#brendan x simon x reader

[hazzyking]

I'm sorry this took so long, but I have @0eye0 's request

They requested a Simon X Reader fanfic

And I got carried away

So, I hope you all enjoy it!

Oh this is filthy btw

Thank you, @buggy-samaaa , for editing this with me and also the rest of the Buggy Discord server for collectively agreeing that this filth is filthy 🫣

Also, I love this gif of Simon he's so cute. Apparently, the gif is by @imthegreenfairy86 thank you for this gem 🤣

Behave

The winter air was cold, you nuzzled into your coat as you approached the door, you turned to glance at Simon and Brendan and let out a soft sigh. “Behave yourself, please,” you begged Brendan, who scoffed.

“I'm always on my best behavior,” he said with a smirk before knocking on the door, causing Simon to scoff and roll his eyes, you gripped his arm in a warning, and pulled Simon close to you. “You two are perfect,” Brendan snarled, before your mother opened the door with a soft smile.

“Hi Mom!” You smiled happily and hugged your mom tightly.

“Awe baby! You're freezing, come in, you'll catch a cold out there!” She smiled, pulling you inside, Brendan and Simon followed close behind.

“Charming,” Brendan muttered.

“Behave,” Simon growled at his boyfriend, who just had a shit-eating grin while he hung up his coat, and swaggered into the kitchen, Simon shook his head and moved to join you in the living room. “He's up to something,” Simon mutters, while you place a wine glass in his hand.

“He's fine,” you muttered softly as you poured him the red wine watching it slosh in the glass.

“I just don't want him to embarrass you,” Simon said softly, pressing a kiss to your temple.

“Your boyfriend isn't gonna emba-” before you could finish, Simon pressed a kiss to your lips, pulling you close by the hips.

“You're gonna embarrass me,” he muttered against your lips.

“Mmm, if I'm a bad girl am I gonna get punished?” You asked with a smirk, and you felt him squeeze your ass.

“Oh god, don't tempt me” Simon muttered, sipping some of his wine.

“Brendan would have fun… sliding into that tight ass while you fuck me,” you whispered in his ear smirking.

“You'd be okay with that? We've never all been involved before,” Simon asked, looking down into your eyes, as you nodded with a slight giggle.

“Mhm, I'd love that” You smiled, taking the wine glass in your fingers, and sipping the wine. “We'll talk about it later.”

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“Sooo Ms. M? you made everything from scratch?” Brendan asked, helping move bowls and plates to the dining room table.

“I did, I must ask, how do you know (Y/N)?” Your mother asked, as she whipped the mashed potatoes.

“Oh- uhm… I'm a friend of Simon’s,” Brendan said, almost nervously, which is a shock coming from him.

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“Maybe he is trying to turn over a new leaf,” you said, pulling Simon to the couch and sitting down with him.

“I don't buy that for a second,” Simon chuckled, sipping his wine and looking into the fireplace, while he wrapped his arm around you. “This is nice,” he muttered.

“Yeah…” you said, leaning on his shoulder, “What's Brendan doing?”

“I-I don't know” Simon turned around to look into the kitchen.

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“Dinner is ready!” Your mom called from the kitchen smiling softly, Brendan guided her back into the kitchen, helping her with more plates, he did this once more before turning on his heel, and helping Simon to the seat, and pushing him in, while your mom wasn't looking, he kissed Simon's cheek sweetly, and sat down next to him.

“So sweet,” you muttered, squeezing Brendan's shoulder, with a soft smile, he looked at you with a slight smirk.

“Watch it,” Simon warned you, whispering in your ear, you returned with a smirk, and sat on the other side of Simon, your hand gripping Simon's knee as your nails lightly grazed over his jeans.

“Watch what, darling?” You asked, arching your brow ever so slightly, Brendon smirked, noticing what you were doing.

“Behave,” Simon spoke through gritted teeth.

“Oh, we are on our best behavior,” you smirked, and you sunk down to your knees hiding under the table, unbuckled Simon's belt and tugged down his pants, shoving his soft cock in your mouth, just in time to hear your mother enter the room. Simon let out a low grunt, but kept his composure as he felt himself hardening in your mouth.

“Alright - Oh, where'd (Y/N) go?” Your mother asked as you continued to slurp and suck Simon's growing cock.

“Bathroom, she said to start without her,” Brendan said, looking over at Simon with a knowing smirk.

“Oh, alright, that girl is always looking for a way out of things, even when her men are around.”

Her men…

That's cute.

You thought to yourself as you licked up the length of Simon's cock, you heard him groan softly and his hand gripped your hair. You smiled happily, feeling him hardening in your mouth, as you sucked quietly on his perfect cock. “Fuck,” Simon groaned softly, tugging on the back of your head as you whined quietly, you weren't letting go anytime soon.

“Careful Simon, you don't want mommy dearest to hear,” Brendan taunted him, his hand moving to grip Simon’s thigh. “God, we're gonna be the death of you aren't we?” Brendan spoke with a dark smirk as he watched you desperately sucking Simons’s cock from under the table.

“So boys. Tell me. Which one is the boyfriend?” Your mother asked, finally sitting down at the table. “Is it Brendan?” She giggled softly, and you immediately stopped your actions. As you gagged on Simon's cock, you pulled away quickly, and gagged into your hand, waiting for your mother to disappear again so you could run away.

Ugh, Me? And Brendan? Does he even play for both teams? Ew, no, don't even think about that.

“Oh shit, I forgot the candy yams, I'll be back.” As soon as your mother's back was turned, you made a beeline out from under the table and ran upstairs to the nearest bathroom. Simon heard you dry heaving upstairs, so he cleaned himself up, pulled up his pants and hid his erection under his tight belt. It wasn't very comfortable, but what if he had disgusted you?

“Where the hell are you going? Don't leave me with her,” Brendan gripped Simon’s wrist, protesting his need to check on his girlfriend.

“You'll be just fine,” Simon said with a smirk, then he left and ran up the stairs to check on you.

A knock on the door pulled you from your thoughts as you splashed water on your face, you paused for a moment and then pulled the door a crack open. “Sorry,” you muttered as you moved to let Simon In.

“Was it me?” He asked, chuckling softly.

“No, Mom just… unnerved me,” you said, shaking your head, shutting the water off, and turning to face him. Simon leaned against the wall of the bathroom, and stared into your eyes. “What?” You asked, your brow quickered as you stared into his features.

“You’re… beautiful,” he said softly, and took a step forward, his hands cupped behind your ears and simultaneously pulled you into him and pressed himself against you. You had no time to protest or question his actions, his lips were on you like you were a magnet, his tongue already finding its way into your mouth. Your hands gripped the counter as you lifted yourself up onto it, not breaking the kiss, Simon spread your legs and stood between them as he continued swirling his tongue with yours and moaning into your delicious mouth. He pulled away, his skin flushed and panting for breath, you both looked into each other’s eyes, filled with lust and desire.

“Are we really gonna do this? Here?” You asked as your fingers tugged on Simon's shirt, Simon responded with a soft, little, chuckle as he pulled you against his lips again. You gasped softly and tangled your fingers in his hair as the kiss enveloped your senses once more, only to be interrupted by a faint knock on the door, the two of you pulled away from each other, each with red and swollen lips, Simon rest his hand on your knee as the other slowly twisted the door handle to reveal Brendan standing on the other side.

“And what do you think you're doing?” Simon spoke a bit teasingly.

“Mum left to pick up (Y/N)’s father - she said she'd be back within the hour…” Brendan spoke with a slight smirk, eyeing Simon’s erection straining against his pants. “Which means….”

“Oh no, absolutely not,” you interjected, shaking your head.

“Oh, c'mon, you won't even know I'm here.” Brendan spoke sarcastically, as usual.

“Somehow I find that hard to believe” you sighed, shaking your head, but Simon met you with pleading eyes. “R-really? You want to?” You arched your brow, slightly shocked at Simon's quiet request.

“Just this once? Just to say we tried?” Simon pleaded as his thumbs rubbed into your thighs, soothing your nerves gently as he kissed the column of your neck, you moaned softly, which prompted Brendan to enter the bathroom and shut the door behind him.

“I-I didn't say yes,” you managed to speak through desperate moans, while Simon rolled up your shirt, pushed your bra up, and latched onto your nipple, his fingers pinching and rolling the other one. “Oh God, Simon,” you moaned, and screwed your eyes shut, catching a glimpse of Brendan stroking himself over his pants.

“Just focus on me, Darling,” Simon growled in your ear, As he began pulling down your pants “You’re doing so well.” He spoke in a low voice again, his encouragement made you drip, more than you were already, and you softly moaned against him. “That's it, good girl,” Simon muttered, as his fingers moved your panties away, he chuckled darkly feeling how wet they were. “Oh, Darling, all this for me?” Simon smirked, and swiped his finger along your folds, collecting your wetness, then bringing his fingers to his lips and sucking them clean.

“Please don't tease,” you moaned softly, watching him stroke himself and moan as he sucked the cum from his fingers. Simon hummed softly and began to unbuckle his belt, and slowly unzip his jeans. Your hands reach for the waistband of his boxers and his pants, ignoring the damp spot in his boxers, and pushing them down around his ankles, you spread your legs as much as you could, you heard Brendan moan as he watched Simon push the tip of his cock into you. You pushed your head against the mirror letting out soft breaths and needy moans as Simon filled you.

“That's a good girl, taking me so well,” Simon cooed, then motioned Brendan to come over, Simon felt you tighten around him, and he brought his hand up to stroke your hair. “It's alright Darling, just focus on me, you're doing so well,” Simon mumbled, encouraging you softly as he kissed along your neck, your eyes fluttering shut as he kissed and thrusted Into you at a soft pace. You heard Brendan unbuckle his belt and push his pants down around his knees, his fingers grazed your knee as they reached to pull Simon's hips closer, your eyes shot open when you felt Brendan's touch.

“Easy there, Princess, it was an accident,” Brendan spoke in a low grunt. You watched as he lubed his cock with his own spit and lined it up with Simon's entrance.

“A-are you gonna be able to fuck me like this?” You asked Simon, who chuckled in response.

“Don't worry darling, I'll make you cum so quickly, you'll forget what we're doing,” Simon smirked, and let out a strained moan as Brendan pushed into him. “Fuck,” Simon moaned, and Brendan chuckled.

“Need a minute?” Brendan looked at both of you, you tightened around Simon's cock, watching his breath falter as you did, you shook your head and settled on Simon's cock, preparing yourself for him, Simon began to rock his hips in a slow manner, setting the pace for you and Brendan.

The mirror became foggy as the three of you panted and moaned, the sound of skin slapping skin was so loud, but your moans were definitely louder, you prayed your mother wasn't coming back anytime soon. “Look at this Simon, look at how weak you make us,” Brendan groaned as he kissed Simon's neck and thrust into him hard, causing Simon to let out a soft whimper. “Fuck Simon, I'm gonna cum,” Brendan groaned, “Do you want me to fill your ass with my cum, Simon?” Brendan groaned out the question.

“Y-yes please- Oh fuck~ I'm close, too,” Simon moaned into your breasts as his fingers traced tight circles on your clit, you were too high to even form words, the coil in your stomach, snapping and bringing you to orgasm for a second time, you coated Simon's cock with your cum, you can hear just how wet everything was. Then, their moans joined yours, and you felt Simon's hot seed shoot into your spent pussy, you could only assume based on Brendan's moans and stuttering hips, he was filling Simon too. The three of you leaned Against each other for a short while, breathing heavily and coming down from your collective euphoria. “How do you feel, Darling?” Simon asked, brushing your hair behind your ear. “You did so well,” he said softly, kissing your cheek.

“That-” you pant, “that was… Amazing.” You finally manage to say through ragged breaths. “This is such a mess though,” you said, causing Brendan and Simon to chuckle, your laughter fills the bathroom, but immediately stops when you hear the front door open and close.

Your mother is home. And just in time too

[gothushi]

i need walker and brendan to **** ** ***** * **** **** * **** **** *** **** ***** *******

THANK YOU FOR THESEEEE!!!! i haven’t seen half of these before😭 last one especially is so cute looks like you took a picture of your moody boys (first ones easily my favorite)

come back and tell me those censored thoughts bc me too. been thinking abt them quite heavily honestly

[writingoddess1125]

Nerdy S/O 🎮 📖 🧛

The guys and their uniquely nerdy S/Os who they love!

Soap 🧼, Ghost 👻 , König 👑 x GNREADER

Soap + Cosplayer 🧛

• Johnny had met you when you were both at a bar, You typically werent too into the bar scene but it had lead you to meet the man of your dreams.

• Afterall who could resist that Scottish Charm?

• It had been 3 years of bliss shared between the two of you-

• Johnny knew from the beginning you were- quite the Nerd. He found it cute however! Even if he didn't understand it fully-

• Often getting back from deployment in the nice flat the two of you shared to see you dancing around listening to music while stitching some sort of fabric together.

• Johnny spent hours with you, Enjoying the craft of building your costumes and often wanting to join in the fun. Even if he knew nothing of the media this was involved in.

• "What is this costume for again?" He asked setting down the freshly cut foam to the side while you glued your peices down on some fabric-

• "This my Darling is a costume from the 1999 Mummy with Brendan Fraser" You say cheerfully as you stitch the costume.

• "Movie?-" He questions and you comfirm "Movie-"

• Will eventually start watching the Movies and TV shows with you. And gets really really into them as well- Turns into a big fantasy guy

• "Love- I want to cosplay with you at the next convention.. I wanna be a elf" He said shyly

• You damn near cry at this and hug him "Oh Honey I've waited to hear those words!"

• "I need to do the inseam-" You mumbled as you measured inbetween the man's leg to get the measurment.

• Will definitely want to roleplay in the bedroom. Feels like it has opened a new door for him and is more then excited-

• Comes in dressed like Han Solo with a wide grin- Fake gun and all on his hip as you laid on the bed in your own costume. "I do believe that you ruined my last smuggling trip- Sorry darling but you'll be paying for that another way"

• Will show you and his costumes off when he visits friends on base. Showing the last convention the two of you went to together- if anyone gives him shit he has no issue punching them.

Simon + Book Nerd 📖

• You and Simon had been married for years, the famed Lieutenant knowing from when he first met you that you were a book fiend

• It was a major part of you- And one he adored

• Simon was quite the reader himself but truthfully not as deep as you. Havibg seen you so engrossed in stories before that you forgot to eat.

• But books were also how you showed love.

• "Love, I know this is a long deployment for you.. so I want to send these with you so you don't get bored" You say softly, holding up a 3 book series to your husband as he prepared for his job.

• Of course he accepted and read them while on his missions.

• Enjoys whatever you give him, be it fantasy, sci-fi, historical fiction or what have you. He will always read them through and even take a note so he can talk to you about them later.

• Will also love when you read outloud to him

• "Honey I just got this series I want you to check out" You called out excitedly as you rush to your husband who is watching his Football (Soccar) game and sees you holding the collectors box. Calmly mutes the TV and gestures for you to sit and read out loud to him the new book.

• He had built you a library and Many shelves to store your hoard of books and got you a special couch to sit in and read.

• Does have a deep appreciation for Spicy Books and will happily warm up to prepare for your want to experiment.

• He had gotten you the book 'Den of Vipers' and had heard from the book store owner it was a spicy one- so he waited.. It took a few hours but you came into the bedroom flushed face. Simon having already stretched and was ready-

• He also knew about your fanfiction even if you were embarrassed and secretive about it. Occasionally you'd let him read over your work, which he would appreciate and genuinely enjoy the stories.

• Also will grab books while he is on his deployments or secretly read your fics on his phone.

• Buring a Mission he is stuck in a book store, as he is ready for the attack he spots one of the fantasy books you had wanted that had sold put before you got your little hands on it... so he slips it into the vest of his armor and goes on with his mission.

• Saved him 50£ anyway-

König + Gamer 🎮

• When you and König start dating he is a bit surprised by you playing video games.

• He was taught it was something children do- so to see his Partner playing is a big surprise for him.

• However you help him open his eyes to the media and introduce him to the fun interactive stories and escapism that video games help you with.

• This peaks his interest and ask to join your gaming adventure.

• "Schatz are you sure about this?" He ask softly as you get him to play some Mario Kart 8. He's nervous at first but after a round his competitive spirit comes out and gets very good quickly- Cheering loudly as he wins and gets first place.

• After this a massive gaming room is built in his home for the two of you to share. König now understanding why you love games so much and supports you hobby fully.

• Even if it's a very expensive one.

• The two of you having funny cute arguments over the games subtitles or language.

• "I want it in German with English subtitles so I can practice" You wine as König shakes his head- "Liebling I want English with German subtitles"

• This often ending with the two of you giggling together over it and a passionate session between the two of you.

• Will support you wanting to decorate the home with some gamer merchandise and even gets his own to throw in there.

• Will eventually start playing some other games without you. Something to help him relax and take his mind off things-

• Mainly Stardew Valley and Animal Crossing are his favorite at the moment. It helps him unwind after his deployments

• After the hardest of deployments will just want to relax with you and watch you.

• Will love to just have the two of you cuddle in a warm bed and watch game play videos if you guys aren't up to playing a certain game. YouTube being a wonderful addition

• Will download some games on a burner smartphone he keeps and play it in his bunks. If it's multi-player will invite you to join him so the two of you can spend this time together even at a far distance.

[somethingblu3]

Velvet Green | Simon Walker

Read on Ao3 Here.

18+ minors dni.

Masterlist

Fandom: Hollyoaks.

Summary:

Moving back to Ireland after Lynsey's death, you bump into Walker, who loves messing with you even right in front of your older brother, Brendan..

TW: Voyeurism, Blow Jobs, Cheating, Dirty Talk, Dubious Consent , Incest, mention of religion.

Pairing: Simon Walker x Female Reader.

Word Count: 2,053 Words

"Come on, you can take it; I know you're no amateur", Walker smirks as he looks down at your lips, gagging around his cock.

It had been so long—almost a year since you last saw him—that your life had completely changed. You had to leave Hollyoaks if you wanted to survive; everyone seemed to end up dead there, and Lynsey was the last straw, so you packed up your backs and moved back to Ireland with your Sister Cheryl. For the most part, the move had gone smoothly until you bumped up to Walker in a bar. You had done a double take, not expecting to see him at all. At first, you thought you were dreaming or maybe spiked. Perhaps it was only until he grabbed you, pulling you into a firm kiss, that you realised he was real.

Walker shoves his hands onto your head, forcing you up and down on his cock. Part of you wants to slap the smirk off his face as he continues to thrust, increasing the tension with every pull of your hair. His cum dribbled down onto your chin as you pulled back with a 'pop' sound. He looked almost pleased as he wiped it away with his thumb from your chin. Forcing you up onto your knees, he then shoved you onto the bed. Stumbling back, you grabbed onto the headboard to brace yourself as Walker pulled down the rest of his jeans, exposing his dripping cock, still stained with your drool and saliva.

"God, how much I've missed this pussy”, Walker grins as he spreads you wide, already entering a finger inside you. Luckily, you are wet already, as always. Your underwear is practically drenched as he moves his fingers around it in your clit.

The moan you make is embarrassing, almost a whine. It had been so long since you had Walker inside you, even just a finger alone.

"You've been keeping yourself prepared for me, I bet? Like a good Catholic girl," He smirks.

At that comment, he now adds a second finger inside one that makes you shiver as he glides it up and down in your slick. You could come just like this, you think as you arch your back to give him access. As your hands grip the bed, they play with the light lavender fabric of your panties. You're determined to break them so you can at least feel the ghosting of his throbbing cock.

"Please…" You beg

You know he's not giving in yet.

"Come on, little one, I know you can take another. Don't you want to be good for Daddy?” He knows you've been waiting so long for this.

He grins, your eyes land on his tongue as Walker takes one finger out of your clit. How you long to have his mouth sucking against your pussy, but instead, he inspects his fingers dripping with your cum and shoves it into his mouth and swallows.

"Fucking gorgeous, you taste just as good as I remember," He praises

He seems to know what you want, you whine, your gaze never leaving him as he scoots to the bottom of the bed so his face is buried between your legs. And, of course, Walker doesn't give you what you want as he ignores the aching of your clenching walls instead of biting down hard on the inside of your thighs. You whine in frustration as you dig your hands into his hair, trying to inch him closer.

"Ah ah bad girls don't get rewards" He warns

He teases you even more, his tongue running up your leg even further until he stops at your toes and stops at your ankles, which makes your legs vibrate.

"I kept thinking about you when I was with her - My Wife" He grins.

A smirk grows across your face, and you can't help it. It feels almost powerful to know that while he was fucking his Wife, the Mother of his children, he was thinking of you the entire time. It definitely stroked your ego precisely what he wanted.

He still wears his ring in bed, but you don't mind its presence. It's a constant reminder that she's almost with the two of you in bed together. That thought turns you on even more, especially when it is drenched in your own cum, a little parting gift. You whimper as he digs another digit inside you, this time rougher than the first. Now you can feel the metal of his golden wedding band hitting against your clit, which creates an entirely new sensation adding even more pressure. Before you knew it, you were a quivering mess below him. Walker inched closer, pulling your legs apart with his cold hands.

"Don't hide from me, beautiful" He says as your legs shake.

Finally, he gives you what you want, even with the teasing.

He traced delicate patterns against your clit. You vibrated with each flick of his tongue as he moved faster and faster, like he was craving and dying to have you. Your eyes roll at the back of your head as he hits the spot. You get lost in your pleasure as his tongue rotates around your swollen bud, bringing you the ecstasy you've so badly craved.

"I think you've waited long enough," Walker growls as he presses his hands on the bed inches away from your head, lining his cock into your throbbing wet cunt.

It's easy for him to get his hands going straight to your waist, nails digging into your skin as he begins thrusting and pounding into you. You bounce against the bed, the headboard creaking, and you can feel the metal of the mattress below you jittering, making your heart thump as he quickened his pace. He's so deep inside you that you can feel Walker's cock in the pit of your stomach, and as you look down, you swear you can see it thrusting inside of you. Your whimper is embarrassing even so that Walker reaches his hand out and places it over your mouth.

"God, you're so fucking desperate and pathetic", He taunts, which only makes you cum more.

You wonder how long you can last, probably not long. You had missed Walker so much, but you knew this wouldn't be the last time you would succumb to him.

"Don't give in yet", Walker growls, his lips pressed against your neck. You see him eyeing your skin like he's desperate to leave a huge mark, a hickey so that everyone would see and so that Brendan would know that you were back with him again.

You sigh, but it comes out more like a moan as Walker arches his back into you, distracting you from your thoughts about your brother. He must have known as he pressed his mouth around your neck, biting down hard. It's painful, but you're used to his violent hickeys at this point.

The thrusting of his cock was more unbearable than his bite; it was like you were out of practice as your walls clenched around him.

"So tight" Walker panted as sweat trickled down his forehead, his panting increasing. You had always forgotten how intense his stamina was. He could go for hours and hours even.

He's about to warn you that he's going to cum, but something stops him. A knock.

"What the fuc-" He sneers

You bite his hand, and he lets go, yelping in pain.

"It's Brendan," you tell him urgently.

"Shit, shit," he pants as he tries to come down from his release without spilling all over the bed, but his cum leaks onto the velvet green bed sheets everywhere.

"Hide," you instruct him quickly as you pull down your clothes and conceal your hickey with your long hair.

"Where?" Walker questions.

You run out of options; his cock is leaking too much cum to hide under the bed or in the closet; instead, you decide to shove him under the covers. It's the best you can do for now as Brendan enters, completely oblivious.

"Hey, Sis," he greets.

You whimper, knowing that Walker is below you under the covers. He had complete power to control you like a marionette, to embarrass you and degrade yourself right in front of your older brother.

"What did you want to see me about?" you ask curiously. You could feel Walker's laughter muffled against your thigh. He was clearly taking advantage of this as his teeth grazed against your vibrating skin.

"What? Can I not see My Sister?" He complains.

You shake your head. "Of course not. It's just that… it's been a lot since Lynsey," you say. You don't know why those words came out of your mouth, but they were.

"I know…" He sighs.

And now you feel bad for bringing her up. Lynsey was like an Aunt or a Sister. You were all so close that you considered her family at this point. Now that she was gone, there was a huge gaping hole left that couldn't be replaced.

"How have you been doing? Since everything?" You ask Brendan, fearing Walker had been too quiet under the covers.

"I haven't been doing well…" He admits, "I've been drinking."

And it's at that moment that Walker decides to get up to mischief. He decides to circle his tongue around your wet, throbbing clit. The wetness seemed never-ending as he sucked and sucked against your skin, making you groan.

"Is everything okay?" Brendan asks.

You almost whimper out his name: Walker. With Brendan's eyes lingering on you, it took everything in your power to hold your tongue.

"I'm fine," You tell him, but Brendan doesn't seem to believe it.

"Really? I don't think you've been the same since she's…died. You've been acting differently; you've been studying so much you never come out of your room," he remarks.

You give him a shrug. "I don't know… I just want to do better and have another chance."

"At what?" He asks.

Just as you are about to tell him, Walker decides to continue playing his game. This time, he adds a finger, the one with his wedding ring. You feel an intense shock of cold against the sensitive spot of your skin. You can feel yourself turning red right in front of Brendan, who gives you a puzzled look in return as your breathing grows and hitches.

"I don't buy it," Brendan tells you plainly. "You're trying to use all that to cope, right? I guess I'm glad it's not drugs or… Walker."

You give him a frown, and at that, Walker picks up the pace as he pumps his finger. You brace yourself for an orgasm as your hand reaches for the nightstand beside your bed, clutching it while also aware of your brother's gaze.

"Darling, are you sure you're alright?" Brendan asks. He must know by now that something is going on.

"I'm fine," you stutter.

You can feel Walker groaning and chuckling against your skin as he bites down, clearly enjoying every second while Brendan is entirely oblivious, at least for the most part he is.

"If you need anything, I'm here," Brendan says as he removes your hand from the nightstand and holds it tightly before kissing your knuckles.

You nod as you squirm, but all you can focus on is the dampness spreading beneath you as Walker wriggles under the bed sheets, his tongue exploring every crevice of your clit. The sensation is almost overwhelming, heightened by Brendan's silent presence as he attempts to collect his thoughts.

You know Lynsey was always a soft spot for him, and Walker's boldness only adds to the tension. If Brendan knew that Walker was right under the covers at this very moment, he would be livid.

Still, deep down, you suspect he'd also find a strange satisfaction in it. With a sigh of relief, Brendan finally gets up and exits the room. You wait a while after he leaves before you dare to remove the covers, revealing Walker's messy and unkempt hair as he stares up at you with an irresistible grin.

“I hate you,” you mutter, rolling your eyes.

Walker licks your essence from his hand. “Are you sure about that?” he asks, tilting his head.

“Very,” you tell him firmly.

[jackhues]

*reminder: i know toronto teams best, i'm not trying to sway you guys into choosing, i'm simply informing you! depending on responses to this poll & my own choice, i'm gonna pick a storyline afterwards.

also: this is very 'she's a boss and he worships the ground she walks on'

thank you to everyone who sent in options <3

[yourartmatters-itswhatgotmehere]

Representation matters!-in YA novels

-i am, obviously, not able to type ALL here, but the ones i know and love dearly+the ones I think are most important for the readers♥- I WILL KEEP UPDATING THIS WHEN NEEDED♥) +obvi not in any important-order!!

-BUT FIRST BOOKS THAT HELP FIGHT RACISM/EDUCATE/INFORM ABOUT BLACK LIVES:

-White Fragility: Why it’s so hard for white people to talk about Racism by Robin DiAngelo

-Why I’m No Longer Talking to White People About Race by Reni Eddo-Lodge

-The Autobiography of Malcolm X by Malcolm X

-The Fire Next Time by James Baldwin

-The Source of Self-Regard by Toni Morrison

(thank you for this list Dakota Johnson!)

+

-The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

-Dreams From My Father by Barack Obama

-Becoming by Michelle Obama

-BOOKS EDUCATING ABOUT CLIMATE CHANGE/CRISIS list:

https://www.goodreads.com/review/list/139102124?shelf=climate-crisis

-BOOKS EDUCATING ABOUT AIDS/HIV list:

https://www.goodreads.com/review/list/139102124?shelf=about-aids-hiv

1. BISEXUAL-BI-REPRESENTATION (as a bi person myself I still think this should be represented more in media everywhere)

-bi boys: Isaac Sullivan (The Devouring Gray + The Deck Of Omens (duology), Jesper Fahey (Six of Crows, Grishaverse), Ness Arroyo/Eduardo Iron (Infinity Cycle Series-Infinity Son + Infinity Reaper as for now), Rufus Emeterio (They Both Die At The End), Nathan Allan (I Wish You All The Best), Magnus Bane (The Mortal Instruments), Nick Nelson (Heartstopper), Alex Claremont Diaz (Red, White & Royal Blue),  Winter Young(Stars and Smoke), Jonah Collins & Dylan Ramirez (They Hate Each Other), Ash Ashton Taylor (The Law of Interia), Will Tavares (Only Mostly Devastated), Enrique “Quique” Luna (This Is Why They Hate Us), Adam Parrish (The Raven Cycle Series), Will Solace (Percy Jackson Series),

-bi girls: Violet Saunders (The Devouring Gray + The Deck Of Omens (duology), Nina Zenik (Six of Crows, Grishaverse), Maribelle Lucero (Infinity Cycle Series- Infinity Son + Infinity Reaper as for now), Vivi Duarte(TheCruelPrince-The Folk Of The Air), Imogen Scott (Imogen, Obviously), Cleo Ferrara (The Girl Next Door), Nora Holleran (Red, White & Royal Blue), Lara (Only Mostly Devastated), Jules Lu (The Charm Offensive), Lea Li Zhang (How to Find a Missing Girl), Sutton Spencer (Those Who Wait),

https://www.goodreads.com/review/list/139102124?shelf=bi-bisexual-characters-done-well

1b. ASEXUAL REPRESENTATION

Ling Chang (The Diviners Series), Tolya Yul-Bataar (Grishaverse-ShadowAndBone), Tori Spring (Heartstopper),  Isaac Henderson (Heartstopper),

1c. PANSEXUAL-PAN-REPRESENTATION

Parisa (The Charm Offensive), Iris Blackthorn (How to Find a Missing Girl),

2. GAY/ LESBIAN REPRESENTATION

-gay: Wylan Van Eck (Six Of Crows, Grishaverse),  Henry DuBois IV (The Diviners Series),  Griffin Griff Jennings(History Is All You Left Me), Brendan and Winston (Shatter Me Series), Prince Henry- Henry George Edward James Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor of Wales(Red White&Royal Blue), Amir Azadi(How It All Blew Up), Charlie Spring (Heartstopper), Orion Pagan(The First To Die At The End), Valentino Prince (The First To Die At The End),  Clark Huckleton(If I See You Again Tomorrow), Beau Dupont (If I See You Again Tomorrow),  Baz Pitch-Tyrannus Basilton Grimm-Pitch (Simon Snow Trilogy), Reynolds ^ Bartholomew Brimsley (Queen Charlotte), James (The Law of Interia), Ollie-Oliver (Only Mostly Devastated), Ronan Lynch (The Raven Cycle Series),  Nico di Angelo (Percy Jackson Series), Emil Rey (Infinity Cycle Series- Infinity Son+ Infinity Reaper as for now),

-lesbian: Arriane Alter (Fallen Series),  Ling Chang (The Diviners Series), Tamar Kir-Bataar (Grishaverse-ShadowAndBone), Nadia Zhabin (Grishaverse-ShadowAndBone), Darcy Olsson (Heartstopper), Tara Jones (Heartstopper), Charlotte Thompson (Those Who Wait),

2b. Non-Binary Representation

-Ben Benjamin De Backer (I Wish You All The Best)

-Wyatt Fowler (The Feeling Of Falling In Love)

-Gem Echols (Godly Heathens)

-Jude Ricci(Okay, Cupid)

+please go read “Gender Euphoria“ by Laura Kate Dale

3. TRANSGENDER PEOPLE REPRESENTATION

- Wyatt Croft (The Witch King)

- Felix Love (Felix Ever After)

- Neil Kearney (The Feeling Of Falling In Love)

- Noah Byrd (The Borrow A Boyfriend Club)

-Enzo Truly (Godly Heathens)

-Gem Echols (Godly Heathens)

-Yadriel (Cemetery Boys)

-Huy Trinh(Okay, Cupid)

+please go read “Gender Euphoria“ by Laura Kate Dale

4. ASTHMA REPRESENTATION

- Arthur Penhaligon (The Keys To The Kingdom Series)

4a. DISABLED CHARACTERS REPRESENTATION

Kaz Brekker & Jesper Fahey & Wylan Van Eck (Grishaverse-Six Of Crows), Genya Safin & David Kostyk(Grishaverse-Shadow And Bone), Ling Chang (The Diviners Series), Harper Carlisle (The Devouring Gray,The Deck Of Omens), Griffin (History Is All You Left Me) (OCD),

-! PLEASE READ Chloe Hayden-Different, Not Less-A Neurodivergent’s Guide to Embracing Your True Self and Finding Your Happily Ever After

(especially for Autism/ADHD)

4b. EPILEPSY in Literature(Thank you for the list The Cameron Boyce Foundation)

-100 Sideways Miles by Andrew Smith

-The Idiot by Dostoevsky

-The Gentlemen’s Guide to Vice and Virtue by Mackenzi Lee

-Dings by Lance Fogan

-What the Wind Can Tell You by Sarah Marie A.Jette

-Mustaches for Maddie by Chad Morris and Shelly Brown

-When You Reach Me by Rebecca Stead

-How Evan Broke His Head and Other Secrets by Garth Stein

-The Thing With Feathers by McCall Hoyle

- The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down by Anne Fadiman

5. DIABETES REPRESENTATION

- Cassie Salazar (Purple Hearts)

6. ADHD REPRESENTATION

- Jesper Fahey (Six Of Crows, Grishaverse)

- Percy Jackson (Percy Jackson and the Olympians Series)

- Alex Claremont Diaz (Red, White & Royal Blue)

- Anne Shirley (Anne Of Green Gables Series)

7. DYSLEXIA/ DYSGRAPHIA REPRESENTATION

- Wylan Van Eck (Six Of Crows, Grishaverse)

- Percy Jackson (Percy Jackson and the Olympians Series)

8. BLACK PEOPLE AS THE LEAD REPRESENTATION

-The Hate U Give- Angie Thomas

-Pride- Ibi Zoboi

-Beau Dupont (If I See You Again Tomorrow)

-Jesper Fahey(Grishaverse-Six Of Crows)

-Memphis Campbell(The Diviners Series)

8b. LATINX MAIN CHARACTERS-REPRESENTATION

Jude & Taryn Duarte (The Folk Of The Air Series starting with The Cruel Prince),

Alex Claremont-Diaz  & June Claremont-Diaz (Red, White & Royal Blue),

Lila Reyes ( A Cuban Girl's Guide to Tea and Tomorrow ),

Infinity Son-Infinity Cycle Series, (many!)

This Is Why They Hate Us, 

The First to Die at the End,

Rufus Emeterio (They Both Die At The End), 

Cemetery Boys

9. THE PROTAGONIST WEARING GLASSES REPRESENTATION

- David Kostyk (Shadow And Bone/Grishaverse)

- Emma Morley (One Day)

- Lewis Barnavelt (Lewis Barnavelt Series)

- Harry Potter (Harry Potter Series)

-Mateo Torrez (They Both Die At The End)

-Elle Argent (Heartstopper)

-Dev Deshpande (The Charm Offensive)

10. MUSLIM REPRESENTATION

-A Very Large Expanse Of Sea/AVLEOS-Tahereh Mafi

-An Emotion Of Great Delight/AEOGD-Tahereh Mafi

-All My Rage-Sabaa Tahir

-An Ember In The Ashes Series-Sabaa Tahir

-How It All Blew Up-Arvin Ahmadi

-Other Words for Home-Jasmine Warga

-My Heart and Other Black Holes-Jasmine Warga

11. NARCISSISTIC/ABUSIVE PARENT REPRESENTATION

-Aaron Warner (Shatter Me Series)

-Adam Kent (Shatter Me Series)

-Wylan Van Eck (Six Of Crows, Grishaverse)

-Ness Arroyo/Eduardo Iron (Infinity Cycle Series-Infinity Son + Infinity Reaper as for now)

-Evie O’Neill (The Diviners Series)

-Henry DuBois IV (The Diviners Series),

-Maxon Schreave (The Selection Series)

-Cardan Greenbriar (The Folk Of The Air Series)

-Sydney Sage (VA-Bloodlines)

-Adrian Ivashkov (Va-Bloodlines)

-Prince Kamran of Ardunia (This Woven Kingdom Series)

12. VEGAN REPRESENTATION

-Luce Price (Fallen Series)

-Emil Rey (Infinity Cycle Series- Infinity Son+ Infinity Reaper as for now)

-Bea (The Law of Inertia)

13. JEWISH PEOPLE REPRESENTATION

-Sam Lloyd/Sergei Lubovitch (The Diviners Series)

-Mabel Rose (The Diviners Series)

-Nora Holleran (Red, White & Royal Blue),

-Just One Day-Year-Night series by Gayle Forman

14. ASIAN PEOPLE REPRESENTATION

-Only a Monster by Vanessa Len

-James (The Law of Inertia)

15. LOSS/ GRIEF REPRESENTATION

-The Devouring Gray Duology-Christine Lynn Herman

-History Is All You Left Me + Infinity Cycle Series-Adam Silvera

-The Diviners Series-Libba Bray

-Grishaverse-Leigh Bardugo

-The Shadow Of The Wind- C R Zafón

-They Both Die At The End + The First To Die At The End-Adam Silvera

-This Woven Kingdom Series- Tahereh Mafi

-One Day-David Nicholls

16. WRITERS/AUTHORS REPRESENTATION

-Anne Shirley (Anne Of Green Gables Series)

-Daniel Sempere (The Shadow Of The Wind-The Cemetery Of Forgotten Books Series)

-Julian Carax (The Shadow Of The Wind)

-Emma Morley (One Day)

-David Martin (The Angel’s Game-The Cemetery Of Forgotten Books Series)

-Memphis Campbell (The Diviners Series)

-Orion Pagan (The First To Die At The End)

-Prince Henry- Henry George Edward James Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor of Wales(Red White&Royal Blue)

[malte1mj-blog]

2008 Movie Awards

Best Picture: The Dark Knight Milk Rachel Getting Married WALL-E The Wrestler HONORABLE MENTION: Doubt, The Class, Dear Zachary: A Letter to a Son About His Father, Burn After Reading, Wendy and Lucy, Man on Wire, Hunger, Ballast, Vicky Cristina Barcelona, Happy-Go-Lucky, Synecdoche New York Best Director: Darren Aronofsky, The Wrestler Jonathan Demme, Rachel Getting Married Christopher Nolan, The Dark Knight Andrew Stanton, WALL-E Gus Van Sant, Milk HONORABLE MENTION: Laurent Cantet, The Class; Ethan Coen & Joel Coen, Burn After Reading; David Fincher, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button; Lance Hammer, Ballast; Charlie Kaufman, Synecdoche, New York; Kurt Kuenne, Dear Zachary; Mike Leigh, Happy-Go-Lucky; James Marsh, Man on Wire; Steve McQueen, Hunger; Kelly Reichardt, Wendy and Lucy; John Patrick Shanley, Doubt Best Actor: Michael Fassbender, Hunger Richard Jenkins, The Visitor Ben Kingsley, Elegy Sean Penn, Milk Mickey Rourke, The Wrestler HONORABLE MENTION: Francois Begeaudeau, The Class; Michael Cera, Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist; Robert Downey Jr., Iron Man; Colin Farrell, In Bruges; James Franco, Pineapple Express; Brendan Gleeson, In Bruges; Philip Seymour Hoffman, Doubt; Philip Seymour Hoffman, Synecdoche New York; Frank Langella, Frost/Nixon; Brad Pitt, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button; Michael Pitt, Funny Games; Alejandro Polanco, Chop Shop; Jason Segel, Forgetting Sarah Marshall; Micheal J. Smith Sr., Ballast; Anton Yelchin, Charlie Barlett Best Actress: Anne Hathaway, Rachel Getting Married Sally Hawkins, Happy-Go-Lucky Kristin Scott Thomas, I've Loved You So Long Meryl Streep, Doubt Michelle Williams, Wendy and Lucy HONORABLE MENTION: Amy Adams, Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day; Kate Beckinsale, Nothing But the Truth; Cate Blanchett, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button; Rebecca Hall, Vicky Cristina Barcelona; Scarlett Johansson, Vicky Cristina Barcelona; Nicole Kidman, Australia; Melissa Leo, Frozen River; Frances McDormand, Burn After Reading; Frances McDormand, Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day; Tarra Riggs, Ballast; Jess Weixler, Teeth; Kate Winslet, Revolutionary Road Best Supporting Actor: James Franco, Milk Bill Irwin, Rachel Getting Married Heath Ledger, The Dark Knight Eddie Marsan, Happy-Go-Lucky Brad Pitt, Burn After Reading HONORABLE MENTION: Russell Brand, Forgetting Sarah Marshall; Josh Brolin, Milk; Brady Corbet, Funny Games; Liam Cunningham, Hunger; Aaron Eckhart, The Dark Knight; Ralph Fiennes, In Bruges; Danny McBride, Pineapple Express; Liam McMahon, Hunger; Mos Def, Cadillac Records; Gary Oldman, The Dark Knight; Dev Patel, Slumdog Millionaire; Haaz Sleiman, The Visitor Best Supporting Actress: Penelope Cruz, Vicky Cristina Barcelona Viola Davis, Doubt Rosemarie DeWitt, Rachel Getting Married Samantha Morton, Synecdoche, New York Evan Rachel Wood, The Wrestler HONORABLE MENTION: Hiam Abbass, The Visitor; Amy Adams, Doubt; Patricia Clarkson, Elegy; Vera Farmiga, Nothing But the Truth; Ari Graynor, Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist; Taraji P. Henson, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button; Anjelica Huston, Choke; Beyonce Knowles, Cadillac Records; Sophie Okonedo, The Secret Life of Bees; Freida Pinto, Slumdog Millionaire; Tilda Swinton, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button; Marisa Tomei, The Wrestler; Debra Winger, Rachel Getting Married; Elysa Zylberstein, I’ve Loved You So Long Best Original Screenplay: Burn After Reading - Ethan Coen & Joel Coen Hunger - Steve McQueen & Enda Walsh Milk - Dustin Lance Black Rachel Getting Married - Jenny Lumet WALL-E - Pete Docter, Jim Reardon & Andrew Stanton HONORABLE MENTION: Australia, Ballast, Charlie Barlett, Chop Shop, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Happy-Go-Lucky, In Bruges, I’ve Loved You So Long, Pineapple Express, Synecdoche New York, Vicky Cristina Barcelona, The Visitor, The Wrestler, Zack and Miri Make a Porno Best Adapted Screenplay: The Class - Francois Begaudeau, Robin Campillo & Laurent Cantet The Dark Knight - David S. Goyer, Christopher Nolan & Jonathan Nolan Doubt - John Patrick Shanley Elegy - Nicholas Meyer Slumdog Millionaire - Simon Beaufoy HONORABLE MENTION: The Counterfeiters, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Iron Man, Let the Right One In, Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day, Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist, Speed Racer, Wendy and Lucy Best Ensemble: Burn After Reading The Class The Dark Knight Milk Slumdog Millionaire HONORABLE MENTION: Australia, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Doubt, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Funny Games, Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist, Rachel Getting Married, Speed Racer, Synecdoche New York, Vicky Cristina Barcelona, Zack and Miri Make a Porno Best Limited Performance - Male: Andre Blake, Rachel Getting Married Justin Long, Zack and Miri Make a Porno Denis O'Hare, Milk Michael Shannon, Revolutionary Road J.K. Simmons, Burn After Reading HONORABLE MENTION: Alan Alda, Flash of Genius; Michael Caine, The Dark Knight; Tom Cruise, Tropic Thunder; Bill Hader, Pineapple Express; David Rasche, Burn After Reading; Victor Rasuk, Stop-Loss; Mark Rendall, Charlie Barlett Best Limited Performance - Female: Patricia Clarkson, Vicky Cristina Barcelona Hope Davis, Synecdoche, New York Karina Fernandez, Happy-Go-Lucky Amy Ryan, Changeling Robin Weigert, Synecdoche, New York HONORABLE MENTION: Heather Burns, Choke; Zoe Kazan, Revolutionary Road; Jennifer Jason Leigh, Synecdoche New York; Lena Olin, The Reader; Amy Sedaris, Snow Angels; Sigourney Weaver, Vantage Point; Dianne Wiest, Synecdoche New York; Kristen Wiig, Ghost Town Breakthrough Performance: Ari Graynor, Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist Alejandro Polanco, Chop Shop Tarra Riggs, Ballast Micheal J. Smith Sr., Ballast Jess Weixler, Teeth HONORABLE MENTION: David Kross, The Reader; Lina Leandersson, Let the Right One In; Charlie McDermott, Frozen River; Gabe Nevins, Paranoid Park; Esmeralda Ouertani, The Class; Freida Pinto, Slumdog Millionaire; Rachel Regulier, The Class; Brandon Walters, Australia Best Film Editing: The Dark Knight - Lee Smith Hunger - Joe Walker Rachel Getting Married - Tim Squyres Slumdog Millionaire - Chris Dickens The Wrestler - Andrew Weisblum HONORABLE MENTION: Australia, Ballast, Burn After Reading, Chop Shop, The Class, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Dear Zachary, Doubt. Funny Games, Hellboy II: The Golden Army, Iron Man, Let the Right One In, Man on Wire, Milk, Paranoid Park, Pineapple Express, Speed Racer Best Cinematography: Australia - Mandy Walker Ballast - Lol Crawley The Curious Case of Benjamin Button - Claudio Miranda The Dark Knight - Wally Pfister The Wrestler - Maryse Alberti HONORABLE MENTION: Burn After Reading, Changeling, Chop Shop, Doubt, Elegy, Funny Games, Hunger, Let the Right One In, Milk, Paranoid Park, Rachel Getting Married, The Reader, Revolutionary Road, Slumdog Millionaire, Synecdoche New York, Wendy and Lucy Best Original Score: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button - Alexandre Desplat The Dark Knight - James Newton Howard & Hans Zimmer Milk - Danny Elfman Slumdog Millionaire - A.R. Rahman WALL-E - Thomas Newman HONORABLE MENTION: Australia, Burn After Reading, Changeling, In Bruges, I’ve Loved You So Long, Kung Fu Panda, Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day, Revolutionary Road, Speed Racer, The Visitor, Waltz with Bashir, The X-Files: I Want to Believe Best Original Song: High School Musical 3: Senior Year - "I Want It All" - Matthew Gerrard & Robbie Nevil Slumdog Millionaire - "Jai Ho" - Gulzar & A.R. Rahman Synecdoche, New York - "Little Person" - Jon Brion & Charlie Kaufman WALL-E - "Down to Earth" - Peter Gabriel & Thomas Newman The Wrestler - "The Wrestler" - Bruce Springsteen HONORABLE MENTION: Australia - “By the Boab Tree”; Bolt - “Barking at the Moon”; Cadillac Records - “Once in a Lifetime”; High School Musical 3: Senior Year - “High School Musical”; High School Musical 3: Senior Year - “A Night to Remember”; My Blueberry Nights - “The Story”; Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist - “Ottoman”; Sex and the City - “All Dressed in Love”; Slumdog Millionaire - “O Saya”; Trouble the Water - “Trouble the Water”; Twilight - “I Caught Myself” Best Art Direction: Australia - Beverly Dunn & Catherine Martin Changeling - Gary Fettis & James J. Murakami The Curious Case of Benjamin Button - Donald Graham Burt & Victor J. Zolfo Revolutionary Road - Debra Schutt & Kristi Zea Synecdoche, New York - Mark Friedberg & Lydia Marks HONORABLE MENTION: Burn After Reading, The Counterfeiters, The Dark Knight, Frost/Nixon, Hellboy II: The Golden Army, High School Musical 3: Senior Year, Iron Man, Milk, Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day, Pineapple Express, Sex and the City, Slumdog Millionaire, Speed Racer, Vicky Cristina Barcelona Best Costume Design: Australia - Catherine Martin The Curious Case of Benjamin Button - Jacqueline West Milk - Danny Glicker Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day - Michael O'Connor Sex and the City - Patricia Field HONORABLE MENTION: Burn After Reading, Cadillac Records, Changeling, The Counterfeiters, The Dark Knight, Doubt, Frost/Nixon, Happy-Go-Lucky, Hellboy II: The Golden Army, Iron Man, Revolutionary Road, Slumdog Millionaire, Speed Racer, Synecdoche New York, W., The Wrestler Best Makeup: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button The Dark Knight Frost/Nixon Hunger The Wrestler HONORABLE MENTION: Cadillac Records, Hellboy II: The Golden Army, Iron Man, Let the Right One In, Milk, Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day, Saw V, Sex and the City, Slumdog Millionaire, Speed Racer, Synecdoche New York, Tropic Thunder, Twilight, W. Best Sound Mixing: The Dark Knight Iron Man Pineapple Express Speed Racer WALL-E HONORABLE MENTION: Australia, Cadillac Records, Cloverfield, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Get Smart, Hellboy II: The Golden Army, High School Musical 3: Senior Year, The Incredible Hulk, Kung Fu Panda, Let the Right One In, Mamma Mia!, Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist, Slumdog Millionaire, Tropic Thunder, The Wrestler Best Sound Editing: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button The Dark Knight Iron Man Speed Racer WALL-E HONORABLE MENTION: Australia, Cloverfield, Get Smart, Hellboy II: The Golden Army, The Incredible Hulk, Kung Fu Panda, Pineapple Express, Saw V, Slumdog Millionaire, Tropic Thunder, The Wrestler, The X-Files: I Want to Believe Best Visual Effects: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button The Dark Knight Hellboy II: The Golden Army Iron Man Speed Racer HONORABLE MENTION: Australia, Cloverfield, Eagle Eye, Get Smart, The Incredible Hulk, Tropic Thunder Best Foreign-Language Film: The Class - Laurent Cantet The Counterfeiters - Stefan Ruzowitzky I've Loved You So Long - Philippe Claudel Let the Right One In - Tomas Alfredson Waltz with Bashir - Ari Folman HONORABLE MENTION: JCVD Best Documentary: Dear Zachary: A Letter to a Son About His Father - Kurt Kuenne Man on Wire - James Marsh Taxi to the Dark Side - Alex Gibney Trouble the Water - Carl Deal & Tia Lessin Young@Heart - Stephen Walker Honorable Mention: HONORABLE MENTION: Bigger Stronger Fast, Encounters at the End of the World, Religulous, Standard Operating Procedure, Waltz with Bashir Best Animated Film: Bolt - Byron Howard & Chris Williams Dr. Seuss' Horton Hears a Who - Jimmy Hayward & Steve Martino Kung Fu Panda - Mark Osborne & John Stevenson WALL-E - Andrew Stanton Waltz with Bashir - Ari Folman Every 2008 Film I've Seen: Ranked

[firstdraftpod]

Hold Your Square With Jason Reynolds

First Draft Episode #214: Jason Reynolds

Jason Reynolds is the New York Times bestselling author of the Ghost series (Ghost, Patina, Sunny, Lu), When I Was the Greatest, The Boy in the Black Suit, As Brave As You, Miles Morales: Spider Man, Long Way Down, For Every One, Look Both Ways, and co-author of All American Boys (with Brendan Kiely, listen to his First Draft interview here) and Stamped: Racism, Anti-Racism, and You (with Ibram X. Kendi),. In January, Jason was named the seventh National Ambassador for Young People’s Literature for 2020-2021.

Links and Topics Mentioned In This Episode

Jason didn’t grow up writing prose, but he and all his friends had rhyme books where they would write lyrics. They wanted to be the next Nas, Slick Rick, Run DMC, Big Daddy Kane, or Rakim.

Jason’s aunt would give him classic books as gifts, including Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson and Little Women by Louisa May Alcott

Bob Marley’s “Kaya,” Nina Simone’s “Four Women,” Tracy Chapman’s “Fast Car” were hugely influential on Jason because of the beauty of the lyrics

Jason teamed up with the artist and writer Jason Douglas Griffin for an early book, My Name is Jason. Mine Too: Our Story. Our Way.

Jason credits Joanna Cotler, author and artist, and then publisher of her own imprint at HarperCollins, with teaching him how to write narrative and gave him the mantra: “Your intuition will take you farther than your education ever will.”

Jacqueline Woodson (author of Brown Girl Dreaming, winner of the National Book Award, the Coretta Scott King Award, and Newberry Honor winner), Rita Williams-Garcia (author of Clayton Byrd Goes Underground, a National Book Award finalist), and Walter Dean Myers (author of more than 100 books for young people, including Monster, winner of the Printz Award, the Coretta Scott King Award, and National Book Award, and more) are people Jason considers predecessors to his career.

Christopher Myers, writer, artist, and the son of Walter Dean Myers, pressed Jason to return to writing, to carry on his father’s legacy. At Christopher’s urging, Jason read The Young Landlords by Walter Dean Myers (which the TV show 227 was based on)

Caitlyn Dlouhy, Vice President & Editorial Director of Caitlyn Dlouhy Books, nurtured Jason’s career by focusing on the integrity of his work

Laurie Halse Anderson (author of Speak and The Impossible Knife of Memory), Eliot Schrefer (author of Threatened, a National Book Award finalist), and Gene Luen Yang (author and illustrator of American Born Chinese), and Jason also shouts out Sharon Draper’s New York Times bestselling Stella by Starlight

Jason references part of Walt Whitman’s Song of Myself: “Unscrew the locks from the doors! Unscrew the doors themselves from their jambs!”

Jason admires writers who use verse for all or many of their books, specifically Kwame Alexander (poet and educator, and New York Times bestselling author of The Crossover: A Novel, winner of the Newbery Medal and a Coretta Scott King Honor) and Ellen Hopkins (New York Times bestselling author of Crank)

Alfred Hitchcock’s works (including Psycho and Rear Window), and Stanley Kubrick’s The Shining are examples of subtle ways that framing and design can make a viewer feel uncomfortable.

Quincy Jones said about producing music, “I always say you have to leave space for God to walk into the room.” That’s how Jason feels about the appearance of poetry in text.

The first scene of Boyz ‘n the Hood shows one kid asking another, “Do you want to see a dead body?”

Fresh Ink: An Anthology, edited by Lamar Giles (author of Fake ID and Spin), and Black Enough: Stories of Being Young & Black in America, edited by Ibi Zoboi (author of American Street, a National Book Award finalist, and Pride) are among the anthologies that Jason thinks are wonderful. He wonders why we’ve moved away from the short story format for younger readers.

The TV show High Maintenance is another example of vignette storytelling that Jason was going for with Look Both Ways

Jason shouts out Jennifer Buehler, Ph.D., Associate Professor at St. Louis University, Educational Studies who specializes in young adult literature

Jason’s friend and co-author of All American Boys, Brendan Keily (author of Tradition, listen to his First Draft episode here), refers to the story under the story as “vertical narrative”

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[gothushi]

U and bralker but u make them fuck and whoever cums first has to watch you fuck the other without touching themselves

i spent so long on this bc ugh… i just had to get it right. fem reader, voyeurism, mostly sub Simon but he’s just whiny, light spanking, unrealistic prep

“What?” Both Brendan and Simon gawk at the same time, well.. Simon gawks and Brendan just raises a brow.. The smirk on your face grows as you laugh, sat back comfortably in the chair in your room.

“You heard me. I wanna watch Brendan fuck you.” Your eyes avert to Simon first, then Brendan, “What? Not really any different than what we usually do.” Except what you three usually do involves all three of you.

“What about you?” You could’ve sworn there was a pout on Simon’s pretty lips as he asks.

“I wanna watch.” A smile graces your lips, smoothing a finger over your nail polish, admiring the rings on your finger before resting your hands in your lap, “So? Get to it, you aren’t shy are you?”

The slight mock seems to spur them on, well, Brendan at least, because the suited man is grasping Simon’s jaw and tugging him into a messy kiss. It pulls a noise from Simon, some strained kind of whine, taking just a moment to kiss back. One thing leads to another, grabby hands pushing off clothes until Simon’s getting pinned down, naked, some snarky remark being said about him getting fucked, which earns a hard slap on his thigh from Brendan.

“Ah! Easy,” He complains, back arching whilst Brendan’s hand shoves him face first against the bed, cheek smushing into the covers.

“Quiet Walker, just put on a pretty show, okay?” Brendan chuckles, sucking a ringed finger into his mouth to coat it with spit before rubbing at the rim of Simon’s exposed hole, making him gasp softly against the duvet on your bed. He pushes in, slow, other hand pressing down on the small of his back to accentuate his arch. Simon makes eye contact with you where you sit, his hands curling into the duvet, brows pushing together as he’s stretched. The Irishman is surprisingly gentle for now, letting him adjust before adding another finger. Walker bites his lip, blue eyes fluttering and struggling to maintain eye contact as he whines at the stretch.

His little noises fill the air for the few minutes Brendan stretches him, before he’s undoing his belt, the buckle clanking together as he doesn’t bother with fully taking off his pants, just shoving them open enough to get his aching cock out. You get to watch the way Simon’s eyes flutter and go hazy as Brendan smacks his cock on his hole a few times, and then watch those pretty blues squeeze shut with a pleasured look covering his face as he pushes in, easing in slow. “Fuuuck, look at that.” Big hands grope at Simon’s ass, letting him get used to the feeling before he sets a brutal pace.

Simon yelps, sounding like he’s been punched in the gut before he arches, gasps, starts moaning with every meet of Brendan’s balls against his own. It makes his face flush a deep red, color traveling down his neck as he squirms. “I have an idea.” You speak, grinning whilst Brendan doesn’t stop but just keeps a hand grasping on Simon’s ass as he looks at you, the other hung limp at his side..

“And what’s that idea, huh love?” How does Brendan sound so composed whilst fucking into him like that? Simon wants to whine, complain, but knows better than to interrupt you as you start speaking again, stuttering little moans escaping him as background noise.

“I have a surprise for whichever one of you cums first. Though you’re probably not gonna like it.”

“So– nnnhah– a punishment?” Walker pants, eyes struggling to stay open as he looks at you from on the bed.

“Smart boy,” You coo, grinning at him, “but I’m not telling you yet. So have your fun!” You wave your hands as if for them to continue even though Brendan hasn’t stopped fucking into him anyway. That does however prompt him to go faster, harder, making Simon whine as his body jolts with every thrust, hair falling in front of his eyes.

This is bad, Brendan’s angling his hips just right to continuously hit Simon’s prostate with every other thrust, his hands groping as the latters ass, knows his body too well and what things make him tick, sending him hurtling towards that pleasurable peak. His cock hangs between his thighs, leaking onto your bed, the sheer force of Brendan’s thrusts making his ass and the backs of his thighs turn pink from the skin on skin impact.

“Stop– asshole, fuh–hahh!” Words fail him as he grabs at the duvet in his fists, not even able to make eye contact with you anymore as he has to squeeze his eyes shut and focus on not cumming. Brendan only cackles a laugh, hand coming down to smack hard on Simon’s ass, “Ah! Oh fuck–“

“You’re gonna lose Walker, suck it up,” He groans, “barely even started too.” Brendan’s eyes flutter closed, hands on Simon’s ass for leverage before they slide down to grip his waist.

The hot hands gripping so hard they might bruise makes him let out a pathetic whimper, “Shut up– nngh!” Simon’s back bends, arching up before Brendan forces it back down, Simon’s knees parting further and sliding until he’s fully laid on his front, dripping cock pressed between his tummy and the bed. The sensation makes his eyes roll back into his skull, a lewd whine escaping him, “Stop– Brendan I’m gon- ah! I’m–“ He can’t even finish his sentence, hips grinding back on Brendan’s cock before down into the bed as he orgasms. His thighs shake, spasming, toes curling and feet kicking the bed as Brendan growls a moan and pulls out, panting.

“Simon loses!” You declare with a giggle, grinning wide.

“That he does,” Brendan agrees, smoothing his hands up and down Simon’s back in a soothing manner, the latter laying there like a wet sock. He grumbles something unintelligible, pulling another laugh from you.

“Don’t pout baby,” You coo, “you didn’t.. not agree to this.” With that said, you get up from your vanity chair and go over to Simon, kneeling down on the bed beside him with one knee as you bend down. A hand finds his hair, petting over him as he finishes catching his breath. He really never stood a chance. “You wanna know your punishment?”

He groans, “Just tell me.”

“You.. my handsome thing..” You start, kissing his temple which pulls a small hum from him, “have to sit over there and watch Brendan fuck me. And you can’t touch yourself.” The declaration makes him whine a bit, looking up at you.

“Really?

“Really.”

“Sounds pretty fuckin’ nice to me.” Brendan finally chimes in, now fully naked.

“Well– obviously!” Walker retorts, throwing a glare back at the Irishman. He cackles in response and spanks Simon once, making him yelp.

“Shut up and get in the chair.” Even though he doesn’t want to, he listens, reluctantly getting to his feet and moving to where you previously sat. He sits with a groan, half hard, never having fully softened. Cum coats his cock, sticky and smeared along the length as he lays his arms on the armrests of the chair.

“I really can’t touch myself, at all?” Walker complains softly, trying a pouty look.

“Not one finger.” You confirm, grinning as you lay back on your bed, thighs parting to invite Brendan between them. He wastes no time at all, crawling overtop you to kiss you deeply as he grinds his cock against you. The sensation makes you moan, getting lost in his kiss for a moment and looping your arms around his neck. One of Brendan’s fingers circle your clit, slow, deliberate, before dipping to feel how soaked you are. The feeling pulls a groan from his chest.

“Fuck Simon, she’s drippin’, y’like watchin’ us that much?”

A giggle fills the air, bubbling up your throat as you nod, “Yeah, you two listen to me really well.”

“Oh shut up,” The Irishman laughs, sliding into you in one slow motion. It makes both of you groan, and Simon whine, forced to just watch. He squirms a bit as Brendan starts to roll his hips into you deeply, a different movement than how he fucked Simon. It stutters a moan out of you, your back arching and you tilt your head back whilst Brendan’s lips cover your neck, “Fuck, there y’go..”

He grinds slow, deep, just how you like it and his cock reaches so deep, just bordering on painful, “Oh my God, fuck Brendan,” it leaves your lips as a whine, hands grabbing at his biceps with nails pushing into his skin.

Simon squirms a bit in his seat, cock aching now, and he digs his fingers against the armrests so as to not touch himself. His face feels flushed because of him watching you two, watching how Brendan’s hands push at your shoulder and thigh, his tongue licks up your neck hotly, nipping at your jaw before kissing you again. Arousal swirls in his gut, making him whine softly.

The noise makes you detach from the kiss and turn your head, whilst Brendan buries his face into your neck and kisses to resist the urge to cum already, “What, love? Feeling neglected?” You grin.

“Can’t I–“

“No.”

“Mmm c’mon–“

“No.”

“Fuck you.”

“That’s not– ah! not nice Simon.” The insult only brings a breathy laugh to your lips, and then Brendan pipes in with a groan.

“I’m putting you over my lap when I’m done with her.”

“Are not!”

“Yes he is, oh fuck–“ Your agreement tapers off into a whine, thighs squeezing Brendans waist, “Right there, please.” He obliges easily, anything you ask, a couple fingers skillfully rubbing your clit in circles, with just the right pressure to send your legs trembling and a warning on your lips, “Bren– I’m gonna–“

“Go on, cum on me.” The Irishman groans, sucking at your pulse point. The action sends you over the edge, legs tightening around him and spasming as you cum, hard, the sensation rolls through you with gasping moans, both men practically whining at the sight as Brendan cums as well. Panting fills the room, only interrupted by the quiet whiny noises Simon makes. Your head tilts, giving a tired grin at Simon, before turning to the one atop you,

“So, I get to watch you spank him right?”

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“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” Simon weeps, face flushed with tears wetting his cheeks, bent over Brendan’s naked thighs and practically falling off with how much his legs kick.

“Shoulda thought before you ran your fucking– “ Brendan’s hand tangles into the others hair, yanking his head up and pulling a cry from the other, “mouth. Apologize again.”

“I’m sorry!” He squeals, the Irishman’s ringed hand coming down on his ass again, the pain making his ears ring and his heart pound.

All the while you watch with a laugh bubbling up in your throat.

[gothushi]

I implore you to consider…domming Walker and Brendan at the same time. Or at least playing into their rivalry, maybe some voyuerism…

ugh, this. i can see both scenarios honestly, fem reader and not proofread im sorry ill check it in the morning

if it’s both of them at the same time, they both worship you. and are extremely competitive with each other. will often fight for your attention, whether that’s giving you a kiss to make the other jealous, or nearly tongue fucking each others mouths because they’re both trying to eat you out. often will start an actual little fight whilst pleasuring you, resulting in you either denying pleasure from both of them or snapping your fingers at them like they’re bad dogs. brendan’s definitely more confident though, say they’re both eating you out, alternating between kissing your thighs and sucking at your clit, and brendan’s hand will start palming over simon’s aching bulge, making him whine on your clit and start panting and drooling more. his head’ll collapse on your thigh, staring up at you with hearts in his eyes as if you’re the one touching him. all the while brendan rubs his hand harder and spits on your already soaked clit to continue what simon stopped doing. you often instruct brendan to fuck simon while you watch, thoroughly enjoying the faces the latter makes, how he grabs the blankets tight in his fists, tears up, stares at you with pleading eyes because he wants you to touch him to. they’re both obsessed with you, will do anything you ask, even if they fight over it.

now if it’s just you and simon, and maybe you’ve had some history with brendan (just to spice it up), simon is a fucking menace. set up a scenario, at chez chez, just hanging out with simon whilst he’s waiting on brendan to come out of his office to talk. but simon gets preoccupied, cornering you against the wall, kissing you deeply. your hands are roaming all over him, grabbing his waist, squeezing, and brendan comes from his office to find simon. he obviously doesn’t notice though, too occupied with kissing you like his life depends on it. you do though, you see the way brendans eyes lock onto yours, the way they harden a bit. a grin flashes over your face, hands roaming up simon’s back making him moan low against your jaw where his tongue drags over your skin. he’s sucking a mark into your skin when you push a knee between his thighs and he gasps, a faint whimper sounding for your ears only. brendan stands amongst the crowded club, keeping his eyes on you both even as people walk past him, colored lights flashing over everyone. within not even sixty seconds simon’s pushing his cock down on your thigh, face flushed, your hands running through his hair, only focused on you, your own eyes focused on brendan. brendan can see you whispering something to simon, something that makes his shoulders shake with a laugh and his body crowd closer to yours, sucking at your neck. brendan can see the way simons lips part to moan, and something of.. jealousy? anger? something, flashes through him. he breaks eye contact just as simon cums against your thigh, none of the drunken crowd even sparing a glance at the two of you at the edge of the room.

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i’d to elaborate more but once again, late night ramble thoughts, i cld possibly do a full fic on one of these ?

[gothushi]

blurbs:

gun play

daddy kink

human table

too far

sloppy

drabbles:

simon headcanons

sub!simon headcanons

walker and brendan

fics:

impact play

bralker

white horse

[gothushi]

OMG pls what happens the first time Simon calls Brendan daddy

“listen just trust me alright? you’ll love it” your words do little to reassure brendan’s mood. you said you and simon have a surprise for him, he’ll love it, to just trust you and that it was already talked about beforehand.

leading him up the stairs and into the bedroom, you both find simon where you left him. back to the door, on his knees by the bed. he’s bare besides his boxers, feet tucked neatly underneath his butt as he sits. he doesn’t turn, doesn’t greet either of you, and brendan seems a bit.. concerned.. confused?

you however, just walk over to simon and card a hand through his soft hair, pushing it back and urging his head up at you smile down at him, sitting on the edge of the bed before him, “hi sweetheart, y’miss me?”

simon nearly purrs, leaning into your hand as his blues flutter, “mmm.. missed momma.”

oh.

brendan swallows, slowly walking into the room and letting the door shut behind him, his eyes locked onto where he’s knelt down.

“i’ve got what i promised sweetheart,” you coo to simon, before looking at brendan and patting the duvet next to you, urging him to sit down. he listens, adjusting his suit pants as he sits, and god the sweet smile on simon’s face? worth a million bucks.

“say ‘hi daddy’”

“hi daddy” simon swoons, eyes lidded as you keep petting over his hair, and he leans forward to rest his head on brendan’s knee closest to him.

“this is my– this is the surprise?” brendan swipes a hand over his mouth, eyes flitting between you and simon. you pout though, obviously he isn’t upset but..

“brendan.. so mean, say hi back to him!”

“i-“ he pauses, staring at you for a second before he seems to snap into it and look down at simon, “fuck yer right, i’m sorry love, hi” his hand finds yours in simon’s hair, so you let him take over on petting the boy. he reacts happy to that, making a little mumble as he nuzzles into the smooth fabric of brendan’s slacks. his blunt nails scratch and simon moans a little ‘daddy’ and you hear brendan’s breath hitch.

“right, neither of you are leavin’ this room till i’m done with ya.”

[gothushi]

For some ungodly reason I can't help but feel the urge to baby Simon. Like I could never bring myself to punish or hurt him and I just know Brendan would tell me to stop babying simon after he got punished but I'll just flick him off and let Simon suck on my tits while I gently praise him and stroke his hair. UGHHH 😫

see simon’s just got those sweet big ol eyes that he’ll use to beg and plead and pout whilst blushing to get what he wants and it works!!!!! brendan will tell u to stop babying the damn slut he just keeps doing shit because u let him get away with it. earns brendan the finger and a night on the couch whilst simon cuddles with u with an evil little grin

simon very innocently uses this to his advantage all the time. ur wrapped around his finger and he knows it!! asks so nicely for anything he wants, either an object, a favor, or for u two to do smth together. will often just come in and crawl ontop of u pushing at your shirt whining and u gotta be all “sh sh shh honey hold on” so u can get ur bra off before he’s latches onto ur tits:( brendan walks by the bedroom and scowls but simon’s just ur babydoll🤍

u always let him cum as many times as he wants to as well, he’s relentless when he’s pent up and he’s gasping and constantly saying thank you as his hips pound into urs, lewd squelching of him grinding into ur pussy and he’s begging “one more, one more?” all slurred and drooly:((

[gothushi]

Brendan’s fucking Simon from behind and Simon’s balls deep in you, cock ring on, not sure which sensation he should be leaning in to, not sure if he should be screaming ‘mommy’ or ‘daddy’

simon’s in fucking heaven. and hell. he’s buried in your tits, drooling all over them, kissing appreciatively at your nipples and whining all the while. he isn’t even thrusting at this point, just letting the pounding of brendan behind him force his body to grind into you.

scratches adorn his back, thanks to brendan’s blunt nails. his ass is red from the force of brendan’s thrusts, raw and red. his arms strain where your hands hold at his elbows, keeping them back as if you want his elbows to touch behind his back. it stretches his muscles, adds more sensation to the otherwise brutal pleasure he’s facing.

he can’t even think, stretched wide open and deep inside you, wails filling the empty house as he sobs and moans. he’s begging, words muffled against your chest and collarbones as he yelps and whines like a kicked puppy, “momma– mmm– ah!” “da-ah, ah, daddy– please!” “wan’.. wanna cum– cu– can’t hold it!” he’ll squeal, but he has no choice but to hold it thanks to the rubber around his cock and balls, tight, forcefully holding back his orgasm. his back arches, pressing down into you and also pushing his ass back to meet brendan’s hips.

and when he starts begging, pleading to cum, please please please mommy it hurts (he knows better than to beg brendan. it won’t work) said man will yank him up by his hair, watch his back arch as his arms flail to hold himself up so he won’t flop ontop of you, weeping at the pain as the tears slip from his pretty blues, brendan just spits out, “you’ll take what you get boy, how about you thank mommy fer letting you fuck her?” his tone is mean, snide, tossing simon back down into your chest

his whole attiude changes, weeping, grateful he even was allowed to fuck you tonight, worshipping your chest and neck until he begs sweetly for a kiss, eyes wet and cheeks pink, brows drawn up, so you oblige.

it takes ten entire minutes to convince brendan to let him cum, both you and simon begging between whiny noises. brendan’s a sucker for you both anyway.. you would’ve got what you wanted regardless.

[gothushi]

Nothing, just thinking about Brendan taking it too far with Simon and then leaving Simon no choice but to go to you or rather your breast for comfort

stop:(( maybe simon acted up way too much or fucked up a deal opportunity for brendan so he got punished bad:( had to stay under his desk all night with brendan’s cock in his mouth and then once the club closed he got spanked hard like almost instantly bruising and even though he was begging and crying for him to stop, brendan didn’t. (simon knows his safe word, but felt so ashamed and embarrassed of how he messed up that he didn’t say it) had to walk back to the apartment with his throat sore and his butt absolutely on fire, eyes hazy and wet with tears.

brendan brings him inside to you in bed and gives him a little kiss, “i’m still upset with you, but i love you. now go lay down.” and then he’s off to shower. you’re all confused like why is my baby crying? and simon’s crawling into bed immediately as more tears roll down his cheeks. you’re helping him undress when he whimpers as you try to push his jeans down, asking him whats wrong and trying to calm him at the same time. he kicks his jeans off and you can just barely see red marks on the backs of his thighs, some pieces clicking together.

“oh my poor baby.. sweet thing, it’s okay..” he cries a little more at that, hiccuping on his breaths as he buries himself against your chest, pawing at you. your own hands are rubbing his back, caressing his face, and you arch to tug your shirt off when you notice him grasping and pulling at it. almost immediately he’s got his mouth latched around your nipple, suckling at it as his shaky hand massages your other boob. he’s so upset:( his butt hurts so bad and just wants momma to make it better, so you pet his hair like he’s a little kitty, scratching at his scalp, cooing at him, caressing his wet cheeks and lightly rubbing over his shoulders.

when brendan comes back from his shower, he tugs simon’s boxers off to reveal the red and bruising skin, before he’s grabbing some lotion to rub over his raw flesh. he’s extremely gentle, especially when simon whimpers around kisses and sucks to your tit, drooling on your skin, still crying quietly. his feet kick at the bed from the pain and you hush him softly, “shh shh.. just stay still” “it’ll feel better soon i promise, you trust me don’t you?” “listen to momma, it’ll be okay, i love you” and when simon falls asleep tucked against you, brendan definitely gets an angrily whispered scolding and has to sleep on the couch

[gothushi]

half of those photos that just got sent in r just 'look baby we're being good boys while we're away from u'

they literally are🤭 literally just giving you check ups whilst you’re on a work trip or holiday without them, ‘we’re behaving!!!’

random thought but my headcanon for when it’s both of them with you is that simon isn’t a cop and he just met brendan in prison and ended up meeting you through brendan and boom you three are like this🤞🏻