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stuckinapril · 5 months

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Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything

#I’m just in a whole state of mind rn #there will always be ppl who try to bring u down but pursuing the things u love will help u rise above it.#I absolutely still get anxious / annoyed at things but I’m over it sm faster. and soon it won’t bother me at all.#or at least it’ll have a healthy duration. bc negative emotion isn’t always bad. negative emotion is important and we should not ignore it #but overall!! preserving my energy better. just need to work on my knee jerk responses & I’ll be set #text

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ryllen · 7 months

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i'm so happy to see you've fallen into twisted wonderland, but i did NOT expect you to fall in love with Sebek. good for you!

Love is an overstatement.

All i want to do is tease & scrunch his whole being into a little ball. 🤣

#fhshsh #do i love sebek? i don't know #i'm like dad with cat he doesn't want #that be like i don't want sebek and here i am with sebek fhshshs #i don't think i would even go out my way to collect his cards or anything #he'll just be there if he chose to be there #sebek just feels like he's free to grab because no one wants him compared to other characters #it doesn't feel like he's too good for you because of how annoying he is fhsh #surprisingly tumblr people seems to hold him in quite a high regards #but honestly speaking i'm sure i don't think of him as good as these ofher people feel about him #but i am trying to see the good part of him more by trying to look closely more on his fanarts #fshs adorable yes #but i still don't see it as much as ehy people would put him as number one in their mind #maybe one day #he needs to work it out still if he wants to brings me down on his knees with whatever charming side he actually has fhsh #maybe later shdn the diasomnia book out #we'll see #it's interesting how he has several main similar points with jade #eats a lot #tidy appearance #tall #not exactly a human #have thing to be obsessed about #LMAO but oh sebek #take it down a notch ur wakasama obsession #people probably start puking when they hear malleus name bcs u talk to them about him too much #fhshdgh #questions #yell at me as much as u want sebek u're not even close to jade & trey-senpai #>:^)

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bavarianmillionaire · 1 year

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a babygirl out there babygirling, as usual

#and cutting his beautiful hair >:(#i went full on heart eyes when i saw that #nothing brings me down to my knees more than a man with beautiful smile #benji #benjamin pavard

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19871997 · 8 days

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#prefacing this w ik in fanfiction they're all just our little barbie dolls we're making kiss and it doesnt matter whatsoever but like Do you #understand how much love and respect and loyalty there is between connor and leon irl #like in connors nhlpa ama he immediately no question said that leon's the nhler who knows him best + that he's spent his entire professiona #career w him. whenever leon's asked what he thinks of connor the first sentance out his mouth is 'you [the media] know. he knows' and then #he carries on talking about how he's the best player in the world + connor never hesitates to return the sentiment #and between the two of them it's not sentiments they sau it like its fact bc it is #and their whole 'cup or bust' thing every analyst and their mother have taken it as a 'they're going to win in edmonton or not at all' in t #e sense that they want to stay in edmonton n stay together <- like not even in an insane person edmonton polycule type of way in the they'r #the best players in the world and have insane chemistry on the ice and are eachother's best friends type of way #like a reason why their pp is so lethal is bc those two on a line + the other team down yeah ofc thats going to be automatic #and leon saying that their best beats anyone else's best no doubt and connor talking about building the team from the ground up like leon w #s there when they got boo'd off the ice in 2014 he was a part of building the team that's thier damn team and in turn the sheer amount of #respect the rest of the team have for them and they have for the rest of the team and the trust that while they're the best players they #don't have to play for all of them n that's part of thier whole like. our fourth line stands up to any other first line rock solid belief #like and ofc thier on ice hugs and lockerroom hugs and that moment in the sportsnet knee injury doc and how they mention that they're best #friends whenever theyre asked and how their gf's are also best friends and also their damn dogs #NOT TO MENTION. he's my ride or die. im really lucky our paths crossed here in edmonton. as a friend it was really tough to watch that #<- leon's insane 2022 playoff run on a broken ankle #and the way leon's been dubbed the german gretzky and connor's been the next next one since he was 15 and the way they have such a solid #control of the lockerroom together and i dont know if they've ever said conflicting things to the media and how they've said that they push #eachother to be better (connor saying that leon told him to score more)#and their little taps throughout their season and bringing back their team from the dead and leon being the one to make connor laugh in #pressers and on the bench #ALL TO SAY. like i am a mc.matt.drai enjoyer in the threesome/winners room/asg/2997 are actually quite abnormal about eachother and matthew #has never been normal about anything in his life and this might be fun. kinda way #but 2997 are soulbonded in ways quite possibly none of us will ever be able to truly understand #<- also i do mean this genuinely like they're not normal people but both of them are not normal #SORRY FOR RAMBLING. i just wish there was better written fanfiction.#<- wish to be the change you see in the world innit tho #so funny to me how the eh is just canadian innit.

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ni-kol-koru · 9 months

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#my art #fanart #knb #kuroko no basuke #miyaji kiyoshi #hayama kotaro #hayama kotarou #hayamiya #miyahaya #hamiya #miyaha #allow me to bring abother old drawing to here #i drew this two years ago!#the lineart and colors stayed the same i just added some highlights and my iconic block background #honestly this is a cute drawing #i love the way kotarou is pouting #he - very obviously - fell down #and now he is banned from skating in the park for at least a few days #he couldn't really walk properly because he couldn't bend his knee so kiyoshi offered to carry him on his back #do NOT wonder why kiyoshi has no legs #(i artistically avoided drawing them because i was feeling kinda lazy)#(yes i remember what was going on through my mind while drawing two years ago!)#ahh throwback to when i could draw hands without a reference <3 bring me back to the olden golden times

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silusvesuius · 1 year

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elisif being called 'the fair' while being ugly doesn't track so i made her a snow elf

#my art #her being an elf makes no sense probably at all #but the thought of her bearing the title 'the fair' as a NORD... is bringing me to my knees #unfortunately she is a hideous abomination that cannot be fixed #so we will be putting her down shortly

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hussyknee · 9 months

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TW: 200th rant about the stupid "HP fans are all complicit in antisemitism and transphobia" discourse, brought to you by my OCD-induced suicidality.

I've by now become so wary of trans people and enbies on social media, especially Jewish ones. I'm like "this person is GOING to be on their Harry Potter bullshit and trigger the hell out of my OCD" and my hackles go up automatically. Then my OCD goes "haha you hate them because they're Jewish and/or trans, you're an antisemitic transphobe so they're clearly right about people who defend HP! SUFFER bitch!" Cue hell loop until my brain is flayed over anything nobody actually even said or did.

I don't even LIKE HP that much anymore, why is wanting to stop having PTSD episodes about stupid shit the thing that also dropkicks me down seven circles of hell??? It's made all the so-called "leftist" enclaves of the internet a minefield. Why are people with OCD everyone's favourite collateral when it comes to stuff shitty rich assholes do? Is it so fucking hard to stop making up thought crimes to attack people over??

It's an extra layer of horrible when the same people have no problems applying "no ethical consumption under capitalism" to stuff like Coca Cola and Nestlé products. Y'all can't possibly live without child slavery chocolate or making brown people drink Nestlé's toxic filth or anything that's subjecting Indigenous communities and people in entire Global South continents to long, lingering, horrible deaths, but this one franchise whose author royalties are funding the UK transphobic lobby is the one line that matters. Fuck all the trans people in those places I guess. Every single Global North consumer moral policing is western leftists's dehumanization of our people writ large. Fuck all of you.

#yeah i know i keep bringing this up. that's the nature of OCD #and the sheer prevalence of this rhetoric and the lack of opposition to it #sometimes it's like Im the only one speaking out #and it's because my fight and flight response is set to fight and I can't disengage #not because Im brave or something #in order to avenge the UK's trans genocide it's people like me all over the world #who can't even afford books and games #that need to be killed off first #when you're triggered into suicidality over and over because of your love for a book #that helped your child mind escape while cowering from the adults in your life #even without having paid money for anything HP related in years #how exactly are you supposed to rise above that #i've systematically lost my entire friend group to this clown circus this year #because apparently ''this thing you're doing is ableist and also making me suicidal'' is just me being lost in the fandom sauce #and not caring enough about real issues #it's no use singling out the western left anymore bc USAmerican internet hegemony means even my people take their political cues frm them #''you're being influenced by western imperialism'' went down about as well #as did ''if my wellbeing is not enough for you I literally know trans HP fans wth OCD who are suffering even worse than me''#harry potter #knee of huss #scrupulousity #pure ocd #actually ocd #western leftists #white queers

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coffee-bat · 3 months

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guys im gonna cry (/pos)

#so i have a very weird type of chronic pain right #where aside from the normal pain there's also like. itching inside my joints. 24/7 #like restless legs syndrome but its also in my neck; right elbow; fingers; recently wrists joined; and all leg joints from knees down #there's a constant itch and need to move and bend them past their healthy range and nothing helps nothing brings any relief #and its unbearable. genuiely unbearable.#so #two days i broke and decided to try ordering a cooling+painkiller gel for the joints #without really much hope that it'll do anything #it came today. i tested it on my wrist 20 minutes ago #and oh my god #guys.#the joints almost dont itch #for the first time in months my wrist bones dont itch #im genuiely getting teary eyed oh my god #like i know this probably seems trivial when you dont have this issue #most people take non-itchy joints for granted and its normal to you #but for me its not. ive had this 24/7 since i was 12. i forgot what its like to not have to be constantly moving and bending.#god. i wanna cry #personal #chronic pain #rare positive vent lol

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sunlightfeeling · 4 months

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テレビジャパン / TV Japan: 2005.12.18-2006.1.20

#smap #smap holiday shoots #scans #magazine #i cant explain but the picture of takuya on his knees brings ‘primadonna’ by marina to mind #yes because of the ‘would you get down on your knees for me’ line and yes i really don’t know why my brain made that link #if it’s a subliminal desire well…~#…okay these sure are tags alright…

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strawberrylemonadesoda · 9 months

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Slang at the picket lines, causing mayhem at the frontis of the Trump Tower.

Also, can we talk about his biceps?

Im sorry, but...

#stephen lang #slang #sag aftra #nyc #wga strong #This man brings me down to my knees one picture at a time #Daddy is looking fine as fuck

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wabblebees · 10 months

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im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian

#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work #where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched #swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free #& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao #but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk #knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs #cest la vie i suppose #after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao #was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!''#then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦#my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later #its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling #definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm #anyway. wheres that post #''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs''#its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case #mwah. mwah mwah mwah #<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful #and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3 #godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao #bee speaks

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chenpire · 3 months

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my post series recommendation is that if you've never listened to the orchestral version of hero by faouzia while thinking about Wilhelm and Simon's utter trainwreck of a romance, you should. I think you should.

#shows #young royals #I have loved this show truly #and it can never not be political for me given where I grew up and my own convictions but I don't think the crew copped out of the politics #maybe it's a gentler version of the story than reality would allow but it's a wonderful example of #thoughtful naturalistic visual storytelling that is largely uninterested #in overexplaining or justifying it's narrative #while still remaining loyal to it's thematic baseline #I'd love to actually get around to some of that meta I vauged about post s2 on class and setting and possibly I will in May #when I have room for thoughts #because I do still want to make my points about how the personalisation of politics usually makes people blind to the systemic issue at han #which I think the show balanced pretty nicely #if you grew up or are growing up in a constitutional monarchy and you're not really engaged with your local republican movement #maybe now would be a good time to start thinking about it #a lot of people think 'well it's an archaic system so it should go' and leave it at that but the issues run so much deeper #than who the head of state is and this stuff is really worth considering if this is the political system the currently defines your future #anyway I'll put my praxis down for the time being #and just take a moment to appriciate this fantastic variation on the age old theme #isn't love really just a form of madness #like doesn't first love just kind of make you utterly lose your mind in a way that could conceivably bring empires to their knees #in all of it's single minded innocence and utter irrationality #cause yeah....yeah I remember that

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sunlessea · 3 months

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happy day before sunday, curators ( + thus the ma.sters of the ba.zaar ) produce naturally very lubricating saliva, thus entirely eliminating the need ( but if wanted, it can still be used for funsies! ) for any extra aid w lubrication during sex as long as they use their mouth / tongues ( which are prehensile! and very long! btw! ) 🤡

amen amen date a vampire

#suggestive ―#` ✞ scandal. ⁞ right in front of my glory?#` ✞ lore. ⁞ that shiny badge tells me you're here with the ministry of accounting and recounting!#wholesome bat content #on this holy saturday kejnrhm #` ✞ the masters of the bazaar. ⁞ bring 'em all back down to their knees‚ they ain't gonna make it out alive.#the content on this blog flip flops from v cursed to v wholesome to v eldritch ...#as it should

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ratcandy · 3 months

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oh god help me .my l egs

#went on very very long walks down many trails today for bug collecting purposes . some running happened. lots of walking over trees #and up and down hills #i should not have done any of these things . my poor legs. oh good lort. the agonies.#my JOINSt they're trying to ESCAPE #my toesssss my ankles. my knees. ahuhg. uaurug #and then i had to walk around in a walmart afterwards. and then ascend and descend stairs a few times.#i finally laid down in bed and i can feel my legs about to slough right off #and I used the BAD compression socks today this is AWFUL. the compression happening was ZILCH . ZERO! NADA!!!#and it was HOTT and i'm so..... deeeeehyrdated <- forgot to bring water with her on the trails #BUT!!!!!! I caught a ton of bugs. So you know what? Maybe the agonies were worth it. I'm saying this boldly knowing tomorrow me #will be like WHY. WHY DID I DO THIS. AHGHRHHH #clamtalk #the things i do for bug #my joint based disability looking at me in utter horror like what are you DOING babe #i'm suffering. for what purpose? mmmmm bug

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snarltoothed · 8 months

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well i was trying to figure out whether i should take sulindac or ibuprofen for the fucking swollen lump on idefk what muscle on the back of my neck/head and the internet was so obviously not going to have the answer to that.

anyways according to the internet i have a chiari malformation and cerebral edema

#r #i think the sulindac i mean prescription means stronger right?#unfortunately also hurts my tummy more :(#and is dyed obnoxiously yellow for some reason like it will stain my fingers #but it did help bring the swelling down in my knee when i subluxated it pretty bad falling backward into my shower -_- only me truly #like i slipped on the fucking bathmat into the running shower #landed both ass and face up and my leg looked so wrong? but i only looked for a split second before scrambling to all fours #this lump though i have no idea like are my muscles just mad that i have a head i really dont think i bonked myself right there???

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reapcrbunny · 1 year

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( 🐇 ) CLAWS PINCH AT the bridge of her nose as she let out a frustrated exhale. dealing with fandaniel was ever so exhausting but chrysanthemum doubted she would be left alone ( like she WANTED ) unless SHE HUMORED HIM.

HER FREE HAND fiddled with grass under her palm, the blades dying from her touch as her gaze rested on the man before her. ❝ I SEEM TO be missing your point, fandaniel. you barged in when you KNOW i enjoy my solitude . . do SPIT IT OUT already. ❞

@enkindlinglight gets this for fandaniel bye

#enkindlingknight #( ASCIAN V )ㅤ ㅤ ( ㅤ 🐇ㅤ ) ㅤ ㅤ — ㅤ LIKE THE STARS CHASE THE SUN ; BLOOD IS RUNNING DEEP. I WILL CONQUER.#( STORMBLOOD V )ㅤ ㅤ ( ㅤ 🐇ㅤ ) ㅤ ㅤ — ㅤ YOU WON'T BRING ME DOWN TO MY KNEES.

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