Better Days ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
You don’t know if it’s the comedown from the meds, your period, or one of your disorders making you feel this extreme sadness but you need this feeling to go away. It’s more annoying than anything. You’re not one to compare anyone’s pain but Levi’s been through an entire war in which he lost his eye, a couple of fingers, and his ability to walk. The war in your head is nothing compared to that. So what you do is you grit your teeth and just try to ride this almost debilitating wave of misery until it’s over.
Of course you’re silly to think that Levi wouldn’t be able to tell something’s wrong. He’s lost some things but he definitely hasn’t lost his perceptiveness.
“Oi…” His tone is soft as he places a hand on your thigh, taking you out of your thoughts. You realize he’s right in front of you and he’s wearing a small frown. When did he get here?
You blink rapidly, your surroundings slowly coming into focus. “Hey.” You reply, your tone also soft but there’s an underlying tiredness in your voice and it doesn’t go unnoticed by Levi.
“You okay?” He asks you, giving you the chance to open up and be honest, his eyes looking at you with concern.
You blink a few more times, still in a bit of a daze. “Yeah, I’m just-“
“Don’t do that.” He cuts you off gently. You know what those words mean. You know better than to lie to me. And you do know better. But you also don’t want to burden him.
You give him a tired smile and continue. “Really, Levi-“
“C’mere.” He cuts you off again with a pat to his thigh, beckoning you to sit on him.
“Your legs, Levi.” You remind him, worried your weight on him will put too much pressure on the lower half of his body.
“I don’t care.” He sighs before he grabs you by the waist, surprising you with his upper body strength despite you knowing that he continues to keep himself in shape, especially when it comes to his arms and core. He places you onto his lap and positions you so that you’re sitting bridal style on him in his wheelchair.
“Levi…” You whine, although you let out a slight chuckle as your arms find their home around his neck.
“Mm?” He looks down at you, his eyebrows raised as his arms encircle you.
You roll your eyes playfully as he feigns stupidity.
He gives you a small smirk before his expression softens, concern still present in his eyes. “Seriously, what is it?” He asks, his voice barely above a whisper as he presses his forehead against yours.
You sigh yourself before your shoulders raise in a defeated shrug as you look back up at him. “I don’t know…I’m just sad.” You give him a glum smile.
And there’s the truth. It hurts him to know you’re feeling this way and there’s no way for him to realistically help. He wishes he can reach inside you and pull all of the negative feelings out. He would swallow them himself if he could. He can deal with sadness but it’s a struggle to watch you deal with it. So for now he tries to help as best as he can through his touch, holding you tight against his chest as he places kisses on your skin. He might not know what to say but he knows how to touch you to remind you of the promise he made to you before the war, of living through better days. You are his better days. They don’t exist without you. But more importantly, you deserve better days. You deserve the laughter, the hugs, and the happy tears. Better days are coming, but they’re also here. And Levi’s willing to go through hell and back to make sure you stay for them.
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hi sky! i know we're moots on this blog but i don't think it's obvious to ppl that my sideblog is hyucks-rose!! i know u were one of like.. my first followers ever there so seeing you in writing tags was a pleasant surprise!!
i hope you're well <3
omg hi rose<3 i'm so excited to hear from you, i must say i love your writing!!! wait though that puts such a big smile on my face to know i was one of your first followers on that blog omg :,) it also helps to know that's your sideblog (i'm rly a mess with tumblr)
i've been playing catchup a bit on tumblr this month since i've been pretty beat down from work, but i'm super excited to catchup on your kinktober btw (this blog is svt focused, but i'm a sucker for nct too)
i hope you're doing well too <3
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Moon potato can I hav hug before sleep? I should've went to sleep a long time ago but my body said "no hugs no sleep" and here I am at 6am asking you to spare a very tired tortle a hug :')
Right here with ya buddy it’s 6am for me too and sleep ain’t coming my way but hugs make the world go round so have ALL the hugs and may you rest well!
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hi miss milano! i've been waiting for you to open your requests because mercedes (@minilpark ) posted this fic concept a while back and i asked her if i could send this to someone else to write since she didn't plan on using it and she agreed to it as long as she was credited for the idea (i can't find my ask on her blog right now, sorry 😬). when i saw the post, you were the first person to come to my mind and i just knew that if this is something you're interested in writing, you'd write something as beautiful as every other story you've shared here. let me know if you'd be interested and if you are, please don't forget to credit mercedes for the prompt (i promised her i wouldn't forget to tell you that 😉). either way, thank you for writing such beautiful fics and sharing them here for free. your content is amazing and i really appropriate it. 😘
ooooh my gosh I absolutely love that, her prompt is so good!! I'm adding this to my list, thank you for the request!!
also thank you so much for your kind words, wow 😭❤️❤️ you're awesome 🥲
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We haven’t talked in forever. I recalled you were on hiatus but glad to see you’re a little active. I be back and forth too but was getting these notification regarding your bday and wanted to wish you happy birthday!!!
HAPPY Leap Year birthday! (I think I remember you posting or making a comment somewhere about this) so interesting.
But wish you an amazing bday and hope you live it up whether with some party vibes or a nice chill relaxing night. Your presence is rare and unforgettable.
Love your thoughts and of course your writing. “OCs MATTER!!”
Hi!!! Oh so nice to hear from you! 💜💜💜💜💜
Yeah I’m on an extended hiatus at the moment. Thank you so much for the bday wishes! It’s a cool bday, I gotta admit.
You are wonderful and have added so much to my experience on here, with your support, comments, all of it. You are the best! 😁✨✨✨
So far its a great celebration, I’m doing it in my favorite place, with people I love. 💜🥰
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That warm and fuzzy feeling when someone reblogged my art it's just...
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Happy, happy birthday my friend! I hope you have a wonderful day!! 🎂🎉
Thank you so much, my friend! ✨️💖✨️
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