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deathfavor · 9 months

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Kazutora's respect comes purely from his own opinion and nothing else. He really doesn't give a shit about established hierarchies or reputations. He shows it openly as well. The fact Kazutora beat Hansen, from ICBM which was well respected/feared until the tiger took him down, without an established fight plus in front of all the other notorious and powerful gang leaders really is a showcase of this. It's a blatant statement of I'll fight you regardless of your status if I want to. Or you piss him off, either or.

This isn't to say Kazutora doesn't know of them. He does, at least a good majority of them. He's heard the stories while free, in juvie, all of that. He keeps a note of it. But really? It doesn't mean anything other than some fancy talk until something happens to actually have him form an opinion one way or another. Your big talk reputation doesn't mean much without him getting to see justification for it. Especially after juvie where people will have the talk but not the bite. But even then, it's respect at best. He doesn't admire any one leader and never has.

#᛭ — [HEADCANON] dark dreams await you [KAZUTORA HANEMIYA]#i just think a lot on that scene #bc thats no small deal #kazutora completely ruined Hansen's rep in 2 hits in front of EVERYONE #which is arrogant and daring as hell #but worked out for him ig

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skunkes · 11 months

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might sound weird to say as a person with a couple ocs who have Big Horrible Event(s) in their backstories or as a person who has like 3 ocs total bc he sucks at writing and as a person who hopes their ocs arent too Boring with [the thing im about to mention] but the thing about writing [characters] and [people] is that like.

any little thing a person experiences can take up their whole existence... its actually something "fun" to experience as i meet new ppl and do more things. My friend had something happen that she'll be talking about forever. I had several things happen last year that ill never stop talking about, some of which other ppl think werent that bad actually. In the same way I'll forever remember about the way my sister accidentally insulted me almost 10 years ago, it's really interesting and Fun to find and assign smaller things like that to characters...its really Real. some people's dealbreakers are other people's solvable problems etc etc

#(as well as the opposite: Big Event that maybe shocks everyone around em but they genuinely werent shaken by)#though this one is more common and leads to those ''ohh i didnt know that was normal oops'' moments #talkys #inspired by recent me and friend events #and also recent events where i told sum ppl more stuff about Thing and they responded as if it wasnt a big deal. but it was to me.#and also how i thought a part of al's childhood backstory was kind of maybe dumb and not realistically as impactful as id expect #but i saw someone on reddit almost word for word write that as their experience and how its shaped em as a person #and thats it like... the small things are boring and hard to keep track of sometimes #its not like you'll include every single little event your oc was shaped by in their bio #but idk. its like Fun to piece together for fun. to mold a human being #ykwim? wld be silly to tell everyone ''oh my oc struggles with self image due to many instances like... when their sister called em ugly''#or write it anywhere but it is fun to Know and have in your head. and its real !#just like if a friend told you about something that happened to em #long post #delete later #sorry i keep saying stupid obvious shit lately ive always been bad at oc making AND socializing so im learning everything late #but anyway yes. idk even as i keep making ocs that are ''similar'' its like. every person so different #people can react to anything in any way for any reason. i love people #this is why i struggle a bit with keeping ocs to archetypes i guess bc like. what is ooc for an oc. people contain contradictions all the #time. you can change yourself at any time.#ok nobody will read this far so ill go to the real insane rambling #part of this has been a part of my chats with talon while trying to get him to share more info #like. yeah ok you're 400+ years old the things that happened to you were such a comparatively small part of your life #but humans dont live as long and think about small things until they die. i dont think time would heal all wounds actually. not all of em #some thoughts just always come to gnaw at your brain. its ok to not be over things. i feel ill never be over some things #and also complainerism can be fun but thats something else entirely wee hee ^_^

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bunnihearted · 9 months

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wishing death on your abusers is never "too much" or "too extreme" ._.

#i know we live in a pro abuser and abuse apologetic society #but it always pisses me off to see and hear ppl be like omg no u were abused thats so sad :((( but wanting them to die? thats too much :/#it isnt. it really truly isnt and ur nothing but a brainwashed small headed sheep for thinking so #maybe it's too much for u personally and if someone abused u and traumatized u u would be ok w it but others are allowed to want them to die #also i dont even think wishing death upon someone who hurt u and not abused u is fine #lol. i meant i THINK ITS FINE. ***#like... *wishing* death on anyone isnt actually harming someone #even plotting your abuser's death is not too extreme #i personally believe that killing your rapist or abuser isnt even too extreme #bc we should live in a society where ppl dont have to live in fear of constant abuse #but we dont. we live in a society where ppl happily protect abusers. cover for them. stick up for them #victims are abandoned and left completely on their own to deal w their entire lives being turned upside down bc someone decided to hurt them #and society does NOTHING for victims #so at least they should be able to do what they need to do #anyway whTever fuck society and tbh i find ppl who are like noo thats too extreme i credibly weak minded and condescending nd just yikes #rndz

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lycanthian · 1 year

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they should invent a modeling professor that doesnt fucking suck

#i love vaguing my professor sorry man. i hate ur guts #hes trying to show us how to do this rlly intricate process to get into polishing your model #and i am doing fine until i hit a small snag that grinds my process to a halt bc i cant continue w this issue existing #and i ask him about it and even though hes literally just spent 10 minutes helping other people with much weirder issues he looks at me #and basically is like Well Youll Have To Deal With It Bc I Have To Get On With The Lesson #and like girl. your fucking class. your lesson. i cant do it when i have this issue. this issue is preventing me from following along #and for the record theres only like 13 or so of us and thats only when everyones here. so its not like hes that strung out #aughhhghjghghh.#lycan howls

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carcarrot · 4 months

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do i really want to make individual drinks again

#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe #in preparation for the possibility of this new job #it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly #but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much #not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers #godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao #but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less #but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that #like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know #a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice #i dont knowwwwwww #like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks #which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here #and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff #its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options #so thats good. less to worry about #doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe #here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it #the hours are like. the same i work now. also good #sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him #but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway #i just gotta see if i get good vibes #rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me #oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore #lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt

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astranauticus · 1 year

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Do mechanites cry?

#rolling with difficulty #vrla rwd #mrsn rwd #vr la rwd #mr sn rwd #art i made #yet another thing i drew then just fully forgot to post LMAO #man i had to listen to 3.7 like 3 times for this. goddammit #easter egg: the 4 big infernal books in the shelf all say contract law like its a textbook series i guess #the small one next to them says Doctor Faustus bc i was looking to my irl bookcase for inspiration #and the christopher marlowe play was one of my alevel lit texts #also i think it would be really funny if the devils have their own version of the story of the deal with the devil guy #honestly this may have been the kinda. last straw of my burnout cuz this was a lot of time spent on a lot of stuff im really not good at #and none of it turned out... exactly how i wanted but oh well. it is what it is #ok the kinda annoying thing about me spending far too fucking long drawing super emotional scenes like this is i kinda #desensitise myself to whatever im drawing. like i felt it the most with the demon possession comic i casually tossed into the discord #bc thats the exact kinda angst i personally LOVE but it just doesnt have the same punch after ive been staring at it for 5 hours straight #(anyway go read cal's fic about it its on ao3 and its bloody good)#all this to say. when i first listened to 3.7 and austin had that exchange of like #'noir can i ask you a lore question' 'sure..?' 'do mechanites cry?'#i straight up got fuckin CHILLS. and sometimes i forget that but i try to force myself not to

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oathofkaslana · 11 months

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like at some point your well-intentioned "genshin theories" are just you displaying bigoted beliefs lol..

#personal #the thing is i get it! most of the times its not inttntional!!#and thats fine yk! we all make mistakes and when we've been raised w this shit ingrained into us ofc we'll instinctively fall back on it #even if we are trying our very very hardest to unlearn all of it!!#and its especially gonna be difficult for kids who are just trying to engage w the stories they like #and havent really developed their literary comprehension skills!!#but all of that unintentional ignorance does not change the fact that bigotry is bigotry and its hurtful #hence why i like this blog being small and focused on poc #and why im exceptionally wary of yt genpact fans that i dont know #bc the amount of unintentional racism there is tiring to deal with and i dont want to play educator all the time yk!#like w this dumbass game i dont want to play teacher for people who dont know how to be normal abt asian people #f criti

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bluejaybytes · 10 months

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May and June baby pictures <3

#splatoon #my art #my ocs #i keep thinking surely! i will burn out after this! and then i keep having energy and ideas afterwards. what the fuck #anyways heres baby June and small child May #May's around 9 here and June's around 1 #They're very very close growing up- the entire concept around this piece is that theyre posing for a picture #with the picture being taken SPECIFICALLY bc June's matched herself to May's colors- something thats a BIG deal for baby inkfish-#-its basically a sign that whoever theyre instinctively color matching to is someone they trust and are viewing as part of the family group #Typically they match to parents- but matching to siblings or other relatives is common- but still very exciting when it happens!#so Mays BEYOND excited when June matches to her. Also June literally keeps that base color for basically ever lol #the squits

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snekdood · 20 days

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i both love and hate that i keep finding different moths in my house. why are they here? i dont want them to get caught on the sticky traps i put out for the flies. but also, very fun to see so many different varieties and knowing my garden probably plays a role somehow.

#i think im gonna start a tag for my garden posts so i can keep track of everything thats happened- wont have some of the info bc im #sure as fuck not digging into my blog to find my past posts but i can at least document it all from this point on #my mini reserve #i think is what im gonna call it lol #for reference future me: so far we've been dealing with doves constantly poopin out babies and lots of tiny bees and flies #as well as a carnivorous caterpillar that likes aphids #and of course the wasps that made a nest my first year #and the frog. cant forget the frog.#theres evidence of other caterpillars on my plants but I havent really seen any of them actually #tho ig the evidence of their presence is within all the moths lol #oh also the mantis we found yesterday and trtied to put back outside but keeps trying to come inside :|#i think i have a pet mantis now lol #there was also a katydid stuck in the same spot the mantis was and the clicking sound was driving me nuts bc i had no idea what it was lol #we had bats the first year bc i had a nicotiana that bloomed at night and attracted small bugs #i prolly still have bats but i usually dont go outside anymore at night bc squitoes #also lots of different kinds of crane flies #not many butterflies tho. and i havent attracted the carpenter bees yet. i do have mason bees tho and there was some sort of wasp #parasiting off of some of the lil holes. which. sad. but its nature.#lots of funky flies and bee type things like sweat bees or flies that look likes wasps #saw a robber fly that bitch was huge i loved it. thought it was a wasp lol #milkweed bug. cucumber beetles. leaf/tree hoppers a' plenty.#its so easy to do this. and im working with a very small space too.

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prestonmonterey · 7 months

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i hope my friends never get the feeling that they need to have something important to say to be able to talk to me

#marble musings #its just like #an awful feeling #had someone i knew who kinda just like ignored my attempts to make conversation bc im like. not good at talking to people #and i was really sad bc i just wanted to like. enjoy her company #and ive been told by a couple people that they thought i was kinda intimidating???#which is so funny to me bc im like SO scared to talk to people #anyway yeah you dont have to like #say something important or anything #if you dont want to #i mean im like actual shit at small talk but ill still try my best if you just say like 'hi' and wanna start a conversation #(ugh unless youre the kind of person who shuts down small talk questions i cannot deal with that.#there was someone i talked to who i was like asking questions to bc i wanted to like keep the conversation going bc i like. think thats wha #they wanted #but id say like 'hows school' or 'whats a fun fact about yourself' and theyd just give like one word answers which is alright but if you #wanna hold a proper conversation that doesnt really work #and when they answered the questions they didnt throw it back to me like 'how bout you' or something #theyd just. sit there #and i was like #damn ok should i like ask another question?#but i felt like they were trying to hint to me that they didnt wanna talk so i stopped talking #and they were fucking like 'awkwarrrd'#like DO YOU WANT ME TO TALK OR NOT)#ok sorry that was a really long tangent #i prommy im always happy to talk unless youre like a super rare exception (like 2 people ever)#in which case i will try to make it clear im not in the mood to talk or youre like making me uncomfortable or something #ok thats it #have a nice day #:)

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cinemacrypt · 3 months

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So so so fucking angry tonight

#mars says stuff #EVERYTHING IN MY PERSONAL LIFE IS LEGIT FINE I PROMMY #IM JUST SO SICK OF THE ZIONIST MISINFORMATION AND MILQUETOAST APATHETIC DEMOCRAT BULLSHIT THAT #I FEEL COMPLICIT IN BC I WORK FOR A RADIO STATION AND I HAVE TO PUMP OUT NEWS PROMOS #AND ITS THE ONLY JOB I HAVENT BEEN FIRED FROM #AND IM SO FUCKING SICK OF THE RAMPANT TRANSPHOBIA AND ESPECIALLY TRANSMISOGYNY #EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO AND TO HAVE OTHER TMASC PPL BE LIKE 'LMAO THATS NOT REAL AND IF IT IS ITS NOT THAT BAD THESE CRAZY BITCHES'#WHEN I SEE IT ONLINE AND IN PERSON EVERY FUCKING DAY AND IM NOT EVEN THE ONE IT EFFECTS #AND I TRY TO ENGAGE IN MY COMMUNITY. THERES A JUNETTENTH EVENT IM GOING TO TMR TO TRY AND SCOUT OUT SOME LOCAL ORGS #I CAN VOLUNTEER FOR TO TRY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IN MY COMMUNITY #but tonight i just feel shitty and small and ineffectual and hypocritical and angry and cowardly #AND EVERYONES LIKE OH DEAL WITH THAT ANGER CONSTRUCTIVELY THATLL HELP #MOTHERFUCKER I USE IT AS FUEL TO MAKE ART. TO PLAY MUSIC. TO TRY NOT TO FLUNK OUT OF A SCHOOL THAT I HATE BC OF THE INSTITUTIONS IT UPHOLDS #and i never have enough after my bills are paid to donate to all the gofundmes both here and in palestine i want to help out #im just so fucking mad. but im also 5'3“ and awkward and chubby and I cant fight and all of my friends tease me for it and it comes from a #place of love and im not mad at them. i just wish i could kick someones ass tonight. some fucking bigot i could put all my rage behind #and just keep hitting and hitting until the fucker stopped moving. but i cant do that. both not physically and also bc i Might Lose Everythi #ng #ill delete this tomorrow #time to watch some shitty youtube videos and eat something and get high enough that i dont feel so fucking mad #just consume my way out of it lmao

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anaalnathrakhs · 4 months

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"people love you uwu people care about you" okay? not my problem. love me less. can we work out a reasonable level of care where it's obviously not cool if horrible things happen to me, a human being, and you won't do any horrible thing to me, but you don't feel obligated to fuss over anything out of the ordinary i do and i have to shut up about it and perform Normal Human Emotions lest i commit an awful social faux pas and hurt your feelings?