#but not sorry

[elskiee]

i just know their hate sex is wild

[bayleymania]

Imagine Yuta saying to MJF: “You won a match against your hero and you didn’t even earn his respect. I lost a match against mine, and I earned his love”.

[orbeavariegata]

This post is about Lucian having a really rough day but being so brave about it.

[little-bumblebeeee]

[tloubraininfection]

TW: SA and all things trauma

I`m so sick and tired at this point of all the violence talk around every move Ellie makes. Even in this episode when she`s is in the literal cage, fighting for her life, her violence is somehow bad? There is a literal monster about to r*pe and kill her, but it’s her violence that’s concerning? Yes, there is violence and there is pure rage in her actions, but what’s the alternative? If she never had a choice, how is this even about her character? Also why can’t she just rage? Especially when that rage is more than well-founded. Why does the fact that she rages and that is violent, out of necessity no less, determine who she is? We never really see her being violent for the sake of violence, it’s always self-defense, she`s not seeking it, she’s barely surviving it.

I hate that part when David says that she has a “violent heart” and Craig sits there nodding and affirming it (I really need to stop listening to the podcast and the inside). Because no she doesn’t. Her heart is kind, gentle, fiercely loyal and loving. That’s her core. The violence came from outside, its part of the world she had a misfortune to be born into. It’s the part that was forced upon her.

I hate how blatant and shameless of a set up it is. Second season is going to be a shitshow and when people start to complain the creators are just going to be like: “But the signs were always there look, see? She was violent from the very beginning” I hate that! She is not some blood thirsty monster waiting to emerge, never was. No matter how much the second game tried to convince us otherwise. They are actively retconning her whole character to fit whatever Ellie was turned into in the second game. Just so Neil can torture this character as she is forced to go through his little revenge fantasy. Why are they letting his do this again?

Also I see a disconcerting amount of posts saying things like “Ellie is traumatized forever”, “forever changed”, “she`s altered”, “never going to recover from this” etc. and I hate this. Because it’s not fucking true and it`s not how trauma works. Yes, it changes you and changes your life, but it`s not endless, its not incurable, its not forever stuck with you! Its just fucking not, there is a way to heal, to grow past it, to move on and to leave it behind. There is future free from it, so please stop telling people that it’s the end.

And more importantly stop telling people that trauma unlocks something monstruous in them, something vicious and cruel. It`s not only not true, its also fucking stupid and revictimizing for people who are already struggling.

I`ve spent a long long time unlearning calling myself a monster for surviving.  It should’ve killed me, yet I’m still alive, so what does that say about me? The answer is: it says I survived. Nothing more. Things happened to me and I survived them. But it takes time. Its blood, sweat and tears, but there is healing, there is light and there is life. So please, please stop telling people that their trauma defines them, because it doesn’t. Their resilience does, their courage does, their strength does and their vulnerability does.

And let girls and women rage, let them female rage and them human rage - there is a reason for it.

[adharastarlight]

Regulus always loved Halloween. The ability to be anything you wanted for a night, no one commenting on how you were dressed, the spooky decorations, cuddles under blankets with horror movies, free sweets, pumkins, black cats...

How ironic that the love of his life died on his favourite holiday.

[stars-and-birds]

When your mutual becomes friends with your other mutual

@wanda-the-witchcraft-noodle

@imhumanguysiswear

[nachowtoast]

[aidanlarynx]

I have been waiting to get the perfect association

[liliallowed]

are you Jesus?

nah I'm god

Noelle is my Jesus and dust sans is my sweet adorable Lucifer.

yes I ship Lucifer x god. cuz you know he WAS god's favorite angel technically and I bet god would his disobedience adorable instead of being enraged like most people assume.

this might come as offensive to some people so take it with a grain of salt.

[itsmaybitheway]

I was editing when I should be sleeping and came across one of my favorite lines ever that I have ever written. It is from [REDACTED] and I hope you guys enjoy it…

I was not made to love, or be loved for that matter. My lot in life does not include happiness I’m afraid.

Any chance I had in happiness has died at a hospital corner in London alongside my father. The smell of antiseptic still burns my nostrils when I think of my future, the silence following the incessant beeping still deafening, showing me how there is nothing in it for me.

Love for me too, darling. You do it so well.

I will be back tomorrow with the second and final chapter of I’ve Travelled Half The World (To Say I Belong To You)

Until then xoxo

[johnwickb1tsch]

ARGHHH JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THEY'D FINALLY DO THE DEED AAAAAAAAA

(I'm the same anon who used "porking", I'm glad you had a good laugh)

I'm seriously so frustrated with this chase. John wick you little piece of shit just WHY

LOL I did get a good laugh, thank you for that!!

As for the rest....buckle up, Dear Nonnie, we're going for a ride... 😈😈😈

[yukiyukioekaki]

Law with various facial hair. Pls don’t block me for this it needed to be done

[duncan-vizla-honeybee]

And yes, there are days when I feel guilty for being so into the Corinthian. Because as a girl, I'm obviously missing 'something' and he canonically prefer boys. But in short, those thoughts about him are seriously the most pleasant fantasy I've ever had about a fictional character. So I will keep it, event fact that I'm annoying as hell... 😈😈😈

... :3

[pixiecaps]

me manifesting a dsmp reboot cus i want the world to go up in flames

[muchymozzarella]

I'll be happy to answer questions about my ships to people who aren't hiding behind anon bc they're cowards who can't engage in good faith 🫶🏾 otherwise you go into the trash, sorry