#but honestly at this point im just tired

[conarcoin]

hey um (I know it's deleted now) but that post where you nitpicked and made fun of that seventeen year old's tweet, really upset me as someone who's posted similar things in the past. you're not just making fun of them, you're making fun of others who've expressed similar sentiments. i've been watching the dsmp since I was 14, and now i'm 16 going into sixth form, and I really resonated with the idea of growing up with the dsmp. you didn't need to make fun of it just because it didn't cater to your personal experience, and it didn't generalise in any way considering the op of that tweet was talking to their mutuals and followers (who are similarly teenagers). idk man it was just upsetting to see Like you kind of made me feel stupid for loving the dsmp :(

while i stand by that wasn’t at all my intention with that post, and i was annoyed bc i see tweets that generalize the fandom like that get thousands of likes all the time (this one did as well), i do feel bad if i’ve made anyone feel stupid for loving the dsmp. because it’s not stupid. i love the dsmp, i’ve cried over the dsmp. i would never make fun of someone for that.

i tend to word my posts in a way that gets me in trouble because i’m very blunt and often don’t know how to properly word what i’m trying to say. it often leads to people misinterpreting my posts in ways i didn’t mean to.

i’m genuinely sorry if that post upset you, but i don’t know what else you guys want me to do. it’s deleted and reblog-locked. i’ve explained how that wasn’t my intent multiple times.

and really, a lot of this is frustrating because i’ve had issues multiple times with this person misinterpreting my posts and getting mad about them. it gets really fucking tiring when this has happened 3 or 4 different times. i’ve blocked them now because i’m not in the mood for it anymore.

i don’t like how me posting my personal opinions about a tweet i completely censored the op of is somehow “making fun” of it. sometimes people literally just have thoughts about things.

i don’t know. i don’t like that i’ve made people feel bad, but i’m also very frustrated that i have to apologize for something i didn’t do because other people are projecting intentions onto me that i didn’t have.

you shouldn’t feel stupid for loving the dream smp or being emotional about it. that was never what i said.

[turtleblogatlast]

One of the earliest examples of Leo’s “I’ll do my own thing to accomplish our goal without discussing it with my team first” is in episode one. It’s super, super quick, and ultimately inconsequential, but it subtly sets up a great precedent that I think is very interesting.

When the boys need to grab the medallion from Splinter without Splinter noticing, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie huddle together with Raph taking the lead in trying to devise a plan to get the mystic device. Meanwhile, Leo slinks away and grabs the device by clocking the situation (by knowing his father well enough to predict his actions - something he does with each family member multiple times in the series) and making a move on his own.

It works out perfectly fine, and is ultimately the best move, and it’s honestly okay that he didn’t consult everyone for something so small when it’s such a non issue to get it, but it nicely sets up how this tends to go in the series, including how it goes in the movie.

To be honest episode one is actually really good at setting up a lot of things for each character in the long run, this is just one example that caught my attention, as small and unassuming as it is.

[casavanse]

Okay so if there's something that gets to me every fucking time is that to pro-pals, if Bad People™ support Israel, then it just shows how bad Israel, right? It's proof that they're on The Right Side, that Israel is wrong.

But if said Bad People support Palestine? Ohhhh nooo, you get it wrong!!! You see, even the Bad People understand how bad Israel is, even they have more (((conscience))) than Israel, that's why they're supporting us! Absolutely no other reason!!!

Cut the bullshit. It's fucking disgusting.

[moonpaw]

[coolaidstain]

TIL that theres aphobes on Tumblr trying to claim that Jughead Jones has actually been gay coded the whole time and that saying he's ace is homophobic I fucking hate it here

[alchemicaladarna]

I don't...I literally don't even know what to say...

Obviously, I wish all the best for Pomme and Dapper's admins, but fuck man-

I can't describe how devastated I truly am to see this news. I stand by and respect their decision to leave the project of course. What they went through for basically the past year was terrible but words can't articulate how truly upsetting this all is.

I don't know, like, I had a lot of hope that things were going to be ok. And you know, that's not to say the rest of the project won't be ok- still holding out some hope for other people.

But a lot of my own personal enjoyment of the server was seeing Pomme and Dapper on the server because I'm gonna be honest, they were truly my favorites.

So like, idk man. Idk what to do or feel or where to go from here...

Just send all the love and support to Pomme and Dapper's admins. Please respect their wishes and don't harass anyone about this. Just give them all the love and kindness please, ok?

Also I just remembered that meme that referenced Dapper's admin might be here and Pomme mentioned seeing Tumblr too: if you guys see this, know that you truly played some of the most beloved characters I've ever seen in any media I've watched. I loved watching you guys on the server for the past year and I wish you all the best in your next endeavors <33 🍎🎩

[noxaurumque]

while we’re talking about aglaya i’ll just toss out something i’ve been thinking about. that idea of aglaya’s attraction to artemy revolving around self-preservation.

she’s the kind of person who tries to play by the rules of the game to get results (rather than defying the rules altogether.) she’s aware of the narrative in some sense, so of course she would want to be the romantic love interest who gets to live through the epilogue.

i dont know how much talk of order and rules is from her, or from the role she plays. but the idea of her romanticizing the “guy gets the girl” narrative becomes interesting to me not only because it’s what she knows will keep her alive but also because it’s what she sees as the logical and correct path.

her reasoning would be: this is how the story SHOULD go, because this is how stories ARE and therefore this is what i WANT. she struggles underneath the narrative and clearly wants to have something for herself thats real, and yet maybe she doesn’t see any other option but to play by the rules of a story.

of course she also has other motivations besides pursuing romantic love, this is just me looking at that aspect specifically.

[carmenlire]

had 18 mental breakdowns before I got to the park and I don't even wanna do anything now and I feel so gross and like I could start crying at any moment lol

[spookythesillyfella]

do y'all ever forget who you really are and become cold . unfeeling and uncaring ?

do you ever feel wrong for being alive too ?

[ozzyfromthecafeteria]

very frustrating when you try to search for stuff in a tag and most of the top/first appearing posts are discourse. honest to everything and everyone on earth i do Not care about discourse…

[capricioussun]

Will probably delete later but genuinely WHY do so many ppl hate uf papyrus. "He’s horrible and a bad brother and abusive >:(((" my guy. YOU made him that way

[sqlmn]

Sebastian (pink hair) and Cornella (blue hair) meet as children and realize "ah, that's the kid my parents told me to avoid because of business reasons" and immediately decide "hey, we're going to be best friends and not fight". Which... in the long run helps a lot in regards to their parents companies because now the parents have to play nice around their kids.

long history below lol

So they're just bffs throughout their youth and a couple years before their high school graduation, Sebastian spots a kid with messy hair who looks really nervous. Since it's early in the year, maybe the kid needs help finding somewhere? So he goes over to offer to help him to class buuuuut the guy flinches and runs away. So Sebastian is ready to report to Cornella at lunch but she slams her hands down on the table saying "I JUST SAW THE CUTEST GUY EVER". And Sebastian puts his concerns on hold until he realizes they're about to talk about the same guy.

The duo then decide "operation befriend shy guy" and spend like an entire school year getting Matis to warm up to them. Good! Except now they're seniors and STILL both pining for the underclassman (only a grade below) and they have an agreement to not pressure Matis into any weird situations about picking between them.

Matis and Sebastian like to draw though and so one day as Sebastian is vibing and sketching Cornella while stealing glances at Matis, he decides to put little hearts around her head. It's fine, it's not weird, it's totally cool. And Matis sees and comments he must really like her and while he DOES really like her it's .... not quite like that. So he laughs it off.

The two graduate and then start to train at their parents companies while attending college and the years go on. They still sometimes think about Matis and go "wonder how he's doing" "wonder if he's more outspoken now" "wonder if he'd remember us" because they're both very normal about the lingering crush they have. Cornella walks into the building she works at one day and is going directly to her office in hopes no one sees her since she's supposed to be off when she hears her name.

"I'm not here, you didn't see me and you REALLY didn't see me if my dad's asking" is her immediate response but the guy's like 'oh, sure, understood. i am interviewing someone who said he went to school with you' and so she looks over and is just. Floored. Yup, still nervous looking, definitely remembers them, he's doing fine, and he's apparently now working at her company. Fabulous.

She does say hello and then nervously excuses herself to go to her office before anyone else sees her but hey see you around good to see you bye haha... and calls Sebastian with "He's hot now" with no context. So he asks who and she's like "oh only the cutest boy to ever plague our brains for years" and Sebastian is just "wait wait, Matis ? ? YOU SAW HIM? WHERE? HELLO? Why was I not invited to see him? Why did you not video call so I can see him? WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE'S HOT" and then they scheme how to actually meet up and involve Matis. And they agree while he's definitely handsome dealing with other people, the fact he still blushes and looks nervous around them and looks to them for approval is the absolute cutest thing on the planet.

[necroromantics]

I dont know why people are still on about this shit but yall are tryna get on me about me being "abusive" towards my ex with BPD or some shit? The girl I met in the psych ward. Cuz I will tell yall about that relationship.

I met her when I was 15, and after we got out of the ward we dated for a month. During that entire time she would constantly threaten to hurt herself if I didn't give her all of my time and energy. I never blamed her for having BPD, but it was very hard on me especially as someone who lacks empathy and could not give her the emotional support she needed. I have always been very clear about this, to her and others in my life. Cuz people like to try and cancel me for having ASPD for some reason (???)

I do admit I was not the best boyfriend because I couldn't give her the support she needed. I tried to break things off with her and she smashed my computer, put herself in the hospital, and tried to guilttrip me into staying with her. After I finally broke shit off she would harass me for 3 fucking years afterwards, making alt accounts, shittalking my gf, etc. So before you try and get on me for not liking my ex maybe try and hear out the fact she would actively emotionally manipulate me constantly and make my life a living hell if I didn't give her what she wanted. I understand this comes from her very severe BPD, and also her just being weird outside of any mental issues she had, which is why she was in the psych ward in the first place.

My mother has BPD, so I've grown up taking care of her and dealing with her symptoms firsthand. I know very well, and I am very open about, my inability to handle those with BPD who have bad emotional regulation due to my lack of empathy for them. It doesn't pair well. Thats not my fault in the slightest?

That doesn't mean I'm abusive towards people with BPD or ableist towards them. It means I'm self-aware that I don't have the mental capacity to support those with BPD in ways that they need sometimes. I know that my ex was not a good example of those with BPD. I have many friends with BPD, I'm the FP of both my close friend and my girlfriend, and I do my best to help them out.

My current girlfriend deals with BPD and our relationship is very healthy. So for you to try and reach and say I'm abusive towards borderlines out of fucking nowhere when my past relationship was full of my ex actively harassing and threatening me, and my current one I put my heart and soul into, doesn't make sense at all.

Keep reaching though. People who actually know me, know this. Why do yall care so much about people with BPD and then jump through hoops to dehumanize someone with ASPD?

I don't owe anyone perfection. It is not my responsibility to live up to anyones standards while I spend a lot of my mental energy trying to recover and improve on my own mental health issues. Stay mad, just leave me out of it. And also thanks for victim blaming, really helps me out (sarcasm)

[soldier-poet-king]

I literally just do not understand how full grown ass adults go thru life like this. 0 self reflection. 0 concern about the impact of their behaviours on others. Continuing said behaviours even when they're pointed out as hurtful. Like????

[llitchilitchi]

people always complain about a story not making sense because they refuse to read the notes and stuff found around in the world and call it bad game design, but when a story has a lot of exposition in dialogue its bad writing because its exposition dump, and when the notes and dialogue are made to be minimal so people can only learn the lore they feel like learning the story is "badly delivered" because it was not spoon-fed to us? just say you hate spending time learning the lore and go

[kyunsies]

hello friends it’s been a month i hope you’re doing well <3