#but yeahh i wrote all that uh

[c0llisiion]

★Pairing: Kim Mingyu + f!reader

★Genre: smut

★: drabble , phone sex , name calling , nicknames, lots of dirty talk , degradation — lmk if i missed any ^^

★W/C: 698

A/N: HII! MY FIRST SVT FIC AH WTFFF this was js something i wrote a while back after hyper fixating on mingyu (still hyper fixating) im not that happy about it but i hope you like it!

☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★ MDNI. Please refrain from reading if the topics make you uncomfortable. ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★

  Phone sex with Mingyu would be so romantic and exciting.

You would call him up in the middle of the night, frustrated. All the toys and dildos he bought for you so you could use them while he was gone for tours or overseas schedules would turn useless because you wanted mingyus thick veiny cock instead. Pumping his creamy white load inside you over and over again, creating a small bump in your abdomen. The way his cock would penetrate the insides of your sloppy walls, his large tip hitting your bruised cervix again and again, while a hand was on your clit. Flipping and tugging the sensitive nub. You just hate it when he leaves.

And so there you were. You called him up, crying. Frustrated at the fact that no toys were helping you reach your orgasm. “What's wrong, baby?” He knew what was wrong. You calling him crying in the middle of the night was a signal to him that you were not able to cum. “Wan’ you b-back… gyu.. miss you, sm…” you sniffled. “Me or my cock?” He laughed out loud. “Mingyu…!” You whine and cry. “Are the toys not helping my pretty princess?” “Nuh -hic- uh..” Your breath hitches. “Aww does my princess want my cock? Want my cock to fuck you silly? Yeah? You like that, don't you…  me fucking you into our bed.. yeahh… You are such a dirty whore, why don't you touch yourself f’ me? Take those pretty little fingers and rub that beautiful tight pussy f’ me..” you nodded before reaching down between your legs and rubbing your aching pussy.

You close your eyes and sigh, imagining that it was mingyus fingers instead. “Yeah.. are you thinking of me, pretty? Are you thinking of my fingers inside your sweet little cunt? Why don't you push your fingers in…” You turn on speaker and put your phone next to you before pushing your fingers in. A loud squelch was heard as your arousal gushed down your fingers. “Oh baby… so wet f’ me… Play with your clit.. yeah rub it gently and slowly.. Just like how i do it.” Mingyu was getting hard at the thought of you fucking yourself, but he couldn’t do anything about it right now. You moaned softly as you started playing with your clit. “Ngh- mingyu… feels g-good..” “Yeah? It does? Mm.. fuck baby, you got me so hard at your little sounds. Do you have that clear dildo by your side?” You look over to your left and spot the clear dildo that was a very accurate replica of your boyfriend's juicy dick. “Mhm..” “push it in f’ me.” You bite your lip and push the toy inside your sopping cunt. You let out a loud moan as the dildo grazed your soft walls. You closed your eyes and imagined it as mingyus dick. “Slowly fuck yourself on it doll.. take your time.. your gyu will be with you all night…” his voice was sultry and hypnotizing.

You were imagining him pounding you into the bed. His cock hitting your deepest parts over and over again while he plays with your soft tits. Your mouth left out soft whimpers, your other hand still moving slowly on your throbbing clit. “Go faster f’ me princess; I want to hear you loud and clear.” Your legs trembled as you increased your pace. The dildo hitting your cervix. “G-gyu… s’ good.. feels good..!” “Yeah… you like that, don’t you? Being a cumslut? God, I can't wait to come home and have you bouncing on my dick. I will make sure your tight cunt milks me of all my cum…fuck.” You moan loudly. Mingyu had a way with his words that had you writhing. “Gon’ cum gyu! m’ g-gonna cum!” “Yeah? My pretty little girl is finally coming? Go on, baby.. You deserve it..” a loud pornographic moan escaped your lips as you finally cum. Your eyes shut tight as you feel a stream of pent-up arousal gush everywhere. You get up and gasp at the huge mess you made on the bed. The white covers now gray. “Did my princess make a pretty little mess?” 

A/N : THANK YEW FOR READINGGG <3333 should i write more svt? Ilysmmmm!

[vmpiires]

ok i got one. gojo fucking y/n until her brain doesn’t practically work / until her brain goes to mush 💯💯💪🏾💪🏾

𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐔

„𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐌𝐘 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄”

: ̗̀➛ 18+ CONTENT!!!

: ̗̀➛ afab!reader, light sex, praising, proofread so i apologize in advance for any mistakes if they’re made.

: ̗̀➛ art creds by;; currently unknown. dividers are not mine, if you own these, you may claim them in comments.

: ̗̀➛ WORD COUNT;; 936

* dark mode recommended

* do not copy this plot. i’m perfectly fine with inspirations but give creds. if this plot his stolen in any way, the post will be taken down and you will be blocked.

𝐃𝐀𝐊𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 ✉️🖇️;; wrote this up in class. i hope ya likeeee. reblog to support meeeee and if you want more :D

destiny’s child’s song “say my name” was playing loudly off your spotify playlist on your tv as you brushed your hair. your hair was dry after you washed it and did your hair care routine. you’d put some oil in your hair for extra moisture and continue to brush it from the ends going up to your scalp.

“heyyyy, i love this song.” you heard gojo say as he entered your room. you could hear him singing along with the song. his goofiness made you smile and it always made your day when you were upset.

you turn around to him, “i didn’t know you liked this song,” you giggle. gojo nodded, having a big goofy grin on his face.

“yeahh, i love your music taste…uh..some of it,” he chuckled. it was true, gojo loved the songs you played. whether it was some violent gang banging music or something soft like chris brown or any 80s-90s rnb songs, he was always down to test the waters of your music.

“hey, hurry up and finish your hair, i wanna cuddle.” gojo stated as he began taking off his shirt. the male was out with his best friend, geto, doing some work and fighting off any spirits they might’ve encountered during that time. you couldn’t blame him for being tired.

you finish with your hair and put a bonnet on your head so it could be protected while you relaxed with gojo in bed and turned off your music, putting on a random movie to play on netflix. you lie down beside your icy haired boyfriend and he immediately puts his arms around you, holding you tightly.

gojo starts kissing your shoulder, slightly distracting you from the movie that you were watching. you didn’t know what was happening but you were interested in the film sort of. it wasn’t long until gojo was on top of you, kissing you all over.

“i thought you said you wanted to cuddle,” you interject, making gojo stop and smirk at you. when he made that face, you knew what he was up to and you weren’t opposed to his actions so you let him continue.

sexual interaction with gojo was sort of funny because he was always making jokes with you while he was forcing his dick in your guts, which made you stop laughing at him. you had a feeling he’d do that again.

tonight was different. gojo was prepping you, sticking his face in your wetness. you could feel the tip of his nose tickling your cunt while his tongue circled your folds then plunged down into you, sucking and slurping your fluids.

you put your hand down on his head and gripped his snow white hair. your hips bucked into his face before gojo would push his hands down against your hips, forcing you to stop your movement.

your moans were motivating him to move faster. he’d lift his head only to spit on your womanhood and continue to lick you until you were clean and ready for him, just so he could ruin you all over again. once he finished with that, he’d remove his boxers and stuff his length inside you without warning, making you yelp.

gojo laughed, “did i surprise you? or did it hurt?” he asked, still having that smile on his face even though his face was covered in your fluids. he didn’t even bother wiping it off. he liked the feeling of your mess coating his skin like a face mask. now he wanted to feel everything. and he wanted you to feel it too.

you shake your head, “you just didn’t give me a warning, that’s all.” you managed to get out between all of your moaning and groaning. trying your hardest to not turn into a moaning mess. but he’d do it to you anyway.

while the unknown movie played on your tv, gojo was pounding into you, showing no signs of stopping. he put his head down into the crook of your neck, kissing it. his kisses turned into bites while simultaneously sucking your skin to create a hickey.

“what’s my name, princess?” you heard gojo ask. you were so drunk off pleasure that you completely forgot what was going on. you forgot where you were. your mind completely blank. the only thing on your mind was gojo and how he was making you feel.

“gojo,” you moan. he’d pick up his speed, wanting to see his bulge through your stomach as he pounded you into the bed. you felt like your were sinking down into the mattress because of the position he was holding you in.

“sorry, i didn’t exactly hear what you said.” gojo chuckled before he let out a long and deep groan. he would continue to slam into you until he heard his name filling the room countless times.

he was fucking you dumb. you felt like a mindless zombie that only knew one word. one name. you were drooling all over yourself as your mouth hung open and your head leaning back against the headboard of your bed.

“is that all you know how to say?” gojo teased. you couldn’t even say anything to counter her statement. you were lost in another world. a place you couldn’t even comprehend.

before you knew it, you were making another mess for him. you let out a contempt sigh when the two of you finish. you felt exhausted but you felt like you wanted another round at the same time.

“okay, now we can cuddle.” gojo beamed, smiling at you, laying his head down on you.

𝐄𝐍𝐃.

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[onepiecepetalfanfics089]

How do you think Sanji would react to reader fasting?

Honestly, hard to say lol! Very intriguing though! I feel like it would honestly depend on the reason they’re fasting, as long as they’re doing it in a healthy way, and they promise to eat when it’s time then he’ll be okay with it! but here’s a little something that I wrote for it 💗

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Tapping your fingers nervously on the side of the decks railing you sighed, recently you had started fasting. What was there to be worried about?..the whole crew was very much understanding and it shouldn’t really be that much of a problem at all right?..

Yeahh maybe not..

The only problem was Sanji, the cook of the crew.

Usually with anything else he would be fine with it, Sanji is a very easy going and chill person most of the time, but when it comes to his cooking..and you?..

You didn’t want to upset him at all, his food was absolutely delicious and it’s not like you were doing it out of spite or anything..so why on earth do you feel so anxious?

Well, how bad can it really go? Today is a chill day, despite all the crazy adventures you all go on, you were at sea and not heading anywhere for a while. You definitely had a few hours until the crew usually ate dinner-

“Y/N! Hurry up! Didn’t you hear me yelling dinner was ready? Sanji even made your favorite!”

You jumped slightly, why you?…

Standing behind you was Usopp, hands on his hips and a thick eyebrow raised. He knew about your fasting since you trusted him quite a bit. You glanced away, looking at the beautiful sunset before to try to avoid his stare.

“Uh..well..”

“Wait..don’t tell me you haven’t told him yet?..!”

He said, blinking and speaking in an almost incredulous tone. You e been fasting for about..a month now..he was honestly impressed at how you kept it so hidden.

“I just..haven’t got to it yet okay?!”

You said with a sigh, glancing at him and turning back towards him, leaning against the railing with pursed lips almost.

“Like I said earlier, I don’t think he’ll understand maybe!”

You said, another sigh escaping your lips. Like it was contagious, Usopp let out one as well, a half smile displaying on his lips.

“Oh please..everyone knows you’re practically his favorite..you’ll be fine.”

He said, waving a dismissive hand at you. Looking up at him from under your eyelashes you decided, it was time..he did have a point after all..

As you and the Sniper of the crew approached the dining hall, your thoughts were a bit..cluttered. At the same time you knew you weren’t to be so nervous, why should you be? But you just didn’t know how this was going to play out..you were positive Sanji had never been confronted with his whole life!

The sound of laughing and chatter soon filled the room you were in as you saw everyone eating happily, not a care in the world for them it seemed. Plates being sat on the table, glass clinking together was also heard. Your eyes slowly wondered around the room for your cook with the curly eyebrow.

And then, you spotted him.

He was standing by the sink, finding up something that was covered by the counter walls. Usopp gave you a wink fur good luck and went to go join the rest of the crew, grabbing his plate.

You took a deep breath and then sighed.

Man, you were really doing that a lot today huh?

Once you were behind the sink, you approached him, giving a polite yet sweet smile.

“Hey Sanji!..”

You said softly despite the fact that you were a bit uneasy for obvious reasons..

He took a glance at you and then another, blinking a bit before you saw his eyes light up, a big grin now plastered on his face. Come to think of it, he always had that when he saw you..

“Ah, Y/N-chan~! You’re just in time..I was getting a little worried..but I have your plate right here, ready for you to eat~!”

He said in that sane high pitched tone he used with you that always made you laugh. Now that you think of it, was that what he was doing and why he was standing there? You glanced down to see your plate by his hands at the moment, all fixed up and perfectly positioned.

Your heart almost melted..he was standing here the whole time, waiting for you and guarding your plate from a certain captain with a straw hat..

“Aww, that’s very sweet of you Sanji but..that’s exactly what I came here to talk to you about..I need to tell you something..”

You said, looking over him for a minute to make sure he was paying attention. His gaze was locked on you, rather intently..

Great! Now’s your chance!

“So uh, I’ve recently decided to start fasting..it’s because {your reason}, the reason why I haven’t told you id because well, I didn’t want you to get offended..your cooking is absolutely delicious! I’ve just made this choice..so..I hope you’re okay with it..”

He paused.

You glanced at the smoke spread around him from his cigarette, his blue eyes staring into yours the whole time. He then..chuckled a bit.

He closed his eyes for a moment taking his cigarette out and blowing smoke out almost efficiently.

“Well..Y/N..i cant force you to do anything..I’d just wish you would’ve told me sooner..just promise me that you’ll continue to eat full meals..and stay on the schedule your on..okay?”

You couldn’t have smiled more.

The next day rolled around and you got up early, earlier than anyone else to eat of course. Walking to the kitchen, you opened the fridge to make you something quick yet filling.

There you saw a plate of your favorite foods, covered in plastic wrap with a note attached to it.

“For Y/N, hope you enjoy my dear! ♡”

A/N:Hiiiii!! So sorry for the late notice but I had a busy day yesterday 😭 so this should hold you goes over until I can post the next chapter or Enchanted! It will be posted later tonight or tomorrow at latest! I will warn you guys that it will most likely be veryyy veryyy late! But I hope you liked this little oneshot! It’s a cute story don’t ya think?~ And I will say my writing has very much improved 😋 but I’ll see you later my lovelies! Thank you so much to the person who asked this! 💗🌸

Until next time my lovely petals~! 🪷🌷(by next time I mean like, in a few hours!)

[ghost-facess]

tell us more about dean feminizing sam while they both get off on it ?

HELLO!

Thank you for this ask!

I honestly haven't wrote anything properly in like 3 years so please bear with me. also I'm new to the fandom so I'm slowly learning their dynamics.

what comes to mind is that sam eventually confides in dean about his kink/fetish(?) and of course, dean is totally open to it which causes sam to be relieved.

while dean is out shopping, he comes across a lingerie shop and you know he's gotta go in. the shop assistant politely greets him, “hello, shopping for your girlfriend?” dean frowns a bit as he isn't comfortable telling the girl that it's actually in fact for a man, but he goes with it anyway.

“yeah, she's into pastel bras and uh, stuff like that.” he coughs and clears his throat.

“sure sir, right this way.” she beams and directs him. it's a big shop and she lets him browse in private. dean strolls, taking in the displays and finds a cute matching pair of a light blue plunge bra and brazillian panties. plunge will show off his chest well, he thought.

while dean would LOVE to spend all his money on sammy, he's got to be realistic and be ready to take the clothes back if it isn't sam's taste.

still, while he's there he can't help himself but take a look at the costume section and his eyes come across one of those sexy schoolgirl outfits. he tries to ignore the shame come across as he picks up a medium and takes both to the counter.

back at home, dean plonks the gift bag on the bed next to where sam is sitting and demands he try it on, trying to stay cool but in truth, he's quite excited. sam gives him a questionable look but rummages in the bag and pulls both sets out, with a little smile. sam looks up to dean with a grin and takes the costume set with him into the bathroom.

during their make-out session, dean is lying on his back, head between the two pillows as sam sets his arms on dean's bare chest, hips rolling onto dean's clothed crotch.

“shit..... sammy.” groans fall from dean's mouth as he looks over his brother with hooded eyes. “you look like such a slut in this.... reminds me of my high school days when I'd make 'em dress up.” sam's bangs are wet and stuck to his forehead, nipples hard and visible thin shirt, pleated skirt not reaching past his mid-thigh.

dean gives his brother's ass a harsh slap. “speed up the pace, you're like a virgin.” sam growls at this and now starts to harshly grind down, grabbing the other's short hair in protest. “shut up you fucker.” he moans out.

“yeahh... baby girl, just like that. just like that.”

[towriteloveontheirarms]

hii, i’m not sure if ur recieving requests rn but i’m jst gna shoot my shot

could i request reader x xavier where shes not the dating type and ppl have tried and failed to try and ask her out, date her, etc. and then comes along xavier who’s determined to take her out on a date (respectfully)

and yeahh

Oh my god I´m so sorry this took forever to write! I just hated everything I brought onto the page. I hope you still enjoy dear <3

Not the dating type

pairing: Xavier Thorpe x fem!reader

synopsis: You had never given much thought to dating, but what happens when, by accident, you meet a certain artist. Will your stance on the matter change?

warnings: none

word count: 1.4k

You had never given much thought to dating. Not that you had anything against it, it was just that it felt a little too superficial whenever someone did ask you out. You were happy spending the time apart from your friends and schoolwork with yourself. Which right now you wished there was more of. 

“Why didn´t you go out with them? They´re like super cute...!”, your friend asked you for the nth time. 

“Do we have to discuss this again? Why would I go out with someone who I know isn´t even interested in the same things as I am in the slightest and that doesn´t know me at all? Plus, you know I like spending time on my own. I just want to have a good time and write every once in a while.”, you take a bite from your lunch. “Despite, don´t you think they are like the blandest person to ever exist? Like just really bland?” 

For the nth time your friend lets out a distressed sigh at your answer. Though even she can´t help herself to not chuckle at the emphasis on ´really bland´. “I take this as my sign to not even ask you about this year's dance?” 

“Not unless you want to hear last year's answer all over again. Isn´t it a bit too early to think about that anyway?”

She shrugs and the two of you finish the meal talking about an assignment before you have to head into different directions for afternoon classes.

That evening after lunch you go back outside into the quad. Most students are busy with god knows what and so it is not too crowded. The air is still warm and so you decide to lean onto the cool stone wall. Fully concentrated on the writing in front of you, you don´t notice the tall figure looming over you, trying to get to exactly that wall. At least you can feel a finger tapping your shoulder.

“Sorry, but you are kind of in my way.”, looking up you see into a pair of green eyes.

“Oh, I´m sorry. I didn´t even notice.”, you hold up the journal. “That looks really good by the way. Did you paint that?”

“Uh… yeah… Thank you.”

“Anyway I better go get back inside. I´m sorry again for sitting in your way.”, you smile at him while you dust yourself off and then walk back inside.

This would happen regularly afterwards. You´d always sit down in that same spot and when he eventually came over to continue painting you´d talk for a bit. Mostly about art at first. You asked Xavier about his paintings and how he found himself picking up drawing and painting and he would ask you about the stories you wrote in that journal he never saw you without. As time progressed you found the conversations had taken to more personal topics as well. You found yourselves greeting each other in passing and before you knew it you thought of the schools resident tortured artist, as your friend and the other students had dubbed him, as a friend.

“So what do you want to do today?”, you asked the artist curiously.

“Actually I wanted to show you something. Come on, it´s not far from here.”, he seemed a little more nervous than usually.

“Alright.”, you made it a point not to mention your observation but quite some time after wandering through the woods you couldn´t bite back a joking question. “You´re not trying to kidnap me, are you?”

“What? No, don´t worry. We should be there soon.”

Indeed it only took a couple more steps before you stood outside an old shed.

“I´m sorry where are we right now?”, you stay back a bit as he takes off the heavy chain to open the door.

“I found this shed a couple of years ago and Weems let me clean it out and use it as an art studio.”

Stepping in, you get hit by just walls and canvases filled with paintings.

“Wow, you must be here often.”, you can´t hide the amazement in your voice entirely.

“Pretty much every chance I get…”

You spend the afternoon in the Studio, talking like you do until you find what you assume is another canvas hidden behind a big piece of fabric. 

“Hey, Xavier, what’s underneath that?”, you point to it.  

“Oh, it’s not done yet.”, he brushes the question aside quickly. 

Once more you don’t push it. 

The next time you get to the shed it’s gone and the times after you don’t see it either, so you slowly forget about it.  

When you go there one evening to have some time truly to yourself and write, like you had done a lot lately, you catch Xavier with it. 

Too far into the music and his thoughts he doesn’t hear the door open or close. Neither does he hear you walk up behind him. Standing on your tiptoes to look over his shoulder you see it. A picture of you. Only then does he realise you are there. Trying to hide the canvas as fast as possible, he couldn´t do much for you to unsee it.

“Hey… I didn´t think you were coming here today.”, his face start turning redder by the second.

“Yeah, I just needed some time away from everyone else…”, God this was awkward.

“Oh, okay”, this ends the conversation for that moment. You go to sit at the small table to do your thing and Xavier does his. This time the silence between you isn´t as comforting or comfortable as it usually was and so you speak up again.

“Are we gonna talk about the painting or not? I know what you usually paint. Is there something I need to know?”, you can hear the second chair scraping before he speaks.

“No, nothing like that at least.”, he thinks about what to say next. “Well, I didn´t plan on doing it like this, but… I had this dream over and over again since I was young. Like really young. Of just that scene. Ever since we started talking it came back twice as often. And I know what you said about the other guys that asked you out, but… I wanted to ask you if, maybe some time, you would want to go on a date with me?”

This time it was on you to be silent. “You are really sweet, Xavier. I just… I don´t think I can say yes to that. Not only because of what you heard, but you basically just broke up with Bianca too. Enid would have this on her blog God knows how fast. You know what position that would put both of us in. I´m sorry, I better get back to school.”

Things got a bit weird for a while after this. You never stopped talking, but that afternoon never left the back of your head. Ultimately you pulled yourselves together though and when he asked you for a second time, on the day of the Poe cup, things went over all smoother. However it got you thinking things over.

When he asked you out only a short time later for a date to the Rave`N you surprised both of you with a yes.

“Wait, really? You´re not just saying yes because…?”, he asked.

“Yes, really Xavi.”, you chuckled. “In fact I think this is going to be a fun evening.”

“What made you change your mind?”

“After you asked me before the Poe cup I think I realized that I actually like being with you not only as a friend, unlike I had thought… It also felt different like when anyone else asked me.”

And you were right. Though you didn´t stay long at the dance itself and headed out to spend the evening away from all the loud music. You laughed a lot and by the end Xavier brought you back to your room. Not hearing any concerns about being caught by a teacher.

“Tonight was great, but you better go before you get caught.”, you still giggle. “Go.”

He still doesn´t move or say anything when you open the door to get into your room. Just as you opened the zipper if the dress, your phone gives off a high pitched ping. ´You were too fast. I wanted to ask if you want to get coffee tomorrow. As kind of a second date?´

Rolling your eyes, chuckling again you send back a ´Sure. That sounds great 😊´

You think you can hear the buzzing of a phone and a whispered celebration outside, but blame it on the setting in tiredness.

[lipslover]

trailer trash - rafebarry

summary: jj is required to follow his father to his dealer, barrys, trailer. he is astonished, nevertheless, to see a certain familiar face when he arrives.

warnings: swearing, drugs, drug talk, wee little bit of violence

additional notes: hopefully this is decent enough for yinz likings !!! i havent wrote anything in months, though i used to be a wattpad writer.. this is slightly slightly inspired by a short prompt wrote by hartigays !! wrote in all lowercase. enjoy pookiess !!!!!!

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jj watched out the window at the passing cars as a gentle autumn breeze blew onto his face. everyone else appeared to be extremely wealthy in comparison to luke's raggedy old pickup.

he had been grounded by his dad for "back talking," which means he has been under his fathers supervision, constantly, for the past week. this also means he is forced to go anywhere with luke at any point in the day. so that is how he came to be driven into the decaying trailer park where his father's dealer lives.

they pulled into the familiar lot of barrys so called home, a location theyve visited four times within the past week. there were numerous vehicles, including a few motorcycles, parked in the yard; however, one in particular stood out to jj. a bright red bike. he knew it looked familiar but had no idea where it had came from, as of none of the pouges in the area had such clean looking things in general.

he unbuckled carefully, as one wrong move could cause the entire truck to crumble beneath them, and stepped out walking behind luke.

as soon as they got near the already opened door, yelling could be heard. not particularly angry yelling, just someone being slightly pissed off, and that someone was no one other than barry.

“i aint givin’ you no fuckin acid man, ya already loopy outta yo fuckin mind” barry yelled, sounding more concerned than angry.

they walked inside, luke making himself to the fridge that he very much was not supposed to be in. jj just stood in front of the door uncomfortably, then he heard footsteps coming from the hallway. “so youll sell it to everyone here but me” yelled. wait was that, but before jj could get his thought out barry came storming into the main room with a rafe cameron following him, almost too close behind. rafe..

before any longer thoughts could be made from jj, barry was going at luke for drinking his beer out of his fridge. while the taller boy just stood behind, mouth opened slightly as if he was about to blurt out something absurd. but he didnt. he just stood there, hands in his khakis pockets, watching barry with amusement as he yelled.

barry seemed to calm down a bit, and turned to rafe. “d’ya need anything country club” he said softer with a smirk. rafe blushed slightly at the nickname, at the smirk, at barry. jj watched intensely, creepily almost, but how could he not. whatever the fuck just happened was completely not normal.

“yeahh” rafe dragged out, “you know what, i could really use some acid.” and with that, the yelling started up again.

“uh hu, nope, no fuckin way bro” barry yelled pointing a finger, he walked back to his room, as an attempt to retrieve what he knew luke wanted. rafe followed directly behind, way too close for comfort. way too close in general.

jj looked over at his dad who was sipping on his barrys cold beer, not a care in the world. he wasnt even sure if his dad noticed the weird behavior coming from the two.

after a few minutes barry came back into the kitchen, with rafe following, holding a little baggie of coke. “gotta show me the cash first maybank” barry said raising his eyebrows at the slightest. though to his surprise luke actually held out some hundreds, some hundreds that could’ve been used to buy food, but jj wouldn’t argue. he just watched as they exchanged items. watched as rafe lingered behind barry, his hand placed delicately on barrys waist.

jj didnt even think rafe noticed him, and truth be told he didnt, not until he turned and saw the jj maybank staring down his hand that was placed where it definitely shouldnt have been. they locked eyes, anger flushing in rafes and confusion in jjs.

barry noticed this, the tension between the two, and waved for luke to be on his way. their eyes were still locked, still staring, both in utter disbelief. barry lifted his hand to rafes cheek, rubbing slightly, bringing him out of his little trance.

“you good rafe” he asked almost as a whisper. rafe nodded slightly, glancing back up at jj who was being pulled out the door by his father.

‘i think he knows’ were the last words jj heard come out of rafes mouth before being pushed into his fathers shitty truck.

[mad-c1oud]

MAD. I have so many things i love abt your fics. in no order:

The panick from elotes when he sees charlie die from dehydration and he decides ‘fuck emotional maturity’ !!!!! OH GOD ITS SO GOOD

I think CONSTANTLY about when charlie was like ‘you dont have to call me slime, it isnt, like, reserved’ and they talk and etoiles goes ‘oh and you can say my name right’ and slime goes WHAT. Oh god i think abt it like daily and have a giggle

In fake it till you make it when charlie is calling etoiles all the nicknames and antoine just pretends like nothing is happening ❤️❤️

on the topic of fitymi, THE KISS GLASS FACTORY SCENE. RENT FUCKING FREE. The way you wrote it and then THE COPS KNOWING LMAOOO IT DIDNT WORK. Roier chanting “mi dinero!” Bc he won the bet is CHEF KISS

when etoiles casually kisses charlie and leaves, phil’s reaction when he realizes is GOLD KKKKK. “Is that why charlie has been blowing up my phone?” And etoiles going “i kissed and now i am telling” AGH

The intro (?) scene to immi where etoiles is just like ‘its okay its okay its okay he doesnt need items, hes really doing just fine–’ so he doesn’t rip charlies armor off where hes standing is HILARIOUS

“He is here. He is ravenous” then charlie dying to eater of suns was my favorite bc ITS SO IN CHARWCTER LMAO. HE WOULD.

How etoiles breaks a million avocados as baghera pulls out all the arrows from charlie. You can //feel// the need to protect coursing through his veins and poor bro has to make dinner

How youve written TWO scenes where etoiles brain fails upon imagining charlie in eyeliner. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE (i am too)

Not a apecific scene, but the (in immi) motif of charlie not feeling like enough so he always has to bring //something//.

GOD THE ENTIRE MOST RECENT CHAPTER OF IMMI. STAN FERAL HYBRID. STAN THEIR ONE SAFE PERSON. HAHAIXHSNAJAJJSUXIXIWWNKEODOEPQPEI

The immi scene where etoiles tells charlie about the bug :(

God how //unserious// charlie is about being hurt (and probably etoiles but they have different ways of unserious). Its so true to his character but i still wanna just SHAKE HIM so he doesn’t crack jokes //while he’s bleeding out//

The scene where etoiles rushes charlie back. It feels so rushed but not like you wanted to get it over with, just… like everything is a blur to etoiles while hes doing this. Like he remembers the steps he took but not what he felt when he took them. (Also how he gives himself five seconds to scream into a pillow. Felt that. STAN.)

Him asking for two cookies from phil bc he is ‘fading fast’ and when phil shows up he pretty much (albiet accidently) tunes oht phil bc he //cant look away from charlie–//

That stupid fucking cod elotes put in the barh idk if it has a name but I have a love/hate relation with it. I wonder if they kept it.

“Its not a waste with you” KILL ME THEYRE IN LOVE

When etoiles tells him to say if he feels hurt, then charlie starts crying and e is like “eh! Im so sorry what did i do you didnt say anything–” and charlies like eueuue youre so nice

Charlie purring… yes… YESSS…. (Love it when anything and everything hybrid purrs 💖)

“My cucumber” ….

When charlie pretends to be etoiles boyfriend to get into the hospital (fitymi) and the nurses are like uh this guy named charlie- and elotes goes “hehehehhhh yeahh charlie. He’s my bro” and the nurses take that as dating (BECAUSE WHAT ELSE IS IT????)

sorry tjis was so long i just had a chance to rant abt your writing and BY GODS NAME DID I TAKE IT

💖i hope you fee better

DUDE 😭😭😭

This is the best thing I’ve ever read. People always comment on chapters and fics in that moment they read them usually, so I’m always curious what sticks with people weeks later, what occupies their brain again and again long after reading…

Reading all this had me smiling so fucking big it Hurts oh my good you are so sweet dude

To answer your question: Charlie kept the cod Paul! It lives in the little pond he has in the greenhouse. It was supposed to be mentioned during the birthday chapters, but I reworked a lot of content and it not longer fit nicely so I just took it out for now. The feesh will be seen again…

The nicknames in fake it were my favorite part. I got like three sentences in and was like— hold on Idea—

And yeah Charlie giving things to Étoiles in immi, that comes a personal habit. Qcharlie has been broken down time and time again that this amount of unwavering kindness feels illegal to accept. He’s had to pay the price for so much, so sure this too right? Étoiles wants to shake him <3

YEHAHHH THE NAME THING IN IMMI!!! Man I needed a way to ween Étoiles into calling him Charlie that was just causal cause that’s Boring, and I wanted to acknowledge the face that irl, ccChatlie didn’t know how to pronounce his name at first either lmao

i like Charlie in eyeliner, sue me….

One of my favorite chapters might just be A Bandage. From the other islanders to the cooking to karaokeduo to the Chittering!!!!! Idk that one holds a special place in my heart <3

Also fun fact: I had like, 4 other fake dating scenarios I jotted down for fake it but I was worried the fic would turn into immi which also started as a 5+1 so I scrapped some ideas and kept a it short and sweet. kinda regret it and wish I could rewrite it but I still like what it turned in to

Man reading my own work through your comments is really nice. Gives me a better appreciation for what I’m creating haha

Thank you sm for all this, it means a lot and it’s never too long trust me <333

[strangesmallbard]

anyway. wrote a succession postscript scene that’s like, many years down the line after gerri passes away. roman and shiv are at her funeral.

[INT SCENE]

ROMAN: fuck it, this is stupid. who the fuck—i don’t even know—like who the fuck are they? i’ve never fucking seen them in my life! fuck

SHIV: that’s…gerri’s oldest daughter. [beat] and her husband

ROMAN: [squints] Huh. gerri’s…daughter….daughter daughter daughter…

SHIV: [ignoring him, checking phone, looking for someone]

ROMAN: [still squinting] i thought her daughters like, fucked off to portland for a pair of twincestual antifa eunuchs. or whatever.

SHIV: it’s her funeral, rome.

ROMAN: okay, but when mummy went over the rainbow, you literally Zoomed into—what are you looking for, what?

SHIV: nothing, none of your business.

ROMAN: uh huh

[beat. they stare at each other. he grabs her phone and runs.]

SHIV: i’m serious—hey! give back my—

ROMAN: [scampering away, scrolling, shiv following and reaching] ooooooh shivvy’s cucking our stepfather again~ did you finally try pussy, like i told you? i do hear great things about pussy

SHIV: oh go finger gerri’s daughter in the viewing room already instead of / prying

ROMAN: oh ho ho a location pin! is his name…wait, is his name actually kendall??? [beat, wrinkles nose] yucky

SHIV: [holds out phone expectedly, waits for him to get it, finally]

ROMAN: [gets it] oh. wow.

SHIV: [self consciously] uh huh.

ROMAN: wow. i didn’t…i mean, when’s the last time you saw—

SHIV: lottie’s birthday.

ROMAN: that’s not so—

SHIV: her tenth. in paris.

ROMAN: right. [pause]. tom’s daughter has shitfuck taste, shiv. france? in november?

SHIV: [grabs the phone back] it’s not—it’s not a thing. don’t make it a thing. we just—there’s some paperwork leftover, you know. there’s always paperwork fucking leftover and i want to get it over with. shut up.

ROMAN: [slowly smiling] shivvy and kendall sitting in a tree—

SHIV: [pushes his face, trying not to smile]

ROMAN: s-i-g-n-i-n-g. please tell me it’s kerry’s lawsuit oh pleaseeee

SHIV: kerry? fuck no, we buried that in 2025. shes in like, idaho, running a nonprofit for kids with eating disorders.

ROMAN: yummy

SHIV: it’s just…..paperwork. okay? it’s civil. we’re having brunch around the corner and it’s like—i’m paying. it’s all good.

(beat)

ROMAN: [suddenly sincere] i mean do you want…i could be there to…

SHIV: no no it’s good, i’m good. i mean it’s not like i’m meeting—dad. you know.

ROMAN: …obviously, like—i mean i told con we should get security for the death mahal because like, logan roy toes are going for 5mil on ebay right now.

SHIV: [morbid fascination, isn’t even gonna ask how he knows this information) how much would the skull go for?

ROMAN: [defensive suddenly] why the fuck would i know? look i can be a human buffer. a little romey spongecake to absorb all your icky little—the nuclear kenshiv radiation. you know i’ll do that.

SHIV: [sincerely] thanks, roman. but i’m fine. i have my papers, i have access to sophie’s instagram in case he like, gets mopey about her memoir substack again. [beat]. it’ll be good to see him.

ROMAN: yeah. it’ll be—yeah.

[beat. shiv is texting back]

ROMAN: right. well. i’m going to fuck gerri’s daughter, now. very respectfully in a hotel room, thank you. tell me how it goes?

SHIV: i’m sure he’ll tell you all about it tomorrow.

ROMAN: [wincing, but so sad] yeahh maybe. but you know, you….your perspective is valuable….to me. feminism! in gerri’s honor.

SHIV: uh huh. yeah.

[beat. no one moves.]

SHIV: [kinda mad] i’ll be fine, roman. jesus i’m not—i don’t need a mommy, okay?

ROMAN: yep, sure. feminism! [beat] well…if you whack kenny at least facetime me.

SHIV: oh no. sophie has first dibs.

ROMAN: [grimaces in a proud way. drifting to the viewing room, where people are gathering]. love it. the youth and their patricide. very cool.…. very very cool….very…refreshing.

SHIV: go see her, roman.

ROMAN: yeah. yeah maybe. yeah. maybe? i mean we did—we’ve talked since—but. maybe. yeah. maybe.

[roman looks back at shiv, but she’s already started walking towards emily, gerri’s daughter, and her husband. she shakes their hands politely. he watches her give very sincere condolences. mocks her under his breath, half heartedly. his eyes are very spooked rabbit on the overpass]

[his phone vibrates. message from kendall says: it’s bitch o’clock in kenny town baby bro 🙏 send your thoughts and prayers 🙏🙏 btw give my condolences to gerri’s family. she was a real one. i know you know.]

[roman types back: LOL]

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

The way you write Ingo and Akari's interactions with each other never fails to warm my heart. And after seeing how he is with Rei in oop, I'm so excited to see how Emmet interacts with Akari. And let's not forget how your Cyllene is with Rei, and how she considers him Her Boy. I just love the intergenerational relationships you have going on. Kids deserve to have good adults in their lives, especially ones like Akari and Rei who have had it so rough.

There are... a lot of things I don't like about many interpretations of Emmet in fandom, but one I especially dislike is when he's overly rude or dismissive towards the kids. You avoid that trap neatly, though that's no surprise because the way you write him is one of my all time favorites. That's maybe a bit beside the point though.

In any case, I loved the little prompt snippets you wrote yesterday about Ingo with both Akari and Rei. The one you wrote with Rei was both cool and heartbreaking with how his dedication and care was the only thing keeping him going, all so Rei might have the chance to live. And the one Akari was so sweet and heartwarming, with how gentle his love for her was. She doesn't know it, but Ingo's home isn't a place, like her it's the people he cares about, and she's included in that too now. In this au where he's so close to her, it wouldn't be complete without her there.

WAAAAH THIS IS SUCH A NICE ASK?? THANK YOU?? thank you so much... i'm gonna cry this is so sweet. thank youuuu... i uh rambled a lot about characters and relationships so i'm going to put the rest of that under. a cut i think. contd:

anyway. YEAH re: kids deserving Good Adults. tbh whenever i see a kid on their own in fiction it activates some kind of primal pack bonding instinct in me to protect them, so this is like, vicarious parenting. and i just REALLY like characters who are Good With Kids, it's like one of my fav character traits that makes me instantly love them. and i love all the different ways that can come through, like, like you said, cyllene who isn't so great at saying how she feels but has SO adopted these two. so. yes. this is primarily self indulgent. it all comes back to my love of picking apart character motivations lol

also WHO is making emmet not nice to kids. i'll fight them. i'll duel them in the street right now. why is everyone else so WRONG about my BLORBO. i think- not to Also get sidetracked, lol, but- i think emmet is someone who's extremely straightforward with everything he says, and doesn't back down, but the critical thing is that all that blunt directness and stubbornness is backed by an intense motivation to help and protect others. so that's what i'm trying to channel when he's with rei or anyone else—specifically because he doesn't try to hedge his words or anything, it is so obvious at all times that he Cares and wants to Help. which can be like, intensely validating/reassuring/trust-building. like short and direct and not good at subtlety don't have to be negative asshole-building character traits!! ...but uhh anyway what were we talking about again

ingo ficlets right. YEAHH THANK YOU... i think in comparison to emmet ingo is like. actually good with people, in the sense that he can read peoples' emotions from their words and actions much better, and is very understanding and patient. and obviously he's also driven by that same compassion. trying really hard not to just make this about comparing how i characterize them both ANYWAY. and i am giving him the Parenting Instincts, lol, which, i think he has an immediate reaction of "oh i need to help you" when he sees anyone who's lost/hurt/confused, but it's stronger with kids bc they obviously tend to have less ability to support themselves. so with akari in the adoption fic i keep gesturing towards and Not Finishing, and rei in the ficlet who got separated from his usual crew, he just adopts them very quickly lol. (there's also something to be said there for how i usually write amnesiac-ingo as having a kind of busted self-perception, as we've covered, so he's outsourcing his motivation and desire to continue living to others, which is sort of a Not Great aspect of this, but uhh that's getting sidetracked again)

anyway YEAH!! his home is his loved ones!! yessss exactly!! you have it spot on, i think in that snippet after akari brings it up he does have that thought of, all he has to judge his "home" by is a vague vibe that it was good and he misses it. what if it isn't as perfect as his non-memory thinks it is? what if it can't/won't make space for akari? in which case i think that despite how much he misses it, he would be fully prepared to walk out of it for her. because like you said, his home isn't a place, it's the people!! so if akari can't belong there, then it isn't his home, either. (not that it would ever come to that in reality)

so. yes. as you can probably tell i could go on about this subject forever. just adhd tangent after tangent about kids, and the ways they get treated, and what it says about characters, and character motivations in general, and bitching about how my blorbo gets misinterpreted. but. my point is. this was a very nice ask i am going to print it out and tape it in my diary thank you

[evermetnotforgotten]

Side note that the art you posted is just absolutely STUNNING and I love that song and now I will think of it always whenever I listen ✨✨✨ Aight some asks for LGM now <33

📫 Have you changed a significant plot or character choice solely due to your reader's reactions to previous chapters? Are you happy with the result?

⏳ Would you honestly prefer for your story to have a satisfying, completed end, or would you prefer to continue to forever tell pieces of their story until the end of time? 

🤯 Is there a plotline that you feel is too complex or overwhelming for any reason and you know you'll likely never write it but you think about it longingly from time to time?

🎬 What was the very first scene or image that popped into your head before you ever wrote a word for your OC? — For Lev, Martin, and Graham

Thank you, that's really lovely! I love the song too 😆 such good vibes.

📫 Have you changed a significant plot or character choice solely due to your reader's reactions to previous chapters? Are you happy with the result?

Yes actually - Lev's brand was entirely the idea of a dear mutual at the time, and I loved it so much that I incorporated it. I was so excited to have them write using Lev and Martin that year, and really loved their OCs as well. And the brand has been such a core element of Martin's perceived ownership over Lev ever since.

⏳ Would you honestly prefer for your story to have a satisfying, completed end, or would you prefer to continue to forever tell pieces of their story until the end of time?

I feel like there will always be pieces to tell - however I think I've moved on from it, at least in a motivation to write it sense anyway. (Ever since my boyfriend made a book of it, it's felt very complete - I will forever adore him for that.) Can definitely see the appeal in spin-offs that explore some separate aspect of each of the characters though. I would have loved to wrangle Cut Open, Pulled Loose into some semblance of finished, but I'm starting to feel like this may be as good as it gets…

🤯 Is there a plotline that you feel is too complex or overwhelming for any reason and you know you'll likely never write it but you think about it longingly from time to time?

This is how I feel about future writing projects actually… LGM I was (relatively) set on keeping things grounded in realism, but as soon as it gets to a sci fi project its "ahhhh I need a degree in astrophysics and mechanical engineering to make this sound feasible" so I give up 😌

🎬 What was the very first scene or image that popped into your head before you ever wrote a word for your OC? — For Lev, Martin, and Graham

Ooh - I've answered for Lev and Graham below, hope that's okay. But for Martin, when he started being an actual guy and not just some nebulous antagonist in my head was… hm.

Okay.

Uh.

So there's this game called Payday 2… and… you're bank robbers… and one of the player characters has quite a lovely American accent… and you all wear these blue surgical gloves - because bank robbers… and you get to order around hostages…

Yeahh anyway. It got me thinking about… let's just say, having a similar type of guy in my thing.

In my defence. I've never claimed to not be like this…

[lumaxramblings]

thank you for the tag liv (@hellsfireclub)!!!! i don't have much to say here HJASHHSHJS but yeahh!!!

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Post a snippet from one of them. Snippet must be words you wrote in the last 7 days. We’re posting progress here. If you haven’t made any, go make some and come back to post.

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That’s it! You can invite others to join in or just post.

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prom

i am cringe but i am free

stonathan daemon au YEAHHH

man ronance fucks huh

jonathan daemon

snippet: (from stonathan daemon au)

(Steve thinks he remembers his first ever memory of Jonathan Byers.

It’d been at Nancy Wheeler’s seventh birthday party. He’s sure there are memories where he’s in before, too, but this is the first one where Jonathan actually has some focus, and isn’t just some nameless, faceless kid.

He’s in her backyard, and he’s awkwardly standing near the house, not near the celebration, occasionally wincing when they cheer, but never saying anything. He thinks he remembers Karen approaching him, her red deer prancing behind her. Once, twice. But he shakes his head at whatever she says. His daemon is unsettled, a little ermine settled around his neck, dark brown like his shirt, like she’s trying to disappear. 

Tommy is distracted, in that moment, badgering Nancy into letting him open one of her presents, Benedict cawing a protest on her shoulder as she refuses. Even then, Nancy had never been very popular, and a lot of the kids had only come because their parents respected the Wheeler name, and wanted to be on good terms with them.

Steve approaches the younger Jonathan, who’s hair hangs in his face, and he has to bring them back every few seconds. Dione rushes forward, sniffing him, turning into a little red puppy.

“Aren’t you going to eat some of the cake?” He thinks is what he’d asked, and the boy - he hadn’t known his name. If he had, he’d’ve recognized that this was the same boy that his dad had called “a freak of nature”. 

Jonathan looks surprised, like he’d never expected anyone to ask him anything. “No.”

“It’s chocolate.” Dione seems to like him, as her tail wags when she backs away. Dione likes speaking with people, even if their dad says it’s rude. She tilts her head. “Don’t you like chocolate?”

Jonathan blinks again. “Uh… no.”

Steve gapes at him, but just before he can ask for his and his daemon’s name, there’s the sound of crying, and a victorious Ha-ha!, and he sees Karen Wheeler run out, deer daemon close behind.

He looks back at Jonathan and shrugs, and offers a smile. “Bye!”

“...bye.” He says, and brings back his bangs one last time, with a timid smile, right before all of them are unceremoniously kicked out.

Tommy had broken Nancy’s toy and he’d laughed about it later, telling him how stupidly emotional girls were, how it was just a stupid toy. He thinks he remembers agreeing listlessly, but mostly thinking about the mystery boy, with the cute little smile, and the tiny gap between his front two teeth.

Sometimes he still thinks about that tiny smile. Does it still look the same? Is it wider? Is it smaller? He doesn’t know how it’d manage to be smaller, but if anyone could pull it off, Jonathan would, somehow. 

And his daemon. What’s his daemon’s name? Does she even speak?

Will she ever speak?

What would her form look like intertwined with Dione’s, whichever form she ends up taking?)

tagging @laurienotteddy, @isorottatime n anyone else !!!!!

[hitsuyou-fukaketsu]

Shav is here to infodump about her ocs of 3 years ago

First i want to put some worldbuilding here

Okay so there's 3 worlds, the normal human world, the 'magic' world and the angel world

Angel world became chaotic bc they were prideful and distrustful with each other so even when God(Chaos + Order) sent a messiah, she failed bc of the nature of the angels and couldnt save them from their own destruction (the planet literally exploded so some rests happened to lay on the 'magic' world)

Then we have magic world! The world is alive on its own, so after the angel incident it created a magic system made of 7 pilars: fire/heat, water, ice, nature, darkness, light and electricity, yknow your local elements, although electricity wouldnt be discovered after some time haha

These pillars have to balance each other, their power is related to the amount of 'element' is in the world, for example water is one of the strongest and ice is one of the weakest just bc theres less ice than water in the world.

Each pillar is given to someone native of the world but you can get more than one, the world is crazy like that. The ones that get a pillar are called mages and they are treasured and view as heroes in the world

But since the pillars have to balance each other if one of the group dies, the rest will lose their powers and the pillars will pass to other people. There is just one requirement, the group has to be the same age. There's also a rumor that says that they also need to be good of heart but nah

And then theres the human world and they just happen to be there

First we have a doodle of my absolute favourites, Chasis and Ludovic

They are 2 mages of the 2nd gen of mages, Chasis has the darkness and light pillar and ludovic the ice one, Chasis is one of the most powerful mages bc of his two pillars and ludovic is one of the weakest. But he makes the best ice cream in the world!

Chasis is a dwarf, normally mages with two pillars mix with their elements easily, chasis has nightsky skin bc of light and darkness. He is kinda meanie but he wishes the best for everyone wholeheartedly

Ludovic is a demon, demons in my world look like axolotls with horns and rarely have wings. Most people think that demons are evil but they are rly docile and powerless. Ludovic is the pride of his family just bc he can manage to control some icey ice. He has a green crystal on his neck, it's a family thing to know that the others are okay :3. He is short tempered, gets tired easily and cant deal well with negativity.

Chasis and Ludovic team up accidentally and they have to get along, which it takes a long time but they did it!! They have to team up bc rumors say that there's a traitor in the mages group bc someone is trying to kill one of them. Chasis and Ludovic were the only loners so it was a matter of time for them to end up together lol

In the left we have lavoisier, lava for frends, the captain of the government secret service :), there has been a robbery of some important documents and they are in charge of retrieve them, while they also happen to get involved in the traitor among us thing of the mages

Lava has secretly the electricity pillar but nobody knows :) he has a serious face and serious personality but given the right moments he is a bit twisted and insane

Then (below) we have Laura! Ludovic's little sister! She also has a green crystal on her neck. Ludovic doesn't know she is in the government but its alright (unless!!). She loves Ludovic and wouldnt do anything to harm him or her family, but she also kinda likes lava 😳😳

And then we have charnel, he was a substitude they found last moment bc the last one died. He was in charge of an abandoned cementery and knows a lot of things about knives, dead bodies and everything in between. But he is a rly sweet guyy and i mean it, he just finds death and knives normal help

And nowww we have a panel of a comic i did in 2019, with Modora the girlie and Trevor the guy

They loveydovey couple, unless!!!!

Okay so they are in human world but neither is human help

Modora is native from 'magic world' she was cursed by a mermaid by becoming a mermaid (help) but she could get out and travel to the human world. She was new to the human life and remembering her days of being a mermaid she accidentally flooded her neighbor's flat. Wooo forced cohabitation, modora was rly sorry that happened so just out of kindness she invited him to her own apartment, and then HE SAID OK and she was shocked to death. Tbh trevor at the beginning was weird and had a stoned face so i understand. She became addicted to videogames rly fast too

And then ohh Trevor trevor.... This man can hold so much angst!!!! Let me let me start

Okay so you remember when i said at the start of this post how there was an angel world and God (chaos and order) sent a messiah to save them? Ok so what rly happened is that there was this rly strong angel that hated the rest of the angels bc of their nature, he thought he was different from anyone else but in reality he was just like them because he thought he was best, he was better than them. So that idea crushed him and decided to take down the world with him. The messiah, Arebi had rly close contact with him, they fought a lot bc he thought that angels didnt deserve salvation but she wanted to save them and idk they kinda liked each other yknow. Nothing could change the angel's mind bc all angels are prideful and they are all the same ( HE WAS DIFFERENT THO BC HE WAS CAPABLE OF LOVING SOMEONEEEE so cute right) and Arebi couldnt do the only thing that would have stopped him, she couldn't kill him.

So pum fast forward we have Trevor, and we have another threat to the world, nobody knows what but there's a lot of events happening at the same time (apart from traitor among us of the mages) so God (Chaos and Order) decide to send yet another messiah (Arebi died) but this one with one condition: 'you can never fall in love'

Soooo yeah haha uh you know where this is going........ And its rly past my bedtime so im going to sleep

[megukins]

My Needy Little Birdie~

𓆩♡𓆪 Hawks x f!reader

𓆩♡𓆪 genre: smut, 18+

𓆩♡𓆪 synopsis: Keigo buys you a big box of chocolates for Valentine's Day, little did he know they were aphrodisiacs.

𓆩♡𓆪 a/n: This is my first time on here where I wrote for a different fandom. Enjoy!

𓆩♡𓆪 warnings: smut, mentions of aphrodisiacs, creampie, breeding kink, oral f & m receiving, foodplay, anal, mentions of pregnancy

𓆩♡𓆪 w/c: 1.5k

"Looks good to me. That's surprising." He says to himself, flying around near an alley making sure there's no suspicious activity going on.

He flies away to check other parts, but still sees nothing.

"That's weird, usually there's something going down around these parts."

He felt his phone ringing in his pants, startling him and flies down.

"Hello?"

"Keigoo…" You moan on the other line.

He clears his throat, his cock twitching in his pants a bit.

"Everything okay, baby?" He tries to hide his arousal.

"Mm! Horny, very horny! I need your fat cock inside of meee…" You stick a dildo inside you, riding it as if it were his.

"R-right now?" He gulps.

"Did you find anything, Hawks?" Endeavor approaches him.

"Nope! I uh-" He was stopped when he heard you moaning out his name again.

He groans, trying his hardest not to face Endeavor. He tried to hide the fact that his cock was strained tight against his pants. That'll be embarrassing for his comrade to see him in such a state.

"Please come home, nowww. I need to be full of your cum, Daddy Bird~"

You take the dildo, place it in your ass and stick three fingers in your pussy.

"I-I gotta go! Something important came up!" He tells Endeavor and flies away, a prominent blush on his face.

'What are you hiding, Hawks?'

"Do you remember what today is?" You say, hoping he remembers.

"Of course, baby, it's Valentine's Day. Why'd you ask?"

"Well, remember when you bought me those chocolates?"

"Yeahh. What are you getting at?"

"Those chocolates were aphrodisiacs." He stood there dumbfounded. He thought they were just regular plain ole chocolates.

'No wonder...' He felt guilty. "Did you eat all of them?"

"I couldn't help it! I just love chocolate and it was even better since there was caramel inside!"

"It's okay baby, I'll be home eventually."

"Please make it quick!" You whine.

The whole time he was flying, you sent him inappropriate messages, pictures, and videos of you. He tried his hardest to brush it off, but his pants only grew unreasonably tighter with each post.

"Honey, I'm home!" He shouts, which didn't do him any good.

He walks closer towards the kitchen, seeing you wearing a baby pink see through nightgown and red lingerie he bought you underneath, while holding whipped cream in your right hand.

"Come here, birdie~" You giggle at his actions.

He stands there, the noticeable bulge in his pants at a loss of words.

You set the whipped cream down. He walks closer to you to set you on top of the counter. He places small kisses on your cheek then neck, and goes lower towards your thighs, causing your face to heat up at how close he is to your heat. You push his face into it, humming at the feeling.

"You really missed me, huh?" He muffles.

You moan at the vibrations of his voice vibrating on your heat.

"Of course, 'missed you so much."

You move back some to take your gown off, soon following your thigh highs, garter belt and thong. He smirks at the little show you gave him. You push his face back into your heat, giggling a little at his tufts tickling your thighs.

"What's so funny?"

"Y-your hair is tickling my thighs."

You control yourself so he could work his magic. He lets his tongue roam around. You push his head in deeper, practically drowning inside your pussy from the wetness. Your toes curl, and you're a panting mess feeling close already. You give him no warning and cum on his face. He licks some more, all that was heard was his squelching and your mewls. He licks your clit making you cum instantly over his face once more.

"You taste so good."

He licks his face, drunk off your pussy. He felt like he could eat you out for hours and make as much cum you have splash all over his face. He unhooks your bra and grabs the whipped cream, spraying some on your hard nipples. He licks it off, sucking on your tits like a baby, savoring the taste to get the remains. He takes one of his feathers, toying with your buds. He takes another one sending it towards your wet walls.

"A-ahh, Keigoo~" It tickled to you a bit but at the same time sent pleasure.

He repeats these actions again once more on your globes again, then sprays some on your stomach, licking it up then goes to your thighs. He absolutely adores your thick thighs, he can't get enough of them. He nibbles on them then glides his tongue up.

"I-I should please you too."

You take his clothes off, accidentally brushing against his left wing when you took his jacket off, hearing him moan causing you to feel even more wet.

"Be careful. My wings are sensitive."

You smirk brushing his feathers once more, seeing his dick twitch as you did so. "B-baby quit teasing or else no sex." You whine and immediately stop. You grab the whipped cream and spray some on his toned abs. You lick them slowly making him shiver. You target his nipples, licking, biting, and sucking them. Next you go for his fingers, sucking them and moaning trying to get a rise out of him.

"You're gonna regret that, baby bird."

You use the rest of that whipped cream and spray it on his length and balls. You get on your knees, stuffing his dick in your mouth.

"O-oh god, that feels good!"

He pushes his length in deeper. You take your mouth off of it, hearing him complain. He carries you bridal style up the stairs and kicks the door open, placing you on the bed. He flips you over sticking his hard cock inside. You shove your head into the pillow to muffle your moans.

"Fuck I forgot how much I miss this…"

He tucks your hair back and nibbles on your ear, whispering all sorts of lewd things in it, the pillow now covered in saliva from your drooling. He nuts inside your ass, getting some on your cheeks when he pulled out.

"Please, stuff my cunt, daddy bird!" You whimper practically crying.

"With pleasure, my little birdie~"

He flips you on your back and holds onto the bedpost, fucking into you without hesitation. You wrap your arms around his neck, little moans and whines coming out of your mouth and grunts and growls coming out of his. His eyes wander to your tits jiggling simultaneously with his movements, making him cum instantly.

"F-fill me up some more…"

He rocks his hips faster, more of his juices splashing inside you. He moans at the feeling of your wet walls, throwing his head back and spills more of his seed inside you. He pulls out of you tiredly, never taking his eyes off you.

"How ya feeling?"

"Much better!" You smile.

"You know, if I had known those were aphrodisiacs, I would've came sooner."

"It's okay, I'm just glad you finally came. That dildo didn't help and going on Twitter made it even worse."

He scoops you up in his arms, his cock sticking in your ass, and nuzzles his nose on your neck.

"I'll have to find a way to explain to Endeavor-san tomorrow."

"I'm sure he'll understand."

You move one of his hands to squeeze your boob and the other inside your cunt, moving a bit to add friction.

"You want more?" He chuckles tiredly.

"Mhm!"

He laughs once more at your childlike behavior. He flips you off your side, positioning himself inside you.

"I love you." He plants kisses on you.

"Nngh, I love you more~" You moan out, his balls getting heavier at the erotic noise that slipped out of your mouth.

"D-do you want twins?"

You shake your head eagerly. He growls, emitting more of his nut in you.

He was a panting mess, sweat dripping over his facial features and toned abs. You push him down and smash your lips against him, both your tongues pushing against each other. He gropes your ass some to hear your beautiful moans once more. He pulls away, falling back and closes his eyes from the overwhelming tiredness. You smile at his peaceful features, pecking his forehead, and fell asleep right after him.

The next day you had a wet dream and wake up feeling horny again, but looked to see him nowhere in sight, remembering he was busy with work.

'Fuck.'

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The Freedom of Expression: Niconama Vol:6 -ASMR (Free section)

Part 2 (To part 1)

J: I actually have done a show about ASMR once before, but I can't really remember what exactly the content was. So, as I have no cue cards here, I can only tell you that I've heard of it, so if you want to find out more, go and search for it.

K, T: Hahaha.

T: Isn't it stuff like listening to the sound of rain to fall asleep easily, or that type of thing?

J: It might be, yes.

T: Comforting sounds..

J: If any viewers know about this, please leave a comment.

T: Oh, yeah. Please do.

J: It doesn't look like the staff are gonna give me any cue cards, haha.

K: Maybe they don't know either?

T: Yeh, maybe thats why they havn't got any cue cards for you.

J: They told me to ask Kaoru if he knew, but they won't tell me the answer!

T: Haha

J: How badly are they neglecting me?!  Yeh, so, chewing noises, you guys probably know, working noises and stuff. I'm looking at the comments, getting hints, please write what you know. 

T: 'The noise of eating rock candy'

J: Yeahh.

Kami: You can listen with just regular headphones or earphones, right? Its just the mic that is special?

J: Yes. Use whatever headphones you have at home to enjoy this more. So, to get a sense of what we will be doing, me and Tasai will put some headphones on, and test it out.

*J and T get up to get headphones*

T: There are headphones here, right?

J: Oh, Tasai, I like your tshirt!

*T is wearing a tshirt with the cover of Joe's new book on it*

T: Joe! How sly of you. Yes, Joe has a new book out.

J: There is an interview with Kaoru in there too, everyone!

T: Haha, you are sly, Joe!

J: Well, I have to mention it. Uh, so Kaoru is gonna go over to the dummy head, and we'll put these headphones on. Kaoru will just say a little something..

T: Its a bit scary. Im scared all of a sudden.

J: Hm, yeh. Its the first time to try this. Are we ready? Look at Kaoru 's face! Cameraman, get this. What a terrible face!

T: Thats out of this world!

J: It is! Ok, Kaoru, give the mic a test.

K: *clicks tongue in the mic once*

J: Ah..once more please.

K: *clicks tongue again*

J: That was in the right side, yeh?

T: It was the left for me.

J: You're wearing them the wrong way.

T: Ok, hold on, sorry, haha.

J: Ok, leader, again please.

K: *blows into mic*

J, T: Woaahhh.

K: Haha

Kami: This is great.

T: Ahh, 'I'm dying', 'I can hear it in the right side!'

J: Ohh, this is incredible.

K: *clicks with tongue from right to left*

J: Hold on, hold on. He just circled from right to left. Even just with this small noise, I think people will be stimulated, right? He will be saying lines he might not usually say in this way.

T: Everyone is dying, haha.

K: *clicks rings in mic*

T: Oh, what was that?

K: *repeats noise*

J, T: Ohhh

T: Tapping your rings?

J: Well, of couse, this is a guy who knows how to make sounds, so before he talks, he's testing other sounds.

K: Haha.

J: Does it work talking into the nape of the neck, or above the head?

K: Yeh, I think so.

J: Ok, try the nape.

K: *claps round nape*

J: Ohhh

K: Haha. Ok, I'll try above the head too. *claps above the mic head*

T: Oh wow!

J: I can hear it above!

T: Yeah!

J: Someone wrote, 'I can't sleep!'

K: Its only you two who can hear it at the moment though, right?

J: No, everyone can now.

K: Oh, its on for everyone already?

J: Yeah. Like, there, someone said, 'Kaoru is next to me'. Tasai, you are feeling it too much.

T: Its chilling.

J: Will you be ok?

T: Im not sure.

J: Haha. It might be your wakening.

T: Oh, Kaoru, could you try facing the front of the mic?

K: The front?

T: Yeh, then make a sound.

K: Haha, into the face?... *claps*

J: Ahhh, I can hear it in front. You know, this could be fun if you close your eyes while listening. So, in the second part of the show, Kaoru will be saying some of the lines which you have sent in for him, and as well as that, we'll get him to eat and drink, and do this in a kind of ASMR fashion.

K: What was that again?

J: The staff havn't told me yet, haha. But you'll be able to enjoy those kind of eating noises. He's only really used his hands so far, but just think, he'll be making eating noises, and saying your lines..someone said they want a CD of this!

T: Haha

J: Really? They'd buy that?

T: Of course they would! haha

J: They are saying, 'Lets make a CD!'...'Sexy!' haha. 'Anyway, we want him to talk lots', 'Sell it!' Ah, Tasai, can you say this next bit..

T: Our female director is also asking 'Can you make a small kiss sound near the face?'

J: If you become a member of the channel, I'll　try my best too.

K: Haha

J: No, I dont mean I'll make a kiss sound. We might have to refund everyone if I did. I just mean, I'll try to negotiate with Kaoru to get him to do it.

T: Will you really do that Kaoru?

J: Well, thats to discover in the second half! We don't know yet.

T: There is no choice but to sign up to this! haha

J: Right! People in the comments are encouraging me to try my best. They are usually slating me, haha. Only this time they encourage me! Send me your energy everyone! Anyway, so the second part is gonna be super fun, I hope you join. I'll just inform you of how you can watch it. The first part of this show is free for anyone to see, but the second part is for channel members only, so if you want to watch to the end, you'll have to subscribe. You'll then be able to watch this episode in the archives for one whole year. And there will also be a members only video, to be released in a few days. You can become a member by clicking the blue link at the top of the screen. Is it there? Please subscribe there. Its up there. If you havn't already, please become a member. If you click the link, you will see a screen asking you to choose your payment method, can you see it there? Click your prefered method, and then press the 'continue' button. Then you can input your payment details. As for the special members only video, which you will get if you sign up today, it will be extras, or like an extention of the dummy head testing. We only have about 60mins for the live broadcast, but we have a lot of messages from you, so whichever ones we couldn't fit into the live broadcast, we will do those in the extra members only video....Someone said 'Kaoru, do a fart!' (*onara*)..

T: No, it says 'Be agressive'! (*oraora*)

J: Oh, agressive?? I thought it said 'fart'!

T: Joe!!

K: Haha...that would be new.

J: Yeah, it would! I was a bit shocked...it actually said, 'agressive' (*oraora*). My eyesight is failing me. Ok, it didn't say fart (onara), right?

T: Haha, someone wrote, 'A fart is still ok'.

J: Is a fart ok?? Really? This is crazy! How shady, haha. Ah, someone else said, 'Sing the Hanshin song'.

T: Haha, 'Joe, stop being so goofy'.

J: That is me right now, isn't it? haha

T: Yeah.

J: Its just my eyesight...'If its Kaoru, anything is ok.' Haha, I get it. Someone else said, 'Don't fart!' haha. So anyway, you'll be able to hear Kaoru saying all these lines, and eating and drinking, plus the extra video, if you sign up. Haha, look at that comment, 'Kaoru doesn't fart!'. I don't know about that!

K: Hahaha

J: I don't know, haha. 'Its all good♡, he can let one out♡!' This is getting very niconama-esque now. Anyway, we'd love you to keep sending in your comments during the show. Ok, are we ready to go into the second part? Its already been 22mins, so we'll change over. Lets bring this part to a close, then get on with the second half. Will Kaoru read what you sent in? And what kind of things do you think he will say? Leader, a final word from you please.

K: Ok, lets close here, and we'll see you in a min.

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A Year Later Transcript: 8/3/21

Here it all is on a google doc if that is easier to read!

W: “I heard there was a special place.. Where men could go and emancipate.. The brutality and the tyranny of their rulers…” Do you know that one Ranboo?

R: I have I have I have, I’ve heard that one a few times, I had a friend that sings that one quite a lot.

W: Yeah it's great, I- I personally, I am a big big fan of the song and not just because I wrote it, I know, I know they saw aww yeah they say you are your own worst critic, but I mean, I think it's good. Do you know what it's based on?

R: Mhm mhm

W: Obviously it's based on hallelujah, but the thing is Ranboo, right is the reason we did it is because Tommy used to sing hallelujah to the plants around the thing... the caravan! Do you remember the caravan? You have heard of the caravan right?

R: Yeah, yeah I’ve heard of it and seen the re-creation of it at the museum, but that's really it.

W: Actually can we go see it? Let's go see it quickly!

R: Yeah, sure.

W: So, so, he used to plant the stuff around the caravan, and it made it grow better, he hehe used to ha, my man Tommy, what is this? This is new.. I won’t ask questions…

R: I- Someone planted a lot of beats here and I don’t know why

W: OH, okay I quite like it, it looks really nice, it looks nicer than the target that used to be here. Um

R: Yeah

W: So my man Tommy used to sing to the plants to make them grow better um and that was the song he used to sing so I thought what a better way to honor tommy, one of the most loyal members of our fair nation then to name the song after him and base the song after his little muse. Tommy is all of our muse really, I'd say. So here's the museum.

R: Yeah, Yeah

W: I haven't been to the museum, wait las- that's where I met you Ranboo right?

R: Oh yeah yeah, that's where you saw me next to the um poster of myself… I don't know why that's still up, I kinda put that there and it preceded to stay there, is it still set up? Oh, oh no.

W: It’s not still up anymore it was here, it was right here on this wall. I quite liked it, but I guess not enough for it to be history though.

R: I’m not historical yet apparently.

W: So yeah in here, in here where the declaration of independence would sit on the wall here, it was actually quite, quite a nice van, not quite as nice as yours, I quite liked what you were doing with yours. Have you been working on it since I’ve been gone?

R: Yeah I’ve been working on it. I added a nice little table outside and did some pathways and appropriately themed flowers.

W: Thats nice

R: Yeah!

W: Let's go to Lmanburg or what was lmanburg, last time I saw it was a big glass thing.

R: Yeah I think it goes by Lmanhole now apparently.

W: Ahh ehh, that's kind of rude, it's kind of rude to Lmanburgs history you know?

R: mhm

W: It’s called Lmanburg, it's called Lmanburg. NOT Manberg NOT Lcrater or whatever, Lmanhole I don’t care it's now Lmanburg it's always Lmanburg. It’s just how it goes.

R: Okay

W: Yeah so that's why the song exists as it is. Oh there's no glass.

R: Yeah! Yeah I mean it seems to have changed a little bit.

W: YOOOO I actually didn’t know this was here

R: Yeah! It’s even got the flag down there at the bottom

W: It’s got the flag man! Can we go down and see the flag? Cmon Cmon lets go

R: Yeah yeah wait you alright?

W: I’m like a lemming I don’t care I’m just gonna jump

R: Oh well okay… careful!

W: Look at this dude!

R: Yeahh

W: Oh wow I really went down to bedrock didn't I? Holy Shit.. I did a number on this place. This is amazing!! Ahhh This is what it deserved, not the glass bullshit, this is what it needed, this like beautiful overgrowing, it feels like it happened, it doesn't feel like a monument, it feels like nature has claimed it back,

R: The book has kind of closed in that sense

W: Yeah.. we’ve got, look they have got they rebuilt the lake man! And this used to be a real river about here into Lmanburg- wait, Ranboo do you see that is that Tubbo?

R: Yeah… that's Tubbo

W: Aye Tubbo!

T: “I heard there was a special place where men could go and emancipate…”

W: Tubbo?

T: “ the tyranny” - oh?

W: Tubbo!

T: Hello?

W: Haha! You’ve came, I- I havent seen you dude in FUCKING ages! Tubbo, are you singing the song?

T: Yeah… Yeahhh?

W: Are you? Are you singing the thing?

T: Yeah hello?

W: Hold on I’m coming im coming im coming man

T: Where are you?

W: Hold on, I'm coming around, here I come, Tubbo man! I haven't seen you in ages!

T: H-H..Hello.. Wilbur..

W: I’m coming around man!

T: Yeah aha…

W: Bro! Its-

T: Weird seeing you here.

W: What in Lmanburg? That seems like the most normal place to see me.

T: Uhh yeah I suppose so

W: Well I- dude I don’t even know what to say to you man, it's like looking in a little mirror, you are even still wearing my suit still?

T: Yeahh

W: How long have you been wearing that?

T: Oh I just put it on for today, I just for it's been a year now…

W: Well you look good in it! Ranboo have you met Tubbo?

R: Yeah! Well I’ve I’ve met him, I mean we’ve um… been around yeah

W: Well Tubbo I’m really happy to see you man, dude

T: Ah, well thank you.

W: Do you even know what happened? Since,

T: What do you mean what's happened?

W: I saw you briefly man when I was resurrected, I remember you SUPER SUPER briefly but this is the first time we have actually gotten to speak, I- I will admit I was a little overwhelmed during that whole thing. I was running across the glass, thank god it's gone, this is far more adpt, but I was running across the glass, I’m sorry I wasn't you know, entirely on the same page, but I promise you I’ve calmed down I’m all settled in, I understand what's changed, what's happened whos new, whos old whos still about who uh…. Who trusts me and stuff

T: Did they fill you in on the story? Like what happened here after you died?

W: Yeah, they did, I’m gonna be honest with you it's not a pretty one, I kind of left a bit of a ripple. If I was a rock, dropped in a lake, I’m a pretty big rock

T: You- yeah’

W: And I can’t say I’m not- I’m not flattered. I mean I am flattered, I’m not TOO upset about it, I like being the big ripple, but more than anything, I want to say super simple man. I want to say. I want to say I’m sorry

T: Awe

W: For one thing mainly, I’ve been thinking about this for years, LITERAL years. I’m sorry for making you president specifically before blowing it up and I’m sorry for when I did this and blew all this up and making this hole,

T: Well I mean-

W: and making you president of a crater and i'm sorry. I’m really really sorry. I really am

T: I mean this wasnt all you Wilbur….

W: We’ll get to that, do you? Do you forgive me?

T: Yeah, I do forgive you

W: Man, ahhh my little treasury, secretary treasury, do you remember that?

T: Yeah yeah I remember that. Secretary to treasury

W: Ranboo he was the secretary to treasury and then he was president

R: Yeah

W: And then he was president

T: Yeah I’m pretty sure the treasury was like somewhere there.

W: So what were you saying about me not being the one there who blew it up?

T: Well I mean you definitely blew it up. I feel like you’re missing some vital information.

W: Wait, so you rebuilt it? How long -how long did it stand before this happened?

T: Yeah so, me, and mainly ghostbur honestly like

W: ….ghostbur….

T: He- put so much effort into making it right again.

W: Is he this obsidian crap I take it and these uh? Fucking lanterns

T: You know dream?

W: Yeah I know Dream- I love him. Dream’s Dreams

T: Oh..

W: Dreams probably my favorite person, sorry Ranboo i mean uh no contest here, Dreams probably my favorite person he saved me

T: Oh.. Oh..

W: He saved me he brought me back to life

T: Well um yeah I mean he was powerful I guess but um Techno and Philza yeah um

W: Techno and Phil blew this up?

T: They built this big obsidian contraption overnight… I couldn’t even see it coming. And they rained TNT for days.

W: nhh

R: Yeah…

W: And that's.. Wait hold on, why would Techno and Phil do this? Why would Techno and Phil blow up Lmanburg? Didn’t they live here? I mean I don’t know about Techno…

T: Techno and Phil, they hated the government, it was partially my fault as well…

W: But you didn’t blow it up

T: No, I didn't. I never wished for anything to happen like this.

W: So it was just Techno and Phil?

T: Y-y yes..

W: Sorry that's kind of just hit my not the blowing up part- You know I’ve done that,

T: Yeah

W: I’m not shaken up about that. I’m shaken up about man, is that, you rebuilt this! After I was gone

T: I can’t take all the credit obviously but there was a big effort

W: That fucking ghost- who cares man YOU rebuilt this! Bro, you

T: Yeah I suppose

W: MY fucking grave! I was so pressed about not having a grave, screw a grave I built something that you loved that YOU wanted to preserve… thats,

T: Yeah, I really honestly…

W: Tubbo that's worth more to me than a grave. That's worth more to me than this shrine. That's worth more to me then- Tubbo this is probably the best gift I have ever been given, this knowledge that people actually cared enough, that you cared enough to rebuild this community after it fell.

T: Ahh, I’m glad you’re happy.

W: You… haha, sorry, aww man, Tubbo thank you.

T: It’s alright, I just feel lost without Lmanburg. All my core beliefs.. Everything died with it.

W: You feel lost without Lmanburg

T: I have no purpose.. Anymore.

W: I guess that's where anarchy fails… Tubbo, I have a little, a little thing coming. Not big, nothing much yet, ehh, it's not a big deal you know, it's a little burger van at the moment but I got plans, big plans. Tubbo it's called paradise

T: Paradise.

W: Yeah, yeah will, would you like to come join me in paradise? Literally?

T: Hmmmm, Id, I’m not sure Wilbur, I’m not sure I trust you man. In order to follow someone I need to trust them.

W: Wait… wait- but I thought you forgave me!

T: Yeah Wilbur I forgive you because I like to hang onto the hope that people change but, I don’t trust you yet Wilbur.

W: Okay… Taboo. I literally was dead for thirteen years. I know it wasn't long for you, I know it was only a couple months for you but thirteen years Tubbo… Thirteen years of my life. I am old! Look at me! I’m not the same young man you knew. I-I’ve been through it and in those years, I’ve learned Tubbo, i wasn't just sat twiddling my thumbs just going “oooh this is nice ohhh i'm in darkness right now” you know I was thinking. I relived that explosion in my head so many times man, and I get that you don’t trust me, I do but like man! Look at me bro, I’m not gonna do it again, I’m not gonna hurt you again. I’m not gonna you know… I know you, you had the festival with Technoblade, I never spoke properly to you about this.

T: mm

W: I could have saved you…

T: But you didn’t

W: I- Tubbo… I’m reaching out to you man, I’m on my knees.. I, I’m sorry. I’m really really sorry and I literally, your forgiveness means so much to me but it doesnt give up what I did to you and it doesnt give up how I failed you as a friend, you know eh, fuck being as a coworker but just you know anything… Ranboo you might know or have known all of this and I’m really sorry if this was your first of hearing I can explain later on but like..

R: Alright………

W: Tubbo, man, I’m, I want to make it up to you. And you know what? I appreciate you don’t trust me. I do.

T: Wilbur in order for you to gain my trust back you have to prove it first. I can’t just give it out anymore. I used to be able to, but I just, I just can’t.

W: Tubbo… I really appreciate it, and I mean that genuinely. I appreciate it and I am gonna go out and prove to you I’m worth being trusted again. I promise.

T: Okay…

W: I’ll do it. I’ll do it. I’ll redeem myself and you'll.. Youll

T: Do you know I still have dreams right? Of the explosion… And, and of the fireworks. And all of it. I vividly see all of it every day. It HURTS. It hurts Wilbur a lot.

W: I- Tubbo, Tubbo, I know, I know, Tubbo, Tubbo, Tubbo Tubbo, please, I know…. I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I- arhh It feels like sorry is such a weak word. I feel like there's nothing stronger that I can say, and I understand what you mean about how my actions need to reflect it and they will. Give me time. I’m gonna make something. I'm gonna make something of this and I’m gonna…

Uhhhh

Tubbo do you know how fucking strong you are? And I’m not trying to say - I’ve got your forgiveness, but I know I need to earn your trust but man… you're so strong man, genuinely. Just the fact you proved to me that just there that you have these memories and these nightmares, you still found it in your heart to forgive me, that's... You’re a fucking champion man. You’re a hero.

Look I get you don’t want to join me in paradise. We won’t talk about that anymore but, cmon, at least come and see, come and at least see what me and Ranboo have been doing! Look I don’t know- Ranboo are you? Are you and Tubbo friends? Are you and Tubbo like good friends?

R: Yeah, yeah I’d say so.

W: Then why don't you and him come and see what I’ve made! Come and see what I’ve got going on! Lets go lets go!

T: I think.. I think I’m gonna stay here, Wilbur. I think I’m fine, just to stay here.

W: No, no man, no worries. Look at me bro look at me bro! Chin up! Look, lucky rabbit's foot!

T: Okay…

W: Tommy gave it to me

T: Lucky Rabbit's foot…

W: Lucky Rabbit's foot man, chin up. Ranboo, I’ll, you can come, it's cool.

R: I will, I will. Do you need me to stay here?

T: No.. *sniffles* I’d like to be left alone please

R: Oh… you sure? I mean.. I can stay…

T: Yes. I’m fine

R:You sure? Okay...

W: Ranboo! Let's go man.

R: Yep! Lets- lets go

W: Cya tubbo! I’ll send a letter!

T: Uhuh

W: Comeon Ranboo

R: Alright

W: Ah man! It’s its I mean I I was gonna say this is hard, but obviously it's hard, I’ve -

R: It is, it is

W: It's difficult man and I’ve been you know it's gonna get better and it's gonna be worth it when I see them smiling.

R: Yeah, yeah

W: Tubbo, Jack, Niki, Tommy, anyone… Do you know who the original Lmanburg group were? Do you know who we were?

R: Ah, uhh I think most of them yeah, I think it was you, Jack, Niki, Fundy I believe as well

W: Fundy was after, Fundy was a bit after we got independence

R: mhm yeah I don’t really. I don’t really know much of lmanburg history

W: That’s alright you’ve got it down, it's correct. It’s that group and we um yeah we fought against Dream and we managed to succeed and we created a life process. Ranboo I’m gonna tell you something I’ve never really told anyone, I try and keep this on the low because I don’t want uh people to use it against me is the main problem. I didn’t even tell Tommy. I- I lied to Tommy I’m gonna be honest. I’ll tell him soon

R: Yeah

W: I’ll tell him I lied to him because I feel- it kind of eats away at me. I kind of- I told Tommy that I didn’t actually care about Lmanburg and that it was actually a tool for me to get and gain power and stuff but it's not true. Lmanburg was really important to me and it is still to this day. I want it, I want its history to live on, not as a stain caused by me because I basically took a bit shit on the history books. I wanna, I wanna make it feel like it was you know something that happened and it was a great thing. Think of the good times, the years and years well not years but you know the time of safety the time of fun, prosperity! We built parks, we built you know, no taxes, big walls, we had democracy! All be a slightly disjointed version of it but you know, that's how people should remember Lmanburg, that's what people think of when they think of our nation you know? And that's, and Tubbos the last connection we really have, I mean he, he said it himself, he's kind of you know… he's got nothing without it. I’ve heard of what Tommy, Tommys you know moved on and Jacks moved on and Niki’s moved on and everyones moved on at least partially… but Tubbo man, he's still……

R: Yeah he's still very strung up about it even though it's been awhile… He, he distracts himself with projects and everything which is nice but, you

W: Heh, projects

R: I mean yeah fortifications as well

W: I think he's gonna be alright

R: I hope so

W: I’m looking out for him. Anyway I want to say thank you Ranboo for you know trusting me this quick, I mean you barely know me

R: I mean, yeah

W: You barely have known me very long and you just know you’ve done all this with me and you’ve worked with me and I- I- you know I don’t I don’t know where I’d be without you here right now, man. T-Tommy’s great and all he's here and all but I don't wanna string him along too much because hes- I, when I look at him, when I look at him and he's helping me out and building things with me, I - I see the same eyes that looked at me when… when… there weren't some fun times in the ravine of Pogtopia I wasn't a very well man, and I can just see Tommy from that day…

oH!! Ranboo! This looks great man!

R: Yeah yea, I’ve made a couple of um changes to it. Added some stuff to it

W: Like I was saying though, I appreciate it, I really appreciate it.

R: Yeahh, yeah of course! Of course

W: May I ask, I know I’ve already asked this before but why do you trust me so fast? What's the…?

R: I mean I like to normally see the good in people and everything.

W: I know we’ve gone through that and you’ve made me cry just

R: Yeahhh, sorry about that, but I- I think the reason I think I know what it's like to have no one hurt or at least feel like no one trusts you.

W: Mhm

R: Um, and I- I’ve realised that if no one is with you, then how can anyone really know when you’ve redeemed yourself. So that's why I’m here

W: You wanna see the fireworks?

R: Well maybe not the fireworks but, I mean at least

W: Ceremonial

R: At least when you change er redeem yourself I think it- it's good to have someone there and it's not nice to be alone all the time so…

W: My boy! Ranboo, I knew

R: Yeah!

W: I knew I could trust you. We got the exact same mindset I’m thinking of ahh Ranboo I love what you have done with the burger van

R: Thank you, I’m glad you like it

W: I think this is going to be a beginning of a beautiful partnership,

R: Yeah!

W:beautiful friendship, and maybe when Tubbo comes we can you know have a big party and all get to know each other a bit better.

R: Yeah I can, I can talk with him I think and maybe get him to uh join hopefully

W: Yeah, don’t pressure him. He doesn't have to join, he just needs to come. I just want him to come and see our patented burgers!

R: Yeah!

W: Our burgers, our burger NFTS he needs to come and try them! Ranboo. Thank you man

R: You’re welcome, I’m glad that I could help out a little bit at least.

W: You’re a brilliant man and I'm going to go now a happy man.

R: That's good, I’m glad you’re happy.

W: Thank you Ranboo. Buh Bye. Ah, I love that guy bro!

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hello howl! so uh,, im lowkey shy to say this as i reblog that one work of yours— and honestly, you may or may not find out who am i at the end of this ask :')

idk why im shy all of the sudden,, maybe bcs it's so not me to express my genuine feelings and if you were to openly see who i am (bcs of my username), i'll be shyly panicking idk why im sorry 😭 so im gonna let out everything that i've got in my heart here— psst, it's 3:30am here rn and i've got school at 7:20am but lets not mind that shall we

so like, that work of yours, i dont exactly remember its title but its context is s/o asking them for a hug and ended up crying in their embrace. yeah that one. i extremely love it— and is attached to it. idk why either, it's just lovely and perfect. whenever i feel like wanting comfort, from a certain character actually, i'll reread that one specific work. believe me when i say i've read it for so many times. it does comfort me, it did bring out tears too– like, i got so immersed everytime, it's easy to self indulge myself in your writings and those characters giving comfort feels so real. just then i realise that, i should be thanking you really <3

you are the one who wrote it, who actually, unconsciously comforting me. so thank you really, thank you so much howl! millions and millions of thanks. when that 'time' hits, i'll search for your username then went to your masterlist and find it. as im reading it, i'll cry. after that im fine. see, it's the magic of your comfort :D i do love all of your works, but that one has a special place in my heart (pls this is so weird for me to say but its the truth JSKNSKANW bye)

so yeahh :] thats it i guess?? this is my first time interacting with you so i hope i didn't weirded you out. im awfully sorry if i did without realising it. and i honesty dont know which one should i give so i'll just give all. thank you once again, im very much appreciating your existence. have a nice day, howl!

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anon, you really don't know what impact you just did to me. truthfully, i don't consider myself as a good writer when it comes to comfort fics or in any general aspect but hearing from someone like you that i unconsciously helped you when that 'time' hits you again, makes my heart genuinely swell

it makes me happy to know that i was able to comfort and encourage a person like you through my writing—and please do believe me when i said that your ask had wholeheartedly and unintenionally gave me more motivation to continue writing and to give love and comfort to the people who could only find it in the internet

at first, i actually didn't expect that my writing could be the source of someone's crying shoulder but you had proved me wrong with that opinion, you made me realize that even in the smallest things i could be able to help people even if it could be done as the bare minimum, and i'm happy that i was able to help you even though were nothing more than strangers

believe it or not, your last sentence hits too close to home, maybe it just feels weird (in a good way) for someone to tell me that they appreciate my existence— or maybe because those were the words that i've been yearning for all this time, but never had the chance to be aware about it. knowing that someone like you out there appreciates my existence, gives me the temporary peace that i'm looking for and i would like to thank you for that <33

it's a great pleasure to interact with you!! please do not think that i will be weirded out by this kind of ask, as this type of interactions never fails to make me smile. in the future, i hope i can continue to give you the comfort that you need, and know that you're not enduring it alone if that 'time' comes back again 💗