a soulmate AU where you can write on your skin and have it appear on the body of your soulmate. with bart allen x dark angsty reader
i just combined your two asks together since they're pretty similar. hope you like it!
it's okay to not be okay.
pairing ; bart allen x m!reader.
fandom: ; dc, the flash, young justice.
word count ; 896.
genre; angst & comfort.
rating ; pg-13.
warnings ; comfort!fic, soulmate!au, topic of depression
notes ; i've been kinda on a creative block, so i'm so sorry if this sucks, lol. bart is aged up by the way!
“you up?” the sound of rain accompanies you as you’re sat at your desk, waiting for a response beneath your written question. it’s one of those nights again. another night of endless tossing and turning because of thoughts—stupid thoughts. naturally, parts of your body find a rhythm as a way to shake out those bad thoughts, an impromptu exorcism you liked to joke.
your fingers nervously drum against cherry wood, your leg bouncing in pursuit, and your heart races all at the same time, as you wait for a response. it’s four am, you weren’t exactly hopeful for one, but somehow, bart has yet to fail you.
“brley.” you’re calmed by the appearance of the black ink on your skin, smiling now. barely. he’s missing an ‘a’ but you figured you’d give him a pass considering how late it is.
“sorry. just wanted to see if you were still awake.” you write smaller than usual on your skin, accommodating for the longer sentence.
“drinking a coke now! you ok?” his handwriting is sloppy as usual, but you find it endearing. it’s almost like he’s rushing to talk to you and you couldn’t complain about that—you do the same.
“4 am thoughts again?” bart continues on before you could write a response. he’s always been a quick replier, impossibly fast at times.
it hasn’t been long since… all of this started happening. you never believed in having a soulmate, even attempted to refute the idea. but the existence of bart allen has convinced you into believing, maybe… just maybe, that he’s the one. bart always knew what was on your mind simply by how long it would take you to respond at times. that’s how impressive he is. he always knew what to say. not because he’s wise or smart (though, he is), but because he knew how to make you laugh. and you can feel yourself healing, though baby-steps, the more you spent time with him.
“you know me.”
“and i always want to know more! favorite cheesecake flavor? mine’s a basque.” you chuckle as more words appear on your skin, quickly extending over the length of your forearm as bart never cared to write small. “i know, it’s a little too fancy for me, but that caramelization is YUM!”
“and i thought you knew me, bart…” you write just as the previous responses vanish into your skin. “you know i don’t like sweets.”
“i know and it’s why i’ve docked you down to being 95% compatiable with me.” a smug smiley face with its tongue sticking out ends his sentence and you draw whatever you can imagine at the moment over it like you often do, both to your amusement.
for a moment, you forgot why you even woke him in the first place. bart makes time pass by, the problem and care of the world—of life—fleet away when you’re with him. but when you’re not, everything is numb. white noise follows you everywhere. the only reason why you come out of bed is to go to work, but you work idly, breathing as best as you can. living as best as you can.
you didn’t realize you’ve been staring off into space until you felt soft pressure applied to your forearm again, breaking your focus. “you never answered if you were okay or not.”
it takes a moment, a long moment until you gather the courage to respond.
“honestly? no…” you sigh to yourself, admitting defeat.
sometimes, there were days where you felt okay. but they were rare. you hated feeling like this. merely stating how you felt made you uncomfortable, but you’ve been lying to him, to yourself for so long. you aren’t okay. because the longer you lied to yourself, the more you hurt everybody, what’s left of everybody, around you.
you’ve stopped doing your favorite things again, opting to sleep the entire day away if you could. but you knew it was unhealthy. so you try. you try to make yourself okay, whatever that meant. going to the beach, taking a walk in the park, it was something. but you always found yourself wanting, dreaming to be one of those attributes that had people returning to those locations. the gentle sunset that warmed cold shores, the breeze that kept park benches cool, you wished you had that effect on someone—to have them return.
but to have them return is to get better, work towards being better. you’ve hurt a lot of people. those that have tried to help you, stood by you, but you’ve pushed them all away by now, and you’re alone. painfully alone.
“you remember what i told you from before, right?”
“yeah.”
you think to yourself, will bart return if something happened? if you were an ass to him? said or acted hurtful towards him? you knew you would never intentionally, but it’s a thought—a scary one.
“it’s okay to not be okay.” you both write simultaneously, your print in small and bart’s in large.
you’re not doing well. you admit to yourself again, and that’s okay. you remind yourself, alongside with bart’s writing. it’s a part of life and most of all, a step in the right direction. to healing, to being better, to being okay.
“i’m always be here for you.”
“you always know what’s on my mind, bart.”
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Tim, lying facedown on the floor: Everything is fine.
Cassie: How long has he been lying like this?
Conner: Three hours, Bart found him.
Bart: I thought he was dead so I poked him with a stick, now he's been repeating "everything is fine," I'm scared.
Tim: Everything is fine.
Cassie: Should we like, try to talk to him...?
Conner, shrugging: I'm uh... Not sure
Bart: At least we know he's alive
Cassie: Is he really though?
Tim, still facedown: Everything is fine.
Conner: Probably not
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