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elizabethwydevilles replied to this post:
'Most "corrections" of Padmé's characterization I've seen essentially want to make her [...] not a tragic figure except by wild mischance or the missteps of other characters.' I honestly think people have a really hard job accepting that the prequels are a tragedy for *everyone* involved (except Palps). You see it in response to characters like Obi-Wan; the refusal to engage with the idea that a character can try their best and still screw up is hard to swallow.
Yes, very much so! In some ways it's even more marked with Obi-Wan, I feel, because ROTJ so clearly set him up as someone who failed tragically in the prequel era and who took away the wrong lessons from his own mistakes. OT/PT Obi-Wan is a kind, self-sacrificing, and well-meaning person who is not motivated by malice, but there is a moral arrogance to him, a hubris, that plays a significant role in the larger tragedy he is part of and that hubris lingers in the OT even after his death (with potential for further tragedy!).
I think there's a temptation to cast all these characters with fundamentally tragic flaws as solely victims or villains, but an important aspect of this kind of tragedy IMO is how these kinds of flaws collide and contribute to something far worse than any of its parts. The kinds of mistakes and flaws that we see in these characters lead to consequences that are both inevitable and unpredictable; no single one of these tragic figures could independently control or foresee what was going to result from all these different dynamics and maneuverings and choices, but at the same time, these choices do inexorably lead towards disaster. So you get the "well [x tragic choice] isn't what really caused the tragedy, because Palpatine" or "we need to fix [x tragic choice] because it makes the character Bad" without really engaging with the complicity (conscious or unconscious) of all these characters and the significance of their complicity to what the PT is doing as a story.
I don't object to "I want to imagine a happy ending for my faves" at all, btw—I do that all the time and it's not what I'm getting at. But when it comes to insisting that something must have been what "really" happened for the story to "make sense" or be "fixed" in the face of all evidence and basics of story structure, I find it tedious.
#in 2010 i would never have imagined that the star wars prequels would be too complex and difficult for the moral zeitgeist of the future#but i do feel that's honestly a big part of it - that thinking about the ways that well-meaning decent people have flaws#that can have terrible consequences they never intended but are complicit in#is unpleasant and uncomfortable to face head on - often for the characters themselves but even more for us#i do value what storytelling can offer in terms of comfort and escape but sometimes it seems 'comfort' is the only purpose to stories#at least in this worldview#elizabethwydevilles#respuestas#sw fanwank#long post#padmé amidala#obi wan critical#anghraine rants
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Thinking about Chuuya surprising Dazai several times by doing something unexpected and wondering if it's less that Chuuya is unpredictable and more that Dazai consistantly underestimates/expects less from Chuuya
It's hard to put into words, but looking back at those time Dazai was taken aback by Chuuya, it was when Dazai thought Chuuya was shallow (Arahabaki reveal), Chuuya was impulsively vengeful (about killing N), or Chuuya was selfish (about refusing to use Corruption to fight Guivre). Yes, there are more layers and nuances than that, but it still comes around to Dazai attributing the wrong motivations to Chuuya and being surprised when things don't happen as he had assumed. Meanwhile, as the reader being given the gift of retrospect and narrator commentary, it's easy to see that all of Chuuya's actions are perfectly in line with his character.
So I think it's perhaps less Chuuya's unpredictableness and more Dazai, known for reading people like open books, being singularly bad at understanding what truly drives Chuuya. Something something the way they oppose each other is why they hate each other because they don't understand why the other is the way he is.
#am i making any sense at all#i've tried to formulate that idea like 4 times and i'm struggling#atsushi would get chuuya but dazai just can't because the way chuuya is hits (or at least used to hit) all of his blind spots#clashing worldviews#i need to stop rambling before i start making even less sense asmajsms#bsd#bsd chuuya#apparently i talk sometimes
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(suspected) avpd culture is making a lot of mistakes (sometimes the same ones over and over) with the person who's been your best friend for two years (not very long but my life has not been very long in general) and every time it happens and they get upset because of it you spiral worse than last time because it feels like This Time it will be the end . their patience will run out, because it can't last forever. that's literally impossible, especially with you on the other end making the mistakes slowly ruining their life with maybe even your very Existence
but your spiraling with every little mistake makes their problem worse as well but at this point you're too far gone to just suddenly get Better from the panic you think it may even be a Part of how you are and function unfortunately
so you think you might just be Doomed to perhaps not have friends or ruin your existing friendships or something even though they still keep helping you and forgiving you over and over
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#avpd#actually avpd#avoidant personality disorder#actually avoidant#avpd culture is#we are not doomed to be alone#please never ever let that thought take over your worldview#not permanently at least /caring intent
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- from chuck dixon's interview for the batman universe
i do find it fascinating that dennis o'neil gave dixon the "framework" for tim's first mini-series and he worked out a plot with what instruction he was given because of the implication of how much of it was o'neil's decision as far as the basics and dixon was merely working within the characters he was given to make a plot that would fit what was ultimately *o'neil's* vision for a tim drake mini.
#tbh i go back to this interview again and again#i am cursed with perceiving chuck dixon's visions and worldviews cause i talk to versions of him at least 5 times a day unfortunately#this is actually where i ended up after another long soul searching day of#thinking about how often tim is a dirty centrist who doesn't have strong opinions either way#because tim was not dixon's to do with completely as he pleased on account of tim being robin#and he was constricted by the expectations of keeping robin neutral and uncontroversial
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RAHHHH IM NOT DEAD I HAVENT BURNT OUT TRUST
Canto VII is going absolutely insane rn GOD I hate THAT stage you know the one took me a day to complete it
BUT RAHHHH IM BACK!!! SELF INSERT UPON YE
I’ve been stewing on her lore a bit and have a possible scene that could play out in my mind but ye!!
#amethyst’s little rambles#ocs#oc#art#limbus company#artists on tumblr#digital art#lcb#project moon#tbh I did fuck it we ball the background but I will say there are still a couple intentional choices here n there#trying to integrate some of her main symbols yknow#also slightly related Hokma was so based for saying time is like a scythe#like PEAK FICTION YOU YOU GET IT#the feature of the moon is for somewhat obvious reasons (weapon name + moonstone)#the fog and the shattered mirror is to represent how she’s kinda lost her way#as in she’s lost touch with her passion and anger and more intense emotions#due to bottling them all up as those above her considered them distractions to her work#(via the experimental moonstone)#their reaper had to be as efficient to harvest the best results the fastest doesn’t she?#also yknow harvest moon + a scythe having a crescent shaped blade - moon motif#and yknow the two pillars#two mirrors#duality is what that’s supposed to represent because I feel like making a specific other little guy of mine her animus#well the manifestation of her animus AND her repressed true more extreme emotions#both good and bad - yknow he’s where her emotions are going to somehow#she doesn’t know this at first but eventually there’s a reveal where they’re one in the same#and the moonstone fully shatters#leaving her in shambles and most likely distorting as her worldview crumbles around her as like at least a decades worth of repressed#emotions storm over her#with this having been his plan from the beginning - could make Kairos part of the blue group at this rate lmfao he even has the colour
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of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:
rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)
i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.
donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.
#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea#also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor#because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws#fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go#doctor who#rose tyler#martha jones#martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god#the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well#i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me#from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy#donna noble#also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is#remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in#the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE#ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST#donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she#keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything#else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3
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so funny to me that when OPLA came out there were genuinely people in the tag saying this series isn't queer when this plot relevant drag queen gay club owner is canonically running around handing out free HRT & telling people to be gay do crime & also shit like this:
#there's so much to complain about in this series but you choose ''not queer''???#if you're gonna judge One Piece at least do it accurately#actually where's that post that's like ''i'd rather a crude ally than a policing one'' cuz that's how i feel about One Piece#i'd rather a series be kind of fucking weird about it but otherwise really positive#than a series be incredibly & harmfully inaccurate & just mean about queer people#i HOPE the netflix version gets this far because it will be so fucking funny to see people lose it over the queerness of One Piece#yeah that's right one of the most popular series ever is canonically queer as fuck. the main character is asexual & aromantic#& there's a woman who is so beautiful ''people of all genders'' fall in love at the sight of her (except Luffy. cuz he's ace/aro)#& also one of Luffy's friends is a bigender drag queen furry#sorry i love One Piece so fucking much it's so funny#i love seeing people's worldview change when they learn OP isn't At All what they thought it was#to be fair you would never guess if you didn't make it past the prologue which is like. extremely long
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im not going to lie guys. haruhi lives up to the hype. you all should really watch it if you get the chance it really is that good
#TO ME AT LEAST.#i admit i have a very VERY unreasonably high bias towards it#because its themes and messaging alligns DIRECTLY with my own worldview#you know how mp100 hits everybody exactly in their brain. haruhi gets that level or even higher for me of alligning with what i believe in#but fr im so glad its so damn popular bc it deserves it#this deserves to be one of the first animes people think of when they think anime
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my dear fellow ghesties who went to the other skeletour shows - i need to ask you about something!!
SPOILERS FOR SKELETOUR UNDER THE CUT I GUESS
okay so i just need to know: did they play Miserere 13 min before the start of the show in other cities as well? or was it just Poland? cause i am so emotional about this.
#the band ghost#skeletour#skeletour łód��#miserere is just such a personal thing for me#i won’t go in detail but back when i was still catholic i was obsessed with this psalm and played it at least once a week#it’s the most beautiful and heartbreaking psalm i know#and it’s also deeply connected with a certain important person in my life with whom i no longer have contact#so when i heard it just before the entrance of the band i was almost in tears#the bittersweet katharsis i felt…#and the way it served as an introductory theme to skeleta#or rather#as part of an ideology and worldview and perception of self that skeleta is meant to examine and then destroy#how satanized could be seen as a direct aftermath of the internalization of catholic messages miserere conveys#and the way it was immediately followed by the choir of peacefield#and also#that’s why i’m asking if it was played in other cities#because the symbolism of it being played in a country like Poland#a country whose population still relies on catholic values and refuses to question it#like 98% of that crowd was raised catholic they must have immediately recognized the gregorian chant#i’m sorry it just felt like the final step of healing religious trauma#especially the polish hardcore version of it#thank you tobias#it was the greatest gift#papa v perpetua
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we can talk about my views on shipping later but i think there is a trope i've pioneered
and it's almost like forbidden love but. not quite
and it's called "i love you so much and so deeply but the circumstances of our lives have aligned such that we are not supposed to be together, so i am going to willingly sacrifice being in a romantic relationship with you as the ultimate expression of my love and respect for you"
#margin rambles#my thoughts on shipping are. complicated. to say the least#probably cause i'm coming at it from a christian worldview and therefore i have a MUCH different perspective on romance than 99% of fandom#because i mean. romance's ultimate goal is marriage and marriage's ultimate goal is to bring the spouses to God#and because of this the majority of shipping culture just. for lack of a better word. disgusts me#and also if you're going to ship two characters i need them to have like. a plausible reason for falling in love#ie you have to give me the reasons they LIKE each other and are FRIENDS. which is another reason shipping is just. usually Not For Me#it has to be compelling. i have to root for them. and their relationship- again- should meet that criteria listed above#about the relationship being geared to make each other better and holier and more in love with each other and with God#(at least on an implicit level for that last one. coming at my media with a christian lens so God Is There#even if it's not explicitly in the text)#and anyway. all of this is why i can count the number of ships i ship seriously on one hand#and also the reason i can count the number of times i've been in love on one hand#(and one of those almost doesn't even count cause i was in kindergarten)#don't know why i'm going on this rant. oh well#mawwiage
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When you idly think about Celegorm possibly being most like Nerdanel of all the sons of Feanor, and then you start thinking about Nerdanel getting a post-Darkening moral decay arc all of her own to mirror her son(s)'s.
#tolkien#san shoots the breeze#Like. My central celegorm thesis is that he becomes what he becomes because he has a specific moral/social worldview#that is actually heavily based on 1) common cultural understanding of said worldview and 2) direct positive intervention from the valar#like he is an acolyte of a specific god and that goes with specific rights and responsibilities for everyone involved#and once the noldor arrive in beleriand that specific framework *collapses*#because the valar can't be fucked and the amanyar don't have the same religious&cultural expectations#so he upholds his end of the bargain as long as he can (both emotionally and materially)#but when it all collapses (structural damage from what happened to ardehel#and then complete collapse from the bragollach) he breaks HARD#and I think there's space for something similar with Nerdanel#who was likely raised in fairly close contact with aule and who stays faithful to the valar as feanor starts to go off the rails#who makes all the 'right' choices! and her reward is the obliteration of her family#and quite likely at least some degree of social ostracization for her association with her husband and children#not sure what her final straw would be though#...possibly it could be celebrimbor's capture and death actually. hm.#Anyway! I just think Nerdanel should be viciously violently angry with basically everyone for at LEAST a century but likely longer
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friendly reminder not to follow me or reblog from me if you're a radfem blog. your ideology is toxic and I want nothing to do with you. get well soon.
#I genuinely mean that btw#your worldview is poisoned and I feel bad for you#at least some of you#it doesn't have to be this way#mine#anti-terf#anti-radfem
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While discussing the Thomas Aquinas relic I started thinking ok, if saints are dead humans who occasionally show up to chat with people and stuff, are they ghosts?? Does that count? My formerly Catholic father had no answer to this so I brought out the big guns (googled Catholic Q&A websites) and I'm having a great time
What is the difference between talking to a saint and talking to a ghost? In both cases the saint and ghost have passed on; therefore, they both are a spirit. So what difference does it make if one spirit is in heaven and the other is in my house?
What is the difference? According to Catholic Answers.com occult contact with the dead (seances, ouija boards) are bad but chatting with saints is fine. Our God-fearing, beautiful faith vs. their wicked lawless necromancy, etc etc.
Then I got to the diocese of Lincoln Nebraska, which was incredibly confident about the whole thing
It is commonly accepted that these souls are souls in Purgatory who God, in His infinite Wisdom and Mercy, allows to appear to the living to prompt the living to pray for them.
Is it commonly accepted??? God really shooed the dead out the cat flap to tell them to remind everyone to say their prayers
A common assertion amongst experts is that, because seeking knowledge from a ghost or spirit is a violation of the First Commandment, souls in Purgatory that manifest will not talk or, if they do, they will only say yes when asked if they need prayers. If they appear visibly they will appear as fully human and unobscured, which is different from demonic spirits who may appear human, but only with some aspect obscured, or incompletely.
According to Catholic experts in this area, the way to distinguish between a soul that desires prayers and a demonic spirit is that souls do not do things that are scary or destructive
whipping out my ghosts vs. demons field guide
This is why, if we ever are confronted with something we believe to be a ghost, we should only ever offer to pray for them and leave it at that. Do not engage with them any more than that and certainly, do not do anything that they may ask you to do.
Thank you Catholic diocese of Lincoln Nebraska with your PSA of 'if you see a ghost, Just Say No'
#I do an exorcism and accidentally blast a Catholic saint into hell and they have to fight their way out like Doomguy#should I be tagging this blasphemy or something#to my immense disappointment my own worldview means I cannot realistically believe in ghosts#but if I actually saw one you'd better bet I would not pray and run#sorry lincoln nebraska. I'm getting an academic paper out of this. or at least a blog post
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so dean’s two for two on having misconceptions about his parents’ personalities and motives. gosh
#s12 ep14#genuinely like. buddy how do you pull off misjudging your parents so hard#if i had a nickel for every time unreliable narrator dean got his worldview ruined i’d have at least two nickels#which is not a lot but it’s weird that it keeps happening#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#john winchester#mary winchester#sam yaps about spn
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Writers like to play with Alder being old-fashioned, usually with regards to courting (even though the point of the witches' Pagan background is to reject that mindset and embrace queer shamelessness, but whatever), but one aspect I have yet to see anyone acknowledge is the older attitude towards war. Abigail's beliefs about glory did not come from nowhere, she absorbed them from the role models around her, from those highest up trickling down. She walked into Alder's office in the pilot, thinking based on her past experiences with Alder that her description of Raelle would garner Alder's sympathy. Alder herself speaks of glory many times during the show, including in contexts that make it clear that it is genuinely her personal belief, not just public propaganda for morale's sake. Her rebuke to Abigail was not that Raelle could offer other things besides being a soldier, but that everyone could rise to military excellence. In her opening speech in 1x1, she says that her deal with the Massachusetts Bay Militia was that "we will win your wars". Not defend, win. An emphasis on offense, on beating the opponent. Not a maintenance of peace, but a support of active conquest. Alder may have helped the creation of the Cession, but all of that land had to be taken by the US in the first place in order for them to be able to cede it. I will grant that there are more modern phrases in both 1x1 and her speech through Wade in 1x9. "to protect and defend" "to serve and defend" "cooperation, protect, restore peace" And yet, what are those sentiments surrounded by? "wipe the Spree from the face of the earth for good" "There is no middle ground. There is only one side now." "eliminate a threat with decisive finality". And, uh, while it may be tasteless to make comparisons to recent events in our world, this literally happens right after Alder had her soldiers do the opposite of rescue hostages in favor of killing the enemy, and then lied to everyone about who were the perpetrators. This isn't Alder bashing. What I'm saying is that I want to see a portrayal of Alder in fanfic that stays true to this characterization, that she comes from an era where the horrors of war only added to the glory one gained from them, where military commanders led from the front and relished the opportunity to triumph over their opponent. Where performance on the field was the standard by which they measured their respect for others. It's okay that Xena got to have excited smiles of anticipation about her fights. Alder focused the Accords on a specific purpose, rather than allowing for any other application of their powers (e.g. manufacturing, construction, agriculture, medical), because she herself much more prefers the scourge to the plow. There is zero indication in any second of canon, especially in season 1, that Alder was tired of the fight. At most she was annoyed that others kept trying to hold her back. To her, being a soldier is empowering.
#motherland fort salem#sarah alder#category: tv#there's even a talder point to be made here as tally breaking from her mom's cali conscientious objector way#is following in alder's footsteps of breaking from her mother's pacifist secrecy#if alder had the modern worldview on war she would not have been the only one after thousands of years of human history#to have been the first one to ever make a public witch military#if the person who broke millenia of tradition to make the accords ever regretted the accords#do you really think she wouldn't have the sheer force of will to change history again?#nah she was fine exploiting loopholes as she needed to#hot take she may even appreciate the biddy work for enabling her to bypass the limits of the accords in ways petra can't#i.e. being a tree would probably not help her weather the backlash of Pushing the president as much#'alder regrets the biddy work' possibly my least favorite trope#if she regretted the biddy work she would not have let them bodily shield her from khalida in 1x7#'alder regrets the accords' also pretty bad but it is much easier to tweak the characterization to make it plausible
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OP HOW ARE WE FEELING....... THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ALL AROUND...... genuinely distraught... someone take dcmk away from gosho fr...
sorry anon the tone of this ask are not specifically directed to you, its more to the general KS posts i've been seeing on my fyp
don't plan to address this since im not even a KS account but i'm starting to get peeved seeing a bunch of ppl act victimized like gosho did that cuz he personally hates KS shippers
i'm a huge gosho aoyama hater myself but come on that man probably thinks there's nothing wrong with first cousin dating in the first place (addendum one: shuake, addendum two: hanzawa love interest being his own countryside cousin) i'd even dare to say based on his unintentional world view its him encouraging KS shippers instead
for this account i'll make sure to tag any future KS to avoid icking those bothered by the reveal but for the record any KS made by me are not closely related
#they might be distantly related tho cuz that's funnier to me *gunshot*#movie 27#movie spoiler#asks#personal#sorry for those whose world are crumbling down by this reveal but to me this situation is extremely funny#which is why i dont plan to even address it im not even a KS shipper i dont have the right to laugh publicly when there are-#-people who are genuinely distraught 😭😭#“but the twincest case! its been protrayed as bad!” yea and twin raw dogging it is illegal while first cousin marriage is legal in jp#just trying to prove what kind of outdated worldview this man has dont shoot the messenger#even saw ppl accusing gosho hating KS shippers cuz they outnumbers his 'beloved' shinran 😂#if gosho respect shinran that much he wouldn't be pandering to coai. KS shipper is the least of his problem. that man is just a capitalist#speaking of straight ships the shinran vs coai war on chinese and arabic twitter are one of the most obnoxious group of ppl i've ever seen#one of this days im gonna do a rant on that
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