#bsd angst collab

[caelanglang]

Chuuya,

Somewhere, the setting sun quietly bleeds over Yokohama, and I am there to see it with you.

That is not here.

Had the honor to work with @mossmatch for Soukoku Big Bang 2022!! ✨

We poured a lot of brainstorming and hard work on this 💖 Hope you’ll enjoy it~

Here’s the ao3 link 🤲🖤

Full cover art :3✨

[aureatchi]

ᝰ𓂃⊹ ִֶָ ‘ 𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐃𝐎 𝐔𝐒 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝒲𝐸 𝒟𝒪 𝒜𝑅𝒯 ! artist!osamu d. x artist!reader x artist!fyodor d.

who said “michelangelo” created the sistine chapel and crowned “leonardo da vinci” the most famous artist in all renaissance history? sure, dazai osamu and fyodor dostoevsky were rivals, but the story of their entanglements with a girl perhaps even more gifted than them didn’t have to be lost to time.

৻ꪆ INFO. fem!reader. historical + renaissance!au. love triangles. arranged marriage. lots of drama. murder; minor character death. reader has an ability. fluff; angst. suggestive themes. religious imagery. rivals to lovers. dazai → leonardo da vinci, fyodor → michelangelo, reader → raphael. bsd manga & beast spoilers mentioned. somehow follows canon events. tba + heed individual chapter warnings. ﾉ wc. tbd

ongoing. no schedule; posting dates for chapters will be updated on here.

৻ꪆ P.S. REVERIE. finally !! my super self-indulgent fyozai rivals to lovers artist!au series is here + my first series on tumblr. ᡣ𐭩

CHAPTER I 𓂃⊹ she painted the high renaissance onto her blank canvas

CHAPTER II 𓂃⊹ once you have tasted the taste of the sky, you will forever look up [AUGUST 5TH]

CHAPTER III 𓂃⊹ i saw the angel in the marble and carved until i set her free / i am still learning. [TBD]

CHAPTER IV 𓂃⊹ the mona lisa crime [TBD]

COMMENT UNDER THIS POST TO BE ADDED TO THE TAGSLIST ! ◞ xtra info+playlist. ◞ character sheets.

৻ꪆ this is a work of fiction. obviously, some aspects of this series are historically inaccurate, even while i add true facts i researched from this time period. firstly, the main goal of this au is to captivate this era’s aesthetics! :)

+ my entry for @kentopedia’s love through the ages historical!au collab.

reblogging the chapters are cherished; they are what support me the most <3. ﾉ dividers + support banner by cafekitsune. graphic mine; DO NOT save. art used @/tigerAngel_21 on twt.

© AUREATCHI 2024 — no reposts. do not steal/modify or take inspo from this idea + plot w/out asking. no translations.

[kanekoii]

tired of hating you

lyra’s notes -> i do NOT write for bsd normally but this is a collab with @z3r0aqxa!! go check him out his writing is amazing!!

pairing -> osamu dazai x gn! reader

genre -> angst. a lot of angst.

song -> the pros and cons of breathing - fall out boy

warnings -> strong language, gun mentions, murder, blood

often it’s said that you will find your soulmate at some point in your life, and sometimes it will be someone you least expect. sometimes it may even be someone you hate with your entire being. it’s a common legend that people will have three real loves in their life, and the second will be the worst in which you fight so valiantly to hold on and make it work only to be met with heartache and pain. but you still hold on.

you hated him. that much was clear. the idea that you had ever even considered loving him sent waves of disgust through your body that you couldn’t begin to describe. unfortunately, you were irreversibly connected to him through what you could only assume to be the universe’s most cruel joke.

fucking bury you right here because you had to go on a hit mission with him. as much as the both of you desperately tried to appeal your pairing, nobody would listen. how, then, did it manage to culminate with you pointing your gun at his head with a smirk? you were both covered in splatters of blood and smiling as he pointed his gun at you in return.

it was a cold night with the moon shining through the dark clouds, a gentle breeze rustling the trees and bushes around you. your finger shook on the trigger as you struggled to find the mental strength to pull it. if you really hated him that much then why couldn’t you just pull the trigger and get it over with? why was there a read thread tied around his neck that tied to yours. just the sight of it made you feel like vomiting. he smirked at you with the most disgusting smile.

“you hate me so much? pull the fucking trigger then,” he mocked. your hand shook.

why couldn’t you do it?

[emeowwww-blog]

i dont have a following here lol, just on ao3, but if you have somehow stalked me enough to find my tumblr, then heres some little answers to common questions.

IM SORRY I FORGOT WHO I GOT THIS FROM :/

How many works do you have on Ao3? 15

2. What's your total Ao3 word count? God i dont know, im too lazy to count. By rounding up and down on works I have 203K

3. What are you top fics by kudos? Thats a really fantastic question /j Probably my Fyodor / Nikolai BSD fic that I have crossposted here, or a Simeon / MC Obey Me! fic called "Lament."

4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I ALWAYS DO OMFG I LOVE COMMENTS GIVE ME MORE <33

5. What's the fic you've written with the angtiest ending? I don't really write angst because it makes me cryyyy but I have one angst fic I wrote for a friend that was a SSKK fic, it had a kinda happy ending but everybody except the main pair died. It's called "The Pear Blossoms are Always Sweeter in Winter".

6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending? Like- all of them? If I had to pick one it would be a Rui / Tsukasa fic called "From Heart to Soul and Back Again"

7. Do you write crossovers? Yes, not often though. Most of mine are unposted.

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic? No, not yet. All of my stuff has "Don't like don't read" in the notes.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yes. I usually write queer fics in general because I myself am a queer enby (masc leaning) person. because of this I think I write MxM smut the most often, follwed by FxF and then MxF.

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Yeah. And that stolen fic has more kudos than mine 😭

11. Have you ever had a fic translated? I translate my own usually, but I have a friend who enjoys translating my fics into Lithuanian for their friends. I usually help them because my Lithuanian is so-so.

12. Have you ever co-written a fic before? Only once, and it was posted to Wattpad. I'm not sure if anybody could find it, but it was called "Collab Fic: 3 Minds, 2 Hearts.

13. What's your all-time favorite ship? Don't ever ask me that /j It changes so often I literally can't pick. I think currently it's Akito / Touya? It's the ship I'm currently writing for anyways.

14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? An original work that's well over 500K words but I'm too lazy to send it to a publisher.

15. What are your writing strengths? ... I write smut well according to my friends.

16. What are your writing weaknesses? Writing straight fanfic.

17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? I do that a lot. I get some anger because I forget that not everyone can understand it-

18. What was the first fandom you wrote for? This is embarrassing but the Dream SMP!!! 😭

19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to? I haven't written for Minori / Haruka yet, but I have a WIP that I just started...

20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? Jesus I hate to say this but a fanfic I wrote for my highschool Japanese textbook-

[sweet-cynical-writer]

I'm calling out @yokelish to have at thee with a Writing Challenge!

That's right I'm challenging you to collab with me indirectly by responding to the writing below. Let's see who's got their character down best. Length does not matter, I am a one shot kind of person who doesn't write much in length anyway.

Pairing: Odazai

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Self-Harm, Light Gore, Heavily mentions Suicide, Depression triggers

Dazai felt dread overcome him as he roused from his slumber. He wasn't particularly happy to wake up. The boy wasn't fond of his birthday because it was just another day to remind him he was still alive. There wasn't much to look forward to in life considering everything was a lost cause to him.

He had an annual tradition— to mark himself up with as many inflictions that reflected his age. One day, he had hoped that he would cut deep enough to end this miserable life of his. He made his way to the same deserted alley he’d always visit on this day— the perfect place to harm himself without burdening his temporary home of any problems.

Dazai settled beside a dumpster, on the cold mucky concrete, as he pulled the razor from his pocket. The dark gleam in his brown eyes lingered on its sharp edges as he glided a finger across it. He didn't flinch when he saw a bubble of blood rush from the pad of his finger. The boy licked it clean then smiled as he set it down on his thigh while he removed the bandages that wrapped around his arms, from his wrist up to his shoulder.

He looked over the old scars that had accumulated from his previous birthdays. How wonderful the next few inflictions would look. The young boy didn't realize he had an audience as he picked up the blade that was resting on his leg.

"Another miserable year of being alive. How foolish of me to think it could ever get any better. With this blade.. I will continue to remind myself that my suffering will come to an end one day. With the right cut."

He was smiling, a sickly crooked smile, as the blade pressed into his skin. The young teen didn't let out so much as a whimper— he was used to the feeling of a sharp blade pricking into his skin. The stinging sensation was sweet, it brought him bliss. So did the scarlet liquid that leaked out from inside him, that rolled down his wrists.

His dark empty eyes widened when he felt a lingering stare on him. He stopped what he was doing. Was someone watching him? Or was he just being paranoid again? Whoever it was, the burnette could care less so long as they weren’t trying to stop him. It would be a real bother to explain himself and apologize for letting them be a witness to such... unpleasant actions. After a moment of hesitation of waiting for someone to come out, he assumed it was just another passerby and turned his attention back to the blood at hand. It had been spilling out onto the concrete below.

This was ordinary to him. As a child, he didn't really have obligation to anything with no parents to give him direction in life. So why bother searching for a glimmer of hope? Why should he have something to look forward to in living if it's going to be snatched away from him?

"With the right cut, I can make it all go away. I don't need to live in this stupid world where no matter how high you climb, you’ll eventually fall. If I'm going to die, I'll do it myself."

[hanemiso]

𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐀 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓

— a death angst collab project

death in the most poetic form. a normal event in life, yet so hard to grasp. we all cope in different ways, however it hurts just the same.

STATUS; OPEN !!

RULES;

— this is a multifandom collab, the two fandoms accepted will be tokyo revengers and bungou stray dogs

— this is open collab!! to join, pls send me an ask with the fandom and character you’re writing for

— character repeats are accepted, meaning multiple people can write for the same character

— you can also write multiple fics, just make sure they’re posted by the deadline

— there’s no required word count

— fics don’t have to directly about death. death is a process; you can write about the grieving cycle, how it affects the characters, etc. or, you can simply write about the reader or character dying.

— deadline will be february 28th, 2022, but do not worry if you don’t submit your piece in time!! i do realize that times are busy, so i want to make the deadline flexible!! just think of it as giving you an ideal time frame, but if it doesn’t work for you, that’s okay!! submit it any time that you’d like :)

if you have any other questions, feel free to ask!

𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 !!

❥ BUNGOU STRAY DOGS

Nakajima Atsushi;

⤷ “Talk Me Down” by @hanemiso

Kunikida Doppo;

⤷ “…” by @sonder-paradise

⤷ “The Return Of a Dead Man” by @sebtomm

Oda Sakunosuke;

⤷ “Unwanted Solitutde” by @ry0chann

Nakahara Chuuya;

⤷ “…” by @sigmafied

⤷ “…” by @sebtomm

Dazai Osamu;

⤷ “From My Heart, To You” by @sebtomm

⤷ “Forget Me Not” by @pompompurin1028

Tachihara Michizou;

⤷ “Ashes” by @coffeeebeeans

❥ TOKYO REVENGERS

Matsuno Chifuyu;

⤷ “But I Still Love You” by @sonder-paradise

Hanemiya Kazutora;

⤷ “…” by @koirikiri

⤷ “Ends of the Earth” by @hanemiso

Baji Keisuke;

⤷ “…” by @sigmafied

⤷ “11:11AM” by @sunhee-sun

Sano Shinichiro;

⤷ “…” by @tounacasserole

Ryuguji “Draken” Ken;

⤷ “…” by @sunhee-sun

Sano “Mikey” Manjiro;

⤷ “Eye of the Storm” by @coffeeebeeans

Mitsuya Takashi;

⤷ “Settle Down With Me” by @blueparadis

hanemiso ‘21

[redzeverin]

[ ANGST Switcharound Meme with @e-tsukiharu and @mirei191 ! ]

Look at it. LOOK AT THEM. FEAST YOUR EYES UPON THE GRADUALLY KILLING ANGST!! MUWAHAHAHAHAH //kicked

I did the sketch for the dying Soukoku, the lineart for the Painter!Dazai, and the final coloring for the lonely and mournful Beast!Dazai!

[dragon-papa]

If bsd wrote fanfic

these are headcanons of like a reality where bsd characters wrote fanfic about you instead of you about them. Hunting Dogs aren’t in here but i got pretty much everyone else.

Fyodor writes a lot of smut but no one knows i refuse to explain why i just know he does.

On the other hand Dazai writes a lot of smut and everyone knows.

Chuuya writes comfort headcanons exclusively. Dazai makes fun of him for this.

Ranpo is the writer who makes 30+ chapter fanfics that are an emotional journey. 

Atsushi does not write but he reads a lot of fluff. He probably read angst once on accident and cried for hours.

Akutagawa wrote said angst that broke Atsushi’s heart. 

Kunikida probably writes drabbles in his free time. I can’t really see him writing smut for fear Dazai will find it. 

Fyodor and Dazai have collabed on fanfic more than once.

Yosano writes coffee shop au fics.

She also would probably write heart wrecking angst.

Mori would exclusively write angst with the sole purpose of breaking as many hearts as possible.

Akutagawa aspires to write like Mori does.

Chuuya hates angst and has gotten drunk trying to forget one where you died in reader’s arms.

Fukuzawa would write letters as you to lift people’s spirits.

Kenji would also do this.

Nikolai writes gore fics and other terrible things of the sort.

Sigma writes fluff headcannons. He has full fanfics but he is too scared to post them anywhere.

Poe has several series of fanfics. Like a shit ton of every genre. His favorit to write is angst with major character death.

Ranpo complains when Poe writes too much angst because he likes reading the fluff that Poe writes.

I can’t really see Higuchi writing fanfic but she eagerly reads all of Akutagawa’s writing and has fallen for you along the way.

Ango writes drabbles but doesn’t share them anywhere. They are only for his eyes.

Oda writes oneshots of any genre.

Oda would melt on the spot if he ever got a note from someone writing as you.

Tanizaki wouldn’t write but he would be an avid supporter of several fanfic authors.

Tachihara reads fluff. Exclusively. And he wouldn’t tell anyone.

[aitarose]

tsunami (o.dazai) pairing: dazai osamu x fem!reader

summary: secret relationships were never known to end well, especially when that fellow member is your classics professor—whom held your heart in his bandaged hands, despite feeling nothing but lust for you, yourself.  word count: 1.0k contents: professor!dazai x teaching assistant student!reader, reader is of age, university au, secret relationship, themes of infidelity, power dynamic, extremely suggestive content, angst, minor swearing, choking

notes: for @tetsustation​‘s bsd collab, even though i’ve never seen this show :/ reblogs are greatly appreciated, please slander me if he’s completely out of character oops

“the door’s locked, right?” you whispered, voice breathy and controlled. the chords in your throat were fighting with all of their might to keep your volume down, sustained within the thin walls mounted with countless bookshelves surrounding his office. his lips maintained their residential placement on your neck, suckling the sensitive skin with murmurs of ‘yes’s’ and ‘it’s alright’.

gripping his chin between your palms, you pushed his head away—focusing on the amber of his eyes—speckles of gold reflecting off of the hazy lamp light in the dimness of the evening. dazai leaned forwards, trying his best to become closer, reclaiming the space that you’d so annoyingly placed between the two of you. “c’mon, we both know that no one’s coming around.”

“this isn’t our first time doing this, honey.”

a nervous laugh bubbled from the depths of your stomach, his lips interlocking with yours once more in a fevered passion. over and over and over again—he peppered open mouthed kisses against your body—bruising the lovely skin to no avail, not giving a single care in the world at the monstrous sight it’d be in the morning sun. the morning sun that meant classmates and wandering eyes—eyes that had no business staring into the mystery of your hidden relations.

it wasn’t that anything was illegal, you were perfectly of age—having been a third year in university since the first semester—and he was one of the most respected men in the entirety of campus. there was nothing more that you wanted than to shout it out to the world, wave a large banner that proclaimed your undying feelings for the classics professor—but that just wouldn’t do. 

as his career was on the line, so was both of your reputations. no matter the depth of your romance, nothing would compensate for the ruins and wreckage of your black-listed lives. 

“careful, professor.” your voice was a whisper, vision dark as he ran the sole of his tongue along your jawline—pulling you closer and closer into the tidal waves of complications and misery. “we don’t want anyone knowing about us, do we? i’m fairly certain that a few hickeys are going to make some noise in the morning. after all, i have a few admirers of my own that are dying to know if i’m taken or not—”

“watch your mouth, sweetheart.” he smirked, large hand clasping around your throat as he cut off your snarky remark. the frayed bandages nipped against the top of your button up—mocking the amount of fabric that still lay between you and the man you loved to bed—whilst dazai yanked your gaze upwards by the jaw. “or we’re going to have to teach you a little lesson.” 

knowing him, that lesson would be endless hours between linen sheets in the safety of his apartment. a place where no one was around to bother—no competing students, curious colleagues, or pretentious school boards—just the two of you, in all your glory before one another. “i might just take you up on that,” you smiled, tracing a finger above his eyebrow.

“—but how am i supposed to get to class on time tomorrow if i can’t walk?”

that did it. that little statement was what put him over the edge—his former shambles of composure being a shipwreck of passionate eyes and wet kisses. you knew how to push his buttons, each and every one of them to a ‘t’—and you prided yourself on that, considering you felt as if you were the luckiest girl in the world to be able to know the in’s and out’s of professor osamu dazai. 

“fuck, you know what that does to me.” he grunted, splaying your body across his dark oak desk, and overshadowing you as if he were a wave on the beach—rolling over and over the harmless grains of sand. “is this a little game to you? do you think this is funny? think you can just tease me like that?”

but before you could respond, before you could say all the things that you knew he loved to hear, the sound of the doorknob twisting with a deaf defying squeak brought everything crashing down. 

in an instant, you were cowering beneath the table. your breath became still, struggling to keep quiet at the friendly ‘hello’ that your fellow classmate rang out at the sight of your mutual teacher. her voice was somewhat recognizable, most likely one of the more talkative students in class—someone who was familiar enough with dazai to be approaching his personal office in the late hours of the evening. 

you felt dirty eavesdropping on their conversation, listening to them interact like old friends—even though she was someone who you’d never thought twice about, someone you’d assumed that he didn’t even recall existed. her name slipped off his tongue like a symphony, melodies within an orchestra that he played lead for—a perfect harmony he likely moaned out by himself in his bedroom by the way he looked at her. 

craning your neck to peak out from the wooden canal, you could make out a smile on his face—white teeth shining bright as a laugh bubbled from his throat—genuine and real, two things that you thought he only showed to you. yet, here you were, watching and listening to him with someone else—acting just as he did with you, maybe even better. 

jealously wasn’t an emotion you’d ever felt very strongly about. negativity had never held a cell in your heart, you choosing to be an optimist for all days that had sunshine or rain. that was one of the things that’d drawn dazai to you in the first place—the trait that he’d only ever read about in novels and fiction. a jane eyre amongst george wickham’s. 

and despite the substantial joy that you alluded to day and night, an indescribable blackness consumed your spirit at the next sentences that spilled from her mouth. three sentences that dragged you from the sunsetting beach and into the horrendous hurricane. desecrating the relationship that you’d been relying so heavily on for what’d felt like forever.  

“well, osamu. what’re we doing tonight? your place or mine?”

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[caelanglang]

a moment at dusk

we exchange smoke and laughter

Flags wave in the wind

light fades into dark

night fell in shedded blood (tears)

Flags limp on their posts

close up shots:

[hutaoscoffinn]

*　★ ﾟ･｡ * ｡Masterlist* ☆ ｡･ﾟ*.｡

Updates: as of right now I’m busy with school and such so updates are going to be basically whenever I get a new idea or am not swamped with work. I have no set schedule at all

Requests: CLOSED

*　★ ﾟ･｡ * ｡ Key * ☆ ｡･ﾟ*.｡

🌸: fluff

🍰: NSFW, 18+

☕️: angst

*　★ ﾟ･｡ * ｡ POKÉMON * ☆ ｡･ﾟ*.｡

Rika

Relationship headcanons 🌸

Flustered Rika headcanons 🌸🍰

When You Get Cold headcanons 🌸

Rika Gets Sick 🌸☕️

Insatiable 🍰

Rika when you become champion 🌸

Domestic Rika headcanons 🌸

NSFW Rika headcanons 🍰

Champion’s Assessment 🌸

I Said Keep Them Open 🍰

Have Sweet Dreams 🌸

Flirty Rika headcanons 🌸🍰

Christmas headcanons 🌸

Rika with a strap 🍰

Under the Weather 🌸

Aftercare headcanons 🌸🍰

Drunk Rika headcanons 🌸

Dancing in the Snow 🌸

Velvet Suit 🍰

Espresso 🌸

Rika petname headcanons 🌸

Early Mornings 🌸

Top to Bottom 🍰

Cold Hard Steel 🍰

Second Hand Smoke 🍰

Jealousy 🍰

Cuddles 🌸

*　★ ﾟ･｡ * ｡ HI3 * ☆ ｡･ﾟ*.｡

Elysia

NSFW Elysia headcanons 🍰

Sugar, Spice, and Everything Nice 🍰

Eden

NSFW Eden headcanons 🍰

Mobius

NSFW Mobius headcanons 🍰

Fu Hua

Friends to Fuckers 🍰

Raiden Mei

Choke 🍰

Li Sushang

Relationship headcanons 🌸

*　★ ﾟ･｡ * ｡ BSD * ☆ ｡･ﾟ*.｡

Chuuya Nakahara

Loving Chuuya 🍰🌸

Multiple characters

Brat taming headcanons

Dazai, Chuuya 🍰

Aftercare headcanons

Dazai, Chuuya 🌸

*　★ ﾟ･｡ * ｡ GENSHIN IMPACT * ☆ ｡･ﾟ*.｡

Perilous Trails Collab

Prologue

Eleven Months, Five Days Xiao ☕️🌸

*　★ ﾟ･｡ * ｡ TIME STAMPS * ☆ ｡･ﾟ*.｡

[3:58 AM] Dazai Osamu 🌸

[elliotthezubat]

MY LIST OF BSD SHIPS (as of November 4 2017)

includes canon x canon, canon x oc, oc x oc, m/f, m/m, f/f, and ships with nonbinary people

Mizuki Tsujimura X Yukito Ayatsuji [I know nothing about the gaiden novel, but I'm shipping it purely on fan art lol]

Kyusaku ‘Q’ Yumeno -> Aya Koda [I have mixed feelings on this one.]

Naoya Shiga (OC) X Kafu Nagai ( @crystal-doll‘s OC) [7w7]

Child!Ougai Mori X Elise [rintarou did nothing wrong]

John Steinbeck X H P Lovecraft [I'm slowly sinking into the ship halp]

John Steinbeck X Mark Twain [one of my weird rare pairs]

John Steinbeck X Emily Dickenson (OC) [who knows~? idk\]

Doppo Kunikida X Kanae Minato (OC) [an almost ship that ended tragically] ((based of an RP with my friend @soul-dwelling ))

Lydia Zinovieva Annibal (OC) X Natalia (OC) [canon lesbianssss~<3 hell, lydia’s whole reason for joining the rats was for her girlfriend’s sake, hoping to use the book to save her from a coma]

Mark Twain X Edgar Allan Poe [another of my rare pairs]

Ryunosuke Akutagawa -> Atsushi Nakajima [you remember Helga and Arnold from hey Arnold? its exactly like that. sorta]

Alice Arisugawa (OC) X Rowena Poe (OC) [occult club shipping! plus I think alice does have a crush on Rowena in the canon story]

Miyoshi Tatsuji (OC) X Sakutaro Hagiwara (OC) [cheer up miyoshi! one day sakutaro will notice you!]

Katai Tayama X His Futon [do I need to say anything?]

Motojiro Kajii X Leo Tolstoy (OC) [one of those unexpected ships that turns out to be really really cute.]

Yana (OC) X Anya Hepburn (soul eater not) [if you’ve read death city days, you’ll understand]

Kirako Haruno X Osamu Dazai [another rare pair/friends with benefits sort of thing]

Chuuya Nakahara X Rain (OC) [THE MEGA ONE! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONE SIDED ON RAIN’S PART BUT THE RP WITH @soul-dwelling CHANGED THAT AND IM IN TOO DEEP WITH FLUFF AND ANGST AND SCREAMING I LOVE IT]

Osamu Dazai -> Sakunosuke ‘Odasaku’ Oda [I think dazai had a slight crush on oda, don't lie]

Osamu Dazai X Doppo Kunikida [another ship I have started shipping recently]

Nathaniel Hawthorn X Margaret Mitchell [the canon source material does give evidence to the ship, so... yeah]

Edgar Allan Poe X Ranpo Edogawa

Edgar Allan Poe X Louisa May Alcott [in this ships timeline, louisa is aged up. I am still not over her canon age fam]

Edgar Allan Poe X Lana Shephard (OC) [blame @soul-dwelling]

Henry Poe (OC) X Molly Poe (OC) [poe’s brother and sister-in-law, they’re so cute and have a daughter~!]

Shousaku Katsura X Kiku ‘KEEK’ Harue (OC) [another ship spawned from the RP between me and @soul-dwelling]

Hans Christian Anderson (Collab OC) X Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe (Collab OC) [one of the ships with me and @soul-dwelling‘s collab OCs]

Ranpo Edogawa X Snacks [aroace ranpo FTW]

Gin Akutagawa X Ichiyo Higuchi [so cute~]

Ango Sakaguchi -> Sakunosuke ‘Odasaku’ Oda [ango was totally in love with oda. feels man]

Elizabeth Poe (OC) X Roderick Poe (OC) [poe’s parents. they are precious old people]

Lucy Maud Montgomery X Atsushi Nakajima [I really love these two a lot ok?]

Kenji Miyazawa X Kyouka Izumi [perhaps when they are older~]

Etta Hoffman (Collab OC) X Franz Kafka (Collab OC) [another collab OC ship with me and @soul-dwelling. kafka y u so tsundere]

Sakunosuke ‘Odasaku’ Oda X Andre Gide [blame the translator of the dark era light novel, who’s username escapes me]

Andre Gide X Colette (OC) [so many feels]

Sakunosuke ‘Odasaku’ Oda X Andre Gide X Colette (OC) [when in doubt, polyship]

Gaston Leroux (OC) X Christine Daae (OC) [QuQ]

F. Scott Fitzgerald X Zelda Fitzgerald [REMINDER THAT HE IS MARRIED IN CANON AND LOVES HIS WIFE SO FUCKING MUCH IM CRYING]

Mushitaro Oguri X Yokomizo/Kindaichi [this ship fucking killed me man Q___Q]

Nikolai Gogol X Tatsuhiko Shibusawa [ @chris-phd LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME THEY ARE PRECIOUS WITH THEIR TWO DAUGHTERS I CANT EVEN]

Ace X getting tossed out a fucking window [I still fucking hate this guy so much]

Topaz X Garnette (OC) [these kids deserved better Q__Q]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky X Ivan Goncharov [my favorite Fyodor ship. vanya loves him so much~]

Doppo Kunikida X Nobuko Sasaki [I might dislike sasaki, but I feel bad for doppo Q_Q]

Alexander Pushkin X Katya Makarov (OC) [one of those ships that can be interpreted as either platonic or romantic. I'm down for either tbh]

[hanemiso]

2 + 3😽😽

2. has a comment someone left on a fic of yours ever made you cry?

YES- i’ve gotten comments on here and on ao3 going in depth about their thoughts on my writing and they make me cry /pos. if you take the time to do that, it means so much to me. especially if you add/point something out in my fics (mostly in my angst) that i didn’t even realize or think of.

3. and because i know we’re all egocentric, have you ever made yourself laugh out loud or cry with a fic you wrote?

too many. i used to write so many crack fics for bsd when i joined the fandom; from embarrassing sex stories, various texts, and dazai shitting himself from his own lactose intolerance. if you ever find my “bsd characters react to ‘this you?’ texts,” that one makes me laugh every time without fail.

now crying is another story. i have written two fics so far that have made me sob like a fckin baby. those ones were dazai angsts, “beautiful pain” and “the void.” the thought of him reaching out to you as a ghost fucked me up. the other fic i’ve written that made me cry i haven’t posted yet hehe, but it’s a kazutora angst for my collab. be on the lookout hehe.

— fanfic ask game!!

[hanemiso]

hi bun! idk if i already sent an ask for this so sorry if i did 😅 may i join your angst collab with a bsd and tokyo rev fic for chuuya and baji?

hihi duckii!! :) you’re all good hehe

of course!! thanks for joining the obituary <33