The bad news: I have fallen headfirst back into my Death Note: The Musical obsession phase.
The good news: if you are a person who has not seen the 2015 Death Note: The Musical productions from Japan and Korea, I can help you out.
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haikyu's dumpster batte is only going to be around 1 hour and 24 minutes, oh it's genuinely bokuakaover
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Ok, So I adore your KenBig art even though I have absolutely zero idea of what the fandom is about haha, would love to hear more about them because I can tell you're so passionate.
Thank you so much!
I am !! Very Passionate about them yes adhjfkshjks let me try to break them down for you without making it a 3 hour TED talk lmao (no promises)
So they're two minor side characters from the Thai bl series KinnPorsche, also known as The Gay Mafia Show. At the beginning of the series Big is the head bodyguard for Kinn, who he is secretly (and quite hopelessly) in love with and who is the heir to the family's mafia empire. He is Loyal with a capital L, fiercely protective of Kinn, a little (a lot) pathetic in his devotion and quite frankly a bit of a dick. Ken is just Ken his best friend, also a bodyguard for the Main Family and also a bit of a dick. He's from Australia originally and brings us delightful iconic phrases like "nice one, loser" and "are you fucking dumb, bro". Also, pineapple boxer briefs. You mostly see the two of them together and when they show up it's usually to be a bitch and/or to bully Porsche, who is the other main character and love interest for Kinn (hence the name of the show).
They're terrible people is what I'm saying. But then again so is almost everyone else on the show lmao it's the mafia ok!!
It's never explicitly stated in the show but we see other bodyguards room together (namely Porsche and Pete) so the widely accepted headcanon is that Ken and Big are roommates (oh my god they were roommates etc etc) and just because I live for this kind of thing I have convinced myself (and others, apparently! through the power of art) that while Big is hopelessly in love with Kinn (canon), Ken is hopelessly in love with Big (canon in my heart). It's about the pining and the tragedy and a secret third thing (jealousy) for me
Well. I don't want to spoil too much in case you're ever planning on watching it but it's kind of important for them, so ... towards the end of the show Big ends up sacrificing himself for Porsche (or rather, for Kinn's happiness) and dies not knowing that Ken is the mole they've been searching for and is actually working for the Minor Family (so, for Kinn's cousin and uncle who are the main villains in the series). But Ken is killed as well, at roughly the same time just at a different place and at the hand of his actual employer Gun, so they both end up dead.
Which, you know, I personally think is unacceptable because I love them and don't want it to end there, so most (but not all) of my art is set in an AU that I brainstormed with my partner @pharawee in which they both survive and then have to deal with the consequences of their actions (which is absolutely delicious to me because man!! You have Big who is so desperately loyal but has been kind of struggling to find his place now that Porsche is there, and Ken who betrayed everything Big held dear but !! Is also his best friend!!! But is he really? Has he ever really been his friend at all?? And if Ken is a traitor what does that make him who has been sharing everything with him?? Bonus points since Ken is in love with him and never wanted to betray Big personally. So much potential for angst I am telling you, it's a feast), and then eventually they find comfort in each other and carve out their own path. If you're interested you can read the beginning on ao3.
In other headcanons there's been a Thing going on between them all along and sometimes they still die. Or they don't but everything is still fucked up. Either way it's all good and I'm here for all of it hehe
So this is shaping up to turn into that 3 hour TED talk after all which is why I'll stop here, but if you have literally any other questions or are interested in hearing more I would be prepared to go on for hours lmao sorry (but not really).
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Dean is such a paradox for me because on the one hand, I have been actively triggered by him in the show, there are moments where, intentionally or not, the writers managed to create a portrayal of manipulation and abuse and control issues that it sets off actual alarms for me. And on the other hand, I would not have him any other way. There is something — not comforting, that’s too soft a word — about knowing where Dean’s actions stem from, having seen and learned all that we do about his childhood neglect and parentification and the trauma he goes through repeatedly in the show, and that he doesn’t come out clean. He comes out a goddamn mess who ends up hurting the people around him in reaction to his own pain!
There’s a reality there that’s. Almost nice, actually. Distressing to watch, but it is a fucking mess, it’s a good mess! He’s got zero healthy coping skills and a healthy relationship with say, his brother, is terrifying because it leaves him open to abandonment!
I’m not sure I’m wording this correctly. There is a way to be a good abuse victim. Take the pain, martyr yourself on it, and then, even if you have no support or idea how to, then you have to become a Good Person who never hurts anyone the way you have been learning to your entire life. Simply toss everything that shaped you out the door and emerge a saint with a tragic backstory. And Dean is not that. And that’s so fucking good. Everything that he has gone through continues to effect the way he treats the people around him, and he can’t fight the behaviors he might recognize as harmful because he also sees them as protecting him (or protecting Sam by keeping Sam with him.)
And sometimes, idk. It feels good to see a guy who didn’t heal the “right way.” Who mostly didn’t heal at all, just keeps the wound open because it’s easier that way.
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i need people to start paying me for every time they tell me "oh but ur arts so good ur wasting ur talent u need to do it professionally" wrong i need to do art to draw beautiful characters that not a single other person cares about while feeding every ounce of love i have into my work or to convey thoughts & feelings beyond words and to even think of doing otherwise is to deny my own nature "oh but u can do what u want and then sell it" why is everything about money to you why cant u just enjoy things at what point in ur life did u forget how to have fun
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I know I've mentioned shipping Zutara here before but as far as I rememebr I have not expressed that I do in fact ALSO very much ship Kataang. There is a preference I have for Zutara, admittedly. But I do adore both ships in the times I've rewatched the show since watching it as it aired as a kiddo.
Kataang being canon is so satisfying. You see it as a thread and how well they get along, how much they genueinely being around one another from the very start. Seeing the conclusion of it in last episode is SO good. I love it.
But also that's why...I do kinda want to have hope for Zutara being canon in the live action adaptation?
See, here is the thing: I love both of these relationship because of potential they have. Katara and Aangs relationship was set up and grew so well and ended up in them forming a relationship out of the dynamic they built over seasons. And that is GREAT. And Zutara has that same potential that the OG series didn't decide to go with. Would it be crazy if the adaptation, which is already slightly changing things, decided to explore that story instead? As long as they actually do it and do it well that could be so fun to watch.
Now, if Kataang does happen just like in the orignal, or something else does go down I will be JUST as thrilled so long as it is handled well.
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What website are you using to watch that Turkish drama?
hiiiii anon!!! dailymotion has all the episodes of kizil goncalar up (14 out 18 so far!), or turkish123!
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debating whether or not sam would watch this show kinda inclined to say yes tbh
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God that heartliming post reminded me that aof knows how to do disability representation appropriately and keep characterization consistent and fully develop even side characters and depict equal healthy relationships like babygirl did u forget?? 😭😭 what happened???
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When/where was that Zolu neck touch? I don't recall? I feel horrified for even asking as someone who ships zolu so hard...that I don't remember when/where that was. (unless it was a movie because I have not seen all the movies yet which makes me sad because movie-Zoro has some badass outfits)
it's from a promotional special for the 2007 alabasta movie!! the promo special was only about 15 minutes long (with 11 minutes of actual footage) and it was a reanimation of the crew meeting vivi at whiskey peak! the neck touch is specifically from luffy and zoro's reanimated fight. since it was basically an extended advertisement, it was never officially released in english. it's been lost/elusive zolu media for maaaaany years because of that. (':
here's where i gif'ed most of the fight!
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Listen, I just watched the first season of The Land of Miracles on 9anime. You said that you have a translation, or did you just stick it into Google translate? If it is the former could you please drop a pdf. I need more. I love them sm bro. I have been unable to find any translations online.
Omg- first of all, I'm so happy you decided to give them a try and enjoyed it! These silly boys amirite? I love them so so much;;
As for the novel, I had to translate each chapter on Google Translate/DeepL manually since there's unfortunately no fan-translation yet. Here's the link to the entire web novel on the official site if you want to do the same. You can continue directly from Chapter 50/51 (where S1 left off).
You might also be interested to know that Season 2 is currently airing and has caught up to chapter 96 of the novel as of this week (Episode 26)! The quickest way to watch it with Eng Sub rn is through the official iQIYI website that updates every Saturday, but there are other options too ofc :D
The official iQIYI Youtube channel makes a few episodes from S2 free for a few weeks before privating them, but if you're patient and don't mind waiting each time (bc it'll always be 2 episodes behind), here's where you can watch it.
Here are some sites where you can watch it for free (but the translation is much worse atm compared to the official iQIYI streaming platform since it's still airing): (Site 1) (Site 2)
(As time goes on, I'm sure other sites will upload the episodes with better translations too just like S1 haha, but for now you'll have to settle with the automated translations sadly.)
There's 167 chapters in total and from my observation, they should be caught up to the entire novel by the end of the season (the donghua will have 39 episodes in total, S1 and S2 combined).
Hope this helps!! (And feel free to talk to me about the donghua omg I've been gushing about it by myself for months now LOL)
UPDATE: Someone is finally doing a proper English translation and you can read it here!! Go thank them omg bc we can now enjoy the novel as intended (or as close as possible) 😭🙏💖
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TRUSTING ME BRO I COULD CRYYYYYYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭I hope it does not disappoint... REAL THOUGH about the drama you mentioned in your tags, that's exactly how I felt reading If My Wife Becomes An Elementary School Student's title, for example, but I'm told it's wholesome☠️☠️I would love to hear about the one you were thinking of though!
I WILL BEAR IT IN MIND TO PREPARE FOR ARACHTAGON WHENEVER THE TIME COMES... totally understandable to get frustrated with RNG on top of that, RPGs can be so evil 😭😭😭still, again, I'm glad you're back to it! Also totally understandable to want to play on the original consoles... NOTHING beats the experience... the availability of playthroughs nowadays is nice for sure to be able to experience the series without investing that much!
I would LOVE to see more Normal interactions between Ichiban and Jo for real😭they have so much potential for silly moments... ever-thankful for your content and I Can't Say Enough always looking forward to whatever you might have in store :] whether it's that or something else :]
I EXPECT YOU'RE DONE WITH EPISODE EIGHT NOW AT MINIMUM SO I WILL JUST SAY the Ohashi arc and Episode Ø [<- why the hell is ep eight called this] are peak to me I am soooo glad you enjoyed the arc... LOVE the OST too, Yugo Kanno is a legend. HOWEVER all the songs on it are titled words that start with S and P so you get titles like Scarlet Pussy 😭
OH BUT SPEAKING OF SP'S WACKASS STRUCTURE pleeeeeaaaase consider watching SP: The Motion Picture and SP: The Motion Picture: The Final Episode after you finish the show... there is A Cliffhanger and those are the true conclusions to the story... and SP Final In Specific is what blew my nuts clean off...
STOPPP NO THAT'S EXACTLY THE DRAMA I WAS TALKING ABOUT BUT I DIDNT WANNA SNITCH ON MYSELF 😭😭 it really is a cute show..... im ngl it has some of my fave tsutsumi scenes/performances like it TRULY blew my expectations out of the water. i just feel SOOO awkward about it cause.. with a title like That and a premise Like That i wouldnt blame a single person for giving me a weird ass look so i generally try not to talk about it ☠️ its my guilty treat so to speak and i cant even tell if im making it sound worse than it actually is (╯x╰ )
in any case... i finished Security Police SO !!! onto After The Rain for me when it comes to Media Thats Awkward To Talk About But Please Believe Me When I Say Its Not What You're Thinking :]
LMAO PLEASE like... so long as you have the right equipment you don't even really have to do much extra grinding by the time you get to him... it truly is just hoping RNG doesnt dick you over ☠️ i've been cruising through the game since tho ! i dont expect myself to get into anymore awkward blockades anytime soon and then i can finally say i finished this game (●ˇ∀ˇ●)
THANK YA THANK YA it aint much but its honest work..... i have been real dead this week tho and i always get scared if ill draw again durin periods like this- i HOPE to come up with something soon cause there really is an untapped well of Good Stuff to be explored :]]
THE SOUND DESIGN OF SP WAS REALLY GOOD IN GENERAL THOUGH LIKE not just music wise was it good but i really loved hos inoue's migraines gave me migraines... immersion... but also just knowing when to keep things dead silent (like finding nishijima's corpse) did SOOO well to put emphasis.. the weird as hell names are just bonus points by now like. Gotta Let Bro Have SOMETHING As A Thank You For The Sound Design (╯▽╰ ;;) OH BUT IM GLAD THERE'S MOVIE TIE-INS CAUSE THE LAST SCENE HAD ME CONCERNICUS LIKE 👁️👁️? i was only able to find the first 2010 movie on the site i usually go to but its somethin...
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high guardian spice is to me what sword art online is also to me. better in the abridged version. though for wildly different reasons
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bro anime fans are so an annoying with their dub vs sub shit like goddammit literally neither are gonna be 100% accurate to what it being actually verbally said onscreen just bc how translation works literally some things directly translated makes no sense. and each translator will literally come up with different ways to say the same shit. Literally does not fucking matter to the experience you actually get especially for newer anime (most of the time). And most of the time when ppl argue sub is better they end up being some fetishizing ass weeb. Just enjoy your japanese cartoons and comic books
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