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pawzunyan · 1 year

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I just got ☆ Fired ☆

i dont have money to fly home yet and theyre just gonna kick me out :D knowing i do not have the money to afford a flight home. fuck you Xanterra Travel Collection.

#fuck xanterra #fuck yellowstone #fuck this entire fucking business model #i hate all of you and i hope this fucking company burns to the ground #to be clear: im probably going to stay in a homeless shelter until my final paycheck comes in #late tuesday/early wednesday #but until then im just kinda fucked lmao

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heshemejoshi · 2 months

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brand new body

#my art #pokemon #pmd #pmd2 #pmd eos #grovyle #dusknoir #in the future of darkness #is there like a tag for that chapter lol. do people look at tags for that #cw eyestrain #just in case #kinda winged the inner anatomy ngl i didn’t want to look at organs sorry #this was soo fucked up. i hadn’t really realized how fucked up that shit was #until looking at tumblr fanart LMAO #‘yeah im killing you and taking over your body to fool everyone and keep the world grey and paralyzed’ like damn #dusknoir was a really cunty villain. if i’m being honest. <3 #anyways i am making downright incomprehensible art. this is what you do when you’re so fed up i suppose #i really really REALLY like how this came out thoug #so i am actually posting it lol. i have so much pmd art i haven’t made/finished

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coridallasmultipass · 2 months

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Took the plunge to get Mast the Diver!

#nikke #mast nikke #mast #mast the diver #nikke goddess of victory #goddess of victory: nikke #shoot i shouldve hidden the ui but i dont wanna load the game again i need to do other things rn #morgans bancho outfit is so cute lol #Image.exe #Cori.exe #CoriPlaysNikke #im holding out on buying sakura w mileage tix until the event is almost over since i drew rosanna #i keep drawing 10 and getting anyone other than sakura lmao ffs man cmon sunglasses characters are MY THING #wouldve been nice to get more of rosanna so shes useable but i keep spending all my game currency on sakura ughhh #still kinda want neon too bc of the unicorn but i think im gna have to give up on her once again #also rip bc i am definitely not spending fucking $60 again to get the special skin (viper this time. even tho viper is like...#...waifu number 4 in this game lol. cmon mannnnn i want her so badly ugh but thats just too much to justify)#((but i can justify another summer skin esp bc there was a coupon. i got liter last year bc of volt lmao good dog best fren))

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kavennnn · 4 months

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told yall we wouldnt be getting year 3 from allegory

#magic and mystery #allegory_for_hatred #m&m coil #m&m #coil #lmao #but yeah rip original m&m series #hope allegory is doing well #and im sure this fandom will make it's own year 3s anyway #the ending was painful tho #ouch #thank god it wasnt snape tho lmao #i thought it was at first #yeah we're fucked #anyone who continues the series pls know you are legally required to give a happy ending in the end #m&m as a whole cannot end depressingly #it would destroy me #technically coil did but id say that unles a happy ending comes before year 7 then we have until year 7 for a happy ending #ended well tho #godddd m&m is so well written #but painful #but yeah #i hope blaise is okay #he must be dying from guilt #i dunno how dazai would be able to uphold his promise to blaise of writing #but if he doesnt and blaise and him commit murder together #and blaise doesnt even have dazai to talk to...#itd just be rlly sad #luna kinda joined the gang at the end there tho #uhhhhh plently of stuff to talk abt but im rlly sad so im gonna let it marinate and then come back

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rosylix · 2 months

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#im so upset ok literally no one cares but #my bedroom at home was getting kinda redone this summer #we repainted and added shelves above my desk and styff #so i displayed my album collections on the shelves it was so slay ok it was fire #and #today as i was adjusting things #the shelf with my skz collection just fucking rips out of the wall bro #like BROO?? there are holes in my wall now but idec bro MY ALBUMS???? l #it was so high up too im. they fell from a catastrophic height.#literally every single one of my skz albums falling to the floor which is like at least 50 or smth idek #no that sounds too high but you know. A LOT #i have from mixtape to rockstar not every singlr one but yeah #MY LIMITED ALBUMS?? THESR ARE EXPENSIVE HOLY #im taking a deep breath rn #actually looking from through my tears they didnt look Too beat up (except noeasy fuck that packaging) and except my stay in playground pho #photobook case CRACKEDDDD og my god. its judt the outer plastic case but i. am. so. sad #that is like $50 bro #anyway god #now we have to somehow fix it. we used these shelves before in my sisters room and they've held up great but she pretty much puts stuffed an #animals and thats it lol #did not account for my shitload of albums creating a ton of weight but well.#theyre supposed to hold 170 lbs are my albums rly more than that holy shit #ANYWAY #this litrtally happenrd 15 minutes ago thats why im venting rambling idk #now i have to sleep in my moms room AGAINN until these are fixed #like i love her but i like sleeping alone god pls #(i also primarily write at night and. well its not the easiest to write smut and stuff when ur mother is right next to u.)#GOD UGH. idk its fine but im #silver lining is it wasnt my loona collection bc not only are those rare ash i swear they dent from a strong gust of wind bro #I REACHED TAG LIMIT LMAO I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING BYE

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reel-fear · 6 months

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MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!

grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.

#ramblez #little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao #this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it #hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD #hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you #batim #batdr #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions #it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting #But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent #dw Im not going anywhere <3 #also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently #old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD #also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns #he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs #and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get #and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they #dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves #to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent #mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did #so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!

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carcarrot · 3 months

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well that was a shortlived good feeling about my job

#maybe i should just become unemployed. maybe i should just suffer!#recap of todays further events .#that supervisor? who i kinda didnt already like but now absolutely hate?#she came down to confirm that i wasnt leaving. okay . and then she fucking tells me #oh we're going to get another person to help out from this other company. we were going to do that bc we thought you were leaving #but she thinks that even if im staying there should be another person on this floor. bc apparently more has to be done #and there are 'constant complaints' abt this floor . which doesnt make sense to me bc there shouldnt be #and so we're waiting to see what the manager decides but hes on fucking vacation and wont get back until. next week??#she said she was gonna email him and like right after she left i emailed and texted him explaining everything #and trying to very nicely say hey what the fuck are you doing you don't need to hire anyone else #and if im doing a bad job fucking tell me so i can do it better. bitch #and she had the nerve to fucking tell me when she was talking to me #that i wont find an easier job than this one #well if its so fucking easy why are we hiring someone else #by the way getting that extra person from this other company doesnt cost them anything which is why theyre doing it i think #which is making me not feel good abt my own future lmao. like why would they keep paying me when they can get someone for free #and she was saying all this stuff like oh you have it so good here we dont write you up i do all this stuff to help you like . ok #i didnt ask you to come downstairs w the coffee order and if you wanted me to i would come up . god #but the thing of me not being able to find a better job like wow! what if i killed you. for saying that to my face #and she talks abt how shes been w the company 20 years ok and that doesnt give you an excuse to treat me like a child. jesus #anyway im very pissed off and not enjoying my work situation lol. i dont wanna do this anymore #but looking at other jobs im so unemployable. sigh

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fordobsessed · 2 months

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I was just hoping all this shipping stuff would pass and it would die down but now I’m worried it never will

#the amount of stuff I see saying b/frd is canon is insane to me #They could at the very least accept it’s just fanon #but nooo #also this is just making me hate shipping in general kinda #not everything has to be romantic #I will hate this ship until the day I die #anyway it’s hard because im getting content of this ship shoved in my face #on. every. fucking. platform.#sigh..#don’t mind me it’s just more rambling because this stuff is stressing me out lmao

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 9 months

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*walking with a friend and a guy my friends befriended (he seems okay? weird humour but cool ig) talking abt falling out of windows*

me: there's actually a word for throwing someone out of a window in english. defenestration

guy, quite weirded out (i think from his voice, his face is like. he's literally twice as tall as me i ain't looking that far up): why? do you just know that??

me: .... Reasons. (chronically on tumblr and weirdly informed abt strange topics)

#a biscuit's rambles #hes not yet desentisised to me saying random weird ass shit ranging from mildly concerning to 'what kind of illegal sites are you on'#and its soooooo funny #i randomly offered them sugar and he looked So wonderfully confused (i am known for randomly handing out sugar packets among my friends)#thus started a contest (well its been 2 days so far) of carries the most random shit in their pockets #so far im winning with my embroidery thread and tealight (which i did not pocket specifically to have something weird in my pocket)#its very funny. its absolutely hilarious. he has no idea what im like and is so utterly unprepared #maybe i do like him (was unsure up until uhhh yesterday when we first properly talked)#(idk he has a sense of humour i kinda. Do Not Like and ive no idea where he came from so i was like. i dont personally need to get to know #him. like good for my friends buuuut. also hes like 2m tall that is freaky as fuck. BUt he seems a chill dude so maybeeeee)#(first impressions and all of that jazz. u dont gotta like everyone. but u might. lmao)#no but for real if im standing anywhere close to him i literally have to tilt my head back as far as can go to look at his face. its weird #no hate to him or tall people i just come from a long line of small people and moderately sized friends this seems Wrong lmao

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bonestrouslingbones · 2 months

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for how hyperfixated i am on undertale aus i am so so severely out of the loop for pretty much anything outside of my own business rn but i guess the creator of underv/erse like. resigned from the fandom or something and i'm just lookin at their twitter post and seeing very outspoken undertale twitter-only mutuals saying they're gonna miss em like. damn folks really did just decide that misgendering is ok i guess

#like just from a surface-level look through i'll say it sucks that they were caught up in the camila cuevas stuff #but then they said “and people call me horrible things like transphobic because i made frisk and chara males 😔”#and then they dont even say anything else about all that they just kinda leave it there #and again maybe this is me being out of touch but i mean like . yeah #yeah that is transphobic actually #weirdest part is seeing ppl talk about camila's transphobia and then those same people are like “xtale and underverse are so cool tho”#only reason i saw it was someone crossing my timeline saying underverse carried the fandom on its back for years #1. no tf it didnt??? 2. im gonna kill you #idk it was vindicating when i saw other folks finally start hating on glitchtale #but its stuff like this + purely shitting on the art style that makes me realize they never actually understood what the problem was #people will always overlook bigotry as long as it's subtle enough to still like whatever it's a part of #until something comes out that's concretely bad and then the whole thing has sucked the entire time actually #so in this case its totally ok if the enby characters become cis men and no one else because at least the creator isn't a predator i guess #oh wait my bad they changed someone else's gender too. yeah they made mad mew mew nonbinary instead of a trans woman right ok #tl;dr there is a reason i dont care for that side of the au cesspit lmao ppl are annoying as fuck

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dizzybevvie · 5 months

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boy how do you reblog such great things

been cultivating my dash for years. i also found most of them in my drafts

#looked at my drafts to find a Rb about my day / the boy i like (☕) BUT. IT ATE JT LMAO POST IS GONE #however i will do it here and now #SO IT WAS “CULTURE DAY” TODAY BUT MOST PPL USE IT AS NON UNIFORM DAY #I go in & see ☕ in form and go to assembly blah blah blah dont see him again until 3rd period #i sit behind him in english bc we have a room change and i have an excuse hes sososo funny and talks to me like the whole time #same as biology but he got kicked out for talking too much lol #then at lunch he disappears nd im a little bummed BUT HE APPEARS FROM THE HALL AND INVITES ME #so i go and bring my friends too and we sit while he & some younger years dance #and hes dancing and slaying etc etc all flamboyant /pos /pos /pos sometimes on the stage sometimes near us #near us he looks. fucking DEAD into my eyes and sings along to the song when its like “i know you like me” or sum #NDJSBDJSBE AHHHHH #and im sat a little away from the group but he sits with me specifically #friendgroup takes a pic without me really noticing & my friend Annabelle jokingly goes “why is Bev looking at ☕ with so much love”#I laugh it off. but ohhh ny god u have no idea. i was heart eyes motherfucker the whole time #HES SO CUTE IM SCREAAAAMING WITH THE WAY HIS KIPPAH KINDA MOVES HIS HAIR & HIS NEW GLASSES & SHIRT THAT ISNT UNIFORM SO I CAN SEE HIS WAIST #UGHFJSBSKSB MY GOD MY GOD MY GOD #hes so cool its so scary to be around him #then in PE we were meant to habe just dance for the last 2 weeks but theres been no available room #our group were in the gym but we got permission to wonder around instead #☕ says “whatre you doing?” i say “walking aimlessly” and he says “OH MY GOD PERFECT SAME LETS DO IT TOGETHER”#so him & me & my friends r walking and then im like. can we play just dance in the tennis courts #So he gets it on his phone starts playing and dibs me as a partner for Girlfriend and Timber. oh my sweet lord.#GODDD HES SO PRETTY AND FUNNY AND COOL IM OBSESSED WITH HIM OH MY GOD.#so anyway. thats the answer to your question LMAOOO #loz tag #asks #beverly says stuff #the bev is gay chronicles #☕#like before i wasnt sure if i LIKE-LIKED him or if it was hyperfix or smthn. im now 100%sure i really really like him

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bigskydreaming · 11 months

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I hate wasting all my energy and focus pursuing things that don't pan out and leaving me in that state of having things I really really WANT to do and focus on but can't because I'm tapped out from using it all up on something that ultimately I have nothing to show for despite all the time/energy devoted to it. Its like feeling lazy but KNOWING I'm not actually lazy because I'm very aware of WHY I have no energy or focus left, but that doesn't stop the internal condemnations of why so lazy, self.

Don't you just love when out of nowhere the most random thing hits you and you're like BAM, blatant impact of internalizing bad takes as a child! Didn't see that one coming! Can't wait to unpack that one in therapy at some point.

#lmao #ignore me I am sleep deprived and punchy but in that liminal state where despite the physical exhaustion #you've been up for so long your brain/body has forgotten how to turn off and go the fuck to sleep #so you just kinda....exist for awhile until you finally conk out #is this relatable or is it a Kalenism? im actually genuinely curious #but again I'm also sleep deprived and punchy so chances are I will forget this entire train of thought five seconds after I hit post #which is happening....NOW

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hella1975 · 1 year

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yes im trying not to be so mean yes im working on my temper but under no section of my Healing Contract does it mention that these things must apply to my sister. in fact if you read the fine print it says im actively allowed to make her miserable. for my mental health

#she's so mean all the time like constantly telling me im stupid and shit #which probably didn't hit as hard before this econ degree but now every time she does it im just kinda like :/#and i laugh it off obvs bc am i fuck about to look put out by it #so she genuinely doesnt have any reason to stop bc ive not set any boundaries or communicated or yk. done anything correctly #i instead just let it frustrate the fuck out of me until one day im in a bad enough mood that i'll give as bad as she does #which i HATE bc as tough shit as she thinks she is i always think being mean - specifically the primary school way she does it -#is SO embarassing as a conflict method like girl 'you're stupid' is really the best you can come up with? bffr 😭#like when i say IM mean and SHE'S mean im talking about very different things #im mean less often than her but when i do it it's effective bc i literally catalogue people's insecurities and use them against them #like some fucking anime villian like it's actually uncomfortable to watch and i hate myself every time #whereas her way is effective bc it's all dumb comments ANYONE could make but she says them repeatedly until she wears you down #and of the two methods they're both shit but at least my way isn't cringe LMAO #so if i ever get so frustrated i revert to her method i just get v annoyed with myself like IM better than this she might not be but i am #and we've just been moving things in the garden with mum which is a flashpoint anyway #and me and my sister were just GOING at each other and it was all jokes until i said something she didn't like #and she was like 'what's your problem? it's fine when we're joking but you always take it too far' girl.#like i cannot accurately explain on here how ridiculous that statement is coming from HER #and if id said something actually horrible id get it but the convo was literally just #her: mum can i wear your watch for the chem ball coming up?#me: why do you need a watch for that?#her: ive got a dumb tan line on my wrist that i want to cover #me: i really dont think anyone is going to be looking at your wrists #THAT WAS IT LMFAO??? YOU HYPOCRITICAL LITTLE BITCH #ironically i had a field day with it like her saying that was the worst thing she could have done #latched onto it like a bloodhound fr my eyes must have lit up #i was like 'dont be such a baby' which is basically a fucking trigger word in our house #thought she was gonna hit me with a spade <3 peace and love on planet earth #godddddd i cant wait for her to go back to uni i HATE sharing a room i cannot escape her she's literally here as i type #i hope she knows im slagging her off to my niche online micro-community #hella goes home

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narwhalandchill · 5 months

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welp those done & over with. kinda dont wanna quick access the weekly just for the namecard challenges but also not sure if im in the mood to do the SQ today either...... since im p sure the mid fight cutscene will play normally even if ur doing quick access for a weekly :/

#yes. i somehow didnt register At All that it was gonna be challenger achievements not the coop ones all this time #despite knowing the card was coming from leaks. i was just fucking transfixed man head empty just narwhal #i did the WQ first it was vibey . but now im just kinda eh #contrary to what youd might think. unless its like hype hype shit (4.2). when ik ajax is in a story i usually delay it rather than speedrun #im savoring his presence man. in 1.x i straight up saved his SQ until his rerun got announced bc i started during zhongli banner #so i didnt have him. and i was like bro it could be an year before he comes back (lol. lmao even) what if i miss him. i need to savor this #so i only played it like 3 days after the 1.4 rerun announcement KJWJKWDJKAWDJKDWJKWD #genshin #gaming tag #rambles

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scentofpines · 2 months

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my brother is visiting us again and i'm soooo fucking doneeee he is so annoying omg

#how did my sister and i get all the cool genes #he touched me again (like in a friendly way not weird) but i really dislike it and i glared at him and he just didnt stop until i was like #“I'm about to punch you” lmao #i know i should just set clear boundaires etc etc but its so uncomfortable to do that bc it makes YOU the person who turns a normal situati #n into something uncomfortable and weird by saying something #but like my mom and my sister confirm that i can conjur a VERY obvious leave-me-the-fuck-alone-ill-kill-you-if-you-touch-me-aura #and he doesnt have the autism excuse not to notice that #i think what i also really hate is that he just doesnt take me serious as an adult bc i'm the youngest of us #he's 6 yrs older and that might have been a lot when we were kids but it isnt really anymore and i'm fucking 23!!#i can take care of myself just fine #like asking if i ate lunch and if im doing ok and all in this kinda pitiful voice that I CANT STAAANDDDD #and he always tries to illicite some kinda deep therapy like talk when i dont want to #i find him so incredibly hard to deal with rn #also he smells bad sorry not sorry #and i dont get how so many men dont notice that they fucking REEK #personal

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tibli · 7 months

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been working on a homestuck fic for weeks now, and GOD WILLING i'm gonna write The Mayor with the respect he deserves

#homestuck #its davekat btw #i love the mayor but i feel like fans kinda treat him like an animal and i REALLY dislike that #he is an intelligent sapient being!!! he just doesnt speak aloud is all!!!!#anyway im gifting him sign language so he can actually express himself properly #also the idea that dave just like. left the mayor behind to travel 5000 years in the future is FAKE FUCKING NEWS #he would NEVER have done that #i have my own personal take on post-canon that is at odds w basically all of it lmao #but im hoping my take will resonate w people #im not gonna post it until its done and its nowhere near that point #anyway the mayor rules pm rules also

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