary. I know that in most children's or PG13 movies the hero gets the girl, but Mike proved to be self-sufficient (somehow) that he dont need find a partner, I mean, the guy 'raises' a girl while his past torments him, and he have someone? No, just him and his little sister. I know that some interactions between Mike and Vanessa could be considered 'romantic' scenes but I see them as more empathetic, since they both don't have the best backstory in the world and their childhoods were ruined by the same man, I know that the hospital scene where Vanessa was in a coma and seeing Mike going to check that she is okay is cute, I would see it more as a friendship that could be strong, even though she is the daughter of his brother's murderer and kidnapper, but I don't think that get to the point of going into a much more serious relationship.

(Speaking of the hospital scene in the movie theater where me and my mom were there was a group of kids who were very annoying at the beginning of the movie, in the hospital scene when Mike started talking and stopped at the 'Vanessa ...' one of the kids murmured 'I love you' as if waiting for Mike to say it and inside I was like "Oh shut up he wants to sleep for 5 years before having a relationship 👺")

Anyway, if that were to happen I think it would be rescued by the fact that Skeet Ulrich is Henry Emily because he and Matthew work very well together and are very good friends, plus it would be kind of fun to think about the fact that he would be a character good unlike one of his best-known characters: Billy Loomis who is the bad guy

but hey this is just the opinion of a random person, please don't kick me out of the fandom 😋✌

[thecluelessdoctor]

whike I mentally prepare myself to make a whole damn comic, it's time I talk about the FNAf movie because fuck you I am going to write what I want

cw: spoilers for the FNAF movie!!

At base value, I loved it. I felt the pacing was a little slow, but I love it. From the little refs to the games, to the in general plot, it was just very enjoyable, even if most of the plot is just from the fact Vanessa didn't tell Mike wtf was going on.

NOW! let's talk technical!

For a pg-13, it was pretty good! I feel it matches the games really well! It's not too scary, but it can give you a startle, especially to any newbie! My mom was startled by the balloon boy lmao. Also it had blood so it's a plus.

The acting, dialogue, and overall set is really good. Scrumptious if I do say so myself.

I loved how the animatronics looked. Freddy and chica being my overall favorites. Idk they made my boy Bonnie blue so I had to take a few points. The cupcake running around was weirdly funny to me lol.

Now lemme touch on the plot!

I liked the plot! Like I said before, it was a LITTLE slow, but nothing too bad. I found it really interesting with what they did with Micheal and the whole dream thing.

And the idea that the children communicate in pictures rather than words hit me pretty hard, because that how I myself communicate. Although I can be.. pretty good with my words, drawing, and art as a whole is relatable to me, making Abby a really relatable character to me.

I really don't understand the hate for the movies bc it's not lore accurate. So what??? A lot of movies based on games don't! I mean- look at the Sonic the hedgehog movie!! Or the Mario movie! So your point is invalid. And also- I'm pretty sure this is a lot more entertaining than watching Micheal do five nights at Freddy's smhhh.

Though I'm sitting here in complete wonder bc like- WHO WAS THE 5TH KID?! WE SEE HER IN THE PICTURES!!! BUT- IS IT CASSIE?? OR CHARLIE MAYBE?! IDK

Also what happened to Derek I need to know.

Did he get turned into a animatronic what the fuck happened to him

Anyway

Let's talk about the cons of the movie.

I keep bringing this up, but the movie was slow. Not unbearably slow, but still slow.

Also, the whole aunt subplot- idk I felt it wasn't really needed except for the mat pat scene (he fucking embraced that scene it was great the theater I was in started cheering and I had to explain to my mom why everyone was so happy)

Also I felt the one major jumpscare we get, of foxy, was waisted. It looked like he was rolling into the security guard on roller blades. I would have liked it if maybe foxy like jumped at the guard or something. Idk just a me thing

I also feel the 'i always come back' line was rushed, same with shaggy's- sorry I mean WILLIAM'S death. It didn't really feel satisfying ig?

also, I felt that Vanessa was more of a plot device than a character. Because most of the plot literally is riding on the fact she doesn't tell Mike the truth.

But anyway

What would I rate this movie, and should you watch it?

I give it a 8/10. It's fun, and nostalgic for old FNaF fans, and a fun intro to new ones. Go check it out

[softpine]

I just remembered you haven't seen Twilight but I'm going to ask anyway! Do you know what teams your characters would be? Like team Edward or Team Jacob? Oh! Actually I'm also curious what Fandoms would they be in? I recent realized im a Bielieber

oh i have seen the first twilight movie!! i just wasn't a fan. but it was my best friend's favorite series so i do know a lot about it! was anyone actually team jacob? he's like gale in the hunger games. the only reason anyone would actually prefer them is because they're Not the main love interest (sorry to any galeheads out there...)

anyway now i want to imagine what fandoms each of them would be in, so:

🎭 caroline: well, she's a great artist and a monster fucker.. i don't think i have to spell out what she was doing online fjkjsdsj and she loved comic books as a kid, so i feel like at the start of the MCU madness she was really hype and then she got more and more angry with the state of things

💬 beth: she's written some star trek fanfiction more highly researched than her master's thesis and she loved nsync because what is a baby dyke without her emotional support boy band / comphet crushes

🎸 danny: music is the obvious answer, but i'm not familiar with musical history so i can't go into detail 😭 but his dad introduced him to bob dylan and taught him how to play guitar, then he learned piano, then he taught himself how to produce his own music from scratch. this was in the 90s btw so it wasn't very easy to learn. also he used to seriously follow skateboarding

⛅ mikaela: she loved old school country music from female artists like tanya tucker, reba mcintire, loretta lynn, etc. she's less interested in modern country but she looooves shania twain. and she's worked nights (first as a bartender, then a nurse) for most of her life, so she got really into daytime soaps

🌲 asa: he's literally the only one on this list where i'm like...... stumped. he doesn't pay attention to anything online, celebrities, music (he'll listen to whatever), movies (doesn't care), could never commit to watching a whole tv show, etc. he's very floaty and daydreamy? lmao he just doesn't have the headspace to get attached to fictional media like that

🎥 finn: we know he's always been a harrison ford fan boy and in any universe where he survives past the 80s he's a huge nirvana fan!! (if he and jules had a son, they would've named him kurt... he's deeply serious) he's also read every stephen king book that came out while he was alive. he was a big reader in general, particularly horror

🧸 stevie: canon seth rogen super fan, has seen every adam sandler movie (every last one of them) and i knowww she knows the fnaf lore... as soon as she finishes a show/movie she likes to find the weirdest fan art to terrorize her followers. also loves musicals and wants to see cats on broadway someday (a girl can dream)

🎀 elaine: she loves following celebrity news but she watches them like animals in the zoo; ie. she's observing from afar, she has no personal stake in them. she's a frequent flyer on gossip forums like fauxmoi. she was on the ground floor of lipstickgate and was SEATED for dramageddon. and she had a serious twilight phase

🎨 jada: SOMEONE on this list had to get assigned supernatural... i'm not saying it just to say it, i really think she would connect with (early seasons) sam what with the dead mom... fear of losing their humanity... having powers they don't understand... a hot girl manipulating them to use their abilities in sketchy ways... yeah. i'm sure she has favorite contemporary artists (painters specifically) that she'd be able to talk about on end but sadly i don't know anything about that world 😭 oh and she's kind of obsessed with hate-reading booktok books to feel alive

🏈 casper: sports count as fandoms and i don't want to hear a word about it!! his team is the patriots but he's kind of a fairweather fan (maine doesn't have an nfl team so he doesn't have that state loyalty factor). miley cyrus is his problematic fave forever but he's kind of a pop girlie in general

💋 coco: in high school she was a speedcuber if that gives you an idea of what we're working with here.... she grew up with pokemon, naruto, dragon ball z, she collected trading cards, etc. she still likes anime and video games and stuff, she just doesn't have the time to get invested like she used to, and it makes her sad because it reminds her of her late best friend liam. she makes time to play fortnite and minecraft with his little brother and she plays other games on twitch sometimes. has done a LOT of cosplay. she's a huge nerd basically

[disaster-by-chance]

So,, saw the FNAF movie...

I've been following this franchise since like,, the first game and even though it was never like a HUGE fixation that lasted super long, it was still something I thoroughly enjoyed. I'd watch all of Mark's videos every time they came out, fan game or not, and was religiously watching Matpat's theories because I just thought they were so cool and well thought out.

Anyways, when the game first came out and I was just getting into it, I was in middle school (I think) and I grew up religious so my mom naturally hated the game. She hated the game and she hated Markiplier and I remember I hated her for it because at the time I was a big fan and I loved Markiplier. I don't know how she found out about it but as soon as she heard "killing kids" and "horror" it was over.

And I remember always being so jealous every time I saw someone with FNAF merch because I wanted merch so badly but I wasn't allowed to get it. And to run salt into the wound, I always saw kids who were younger than me with the merch, and that made me even more upset because I was like, "Why do kids younger than me get to enjoy the game so freely? Why aren't their parents concerned about the content they're consuming?"

Flash forward all these years and now I'm twenty, I've got my own money, got FNAF merch for the first time ever, and got to go see the movie with my sister. Had this movie come out years earlier, I guarantee you there was absolutely no chance of me seeing it in theaters.

In the week leading up to today, I've been listening to FNAF fan music nonstop and that just made me all the more hyped for the movie. Seeing everyone else who grew up with the game and making their posts about how they're seeing this movie for that kid just got me all emotional because today I went to go see that movie for the struggling, angry, confused middle schooler who would indulge in the silly little animatronics and watch the silly man scream at them just to feel a little happy.

Let me tell you, 11-year-old me enjoyed that movie so much. It felt like a piece of me was put to rest, as cheesy as it is (and fitting for this franchise) but I had an absolute blast.

Go see the movie and obligatory "IS THAT THE BITE OF 87'??" picture :)

[ne0neclipse]

Hello, this is kind of a weird thing to ask but for Christmas i want to make my bestie one of those silly shirts but jrwi, but unfortunately i don’t know enough to make a good joke so i was wondering if i could ask some input

two of his favourite characters are William wisp and kian stone

my idea was a picture of William wisp that just said “mangled” (cause his favourite fnaf character is mangle, and well know,rip) but i’m not sure if that’s good.

You can ignore if you want! but thanks in advance!

awwww wait this is such a cute idea, i don’t really know what particular kind of shirt youre talking about but i can give you some silly facts about the characters

// MAJOR jrwi bitb spoilers , jrwi Prime defenders spoilers

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so for Kian, he’s a rockstar dumbass, think of like the dumb character in horror movies who continues to deny everything that’s happening. some notable stuff that happens is he literally explodes at the end of the series (he dies twice and get revived once). he makes out with his ex who pretty clearly is one of the monsters in disguise (causing him to get turned into one of the monsters himself). he becomes one of the fucked up bug creatures for a bit, attacking the other two pcs. uhhhh what else. he flirts with rands mom (and dad). im also thinking about this tweet where someone was like “who is this beautiful woman” when they saw a picture of the pcs and didn’t realize he was supposed to be a guy

now william wisp (so normal about this character). he’s super loser boy, basically his powers came from when he was walking in the woods, saw a wisp, accidentally fell off a cliff following it, and died. biggest reoccurring wiwi activity is accidentally dying. he punched a wall too hard and he died. he punched a villain too hard and he died. and then when he dies sometimes he’s like stuck in this incorporeal form where sometimes people can’t see him and he’s kinda just like a phasmaphobia ghost where you can pick up small objects or he’s visible but he can’t interact with anything. there’s like this whole moment where he’s stuck in the incorporeal form and he has to figure that out. also at the beginning of the series he would just like randomly go intangible and fall through the floor or get stuck under objects. he also canonically has a crush on vyncent (another pc). i love ghostknife. they almost kissed but then william chickened out and im still not over that. super loser boy pilled. emo loser boy. anyways he got really morally gray in the later parts of the series and turned into kind of an antihero (?) but like he’s not bad, i still love him for it. oh yeah then he dies again in the finale

this was such a ramble but hopefully it was moderately helpful LMAO. if you want any more info absolutely feel free to reach out im always happy to dump information. good luck with your project !!!!!

[just-otter-thoughts]

Okay, so thoughts on the FNAF movie! Spoilers ahead!

It was great! I loved it. There were a couple of cringey scenes and a mild case of "get to the goddamn point already" but overall I had a lot of fun!

My favorite little thing were the Balloon Boy scares. They were so funny.

Okay, onto the plot. It's not like the games, but that's to be expected. I like the changes made, and I saw someone say that "Mike isn't an Afton" his second name not being Afton doesn't mean much! In the games, he used Mike Schmidt as a fake name so he could work at Fazbear's without his dad (William) knowing. But I saw a Brazilian YouTuber theorize that in the movie he may have been born as an Afton and changed families with his mom into Schmidt. What would explain William's reaction to seeing his name on the file? Maybe that he recognized Schmidt as Garrett's second name, the kid he murdered. Wait, that makes more sense with what he tells Vanessa later.

Anyways. The story was great. I liked Mike as a character, and his conflict between taking care of Abby and finding out what happened to Garrett was interesting, and I like that he got a happy ending in which both were resolved. Vanessa was a little confusing because, where is she getting all this free time as a cop? Lol. Aunt... Jane? Mary? What was her name? Was fun too. AND HER LAWYER LOL! The MatPat cameo was a little cringe but that's forgivable. The CoryXKenshin one was good too. No Markiplier, sad :C but oh well.

I liked how the animatronics work, though it was jarring that William controlled them instead of them wanting revenge from him. In the games, they kill all adults and not kids because they are kids and were murdered by an adult, so them trying to hurt Abby to "get her to be like them" is kinda :/. But them killing William and being free from his rule was sick as hell. Which, by the way, brings me to:

THE SPRINGLOCK SCENE! OH MY GOD! IT WAS SO GREAT! I expected something more gruesome, with more screaming and wailing on William's part, but I understand it still. I think I was expecting it to be like the "purple guy death sound" by the amazing @that-one-ace-guy (thank Reddit that I found his URL long ago). When Vanessa shot William I thought "oh he's gonna bleed into the suit and that's gonna fuck with the springlocks" but I was wrong, they started going off later, when... wait, I actually forgot. What makes the springlocks go off again? Anyway.

What else do I have to say? I don't know, I'm one of the people who rate a movie based on how much fun I had, and I had a lot of fun so it was a great movie. Of course, I can't expect criticisms of it to be all positive, but I loved the story. It was interesting, Mike is a good character and I had fun :)

[gyozumaki]

As I wait for my laundry and also because I'm not an asshole who withholds content, here is...

Can I beat up a chicken?

Y'all should know the drill by now; 5'7" twink, I know what I'm doing but have poor reflexes, vision, and hearing, and we have...

EXCLUSIONS - Help Wanted 1+2, AR, FNAF World, anything in the books/comics. Let's go!

Bottom of the list to nobody's surprise is Phantom Chica. Easy to avoid, doesn't kill, not even a challenge. Ms. Watermelon has nothing on my keyboard smashing abilities 💪

Possible hot take but Withered Chica is next. What's she gonna do, peck me? Kick me? Not that much of a threat with or without the Freddy head. She's freaky as hell but I'm a big strong man, I can scream while swinging a crowbar or something. Multitasking is my specialty!

Rockstar Chica, not the most memorable but more memorable than Rockstar Bonnie. I dump water on the floor and I'm fine. And if she gets me, what's she gonna do, smack me with maracas? That might hurt actually nvm. Withered gets freaky points and Rockstar has actual blunt force ability, giving her the edge between them.

Nightmare and Jack'O Chica, which my mom thought for the longest time were my favorite animatronics. They're awesome and certainly up there but Springtrap is too damn cool. Anyway, just flash them. Same deal as Nightmare Bonnie. Flash her, you're good. And she isn't a Bonnie so physically fighting her wouldn't be as difficult. I fear Nightmare Cupcake more than her. The designs are awesome though, some of my favorites in FNAF 4.

Again, possible hot take, but Funtime Chica is a menace to deal with. Flashbang, flashbang, flashbang, leave me ALONE JESUS FUCKING CHRIST! In a 1v1 outside of UCN, she's down instantly, but her in Ultimate Custom Night is so painful. My poor eyes, man.

I hate Security Breach and refuse to interact with Ruin but I do like the animatronics. Ruined Glamrock Chica is pretty gnarly to look at and I wouldn't mess with her. But can't you just throw a box at her to stun? I think I have a chance. Teleporting aside, I could probably walk away with a couple scratches.

Obligatory TJOC insert! Ignited Chica is... spooky. The Kubrick stare she has is both funny and freezes me in my tracks. And she actually pecks, good fuckin lord. She doesn't kill instantly and is relatively easy to deal with (in Story Mode) but I'm not fighting her 1v1 willingly. I could maybe trip her yet for some reason I just can't trust my reflexes and bone durability.

Putting my loathing for Security Breach aside, Glamrock Chica is pretty cool. Again, the animatronics are cool! Blob and Burntrap aside. She is a klutz but not really to be reckoned with. None of them are. I suffer from blond so I don't think I can really outsmart her.

Chica the Chicken! Remember when everyone thought Chica was a boy and a duck? Maybe I'm just old. Whatever, I'm not going to willingly fight her either. She's resilient, surprisingly fast, and can thundercunt Carl at me like a Wii remote. And she knows her way around a kitchen?? I do as well but I don't think I can withstand getting conked in the face with a skillet by an animatronic possessed by an angry dead kid.

This is definitely going to be controversial but I'm putting Toy Chica at the top. She scares me on every level. I guarantee, if I battered her with a baseball bat, she would laugh in my face before ripping it off. She's terrifying! You don't fuck with the It girl! I really look forward to seeing her and Withered Bonnie in the next movie (NOT FOR THAT REASON NO ABSOLUTELY NOT) Y'all really don't realize how creepy she is. Fuck that, I'm not fighting her.

Feddy Fazeballs is coming up soon!

[usmsgutterson]

venting about problems I'm worrying about two months before they'll become problems and they're pretty insignificant anyway

having to navigate a friend group where one of my closest friends is the ex of another of my closest friends is a logistical nightmare.

I turn nineteen in january. I wanted to just do a thing with friends (bowling or dinner or a rage room or smth) and then something with family (dinner and maybe a trip to a bar with my sisters because nineteen is the legal drinking age where I am and I do want to get a liiiiiiitttle tipsy at least)

but like. I might have to just do three things because Person A ghosted Person B after like, a month and a half-two months?? of leading them on, and also Person B made Person A angry for the entire year leading up to their break up but Person A didn't say shit and so Person A is like "our relationship ended on a bad note" and Person B is just like "Person A has been ghosting me since august and took me off of the accounts we shared without warning but I'm fine, I've made peace with it even though being ghosted freaking sucks" so it's--it's all very complicated.

How do I know I'll need to plan three things if I want Person A involved in my birthday celebration?? I watched the fnaf movie with Person B and my friend Person C on the day before halloween and before we went I invited Person A and they were like "will my ex be there?" and when I was like "yeah" they were like "ugh no. why would I want to see my ex??" and mentally I was like "it is a fucking movie. can you not sit for two hours, NOT EVEN NEXT TO PERSON B and just fucking be cordial??" but I never said that bc I am nice externally and when they get angry, Person A becomes almost as terrifying as my dad does.

SO, if I want to celebrate with all of my friends, I will AT MINIMUM have to do a thing with Persons B and C, another thing with my friends L, H, C again and Person A, and then go to dinner with my parents and sisters where I will absolutely be getting drunk because I will legally be able to and all of the fucking stress and MONEY going into it?? not even slightly worth it oh my fucking word.

and it just--it kind of makes me mad because I shouldn't have to celebrate my birthday with three groups of people three or four different times. I don't have the energy to do that even slightly, and it pisses me off because how are you incapable of being calm and cordial and collected for an hour in a rage or escape room?? How are you incapable, ABSOLUTELY INCAPABLE of being cordial for the length of one dinner at Boston Pizza where I will be drinking a literal FISHBOWL of alcohol and getting so drunk that it'll be impossible not to laugh at me??? how. how can you not. just this fucking once.

and I know it probably makes me sound really selfish--I promise this isn't how I actually am, the idea of celebrating my birthday more than twice is just a LITTTTTLE nauseating and kind of makes me want to spiral into social burn out because I can handle doing multiple different things with family but with friends I just--my social battery is gone after six hours and I've been really excited about this birthday since I hit eighteen because both of my sisters are able to drink already and I have been missing out on the times they're hanging out with people for almost a full two years now because alcohol is involved and I'm sick of missing out. I promise I do my best not to be self centered or vain but I feel like it's justified in this case.

With my family my social battery is basically LIMITLESS because they respect when I go quiet and aside from my mom asking me what's wrong a couple of times, they'll understand that I don't really wanna talk but am more content to listen for like, ten or fifteen minutes until one of them does something that makes me laugh and I'm back in the groove of things, but it just. I have the energy to do something during the day on my birthday and a dinner. anything more than that and especially anything that doesn't happen within the week after my birthday?? I'm at the point where I have spent five months at home almost unrelentingly and my capacity for weekly social events is not at all like it used to be even SLIGHTLY, as much as I hate that.

and I just don't--it just fuckin' irks me to no end because I get not being able to be around your ex--I have an ex who I can't stand to be around anymore because of how we ended things so I absolutely get it--but like. The only reason that they ended on a bad foot was poor communication and Person A's unwillingness to clear stuff up even despite Person Bs numerous attempts at reaching out before they just gave up on Peson A. Clear stuff up and at least be acquaintances or at least TRY TO BE ACQUAINTANCES.

again, I probably sound selfish but it is one in the morning, I am sleep deprived and this entire vent was stream of consciousness style venting so. please let it be known that the version of me that's angry because I have to have two celebrations for one occasion is not the me that exists all the time.

[multiples-fandomswontkillme]

~Metal Family headcanons~

These are like my... general hcs)? which means I didn't include my main hc that Glam, Ches and Vicky are polyamorous, married and started dating after Glam met Vicky, and absolutely everything that implies for the kids and the relationships between each member of the fam. Maybe I'll make a separate post for that or maybe not! Who knows lkfwnlfqnf

Glam

Bisexual

Glam has constant nightmares and ocasional night terrors ever since he ran away home and is an active sleep walker. Ches helped him through the worse ones when they were younger, and learned how to deal with them, always preferring not to wake him up but being with him until the episode passed. Vicky has learned how to deal with them, though she normally asks Ches for advice with it cuz she comes out short sometimes.

He has PTSD. I bet it's diagnosed too, he takes medication and goes to therapy, it doesn't mean he still doesn't have his bad days anyway. He's trying to get better.

Glam has talked to Vicky about his past, his father and his family. This is a direct contradiction of Alina's confirmation that Glam doesn't talk about it with anyone but man FUCK THAT. We love good communication in this house, Vicky tries her best to help him, but there's only so much she can do to help.

Glam enjoys gardening, cooking and making models, he also likes doing his make up, painting his nails and dressing up in fancy, extravagant clothes even if he has nowhere important to go.

He likes taking care of everyone's hair, and constantly helps Vicky brush her hair cuz there's so much of it, Dee when he gets stressed over how tangled it can get, buys Ches hair products so he actually takes care of it, and chases Heavy so the kid actually washes, untangles and brushes his hair.

This one is kind of weird, but I refuse to think any adult in the family is unarmed at any time. Glam owns a taser and pepper spray. They're bright pink and sparkly.

This man cried his eyes out while watching Coco. He's hell to watch movies with cuz he talks and predicts what's gonna happen during the movie, judges them with scores at the end and all.

Vicky

Also bisexual!

Vicky's the one who does everyone's laundry most of the time. She prefers it that way since she's the only one that knows how to wash their black clothes so the colors stay vibrant. (This is based on my gf shaming everyone but Vicky cuz their black clothes always look so muted and almost gray, but Vicky's whole outfit is always the same vibrant black colors, so we decided that neither Glam or the kids know how to wash dark clothes)

She has anger issues, if it isn't obvious. I think she also has PTSD, mainly survivor's guilt due to her surviving the accident her brother died in. She blames herself and cannot bear to talk about it, in some sort of deep denial. If she can't remember, it can't hurt as much, right?

She has scars on the right side of her back and her hip, from the road rash she got on her brother's accident, she never treated it due to grief and it scarred badly. Apart from that, the scar of the caesarean section from Heavy's birth. She doesn't really mind both of them, they happened, nothing to do about them.

She likes watching boxing competitions, brawling matches and motorcycle repairing on TV. Loves doing BBQ's and going to the pool. Also an enjoyer of teasing her kids, kissing and loving her husband at random times, spending time drinking and bonding with Ches and bragging about her family and punching anyone who thinks they're not that cool.

Not particularly a fan of make up, skirts and dresses or any traditionally femenine-perceived stuff. But has been making exceptions due to Glam and Ches being unashamed of being seen as femenine, and actually rocking the looks. The internalized misogyny is kind of slowly dissapearing.

Apart from the guns she carries in each arm (I mean her biceps, have you looked at the size of those?? She strong) she has brass knuckles on her at all times. Glam gifts her new ones sometimes, she loves having multiple choices to punch people teeth in.

Loves horror, thrillers and action movies. Falls asleep during rom-coms and dramas. Ironically, loves gossip and talking shit about people. Enjoys hearing Ches talks about the gossip going on in the nursery home even if she doesn't know who the hell he's talking about.

Rest of the family under the cut!

Heavy

Heavy is a trans boy! He doesn't know his sexuality yet though, he's still figuring himself out. When he's older, i think he definitely dated some men but had better luck with girls.

Heavy has had innocent crushes on some girls on his class before, but they never turn into anything more cuz he's not the best at expressing himself. He follows the bother-the-girl-to-death-until-she-hates-you gimmick, and unsurprisingly, it doesn't work.

I'm sorry to break this to u but Heavy totally had an among us phase, and uses so much reddit and twitch slang... You know he does.

Likes bullying and teasing his brother to death. You know that when Dee had his first romance, Heavy was ALL up in his business being a tease and a bad attempt at a wingman. He means well tho.

He's not squeamish at all. Also has great pain resistance. This kid has picked cockroaches with his bare hands and loves cats, of course the cats have scratched him. He's tough!

Grows up to be the charming himbo he was always destined to be.

Dee

I hc him as demisexual. Kind of inherited his dad's tastes for the takes no crap, intimidating but pretty kind of people.

Can't cook. He tries but he can only do basics like rice, cereal, chicken nuggets or eggs. Complicated meals always burn or don't taste like anything at all. It drives him crazy.

Dee was a quiet and very well behaved toddler before Heavy was born. He never threw tantrums or got whims. After Heavy was born though, and despite the fact he understood his brother was small and needed special care, he started craving attention often and cried and got mad at little things. Typical jealousy of the oldest sibling.

The first time Dee fell in love with someone, he didn't recognize it was love at first. He just thought his interest on the person was born out of curiosity and aesthetic attraction, but as soon as he realized he seeked validation and companionship, that he liked seeing them smile, that he wanted to protect them, that he yearned for more time alone with them and that he wanted more than what just a simple friendship implied, it was an instant 'oh hell no'. He wanted those feelings to get the hell away, but unfortunately, they were there to stay.

Canonically likes MLP, psychological and horror anime like Death note and Hellsing, so I'm deciding he also watched Death Parade, had a FNAF phase, is very into The Walten Files. This guy enjoys any kind of specially dark ARG's and knows a ton of lore of real crime, unsolved cases, ghost appearances and other stuff. Doesn't believe in the supernatural, but sure is entertained by it.

He's a mess at romance. Flirting? His attempts at compliments are hardly flattering. Giving gifts? The best he can manage is jewelry and you can kind of tell he asked his dad for help. Dates? He's so nervous he's silent for most of it, but begins getting comfortable and having fun if his partner really knows how to get him down from his negativity cloud.

Ches

Pansexual.

He's very good with kids. He has the patience of a saint and he's laid-back, chill and fun but still is an authority figure who knows how to put limits. Sure, he's gonna let the kids light up a house on fire BUT hey, now they know everything about fire precautions, burns and how to treat them AND how to get away with arson. What an educational evening, am I right?

Due to certain info from the "Goodbye" official comic, I headcanon Ches as depressed. I don't want to elaborate a lot 'cuz of spoilers, but... God, everything related to his mom fucking hurts, man. How did he deal with all that?

Ches has been Dee and Heavy's babysitter so many times he cannot count them with all his fingers. He learned how to put those kids to sleep almost immediately (Sing Bon Jovi's "This ain't a love song" and any cheesy love song in a slow lullaby style and they're out), which movie were their favorite as kids (Heavy loved 'Monsters Inc.' and Dee never looked away during 'Meet the Robinsons'), how to console them after nightmares (Heavy needed reassurance, sweet words, and to be with someone until he fell asleep again. Dee just had to be tucked in, get his nightlight turned on and kissed in the forehead). He practically raised those kids along with Vicky and Glam.

More than once, Dee and Heavy have slipped and called Ches "Dad". Ches immediately gets his shit eating grin on and answers "Yes, son?" and does a couple of dad jokes just to mess and embarrass them. He's actually very flattered and surprised at how proud of himself he is for being a father figure to both kids.

Has a scar on the left side of his forehead due to a bottle his mom threw at him when he was younger, around the time he met Glam. He hates the scar with passion, it's a permanent reminder of the fact she never cared, that's why he always keeps it covered with his headband. Gets sad about it sometimes.

Ches likes to spend his time with a group of grannies of the nearby nursing home. He genuinely considers them his friends and gossips and hangs out with all of them on weekends. Bingo, billiards, walks in the park, soap opera marathons, you name it. I even designed them, gave them names and backstories... God, i just love the concept too much. I'll make some art about Ches and his granny gang FOR SURE, you're NOT ready for them.

Carries a pocket knife on him at all times. This man grew up on a bad neighborhood and absolutely knows how to defend himself, he can be intimidating when he wants to be and will pose a threat if needed. He's fucking terrifying when genuinely mad. Just cause he looks harmless doesn't mean he is, darling.

That would be all!

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

SU Theory Rose Quartz Did Shatter Pink Diamond...

first I want to say that, I didn’t suspect to find that Scott Cawthon, had died and who’s life was taken away like that...

I guess some might of already knew, I did just found out today...

at least his FNAF legacy live on thanks to both Fans and Steel Wool Studios.

when I can, I will do a FNAF drawing for the memory for him.

anyway now to the whole Theory about Rose shattering Pink Diamond...

yes, Rose faked her own shattering, because she was Pink Diamond...

but she wasn’t the Original Pink Diamond, my theory is that the Pink that left Spinel in the garden, and even punched that glass at that one base where Yellow was, and where Stevonnie was seeing Pink’s memories in dream form.

it’s possible those memories, didn’t belong to his Mom, who was a Pink Diamond, but then became Rose...

remember, Rose kept many secrets, like Lion and even Bismuth...

the reason why Rose didn’t want Bismuth to shatter a Diamond, might have to do with her having made that same mistake.

Rose had shattered the very Diamond that created her, just like Rose made Steven, by creating a new pink diamond and then fragmenting a part of her light into the gem, and that light split into two, one stayed in the gem and the other half went into the organic half of Steven, making it his human half’s soul.

in the movie, Steven’s gem half keeps making those strange sounds and glowing, like it’s trying to form...I think the gem half inside the diamond, might be saying some words, words that maybe only Gems could understand.

when Steven tried to use his Super Steven Strength to move that Injector.

his Gem might of been saying “Stop, Stop, Stop, Stop...!!!”

knowing it was putting too much strain and stress on Steven’s body.

I guess if you listen closely, it does sound like Steven’s Gem Half, is speaking, even if it is in a type of glowing sound...?

maybe Gem Language does sound like that, and the reason why Holly Agate seem to not understand what Steven was saying, was because she was speaking in the same way Steven’s Gem was in the Movie.

even though Steven could understand what she was saying, thanks to him being born half gem and half human, it doesn’t mean that Greg would of understood her.

all the Amethyst and the other gems that were born on Earth, but were resigned to Blue, are possibly the only ones who could understand and speak English from Earth, and could possibly know the other Human Languages as well.

and when Sapphire and Pearl were speaking to Holly and even being sassy to her, they were doing so in the Gem Language, which sounds like I guess beeping sounds...?

anyway back to the whole Rose and Pink....

Rose had shattered Pink Diamond The First, or possibly the Second, if there were other Diamonds before them.

but we can just assume that Pink that had left Spinel all alone for 6,000 years in a garden, wasn’t Rose, but was her predecessor.

Rose could of found out about both Spinel and Pink-Pearl too late,

as it wouldn’t be possible to go save them.

Rose, like Steven, wouldn’t of saw those copy memories right away, and it would take time for them to resurface.

finding out what a terrible person/gem that the Pink Diamond that created her had become, Rose had did what she thought was best, for not just for her friends, but her family as well....her family being the other diamonds.

she shattered Pink Diamond I, leaving her as the only living Pink Diamond II,

and then she would later make Pink Diamond III who would be named Steven.

it’s possible that Eyeball-Ruby, was telling the truth that she saw Rose shatter Pink Diamond, but it wasn’t at the same point in time that Pearl who took Rose’s form, had helped Pink II fake her own shattering.

I guess in theory, Rose didn’t shatter her “Mother” yet, but didn’t want anyone to get hurt, and did try to stop Bismuth from making such a mistake....

but when Pink I returned, she knew that she cared very little about the planet Earth and the life that lived there, and wanted to continue with making gems and making the planet into a Gem Colony.

the flash back story that Garnet tells the Off-Colors, wasn’t all lies.

Rose did try to reason with Pink, but it was the one that had created her to be another Pink Diamond, and Pink I had no idea that Rose was the Pink II that she had created.

Rose made up the best parts of Pink I, the best parts that she use to be, until she became corrupted, and I don’t mean like how when the gems became corrupted gem monsters, I mean she became evil.

remembering the breaking point that Bismuth made, Rose had no other choice but to do what needed to be done...

it would be another secret to keep from her friends, especially Pearl who had no idea she was serving two Pink Diamonds this whole time, and the second one that she had befriended and help form the Crystal Gems, doesn’t know that Rose was really born on Earth...

Rose used the breaking-point on her own Mother, the Original Pink Diamond.

the place where Pink’s ship is, is possibly where she had created her daughter Pink Diamond II/Rose’s Gem.

if this theory were true, this would make the Original Pink Diamond, who created Pink Diamond II/Rose, Steven’s Grandmother.

Rose shared some of her Mother’s memories, but the new ones she made are her own, and not Pink Diamond I.

even if Rose wasn’t perfect, but she wanted to try to change and try to be better than the Pink that had created her, just so she didn’t have to do all the work or possibly so she could just sit on her throne and give orders.

it could turn out that the one who caused Lion’s death, was Pink Diamond I, and Pink Diamond II felt guilty and remorseful, and it ended up causing her to cry and the tears brought Lion back to life as a Pink Lion.

the only ones who could have Healing Tears, could be Rose Quartzes.

but there could be expectations, like Rose...

like it turning out that she was the first to have this healing tears ability, and when she decided to create the first ever Rose Quartzes, she gave them that very ability, and even fragmented many parts of her light and placed them into the Rose Quartz Gems, making them truly her daughters.

even Pearl knew this, she knew that Rose did make them, and they were like her, because their manifestation consciousness of light, was from her own, fragmented into many different pieces that were placed into all those Rose Quartz.

the last of her children that she ended up creating, was Steven.

but instead of making his gem a Rose Quartz, like his elder sisters.

she made his gem a new pink diamond.

Rose could of left him a third tape, to explain that she wasn’t the original Pink Diamond, and the first one, was the one who left Spinel out in space and even had harmed Pink-Pearl.

Rose could even explain that the Pink Diamond who had harmed Spinel and Pink-Pearl, would technically be Steven’s Maternal Grandmother.

Rose even tells him that he might never meet her, because she had used the breaking-point on her....

the reason why she did this, was because she was no longer the Pink that White, Yellow and Blue once knew.

she was too far gone, too corrupted by power.

it could be possible that Yellow could put Pink I’s gem back together, and bring her back to life.

but that might not be what Rose would want, especially if it ends up placing both the Earth and her son in danger.

it could turn out that after Rose shattered her Mother, Pink Diamond I...

she had placed those shards of that Original Pink Diamond, in a bubble.

and then put that bubble in that treasure chest, that she would then end up placing inside the dimension that can be accessed by using Lion’s mane, and now Lars’s hair.

Rose could of truly been pregnant with Steven, but she didn’t give up her physical form.

as soon as she did poof, and Baby Steven was just there now...

she might of reformed really fast, and used her super speed to get away before only figured out she didn’t give up her form.

every fan can have different theories, and it’s okay that not everyone agrees about this one.

I believe that there were two Pink Diamonds, and the one who would become Rose, was created by the original who had been the one to leave Spinel in the garden and had hurt Pink-Pearl with her tantrums.

even if it might of seem like Pink-Pearl and Pearl were talking about the same person, it might turn out that Pink-Pearl aka Volleyball was talking about Steven’s Grandmother (who kind of made Steven’s Mom her scapegoat.) Pink Diamond I.

while Pearl who said that Rose was a healer, was really talking about Pink Diamond II, who would later rename herself Rose when she makes the Rose Quartz disguise, her new form.

so when she had reformed after poofing, that Rose Quartz form became her new real form and was no longer a disguise.

so if the theory were true, this means that while Rose did fake her shattering by having Pearl take on the form of Rose Quartz...

this doesn’t mean that Rose herself, didn’t shatter a gem.

Pink Diamond I, her mother who created her to act as her double and help her co-rule Earth...

was possibly the only gem that she had ever shatter, and after she did, Rose made a promise as a Diamond, that she would never shatter a gem every again.

if you think about it, Steven’s Mom might of felt really bad about both Spinel and Pink-Pearl, even if the memories she had of them were copies from her Mother’s memories, because of her being a fragmented part of her.

Pink Diamond I, might of been loving and sweet at first, but overtime she became a terrible person, who even ended up hurting Spinel.

and it is possible that what happen to Pink-Pearl, wasn’t just a accident.

Pink-Pearl/Volleyball, makes excuses for her actions at first...

plus it’s possible that Volley might be blocking out her full memories of what happen.

that yes, White had told Pink I no about having a colony.

but when Pink threw one of her destructive tantrums, she had punished Volley really hard in the eye, causing Volley’s form to be harmed.

and she didn’t just do it once, she did it more than that...

it is one of the reasons why Volley’s eye hasn’t healed, it is psychology.

but it is also because Pink Diamond The First, kept punishing at her and causing the damage.

so it’s both a physical damage to Volley’s manifestation of light form, as well as being damaging to her mentally and emotionally.

she makes excuses saying that Pink (Steven’s Grandmother & Rose’s Mother.)

didn’t mean to hurt her and that she was just standing too close that time.

the reason why her wound hasn’t healed, might be because she is still suppressing her true memories on what happen.

and the reason why her face is half covered in a later episode, when she appears at that green house, might be because the wound on her eye had gotten worse.

it’s possible that it could get better if she is poofed and she could reform with a new eye, but it might end up looking slightly different.

like instead of being pink, the new eye she has could end up being a light blue color.

anyway even if this theory about Pink Diamond and Rose might turn out to be noncanon, it could always be seen as Headcanon in the Fanon Timeline of Steven Universe.                                                                                                    

[luckysliceofbread]

Me and my friends were in a video call in google hangouts, then we just made a story that made absolutely no sense. So here it is, in all of it’s glory.

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Congrats to whoever reads the whole thing you just wasted a couple minutes of your life.

The end

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #205

forget picking song lyrics, i’m going the hell to bed now.

Do you live by yourself? I live with my mom. Do you like cleaning? Does anyone???? Who is your favorite character from Harry Potter? I've never watched the series; not even a single movie, actually. So I don't have an opinion. Do you watch PewDiePie? Extremely rarely. He's funny, but I'm not interested in his channel's content anymore. Do you like "Despacito?" My sister showed it to me once when she learned I'd never heard it, and I found zero appeal in it whatsoever. Do you play Pokemon Go? It's a brilliant idea, and I really do wish I could play it, but here where I live, there are like ZERO PokeStops (where you get Pokeballs), even in cities, so it's pretty much impossible. Did you ever color your hair pink? No. Do you like Dr. Phil? I don't watch the show and don't know him as a person. Do you prefer to be inside or outside? Inside. Do you eat meat? Sadly. I'm HOPEFULLY quitting when I get to the weight I want; I wasn't getting the nutrients I needed when I was vegetarian to where my body was desperately clinging to what it had or something like that (basically, my weight wouldn't budge in a couple of months), but even still, I don't know if I could do it without depriving myself again. I'm just such a picky eater. Do you need to do the dishes? Yeah. Not desperately, but. Are you scared of clowns? No. Do you have any subscribers on YouTube? *checks* A very impressive 66. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes. Do you salt your popcorn? Yes. Do you like McDonald's? Don't even lie to me, you'll eat there. I don't mind it at all. Do you have a Steam account? Yes. Do you like gaming? Not as much as I used to, but yes. Have you ever played Five Nights at Freddy’s? No. I don't consider jumpscares to be genuinely "scary," but rather a natural reaction to surprise, but FNAF's are intense, and I know they'd have me jumping like crazy. That aside, the games aren't of my personal appeal to actually play (though it's a fun game to watch). Do you like horror movies? Yes. Do you like chicken nuggets? I love me my chicken nuggies hunty. Have you ever tried Akinator? Yes. Can you twerk? I don't know and don't care to. Do you like dabbing? It looks stupid to me. The meme of it makes me laugh, though. What was the last country you visited? I've never left the country. Do you know your phone number? No, actually. It is incredibly difficult for me to memorize sequences, and besides, it's not like I give out my number almost ever. Do you swear in front of children? No. What’s your opinion on Brexit? Shit, I don't even remember what it's about. So obviously I can't have an opinion. It doesn't affect me, anyway. If you want children, what are some of your reasons for wanting them? N/A When you cook a dish that has beans in it, do you prefer to use canned or dry beans? I don't cook, and you'll never see me willingly eat a bean. What were some fun experiments you did in science class as a kid? The two that sharply stand out to me are dissecting an owl pellet in elementary and a frog in middle school. Both were SO cool. What was the last strong emotion you felt? Excitement. After finishing a bowl of cereal, do you drink the leftover milk? Only ever if it's Cinnamon Toast Crunch that I ate. And even then, only sometimes. Do you use dry shampoo between washes? No. What’s the scariest thing you’ve ever done? Overdosing. What’s the most severe allergic reaction you’ve ever had to something? Nothing severe, besides pollen allergies flaring up. What’s your favorite sub-genre of rock? Hard. Who was the last person to get frustrated with you, and why? Mom, but she was more than frustrated. We were having a serious fight about her attitude towards Dad and his wife. What’s something that makes absolutely zero sense to you? Anti-vax shitlords. What’s your phone background? Lock screen is Darkiplier, home screen is Sara kissing my forehead. :'> Have you ever lived with someone you didn’t get along with? No. Do you have a fitness tracker? No. What types of animals have you had as pets? A billion cats, dogs, snakes, lizards, rats, gerbils, guinea pigs, rabbits, fish, box turtles, hermit crabs... and probably more. How well do you understand economics? Have you ever taken an econ class? Not well at ALL. I had one my senior year. What was the last fruit you ate? I had two bites out of a watermelon 'cuz I was really hungry, but we didn't really have anything as a snack. (I fast daily, so I have to watch when my meals are.) I'm not a big watermelon fan, but I hadn't tried these cubes before, and at least it was something. Can you remember your first day of school? I believe I can very faintly... very faintly. I think I had a complete breakdown because of my insane separation anxiety regarding my mom, or it was the complete opposite... alskdfjaweiajr it's like I can kinda see it in the back of my head, but it's super blurry. What’s your favorite movie? The Lion King. It was my favorite as a kid and became so again as an adult just truly acknowledging how damn good and meaningful it is. Plus the soundtrack was a banger. Would you rather jump out of an airplane or go scuba diving? Scuba diving. Do you get bored looking at other peoples’ holiday pictures? Eh. If it's a whole lot, yes, but as a photographer, I enjoy noting which ones I like and why I favor them. Do you give money to charity? Not currently, no. I have no money to give. When I do have a paying job, I plan on definitely donating any time Mark does a charity stream. Are you more into music or movies? Music, easily. When was the last time you went to a swimming pool? WOW. It's been years. Either when I still lived in the apartment or once at Colleen's in-laws', I can't remember which was last. Would you rather have a pet snake or a pet turtle? I have a snake, and I'll take another for sure. Have you ever seen a band live? Who was the last you saw? Just Alice Cooper. Ma and I are seeing Ozzy next year (if the poor man ain't dead), tho!!!! And he's gonna be with Judas Priest and Megadeth. We are NOT going to survive. Do people who use massive amounts of emoticons annoy you? Yes. Emojis, more specifically. If you're writing a sentence and you use an emoji after each and every goddamn word, it drives me up a wall. What was the last clothing item you bought? Underwear, I believe? Or a bra? What does your washing powder smell like? Idk. Normal? Do you have a dishwasher or do you do dishes by hand? By hand, which I cannot explain how much I loathe. It feels disgusting. Are there any cobwebs in your room? I don't believe so, no. Have you ever used a pick-up line and had it work? Ew, I'd never use one to begin with. Have you ever entered a modelling competition? Would you? No to both. The current modelling industry is so, so harmful. Did you keep any drawings/stories from when you were younger? Like around two years ago, I remember going on a mass destruction episode of those super old things, as they embarrassed me horribly, even though I know it had no real reason. Just everything I create embarrasses me. My mom has old school stuff, though. Who did you last have an argument with? Mom today. When was the last time you cooked for yourself? If you include putting things in the microwave with few steps... not that long ago. Maybe two days back. Do you have a safe? Mom does. When was the last time you saw a relative? Mooonths ago when Grammy and her husband were driving through. My brother and his son are visiting real soon, though!! Do you shout out the answers at quiz shows? Yes, lol. Have you ever been in a TV audience? I've been to like three-four hockey games, so yeah. Have you ever entered the lottery? Won anything? No. Well, Mom or Dad would rarely get those scratch-off tickets at random, but the most we've ever got was just like five bucks or so. Do you prefer crosswords or word searches? Word searches. Have you ever drawn on a wall in your house? No. Do you like making collages? No. Have you ever kept a scrapbook? Yeah. What’s your favorite video-game? Silent Hill 2 and Shadow of the Colossus. Sigh, I want a PS4 SO bad to get the SotC remaster. I actually teared up when I saw the opening cutscene for the first time, and I just marveled through the EEEEEEENNNNtire playthrough I watched. It's unbelievable. Do you remember any inside jokes from childhood? Not off the top of my head. I'm tired, don't make me think. Have you ever made up a word? Well, as a writer, I've made up names and places. A word itself, I don't think so. Do you get nervous speaking to people you don’t know on the phone? VERY!!!!!!!! Are you scared of anything irrational? You mean like, half my fears? Do you have a passport? What’s the picture like? No. Have you ever had a full fringe? (bangs) As a kid I did. Is there anything you would never admit to liking? Don't think so. What’s the weirdest craze you can remember? Fidget spinners. Do you use bug spray or fly swatters? Fly swatters. Then we also have this hanging cylindrical sticky... thing that flies and gnats are apparently attracted to with the smell, I guess. Works like magic, though I agree it's pretty cruel. Just stuck there until you die. Are you a clumsy person? Boy, am I. Do you have tiled floors in your house? In three rooms. Do you listen to any movie soundtracks regularly? No. Do you bruise easily? Way too easily. Like normally something simple won't leave behind an obvious one, but even a normal poke in the arm hurts a lot and leaves the spot sore for a good while. I was tested for anemia, but apparently, I don't have it. What would you love to learn to do? Play the electric guitar. Do you prefer monkeys or lemurs? Ehhh... lemurs as far as cute goes, monkeys overall. Do you watch movies based on the actors or the movie plot? The plot. Do you have any phone charms on your mobile? No. What is your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? That's a big 'ole honkin' nope. Last time you puked from drinking? Never. Have you ever gotten drunk and danced on a bar? No. What is your favorite simple ice-cream flavor? Vanilla. Though sometimes I prefer chocolate. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? Only for dinner. I forgot the science behind it, but one of my meds for bipolarity only works to its full effect after ingesting at least 350 calories; I only get about a 20% effectiveness of the medicine when eating less. I know it sounds weird, but my psychiatrist is a goddamn genius, and I trust every word that comes out of his mouth. When was the last time you slept on the floor? Two years ago when I was living with Colleen and I didn't have a blow-up mattress yet. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? When???????????????? do I?????????????? not???????????????????????????????????? Do you wear flip-flops? That's pretty much all I wear just about year-round... I remember in 7th grade, one of my teachers asked me about it a lot and I just told her I didn't mind the cold, which was true. Pretty sure she thought I was lying and was too poor to buy new clothes or something, as she gifted me socks one day, which I thought was incredibly sweet. I miss my 7th grade teachers. Best school year. Who was the last person to kiss you on the cheek? Pretty sure my niece Aubree when saying bye. What is your favorite sauce to eat with spaghetti? Normal Prego sauce, I think. Have you ever seen a magic show? A little one as a kid. When was the last time you vomited and why? Months and months ago when I was testing a medication. Quit that shit real fast, as it made me sick so many times. Where do you usually sit when you eat dinner? Uhhh I eat in my bed usually, lmao. We almost never sit at the table. I normally do if Mom's there, though. How often do you get headaches? Ugh, often. Why did you call the last person you called? I was calling back about my job application that I was supposed to hear about yesterday. How many windows are in the room you’re in? Two. Do you have Facebook friends that you’ve never actually met? Yes. When was the last time you had your photo taken professionally? Not since senior pictures, pretty sure. I hated how it came out. I have a lazy eye when I smile, gah. How long does it take you to get to school or work? Currently N/A. Let’s say you had a baby with the last person you kissed? We're both female, so. And neither of us want kids anyway. When was the last time you completely broke down? A couple weeks ago in a totally random and severe panic attack. Do you have someone you can spill your heart out to? Yeah. Is there a person that you would do absolutely anything and everything for? No. I'm not gonna, say, murder someone just because they want me to. What’s something you really want right now? To go and get my tattoo cleaned up by a more professional artist alsdkjfalwei. I got the approximate cost, I just have to wait until I can afford it. This tattoo is so so so important to me and it needs to be perfect. What is your relationship status? Taken. What was the longest time you’ve wasted on a certain person? Not even two weeks lmao. I said yes to dating mostly out of fear of hurting his feelings, and he QUICKLY proved he was NOT for me. Are you listening to music right now? Yeah, my iTunes is on shuffle. Anyone you would like to get things straight with? I wouldn't want to be friends I don't think, but I REALLY want to see Jason one final time to tell him how sorry I am. I recently acknowledged just how fucked up I treated him after the breakup; he wasn't the only one who made mistakes. I sure as hell did. He deserves to hear it badly. I do believe our last talk was a good ending, but I feel me finally admitting that I fucked up would be the perfect one. What was the best thing that happened to you today? Seeing Dad for his birthday. When was the last time you did something for the first time? I talk-talked to some WoW friends a couple days ago, though very very briefly. I couldn't figure Discord push-to-talk out and I ended up panicking lmao. What color are the last new pair of pants that you bought? Black. Is your room clean? I should dust and vacuum, but the latter doesn't currently work. List all the countries you’ve visited.  I've never left America. At what age would you allow your kids to dye their hair? Shit, whenever they wanted tbh. So long they sounded serious about it and it wasn't just a brief episode of "oh this would be cool." Which fast food place do you eat at the most? Hm. Wendy's or Sonic. When was the last time you weren’t lonely? Jesus fucking Christ, who knows. What kind of movies do you like? Horror, fantasy, Disney/kids' films, comedies, rom coms, and emotionally moving ones. Bats are not spooky or are they? They're adorable, omg. Do you think blue is a gay color? Fuck off. What's your opinion on gays? Fuck off harder. Do you like the song "Womanizer"? Don't even talk to me if you don't. Where is your favorite place to get fries? You can't live your fullest life without having Bojangle's fries at least once. Do you know anyone who was raised by their grandparents? Idk. Have you ever made your own pie from scratch? No. Who was the last person you had an in-depth conversation with? Sara. What was the last fast food item you ate? A hot dog. What is your favorite gaming console? You know PS2 was the best, you know it. What was the last major city you visited? Raleigh, if that even counts. Do you always have a stock of alcohol in your house? No. Have you ever had a pumpkin latte and if so, did you like it? I hate everything pumpkin-flavored. Is there an antique store in your town or city? I think so... Have you ever been to a baby shower? My sister's. Maybe others', but idr. Do you know anyone who has been to rehab? Pretty sure yes. How many romantic relationships have you been in so far? Genuinely "romantic" ones, two. Would you consider yourself to be a picky eater? I am 99% sure I am the pickiest human being to ever live. Have you ever lived in a house with a pool in the yard? Not a built-in one. What color is your toothbrush? Blue. Do you have gluten intolerance or know anyone who does? I know a few people. Have you ever slept in a car overnight? No. Have you ever fainted? Yes. Do you avoid conflict as much as possible? YUP. Do you like ice cream cake? I'm not a big fan. Have you ever made out with someone of the same sex? Yes. Where is your second home!? The place I'm second-most comfortable is probably Sara's. What song always makes you sad? I avoid listening to "The Mortician's Daughter" by Black Veil Brides unless I just really, really want to hear it. I always tear up due to memories. Have you ever played a game that required removing your clothes? No. Where is your favorite place to be kissed? Breasts and neck. Were you mean as a little kid? No. Who was the last person you hung out with? Dad. What is your mother’s name? Donna. What is your favorite song at the moment? I've been in true love with a heavy metal cover of "Invincible" from the WoW soundtrack for like a full month. What day will you never forget? The breakup night. Suicide attempt. My niece and nephew being born. Meeting Sara. Getting Teddy. First time hanging out at Jason's. 16th birthday. Alice Cooper concert. Putting Dale and Cali down. There's a lot. What was the last thing you took a picture of? Some crazy shit on FB to show Sara. Something you're looking forward to? Getting a goddamn job. What is God teaching you right now? Lul. What does Notre Dame Cathedral mean to you, and how has its fire affected you? I was devastated to hear about it; it was the one event that actually got me paying attention to the news. It is a monument of incredible art and history, and for Catholics, a house of their god. I am so thankful the damage wasn't too tremendous. What’s the last dumb decision you made that you beat yourself up over? I dunno. Surprisingly. What’s your favorite version of the Bible to read? N/A If applicable, do you underline verses in your Bible? N/A When was the last time you went to church? Not since Colleen had her extreme Christian phase two years ago. What’s the last song you listened to on repeat? "Radio" by Rammstein. That new album's gonna be bangin'. Does your town’s hospital have a good reputation? NOPE. It sure does not. I have no issue with the psychiatric care unit there, though. Every time I went to the ER for suicidal thoughts or the attempt, they were sweethearts to me. But as far as physical health, they do NOT have a good rep. I know someone's grandfather that nearly fucking died thanks to them, and I can't recall what it was exactly, but Mom had some complaints during her kidney cancer treatment. What is your hometown known for? Crime. Are you longing for and missing a toxic person? I honestly miss Colleen sometimes, but I can't go back to her. I can't. I'm done giving her more chances than she deserves. It was nice to actually have someone to hang out with, but she is just overall not a pleasant person. What’s your greatest longing? Financial stability, probably. Have you ever read a Bible verse and thought, “this isn’t true”? BOY HOWDY- What are you behind on? Being an adult. I am 23 and a SOOOOOORRYYYYYY excuse for one. Is there someone who’s stolen from you and never got caught? Yes. Someone stole our basketball hoop from my childhood home. Have you been lonely for most of your life? Most of my life, no. What color is your sleeping bag? I don’t have one. When was the last time you used a sleeping bag, and what for? When I lived with Colleen and slept on the floor for a bit. Do you live near the woods? Yeah, there's woods across the road. What do you want to be for Halloween this year? List 1-3 ideas. I wanna be the dumb blonde witch from Hocus Pocus, lmao. A pastel vampire would be pretty cool. And Rhett from the "Sleep Tight" video has instilled in me the great desire to be a steampunk toothfairy at least once. List five things people have been jealous of you for. Idk. List five things you have felt jealous of other people for. More than anyone, a friend of many friends' photography success when I can genuinely and modestly say I really think I'm better than her. That is easily the worst envy situation I've dealt with (and still do), as this is the one that is actually almost spiteful, wrong as that is. Then I have another friend who is a FANTASTIC photographer as well and is now a professional one in the fashion industry, I believe. Then there was a girl I went to school with called Cailin whose drawing skills were naturally INCREDIBLE since elementary school, and I remember back then, me and her would always get the most attention for our work, but she did moreso, but I wanted to be the "best" artist. Once I hit high school I just had great respect for her talent. Next, one of my former best friends Hannia was a natural GENIUS that got perfect scores on LITERALLY almost anything; she had the highest GPA in the entire school, while I was right behind her. And uhhhh five... I have been and still am jealous of my sisters for being proper, successful adults. What is your favorite shade of brown? Like a caramel tone, I guess? What color is your toilet seat? White. Would you rather live in an apartment or a house? Definitely a house. What’s one thing you had growing up that you miss now? Energy. Do you prefer kale, lettuce, or spinach? Lettuce. Do you listen to instrumental bands such as Hammock, Trentemoller, etc.? No. Have you ever gotten a manicure or pedicure? Just because my sisters went and Mom wanted me to hang out with them. I may have with my old friend, too. Have you ever self-harmed? Yeah. Never the answer. Do you have any eating disorders? No. I'm afraid of developing one once I (hopefully) get to the weight I want, though. Have you ever met a celebrity? No. Do you like Monster Energy or do you prefer other energy drinks? I hate energy drinks. They taste like poison. Do you plan on getting married? Yeah. Do you want kids? That's a big fat nope. What’s your sexual orientation? I don’t judge. Bisexual. At what time of day do you normally feel the best? The morning. Name one reason why someone should not commit suicide. YOU. CAN. GET. BETTER. Seek professional help if you feel suicidal, and after what I understand is a serious struggle, you truly can go into the light at the end of the tunnel. You've got, to our understanding, one shot at this. Don't end it when there is a possibility for a beautiful future. If you’re unhappy, what would it take to make you fulfilled? Have a job and be in school. Name someone you know who is a cancer survivor. My mom. Are you friends with any cancer survivors? I don't think so. Do you wish the sunrise and sunset lasted longer? Hm. Sunset, maybe. Idk. Name a country whose history you know nothing about. Lmao most. What is your favorite store at the mall? Hot Topic. Do you have a bed or do you sleep on a mattress on the floor? I have a bed. When was the last time you went for a run? Shit, not since high school gym. Do you keep Christmas lights up year-round? No. What did you win a scholarship for? Nowhere. What type of bug do you see the most often in your home? Flies. Do you put off things until the last minute? I tend to. Is your mom the same size as you? No, I'm smaller. Do you know any Christians who aren’t judgmental? No shit. Do you still think of that Gwen Stefani song when you spell bananas? Ha ha yup. Do you like the way your hair naturally is, or do you change it? It's fine. But I want it dyed badly. Do you know anyone who died accidentally by doing something stupid? Yes. How many different languages have you taken in school? Latin and German. How tall is your father? (Estimate?) Idk. Over six feet. Would you meet Miley Cyrus if you had the chance? No. What is your favorite slow song? Oh yeesh. Idk. Maybe "See You On The Other Side" by Ozzy. Do you believe in karma? No. Do you constantly check your cell phone? No. Only Sara or Mom ever text me, and I pick it up just if the green light is blinking (means I have a message). If there were aliens on earth, would you be afraid? Well yeah. If you could spend 1 hour 20 years in the future, would you? Yes. I want to see where I am, so long as I can change my behavior to improve that future if needed. Otherwise, I don't wanna know. Are your pets asleep? Teddy probably is, Bentley might be, idk where Roman is, but he likely is, I can't see Mitsu from where I am currently, Venus may be (no eyelids, so you never know) as she's in her rock, and Kaiju is awake. Have you ever wished you were an only child? Never. Have you ever hurt someone on purpose? Yes. Have you ever gotten hurt while sledding? No. Do you enjoy going through old pictures? It depends on the subject of them and my mental state. Kid pictures I'm always up for, high school ones are okay, though they can make me really upset with how healthy and skinny I was, and I deleted all photos I had on Facebook of Jason and me last year so I couldn't even risk looking at them ever again, as there's a good chance some would trigger my PTSD. Of all your exes, who do you think you had the deepest feelings for? Jason, obviously. Do you tend to have a lot of drama in your life? I have the most uneventful, bland life. No. When’s the last time someone was disappointed in you? Idk. What song are you listening to right now? Is this one of your favorite songs? "Alone I Break" by Korn. No, but I love it. What is something you have to explain a lot? My sweating issue. Gross to talk about, but I sweat seriously excessively, like you would not believe. It can be 70 degrees and I'll be sweating in seconds. People worry about it, and in VR, I've had to explain it so many times due to it affecting suitable jobs (I think we can all agree being drenched in sweat at work looks extremely bad). Hopefully I won't have to anymore when my doctor decides what to do about it. It's most likely a thyroid issue, which I have no clue about how to subdue symptoms of. There's really a shitload I have to explain lately between doctors and VR... Which compliment do you receive the most? From those that know me/see me, that I'm losing weight. From people in general, "I love your hair" or something like that. Who were you last on the phone with? My sister. What is one thing you have always wondered? Uh. Idk. I'm sure there's a lot, just nothing's coming to me atm... What do your friends think about the music you listen to? Your family? My friends and I like similar stuff, as do my parents, especially Mom. My sisters are the total opposite of me and don't enjoy metal and the like at all. Has anyone ever told you to grow up? Essentially. Do you believe people when they say they don’t judge people? Hell no. How many true friends do you have? Excluding family and my girlfriend as they're more than that, like... one or two, it feels like most of the time. Can you honestly say you’re happy right now? No. What is something you are exceptionally bad at? Doing math in my head or spelling up there. AND READING LIPS. Do you have a house phone? No. Who do you love more than anyone right now? Don't make me choose between Mom and Sara. How much money do you have saved up? I literally have $11. Do you like bright/neon colors? Yes, but I prefer pastel. What is your favorite wild animal? Meerkats. Do you ever eat breakfast? I almost always do. Do you remember who your first grade teacher was? Yes. Have you ever won any trophies? What for? Yeah, for A honor roll all through elementary school (save for 5th grade; I got one B and was so upset, lmao), then in all kid sports I played, everyone got lil ones, some from dance I believe, and I think there's one or two others I'm not thinking of...

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tag meme at 12 am or smth

Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to know better. "“”“"Tagged”“”“” by @ryderr11 aka he said anyone could do it if they wanted… so yea) 
Nickname: rani, dub (eehhh prefer rani tho) 
Star Sign: Aquarius 
Height: 5'3" 
Time right now: 12:19 am. (when I finished this it’s now 12:51 am and thinking it was more than likely 12:39 am rarer than 12:19 am.. ah well) I’m lonely n hungry 
Last thing I googled: Marla maples (I was looking to see if any of trump’s ex wives still hated him n voted for Hillary.. kinda stupid. eh) 
Favorite Music Artists: anyone on older monstercat (bc I rlly don’t listen to em anymore… eh. I mean rlly anyone form 01-25 tbh), studio killers, Melanie Martinez (sort of), and other cool djs I guess 
Song stuck in head: a combination of “grande finale” but the studio killers, “wonderland” by caravan palace, and a “black and yellow” remix with some lyrics replaced with RAVIOLI RAVIOLI GIVE ME THE FORMUOLI 
Last movie watched: uhhhhhhhhh kubo and the two strings, if I’m correct 
Last TV show watched: Steven universe
What are you wearing right now: a pajama shirt my mom gave me (it’s white with some flowers on it???), sweatpants, and fuzzy socks 
When did you create your blog: uuhhhh September 2015 I think… it was on my sister’s birthday, I know that 
What kind of content do you usually post: I reblog space/alien stuff and post my dumb art n shit 
Do you have any other blogs: @froodyfroodsbearspezeria (my sorta dead fnaf askblog turned artblog), @kermitiswaiting (my dead “”“Kermit the frog”“” askblog), and @dirtymonstercatconfessions (my (very dead as of recently) monstercat crack confessions blog)

Do you get asks regularly: If I said yes I’d be lying, but I’d also be lying if I said no. they usually come in clusters of 2-3, maybe 4, and then I won’t get any for like. a month… of course there was that one time I got a bunch of anon hate, where I got nine messages!!! which was a new record 
Why did you choose your URL?: i lost the password to my old steam account and had to make a new one so I just put together a ton of shit I liked… n bam…. a mess was born 
Gender: gurl 
Hogwarts House: pottermore has told me on two separate occasions I’m a griffindor and a hufflepuff. I’ve gotten more quizzes saying I’m hufflepuff so that’s what I’m goin with 
Pokemon Team: I chose Instinct bc I thought that’s where all the cool kids were!!!! but no!!!! Now I realize instinct is the kid no one likes at school and everyone picks on. I want to be mystic now 
Favorite color: purple 
Average hours of sleep: 6-9 hours of sleep. on weekends I get like… five lmao 
Lucky number(s): 27 is my luckiest number but 1, 3, 5, anything divisible by 5 (except 25 or anything with that number in it), and 127. I think. yea 
Favorite characters: funtime freddy (MY SOn), Bonnie, ballora, chica, all of the studio killers members!!, bill cipher, peridot, garnet, pearl, and um. there’s more but I’d be up till 2 am telling y'all’ve them 
How many blankets do you sleep with: like… six…………
Dream Job: idk, animator??? That’s IF I have enough patience tho, and also enough money to go to cal arts… but it looks like I have none of those things, so therefore my dream job only remains just that… a dream 
Following: 397. jeepers creepers

 I tag um. actual people this time ok!! @holioca , @ak-tastic , @puddin-draws ,  @thisdragonisnerdy , @cryptidcactus , @jilltheamazing822 , @chocokittycat , @drawing-haven ,  @chica--the--chicken ,  @wheatu and ah, @kingstrix . that’s not 20 blogs but tbh no one rlly follows these rules anyway

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Going M.I.A Until July 5th After Being Peeved Off By Toxic-Humans

I just need to have some time for myself,

and I wanted to wait until July to start posting again.

I just need to try to relax and do some self healing,

and it all has to do with finding out a bit more about Scott Cawthon.

look, no one has to agree about the same religious views.

I mean I have to stay in the Neo-Christian/Ma-Acolyte Closet,

as well as the Aceflux closet and the bigender identity closet with my family.

it be nice if it didn’t happen while FNAF Security Breach was still in the works.

I’m not even sure if it’s even finished, I can only hope that someone with a heart picks up where Scott left off and adopts the series but still gives Scott credit.

right now I’m listening to a comfort song right now,

which is Lily Allen’s song F**k You.

I guess I could listen to some other songs to comfort me,

but how I feel, it calls for that song.

I just wish they didn’t bring Trump or the other names that are involved into that mess...

after finding out that Trump had some form involvement of the, my guess bullying...

I did get upset at him enough to cry and say I hate him.

of course I can’t say that to my Mom or half of my family.

sure one half supported him and the other half don’t,

but we are still family.

I don’t much care for Presidents in Real Life, I have very little trust in them.

ones in movies or video games or any form of entertainment, are fine.

since it is just in a fictional world that is at times a counterpart of ours.

no one has to agree about my being mad at Trump, and that’s okay.

 I can’t help but think that there is a possibility that Scott had retired

because of the bullying and it possibly being linked to Trump.

we all don’t have to agree to like or dislike Trump.....

but I’m sure a lot of people are upset at those that caused the early retirement

before the Five Nights at Freddy’s Security Breach   

but maybe there will be still hope for it,

at least if it is true that Scott has a successor.

and if they do continue work on the Security Breach,

then we can only hope things works out well.

I didn’t know there was gonna be a successor,

until I was just looking up some more info about the whole FNAF thing.

but yeah, with only half of what I know so far,

it is still going to be a part of my Semi-Misanthrope.

I still know there are some good people in this world,

that is why it is “Semi”, which is better than it being the full.

maybe later I can try to look up more info about the whole thing,

but it is still possible the bullying was part of the reason for the early retirement.

I’m still peeved at this one person who was bad mouthing YandereDev.

if they are taking long to finish the game, it is because these things take time,

and also everyone has a off day where they wont be able to work on something right away and might have to put it on hiatus.

if Yandere Simulator ever gets on a Disc or game card,

and ends up being playable on Xbox One or Nintendo Switch...

I hope there will be a mode where we can dress up as Chara from Undertale.

at least there is some good news,

Doki Doki Literature Club will be on Nintendo Switch, I have been meaning to mention that after I had found out some days ago.

and parents should not let their child play it if they are under the age of 15.

don’t go blaming the mature content, when it’s you the parents who are to blame.

hey I did see a movie that I was not the proper age for,

and I wasn’t even a teenage yet when I saw it.

I’m talking about Cool World, I still like it and have the DVD.

but after remembering I had seen that movie, and we had rented it from a place that rented out VHS tapes.

I came to realize that letting me see that too early, even though I don’t think I can remember much about watching it during that time, all I know is that I did watch it.

but at least it didn’t get as mature as the Deadpool Movie,

and I still like the Deadpool Movie.

but anyway I figured out that it was wrong for my family to let me watch Cool World when I wasn’t the proper age for it,

and even letting me watch something else with the “witch” word on it,

when I was a toddler and I ended up saying “Son of a Witch”

of course it wasn’t the word witch, but you get what I’m going with this right?

I had to try to keep my little cousin from playing my Deadpool video game,

and it was lucky I caught them on time when the game had barely started.

did they even think about stopping them before they fully started to playing?

I don’t want to make the same mistake as my Mom or anyone else in my family.

at least the bad word I used wasn’t my first word.

but I had come to realize that it isn’t the mature content to blame,

but the parents, and even if some parents are willing to admit this cold truth.

that is perhaps long overdo, not all parents might admit to it.

if you have any mature stuff either on your computer or even a movie or show on DVD.

make sure to hide it from the child, give them their own computer

but put a child lock on the browser, where only you know the password.

and if you tend to forget passwords, write it on paper then hide it where your child or little sibling, can’t find it and it’s in a place that only you know.

also I want to say this....

I rather be a part of a Neo-LGBT, there can be different types of Aces.

some who are flux like myself, but because of the whole sexual energies,

I didn’t figure it out until I started to protect myself with my bracelets.

a Aceflux person can be a sexual empath, picking up the sexual energies of others when they are either in the same room or a different room all together.

and just because someone is Heteroromantic-Ace, doesn’t mean they should be exclude from the LGBT Community, even if some will still welcome them.

 and even if some might not believe that a Ace can end up being a sexual empath, but it might be very rare.

I’m not sure if there are many Aces that are sexual empaths,

and didn’t figure it out until they started to wear gem bracelets to protect themselves.

I think I’m the only one I know of that is doing that.

of course when I had first started to wear a bracelet,

it was because of a dream that felt too real and I was in between awake and asleep and then I was scared awake...

it was also dark and I was laying on my back, that is part of what I remember before being scared awake.

and I can’t tell my family I’m one, or how I believe it had first started.

I rather not talk about that right now.

but the whole me rather being a part of a Neo-LGBT doesn’t really have to do with my being Aceflux, well technically Aroaceflux.

it is for different reasons,          

 of course I will have to be in the closet about being part of a Neo-LGBT Community......wait, is there already a Neo version...?

well I guess I’m fine being a solo member for now.

 at least not everyone in the LGBT Community made false accusations on Scott.

and I’m not sure if my pendulum is being 100% truthful,

when I asked about Scott’s sexuality, I mean when I asked if he was Hetero,

I was given a No, but when I asked if he was Pan, I got a Yes.

but that might not be true,

I mean I guess there is a possibility that it could be true.

but maybe I should throw some salt on my pendulum later.

and if it turn out those questions were true, and I was being given a truthful answer.

then it might make others sorry for bullying him.

plus I want to point out, that you can’t just keep hating someone

who believed the lies that they were taught while growing up

about how a different gender identity from your bio-sex one

or not being hetero, is evil.

it’s only when they end up seeing the truth that they might end up discovering

that they aren’t hetero, and might just be bi or pan instead.

I wanted to tell my my family about me being on the Asexual Spectrum,

well the flux type of it.

but I wanted to get their view on it first, about the Asexuality.

like I had said before, it didn’t work out too well.

and I had to make it seem I wasn’t Asexual at all.

even though I was asked if I was, I didn’t say Yes and made sure to not give away I was one.

then when I went to my room, I started crying.

how I reacted was perfectly normal, as I had found out when I found some info about how a parent shouldn’t disapprove of it.

I love my family, but it’s best that I never come out of the protective closets I place myself in, that I can only come out online.                                  

 also I’m gonna try to relax and try to just hope the FNAF series keeps alive and there really being a successor who will continue it.

well now that I know the one who partly more responsible,

is a Toxic Game Journalist........

that person sucks, they suck and I hate them so much.

any Toxic-Journalist that dares do what that one did,

they are just as bad as the paparazzi that harassed a distant cousin of mine.

and if their lies is what got everyone mad at Scott,

at least not everyone, but still.....

I hope that Toxic Game Journalist who started it all,

will get the karma they deserve after they screwed everything up.

and yes while writing this, I wanted to look up more info about the whole FNAF and Scott Cawthon thing.

and it does appear that the root is a toxic game journalist.

and if I had to put two and two together,

I say the Youtube Video that peeved me off before,

that had to do with a doxxing of Scott and [Redacted]

and if had to do with that disgusting filth of a shisno.

if the info had happen some time after that whole mess happen,

 then it means that that disgusting human whoever they are,

is the cause of it.

and there is a reason why I put [Redacted]

as I do not wish for the other person/creator of another series,

to be mentioned in this.

Cancel Culture is Evil, even if something does get cancelled,

it shouldn’t involve the cancel culture cult.

don’t blame the content, blame the parents.

Pepe Le Pew deserved better,

he could of been added into the Space Jam 2 Movie,

if he got character development.

he could still flirt, but would learn to keep it a bit more friendly,

and not force himself on a gal he likes.

  ya don’t see girl characters being treated the way he has been treated,

Pepe deserves better, not just Amy Rose, Dot Warner and Fifi La Fume.

that is being sexist towards Pepe.

and it’s sexist for women and even some men,

to assume if a guy wears pink or uses a pink straw, he might not be consider a man.

so wait, if a woman wearing a blue shirt or uses a blue straw, she is still a woman...?

only a real man wears pink, uses a pink straw and even cries.

and I really hope there is a Anti-Cancel Culture Group to put that shisno group in their place.

I want to try to hope things get better, and the FNAF will continue,

and Scott will get a apology from those who had believed that shisno.

maybe I should avoid looking more info about it.

I just need to try to do the self healing and hope everything gets better,

and hope it isn’t a cruel joke about there being a successor.

I guess I can try to look it up more about it to check to be sure if it is true.

I’m gonna check a few more stuff on here first, before I sign off.

and I hope some of you understand why I’m upset about what happen with Scott.

it isn’t right what happen, and how it happen.

and no matter if he supported Trump or not, there is some lines that should never cross when it comes to a dislike of a president or former president.

but if it came to picking him or the evil woman, I would only pick him to keep the babies safe.....but I’m not sure if the rumor about Hillary Clinton is true or not,

I mean when I had found out about it, I was praying she wouldn’t become president because I was worried about the innocent lives.

but if the rumors still turn out to be 100% true, I still don’t want her as the first Madam President.

 I don’t even trust Biden very much, but I will have to try to hope and pray everything will be okay.

like I said, I don’t fully trust Real Life Presidents.

the best thing I can do is hope and pray that everything will work out.

for real, this will be the last post until July.

but I wont sign back in and post anything again until July 5th.

I’m still listening to Lily Allen’s song, I’m gonna listen to it a few more times.

anyway not all of you might agree with all I said,

and I’m not gonna force you to...

so see ya later, stay safe and beware of shisno.  

PS:

Please Do Not Misinterpret anything that was wrote in this.

and I’m gonna hope that not everyone believed that bull about Scott being a Anti-LGBT.

and I do hope the shisno who started that mess, will get karma for what they did and causing FNAF to be almost cancelled for good.

and it better not be cancelled for good,

and there better be truth to the whole successor to the game series.

and if it turns out that my pendulum isn’t joking about Scott’s sexuality,

if it turns out to be 100% true and not a prank my pendulum is pulling.

then I hope he gets a lot of apologizes, not only from the other stuff,

but also about the Anti-LGBT calling.