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ooggie-boogie-man · 5 months
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Whyyyyy is the end of the school year so hard???? Like let me live bro
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ilostyou · 2 years
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the idea of going back to work and school tomorrow ...... 🥴 physically ill
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anaalnathrakhs · 6 months
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i WILL show up to the trial day for the preparatory class tomorrow no matter how much i dont want to and after that i guarantee NOTHING
#broadcasting my misery#vent#this is a lie i guarantee i will keep tumbling through life appearing functional and melting down in the privacy of my own home afterwards#<- trying to jinx my naturally contrarian ass into taking care of myself for once#god i'm tired#i am. slightly peeved.#around 11am i was like ''i think i'm going to go home'' and my friend was like WHAT nooooooo what are you going to do at home anyway#and we ended up hanging out w another friend until fucking 4pm#and she was like oooooh guys i think i'm gonna go else i wont have energy tomorrow#haha bitch where was this mindset when i told you i was going to go home#i don't know why i keep like. telling people stuff like ''i'm [emotion] i'm going to [thing]''#and they just plan stuff w me anyway#and like. i can't decide for them what's important or not to them. so i make an effort and i participate to the best of my ability.#but it KEEPS HAPPENING#OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN#it does not stop#i can barely keep the violent impulses down tbh i act like im on crack in public#bc if i dont walk around and spasm like an epileptic stray cat im gonna start giving in to the urge to dive under a bus or punch someone#i have nearly uncontrollable fits of hitting my head against walls when my entire life i was too chicken to do it despite trying to#i gained about fifteen to twenty fucking kilograms in the last three months#because i cannot fucking stop binging and EVERYBODY'S LIFE seems to revolve around food#my friends are incapable of hanging out without going to buy smth no matter at which time we get out of school#my other friends seem incapable of not checking calories VERY LOUDLY and calculating how much they lost walking around#my mom and i are home and awake at the same time abt two hours a day and one and a half of that is spent making/eating dinner lmao#im making the effort holy shit i am but i'm going to start being violent soon#i've started trying to strangle my cat twice in the past week i think#i'll show up tomorrow bc it's an opportunity and im not stupid enough to miss that by lack of self esteem#but really what is it good for#my friend isnt very delicate in her way to say it but she's right. i'm not cut out for being normal like that#i can sorta seem functional but you very quickly start seeing i don't know how to dress
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murasaki-cha · 7 months
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I just found out I had forgotten about Kim Dokja's birthday..... I almost started sobbing on my school hall
I can't even make fanart of him now I have so many stuff to finish for my last assignment!!
Nooooooo😭😭😭😭😭
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rs8ndead · 1 month
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❛ Drummer boy ❜
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" anyone tell you you’re pretty..? "
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── ﹙ 𝜗𝜚 ‧₊˚ MASTERLIST&INFO.﹚. ☆
→﹐ 𓏵﹒ SUMMARY.﹒⟢ ⸻ dating Rodrick <3
→﹐ 𓏵﹒ PAIRING.﹒⟢ ⸻ rodrick heffley x gender neutral reader
→﹐ 𓏵﹒ A/N.﹒⟢ ⸻ comments & reblogs urged⠀·⠀request a bot⠀★☆ I have written all of this out just from the pure boredom that I go through on a constant, daily basis, and because I have am also very touched starved for affection and bored and want to write and I have a constant fuel for writing and for roleplaying, but I have so many google doc’s for my original characters that I have to finish and i wanna get into a friend group without getting to weird and to attached to other people. Anyways I have no brain cells to write a proper sentence nor do I have the proper brain cells to come up with some jaw dropping title that will make people go like “oh wow that’s a super cool title… wish I came up with that title” BUT NOOOOOOO I came up with drummer boy, and it’s going to stay like that for a while until I come up with something better. I’m going to make a bot for these headcanons by the way THEYRE TO GOOD RO NOT MAKE BOTS FOR. Anyways I have to go back to school tomorrow because I accidentally stepped on my glasses and the leg came off and then another day the other leg of my glasses randomly fell off so I almost missed an entire week and now I am being informed I’m going back to school tomorrow so I have to switch bags because I’m not going back to school having a juicy couture bag and a plush backpack while having the face of an abomination because I’ll just look like some weird weeb with an anime fetish and I also have to make a bunch of focuses for my apps so nobody knows my deepest darkest secret: I run a tumblr blog and post headcanons and all that stuff. I have so much on my plate right now but it’s okay. I’m sorry if any of the bots are weird with their replies, IM SORRY😭
→﹐ 𓏵﹒ TAGLIST﹒⟢ ⸻ none ( ;´ - `;)
→﹐ 𓏵﹒ WHO REQUESTED.﹒⟢ ⸻ no one ( ;´ - `;)
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ © ❛ rs8ndead . she/her
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🥁  ⸺  Rodrick, who’s like a touch starved puppy, always following his lover around as if he were afraid of losing them if he were to be separated from them.
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🥁  ⸺  literal definition of ‘written by a woman’ that’s been mashed up with a touch starved puppy who just wants some belly rubs along with an emo guy. He’ll follow his partner around, offering to carry their stuff and also compliment his partner because LISTENNN. he’s a very yappery type of man when it comes to complimenting his partner, and I think he’d have quite the emotional attachment to his partner
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🥁  ⸺ if his partner likes music playing at their birthday parties ( IF HIS PARTNER CELEBRATES THEIR BIRTHDAY ) then Rodrick will make subtle hints at him wanting to have his band perform at his partners birthday party, from nudging their shoulder and stuff, and if his partner doesn’t get the hint then he will practically go on his knees and beg his partner to let him play for their birthday party ( please do, he’ll make it worth it. )
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🥁  ⸺ most likely would have the mentality of a freshman attempting to appear cool to the upper grades, he’d try to steal things from stores that his significant other shops at and if he’s confronted about it by his partner he’ll be all like “whattttt?? pschhh.. no, I didn’t stea- yeah I stole.” He can’t help but tell the truth to his partner, he hates lying to them. I MADE A BOT FOR THIS HEADCANON
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🥁  ⸺ best. person. to gossip with!! ( if his partners into that ), he’ll probably forget about it almost immediately so don’t worry about him telling others about it, and it’s not like he has people to tell it to ( except for his band mates, who would be brushing him off and be like “he’s in love love😭” )
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🥁  ⸺ when he’s hanging out with his band, he’ll sometimes be like “I miss them,” “it’s been what, a few minutes without them?”
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🥁  ⸺ I like to think that he would read some very cheesy poetry to his lover from his lovers window, not poetry that he’s came up with be because he’s obviously to dumb for that, but he’ll read some poetry from a poetry book while some flower petals of his partners favorite flowers are scattered all over him and he’d definitely have one of his bandmates Chris or Ben hiding somewhere and spraying water on him to make it seem like it’s raining for it to be very dramatic as he’s busy trying to pronounce words that are out of his vocabulary while the pages are getting wet from the water spraying onto it, because of him looking at the book most of the time while he’s trying to read to his partner sappy love poetry, he looks like a pastor ( he didn’t memorize the poetry which was his plan, but OOPS!!!!!! he didn’t remember. ) I MADE A BOT FOR THIS HEADCANON
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🥁  ⸺ he burns cd’s for his partner, 100%, definitely, he’s an emo or either punk guy, NO DOUBT ( I love that band they’re super good but that’s not the point ), his first ever burned cd given to his partner had some cheesy line written on it ( “drowning in your eyes”, thanks to his mom happily helping him make it up ) along with their initials and the day they would both get together, so for like example: ‘drowning in your eyes: R+V & 2/14/13’ ( my OC’s initial + the day Rodrick and her got together ), and the songs that Rodrick would burn onto the cd would be ‘I’m not okay ( I promise )’, ‘Vampires will never hurt you’ + ‘This is the best day ever’ all by My Chemical Romance, ‘last night on earth’ by Green Day, ‘the middle’ by Jimmy Eat World, along with some favorite songs of his partner that he’s taken the time to learn. HERES THE LINK TO THE PLAYLIST !! & I MADE A BOT FOR THIS HEADCANON
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🥁  ⸺ like a schoolgirl in love, in private he’s a giggling mess about his partner and kicking his feet up, but quickly switches sides if someone walks in on him and denies over and over, even if they find out. “Deny deny deny, even if they find out… deny.”
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@rs8ndead
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someonewhogotanaccount · 11 months
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List of all the badass stuff I've done
I have a reputation to lose. Although I somehow like to be a soft, sweet and cute bun.
Still. Everyone I've told about the cute-thing in real life has asked me "What the hell did you do to make them think you are cute???". That's why I'm going to prove my badassness now:
I practically taught my own mother the word "fuck" (even though she always says "fucking" instead of "fuck", which is why I always almost get a fit of laughter. She probably doesn't even know exactly what it means)
I have often skipped school. Probably eight times in my life (for example, when my cat had babies and I didn't want to leave her alone and I wanted to see the blood pouring out of her because I'm so badass)
I have gone through the "Forbidden Aisle" of my school six times (three times because I had an appointment for a conversation and three times because I just wanted to do illegal things hehehe ;)
I once had a conversation with my principal (because I wanted to discuss a presentation for a special talent project because I'm such a badass that I had to give him a presentation about my badassness since otherwise he wouldn't have been able to grasp it properly)
speaking of my principal, I had a meeting with him lately and guess what: I made him cry 💀
one of my class, who I can't stand, once asked me in the middle of class to send her my paper so she didn't have to work on it herself. I then copied the sheet and sent it to her (and thus to all her friends). They were really happy about it - until they found out that I had moved all my notes to another page beforehand, so that they only had a blank sheet (you should have seen their faces. First they were cheering loudly, and then this. But they didn't express themselves very clearly either. And they are always gossiping about me. Haha, that was fun >:)
I sing "Feliz Navidad" to my best friend every day so she and I can both suffer from this catchy tune
Have I already mentioned that I have a Killercat???
In the final: I have deceived all of you. Because, as sorry as I am, I DON'T LIKE KITKATS AT ALL!!! I love Snickers, Mars and Co. But KitKats? Nooooooo thanks but no. There are definately worse snacks, but it's also not exactly delicious.
MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!! I'm really evil. And a complete badass.
(Sorry about that)
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quodekash · 1 year
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PART 2 OF DANGEROUS ROMANCE EP4 COMMENTARY BC I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS AND RAN OUT OF SCREENSHOTS
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because of them, im now gonna start sobbing every time someone throws a peace sign at me
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HELL YES
IM SO PROUD OF MY BOY
YUOU DID SO GOOD KANG
I KNEW YPU COULD DO IT
AIUOGHKJERPODHFKN
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NOOOOOOO
FRICK
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my boy is having many thoughts. none of them good.
I can hear his crisis and him blaming himself because now he thinks it's his fault that sailom's gonna get beat up, and he's sad for himself that he doesn't have a reason to spend time with sailom anymore, and now his grandma's gonna be disappointed in him for failing something, and there's definitely some thoughts in the mix there about his dad and the bike he bought him and kang is so certain he doesn't deserve the bike, I could go on but I wont because I would like to finish this episode before the sun rises and currently that doesnt seem all too likely
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well DUH
YOU COULD SEE IT FROM MARS (and now im thinking about soundwin. frick.)
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tell him
tellllll himmmmmm
tell him he lent the umbrella to youuuuu
and you've treasured it forever perhaps?
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OMG HE'S TELLING HIM???
DUDE THEYRE ACTUALLY LISTENING TO ME SO MUCH THIS EPISODE THIS IS SO RARE
chances are either the bus or Kang's car is gonna show up before he'll get it out, bUT ONCE AGAIN, LET ME BASK IN THIS RARE MOMENT OF GLORY AND POWER
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BOOM
CALLED IT
I know it's super cliche and everyone probably saw that coming but I dont care, im gonna let myself feel almighty powerful
I just. I will never understand why they dont just like quickly tell the person before leaving. or like yell at him while getting on the bus. OR EVEN text him while on the bus, immediately after getting on. that's what id do, cos if I dont tell them right then and there, I guarantee you I will forget to ever tell them, and then it'll keep me up at night for ages but never at a moment where I actually think about telling them, and then three or four years later ill finally tell them and it'll be so insignificant by then but it doesnt matter because I FINALLY TOLD THEM THE THING
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I really hope he remembers to give at least one of those umbrellas back to kang
mans is not waterproof, he needs an umbrella
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respect for auto just went down down prices are down
crypto? seriously honey?
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IT'S SO CHEESY
IT'S SO CLICHE
AND IM CRYING ABOUT IT BECAUSE SOMEHOW I BOTH IRONICALLY AND UNIRONICALLY LOVE CHEESY AND CLICHE MOMENTS WITH ALL MY FRIKIN SOUL
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EW
SPORTS
I hate sports days so much
thankfully id always be allowed to just not go to school instead of being forced to participate in athletics and swimming carnivals and cross country and stuff, and I will be forever grateful to my parents for that
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they're in love btw
just in case anyone forgot
I didn't forget
I can't forget about them
my brain wont allow it
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IT'S JUST
ITS JUST SO SWEET
I THINK IM GOING INSANE, THEY HATE EACH OTHER AND WANT TO KILL EACH OTHER SO BADLY THAT IT'S LITERALLY ROMANTIC
THIS IS PINING
HE IS PINING
PL E A SE CAN THEY KISS
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NAWA'S HEAD TILT????? LIKE THEYRE LITERALLY ABOUT TO KISS IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU
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two things to say here
one: view, please marry me
two: kang and sailom definitely have the same responsibilities
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just KISS
I can't deal with the longing stares anymore
im like 80% certain they wont kiss this episode but I so badly want them to
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NOOOO THEYRE NOT IN THE SAME GROUP THINGY
....but (hehe butt)
...maybe
...perhaps
I think kang might pull some strings to end up in the same department as sailom? maybe??
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IM DYING, THERE'S A MARC AND A PAVIN (which sounded like pawin)
THEY GAVE UP THINKING OF NAMES FOR THE RANDOM CLASSMATES
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ooooo he is listening to their conversationnnnnn
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AND THEYRE GONNA INTERACT IN A FRIKIN BATHROOM??? I SWEAR, EVERYONE IN THIS SHOW IS SOUNDWIN CODED, IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU
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5ER6CYVTGUOBHIOVTRC6DE5S4E57RCVYUBHUVTRDS3GTFD46F7GY8H
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
THEYRE JUST SO
HE'S SO GOUERGJND
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LMAO YOU IDIOT
(we're getting so many cheesy cliches right after each other and I am so here for it, I love this so much)
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now kiss
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OH
OH THIS IS THIS PART???? DAMN
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he needs money to pay off his debts, so... he's gonna take a job offer from the guy he pays his debts to? feels kinda pointless, right?
also in this series, pepper reminds me of tor, specifically in midnight museum, so part of my mind thinks hes gonna offer him a job at the museum
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LMAO
'MYNAME6969'
I WANT TO KNOW WHO PUT THAT IN THERE AND GIVE THEM A HIGH FIVE BECAUSE THATS FRIKIN HILARIOUS, WHOEVER SNUCK THAT IN THERE
IM DYING I LOVE THAT SO MUCH
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as someone who sprained an ankle a little over a month ago, I have some points to make
namely: saifah is right. the first 72 hours are the most important, as long as you're resting it, keeping it elevated, icing it, compressing it, you'll be all good to walk on it in no time. after that, you need to make sure you're still taking care of it, like by wearing a compression sock all the time, and not walking on it too much if it starts hurting, stuff like that. that's the part I didnt do. I took care of it for three days, then kept walking on it like nothing happened, and it's still really painful sometimes, it never properly healed, but like it's fine im surviving
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OH I DO NOT LIKE THIS, I DO NOT LIKE THIS AT ALL
HE'S SO OLD
ICKY I FEEL ICKY
there's nothing wrong with the work he's doing, it's just the fact that he's still a kid and thats a 50 year old man
on another note, I ran out of bloody images AGAIN
AND ON ANOTHER NOTE, ITS NEARLY 2AM. IVE BEEN WATCHING FOR NEARLY 2 AND A HALF HOURS AND IM NOT EVEN THREE QUARTERS THROUGH THE EPISODE, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME
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moonchildstyles · 1 year
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going back to my thoughts of h helping pretty girl when she’s stressed/tired with work or school… I can just see him bringing her one of those balanced snack plates that have some kind of protein, a fruit or veggie, and little treat for her for focusing and doing so well on whatever she’s working on or studying for:( like he knows she’s been there for a while and is getting to the point where she’s getting sleepy and worn out and isn’t as motivated anymore:( so he brings out a big glass of ice water and a fancy little latte he made with his expensive coffee machine and her little plate of snacks:( “here you go, baby, gotta keep your energy up and refuel your brain” and “you’re doing so well, my smart girl. need to help your brain stay smart, you know”:( and everything is cut up into perfectly bite sized pieces so she doesn’t even have to think about it and can just focus on whatever it is she’s doing and can make sure she eats something at the same time:( and if she’s getting distracted and forgetting to eat he’s “honey, those blueberries are going to be so sad if you leave them there on the plate by themselves” or “cmon baby you can’t leave one piece of cheese, he’s so small and you took all of his friends away!” :(((( I love him, your honor 🫡🐢
nooooooo ur so right he would be cute and annoying like that:((((( like making her special coffee just how she likes and the way he talks about her snacks like he knows hes being annoying and so cute shufshfushf like his favorite is when she laughs bc its like a way to get her to take a little break even when she tells him she cant:( but he always takes such good care of her :( making the snacks and cutting them up:( filling up her water bottle and making sure she eats and drinks stuff:( like hes just :((((( literally so loml it makes me so sick:(
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rpfisfine · 6 months
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Nooooooo i didn’t respond to my former high school friend who’s also a butch lesbian because she messaged me out of nowhere like three weeks ago asking for some kind of favor which I just assumed was english translation stuff because that’s like all she’d ever asked of me in high school and now i have her whole brigade of lesbians in my messages asking me why I didn’t respond have you guys ever heard of this thing called going through a personal hell in your life
#mp
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knickynoo · 1 month
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IMPORTANT FUNKO FUSION NEWS (also my last ask for a while, school startin' y'know) (THIS IS A LONG POST, and there's funny, informative alt text! I will get to the BTTF stuff eventually!)
MANY, MANY NEW STUFF from the Funko Fusion Story Reveal Trailer, But... We now know who and what Eddy looks like! (The main antagonist)
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We also know how he POSSESSES people (which means my "corruption crowns" theory was total bs) (We will come back to this later)
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Crossovers between worlds ARE confirmed, due to this image! (Alt text for better info)
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For NOPE, Scott Pilgrim, Invincible and The Mummy fans, we have new screenshots!
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And, of course, NEW BACK TO THE FUTURE SCREENSHOTS
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Of course, this won't be complete without Fredrick Fazbear and his delightfully scary crew! If one goes to 10:10's YouTube channel, they can watch for themselves!
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Before we conclude our ask, we must go back to the possession thing that Eddy does, and the horrific implications of the DLC skins..
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Eddy forcefully inserts himself into the host's body and possibly mind, meaning Doc right here? He's powerless to control his own actions, as an Evil Redhead voiced by Clancy Brown, roots himself inside. Imagine having to fight your own best friend, unwillingly?
Before I go, one final, silly image.
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Ayyy, Funko Fusion update!! This is really cool. Look at Doc up on that clock tower! The Eddy variant of him is so creepy. Also, "Imagine having to fight your own best friend, unwillingly?" 😭 nooooooo
I'm guessing you'll be playing and making some posts about this game when it comes out? I look forward to your thoughts and hearing more about the story. I don't know enough about the other movies and franchises represented to justifying getting it myself, but the BTTF stuff looks great.
Good luck with school! Hope you have a great start to the year. :)
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cuppatea8 · 2 months
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Spoilers for all of tmagp 22 under the cut :)
Gwen had her priorities straight pfft. Lena just expected her to ask for [ERROR]’s phone number before running for her life? My goodness
Gwen your job/promotion is not as important as your life. Honestly! She’s audibly shaking basically saying “don’t fire me” after almost getting tatooed by Ink50ul and protected (?) by [ERROR].
Gwen gets (effectively) demoted woooo! It’s for her safety, certainly.
Ministerial visit? Interesting.
Statement Incident Begins heheh
Oh, another letter? Read by (presumably) Mr. Magnus himself?
This old timey speaking reminds me of both how I write my essays and speak with people who aren’t my friends pfft
Ohhh brain surgery experiments fun
(All of this technical science stuff is going over my head I’ll need to look up all of this jargon later)
Haven’t heard ‘zeitgeist’ before, huh. Upon searching it up, it’s a German philospohy thing (which I probably should’ve inferred, but oh well).
Doing all this is reminding me just how much I am not a theory-making sort of person. I simply cannot connect the dots sometimes pfft. Wasn’t there something in the ARG about German stuff though?
Centre of self wow. This is shaping up to be Flesh/Stranger-esque. I can’t imagine consenting to going through a surgery to alter the core of my identity, my goodness.
This doctor’s just focused on the information wow. (Totally not guilty of this myself nope.)
The ocean part reminds me of the ‘the deep will care for his bones’ episode. Seriously, ‘plumb the depths of that ocean from which I had awaked’ wow. There are constant references to waves and currents during the climax too.
OH, A SEIZURE. That description my goodness. He’s dead???
“Unfortunate frontier science” WOW THAT’S ONE WAY TO PUT IT.
Telegraph message?
SO ALONE TOGETHER?
AAAAAA? EHFJDDJAOX “OUT OUT OUT…” WHAT?!?!
Awww no the voice is going robotic again >:(
Statement Incident Ends!
ALICE YAY! (and Sam!)
Sam knows about what Alice did last episode; lets see how she handles this. Is she going to just tell him about Freddie having tailored his case load?
The glitches when they lie are still quite intriguing to me. How does Freddie know when they’re lying?
“I’m just trying to look out for you” “No you’re not! You’re trying to control me.” That line oof. Also, “Again?” Wonder if she was manipulative back when they were together or something?
I’d just like to point out, Sam “I can look out for myself” Khalid is also Sam “Let’s investigate the ruins of the Magnus Institute” Khalid.
“I thought you might actually listen to me”
What’s that about Luke’s band, Alice?
The thing that breaks me about this genre is that even when the characters try to have honest, meaningful conversations, they’re doomed by the narrative to misunderstand and become isolated as a result of it.
Those shoe taps gave me violent flashbacks to my elementary school days eugh
Celiaaaaa!
Sam, no! just communicate meaningfully with Alice! Don’t dismiss her and her opinion, she’s looking out for you!
SAM! STOP LOOKING INTO THE MAGNUS INSTITUTE!
JONATHAN SIMS AND MARTIN BLACKWOOD NAME DROP WHAT?!?
Nooooooo the episode ended on that?! Alex ypu knew what you were doing with that one how dare youuuu
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I'm always the one that's called a Negative Nancy who has to imagine problems for us, but I'm also always the one who ends up being right. I'm NOT a pessimist. I am a realist with too much life experience to view the world in any other way than what it is.
I told Dave at the last motel that we cannot bring too much stuff into the room because it'll be hell to clean up after. It'll be a bitch to move all that shit once we're eventually kicked out. Well, we got told 3 days before we had to leave, that we had to go, and he conveniently couldn't manage to help me or Bethy in moving shit, and then conveniently wasn't there the day the whole drama went down with the van losing all gas, the battery dying, and then the place we paid to move to, telling us we couldn't stay cuz they claimed Dave stole pillows when we stayed there a year ago.
We get to this place by pure fortune cuz of Bethy's brother's generosity, and Bethy and I move the necessities up 3 floors by ourselves. He finally comes along and insists on bringing even more shit into the room. Bring more stuff in again and again.
After almost a month, he throws a tantrum over the water pressure in the shower and demands to be moved to a better room, only to get a much smaller room for the same price, with worse AC, worse water pressure, no hot water, a TV too far away from the only chair he has access to, and the beds even smaller than the others. And he STILL kept bringing more stuff inside the room when I told him we don't need even more stuff here. Stop bringing in plastics. Stop bringing in more clothes. He's been talking about getting the roasting pan up here(despite how we never have meat to put in it). Don't bring up the air fryer or the coffee pot. They aren't allowed anyway since there are no sprinklers or fire alarms in this place.
But NOOOOOOO, he couldn't be bothered to listen to me.
So here we are.
We get a call from the front desk. We took too long to get to it so we don't know what it was for. I was trying to sleep, and something told me I should probably get up, but I've been so sick as of late that I'm exhausted all the time for no good reason.
A few minutes later, a bunch of guys knock on the door. Dave left this room absolutely filled with shit this morning. Not only is there too much stuff, but he just tosses things wherever the hell he wants with no care as to how it impedes us(and mom, who is disabled). They say they need to check the AC cuz it's old af. I sleep in front of the AC on the floor. I have to move so much shit all over the room in record time so they can have room to do whatever. Including garbage cuz 4 ppl really make a lot of garbage in little time, and Bethy is at school now so it's just me who is of able body to do anything.
The room looks like a damn mess. It's all Dave's shit and mostly his garbage on the other side of the room. All stuff he brought in and couldn't even put in an orderly fashion. So they come in, look around and remove the front of the AC, make notes, say a bunch of stuff in a language I can't understand or even place, and then leave. IDK if they plan to come back, but I cleaned up what I could as quickly as I could anyway.
I'm winded, my throat is killing me, and I'm still fucking sick. I should not have to spend my day cleaning up after Dave's messes so suddenly.
So anyway, mom and I are preparing for bad news about not being able to stay here cuz the state of this room was not up to par. We handle our own garbage just fine. We keep our side of the room pretty decently set imo. Why can't Dave be bothered to do the same? He's always forcing Bethy to do shit as if she's the only other person here and he doesn't eat, sleep, and shit like the rest of us.
I really wish it could be as simple as kicking his ass out, but in situations like ours, it just isn't viable. And it sucks.
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tomatoteddy · 1 year
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Thoughts while watching Hirogaru Sky! Pretty Cure Episode 18:
Cure Butterfly debut let's gooo!!!!! Spoilers ahead, but thought I would chronicle my thoughts here as I'm watching it on my tablet!!
btw I just finished my exams this is the best way to celebrate it perhaps
NEW SUMMER OUTFITS!? I LOVE THEIR OUTFITS SO MUCH MAN MASHIRO AND AGEHA LOOK SO CUTE!!!!
Seeing how small these kids are reminds me of what small I used to be oh my god
"I'm not a Precure" *stares at the episode title skeptically*
Tsubasa enforcing the fact that things could get dangerous if their identities are revealed meanwhile Sky and Prism reveal themselves to an old lady to help her get to the airport (no shade tho love that episode)
Also him trying to be serious while in bird form <3
Also his little orange v-neck sweater is so cute need me one of those for the trans vibes
Also also love Ageha's bouncy and excited animation hope they hold that up for her transformation
Love that Ageha gets to stay over with them! Pretty Cure sleepover!!
Love that little dance Ageha does with the girls.
Takeru, punching your classmates for cutting in line isn't the same thing as punching sentient robot magic beings that can kill and might destroy the universe
Ageha I love you I love you I love you so much allfhkrbekhskfbn (⁠●⁠♡⁠∀⁠♡⁠)
Tsubasa I know you want Elle to see what's happening but it's gonna be pretty obvious if you're holding a purple-nette baby above your head
BATTAMONDA NOT THE ELEPHANT WATERING CANS NOOOOOOO
Also just saying Butterfly joining the team means we'll have a new eyecatch and opening!! So excited!!
Battamonda is such a pathetic loser (/both affectionate and hostile)
Also also I can't wait for them to add her to the pose screen of the transformation
YOU LEFT THE BABY BEHIND!?!? YOU LEFT THE INTERGALATIC SKY PRINCESS WHO'S CURRENTLY BEING CHASED BY MONSTERS BEHIND!?!?!?!?!?!!
"I don't like picking on weaklings, but I will" Me when I tease my little sister
NOT THE DARK BLAST OF ENERY NOOOOOOOO
"Now you're birds in a cage-" Shut up you fucking grasshopper I could literally kill you with a shoe
He is such a sore loser you're a full grown adult (assumedly) beating up teenagers for a living
I miss Kabaton btw
I love you Ageha 🦋🩷💖
Go run girl!!!!!
Battamonda's shocked face when his Ranborg faints from a girl running around it <3
Also also I really love her ponytail (it must be annoying for me to point out every little detail but this is what happens when I hyperfixate on stuff)
True true- nursery school teachers really do have guts, especially if they willingly agree to just be around children all the time. Can't imagine it's easy, I was a bit of a rascal as a kid I would know
Takeru finding connections between Wing and Ageha just strengthens my "Tsubasa and Ageha are siblings" heart
Tsubasa enforcing the fact that things could get dangerous if their identities are revealed meanwhile Ageha transforms in front of a child
IT'S ALMOST TIME LET'S GET EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also the lesbian colours on that Sky Tone do not go unnoticed
CURE BUTTERFLY TRANSFORMATION LETS GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My thoughts on her transformation it's like- it's so different but in a good way from the others?? It's not as fluid as Sky's or Wing's or as strangely stiff as Prism's. It's like jittery and energetic in her own unique way? Like obviously her hop step jump screens don't like pan out like Sky and Wing's, they're more like Prism's. But I feel like the absolute energeticness of the transformation makes up for it?????? Also can I just say I love all the butterfly shapes in her transformation, gives me early 2000's Barbie movies vibes.
ngl kinda dissappointed the sky in her pose scene isn't pink or purple like how wing's is orange and prism's has a rainbow, but I'll give it a pass since I'm a simple fan who just really wants Ageha content
I'm really here for Battamonda and Cure Butterfly bug rivalry 🦋🦗 fight fight fight fight
We really doing the Coral X-Shield now but with the butterfly let's gooooo!!
SHE JUST EXPLODED AN ELEPHANT WITH A KISS AKFHDOBSNHAGAKNAVOAGDNRBGIDH
Her stealing an entire building blanket (is that what they're called) while Battamonda is standing on it
SHE STRAIGHT UP NAPPY WRAPS THE ELEPHANT DKSHDKFHKDIJEN
Love that literally she gets to crush the enemy to purification 💖💖 Closest thing we'll get to her hitting someone with a bat me-thinks
My feet are going staticky right now wtf I don't wanna get up though
Yesss giiirllll go threaten the twink stick-ass bugman 💖💖
Takeru being a Cure Wing and Cure Butterfly fan just strengthens my "Tsubasa and Ageha are siblings" heart
throwback to her debut ep where she jumps onto Sora at the door + Sora somehow carrying an entire eighteen year old woman carrying a suitcase on her back (what sort of training do they do in Skyland???? I'm older than Sora by a year and I'm weak as hell!!)
YAYYYYY PRETTY CURE SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!
Also can I just say her hair looks so tasty?????? Like the yellow looks so appealing???
AGEHA AND TSUBASA GET THEIR OWN DUO ATTACK NEXT EPISODE I'M SO FUCKING EZCITED DKSJKABDOSGWBBWOZHXB
Overall, I really loved this episode!! I'm usually not one for making reviews as my thoughts usually add up to "omg magical girls!! Skehoeishaohjeidohagjajh" but they really did my girl Butterfly justice!!
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stuffforthestash · 5 months
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15 Questions for 15 Friends
15 questions for 15 friends
Tagged by @pikapeppa <3
ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Two people, actually! My middle name is my maternal grandmother's, and I got my first name from my childhood best friend. She was born a few months before me, and my mom loved her name so much she gave it to me too. We were inseparable, but sadly she died in an accident when we were 8, so now I carry the name for both of us.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Last week when I was having a bad fibromyalgia flare and hit critical mass for being able to cope. Chronic pain is a bitch, yo. 0/10, do not recommend.
DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Very happily childless. I have a TON of niblings though and love being an auntie.
WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED? I was hardcore into softball as a kid, spent 8 years playing. Not that wimpy slow pitch stuff either, which is why I've never been able to get back into it since casual adult leagues are just... different. I was a pitcher and 1st base, and even now I can catch pretty much anything thrown in my general direction purely by instinct 😂
DO YOU USE SARCASM? Nooooooo, I would never!
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Oooh this is a hard one to explain. I studied costume design in college, and one of the things they trained us on is how to look at a person's whole appearance in order to "read" them as a character. It's a habit I never really got over, so I'm always looking for people's "character cues" and they're always going to be different from one person to another.
WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR? Mostly brown, but other colors come out depending on the light
SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? HAPPY ENDINGS HAPPY ENDINGS I refuse to engage with depressing or genuinely unsettling media. My life is already full of too much bullshit, I'm full up.
ANY TALENTS? I can catch very nearly anything thrown in my general direction 😜 I'm also kinda... idiot-savant-ish when it comes to learning new artistic and craft mediums? I pick up the basic concepts really quickly, and I've yet to encounter something I genuinely suck at or can't figure out. Oh yeah and I can sing!
WHERE WERE YOU BORN? In a hospital in California, which is where I grew up.
WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES? Crafts! Painting, wire wrapping, drawing, a bit of leather working, and anything else that strikes my fancy. I also love jigsaw puzzles, smutty romance novels, very specific RPG videogames, and taking care of my plants
DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? No 😭The husbear and I are both allergic to anything we'd actually want to have around.
HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5'5".
FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? High school: choir and theater. College: studio drawing classes, especially the one in my final year that was taught by a guy in my D&D group, who also happened to be a professional illustrator for MtG!
DREAM JOB? I used to dream about designing the costumes for Cirque du Soliel. That was THE dream, until I gave up theater and switched to illustration. Nowadays I just want to make a success of my little craft business, and be able to earn enough to actually need to file taxes for it 🫠 Okay, now to figure out who to tag.... @ariseis @mumms-the-word @charmedcleric @drizztdohurtin @halsins-herbal-underpants @carmsgarms @galebrainrot2024 @alexxxaloy @lemonsrosesandlavender @luinen-bluewater @autistichalsin @nerd-artist ... it's not 15, but eh. Close enough!
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sophieswundergarten · 10 months
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@nobodysdaydreams The end of the school year is getting to me, but here are my notes on Chapter 25 of S.O.S.
(Sorry it's kind of short)
Chapter 25!!! Milestone!!! I want to bake you a cake :) 
“He glanced at Number Two. / “Sorry, I’m having feelings,” she admitted.”
I love her
VERY interested in seeing how you write the Two family…
And poor Nicholas trying to stay in-character and also trying to be nice
One! He’s such a weirdo guy /pos
JACKSON AND JILLSON!!!!
Poor Erika ajsdfjfdk. She’s not paid enough for this.
“You have absconded with a mastermind?” Is also a very hilarious line. It always gets me
I’ll never get over the Two family’s naming conventions. How did that get into the final script, I feel like someone hastily scribbled down possible names and then they just got automatically approved adsjfdjk
Oohhhhh
I love Reynie and Miss Perumal’s conversation about Curtain. It’s so good. I love it every time, and you’ve done so phenomenally with it
“Nathaniel was sensitive to [being betrayed]” I MEAN YEAH, FAIR. But also have you considered he’s a bit of a lunatic???
“once again allowing his brother to indulge the honor of calling him by his old name, though it held no meaning anymore” You liar
Oh my word, he’s such a guy. His whole mental hoops and rigamarole to make sense of his own thoughts are really… something
I love the little sibling bickering interaction where Nicholas is like “We are in a SECRET location” and then Curtain’s just like “I know exactly where you are” and he go D:
As always, it is fantastically enhanced by your writing
NICHOLAS USING NATHANIEL’S TRICKS AGAINST HIM
Oooooohh, Number Two time
One is so oblivious. Why is he so very unhelpful? C’mon, buddy, help your sister
It’s really interesting how much Curtain is convinced that Nicholas will always be there to beat him. At least for me, that’s very much a sibling thing. You fight and you get mad and sometimes you feel like you hate each other, but you do that because you always believe that they will be there for you and love you in the end
“any chance that Nicholas- that Nicky- could still hear him” OH OKAY WE’RE GOING THERE THEN
OH DEAR AND HE’S THINKING ABOUT PEDALIAN TOO
Man, This guy just has so much guilt eating him up. Years and years of it :( 
And once again the narration switching from calling him “Curtain”/”Ledroptha Curtain” and then going back to Nathaniel
“He didn’t have the luxury of feeling” Oh boy this man needs more hugs
I love how Nicholas apologises for the blowdart. It’s so sincere and kind, because most people would forget about it. The audience kind of forgets about it. But here he is, admitting that he’s sorry
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CURTAIN REDEMPTION
AKJFHDSJHDKJDJSD WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU WROTE IT SO GOOD
SCREAMING
I’M GIVING YOU A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS
(Which, unfortunately, you don’t seem to have any vases for…)
Erika!!
“She might not agree with her mother but, they were family. And they stood up for each other.”
ASKJFBKJDFJDF YEAH
I’m making snowflakes out of all the paper towels in your house
Ohh nooo. Here comes the Jackson and Jillson part.
I feel so bad for them…
And, to a lesser extent, poor Jeepers
AND HE PROMISES TO FIX THINGS. EVEN WHEN NICHOLAS ISN’T IN THE ROOM. HOH YEAH I AM LOVING HOW YOU WRITE REDEEMED NATHANIEL BODS.
I really like his perspective on the kids’ comments adsjafsd
“Unconventional, but true” should be their catchphrase at this point, honestly /j
Constance perspective!!! So happy, so excited about this
Oh. Nathaniel wants to be hugged too. He wants to be included in the family.
And he took the Worldview Wash so politely! He’s getting better at this stuff :D 
Madame Chops and the alpaca. The true main characters of S.O.S. /j /silly
NOOOOOOO
He’s all on his own again :( 
This is like the fifth time, Bods. Just let the man have his family back! /j /s
THE ALPACA
Curtain and Nicholas both bribe people aakdjfjkas It’s a family trait
WHAT
S C R E A M I NG
Help???? FIre alarms??? SOMETHING???
Ooh, he said “please”
Rhonda being like "You can come in. I'm not saying anyone will like it. But you can come in"
AND THE END!!!! WE ARE OFFICIALLY IN SEASON 3 TERRITORY MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
Bods, you are truly spectacular. Just. One of the most amazing people I've ever had the privilege to read the writing of. I hope you're doing well. I'm gnawing off all your doorknobs. Have a super day <3
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silviakundera · 8 months
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Moonlight Chicken Liveblogging Ep 1-3
yes I took notes. by mid E2 I was obsessed & got wordy.
Enjoying how this drama started with a sex scene and then withholds more sexual intimacy while showing how much a relationship & trust can be slowly built by actions and gestures of affection. I love a 'typical romance arc in reverse'.
Ep 1 I watched the entire meeting to one night stand sequence 3 times asdfghjk
Captures the simmering desire and anticipation so well. Director had me by the throat the entire time.
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I saw commenters at MDL and elsewhere saying actor who plays Jim is too young to play 39. But bro, (a) somehow it's also ok for a 23 year old to play a high school student - acting! and (b) I know people at 35 who could pass for 45 and visa versa. Everyone's body ages differently. I can completely buy him as on the cusp of 40. 40 isn't dead! One of my friends is 44 and hits the club near every weekend. I swear some of these kids just don't know anyone over 25. When was in my 30s I already had divorced friends who were tired af and felt old. Let people in their 30s, 40s, and 50s both live like they're in their 20s some days and other days complain about being old as dirt. We contain multitudes, I promise.
Ep 2
hot young One Night Stand shows up to for real pretend work at the chicken rice shop until this man falls in love with him. There is no orgasm grand enough to make me work food service when I don't have to. I would call it insane behavior except that, note, i watched the night they met 3 times and sexual tension & quiet intimacy of it is HAUNTING ME and I only saw snippets of it on tv screen. so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
the way the random neighborhood teens keep being like...? wasn't that the drunk guy? why does he show up for shifts here now?
and Jim literally does not have an excuse for ANY of this nonsense so he just looks like he wishes a trap door would open and mutters about adult business. Sir u are a whole CLOWN. what are u doing? 🤡🤡🤡
(well, kids. I had a life changing moment of intimacy with a stranger one night and now he keeps hovering around under shakey pretexts because he knows that I know that he wants me to give us a chance and I'm scared out of my mind and have 199 tons of baggage but he's so hot and he looks at me like I could be his whole world, if only I'd let him in. so i let him wait tables at night to be close to me while I struggle not to crumble under internalized homophobia and the weight of my debts, because capitalism. ADULT STUFF.)
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I really like the set up for this couple. 1st episode shows their instant connection, how they're drawn together and find comfort in each other's presence. Then 2nd episode show us the gap that would have to be closed: what Wen dreams of is beautiful but also simple - making a home with someone, a place where he can rest and not feel the weight of the day. He clearly feels that Jim is the right person to do this with him. When Jim gently rejects him, he responds ok, I'm not the right person for you. But Jim is trapped in the bottom of Maslow's triangle. His dream is to get out from under his debt, keep his house, and fund his nephew's education. He doesn't see any space for love in there. It has nothing to do with the right person. Which is why he can't make himself fully turn Wen away. He cautions him that he can't be a home for anyone; he's not qualified to be any such thing for Wen. But deep down he clearly wants it. He wants Wen to prove him wrong somehow.
Ep 3
Wen actually working his real job! Doing... something idk some product management or city planning etc. He found out his dream man is about to be crushed under the boot of capitalism and he has to make presentations about the ROI. 😢
He keeps witnessing how important this incredibly hot man is to the community and it's making him yearn even harder.
and we get the ghost of boyfriends past! Past Boyfriend of Jim is the one who helped him start the chicken rice buisness. And promised never to leave him! oh nooooooo the chicken rice buisness was PROOF OF THEIR (DOOMED) LOVE 💀
They had a cat and a shop and a happy home. And now Jim is all alone. Oh, because his man was a cheater. 😱
oh FUUUUCK. See, I get this so much. He used to argue with his sister if m/m love really exists, or if only m/f love is real. And he said he'd show her. Then the guy he settled down with and basically married then cheated on him with a woman. Now, I'm close to this character's generation and I get why that fucked him up bad. Yes bisexuality is a thing and totally valid but when he grew up it was seen as debateable if women could truly love each other & be satisfied with only that. Same with men/men. So this would have felt like his sister and everyone who'd been saying such things in his hearing since he was a kid... They won. He's older now and knows intellectually that this is bullshit. But I so get why this screwed with him and he has to fight against buying into their narrative of his story.
The fact that he confesses the story to Wen though - he wants babygirl to understand why he can't do this, but the openness and communication is just making it more and more clear why Wen knows he has a chance and why they do work. Jim never says yes but doesn't say never and he's allowing Wen into his life and opening doors.
some of these scene to scene cuts are so rough. dear editor wyd ;)
But then Wen confesses he's on the demolition project. Noooooooooo the man of his dreams doesn't want his free labor & in-person pining tonight.
lmaooooo even when they're fighting he stops to coax his pseudo step-nephew.
The millennial lgbt urge to mentor stray baby gays.
Can't even imagine handling all my old disaster gay mess and also playing guardian to a teenager who doesn't want to study or raise his GPA but expects to make a great life for himself on his own in the USA by working odd jobs, without (again, the studying) gaining english fluency. This is all painfully realistic and Jim is honestly way more chill about this situation than I'd be.
LMAOOOOOOO Wen's step dad is pretty chill himself and accepting, and then Jim shows up and he's like, ..you call him uncle? I felt like I could see him wondering if this is like a daddy kink situation 😂😭. But Dad can roll with this, I am totally seeing where Wen gets his...how he is lol.
This is like the perfect example of an age gap couple where the generation difference makes it work better. They have differing perspectives but they ultimately appreciate that about each other. And it's not that vibe where older man is guiding a naive young person. There is actually zero daddy dynamics involved here. Jim is not a fatherly figure to him in any way. Wen is late 20's uni graduate with a job and he doesn't feel virginal or hapless or ignorant at all. He has his own insights and Jim legitimately is interested in hearing his thoughts & advice. The drama seems pretty thoughtful about portraying a relationship between 2 people who are from different generations of the queer community.
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