#but what bam and khun have? is something different

[step-on-me-khun]

can i request khun x reader using shinsu during sex? i just suddenly thought of this and was like omg

it's been awhile, but of course i can. I've done a similar req, but I'll to make it different. my inbox is full of white thirst, I need to avert my eyes for a bit and focus on a different thirst req, so this is welcome

I started this in January and finished it late June this year's kicking my ass

warnings: smut - no minors pls

words: n/a

taglist: @unexceptional-h @rizonacigaravenue @aoi-turtle - message to be added

Stress will always be a universal enemy. It always existed anywhere you went, and being in the same group as Bam made things worse. Was it always overwhelming to deal with those following you and the group? Yes, but was it something you could deal with? You felt like you had to. Some people were annoying, but not to the point you wanted to kill them, and others were genuinely nice.

There was nowhere you would rather be than beside those you trusted. Khun was the worst in the group - at least, that's how you felt when he got on your nerves.

Daydream for too long? Expect cold fingertips to tickle the skin of your back. When you were talking to someone who seemed a little too interested in you, Khun would join in your conversation.

Khun wasn't a hopeless romantic. It wouldn't suit his personality. He'd give you gifts little by little or do something grand and big, completely surprising you.

Icy fingers weren't a surprise you loved or wanted, especially when you weren't exactly with it. If it were summer, it would be welcome. But Khun was a bastard and would surprise you with his ice shinsu when it was freezing. He wouldn't do it when you were struggling with the cold, but when you were comfortable, he would graze your side or stomach with his touch.

It was about two in the morning, and while you slept comfortably, Khun lay beside you, struggling to get even an ounce of sleep. Maybe he needed something to make him tired.

Khun had watched you on and off as he tried to sleep, hoping your soft breathing encouraged him to rest. With every slight move you made, your top hitched up slightly, not by much, but by enough to expose your lower back. All you had on was a pair of panties and one of Khun's long-sleeved tops. A gentle smile emerges as he watches you. Why couldn't he sleep as peacefully as you?

Perhaps being close to you would help it, but the more Khun thought about it, the more it clouded his mind. Maybe draining more of his energy would help him. That's when he slid towards you, his chest pressed on your back.

"Mm, Khun," you groan as his arm slid under your neck, your hand clasping onto it. It hadn't awoken you, just made you aware of what was happening.

You had made Khun soft, but not enough for him to not be an ass. Khun was sneaky, especially with you. If Khun does something that makes you flustered or aroused, then poor you, he'll keep doing it and will learn to do other things to get a reaction.

"Sorry if I woke you," Khun whispers. "I just want to be close to you."

"It's okay," you groggily reply. You know what it meant when Khun said he wants to be close to you - you have to pay attention to how he says it. Either he wants to be inside you or wants to be clingy. But there was always more to Khun than you knew. It sounded as if he was keen to play with you. Like you were his kitten, and you were to comply with him. Also, how he whispered in your ear made his words all the more enticing.

Focusing all his shinsu onto the tip of his fingers, his other hand slips around your waist, then hovers over your chest before pressing the tips of his fingers at the very start of your sternum. The sudden chill wakes you up, and you gasp as your eyes widen.

"Khun," you cry as your back presses into his chest, trying to escape Khun's bitter touch.

Khun giggles quietly, lips pressing soft kisses onto your neck and shoulder. Every icy touch made you instinctively shift and shudder.

Your breaths became heavier when Khun's hands grope your chest, the cold palms grazing your sensitive nipple. You cry out in response.

"Please don't tease me," you whine. "I need you now."

Khun's hands roughly grope your breasts, his mouth hovering inches away from your ear.

"Is this too much for you to handle, huh?" He teases playfully.

"Yes," you quickly respond, "your hands are too cold."

"How badly do you want me?"

A breathy moan escapes your lips before replying, "Badly, please, make me feel good."

Khun gets comfortable by spooning you, his hard length pressing against your ass. If you could see his face, you'd notice the red tint on his cheeks. Your voice and body were enough to make him act up. As much as he'd like to make you wait longer, Khun was far too needy. He wanted to cling to you and hear those sweet sounds you made.

Both anticipation and his icy touch made you shudder. Khun could be so cruel - he knew it and didn't mind showing it when you were intimate.

"You're so mean," you cry, Khun's body getting cooler.

Khun giggles, his arm wrapping under your thighs, pulling your knees up to your chest, hooking his finger around the waistband of your panties and pulling them off. His other hand lined him up to your entrance, his tip just a little cold as it grazed against your sensitive clit, causing you to squirm and cry.

Your reactions amused Khun, who found you just so tempting and gorgeous. You could remove your clothes, but there wasn't much point because of Khun's ice shinsu.

Khun pushes inside you. The tip of his dick against your walls, making you almost scream. It nearly overwhelmed you.

"Ah! Don't do that," you cry, your hand searching for Khun's hip and grabbing it, "it feels weird."

His hands hold your hip still, wanting to tease you a little as he controls his shinsu into that one part of him that made you act like this.

You couldn't describe the feeling of his cold tip stilling inside you. Any colder, and you would probably leap away from him.

Was it something you wanted to get used to, or did you need Khun to stop?

Khun was feeling patient and wanted you to get used to him using his shinsu this way. How overstimulated would this make you?

"Is this too cold, or do you need time to adjust more?" Khun asks, his cold fingertips skimming the skin of your stomach.

Any moan or groan got trapped in your mouth. You were sure any sound that left your lips would be loud cries or screams.

Maybe you were worried Khun would get stuck inside you, which wasn't realistic. It wouldn't take much time to make you warm again. His hands may have been just as cold as his length, but you could feel his eyes watching you, burning your skin, maybe.

You wanted to grab onto Khun - anywhere on his body. Inside you, Khun wasn't as cold as before.

While Khun was inside you, thrusting in and out, your warm walls made his cold dick feel incredible. There was no one else Khun wanted but you. It was clear how you felt. The words you often shared with him were enough to let him know what he meant to you.

Khun gradually picked up pace, and as he did so, his length would return to body temperature. He wasn't teasing you. Khun was allowing you to get used to his chilly powers. And as the icy feeling returned to your insides, you gasped, fingers gripping onto Khun's arms.

"S-Shit," you gasp, pushing your back further onto Khun's chest. The warmth and cold were two completely different feelings and were almost overwhelming.

You'd be as vocal as you wanted if the rooms beside yours had no one resting there. Soft moans escaped your lips, your face contorting with every thrust Khun made. The scratches you would make on his back would now be on his arms, and Khun would wear them like a medal. Khun would show off your work on him and would be eager to tease you for hiding his work on you by covering the marks with clothes.

Not much mattered while you were in this state, and as Khun's speed and pace had reached a steady rhythm, you could feel an orgasm creep up on you. The feeling stirring inside you and Khun's cool thrusts inside you made you nearly shake. You weren't used to Khun's dick being cold like this. It was new to you. If Khun were to use his shinsu this way again, you'd still be struggling to adapt.

"Almost t-too much," you cry, tightly closing your eyes as a wave of euphoria shakes you. You whimper as you came, your body tensing somewhat as Khun continued his movements, hurriedly getting to his release.

Khun's hand reaches over your shoulder and clings to it - enough to leave visible bruises.

As Khun reaches his end, his breathing gets heavier, and your back hits his chest as his seed spills inside you, just as cool as his length. You shudder at the feeling of his come as it touches your walls.

Khun's hand releases your shoulder, and he drags out of you, revelling at the feeling of being inside you while he watches the tip of his dick leave you.

"Please don't make this a common thing," you complain.

Khun got quiet as he shifted back a little. "Was it too soon to attempt? Are you in pain?" Khun was always careful after sex, and while his attitude sometimes made him difficult, Khun was loyal. His promises to you weren't empty, and his threats were more playful than threatening. Yeah, he was an asshole, a smug, clever, irritating asshole - but you loved him, and his affections towards you were more than obvious.

"What? No, it was just a little overwhelming. I never imagined you'd try something like this." You reassured.

Khun chuckles softly. "Your legs are shaking a little."

You lay on your back, turning your head to meet Khun's gaze.

He was so in love with you. The softness in his eyes gave it away as he stared at you.

"It was intense. I'm still coming down from the high you gave me." Your lips inch closer to his, giving Khun a quick kiss. "I love you."

"And I guess I love you, too."

Khun wraps his arms around you, pulling you on top of him. It was moments like this you appreciated and loved.

A hand softly touches your lower back. Khun's finger traces circles and figure eights on your skin as you get comfortable.

You would swear this was heaven.

{please don't steal it translate}

[thelonewolf48]

Hello, Blank the series community!

How are we processing the ending of season 1? Are you angry? Do you understand Khun Neung's actions? Do we want to hit her? Yes, you say? 🤣🤣🤣

I wanted to wait a bit (also got busy at work lol) to avoid any spoilers for anyone who don't watch Episode 6 and last one for a while... I don't know how I'm gonna cope with it tbh... I'm following 23.5 and other web series but tbh... never on the level of Blank... I have to admit that GAP did it first but Blank did it better... which, no shade to GAP because FreenBecky, my beloved, chemistry was so good too!

And to clarify, GAP the series also had its own set of problems, most of them regarding money and locations, but what they did, opened the door for more GLs. Some, with good and bad executions, but that's up to each person and their preferences to decide!

BUT ENOUGH OF GAP (the perfect GL, to me!) Let's talk about BLANK!

As a start... I didn't like that they began from when Aneung knocked on Neung's door... it ate like 4 more minutes with them, plus they didn't keep the same tension.

On Episode 5, the tension was felt thanks to the zoom on their faces that lasted quite a good amount of seconds and Faye's minuscule lean.

This time it was cut and then bam! KISS! (NOT THAT I'M COMPLAINING!)

I'm not gonna go on full detail because I believe we all watched the episode, there are a few technical things I want to point out but I won't because nah! There was some foreshadowing to the doom that was to come... and no, I don't say this as a person who has read the book 🤭

I will go straight to that last part...

I had to go back to read that last part in the book because I wanted to keep this as accurate as I can.

So, throughout the episode, we see Aneung's family praising how good of a Role Model Neung is for Aneung. This is the first red flag. Then we see Neung still having doubts about their age gap which I find normal in this setting, because it can happen. This is the second red flag.

The final nail to the coffin, and the one I think everyone should consider whenever questioning WHY Neung broke this as cruel as she did, is that she thought she used Aneung as a way to distract her own pain.

In the book, and the reason why I re-read it, Neung sounds more detached, more out of the moment, and at some point even more aggressive about it. In the series, Neung, although also feeling out of the moment, the scene takes a more soft and romantic approach. They show us Neung's walls falling and accepting that she does indeed love Aneung.

Also, the "brake up" is harsher. Feels like a slap.

Now, we have to consider that in the book, right after their love making Aneung goes to school, everything seems fine, heavy, but good enough. Things happen, that I won't reveal because it could be spoilers, but one of those things is that Fah calls Neung about the funeral and everything. Fah is the one telling Neung that she trusts Neung, she's a role model, and she knows she will take care of Aneung.

Here, there is something I wanted to point out. To hear Fah say it, right after what happened it's what triggers Neung to break Aneung's heart. As logical as Neung is, that is the conclusion she gets after everything.

Aneung is young, thus can fall in love again with someone around her age. This is the conclusion Neung forms in her head. Plus, she sees something else that triggers a reaction. Something we will see in season 2 😆 so, no spoilers but maybe some of you can imagine what.

Neung is very logical, very cutthroat, and as stubborn as their grandmother. We have to remember that, as the eldest, she was trained to be the next heir. So, her life was very, very different. If you see any royal family, the image they project is one of perfection. So, it's no wonder that Neung learnt how to mask her feelings. If something hurts, hurt it back a thousand times worse. Or better yet, just ignore it.

Neung, just like Sam after she became the heir, prefers avoid her feelings because she knows caring equals pain. So, why bother?

There's a whole process Neung does before she goes to Aneung, in the book.

But I have to admit that the series spin was chef kiss! I'm sure that Neung, after waking up, was blaming herself for letting things escalate so quickly.

I will defend Neung with my whole heart because the traumas she carries makes her scared. And like a feral animal, the only way she knows how to defend herself is attacking. She pushes and pushes until she proves to herself that she is right. Everyone leaves.

I could continue rambling and going and just word spit things, but I have to sleep 🤣🤣🤣

Don't share spoilers if you read the book! Unless people want them, I will keep my posts spoiler free! Either way, if anyone wants to discuss the book, you can send me a message too!

Once again, I say this Blank the series set the bar waaaaaaay too high! I can't deny it!

Anyway, guys, do you agree? Disagree? Let's have a respectful debate!

[deiaiko]

#1.1 Arrival

Bam woke up frantically. His heart was beating out of control, his hair was damp with sweat, and his shirt stuck uncomfortably to his skin. He couldn’t remember if he was having a nightmare or not, but… seeing that Khun was still missing from his side of the bed, it might as well be one.

It had been days since Khun went missing. Bam might've gone insane from sleep deprivation alone.

Yes. That must’ve been it. He didn't recognize the ceiling he was looking at, and the bed felt different…had he even been sleeping on a bed?

He didn't feel any restraints or killing intentions, so this was unlikely to be a kidnapping. But the unfamiliarity did ring an alarm in his head, awakened him as if his body had been doused in cold water.

Oh, wait. He recognized this room; this was the dorm on the second floor. Come to think of it…the dream…what was it again? God? Something about sending him to another timeline because Khun was also sent there? Because he asked to find their missing friends?

Bam closed his eyes and willed himself to focus with the little sleep he had. He felt some familiar presence in the building, and that was all he needed to know to be convinced that he was really back in time. A surge of relief filled his heart, but anxiety was quick to follow.

He stumbled to the bathroom and saw how unsightly he looked in the mirror, hair tangled and eyebags pronounced. He needed to fix that before he showed himself to anyone outside. After all, Khun had drilled into him that first impressions were important.

He had just finished putting on his makeup when someone knocked on his door. He already had a guess on who it could be judging by their shinsu presence, but it still surprised him to actually see everyone when he opened his door.

"Ah–"

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[mikey180]

Hai I see that you open request

So, because I really miss Tower of god

I want to request family head fem reader x bam and maybe his friend too

Platonic and fluff (wait, can platonic became fluff?because I didn't understand what fluff meant) it can be head canon and one-shot maybe both

reader is a friend of arlene and v and the other family head, she think of arlene as her younger sister. When the family head attack arlene and v, FEM reader didn't agree with this, and planning to help arlene and v . After v died, fem reader help arlene to escape. Fem reader feel anger and sad, that her friend, she made in her journey to the top of the tower became like this ( ☹️ poor fem reader, she need someone's shoulder to cry on) she is immortal like the other family head, she have many kids but not all of them from her blood, she adopted them, she just have 2 kid, its a twin boy and girl. When bam and his team want to fight family heads, they need our help. One of his friend(fem reader's kid) tell bam,that maybe we can help him, so they go to fem reader's castle and meet us, when fem reader meet bam and the his team. Our focus is just on bam, when bam instroduce himself as v and arlene's kid, fem reader start to cry (because, finally! Fem reader can meet arlene's kid its been thousand years we haven't meet her and her kid maybe? ) fem reader start to hug him and say that she miss him and his parent (the rest is up to you) I want to know his team's reaction too hehehehehe.

This is so Long 😅, I get this idea from family head reader ( and then I start to think about it and want to request it, fem reader really misses the time, when she and her friends could gather together and chat calmly without any hostility, she hopes that those days can come back again)

Maybe I will request again if I want too

Fem reader x bam and team, platonic

Type- one shot

Flavor- fluff

The knock rings out through my palace as i resign inside, my curiosity turned from my book to the door as I use my Shinsu to open it. My children immediately run in to hug me, something I've missed dearly, eyes tearing up slightly as I find they're safe in their journey through the tower so far, my worries laid to a temporary rest.

They introduce me to their friends, but a certain brunette with amber eyes stands out, eyes that I'd recognize anywhere, but I keep yourself from saying anything as you listen to their story, careful to not make assumptions that could lead to being awkward. "...and so...we'd appreciate it if you could help us in any way you can." The brunette finishes explaining. I give a nod and explain to them what to do and how I could help, but at the end I suggest they rest for the night, having more than enough space to house them.

After Khun convinces rak to calm down from trying to go through with the plan right off the bat, I introduce myself and look at fire eyed boy, motioning to him. "And you are?

"the twenty fifth baam, ma'am."

I freeze for a moment, looking at him with a bit of shock. I swallow and glance away but before I can even try to hold the tears back, they fall and a quiet sob escapes my lips, sending shock to their faces. Without a word, I walk forward and wrap baam in a hug. "You're Arlene's boy...you're her's" I quietly cry as I hold him. I feel him hug me back after a second and look up to me with surprise. "You know her? My mother? What about her?" His surprise changes to intrigue and a bit of excitement at the idea I know of his family.

I sit him down to talk, answering all the questions he has as he nods at each answer, his teams reactions varying from confusion to irritation at the time I take with him and the answers I give. A soft smile graces my features as the time of the afternoon slowly passes, feeling at peace for the first time in years.

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I am sorry this is so short and may be a bit different from my normal writing style, but I'm just now getting back into writing. Thank you for requesting.

[incorrecttowerofgodquotes]

Thank you for your queer undertones analysis of tog, i really love it! If you don’t mind, can i ask your opinion about the korean and English translation of tog? It seems like you already said that the English version watered down the queer-coding and the gay subtext in tower of god, is it ok if you tell me some examples of that? I don’t know Korean so i hope this won’t bother you too much. Another question is about Bam growing his hair out again. He even said that he would like it longer, so that’s something he really wants to do. How do you think about that? What’s the reason behind that? And the last question is, could you please do more analysis about the queer subtext in tog? You did amazing job and it will be so great to see more of your analysis. English isn’t my language and i don’t use it daily so sorry if the grammar is too bad. Thank you for reading this and i hope you have a really nice dayyy!!!

Thank you for the ask! I hope you also have a nice day, and your English and grammar were perfectly fine!

1) About Korean, I don’t know any (I just learned how to type with a Korean keyboard) so I don’t know exactly how the translation differs, especially when it comes to the queer lens. I’m also not that knowledgeable on how queer society is seen in South Korea (but I’ll definitely be researching into that later). If anyone here knows even baseline info (but make sure it’s credible) then feel free to share it. From what little I know, LGBT issues in SK are still seen as taboo and kept in their niche subcultures.

2) The growing out or cutting of hair is usually synonymous with a change in character when shown in media. Bam’s hair style at the beginning of Season 2, showed how he isolated himself from others, covering his eyes with his bangs. What struck me upon the start of S3 was that Bam’s hair looked somewhat similar to Khun’s, and that he had a more confident and snarky personality that was subdued in the first two seasons. I don’t think Bam will go back to his FUG hairstyle, but instead gain a new one, one that frames his face better but shows a clear maturity. Bam might start braiding his hair, which would add another similarity to Khun, but I think he’ll just stick with a ponytail for the foreseeable future.

3) Finally for the queer analysis, I’ll probably get up to more of those shenanigans now that we’ve entered the marriage arc. I’ll probably do one over White in the near future. I might also do an analysis over the princesses and how SIU showcases the unrealistic standards women are forced under in an oppressive patriarchy

[cheer-soli-art]

It was a good year for art

Commentary for each artwork under the cut :D

February - biblically accurate bam - This was back when the jokes of ‘biblically accurate (insert noun here)’ had really hit mainstream, or maybe I just finally got inspiration to do something about this topic. Since Bam is the night, I added the usual night symbols of moons and stars. The waves at the bottom represent how the tides change with the cycle of the moon, and it ties in well with the idea of Bam being a ‘new wave’ in the Tower.

February - biblically accurate bam - This was back when the jokes of ‘biblically accurate (insert noun here)’ had really hit mainstream, or maybe I just finally got inspiration to do something about this topic. Since Bam is the night, I added the usual night symbols of moons and stars. The waves at the bottom represent how the tides change with the cycle of the moon, and it ties in well with the idea of Bam being a ‘new wave’ in the Tower.

March - double city - An artwork that I haven’t released anywhere on the internet until today, as it was part of a school exhibition. The idea behind it was taking the place I grew up in and the city I lived in at the time and merging them into one location, representing how I am influenced by both cultures.

April - Marpril Colors Series - 17 Azure - This was a series of sketches I did over March and April, as a countdown for my return from Tower’s Tale (TT) hiatus. During these months, I was busy with school stuff and working on TT, so I didn’t have much time or desire to make other artworks.

May - Part 1_Page 201 - I started working on this TT page in December of the previous year, as the scene this page is a part of was important for me (oh, and the plot too). I was still practicing a new style, and though I don’t like it as much now, I still think it was worth the experimentation.

June - yanfei.jpg - This one was part of a Six Fanart Challenge that I never finished. Whoops. Anyways, I drew her because she’s the character that I’ve played with the most. I’m really proud of how I was able to capture most of the details, especially that staff, haha.

July - KBWday5.PNG - Ah, yes. The KhunBam month, where I spend 3 weeks thinking about what to post only for me to procrastinate on it until KhunBam Week arrives. I like this artwork because it’s where I finally started using references (lol), as well as understanding more organic backgrounds.

August - glitterandgold_01 - One of the two artworks I made for a WIP Big Bang. This is also the first artwork of the entire year that I finished on my laptop instead of my phone, as I had lost my stylus and only bought a new one around this time. I like that I was able to carry the dramatic mood from the sketch to the final version.

September - Part 1_Page 237 - There wasn’t a lot of artwork activity this month, apart from TT, so here is another page I’m really proud of. I wanted to communicate the overwhelming difference in power between the characters, so the pages before have a lot of open paneling and negative space that progressively build up to this one, which covers nearly the entire background in green. The frame around Goseng and Bam is actually the same proportions as the usual page border, but shrunken, to make it look like the fire was spreading beyond the edges of the page, to really emphasize the probable helplessness Bam is feeling in the situation… Sometimes, a lot of thought goes into these pages.

October - kitsune khun - This is a drawing I made for a raffle winner on Twitter. I included it here because this and the other artworks I made that week felt like they ‘clicked’. They were the ones that all the process from previous artworks were leading up to - finally I had an artwork that I was very satisfied with, where the process was fun and the final result was pretty to look at too. I’m a huge fan of using complementary colors, especially orange lighting and blue shadows..

November - Snow Study (gasp) - I don’t do studies as often as I should, so this one came as a surprise. I save a lot of images from Bing’s daily wallpaper, and since the cold weather was coming, I painted this chilly town with one as a reference. I also wanted to update my blog so it matched my current style, so this was drawn for that reason too.

December - ‘Polaroid’ mini series - “with hyung.png” - This is one of four artworks I made in a ‘polaroid photo’ style. I really like that aesthetic. There is something very nostalgic and deep about it - capturing a moment you deem important. Taking the context of polaroids and film into account, you don’t have the luxury to take various copies of a moment and pick the right one afterwards like we do nowadays, so ideally you’d want everything to be perfectly in place and extremely important before you press the shutter. And yet, in these ‘photos’, the moments captured are not of grandiose events or life-changing moments, but of casual, daily life. I wanted to appreciate the ordinary in this small series. Maybe I’ll revisit it next year.

Bonus round

There were a few artworks that didn’t make the cut, but I still wanted to talk about them. So here they are.

“A summoning ritual (that worked a little too well)” - This is where I started the habit of drawing genshin characters when I wanted them on my team. Though this one is a little rough around the edges, I still like the colors and texture of the artwork.

“met gala hwar” - I was watching a video talking about how the Gilded Gala was a disaster (unsurprisingly), and one of the looks that went by (as examples of what worked) caught my eye. So I drew Hwaryun in it.

“Part 1_Page 216.PNG” - I have a very consistent system for numbering pages - just thought you might wanna know. I didn’t count this one in the final cut because some of the panels here were from pages drawn last year, so I felt that I was cheating a bit. There is a lot of thought behind this particular panel, but I will discuss that one when I release the full cleaned-up version sometime in the next few months.

“a precious jewel” - This artwork means a lot to me. Though it was rather quick (done under an hour, curse my comic panel habits), a lot of ‘feeling’ went into it. I think that out of all of the artworks, this is the one where I’m pouring what I’m actually feeling at the moment - I can’t quite put it into words here (as it is a little awkward, and I’m afraid of things getting lost in translation too), but I’ll try. I think that for that hour, I understood where Khun was getting at with the jewel metaphor, but rather than wanting to hide someone away, it was more of wanting to keep those feelings close to my heart… that kind of thing.

“Bleak December_07” - My entry for Secret Santa this year. Just thought I’d include it. I signed up to an email address sending Edgar Allen Poe’s works, and was floored by The Raven, so the title and tone of this short comic reflect that too.

“fall for you, fall for me” - i like khunbam. and i like autumn, now. i like coloring khun’s hair, ‘cuz its color can look so different under different lightings. it’s a simple and easygoing artwork. i like simple and easygoing things sometimes too.

[scribbet]

With all the delays in bringing internet to the new place I'm only getting around to this weeks after it's been and gone for everyone else, but thank you @ninjakk for tagging me, always nice to get to know people better :)

Three ships:

*did this leave 'I saw three ships come sailing in, come sailing in, come sailing in...' stuck in anyone else's head after doing this??*

Wangxian are clearly going to be top here, very little I can do about that really, and I don't think they're exactly news to anyone following this blog...

So outside of them, and assuming that shipping means I have spent a lot of time actively seeking out fan content for a pairing, my next three ships would be:

TodoDeku- Todoroki Shoto/Izuku Midoriya -BNHA (My Hero Academia) – I've dropped off with the manga/anime and fandom, and I'm essentially waiting to see how Horikoshi wraps this up before I commit to picking it up again but darn it I do really enjoy this pairing. They can be so good for each other! They're two people messed up in quite different ways who still manage to bring some good into the world out of that! One of them sets on fire and the other one is annoyingly OP but still his mind and his heart are two of the most dangerous things about him!! Sue me :P

25th Bam/Khun Aguero Agnis – Tower of God – So what did you do during lockdown Scribbet? Well I decided it was definitely the time to go and spend literal weeks reading the entire backlog of an infamously long and convoluted Webtoon, and then read hundreds of thousands of words of fan fiction about the potentially world-destroying (sort of) sunshine boy of an unwitting catalyst and the scheming, wickedly intelligent, single-mindedly loyal manipulator who became his first real friend, how about you?

Howell Jenkins/Sophie Hatter from HMC by Diana Wynne Jones (very specifically the book rather than Ghibli film characters) – DWJ is probably one of my longest-standing favourites, of anything, and I have literally submitted degree essays on her as an author so I'll try to restrain myself. But these two ridiculous magic-users drive each other up the wall and they're exactly what the other needs. Both pretty brilliant at what they do and both with the capacity to be stubborn idiots who cut up the other's clothes or have magically empowered tantrums over accidentally dying their hair ginger. Will not face up to unwelcome truths until they literally chase after them as destructive curses. Welsh PhD students running off to become wizards (mood) and argumentative red-heads, what more could I ask for?

Hmm I didn't realise just how much I tended towards power couples (probably with emotional issues) before this.... competency kink what now?

First Ever Ship:

In terms of being so invested that I actually consumed and created content of them? Somewhere on Fanfiction.Net I believe there's still several Mulan/Shang fics of mine from around 2004 from Disney's Mulan. Honestly the more I think about it the less surprising my whole only recently recognised bisexuality is, I'm spending half my time feeling like a Tumblr joke right now....

Last song:

It's Alright by Mother Mother - not my usual sound really but apparently I'm looking for emotional catharsis in my music right now https://youtu.be/G5-KJgVsoUM

Last movie:

Glass Onion – which I've now had the fun of seeing both at the cinema and through Netflix. Definitely a film that rewards a rewatch as you start to notice all the things that were laid out right in front of you the first time round. Everyone making it seems to have had a whale of a time and it's amazing how much satisfaction I got out of that conclusion. Smashing glass can be something so personal you know?...

Currently reading:

The Tough Guide to Fantasyland by Diana Wynne Jones – one day let me be this good at dryly nailing the ridiculous aspects of the things I enjoy while still having fun with them.

Currently watching:

The Lord of the Rings Extended Editions Appendices- because I've just moved into a flat by myself after living with other people for years, and those extras are the media equivalent of being snuggled under a warm blanket with a hot chocolate for me.

Currently consuming:

Cadbury's Wispa bites. There... really aren't many left now.

Currently craving:

Headspace? A lot of major things going on IRL right now and it'd be nice to have a bit less emotional and organisational heavy-lifting going on. Also, snow. Where I live seems to be one of the very few places in the UK not to have snow so far this winter, and I'd like to see some before the first spring bulbs come through!

[slothwithwifi]

Better late than never...

With all the delays in bringing internet to the new place I’m only getting around to this weeks after it’s been and gone for everyone else, but thank you @sunshine304 for tagging me, always nice to get to know people better :)



Three ships:

*did this leave 'I saw three ships come sailing in, come sailing in, come sailing in...' stuck in anyone else's head after doing this??*

Wangxian are clearly going to be top here, very little I can do about that really, and I don't think they're exactly news to anyone following this blog...

So outside of them, and assuming that shipping means I have spent a lot of time actively seeking out fan content for a pairing, my next three ships would be:

TodoDeku- Todoroki Shoto/Izuku Midoriya -BNHA (My Hero Academia) – I've dropped off with the manga/anime and fandom, and I'm essentially waiting to see how Horikoshi wraps this up before I commit to picking it up again but darn it I do really enjoy this pairing. They can be so good for each other! They're two people messed up in quite different ways who still manage to bring some good into the world out of that! One of them sets on fire and the other one is annoyingly OP but still his mind and his heart are two of the most dangerous things about him!! Sue me :P

25th Bam/Khun Aguero Agnis – Tower of God – So what did you do during lockdown Scribbet? Well I decided it was definitely the time to go and spend literal weeks reading the entire backlog of an infamously long and convoluted Webtoon, and then read hundreds of thousands of words of fan fiction about the potentially world-destroying (sort of) sunshine boy of an unwitting catalyst and the scheming, wickedly intelligent, single-mindedly loyal manipulator who became his first real friend, how about you?

Howell Jenkins/Sophie Hatter from HMC by Diana Wynne Jones (very specifically the book rather than Ghibli film characters) – DWJ is probably one of my longest-standing favourites, of anything, and I have literally submitted degree essays on her as an author so I'll try to restrain myself. But these two ridiculous magic-users drive each other up the wall and they're exactly what the other needs. Both pretty brilliant at what they do and both with the capacity to be stubborn idiots who cut up the other's clothes or have magically empowered tantrums over accidentally dying their hair ginger. Will not face up to unwelcome truths until they literally chase after them as destructive curses. Welsh PhD students running off to become wizards (mood) and argumentative red-heads, what more could I ask for?

Hmm I didn't realise just how much I tended towards power couples (probably with emotional issues) before this.... competency kink what now?

First Ever Ship:

In terms of being so invested that I actually consumed and created content of them? Somewhere on Fanfiction.Net I believe there's still several Mulan/Shang fics of mine from around 2004 from Disney's Mulan. Honestly the more I think about it the less surprising my whole only recently recognised bisexuality is, I'm spending half my time feeling like a Tumblr joke right now....

Last Song:

It's Alright by Mother Mother - not my usual sound really but apparently I'm looking for emotional catharsis in my music right now https://youtu.be/G5-KJgVsoUM

Last movie:

Glass Onion – which I've now had the fun of seeing both at the cinema and through Netflix. Definitely a film that rewards a rewatch as you start to notice all the things that were laid out right in front of you the first time round. Everyone making it seems to have had a whale of a time and it's amazing how much satisfaction I got out of that conclusion. Smashing glass can be something so personal you know?...

Currently Reading:

The Tough Guide to Fantasyland by Diana Wynne Jones – one day let me be this good at dryly nailing the ridiculous aspects of the things I enjoy while still having fun with them.

Currently Watching:

The Lord of the Rings Extended Editions Appendices- because I've just moved into a flat by myself after living with other people for years, and those extras are the media equivalent of being snuggled under a warm blanket with a hot chocolate for me.

Currently Consuming:

Cadbury's Wispa bites. There... really aren't many left now.

Currently Craving:

Headspace? A lot of major things going on IRL right now and it'd be nice to have a bit less emotional and organisational heavy-lifting going on. Also, snow. Where I live seems to be one of the very few places in the UK not to have snow so far this winter, and I'd like to see some before the first spring bulbs properly come through!

[biblically-accurate-soup]

khunbam really is about two people who care about each other so much and try to help shoulder each others burdens and stand by each other even when the rest of the world turns against them huh

[k-ru-h]

tower of god is queer, no matter what the intended meaning of that word was. its themes of loneliness, isolation, othering for reasons outside of your control are inherently queer, be it in the modern or the "weird" way. every piece of art is a reflection of the artist and a story so prevalent with them says so much about siu, either because of his childhood where his interests were shunned, his most likely "weird" personality (because lets face it, society isnt very welcoming to people who spent the last 12 years drawing twinks trying to become god), or because of some other sort of queerness he's been through. the lack of any solid biological families within the tower, the amount of found families and teams who function as a family - those are so, so familiar to queer people, but they dont necessarily have to be queer in that sense. is khuns and bams relationship based on something in sius life? was it platonic, romantic, a mixture of different encounters? as much as id love to say the codependence, the absolute devotion between them is inherently romantic, it isnt. queer people, in both senses of the word, spend most of their life discarded by others for things they cant change, so finding someone they can latch onto can lead to borderline unhealthy obsession. what they experience is so familiar to us, we want it to be romantic. but it doesnt have to be. the story is so much more complicated than that, but jesus fucking christ, just let me see them kiss. just once.

[blu-joons]

When Another Idol Fancies You ~ 2PM Reaction

Jun.K:

“Don’t leave my side again,” Minjun instructed closely into your ear as he walked past you, sliding his hand into yours, “people should mind their business.”

“What’s happened?” You questioned, not a surprising sound of frustration in Minjun’s voice, catching his eyes looking around the room carefully.

With a deep breath, he finally looked to you. “Minho was asking if we’d broken up because we weren’t stood together, why does something like that mean a breakup?”

“He was probably just trying to be nosey,” you tried to suggest, but Minjun’s head shook with his suspicions rising as to what was going on with the figure across the room.

“He was asking to make a move,” Minjun groaned, “I know that he fancies you.”

“That’s ridiculous, there’s others that I bet he fancies.”

Minjun’s head shook, picking up on the signs from Minho. “No one in this room is better looking than you, I can’t blame the guy.”

“He might fancy me, but that doesn’t mean that I’m going to go anywhere near him,” you assured Minjun, “trust try and ignore it.”

“You promise me that if he comes near you that you’ll come back to me.”

“I promise, but you’ve got nothing to fret over.”

Nichkhun:

“Why’s Nichkhun leaving you all alone?” BamBam enquired, coming up alongside you and throwing his arm over your shoulders, “that’s not fair of him.”

“He’s just going to be a moment,” you tried to tell BamBam, only to feel him pull you even closer towards him, “he’s not really left me alone like you think.”

BamBam’s head shook, offering you a confident smile. “I’m just saying, in a place like this with so many idols around you’ve really got to be careful about who you spend time with.”

Your heart settled as Nichkhun returned a few moments later, looking between the two of you. “I’m not interrupting anything, am I? You two look rather comfortable there.”

“Why are you smiling about this?” You challenged, “he’s acting strange Khun.”

“I know, he’s doing exactly what I asked him to do to you.”

Your eyes shot across to BamBam who was laughing to himself too, “why are you two pranking me like this? Bam I thought I could trust you.”

“I’m sorry,” he sniggered, holding his hands up innocently, “Khun told me to prank you into thinking that I fancied you, so I did.”

“You’re constantly pulling pranks on me, it’s about time that I got revenge.”

“I’m definitely going to get you back for this.”

Taecyeon:

“You know, there’s loads of other people that he could stare at, it doesn’t have to be you,” Taecyeon murmured through gritted teeth, “I should go over there.”

“Don’t do that,” you frowned, reaching across to take a hold of Taecyeon’s hand, “I’m sure soon enough he’ll get bored, just don’t give him any reaction.”

A sigh came from Taecyeon as he tried to keep composed, “Sungjae knows that we’re together any happy, so why is he trying to get under my skin like this, cause some drama?”

“Just let him stare, and let’s rub in the fact that you get to be with me, and he doesn’t,” you tried your best to suggest, “play him at his own game if you want to Taec.”

“That’s a good idea,” he mused, “it might finally make him look away from you.”

“I’m sure no one in this room wants to see you kiss me.”

Taecyeon’s shoulders shrugged as he leaned forwards and pressed a kiss to your forehead, “if he carries on staring, I’ll keep going.”

“Relax,” you grinned, resting your hands against his arms, “there’s a difference between fancying me and getting to be with me.”

“I’m never taking you for granted again knowing people like him are around.”

“I’ve never felt like you’ve done that anyway.”

Junho:

“Is Junho not supposed to be looking after you?” A surprising voice asked you as they came up alongside you, keeping you company.

“He’s gone to the toilet,” you responded, spinning around to notice Yoseob walking towards you, resting rather closely to where you were sat at the table.

You tried your best to ignore him until at last Junho came back across to you. “Everything alright?” He asked, noticing the look of panic that was on your face, “can we help?”

“Don’t worry,” you told Junho as Yoseob quickly left the two of you alone as he realised that Junho was there, “nothing happened whilst you were gone, I just ignored him.”

“But if I had been any longer,” Junho sighed, “he could have tried something.”

“You can’t think about things like that though Junho.”

His shoulders dropped as you squeezed his hand, “I knew that he fancied you, he’s a smart guy waiting until I wasn’t around.”

“It’s a good job that you came when you did,” you encouraged, “and I’m sure that he knows now not to try again too with you around.”

“I barely even got the chance to say anything before he scampered.”

“That was probably for the best knowing you.”

Wooyoung:

“Y/N’s beautiful, right?” Wooyoung spoke up, glancing across to Donghae as he noticed him staring in your direction across the busy room.

“I can’t say that I noticed,” Donghae dismissed, faltering as he spoke and quickly looking in any other direction but yours, “but you seem to think so.”

Wooyoung’s eyes rolled, seeing straight through Donghae, moving past him and straight across to you. “What’s wrong?” You asked, feeling Wooyoung grab you.

“Why do people feel like they can stare at other people’s partners,” he muttered to himself, “I knew Donghae was watching you, but he pretends like he’s innocent.”

“Was he innocent?” You asked, “although your face is telling me the answer.”

“It’s so obvious that he fancies you Y/N, it’s stupid.”

You smiled back at him, taking a hold of his hand, “he knows that you’re with me though, there’s no way that he would try anything.”

“You never know,” he murmured, glancing briefly across in Donghae’s direction, “it’s better to be safe at these sorts of events.”

“Does that mean that you’re not letting me out of your sight tonight?”

“Spot on, I’m not letting any guy near you.”

Chansung:

“Is this seat taken?” A voice asked, placing their hand on the back of the chair beside you before either you or Chansung had managed to answer.

“It is,” Chansung bluntly replied as he looked up to see Yunho trying to sit down beside you, “haven’t you got other people that you can sit with?”

As Yunho quickly excused himself, your wide eyes looked back to Chansung with a chuckle. “I have never seen you be that serious around anyone, what was that all about?”

“I’ve heard rumours that he fancies you, there was no way that I was going to let him sit there,” Chansung sighed with a shake of his head, “he can try, but he won’t succeed.”

“He could have just wanted to sit,” you argued, “and say hi to us both.”

“No way, he had that look in his eyes of love Y/N.”

Your eyes rolled at how serious Chansung was, “there’s no way that that’s possible, he was probably just being friendly, that’s it.”

“Stop pretending as if someone can’t fancy you,” Chansung warned, “you could do a whole lot better than Yunho anyway.”

“Isn’t that something that I should get to decide rather than you?”

“Just trust me for once, I’m your best friend remember.”

---

Masterlist

[edensrose]

Hi hi fox

I love you and your writing verymuch😭💝💝💝

Can i request bam and khun a.a. with s/o who is very strong ranker

hi!! omg anon bby 🥺💕 here you go ✨✨

ৎ୭ — summary : khun aguero agnis and the twenty fifth bam with a ranker s/o

ৎ୭ — type : headcanon

ৎ୭ — genre : miscellaneous

ৎ୭ — warnings : none

ৎ୭ — word count : 530

ৎ୭ — taglist : @spoopy-fish-writes @a-chaotic-dumbass @rurifangirl @shamie @hirzaeth @dailygoodwithmyzoe @neylia18 @samaseo @lvfel @viorice // please fill out this form if you'd like to be added

ⵓ‧₊˚ ʚkhun aguero agnisɞ ‧₊ ༉

•Definitely would leave a little stain on his pride, but he’ll learn to live with it. HE’ll put his pride aside for you [ no matter how difficult it may be ]

•Because of this, despite you having the ability to aid him he refuses to ask for your help. Sometimes, you have to practically force yourself into a situation and it often results in Khun becoming frustrated

•He knows you mean well but he doesn’t want it easy just because his lover is a ranker. Do you listen though? Of course not, especially because Team Bam seems to get involved in situations that no normal regulars do

•Of course due to you being a ranker he doesn’t get to see you often, so whenever you do visit he ensures to make every second count. He takes you out on dates, spoils you, anything you want - it’s yours. Even if you do have the means of getting it for yourself - it doesn’t matter

•You’ll never know just how much he hates it whenever you have to leave. He’ll never admit this to you - but on one occasion, Bam mentioned something that had you looking a little closer. The more you analysed it. . . the more you saw that Khun’s mannerisms showed that he was upset to let you go. Let’s just say you showered him with affection before you did

•It’s hard for both of you to see one another consistently - but you’ll make it work. Khun may not show it, but he’s always eager to see you

꒰ ꒷꒦୨the twenty fifth bam୧˚₊๑

•It really doesn’t affect him that much - if anything it’s completely normal. Maybe it’s because he’s faced off some many rankers that now that he’s dating you it barely affects him. Sure, he gets teased by the others but whatever; it is what it is

•He hates getting you involved in his messes despite knowing the fact that you can help him. The last thing he wants to do is put you in harm’s way or get a permanent scar on your reputation by helping him - an irregular and slayer candidate. Regardless, you’re always there to lend a helping hand and he’s grateful - but once everything is over he’ll subtly pull you to the side and apologise for roping you in to his chaos

•Kinda clingy - especially when you have to leave. He knows it’s just the life of a ranker but he can’t help but get a little pouty when the two of you have to part. On nights before your departure, he lays away, arms around you and showering you with so much love and affection. Those nights you both may not even sleep, simply using the time to talk about anything and everything until you, unfortunately, have to part

•Bam's always super excited to see you again. The second he hears you're coming back he rushes to wherever you deem the meeting point to be. Expect lots of kisses by the time he finds you

•He can't help but be clingy, he knows how dangerous the tower is — even if you are a ranker. So expect him to be a little protective of you, even if you both have differing ranks

[mikey180]

They realize they forgot your date

Type- Angst

Characters- Bam, Aguero, Hatz, Anak, Endorsi, Lero ro, Quant, Hansung Yu, Evankhell

Bam-

Bam's pov

Why did she leave and why was she so upset? Did I do something? BING opening my pocket is see that Endorsi messaged me.

'hey bam, how did the date with y/n go?'

'what do you mean? Me and her don't have a date today's

'what? She was talking with me about it all morning. Are you sure?

Closing that app I start looking for my calendar. "What folder did I put it in?" I whisper to myself. When I finally find it I see that there's a icon next to it. Opening it a notification pops up reading 'please allow notifications.' did I forget to do that? Pressing 'allow' 3 different things pop up on my screen

1. Date with y/n at the cafe.

2. Alarm snoozed- date with y/n at the cafe.

3. Alarm ignored.

No, no ,no. Oh God how could I?! I need to find her!

Aguero

Khun's pov

Sitting back, I rest my head along the edge of the couch and wondered was she was so mad at me. Had I done something to upset her? let's see, I made her breakfast this morning and then I went out with Bam for lunch. I don't know. What else was there? BING! My pocket went off, as I open up the notification all it reads is "reservation canceled."

Oh. "God fucking damn it." I mumble under my breath. That's what it was. That's why she's so upset with me. BING! "drive canceled."

"What?!" No, how is she going to get home? She's to far away to walk. I have to go get her.

Hatz

Hatz's pov-

Why is she mad?! I'm the one who should be pissed! I can't believe White makes fun of me like that, it's like his goal. She did look pretty dressed up though. I wonder where she's going. What if she's going to see White?! He's beaten me so many times I wouldn't be surprised if she started to think he's better than me. I have to go find her!

Rushing to put on my shoes, I don't even bother tying the laces as I run out the door.

"God, where is she?" I whisper to myself. She must be somewhere around here, if she's on foot she couldn't have gone that far. As I run down the hall I see Dissy walk out from her room. "Hey! Hey! Dissy..." I stop to catch my breath, doubling over with my hands in my knees " have you seen y/n?"

"Oh? Of course. She's in my room crying you fucking IDIOT!"

"What? Why is she crying?"

"She was looking forward to spending time with you tonight, but she said that she thinks think White is more important to you than she is."

"Can I talk to her?"

"No."

"Dissy, please. I need to talk to her."

"Mhm, do that when you get over White." Then she left. She just left? As I walk back to my room defeated, I can't help but think about how I messed up. Will she ever forgive me?

Anak-

Anak's pov-

She's so fucking annoying. Why can't she just leave me be when I'm in this mood? But... It's not her fault. I, I shouldn't have gotten upset with her. She was just trying to make me feel better. I sigh as I walk to our shared room, turning the handle only to find out it's locked. "Hey! Y/-" she's sobbing. Is she actually that hurt? It hurts. Ha it's not my fault right? Who am I kidding of course it's my fault. I head to the kitchen to grab our master key, deciding it would be best to not startle her. Quietly unlocking the door, I see her laying in our bed crying into my pillow, holding it close. "Hey, y/n? How are you doing?"

She roles onto her back as I sit next to her. Her face is stained with her tears and hair sticks to her flushed cheeks.

"A-Anak... I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. Please."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This was a request from @Anime_lover20035 on Wattpad along with part 2, thank you for the idea and I'm sorry it took so long. I like to post things that are in parts at the same time.

[step-on-me-khun]

Hihihi agian Dawnn! :D may I request a headcanons for KhunAA, Endorsi and Bam with a reader (can be platonic or romantic) who wears a really big, dark colored covering clothes(Ex. Big sweaters) and always avoid fitting or light colored clothes because they are insecure about their body like they are quite big or chubby? This is long sorry; ;

Hello Bua. I love these kinds of requests ❤️

no warnings or word count

tagging: @unexceptional-h @jaundrew @rizonacigaravenue @aoi-turtle @bangchanbin

Bam

Kind of a little oblivious, what you wore never came as something he worried about.

Your height, weight or clothing style never seemed to bother him at all. You were you, and Bam liked you so there wasn't much to wonder about you.

The way you hid from others outside the group seemed a little weird, but Bam just thought that maybe you had really bad social anxiety and left you alone.

Bam's a likeable person, and someone you could easily share your problems with.

A friendship was inevitable between the two of you.

Bam being protective of you? Likelier than you think. Your style was your choice, even when Bam tried to speak the truth to you, telling you that you're beautiful the way you were.

Never tried to get you to wear anything different. Not even once.

Bam may not have liked your opinions on yourself, but that didn't mean that he wouldn't listen and tell you otherwise.

Bam was a friend, and he never said no to you if you wanted to talk or vent.

Khun

Wouldn't really pay much attention, what you wear is your choice and Khun wasn't going to say anything at all.

Although, this is Khun, someone who can see when someone's uncomfortable or unhappy.

You wearing similar clothes was kind of your staple, Khun was curious but only decided to bring it up when you were comfortable and it was the two of you.

Any sarcasm or snarkiness would disappear. Even though all he wants is a reaction, he didn't want to make you anxious and panicked.

Would easily stand up for you when you need it, he's not like a hero, he's just a blunt bastard who only points out the most obvious thing.

Doesn't want to make you unhappy, so he doesn't mention anything about how you look. But if you're wearing dark clothes, he will ask if you're okay, and if you're not emotionally unstable, or a goth.

That's only said to get a reaction. If anyone else asked you anything like that, Khun would glare at them evilly and answer the question for you.

Endorsi

Would suggest other colours. Not other styles, just colours.

It was the one thing she noticed first in you and was willing to help and listen if you needed it.

Having her around made it easier to feel comfortable with yourself. Endorsi would always tell you just how gorgeous you were, and how she wish her body looked as good as yours.

Even though you thought it was a lie, it still boosted your mood for a bit.

If someone dares to ask why you dress the way you do, then she's not afraid to put them in their place, and call that their answer.

She's protective, not as protective as Bam, but she'd mainly be protective because of your closeness.

Always there when you need her.

please don't steal what I write

[towerofgodscreamblogwink]

reading s3 69 (haha funny number) but don’t get cocky catboy, I’ve seen your kind naked. (Also they’re starting a drinking game apperantly) (ALSO WE’RE BACK.)

ok BEFORE we got into, first of all i want to say i am very disappointed in this fandom - chapter 69, and i have seen ZERO unfunny haha nice jokes. I am beyond disappointed. Not even the most unfunny trashy “nice” comments. This is just,, sad. I’m sad.

khun: back off he mINE

this thing is staring right into your soul and judges the sins of your past lives...

Yasratcha: We’re gonna do it how I did with the hommies back in the barracks. Basically, you put a pad into your ass, and then pour denaturated alcohol. First one to die, loses. Any questions?

Bam: One- What The Fuck

when teacher’s about to tell you grades 

EHHHHHHHH MY BABEH

me: *remembers the edit i’ve just done* *cough*

bro your nails -

I HATE YOU

Don’t get cocky catboy, I’ve seen your kind naked.

I dare you to say it to Siu

spoiler alert: khun still pretty

guess who got a new ship

T3T Khun babeh

T0T 💕

am i tripping or did rak called khun a cat

-_- O_O

also

my boys,, it’s been 10 thousand years

WHAT’S WITH THIS POSE.

not me dying inside

But heya it’s finally starting to becoming a plot point - not just “haha khun cant be objective cos bam” but an actual plot point - and gotta love how it’s actually being established from different perspectives (as in from side characters’) how much Khun is protective of bam... again this is just building up to something, and i’m excited

Also unrelated but I swear at this point I can just point out which kb fanfic has this scenario and link it 

ONLY CATBOY WOULD HAVE THIS AUDICITY.

And this is, gentlemen, what we call, a “mood”.

obligatory khun mention

u-u

it’s just isn’t tog if khun isn’t sighing “Bam...” in his mind while longingly looking into space

Oh but fr my boy needs a break and a hug

[empty-dream]

70-72 commentaries (No pic, spoilerific nonetheless)

The most important thing: S3E70-72 have no visual for Hockney's face. I, as a Hockney fan, can not deny my disappointment. Though his head from the back does something to soothe my ache.

I want to scratch Yasratcha's face so much.

So I googled and found that the name of the game, Gakjadosaeng (각자도생) literally translates into "Self-Help", and is an idiom meaning "Each one tries to make a way out of it." Fitting. Tho I’m actually surprised Yasratcha doesn’t name the game “Cat Game”

This entire kill-the-prisoners-who-just-wants-freedom-to-get-what-you-wish-for thing is not gonna do Bam good. It's foreshadowed already.

I have a feeling the special gift Yasratcha prepares in Yama's map are the same canine species as Yama. Either way, being Yama is gonna suck now.

I wonder what Evankhell's map is like since it's not shown. And also what's up with Kallavan's map, the goal is right in front of his face?

White: "I can't believe I had to get my feet wet." Me: I can't believe that's the first thing you say after 1 year hiatus.

White as an enemy is an anoying trash talker. White as an ally, however, is a satisfying trash talker. I forget if he's always able to honestly admit his pride gets hurt when someone blocks his sword, or if this is because of White's Clone effect on him? Last time I remember, as Hoaquin he exploded when Boro did it.

That Lyborick minion is so fucking unlucky to run into both Dowon and Karaka. This duo is not what I expect to find here but now I'm looking forward for their dynamic. She actually calls him "Kid." I know she’s ancient and all but. still. Karaka. A KID. LMAO.

I have no basis to say this but what if AA will face Maschenny's minions and they give hints about Maria and lit up the path to Khun Family Arc. I don't think said little brother is Ran, tho. The Wiki states Ran wants to kill Maschenny, and I feel like she is the type that will sardonically call any Khun male younger than her as "little brother."

Hansung really says "Me? Wanna be a hero? Nuts."

But anw, what is 'Where it all began?' Why is he "the only one mad for Jahad and the Great Families for turning their back against morals'? Am I forgetting something about Hansung's past or is it really not touched upon yet?

I still can't believe I start with "I hate Yu Hansung" and now I'm all "I love Yu Hansung."  Or the fact that Hansung, Karaka, White and Kallavan, all antagonists from previous long, long seasons, now are allied with Bam. What kind of fever dream is this.

Flash news: Yasratcha is into mixed furries.

*Haratcha spewing those words on Hansung* Me: Wow he really hates heroes huh *Haratcha's past is shown* Me: Wow he really hates himself huh.

So Haratcha's past is basically Elaine's but so much bloodier. And it's tragic in a different way because unlike Elaine's family, the Rashangs didn't start off such greedy bastards. They were just a good minority group that was being persecuted. But when they got to taste wealth, comfort and power for a bit too long, they became cruel and lazy.

And "How People Change" is a common theme in TOG. Just look at Bam in general, or Floor of Death arc with Joe, or Jahad and the Great Family Heads who, as Data!Eduan and Data!Jahad stated, were not like *that* before.

Haratcha's dying scene is unnerving because of how much this stays true. The ghosts (?) of the Rashangs are still so greedy. But when he offers them the only thing he has left, his mark, they just curtly say 'we have that already.'

His dying thought is correct: The Rashangs had no ambition. They never learned. They were given multiple chances to go back to living normally and safely, but they busted them all. They had passed the point of salvation because, as narrated, " They could no longer stand it if anyone had even a little it more than them. They developed a habit of demanding equality, but they made no effort to make things truly equal."

But that didn't go one way. Haratcha was the one enabling the Rashangs to depend on him and eventually leech him off. He said "I will give you power"; he never said, "Let's become strong together." He shot himself on the foot by becoming their wish-granting machine. Just like how he accused Hansung of doing, Haratcha was trying to be a hero for his marginalized people. But one fundamental mistake and several unfortunate things kickstarted his downfall.

Hansung himself also highlighted this. Hansung was not a hero trying to save anyone. He encouraged races trampled under Jahad to stand up for themselves, he made use of people, he left those dragging him. All of these were not things Haratcha did.

Said fundamental mistake, at least for me is that it got worse for Haratcha because unlike Elaine who still had her subordinate, he was alone. He was the lone leader of the group and the only one Yasratcha transformed into a feline. There was no one to raise with him nor to fall with him. No one understood what he really wanted, no one truly asked or argued more with him.

So when the pre-greed Rashangs worried about him and he waved them off with the words "Ask me anything, I'll give it to you!" they believed him and took it literally. After that he just kept giving and giving despite everything until it drained him and led him to kill everyone. And the reason why he couldn't be as harsh as Hansung is, why he is the wannabe-hero one, is because it was out of unconditional love that he did everything for his people.

(I'm just a fan of Hero Deconstruction so don't mind me spitballing about one minor character's past.)

By the way, SIU's narration and drawings to show Haratcha's past is insanely good and chilling. Right to the very end, it was *chef kiss* God I miss SIU so much it's so good to have him back.