#buckyxfem!reader

[lokiswifeduh]

can’t help but drown

pairings: Bucky x fem!reader

summary: the past few months you think you have a handle on your anxiety. but after a silent panic attack in the bathtub, Bucky is there to pull you out.

warnings: panic attack, anxiety, feeling helpless, feelings of suffocation, ANGST!!!

The water moved in soft ruffles around you. Not quite making waves, however, moving from how your anxious legs swayed the water.

Shallow breaths and water hitting the porcelain tub softly were all you could hear. Your body was too overheated, your mind was racing and you could feel your heartbeat in your hands.

You didn't know where this sudden burst of anxiety and panic had risen from. Just that you couldn't get out of the water. Something was keeping you down. Making your body drown.

"Doll?" A sudden tap on the door knocked you out of your trance. You swallowed, your throat feeling like sandpaper against your tongue. "Y-yeah?" Your voice cracked, and you silently cursed knowing Bucky would notice. That super soldier hearing never lets you live anything down.

"You've been in there for a while." You heard him lean against the door, "Is everything alright?" You nodded, remembering as much as Bucky could hear you better than most, he definitely can't see through walls.

"Y-yes. I'm alright, just...uh." You tried to think. Any excuse would work. Bucky might not believe you but he would let the topic go. "Just needed some extra alone time tonight."

"Oh," Bucky mumbled through the door. "Okay, doll." You could feel the hurt in his voice. You didn't need alone time from him. You didn't need to be alone at all right now but he couldn't see you like this.

A sweaty, anxious, mess.

You didn't know how much time had passed. Your nails attempt to dig into the porcelain of the tub, but to no avail, you're only yourself in the process. "Sweetheart?" Bucky taps on the door once more, "Please talk to me." You try to speak, but only a mumble comes out. The bubbles in the bath are gone. Only leaving a white film on top of the now room-temperature water.

"Doll, I'm coming in." You attempt to refuse but nothing comes out as Bucky breaks the lock on the door, softly opening it. You can't look at him. You won't.

You keep your head forward, staring into the wall as you feel Bucky kneel beside you.

He can see how hard your nails are clutching onto the side of the tub, softly lifting your hand as you ball your fist. Your nails now digging into the skin of your palm; drawing blood.

"Hey, hey." Bucky unclenches your fist, letting your nails hurt his metal hand instead.

Using his flesh hand, he softly places a palm on your cheek, bringing your eyes to his. "Doll, what's going on? Talk to me." You shake your head, eyes falling closed as more tears adorn your already-flushed cheeks.

"Okay, that's okay." Bucky whispers, "But I need to get you out of this tub sweetheart." He doesn't need to feel the water to know you've been in the bath for far too long.

"Can I get you out, doll?" You slowly nod, your chin shaking with the sobs you so badly don't want to release.

Bucky mumbles an alright. Moving one of his arms under your legs, the other holding your back as you clutch onto his shirt.

He lifts you up, the water rolling off of your body and soaking his once-dry clothes. "I'm so sorry." You mumble, repeating it over and over as your body starts to shiver from the temperature difference. "Shhh, you're okay, sweetheart."

Bucky wraps a towel around the exposed side of your body, attempting to keep you warm as he brings you into your shared bedroom. "I'm gonna lay you down, doll."

You shake your head violently, clutching onto his henley even harder. "Please, please don't leave me."

Bucky sits down with you still in his arms on the bed, your legs now lying over his as he holds you. "I won't. I promise, sweetheart I'm not leaving."

You both sit there for a moment, tears falling from your eyes, him rocking you back and forth as an old record played from the living room.

You start to feel a weight lift off your chest, your heartbeat calming slightly at the touch of Bucky's arms on yours. You start to speak, wanting to explain yourself when Bucky shushes you. "You don't have to explain sweetheart." He kisses the crown of your head, your hair still wet. "You can talk when you're ready." You nod, continuously wondering how you found someone so caring and endearing. "I just..." You looked up at Bucky, his blue eyes shining down at you with such love. "I felt like I was drowning." He nods, "Sometimes we can't help but drown, doll."

Kissing your forehead once again, he squeezes your body tighter to his. "But I'll be there every time to pull you from the water.

[octoberkait]

Anytime - Buckyxfem!reader

You and Bucky had a solid friendship, full of benefits. But your schedules don’t always sync up, so you agree to a solution. 

warnings: somnophilia, dubcon, cnc, oral sex (fem receiving), p in v, unprotected sex, creampie, friends with benefits, pre-negotiated terms and consent - consent is mandatory!!

This mission had been especially hard for Bucky, and he didn’t realize just how exhausted he was - mentally and physically, until they were an hour from home. Then he became nearly antsy. If Steve noticed he didn’t mention it, and Bucky counted down the minutes until he could get what he needed to help him calm down. You. 

You shrugged as you checked the time again. It was later then the guys were expected to be back, but that wasn’t uncommon. You knew that Tony had heard from them so you decided you’d just catch up with Bucky in the morning, and turned out the light to go to sleep. 

Bucky showered faster than he had ever before, eager to be with you and to release the stress of this day - of this life. He opened your door quietly, smiling softly to himself as you slept, a stuffed animal tucked between your arm and blanket. He eased the blanket off you gently, running his hand down your leg and appreciating the goosebumps that rose in his wake. He was pleased to see you had forgone underwear that night, and slept in only a large tshirt. He spread your legs carefully, lowering his face and kissing across your inner thighs, groaning as he recognized the scent of your arousal. Without another thought Bucky spread your pussy lips with his fingers and teased you with his tongue, before beginning to fuck you with it, his thumb on your clit. 

You let out a whine in your sleep, and Bucky felt you clench around his tongue, as well as around his head between your legs. You gasped in pleasure, the rhythm of his movements finally waking you and making you cry out his name in the darkness. You could smell his body wash, not to mention hear him moaning into your cunt as he lost himself in your pleasure. It was intoxicating. 

“Bucky!” you cried again as he switched his attention solely to your clit, teasing it with the tip of his tongue before sucking it into his mouth. When he started to shake his head back and forth lightly, you reached down instinctively and gripped his hair tight. Bucky loved when you let yourself be desperate for him, keeping him pressed against your pussy and starting to grind your hips in time with his tongue. 

You came on his face with a whimper, your legs shaking around him as he lapped gently at your pussy, determined to lick you clean and memorize the way you tasted. You started to play with Bucky’s hair then, feeling his grip on your thighs tighten when you started to shift as if you would pull him away. 

Without a word, Bucky crawled up your body, keeping your legs spread and sinking his cock into you without hesitation. You cried out, your body and mind still delirious from sleep and the sudden stimulation. Bucky groaned into your throat, setting a brutal pace and keeping you pressed tight against his body. 

Bucky felt your nails sink into his back and moan loudly and suddenly couldn’t get close enough to you. 

You whined as he grinded into your cunt, keeping you full of him before moving a hand to feel himself through your stomach. Your head fell back into your pillows and Bucky responded by thrusting lazily, the curve of his cock bumping against your gspot and making you entirely immobile in his grip. You were simply along for the ride. 

“Cum for me baby. Fuck - n-need to feel you fall apart.” he grunted, nipping at your collarbone. You whined and felt your eyes roll back as you reached your peak, toes curling and hands desperately searching for something to keep you grounded. Bucky moaned, deep and raw as you practically quivered around him. 

“Yes” he groaned, rutting into you until you felt thick ropes of cum fill you. You let out a breathy moan as the warmth of his seed spread through you, making you shiver in pleasure when you felt some of it leak past Bucky’s cock. 

You shifted when his weight on you started to become too much, and Bucky responded by rocking gently against you, fucking his cum deeper into your cunt. 

“Shit!” you whimpered, hearing your combined juices squelch as he continued to use your body. 

“Just one more baby. You can go back to sleep if you want.” he grunted in your ear, his body bent over yours so his forehead grazed the pillow beneath you. He was panting, his cock still sensitive from his own release, but aching and hard for you again, none the less. 

He hissed as you clenched around him, biting your lip and starting to move your hips against him. He was often sated by this point, and more than happy to hold you until he felt like talking about his problems. But the way his brow furrowed as he closed his eyes to lose himself in the feeling of you told you that he needed more tonight. You shook your head,

“Want you to fill me up again Daddy.” you encouraged, threading your fingers through his dark locks and pulling, hard. He moaned and reached between the two of you, his flesh fingers rubbing your clit, desperate to push you over the edge one more time. 

“Fuck! Bucky - yes!” you cried, feeling yourself gush around his cock and prompting him to moan your name in response. 

A few thrusts later and Bucky was filling you again. This time with his hips jerking clumsily into yours as you both road out the overstimulation. 

Bucky tried to shift carefully to avoid placing his weight on you, turning you onto your side and letting his face fall onto your shoulder, kissing your neck.

“Thank you.” He whispered into the dark room, nuzzling your throat lightly. You hummed in response,

“Anytime. Remember?” Bucky chuckled and nodded against you, making sure to pull the blanket over the two of you.

This time, when you fell asleep, Bucky was right beside you.

[phoenixstark1708]

bucky barnes being subby :]

smut 18+

warnings: slight BDSM, switch!reader, switch!bucky, some slapping, some degradation, desperate bucky, slight dumbification, chains (on bucky), praise, mean names, pet names, single tear, threats of orgasm denial.... lmk if i missed anything

summary: bucky is turned on by the reader (first person) being dom, and he gets a little tied up, after the reader gets the... yk... she switches to sub lol

pairings: buckyxfem!reader, sub!buckyxdom!reader, switch!buckyxswitch!reader.........

kinda shit, but that aight.

basically p0rn without pl0t

"so needy for me baby boy. you think you earned my pussy yet? hm?" I undressed, he was laying on the bed, practically begging me to make him feel good. "yes" he nearly shouted"yes what?" I smirked, climbing up.to straddle him, i slap his face "yes ma'am" he breathed "good boy"

he was basically whining, fucking desperate for me. "how?" I asked "what?" "how have you earned it?" "i-" he stuttered "exactly. lemme tell you how this is gonna go. you are gonna watch me cum on your stomach" i grabbed a viberator "and you are not going to touch me. at all." I turn on the vibe, grinding down on his lower abdomen/upper thighs, feeling him achingly hard under his clothes. he hasnt taken anything off yet. "strap in little whore. this may take a while."

I was masturbating on him, and he was watching me like a lion stalks a gizelle. it was extremely hot to be able to take control like this. i intentionally supressed my moans, and noises, just to piss him off. he gripped my thighs and ass and i ripped his hands away "did i not tell you that you werent allowed to touch me?" he threw his head back and groaned, frustrated and dissapointed that i wasnt letting him touch me. i slapped his face a little "watch me baby" he did as he was told and observed the way my body reacted to the vibrator. after a few minutes, he tried to grab at me again, causing me to grab both of his arms and shove them to be alligned with his head "you do that again, you're not cumming for a week." his eyes got wide "but-" i cut him off "no. shut up you stupid little cumslut. Don’t make me punish you baby.” he looked equally frusterated and turned on by my controlling nature. Usually, he’s the one in control, but he definitely wasn’t complaining. “you know, if you’d let me touch you, you wouldve cum by now.” I ignored his comment, feeling myself getting close.

A fimiliar heat welled up inside of me. I let out a high-pitched whine as I came, my muscles convulsing. I made sure that he had a clear view of me as I closed my eyes. When I slowly came down from the orgasm, I looked at him. His nostrils were flared, and there was an unbelievably hot fire in his eyes.

I liked the feeling of control, being able to dominate a 6’5” man. Wow. I ran my fingers through his hair, bending so that my tits were right above his face. He shot me a pleading look, almost as if to beg me to let him suck on my brests. I smiled sweetly “there you go” I cooed “so you can listen to directions.” he whined. That was one of the hottest sounds I'd ever heard.

I leaned over to kiss his neck, reaching to grab his arms. I placed his hands on my thighs, giving them a little squeeze to give him permission to grope me. He heaved a sigh of relief and started massaging my flesh as I kissed his stubbled neck.

I trailed kisses up his jaw, and to his nose, planting a small one directly on his nose. I kissed him, feeling his hands run up my back, and tangle into my hair, not pulling, just there. I did the same, and tugged on his hair, making him moan into the kiss. I slid my tounge into his mouth, taking the control he surrendered to me.

I started grinding down on him, loving the groans he was emitting. I smirked and pulled away, my hands roaming his chest “hands baby” he sighed and let his hands fall to his sides. I went further down, pulling his shirt above his head. I shamelessly admired the man before me, abs glistening with sweat.

I pulled off his pants, leaving the boxers. I went lower, so my head was above his crotch, and started palming his clothed cock. He moaned loudly, and tried to buck his hips up, desperate for more relief. I pulled my hand away and he let out a sob. “pl-please! I n-need…” he begged “what to you need, honey?” I asked, a mischevious smile making its way to my lips “you!” He cried out “mhm, you have me, don’t you?” He whimpered “I need you to touch me… please” he whispered “okay sweet boy”.

I rubbed his cock through his boxers, loving the reaction I got. He sighed, and visibly relaxed. “Feel good?” He nodded, looking into my eyes with a mixture or adoration and pleasure. I stopped my movements, “n-no! Please-” I cut him off “use your words, handsome.” “Yes! Yes it feels good ma’am” he emphasized that last word, knowing that it would encourage me to give his what he wanted. I pulled off his boxers, his huge cock springing free, dripping with precum. I groaned at the sight, leaning down to lick it off the tip.

His hands flew to my hair, trying to push my head down. I tore his hands off of me “really Bucky?! You’re asking for punishment at this point.” I sighed. His eyes welled up with tears “plea-please! I can’t take it anymore! I need something!” I crawled up his body “I was going to give it to you, bubba. But someone couldn’t wait like a good boy, and decided to break the ONE rule I gave you.”

A tear rolled down his cheek and i leaned down and kissed it off his face “tell me what you want baby. I’m not touching you, and your not touching yourself, yet. What do you want, hun?” A blush blossomed on his cheeks “can you- can you sit on my face?” His words went directly to my core, just dampening at the thought of it. But, I couldn’t. I was punishing him, not rewarding him. I knew the one thing he wanted, was to either be the one pleasuring me, or to have me pleasuring him. “Hmm…” he looked confused and worried. “No.” He nearly screamed “please!!! I-PLEASE!” I wanted so bad to give him what he wanted. “Stay here.” I walked to the closet, and dug around a bit, looking for four the sets of chains I had.

With his strength, and metal arm, he could easily break through rope or handcuffs, but he wouldn’t be able to break these chains, having been enchanted. I found them, glowing a slight blue color. I also saw something else on my way out, a blindfold. That gave me some ideas. I walked out, my new toys behind my back.

He looked at me curiously, trying to see what I had. I was grinning when I dropped them on the ground, making his eyes go wide. I tied his metal arm to a bedpost, making sure he wouldn’t escape. I tied the other hand, and his legs, having him spread out, in a starfish position. Then, I reached for the blindfold, making sure that he was looking at my ass.

He let out a strangled noise, needing a release. I climbed up, straddling him. I reached up to his head, and put the blindfold on him, not covering his eyes. He gave me a puppydog look, silently begging me to make him feel good, to not punish him any more. I slid the blindfold over his eyes, causing him to look absolutely defeated.

I began rubbing my hands down his sides, leaving hickeys down his chest. When I got lower, I licked up his abs, on my knees between his legs. I slid my hand down to my pussy, letting out a loud moan. Bucky struggled against the chains thrashing his head. I continued rubbing my clit, moaning obnoxiously, just to torture him.

I stopped touching myself, telling myself I wouldn’t cum unless he was the one to draw it out of me. I got off the bed and ghosted my hand over his inner thigh, making him shudder. At this point, I couldn’t take it anymore. I straddled him, and rubbed my pussy on his dick. “You wanted me to sit on your face?” He nodded “yes! Please! Please, ma’am.” I positioned myself over his face, removing the blindfold. His face lit up, looking at me for permission. I nodded, silently giving him permission. He wasted no time getting to work, craning his neck to reach me. “Please sit, mommy.” He begged “don’t hover, please just sit. Two taps of the tongue if I need a break.”

I rested my weight on his face, his mouth immediately latching onto my clit. I threw my head back in pleasure, gripping the headboard to steady myself. He lapped desperately at my pussy, bucking his hips to try and get any form of stimulation. He tapped his tongue twice, so I sat up. He looked at me in desperation, motioning with his eyes to his crotch “..please” he simpered. “Okay baby” I went to move down his body, but he protested “wait… I still wanna taste you…” I grinned, and repositioned my body, so my mouth was over his dripping cock, and my pussy over his mouth.

I ground myself against his face, mewling as he dipped his tongue into my hole. I took his weeping dick in my hand, and spread the copious amount of precum over the tip. I licked it up, and took him in my mouth. I swirled my tongue on the tip, causing him to moan, and suck even more aggressively, sending vibrations through me. I whined loudly, taking him further into my mouth. Normally, I would only be able take around four or five inches into my mouth, but I both wanted to challenge myself, and I wanted to make him feel as good as he was making me feel. So, I tried to take all of him at once, all 10.5 inches.

I got to around 7~ inches before I felt the need to gag, I held it off though, and was able to take all of him. He broke away from my pussy, and started to praise me “good job baby” he cooed. I relished his praise, but I was the dominant one right now. I popped him out of my mouth “mhm. Keep going brat.” He groaned, clearly wanted me to forfeit control, but that wasn’t gonna happen. Not yet.

I bobbed my head, moaning around his cock. I could feel myself getting dangerously close “ohgod” I whined “oohhh imgonnacum” that spurred him on even more, eating me out like I was his last meal. I gushed over his face, crying out in pleasure. He lapped up everything I offered him, groaning at the taste of my cum. “just like honey” he mumbled. I resumed my movements on his cock, but he paused “baby… ohfuck sweetheart im gettting close..” he warned, hinting at me to stop. I did, untying the chains on his legs, then I turned around so I was hovering over his dick

. He fought against the chains some more, silently praying for me to release them. I was going to, but not yet. I lined him up with my entrance, and slowly sank down. He bucked his hips, searching out pleasure. This action hurt me, because no matter how many times we’ve done this, ill never get used to his size. I gasped from the pain, causing him to get worried “shit- im sorry sweetheart, are you okay?” I nodded, and placed my hands on his chest, slowly getting used to the intrusion.

After a few moments, I stirred my hips, moaning loudly. I began riding him, slowly, bracing myself. He was tugging on the chains so hard, I thought they might break. I knew they couldn’t, but his desperation was insanely hot, telling me that he needed me just as much as I needed him. He was physically holding himself back from thrusting up into me.

I kept riding him as I laid on his chest, resting my head in the crook of his neck. “Baby… can I…?” He asked as he gently rolled his hips up, meeting mine. I whimpered and nodded. He continued his ministrations, sending sparks through me. I reached up, putting my tits into his face. He took a nipple into his mouth, and sucked, swirling his tongue around the sensitive nub. I undid the chains on his hands. his hands immediately going to my waist, pushing me down further onto his cock.

He started thrusting up harder, taking some of the control that I was offering. I was still laying on his chest when he spoke up “need me to take control, baby?” I whined and nodded “hmm? To cockdrunk now?” I didn’t respond, my brain frying. “Huh baby? You’re all controlling until you get a dick in you, huh.” He slowed down a bit, and flipped us over, never fully stopping his thrusts.

He put his flesh hand around my throat, swirling his vibranum fingers around my clit. “Ya know what I’ve been thinking about this whole time?” He asked “wha-ohgod-what?” I panted “making you squirt for me. Deepthroated me so well, I’m gonna reward you sweets.” I let out a confused sort of squeak, having never squirted before, and also unable to form a coherent thought. “Oh honey, I know how to- fuck honey you’re taking me so well- I know how to make you -ughhg- squirt. Holy shit sweetheart, you’re squeezing the life out of me.” I relished in his praise, loving that I was the one causing him to feel that good.

He reached down and put two fingers inside of me, curling them a bit and pumping them in and out. It was insane, the feeling of his cock and his fingers made me see stars. “Fuckkkk Bucky I’m so close” I wailed “let go for me baby, I’m not far behind.” With that, the coil in my belly snapped, and I nearly screamed out, cumming hard. Just like he said, he made me squirt. All over his lower stomach. He removed his fingers, lifting my leg for leverage to fuck me deeper. “Ohgod hun I’m so fucking close baby. Can I cum inside you? Huh baby?” I nodded rapidly, loving the warm feeling of his cum inside of me. “YESS Ohgod Bucky cum for me” he let out a grunt as he came, legs shivering.

He continued thrusting, riding out the orgasm. He took a few more minutes before collapsing on top of me, head buried in the crook of my neck, cock still sheathed inside of me. He flipped us over so I was laying on his chest. I nuzzled my head into him, adoring the warmth coming from his body.

After a little while of him rubbing my back, I sat up, letting him slide out of me. “We gotta get cleaned up buck” I chuckled. He easily got up, carrying me to the bathroom. he sat me on the counter while he grabbed a couple of clean washcloths, running them under warm water. He handed me one, and he took the other. I cleaned myself off, and turned to see him, staring at me with affection in his eyes. “what?” I laughed.

He picked me up, and held me close to his chest as he walked back to the bed. He laid me down and snuggled in next to me, facing me. “was that okay? I was worried you were upset with me..” I tangled my hand through his hair, planting a light kiss on his forehead. “it was perfect, buck. I could never be upset with you for needing me as much as I need you.” we cuddled with each other, and fell asleep, embracing each other the whole night.

[lesbiarmy]

Hey don't know if you're going to actually write fanfiction But if you are could we get a little BuckyxFem!reader fluff where they get sent on a mission together and they confess to liking each other Thanks!

Hey,I am have LOTS of fics on the way thanks for asking I hope this is good enough :)

Bucky Barnes x Fem!reader

Warning?:Use of Y/N,Fluff,and a first time writer

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The sun had barely peeked over the horizon, casting the world in a soft, warm glow as Y/N and Bucky walked side-by-side through the forest. The air was cool and crisp, the leaves crunching under their boots with every step. Y/N couldn't help but feel a thrill of anticipation running through her veins; she had been dreaming of this moment for months now. She glanced over at Bucky, his profile illuminated by the soft morning light, and her heart skipped a beat. He was so handsome, so strong, so damn confident. It was that confidence that made her feel safe with him, even though they were on a mission together.

As they walked, they discussed the details of their mission, their voices low and hushed. Y/N couldn't help but notice how close they were standing, their bodies barely touching. She could feel the heat emanating from him, and she found herself inching closer, drawn to him like a moth to a flame. She knew that this was her chance; she had to make a move.

The forest seemed to fade away, and all that mattered was the two of them. Bucky looked up, meeting her gaze, and something flickered in his eyes. It was almost like he knew what she was thinking. Her heart raced, and she felt a wave of courage wash over her. She leaned in, her lips brushing against his as she whispered, "Bucky… I like you."

His breath hitched, and for a moment, he didn't move. Then, slowly, he pulled her closer, his lips pressing against hers with a passion that took her breath away. They kissed, their tongues dancing together, their bodies molding into each other's. Time seemed to stand still as they lost themselves in the moment.

As they pulled apart for air, Y/N couldn't help but smile at the butterflies fluttering in her stomach. She looked into Bucky's eyes, seeing something new there - a vulnerability that she hadn't seen before. He smiled back at her, his eyes twinkling with something unspoken.

They continued their mission, their movements now more fluid and less stilted. Bucky seemed to be more attuned to her, always checking in on her, making sure she was comfortable and safe. It was a side of him that she hadn't seen before, and it made her heart swell with affection.

As they neared the end of their mission, they found themselves in a clearing, the morning sun streaming through the trees, bathing them in warm light. Y/N glanced at Bucky, noticing for the first time how strong his jawline was, how defined his shoulders. He was truly a sight to behold. She felt herself growing more and more attracted to him with each passing moment.

They sat down on a nearby log, catching their breath after a particularly harrowing part of the mission. Bucky looked over at her, his eyes holding a question. She could see the uncertainty in his gaze, and it made her heart ache for him. She knew that he had been hurt before, and she wanted nothing more than to make him feel safe and loved.

She leaned in, her hand finding its way to his cheek, tracing the stubble there. He closed his eyes, and a shudder ran through him. It was a good shudder, a shudder of pleasure. She leaned in closer, her lips brushing against his, their breath mingling together. His hand found its way to her waist, pulling her even closer.

The kiss deepened, their tongues tangling together in a dance of desire. They were lost in each other, lost in the moment. The world around them faded away, and all that mattered was the connection between them.

As they pulled apart, they looked into each other's eyes. She could see the love there, the desire, the longing. He smiled at her, a small, tentative smile that made her heart skip a beat.

They sat there in silence for a while, just holding each other's gaze. The air was thick with tension, but it was a good tension, a tension of anticipation.

Slowly, Bucky leaned in again, his lips finding hers in a tender kiss. It was a kiss full of promise, full of hope. As they pulled apart once more, Y/N knew that they had crossed a line, that they were no longer just friends. They were lovers, and the future stretched out before them, full of possibility and promise.

The sun continued to rise higher in the sky, bathing them in its warmth. Around them, the forest came alive with the sounds of birdsong and rustling leaves. But for now, all Y/N could focus on was the man beside her, the man who had become her whole world in an instant.

She ran her fingers through his hair, feeling its softness and warmth beneath her fingertips. He closed his eyes and sighed, leaning into her touch. Their bodies were inches apart, their every breath mingling together. It was as if the world had shrunk down to just the two of them, and nothing else mattered.

Finally, they stood up, gathering themselves before continuing with the mission. But as they walked side-by-side through the forest, Y/N couldn't shake the feeling that something had changed between them. There was an intimacy now, a connection that went beyond words. She glanced over at Bucky, seeing him through new eyes, and knew that their lives would never be the same again.

They continued to discuss the mission, but it was with a newfound understanding, a newfound respect for each other. Their steps were lighter, their hearts lighter still. They had crossed the line from friends to lovers, and there was no going back. The future stretched out before them, full of promise and possibility, and they would face it together, hand in hand.

As they neared the end of the mission, Y/N couldn't help but wonder what would happen next. Where would their journey take them? How would their relationship evolve? But for now, she was content to bask in the glow of this perfect moment, to revel in the feeling of being loved by Bucky Barnes, her partner in crime and in life.

The sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in shades of crimson and gold. The forest grew quiet, the animals retreating to their nests for the night. Y/N and Bucky emerged from the trees, stepping into the dimly lit clearing where they had shared their first kiss. They stood there, side by side, lost in their own thoughts, each wondering what the future held for them.

With a sigh, Bucky finally broke the silence. "Well, that's a wrap. Mission's a success." His voice was gruff, his expression thoughtful.

Y/N nodded, unable to tear her eyes away from him. "Yeah. It sure is." She paused, mustering up the courage to say what she'd been wanting to say since the moment they'd shared their first kiss. "Bucky… I want to be with you. Not just as partners on a mission, but… together. Like, in real life." Her heart pounded in her chest, her palms sweaty.

He looked at her then, his eyes searching hers for any hint of deceit. But all he saw was sincerity, honesty. And something else too. Something that made his chest tighten and his throat go hoarse. He took a step closer, cupping her face in his hands, and leaned in until their noses touched. "I want that too," he whispered. "I want us to be together, Y/N."

Their lips met, hesitantly at first, but with a passion that belied their uncertainty. Slowly, they sank to the ground, the soft earth cushioning their fall as they gave in to their desires. The night sky spun above them, the stars winking down like approval. And as they kissed, as they touched, as they loved, they knew that they had found something special, something rare and beautiful.

They didn't know what the future held, but for now, they were content to be together, to explore this newfound love and see where it might lead them. The world was their oyster, and they were ready to take it on, hand in hand

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Wrong Side of The Tracks

Jock!BuckyXFem!Reader   Jock!SteveXFem!Reader(platonic) Sweet!WandaXFem!reader (besties)

Warnings: Nothing much really, just a lot of fluff, little bit of language. Protective Bucky is a warning.

A/N: Hey everyone this has been 2 months in the making and I figured what better time to finish it than for Sebastian’s 40th Birthday. This is a HIGH SCHOOL AU. Both a song and movie inspired me to write this but with a bit of a twist to the original. I also want to thank a few people who inspired me to finish this. @buckyalpine​ @altagraye​ @jtargaryen18​ @imaginedreamwrite​ @endless-summer-soldier​ @christycurlswrites​ I’m sorry if I missed anyone. I hope you enjoy and as always likes and reblogs are always appreciated.

A/N 2: Apparently tumblr deleted my story so I’m re-posting this again.  dividers by @silkholland​  Moodboard Aesthetic by me and Canva 

Living in the town you’re in had been some what of a rollercoaster. Some good and some really bad. You moved here when you were 9 years old after your parents divorced. When you first arrived you felt really out of place for the first few weeks. Then one day you asked your mom if you could hang out in front of the towns city hall where other kids in the town hung out, maybe you could find some friends. She agreed and let you walk there. When you got there, there were a few kids around your age some a bit older. After hanging around the benches for a little while a boy your age came up with a few of his other buddies and started picking on you because you were new in town and they knew which part you lived in. Not the best part of town but you could tell they were from the better side of town. After trying to get them to leave you alone to no avail, a brunette and blonde boy came up behind them.

“Hey why don’t you leave her alone Brock before I punch you in the face.” The brunette yelled at him.

“Why is she your little girlfriend Barnes?” Brock teased him.

“Come on man she just moved here, lets not let her think everyone here dislikes her.” The small blonde came to your defense this time. With a small bashful smile, you looked up at the boys defending you and felt safe with them around.

“Whatever Rodgers, she’s not even worth it anymore.” And with that the bullies left to do their own thing. When they left that’d when the two boys who defended you looked at you asked of you were ok.

“Hi there, my name is James but you can call me Bucky and this is Steve are you ok?” 

“Yeah I’m fine, thank you for doing that. I’m just trying to fit in and I think that just set me back.” Looking down at your lap fidgeting with your hands. Bucky looks at you with those big bright blue eyes and immediately you feel that warmth of being safe again.

“That didn’t set you back, your our new friend. What’s your name?”

“My name is y/n.”

From then on you Steve and Bucky where thick as thieves. In a town of less than 20,000 people everyone pretty much knew everyone. That meant that every kid in school knew you as the new kid from the other side of the tracks. You tired not to let that discourage you especially when you had Bucky and Steve at your side. Even though they both lived in the nicer part of town they never made you feel less than.

Fast forward to your senior year of high school. Things were better now, you had great grades and were thinking of what colleges you wanted to go. Bucky and Steve were doing the same thing plus you 3 were going to apply to schools you all could go to together. Your little crush on Bucky never left you but you never said anything because who would date someone from the wrong side of town? So because of that you watched him date a few girls but non really stuck. Not for a lack of trying on his part but he could never get you off his mind. You were the one he wanted, always watching you while you were in classes together even came to your choir concerts front and center with roses in his lap waiting for you. You thought it was always sweet of him and Steve to come to your performances. You knew it was only because they were your best friends, not knowing the underlying reason was that Bucky liked you.                                     

It was just before Thanksgiving break, and you three were discussing the colleges you were applying to and when you and your mom would be going to Bucky’s house for Thanksgiving dinner. Ever since you were 10, Steve and Bucky’s families always invited you and your mom to Thanksgiving dinner. Sarah always made the best pies and Winnie was a master of cooking turkey.

The boys got up to grab some sodas from the vending machine, when non other than Brock came and sat next to you.

“Hey y/n, now that your watch dogs are gone I wanted to see of you wanted to go on a date?”

Well this was a major turn of events.

“Now why would I want to do that? Last thing I remember is you bullying me when I first got here.” Was this actually happening right now?

“Come on I was just a dumb kid then. I now see what a beautiful girl you’ve turn into, and want to take you out.”

You were starting to feel a but uncomfortable and confused at the same time. Just as you were about to give him another retort, Bucky and Steve had come back to the table with rage in their eyes. Since growing up Steve and Bucky became very tall and muscular guys, so they intimidated everyone. But not brock, he always seemed to have something to prove.

“Brock why don’t you leave y/n alone, she clearly is not interested.” Steve spoke up first, Bucky was just there giving Brock daggers.

“Oh great, y/n's guard dogs are here. Look I was seeing if she wanted to have a little fun this weekend.”

“Yeah well she’s clearly not into you so why don’t you go to your side of the cafeteria, and leave her alone?” Bucky had told brock with venom behind his words. This shocked you a little bit, you’ve never seen Bucky so upset. It kind of made your crush on him become deeper.

“Whatever guys, look y/n when you’re ready to come to your senses you know where to find me.” Steve had to hold Bucky back so he didn’t just sucker punch him in the face. Once brock finally left you could let out the breath you were holding from all the tension around you.

“Man I hate that guy, he just thinks everyone has to bow to him.” You were the first one to speak up, Bucky was still watching Brock leave with such intensity, the only thing you could do to calm him was to hold his face in your hands and get him to look at you.

“Bucky, hey handsome you still there? He’s gone ok, he won’t come back.” That snapped him out of his trance and he finally looked at you. You rubbed his cheeks with your thumbs trying to calm his emotions. He looked at you with such adoration you both started getting lost in each others eyes. After a few minutes of staring at each other, Steve was able to get you two to separate after he waved his hands in front of both of you.

“Hey guys snap out of it, you ok??” You both stepped back a bit, feeling the heat creep up to your ears and letting go of Bucky’s face. “Yeah I’m ok, Bucky are you better now?”

“Yeah yeah sure um, I’m just gonna head to restroom real quick. Hey punk want to come with?”

“Uh yeah sure buck.”

Once they were in the restroom, Steve turned to Bucky.

“Dude what was that?”

“Steve man there is something I need to tell you. I really like y/n, like a lot.” Steve stood there looking at Bucky like he had two heads.

“Come on man say something, I’m freaking out here.”

“How long have you liked her? I mean this is new to me, you tell me everything jerk why didn’t you say anything?”

“I don’t know I just thought they would go away but they are still there. I’ve liked her since middle school. I really want to ask her out, I want to hold her man, I want to kiss her so bad.”

“Bucky you have to tell her if your this deep about her. You can’t keep these feelings about her bottled up.” “How do I do this? I’ve never had a problem asking a girl out but this is y/n, I’m a mess when I talk to her. You know how she has always felt like she doesn’t belong here because of where she lives and I don’t want her feel like this is joke. Now with Brock trying to ask her out I don’t want to her to think she’s some charity case or something.”

“I don’t think she would ever think that. Did you see the way she was looking at you just before? I think she has the same feelings for you as well.”

Bucky had some thinking to do before he could get the guts to ask her out. While Bucky and Steve were in the restroom you sat at the table in a daze. A minute later another friend of yours cam over to talk to you. Wanda was sweet girl you met in middle school when she moved here from Europe with her twin brother Pietro.

“Hey y/n what was all that about?”

“I have no clue, I’m just as shocked as you.” You say with a little sly smile. Wanda noticed this and just blurted out.

“Oh my god you like Bucky, I can see it in your eyes.”

You shh her to get her to lower her voice. “Yes I like Bucky, but you can’t say anything to anyone not even your brother. I know you have that twin telepathy thing.”

“Ok I promise I won’t tell anyone. When did you start liking him? “Since I moved here, him and Steve saved me from Brock bullying me and I looked into those damn eyes and I was hooked.” You say with the biggest smile on your face at the memory.

“Are you ever going to tell him about this? I mean you’ve like the guy for a long time.”

“Wanda I can never tell him, look at him and where he lives. I’m from the other side of the tracks and he lives on the nicer side of town in a big house with rich parents. I mean don’t get me wrong, their families have never made me feel bad about where I live but I don’t know. I just feel like I’m not good enough for him.”

Wanda looked at her with a sad smile and a hug. She knew deep down that Bucky wouldn’t want to date her. She can’t compete with the other girls in the school who come from better families. She’s never really been ashamed of where comes from but she knows being with Bucky is an unatonable dream.

As her and Wanda pulled from their hug, Bucky and Steve were walking back into the cafeteria. “Hey I’ll talk to you later ok? We can hang out and make cookies at my place.”

“I’d really like that Wanda, thank you.”

As she got up to go sit with her brother she greets the boys.

“Hey guys how’s it going?” They both tell her they are good, and she says her goodbyes. The boys sit back down on both sides of you, and they look a little better now.

“So, about Thanksgiving? Should me and my mom bring anything this year?”

Everyone laughs a bit and go back to like nothing happened. As the week goes on, Brock is still relentless in his pursuit of asking you out and you keep telling him no. Man he can be annoying. He waits for you by your car, which isn’t much but it your baby. When you see him leaning on your car you prepare yourself for another five minutes of him begging you to go out with him. What is it with him lately?

“Y/N, what do I have to do to get a date with you? Come on we would make a great couple.”

“Brock when are you going to get it through your head that I’m not interested? Right now I’m really just trying through this year and find a good college. I don’t have time for your relentless begging. Besides you’re really not my type.”

“What do you mean I’m not your type?” Oh that really got him. “I’m good looking, I’m co-captain of the football team and I’m rich.”

“No brock, your parents are rich. And I don’t care if your on the football team. I want someone who isn’t as shallow as you are.”

Ok that really pissed him off, but you were on a roll and wanted him to really get the hint to back off. “Shallow, shallow? Listen here y/n, I’m doing you a favor by asking you out.”

“A favor? Since when is acting like a douch and bullying me when I first got here a favor to me?”

He was seeing red now, and you were about to be on the receiving end of a major Brock blowout. Before things could escalate further you saw over his shoulder, Bucky booking it towards you. You didn’t give Brock any inclination that he was coming behind him. When he finally got behind Brock he tapped him in the shoulder crossing his arms showing his bulging biceps. Well hello to Bucky’s muscles. No stop that, we are trying to piss off brock. When he turned around he gave an exasperated sigh and rolled his eyes.

“What is it now Barnes?”

Bucky just stood there staring at him, like he could blow his head up with his eyes. After a few more beats, brock had had enough.

“You know what, I don’t have time to deal with this. Y/N I talk to you later.”

“Don’t count on it Brock, the answer will always be the same.” You yelled back at him, Rolling your eyes.

“We’ll see.” With a roll of your eyes, you turn your attention to Bucky. Gosh he was so gorgeous when he wanted to intimate someone. It really turned you on to the point you wanted to say screw it and just kiss those beautiful pink lips he has. “Hey I was thinking, would it be okay if we went to your house to finish up that report on WWII? My house is crazy with my mom preparing for the holiday and I think we need some peace and quiet for this.” Bucky had asked. “Sure of course we can. My mom is at work until 7pm so it will just be us.”

You and Bucky got into your car. It wasn’t much but its been your dream car since you were little. A 1985 Buick grand national, Bucky and Steve helped you refurbish the engine it was your baby. On the way to your house you and Bucky sing every 80’s song that comes on the radio. That was one great thing about your friendship with Bucky, you both liked pretty much the same stuff. You get to your house and unlock the door. You and Bucky put your backpacks in your room then head to the kitchen to grab some drinks and a small snack to do your work with. Both of you sit on your bed and get to work.

Every so often you look at Bucky in your peripheral vision as he studies his book. Furrowing his brow in concentration looking so adorable. What you don’t see is he is doing the same thing when your not looking as well. He loves studying with you, especially when you guys are alone with no one to bother you. After about 2 hours of writing and bouncing ideas off each other, you both take a mental break from studying to have a snack and talk.

You both lay down side by side, eating and feeding popcorn to each other and laughing when you each miss the others mouth. Bucky turns to his side to watch you laughing. He has never seen you look so beautiful, hair out of your ponytail fanning across the bed head back in full on laughter. When you calm down you look over at him watching you. That’s when you see it, the gleam in his eyes like you’re the only person in the world. You look back him the same way and then it clicks for both of you. You’re mere inches form each other, and you both are moving towards each other like there is an invisible string pulling you. With your noses about to touch Bucky looks down at your lips then to your eyes as if\ asking permission.

He places a hand on your cheek and you lean into his touch. “Can I kiss you?” he askes. “I’ve been waiting for you to ask me that.” Then Bucky closes the gap and the kiss starts of sweet and innocent, like he might break you. Soon his hand moves to your hip and gently squeezes. You hand finds the back of his head and you start stroking his hair. He moaned into your mouth and that’s when it starts to get heated. Bucky then moves to lay above you and then slips his tongue into your mouth and your grant him entrance. Finally after your lungs start to burn needing air you both pull away, leaning on each others forehead. You're both panting looking at one another in the eye, smiling like idiots.

“How long have you wanted to do that Bucky?”

“Since middle school, but I didn’t truly come to terms with it till about a week ago. What about you?”

Giggling, you leaned up and kissed his nose. “Probably since freshman year.” Bucky leans back in a kisses you again. A few more minutes of kissing and Bucky rolls off you to have you cuddle him. You both look into each others eyes not wanting this moment to end. “Hey as soon as Thanksgiving is done can I take you out on a date?” “I would really like that Bucky, but what’s gonna happen when we get back to school? I don’t come from the same upbringing as you or Steve, what if people think I don’t belong with you and they tease me? What if the other girls who I know who have been interested in you think I’m not good enough to..” Bucky then kisses you passionately to shut you up. 

“Y/N, I don’t care what everyone will think. You are the most beautiful, smart, funny, and down to earth girl I have ever met. No one else compares to you. Who cares what others think I love you!”

You stare at Bucky wide eyed at his confession, he looks back with so much adoration and no hesitation. You bring your hand up to his face and and look deep into his eyes. “I love you too Bucky.” After a few more minutes of hugging and cuddling you both get back to finishing your history work. Around 6:30 you both head back to the kitchen and decide to make dinner for the both of you and your mom when she gets home. When your mom gets home she’s pleasantly surprised that you and Bucky made dinner for her. After some light conversation about School and your moms work, she cleans up since you made dinner on her insistence. Bucky goes to your room to pack his stuff up so you can drive him home. You grab your keys and coat and say by to your mom, Bucky runs over and gives your mom a hug goodbye. You didn’t tell your mom what had happened between you and Bucky, wanting to keep it to yourselves until you had your first date. Besides the next day was Thanksgiving and all 3 families would be together and didn’t want the whole group to know just yet.

As you drive to Bucky’s side of town it hits you again. Just how different you both are, looking at all the big houses and nicely trimmed yards. Bucky can sense your Inner turmoil. “Hey, no non of that.” “I’m sorry, I forgot how good you are at reading me.” You get to Bucky’s house and park in the driveway. The two of you sit in your car for a few minutes and just stare at each other smiling. Bucky reaches over and cradles your cheek and leans in a kisses you goodbye. Oh you could kiss him for the rest of your life. When you kiss, the world does not exist its only the two of you. You both pull away and smile.

“I better get inside before my ma wonders where I’ve been.” 

“Just tell her your bad influence bestie kept you out running a muck.” You tell him laughing. “Hey you can’t say that anymore, your my girl now.”  

“Oh I’m your girl now? We haven’t had our first official date yet.”

“Y/N, you have always been my girl” He goes in for one more last kiss and exits the car. He leaves you there in a daze, realizing you really have been his girl. He turns around to wave you bye while you back out of the driveway and he enters his house and then you drive off to your side of town.

Bucky enters his house with a shit eating grin on his face. He hears his mom and dad in the kitchen going over the final plans for Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow, so he schools his face as he gets to the kitchen. 

“Hi ma ,Hi dad.” He gives his mom a kiss on the cheek and pats his dad on the back. “You seem to be in a good mood, where have you been?” As Bucky goes to the fridge to grab a bottle of water his mom starts with the questions. “I went to Y/N house after school to finish this report we have in world history and then we made dinner for her mom and ate.” There is a mischievous grin on his moms face like she knows something, but he doesn’t read into it. “Plus I’m always in a good mood when I hang out with y/n.” He tries hiding that smile again. “Well I’m gonna head upstairs and take a shower and get ready for bed. Goodnight mom night dad.”

As he heads to his room his parents watch him suspiciously. “Honey, what’s going on in that head of yours?” George asked Winnie. “Oh nothing, I have a feeling our son will be telling us some good news soon.” George eyes his wife trying to figure out going on. He shakes his head ,he can never understand what his wife thinks and probably never will.

The next morning, you wake up to your mom shaking you awake telling you she made a special breakfast. “What makes this breakfast so special mom?” As you stretch and yawn. “Well honey, you and Bucky made me dinner last night so I thought I would repay how wonderful you are for doing that for me.” Y/N sat up and hugged her mom. “It was no problem mom, you’ve done so much for me, it won’t even compare to me just making you a simple dinner.” After getting up and brushing your hair and teeth, you head to the kitchen where your mom waits with the most amazing breakfast. French toast, sausage, eggs and fake mimosas, (orange juice and sprite) A little treat that your mom started when you were younger to make you seem like you were a grown up drinking from a champagne flute. As you both pile your plates with food and grab your mimosas, you both sit down at the table and clink your glasses together and laugh at how silly you two are.

Your mom watches you eat and starts thinking that soon it will only be her in your home with you soon going off to college. So she savers this moment while she can. After breakfast you head to your room and grab your phone to see a text from Bucky. 

“Good morning beautiful, can’t wait to see you later.” You smile at his text. “Good morning yourself handsome.” You put your phone down and get ready to pick out an outfit for dinner at his parents house. You hear another ping and check your phone. “I love you.” You text back. “I love you too.” You fall to your bed laughing and smiling. You still couldn’t believe this was happening, you were Bucky’s girl.

As it gets close to leaving for the Barnes home your mom starts telling you to hurry or you’ll be late. After looking at yourself in the mirror for the fifteenth time, you finally come out and meet your mom at the front door. You both grab your coats and says she will drive to the Barnes house. Your mom notices you are extra jittery for some reason. “Honey, is everything ok? You seem nervous.” You look over to your mom and give her a small smile and tell her your good. She tried not to pry so she continued to drive. You pull up to the house and your mom sets it in park. You both head up to the door and ring the door bell. You smooth out the imaginary wrinkles on your dress while you wait. The door opens and you see Bucky in front of you and you both have matching smiles. “Hi.” He breaths out. “Hi Bucky.” 

Your mom taps you on the shoulder to bring you out of your daze and steps forward to give Bucky a hug and enters the house. You finally move your feet and he brings you in with a big hug. “I missed you.” “Bucky I just saw you last night.” While you two are still hugging at the door, Winnie and your mom are watching you. “Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” Winnie asks your mom. “I had an inkling but I think this has confirmed it.” They stand there smiling watching their children embrace like it’s the last time you will see each other. After finally releasing yourselves you close the door and further enter the house. You see Winnie and give her a big hug, next you see Mr Barnes and give him and equally big hug. The Barnes family see you and your mom as an extension of their own, as well as the Rogers family. Five minutes later Steve and his mom Sarah arrive with her famous pies. Mr Barnes announces that dinner will begin soon and you all start gathering in the dinning room and find your seats. 

Winnie made place cards this year and sat you between Bucky and Steve. Before you start, Sarah rogers begins the Thanksgiving prayer. Everyone holds hands around the table but only you and Bucky interlace your hands and hold tight looking at each other. Afterwards you are all asked what you’re all thankful for. What everyone didn’t know was earlier you, Steve and Bucky texted each other saying all three of you got your letters from NYU but didn’t open them. When it got to Bucky he started. 

“Well everyone we wanted to do this while we were all together but today all three of us got our letters from NYU and we wanted to open them in front of our family.” All the parents had shocked looks on their faces. Your mom already had tears in her eyes and all 3 moms were holding hands. George Barnes went a head and told Bucky for you guys to open them now. You all start to open your letters. 

Steve got in on a full ride football scholarship, Bucky got in on a baseball scholarship. That lead to you, your face was in so much shock you had to be shaken by Bucky. “Y/N what is it, is it bad news?” You look at Bucky with tears in your eyes.

“I got in.... full academic scholarship! You don’t have to worry about paying for my college mom!”

Bucky practically tackles you in your chair and without thinking kisses the life out of you. Everyone in the room is looking with wide eyes and open jaws. After a few more kisses you both pull away and finally realize its really quite and see what you both just did. You look around and see everyone’s faces. “Oh crap.” You say as Bucky released you. “You guys are probably wondering what that was about?” Bucky breaks the silence. “We are dating and in love. Even though we haven’t been on an official date yet” He tells the parents. “Finally!” all the moms and Steve say in unison. “We wanted to keep it to ourselves for a bit but I guess this is us saying it now.” You finally speak up. After the initial shock all parents get up and hug all three of you and congratulate you on getting into NYU. 

Sarah, Winnie and your mom take you aside and tell you how they knew you both had it bad for one another but waited for you two to finally see it. Steve and George talk to Bucky and tell him its about time he maned up and admitted his feeling to you.

After all the congratulations are finished dinner gets started. Everyone laughs and is just enjoying each others company. You, Bucky and Steve talk about where you will live when you get to college and that’s when Mr. Barnes speaks up. “Kids I just want to say even though you all have full rides I’m not having you guys stay in a dorm. I’ll be paying for the three of you to live in apartment near campus.” The look on your faces is could rival a cartoon. “But, no hanky panky you two.” He points to you and Bucky. You both blush and look down at your laps. Everyone laughs and the mood had finally lightened.

Soon enough dinner is finished and you are sitting in the

living room having dessert and coffee. After a while Steve, Bucky and yourself go up stairs to Bucky’s room and discuss more about NYU. Then Steve brings up the one person you don't want to think about. “So, what do you think Brock will have to say when we go back on Monday?” before you can say anything Bucky speaks up.

“I don't give a flying fuck what he has to say!” You smack him on the shoulder and tell him to watch his language. You all laugh and fall all over each other. You really don’t care what Brock has to say either but you love it when Bucky acts possessive over you. “I really can’t wait to see his face though.” You tell them. An hour later its time to say goodbye. You hug Steve and Mrs. Rogers goodbye and they leave. Then its you and your mom, you and Bucky stand outside just holding each other saying I love you and how much you will miss the other.

You finally pull away and give one more kiss for the evening. Its not long because you can tell your parents are watching. “Text me when you get home safe okay?”

“I will Bucky, besides my mom wants to go shopping tomorrow for Christmas.” “Okay, hey how about after you finish shopping we meet for lunch?” “Will this be our date?” you laugh. “That will be a pre-date. Later that day will be our first official date.” 

“Really, and where will you be taking me?” 

“That is a surprise my angel face.” He then kisses you on the nose and walks you to the car. All your mom can do is smile while she drives back home. The rest of the weekend is a blur, after your date with Bucky friday night you were practically inseparable not that you already weren’t this was different. And soon enough Monday is upon you and its back to school. You decide to pick up Bucky and Steve for school that day. As soon as you get to the school and put it in park, Bucky is running to the drivers side and opening your door and give you his hand to hold. He kisses the back of your hand and you walk into the school. As you enter Bucky puts his arm over your shoulder showing everyone you’re his girl. As you head to your first class brock is waiting for you and the look on his face is priceless.

Before you get to the door Bucky turns you to face him and gives you a short kiss on the lips and tells you he loves you against your lips and hugs you goodbye. As he passes Brock with a look of utter shock he turns to him 

“Hey Rumlow, how was your holiday break?” But he doesn’t wait for a response, and just walks to his class with a huge smile on his face. When you get to class and pass up Brock. “Brock what’s wrong? Looks like you’ve seen a ghost or something, you felling ok?” You also enter class with a smile knowing you have just brought his ego down several notches because he was unable to land a date with you. Brock finally snaps out of it and admits defeat and heads in after you.

When its lunch time it all seems like the usual lunch with one exception. You sit on Bucky’s lap the entire lunch hour and you can’t keep your hands off each other. Wanda runs up to you both and stands you up and gives you a big hug and tells you how happy she is for you. You look back at Bucky who is looking at you as well and tell her, “Happy isn’t even the word to describe how I fell at this moment.” She squeals and hops up and down and gives you one more hug before she sits across from both of you. Everyone at lunch is giving you shocked looks especially the snotty rich girls. But you pay them no mind because you have the most wonderful, caring and definitely the sexiest boyfriend anyone will ever have.

After graduation the three of you head to NYU and the apartment Mr. Barnes rented for you guys and it was the best years of your lives. Yes there were some ups and downs but what relationship doesn’t. When college graduation rolled around and you all were about to throw your caps in the air, Bucky tapped you on the shoulder. You turn around and he is down on one knee proposing with his mothers engagement ring. A simple but beautiful ring. 

“Y/N, we have known each other since we were little kids and best friends ever since. Senior year I finally pulled my head out of my ass and confessed my love for you. Almost 5 years later we are ready to take on this world and why not do it together for the rest of our lives? Will you Marry me and officially become a Barnes?” 

“YES! I will marry you!” 

Everyone is watching and Steve is even recording it on his cell phone. After kissing you breathless, he slips the ring on your finger and rush to tell your parents.

You both may have grown up on different parts of town, but that never stopped you from becoming best friends then boyfriend and girlfriend, and now future husband and wife. Never be ashamed of where you come from, even if you come from the wrong side of the tracks.

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Hi! How are you!? Hope you're good 😁 Could I request a BuckyxFem!Reader oneshot? ❤️

A mission goes wrong. The reader and Bucky are trapped in a cell surrounded by several HYDRA agents. One of them says the keywords to activate the Winter Soldier just at the moment when Steve and Tony appear to help them, they fight against Bucky trying to make him the same again until a scream takes him out of that personality: the reader is wounded, wanting to protect him from another HYDRA agent getting in the way of the bullet. Bucky becomes him again and takes the reader in his arms to return to the quinjet.

Maybe lots of angst and fluffy ending with them confessing eachothers love at the hq?

Thank you so much!!!!!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

A/N: Hi guys! Wow it’s great to be back and free from college stress. I received this request two months ago, and again I am so sorry it took this long for me to make it, but writing academic papers had absolutely kicked my ass this past semester. This ask obviously takes place where Bucky has not been to Wakanda yet to get his trigger words removed. I hope you guys enjoy! I am a little rusty, and not sure if I should write from the first person perspective or third person perspective for Y/N fanfictions so let me know what you guys prefer. Happy Summer!

Pairings: Bucky x female!Reader

Warnings: Talks of blood, gun violence. Other than that I don’t think there is anything else.

Word Count: 2.5k

You’re My Endgame

The floor was cold. It’s not like you haven’t endured worse, but the concrete you had been resting your head on was less than inviting. Your body was rigid due to the freezing temperatures and the uncomfortable position you curled your body into. The HYDRA facility you had been captured at was in Lithuania, Bucky promised he knew it like the back of his hand. Things had changed since his work and internal torment as the Winter Soldier, something he wasn’t expecting due to lack of funds on their part. Unfortunately, no one could’ve predicted there were spies in SHIELD funneling crazy amounts of money into new buildings and updating new HYDRA facilities and weapons.

You decided to sit up and stretch your limbs. It had felt like weeks you were being held hostage, but in actuality it was only a day at most. The HYDRA agents kept you and Bucky busy with periodic torture. You’ve been kicked, punched, beaten into the ground even but neither of you talked. Bucky was more familiar with these torture treatments than anyone, but he focused all of his attention on you.

He was the first real friend you had made at the Avengers’ campus. He had trauma, you had trauma, one of the best bonding factors you had both concluded. He listened to stories of your abusive childhood, being trained by your father as his own personal assassin, and he would share whatever he was comfortable telling you. You never poked and prodded. You knew you were more open than most when it came to over sharing experiences. Talking helped some people, others not so much.

You stood up and shook out your arms and legs. Once you stopped, you assessed the bruises on each body part, counting how many had accumulated over the canvas that was your skin. 48 in total. A new record.

You looked over at Bucky to see he was lying in a similar position to you, close enough that you were in arms reach but not too close that you were uncomfortable with his touch. You were both exhausted from the continuous torture, touching was not in anyone’s best interest at this point in time.

He groaned softly, beginning to stretch his limbs out as well. Trying to turn a horrible situation into a lighter occasion (as if that were possible), you cracked a joke in Bucky’s direction.

“Good morning sunshine, I see you decided to join me for our delicious gourmet breakfast” you gestured to nothing behind you on the concrete floor.

Bucky cracked a smile “Good thing I didn’t miss it, I’m starving” he joked back. You understood each other’s humor and personality so well.

“How’re you feeling Buck? I know they did a number on you after me” you looked down at him somberly.

He shook his head “Don’t worry about me. Show me your arms and legs. I wanna see how much they hurt you.”

You rolled your eyes. “Buck I’m fine. I can hold my own just the same as you. We are trained for these situations.”

Bucky rolled his eyes back at you. “Did I ask if you were trained? No. In fact I didn’t ask you anything at all. Show me your goddamn body Y/N”

You didn’t want to stress him out anymore, so you just knelt down in front of him and started showing him your arms. He hovered over them, careful not to touch your delicate flesh. His phase was full of confusion, anger, and something else you couldn’t quite put your finger on. He shook his head, not even wanting to see your legs if this is what your arms looked like. He didn’t want to upset himself even more, which would in turn make you upset.

“Lay back down Y/N. You need to rest, even if it is on concrete. We can’t have your pretty self looking like that when we get back to the compound now can we?” Bucky replied, trying to lighten the mood once again. It was worth a shot.

Bucky always told you you were pretty, never really thinking anything of it. Steve or Natasha was his endgame, and you respected that. You were best friends and best friends always complimented each other like that. You definitely didn’t need to make your relationship more complicated, even if you were desperately in love with him. You would keep those feelings locked down in the deepest crevices of your brain, unwilling to share with anyone.

You smiled towards Bucky, getting ready to sit back down when you heard the door to the basement unlock. You both winced at the sound, turning to look at each other with dread in your eyes. 

Please dear god no more. We can’t take anymore. 

You wanted to keep Bucky safe from HYDRA’s wrath, and he wanted to do the same for you. Given the circumstances however, it was near impossible. Bucky felt helpless that he couldn’t properly protect you against their torture, only adding to his mental torment. He was in pure agony, and hearing that door again made him want to scream out to a higher power he didn’t believe in. 

“Rise and shine dirtbags, we have a new surprise for you today” the first HYDRA agent said with a small smirk on his face. 

You had no idea what they had in store for you today, always expecting the worst. You definitely were not prepared for what they were planning to do to you today.

“You, girl, have you ever met those they call the Winter Soldier?” the second HYDRA agent asked.

You had no idea what he was talking about, honestly thinking he was talking about Bucky. You knew he had been called the Winter Soldier in the past, but Bucky never shared much of his trauma. You didn’t know to the full extent what he was capable of, he never wanted you to know what he was capable of. In response, you nodded with a confused look on your face.

Bucky, however, knew exactly what he was talking about. His heart felt like it had dropped to his stomach, unable to prepare for what was about to happen. He started shaking his head furiously, begging softly. “Please, please don’t do this. I’ll do anything, just please don’t do this. Not with her.” You could see the pain in his eyes.

A third HYDRA agent strutted into the room, just as smug as the other two. He was holding a red book with a black star on it. You thought it was just a log of what torture they had performed on you, but it was much more sinister based off of Bucky backing up into the far corner of the room with absolute dread in his eyes. That’s when the third HYDRA agent started to speak.

“Longing, rusted, seventeen.” Your confusion only grew as the HYDRA agent spoke these words, but your confusion slowly faded as concern took over. You looked over to Bucky who was squinting his eyes as he hugged his rigid body. He was whispering “No, no god please no, please stop.”

You walked over to him gently, crouching. “Bucky? Bucky what’s wrong..”

The second HYDRA agent took the book from the third, continuing reciting the words “Daybreak, furnace, nine.” Everyone’s smile grew wider except yours and Bucky’s. He was starting to shake from fear and anger, knowing what was about to happen. Bucky screamed at you, something he had never done before in his life. “Y/N, get away from me. Just stay away!” 

You were a strong woman, never faltering during a mission, especially in times of crisis, but you felt like curling up into a ball and crying. You were worried, disoriented, and even worse, you couldn't do a damn thing about it. The words kept flowing from the HYDRA agents’ mouths. 

“Benign, homecoming, one” the HYDRA agents spouted in unison. Bucky was screaming in pain. You couldn't bear to look at him, tears streaming down your face as you heard his agony. This was far worse than any torture inflicted on you yet. 

Then, the final word was spoken. 

“Freight Car”

Bucky’s eyes shot wide open. His rigid body remained the same, only beginning to stand instead of hugging himself in the fetal position. That’s when he spoke.

“готов подчиниться”

You understood the meaning, but didn't understand what your best friend had become. That’s when an explosion behind the three HYDRA agents erupted, causing everyone to become disoriented. 

Debris had been blown everywhere, dust clouding your vision and settling all around you. You didn’t see Bucky, you didn’t see the HYDRA agents. All you could see was a glow. It came from beyond where the explosion came from. You began squinting, trying to identify what was heading in your direction. That’s when you began to see flashes of the one and only “Hot Rod” red, along with the Star Spangled Man with a Plan. Although you wanted to smile at your rescue, your thoughts were all encompassed by Bucky. You hadn't known what happened to him, only knowing he was in extreme pain, now missing. You yelled out to Tony and Steve. 

“Over here!! I’m over here. Do you guys see Bucky??”

That’s when you heard a shift in the rubble, only a few short feet from where you were lying. A metal arm had popped out of the ground, reminiscent of the scene in the Evil Dead. 

Thank God. At least I know where he is. 

You worked slowly over to where he had appeared out of the ground. You began removing the stones off of his body with vigor. You could finally see his face and somewhat of his body, calling out his name. 

“Bucky? Bucky tell me if you’re hurt. Bucky please talk to me. You’re scaring me”

His expression remained blank, awaiting orders from whoever was willing to give them first. 

That’s when you heard the faint commands of a fallen HYDRA agent, determined to finish his job. 

“Attack”

Bucky’s reaction was immediate. He grabbed your throat with force, causing you to claw at his metal arm with what little energy you had left. Gasping and kicking your feet as he held you in the air, you tried calling out to him. This was your best friend, surely he had to recognize you. That’s when Steve threw his shield directly at Bucky’s legs, causing him to loosen his grip on your neck.

You fell to the ground coughing, your body begging for air as you inhaled so sharply you thought your chest would explode. Your coughing didn’t stop for a few seconds, only being brought back from reality when you heard the clash of vibranium on vibranium. You looked up to see Steve and Bucky fighting, Steve screaming “Buck! Buck it’s us!”

Bucky replied with angry grunts, not understanding anything but his commands. While Steve and Bucky fought, Tony was busy securing the area, taking out other HYDRA agents who had flooded the scene. You didn’t know what to do, but you knew Bucky was your top priority. You called out to him several times, hoping he would realize it was you. Your cries fell on deaf ears, however, as he continued to fight Steve with all of his might. 

You quickly glanced at everything going on, that’s when you noticed a HYDRA agent Tony had missed while fending them off. He was holding a loaded pistol, directly in Steve and Bucky’s direction. Before you could truly process what was going on, you heard the gunshot go off. At this point you weren’t too far away from them, sprinting in their direction to protect them from the bullet. You launched yourself in their direction, screaming in pain as your body was pushed to it’s limits already in pain. As you fell to the ground, you barely noticed the bullet had entered your right shoulder. Figuring the pain was from landing on sharp stones, you groaned loudly. 

As soon as you screamed, Bucky was ripped from his Winter Soldier persona and back into reality. However, Steve didn't see his realization, landing a punch straight to Bucky’s jaw, sending him staggering back. Both Steve and Bucky turned their attention to you, lying on the ground and bleeding everywhere. Bucky, who couldn’t care less about the fact that he just got punched in the face, moved over to your body with haste.

He looked down at you softly, covered in dirt and blood. His heart wretched in his chest, knowing all of this could’ve been avoided if he just double checked the layouts of the base before invading the building for their mission. “Y/N? Y/N sweetheart talk to me please” he said as he picked your head up gently to lay in his lap. You coughed up a little spittle of blood as you turned to look at him with tenderness in your eyes.

“Bucky? Is, is it you?”

He smiled down at you, with tears rolling down his cheeks. 

“Yes sweetheart, it’s me. Just hang in there for me okay? We’re gonna get you to the quinjet. It’s gonna be okay.” You could hear the cracks in his voice as he spoke to you, but couldn't focus on it for too long. Both your vision and your hearing were starting to waver, going in and out as the chaos ensued around you. 

The last words you remembered hearing before everything went back was Bucky’s voice. 

“Don’t leave me now sweet girl, I need you. Please don’t go, you’re it for me.”

He continued talking, but lost consciousness as he spoke. Everything was dark.

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You woke up, looking at an absolutely blinding light. You squinted as you opened your eyes, not fully able to open them completely thanks to the mini sun above your head. 

You began to move your limbs, realizing that someone was holding your left hand. You looked over to see Bucky, sitting with you in the quinjet infirmary, his head hung low and gentle sobs escaping his mouth. 

You spoke up softly, unable to speak at a normal tone. 

“Bucky?” 

Bucky picked up his head, eyes puffy and red from the crying, not expecting you to be awake so soon after how much blood you had lost. 

“Y/N? Oh god, oh sweetheart” he stood up and kissed your forehead, not wanting to move your body by embracing you with a hug.

You smiled up at him as he hovered above your face, taking in your beauty.

He spoke with a quiver in his voice. 

“I, I thought I’d lost you. All because I was a fucking idiot who couldn't do my job before the mission, Y/N I am so sorry, I don’t, I never wanted you to see me that way. I’m so stupid, I’m-” you stopped Bucky from continuing his pity party by raising your left hand to his lips, shushing him with one finger. 

You gently removed your hand and lifted your head slightly to meet his lips with yours. You both closed your eyes as your lips met, savoring how delicious you both tasted, even post mission. You deepened the kiss slightly, angling your head so you both had more access to each other’s mouths. You held the kiss for what seemed like forever, finally decided to pull away softly. 

Staring into his beautiful ocean blue eyes, smiling up at him while holding the back of his head, you spoke softly “You are Bucky Barnes, and you’re my endgame.”

[assembletheimagines]

I Love You

Bucky x Reader

Request: Hi! Could you write a oneshot of BuckyxFem!Reader about the reader having depression though being really quite cheerful and doesn't really talk about her past, and is generally okay but also often anxious and there are times she can barely do anything and just sits and stares into space and is trying so hard to keep everything going including herself but it's starting to show and how that affects the team and how they act? xx 

A/N: Depression is hard sometimes. And I just want to say that, even if we don’t know each other, never talked, or whatever, that I am here for anyone who would like to talk. I deal with depression, and I know how it can be. Everyone deals with it a different way and everyone gets it a different way. I know that for me, personally, I don’t always need to have something said or done for me to be triggered. Sometimes I go from joking around to being in my head and its a snow ball affect. So just putting it out there that I am here for anyone who would need someone.

You had been laughing a minute ago...

Standing in the shower with Bucky. He had just lathered his hair with shampoo and formed it into a mohawk, making a silly face just to make you smile.

It had made you laugh which made Bucky happy as you helped wash body wash on his body. The water nice and hot for the two of you.

But your smile faded, and your arms dropped and Bucky didn’t notice right away. His eyes were closed as he tilted his head back, washing the water through his hair as he cleaned himself off the rest of the way.

You stepped back, not leaning against the shower wall to avoid the cold tile. You watched Bucky silently as an overwhelming feeling of emptiness flooded you.

You were smiling a minute ago...

But now your body felt heavy and your eyes glazed over as you zoned in on the white tile behind Bucky’s shoulder.

“Doll?” Bucky’s voice was soft as he opened the shower door slightly to grab the towel hanging along the wall. He cleaned his eyes so he could see. “Are you going to wash yourself?” He asked and turned and finally saw the look on your face.

He bit his lip, recognizing the look, he didn’t hesitate to step closer to you. “Let me clean you,” he mumbled quietly and gently switched places with you. Tilting your head slightly, his fingers gently massaged your scalp as he watched you change from being bright and bubbly to distant.

He leaned forward and gave your lips a soft kiss and pushed you nicely to stand under the spray of water from the shower head.

“I love you,” he told you and your eyes fluttered closed. He used one hand to wash your hair as the other shielded over your forehead so no water splashed in your eyes. “I love you,” he repeated and brought you close to him again.

You stayed silent as he moved to wash your body. Raising one arm and then the other, taking his time to wash your body. The whole time, telling you how he loves you, how you are loved, how you are beautiful, and how happy you made him since being a part of his life.

“Give me one second,” he murmured and stepped out of the shower before you. Drying off with his towel he then grabbed yours and took your hand helping you out of the shower. He flashed you a charming smile, you gave him a weak one back and he dried you off, wrapping you in a new fluffy towel.

And that’s how the rest of the Avengers saw you. They were casually lounging in the living room joking, Natasha may or may not have thrown a grape at Sam’s forehead, when the door to the bathroom opened.

They turned their heads to the hallway to see Bucky carrying you in a fluffy ball, your hair still wet as he looked over at them. He had a look on his face and they could see you were zoned out and quiet, you didn’t even look at anyone. And they knew, growing silent as Bucky led you away.

Normally, you were always chipper, smiling and joking with everyone. But sometimes, you would get these episodes and sadness would just consume you. You had depression, and when it came down to depression, you don’t always need to be triggered. Sometimes, randomly, you just would go from being happy to quiet and sad.

No one really asked you why this happened to you. You never really opened up from your past before SHIELD. And if anyone tried to get you to talk you’d always change the subject. So no one pressed it. When you were ready, you’d hopefully, let your walls down.

Bucky led you into your shared room. Laying you down on the bed he switched the towel for a blanket and crawled into bed after you.

He pulled you into his chest, opting to being the big spoon he let you get comfortable. Snuggling into his chest he held you close, rubbing your back softly.

“I love you,” you finally said. Your cheek pressed against his chest.

“I love you too.” He said and leaned over kissing your forehead. “Let’s take a nap, my love.”

[lovelykhaleesiii]

The Calm Before The Storm

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader 

Words: 1,112

Summary: Bucky and Y/N no longer feel the need to resist their feelings and let the storm erupt. 

Warnings: fluff, SMUT, dom!Bucky, thigh-riding.  

Requested by - @aurora-sweet​

May I request some Smutty buckyxfem!reader where they're friends and  stuck in a snow storm in the mountains (in a cabin or lodge) can be fluffy too!

A/N - SO SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER TO WRITE!!! Just a heads up, I’ve never actually encountered a snow storm, so no experience there! And my writing is shit, but I REALLY hope you enjoy it :) 

This was just GREAT… The one time, Bucky and you had agreed to celebrate a simple friendversary on a winter vacation , a terrible snow storm scrapes through the exact town you’d both been staying in. And now, the itinerary you’d so thoughtfully worked on, had to wait. 

“Look on the bright side Y/N, we are technically still doing what we came here for…Spending time with each other, remember?” 

“Yeah but Buck, I had so many things planned for us, and now it’s ruined.” 

You were glum, to put it mildly, and Bucky had to be no genius to notice. Walking over to you, by the couch, as he immediately sat himself down closely beside you, his bionic arm stretching over you, you felt your head instinctively resting itself against his chest.

God, was he thick. 

“Y/N, I came to spend time with you and you only. Whether that be going out and fulfilling whatever it is that you had in store, or simply being stuck inside, regardless, I just want to be with you.” 

His tender words deeply warmed your heart: no one appreciated you as much as Bucky did, and that meant the entire world. You loved him dearly, although you’d recently began to question yourself, uncertain whether this same, old love had grown out of the terms of “friends”. 

Distracting yourself, you began to contemplate precisely how the rest of the night would unfold, perhaps Bucky would suggest watching a film, him preparing the snacks as you prepared the movie, only to snuggle cosily beside one another. As you tried contemplating the severity of the storm and its consequences on the rest of the week, you felt an unfamiliar, tender sensation working its way inwardly up your thigh. 

Gradually tilting down to see what it is exactly, you’d notice Bucky’s hand gently caressing its way up, reaching sensitive heights. 

“Bucky, w-what are you doing?” You hadn’t meant to startle him, although it seemed your tone rubbed off as abrupt. 

“I-I’m sorry, Y/N… This sudden urge, I just thought, you went all quite and I-I had no right-”

Although you knew exactly where Bucky was coming from… The urges, he said: you had the same feelings that you so hesitantly resisted. 

Instantly your body turned right around, facing Bucky directly as your legs straddled his lap firmly. 

He was amazed to say the least, his mouth slightly agape as he remained in awe. 

“No need to hold yourself, Bucky… Just let go.” 

And so he did just that.

The bare feeling of his rough hands caressing their way slowly up your back, left you aching for more. Your hips slowly fixated on a steady pace as you dug them deeper and deeper into his large thighs. The evident protrusion of his member growing with each passing second, his moans agonised from the restraint of his tight pants. 

“Get in the bed.” 

The demand of his voice. 

“Can’t keep it in your pants anymore?” You sneered, desperate to tease Bucky wanting to push his limits beyond the friendship.

“Now, Y/N.” 

Despite the chance he’d spared you alongside the inhumane urge to senselessly fuck you, you felt your entire being lifted, a tight, strong grip wrapped around your body as Bucky stormed towards the bed, only to hastily lay you down. By the time you’d both stripped bare naked, clothes messily sprawled across the wooden floors of the cabin, the coldness of the storm was chilling yet you were able to overcome it. Bucky took no time in prowling himself over you: never had you definitively realised just how greatly grand he was. His lips instantly grazed over the crook of your neck, his teeth nibbling away at your skin that was slightly painful although more so intoxicating. 

“Bucky-”

“Say my name, baby… Fucking moan it.”

The feeling of his thick, moist member just hovering over your stomach as he now was having his turn over teasing you.

You felt the wait would be your death. You needed him inside of you. 

“Buck, please-”

A deep, low chuckle escaped his lips, before resuming to his sharp kisses, his hands curiously exploring every inch and crevice of your body, although they seemed to find their sweet spot, your boobs. He loved the perkiness of it, not only from the heat of this sensation, though the cold seemed to work its magic too. He didn’t resist the urge to carefully feel for them, squeezing them right in the palms of his hand. The other mechanical hand found its spot instinctively tugging at your hair, pulling your head back enough to stop you from kissing him back, though allowing you to simply moan and scream for the temptation of Bucky. 

“Bu-Buck, please, I-I can’t any-”

The entirety of this friendship, the wait of it all was finally over… He caved in. 

As he charged himself inside of your tight cunt, your walls just firmly engulfing every possible inch of his cock, as he rocked himself in and out of you. It hurt to say the least, although it was worth the shrieks of pleasure. 

“Fuck, Y/N,” He’d growled, as he strictly closed his eyes, immersed in the rousing feeling of your walls throbbing for him. He could feel the instant pooling of your sweet wetness, the smell of your cum it seemed he’d picked up on the smell with such heightened senses, sent him into over drive as he his thrusts grew sloppier and faster. You could no longer contain yourself, your cum completely coating itself all over his huge cock, as it dripped down your thighs. 

“Fucking hell, Y/N!” 

With only just a few minutes having flown by, Bucky felt the unbearable wait had finally reached its end, his body grown impatient to his resistance. Letting himself free, he’d felt himself let go.

“Mmm-”

“Well-” You’d panted, desperate for to catch a quick breath of air, “That was certainly overdue.”

You could hear Bucky exhale, as if to agree, you knew his stamina came in handy during such strenuous times, although it seemed the man had given his all. 

“Seems like this trip won’t be so event-less after all,” He chuckled, as he edged himself closer towards you, the familiar whirling sound of his arm stretching overhead, signalled you to rest your head upon it, snuggling up closer towards him. 

The chill of the cold outside began to creep up on your skin, although the imminent heat radiating off of Bucky’s sweat, toned body was enough to keep you warm and unbothered by it.

“Thank goodness for the snow storm then, huh, Buck?” 

[lokiswifeduh]

Oh Honey

summary: The reader is sick with covid, and Bucky doesn't care about risking his own health when his girlfriend isn't feeling good.

pairings: Bucky x fem!reader

warnings: talk of covid-19, talks of sickness.

A/N: This is a very short one but I currently have covid and feel like I'm dying rn :(

"Doll?" Bucky walks into your shared bedroom, squinting in the dark to see you sniffling under the blanket. He makes his way over, placing a hand on your shoulder, softly rubbing back and forth, the gesture soothing your body aches only a little.

You sniffled once again, still not being able to breathe through your nose. Bucky rubbed his flesh thumb over your lips, "You know I love your lips doll, but I think that'll help." He softly swipes some honey-based chapstick over your lips.

You hum in response, opening your eyes to see Bucky's steel blue ones gazing down at you. Softly pushing him away you groan, "Buck, you'll get sick. I-" You start to pass out mid-sentence as Bucky grabs the thermometer, placing it on your temple." After a couple seconds, it pops up 103.4. "Oh doll, We gotta go."

He moves to wrap his arms under your body, moving you with the least amount of discomfort possible. "Where are we going?" You mumble, gripping onto his metal palm. "We're gonna take a trip to the tower, doll." You shake your head, "Please, I don't want you to get sick" Bucky places you down in the passenger seat of your car, buckling you in. He smiles, placing a cold hand on your burning-hot cheek. "Oh, Honey. As long as I'm takin' care of you, I don't care about gettin' sick."

[octoberkait]

What are friends for? (18+)

Roommate!BuckyxFem!reader 

You and Bucky had a surprisingly good relationship. No one quite understood it, except maybe Steve, but Bucky was nice to you. Very nice. 

warnings: dirty talk, smut, unprotected sex, rough-ish sex, fwb, porn without plot.

Limited editing done! Proceed with caution...

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The door to your apartment shut behind you and kicked off your shoes, an exasperated sigh leaving your lips. It had been a long day, and you wanted to change and then do absolutely nothing for the rest of the night. Your roommate Bucky emerged from the hallway that lead to the bedrooms, quirking his eyebrow at you slightly, a smirk starting to form as your tired figure stood before him. 

“You work too hard.” He stated plainly, and you rolled your eyes. 

“You’re a friggin’ Avenger, and you’re telling me that I work too hard.” you scoffed. You headed to the kitchen for a glass of water and Bucky followed you quietly. He often went where you went once you were both home. But you didn’t mind. His presence was warm, comforting. Always had been, much to everyone’s surprise. Nothing about Bucky scared you. As far as you were concerned, the cold eyes of the Soldier were entirely different from the soft blue that often met your gaze from the other side of the couch. He and Bucky were entirely different beings, in your mind. 

“Maybe we both do.” He said as he came up behind you, his large hands gripping your waist and pulling your ass towards his crotch. You felt him towering above you, his flesh thumb rubbing up your ribs making you shudder. 

“Bucky...” you whined. “We said we were going to stop doing this.” you added, feeling his metal hand curl into your hair at the back of your head, tipping it back. 

“ ‘s not my fault hearing you beg to cum on my cock helps me relax.” he told you, grinding his hard on into your ass to punctuate his sentence.

“As I remember it, helps you relax too.” you whined again, only this time it was breathier, needier. 

One night the two of you stumbled upon your sexual chemistry, playing a silly game of never have I ever with Tony, Nat, Steve and Sam. The night had ended with your legs wrapped around Bucky’s waist, and eventually over his shoulders as he fucked you like no one ever had before. After that it became a near daily occurrence. A part of you wondered why he was even single, how he didn’t have better prospects lined up for both romance and sex. 

As you thought about your history with the brunette behind you as he undid your pants and lowered them below your knees, gently taking each of your ankles to remove the offending clothing from your body. You sighed as he kissed up your legs, having lowered to his knees to reach his destination. He squeezed your ass again, spreading your cheeks slightly and running a single finger along the outline of your pussy. 

He pulled the underwear to the side and licked a stripe along your slickening folds. You let out a shaky breath, one that turned into a moan when Bucky dipped his tongue inside you, teasing your pussy and chipping away at your resolve. Neither of you said anything for a minute. Bucky simply continued to lick at your swollen clit, back to your cunt. 

“Remember the first time I ate your little pussy?” Bucky asked you, before ripping your underwear from your body. You whined, but nodded. 

“Should’ve been before I fucked you the first time, but someone was impatient.” he added, sinking a thick finger inside you. You gasped and your hips followed his movements against your well. 

“Such a greedy little hole.” Bucky mused, adding a second finger and feeling your pussy clench and quiver around his fingers. He bit his lip, missing the feeling of you wrapped around his cock. 

“Y-you made your point Buck.” you stuttered and he chuckled. 

“What do you mean, doll?” he asked you innocently. You opened your mouth to answer but it got stuck in your throat as he curled his fingers inside, lapping up the juices you released as he rubbed your gspot. 

“Fuck me” you groaned, gripping the counter before you tightly. You hips bucked against his fingers and face. 

“Anything for you.” Bucky chirped, standing swiftly and releasing his hard cock from his pants. With his fingers gone you felt empty, eager to feel Bucky inside you and to have him make you cum as if your pleasure was his own. 

Bucky turned you around so you leaned forward onto the counter instead of back. He stroked his cock a few times, admiring the view before him, before coating the head in your wetness and sinking into you from behind. 

“Fuck baby, it’s only been a couple weeks. Feels like I’ve gotta retrain you to take my cock huh?” he asked, positioning you so only the tips of your toes could reach the ground, fucking you against the counter. All you could do was whine as you felt him nudge your cervix. 

“Gonna start filling you up everyday. The way it should be.” he grunted, the sound of your whines and moans echoing as much as the slapping of skin on skin. 

You felt the dig of the countertop against your hips, but you cried out for more as Bucky began to fuck you harder. 

“Don’t worry baby. I know what you need.” Bucky nearly growled, lifting your thigh so one leg could be held at his hip. You screamed out as his thick cock seemed to split you open at this new angle. 

“Shit baby. Squeezing me so tight.” Bucky groaned, tossing his head back for only a second, before he fixed his gaze on your slick pussy taking his cock. 

“Gonna cum” you whimpered. Bucky pulled out of you abruptly, spinning you around and leaving the edge of your ass on the counter. 

“Need to see it. Wanna watch your pretty face while you cream on my cock.” He explained crassly, before thrusting back inside you in one swift movement. 

You moaned and clung to him as Bucky gripped your hip in one hand and your thigh in the other, pulling your body closer to him in time with his thrusts. You panted as his cock rubbed against your sensitive walls again. Bucky grabbed the back of your head, threading his fingers through your hair at the base to pull you closer, pressing your foreheads together.

“That’s it. Pretty girl like you working so hard, taking care of everyone else.” He cooed, making you whine in response. The pleasure in your core was building, and Bucky reached between your bodies to spread your shared arousal around your swollen clit. 

“Let go for me baby. You deserve it.” he grunted, his hips faltering slightly as he neared his own orgasm. 

You cursed and chanted his name as Bucky’s movements finally sent you over the edge. Your eyes shut tightly as you felt your release coat yours and Bucky’s thighs. The man himself was chasing his own release now, losing himself in your wet hole in a nearly animalistic way. 

“Fuck - so fucking wet. Made for my cock.” he growled possessively, making you whine and tuck your head into the crook of his neck. 

Finally you felt his hips snapping into yours once, twice, before coating your walls with his seed. You clenched around him, milking his cock and making Bucky moan as you took all of him. If you were being honest, you had missed the feeling of being full like this. Bucky was the only person you trusted to fuck you without a condom. 

“How are you doll?” Bucky asked after a moment. You chuckled slightly,

“I am definitely relaxed.” you teased, finding most of your body parts to be loose and noodle-like. Bucky laughed a little, 

“Good. Let’s get cleaned up and go to bed.” he suggested innocently, but you could see the smug gleam in his eye. He had gotten what he wanted - you both knew it. 

But in that moment, as the super soldier carried your tired body, you didn’t mind. 

[pies-writes-and-more]

PIES’ FIC RECOMMENDATIONS FOR JUNE 2020

Click HERE for the amazing fics I read in May 2020!

NOTE: If you’ve got an incredible fic that you are super proud of or if you think that I should read something you’ve read, PLEASE SEND IT TO ME! I’m really big on StevexFem!Reader, BuckyxFem!Reader, WandaxFem!Reader, CarolxFem!Reader, and Stucky fics!!! (And of course any fics with gender neutral readers is ALWAYS welcome :) )

If you do end up reading these fics, please tag me if you reblog them or comment on them!! I’d love to see your guys’ reactions :)

PS. if these links dont work for some reason, please let me know so I can update this list because I was very distracted halfway through making this so it might not be perfect!

SPECIAL MENTION FIC/POEM RECOMMENDATION

Okay so I’m not doing this because I’m trying to give myself a shoutout however, @wxstedhexrt​ and I have been collaborating in a poetry inspired fanfic collection called Falling! Tis a BuckyxFem!Reader series and if I do say so myself, it’s fucking adorable. 

The real reason I’m mentioning it is because @wxstedhexrt​‘s poems are some of the most real and gorgeously written things I’ve ever met so please give them a look! 

She has this series on Achilles and Patroclus, this collection about the word Silver, gorgeous poems from last year (involving Icarus, Apollo, and Helen of Troy), and so many more!!! Check out the tag #poetry or #mywriting on her blog!!! Send her some love :)

ANYWAYS BACK TO THE FANFICS!

1. Homecoming by @scentedsongrebel | Steve Rogers x Desi!Reader “You bring Steve to Mumbai to meet your family“ Yall want some wonderful representation in your fic reading!!??? READ THIS ONE! It’s so fucking wholesome and I love the whole story line of Steve learning more about his partner’s culture so that he can impress her family. Fucking adorable. 100% fluff with a wonderfully diverse reader and author!!!!

2. Iced Tea by @kaunis-sielu | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader I don’t think there’s an official summary for this fic ( @kaunis-sielu pls correct me if I’m wrong) BUT LEMME TELL YALL. I AM A SUCKER FOR BIKER FICS. WE LOVE BIKER STEVE. This was 100% FLUFFY and we LOVE IT. Amazing job!!!!!!

3. let me show you by @moteldwelling | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader bucky gives reader a “redo” on her first time, and takes her virginity. Listen here people. This smut took my soul and dragged me to hell and back. I am a SUCKER for Bucky fics but this one like took my life away. We love a man who makes sure his lady is having a good time when being intimate with her!!!!! we stan a good boi. Anyways if I keep thinking about this fic, I’mma need to go shower so I’mma end this here. Go read for yourselves and then cry with me about why Bucky Barnes isn’t in our lives. 18+ readers only of course! 100% HOT. FUCKING. SMUT.

4. Under the Rainbow, Draga mea by @binkysteebnpewter | Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader Again, I don’t think there’s an official summary for this (pls correct me if I’m wrong @binkysteebnpewter) and YES, I KNOW i put this in my May recommendations but I finished reading the series in JUNE so it is HERE AGAIN and DESERVES to be HERE AGAIN BECAUSE WE LOVE FICS WITH 100% GAY SHIT AND LOVE <3 I am a fucking sucker for the love that Wanda and this Reader have together. If you’re not convinced, ask @wxstedhexrt how much I cried reading it lol. anyways an amazing series that I will continue to go back reading again and again because i LOVE wlw fics <3 

5. Oh no, that’s bad by @andyl394 | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader You’re a college student, you’re mad angry, Bucky ruins your paper, that’s not good is it? I read through this 20-part series like there was NO TOMORROW and god DAMN. We love hilarious social media AUs but this one really killed me. I always love Bucky who is soft and shy in fics but the Bucky in this fic was a LITTLE SHIT and i had so much ANGST. Anyways, if you read this fic, you may want to slap the characters BUT I PROMISE THERES AN ADORABLE HAPPY ENDING!!!! 100% INCREDIBLE

6. Home by @evanstush | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader It’s been 2 years since the last battle and it’s now Morgan’s 7th birthday, and well, Tony being Tony, he prepared a small party for her little girl, inviting everyone from the team, including you. So Kate decided to rip my heart out with this fic and have me on my knees sobbing so that’s cool. That’s it, that’s all I have to say. JK, this fic actually is like half and half FLUFF and ANGST but lord is it worth it. Kate, you know I adore you so much and your fics play a big part in why! God this girl deserves more love on these stories because holy shit I’m DEAD.

7. Baby Self by @honeyloverogers | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader Alternative to Babies! Assemble, What if it was you that got turned into a baby instead? YALL WANT FUCKING FLUFF!?!?!?! 1000000000% FLUFFFFFFF AND CUTENESSSSSS (with like a little bit of a piece of shit lady who comes around but like its cool because a baby says fuck lol) THIS WAS A FIC WRITTEN LIKE NO OTHER. I LOVED IT SO MUCH. IT WAS SO PERFECT. Think of endgame and that moment when Scott turns into a baby??? Yeah now scratch that and think of Y/N if SHE turned into a baby and the avengers couldn’t figure out how to turn her back right away so now everyone has to take care of this baby HGOIDHFOISHFOISDHF the baby fever was so real in this fic ughhhhh <3 

8. Insecurities by @evanstush | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader You’re 7 months pregnant, and you can’t help be so insecure about some things. And here’s Kate again bringing me back to life with more wholesome fluff and a wholesome husband who loves his wife so fucking much and ugh i- i read this fic over and over sometimes and it just makes me realize how much i want this adhfoiasjdfoi <3 I aint pregnant but if I WAS i would want this steve to be comforting me ugh 103874203847% FLUFFFFFFF <3 

9. Requested fic (idk if it has a name??? sorry) by @donutloverxo | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader Request: Hey, as for the headcanon requests how about Steve giving a lift to a girl in need when it's raining heavily or smth? I don't know where this idea came from 😅 Did yall need some confirmation that Sarah Rogers raised her son the fucking right way?!?!? WELL HERE YOU GO. THIS MANS OUT HERE BEING AN ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART <3 ugh we love wholesome drabbles really <3 amazing workkkkk!!!!!

10. Leather and Lace by @queen-kass-the-writer​ | Steve Rogers x AFuckingKickAssFem!OC :) Steve Rogers hardly expects anything to come out of a sleepy night at his new favorite dive bar until a pristinely dressed little lady saunters into the bar with a delicate smile but a wicked uppercut. Biker!Steve x Helena Alright so this is a little different than the above fics because THIS IS AN OC FIC :D now if any of yall know me I don’t tend to read OC fics HOWEVER Kass is INCREDIBLE at churning out fics. I had gave her an idea of a Biker Steve fic and like BAM she made it :O (seriously i don’t know how that is... to have an idea... and actually produce it?!??!) It’s a hilarious story of Biker Steve being head over heels Helena which is adorable (and a character named after me being Bucky’s shithead date lol hilarious) YALL BETTER READ THIS SHIT BECAUSE IT’S 100% WONDERFUL

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Okay so I know that this list is FAR shorter than my last recommendations list. I suckkkkked at reading fics this month lol. I’m definitely going to try and read more in July so here’s to hoping! Love you all a ton :D

[rorynne]

Upcoming Fics and Requests

Since I have a lot of stories in my head, I figured I would list out what Ive got planned for anyone that was curious.

REQUESTS:

a Bucky x reader with 34 and 60 from the prompt list -Anon

number 51 and 33 for peter parker , possible Monster AU or Halloween AU Depending on how I manage it. -Jian-rou

number 17 with Tony stark - marveljurassicandallthefandoms

a fic where the reader loves to tease Bucky by talking about doing him to get him flustered. Then one day they're alone and Bucky starts to tease back.  -  libellule2001

a Bucky x country!reader headcanon? Like, grew up on a farm, wears cowgirl boots, drinks beer and whiskey every Friday night, listens to country music type of country? - anon

I think i'd just love to see Pietro and Bucky arguing, it would be funny as hell. (Would be even better if they were fighting for the reader's attention but you do you) - Anon

A Winterhawk fic where Clint and Bucky are tied together at the wrist -mycroftlovescake

BuckyxReader, Trapped in an Elevator in the tower, Reader is claustrophobic, so Bucky has to help keep the reader calm via having them help Bucky figure out ways to prank sam and clint, what flavor ice cream is the best and dumb magic tricks which Bucky 'magically' pulls out of no where. Silly fluff and pining, possibly maybe eventual romance. -punitores-corde

Bucky bodyguard AU. -punitores-corde

The team is having a stargazing team date (?). Like the roof has a small table full of snacks and beer and wine. It’s decked out if small fairy lights. Soft music is playing in the background. And the stars are shining. They’re all happy and laughing, Bucky is standing near the edge looking at the buildings. When y/n comes over, she says hello and mentions that it’s beautiful out. She smiles at him and he fumbles and blushes and then falls. He obviously lives and Tony or Peter saves him. And when he gets back up y/n makes a joke like “Wow..Did you just fall for me?” And Sam starts laughing and Bucky is just embarrassed -anon

Could i please have a fic where the reader is sad and conflicted about their gender and one of the Avengers comforts them? (Trans!Reader)- anon

a fic where Bucky and Clint fight for the reader's attention? - anon

a Twin!Rogers!ReaderxBucky fic which starts in the 40s and ends up with them being taken to be the winter/summer soldier and their experiences in the 21st century (exact details are saved for reveal later) - witch-of-letters

Buckyxfem!reader. Bucky secretly starts to visits a small VA in Brooklyn, he slowly starts to get better. All of the Avengers notice, but they don’t ask him about it. It isn’t until a bit later he introduces you, one of the workers who used to be a medic and works at the VA, to the Avengers when they realize what’s happened. He’s fallen in love. (Request (:)  -anon

Clint trys to impress the reader by saying he'll babyset her dog for a weekend as a sorry also aftwr calling her dog ugly. But he is a little shit! Its like hos hardest mission ever (Clint x reader) Anon

“ I'm gonna give an idea for clint x reader. I did archery a little bit and once I aimed at a mark a few yard ahead, instead I hit almost the middle of the mark further away and right behind the one thet I was originally aiming at.” -chloerinebarnes

Reader and Clint have been together are engaged and she has secretly been taking ASL classes to sign her wedding vows as a surprise! Super fluffy and loving! (Maybe if your up for angsty, a team member finds her sneaking off to meet a classmate to practice, but they think she is cheating on Clint and they tell him, he confronts her and is angry and all this stuff and the cat comes out of the bag, happy ending) -me-mah-hah

My Requests are always open, List order does not necessarily mean when they are coming out. If you have a prompt or an idea for a story feel free to just send me a DM or Ask and ill add you to the list. These generally will come out as I think of story ideas for them. I dont want to force them as then they just wont be fun.

Personal Ideas:

Bucky’s Lost Hoodie- BuckyxReader: Bucky cant find his hoodie anywhere until he finds the reader

To Catch a Pet- Buckyxreader: Bucky sneaks a cat into the compound. And promptly loses it.

These are all just ideas I think of when I’m writing other things and primarily are bucky fics because I have an obsession. Again Order doesnt mean anything but this list might have story ideas on here for a LONG time before I get to them unless theres a lot of popular demand for an idea.

WIP Series:

Time Lost- Bucky Barnesxreader:  An accident during a mission sends you back in in time to the second world war. There you enlist the help of Peggy Carter, Steve Rogers, and Bucky Barnes to find the object that can send you back.

Im gonna be putting the most of my time into any series that im writing, mainly because its what i enjoy. so chapters to them will likely be more common than individual one shots

[randomfandomimagine]

Hi Trish!!!!!!! How are you!!?? Over here studying for my upcoming exams 🙈🤯hahahahahahaha

Could I request a BuckyxFem!Reader ficlet?? ❤️ He, as well as the rest (except Tony, Nat, Bruce and Clint) doesn't seem to like her because her father worked with HYDRA and experimented with him, but he doesn't know that he had experimented with her too. He and the others treated her so so badly that she decides to leave the Avengers after their next mission, in which Bucky got badly wounded and the reader healed him by taking his wound to her because of her power as a result of all the experiments. Sam found them inside of a cell and guided them to the quinjet and, once in the tower and with Bruce and Tony taking care of the reader, Nat give him a piece of her mind telling him that the reader loved him so much and she's tired of his attitude towards her friend.

Happy ending? Maybe? With them confessing eachothers love? Hahahahaha

Love your blog!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍 And lot of hugs and kisses from Argentina ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Hi, Carolina! Good luck with your exams (and I hope you did well with them!) , I’m personally taking a break from college but I’ll have to go back to exams somewhat soon 😭 Anyway, this has so much detail that it’s perfect for a ficlet! Thank you so much, it’s been added to my writing list 🤗