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obsmiechujek · 1 year

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Do you think the Enderman gifts cute blocks it finds to it's Enderman partner???

#the only thing I was able to draw woops #minecraft #enderman #minecraft art #doods #been feeling a little down recently #hopefully I'll get some better art done soon lolol

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reksink · 18 days

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Beloved Residents of Dirtmouth (And Quirrel 👍)

#hollow knight #elderbug #bretta hollow knight #bretta hk #sly hollow knight #sly hk #zote the mighty #zote hk #hollow knight nymm #nymm hk #hollow knight quirrel #quirrel hk #confessor jiji #my art #fanart #Oh the folks Dirtmouth; how you are able to enrich hope into such a bleak setting #Also hiiiiii I'v been replaying Hollow Knight recently!! I'm already at 20+ hours pfffff #And as a result I simply must draw the characters of the humble game I cherish so much hehe #This has also filled my mind with bees of various headcanons I've just made or I've had for a awhile but never shared #Major one I've had: Quirrel has deform lower arms; he was simply born with them and they don't do harm to his person #They can get in the way and get cut easily; so they're often bandaged for safety #+ Quirrel needs a cane/leg braces to help him walk because of serve leg damage caused by his overexertion while wearing Monomon's mask #In summary; the mask made is so his mind ignored the pain rather than actually get rid of it #Resulting in Quirrel never getting the *true* rest he needed for certain expeditions #He knew that risk and warning before but he forget later after his journey away from Hallownest #And for funnies: Bretta is a hypocephalus armatus!! Finding refs of them was quite the challenge so I hope I got the overall feel down #They have funky little back legs I don't think I quite captured here but the effort was fun!#I have way more for the other characters here but for now I shall have my mouth sealed until asked

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deoidesign · 4 months

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something that makes me sad is when people tell me the healthy communication in my writing is "unrealistic."

like guys this is how me and my partner talk with eachother... I'm writing from personal experience...

#like it's sad both on the front of 'dehumanizing my real life'#but also on the front of 'you deserve to have healthy communication in your life'#like if you think this is unrealistic it means more than likely you havent experienced someone being patient and understanding with you #and that makes me very very sad #I'm sorry #also it's just rude to tell me my writing is unrealistic LOL like hey #real people talk all kinds of ways. shut up #I've been told it's also in part cause they always understand their own feelings when theyre talking #but I'm like...#theyre like mid 30-early 40 and theyre immortal and theyre going through a lot of shit #I feel like theyve thought about it a lot #also the comic takes place over the course of a year so far #we're seeing the big moments and the fun mysteries #so #its about grown men who love eachother #sorry that they think about what they want to say before they say it #also as if adam isnt constantly wrong and steve isnt constantly pushing shit down #he's only JUST RECENTLY starting to share his emotions as they come up #instead of pretending theyre not there and letting things boil over #I think people just THINK theyre communicating way too clearly because their partner #who loves them #is listening and responding with kindness #like..#idk I have a lot of thoughts about this #would LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE for this to spark a discussion #and especially for it to cause people to reread a little more critically #and perhaps even introspect on their own ideas of communication standards #I've been with my partner for 10 years. this is how we talk to eachother

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 14 days

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Is this a safe space to admit I've been avoiding watching Twisters because I'm scared of tornadoes

#like to be fair my last year has been bookended by two dramatic moments of trees falling #(one where a massive windstorm hit and our house was mercifully spared but one down the block was crushed #and then obv the car one)#and all the time in between has had the lowkey worry of what if a storm hits and the tree falls on our house #i saw the trailer for twisters and it seemed to hit the perfect spot of a little dumb/unrealistic where i get mad #and also a little honest/real about the fear and threat in a way that makes it too near #so i guess i believe in y'all's beliefs but i'm gonna sit this one out until a time when i have significantly less general stress in my life #ya feel #(i watched a micarah tewers video recently where she said that and it's stuck in my head)

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campbyler · 7 months

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Is Will a sneakerhead or does he not care whatsoever what shoes he wears?

ooooh i’m assuming since you specified will in particular that you maybe came here from another post or because of something we said in the fic, but we have indeed made our will byers a little bit of a shoe guy!! i would definitely not call him a sneakerhead in the traditional sense — in that we don’t think he cares much for collecting them for trading/value purposes or anything like that, and i don’t think he is too knowledgeable about collections’ histories and whatnot — but he definitely is very interested in them and i think they are an article of clothing that he would take real pleasure in finding rare and interesting pieces for!! the camp whiteman attire is white sneakers only, so unfortunately he does not get to showcase this often during the summer, but we included a couple of pieces we think are very him in this moodboard (especiallyyyyy the bowie sneakers which have been on my acswy will moodboard FOREVERRRR) and i think they are a fun way for him to express himself stylistically. we also made our mike wheeler a little bit of a Jacket Guy in the same sense — not really to collect to sell or anything like that, but i think they would both be ecstatic to find unique pieces for themselves at places like vintage stores or secondhand online and to show them off (like mike with pins on his jackets for example)

anyways to answer your question: definitely not a traditional sneakerhead, but he absolutely Does care

#i have started to feel this way about bags recently so that might be a road i go down in the future #but anyways like !!! just one of those little character details we came up w tht unfortunately we can’t work into this fic too much bc of #their uniforms and such #but it is very important to us #i think also shoes and sneakers particularly are a very practical item of clothing #not like for example if you’re into collecting smth you can’t wear or use often #so i think for him it’s an interest that he can also get use out of year-round and can still be really cool and expressive #he also got a pair of sneakers he’d been eyeing from his parents for his 17th bday and to me that is what really kickstarted the interest #if you care.#asks #acswy reference

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jils-things · 6 months

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to love someone is to heal someone

#~ art #♥️ memoryshipping #ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode #anyways ... this is a little personal to me #especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now #today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even #i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore #its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later #and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing #i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness #my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately #i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again #but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass #rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me #who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd #ahh anyway

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cadaverousdecay · 11 months

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i’m so overwhelmed by things that shouldn’t be overwhelming...

#among them‚ i’ve fallen behind on drscula dauly for the first time this year and it’s stressing me out cuz i really really wanted to keep up #this year that was the one goal i had for the year is keep up with it. last year i fell way behind when my brother died and it was so hard #catching up and the entry on the 30th was a little longer than they’ve been recently and i’ve been busy and also slipping back into depressi #on real bad and i’m just not in the mood for it and i feel like it’s just gonna snowball #and this is such a non issue. it’s a book. that i’ve read before. but still it’s just stressing me out. among other things #like library books that are overdue and i haven’t finished or journal entries i want to write or a letter i’ve been wanting so badly to writ #e and a short story idea that i wanted to write down but is escaping me and fucking. tumblr notifications #these are non issues!!! but it feels like there’s a timer for the world to end again all the same.#ugh #and i should be able to focus on one thing and get it done! these things shouldn’t be hard! they’re even meant to be enjoyable! but i can’t #get myself to do anything lately #and on top of all that i’m not able to fall asleep even with my sleep meds.#what even ever‚‚‚#anyway sorry for the rant i’m basically fine

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mollyrolls · 16 days

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hey mrs. akaashi how’s the weather over there

meet me at our spot?

“mrs akaashi”

LET ME AT HIM. PLEASE. PLEASDEEEEEEEEEE

why do you do this to me. i was legit scratching my brain trying to think of something to put in my ask that would make you freak and then you just drop two NUCLEAR BOMBS like nothing happened. i hate you ree of tumblr.com/aozui formerly zumicho formerly froyoya

#i’m doing okay #i’ve been in a weird subliminal space recently #i think i might transfer schools if i’m being so fr #like i’m not as happy as i could be here #but the thought of leaving my friends makes me sob violently #i have a fuck ton of homework #currently putting off 3 hours of microscopy training #yes microscopy like the study of microscopes #why did i have to be a bio major why couldn’t i have been like business or something #anyways #i’m so glad you’re feeling inspired??? that’s so great and so fun???!!!!#i #hope you find time #to write #dunno why those cut up like they did but wtvr #also i’m sorry but i think i’m going to wittle you down to one mutual tag #bc those three are so so long #what do you prefer #my little riemann sum <3 #the ted to my barney <3 #mollys guardian angel <3 #off my rocker #the voices

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#i found this little bee on the walkway :((#they were on the ground like in the middle of a busy place ppl walk and bike #almost all bees i find are already dead but i always move them to the grass anyway #bc it feels so wrong and unholy that a bee corpse is just continiously walked on until it gets mashed into the gravel #but this one was alive so i managed to nudge them up on my hand #and at first they tried to hurry away from me but when they noticed i wasnt doing anything they calmed down #i just like dont know... i couldnt rmbr anything abt which flowers have the right pollen.. nutrients.. that bees need #i do know that they mainly need wild flowers but they barely exist...#i took them to a flower and nudged them onto it but they didnt like that one #and immediately wanted back up on my finger #i walked around a bit and found flowers were another be was already taking a nap on #so i tried putting my bee down on one of those #i hope they could find smth in the flower :(( and omg i wish i had brought my water with me #bc what i rmbr from one insta video i saw recently was that bees walking around on the ground are dehydrated #i hope i gave them a chance putting them on the flower #if i had left them they would've only been trampled :((((#i got so attached to them bc they didnt wanna leave my hand and i had to really coax them onto the flower :(((#i miss them :((( i just hope they're ok now #and if not at least they could die in peace on top of a flower instead of being trampled by filthy humans #photo diary ᯓᡣ𐭩 #i think i shouldve put them on the flower necxt to it??? it looks like it has more stuff on it?#idk i just tried to put them on different flowers but this was the only flower they wanted to stay on :/// poor bee

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lesbiansanemi · 2 months

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I’ve been spending less and less time on this stupid ass website recently and honestly….. good

#idk I just don’t find it as? enjoyable as I once did?#which is sad in a way cuz I’ve used tumblr YEARS now and I DO enjoy the way the platform functions #and I for the most part enjoy the space I’ve created #but idk #it’s getting harder and harder to find ppl I actually want to follow and interact with #not many ppl post about my interests in a way I like #and while I once had a pretty active and good chunk of ppl I followed #more and more of them are starting to be inactive #on top of that I’ve been fighting the urge to just drop off of social media entirely recently anyways #like idk….. something about it all of a sudden has started to feel very draining and not fun #not that I have a lot of social media accounts to begin with…..#but I have been seriously debating just deleting most of them #I think part of it is not wanting old ppl in my life having a method of contacting me haha #but also it’s not like I use or enjoy them that much anyways #idk I have some mutuals on here I still enjoy interacting and seeing their posts and such obviously #but idk…. just not been feeling it lately #which in a lot of ways is a good thing! the amount of time I spend on my phone has dropped A LOT #I mostly just use it on breaks at work now and for a little bit before bed #other than? I’ve been actually engaging in hobbies and not mindlessly scrolling #mostly gaming writing and cooking and idk it’s been nice #I doubt I’d ever actually delete this blog #I’ll be here until this website goes down #I am starting to feel like my activity might be slowing down a lot from what it once was tho #kaz rambles

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tswwwit · 2 years

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dip 🤝 bill

both liking their hair pulled/played with

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#answers #Bill ruffles Dipper's hair all the time. But that's condescending and generally leads to an argument #Playing with Dipper's hair is only available when Bill thinks he can get away with it. Can't look *too* sentimental in public #They've still been caught multiple times. Dipper just never commented on it #Dipper has more chances. Mostly when Bill's dropped his head in Dipper's lap and smacking him in the face inevitably leads to more touching #It's also one of the few ways he doesn't feel awkward about initiating gentle touch. Since Bill's basically offering there.#The Cuddling™ is still a recent development and he's not sure where the boundaries are #If these two were better at communicating he would learn that Bill's full-on dived into the decision that nonsexual touch actually rules #Hug that demon Dipper. He'll let you cling to him and nuzzle up against his neck and giggle about it #semi-nsfw: Bill really had to egg Dipper on to full-on pull his hair when he goes down on him #A little pain adds spice!! Yank away sapling it's encouraging AND really hot #Dipper prefers a much lighter touch himself but hey! If Bill's into it he'll go ahead and tug like hell #Bonus fact: Dipper watching Bill bend over to get something under a table or low drawer #Raising an eyebrow at the presented rear end #Then the sudden realization: Wait Bill does this to *him* all the time. They're married. He doesn't just have to stare #He can actually-#The ensuing butt slap made Bill jolt up and smack his head against something. Swearing and surprised.#And Dipper made his escape while Bill was still too engulfed with confusion/amusement/annoyance to take quick revenge #Mission: Success

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keeps-ache · 5 months

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wink blink look !!

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #sona #ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhgghhhh #am i RIGHT guys hfhvs #:33 #//not many thoughts recently #not many thoughts for a while actually lol #must've talked myself weary! huh!#/let me try at this though - i feel like i have some little part of my brain that's all stopped up #it's been like that for a minute !#/ah but a question - do you ever stand by a bit of forest and hear what are distinctly Whispers ?#i know it's definitely the wind but it's fun to think it's anything else lol :>>#ghosts or fairies or the road down the hill for whatever reason #/oh and speaking of hearing i got a weird + shrill + loud tone in my ear the other day and it just didn't happen again #a sudden EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and then it stopped lmao #funky stuff man. wonder what's up with that hfhs #//anyway i'm working on my artfight references rn lol :)#i've finished one! what a miracle!! hfsh-#it looks a lot better than the one last year like Wow. don't think the same person made these you know what i mean hfh #//ah i've also started using padlet for realsies this time :>#it's a neat spot - it's gonna be great to just have the palettes i need on another device loll #that's the biggest problem i have on this planet! having to scroll my blog for palettes is not the most fun thing hfsh #/anyway gonna get back to it!!#i'm sort of tired but i Really wanna make kira and hid's this yearrr #they are very ~+~+~ <3 ~+~+~ to me lol :>>#so toodles ! here i go again hfhsv

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theloveinc · 10 months

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yandere!bakugo, essentially, TO ME, is just: "If you're good to someone, there's no reason they wouldn't love you. So i'll be good to them, even if it's by force."

#he genuinely thinks simply liking someone and treating them well is enough to make them love him #ignoring the fact you didn't have fun on the last date or the most recent one -- because you said it wasnt for any particular reason #(except he was dark and brooding and scary #and kissed you a little bit too long when he dropped you off.. his arm a just little too tight around your waist)#so why should he stop chasing you? the feelings are bound to stick anyway! he bought you something nice #and even waited very patiently for your to praise him... even if he had to remind you to and asked to go on a date as real thanks #there's nothing wrong with that!!#so why are u still so shy around him!! and have been so busy lately? it cant be on purpose can it? he made sure to kiss u hard at work #to the point you were squirming bc you didn't want people to see!!#caitie here: he's so pathetic he doesn't realize the more he doubles down the more he scares u #and by the time he decides he needs to show you much you mean to him and how to love him back...#he doesn't know that it will never be love. not anymore. not after how he's weighed you down #but he still things HE HASN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG #terrifying #i could go on. but.#this feels like a sloppy medium just ask me abt it lol #shii posts #gen

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wayfayrr · 3 months

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I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself

Thanks mate <3

stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped

just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp

#vent in the tags - so warning ig #got home from uni #have been in fight/flight mode since #turns out that fucking saps your energy incredibly fast #accepting that my mother and I's relationship is broken beyond any repair is oddly helping though #she's proven that she doesn't see me as an individual well and truly now #so I can put the energy back into myself instead which is meh #processing that alongside my insanely fucked up grief hasn't been fun at all.#my emotions about it have been out of wack since she saw me crying and grieving a friend and assumed it was anger towards her #like I'm fucking grieving a friend I found out has recently died - do you think I'm not going to cry?#but no just assume its me being angry towards you and not me having feelings. Sure. *fine* I'll just kill my ability to feel for a bit #so I threw myself into the lu fandom again till burn out #and now I've been on off crying for a week #feeling fragile as shit #but Improving #somehow #I think #*maybe*#don't know what other personal event could happen now to be worse honestly #last 8 months have been a fucking rollercoaster #then when I manage to get back up #put myself back together #have a little breather #get immediatly broken back down #I just want a fucking hug man #and perhaps to be told that I'm worth something #I don't know #nothing really feels all that good to me anymore #but I'm holding on through it #there's light at the end of the tunnel

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54625 · 3 months

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dude

#do you ever just feel like if the colour grey was an emotion #i feel bored and empty #not entirely sure why that is but i don't think the QSMP's... everything is helping #i guess it's only natural that a source of comfort shrivelling and dying ends up making you feel a little worse #I'd be lying if i said I wasn't sad every time i open the QSMPtag and the most recent post was like 4 hours ago and there have only been #like thirty posts in the past day #either way #yeah feeling a little. ehh #dude I'll be completely honest #when i posted that most recent fanart i put my phone down for a couple hours #and when i came back to check up on how the post had been doing #and it had like 18 notes. a couple hours after I posted it. idk what I expected but in my head i was hoping for over fifty at the very least #I'd be lying if I said that didn't break my heart a bit #the post didn't end up doing terribly after that though; roughly ≈450 notes isn't. bad? but i spent 11 fucking hours on that damn thing #at least i got some really nice compliments on it #but that initial disappointment stung enough that my motivation to put effort into fanart again is. definitely absent right now #i guess i can't expect a huge turnout with how empty the fandom is now #but sometimes i see other artists in the fandom get so much attention so quickly and i wonder what I'm doing wrong #maybe it's a skill issue lmfao #whatever. feeling a little unfulfilled right now and wanted to get it off my chest. don't expect massive engagement from me #I'm not going anywhere I'm just not super enthusiastic at the moment #who knows maybe I'll find things to be hyped about and talk extensively about

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bloodbathfortwo · 5 months

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What does everyone think of Nigel Forbes-Colbie ever getting pregnant? It doesn't matter how you interpret it: Omegaverse, males can get pregnant Au, Trans! Nigel. Just tell me your guys' headcanons of Nigel's pregnancy: The changes, the hardships, the softness, and the vulnerabilities.

#murderous intent #like minds 2006 #like minds #alex forbes #nigel colbie #Alex Forbes X Nigel Colbie #Nigel Colbie x Alex Forbes #If you guys haven't noticed my recent posts I've been feeling way too soft for this fandom #Like #Too soft #And it's both Nigel and Alex's fault for making me too soft when all I want is to cause chaos and do crimes #To be honest I'd like to Imagine Nigel's pregnancy as an arduous one: Swollen feet . Sore back. Weird cravings. Mood swings. Everything.#And he isn't used to seeing himself get swollen with life each and every day. While Alex is so gullible first thing in the morning because #of the baby bump growing every single day. And Nigel getting rounder every week.#Sure. Nigel is enjoying being pampered by Alex with all these services and gifts but sometimes he thinks that he isn't that attractive #Anymore for Alex. And that while he's carrying his children he will leave him like a used toy.#He'd have instances where he'd feel conflicting feelings for their child and think of possibilities of removing her from his body #But he'd soon regret it. He just breaks down into tiny little pieces of ever thinking of their daughter that way. His and ALEX"S #He can never stomach killing her. He can never stomach ruining her beautiful life that he has yet witnessed.#He still has his self-harm tendencies but he avoids it. He avoids harming his angel. His miracle. His life.#He wants to be a good father to his child. He wants to nurture her. Feed her knowledge and love. Cater to her needs and be at her beck #and call: be a father.#Alex knows what's happening to Nigel. They talk. And they talk everyday. He knows how much it can be hard for Nigel during his pregnancy #And he will always be there to protect his spouse and his unborn child.#He will spite their original purpose in order to create their own purpose. Which Nigel had a hard time letting go of.#It was hard. Seeing the history that made them into the people they are today. But it had to #they had to change #change for their family.#For their miracle.#And Nigel seeing Alex being this doting makes him fall for him ten times more

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