#barely survived ....
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on second day of my period i should be in bed with hot tea and a good book not hiking a mountain considered hard by norwegian standards rip
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Went to work with no lip balm, hand cream, no hair claw or hair tie 😔
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took my last final and I’m done with this semester and I’m being so normal about it!

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I don’t feel my age, I feel emotionally stunted at 10, 15, 19, 20, 23, 25 all at once. I don’t feel my 27 year old self. I also feel like I’ve been alive for centuries.
I remember a friend saying “life is so short” I said “no it’s not, life is too long” I was 15. How sad is that.
When I was a kid I thought it would be the coolest thing to live to 100 years old. Now I hope I don’t make it to 30.
When I was 13 I hoped I wouldn’t make to 15.
At 15 I hoped I wouldn’t make it to 18.
At 18 I hoped I wouldn’t make it to 21.
At 21 I hoped I wouldn’t make it to 25.
At 25 I hoped wouldn’t make it to 27.
At 27 I hope I don’t make it to 30.
This is not inspirational, not motivational, “see, you survived for a reason”. This is the bad place. Being alive is my bad place. Maybe I died a long time ago but don’t know it.
#mine#depressing life#i hate it here#i want to scream#i am so tired#personal#mentally exhausted#raised by narcissists#i want to kms#this is the bad place#I hoped I would be part of the 27 club#there’s still time#my birthday isn’t for a couple of weeks#I’ll be 28 then#I’m not excited#wish i was dead#nothing changed in 15 years#nothing will ever change#I never lived#only existed#barely survived#never expirencee life#don’t know fun#don’t know joy or happiness
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"you're so funny" - thanks man can’t wait to stare at the ceiling tonight.
#actually bpd#tasiblog#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#depressing shit#relatable#tw depressing thoughts#bpd#bpd safe#bpd stuff#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#barely surviving#bpd is a bitch#bpd meltdown#bpd mood#bpd triggers#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd life#bpd is bpding#bpd issues#bpd struggles#bpd tumblr#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline things#borderline problems#living with borderline
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They got fucked up and somehow Joseph survived...
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Thank you for that fine forensic analysis, Mr. Bodine. Of course the experience of it was... Somewhat different.
TITANIC (1997) dir. James Cameron
#titanic#titanicedit#titanic 1997#filmedit#gifs*#userlera#useranimusvox#userjl#userfilm#cinemapix#fyeahmovies#moviegifs#tvfilmtoday#this is a looong post but it's worth it#I would be so annoyed if a guy was mansplaining to me a traumatizing event that I was there for and barely survived
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December 30th 2024. Prospect, Maine.
#barely survived#barelysurvived#Maine#cemetery#graveyard#graveyard aesthetic#headstone#mine#horror#horror aesthetic#grunge#vampire#grunge aesthetic
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Jon’s little whispered “it is remarkably easy to buy an axe in central London,” will always be one of my favourite random lines from TMA. The police may claim to be tackling knife crime but nothing can stop one (1) sleep deprived archivist with unchecked paranoia
#I say that like I’d react any fucking different#lmao watch me sneaky sneak into haunted tunnels with an axe I just somehow bought in Chelsea#as if they’d let me into Chelsea lmao#I barely survived going to college in Westminster#tma#mag 78#out of context spoilers I guess??#magpod#the magnus archives
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enough wolves, it's catboy time
image description: a ceramic sculpture of an anthropomorphic serval (a spotted wild cat) sitting with his hands on the ground between his feet.
#ceramics#work in progress#serval#spent 3 and a half hours on painting him just now and BARELY holding myself back from going back to do more lol#IT IS ENOUGH. I am NOT allowed to fiddle with any more details until I have fresh eyes again#anyway enjoyyyyy#as usual with works in progress I don't know if he'll be for sale or not <3 I don't know for sure if he'll survive firing
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fuck it we ball
#put my twitter on light mode to make this work ....#barely survived ....#jurassic world camp cretaceous#camp cretaceous#jurassic world chaos theory#c posts#camp fam
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Bloodborne Diluc returns
#it’s been too long#sorry this is the only art I have to offer#my only objective the past few months has been to survive and we are barely doing that#one and a half more months of teaching then I’m free for a little bit#these kids are insane#why did they offer me a phys ed position 4 days in to my practicum 😭#fuck my stupid baka life#that is neither my major nor minor#anyway bloodborne diluc will save me#diluc#my art#genshin impact#genshin#bloodborne
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my favorite conspiracy theory is that things will get better
#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#depressing shit#relatable#tw depressing thoughts#tasiblog#bpd#bpd safe#bpd stuff#bpd meme#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#barely surviving#bpd is a bitch#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#actually borderline#borderline things#borderline problems#borderline culture is#bpd brain#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd life#bpd issues#bpd struggles#bpd shit#bpd triggers
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In The Time It Takes To Rise

People say I'm too soft sometimes, that I let things slide, wait too long, or give too many second chances. But I don't see it that way.
I think my patience is one of the few things that's kept me steady in a world that's anything but. When the cafe gets busy and the orders stack up and tempers flare, I take a breath. I smile. I keep moving. There's a rhythm to waiting, like the way bread rises, or tea steeps just right. You can’t rush good things. People need time too, as well as space. And someone who won’t give up on them the moment they mess up.
I guess that’s where the kindness comes in.
I don’t really go around calling myself kind, but I notice things. I notice when someone in sad or happy. When they stir there coffee for too long, lost in thought. When they say “I’m fine” but won’t meet your eyes. I’m not great with big, loud gestures- but I’ll remember your order even if you haven’t been in for a few days. I’ll slip an extra cookie into your bag if it looks like you had a rough day.
that’s what I like about myself. That I try to make room for people, even when they’re hard to understand. That I wait. That I care, quietly.
Source: In The Time It Takes To Rise
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Thinking bout him again
#and again#john#:(((#john lennon#the beatles#if I survive this month I'm gonna draw so much john stuff I'm barely holding myself back
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