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ariadne-mouse · 1 year
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Oh man if Essek makes an appearance in the liveshow they're going to have to pause for a few minutes due to all the screaming 😂
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kim-jongin-s · 2 months
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svt fic recs (mostly nc-17; jeongcheol, minwon, multis + other)
JEONGCHEOL
"you don't understand (you should never know)". f1!au. oneshot, 2k. nc-17.
Mercedes AMG Petronas F1 team's Choi Seungcheol and Yoon Jeonghan are in the midst of battling it out for the Formula One World Drivers' Championship.
"the necessity of living". omegaverse: alpha!sc, omega!jh. oneshot, 3k. nc-17.
"Jeonghan," Seungcheol says, strangled.
Jeonghan closes his eyes. Oh god, he thinks hysterically. Not this again.
"beginning song". soulmate!au. oneshot, 17k. pg-13. ♡
He’d thought, when he was younger, that his feelings for Jeonghan would eventually fade with time. But time seems to have done the opposite. Seungcheol isn't sure which version of reality might be worse: one where Jeonghan isn't his soulmate, or one where he is.
"ready to love". oneshot, 20k. nc-17.
“Felt nice, right?” Jeonghan murmurs benignly. Warning bells sound in the depths of Seungcheol’s consciousness. He’s attuned to Jeonghan’s brand of troublemaking; nothing good could possibly follow that tone of Jeonghan’s voice.
"eulalia (silver grass)". wolf!au. oneshot, 20k. nc-17. ♡
There’s a new scent in the pack’s hanok. It’s getting under Jeonghan’s skin.
"one step closer". royalty!au. 5 chapters, 132k. nc-17.
The West nations crown prince Yoon Jeonghan loses his position, land, and all of his pride in a war with the East nation's Emperor Choi Seungcheol. The next thing he knows, he's being referred to as betrothed of the Emperor.
MINWON
"miss me?". oneshot, 1k. nc-17.
Where they miss each other.
"here kitty kitty". hybrid!au: cat!ww, panther!mg. twoshot, 26k. nc-17. ♡
Panther hybrid Mingyu visits a housecat hybrid village and causes quite the stir.
"sweet accident". au, age gap, prime minister!mg. 12 chapters, 34k. nc-17. ♡
“Jeon… Wonwoo… age twenty…three…college… student… no… gag reflex. Status…very… available.”
MULTI
"rewind and repeat". s.coups/jeonghan/joshua. age gap, omegaverse: alpha!sc, omega!jh, alpha!js. oneshot, 3k. nc-17. ♡
There is shame, in letting men nearly ten years younger than him tumble into his bed. Jeonghan almost feels guilty.
"synced threes". wonwoo/seokmin/mingyu. oneshot, 5.6k. nc-17. ♡
“This is what you two do on a night without me?”
"cognitive dissonance". jeonghan/svt. au, age gap, professor!jh. oneshot, 7k. nc-17 (pls check the tags!).
“Mr. Yoon…?” Jeonghan looks up again, his stare unfocused. His mouth is so pink Soonyoung can nearly imagine the heat of it against his own.
"it takes three to tango". s.coups/wonwoo/dino. au. oneshot, 15k. nc-17. ♡
There was no room in their love for a third person, of that, Wonwoo was entirely sure, but there was plenty of space for a third in their bed, and Chan would fit quite nicely.
"being a beta". s.coups/jeonghan/joshua. omegaverse: alpha!sc, omega!jh, beta!js. twoshot, 24k. nc-17.
Hong Joshua enjoyed being a beta. Being a beta meant a quiet, simple life without being subjected to biology in the way alphas and omegas often were. Too bad he was deeply in love with an omega who craved an alpha mate.
OTHER
"an appropriate distance". seokgyu. omegaverse: omega!sm, omega!mg. oneshot, 6.6k. nc-17.
It's like this: Seokmin helps out with Mingyu’s heat, but not the other way around. Maybe Seokmin is the one holding Mingyu at arm’s length, but it's better this way.
"i'm sorry every song's about you". junhao. band!au. oneshot, 10k. nc-17.
The bass of their songs is always what sticks with Minghao the most. Junhui sticks with Minghao too.
"sip on your lips". sooncheol. au, age gap, single dad!sc. oneshot, 11k. nc-17.
Soonyoung finds it a little too hard to say no to the hot single dad across the hall.
"of the color gray". wonchan. fantasy!au: demon!ww, witch!dn. oneshot, 16k. nc-17.
Chan accidentally summons and binds himself to a lust demon. It turns out better than expected.
"son of nyx". verkwan. spy!au. 3 chapters, 31k. pg-13.
Hansol Vernon Chwe is eighteen when he decides to follow Seungkwan to the end of the earth, even if it means becoming a contracted agent with no guaranteed future.
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summerwritesfics · 3 years
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🔥❄️🥀One Look Could Kill, My Pain, Your Thrill
Pairing: Hanzo Hasashi/Kuai Liang Length: 4455 Words Rating: Explicit 🔞 Warnings: Dom/Sub, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Blow Jobs, Deepthroating, Blindfolds, Oral Sex, Orgasm delay/denial, Nipple clamps, Bratty Sub, Sending nudes, Nude photos, Face slapping, Rough sex, Rough oral sex, BDSM, Restraints, Bondage, Spitting, Enemies with benefits, Slight praise kink, Aftercare, Biting, Marking, Begging, Kuai is a little shit, Kuai really living up to the name SUB Zero here SubScorp Week Day 4: Lust
SubScorp Week 2021 Masterlist - Hatefuck Masterlist
Notes: Given the response to the last porn oneshot I posted all I have to say is this fandom is relentlessly horny... so, y'know. This is set in the same timeline as two other fics I've written, "Hatefuck" and "Poison", though you don't need to have read them really. All you need to know is by this point Kuai and Hanzo have established an "enemies with benefits" relationship. Tomorrow brings more smut, of a softer and more gentle kind, so if hardcore bdsm isn't your thing and you want some porn with feelings tomorrow is your day :) Title is from "Poison" by Alice Cooper, yes I did just write a fic to this song a few weeks ago but it's too good not to further use lyrics from.
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With all the work he had to do as Grandmaster, Kuai Liang had very little free time so to speak of. It felt like he was constantly on the go. So when he got a moment with nothing to do, it was like suddenly loosing all sense of purpose.
And that led to extreme boredom.
He lay back on his bed, staring up at the ceiling with a frown. It was a strange feeling, being bored. He hated to admit it, but he almost hoped someone would be stupid enough to lead an attack on the Lin Kuei just so he would have something to do.
He reached for his phone, figuring he'd text Johnny to just get some form of interaction. He did a double take when he noticed he'd had a message from Hanzo he'd missed. It was unusual for Hanzo to text him, usually his enemy-with-benefits would call him instead. He clicked it.
[Hanzo said: I am currently in a meeting about Takeda joining a special forces team that Johnny is setting up and it is the most asinine meeting I've ever had the misfortune of being in.]
Kuai raised an eyebrow, smirking slightly though a little bit confused as to why Hanzo was texting him about this. They weren't exactly friends, no matter the uneasy truce between their clans and amazing sex they kept having. Granted Kuai liked to think they weren't quite enemies anymore, rivals was feeling more appropriate lately, but the moniker of enemies-with-benefits had stuck for now. Maybe he'd talk to Hanzo about upgrading their relationship slightly at some point. Rivals-with-benefits had just as nice a ring to it, in his opinion.
[Kuai Liang said: Sucks to be you, then, doesn't it?] [Kuai Liang said: Why are you texting me about this?] [Hanzo said: Because if I don't text someone I'm going to start murdering people and you are the only person in my phone who isn't currently in the room with me.] [Kuai Liang said: I see. What can I do to help then?] [Hanzo said: I don't know, send me something to distract me.]
Kuai sat up, staring at his phone. Distract him? How? He looked away from his phone and glanced around his room looking for ideas. When Kuai had fuck-all to do himself he wasn't entirely sure what he could talk about to distract him. His phone vibrated again, only this time it wasn't Hanzo but Johnny texting him.
[Johnny said: Out of curiosity, are you the person Grandmaster Grumpy Face is texting?] [Kuai Liang said: Yes. He is. He wants me to distract him. Have no idea how.] [Johnny said: Eh, you could send him something so out there it completely throws him off guard? Serve him right for texting when he should be paying attention. 😡]
Kuai considered this, wilfully ignoring Johnny's hypocrisy. What could I send to make him loose his nerve? His eyes landed on his set of draws, eyes widening and a smirk coming across his face when he remembered a certain item that he knew would keep Hanzo's attention. He sauntered over, slipping off his clothes as he approached. Naked now, he opened the drawer and pulled out the trusty pair of lace stockings. He wasted no time in putting them on, and making his way back to his bed.
He lay back on the bed, grabbing his phone and opening up the camera. He brought his leg up to his chest, hooking his arm over his knee. He held out his phone, low enough to tease but not enough to reveal all. He threw a peace sign for the hell of it as he hit the button. Uncurling himself, he checked the photo, smirking at it. Oh, this is going to distract him alright. First he clicked back to Johnny.
[Kuai Liang said: Right, I am about to send him something. 😈 Please send me a detailed play back of his reaction, because I have a feeling he will not be texting me again for the rest of this meeting.] [Johnny said: Okay dokey!]
He flicked back to Hanzo, found the photo and hit send. Resting his arm behind his head, he felt a strange vindictive pride in what he'd just done. Seconds later Johnny texted again.
[Johnny said: HOLY FUCK DUDE!] [Johnny said: WTF did you just send him??? That reaction was AMAZING!] [Johnny said: He was mid-drink when he got it, so he ended up spitting his drink everywhere, then choking, and now he's trying to regain semblance of composure by fanning himself.] [Johnny said: My dude I have never seen him that red before holy shit.] [Kuai Liang said: Mwahahaha 😈😈😈 My work here is done!] [Johnny said: Holy fuck, thank you so much, you've made my day.] [Johnny said: I need to know what you sent!] [Kuai Liang said: Ah, just something I know won't leave his head for hours ☺️] [Johnny said: Wait. omg!] [Johnny said: DID YOU SEND HIM A FUCKING NUDE?] [Kuai Liang said: 😇😇😇] [Johnny said: HOLY FUCK YOU DID OMFG YOU ABSOLUTE MAD MAN!] [Kuai Liang said: Hey it was a tasteful nude, give me some credit Jonathan.] [Johnny said: This explains why he's now crossing his legs 😂😂😂] [Kuai Liang said: 😂😂😂] [Kuai Liang said: If you could text me when the meeting is almost over, I'd appreciate the warning, since I believe I'll have a visit from him the second he's dismissed and I'd like to be prepared 🙃] [Johnny said: Will do!]
Kuai tried to stop his cackling but it wasn't easy. The image of Hanzo sitting red faced and crossed legged was just too funny to him. As he suspected, he didn't get a reply from the Shirai Ryu grandmaster. And it was only a few minutes later that he got another text from Johnny.
[Johnny said: Meeting coming to an end. Prepare for impact.] [Kuai Liang said: Thank you ☺️] [Johnny said: Good luck!]
Kuai smirked at the message, placing the phone down on the bedside cabinet. He settled down, trying to get into as seductive a pose he possibly could. It was only moments later that a tornado of flame materialised in front of his bed, dying down to reveal a very unamused looked Hanzo.
"Nice of you to drop by, Grandmaster Hasashi," Kuai purred, delighting in just how red Hanzo's face was.
"You are the worst person I know," Hanzo growled, and Kuai had to bite his lip to stop himself from laughing in the mans face.
"Aw, did you not appreciate my gift?" Kuai teased, a strange pride overcoming him when he saw Hanzo's eyes narrow. "You asked for a distraction, not my fault you didn't specify how to do that."
"I didn't think I'd have to specify not to send me a nude photograph of yourself while I'm in a fucking meeting." Hanzo crossed his arms. He was angry yes, but Kuai could tell it was the kind of anger born of sexual frustration that only he could inflict upon the ex-wraith.
"So I can send you nude photographs when you're not in a meeting?" Kuai said, seeing Hanzo's eye twitch at his blatant attempt to miss the point. "Well, clearly I've upset you," Kuai started, spreading his legs a little, feeling accomplished when Hanzo's gaze was fixed between them. "Maybe I can make it up to you, I mean that-" Kuai pointed at Hanzo's crotch, his erection clearly visible through his clothes, "looks like something I can help with."
Hanzo mouth quirked, before he held up a single finger, gesturing for Kuai to come towards him. Kuai bit the inside of his cheek, slowly crawling across his bed, until he was at the edge. Hanzo took a few steps forward, reaching to grasp Kuai around the throat. Tight enough to be a warning, but not to cause any damage or effect his breathing.
"How many times do I have to teach you not to tease me?" He snarled, giving a quick squeeze and loosening his grip again.
"Hm, I think it's going to take at least one more lesson," Kuai claimed, enjoying the way Hanzo rolled his eyes.
Hanzo released his grip on Kuai's throat, reaching for the headband he was wearing instead. He untied it, holding the yellow piece of fabric in his hand. He then grabbed Kuai's wrists, tightly binding it around them. Once his hands were bound, Hanzo reached to tangle his fingers in Kuai's hair, tilting his head up. He lent down to claim Kuai's lips, the kiss rough and possessive and when Hanzo drew away there was a line of saliva between them.
"I'll put you in your place," Hanzo muttered, a promise Kuai knew the other man would deliver on. That didn't mean he wasn't going to push his luck as far as he could.
"Hm, and which porn film did you borrow that line from?" He questioned. Hanzo sharply yanked his hair, causing Kuai to giggle.
"You never learn do you?" Hanzo let go of Kuai's hair, and instead walked away. Hanzo stalked over to a set of drawers, opening it up while seeking out the secret compartment within, where Kuai kept his secret sex toy stash, away from the prying eyes of nosy students. Hanzo muttered to himself as he sorted through the assorted toys and tools within.
Kuai watched with interest to see what Hanzo was choosing. Hanzo placed the bottle of lube on the top of the drawers, before he pulled out a blindfold and nipples clamps and put the drawer back in its proper place. Kuai couldn't help but raise an eyebrow, it seemed a little lacking, he knew he had far more heavy duty items in there. He had a feeling Hanzo had more up his sleeves that he was not yet revealing.
Hanzo was suddenly besides him, the blindfold, lube and clamps in hand. He placed the lube and blindfold down on the bed. Fingers pinched one of Kuai nipples, and Kuai suppressed a moan as the first clamp was put on. Hanzo observed Kuai's face for a few minutes, clearly trying to assess if it was too uncomfortable. After deciding it wasn't, he reached for the other nipple, securing the second clamp in place too. They stung a little, but it was a good sting, even more so when Hanzo curled the little chain attached to them around his finger and gently tugged them.
Hanzo reached over for the blindfold, covering Kuai's eyes with it and plunging his world into darkness. Unable to see, he could only focus on the sound of Hanzo shuffling and the sting on his nipples. Still this all seemed very tame so far, and Kuai was still on edge of what Hanzo could possibly be planning for him.
He felt Hanzo grab his bound wrists, pulling him forward and off the bed. "On your knees," he commanded. Kuai attempted to, clinging to Hanzo's arms for balanced as he did. He folded his legs under himself, not bothered by the cold stone floor beneath him.
He heard more rustling, and the sound of something metal hitting the floor. Seconds later, a hand stroked his cheek, while he felt something being pushed against is lips. He smirked slightly, knowing exactly what it was.
"Open your mouth," Hanzo demanded yet again. Seeing an opportunity to continue being a little shit, Kuai refused to follow the order. The hand on his cheek drew away, before it roughly slapped him across the face. Kuai laughed, even as his cheek grew sore. The hand roughly grabbed his chin, once more something was being pushed against his lips. "Open."
Kuai continued to resist the order, making sure his mouth was tightly clamped shut. Hanzo gave a frustrated growl, as a hand clamped over Kuai's nose cutting off the airway. The other hand was digging into his jaw, trying to pry it open. Kuai knew he could have breathed shallowly through his teeth but he figured he'd pissed Hanzo off enough for now. He opened his mouth, immediately feeling Hanzo's cock being fed inside. Kuai choked slightly, but was thankful when Hanzo finally let go of his nose. He took a few breaths to adjust.
"That wasn't so hard was it?" Hanzo remarked, thrusting his cock further into Kuai's mouth. Kuai closed his lips around it, running his tongue along the length. He heard Hanzo groan, both hands now grabbing the back of his head. "You're a lot less frustrating to deal with when you've got your mouth full and can't talk back."
Kuai gave a low moan in protest, cut off when Hanzo's cock hit the back of his throat. Hanzo held him there for a while, before pulling back. The next thrust was a lot more powerful and almost caught Kuai off guard. Before he managed to prepare himself, he found Hanzo was once more pulling away before driving back in. He slowly started to get used to it as Hanzo began a fast but steady rhythm. Sucking as Hanzo was thrusting in, he occasionally lapped his tongue against the shaft and but for the most part Kuai did his best to just ride it out.
Hanzo began to push in further, Kuai relaxing his throat so he didn't choke. He felt his nose push against Hanzo's pelvis, Hanzo's hands keeping Kuai's head still as he swallowed around Hanzo's cock. Eventually Hanzo let go, allowing Kuai to pull away and spit Hanzo's cock from his mouth. He took several deep breaths, feeling spit and precum drip from his lips and down his chin.
Hanzo grabbed his jaw again, and must have bent down to be level with him if the hot breath hitting his face was to go by. The other hand was on one of the clamps, twisting it and making Kuai squirm in place.
"Are you ready to start behaving?" Hanzo asked with a snarl.
Kuai's mouth quirked into a small smile. He wasn't ready to behave, wanted to keep goading Hanzo on until the other man fucked him so hard he would be completely wrecked. Besides if he didn't want Hanzo to be so rough, if he wanted to quit at any point, there was a set of words he could use. Between them they'd only had to use them a handful of times, and right now he had no need.
So, his answer came in the form of him spitting in the general direction of Hanzo's voice. He wasn't sure he'd hit his target, but given the disgusted sound Hanzo made he assumed he'd accomplished his goal. Hanzo's hands let go of him, before delivering another slap across his face.
"Very well, you brought this on yourself."
Hanzo grabbed him around the waist, hauling him off the floor. He was practically thrown back onto the bed, letting out a small "oof" as he hit his mattress with enough force he bounced slightly on it. He squirmed, trying to sit himself up until he felt a hand grabbing his wrists and pinning them above his head. Hanzo fiddled with the bonds for a minute, before finally letting go. Kuai tried to pull his hands back down, only to tug and find them now tied to his headboard.
Hanzo's hands trailed down his torso, stopping at his nipples to once more pull on the clamps and make him arch his back. They were let go, he could feel fingers delicately trace his abs. No doubt Hanzo was admiring having someone so strong so helpless before him. Hands reached his hips, a single finger running along his cock. Then those warm hands were on the inside of his thighs, pushing them apart. Hanzo stroked his muscles through the lace, giving an appreciative hum.
"God, your bratty behaviour is worth putting up with just for the sight of you in these stockings." The hands squeezed down, and then let go.
There were a few moments where there was nothing, all Kuai could hear was the sound of his own breathing. Then he heard a pop, before something that sounded wet. Next thing he knew, something slick with lube was pushing against his entrance. He gasped as a finger slowly slid inside. He shuddered, feeling Hanzo's free hand pushing down on his hip to keep him still. The finger pushed in as far as it could go, feeling around inside before being pulled back. A second finger joined it this time, Kuai gave a hiss at Hanzo's impatience but it didn't really hurt.
Hanzo twisted his fingers, using them to search for something. They pressed against a certain spot, and Kuai felt a jolt of pleasure letting out a moan. Hanzo gave a low chuckle, as his fingers continued to probe at his prostate. He trembled, Hanzo's fingers rubbing in circles. Without sight, all he could do was focus on the maddening sensation. The fingers retreated slightly, only to this time be joined by a third upon reentry. They immediately sort out that same spot, that sensation now joined with the feeling of being stretched.
The fingers slipped out. There was another wet squirt, before he felt his legs being lifted and hooked over Hanzo's shoulders. And then there was something else, hard and hot, pressing up against his entrance. He whined as Hanzo's cock slowly opened him up. Kuai's hands strained against his restraints, feeling Hanzo's weight pushing down on him as his legs were pushed further up to a point they were just about touching his torso.
Soon the pushing stopped, Kuai feeling Hanzo's pelvis resting against his ass. There was a long moment, presumably Hanzo was letting Kuai get used to the feeling. Finally Hanzo pulled back, before slowly entering again. Kuai whimpered, it wasn't like Hanzo to be so slow. Was this Hanzo's way of getting revenge? Because it wasn't like Kuai found slowness as torturous as Hanzo did.
It was after a couple more thrusts where Hanzo finally managed to hit his prostate that Kuai realised what he'd been doing. Kuai moaned involuntarily, and the dark chuckle that came from Hanzo revealed that might have been a mistake. Before Kuai could even think about complaining, Hanzo jerked his hips back and drove back in with such force there was an audible slap. There was no reprieve, a constant onslaught of thrusts straight into his prostate, and every time it hit Kuai could not stop the noises escaping his mouth. He was suddenly very glad that the walls of the temple were quite thick. If any of his students heard the lewd noises he was making he wasn't sure he could look them in the eyes ever again.
"What's wrong, Kuai Liang? Where's all that bravado gone, hm?" Hanzo mocked between his laboured breathes and grunts. Kuai wanted to reply, wanted so bad to make some smart remark, but completely in the dark with only the sensation of being penetrated he could barely come up with a single word.
"F-fuck you," was about the most eloquent thing he could get out of his mouth, that wasn't an incomprehensible noise of pleasure.
"Fuck me? No, I think you'll find I'm fucking you," Hanzo chuckled, giving a particularly hard thrust that practically had Kuai screaming.
Kuai could feel his orgasm fast approaching, every time Hanzo drove into his body he felt himself approaching the edge. He was at breaking point, just a few more seconds and...
Hanzo came to a stop.
"W-What?" Kuai blinked behind the blindfold, the fabric soaking up the tears that had been forming in his eyes. "Why did you stop? W-What's going on?"
"Close, weren't you, hm?" There was a harsh yank on the nipple clamps, and Kuai jolted. "But bad boys don't get to cum and I don't think you've earned the right yet."
Kuai's eyes widened. He knew that Hanzo had to have something else lined up but this was the last thing he'd expected. He'd pulled orgasm denial on Hanzo a few times, but he never imagined the situation to ever be flipped like this. Hanzo was not patient enough in the bedroom. Or at least, that's what he'd thought.
"You've got to be kidding me," Kuai got out through gritted teeth. He yanked on his restraints again. "Move!"
"No," Hanzo claimed, pulling on the clamps again. "Not until I think you've learned your lesson."
Kuai gave a frustrated huff, squirming in an attempt to fuck himself on Hanzo's cock. All that accomplished was Hanzo pushing down on him more, now completely doubled over himself, and trapped under Hanzo's weight. He could feel Hanzo's hot breath on his face again.
"Bastard," Kuai growled under his breath. Attempting to twist out of Hanzo's grip but getting nowhere. "Shirai Ryu dog!"
"Lin Kuei scum," Hanzo countered, before cutting anymore of Kuai's complaints off with a kiss. Kuai trembled, uncomfortable from both the position he was in and the damned cock in his ass that wasn't fucking doing anything. Hanzo pulled his tongue out just before Kuai could bite down on it in retaliation. "You want to cum, then you're going to have to start begging, snowflake, because until you start showing me respect you will get nothing."
"Fuck you!" Kuai growled again, "fuck you! Fuck you! Fucking fuck me you coward!"
Kuai's hopes that the insult would relight the fire of Hanzo's anger were dashed when all Hanzo did in return was laugh.
He felt the heat of Hanzo's breath hit his ear as the man nibbled his lobe. A low whisper rumbled "beg for it."
Kuai closed his eyes, taking a few deep breathes, "please, Hanzo, let me cum."
"That was a request, not begging," Hanzo muttered, pressing a kiss to the side of Kuai's neck, "request denied. Now beg. I know you can."
Kuai whimpered as Hanzo grazed his teeth over a sensitive area. Begging. Kuai could do that, knew enough of Hanzo's preferences to know exactly how to do so to his liking. He bit his lip, opened his eyes despite that doing nothing.
"Please, Master," he started, Hanzo giving an approving moan into his neck from the use of such a title. "I'm sorry for being a brat, thank you for taking time to teach my my place. Please let me cum Master, I'll be better for you."
"For only me?" Hanzo snarled, mouth now grazing a familiar spot upon Kuai's body where a particular scar that matched Hanzo's teeth lay. A scar that would no doubt be reopened before this was done.
"Yes, only you, I'll only ever be yours Master, no one else could ever fuck me like you do." He felt relief when Hanzo finally rolled his hips.
"Good boy," he whispered, and those words alone brought a strangled whine from Kuai's lips.
Hanzo began thrusting again, softly as first, but it didn't take long for him to rock back into that same brutal pace from before. Kuai was close again, so close.
"Han- Master," he corrected, "please, I'm going to-"
"Cum for me," Hanzo demanded, "cum for the only person who can fuck you this good." Finally an order that Kuai was more than happy to oblige.
His orgasm was sudden, practically screaming himself hoarse with it as he felt a wetness over his stomach. In the dark of the blindfold all the could see was little pinpricks of light as all his other sense went into override. So overwhelmed he barely noticed how he clenched around Hanzo's cock and the mans teeth sunk into that spot on his neck. He only registered what was happening when there was a final thrust, Hanzo's cock far in as it could go and the sudden feeling of being filled with warmth.
In his daze, he felt Hanzo withdraw, his nipples finally being freed from the clamps, and next thing he knew a hand was hooking under the blindfold and slipping it free. He blinked a couple of times, readjusting to the light as his hands were freed. He finished blinking, staring up at Hanzo.
"Do you need anything?" Hanzo questioned, and as Kuai opened his mouth to speak, he realised how sore his throat was.
"Water," he croaked out. Hanzo gave a nod and was off.
He waited a few seconds before he went to push himself to sit as he heard the tap running. He winced at a sharp pain from his backside as he moved. Still he managed to get himself upright enough to slump against the headboard. Hanzo came back in, glass of water and what looked like a pill of some kind.
"I figure you might need some ibuprofen as well," he mumbled, appearing almost embarrassed by that fact.
"Aw, sounds like you're worried about me," Kuai giggled, Hanzo just rolled his eyes as he held out the two items. As Kuai went to take the glass, he noticed how hard his hands were shaking. "Oh," he muttered, offering Hanzo a sheepish smile. Hanzo instead gave Kuai the tablet, which he put in his mouth, before holding the glass to Kuai's lips. Kuai drank enough to wash down the tablet, and a couple more gulps for good measure before Hanzo pulled it away. "Thank you."
Hanzo nodded, placing the glass down on the bedside cabinet before sitting on the bed next to Kuai. The Lin Kuei grandmaster instinctively rested his head on Hanzo's shoulder. His neck stung from where Hanzo had yet again laid his mark.
"You really have to stop opening that bite wound," Kuai mumbled, "one of these days it's going to get infected."
"I won't let it get infected," Hanzo confidently declared and Kuai laughed slightly.
"You sound like you're going to try beat up an infection," Kuai said in disbelief, Hanzo just huffing in response. "Maybe mark me somewhere else next time? The other side of my neck. My shoulder. My thighs."
"I will keep that in mind," Hanzo stated as an arm wrapped around Kuai Liang's shoulders protectively. A soft gesture for people who were meant to be enemies with benefits.
They sat in a comfortable post amazing sex silence for a few minutes, so peaceful Kuai could feel his eyes start to droop, exhaustion coming to finally claim him. This had definitely been one way to cure his boredom, that was for sure.
"I'm keeping the photo, by the way," Hanzo announced before Kuai could fall asleep.
"You'd better, I'll be offended if you delete it," he mumbled half asleep. "Am I going to have to send you more at some point?"
"I would... appreciate that," Hanzo admitted, his embrace tightening slightly. "Just please don't send anymore of them when I'm in meetings."
Kuai smiled against Hanzo's skin, "fair enough."
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ssa25 · 4 years
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Naruhina - Save My Soul -NH2020
For Naruhina2020 March (Bodyguard AU) and April (Celebrity AU)
A/n: Re-posting this long oneshot after major edits. I’d blundered previously when I posted this with huge chunks of old drafts attached at the end, smh. If you have read this story before, please ignore this post.
Rating: Mature
Warning: Modern AU with RTN Hinata and RTN Naruto
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Hinata knew how some people have fetishes. She never thought she had one. Until that moment.
Wait. Would it still count as a fetish if she found that particular body part extremely sexy and distracting on only one specific person?
Sitting in the back seat of her chauffeur driven customised Maybach, Hyuuga Hinata could not take her eyes off of the large manly hands of her bodyguard who was sitting in the front passenger seat. Her nipples puckered and rubbed against the lace of her bra under the short black dress, as flashes of those very same hands skimming over her body, played through her mind. Especially how his long fingers had pinched and thrust into parts of her anatomy that had made her scream and tremble in toe curling pleasure. Involuntarily, her thighs clenched together at the reminder. 
She had to force herself to look away from the man who was absolutely unaware of how his mere presence was wreaking havoc on her mind and body. Not even the constant chatter of her relatively new, chirpy assistant Matsuri, who was sitting right beside her, could pull her thoughts away from the self destructing path she was seemingly on.
Get over it, get over him, she told herself.
Uzumaki Naruto did not want her. He had made it clear. That one particular night, exactly nine days back, had been etched, engraved and embossed into her brain, was supposedly a slip-up on his part. A rare moment of weakness, was how he’d labelled it.
He was her bodyguard. Nothing more, nothing less.
So why did her body yearn for him? Had she imagined the explosive chemistry they had shared in bed? Was she not his type?
The whole world assumed that being a young famous singer-songwriter, she had more men in her life than she could handle. But little did they know that all through her existence, she had been left sorely disappointed by the men who truly meant something to her.
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As soon as she entered her suite at the hotel, she flung her crystal studded killer heels to the side and made a beeline for the well stocked mini bar. 
She had only had a few cocktails at the lavish and exclusive birthday bash of a world renowned, award winning artist, at his sprawling mansion in the outskirts of the city. Usually, she preferred to be in control of her senses at these events. She absolutely hated the idea of other people witnessing her in a weak moment.
It was probably one of the very few traits she had inherited from her now-estranged father. Her already precarious relationship with her only living conservative parent blew into smithereens when she decided to pursue her dreams. 
But that topic was a terribly sore spot for her, and she did not even want to think about it. The only thing she wanted was to drink herself to numbness, now that she was back in the security of her room. Just so that, she could stop feeling unwanted and unrequited emotions and just drift off to sleep.
She could hear Naruto stepping inside the suite, but she willed herself to not glance back at him. He would sleep on the sofa bed in the living room like he had done the night before.
He had been hired by her label’s President to protect her. After she had, apparently, irked quite a few psychopathic, batshit crazy fangirls of the famous rockstar Sabaku Gaara. Just because they had casually dated for a few months last winter. They went especially haywire when the man had written an entire song about her and had openly admitted to it in an interview.
Their relationship ended prematurely, but the threats became progressively scarier and outrightly morbid. That’s when Naruto was taken on board from an elite security organization. He was to protect her, accompany her everywhere for the foreseeable future and always stay within reach. 
Lucky her.
Hinata picked out a small bottle of red wine on impulse and carried it to her room. She shed down to her lacy underthings and poured out a generous amount of the merlot into a bulbous glass.
Taking it to her ensuite bathroom, she began wiping off her makeup in preparation for bed. The process had become so common for her, she was lost in her musings while doing a perfect job of stripping her face bare. 
Refilling her glass again, she lifted it to her lips, when it was snatched away. The harsh tug of Naruto’s fingers made her gasp and spill some wine on her chest. She had not seen him enter her private bathroom.
“What the fuck are you doing?!”, she snapped at him. “You spilled wine on me!”
His gaze flickered to her wet cleavage before he looked away. With his jaws clenched, he poured the drink into the sink and looked at her with a less than pleasant expression.
“You should know better than to drink irresponsibly. Matsuri has already reminded you that you have an early morning meeting with Mr. Senju. The last thing you need is a hangover.”, he uttered those words with a straight face. He tried his best to seem unaffected.
She forced a smile on her face. “I can’t sleep without getting myself drunk. Unless you can think of another way to tire me out. That might just help.”
She was shamelessly coming on to him, but at this point she could care less. Or it was probably just plain ol’ liquid courage.
“Go to bed, and count sheep, for all I care.”, his voice was steady but she could see the inkling of desire in his azure eyes.
She wanted to egg him on, and brought her hands to the front clasp of her bra. “Oh, come on, help me out a bit. Just one more time.”, she was almost playfully begging him now. And she knew she would take whatever he would throw at her. It probably went against feminist ideals, but she was never this weak for another man. She needed him like no one else. Why did he not get that?
“Don’t you want me again?”, she propositioned him and unhooked the wet lace bra to tempt him further.
But before he could get an eyeful for her naked heaving chest, he turned around to walk out of her bathroom. She could only laugh, while her heart squeezed painfully inside at his outright rejection.
“You’re such a pussy!”, she commented mockingly to goade him further.
And lo, behold, it made him stall at the door. His fists were clenched at his sides, but he did not retaliate with words. Just when she felt a sliver of doubt that he would walk away, he swung around and marched over to her, capturing her burgundy stained lips under his hungry ones. 
She moaned audibly at the surge of passion in their liplock, it positively made her giddy. His hands pulled and pressed her body against his, before cupping her perky round bottom and lifting her up against him.
Hinata squealed into the kiss at the sudden change of altitude, but she did not dare break away from him. She needed him so badly that she grasped at his short hair desperately to gain leverage and rub her core against his hardening length.
She heard him groan out loudly and then he pulled away from her lightly bruised, swollen lips, as he joined their foreheads and continued what she had started. Holding her from her bottom, he pushed her against the nearest wall and started thrusting upwards for some desperately needed friction. The silk of her panty was really thin and flimsy, and the ridges of his jeans gliding over her most sensitive point was delicious.
“Yes!”, she cried out. “Naruto… Please!! Don’t stop…!!”
Her hoarse pleading made him curse out loud. Abruptly, he her away from the wall. But instead of taking her to the bedroom like she had expected, he stepped into the large glass walled shower.
Unceremoniously, Naruto pulled the tap handle and the shower sprayed them with really cold water. She screamed as the icy water fell on her skin, instantly cutting off the heat of their encounter.
“F*ck! What the hell?!”, she scrambled out of his grip and out from the chill of the water. “What was that for?”
The cold spray had drenched Naruto, by the time he turned the supply off.
“That was me trying to act on the shred of rationality left in me.”, Naruto said seriously while rubbing a hand across his hair. She shivered and wrapped her arm around her naked chest.
“Oh, for f*ck’s sake, do you have to be so rational all the dam* time?!!”, her voice echoed against the walls. “What’s wrong with you??!!”
He slipped out of the shower cubicle and threw the nearest dry bathrobe at her. She quickly pushed her arms through it to cover herself. Doing what he did was humiliating enough, especially after she had literally begged him to take her.
“Call me old fashioned, but I prefer my women sober in bed…”, he replied with a snort.
“Oh just stop with that holier than thou attitude… I’m barely tipsy… You’re the one who’s got his panties in a wad for no reason.”, she let her frustration speak through with zero filter. “Seriously, have you ever let yourself get carried away by your instincts? Instead of being so dam* uptight 24/7?...”
“Oh, I’ve tried it… Look where that got us…”
“You say it as if it was bad for you…”, she followed after him into the bedroom.
“That is beside the point… You, Miss Hinata Hyuuga, are my employer… It is inappropriate for us to sleep together...”
“It’s a little late for worrying about appropriateness, don’t you think?!...”, her voice was laced with sarcasm. “Surely you realise that or have you lost your memories while perched on your moral high horse?”
Naruto gritted his teeth and glared at her with icy blue eyes. “I haven’t forgotten anything… But I have more self respect and pride than repeating my mistake of being your rebound hookup.”
She felt hurt by his accusation. “Is that what you think? A rebound?... Gosh, Naruto... I have been over Gaara for months...”
“Well then, what else is it??”, he demanded.
She was tongue tied by the abruptness of his question. What was it? 
She was crazy attracted to him. She cared for him. She wanted him to do unspeakable things to her. She wanted to do similar things back to him. But that was as far as she had thought.
Seeing her speechless, he nodded curtly. “That’s what I thought.”
He moved away from her before her muddled brain could make a sense out of the deviation their conversation had taken. Naruto picked up his wallet, blazer and keycard before walking towards the main door.
“Get some sleep… Please… I will be right outside.”
Hinata could not utter the right words to stop him. Even if she desperately wanted to. 
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By eight o’ clock next morning, Hinata was seated in an upscale rooftop restaurant that was famous for its breakfast menu. Mr. Senju was notorious for being an early riser, and he believed in using as much of the daylight as possible to conduct profitable business.
Clad in a flowy lavender maxi skirt, a white lace crop top and a pair of comfy birkenstocks, Hinata was half heartedly listening to Mr. Senju. Her mirrored sunglasses provided her the perfect ruse to hide her tired eyes and also to frequently glance over at Naruto, who stood a few feet away, where he had the perfect vantage point of the whole setting.
Matsuri sat beside her, jotting down important points that were discussed. By the end of the meal, Hinata had agreed to lend her voice to a character of a big budget animated movie that would be produced by Mr. Senju. Few remaining details would be ironed out by her label before she would sign the contract.
“Then I’ll see you back in the city in two weeks, Miss Hyuuga.”, Mr. Senju shook her hand. “It was a pleasure meeting you. Have a good day!”
Hinata smiled widely and bid him goodbye.
“Wow… That was definitely worth losing a few hours of sleep…”, Matsuri commented.
Hinata nodded listlessly, and nibbled on the poached eggs. She would have certainly liked Naruto to join her at the table, but he had maintained the cool aloof demeanour from last night. Like they only worked in a professional capacity.
Hinata could not openly make any grand gestures towards him because the restaurant was decently filled with posh clients.
From behind her shades, she had even noticed more than one woman staring in the direction of the tall figure of her bodyguard. And it lit her with jealousy. It was absurd. She had no claim over him, but she wanted to gorge the eyes out of any woman who so much as second glanced at him. Curiously, she had never felt this possessive about any of her past boyfriends. Not even Gaara, who the craziest female fandom their music industry had ever seen.
Speaking of the devil.
Gasps and murmurs filled the air, as Gaara Sabaku waltzed into the establishment like he owned the place, with his manager right behind him. Most patrons were affluent enough to not stumble out of their seats to approach celebrities for an autograph or selfies. But there were quite a few heads turned and much interest shown, when the red haired rockstar made a beeline for her.
“G-G-Gaara!”, she squeaked and flushed uncomfortably. Hinata was amused to see her so flustered. Especially, when she was quite unaffected by the famous actors and singers at last night’s bash.
Hinata got up from her seat to greet her ex-boyfriend.
“Hinata… What a pleasant surprise to see you here…”, Gaara spoke fondly as he engulfed her in his arms.
Hinata was a little taken aback by his enthusiasm, but she let it slide. There was nothing wrong with acknowledging an old friend or acquaintance with a genial hug. But she noticed the way Naruto had become stiff and alert, standing a few feet away from them.
“It’s nice to see you too Gaara… Weird running into you here… What are you doing so far off from the city?”, she asked him casually.
“Same thing as you. I made it to the party a little late last night… My flight got delayed on my way back from Seoul… By the time I got there, you had left…”, he explained.
“Ah, yeah…I was feeling a little tired…”, Hinata replied. She felt a little uncomfortable by Gaara’s attention, so she deviated from their conversation. “Gaara, this is my new assistant Matsuri… Matsuri, this is Gaara… You might know him….”
Gaara nodded at her nonchalantly before focusing back on Hinata. “How long are you here for?”
“Umm… Just for tonight.. We will be driving back to the city tomorrow morning…”
“That’s great! We must have dinner together tonight. Especially when we are both staying at the same hotel.”
Hinata was quite surprised at his invitation. She could see from the corner of her eyes, Naruto got closer to them and stood behind her protectively.
Was he jealous? Or was this a part of his job?
“I’m not sure that’s a good idea Gaara…”
“Come on, it’s just dinner… I won’t try to kiss you or anything… Unless you want to, ofcourse!”
Hinata fixed him with a mocking glare. She had separated from him on amicable terms. He was not keen on her suggestion of breaking up. But as a free spirited musician himself, he loathed the idea of binding her to him against her wishes. So he let her go. Now, even the thought of having dinner plans with him seemed to hold no attraction for her. Deep down, she realised the reason why.
“Haven’t we had enough problems because of our past? Being seen together again in public would be asking for more trouble.”, she tried to reason with him.
“Fine, if that’s your worry. How about you come over to my suite? We can have a private dinner where no one can see us.” Gaara glanced at Naruto and added, “You can even have your guard installed outside my door to keep an eye out for you.”
She really wanted to decline his invitation without seeming rude or uptight. But it seemed a little difficult now, with Gaara being insistent and the eyes of other patrons of the restaurant on the two of them.
She lowered her voice and replied, “How about I think about it and text you back?”
Gaara smirked and nodded. “Okay. Remember, I will be hoping for a yes.”
He flicked her chin lightly, like he used to do when they were back together, and moved towards his reserved table.
With that, Naruto suggested they make a move out. He trailed closer than ever before, and kept a light protective hand on her back while the few paparazzis outside clicked furiously. She wondered if Gaara’s invite had spurred this extra protective and possessive streak in him. The idea of making him even more jealous appealed to her. But she absolutely hated toying with people to play games like that. She wanted him to want her back without any underhanded tricks in play.
Once back inside the car, Matsuri asked incredulously, “You are not seriously thinking about going out with him, are you??”
Hinata rested her head back and watched Naruto for any sign. He did seem a little stiffer than usual, even as he was busily texting someone on his phone.
“Technically, it’s not ‘going out’... More like ‘dining in’... But I haven’t made a decision about it. Yet.”
A full minute later, her phone pinged and she took it out to read the new text message, thinking it might be from Gaara.
‘For your eyes only. Make sure no one is peeking into your phone.’
It was from Naruto. When she raised her head up, she saw Matsuri trying to inconspicuously peek at the text. She understood that Naruto might be trying to communicate with her without Matsuri knowing about their recent past.
“Who was that?”, she asked nonchalantly.
“Uh, no one.”, Hinata lied easily.
Seconds later, another message popped up. This time she was careful about not letting wandering eyes stray over to her phone.
‘I have to warn you about something. But what is most important is for you to NOT panic. Matsuri has a carving knife in her bag. She picked it up from the restaurant. Beware. Do not engage her in any conversation about Gaara. I have alerted the police, we will get you to safety soon. Just keep calm. You will be fine.’
Hinata grew pale as she finished reading the text. Why would Matsuri pick a knife? Slowly, the pieces fit together, and she realised that her new assistant was one of the psychopathic fans of her ex-boyfriend.
“Was that Gaara?”, Matsuri’s suspicious voice broke her trance.
“Umm… No…”, she replied faintly and looked outside the window to hide any signs of distress on her face.
“I think meeting Gaara again would not be good for either of you.”, her assistant kept talking.
If Naruto had not warned her, she would have snapped back at Matsuri and given her a piece of her mind. And that would have been disastrous. She looked to the front and found Naruto looking back at her. He gave her a small reassuring nod.
“If he thinks-“
Naruto interrupted her just as she spoke. “We’re almost here. It will be ideal for both of you to discuss this in the privacy of the suite, while I run a small errand.”
Soon the car stopped, Naruto jogged out to open Hinata’s door.
“You did good. I am here with you, don’t worry.��, he muttered close to her ears.
Hinata felt safe in his presence and she had to stop herself from leaning into him. The trio moved through the hotel lobby that seemed quieter than usual. Matsuri did not suspect a thing, but she raised an eyebrow at him when he joined them in the elevator.
“I thought you had an errand to run.”
Hinata understood that she was trying to get rid of Naruto to confront her in the suite.
“I do. I just need to grab some papers from my suitcase.”, he lied easily.
As soon as  they entered the suite, they were confronted by the police who were waiting for them. Matsuri turned vicious when her plan was foiled. She tried attacking Hinata even with so many officials around, but she was easily tackled by Naruto.
“Stay right where you are!!”
Soon, she was handcuffed and dragged away, but she kept hissing and cursing at Hinata.
“B*tches like you don’t deserve any love!! You f*cking wh*re!!!”
Hinata was aghast watching the complete switch in her personality. It was chilling to realise that someone who harboured ill intentions for her was kept close.
Her sight turned blurry as she stood rooted to her spot. Whether they were tears of relief or shock or exasperation, was anyone’s guess.
Naruto dealt with the police officials quickly before he went up to her. Wordlessly, he gathered her in his arms and hugged her tight.
“I don’t know why I am crying… I am not a crybaby…”, her words were muffled by his suit jacket.
“It’s okay… It’s okay to feel the way you do...I’m right here for you.”
But she shook her head and looked up at him. “How did you realise…”
Naruto explained his observation of Matsuri’s expression when Gaara came into the restaurant.
“It was somewhere between shock, awe and fanatical lunacy… And when he kept his attention solely on you, she looked vengeful… Both of you were too busy chatting to notice the stark change in her demeanour…”
“Oh…”, she pondered over the events. “So, that was why you stood close to me… Because of Matsuri… Not because you were jealous?”
Naruto sighed and lifted her face up to him. “I was jealous. Extremely so. But even in that moment your safety was my priority.”
Hinata looped both her arms around his neck. “Oh Naruto….About yesterday-“
“Don’t worry about it.”
“No… Let me say it… When you asked me about what you meant to me… I was unsure of how I could put my feelings into words… It might not be love yet, but you are so much more than a rebound… No, actually let me rephrase that… You are nothing like a rebound… I feel very very strongly for you…Honestly, I always keep thinking of you, my eyes keep looking for you... So much so that I’m afraid it might turn into an obsession.”
He smirked and leaned his forehead towards her. “Are you sure that’s not the after effects of the traumatic event talking?”
She grabbed him by his lapels and mockingly glared at him. “Don’t make fun of my feelings for you. I know what I want. Besides, I would hardly call this encounter traumatic. It was shocking and a little scary, but I can get past it. I’m stronger than you think.”
Naruto nodded and looked away from her gaze. “And you are sure you don’t mind that we have almost nothing in common… I mean, you could do much better than me.”
Hinata rolled her eyes at him, “You sure like doubting yourself for someone with so much pride and self respect.”
He just shrugged, “Just putting it out there… Fair warning… I am not easy to get rid off… So I just want to cover my bases…”
“That’s strange…”, she replied with a frown. “I was going to give you the same warning.”
“There’s one thing common between us then.”, he commented before asking. “Shall we seal the deal with a kiss?”
“Only a kiss??”
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Over the next few days, Naruto and Hinata received several phone calls informing him about the development of the case against Matsuri. She had confessed to all accounts of threats and intention to harm but pleaded not guilty citing mental instability.
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Note: Apologies for the very late entry. And also I would like to apologise to fans of Matsuri, she was portrayed negatively in this story, but I assure I have nothing against her! If anything, I like to feature her as Hinata’s friend in a lot of ny other stories.
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sparklyfairymira · 4 years
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Prompt: Bellamy celebrity actor that Madi calls Clarke's Daddy
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Bellamy is the star of Clarke & Raven's fave tv show playing a character named Dean. And they're trying to get Madi to say it and Raven makes a joke one time not realizing that Madi can hear her and says she knows Clarke would like to call him Daddy. So Madi says "Daddy" turns to Clarke and says "Your Daddy?" And Raven is dying laughing and says yes. So then it becomes a thing. Which whatever, they'll never meet him. Except they do. He's in town visiting his sister (that they didn't know lives here) and they run into him at the supermarket. And she says "Mommy, it's your Daddy!" super loud as she points at Clarke. And Clarke is dying of embarrassment. But Bellamy thinks it's funny. They hit it off and she does call him Daddy.
This prompt is from our prompt board for @t100fic-for-blm
Moodboard by:  Indie (bbybellmy on twitter)
Prompt by: Me based on this tweet
Writer: Me!!!!!
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hotforharrison · 5 years
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Club Utopia (Oneshot)
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Pairing: Harrison Osterfield/Reader
Summary: Meeting Harrison during your first visit to a sex club.
Word Count: 2,001
Warnings: Language and smut, my usual go-tos.
A/N: I first posted this for Writers Wednesday on @the-sha-official0hazanon​‘s blog! I seriously recommend checking him out. He’s the best Haz anon ever.
There was nothing on the exterior of the building that would indicate it was a sex club, not that you had particularly expected there to be a glowing sign saying ‘SEX CLUB’ on it.
You nervously walked into the lobby and approached the counter.
“Welcome to Club Utopia. I’ll need you to read over these rules for the club and sign a form. I’ll also need your ID,” the girl behind the counter told you. “We accept cash or card for the cover.”
You skimmed the rules that you’d already read on their website before you’d chosen to come, signed the form, handed over your ID, and paid the cover.
“You’re set now. Enjoy!” The girl returned her attention to her phone as you walked toward the entrance to the club itself.
You weren’t sure what you were expecting, but this wasn’t quite it.
The inside of the club was dimly lit with blue lighting, and the only other patrons you could see were two women sitting close together. They looked up at you for a moment and then returned to their conversation.
The televisions mounted to the wall were showing low quality porn, an orgy set at a frat party. Since no one was around yet that piqued your interest, you chose to ignore the porn in favor of paying attention to your phone for the moment.
Hopefully, you hadn’t just wasted your Friday night.
You got distracted on your social media and were quite startled when someone tapped you on the shoulder.
“Hey, is this seat taken, love?” a smooth male British accent asked from beside you.
The accent was an immediate turn-on, not something you encountered often living an entire ocean away from England. 
You glanced up at him. The first thing you noticed was his pale blue eyes, striking even in the dim light. Although you couldn’t see him perfectly with the lights as low as they were, he was still definitely the hottest guy who had ever paid attention to you.
At that moment, you decided to go for it. You came to the sex club for a reason, after all.
“It’s not,” you told him with a smile.
“I’m Harrison,” he said.
“Nice to meet you, Harrison. You’re far away from home,” you commented.
“I travel a lot for work,” he explained.
You wanted to ask more about him, but you weren’t sure what was appropriate to ask a sex club patron, eventually blurting out, “so, what brings you here?”
“You mean what brings me to a sex club?” he asked with a chuckle, raising his eyebrows.
“Sorry, I’ve never been to one of these before, and I’m a little nervous,” you said, sheepishly.
“Honestly, I haven’t either,” he confessed. “This isn’t like meeting girls in a pub. I guess I’ll just outright ask. Would you like to go to one of the private rooms with me?”
“I can’t think of anything I’d like more,” you answered, so excited at the prospect of what was about to happen that you almost knocked over your chair as you got up.
He laughed softly to himself at your eagerness.
You followed him across the main floor into one of the private rooms, shutting the door behind you.
The room was small. There was a padded bed with no bedding and a small table containing a bowl with packets of lube and condoms in it, with a wastebasket on the floor next to it. A TV mounted on the wall was showing the same low quality porn from the main floor.
You stood in front of him silently, started to fidget.
“So, uh…” you trailed off awkwardly.
Harrison opened and closed his mouth, looking a bit lost. He leaned down to kiss you, but immediately pulled away. “Shit, one second.”
You were momentarily worried that he’d changed his mind, but you were relieved when you saw he just went to the wastebasket to spit his gum out.
“Sorry about that. I’m usually smoother than this,” he apologized.
“I’m not, if we’re being perfectly honest here,” you admitted.
He chuckled. “Now, where were we?”
“Right about here,” you responded, leaning up to kiss him as he leaned down.
You met his soft and warm lips with your own. The kiss was never really chaste, his tongue quick to dart out and slip between your already parted lips. He tasted slightly cinnamony as he brushed his tongue unhurriedly against yours.
He moaned quietly into your mouth when you stopped being a passive partner, your tongue making its way into his mouth. You traced his perfect teeth, then explored his mouth slowly and thoroughly.
You lost track of time, completely engrossed in the kiss, only returning to awareness when his hands slid down your mostly bare back to squeeze and massage your ass through the thin material of your tight dress. He tugged you completely flush against him.
One of his hands slipped up underneath the hem of your dress, finding its way in-between your thighs from behind.
He broke the kiss, breathing a bit heavily, eyebrows raised. “You’re not wearing panties, darling?”
You grinned. “Where are we right now?”
He smiled back. “Point taken.”
You spread your legs as much as you could in the confines of your dress, to give him more room to work with, but it wasn’t enough for your liking.
“Fuck it,” you mumbled, tugging the offending garment over your head.
He chuckled. “No bra either, I see. Not that I have a problem with that. Less in the way.”
His head dipped to take one of your nipples into his mouth, tongue swirling around it. His fingers now easily found their way between your folds, going for your clit immediately and rubbing slickly around the sensitive nub.
“Oh my god.” Your knees started to buckle, but he fortunately stabilized you with his arm from behind.
“Christ, you’re wet,” he mumbled against the skin of your breast, two long fingers pressing into you while his thumb took over on your clit.
“Talk to me?” you requested breathily.
“Like dirty talk?” he clarified.
“Yeah,” you responded, nodding.
“Love how wet you are for me. Tight, too. Gonna have to loosen you up some first before I can get my cock into you, though.” A third finger pushed in, next to the other two, scissoring slightly as he continued to pump them in and out of you and rub your clit. “Your pussy will feel so fucking amazing around my cock, I can’t wait. I promise I’ll fill you up better than anyone else ever has.”
The combination of what he was doing with his hand and the dirty talk in his delicious accent had you close. “Want to cum, please, Harrison.”
“Well, since you asked me so nicely.” His thumb worked your clit faster, and he fingered you a bit rougher, aiming more directly for your g-spot.
“Fuck, don’t stop,” you moaned as your climax hit you harder than a brick wall, burying your fingers in the fabric of Harrison’s shirt while the sparks of pleasure coursed through you.
As you came down from your high, his motions gentled, until he finally stopped. He let you slump against him bonelessly.
He lifted you like a limp ragdoll and carried you over to the bed, gently depositing you on it, before he stepped back to strip off his own clothes.
“Hey, what if I wanted to undress you?” you complained, watching as he kicked off his shoes and unbuttoned his shirt.
“You’re in no state to do that right now, and I’ve been dressed plenty long enough. I’m in town for another four weeks anyway, if you’re interested in a repeat performance,” he offered.
“We’ll see. You might have a disappointing dick,” you teased.
“I seriously doubt it, but I’ll let you be the judge of that.” He undid his pants and shucked them and his boxers at the same time.
You looked him over, from head to toe. He was leanly muscled, with endless planes of smooth skin waiting to be touched. It left you eager to get your hands on him. You saved what you hoped to be the best for last, and you definitely weren’t disappointed.
His cock rested against his stomach, looking achingly hard, precum glistening at the tip. It wasn’t huge by any stretch, but it would be more than enough to fill you up. Maybe not the most you’d ever been filled up, or enough to ruin you for other men for the rest of your life, but you knew you were going to leave the club a very satisfied woman.
“Like what you see?” he eventually asked.
“I do,” you replied, simply. “You should come over here now.”
He smiled. “It would be my pleasure.”
You watched as he made a quick stop at the bowl of condoms and lube.
He grabbed a condom of the bowl, fumbling a bit because of how quickly he tried to remove it from the wrapper and roll it down his length. It was obvious that he was just as desperate for you as you were for him.
You spread your legs and waited impatiently for him to join you on the bed.
“Look so pretty like this,” he commented, hands brushing lightly against your knees as he slotted himself between your thighs.
“Thank you. If you want me to move some other way, I can. I mean I’m not sure what your favorite position is,” you said. “I’m happy with whatever you want.”
“This is perfect. Missionary is sort of underrated in my opinion,” he told you, lining himself up and pushing into you in one long thrust. After he was all the way in, he lowered himself on top of you and pressed a brief kiss to your lips. “Need me to stay still for a minute?”
“Thank you for offering, but I think I’m good,” you replied. “I really want you to move right now.”
“Your wish is my command.” He rocked his hips against yours slowly, increasing the length and speed of his thrusts gradually, until he was finally fucking you at a just about perfect pace and depth.
You rolled your hips back into his thrusts until you found a rhythm you both liked, wrapping your legs around him and pulling him tighter against you.
His mouth met yours in wet and sloppy kisses, sometimes barely more than moaning and breathing heavily into each other’s mouths.
You snaked a hand between your bodies to get yourself off again before he came, but he pushed it aside.
“Let me,” he breathed. His hand replaced yours, fingers collecting some of your wetness near your entrance. Then, he started rubbing slick circles around your clit.
“Getting close,” you told him as your second orgasm of the night approached. It came much quicker than you’d anticipated, and even harder than the first one.
Your body clenched and pulsed around his cock, milking him, and bringing him over the edge with you.
He came with a loud groan, thrusts growing rougher and more erratic as he spilled into the condom. When his climax finally ebbed, he collapsed on top of you.
A comfortable silence stretched between you as you both recovered, heart rates gradually slowing and breathing evening out.
“How do you feel about pancakes?” he eventually asked.
“Um, they’re fine, I guess?” you responded, confused. “What do pancakes have to do with anything?”
“That was me asking you if you want to join me at IHOP. I’m hungry, and I saw one around the corner. They’re open 24 hours,” he explained.
You laughed. “Sure, why not? Going to IHOP in the middle of the night with a guy I met at a sex club wearing a skimpy dress with nothing on underneath it probably wouldn’t be the craziest thing I’ve ever done.”
He smiled at you. “Sounds like you’ve got stories to tell me, pretty girl.”
“Sounds like I do,” you agreed, smiling back.
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An Ache Deeper Than This
fandom: naruto wordcount: 3.7k/oneshot rating: teen (sensuality) summary: shikamaru is feeling old and achy on the way back from a mission, and neji gives him a massage.
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note: written because im stressed and just wanted fluff lol
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 “We’ll make a camp here for tonight,” Neji said, looking up to the sky and the setting sun. Twenty-five minutes till sundown, and two more days left till their team reached The Village Hidden in the Leaves.
 Two days till home, after over two weeks of mission. Shikamaru could have sighed in relief, but he didn’t -- though he was relieved, he felt like he’d been whittling down his stamina a lot more these days, and he didn’t want to sound too happy at the prospect of rest. He’d save his sighs and complaining for      slightly bigger things than settling down for the night.
 Hinata stopped a couple of branches behind them, and a quick glance showed that she was surveying their area. Her eyes relaxed, with a little smile shot toward Shikamaru. “No one’s following, and there’s no one flanking.”
 Shikamaru smiled back — he never had to be concerned about their surroundings, not when he was with two Hyuugas.
 Lee looked into the same sky, the same direction, and patted Neji on the back. “That is a good call, Neji! The night is swiftly on its way, and we are in a good location to set up camp! We have done a great deal of traveling!”
 Neji laughed, looking down to the grass below his branch. “Indeed, Lee. I’ll leave the tents for you.”
 “Leave it to me! It will be ready in half an hour!”
 Lee dropped to the forest floor, followed by Kiba and Akamaru. Neji and Shikamaru shared a bemused glance. Of this promise, they had no doubt it would be fulfilled, and fulfilled fast.
 ~
 When Shikamaru wants to complain about pains, aches, and other physical issues that seem to follow him around like a persistent pet, he has to remind himself to not call it a factor of old age. That just wasn’t possible. He knew it, and if he were to say it, it would make him sound more whiny than he cared to be these days.
 It’s just the way of a ninja -- who cares if he’s 21, he’s been an active shinobi since he was 12. He’s lived through war, too many S-rank missions to count, and plays an active role fulfilling academy duties such as dodging hyperactive students with weapons. He’s a seasoned shinobi, and he has the scars (and joints) to prove it.
     You’re not old, you’re a ninja.  
 That still doesn’t make the aches and tightness in his shoulder any better -- knowing the cause doesn’t prevent it from happening. Short of retiring, which he didn’t see coming any time soon,      this     was going to be his life. He was going to have to get used to it.
 Maybe he can grumble. A little bit.
 “Nara,” came the calming voice to pull him from his thoughts.
 Shikamaru looked up from the log he was backed against, eyes focusing in on the Hyuuga in front of him. The sky blended into his long, restrained hair, and the calm fire lit behind him brought a glow to his white robes. His hands were in his pockets, and from his flat expression, it wouldn’t be easy to assess his demeanor.
 Shikamaru smiled, which in turn brought one from Neji.
 “Nara? You haven’t called me that in a while.”
 “You haven’t complained in a while, either, so I figured I’d check in.”
 “You’re such a good squad leader. Thanks, captain.”
 Neji’s eyes shifted to the side, a self satisfied smile replacing the gentle one before. “Don’t call me that.”
 Shikamaru laughed, propping his arms over the back of the log. He liked this. He      missed     this. He sees Neji often enough, but by misfortunes way, they often take on different missions. This shared mission, it would seem, is a blessing. Even if it was more trouble than it was worth, but it was also an incredible peace of mind to be side-by-side with him and not just waiting to be reunited.
 That was more common than not, too.
 Neji sat down on the same log Shikamaru rested against, just to the left of him. His robes were sullied with the regular wear and tear of a mission, and due to the nature of their combatants in the land of earth, the edges of his pants were singed and blackened.
 Shikamaru reached out and rolled the material between his fingers, watching parts of it break off. “Did you consider that maybe there’s nothing to complain about?”
 Neji looked down to him, then sighed. “This mission is long, got derailed, took longer than anticipated, and no one has slept in a bed in two weeks. I’d consider that… troublesome.”
 Shikamaru chuckled, dropping the hem of his pant leg. His eyes turned toward the fire, where Lee, Kiba, and Hinata roasted veggies. “Hmm. You have a point.”
 Neji rested a hand on Shikamaru’s shoulder, and Shikamaru tried not to flinch. He thought he must have done a good job, since Neji didn’t comment on it. He just squeezed, gazing out to their friends at the far side of camp.
 “When we’re home, it’s possible we might have to take on another S-rank. Kakashi already told me that he got word of missionaries out in the Mist, and he doesn’t want to send genin or chunin.”
 Shikamaru couldn’t help it this time, he had to sigh - he      had     to, in some way, let out his frustrations, and nothing was appropriate except for the soft tufts of tension that need to be released from his body.
 This life was clearly not made with him in mind -- he could do it, but it was a pain.
 “What a drag.”
 Neji squeezed again. “Indeed.”
     Man, my shoulder hurts -- what the fuck did I do to it?  
 Kiba and Akamaru were wiped too, because Lee was animatedly talking to him and Kiba was only nodding in agreement. Hinata, with a bowl of food in hand, was more engaged in the conversation, smiling and nodding along as Lee continues his story.
 They were far enough that the two of them couldn’t hear any details, just tones, just exclamations. It was sort of heart-warming, if Shikamaru ponders on it. Walking away from a mission that took blood and sweat and tears (Lee’s, admittedly, but tears nonetheless), only to be sitting with your friends and teammates in a tranquil evening of rest.
 It’s nice, seeing everyone you love alive.
 “So, which shoulder is it?”
 Neji’s hand was still resting on him, atop his jacket, and Shikamaru was again removed from his thoughts.
 “Hmm? What?”
 Neji shot an annoyed glance downward. “Where are you hurting? And don’t tell me you’re not, you’ve been favoring your left arm and side all day.”
     Ah    ,      to think a Hyuuga wouldn’t see… that Neji wouldn’t know. Should’a figured.  
 “It’s not that bad.”
 “But it hurts?”
 Shikamaru laughed, looking up to Neji and trying to be annoyed and finding that he couldn’t. Neji could frustrate him, call him on his shit, or generally be a pain to deal with on missions, but Shikamaru couldn’t find it in himself to be annoyed. “... A little bit, I guess.”
 “Take off your jacket,” Neji said immediately, like all he needed was a reason.
 Shikamaru obliged, and he removed his flak jacked with all the care in the world. Sitting down, having a chance for his body to relax and not move, had set his muscles into a calm state that did not take kindly to being interrupted.
 The sharp pains running down his back, his scapula, and his neck were renewed. He gasped when his jacket was freed from his shoulders. “Damn it,” he sighed, setting it off to the side.
 “I thought you said it wasn’t that bad?”
 Shikamaru shook his head. “It isn’t,” he insisted, but he didn’t try to sound convincing.
 It was Neji’s turn to sigh. In a quick and quiet motion, he stood, hitching a leg around the log so that he could sit behind Shikamaru. Shikamaru sat on the ground, a long leg on either side of him.
 Shikamaru immediately tensed when he realized what Neji had in mind, and looked over his shoulder with an expression he hoped wasn’t too surprised. “      Neji    ,” he said, not quite a whisper, but through tense lips. “They’re…”
 Neji took it all in amusement. “Kiba and Hinata are nearly asleep, and there’s no force in the world that will make Lee observant enough to notice.”
 His hands came up to lay gently across Shikamaru’s shoulders, no force behind them, just intent and awaiting action. Shikamaru wanted it in his heart, his muscles begged for a massage that would bring an end to their ache, but the type of person he is has      never     made him feel relaxed in the face of public displays of affection...
 They’ve been together for three years, and everyone knows this, and he will      still     feel himself grow stiff at the thought of being open or vulnerable in public. His ears still would warm if he’s caught in the middle of a kiss…
     It’s a damn curse.  
 Neji’s hands, all soft angles and long digits, rose up the sides of his shoulder, encouraged to do so with the silence Shikamaru granted him, rather than complaints and arguments. They climbed just to the length of skin between his shoulder and his neck. He leaned down, head dipping to the right, his lips ghosting the shell of Shikamaru’s ear. “Can I let down your hair?”
 Shikamaru’s face felt warm -- too warm, too fast. He nodded, eyes forward in anticipation. It was dumb, but he’s just... never been the type to be vulnerable in public -- and      never    on a mission. But he nodded all the same, because Neji’s hands were convincing in any circumstance, and maybe this little log, far away from camp, was private enough.
 The sounds from the campfire kept steady, a gentle scene of friendly stories and muffled laughter.
 “Thank you,” Neji whispered, and he quickly did away with the band in Shikamaru’s hair. He combed through the mass, making sure to not catch in any knots so it could lay flat.
 “That’s nice,” Shikamaru sighed, surrendering to him despite their circumstance.
 Neji carded through his hair, gently and with great care. He was slow, and the feeling was like a calm shore lapped at by little waves. And when he brought his fingertips to trace long paths down his head, Shikamaru definitely didn’t mind at all.
 “Don’t stop…”
 He pushed the lengths to drape over Shikamaru’s right shoulder, and Shikamaru opened his eyes, not having remembered closing them at all. Neji began pressing the tips of his fingers into the knots in his shoulders. “How about after a massage?”
 Ah, yes. That’s what he was supposed to be doing. “Oh… yeah, yeah.”
 Neji chuckled, and the sound was like a hit to the gut. “I’m sorry I distracted you,” and before Shikamaru was able to disagree, he pressed his thumbs into tender muscles. “Now, relax.”
 “Mmm,” Shikamaru winced, thumbs grazing over inflamed muscle and painful nerves.
 “Tell me where.”
 “Right where you are is      perfect    ,” and this was the way it was, he was already sinking back into Neji’s hands, eyes fluttering shut again with each passing second.
 Neji’s hands were familiar, gentle and rough in a perfect harmony that was known only to Shikamaru. He’d never experienced a place that felt safer than within the hold of these hands, and      this    embrace.
 His shoulders fell, by inches, but in magnitude it was like the tensions of a bridge held taut on ropes too worn      finally     giving away. He didn’t even know how      bad     they felt, not until he could move them without also being in discomfort. The tenderness remained, but that, too, was lessening with every squeeze.
 “Your muscles are so tense…” and he pushed a thumb deep into his scapula, a tight roll of knots lighting up under his thumb.
 Shikamaru whimpered, head tilting in favor of his left, and tried to unscrew his eyes as the pain passed. “I know… well, I know      now    , but I didn’t realize I was this --”
 A press, and a loud      pop     between his back ribs.
 “--      hnn --    tense…”
 “You should stretch with me at home.”
 “We’ve tried that…”
 “If you try with me, I’ll make sure you don’t corner me again.”
 Shikamaru smirked, the memory bringing a spark of heat to his stomach. Ghost pains of kneeling behind Neji on his bare knees came back like a blaze, but he didn’t hate it. “Suit yourself.”
 Neji chuckled again.
 When he gets past the stupid part of his brain that insists he’s doing something he shouldn’t, and publicly doing it despite it being easily viewed, Shikamaru admits that it’s not that bad. Granted, their teammates were still a distant thought that didn’t pay them any attention, but still -- he enjoyed the fact that he was able to get away from the pain in his body.
 Neji’s hands are like home, coaxing and pulling him into comfort. He opens his eyes just a sliver, peering out from his sleepiness and tranquility. The lights are little points, blurry beads and circles.
 The ground is hard, he wants fresh clothes, and there’s a creaky forest around them, but with Neji…
     I don’t need anything else.  
 “Neji…” He whispered, leaning toward his thigh. He beckons with a finger, “C’mere.”
 Neji’s hair fell, flowing down into their space, and it was like a curtain, a place that existed between the two of them; another place so familiar, his bones would recognize it no matter what. Neji eyed him from the side, quiet, attentive and awaiting. Shikamaru raised his arm to wrap around Neji’s neck, not to tug or pull or alter in any way except to say      stay    .
 “I owe you.”
 Neji shook his head, but kept his silence with a knowing smile.
 “I do.”
 He kissed Neji’s cheek, ‘cause actions are better than words.
 Neji’s hands start to knead into the conjunction of his shoulder, still under loose restraint of Shikamaru’s arm. A shooting pain issued from each contact point-- little avalanches, little aches releasing themselves from the flesh like tumbling boulders. It hurt, but then the pain gave way to better feelings, fewer pains.
 “Your hands… are so warm,” it was like he couldn’t stop the words. His voice was hoarse and too relaxed for his own liking, since it wasn’t in his house or his bed, and those too tumbled like an avalanche.
 Neji leaned into the skin he was just kneading, lips open in a kiss that only skims the surface -- like what a breath is to a shout, a droplet to a swift river.
 But then he starts to suck, and pool blood into the spot Shikamaru knows will be covered by his jacket. It brings heat to his face as he closes his eyes and leans back into the body behind him. His legs twist, just a bit, and he doesn’t have quite enough will power to not let the tension build in him -- his hips shift, his feet doing all they can not to dig.
 Shikamaru grabs at both calves beside him, squeezing.
     “Don’t do this to me    … they’re over there…”
 Neji’s lips dance further into his shoulder, and a finger tugs his shirt down over the muscled expanse to expose more skin. “I’m watching, they aren’t looking…”
     “Hinata…    ”
 “She never uses it unless she needs to…”
 “Please… you’re gonna… make me too excited…”
 “Hmm,” he laughed, little ripples dancing on his skin. “You look nice like this though…”
 Another wet kiss, another shudder down his spine and straight to his crotch --
     “You’re a fucking menace    ,” Shikamaru hisses.
 Neji laughs and the vibration carries across his skin, and Shikamaru starts to think that this entire thing was a ploy just to mess with him. But then he retreats, slowly and with a small parting kiss to the skin now blooming with a bruise.
 His hands return to their original work, kneading away the tension. “Suit yourself.”
 The hot coil in Shikamaru’s stomach sits in wait, and the hidden breath stuck in his chest came out in a nervous exhale. His heart wasn’t racing but it still surged, and now it too was trying to reconcile returning to normal -- so annoyingly fast did it happen, already bringing him to a state of being needy and tired and yearning.
 Shikamaru rolled his head back, laying in Neji’s lap. “I fucking hate you.”
 “I’m just trying to relax you, it’s not my fault you’re so reactive.”
 They fell into a peaceful silence after a quiet hum of acknowledgment -- before so long, the deep-rooted pain in Shikamaru started to ease, soothed by the heat of Neji’s chakra as he focused on chakra points.
 The sound of silence also came from camp, where talking had slowed and the fire started to sizzle. It was in embers, and the group surrounding it was finally quieting down for a restful night.
 Watching the camp, and enjoying the sense of family that surrounded him, Shikamaru crossed his right hand across his body to rest it on Neji’s. “I wonder if this is what life is gonna look like.”
 “What do you mean?”
 “For years, we’re going to be going on missions, and we’re all going to be waiting for the rest of us to come back. I just wonder…” And he couldn’t take his eyes off the rest of them, nor rip his hand away from Neji.
 “You’re very… sentimental today,” Neji said, leaning into his ear and using his spare hand to run his fingers through his hair again. “Are you okay?”
 Shikamaru nodded, ignoring the goosebumps Neji’s breath brought to him. “Yeah, I’m good. Just feeling old.”
 Neji laughed. “I’m not going to address that since I’m older than you, but if you want my opinion -- yes, I think we’ll be like this.” And then a small kiss, pressed to his cheek. “I think there’s very little in this world that we haven’t dealt with.”
 “I guess you’re right.”
 And because Neji knows what’s at the heart of the issue, the part that’s      really     scary, his voice dropped and Shikamaru was certain he was the only one who could hear him. “And I’ll keep coming back to you, and waiting for you to come back to me.”
 Shikamaru’s grip grew stronger, whiter, like all the pain in his body suddenly relocated into his heart and he had to hold on to      something     to not get lost in it.
 “You better,” Shikamaru said, voice swallowed up in his intention. He didn’t realize how heavy this was.
 “And you’ll come back, too, right?”
 Shikamaru knows he can’t even promise it, yet he feels it in his gut. “Yes,” he responded immediately, forcefully, and his grip became stronger to emphasize.
 The shape of Neji’s breath was a smile, and then a hum. “That’s all I want to hear.”
 Shikamaru leaned into him, and couldn’t help but relish in all the ways Neji was attending to him, giving him all of his attention and assurance. The hand carding gently through his hair was grounding, just like the feeling strong thighs encasing him was comforting, and the deep familiarity of his hair and the floral scent that always clung to it...
 “And,” Neji continued, still as quiet as a whisper. “I can’t wait to get you home.”
 “Gods damn it, Neji,” Shikamaru laughed, shaking his head against the other, ignoring the stoking of the fiery heat within his stomach. “Thank you for being serious for a minute, I guess.”
 “I’m always serious.”
 “Even when you switch topics like that?”
 “Especially when I switch topics to      this    ,” and tugged his hair just a little bit, just enough.
 “Hmm, I guess you can show me,” and he lifts his hand from Neji’s to turn him, by the chin, in his direction, lining up their lips. “Since you wanna be difficult, I --”
 “HEY!”
 Shikamaru dropped his hands, dropped his eyes, dropped his very intentions with every rapid degree of heat that graced his cheeks.
 He looked toward camp in a snap of the neck, feelings stupid for his wide eyes and kick-started heart. Kiba is waving toward them, a clear grin across his face as the others behind him are shuffling to clean the fire.
 “LOVEBIRDS! WE’RE CALLING IT A NIGHT!”
     Why is he so loud?  
 Neji’s body shook with little tremors of laughter, and he knew that Shikamaru would have sounded too annoyed to answer. So he called out. “Sounds good, I’ll be on watch first!”
 Shikamaru knows what he’s doing. He does it all the time.
 Kiba flashed them both a grin, but something about it wasn’t pure and it made Shikamaru want to dig a hole and live in it permanently.
 “Sounds good!”
 “I’ll wake you in two hours.”
 “Yeah, yeah,” he said, turning his back to help put out the fire. But before he did, he shot a look to Shikamaru with a smirk. “Just keep it down, all right? Akamaru’s a light sleeper.”
 And then Shikamaru definitely wanted to be swallowed up by the ground, hitai-ate and all.
 Normally, Neji would be over there, helping, but there was little to do and what there was to be done, was very quick. Lee and Kiba relocated to their tents after their foods were put back in bags, and Hinata to her own tent after she doused the fire with dirt. Neji and Shikamaru stayed as they were, in the few minutes they took to watch their teammates, and it was almost awkward if it weren’t for their friends lack of subtlety.
 They let them have their moment, no questions asked. Shikamaru felt his heart swell again, filled with the unspoken and unconditional love he has with this family. It was a pleasant ache.
 Just a few minutes, and suddenly the dark nature was rich and comfortable and almost absolute around them. A familiar sight in the many years of camping out on missions, the consistent scenery and scents as known to him as the back of his hand. The woods were calm and quiet, and they were alone.
 “So,” Neji started, hands slowed but strengthened, intention growing from his fingertips in every movement. “Not going to bed?”
 Shikamaru relished in the darkness, in the kisses trailing down his neck yet again.
 He smiled into the soft pecks trailing down his neck, this time, and didn’t even pretend to stop them. “It’s a little too early to call it a night, don’t you think?”
 “See, you’re not getting old.”
 “I’ll show you how alive I am,” and Shikamaru kept that promise.
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Would you believe me if I told you my story {18}
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Chapter summary: Albeit your cautiousness towards Pepper you let her take care of you and not until she leaves does she let on she may remember meeting you. 
Pairing: Avengers x reader (will change over time)
Rating: Mature
CHAPTER NO/ONESHOT: Chapter 18/?
Word count; 3.379
Warnings; None
Author; @the-goddess-of-mischief-writing​
SERIES MASTERLIST
A/N: Either if you love Pepper or not she’s a bad bitch woman and will certainly have her deserved part in this series.
”Just wait here for a second, I'll go and get them”, Pepper excused herself. You had not gone to the Captains levels and your room there, but instead Pepper's, also what you assumed to be Stark’s. Pepper had said she was more than happy to lend you a set of clothes, although when she said that, you didn’t think she meant her own.
Even if you now knew it was their level, you think you pretty easily could've figured it out. Compared to the design of the Captain's level and you presumed the rest of the team as well, theirs had large open areas with few walls, making you able to see pretty much their whole living room and a bit of a private kitchen. A corridor to the right, similar to the ones on the normal levels, was the way Pepper had walked. You guessed towards their bedroom and what other room they could have.
You weren’t comfortable being here, especially not as Stark could walk trough the elevator behind you at any second, as it was his room, to begin with. You tensed at the thought, making your body more rigid than it already was.
”I got them”, you jumped slightly at the voice, even though it was Peppers, ever so, calm one. She walked towards you, her hands holding a set of neatly folded clothes. ”Sorry to have you wait, it would’ve been much handier if I could’ve set out some for you already. Although I didn’t know you would come”
”No you didn’t, so it was impossible to do”, she nodded to what you said, pressing the button for the right level. The ding came not more than seconds later and you walked in, heading to your level and room. My room, you still felt weird thinking about the space like that, because it didn’t feel like your room. Something just rubbed you wrong with it. But you went to it and as soon as you entered Pepper ushered you to the bathroom, handing you the clothes while saying, I’ll wait for you so don’t worry. But you did worry.
The warm water was soothing for your muscles which felt like stone for how much you had tensed them. The straining feeling in the back of your skull began to slowly disappear and it made it easier to move without hissing out in pain as you wanted to do before. But you didn’t relax. You felt like you couldn’t. Yes, you weren't as tense, but you were still highly alerted. The smallest sound caught your attention even though there wasn't many penetrating the sound of water falling down around you.
You washed, hair and body, scrubbing so hard you thought bones soon would be visible. Although it didn't happen, at least it didn't go further than your fingers beginning to look like raisins. The water had turned colder from when you initially stepped in, now dropping towards lukewarm. You knew you needed to turn it off and step out if it, but what held you back to standing under the trickling water, was your uncertainty. What would you do next? You hadn't planned further than to meet Nick and the team, as well as introducing yourself in whatever goddamn way that would be. Everything happened, perhaps not in the way you wanted or in the right order, but what could you do about it now. There had been so many things which you didn’t know about, you being a part of the official initiative for one. You presumed it made things easier, following how everything went but you… you didn't know really. You shook your head to try getting out of your thoughts, your wet hair not following the movement as it was plastered to your back, tough droplets of water flew all different directions.
Turning off the tap you stepped out, reaching for the towels and began to dry yourself. When your skin only was damp, you reached for the brush Pepper lent you. You tried brushing out your hair hastily, although the knots created by the wetness made it impossible to do that. So you took your time and in the end, it was worth it, as no knots found it ways between your fingers as you skimmed trough it while putting it up into a high bun.
Even though your skin still was damp you put on the clothes Pepper had given you, thankfully they weren't any fancy clothes. Funny enough, she had apologised for them "Not being the most appropriate", which you only shrugged too, asking where else you really would go.
She had given you a college shirt with long sleeves and tightly fitted sweatpants.
”Doesn’t look half bad”, Pepper's voice made you look up when entering the main part of the room. She sat on the couch facing your way. You noticed that she had taken her heels off, them standing at the edge of the couch. "Perhaps they’re a bit too long…”
”I don't exactly have the length of a model”, you hadn't noticed she'd mumbled it more to herself, not until you stated your thoughts.
”I’ll take that as a compliment”, she said as she looked at you, a small grin tugging the side of her lips which. ”But you aren’t that short either”, she pointed out, something you raised your head to, as well as brows.
”Perhaps not”, you crossed your arms as you looked back at her. Without her heels on and your boots thrown in the pile of your other clothes, you heights weren't far from one another.
”The food will be here in just a few minutes”, you raised a questioning eyebrow at her as she stepped into her heels without much difficulty. Not because of the food, that you were rather grateful for her to get, but rather where she would be going. ”I have a few things I need to deal with, work-related”, she waved the vague end of her sentence of, but at least you knew what she would be doing.
You didn't really follow her to the door, but you took a few steps in the general direction of the couch group. Standing behind the back of the couch, which was opposite the one Pepper sat, you leaned against it while lifting one leg to rest on the top of it.
”Ah, at least I know you won’t be starving while I'm gone”, you hadn't let go of her with your gaze, neither would've done it until she closed the door behind her, but now she stopped before doing that. It was open and she gave a smile to the one standing on the other side. You couldn’t see who it was, as the door opened the wrong way. Pepper just looked over her shoulder, smile widening. ”It was nice meeting you and hopefully I’m going to do it again”, you’ve heard that phrase before. You felt your eyes widen as she walked out of the door without any response from you. She said the same thing the first time you met her. You shot up from your place but was frozen after doing it. Was she serious? You didn't know if she said it on purpose or if it was a phrase she usually used, but she had said the same thing twice. No difference between the two times.
As you stood there, in what most would call distress, you noticed that she left the door open, presumably for the one standing there to come in.
You recognised the blonde hair, then his eyes. Blue but not electrical.
”Captain”, you recovered as fast as you could from your previous emotion, closing the thoughts away, although the tension from them lingered. He nodded as a greeting while pushing the door close behind him. It wasn't until then, when he did it with his odd hand, that you noticed he had a tray in his hand. That must be…
”I got the food”, he said. He walked in your direction, although you saw he opted for the other couch. You rounded the one you stood behind, sitting down and crossing your legs, near enough the armrest so you could rest on it. You watched the Captain setting down the tray on the table between you and him, while he did you studied what was on it. Two plates and one glass. On one plate with a sandwich of sorts, the other fruits. Sliced apples, peeled oranges, whole bananas and even strawberries mainly made up the plate. In the glass was a translucent liquid, which you just presumed to be water.
”I’m sorry we didn’t think of this”, the Captain said, gesturing to what stood before you. Watching him, you saw his sheepish look.
”Don’t think about it too much”, you assured him but continued without really knowing why. ”I have gone longer”
”Why?” He sounded surprised as he sat down, leaning forward on his knees.
”Are you going to stay and watch me eat?” you mused towards him but his expression remained the same, not trailing away form his question.
”If you can go days without eating, then yes I’ll stay to make sure you eat”, you clicked your tongue to what he said, narrowing your brows.
”Just because I can go a long time without eating, doesn’t mean I want to”, you said and he seemed to relax, as he leaned backwards.
”Then why?” He asked again. You had leaned forward, taking one of the apple slices and began nibbling on it. You felt his eyes on you the whole time and it felt like they burned holes into you.
”Why? I think you almost can figure out that yourself, hm?” you questioned him back, swallowing the last piece of the fruit you took. You thought he perhaps would’ve answered, but he only cocked one of his brows at you. ”I already told you I didn’t have the most glamours life, that life didn’t really entail food every day, sometimes even longer”, you shrugged it off taking another piece of fruit from the plate.
”How was it?” you glanced up to his voice.
”How was what?”
”Living how you did?” He clarified his question, which made you huff.
”Living wasn't really what I did, I survived”, it was a cut answer and he seemed to understand that as he didn’t continue asking. You didn’t know why, but it felt like you only got asked the same questions. How? Why?
You kept eating the food in small portions. You started to feel the silence defeating as the only thing heard was your own munching. The silence by itself didn’t disturb you, although the attention got you bothered. Leaning in, you took a few more strawberries then earlier, most of them were for you, although when you had leaned back you took one of them, throwing it at the Captain. As he had watched you the whole time, he caught it exceptionally.
”What for?” He asked holding the berry gently between his fingers.
”Because your gaze doesn’t make it any more comfortable for me to eat”, you stated, placing one more greenery from the strawberry on the table. ”So the least you can do is to eat with me”, he grinned at that while looking down at the plates.
”What exactly?” His teasing voice made you look down. The fruit plate, it seemed like, you almost had devoured, only a few bits left, although the sandwich was left untouched.
”If the Captain isn’t too picky, there’s a sandwich laying right there”, you pointed at said food.
”I’m not the one which should be eating it”, he said stubbornly and you rolled your eyes to it.
”Just take it. If I haven’t touched it yet, I’m most defiantly not going to do it either”, you acknowledged reaching for the glass. Grasping it you leaned back, sipping the water while watching him, his gaze met your own until he caved.
”Fine…”, he muttered. The Captain, reached forward, taking one part of the sandwich which was cut in half. You chuckled at his antics as he began eating the sandwich, although it wasn't so much of eating as it was gone in less time than you thought.
”If I knew you were that hungry, I would’ve let you have the sandwich earlier”, you said eyes wider then normal. He chuckled to what you said, shrugging slightly.
”What can I say? If you haven’t eaten anything that is what happens”, you tried to straighten your back to see over his shoulder to what the time was, worrying for how long he hadn't eaten for. ”It’s only 10 AM, I’ll live”, he continued with, which made you sigh out in some form of relief.
The silence had become more comfortable as you keep sipping the water, although you felt that he didn’t really want to be this quiet.
”Captain”, his title caught his attention as he had been looking around the room. ”I know there’s something you want to ask, so do it”, you instructed him.
”How do I know you’ll answer?” He had crossed his arms and it made a smirk spread on your lips.
”You know I’ll answer, but not if what I say is true”, you began with, his brow cocking, which you ignored as you continued. ”However I assure you I will”, he didn’t say anything immediately, instead he seemed try the words in his mind before saying them out loud.
”I know you don’t know the name”, you leaned forward in your seat, even tough your crossed legs didn’t allow you to do it much further. ”But James, he’s an old friend of mine and I’ll hope you maybe want to meet him someday?”, his voice was gentle as he said it, you couldn’t help to feel compassion for him. From this little only, you could tell that his friend meant a lot to him.
”Perhaps I will”, you nodded mindlessly as you went to put the glass back.
”I guess you don’t have anything planned for the rest of the day”, his question caught your attention, if not also amusement.
”No how could I?” He rolled his eyes while standing up, you follow the movement shortly after.
”Well if you don’t have any restrains, we can go to the gym later”, he didn’t direct it as a question, which you reacted to.
”Shouldn't you ask if I want to, Captain?”
”I guess you already feel cooped in this room and Fury said you needed to get your training going again, so no”, you still scowled at the thought, him being your caretaker. You will never stop questioning Nick about that. However, the Captains suggestion didn’t sound totally awful and he was right, this room already felt more imprisoning then the interrogation room, where you’d been in literal cuffs
”A bit of fresh air never suits anybody wrong”, you stated before continuing, "Nevertheless it seems like you forget something”, you pointed it out.
”Don’t worry about clothes or such for time being, I’ll fix it”, he said before continuing, informing when you would meet, which would be just a few hours from now. He gave you directions of how to come to the gym, which you tried memorising, before he nodded goodbye and went out the door.
You didn't do much while waiting for the time to go, mainly because the room didn’t offer much to do. You walked around in the silence, mapping out the room as if you already hadn’t done that. But time went, quicker then you thought. It was while you sat in the couch fiddling with the edge of the blanket which you grasped how soon you would meet the Captain.
”Miss?” A female voice sounded throughout the room and swiftly you surveyed the room, noticing no one was in here.
”Yes”, you said it with a steady voice, however no less cautious because of that.
”I’m F.R.I.D.A.Y, Mr Stark’s Artificial Intelligence”, once… she… said it a thought hit, the voice sounded familiar to Vision’s. ”Mr Rogers wanted me to remind you that the fitness centre is located in the west wing of level 86”, as she said this you checked the time, noticing that it was merely ten minutes until said time when you would meet him.
You didn’t know how to answer the A.I, so you settled with a ’thanks’.  You headed for the door, twisting it open as no-one had locked it since the Captain left.
Taking a left you ventured down the hallway towards the elevator, which didn’t take more than a few seconds to arrive. Nobody was inside it so you stepped in, eyeing the buttons on the side. 86th floor, six levels above Pepper and Stark’s, two below the Captains. Once finding the button, between the floors which you remembered the numbers of and who they belonged to, you pressed it. The elevator moved silently downwards and it didn’t take long before it dinged open.
When you stepped out of the elevator you were met with the familiar lounge area which seemed to greet one on most levels. However, this room wasn’t as high in the roof. Looking around you saw a staircase on the right, leading up to a second floor and probably what made the roof lower. What surprised you the most, however, was that it wasn’t a long corridor leading towards the left, which would be towards the west wing. Instead, you walked towards the only door opening.
”Holy…”, as said, you didn’t think this would be the layout of the level from the description, so walking into a training area almost as large as a sports centre, was both surprising and impressing. Standing on the threshold, you knew what you saw must be a segment of it, still it didn't count as small. To the right of you, following the wall, benches were put out. They only followed the curve of the wall until doors made them stop, which you clearly could see and read was two different changing rooms. Further down, covering the full short side of the room, was a machine park. Training equipment which you had both seen and not, made up the sea of machines. You thought you hinted the tiniest bit of your own reflection, making you assume there was a mirror covering that wall.
”Had the same reaction the first time I saw it”, you had noticed his light steps before his voice reached you, but that was what made you turn to him. Looking the way his voice came from, one of the first things you noticed was the multiple punching bags and corresponding things behind him as he walked towards you.
”It’s a valid reaction”, you said and he nodded.
”Yes it is”, his confirmation came. You began taking a few steps forward, not towards him, nevertheless it made his way reaching shorter. Taking another step, you set your foot on something softer than the floor, although harder than the material of a carpet. Looking down you saw the red material which differed from the otherwise black coloured floor.
”Sparring mat”
”I could’ve guessed”, you answered, looking up to see that he now had come to a stop beside you.
”You could’ve, but maybe it wouldn’t have been right”, his comeback made you feel the smirk forming on your lips.
”Maybe it would’ve been”, he smiled but didn’t continue on what you said, instead handing you a uniform. It was similar to the one you remembered agent Hill had worn. Sleek in a grey-black colour, with a small S.H.I.E.L.D emblem embroidered on the chest.
”Go put this on, then you can begin”, he nodded towards the changing rooms.
”What, don’t you think my attire is good enough?” you gesticulated towards what you had on. Not the sweats you had been lent, instead the same black clothes you had earlier, now freshly washed as Pepper somehow managed to do that, while also stopping by to drop them off. The Captain only shook his head, although not missing the sarcasm in your voice as he said.
”It's good, although such fancy clothing you wouldn’t want to be destroyed, so I suggest changing”, chuckling you took the clothes stretched towards you.
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Club Utopia (Writers Wednesday)
I haven't posted this oneshot on my blog yet, so this is going to be a Writers Wednesday exclusive for today! 😲
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There was nothing on the exterior of the building that would indicate it was a sex club, not that you had particularly expected there to be a glowing sign saying ‘SEX CLUB’ on it.
You nervously walked into the lobby and approached the counter.
“Welcome to Club Utopia. I’ll need you to read over these rules for the club and sign a form. I’ll also need your ID,” the girl behind the counter told you. “We accept cash or card for the cover.”
You skimmed the rules that you’d already read on their website before you’d chosen to come, signed the form, handed over your ID, and paid the cover.
“You’re set now. Enjoy!” The girl returned her attention to her phone as you walked toward the entrance to the club itself.
You weren’t sure what you were expecting, but this wasn’t quite it.
The inside of the club was dimly lit with blue lighting, and the only other patrons you could see were two women sitting close together. They looked up at you for a moment and then returned to their conversation.
The televisions mounted to the wall were showing low quality porn, an orgy set at a frat party. Since no one was around yet that piqued your interest, you chose to ignore the porn in favor of paying attention to your phone for the moment.
Hopefully, you hadn’t just wasted your Friday night.
You got distracted on your social media and were quite startled when someone tapped you on the shoulder.
“Hey, is this seat taken, love?” a smooth male British accent asked from beside you.
The accent was an immediate turn-on, not something you encountered often living an entire ocean away from England. 
You glanced up at him. The first thing you noticed was his pale blue eyes, striking even in the dim light. Although you couldn’t see him perfectly with the lights as low as they were, he was still definitely the hottest guy who had ever paid attention to you.
At that moment, you decided to go for it. You came to the sex club for a reason, after all.
“It’s not,” you told him with a smile.
“I’m Harrison,” he said.
“Nice to meet you, Harrison. You’re far away from home,” you commented.
“I travel a lot for work,” he explained.
You wanted to ask more about him, but you weren’t sure what was appropriate to ask a sex club patron, eventually blurting out, “so, what brings you here?”
“You mean what brings me to a sex club?” he asked with a chuckle, raising his eyebrows.
“Sorry, I’ve never been to one of these before, and I’m a little nervous,” you said, sheepishly.
“Honestly, I haven’t either,” he confessed. “This isn’t like meeting girls in a pub. I guess I’ll just outright ask. Would you like to go to one of the private rooms with me?”
“I can’t think of anything I’d like more,” you answered, so excited at the prospect of what was about to happen that you almost knocked over your chair as you got up.
He laughed softly to himself at your eagerness.
You followed him across the main floor into one of the private rooms, shutting the door behind you.
The room was small. There was a padded bed with no bedding and a small table containing a bowl with packets of lube and condoms in it, with a wastebasket on the floor next to it. A TV mounted on the wall was showing the same low quality porn from the main floor.
You stood in front of him silently, started to fidget.
“So, uh…” you trailed off awkwardly.
Harrison opened and closed his mouth, looking a bit lost. He leaned down to kiss you, but immediately pulled away. “Shit, one second.”
You were momentarily worried that he’d changed his mind, but you were relieved when you saw he just went to the wastebasket to spit his gum out.
“Sorry about that. I’m usually smoother than this,” he apologized.
“I’m not, if we’re being perfectly honest here,” you admitted.
He chuckled. “Now, where were we?”
“Right about here,” you responded, leaning up to kiss him as he leaned down.
You met his soft and warm lips with your own. The kiss was never really chaste, his tongue quick to dart out and slip between your already parted lips. He tasted slightly cinnamony as he brushed his tongue unhurriedly against yours.
He moaned quietly into your mouth when you stopped being a passive partner, your tongue making its way into his mouth. You traced his perfect teeth, then explored his mouth slowly and thoroughly.
You lost track of time, completely engrossed in the kiss, only returning to awareness when his hands slid down your mostly bare back to squeeze and massage your ass through the thin material of your tight dress. He tugged you completely flush against him.
One of his hands slipped up underneath the hem of your dress, finding its way in-between your thighs from behind.
He broke the kiss, breathing a bit heavily, eyebrows raised. “You’re not wearing panties, darling?”
You grinned. “Where are we right now?”
He smiled back. “Point taken.”
You spread your legs as much as you could in the confines of your dress, to give him more room to work with, but it wasn’t enough for your liking.
“Fuck it,” you mumbled, tugging the offending garment over your head.
He chuckled. “No bra either, I see. Not that I have a problem with that. Less in the way.”
His head dipped to take one of your nipples into his mouth, tongue swirling around it. His fingers now easily found their way between your folds, going for your clit immediately and rubbing slickly around the sensitive nub.
“Oh my god.” Your knees started to buckle, but he fortunately stabilized you with his arm from behind.
“Christ, you’re wet,” he mumbled against the skin of your breast, two long fingers pressing into you while his thumb took over on your clit.
“Talk to me?” you requested breathily.
“Like dirty talk?” he clarified.
“Yeah,” you responded, nodding.
“Love how wet you are for me. Tight, too. Gonna have to loosen you up some first before I can get my cock into you, though.” A third finger pushed in, next to the other two, scissoring slightly as he continued to pump them in and out of you and rub your clit. “Your pussy will feel so fucking amazing around my cock, I can’t wait. I promise I’ll fill you up better than anyone else ever has.”
The combination of what he was doing with his hand and the dirty talk in his delicious accent had you close. “Want to cum, please, Harrison.”
“Well, since you asked me so nicely.” His thumb worked your clit faster, and he fingered you a bit rougher, aiming more directly for your g-spot.
“Fuck, don’t stop,” you moaned as your climax hit you harder than a brick wall, burying your fingers in the fabric of Harrison’s shirt while the sparks of pleasure coursed through you.
As you came down from your high, his motions gentled, until he finally stopped. He let you slump against him bonelessly.
He lifted you like a limp ragdoll and carried you over to the bed, gently depositing you on it, before he stepped back to strip off his own clothes.
“Hey, what if I wanted to undress you?” you complained, watching as he kicked off his shoes and unbuttoned his shirt.
“You’re in no state to do that right now, and I’ve been dressed plenty long enough. I’m in town for another four weeks anyway, if you’re interested in a repeat performance,” he offered.
“We’ll see. You might have a disappointing dick,” you teased.
“I seriously doubt it, but I’ll let you be the judge of that.” He undid his pants and shucked them and his boxers at the same time.
You looked him over, from head to toe. He was leanly muscled, with endless planes of smooth skin waiting to be touched. It left you eager to get your hands on him. You saved what you hoped to be the best for last, and you definitely weren’t disappointed.
His cock rested against his stomach, looking achingly hard, precum glistening at the tip. It wasn’t huge by any stretch, but it would be more than enough to fill you up. Maybe not the most you’d ever been filled up, or enough to ruin you for other men for the rest of your life, but you knew you were going to leave the club a very satisfied woman.
“Like what you see?” he eventually asked.
“I do,” you replied, simply. “You should come over here now.”
He smiled. “It would be my pleasure.”
You watched as he made a quick stop at the bowl of condoms and lube.
He grabbed a condom of the bowl, fumbling a bit because of how quickly he tried to remove it from the wrapper and roll it down his length. It was obvious that he was just as desperate for you as you were for him.
You spread your legs and waited impatiently for him to join you on the bed.
“Look so pretty like this,” he commented, hands brushing lightly against your knees as he slotted himself between your thighs.
“Thank you. If you want me to move some other way, I can. I mean I’m not sure what your favorite position is,” you said. “I’m happy with whatever you want.”
“This is perfect. Missionary is sort of underrated in my opinion,” he told you, lining himself up and pushing into you in one long thrust. After he was all the way in, he lowered himself on top of you and pressed a brief kiss to your lips. “Need me to stay still for a minute?”
“Thank you for offering, but I think I’m good,” you replied. “I really want you to move right now.”
“Your wish is my command.” He rocked his hips against yours slowly, increasing the length and speed of his thrusts gradually, until he was finally fucking you at a just about perfect pace and depth.
You rolled your hips back into his thrusts until you found a rhythm you both liked, wrapping your legs around him and pulling him tighter against you.
His mouth met yours in wet and sloppy kisses, sometimes barely more than moaning and breathing heavily into each other’s mouths.
You snaked a hand between your bodies to get yourself off again before he came, but he pushed it aside.
“Let me,” he breathed. His hand replaced yours, fingers collecting some of your wetness near your entrance. Then, he started rubbing slick circles around your clit.
“Getting close,” you told him as your second orgasm of the night approached. It came much quicker than you’d anticipated, and even harder than the first one.
Your body clenched and pulsed around his cock, milking him, and bringing him over the edge with you.
He came with a loud groan, thrusts growing rougher and more erratic as he spilled into the condom. When his climax finally ebbed, he collapsed on top of you.
A comfortable silence stretched between you as you both recovered, heart rates gradually slowing and breathing evening out.
“How do you feel about pancakes?” he eventually asked.
“Um, they’re fine, I guess?” you responded, confused. “What do pancakes have to do with anything?”
“That was me asking you if you want to join me at IHOP. I’m hungry, and I saw one around the corner. They’re open 24 hours,” he explained.
You laughed. “Sure, why not? Going to IHOP in the middle of the night with a guy I met at a sex club wearing a skimpy dress with nothing on underneath it probably wouldn’t be the craziest thing I’ve ever done.”
He smiled at you. “Sounds like you’ve got stories to tell me, pretty girl.”
“Sounds like I do,” you agreed, smiling back.
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This one’s for @dubsdeedubs, who requested “Stan + changeling” and kindly allowed me to use any variant on ‘changeling’ that my little black heart desired. And that is the last of the oneshots from that monster meme I posted forever ago! I am not currently taking prompts.
I’m also on AO3 as MaryPSue!
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Stan doesn’t say anything, just stares up at the portal.
Ford clears his throat, but Stan doesn't look away. He also...doesn't...blink.
"Whadja say this thing was, again?" he says, hoarsely. Not that Stan's voice is ever not hoarse, but...there’s something about the way it rasps that makes all the hairs on the back of Ford’s neck stand up, like a metal chair leg dragged across concrete flooring. 
“It’s an interdimensional portal?” Ford says. He doesn’t mean for it to come out like a question. There’s just something about the way Stan asked. It’s almost like he already had an answer in mind, and ‘interdimensional portal’ isn’t the one he was expecting. 
Stan's silent for just a beat too long. And he still hasn't blinked.
“I...” he whispers, eyes still fixed on the portal. “Think I kinda remember something...that looked like this...”
If he says anything else, Ford can’t hear it over the clang of mental alarms. 
“What?” he demands. “What did you just -”
Finally, finally, Stan turns to face Ford, and Ford chokes on his own words.  There’s something – something in Stan’s eyes, something about Stan’s eyes -
“Ford?” Stan asks, reaching out with one hand, and Ford staggers backwards. For a split second, Stan’s face crumples in hurt, until he follows Ford’s eyes down to his own outstretched hand. 
And the six fingers extending from it. 
It’s Stan’s turn to stumble back, a look of fear spreading across his face as he stares at his own hand, holding it out at arm’s length like he can distance himself from his own body. Ford’s sure his own expression is a mirror of Stan’s. 
“What -” Stan chokes, giving his hand a shake. Ford isn’t expecting much of anything to happen, and it doesn’t look like Stan is either, because his eyes, already wide, go even wider when his hand starts to...melt. That out-of-place extra pinkie starts to soften and drip like a lit candle, flesh dribbling down to fuse seamlessly into the side of his hand until it looks like that extra finger was never there at all. 
Both Stan and Ford stare at it in wordless horror for a long moment.
Then Stan looks up at Ford, his eyes wide and frightened, and Ford sucks in a breath. At any other time, he would have said that Stan’s eyes were merely bloodshot, that the reddish tinge cast over them was nothing more than evidence of a lack of sleep and, most likely, some manner of degenerate living. But - Ford’s been paying a lot of attention to people’s eyes, lately. And Stan’s eyes had looked completely normal when he’d walked through Ford’s front door. Also, the human eye doesn’t naturally produce that kind of opalescent sheen.
“What are you,” Ford breathes. His voice seems strangled, knotted up in his chest in the painful tangle that draws tight at the way Stan steps back, looking like he’s been slapped. “You are not my brother. What are you?”
Stan - the thing impersonating Stan - is still giving Ford that hurt look, like it hasn’t realised that the game is up. Somehow, that, of all things, loosens the knot in Ford’s chest enough for him to find his voice again. “Go running back to your equilateral master and tell him that I won’t fall for his tricks!"
“Ford -” the thing pretending to be Stan rasps, but Ford is shaking with anger now and the quiet plea in the imposter’s voice only stokes the flames of his fury. 
“Get out of my house!”
The imposter looks, for a moment, like it’s going to argue, going to beg, but then its eyes narrow and it pushes past Ford, heading for the elevator.
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Stan throws himself into the Stanleymobile and slams the door behind him. He leans back in the driver’s seat, breathing hard. It’s only partly from the running he’s just done. 
His skin is crawling. He hopes not literally. He’s too much of a coward to look down and find out.
Something had gone wrong, when he’d looked up at Ford’s weirdo science project and the buzzing fluorescents had caught an oil-slick sheen on its metal surface. Something had cracked inside his head. Now even his own, familiar flesh is strange. 
The familiar driver’s seat of the Stanleymobile is only comforting for a moment or two. And then that crack in his head splinters it. He and the Stanleymobile have been together for nearly his whole life, haven’t they? But - something’s trying to tell him that he’s only had the car since - 
Nevada. 
Stan nearly bashes his head against the steering wheel. Nevada, where he’d been locked inside his own trunk and left to bake to death. Nevada, where he’d found a hiding place, a dark warm enclosed space away from the eyes of his captors. Nevada, where he’d found a helpful template to base an appropriate disguise on.
He remembers chewing his way out of that trunk. For the first time, it occurs to him to wonder whether that would even have been possible to do with human teeth.
He’d needed to know more about the world he’d found himself in, more about how to fit in and go undetected, more about how to operate the motor vehicle he’d found. He’d copied neurological pathways, synaptic connections. He hadn’t expected the structure to hide such a complex consciousness. He hadn’t - hadn’t realised how much it would affect him. How much it would overtake him, how - 
Stan grips his head in both hands, vaguely aware that one of them no longer feels remotely like a hand. It keeps wanting to be something more like a lobster claw. He doesn’t want to let it, but right now, it feels like a losing battle.
An alien. He’s some kind of goddamn shapeshifting alien that tried to pretend to be Stan Pines and got in over its head. Stan Pines - Stan Pines’ corpse is quietly mummifying somewhere in the desert near Area 51. No wonder Rico’s gang had been so mysteriously quiet lately. 
And here he’d thought Ford’s stupid nerd basement was the weirdest thing he was going to have to deal with today.
Stan takes a deep breath.
Okay. First things first. Whether or not Ford’s really his brother, there’s something wrong about that thing in his basement. For one thing, it’s made out of what can only be parts of a spaceship like the one Stan crash-landed all those years ago, and nothing in Stan Pines’ memories indicates that Ford should have known anything about it. For another thing, Ford’s clearly scared of someone - or something. And whatever an interdimensional portal is, it probably shouldn’t fall into the hands of some Rico-type character who intimidates people into getting what they want. 
Either way, it looks like Stan’s going to have to deal with this. 
Stan takes another deep breath, and another. He gives the steering wheel a squeeze, testing that he’s got the right number of fingers and that they all work the way fingers are supposed to. And, of course, focusing on this portal thing will give him something to think about that isn’t himself. Denial’s always worked for him.
Maybe he can make it work a little longer.
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mythicamagic · 5 years
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Giselle: DL oneshot
Commission for @s-e-kwan who asked for the ballet story of Giselle featuring Yui Komori. So somewhat of a Diabolik Fairytales AU
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Pairing: Subayui
SFW but features character death
word length: 1,800
Sunlight bathed light blonde locks in a vibrant shine. A young woman hurried out the door, tapping her toe on the ground to right her shoe. She had dressed appropriately for a harvest festival, long pale pink skirts swaying around her legs.
The excitement caused her heart to rapidly thud and constrict, and she winced, placing her hand on her chest.
“Mind yourself, Yui.”
She glanced over her shoulder, forcing a smile. “I’m alright. Don’t worry, Father.”
“I suppose you’ll be seeing that boy again,” Seiji Komori’s eyes narrowed as he lingered within the threshold to their home. “Don’t let him exhaust your heart.”
She waved, shrugging off his warnings and running in the direction of the square. No force on earth would keep her from a meeting with Loys.
A maypole had been erected in the village square, and children danced around it, weaving the ribbons together. Men and women minded stalls. Foods were placed out for everyone, and she entered the dance that had begun, weaving around partners that spun in wonderful circles, waltzing.
“Kitty!” Arms wrapped around her, and Yui stiffened, before laughing as Kou spun her out.
“I’m sorry Kou, I can’t stay, I have to find Loys.”
“Ahhh that guy again?” He pulled her back to him,  frowning. “You don’t find it a lil weird that he disappears all the time? And there’s no way he lives in the village. Somethin’s not-“
“Oi, problem?” A new voice caused her cheeks to flush as familiar white hair caught her eye and she was pulled into new arms.
“No, not at all,” she smiled, completely clueless as Kou stepped back, glaring.
Loys returned it, jaw ticking. Yui placed her hands on his shoulders, and he gentled slightly even as his calloused palms grasped her fragile fingers.
They danced for what felt like hours. A happy noise escaped her lips when he gripped her waist, pulling her in as they turned. He was a surprisingly good dancer, but it had taken months to coax this side out of him.
“I don’t dance.” He’d glared, arms crossed as she discovered his little hideaway in a dingy ally on the outskirts of the square. It had been the winter solstice, on the very night they’d first met and become such a strange pair. For some reason, she’d felt he was running from something.
“Do you not know how?”
“I know plenty. Too much. Ain’t dancin’, no way in hell.”
“That’s fine, but I could really use a partner,” she’d winced, rolling her ankle. She’d twisted it- but it was expected she’d perform for the solstice. Yui had become the village’s star dancer, excelling in ballroom and ballet.
She could remember him lifting her onto his feet, and awkwardly trying to complete the steps of the dance. All the while he’d grumbled.
‘It’s the reason I fell in love with you, Loys.’ Yui smiled, heart thundering. She could only dance a few hours a day due to her condition. Father kept strict tabs on her. But with Loys she felt strong and sure.
Loys’ lashes lowered, and he leaned down, gathering her close and stopping amidst the dancers. He pressed his lips to hers, causing her to inhale and grip his shoulders tight. She practically radiated happiness, nothing could be better-
“Everyone! Everyone look, come quick! The nobles are here!”
“The nobles are passing through!”
Loys ripped his mouth away from hers, looking up. Yui was lost in a daze before she felt herself be planted down on her feet after reaching cloud nine.
“I gotta go. Be back later,” he quickly muttered, kissing her flushed cheek.
“W-wait!” She reached out, but it was already too late, his form swallowed by the crowd. Feeling herself be pushed and prodded back, Yui was helpless to do much else but watch as the five nobles of House Sakamaki came into sight. It was rumoured there was six, but Subaru, the youngest brother had become an infamous recluse.
Yui stared, watching them atop their steeds. Each one carried a sword at the hip, with a symbol upon the scabbard. Proof of their blood and superior heritage.
She swallowed, averting her gaze.
“Kitty! Kit- ah hell, YUI! Yui I found it!”
She turned her attention to Kou, who grinned madly, pushing through the enamoured crowd. He held aloft a single item. A sword. Exactly the same as the one's nobility wore at their sides.
“K-Kou, where did you get that?” Her voice turned thin.
“I finally found his hiding place. That guy Loys, he’s one of them, Yui. He’s a noble!” Kou hissed.
“W-what? Kou, please don’t be ridiculous-“ she snatched it off him
But it was too late. Someone spotted it, and soon new shouts entered the air. Things like ‘thief’ and ‘robber.’
“Oh my, oh my, oh my~ what do we have here?”
A shadow fell over them, and Yui gripped the sword tight, cowering as a large horse bore down on them. A rider with red hair smiled sharply, reaching down to grasp her wrist.
“Has a naughty girl stolen my little brother’s sword? How humiliating for him. Tell me, did you steal it after pleasuring him?” Laito purrs, green eyes glittering. “A person is most fragile after experiencing true bliss, wouldn’t you agree?”
The crowds began to murmur, saying there must be some mistake, as sweet Yui would never steal. Reiji Sakamaki clicked his tongue, easing his horse to continue on. They needed to stay on schedule. Yui tugged at her wrist, the colour draining from her face when he didn’t let go.
“I’m going to enjoy making you fragile over and over again,” Laito purred in her ear, before Kou tried to yank her from his grip, a scuffle breaking out.
“Oi!”
They stopped. Yui turned her head, instantly brightening.
“Loys!”
“Subaru~”
Yui froze, glancing up at Laito. She then slowly turned back to look at the white-haired young man, whose red eyes had turned sombre.
“Loys…why- what’s going on?”
“Is that the name he’s called himself? How cute. Did he also tell you he has a fiancée waiting for him back home?” Laito smiled.
Yui flinched as though she’d been struck. What was worse- Subaru hung his head, hands squeezing into tight fists.
It’s…true?
Rose-pink eyes stared ahead sightlessly. She then felt her shoulders be grasped. Townsfolk that didn’t understand the situation urged her to the middle of the square.
‘You really should see her dance, milords-“ and, “she’s graceful as a swan! Please stay and watch!’ Filled her ears.
And so, Yui danced.
Her legs moved mindlessly, and she swayed like a marionette, dipped this way and that. All the while, her heart thrummed against the wall of her chest. Slowly, with every thud, a little piece was chipped off. She raised sorrowful eyes, gaze locking with Loys, no- Subaru’s.
He stared back, expression contrite and regretful.
Even then she loved him, oh how she loved him.
Her dance moved faster and faster, becoming more erratic. Her arms bent up, spine arching as she gazed at the heavens and inhaled, chocking on a sob when the corset dug into her ribs.
 The heavy weight in her chest crumbled and split free into pieces, and the dancing girl danced no more.
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They say that Kou Mukami, the gamekeeper, drowned himself in the very lake Yui’s grave sat beside, overlooking the water.
Were you to ask her father, however, he’d say that spirits preyed upon the boy and had forced him to dance until he’d died.
Much like the village’s beloved star.
Subaru didn’t listen. He didn’t think much of anything. Or speak. He’d come to resemble his brother Shuu, listlessly visiting her grave often and placing white roses atop it. His betrothed meant nothing to him. He’d never wanted that life. Perhaps that was what made him such a brat, but with her, with Yui- she’d eased his loneliness. Her smile had been dumb, and she’d chatted nonsense, but hell she’d been perfect and kind, forgiving of his rough hands.
The only person who’d given a damn was dead now, joining his long-deceased mother, who had also been proficient in ballet. She’d taught him everything about dance. He’d loathed it so much after she’d died- until Yui had breathed life into his steps again.
He grit his teeth. What was even the point anymore?
On one such night, he started upright beside her tombstone, a terrible, vile chill shuddering down his spine. Subaru stood, his sleep-deprived eyes taking in the sight of eleven ghostly figures standing atop the surface of the lake.
They wore fine white dresses, their images shimmering with an ethereal quality- at times like that of gossamer. They all began to dance, spinning in tight circles and raising their arms as they leapt over the water.
One such pale apparition raised her hand to Subaru, beckoning.
He raised his palm, gaze flat.
“I don’t dance,” he muttered in a hoarse voice. When had he last eaten, again?
“Do you not know how?”
Muscles froze, locking in place. His throat constricted, and Subaru turned his head, finding a pale pink form to his left. “I know plenty,” he rasped, legs shaking and threatening to send him to his knees. “Too much. Ain’t dancin’, no way in hell…”
Yui smiled softly, a phantom wind caressing her hair as she extended a hand. “That’s fine, but I could really use a partner.”
He did not refuse, eagerly taking her hand that still felt soft and warm in his own larger one. He danced with her, performing the same lifts- still able to hold her close and embrace her. She even smelled the same. He could almost fool himself into believing she were still alive. He apologised endlessly into her hair, tears pricking his eyes as bone white fingers latched into her dress tightly.
A soft touch stroked his hair.
“It’s alright…I forgive you,” she murmured. “I forgive you, Subaru.”
He exhaled hard, own heart shaking in his chest. Yet even as he tried to stop, they continued to dance, moving closer to the shore of the lake, until his feet splashed in the water as they performed a pas de deux. His breath shuddered, feeling a strong force urging him to move deeper into the lake.
“Stop,” Yui soon interjected, staring not at him but at the ghostly women. “Please stop. Leave him alone. I don’t want this.” Her firm voice eased, brows pulling together. “I don’t want the man I love to die.”
Their expressions thinned, incensed. And yet his feet slowed, gaining control.
Soon, their dancing died down, and Subaru merely held her, gently swaying in the shallows while her dress trailed into the water.
Come sunrise, however, his touch skimmed through her. She slowly vanished with each creeping ray of light upon her face.
He waited, and at night, she returned once again to his arms. In this way, they continued for a long time, with the moon as their only witness.
 They say that Subaru Sakamaki drowned himself after Kou Mukami, for the very same reason: it was all to reach the angel ballerina that danced upon the surface of the moonlit lake.
Sometimes though, others had claimed to see her with a partner, dancing a perfect pas de deux.
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rosywaifu · 5 years
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Home { Fairytail x OC Oneshot}
This is for @halfbloodskull - Their OC! 
Thanks for giving me my first request, I hope I did okay!! <3
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It’s been eight year since i’ve been home. As I walked through the cobblestone streets of Magnolia memories of my last time here cloud my head. 
“Baby, you can’t use your powers like this, so casually! You could hurt someone, not to mention you WILL hurt yourself. You have to be more careful!” My mother said. Her voice was loud but not so much with anger, more with worry. I rolled my eyes. At just seven years old, I was stubborn and audacious. I didn’t care about what my mother had to say. I wanted to use my powers however I chose. They are my powers after all. “Mom, you can’t control my powers like this! I’m the Celestial Dragon Slayer! I have this super cool magic that needs to be shared with the world! Lucy uses her spirits whenever she wants, I have the same magic but stronger! I will use it however I like, I don’t care about the consequences!” My father finally looked up at me. He’d been ignoring the conversation, or so I thought. Turns out, he was just biding his time until he found an appropriate moment to butt in. 
“Akuma, you will listen to your mother or so help me, Zeus will strike you down where you stand!” My father roared making me flinch a little. My eyes welled with tears as they darted between my father’s harsh look and my mother, who looked like she wanted to stand up for me but found it better to not invoke more of my fathers wrath from her babying me. I finally made a dash for my room and barricaded to door behind me. I curled into a ball on my bed for hours, tears softly and silently rolling down my red cheeks. I looked out the window at the setting sun. My window was at the perfect angle to see my guild, FairyTail. My friend Wendy was probably there now, laughing and eating with all the others. I couldn’t help but feel that no one really care for me here. I chewed on my lip as I wiped my face with my sleeve, a thought worked its ay into the forefront of my brain. Thinking on it for no more than a second, I. began to pack some things: a few changes of clothes, all the money from my piggy bank, a sleeping bag and pillow. I shoved a few other keepsakes in there, like a picture of my family, the whole family at FairyTail. I admired the picture before folding it and shoving it in the front pouch of the bag. It was everyone at FairyTail, smiling brightly at the Picture Lacrima they day I got my guild mark. I then sat at my desk and pulled out a piece of paper and pencil. I constructed a letter to my parents telling them I was running away, telling them not to look for me and that I still loved them but I needed to be on my own. I wrote another, shorter letter and addressed it to Wendy. She was my best friend after all so I feel like she should get her own explanation she can explain to the guild. It said essentially the same thing; the fight with my parents and them controlling my magic, how I need to be alone, for them not to look for me, and that I still love them. With both letters sealed sitting on my desk, I open the window and jump onto the ledge. With a final look into my window at my room and all my things, thinking about my parents on the other side of that door. I was too far into my plan so I jumped the sort way down and landed in the bushes below. After dusting myself off, I discreetly made my way out of Magnolia. 
Eight long years have passed now and I have definitely changed… My short black hair was now shoulder length and shaggy, My bright red eyes, hued a little darker. My short kid-sized frame was now that of a fifteen year old; slim and lean. I had some muscles that I gathered through odd jobs in random towns. 
I passed some familiar shops as I wandered deeper into town. I was weary. My magic slowly drained my energy every time I used it. It would replenish after some time but would take a while. I realized that the first week I was gone. I had used so much of my magic, that by the end of three days by myself, I was near collapsed outside of a small town. Thankfully, some townsperson found me and gave me a room to sleep in to replenish my energy. It was then that I realized my mother was right, of course. But I would have been so embarrassed to return so soon. I had to stick it out. But now, I was really weak. There had been some monsters a little outside Magnolia. I hadn’t intended to come home, but the monsters really took it out of me. I had to use so many of my spirits, including Leo who I hate, because he’s the strongest in the Zodiac. I needed to go somewhere to rest up, and Magnolia was closest. 
I saw FairyTail so close in the distance. I almost didn’t want to go in. What if they forgot about me? What if they’ve moved on? What if they never cared that I left? These thoughts rammed themselves through my head as I slowly inched forward. I sat outside the guild for a few hours, working up the courage to go in. I’d rather see them first then my parents. The mere thought of seeing my parents made bile rise up and make me feel sick. Finally, as the sun was setting behind the guild, I pushed open the door. The guild had changed.. It was bigger now, but I suppose that’s to be expected after eight years. However, it was the sam guild because as I entered I was washed over with this sense of familiarity and safety. Cana was drinking up a storm, guzzling a barrel of some sort of alcohol while talking to Mirajane at the same time. Natsu and Gray seemed to be fighting about something and Erza marched up to them to break it up. Macao and Wakaba were complaining about how old they were while simotaneously staring at all of the woman of the guild. Finally, I saw Wendy. She was chatting happily with Gajeel and Levy. She had grown up too. Blue hair still long and pulled into pig tails. She didn’t look any older really, except she had gotten taller. I softly shut the door behind me. Instrusive thoughts about how they didn’t care about me wormed in when I noticed they didn’t even see someone had entered the guild. I cleared my throat loudly, silencing the guild pretty effectively. 
“Mira, if it isn’t too much trouble, i’d love something to drink.” My voice had a hint of playfulness to it alongside the raspy and dry sound of it. In truth, I hadn’t had much to drink in the last few days. They all stared at me with wide and confused eyes. Finally, Wendy stood up, her head cocked to the side as tears began to well in her big, brown eyes. 
“A-Akuma? Is that really you?” She slowly walked forward. I smiled softly and nodded. So maybe they had missed me. Almost immediately after I nodded, she launched herself forward and tackled me to the ground in a hug. She was full on crying now. I struggled to breathe as I laughed softly but it turned into a cough. 
“I missed you so much!” Then, like a flip had switched, she sat up and looked at me and slapped my shoulder, hard. 
“Where the hell were you! Why did you leave, with only a note!! Why did you do that, do you know how you made us feel?” She gestured to the guild who were all misty-eyed and smiling softly at our exchange. I heard lots of shouts of “We missed you, Akuma!”, “Welcome home!” and “ We’re so glad your home!”. Now, it was time for my eyes to spill tears. I was so worried about if they would miss me or be made at me that I almost forgot how much I missed them. 
“I’m…I’m so sorry I left everybody! I was so upset and it seemed like the best option but I missed you all so much.” Tear rolled down hotly on my cheeks and they all rushed to give me a big group hug. I relished in the feeling of being home when I realized there were still two people I had yet to see. 
Once everyone had pulled away, I told Wendy I’d be back later. She understood what I had to go do. 
“I really missed my best friend, Akuma. Thanks for coming home!” Her cheerful smile jolted me with energy to go see my parents. 
It was a short walk to where I used to live with my parents. With every step, my heart beat ten times faster. Were they going to be angry with me? What if they had another child after I left and didn’t want me anymore? I knocked on the wooden door and chewed on my lip hard, making me taste blood on my tongue. My mother opened the door. She looked older, of course. She didn’t seem to recognize me for a split second but after a moment she seemed to realize who I was. 
“Akuma! Oh my sweet boy! Oh my gods, Thank Zeus you have returned!” She pulled me to the ground in a tight hug, sobbing loudly as she thanked every god and goddess she could think of that I had returned. My father, hearing the commotion came in from outside. When he saw me and saw my mother’s reaction he realized who I was. He stiffed slightly. I could tell he was still mad at me. But, he also missed me. He looked conflicted within himself. Finally he pulled me into a tight hug, nearly crushing me. After a moment, he pulled away. His face was red and his dark eyes glistened with tears. He took a dark-colored hand and brushed some hair away from my face. 
“You are so grounded, young man.” He paused and smiled stiffly at me. Beyond his anger I could tell he was glad I was home. He wouldn’t say it, I get my own stubbornness and pride from him after all, but I knew what he was feeling. My mother appeared at my father’s side and with her bright pink eyes, she took her own, pale hand and cupped my cheek softly, a large and kind smile gracing her soft features. I smiled at them both. I was finally home. 
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Amputee-kun is totally Eren
So I wanna add a couple more thoughts on the whole amputee-kun thingy, and by now everyone in the fandom has at least considered him to be Eren. The hair and facial structure, the thematic implications of Falco of all people talking to him, the fact that his leg could be him holding back his healing powers etc. 
I wanna add some additional comparisons to the whole deal, that could be further indicative of his identity, and for that, let’s take another look at Attack on Titan Zero
For those who don’t know, that was the original 2006 oneshot entitled SnK that Isa had drawn...the first time he put his attack on titan idea on paper, so to speak. The oneshot features many similarities to what we know of SnK today...titans eat humans, humans can turn into titans, humanities memories were wiped out and the survivors of the titan appearance live in cities secluded behind giant trees.
And THIS is our protagonist, Private Mukamura
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Looks familar?
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I mean...I don’t need to point it out, right? If amputee-kun is indeed Eren, he would now officially share a hairstyle with the original SnK protagonist...that’d be appropriate for at least the final arc, right?
But there’re more similarities between both protags! They share their hatred for the titans, are considered humanities last hope, and inspire courage in others! Our Eren is very much at least in part inspired by his 2006 counterpart.
There’s also the fact that both of them are titan shifters, and both of them turn into the one and only Shingeki no Kyojin, the Attack Titan
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He’s looked fresh since 2006 lmfao. The titan designs are pretty identical, and Mukamura’s hair equals his titan form entirely--Eren’s human hair hasn’t been too far off, but still hasn’t reached titan length....until now, as amputee-kun’s hair matches the rogue titan hair pretty much perfectly. Coincidence? Hell no. 
Last but not least, some of the in-story developments match amputee-kun’s situation quite well^^
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The local military branch, to which he had transferred only a mere month ago, suspects him of being a titan infiltrator who came from outside. Granted, he really is a titan, though not an enemy of humanity, but that’s besides the point. If amputee-kun is Eren, we’d have this exact situation going on right now: a titan infiltrator from outside has invaded their military, but he is in fact the protagonist.
I know Zero isn’t overly indicative of the whole story, there’s plenty of differences between the main series and this, but we’re approaching the final arc now, a thing that Isa has had at least partially planned since the very beginning of the story, and we’re starting to pick up these similarities. The protag having the same long hair as the series’ titular titan is an idea Isa has had for over 11 years from the looks of it, giving us that for the final arc seems more than appropriate, doesn’t it? Mukamura and Eren are so similar already, that’s really just the final gap to bridge. And as mentioned above, the setting is already quite familiar. 
This, to me at least, reinforces my belief that amputee-kun is really Eren, and oh boi, am I so incredibly excited to see where this goes.    
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ubercharge · 7 years
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i made an overwatch glossary and it’s absurdly long partially because my blog post size is small but also because there’s a lot of stuff in it so obviously i’m going to copy paste all of it under the cut of this post. if you’re on mobile i’m really REALLY sorry. just rotate your phone 90 degrees and do that really fast swiping thing.
i recommend reading them on my blog page because the formatting there makes it more legible (it’s bolded and stuff)
thank you to my friends for the help. i also referenced from the following list of similar resources so i could cover as many terms as possible. most of these are presented from my personal experience with and usage of them. because i wrote them myself and am a NA PC player, you might use different terms or use these terms a little differently.
google docs version (will not be actively updated, this page will be)
send me an ask if any of this information is incorrect or if you have anything to add. if it’s minor, make sure it’s still important and worth both our free time that i change it.
/r/Overwatch: Overwatch/Fps terminology
/r/Overwatch: How do you define what are cheese strategies and tactics?
/r/OverwatchUniversity: Difference between shotcalling and callouts?
/r/OverwatchUniversity: Intro to Competitive Overwatch: Terminology
/r/Competitiveoverwatch: Three Advantages Every Overwatch Player Should Know
Overwatch Gamepedia Wiki
Overwatch Wikia: Glossary
Overwatch Forums: Overwatch Jargon Dictionary
Furious Paul: Overwatch Terms
Gamecrate: Understanding Overwatch lingo
Kotaku: An Essential Glossary For Overwatch Players
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basics:
1K/2K/3K/4K/5K/6K/DOUBLE/TRIPLE/QUAD/PENTAKILL/SEXTUPLE = refers to multikills in whatever number (d.va got a sick 5k potm!)
1SHOT/ONESHOT/OHKO = (ohko = one-hit knockout) being eliminated in one shot, generally refers to elims from hog’s m1/m2, widow’s m1, and hanzo’s m1/scatter (e.g., i got oneshot by hanzo again). 2shot is the same thing except you got killed in 2 shots (bet that one was hard to figure out).
1V1/2V1/5V6/ETC. = refers to situations where someone is in a solo fight against one other person, two other enemies, etc. depending on the numbers (e.g., i can’t believe i won the 1v1 against hog as lucio)
2CP = the assault gamemode (2 capture points)
AIMBOT = s76’s tactical visor ult
AIRSHOT = a shot landed on an enemy in midair
ALT-FIRE = the secondary shot that some weapons can do (e.g., roadhog’s scrap gun). see m2/rmb.
AMP/AMPING = lucio’s amp it up, also used as a callout from lucio so the team is prepared for when he amps up speed (e.g., amping speed in 3)
ANIMATION CANCEL = using your melee attack to cut down the time of your reload animation
ANGRY MONKEY = winston using his primal rage. probably tossing your team around.
ANTI/BIO/MILK/PURPLE = refers to ana’s biotic grenade debuff effect which damages enemies and prevents them from being healed (antiheal)
ANY FUCKING SHIP NAME PORTMANTEAU, REALLY = used to refer to the presence of these heroes on a team. see pharmercy. other major combos that can be shortened to portmanteaus include anahardt/reinana and reapana. (e.g., they have mchanzo) when the combo has more of a focus on the ults than the heroes themselves, it may be referred to the ult combo name (scroll down for the ult combo section).
AoE = area of effect, refers to the area in which an ability can have an effect on or abilities with a radius (e.g., mei’s blizzard has a ridiculous aoe)
AREA CONTROL/DENIAL = an area that is dangerous to be in, preventing the enemy team from approaching or forcing them to approach from a certain direction, making them easier to deal with. bastions, turrets, certain ults, snipers, etc. can control/deny an area.
ARMOR = refers to torbjorn’s armor packs or to the type of yellow hp that some heroes have (armor takes less damage than regular hp)
ASSASSIN/PICK CLASS = refers to heroes who can oneshot or flank to get picks on enemies. generally, this more or less means genji, mccree, tracer, hanzo, widow, winston, roadhog, and pharah to a lesser extent.
AURA = a passively emanated ability from a hero in a specific AoE, lucio being the only hero with auras (speed and healing)
BABY D.VA = mechless d.va
BACKCAPPING/BACKDOORING = generally involves flanking where someone sneakily captures the objective while the rest of the team(s) is/are occupied elsewhere
BACKLINE = the area behind the bulk of the team, generally where healers and snipers are but also where divers go to disrupt the enemy team
BAITING = generally refers to trying to get the enemy to do something you want them to do, like use an ability/ult at an unfavourable time or getting into an unfavourable position (e.g., tracer baiting hog’s hook with her blinks so she can fight him without the threat of being hooked)
BALLS = can refer to symm’s photon projector m2 of energy balls, or zen’s various orbs (destruction, harmony, discord)
BEAM = zarya's m1 laser, mercy’s caduceus healing/damage beam, sometimes also refers to symm’s photon projector m1/her microwave
BEAT = lucio’s sound barrier. beat dropped = lucio ulted.
BM = bad manners, doing stuff like teabagging, saying thanks after killing an enemy, to a lesser extent using sprays (but the speech bubble sprays are generally seen as more rude/douchey), emoting. generally done as a boastful action.
BODY BLOCK = to block incoming damage with one’s person instead of a shield, wall, or some other type of more appropriate cover
BOMB = can refer to tracer’s pulse bomb, d.va's nuke, or junkrat’s grenades
BOOP = lucio’s secondary shot that knocks enemies back (can also be used to refer to lucio getting enviro kills like when booping enemies off a cliff), occasionally refers to pharah’s concussive blast
BOOSTED = refers to heroes who have been nanoboosted by ana
BOOSTING/BOOSTER = higher skilled players using accounts at lower skill levels to assist others, usually to higher SR in competitive.
BOOSTIO = nanoboosted lucio
BROKEN = refers to an ability/ult/hero/etc. that purportedly does not work as it should. a term jeff kaplan says has been ruined for him, thus he does not understand what the word means anymore. when he sees it, he takes it as a compliment.
BUBBLE/BUBBLING = zarya’s shield on herself or allies/zarya shielding self or allies (e.g., i need a bubble), alternatively refers to winston's shield
BUFF = refers to positive changes to a hero (e.g., increasing s76’s damage would be buffing him), also refers to positive status effects (e.g., mercy’s damage boost) or being healed (e.g., mercy can i get a buff?)
BUILDING ULT = actively building ultimate charge
BUNNYHOPPING/BHOPPING = admin he doing it sideways repeatedly jumping to gain some benefit, usually seen with heroes like symm with some strafing to make her harder to hit while she microwaves her targets, but also used by reins shielding/unshielding to move faster
BURST/BURST DAMAGE/SUSTAIN DAMAGE = burst is a lot of damage that is dealt all at once. sustained damage is dealt gradually and continuously over an extended period of time.
BURST/BURST FIRE = refers to firing a few bullets at a time as s76 or bastion to land more of them because their guns have recoil.
CAMPER/CAMPING = to stay in one spot, generally to control it and/or gain a tactical advantage over the enemy (a camper being someone who does this)
spawn camping = staying in the general area outside the enemy spawn and killing them as they come out, usually repeatedly
CAP/CAPPING = capture point/capturing the objective
CALL/CALLOUT = giving the team useful information (usually over team voice) about what the enemy is doing, their status, your ult charge, tactics, etc. (e.g., widow on catwalk, mercy’s lit, genji flanking left) - generally something everyone should be doing.
CARD = end of the game cards displayed after a game/match highlighting damage done, elims, etc. (e.g., when is dave ubercharge not on the point carding for objective time)
CARRY = generally when one player gets most of the kills, performs better than everyone else, doing most of the work and possibly compensating for the team’s shortcomings.
CAR/CART = payload
CAR WASH/KILLROOM = a room/small confined area in which symm has set up a bunch of turrets
CASTING = casting time is the time after abiliy use before it takes effect, or the total duration of the ability. some abilities take longer to cast (e.g., ana’s sleep dart requires her to bring her sidearm up before she actually fires the dart, genji’s casting time for his ult is 1s to unsheathe the blade and another 1s to sheathe it). casting also refers to providing live commentary on games/replays.
CC = crowd control, abilities that prevent enemies from moving/using their weapons/etc. (e.g., ana’s sleep dart, mccree’s flashbang, rein’s earthshatter)
CC/DPS/UTILITY ULT = refers to the different ult types, but the terms can also apply to abilities (e.g., genji's deflect is a dps/utility ability, mccree’s flash is a cc ability)
cc ult = crowd control, stops enemy movement (mei, rein, zarya)
dps ult = does damage (genji, mccree, pharah, reaper, s76, tracer, bastion, hanzo, junkrat, torbjorn, d.va, hog, winston i guess?)
utility ult = the other ones that provide some other kind of service (sombra, orisa, winston i guess?, ana, lucio, mercy, symm, zen)
additionally, defensive ult = ults that cushion damage (lucio, zen)
CD = cooldown, the length of time after an ability is used before it can be used again
CHALLENGE = when a player attempts to push/break a sight line controlled by an enemy where both are aware of each other. a successful challenge causes them to be tied-up or move, thus breaking their area control.
CHANNELED ABILITY/ULT = abilities that take place over time that can be activated by a click or require a button held down for the ability to continue being channeled (e.g., bastion’s self-repair, mccree’s deadeye, tracer’s recall, winston’s primal rage)
CHARGE = ultimate charge percentage, alternatively refers to zarya’s charge percentage
CHARGED = refers to when an ultimate is 100% charged and ready to be used. also see chargepin/pinned.
CHARGEPIN = refers to when rein has an enemy caught in his charge, or the kill from him pinning the enemy against a surface.
CHEESE = a strategy/team comp that requires low skill to pull off and/or negates skill advantage. generally, comps involving bastion, torb, symm, and mei are seen as cheesy.
CHIPSHOT/MEATSHOT = chipshots are shots that do little damage, generally because they’re from far away and damage falloff reduces the damage they do. also see trash damage. a meatshot is a single shot that does a lot of damage, possibly even being a final blow or oneshot.
CHOKE/CHOKEPOINT = a congested area of limited manoeuvrability that forces the teams together down a linear path, generally the primary entrances of a map (e.g., the hanamura chokepoint of the big wooden archway/door thing before point A), usually the size of rein’s shield. relates to positioning and map terminology.
CLUTCH = performance under pressure or a pressured situation (e.g., i got a clutch visor and totally gamesaved that match)
COMBO/WOMBO COMBO = a combination, usually of ults (e.g., zarya, go combo with pharah ult), and usually of a CC ult with a dps ult
COMM/TEAM COMM/TEAM VOICE = team voice chat (which you should join before every comp match)
CONTEST = to contest the objective by being on it
CORE/MAIN HEALER/TANK = the primary healer or tank doing most of the healing or tanking (generally ana, mercy, rein).
COUNTER/COUNTER PICK/HARD COUNTER/SOFT COUNTER = refers to heroes who are more effective against others (e.g., winston counters tracer and genji) and the act of being countered/countering (e.g., we need a reaper to counter their winston).
counter pick: choosing a hero specifically to deal with an enemy hero (e.g., picking winston to counter tracer and genji)
hard counter: a hard counter is a particularly strong counter with a larger advantage
soft counter: a counter with a small advantage
COUNTER ULT = to counter an ult with another (e.g., rein hammering to stop the enemy genji’s ult)
COVER = shit to hide behind/under/whatever. can be map structures, a shield, etc. (e.g., incoming nuke, get to cover)
CP = control point/capture point
CRIT/CRITICAL/CRITICAL SHOT = generally refers to critical hits (almost always headshots), can be used as a callout (e.g., mccree crit the mercy, she’s lit so finish her off)
CROUCHJUMP = to crouch while jumping, allows one to reach slightly higher places than with a normal jump
CtF = capture the flag, a gamemode that started with the lunar new year event ‘capture the rooster’ but is now an arcade gamemode
DAMAGE FALLOFF = refers to the distance in which a projectile/bullet does less damage due to the longer travel time before it connects with its target (e.g., d.va's m1, mccree’s gun, reaper’s guns, mei’s icicles, tracer’s guns)
DASH = genji’s swift strike
DASH RESET = refers to genji being immediately able to use his dash again after getting an elimination. dash is also reset after he casts his ult.
DEATHBALL = a team composition/gameplay style with a focus on the entire team staying grouped together and working with each other in general close proximity to win fights
DENIAL/SHUTDOWN = stopping an ult from working correctly or particularly in the case of the latter term, stopping it from working at all (e.g., ana sleep darting a mccree during deadeye stops his ult and is a shutdown - he also doesn’t get the charge back)
DEFLECT/REFLECT/PARRY = genji’s ability to send bullets/projectiles back at enemies
DISCORD/DISCORDED/ORBED = a callout term (usually from the zen) that zen has placed a discord orb on someone (e.g., lucio’s discorded, focus him)
DISRUPTION = breaking up a team’s positioning/game plan.
DIVE/DIVER = moving for the backline of the enemy team to disrupt them and usually to go after the healers who tend to hang behind the team. heroes who are good at diving have high mobility (generally genji, tracer, winston, d.va)
DIVE COMP = a composition in which the team is built around high mobility to push hard onto the enemy team (a dive comp will likely include most of the following heroes: genji, tracer, winston, d.va, lucio, mercy)
DOUBLE JUMP = jumping and jumping again midair, an ability only genji has
DPS/TANK/HEALER =
dps = damage per second, colloquially used in ow to refer to damage-dealing heroes. the term is a carryover from MMORPGs, and also refers to the measure of how much damage a player/hero/weapon does.
dps heroes = genji, mccree, pharah, reaper, s76, sombra, tracer, bastion, hanzo, junkrat, mei, torbjorn, widow, symm*
tanks = d.va, orisa, rein, hog, winston, zarya
healers = ana, lucio, mercy, symm, zen
*symm is a dps because she’s not a healer.
DRAWNAMURA/TEMPLE OF DRAWNUBIS/DRAWSKAYA INDUSTRIES = nicknames for hanamura, temple of anubis, and volskaya industries respectively due to the frequency of draws in matches played on these maps. as of late april 2017, a new system has been implemented to reduce draws.
DUO/TRIO/4STACK/5STACK/6STACK = refers to a group in whatever size
DUO QUEUEING/SOLO QUEUEING = queueing with a partner or a group of two/queueing alone
DRY PUSH/DRY RUN/ECONOMY PUSH = an attack push onto the enemy team without using ults to charge ults and possibly bait the enemy into using their ults. generally used on 2cp where having/not having ult is a major factor in whether or not teams win fights.
E = default pc bind for the heroes’ secondary abilities, refers to those abilities (e.g., mccree’s e is his flashbang)
EAT = d.va’s destruction of bullets/pellets/projectiles in her defence matrix. (e.g., holy shit d.va did you eat zarya’s ult?)
EDGE = a request from a mercy player as a shorthand for ‘go to the edge of the higher platform you’re standing on so i can fly to you’
ELIM/ELIMINATION/FRAG/KILL = elimination
ELO/MMR = (elo comes from the elo rating system, mmr = match making ratio) refers to a general skill level (e.g., players in this mmr are shit)
EXTEND/OVEREXTEND = generally involves pushing forward, possibly too far and putting one’s self in a dangerous position. overextending involves a lower chance of retreat and a high risk factor that can result in getting picked.
FACE TANK = the tank up front on the frontline, usually specializing in short-range engagements and pushing/contesting
FAN = usually refers to mccree's m2 (fan the hammer), but can also refer to genji’s m2 (fan of blades)
FALLING BACK/DISENGAGING = retreating (e.g., fall back before you get picked genji)
FEED = to allow enemies to rack up kills to charge their ults quicker (e.g., genji running solo into the enemy team and getting killed without doing anything himself is feeding)
FIGHT/ENGAGEMENT/TEAMFIGHT/ULT FIGHT = generally a period of time in which multiple elims are had from/between either team.
teamfight = involves most or all of both teams
ult fight = involves usage of ults (ult advantage, banking, and ult economy factor heavily into this)
FINAL BLOW = the last bit of damage dealt to finish off an enemy, it’s what shows up in the killfeed
FIRE POINTS = the fire bar is below the hp bar and it’ll fill up with playing objective, getting kills/assists, etc. when filled up quickly, the player will be on fire
FIRST/SECOND/LAST/ETC. = referring to the different capture points
FIRST BLOOD = the first kill in a game/match/round
FLANKING/FLANKER = to take an alternate route to the point/enemy team, a flanker is a player doing this either to get to the point, attack the enemy team or healers from behind/the side, pull attention away from the bulk of their team, harass the enemy, etc. flankers are usually genji, tracer, pharah, sombra, winston, d.va. don’t try to tell me reaper is a flanker. relates to positioning.
FLASH FAN/FLASH FAN ROLL/ETC. = mccree’s ability combos which allow him to cc and kill opponents
FLEX = people who can play multiple characters successfully (so not a onetrick/otp)
FLICK/FLICKSHOT = refers primarily to shots made by snipers (but can apply to others) where they aim quickly by flicking their crosshair and shooting. the other type of aiming is tracking.
FLY (TO) = mercy’s guardian angel (e.g., come back so i can fly to you). can also refer to pharah’s jump jet/hover and d.va’s boosters.
FOCUS/FOCUS FIRE = usually a callout to focus attack on one specific enemy to finish them off quickly (e.g., hog’s discorded, focus him)
FPS = first-person shooter or frames per second/framerate
FREEZE = mei’s blizzard or her m1 (endothermic blaster)
FRONTLINE = the front of the fray facing the enemy team, generally where you want your tanks to be
GAME = quickplay/arcade game
GAMESAVE = saving the game with a sick fucking play, generally entails multikills on overtime
GAMESENSE = ability to know and understand what is going on in the game/match as a whole, rather than only in your individual perception of it.
GG = good game
GG EZ = something you say when you want the chat system to make you sound silly
GLHF = good luck have fun
GREAT WALL OF CHINA = mei’s ice wall
GUN = generally refers to the weapons that are actually guns but nobody fucking cares to differentiate. every weapon is a gun. you think i’m gonna say ‘i’m gonna buy genji’s gold sword and shuriken’ instead of ‘i’m gonna buy genji’s gold gun’? fuck you. reaper’s shotguns? guns. tracer’s pulse pistols? guns. mei’s endothermic blaster? gun. d.va’s fusion cannons? guns. winston’s tesla cannon? gun. zarya’s particle cannon? gun. lucio’s marshmallow blaster? gun. zenyatta’s balls? guns. reinhardt’s hammer? gun.
HACK/HACKED = refers to sombra’s ability to hack players, rendering them unable to use abilities, also refers to hacked health packs which cannot be used by enemy players but regenerate faster for allies
HAMMER = reinhardt’s earthshatter, or reinhardt’s hammer/torbjorn’s hammer
HANDSOAP = hanzo
HANJO = bad hanzo
HARASSING = distracting and bothering the other team
HEADSHOT = critical shots on the head, which can be dealt by various weapons (e.g., mccree, bastion’s recon form, s76, widow, hanzo)
HEALER = the heroes who can regenerate allies' hp. primarily ana, lucio, mercy, and zen, but heroes like s76 and to a lesser extent sombra have healing capability. symmetra is not a fucking healer.
HERO RACING/HERO RUSHING/INSTALOCK = rushing to instantly lock in a hero before anyone else can. 'instalock’ generally also entails that the person does not have any intention of switching off of that hero (e.g., not another fucking genji instalock)
HIGH ENERGY/LOW ENERGY = when zarya has high/low charge with her particle cannon. a high energy zarya will melt you and she can easily laser pharahs out of the sky with some decent tracking.
HIGH GROUND = refers to elevated ground/platforms, generally seen as an advantageous area to be on/control as those on high ground can see more of the map, have an easier time shooting enemies below, can also back up to avoid enemy fire, are harder to hit (smaller hitbox) and can easily disengage. relates to positioning.
HIGH NOON = mccree’s deadeye
HIPSHOT = an unscoped ana m1 from her biotic rifle
HITSCAN = ranged attack without travel time, refers to weapons which hit what is within their crosshairs as soon as they are fired, or heroes who have these weapons (e.g., mccree, s76, ana’s scoped shots, widow’s scoped and unscoped shots). the alternate is projectile weapons/abilities/heroes.
HOOK/HOOKED = relates to hog’s hook, a hooked player is one that has been snagged by the hook. a callout relating to it can be 'hook down’.
HOVER/HOVERING = something that pharah can do besides flying, and something that mercy can do with her passive ability, angelic descent, that slows their fall. in the case of pharah, she can also gain altitude with her hover.
HP = hit points, regular hp refers to the white hp that everyone has, shield hp is the blue type that regenerates (can also be given by symm’s shield gen), armor is the yellow type that takes less damage than regular hp and shields (can also be given by torbjorn’s armor packs). alternatively refers to health packs
HPS = heals per second
ICE CUBE = mei in her cryo-freeze
ICICLE = refers to mei's m2 projectiles or her when she uses her cryo-freeze
JUSTICE = pharah’s barrage
K:D/K:A:D = kill to death ratio or kill/assist to death ratio. a 5:1 KD means the person got 5 kills for every 1 death. you generally want your KAD to be above 1, meaning you get more kills/assists than you die.
KILLFEED = the beautiful stream of information in the top right that tells you when who kills who else and how, also includes d.va’s mech destructions and desctruction of torb’s turret, symm’s shield gen, and symm’s tp
KILLSTREAK/KS = the number of kills made in one life
KNOCKBACK = refers to the stuff that knocks you back or the knocking back itself. i don’t know why i even bothered listing this; it seems pretty self-explanatory. (e.g., pharah’s conc blast, winston’s arm swings while ulting, hog’s ult) shit like orisa using fortify can prevent knockback.
KOTH = king of the hill, nickname for the control gamemode
LASER = zarya's m1
LEADING = aiming where the target will be, not where they are to compensate for projectiles’ travel time (e.g., zen needs to lead his shots to land them)
LEAVER = someone who leaves a match, usually in pregame or near the beginning of the match (this causes no sr adjustment for the other players, but is an inconvenience). can also refer to someone who leaves a match midgame. their slot in comp will not be filled and gives their team a disadvantage as they will have to play 5v6.
LIT/1HIT/ONE/WEAK = refers to a player with very low health who can be finished off with one hit, or has one 'bar’ of health left
LOS/SIGHTLINES = line of sight, refers to that which is visible (e.g., ana telling genji to get in her los so she can heal him)
MIDGAME = after pregame, when the game has started and is underway.
MULTIKILL = getting multiple kills at once or in rapid succession
M1/LMB = mouse 1/left mouse button, refers to heroes’ primary fire
M2/RMB = mouse 2/right mouse button, refers to heroes’ alt fire
MAIN = the hero that someone plays the most (some consider several heroes to be their mains as they play all those heroes often)
MATCH = competitive match
MECH = d.va’s MEKA
MEGA = large health pack
MELEE = when you hit the people with your gun instead of shooting them with the gun
MELT = that shit when you get killed real fast (e.g., their bastion fucking melted me)
META = most effective tactic available, usually used to refer to the most used/successful team composition at the current moment (e.g., the s3 meta involved multiple tanks on a team), changes with balances and hero additions
MICROWAVE = symm's m1/lmb, which can ramp up to do some very high dps
MID = middle route of a map
MONKEY/HARAMBE = winston
NERF = refers to negative changes to a hero (e.g., reducing mccree’s damage would be nerfing him), alternatively refers to d.va’s ult
NOSCOPE = an unscoped kill
NUKE = d.va’s ult
NUMERICAL ADVANTAGE/NUMBERS GAME = the team with more members alive is the one with the numerical advantage. generally, the team with this advantage will win fights more easily (but factors such as ult advantage and positioning also factor into this)
OFF-TANK/OT = generally refers to non-reinhardt tanks
ON FIRE = when someone is accumulating a lot of fire points at once, generally because of multikills (or a good rez)
ONETRICK/OTP = one trick pony, refers to someone who can only play one hero well
PASSIVE = an effect/ability that is granted without the player having to activate anything (e.g., junk will automatically drop bombs upon death as a part of his passive, total mayhem)
PAYLOAD = refers to the payload/cart or the escort gamemode. usually also used to refer to the hybrid gamemode because it involves pushing the payload/car after the point is captured.
PEASHOOTER = d.va/mercy’s pistols
PEEK = generally refers to getting into the enemy’s line of sight (e.g., mercy don’t peek the corner, the enemy widow’s watching)
PEEL = to take care of a flanker that is harrassing, usually attacking your healer (e.g., winston can you peel the tracer off zen?)
PERCH = a good spot to snipe from with good sightlines and almost always on high ground
PHARMERCY = refers to the pharah/mercy combo, generally involves the mercy pocketing or at least keeping a close eye on the pharah
PHASE(S) = refers to different parts of the same game/match (e.g., streets phase, hangar phase referring to different points, payloads, and parts of the map)
PLAY = generally refers to some cool/helpful shit someone did, such as a gamesave ult, a multikill, or a high impact play like ana sleeping the boosted ulting enemy hog to save her team from the damage
PICK = to kill a single player, usually a squishy and ideally a healer. (e.g., widow got a pick let’s rush the point, our mercy got picked so back up). a critical pick/good pick/impactful pick is a pick on an important hero (e.g., mercy). usually of strategic importance. alternatively refers to your hero choice (e.g., he picked bastion)
PIN/PINNED = what rein can do to enemies who are caught in his charge. also see chargepin.
PING/PNG = the connection in milliseconds from you and the server, you probably want a low ping
POCKET/POCKETING = when someone (generally mercy) focuses on healing/buffing/helping one other player. the pocket is the target of this attention. (e.g., mercy’s pocketing pharah so she’s fucking unkillable)
POCKET MERCY = a mercy attached almost exclusively or exclusively to one player instead of healing the whole team.
POKE = refers to 'poking’ at the enemy team, doing little damage, not pushing, generally at/around the chokepoint
POINT = the objective
POP/POPPING ULT = unintentional use of an ult, or being forced to use ult at an unfavourable time. see wasting/whiffing ult. (e.g., i popped their zen, zarya get ready to grav)
POSITION/POSITIONING = where one is in relation to their team, the enemy, and other map elements like cover and health packs. being out of position can be very dangerous (e.g., a healer overextending is more easily killed and not protected like a healer in the backline)
PREGAME/SETUP = the period of time before the game starts
PREMADE = a premade group
PRO GENJI = usually used as a joke (oftentimes an insulting one) to refer to an embarrassingly bad genji, but can also refer to a terrifyingly good genji (e.g., they have an actual pro genji, someone go winston to counter him)
PROJECTILE = ranged attack with travel time unlike hitscan bullets (e.g., genji’s shuriken, pharah’s rockets, mercy’s pistol). linear projectiles travel in a straight line (e.g., ana’s sleep dart), arc projectiles travel in an arc (e.g., ana’s biotic grenade).
PuG/PICKUP GROUP = a group formed by randomly selected people whom you don’t know, generally around your mmr
PUSH = a coordinated attack with the team, generally towards the objective
PUSHING/ENGAGING = advancing
PvE = player versus environment, a specific gamemode that has only been seen with events so far where players fight computer-controlled enemies
Q = ultimate ability
QUICKSCOPE/QUICKSCOPING = quickly scoping in to land a shot, generally involves flicking
RAGDOLL = the floppy corpse left behind after someone dies
RANDOS/RANDOMS = refers to the players, generally on your team, who aren’t in your group
RANGE (MID/LONG/SHORT/MELEE) = refers to distance needed to successfully harm the opponent.
RECOIL = guns have less accuracy the longer the trigger is held down. burst fire increases accuracy at long ranges. the only guns with recoil in ow are s76’s pulse rifle and bastion’s recon submachine gun.
RECON = bastion’s recon form
REGROUP = to group up with the team again, generally after losing a fight/teamfight (being staggered, being wiped)
REROLL = committing deliberate environmental suicide in mystery heroes to get another hero, ideally one that works with the team comp better
RESET = committing deliberate environmental suicide so as to regroup with the rest of the team so as not to be staggered or feed enemy ult charge
ROAMING = a solo playstyle not attached to the rest of the team, not sure if it’s much different from flanking
ROCKET/MINE/STICKY/BOMB JUMP = pharah/junkrat/s76 launching themself up from their own explosion. unnecessary for pharah, as she has her jump jet.
ROLL/STEAMROLL = 'roll’ can refer to mccree’s combat roll ability. 'roll’ and 'steamroll’ refer to 'being rolled’, meaning being crushed by the other team, generally because the other team is of higher skill or simply performing better (e.g., we got rolled on hanamura)
S1/S2/S3/ETC. = competitive season 1, season 2, etc.
SCRIM = scrimmage, a practice match between two groups/teams.
SELF-DAMAGE = refers to heroes/weapons that can damage the user (e.g., pharah’s rockets, s76’s helix)
SELF-HEAL = refers to heroes who can heal themselves (or the process of regenerating hp), or mercy’s ability to regenerate hp. can also refer to hog and s76’s self-heal.
SENTRY = torbjorn’s turret or symm’s sentries, alternatively bastion’s sentry form
SR/RANK = skill rating, generally refers to competitive rank but can also refer to general skill level
SHIFT = heroes’ first ability that is bound to left shift by default on pc
SHIELD = can refer to barriers (e.g., rein’s shield, winston’s bubble, orisa’s barrer), to symm’s shields from her shield generator, or to the blue hp some heroes (symm, zarya, zen) have as part of their hp that regenerates slowly after being damaged
SHOTCALLING = the role of a shotcaller is generally taken by a healer or tank as they can see what’s going on. they make calls to the team to direct them on what they should do next (e.g., widow discorded - winston go after her, use grav and blade this fight and save other ults)
SKIRMISH = you can choose to turn these on (or off) so that while queueing for a game, you can be put into a lobby while still queueing for a game. gives a chance to explore the map, different abilities, and say hello to other random players (or to kill them). occasionally shortened to scrim, but these are different terms.
SLEEP/SLEPT = refers to someone who has been sleep darted by ana or ana sleeping someone (e.g., mccree’s slept to the left)
SMALL = small health pack
SMG = widow’s unscoped m1 (it’s not an smg)
SMURF/SMURFING = not interchangeable with boosting, but relates to it. refers to those who play on accounts (called smurfs/smurf accounts) that are lower levelled/lower skill level than their main.
SNIPER = hanzo, widowmaker, and ana, but generally refers to hanzo and widow due to their threatening ability to headshot/crit
SNIPER/SENTRY NEST = an area controlled by a sniper/torb (and to a lesser extent, symm)
SNOWBALL = when that fuckshit happens and it continues to get better/wose (e.g., our shitty ult usage snowballed into us losing the game)
SONAR = nickname for hanzo’s sonic arrow or refers to its effect.
SPAM = relates to suppressing fire, but with the added connotation of there being a lot of it. generally refers to junk bombs, pharah rockets, and other projectiles, especially if there’s multiple stuff coming at once.
SPAWN/RESPAWN = refers to the spawn area or the time before someone respawns (e.g., respawn in 5)
SPLASH/SPLASH DAMAGE = generally refers to weapons/projectiles that can do damage to several enemies (e.g., pharah’s rockets, s76’s helix, junk’s grenades, mine, and rip-tire)
SPREAD/BULLET SPREAD/WEAPON SPREAD = refers to the area within which a weapon’s bullets/pellets may land. (weapons with spread include reaper’s shotguns, d.va’s fusion cannons, and torbjorn’s rivet gun alt fire)
SQUISHY = refers to heroes with 200 hp or less
STACKING/STACK = playing more than one hero on a team, alternatively refers to a group
STAGGER/SPLIT SPAWN = kills that are made on one team at different times, can be done intentionally to delay their regroup
STALL = to contest the objective to give your team more time to get back to it, generally involves stuff like d.va (a lot of hp, still alive after mech is destroyed, manoeuvrability) or other tanks, mei (ice block), reaper (wraith form), tracer (blinks), lucio (hard to kill), genji (hard to hit)
STRAFING/CIRCLE STRAFING = moving from side to side. circle strafing involves manoeuvring around an enemy to constantly break their LoS while keeping yours.
STICK/STUCK = refers to tracer having stuck her pulse bomb to an enemy
SUPPRESSING FIRE = firing towards an area and not necessarily an enemy (relates to area control/denial), prevents/deters enemies from moving into position as they try to avoid being hit
SUSTAIN = refers to one’s survivability, alternatively refers to sustain damage.
SWITCH = refers to hero switching (something you should do when you're countered, also used to call when enemies switch)
TAGGED = when one has damaged but not finished off an enemy, ideally means the target has been damaged a lot (in which case the attacker might want to make a callout to their team about it) but not necessarily
TAXI = lucio going back to pick up respawning players with speedboost
TBAGGING/TEABAGGING = crouching repeatedly, generally over an enemy ragdoll after killing them, on top of a spray, or within an enemy killcam so they see you BMing
TEAM COMPOSITION/TEAM COMP/COMPOSITION = the range of heroes picked and how well they work with each other (e.g., a bad team comp would be 6 dps with no healer or tank)
TEAMKILL/TK/WIPE = when the entire team is killed, wipe generally means they were all destroyed at once and not staggered
TIE/TIE-UP = targeting a specific player to prevent them from doing their job (e.g., accosting a rein from behind so he’s forced to drop his shield to engage)
TILT/TILTING/ON TILT = refers to a player being angry/frustrated and in a bad state of mind, generally also refers to this lowering the quality of their gameplay (e.g., we lost the match because our genji got tilted by being countered so hard)
THROW/THROWING = to put deliberate effort into losing the game (e.g., the enemy torbjorn’s throwing by jumping off the cliff every spawn)
TOBLERONE = torbjorn
TOXIC = behaviour involving things like being shitty in chat, calling teammates names, being exceptionally rude, etc. generally not good for the team or lobby as a whole. being toxic can tilt other players, and toxic players are usually tilted (or douchebags).
TP = shorthand for symm’s teleporter but also used to refer to sombra’s translocator and reaper’s shadow step
TRACKING = a type of aiming where you follow what you’re shooting. flicking is the other type.
TRASH DAMAGE = non-killing damage, possibly coming from spam, that is seen as feeding enemy healers’ ult charge. some only count damage as trash damage if one is outputting it after they have already charged their ult. a term that was more major in s3, when ana was the absolute core healer and ult was pretty fucking nuts as it provided a speedboost to the target.
TRICKLING = when players run into the enemy team/onto the point one by one instead of together, generally results in them getting picked off but is also necessary to contest and extend overtime in some situations
TRYHARD = somebody who is putting much more effort into winning the game/getting kills than having fun, used as an insult along the lines of 'this person is taking the game too seriously’
TURRET = torbjorn’s turret
ULT ADVANTAGE = having the advantage over the other team, usually by having more ults (but can also include having ults that combo)
ULT ECONOMY = a term that pertains to ultimate management, keeping an eye on ally and enemy ults, and ult conservation/usage. good ult management includes knowing when to use and combo ults, not using ults after a fight is won or when the team has a numerical advantage (and thus can finish off remaining enemies with numbers alone), etc.
ULT STACK/BANKING = conserving ults to later use them all at the same time in a single coordinated assault. also a strategy for situations in which the team has little time to take the objective, so they charge and save their ults for a final successful push.
VAPE = hog’s take a breather/self-heal
WALLS/WALLHACKS = refers to widow’s ult (e.g., they have walls), though hanzo’s sonic arrow and sombra’s passive ability, opportunist, can also see enemies through walls (the latter only effective if enemies are critically injured)
WALLCLIMB = a passive ability that both hanzo and genji have, allowing them to climb up walls. hanzos can use it to find a new perch on high ground and genjis can use it to help them flank.
WALLRIDE = a passive ability that lucio has, allowing him to ride horizontally along walls and other surfaces. he can use this to disengage, get to high ground, etc.
WASD = these are the keys you can hit to escape d.va’s ult.
WASTING/WHIFFING ULT = using ult ineffectively, being counter ulted, being denied, etc.
XBOX = genji
ZAP = winston’s m1 (tesla cannon)
ZONING = that shit you do to make your enemies go to specific places (e.g., mccree’s ult can be used as a zoning tool to force enemies away from the objective, not necessarily just to secure kills)
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check out these map callouts for more details.
Sp0h’s Map Callouts on Overbuff:
Hanamura
Volskaya Industries
Route 66
Hollywood
King’s Row
King’s Row Callouts:
Hanamura
Temple of Anubis
Dorado
Route 66
Watchpoint: Gibraltar
Numbani (this is Sp0h’s, though it doesn’t appear to be on Overbuff)
other:
Eichenwalde (/r/Competitiveoverwatch)
map terminology:
ARCH/ARCHWAY = yup
BALCONY = high ground platform
BLUE/YELLOW/ETC. = refers to buildings of those colours.
BRIDGE = guess
BUILDING = everything is either a building, room, or catwalk.
CATWALK = generally refers to high ground that is a long, thin path
HORSESHOE = a c-shaped area
CAVE = a fucking cave what more do you want
HUT = shit like the hut thing before hanamura point b with the mega in it and other open-ish small building type things.
LIFT = the moving platforms on volskaya point b and route 66 last.
LONG/SHORT = refers to long or short paths
MID = middle. the middle of the map (control point on koth maps, or the largest/central path on the other maps)
PATH = not to be confused with mid, these refer to alternate path types. can be used for flanking and backcapping.
some path types that differ depending on which map you’re talking about include: access, alley, district, halls, lane, pit, stairway, walkway
PERCH = a good spot to snipe from with good sightlines and almost always on high ground. see roof.
PORCH = generally a more open area/platform
ROOF = it’s a roof. see high ground in the basics section above.
ROOM = everything is either a building, room, or catwalk. also see car wash/killroom in the basics section.
some room types that differ depending on which map you’re talking about include: café, closet, courthouse, gas, hotel, patio, pub, shop, storage
WINDOW = a window
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ult combos: (basically just put 'grav’ before the other ult or 'nano’ before the hero’s name/ult and you have a combo name)
BEYBLADE = nanoboosted reaper using his death blossom, prominent in the s2 meta
GRAV BLADE = genji blade x zarya grav
GRAV STRIKE = hanzo strike x zarya grav
GRAV DRAGON(S) = either/both shimada ult(s) x zarya grav
GRAV BARRAGE/ROCKETS = pharah barrage x zarya grav
GRAV STRIKE = hanzo launching his graviton in zarya’s
GRAV BLOSSOM = reaper blossom x zarya grav
GRAV BOMB = tracer/d.va bomb x zarya grav
GRAV EMP = sombra emp x zarya grav
GRAV HAMMER  = rein hammer x zarya grav
GRAV NERF/GRAV NUKE = d.va nuke x zarya grav
GRAV NOON = mccree high noon x zarya grav
MEAT GRINDER = hog ult x zarya grav
NANOBARRAGE = nanoboosted pharah using barrage (i don’t recommend it but it does increase her survivability and she’s vulnerable during her ult)
NANOBLADE = nanoboosted genji using blade
NANOHAMMER = nanoboosted rein using hammer. there’s probably a less stupid name for it.
NANONOON = do people even do this anymore? nanoboosted mccree using high noon, which allows him to lock onto targets faster. mccree was the prime boost target in the pve gamemode junkenstein’s revenge.
NANOTANK = nanoboosted bastion using configuration: tank.
NANOVISOR = nanoboosted s76 using visor
honourable mentions:
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT FUCK THIS SHIT I FUCKING HATE THIS GAME = when ana accidentally boosts someone who should not be receiving boost. see boostio in the basics section.
OH SHIT THAT FUCKER CAN AIM = when the enemy ana boosts the sniper and you’re laughing but then you get flickshot
THE MICROWAVE OF DEATH AND DESTRUCTION = nanoboosted symm
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shortened terms:
½/A/B = point 1, 2, a, b
BIO/BIOBOMB/BIONADE = ana’s biotic grenade
BIO/BIOFIELD = s76’s biotic field
BLADE = genji’s dragonblade
BLASTER = d.va or mercy’s pistols
CHOKE = chokepoint
COMP = competitive gamemode or team composition
CONC/CONC BLAST = pharah’s concussive blast
DART = ana’s sleep dart
DIA = diamond competitive tier
DISC = zenyatta’s discord orb. not to be confused with the chat client.
DRAGONS/WOLVES = hanzo’s dragonstrike or its legendary reskin, wolves. wolfstrike? (e.g., incoming wolves get out of the fucking way)
DRUM = orisa’s supercharger
ELIM(S) = elimination(s)
ENVIRO = environmental (generally used to refer to environmental kills like lucio booping enemies off a ledge)
FAN/FtH = mccree’s m2 (fan the hammer)
FLASH = mccree’s flashbang
GM = grandmaster competitive tier
GRAV/GRAVITON = zarya’s graviton surge
HELIX = s76’s helix rocket
HOG = roadhog
INVIS = invisibility
INVULN = invulnerability/invincibility
JUNK/RAT = junkrat
MATRIX = d.va’s defence matrix
MINE = junkrat’s concussive mine
MYS./MYS. HEROES = mystery heroes, arcade gamemode
NADE(S) = junkrat’s grenade(s)
OBJ = objective
ORBS = zenyatta’s harmony and discord orbs
PISTOL = generatlly, d.va or mercy’s pistols, though heroes like tracer have pistols as weapons
PLAT = platinum competitive tier
PORTER/TP = teleporter
POTG = play of the game
POTM = play of the match
Q = queue
QP = quickplay
REGEN = regeneration, generally refers to self-recovery of hp or shields
REIN = reinhardt
REZ = mercy’s resurrection
SCATTER = hanzo’s scatter arrow, also refers to kills from it (e.g., i got scattered)
SIGHTS = s76’s tactical visor or widow’s infrasight
SHATTER = rein’s earthshatter
SHIELD GEN = symmetra’s shield generator
SOULS = soul globes, something that people are confused that mei drops
STRAT = strategy
SYMM = symmetra
TAC/TAC VISOR/VISOR = s76’s tactical visor
TANK = ulting bastion (bastion’s configuration: tank) or the tank heroes
TIRE = junkrat’s rip-tire
TORB = torbjorn
TRANS = zenyatta’s transcendence
TRAP = junkrat’s steel trap
ULT = ultimate
VOLLEY = zenyatta’s orb volley (charged m2 shot)
WIDOW/WM = widowmaker
ZEN = zenyatta
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yumi-michiyo · 8 years
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For You I’d Burn the Length and Breadth of Sky [3/4] - with extended author’s notes
Rating: M for strong language, adult themes, sexual content, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, trigger warnings for depression and suicide
Genre: Supernatural/Drama/Romance/Angst/Family/Tragedy/Friendship/Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Rachel Berry/Quinn Fabray, some Rachel Berry/Finn Hudson, Rachel Berry/Cassandra July, background other canon pairings
Summary: She already knows Quinn Fabray is more than just a pretty face; she just didn't know it would take a few lifetimes to find out how much more. Post-canon, AU divergence. A oneshot of epic proportions.
Links: FF.net | AO3
On the writing process:
The original draft written on the go was a little over 10k words. I had an entire week of free time, thanks to a nasty viral infection, and decided it wouldn't do. There was still a lot that needed to be reworked, rewritten, edited, rearranged... it was hard, because of the sensitive nature of this chapter. A large bulk of this was written while listening to Lea Michele's album Louder on repeat which seemed appropriate, and inadvertently shaped the nature of Rachel's tribute to Quinn's memory.
I don't profess to know much about life for wheelchair-bound people, and was blessed to know as much as I do thanks to the help of a wheelchair-using beta-reader for one of my Frozen fics. As much as possible, I've tried to stay true to facts.
For those asking why Quinn had to take her own life, all the puzzle pieces are there. Like Rachel, there are many people out there hurting because their loved ones chose to go despite knowing how many hearts they would be breaking. I chose to go with this darker outcome both to express the pain of loss, and let Rachel's darkest fear play out: What if Quinn died and it was all my fault?
But despite losing Quinn, Rachel doesn't completely go to pieces, nor does she bounce back with typical Rachel Berry vigor. She's completely shattered, of course as was Lea Michele after Cory's death but she manages to move on, with the help of her friends and an unexpected new relationship.
I'm pretty sure there are haters out there because I've destroyed the OTP again, but yeah. I like hurting the characters I love.
Also, while I'm guilty of making horrible things happen to characters, this is easily one of the hardest things to write; partly because suicide is such a serious subject, but mostly because the message needed to be delivered. And delivered it is, although I suspect that this story will stay with me for life.
On Rachel Berry:
Rachel is slightly stronger here. She's spent a lifetime living a dream, and she's back to square one under circumstances she only dreamt of before. Of course, she both knows and doesn't know what she should be doing; in terms of things she knows, events that happen, she knows what to anticipate. In terms of Quinn, she's been given a chance to go back and make things right again, but with the goal of being with Quinn. It's successful, in a way, but it doesn't work out because this iteration of Quinn comes with scars that Rachel - even with a lifetime of experience - has no clue how to deal with.
In a sense, Rachel also isn't as affected as she could be. She's lost the love of her life under the worst possible circumstances, but she also knows that she'll wake up in a world where Quinn is alive and well, and the wheelchair was a bad memory.
On Quinn Fabray:
Quinn Fabray is defined by control. She took control of herself and decided that Lucy Fabray was an undesirable personality. She overcame a teenage pregnancy, homelessness, falling off the rails, and Sue Sylvester. But being stuck in a wheelchair is the ultimate loss of control, that is permanent. In this chapter, this Quinn can't handle the dependence on Rachel that her disability places her in.
Arguably, Quinn would never consider suicide. But she already has issues with self-esteem and insecurity, which were made worse by her inadequacy and negative fallout of being with Rachel, all of which I turn into this bad ending. It's not what I want for Quinn. It's not even remotely where I think Quinn will end up. This is just the most depressing, pessimistic outcome for someone with as much trauma as canon!Quinn.
The album Rachel writes about Quinn is supposed to symbolise transformation and transcendence. By taking back Quinn's story into their own hands, Rachel brings the situation under control again Elly's cameo is just a mark of how far Rachel's come.
I do have Quinn's letter written in full, because the original tribute was supposed to be a musical/play, and I had planned a scene that Judy and Rachel talk about in the cafe. Maybe I'll post it, someday.
On Cassandra July:
I'll be the first to admit that I enjoy both alternate pairings, canon and non-canon, and am a happy denizen of rarepair hell. Rachel and Cassie have a ton of sexual tension, thanks to the smouldering efforts of Lea and Kate, and it was fun writing this development. I see Cassie as the jaded, bitter version of who Quinn could have become she'd never bounced back from her punk phase; still challenging Rachel, still forcing her to come to terms with parts of herself that isn't in line with her ideas. So, it made sense to have Cassie as the catalyst to help Rachel move on.
On Santana Lopez:
Santana wasn't a main character in the previous chapter, but her friendship with Rachel is one of the side focuses here. Canon!Rachel and canon!Santana developed a heartening friendship in spite of the actresses hating each other that I imagine Rachel would come to appreciate. After drifting apart from Santana in the previous wish, it makes sense that Rachel would miss her friend.
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cottoncandyjester · 3 years
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Not the one for me
Submitted by anon
Good evening, Daiki! Oh god, I wrote this fic of Zeke, Prince and Prince's Darling in less than 3 hours. That's how much I crave the angst! I hope I manage to write Prince and Zeke's properly...
That being said, I apologise for the length of this oneshot. I hope Daiki and the you Anons enjoy this piece
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You’ve never been in love before. 
Passing crushes? Sure. A casual, simple and silent appreciations to strangers you meet on the streets and malls? Yes, you’ve done it once or twice before but never more. 
Now that you think about, you always did view love as something... that would happen, when it happen. You never really chasing it or pining for it. 
Love is beautiful and you want to treasure it properly when one day you will be lucky enough to have. 
However, just because you’re inexperience, doesn’t it mean you’re not observant. 
Prince came into your life like a sudden whirlwind. Charming, romantic, kind - At first introduction, his sexy grin made your heart jump like never before. The way how he carried himself gave you a sense of assurance; that this man could take good care of you. In what way? Well, you don’t really know but Prince is very eager to show you. 
“I’ve never met someone like you before. I’ve never felt like this towards anyone before.” Prince murmurs after a lovely dinner date. You were waiting for your Uber to pick you up but Prince is so reluctant to let the night end. You’d probably taken up on his offer to stay at his place for night if you didn’t have work tomorrow. 
He tuck a lock of hair behind your ear and slowly caress your cheek. The both of you are blushing. “You’re it for me, baby.” 
You’ve never been in love before. Because of that, it’s so easy to be swept away by Prince. 
You heard stories, words of cautious from your friends who love and lost. Who had their hearts broken, infidelity and all the other baggages that came with love. So yes, you let yourself be carried away by Prince, but you couldn’t help but look.
Two months have passed. And during those two months, you spotted a few things that had your stomach curl unpleasantly from time to time. 
The first time Prince brought you to his home, you caught a glimpse of a crumpled brochure in the bin. A wedding brochure; suits, tuxedos and the like. Your brush it off as nothing. 
The second time you felt uncomfortable was when you saw a mockup of invitation letter underneath the couch while you were sweeping Prince’s the living room for your weekly movie dates. Wedding invitations with names. 
Prince & Zeke. 
The third time that broke your heart was when you finally meet the man that matches the name. 
“Yo, Zeke! Haven’t see you in a while, dude! Where have you been?” Prince called out cheerfully. 
Your could feel your entire being froze when you heard that name. It’s a like a trainwreck; the two of you were having a lunch date on the patio of your favourite restaurant. Prince insisted on treating you when you informed him that you recently got a promotion at work. Honestly, he was more excited about it than you were. In fact, this lunch date is just one of the things that he had planned for you. Earlier you were excited about his surprises but now? Dread is threatening to overwhelm you as you watch your boyfriend drag a stranger to your table. 
And the moment you saw pain and sadness briefling flashes in his eyes, You have an inkling on what’s going on behind the scenes. 
“This is Y/N; she’s the most amazing person in the world! I can’t believe I was lucky enough to met her!” Prince boasted, ever the proud boyfriend but at this moment, you wished the ground would just open up and swallowed you. “She’s everything that I didn’t know I was missing.” Your boyfriend beam and peck your cheek. 
Zeke murmurs the appropriate response. Congratulating his best friend (oh god, they’re best friends? What have you done - ), introducing himself to you politely but you can tell the bitter tone in his voice and firmly decline Price’s invitation to join their lunch. 
It’s becoming hard to breath but you keep your calm facade. Play the part of a perfect girlfriend. 
You decided to uncover the truth before you break things off with Prince. 
Unlocking Prince’s phone was easier than you though. He made your birthday date as his password - you recalled how often your friends complain that their lover never remembers their birthday but you’re numb. 
You hate going through his text messages like this, dead in the night while Prince is sleeping in the bedroom but you have to know. 
Before the guilt tightens around you like a noose. 
You open up his most recent flood of texts. The ones from his family that you’ve never seen before. The two talked about your family but he never once brought you over to his house to formally meet them. You didn’t thought about that much since your relationship is still new but now? Reading their scathing texts about how he drop Zeke like he was nothing to chase after a new piece of ass made you want to throw up. 
It went downhill from there as you read more and more texts from Prince’s family and friends. Including Zeke’s siblings. 
You couldn’t sleep that night. Hell, you couldn’t even return to the bedroom at all. 
You feel like an absolute piece of shit. 
You wanted love. The kind that you would proudly fought for your lover, struggle alongside them... build a future together with them. This isn’t love. How could you love Prince when he so readily broke his wedding to his own best friend and act like no big deal? How could you live with yourself knowing that you hurt someone as nice as Zeke? 
Zeke didn’t deserve this and you? You’re mind is racing on how to make yourself disappear from all this. 
Love shouldn’t hurt like this. 
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A business relocation came by as the perfect timing. 
Your bosses wanted you to move to a company’s branch in another country due to your excellence performance at work. They even gave you a list of apartments that fit your budget. 
Everything is prepared with Prince none the wiser. 
You told him nothing of your decision to live in another country. Your friends and family only know about him from what you told them (a name, how long your relationship were and the bare minimum of information) and you’ve told everyone that you’re single again. 
The last few times that Prince brought you out for dates and parties were carefully persuaded not to be in your apartment. So he wouldn’t know that by the end of the week, the apartment would be up for rent. 
If you’re a stronger person, you’d admit to yourself that running away is a cowardly move. But this has never happen before and you just want to get away from it all. 
“Baby, are you alright?” Prince suddenly said, startling you from your mental catalogue. Passports, Visa all cleared, clothes and everything all in a luggage, a tearful goodbye from your friends and family - you were ready to start anew by tomorrow. 
The lest you could do now is give Prince a good night before leaving. But judging from his sweet, concern expression, looks like you didn’t do too good of a job. 
The two of you are on his large bed. You, tight in his arms, with a laptop in front of the two of you. You love horror movie and Prince wanted to watch the Thing tonight because he knew that it’s your all time favourite movie. 
So he was quick to pick on that you were distracted throughout the entire run time. 
He tap on the spacebar to pause the movie and you yelp when he turn over to flip you onto his chest. You couldn’t help flustered when he peppered kissed onto your chin and neck. 
“Baby? What’s wrong? You’ve been off this entire evening. Is... Is everything ok at work? Or with your friends? You know I hate seeing my baby not enjoying herself with me.” Prince softly said, genuinely worry about you. 
‘It’s you, Prince. I never wanted to be a reason someone’s happiness is ruin. You made me into one of those lover and I’m so ashamed of myself.’ Your mind whispers and yet like everything else, you hold your tongue. That’s all you’ve been doing ever since you fell in love hasn’t it? Kept silent, made plans in secret and destroyed a man’s happiness. 
You love Prince for being everything you dreamed off as a boyfriend. You hate him for hurting his best friend and made a mockery of his love for him. 
You hate yourself for falling in love with someone who possess such a fickle heart. Because once you uncovered the truth, doubt began plaguing you. If Prince could drop Zeke as easily as a used condom, what’s to say that he won’t do the same to you? 
Now every sweet words of love, every hint of concern and every moment of intimacy on the bed made your sick.  
“I’m just tired.” You reply with a small smile, hoping that it won’t turn into a grimace. 
“You need anything? Some snacks? Do you want to hang out in the living room instead?” Prince ask, his eyebrows furrow. His baby should worry about nothing when he’s around. An idea pops in his head. “Do you want me to fuck the stress out of you?” He purrs, his beautiful eyes lidded with a tinge of lust. 
God, ever since he laid his eyes on you, he’s been nothing but crazy for you. Everything little thing about you drives him mad with not just lust and love, but the overpowering need to worship and care for you. 
Lust is a constant companion for Prince. But love? Never until he met you. He truly wasn’t joking when he confessed that you’re it for him. You’re not his first - you’re his last, baby.
And he will do whatever it thinks to ensure that he’s the same for you as well. 
Prince saw how you hesitate. How you took a considerable amount of time to reply to him and it made him a bit uneasy. 
Something’s not right. 
“You’re very sweet to me, Prince. Always considerate.” You answered. 
Prince couldn’t help but puff his chest out, proudly. “Of course! It’s you baby. You’re my lover; you deserve nothing but the world.” 
‘He probably made the same promise to Zeke.’ The voice in your mind sorrowfully cuts in. ‘And look how that turned out.’ So you steeled your heart and continued, “Thanks, Prince.” You distract him with a languid kiss and Prince is more than happy to turn prolong it. You were left panting when he reluctantly let your lips go. “For everything. As first boyfriend goes, you made really happy.”
‘For a time.’
Something unholy deep within Prince’s heart snap. “First boyfriend? Wait... baby... Am I your first love?” He breathed out, eyes wide with disbelief. 
You wordlessly nod because it’s true and you wishes that it didn’t have to turned this way. 
However, what you didn’t know is that you just unleash a monster. 
“First boyfriend... As in, first in... everything?” 
Again, you nodded. Is it that bizarre? Well, compared to someone as experience as Prince, he probably finds it hard to believe that you remained single before him. 
“Oh, baby.” Prince smashes his lips against yours again, only this time with fervour. His hands roam your sides, subtly pushing your t-shirt up and your shorts down. “You have no idea how honour I am. A goddess like you? I really am the luckiest guy in the world!” 
He stare right into your eyes and you hope that Prince won’t be able to uncover your secrets. But all that is reflected in his eyes is love. 
“Let me show you just how much I love you! Oh please, please, baby...” He murmurs as he kiss your neck. 
That night, you let him do anything he wants to your body as your goodbye. As thanks for everything. 
It’s late into 4AM in the morning that you soundlessly dressed yourself and slip out of Prince’s home like a ghost. His number is blocked and deleted. 
This city has been good to you. Your career was boosted here, you met wonderful friends... you met Prince here. You have both fond and bittersweet memories at this place. Despite your failed love life, this city help you grew as a person so you couldn’t be begrudge it. 
Sitting on the bench at the bus stop, you switched off your phone and took a deep sigh. Maybe one day you’ll found someone you can trust with all your heart and someone who won’t use you to hurt others. 
“Y/N?” 
You blink in surprise and turn to the left. Your eyes are wide with surprise - it’s Zeke. Your throat feel constricted when he eyes your luggage and how warmly you dressed. 
“Y/N? Are you going somewhere?” He asks carefully and you don’t understand the wariness in him. 
“Visiting some relatives out of the city.” You easily fibbed. When did you became such a masterful liar? Love shouldn’t teach you that. 
“...Does Prince know about it?” 
“Yup. We talked about my trip a couple of days before.” 
“...And he’s not here to see you off?” 
Why on Earth is Zeke so distrustful? You’re trying to help him here!
“He’s not feeling well today. I made sure to see him at his place before coming here.” 
You saw how Zeke is visibily torn; unsure what to make of this. 
The bus finally pull up and you could sigh in relief. You didn’t expect to see Zeke here. You didn’t expect to be interrogate here. When the door’s slide open, you drag your luggage with you but Zeke is quicker. 
“Here, let me help.” He said and haul your luggage up the steps and you throw him a small, grateful smile. Perhaps in another world, the two of you would’ve been good friends. 
“Thank you.” You said, staring at Zeke who stood outside of the vehicle. You bit your lower lip. You need to say your piece. “I’m sorry, Zeke. If I knew - if Prince would’ve just told me about - ” You choked out. 
“Whoa, whoa, hey, Y/N, you’re alright?” Zeke rushed out. Startled when your eyes were wet. “Is Prince alright? Is he that sick?” What the fuck is going on? 
You refused to cry in front of Zeke. It’s not his fault. It’s yours and Prince’s. 
You shouldn’t have ever fallen in love. 
“I’m sorry, Zeke.” You repeated. “You’re a great guy. I never wanted to hurt you.” 
At that moment, realisation hit Zeke. You could see that he understand your meaning of your words and you dip your head at him just as the bus door’s slide shut. 
“Y/N! Y/N! Wait! Don’t do this!” Zeke began to frantically shout. His mind is racing. How did you found out about his relationship with Prince!? Prince. All thoughts went back to Prince. He remembered the possessiveness that Zeke never knew in Prince when he talks about you. How his world just doesn’t revolve around sex anymore. How you became the lynchpin of Prince’s entire world. 
For once, Zeke can’t predict what his best friend would do once he found out what his lover has done.
“Y/N! Please! You can’t leave Prince!” Zeke hollered. “You don’t know what you’ve done, Y/N!” 
Passerby stare at Zeke strangely but he doesn’t even notice them. As the bus began to grow tiny in the distance, Zeke let out a string of curses; at lost what to do. 
What a mess! It hurts, it hurts so much that his own best friend think nothing of his love for him. His dream wedding crumbled just because Prince couldn’t keep it in his damn pants. 
But then, the more he listen to Prince talks about his new lover, Zeke starts to detect something off. Prince don’t do ‘love’, all he knows is lust but this person? Whoever it is, it’s making Prince turn to an unhealthy extreme. Both of them don’t do love so Zeke is the last person to judge him but when he saw Prince’s new lover, the one that made him threw Zeke away, Zeke could sort of understand. 
His new lover is nothing like his exes. Y/N could easily keep up with his wild friend, yet still remain true to herself. Y/N parties with him, but doesn’t let herself be swept away with Prince’s shenanigans. During their sparse interaction, Zeke could tell that Y/N is charming and lovely in their own way. They're observant, thoughtful and always down to learn about new things. But most importantly, Y/N grounded Prince. 
Something that Zeke could never do. 
“I never knew that life could be so... worthwhile until I met Y/N.” Said a drunken Prince after their shifts at the bar ended for the day. “She makes me appreciate the little things, ya know? L-Like, it’s so weird! I don’t see other people now that I got Y/N.” A hiccup and more drunken rambling. "Like, it makes me so happy making Y/N happy! Her cute smile make my heart jump every fucking time and don't even get me started on the sex! Y/N is just... out of this world!" 
And now Y/N’s gone. Zeke curse once more, wondering if he has to be one to tell Prince that his lover - his entire world - ghosted him. 
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Listening to Baekhyun's Bambi & Cry for love really got into my writing mood and I channel that into this fic. I'm toying with the idea of part 2 but that depends how well I can write filth and yandere goodness! 
Note: okay so I was just gonna post this as is and not comment on it but I gotta say- WHY IS IT SO GOOD! Like I was on the edge of my seat! The way you portrayed Zeke and prince’s relationship actually matches well with a draft I have sitting in my drafts of Prince just venting to Zeke about wanting more than a quick fuck it’s just- AHHHHH✨ I’m begging you please write more
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