#but if you have an art blog and want to keep it more Just for your Art

[empquipress]

realized i never posted some little doodles i made of @narcissistcookbook and @bughuntermusic / @jammechanics. both based off tour and podcast art by the lovely DeepBlueInk.

if anybody got charms of the latter that I was giving out at the show, absolutely feel free to show me cause I would love to see where they all ended up!

[dreadnought-despair]

hey y'all yeah this is the post you think it is

after two official tries and several unposted attempts over the course of almost 8 years, i think im calling dreadnought despair, er... mostly dead? BUT im bringing this blog back! ill be picking stuff to answer from the askbox (keep in mind i have a job and im getting old lol) as well as just drawing the kids bc i miss them

i also feel pretty bad about where i left off, so i'm considering finishing out chapter 1 (if i can remember how i had all the code set up 😬) but it would take A While. so heres a poll

more of an explanation under the cut. if you want to see what else I've been up to, check out my art blog @amelias-art and my twitch [AmeliasArt], where i've started streaming pretty regularly on tuesdays and thursdays around 7pm CST!

im sure this cancellation isn't a surprise to anyone but i just wanted to get this out there for my own peace of mind

it has nothing to do with the wonderful folks who supported me through the years and everything to do with my mental health, getting older, and frankly poor story planning. it's a classic case of a project that never had a strong outline and thus ballooned in scope as it went-- you'll see what i mean when i start trying to answer asks about what would've been the endgame LOL. and ill do my best to answer some stuff, but there are some unintroduced concepts and characters that i would like to save for other stories so i may be vague about parts of it

even if it was masterfully planned, though, it still would've been hard to really pick up again-- I started this fic in college when I was at my most suicidal, and the reboot happened in 2020 which, well anyway,, im in a better place now with a loving husband, a stable job, a healthier relationship with my queerness, and multiple mental health diagnoses and medications. im proud of what i did accomplish with dreadnought, and im grateful to it and the community for getting me through some miserable times, but it's still a reminder of those times in and of itself. maybe by officially shelving it i can move on

thank you so much for sticking around! it really means a lot to me

[batsbaby]

I hate doing this but if anyone is able to donate a little bit of money for me to get a good stock of electrolyte based drinks and probiotics here’s some places you can below.

I’m starting a 6 week antibiotic pulse treatment to try to get rid of my c.diff completely and I’ll be starting at my new job at the beginning of next month, but at the moment I’ve literally stretched $60 to live off of for most of the month and now I’m getting really dehydrated again.

If you want more details on the situation feel free to reach out, but the TL;DR is I somehow got c.diff and have ended up pretty sick. Was dealing with a lot of fucked up stuff at work specifically from my boss and had to leave (but I got a job lined up). I’m a disabled trans dude (which is relevant to the issues I’ve been dealing with at work) and I could use some help so I don’t end up sicker.

I also take commissions (info pinned on my blog/art examples located in my “my art” tag).

I think I could get stocked up easily with $50 til I start up work with my new job in October. I just need to make sure I don’t get dehydrated and that I consistently keep up with probiotics while doing my treatment.

Paypal: elish119@hotmail.com

Cashapp: $batsbaby

Venmo: batsbby

[omoriboii]

If I had the chance to post other art shit on here, would people still want to see it? I’m kinda in an awkward place with this blog rn where I still really wanna answer more asks and doodle some silly shit but I also have a lot of commission art to do that prevents me from just doing leisure art.

I guess I keep posting in chunks like I have been, tho I’ve been sad about being less active than I used to be. Ofc I’ve got my discord server for you guys to come and hang out, but I still like to post content here too ;;

And in case you’re wondering yes I’m still hyper fixated on OMORI and that’s not going away anytime soon. Also I started writing the next chapter of Dreamscape so :))) excited for that.

[bills-library]

ooc: Hey guys! just wanted to post an announcement that Ill be responding to most asks without art, I know that the main quirk of my blog is that I respond to asks and things with art but im having technical issues and things aren't uploading properly, so unless I feel like it might be possible to or really important to reply with a comic, it'll only be orange text. Sorry again, but I hope you all understand!

Thank you all again for your love and support, we're nearly at 100 followers!! The poll ended and I guess you'll be getting more story! Once we hit, keep an EYE out for that comic!! - Cosmic

[pedges-world]

My Darling Muse,

Dieter is in LOVE. He's just not sure if he's met them yet. But in the interim, he's keeping a journal to house all of his inspiration, poetry and recipes, before they fly out of his head. And once he meets the ONE...or ONES...this is going to be his gift to you. Along with those sexy time IOU's he's always handing out...

Love this post @for-a-longlongtime, and inspired by the Trope-Off (Dieter Bravo/Pen Pals)

Trigger: it's Dieter bub so this series will DEFINITELY include profanity, drugs, alcohol, sex, smut and any meanderings D wants...He's endlessly inspired by art, poetry, songs, sex and YOU!

*Goya's "Saturn", *thanks @thecutestgrotto for the cool dividers

My Darling Muse,

The night awakens my deepest darkest desires

I claw at my own skin, desperate to be released

Into your embrace, into your cavernous heart

You devour me, I devour you.

We ravage each other in the stillness of the night

Howling, yawping, digging into the recesses of our passion

Chewing me up, Spitting me out

I unravel at your touch, disintegrate in your kiss.

I sink my teeth into your supple flesh

Drinking in your life, your blood

The carnality of our existence

My eyes are wide with terror in vulnerability

I hold you in my dangling grasp as you hold me

Headless, thoughtless, armless, shoeless

Less and less, and more and more

I die to to you, to myself, and am reborn in your arms.

(scribbled in margins: New tattoo? Metaphor for drinking pussy? Am I a cannibal? How much semen would you have to drink, if you were stranded on a desert island? Out of red paint. Was Goya bi? Okay to eat acrylic paint? New sexy position hurting back...)

@realjensenackles1 @groovy-hippie-chick @maddiemadden @kadifromtheblock

@beefrobeefcal @sawymredfox @strang3lov3

@aotfantasmagorias @inept-the-magnificent @djarins-cyare @lemonwizard

@timelordfreya @schnarfer @devineconjuring @quicax3 @joelalorian

@bitchwitch1981 @wordywarriorwrites @janaispunk @pedroswife69

@katiexpunk @i-own-loki @vaininsane@yorksgirl

@spookyxsam @mermaidgirl30 @mandolover37 @not-a-unique-snowflake-blog

@joelmillerisapunk @jennaispunk @sheepdogchick3 @marcus-is-my-muse

@susanpaul111 @littlemisspascal @zaniasky @shaunasflannel

@anelva @shinyanchorobject @brittmb115

@morallyinept

[lunarharp]

played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles

[arachnidcakery]

Haii !! <33 I haven't posted here in awhile, but I wanted to share a few Sparklecare and Cometcare xenogenders I've made! :3

First up:

. ⋆ Asterplanecharic! <3 | A xenogender connected to Aster Plane from Cometcare!♡ :3 | (I believe this was coined by me, but pls correct me if I'm wrong! ♡ /gen) ⋆ .

Next:

. ⋆ Nursedoomcharic 🐁♡ | A xenogender connected to nurse Doom! | (Not sure who this was originally coined by, but I did make the flag in the picture) ⋆ .

. ⋆ Cometcarecomfic! 🩷♡ | A xenogender connected to Cometcare, and any comfort you may get from it | (I think coined by me) ⋆ .

And last but certainly not least:

. ⋆ Pollarrydoomigender ! 🌈♡ | A xenogender connected to the ship pollarrydoomi <33 | (I think coined by Kittycorn squeakself, but I just made another(?) flag for it :3 ⋆ .

[pyrriax]

a little (better expanded) zam design concept!

[tanjir0se]

Instagram is literally doing too much it’s genuinely so soothing on this website to know that if I randomly go down a rabbit hole about smthn random like a ship for a show im not that into or something my mutual vagued about like out of a moment of curiosity, when I return to the sanity of my own dash it’s still the same self curated content from the beloved and trusted blogs I follow and not an algorithm watching my every move and deciding I need 9,000,000 posts about whatever random shit I just looked at for a few minutes

[cheeseknives]

I offer you: The Stig nendoroid, it may or may not try to attack you if you can't put it together on the first try

[kellystar321]

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[spacecatdet]

Cub be upon ye With two extras since I can't design which type of teeth he should have since yknow vex

[r0semultiverse]

WAIT- is this one of the alternate timelines created from the space-time sword ("Shintō Amenogozen")!? 👀

I'm an anime-only bsd enjoyer & ever since that damn sword popped up after Atsushi & Akutagawa killed him on the boat but he was able to erase/undo(?) that timeline, I've been thinking that technically means there's multiple timelines. This would be the one where Fukuchi won that conflict we just saw or something else entirely is going on given the way he's dressed (if that even is him)! 👀👀👀

[mel-loly]

-“Don't take your anger out on others”

I instantly:

[kakusu-shipping]

Last year I started this huge project of redrawing a bunch of my Self Inserts in my more plump body style, a few of which I posted sporadically as I made them. The plan was to full a whole page with all my old S/Is and then full color all of them and post them all together.

I recently picked that project back up and added a few more S/Is but.. The longer I look at my massive canvas the less motivated I am to color it and then the less motivated I am to do other art

So! Here's the clean sketches for all the ones who go together, the rest I'll be posting as before, just random bunches of unrelated S/Is, uncolored until someone asks about them.