#as for streamin tho

[toxiccaves]

I didn't know what you meant exactly by airbrush drawings but the next time you offer to do some I'll definitely ask for one. They look sick!!

ahh tysm! I'm glad they had a good reception since theyre so fun n quick to do (provided im not doing a bg tho lol) I was thinkin of offerin it as a commission option if i open those again (since im currently jorbless.. been considerin 'em!) but i might take requests if i stream this weekend!

[caroldantops]

Kate probably plans a puppy bowl party for everyone to watch at her place 😭😭😭

bye i thought. thought u meant like. puppygirls all coming over to kates apartment. touching grass wont help me anymore

[todayisafridaynight]

im only able to catch the vods cause my tablet haaates picarto but! i love your streams so much :] mostly cause theyre less "watching a streamer" & more just chilling?? if u get what i mean

BIG L on your tablets part if ya think the vods are chill then its a lot more Chill when i get to chat with yall live 😮‍💨 im glad you enjoy the vods tho !!! 👯‍♀️

[vimbry]

FUNNY NUMBER

[fredits]

CAN I USE THESE FOR MY ICARLY CLUB

GO FOR IT ! !

[eyfey]

heads up no stream tonight #globalstrike #freepalestine

[holographic-blob]

Ok jk about mulder being gone this season. The writing is Not Good this season and they basically turned Scully into mulders shadow. And even the actress seems to struggle with some of the lines.

The new agent dogget is meh. I think his point of views and approach were interesting sometimes but again i think the writing falls flat to build his character along the xfiles and scully's story with mulder.

Also i just...gotta pretend really hard everytime mulder is being misgonist, self rightous fellow white dude, i just think he's doing camp for scully. Cause obvoiusly scully and mulder are both trans.

[thegendertaker]

i had a dream last night that wilbur soot streamed

that's it

that's the post

[xxbl00ds0akeds3raxx]

Return of the Queeeeennnnnn!!!

OH! You posting here again is reminding meeee (ര̀ᴗര́) I wanted to ask something

I know Streaming and my silly little videos I post on my DOLny fans (weird site name lol what even is a dol) are totally different forms of content, buuuuut you're super cool to hang out with @ work & your streams are really great! I was wondering if maybe you'd ever wanna collab?

I don't wanna reveal my tumblr bc it could be a whole Thing but I'm Azure♡Odette on most things (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ You might recognise me...

OHMIGODDD OH EM GEE!!!1!! yESSS i wld luvv tooooo!!!! <33 i dont think theyre toooo diff forms content wise ^.^ vids r fun bcoz they can b more scripted n perfect :> i think thats fuuun~

only reason i focus more on streamin is bcoz i get tha live reactions n validation TBH szghcghjghvn,,,, XDD can get suuuuper vulnerable tho i'd like tha control that comes w being prerecorded & then posted...!!! i've tried 2 make vids by myself but it kinda just feelz awkward & im 2 lazy to learn how 2 edit ROFLMAO well ok i guess i cld but stiiilll... bleh whatevz 1 day

w that being said thooo i looked u up & i would LOVE 2 HANG OUT !!! AND COLLAB !! AAA !!!

i luv chatting w u at work as well!! ur so cute this message is soooooo sweet!!! o(≧∀≦)o

[friendshapedplant]

Alright I should be able to start streamin again within the next couple weeks. Question is tho

[jdaviswords]

Vonnegut said

Lost in a daze

day dreamin

now I’m stuck

in a gaze

steady peepin

like a fish eyeing

the worm

on a hook

steady streamin

Each time

a different meanin

y’all knew I was going there

unless you’re new here

then you don’t know

the feelin

yet

In debt

the cost

mental stress

a failure to decompress

leaves a top performer

thinkin

he got nothin left

So off he left

or shall he leave

once a belief

now blasphemy

the turn of the tide

a non adjusting sea

rocky waves

creating

liability

for the sailor

out pirating

Spiraling like a tornado

hurricane yesterday

but today

okay tho?

I tap like Morse code

I tap like a keg flow

I tap tap tap

with affection to show

During the rain

a rainbow

glimmers across the horizon

on the key pad

speed dialin

phoning a friend

for guidance

leading the pack

tour guidin

I think you should leave

have any of these

fuckers

ever been

steady wylin

I’m remindin myself

that there’s only

so much to give

it fluctuates crazily

like the height

of a local community park

basketball rim

some wobbly

some stiff

often taken for granted

this life is a gift

How easy a rift

could send signals mixed

even when

you’re on the same team

like peanut butter

and chocolate

I bit

into the apple

and spit it out

into my hands

well

…gross

I don’t know

much

but the most

I know

is people

Lethal eyes

cocky swag

fidgety fingers

poor postured back

rolling tongues

testicle sack

these are all features

but I’m not talkin

bout that

I observe

the unspoken language

and follow the patterns

to engage in

understanding

Like a clipped airplane wing

I am struggling

finding a landing

to put the final touches

of this rambling

so it just

must be

me again

furthering along

my own pattern

of maddening

[kuuyandere]

I used to be a really big fan of nijisanji before the en wave even hit, specifically kanae. I liked him a lot bc he reminded me of... myself. and he even kind of looks like me a lot as I have messy hair that's near ish brown (altho it's not) and grey eyes. his older model is more relatable in terms of appearance, but I also liked his personality... n also b4 the en wave, there wasn't really a lot of gay stuff if that make sense lmao. kanae was kind of the only one even targettin gay men as his audience. I know the nurse girl was literally in a relationship w another one of the girls in niji but their content as far as I remember rlly wasn't abt the fact they were gay, plus I feel more comfort around men as... I do have a fear of women. I also found comfort in genzuki but he was far less relatable and at the time I was watchin kanae, genzuki seemed more nervous abt queer stuff even tho he is. I don't know if kanae is but he definitely was more chill and comfortin n I even think his name for his big fans translated to "boyfriends" or smth. (I don't wanna talk abt the one liver who kind of was heavily fetishisitic of bl) idk how to describe how I relate to kanae himself, but I act in a lot of similar ways to him and share a lot of his humour. also a lot of the songs he'd cover were also relatable, even if they were often depressin. he even covered one song that is highly personal to me "I think I just died". while it really wasnt a drivin force into me likin him, his character also just bein an amnesiac like me (anythin b4 2021 april 14 gone yippee! altho I have regained a lot but I won't go into how. only some memories feel real tho, a lot of what I remember still feels like just a story) just added a little later on top. also, I am not a shipper as I find it a little weird as vtubers kind of are still just themselves, but the lore with kuzuha always around him and seekin him out time after time even if kanae will never remember kind of like soulmates lmao, just remind me of my boyfriend. n him always tryin to keep me no matter what and seekin me out again n again. altho I'm not a fan of kuzuha himself, more just how he relates to kanae.

I mostly stopped watchin as clips were really slow to come out w english translation back then n I couldn't understand japanese even if I did occasionally actually put on his streams. I also just don't like watchin streams tho, and kanae is a lot of handle with never havin missed a single day of streamin n often streamin multiple times a day. my youtube feed got flooded.

like a lot of people, I didn't really take interest in the en wave for a long time, I've still never put on one of their streams ngl. I mostly just will click a clip here n there, watch their debut songs and maybe occasionally look up more covers from them if I like their voice. I'll also just listen in on the drama sometimes cause why not. I've debated becomin a vtuber b4 via a company n always thought nijisanji would be nice but after some of the things some of the en vtubers have done.... idk if I could stand to be around or associated with them. I also feel like I have way too many boundaries n wouldn't wanna stream as much as them even if I know less is required by the contract. like that I just wouldn't be fun even if I do have the ability to talk nonstop and carry on lots of conversations. or how 3/4ths of my personality is just my boyfie.

millie's song just popped up on my feed n I just clicked it, altho I do have a slight more interest in her as she speaks a lot of tagalog or at least compared to the other nijisanji livers and I wanna learn it. idk if I have told u that b4. mayb I'll put on tagalog stream logs once I get to an okay point w my tagalog.

as for the songs u gave me, I'll check them out! altho I did go a different direction w the playlist they might still work we'll see ~🎵

I have not been involved with Njisanji much, but I will definitely check Kanae’s work out! I am a glutton for the amnesia and “lover who stays with the amnesiac despite them not remembering them à la Immortal by Reinairy” tropes. I also have memory issues (and a penchant for one-sided pining), so I understand how it is nice to relate to characters with the same.

I thought about doing vtubing too actually, and I agree that maintaining the upload schedule among dealing with the other trials and tribulations of streaming and privacy boundaries would be difficult. And I do not remember you mentioning wanting to learn Tagalog, that is very cool! I wish you the best of luck in your language studies and with crafting your playlist!

[geekdorknerdfangirlblogger]

So I didn't realize they had already revealed who the big bad in the new Teen Wolf movie was gonna be. But I just saw the trailer they released in July. And of course it's who we all thought it was gonna be. Still excited tho! 🤗

[todayisafridaynight]

What were you thinking of streaming if you went for it?

ive been wanting to do a casual playthrough of YK1 NG+ all week oopsie 😷

[complete-idiot-in-love]

Watching Once Upon A Witchlight episode 40!! (SPOILERS AHEAD)

Episode 40 was as funny as always! I love this show so much!!

@cafekitsune made the dividers :3

"Why are you so ugly, why are you such a little fuck?” - Gricko Grimgrin once again making me laugh with his unchecked agression towards lornlings

Twig asked the big question of “when the quest is done, are you all going to go back home?" That my self insert dreads the answer to only to be met with a " yeah, but we'd be able to come back through the mirrors” which I'm VERY happy about because that's my self inserts main worry is that their new found family would leave and never come back and they'd be alone again

Twig is so little sister coded

No Pathetic man (Torbek) in this episode :(. I wonder when he'll come back, I already miss him

They want Twig to come with them back to the material plane and open her inn there when they reopen carnival lecroux!! That would make my self insert so happy!! I can already imagine my self insert performing at the inn every night while their family ran the carnival!!

So glad they left Torbek with the lornling pot while they drank hag wine, gods know that alcoholic bugbear doesn't need more alcohol (My self insert still saves a flask for him though because why wouldn't they get some of the good shit for their bestie??)

Kremy and Frost getting absolutely FUCKED up on hag wine is so funny in comparison to Gricko being the shortest and absolutely fine with it

Gideon trying to save his husband from the wine only to tackle him into a sea of broken glass XD

“It was free and I want a refund! I'm tripping balls!” - Morning Frost can't handle alcohol new headcanon!!

“I'm not Torbek levels of disgusting, I only occasionally eat rat snacks!” - Gricko Grimgrin (My self insert: "HEY! He may be gross but he's my bestie!!")

“I may be totally off bussay (base)” “I thought you were saying something different.” “Gimmie dat bussay >:3” - Gricko and Kremy (I love them so much when they accidentally stumble into a joke. Chaos twins fr fr)

END STREAMINATOR!! AN OWLBEAR? HOOTSIE THE OWLBEAR???? (Dan Povenmire would be so proud)

Loved when they stopped playing D&D in the middle of the episode so Derek could talk about tomb raider and how he had to see the movie twice and hated it

The fake out of Torbek eating the lornlings to him sitting on the "pot" is so damn funny because you know that if Andy was there he probably would've made that joke!

Everyone doing their Torbek impressions throughout the episode is so cute, they're all one big dumb family and I love it!!

YOOOOO, IS THE FOURTH SISTER ZYBILNA???

Torbek "fist pumping" in the corner made me die from laughter, bro isn't beating those public masturbation allegations anytime soon! I still love my gross bestie tho!

[thatsalamanderguy]

ok i am at an impasse vtuber or facecam for streaming, this question has been a constant in my life for months now i have decided tho to have a seperate blog for the streamin