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ryssbelle · 6 months

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N2 Floyd in the first movie

Sad little man got himself captured :(

He also gets punched in the face, but that's neither here nor there lmao

Also sorry for not posting for a fat minute I've been busy XD

Bonus: What John and Branch be doing

RIP in pieces John Dory, you were a brave troll and will be missed

I've got some more doodles of them going through it in the first movie, maybe we will see them soon teehee .

#my art #trolls au #dreamworks trolls #trolls #trolls 3 #trolls john dory #trolls floyd #trolls branch #trolls oc #n2 au #not the only one au #ye floyd is singing that song from DBH #its a good song #and he also cant hue shift cuz depression and stress #that little sketch of bridget was the first time ive drawn her #shes so freaking cute #she reminds me of my aunt #also someone seems to recognize floyds little angry face #i wonder why #hehe #i say having out the reason why in the picture #john and Branch are also going through it #cuz in the dream this originates from jd legit tried to throw hands with a whole ass bergen #and loses obviously but he tried and thats all that matters #branch is just losing brothers by the second #hes obvi gonna assume Floyds already dead and then JD is family guy death posing in front of him #but he still goes out to help poppy #cuz john asked and hes also in love with poppy so he wouldve gone eventually either way #and he doesnt want floyd to get left behind 🥺#like a certain green someone hehe

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puppyeared · 3 months

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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you

#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what #allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of #the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than #to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do #im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt #take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was #mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their #mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that #explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain #direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in #arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to #engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out #theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive #a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked #picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing #sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example #for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war #is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old #wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for #steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with #especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can #look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never #treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time #but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made #feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them #accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me #yapping #diary

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nomairuins · 27 days

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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is

#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And #make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not #saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was #going to say #like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so #bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the #winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000 #other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but #i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its #been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody #responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple #muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it #but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like #im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good #solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start #all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the #punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4 #im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but #even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think #avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is #like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they #hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be #the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO #difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15 #minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case #it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel #stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and #tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i #tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction #like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint

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tamagotchikgs · 1 month

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my mom keeps listing off things i need to do and accusatorily asking why i never do anything like art anymore n i am just. so exhausted. ive never been more tired i just want to burrow myself in the earth n disappear in the cold dirt

#i dont have energy for art and i honestly never have #ive never been creative #drawing sucks everything out of me and it takes me hours what it does other people a few minutes #i wasnt built for it either maybe #everything about living is so difficult for me #i cant even b loose and doodle #it doesnt happen #how can i think i was made to live when i cant even make art #silly joyful moments everyone else can #nothing feels good to me #except being with my boyfriend #im scared im gonna ruin everything #if not already w the way i look #then with how useless n empty n just snapping at everything to go away i get when im lost those bad things #ive never felt safe with anyone before so maybe itll be different but still im Scared #& on my own . its always the same its always tainted w that ache that dirty stain on everything that hits like nails being driven into me #i cant go shopping #i cant listen to music #i cant feel the sun on me or listen to birds #i cant look at water #i cant go grocery shopping #i cant even hear the sound of metal cutlery #only 1 second and im gone #lost in the agony n dizziness #i want to think i can escape it i can get better #but i dont know if i can #or how much false hope i can keep forcing myself through #it always comes back to me #no matter how much i hide n avoid it all #because im the problem

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zedif-y · 3 months

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there are times when you write something and it's not your best , but somewhere out there whether you know it or not you just made someone really happy. so it's worth it i think

#ryan's screaming #just thinking #ive had writing that i consider not very noteworthy get really touching comments and it just. well #no art no matter how little is without impact #because even if all it did was make someone grin thats still huge. you know?#even if its a snippet . if it made someone laugh or made someone emotional then you did Something #i guess ive just been wondering about my place in this community a little #and sometimes i feel like maybe my work doesnt have a profound impact or whatever. but what does that even Mean #ive had someone say my writing made them feel more comfortable with themself. just bc my writing doesnt get thousands upon thousands of hits #-doesnt mean that that doesnt mean anything . of course it means something #i dont think art has to be good or perfect or popular to be worth something #it just has to be there #(<<if none of this is coherent im so sorryNDJDJD)

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yonpote · 5 months

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ok i literally only did two prompts but thats it for now i will get to the ones in my inbox tomorrow ✌️✌️

#chronic pain rlly be like this tho #i hate feeling like i have to justify taking breaks like. its due to impostor syndrome honestly.#same w putting watermarks or dont repost disclaimers on my art #i didnt do it for a long time cuz i was like eh its not good enough for that #but like it doesnt matter if its good or not its still like... my art and i should safeguard it #what was i talking about again OH YEAH chronic pain #i felt kinda shitty for not being able to draw as much cuz my art feels more simple than rendered stuff #that ppl could churn out in a day #but like. im litrally physically disabled bro and also it doesnt matter how 'simple' i draw its still stress on my body #idk one person was mean to me and it made me sensitive lmao #anyway.... ill draw whats left in my inbox and then afterwards i'll be back to doing requests thru kofi #i did raise the price of my doodles but it is because of my arm pain im sorry if u think my doodles are worth less #but i am willing to negotiate if u genuinely cant afford it depending on complexity

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wabblebees · 7 months

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just finished the new fantasy high episode and havent seen anyone talk abt this so i wanted to say i am 100. one HUNDRED PERCENT sure. that fuckin fourdogs was at that party invisibly (the One And Only buttfucker to NOT make an obvious appearance?? rules-follower or no, i dont believe that for a SECOND) and that she stole the piece of the cloud runner that went missing, and that the moment of her swipe was the "something" riz missed on his check -- i also really *hope* it wasn't oisin that made those damn ice mephits (or "muffets" as my beloved drunk adaine christened them lmao) act up like that, but immmmm pretty sure thats exactly what was goin on since it wouldve given his party member advantage/an easier access point :/

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers #listen i was oisin to be good & real & nice SO BAD. HOT RIPPED TATTED DRAGONBORN WIZARD ??? PLEASE #but. im also a suspicious-ass bitch lmao #also wait ik they spelled his name without the accent on his character art #but doesnt the name oisin have an accent over one of the i's?? idk jack abt shit so i could be wrong ofc #in any case. i like the concepts behhind the ratfuckers as a party (*except buddy. seeing him made me feel fucking ILL lmao.) but #i neeeeeeed them to get fucking TROUNCED by the bad kids. i NEED it. theyd be so much more tolerable if they got briefly asswhooped #like i think after that they could TOTALLY be friends and work together. before that?? FUCK no lmfao #anyway. i love-hate fishykitty whatserbucket and i need to see her lose #i cant wait for the ratgrinders to meet the unstoppable force that is the bad kids bigass hearts #deciding to team up with local shitheads & therefore turning them into op allies by sheer force of will and love #its happened to ragh its happened to aelwyn it kiiinda happened with kalina (jury's still out but my fingers are crossed!!)#spring break i believe in them!!!#bee speaks #its happening yall. i try to keep my incomprehensible blorboposting to a dull roar but now that im fully caught up on d20 i fear i may start #going full pepe silvia trying to figure this out #i cant binge it all in one go and have it rot thru my brain like slow-eating acid to leak thru in a contained matter #waiting for a new episode every week means i have time to THINK

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silverislander · 5 months

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people smarter than me have said this before but jesus christ why does every job seem to require at least a year of experience and a degree in some hyperspecific field. where did the entry level positions go? how am i even supposed to get experience if none of yall will give me a job without it?

#theres already almost nothing related to my field being offered but even the unrelated things that i think i could try are out bc of this #most of the stuff id actually care abt doing actually require 3-5+yrs! in a field that i cant get into without experience i cant get!#and people talk abt how 'nobody wants to work' i am BEGGING you for a job. literally begging (cover letters).#im coming to the horrifying realization that its possible Nothing i have done w my entire life matters. i have nothing useful #i really feel like i made a mistake. that cant be the best five years of my life i wasnt even happy during most of them #i applied to six jobs weeks ago and ive heard back from one of them and it was a rejection. and theres nothing else to apply to #my degree isnt helping and all of my hobbies are useless. why am i only good at/passionate abt arts. why not math or smth instead #i should have just done ece like i was planning to instead of my honours. what was even the point #and im watching other people in my year get great jobs right out of university. watching my BROTHER get offered work on a silver platter #hes 19 and got five different offers + didnt apply people just asked him to work for them. second year in a row this has happened #hes never had to work for minimum wage. hes always had a good job in his field lined up anytime he wants to work and it always pays well #and i finished five years and ive had to beg for everything ive ever gotten and its still not enough to count for anything #im proud of him but fuck it stings a little #levi.txt #vent tw #oh right i forgot i should just walk in and shake the managers hand. /right/. and they will simply give me a job on the spot bc of this #if people whove been working the same job since before 1990 dont fucking stop giving me bad advice istfg #and these same people say nepotism isnt real and in the same breath talk abt giving their nephew a summer job at their company #literally all i want is work i can be decent at that i care abt and making a living wage. it doesnt have to be fun i dont want to be rich #i just want to do an ok job feel like my work matters and make enough to start my life. thats all

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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I gotta be honest I’ve been trying to stay away from rggtwt both because of the unnecessary beef and also because of the rampant whitewashing that seems exclusive to Twitter

Like I know it’s a problem with every fandom but I can’t help but scream every time i see shishido and co lookin absolutely ghostly

funnily enough twitter had been relatively lax on drama as of late, only recently it's been starting up again (tho ig thats cause of the release of gaiden and LAD8 interviews dropping that peple are given reasons to talk bout the games)

#snap chats #honestly my art beef with rgg twt is people are scared to draw hooked noses #doesnt even have to be hooked at this point im just askin to forgo the typical anime nose and make it Not upturned #it's not a super common problem tho all the artists i follow do a good job at. Not doing that #but i see it once in a blue moon and it irks me #when you just post to twitter and follow artists you like it's not that bad honestly #i love going on twitter and seeing my fave jp artists talk about their day or the arakawas cause they always say stuff i wanna say LOL #either that or they sometimes point out things i miss... like how young jo and young ichi have similar opening shots to their flashbacks #that made me scream and cry and throw up and i keep forgetting to make a proper post pointing it out #EITHER WAY it really is just a matter of curating your own environment. like with any site #but i also get wanting to stay away cause even with the very few select people i do follow i still see bullshit LMAO #its my eng mooties that be betraying me and makin me see The Worst Shit.... cause theyre ALSO mad but still it aint HELPING

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piplupod · 10 months

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ignore this i just need to be insane for a second

#life gets soooooo much easier when u decide u are on a clock thats running out and theres an end to it #like i can just fucking vibe now and not care bc theres an end in sight #im just running the clock out and having a good time as much as possible while the clocks still running #and then! i get to be done! and leave! when things get too intolerable! i can just be done and not deal w it anymore!#incredibly freeing! psychologists are terrified of me!#literally just. okay well I'll just live off the savings i have (very lucky i accumulated those) and then-#-either they run out or shit gets too fucked up for me to handle and i can just off myself then. thank fucking god #living in a way where u are just running out ur rapidly ticking clock is just so fucking freeing #things dont matter anymore and i can finally fucking chill a little bit #I've been living this way for a couple months and damn I've been going thru it sure but theres an exit door for me to use now #and thats making it SO much easier to cope. i have a limited amount of time and i can choose to end the clock whenever. thank god #just waiting it out and vibing in the meantime #anyways tonight was brutal lol and i feel the clock moving ahead rapidly but i am just going to make my silly little art instead of worrying #no need to worry bc theres no future to consider!! if things get too hard i can just leave! extremely freeing!#dont have to worry abt escaping or finances or anything lmao its all unnecessary now #this is probably unhealthy (i mean it definitely is) but i feel like i can deal w things so much better #family can say whatever they want now bc if i ever decide its too much i can just be done #and magically! my tolerance levels have risen! hurray! i can tolerate so much more bc i know it doesnt matter!#okay im done im done. things are so bad lol but at least i have an way out at the ready and no more apprehension abt it #me and death become besties era #she is my silly rabbit she is my rock she'll be there to catch me when i collapse djdjdkdl #I'll delete this later but i just need to be stupid a bit rn bc otherwise im going to do smth so much worse #everything is building and building and i am handling it the best i can! this is my best!#suicide tw

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brine-in-my-eyes · 1 year

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it really is so mesmerizing just looking at my own art

#rambles #it doesnt matter if it was like a literal 2 years ago or hell its not even complete #theres just something nice about looking at something that i made #that i made it #ive gotten this far #its slow and it still feels amateur to me #but its mine #it feels nice?#it just feels good to make things even if no one looks at it #because as much as i want attention for my art the only person who will love it like i do is the guy who created it #ypu really do have to create art for yourself huh #its so lonely. but you have to #i am my own biggest fan

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xdarkabyssx · 2 years

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Why couldn't jk Rowling just be a good fucking person??? I have all these Harry Potter decorations I saved up for YEARS for when I had a place of my own to decorate. They're so cool! But I just. Feel too fucked up about it to use them

Like she HAD to go and actively promote genocide against people like me

Like damn

#i know this is the pettiest thing to be mad about but im decorating my common area and just. i have the coolest harry potter shit. and it #used to be so important to me too #i still feel that like. magical nostolgia #but rage ursurps it #it fucking. her shit is toxic and it just tarnished all my good memories and shit #idk #and like. technically i could donate them or give them away. but i just. im annoyed that people still like. engage in harry potter stuff #literally. genocide going on right now. and half my friends are cool with promoting her stuff like it doesnt matter #i had a coworker give me an hp related item for secret santa cause they remembered we talked about it #meanwhile the conversatjon was "i loved hp as a kid but the author being a transphobic piece of shit ruined it for me and associating with #it gives me bad vibes #and i just. like idk. i dont #it was genuinley a HUGE part of my life. it was my comfort series. my earleist memories are of pretending to play quidditch.#its just. fucked up #and after all that its still sorta my comfort series. i tried cutting of hp fanfiction and managed...6 months?#and i feel guilty about it #and while theres a hah fuck you jk rowling your series gave a trans person joy thing going on #it feels like it would be. i definitely wouldnt be comfortable displaying all my cool hp shit #even though there were pther people involved in it and stuff #im probably gonna cut up my old hp books and make vent art out of it some time

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nomaishuttle · 2 years

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perhaps a lot of my b*tw issues are actually due to my own expectations for the game and by extension my dislike for botw fans

#b*tw fans will sct like its the sinoge best zelda hame and like its leagues above and its like #its fine to like it its fine to not like the other zelda games (through gritted teeth)#it is a totally different genre. to me. yk. it feels like a new game which is fine thats what they were going for i surpose #its a huge rebrand for the series n i cn appreciate the aspects of it if i dont try to force it into my personal mold of what A zelda game #is.#also this doesnt include the orientalism with the gerudo. that shits fucked up no matter what #ir is NOT a botw specific issue #but yk. b*tw ws a very. disappointing game 4 me #bc i love older zelda games n botws whole thing is that it. breaks the format entirely andis different from every other game #which is fineee its allowed to do that and im allowed to not like it and other ppl r allowed to like it.. i just have trouble #and also it annoys me that a lot of botw fans r like. Just botw fans. and not loz in general fans.. But still use the loz tags #not that like. idk i dont wanna sound gatekeepy obv th main loz tag is like. botw is a zelda game (even if imo thats in name alone)#but ppl will cross tag botw specific posrs with every other zelda game like. it annoys me #and also i think the fanon portrayl of botw is so fucking annoying i want all of you to jus to bee hornets #and i blame fucking l*nked *niverse that racist fucking cunt. GDDDD #whatever though #its like. its very well done. it can be pretty (personally the art style doesnt appeal to me a ton) the music is very original while also #being a good callback to former games. the sound design is Actually phenomenol #it just isnt for me i think. n yk. it sucks bc like #idk. there will be zelda games after totk #and i hope theyll be. different. and a return to formula #idk...#i do also appreciate like. as much as i say that botw doesnt feel like a zelda game to me #zelda is deeply personal to me.. n i recognize that it Is a zelda game #and i like all of the small references to other games.. i appreciate that #i cn tell the team rly love the world of zelda n im glad for that.. just personally i love the like mechanics and gameplay of former zelda #games. yk.... thats all #n ik. i literally am just going I want more tp. but i do wish we could have more like that...sigh #its ok. i will just rewrite oot in my brain #and botw too i accidentally said oot. i do need tl rewrite oot though bc .. um anyways

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arcaneyouth · 2 years

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it is genuinely fascinating to me that ive been having art envy over a specific style for months now so bad it hurts and i decided to experiment and approach that style more and i made a piece that looked exactly as i had hoped and i finally figured out how some of those art style things are done. and it didnt get all that much attention, then a couple hours later i posted another piece in my normal style that experimented with entirely different facets of art and it got more love than most shit ive made recently. i do not mean this in a bad way its actually a bit nice to recognize that the fact that i yearn for a specific art style doesnt make my art objectively worse, it just means i think that art style is cool. other people find my art style to be cool at the same time

#i think i got into a pit of like oo my art will never be good until i can do this specific thing exactly like this #so this is like. humbling i guess? AHFSJGDJG #maybe grounding is the better word #riiiight there ISNT one specific objectively good art style. it is a matter of taste. my art not meeting my tastes doesnt make it bad #im still going to aim for the painterly style tho cause i think it fucks and i want to make shit like that so bad #its just nice to know im not shit for not being able to do that

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astronauticaly · 2 months

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#i want. to try writing #but the idea is so mortifying to me #even if i never share it with anyone ever and burn it afterwords #idk why. mayhaps its another one of the “well im so good and experienced at x skill that i cant bare starting over with anything else #so ill just stay in the thing i know im good at“ ect ect with drawing and shit #but genuinely any writing i have ever done has felt so personal #like with art and stuff i put myself into it. but its not my words yknow?#people can take art in so many different ways so u can hide in that #and to an extent thats true for writing but its still like DAMN #literally its so bad for my anxiety i tear up just thinking about it #plus ive had bad experiences sharing my stories when i was younger. not that i wrote much anyways but #so its wasier to keep it as inside thoughts #crunge cukture is dead ect live my life it doesnt matter if its bad my brain knowsss this #but not my head #OUGH #transmission

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backformores · 1 year

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[vent tp pls ignore my insanity.]

#lua talks #i think im just not meant for accounting #like no matter how hard i try and study and think i understand somehow i still mess it up in the end #or maybe im just salty i wrote down the right answer and then went back to change it bc im a dumbass #either way moderately disheartening to feel so bad at the thing im “supposed” to be good at #like i probably did better on this one than my 60 in finance but i know i shouldve done better #and now ive just lost all motivation to study lmfao #bc like whats the point !#im gonna know the answer and still get it wrong!#its doesnt help that rn im doing an art elective and my art prof was like why didnt u study art in uni instead #and im like haha ! i truly wish ! i was not here doing accounting !#sometimes i convince myself this was the right choice but i can only cope so long bc i hated working and i hate this program #i hate accounting and i hate money #little bonus i hate my parents for making me go into accounting yay !#anyways thats all for today hehe

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