#avoiding reality

[daintyitgirl]

watching 10 kdramas at a time to avoid the risks of having a thought

[ziyahisontheinternetagain]

I should be doing something right now.

But I'm not

[hellspawnmotel]

even after settling down, theyre pretty cautious.....

.......it doesnt last long

[sysig]

Something old and borrowed (Patreon)

[hekateinhell]

Remembering Anne Rice on the second anniversary of her death:

What does the word "vampire" mean to you? The vampire for me is a metaphor for the outsider, the outcast, the predator in all of us --- the lonely one, the heart and soul that feels immortal even when it knows that we all die. Vampire characters help me to talk about reality. They always have. When I'm with Lestat, and Armand and Louis, and Gabrielle, I'm in the real world. All colors blaze bright and music soars to Heaven and I'm not lonely for a while, I'm safe. And that's why I write about them and through them and with them.

X

[konoko]

[rubra-wav]

[ Entry #10 ] What it would be like actually dating Vox hcs

A/N I love Vox, but the reality of it is that he'd be terrible for a lot of reasons and I'm not gonna sugarcoat it in here like at all.

Me when theoretically very complex but ultimately still extremely problematic character: *foaming at mouth*

I love him.. but God I also hate him... but I also love hi-

This is a long one jfc.

Cw: Nsfw - no smut but strong themes, discussion of toxic relationships, manipulation, discussion of emotionally abusive/controlling behaviour, insecure aa toxic cis man behaviour, suggestive at one point

Someone asked me what I thought he'd be like with a yes-man reader so here it is

The worst out of the way first

The thing about Vox is that he's got a fuckton of baggage and bad traits that need desperate management, and they would sure as hell not be being managed by him on his own choice.

As his partner, you would NOT be able to be a pushover or shy away from any kind of confrontation about actions that have upset you because if Vox had a partner like this? He'd become the absolute worst version of himself in your relationship because you would not be calling him out or enforcing boundaries with him.

- He's insecure, and it's in the worst way possible.

And not in the 'aw he just needs to be loved and then he'll be healed' way. I'm talking in the 'toxic, refuses to remedy his own behaviours, becomes very emotionally abusive abt it if you don't pull up your boots and confront him abt it and make sure he actually does shit about it' way.

The fanfic community likes to portray him as a victim in the relationship with Val, and while it's true Val is certainly worse for obvious/overt reasons - He's still not just a victim in that situation. He's also terrible.

Just for reasons that are less overt and are thus overshadowed a lot. Acknowledging that doesn't make the shit Val (at least seemingly thus far. Vox side-stepped the drink being thrown pretty fast and seems accustomed to violent tantrums) does to him any less terrible, it's just the truth he's not a poor defenceless victim in that. (Vox literally goes to try use his mind control power on Val the second he seems like he's gonna damage their image then throws his lowest earners under the bus.)

- In the beginning if you aren't giving him attention at all times, do something that reminds him of Valentino even slightly, or if you do something that he just mildly doesn't like; then he will be passive aggressive or straight up aggressive as absolute fucking hell.

The second he feels slighted even a little bit, he's going to be so pissy.

- And he can't communicate for absolute shit. He thinks you are doing shit on purpose to piss him off or hurt him. This is due to his relationship with Val, but it's not him being a sad sob story kind of thing (not all around at least), he will be awful to you if you allow him to ever be just a victim who can do no wrong.

- He will project all his bs heavily onto you in the beginning with complete self awareness and no thought given to managing his own shit.

If you ask what's wrong when he's acting up he probably would be the type of bitch to go 'nothing's wrong' and will then proceed to ruminate upon it until he ends up exploding about it later on. Or, maybe he'll even do the 'you know what you've done' type of shit.

- He would probably expect you to be a mind reader and when you inevitably aren't aware of wtf is happening because he hates being emotionally vulnerable at all and can't describe what's going on properly for himself, he will be an absolute bitch about it. (Carried here from my other hc that he has a bunch of self-imposed toxic masculinity he needs to deconstruct)

- If you call him out, he will likely try to convince you he's not doing it.

- He'll become increasingly more self-aware of his behaviour you are aware of and will just be even worse because he hates that you could see something about him he doesn't want you to see.

Basically, he feels embarrassed as fuck about it, and cannot apologise because that's humiliating as all hell to him, so instead of turning inwards and dealing with his crap he then proceeds to consciously project shit onto you even when he knows he's in the wrong.

He'd rather argue the wrong point and behaviour than admit he's capable of making mistakes.

He will probably also try to hypnotise you into forgetting anything he thinks is undesirable you know about him too.

- You will need to actually teach him real consequences for his actions, but also need to be assuring him that you aren't going to do shit like Val would have or leave him for someone else and shit like that simultaneously.

He needs to essentially be taught consequences, boundaries, healthy relationship behaviour, etc. From absolute scratch. I would literally pay for this cunts therapy atp istg.

- And this is gonna be an absolute fucking nightmare because again, he doesn't want to admit that he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing and that he's in the wrong. All that interferes with his image he wants to put out at all times in your relationship with him.

He's got masks on masks. Even one for your relationship. The second that cracks in any regard, he's gonna be rushing to compensate for that, and if that doesn't work, he's gonna be pissed and most likely end up pushing that onto you.

- Speaking of image. I mentioned this in a fic, but he'd most likely be extremely controlling over your freedom to disclose your relationship, too. If he thought you would look poor as a partner for his reputation (ie. Low status, bad reputation), he'd most likely never want to publicly reveal your relationship no matter how much he loves you - he'd likely hide this completely behind you having privacy but if you say you want people to know anyway he's going to slowly become more and more overtly pissy about it.

And, if you are openly known to be in a relationship, he will be wanting to control your own image as well.

If you step one foot out of line of what he deems perfect, good lord he will be an absolute nightmare.

- Also mentioned in another post, but he would absolutely also watch you through cameras you don't know are there. Same as what he's seen doing with Val.

- He's got practically zero qualms in the beginning of your relationship with violating your privacy or boundaries if he thinks he'll get away with it/that you won't find out about it. This also likely goes for things like checking your texts, calls, and search history without permission.

- The possibility that he'd try to interfere with your personal relationships if he thought they would try drag you away from him or if they take up a lot of your attention is also pretty present.

He's an incredibly jealous person (as seen by him seeming jealous of Angel with Val of all people), so the second he sees you giving someone else positive attention? He's gonna be fucking furious.

- Again, you could not be a pushover in your relationship with him because he'd be absolutely awful. You'd have to basically be reality checking him every three seconds - it's NOT for the faint of heart and even if you're incredibly patient you will probably be going insane from it at points.

Implying you can actually get him to change tho he would become a lot better - he's gonna be fighting you on practically everything because the second he feels out of control of a situation or himself he's gonna be freaking out.

He will probably be straight up terrified if it seems like you are making him 'change', even if it's for the better and will ultimately ALSO benefit him too.

The SECOND he feels out of control of a situation in any way, he will be terrible.

- Also, if you manage to push him on the path to behaviour management this cunt will be looking smug and proud of himself as all hell the second he even slightly does what you ask and will be a bitch if you don't rain down praise on him for it. 💀

- He's so positive attention motivated it's actually pathetic lmao

With that out of the way - the slightly better/good other stuff

- Vox works fucking nightmare hours with his position in hell, and he hates not being able to be around you much so he's almost always trying to make it up to you.

- He'll be on calls with you or texting you most hours of the day (even when he probably should not be) because he's honestly clingy as hell.

If you don't like having a million notifications from someone blowing up your phone with random shit then you are not going to like being apart from him because he is chronically on his phone.

- Another thing is the gifts.

If you want a sugar daddy aa boyfriend? This is the man for you because my God will he shower you with the most expensive gifts you have ever received. New phones, cars, jewellery, clothes, so on so on.

It's bad if you don't like consumerism and want to keep devices even if newer ones come out because the second something new comes out he's getting it for you - even before it becomes publicly available to the rest of hell, it's in your hands. He wants the best stuff and only the best stuff for you. How would that make him look if his partner didn't have all the best stuff? To you and also others

- Also, the second you mention you actually want or need something? It's there right in front of you. Bro has personal delivery drones, and it will be there in under 15 minutes delivered to you or someone's getting shot.

- I've seen a few people imply gift giving is his primary love language, and it's certainly up there, but I personally think that it's more likely acts of service.

This man never does anything for anyone unless it's to keep things from being annoying to him, self gain, or damaging his image. So for him to do things for you that he knows you want from him even if he doesnt particularly want to? He is well and truly in love with you, and that would be how he'd let you know that even if he isn't self-aware of it, lmao.

He doesn't like being told to do things, but he's really good at picking up on what people want usually (unless he's being delulu) so if he notices something or you mention stuff off-hand? He'll try to do it/get it/whatever it is for you.

Material things are just material things. He's rich, it doesn't mean that much to drop thousands for him. Him actually doing things for you, though? Even if it doesn't benefit him at all? That's something else entirely.

Will be annoying asf if you don't thank him enough for it, though. Ie. "Well, you're welcome then." While pouting at you.

- As for spending time with him:

I believe he constantly wants to be alone with you and only with you when he actually has time to do so, so he only wants dates to be one-on-ond most of the time.

There aren't exactly limits upon that, though, like at all.

He's absolutely rich and has ridiculous privileges so you could be on comfy home dates where you two just stay in and cuddle after eating dinner, or seeing concerts/watching movies/etc exclusively where they are not available to just anyone, or something fucking ridiculous like eating a fancy dinner at a custom designed restaurant just for dates under a goddamn aquarium (very likely ngl)

The second he gets to show off his power, he's gonna do it with a smug grin.

- He's also extremely big on physical touch but would never admit it. I already go over this in another entry, but he's gonna have a hand on you at all times (hand on your waist, hip or shoulder, purposely brushing against you more then he logically has to be, etc)

Brief mentions of sexual stuff here

I feel like he'd love someone big on physical touch - both in a sexual way but also especially in a non-sexual way.

He's not used to getting someone cuddling him or holding his hands or literally just touching him at all without some underlying ulterior motive, so he'd probably just melt into your touch.

Also I'll link the post bc there's further takes on this in it but they are ✨️sus✨️

- He would be extremely protective of you- this can absolutely become one of the blue sections really easily- but if you're in a relationship he's gonna be constantly concerned about your safety and whether you are at risk.

I mean, you're in hell. Just about anyone could turn out to be some maniac (ironic he would think that 🤨)

Anyways, point is, you'd be safe from any other maniacs. He would give you the best security and protection probably in hell.

Another thing is that he's gonna be super paranoid at all times about whether you're safe or not. Which would probably get honestly annoying rather than endearing at a point. 💀

- Even though he's really against revealing his more vulnerable parts and what he doesn't think are desirable of himself, he's absolutely craving emotional security with someone.

So when you get him passed that? He's gonna be so goddamn clingy - even more then before lmao.

Ending note

He's an absolute nightmare who's high maintenance asf and could become extremely abusive emotionally, but he really also needs to be romanced properly for that to actually get better by a partner who won't take his bs and knows how to take him down a peg and put him in his place when he's being awful.

And definitely therapy.

The fact that I think all this and know how much an awful person he is and still love him this much as a character has gotta indicate some sort of insanity/j

[ Masterlist ]

[bittwitchy]

you're awful.

[arsenicflame]

i think the reason izzy can be so blasé about his relationship with ed is not because hes taken to blaming a shark instead, but because hes actually already done a lot of the processing in the previous episode.

hes mourned his leg, hes had his drunk crying rants. hes gone through the five stages of grief. and then? the crew reaches out to him, offers him their support. they make him a new leg, they nominate him their new figurehead. when he stands there on the prow of the ship, leg on, letter in hand, thats his acceptance, thats his moving on.

[uncanny-tranny]

Something I realized (which was obvious to me subconsciously) is that... The family that vehemently didn't accept me when I first came out but now do accept me are still the same family that I am most unwilling to be open about things I feel protective over.

I remember that my dad reacted so poorly, not to my coming out, but to my transition specifically that my therapist was the one to ask if I wanted to put it on my file that I wanted nothing to ever be shared with him about my health after I broke down multiple times due to my anxiety that I would never transition. While there are and were protections for me, I was incredibly fearful at the time because I was a minor, and I was so worried that he would have prevented my transition that I couldn't have said for certain what (if any) lengths he would have gone to to prevent that.

He's grown a lot as a person, and made some commendable strides. But he didn't find out from me when I medically transitioned the second I turned eighteen, and I think that's among the things that truly made him realize the scope of the issue.

I'm not here to guilt trip parents, guardians, or other members responsible for the care of the children or teens or young adults in their care.... but this is a cautionary tale. You aren't saving the people in your care when you do this, you simply reinforce an idea that you will never care for them, never want them as they are, would rather them be shoved away.

When you give people reasons to be secretive, they will behave secretively. When you give people reasons to doubt their safety around you, they will become sneaky, defensive, and withdrawn. When you give people reasons to doubt that you value their life, they will believe that you don't care if they live or not.

[distort-opia]

Do you think that Bruce, having lost his parents very early, has a very romanticized view of his own parents? You know, when you're a kid you remember something like that but... Things sometimes are not like they looked like. I ask this because more and more adaptations are appearing in which Bruce's parents were not nice to him or were even criminals. And to a certain extent, I kind of like it because most of the rich people in Gotham are criminals to some extent and I kept wondering why the Wayne's were so good... But I don't know if that's the case in the comics' Canon timeline.

Oh yeah I definitely think Bruce idealizes his parents, and especially his father. Multiple canonical comics have shown that his parents weren't perfect, not by a long shot; they loved Bruce, but they were also busy people with issues of their own. Meanwhile, Bruce was clearly an anxious child, deeply affected by his parents' occasional neglect... and his father, Thomas, didn't much like Bruce being so "emotional". There's more than one comic in which Thomas scolds Bruce for it, and Bruce has reactions that speak so much towards a desperate need for validation from him. Let's just say, it makes a lot of sense to me that Bruce ended up exhibiting certain toxic behaviors towards his own children. And that he internalized an idea of masculinity and fatherhood that's not the healthiest, either. Someone recently asked me about Bruce's traumas in childhood, and you'd be surprised how many are connected to his parents, and specifically Thomas; here's a link if you're curious (I cite many sources for the examples above).

Overall I'd say that in canon, Thomas and Martha Wayne aren't downright shitty horrible parents, or anything of the sort. Yeah, other adaptations basically made them criminals or abusive, and suggested that Bruce just repressed the bad memories or overwrote them (like in Batman: Damned, for example) but... I think the current picture suggested by canon is more compelling. Bruce's parents loved him and they tried their best to be good to him, but they were also flawed. The darkness that Bruce exhibits on more than one occasion was there in them too, as multiple alternate Universes show. Flashpoint has Martha turn into the Joker and Thomas into a brutal and unforgiving Batman. Batman/Superman #18 shows us a world in which Thomas was killed, but Bruce and Martha survived, with Martha establishing herself as a powerful person in Gotham's underworld, targeting criminals and villains because of her obsession for keeping Bruce safe. And I think all this is how it should be, Bruce's parents should be portrayed as complex individuals with a darker side too, simply because reacting to his parents' murder the way Bruce did isn't something anyone would do. For him to react so strongly, to dedicate his life to never healing and refusing to let go... tragically, it makes so much sense that before all that, Bruce deeply craved his parents' love and affection, but wasn't getting it enough. It makes sense that, if you take a child with insecure attachment who's already deeply hurt by any sign of neglect from his parents, and you have his parents die in front of him-- the ultimate form of being left behind, being abandoned-- he wouldn't respond in the healthiest of ways. It follows that he'd end up defining himself by that trauma, and forever fear loss.

[eddieisashifter]

can I stop making new scripts aND ACTUALLY SHIFT????

[aleksanderscult]

Every day I wake up and I know I'm gonna have to share air with people who think that Aleksander Morozova was the worst thing that happened to Ravka and to the Grisha.

[avpdpossum]

me: avpd is something i’ll have forever. even if i learn how to manage it and accommodate it, it’ll always be part of the way my brain works and i’ll always have to deal with certain challenges that come with that. i have no interest in trying to reach “complete recovery” because that would require fundamentally changing my brain, and i would rather stay myself and learn how to live a good life with the brain i have.

my avoidance: starts becoming more prominent again after a period of time where it was easier to live with, resulting in the return of a lot of feelings i’d gotten used to not feeling so strongly, because having an easier time for a while doesn’t mean my lifelong neurodivergence has just disappeared.

me:

[ipegchangbin]

Boypussy mingyu anon here! LOL

I was thinking of something like one night he gets home from practice, having already showered at the dorms before coming to your apartment. You're just now getting out and finishing up your skincare and mingyu walks into your bathroom frantic, looking so frizzled out. He won’t fess up what’s wrong, even when you ask a few times. Naturally, you grow worried until he finally takes his shirt off, and you're just like??? 

Then he proceeds to slide his sweats down, his hands a bit shakier here than before, and then when he’s in all his naked glory, you notice.

You notice that where once Mingyu's big cock resided there is now something different.

Something cute and chubby.

It’s silent as you take him in and it’s not because you're disgusted or disappointed that his dick has seemed to disappear, no it’s because you’re so turned on. How could you not be when he looks so pretty? 

Tall Mingyu whose muscles shine under the bathroom lights and tan skin glows from the care he takes of it, standing in front of you with flushed cheeks, teary eyes, and the cutest cunt you've ever seen!

You know you shouldn’t be so turned on right now, shouldn’t be feeling like you just want to stick your face between his thighs. Appreciating the warmth that would enclose you, appreciate the taste that would drown you.

When you accidentally get too caught up in your head you must have said this a bit louder than a whisper to yourself because mingyu brows furrow in annoyance and lips pouty as he states that you can’t think about him like that right now!

You inwardly crumble a bit at that. He has the cutest pussy and the pupiest eyes and you're not allowed to think about taking his fat clit in your mouth, sucking lightly to build his pleasure up? The thoughts make you hazy so you take to agreeing, that yes you won't say anything else about it. Choosing to instead comfort him as much as you can through his nervousness. 

You two proceed the following days like this. Mingyu being embarrassed and ashamed of this bizarre event and you being turned on, not phased in the slightest. You do comfort him when he lets you because since this has happened mingyu has been so reserved and refusing anything further than a kiss on your forehead or a side hug for a few seconds that feel like nothing at all. 

You’ve tried to go further with him, reassuring him that until you both can figure out how to get him back to his original state you don’t mind this at all! It doesn’t bother you one bit, quite the opposite. Expressing your arousal at this situation and how much you desire to make him feel so good by playing with his chubby pussy.

He expressed his irritation at your words and advances leaving you to feel ashamed for some reason so you never broach the subject again. 

Figuring mingyu must be turned off by you wanting him like this.

...That couldn't be further from the truth.

Mingyu doesn't feel like that, he could never be. He’s just a bit scared and nervous. I mean his dick disappeared suddenly and he doesn’t know how to be good for you this way, doesnt know how you want to take him or how you want him to take it. What if you are only saying that you want him to make him feel better? What if you are disgusted at this turn of events?

but what if you…aren’t? what if you really do want to feel Mingyu’s clit twitch on your tongue as he spreads himself open for you just like you said?

Eventually, Mingyu decides that all his overthinking isn't leading him anywhere near sadness or insecurity. Only leading him to yearn for your touch again. He wants it all too, wants to feel you moan into his cunt, wants to feel himself stretch around your cock as you ease your strap in. So he takes the steps to get that to happen.

You just got home from work a bit tired from the loud noises and chaos of the day. You set your bag down, eyes lifting up at the catch of light seeming to come from beneath your bedroom door. Assuming Mingyu is there you feel yourself become energized at just the thought of his presence. Opening the door in a hurry, a greeting on the tip of your tongue before you halt to a stop.  

In the middle of your bed is your big pretty boyfriend sitting on his knees in nothing but an oversized white shirt. His hair looks freshly dried, leaving him looking so soft. He looks at you with sparkly eyes as if he’s excited for something. “You okay?” you ask needing to make sure of that before anything else. 

Not trusting himself to speak yet, Mingyu just nods before looking down. He's nervous and so needy. The sight of you walking closer to him before stopping at the end of the bed to observe him causes him to want. He loves you so much and he wants you so so much. 

“What are you sitting here looking all pretty for baby?” he looks up at the sultry tilt to your voice and feels himself clench. He notices he does that often when you squeeze him too tight or whisper in his ear too close.

“Can…we do what you said when this first happened?” he asks quietly and you tilt your head. He knows you want him to say it but he can’t not…not yet. “I say a lot of things Mingyu especially when it comes to you. Does it have anything to do with how pretty you are?” he shakes his head and you step closer. Trailing your hands up from his collarbone to his chin, grabbing it gently. “Does it have anything to do with what’s between your legs?” You ask flicking your eyes down to where his pussy is hidden by the large shirt and thick thighs.

He lets out a shuddered breath before nodding. Before you can say anything else he scoots back to the top of the bed, leaning against the headboard. He picks the bottom of his shirt up to sit above his belly button before opening his legs for you. You don’t even need to tell him to spread them wide because he automatically does. Automatically lets you take in all of him and you do.

Hair slightly in his eyes and one of his hands resting on his stomach while the other teases you. Gently scratching from his knee down to his thigh. Fingers caressing the inside of it before reaching his pussy. 

Such a sight. 

Being able to take in and admire him fully for the first time has you feeling dizzy. Mouth watering at the prospect of what's behind his chubby pussy lips, just how wet does your baby get at the thought of you touching him, at the sight of you needing him. 

You watch as he sighs a little at the short contact before his eyes find yours again. 

He takes two fingers and opens up his chubby pussy lips, showing you the wetness that coats him already. Showing you how his hole clenches in anticipation at what you just might do to it tonight. “Mommy?” he calls. You look up from his warmth seeing his face morph into a trap, a trap you fall into immediately. Willingly of course, always willingly.  

He smiles at you tilting his head slightly. “You wanna play with it?” he asks softly. Your mind seems to have short-circuited, and you can’t find words right now resulting in you nodding dumbly. He lets out a soft giggle beckoning you to come sit between his legs. Once there he doesn’t waste any time in pulling you close, kissing you deeply, letting out a whimper when you pull back; biting his bottom lip.

He looks up at you, puppy eyes hazy as they stare into yours. “Want it Mommy.” he whispers to you as if someone might hear him if he speaks too loud. “I’ll give it to you baby, give you anything you want. You know that.” he smiles, sharp canines on full display. Pleased to hear that even now with this sudden change, that your heart still only beats for him. That your lust is only directed at him.  

“Anything?” he asks, putting his arms around your neck. “Anything.” you reply.

He sits up and changes positions. He lays you back onto the pillows and sits on your stomach. You practically shake from anticipation, feeling the need for him to just go ahead and smother you with his cunt. Hoping that’s what he’ll do…and he does.

“Gonna sit on your face Mommy, gonna cum all over your tongue just like you wanted. okay?” He states, leaning over to lick at your earlobe and smiling to himself when you groan softly. “you gonna make me feel good? make your sweet boys pussy only know you?” he asks leaning up to gaze down at you through hooded eyes. 

You nod but he shakes his head. “Can’t believe you if you don’t tell me it, can’t soak your face with my cum if you don’t tell me you want it and don’t you want it Mommy?” he pouts. moving to take his shirt off leaving him bare and your eyes wandering. “want it so bad baby. want to taste it more than anything, wanna make you feel s’good.” he laughs satisfied at your desperation.

He moves up, hovering over your face. Your eyes leave his face to the sight above you. You can smell him here, feel the warmth that radiates from his leaking pussy. Eyeing the way his pretty clit is just begging for you to pinch it but you don't get to. 

Not tonight at least, letting Mingyu do whatever he wants with you, wanting nothing more than to make your sweet boy feel good. Before granting you both the reward he asks; “what do we say when we want things?” Despite slightly wanting to tell him not to push his luck, You don’t hesitate. You could never, you're weak to Mingyu no matter the cause and right now you would beg pathetically over & over just to lap at his cunt.

“Please. Please baby need your pretty pussy on my face.” you beg. Lifting your hand up for him to take. “what a good mommy, so polite.” he says with a breathy laugh pleased at the dominance he seems to have tonight before dropping his heat onto your awaiting tongue.

Poor mingyu though, you can only be pliant for so long until you need to have him underneath you gripping onto your arms in pleasure as you take him over the edge again and again. But you guess that can wait till another night :) 

(omgg I hope you like this because I haven't written in forever and have been thinking about getting back on Tumblr so this was fun hehe!)

god GOD GOD GOD GOD THIS WAS SO GOOD FUCK OH MY GOD I HAVE NOTHING TO ADD

genuinely this just . outhhbf FUCK this is so good on its own anon your brain is driving me insane. i love the thought of mingyu being unable to admit how he feels and all of the mild angst turning into the most blessed kind of nasty face riding holy jesus

call me a dom with a praise kink because mommy reader being told that theyre good is . making me glitch. im going to ruin this boy so bad he needs his chubby clit all licked up and fucked thoroughly

anon may i have permission to draw boypussy mingyu and mayhaps please keep writing i cant get enough maybe im the one getting edged HOLY FUCK

[stargirlfeyre]

Now that I’m thinking about it where did this narrative that Lucien is bullied or isolated by the IC come from? Doesn’t he spend solstice with them? Doesn’t he argue with Cassian and Rhys about sports (something friends would do)? Doesn’t he still hang out with Feyre outside of court business? Doesn’t Cassian sympathize with him when it comes to Elain? Like I’m not saying they’re the best of friends but Lucien definitely isn’t some poor victim being ganged up on and constantly disrespected.