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staarwalker · 16 hours ago
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SACCHARINE | anakin skywalker x reader
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ii. MY HYSTERIA !
full desc. — after the death of your master, you’re ordered to train under a new jedi master to finish the last several months of your training. anakin finds it useless to teach anything to a 19 year old on the cusp of knighthood, yet, the order forbade him from abandoning you. leaving you within the grasp of anakin skywalker.
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chapter summary: he is not jealous.
warnings: bit of an age gap, 5 or so years (you met him when you were 19 already), obsessive/possessive behavior, suggestive themes? mdni, i don’t rlly do smut but we’ll see. he may be a bit ooc but fuck it we ball
a bit of abusive behavior & ideas so PLEASE be warned (not like all that bad, just some harsh padawan training stuff but if you’re sensitive BE CAREFUL OKAY)
oh and swearing obvi
+ second pov, little to no use of y/n, fem implied reader idk how gn it’ll be sorry. no ocs added but background characters who don’t do shit, and no physical descriptions of you. also caleb dume (kanan jarrus) as your padawan friend bc i don’t wanna make an oc… and bc he’d be like 17 at this time which fits lol. he goes by caleb still bc order 66 never happens
other parts: chapter one
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“Is this really necessary?”
“Quit complaining.”
You sigh, continuing your reluctant balance. Palm against the grass, you balance upside down on a single arm. What the hell could this possibly improve? Your circus act?
Anakin had said it was a common way to learn to multitask with the Force, using it to up your strength and remain balanced whilst completing other tasks, such as throwing and pulling objects with your mind. Which was easy enough, until he made you deflect blaster shots with you saber while in the same position. Would he ever let up?
After all, in what situation would you be using your saber while stuck upside down? It was useless, you determined, but couldn't find yourself fighting with him. Instead, you frown, replying to him with an attitude.
If it was your goal to infuriate your master constantly, you've succeeded. Anakin despised you. Anyone he could find within the temple willing to listen had heard his rants.
You're rude — impulsive — arrogant — inept — and most infuriatingly, everyone seems to adore you. Whether it be the Jedi masters, your fellow padawans, or even the younglings, you've managed to deceive them all into believing you're heaven-sent. Obi-Wan especially.
It turns out Anakin’s old teacher was good friends with your late master when young. Which in turn, made Obi-Wan love you dearly. You'd share stories of the man over dinner, laughing while Anakin watches from a distance, seething.
Sure, it was childish, but what could he say?
Hatred was in his bones, and you were his sole focus lately. Every thought was about you, loathing the fact he’d have to see you again, to train you. He’d push you to your very limit to try and gain a semblance of control, when he knew deep down; there was no controlling himself.
Which was why his gazes lingered, his words carried deeper emotion, his touch… reverent. Anakin was determined to pretend he didn’t notice — he didn’t, he was sure. And if he did? It meant nothing. There’s nothing he despises more than you, he’d say. He knew it was an overcompensation. After all, you’re an inherently good person; a Jedi in training, beloved by children and animals. There was nothing about you other than some personality quirks that was truly terrible. So.. why?
As Anakin continues your training, he decides not to think of it anymore. He’d deflect his emotions by yelling at you, harshly scolding, and picking you apart for the tiniest of flaws. What bothered him the most was your indifference. You’d sigh, scoff, roll your eyes, but never took it to heart. You truly didn’t care, seemingly a simple annoyance at his actions but you never felt hurt. As if he didn’t matter to you.
How couldn’t he? He’s Anakin Skywalker, a general, a Jedi master, extremely talented and handsome. Why don’t you care? Now, Anakin isn’t a vain man. Looks don’t matter to him, and he’d never truly cared about his appearance.
But you should.
You should feel nervous around him, fearful of his disappointment. Anxious of whether he likes you or not. He doesn’t, but he wants you to hope so. You should do everything in your power to prove yourself to him, beg him for approval. So why don’t you care?
Anakin kicks your feet into proper placement, as you squabble with another padawan. He notices the boy’s master is kind and instructing, guiding his hand while Anakin forces yours. He notices you gaze to the Jedi longingly, as if you wanted a master like that. Anakin scowls and closes his eyes, keeping his calm. How could you possibly want anyone else? You have a legend training you, you’re the luckiest girl in the temple.
He’s the unlucky one, with such an annoying padawan. You shouldn’t desire anyone other than him, he’s the best master you could hope for. Obi-Wan Kenobi himself picked Anakin out for you, which must mean something. Yet, it seemingly means nothing to you.
Anakin watches as you spar with the padawan boy, your skill exceeding his. Anakin chooses to believe it’s because of him, not your work ethic; or lack thereof .
Shortly after the start, you win. Obviously. This boy had no skill, Anakin could see that much. He felt a strange sense of pride watching his padawan prevail, but tried to ignore it.
Not long passes when the two of you silently eat lunch on the same bench you’d gone out to the last time you’d entered the gardens. You sat with clear space between you and your master, something he didn’t complain about. You hadn’t dwelled on it much, but wondered why Anakin had remembered what you like to eat for lunch and packed it for you.
Chewing on it quietly, you swallow and speak, “Did I do good today?” You ask, gaze still fixed ahead on the rows of flowers before you, looking to your favorites. You were curious to know what he thought of your performance today, and hadn’t hesitated to ask. Nor did you hesitate to assume his answer would be a quick, sharp no.
But, as he always does, he proves you wrong.
“You did fine. The boy wasn’t much of a threat. Yet, your form was… fine.” He’d said, which, coming from him, was probably the best compliment you’d get. You’re surprised, still not meeting his gaze, as you let out a breath and close your eyes, with a small smile.
“Thanks, Master.”
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The days passed slowly, becoming weeks of you training under Anakin. The two of you had mutually decided to try and come to a common ground, (attempting) to leave the bickering in the past and remaining cordial. Your days of training now filled with learning rather than excruciating work and insults. You’re not friends by any means, and he certainly isn’t nice to you, but it’s better than before.
The hours of your days are spent mostly sparring with your master, but you managed to surprisingly make a new friend inbetween training. All times of eating and any breaks you might get were spent with Caleb — a fellow padawan a couple years younger than you, whom you would spar with as a means of his own training.
You found it fulfilling to help out a younger acquaintance, liking his company — he’s a nice guy, after all.
Unfortunately for the two of you, you master began to notice your absence when not training. He could never find you around your usual spots in the temple; hell, you weren’t even chatting with Obi-Wan as much anymore. What had taken you attention so vehemently?
Then, he saw you two.
…Oh.
His eyes land upon you sitting with a young padawan boy, probably around your age. Cross legged as if meditating, but instead, laughing and goofing off together.
Anakin had spent hours looking for you… and this was what he gets in return? Oh, he sees how it is. He understands now.
Why you’re distracted while training, trying to get things done so you can leave to spend time with some boy. What were you thinking? Were you truly as stupid as Anakin always thought you were? What could you possibly want him around for?
Anakin knew the boy; he was Master Billaba’s padawan. What could possibly be so interesting about him that you couldn’t find with your master? Anakin was a smart man, he had much he could teach you. But Caleb? That… padawan? Why would you choose someone of such a lower status as opposed to the Jedi Master who spends every day with you?
He wasn’t sure why, but Anakin could feel his chest tighten at the sight. Your eyes closed, with an open mouthed grin as heavy laughs erupt from within you. Anakin had never made you laugh; what did he say that was so funny?
If Anakin knew your laugh sounded like that, he’d have tried to be funnier a lot sooner.
He would’ve approached you, reprimanded you for screwing around when you should be training, but Anakin thought it beneath him. He shouldn’t be begging you to come back to him, you should be begging him for forgiveness. That was the way this relationship worked after all. Even if you didn’t know — yet.
You will.
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The days following became harder to manage.
Anakin’s attitude has worsened further than ever before, and you’re unsure of what you’ve done. You even tried to speak with Obi-Wan, but he was at a loss, too. You’d obeyed Anakin’s every order, followed his training to a tee, so what had you done to him?
Every response from the man was bitter, sharp with an edge of venom. He was back to roughly training you, in a way that had made a fellow Jedi Master concerned when he’d accidentally walked by. You felt like you were being bullied by the man, for something you didn’t understand.
You didn’t understand how he lay awake at night, waiting for you to beg for forgiveness — something that never came, which only made him more upset each passing day.
Luckily, you were quite the tough padawan. You didn’t complain about his harsh treatment anymore, resorting to taking it in stride and hoping it was all a plot to make you even better. It was not.
It was until Obi-Wan had reprimanded his former padawan for this behavior when it staggered a bit, as Anakin felt guilty for it. He just… didn’t know how to control his emotions; he never did.
One day you’d pointed out how he let up on you and you were curious as to why. This whole time Anakin had thought you were the one who told Obi-Wan about it, but alas, no. He was confused.
“Obi-Wan said I was being too harsh.” He says, simply.
You scrunch your nose in confusion, “Well, yeah… but wasn’t that the point?”
You truly couldn’t tell the deep running emotion behind his actions? What exactly had happened to make him that way? You really thought it was all a training regimen?
“Well… I suppose it was,” Anakin began, not wanting to explain the truth; he’d die before being honest, “but Obi-Wan told me to stop.”
Despite what Anakin thought of you, you in turn shrugged nonchalantly, “If it makes me a better Jedi, I’d prefer you continue that way. Maybe just speak nicer to me, though.” You say casually.
For a moment, Anakin dismissed it entirely. Why would he purposely put you through intense and painful work outs and squabbles when you’d done nothing (on purpose, that is,) to deserve it? Then, he thought… he couldn’t help himself, but for a second, he liked the idea that you could take it.
He looked to you, not speaking as he thought. Should he continue the training for his own perverted purposes? Besides… maybe a few bruises would look pretty on you.
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omnikko · 3 days ago
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Pink Dolphin merman Riddle Rosehearts au
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I've been seeing a lot of merman TWST aus recently and I wanted to make one too! I've been with the merman Riddle idea in my head for a while and I decided to make an AU with him as the focus. I could have just went with the goldfish thing and make my life easier? Absolutely. But I wanted to incorporate something that would make Riddle's deslike to the nickname "Goldfishes" make sense, so I decided he'd be a different species.
Here's some lore on what changed in this AU + Riddle as a calf
(written in a very simple way because I'm lazy)
We already have merman on the story, but they are all from the coral sea, and since the Pink Dolphin is from fresh water, I decided to make some alterations on the world's map, I don't have pics of how it would be like, but there would be 2 gigant rivers (like the Amazon or maybe bigger) around the world and a few big ones. In those rivers there'd be small communities of freshwater merfolks, and one of them just happened to be in the Queendom of Roses, where Riddle was born.
His mom wanted to have a more stable life, so she decided to go out of the river and go to the big cities on land, she meet and feel in love with one of her colleagues in her job and they got married, they had riddle and she decided to raise him in land, just occasionally going back to her hometown in the river from time to time, usually in family events where she would brag about what she accomplished to the rest of the family and blah blah blah.
Yes, that's my excuse to why riddle lived in land and not in the river with the rest of merfolk and how he managed to be Trey and Che'nya's childhood friend.
And here's Riddle as a calf! He's already got some scars from bumping into places and in his hands specially because of his mom making him study a lot and it hurts his little hand to write so much.
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I chose the red Amazon river dolphin because I love them, they are really cute and I wish they'd have more attention.
I made some research here about their anatomy to make him look more like the actual animal, I'm no biology major though so Idk if there's any wrong info
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I had to mark the other subspecies because I was getting confused and didn't want to use the wrong info.
Either way, that's about it.
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persona-brainrot-real · 9 months ago
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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
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faunandfloraas · 2 months ago
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Clicking on any video with lee know in it and seeing 400 million "Wow his visual is no joke. He is most visual member. Do you guys even know he is conventionally attractive? Because he is visually conventional attractive. It's time for his kdrama. He is kdrama visual. He should be acting in kdrama bc he is conventionally attractive." Girl be quiet
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science-lings · 5 months ago
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I have very specific thoughts about Bruce's 'childhood' and how he tried to do things differently with Dick than what happened with him because of how badly it affected him. He knows what it's like to have everything change so fast and to be so angry but too young to actually do anything about it.
I can see him making sure Dick doesn't get too close of a look at his parents because Bruce remembers being stuck with his parent's corpses until the police got there, all alone with no other way to call for help than screaming. I can see him hiding Dick from the flashing cameras and hiding any newspapers about the 'story' so that Dick doesn't have to see how the press spins everything. Bruce has that picture of himself sitting shellshocked from the ambulance on the front page and he knows how violating that felt, how publicized his trauma was, even if he can't completely prevent it for Dick he can do his best to make it hurt less.
Bruce suffered being helpless for years, being so angry at Gotham and the world and not having a good outlet for it, he had no control over anything that was happening with him, so with DIck he knows how important being Robin became because he knows how becoming Batman felt for him. Bruce got into fights because he couldn't hold his anger in and had to turn that anger inward in fear that Alfred would get sick of him and leave too. Robin was a productive outlet, even if it was a dangerous one, but who knows what would've happened to him if he didn't have it? He already got that taste of freedom and feeling like his intervention could actually make a difference that Bruce took years and years of stewing in trauma to find.
The most important thing to Bruce is that Dick doesn't become another Batman.
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skunkes · 4 months ago
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i loooove when ocs unrealized development makes them feel like real people like no i dont know whether talon is genuinely attracted to women after years of both clinging to them for safety and years of putting them onto that untouchable idealized Perfect Protector Pedestal that must remain untainted by any bad experiences, so he doesn't even try to Be With any. He doesn't know either
#like i heart bisexual men so part of me is like no yeah he does like women. he literally loves women#>what if this is just love as general blind devotion solely on the basis of them not being men#we all know he likes men without much of what would be societal shame but he still grapples with it in that personal way#in the if i like men it means i like them despite what happened to me -> i secretly like what happened to me way#talon like i like men and women but i could never spend my eternal life with a man. as a way to just focus on one thing (finding said women#instead of letting himself think about anything else at all#oc text#ill let it float into my mind but idk because this would mess up his original plot before i kept him#though tbh i want to keep keeping him idk if ill ever let him go back home ykwim. long gone concept at dis point he's mine now. ours#talkys#also this makes things more interesting too in the way of#well it was previously thought that talon has a great interest in [smunker] because of smunkers Body#a sort of unintentional and subconscious rejecting of [smunker's] gender and seeing him#as not a man#now its like. what if its not that. it rly is just sole attraction to men because well al is also a pretty feminine guy#views challenged because no‚ men one way (bad) and women another way (good)#but theres TWO guys here who exhibit femininity so he's like wait hold onnnnnn waittttt#that subconscious conflict still exists though in the fearing al (at first) due to his body and both terrorizing and clinging to [smunker]#because of his#the terrorizing because talon sees his original self in smunker (weak and youthful‚ cherubic‚ naive)#theres so many layerssss#anyway yes. loving women as in of course i love women. beautiful and they keep me safe#but not in any way further than that... i love them i can and will kiss them and do much more but it doesnt feel The Same#i dont think i actually even have any fully gay guy characters [EXCEPT MAYBE THE SELF? LMAO IDK] bc i love bisexual men so much#groundbreaking...#wait sorry more oc rambling this actually would also make sense too because how i imagine talon with women is exaggerated#complete personality change to be pleasant and pliable and you can do whatever you want to me#when its also known that the reason he ''acts out'' with al and [smunker] is because he feels safe enough to drop any and all masks to do s#hmmmmmmmm i must keep thinking
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gingermintpepper · 8 months ago
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Little idle thought I've been having recently but I think Cyparissus' story is very important for characterising Apollo and Apollo's love. It's so easy to think of love and loss as two ends of a spectrum, likewise, so often, death is seen as an ultimate and tragic end in love stories - something final and inescapably tragic, the only force that halts love by separating the lovers.
Cyparissus' story is... not that. Yes, the deer dies and one can conclude then that death is once more at the heart of separating two lovers, but I think Cyparissus specifically requesting to die, specifically begging Apollo to let him grieve forever even after Apollo has done his best to help Cyparissus move on from the accident and Apollo letting him is a powerful thing.
Because Apollo not only puts Cyparissus' wishes over his own, he's also able to see past his own building grief to immortalise Cyparissus in such a way that both grants him his wish and allows other people to glorify Cyparissus as well! And I think such a beautiful thing is something criminally overlooked!
It's become something of a joke that 'all Apollo's lovers turn into plants' but from a functional perspective, flowers are the most brilliant way to keep the spirit of a beloved thing alive. Flowers are like stars - as long as there are humans, humans will always contemplate the nature of flowers and as the god of poetry and song, Apollo creating opportunities for his beloved mortals to be remembered eternally even if they never seized glory in the traditional way is such an intimate and beautiful thing. Even then, Cyparissus is elevated to a similar status as Daphne with Apollo's actions - not merely a plant or flower but one that specifically symbolises him, one that is extremely fragrant and beloved by him. Just as Daphne's laurels were synonymous with glory and victory, Cyparissus' cypress became a emblematic of grief and remembrance. Even today, thousands of years later, people still view cypress trees as mourning trees and plant them in cemeteries and use the ash in incense burnt in remembrance of others. How's that for Apollo keeping his word.
#ginger rambles#I think we should talk more about how Apollo's ability to immortalise people into those coveted halls of memory is so often done out of love#and how it is the closest many of his beloved mortals will ever get to godhood but even that is leagues better than the hundreds of warriors#and kings and scholars who worked for glory their whole lives only to be forgotten and lost among the sea of time and history#And then you have Daphne and Hyacinthus and Coronis Cyparissus and Evadne even Branchus whose affair is marked with the sprawling arms#or trees and forests - who would ever say they were unloved?#Daphne is eternally interesting to me btw because like idk what anyone says it doesn't matter that Apollo was hexed to love her by Eros#Even if what Apollo felt wasn't 'true' love he did feel true regret and made real and true penitence. Apollo literally spent#the rest of his immortal days wearing Daphne's laurels and making her his symbol until she became so synonymous with gods and glory that she#became symbolic of the gods and their kings themselves! Like!! It's obscure knowledge now that gods like Zeus and Poseidon had their own#preferred plants to wear as wreath crowns because laurel-crown is so iconic as the Look of a greek god#how could you not see that as love? even if it's retroactive? Apollo worked so hard to give her the glory he robbed from her and people#still choose to focus on the chase + transformation and “oh well Apollo and Daphne wasn't a love story it was assault/a curse!!”#my brother in Christ it counted to Apollo so it counts to me too#anyway just something I've been thinking about#apollo#cyparissus#daphne#greek mythology#ginger chats about greek myths
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prismbearer · 3 months ago
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Idk why there's disbelief over Mark S/Helly in terms of motivation. Helly is just as capable of cruelty and selfishness as Helena. They are at the core of it, the same person with different memories/experiences. They can be two perspectives worthy of indulging their own dreams and desires and also be the same person. Narratively here especially, this isn't about morality, it's about human nature.
Helly was never cruel, sure, of course. Helly felt like she was the same as the other people in MDR. But Helly has something right now that she never even achieved as Helena. Someone who loves her. Someone who is choosing her. Helly is Winning over Helena here.
Jame Eagen wanders down just to be a freak and reinforces the reality of it. Helly is "More" than Helena, hasn't been worn down by the weight of experience and the world (and their cult and corporate bullshit). She still has, in some way, the innocence of youth and lack of experience with the world. She doesn't have the same fears and burdens or triggers as Helena in her conscious experience. She still has the ability to express her passions and outrage and defend herself. And to love and not feel sorry for it.
Severance gave Helena a chance to exist without the learned perspectives and burdens of the Eagens and she is able to be free with herself and her passions and desires-- whereas Helena was likely drained of any dreams for potential beyond a strictly guided future decades ago.
Of course Helly is feeling a rush of joy and satisfaction over Mark loving her. Mark choosing her. She tried to do the "right thing" by being logical with Mark. "I'm her." Even outside of Lumon, if they bring it all down, there's no hope for an Eagen and an ex-severed employee in reality. In the Real World they will never be together. Mark couldn't love Helena, how could anyone love an Eagen? (Poor Helly really with like, the enemy is within etc, but that's kinda the situation framed by Lumon for everyone by setting the stage with your Innie isn't human kinda rhetoric.) (This was also reinforced by Helena trying to get close to Mark to see if he still had feelings or chemistry with her and finding out they were not going to work outside Lumon.)
What if the equator is a building that could be a continent? Can be their whole world? They're choosing to live Now. Together in the present despite knowing that with their half lives, they could be brought to an end at any moment. It's very willful young love of them. And why wouldn't it be? This is their First Love. They haven't even been "alive" that long or have any memory of romance beyond their current infatuation. They don't know the world or it's places, and maybe that's okay, maybe they can exist in this space so long as they have love and the others.
It's completely human for Helly to accept Mark choosing her. To run to him just to see him for maybe the last time. It's human for Mark S to run to Helly. It's human for poor Gemma, who doesn't even know her fucking husband is severed, to be pounding on the door.
But this is their Final Day to Mark and Helly. Maybe the very end of their world. It's Judgement Day. Of course they'd have them holding hands and running back to the unknown to face the end together. To die together.
There is also zero fucking chance Mark Scout would risk his life and brain continuing reintegration once his wife is back. Mark Scout is going to choose his wife. Mark is choosing Love on both sides here.
All of it is reasonable.
#this is true for all the innie/outie combos like#lets not forget theyre the same person. yes they are also separate and deserve to be respected in their experiences#in my mind theres a post credit scene of Devon dragging Gemma to a car and them driving to a secure location bc I can't live otherwise#unfortunately the severed floor is literally their world. has been all this time. all they know by design.#anyway. selfishness is so normal to the human experience and motivation. survival. love. growth#im going to be thinking about platos cave allegory stuff now actually. ough#anyway its 3am and this is all i can thnnk about#personal q#severance spoilers#read more bc mindless brain ramble got long#i love all the characters in this show I hope hope hope Gemma gets a focus in S3#i actually loved the reintegration bits but narratively it would change some of the themes more at this time#theyd have had to make full reintegration the only way for mark to save gemma to make it happen#i need gemma to get so much therapy and care. lumon better not touch her ever again im really so serious#im going to be emotionally devastated ny Mark turning for months#good news fucking up cold harbor probably means that whatever fuckery Jame had planned for Helena/Helly is probably also fucked#could you imagine tho if we actually get fresh 'severed' personas for them if Lumon abducts them all to a compound somewhere#if s3 starts like Just Another Day in the Office I'll scream#I'm starting to wonder if this whole draining the tempers experiment thing#is about being able to provide them for others as a rejuvenation thing now actually aha just from writing this#i think using Helly Wasnt Cruel to try to contain her character is very infantilizing like theyre not children they're striped of knowledge#and of experience#this is all very is love stored in memory or the soul etc. do the people in the cave want to leave the cave when the shadows on the wall ar#the only representation of reality they've ever known#this show is just like art/literaty analysis of themes its so pretty and tragic and terrible#severance#sorry added for the mutuals who dont need to see my taste in tv on my supposed gaming blog#idk a lot of this season was also helly spreading the concept of division from outie persona stuff which makes sense for her#but then getting to look back at gemma and see maybe an outie as a person etc too like. ough
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raifuujin · 1 year ago
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Anyone else feel like Kaito is almost becoming a secondary character in his own manga due to the heists slowly becoming DC clones of figuring out the tricks going on instead of just letting the heist happen and staying within Kaito's perspective.
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hedefect · 3 months ago
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i think my biggest gripe with the sequels will always be . how fucking short everything ran. tfa was literally like at most 2-4 days. tlj was about the same and tros was maybe a couple of months??? how does that even make sense for an actual resistance
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yeonban · 4 months ago
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I was thinking there aren't enough memes catered to third parties on this site (ex. two muses talking about a third) which imo make rp flow so much smoother sometimes bc it feels more realistic for interactions to not start & end at only the two people directly involved, but then I realized... blud, you have a meme sideblog. You can literally make your own dreams come true
#◜✧ . ❪ ooc. ❫#I remember back in the day (<-2016ish) we all used to yap about each other's dynamics in-chara; for example friends would tease one another#about their alleged crushes; strangers would ask one another if they've seen [x/y/z] whether it was a friend of theirs or sb they want dead#and I recalled this today bc I saw one of the. idk maybe 5 total?? memes of this sort again... I stood there as if struck by lightning#Obviously I think it's especially great to do this organically/unprompted but I feel like a lot of people are (understandably!) shy about#bringing up one muse of theirs in an interaction where that muse isn't the main focus. I get it!! But imo it feels sm more lifelike#to experience those tiny details 🥹 I know at some point it was considered cringe (??) to use one muse to ask a mutual abt their other muse#(ex. me using Tobias to ask sb's muse about Elijah; me using Ango to ask sb's muse about Nikolai etc; you get the gist!)#but frankly........... WHO gaf about what's cringe & what isn't in this day and age 😭 I think we should all bring back being cringe & free#especially since these can be great drivers for BOTH the side dynamics (the people talking could become better friends) AND the people#from the main/primary dynamic whom they're talking about (a third party could help drive this dynamic further/make them realize things etc)#Once I get my break (real soon!!!!!!) I might work on making more of these memes bc starting w smth prompted may make it easier#for people to jump onboard & then later down the line we can eventually start doing stuff like this out of the blue too 🫡#And speaking of creating memes... I don't usually tend to; but if any of you guys ever have suggestions for memes you'd like to see#but can't find anywhere/can't find enough of? Lmk and I'll write them up for you so you can rb them & live the life of your rp dreams 🫡
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identityquest · 1 year ago
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lizzie get two wolves 👍
#strato.txt#oil painting#wip#im worried ive unbalanced the composition w the second one on the right tho... its so much closer to the edge#ugh whatever. aunt lizzie is the focus here#i wish i knew what she actually looked like this is just cobbled together from general features of my family#solid build... dark curly hair... bigass ears. she could be one of my cousins. she could be me#ok rq im gonna lay out the story in the tags for anyone who hasnt seen the previous lizzie art#my great-something aunt lizzie was disabled and couldnt walk very well and she died young#she wanted to see the second floor of the farm house real bad but no one ever carried her up there and she died before seeing it#they buried her in a long white dress somewhere down at the creek. we dont know where her graves lost unfortunately#the night she was buried something wearing a white dress walked into the house and up the stairs and disappeared#and sometimes you can hear her down around the creek screaming#somewhere along the line wolves got mixed into the imagery for me#my uncle told me a story about another 'white thing' that was wolfish and would jump on cars#so i just assumed lizzie was a werewolf my whole life#anyways. i think her staying after she died was a manifestation of her desire for autonomy. maybe#maybe if shed had modern accommodations she wouldnt have felt the need to stick around. or maybe she would have idk#either way i think death afforded her control over her own desires in a way she hadnt experienced before#and i think thats why she still hangs around the creek#i hope she would like this. maybe ill take it down there and leave it out for a night when its finished so she can see
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floorpancakes · 3 months ago
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big fan of headcanoning that kid doumeki killed the class chicken because nobody else wanted to and he was already being picked on for being Inexplicably Weird and Smelling Like Death so his classmates probably thought it would work as a bullying tactic. he handled it like a champ and it makes sense that he would but it's still kind of sad
#big fan of like. taking a random one off comedy line in holic and making it a whole thing#biiiiig big big big fan of doumeki and himawari being Weird Kids that due to various factors appear 'normal' in high school#like himawari mostly masked her problems and became sort of superficially a chill everygirl who is friends w everyone and besties w noone#and meki faced a Lot Of Shit and then managed to shrug it off and his attitude and looks in hs meant he got mega popular#not that he cares or anything#also a big fan of those two either being in middle school or elementary together#i think at a point where meki hasnt become a 100% idgafer but hima already seems 'normal' theres a lot of potential#i also just generally like the idea of them being long term oomfs#like they both kinda saw each other before they solidified fully as the people they would become its so juicyyy#watanuki as the person who seems out of place at a glance but is very obviously among likeminded people oh its so lovely isnt it#i just . ghghhh this friendship trio means so much to meee theyre so cool theyre so neat#i like filling in the gaps in clamps official lore with fun stuff. fun thought exercise#like for example clamp being like 'yeah doumeki went through some Shit due to being sick+gender stuff and it shaped him as a person'#so much to consider...so much to supplement...#this is especially true w himawari where she gets less specific focus it makes me wanna deep dive and make a bunch of headcanons#same for kohane actually but its a bit trickier cause we dont see much of her as an adult and when we do i dont reread that very oftennnnnm#for obvious reasonsss#even though it wasnt even like. romantic it fucks me up a bit#anyway i like the idea that adult hane is kinda like. himari penguindrum#like when himari is introspective and stuff#that kind of hard to explain depth#i also like the idea that kohane could turn out a few different ways depending on the au context cause shes still forming as a person#most of the time we see her#in catverse shes kinda different and manifests a slightly different kinda personality as a teenager bcs i think itd be interesting#idk im just waffling now
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imminent-danger-came · 2 years ago
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I love reading your tags- especially when theres just even MORE info dumping there.
The least favorite character ask made me giggle a bit, "This character that appeared for a single episode is actually pretty cool. And this character is really awesome in this particular context. But ALSO I really like this character with very little actual screentime."
You‘re absolutely right though! Characters whose only purpose is to fill a particular role are chosen really well too! Like the Host Girl; sure, she doesn’t really have a personality or anything, but she doesn’t NEED to have one. As you said, she‘s collateral damage. She gives us more insight to Wukong, she shows us just how ruthless he can be. He‘s willing to kill the epitome of innocence: A child. A defenseless little girl with a cutesy voice, who was just in the wrong place, at the wrong time.
(It‘s also worth a mention that, contrary to Wukong, she revealed a softer side of Macaque. Not to the extent the fandom built it up, but in an arguably more meaningful way. He‘s worried/feels bad for a total stranger. Even if it was only a concerned look, she once again gave us a deeper insight to a member of the main cast.)
And the characters with less focus either have really genuine interactions (Yellow Tusk with Azure) that just endear you to them, or they drop a banger line (like the Jade Emperor) before their purpose is fulfilled.
Nothing wrong with being a plot device if it‘s done well!
This wasn‘t really much of an ask rather than me rambling. Sorry.
I welcome rambles in my ask box! Half of you that show up in my ask box could just write your own analysis posts.
And you're also totally right! There isn't anything wrong with characters that are there just to function as plot devices. Sometimes a child is there just to be a child, and that's all they need to be. I think I feel this way about Megapolis (a name for the city that hasn't even been mentioned in show). Like it's a city filled with innocent people, it's MK & the Gang's home, and that's all it kinda needs to be tbh. LMK has to be extremely tight with what it chooses to focus on because of time constraints, and it does that well. When it comes down to it, focusing on the characters/plot is more important than focusing on the setting (which I think debatably wouldn't contribute much anyways—like we don't need more of a reason to care about the city, you know?).
I have this same opinion when it comes to the Demon Bull Family, which may be an unpopular take, but the truth is that a lot of their development happened off-screen. After ROTSQ and until we see them again in 3x06, it's clear that there have been positive changes between Red Son and his parents. I think I've seen some folk want Red Son to cut off his parents entirely, but that kinda goes against the core of his character. Part of Red Son's appeal for me is his complete devotion to his family despite their flaws (saving them in ROTSQ and EYD, attempting to save them in 4x09). Red Son and Princess Iron Fan only ever wanted world domination because that's what DBK wanted, and after that failed—they gave up. They hit the bricks. Red Son then started a food business with his dad (jealous of MK and Pigsy's noodle shop mayhaps?), and I think it's telling that DBK would even agree to do that to begin with. DBK and PIF's disregard of Red Son may not be acknowledged in the way people want, and I get that, but it's not that it didn't happen. I'd say there's another jump in their development between the end of 3x14 and the beginning of 4x09, where the fact that DBK calls out for Red Son as he gets taken away shows a closeness between them that we hadn't seen before. It's also clear that DBK has grown past the person who only wanted to create the world in his own image, chastising Azure Lion:
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Demon Bull King: "How many times must you be struck down chasing this same foolish dream?"
(4x09 Roast of the Monkie Kids)
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(Plus "This pursuit of yours has warped your mind brother—it is the only reason I could imagine that you would have the nerve to assault my home and harm my family!" echoing PIF in 1x10 "Come to your senses, this power has poisoned your mind!"; Azure unreasonably considers DBK a traitor like DBK had unreasonably considered Red Son a traitor, etc.)
DBK, unlike plenty of other antagonists in LMK (Spider Queen, LBD, and Azure specifically), learned to stop and accept the world as it was. He failed as a conqueror, but he still had his family, and he could try and not fail as a father for his "half-baked son"—or that's how I interpret DBK anyhow.
((I also want to bring up the fact that DBK didn't dare use the Samadhi Fire ring he had to power himself up with Red Son's furnace in AHIB. Like, even the Mr. Bull King has some restraint—there are prices too great to pay for the world, hence why he gave up on world domination after 1x10, when he almost killed his wife and son.))
To me it makes the Demon Bull Family feel like characters that exist outside of MK & the Gang, and can grow/change even when they're not on screen with our main characters, and I think that's cool. We also legitimately didn't have time for anything else.
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slightlytoastedbagel · 10 months ago
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thinks about Kohane Azusawa and photography (explodes)
#you know how she said she wished she could feel as passionate about something as an or minori#but she was already doing photography as a hobby by then#something about that. something about photography not exactly being her passion but it being something she knows#(especially in the sense that it was her dad that got her into it. her family being the only significant people in her life before hs)#(azusawa family and how little we truly know of you i want to blow you up so badly in the good way)#go further in with that line from over rad squad (she can feel passionate about things because of other people)#so a. photography literally coming from papa azusawa b. photography was how she experienced things growing up#pictures of the mundane. pictures of action. pictures of the things kohane would have loved to try#but considered herself incapable of pursuing#but photography itself didn't give her that passion otherwise she would have mentioned it in the main story#then vivid bad squad. an's side story for the first wedding event where she rushes over to take photos of them all#the photos from same dreams same colours. her photos being used in their flyers#kohane's fes card. the gallery of what she cherishes most. the trained and the outfit#photography has become something she does love. genuinely love. thanks to vivid bad squad#how kohane's passion for something comes from other people. how her love for her hobby properly comes out with them#it is most likely the thing she will be doing when vivid bad squad retires from singing (however long that takes)#or maybe even it'll be what she does on the side#sega i know we got the valentines event to sort of give us this but. proper kohane unit focus based around photography? please?#card set that looks like photos kohane took? the edges looking a bit old? a way of showing how much she loves these memories?#an event that reintroduces papa azusawa???#if they're going abroad it could be going over her anxieties about it (however that depends on how long it is until then)#(i doubt next event will be straight into the travelling. we maybe won't even get it this rotation)#(so maybe. maybe if they swap an and kohane around so kohane kicks off rotation 6 for vbs?)#(idk. blah)#bagel's rambles
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connormoving · 9 months ago
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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk
#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play#it#my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense#like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means#you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs#so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony#i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down#like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated#animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference#IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no#BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly#focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims#since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that#ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be#a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen#bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make#it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep#releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out#but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would#stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs#at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is#like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling#again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant#but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on#modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.
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