#can my brain just. not with this shit
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Brain is going entirely too fast today, and even the usual edibles and coping skills combo aren't slowing it as much as I'd like. what the fuck now lmao
#text post#i mean i think i know Why but also. fuck that no i JUST got through a rough patch#i mean 'through' isn't exactly accurate my brain just kinda went ok guess im good on that for rn and i was like well. ok then#point is im not due for another one rn and i don't have fucking time for this i have shit to get done#i am getting it done like dishes are done and laundry is in progress and dinner will go in the oven in like tenish minutes#but the entire time im just. metal string abt to snap and take someone's eye out tense and i cant seem to make myself relax#getting the dishes done did help but not enough apparently#do i dip into another edible? don't really wanna right this minute bc otherwise#im gonna wind up making myself shelter in place in my room for days and i cant do that bc there's SHIT TO DO#including shifts to work this weekend#can my brain just. not with this shit
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in my heart of hearts i do truly believe that if mdp is in any way extant postcanon its as one of those hallucinations that they get so used to it just becomes mundane
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do you fucking need something
#that thing isnt fucking tangible its just some shit in their head. in whatever form that takes#and if its 'just siffrin's brain being stupid' you know hes gonna refuse to worry anyone else about it. sorry loop#doodlebyte#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#I SUPPOSE.#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat mal du pays#this one goes out to all my schizoaffective girlies (of which i am not one but i think you guys deserve to claim some twinks too)#(hope you enjoy)#anyway this isnt an 'actual' headcanon of mine in terms of postcanon i just think its funny. sif didnt tell ANYONE abt that shit#though this falls under the extended 'loop sensesharing extension of the one-way telepathy' thing . just so i can fuck with them. its funny
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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#millions knives#ruporas art#type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades#i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game#it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game#and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now#executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the#new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an#encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more#relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse#most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an#ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first
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yeah i don’t really know how we got here either.
hey uh. something occurred???? so yesterday i decided to try and resprite ralsei for funsies and i got really carried away. there’s 16 of these now. my friends are actively on their way to grab and shake me like orange juice. i have no self control.
this was partially a style test? i’ve got to get to the isat redraw sprites at some point (i promise i haven’t completely dropped the project) and i didn’t really like how Derivative the old mockups were? i wanted to figure out my pixel art style! and i think these helped! so that’s a win in my books. anyways go my sprites. there’s two because i didn’t have room for chara.
#marshdoodles#utdr#undertale#deltarune#contrary to popular belief i am not hyperfixated on deltarune! something’s just Occurred in my brain#a couple people joked that my special interest is actually redraws and. i refuse to comment#i need to do more pixel art its so enriching. im being tempted by the devil to just start respriting shit from isat rn#and i don’t know if i can resist the call this time#i think i could make some really nice background objects.#ANYWAYS. if you’re wondering why frisk and chara are here and lancer isnt#i forgot#and by the time i remembered him i’d already run out of space. im sorry lancer#also uh. sorry for not posting for like a month#i’ve been obsessed with ocs and thats kinda shoved my other interests out the way#i have been drawing!
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let her go
#homestuck#vriska serket#terezi pyrope#vriska#terezi#vrisrezi#mic_art#screencap redraw of that one utena scene woohoo#vrisrezi and utenanthy dont share many similarities but there are some interesting parallels that can be drawn#like theyre all characters who are devoted to the respective roles they think they have#utena needs to be a prince and vriska needs to be a hero#terezi needs to cast vriska as the villain so that she can be the one to bring her to justice while anthy#is resigned to her role as the rose bride and is cast as a witch by others (and herself in a way...) to justify her suffering#im too tired to put into words all the other shit rattlign around in my brain but something something vriska society violence princes utena#something interesting to note is that in the rgu stabbing scene utena is walking to the left while is hs vriskas walking to the right#which i think is mostly a cultural difference due to english being read left to right while japanese is read right to left#changing which direction is percieved as forward#which could be read further into but could also just be the natural flow of the scene or whateevr#idk i need to peruse ohtori.nu again i looooove reading utena essays
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mmmmmmm anxiety fuck off hmmmmmmmm anxiety fuck offff mmmmmmmmmm

#of all the things i got upset by a bottle of some drink we didnt drink on new years ahahahsdhd shut uppp god my BRAIN#CAN IT BE CHILL#and then i was like oh my mom is driving long distances in the middle of the night THAT DEFINITELY CALMS MY NERVES#i did the breathing exercises n shit im so fine im just restless af rn and i cant sleep so im gonna go draw#a cute little guy idk who yet
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Aaravos with his first child: *loves her so deeply, profoundly devastated for a century after she's unfairly killed, causes chaos for centuries after*
Aaravos with his second child: Fuck this little freak lol
#tdp#tdp s6#tdp s6 spoilers#the dragon prince#the dragon prince s6#like he loved leola so so much (dont blame him she seemed so so precious and sweet and loving and adorable) but with sir sparklepuff he was#like 'hes a freak. you need to kill him to save your life :)' i didnt expect him to care about kids at all for how casually he told viren#to kill sir#and well. at least we now know he wasnt lying. sir really WAS viren's kid. imagine claudia finding out that thing is actually technically#her half sibling. like she just lost her leg. now this. then learns she has to slaughter said little sibling to save her dad and does it#without complaint. what a fuckin night jesus christ#aaravos#leola#sir sparklepuff#like 'he's our son!! now kill him ❤️'#did aaravos explain what occurred for sir to be the kid of him and viren or was he just like 'hes our child. hes legit the child of viren#and i. no more details just kill him to save your dad :)' props to claudia with all of that going on at once i would have had a full mental#break for like a week that is Too Much all at once#she actually kept it together way better than i would have tbh. like 'can you just kill be too i cant take anymore of this shit my brain is#about to crack into two'#dragon lady letters
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I’m assuming my period skipped this month because two medical emergencies that put your body into crisis will do that to you but damned if the Christian trauma of the virgin birth doesn’t linger in the back of my head going “but what if…”
#chronic health tag#not me trying to find that one pregnancy test I know is somewhere in my underwear drawer just so I can tell my brain to STFU#I haven’t even done anything that could cause pregnancy in months and still I’m like ‘shit’
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hi everyone. my "i don't care what canon says, there's different languages all over ffvii" agenda (original under the cut)
#final fantasy 7#zack fair#kunsel#kunsel ff7#You can tel wwhjere i started. gettign lazy sorry#i just HAD to get the concept out#disclaimer. i stole this idea 100% from one of my alters#bc he was like Yea this is what talking to kunsel was like and sometimes... sometimes hes funny#kyda's art#doodles#SORRY BAD QUALITY I HAD A HORRIBLE MIGRAIENE TODAY AND I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT I HAD TO DRAW IT!!!!!!!!!!!#also very hard to draw canon zack im used to drawing a noncanon version or the guy in my brain. Sorry he loosk wack
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I like to think that Felix and Turbo didn’t get along at first. Turbo, being the competitive freak he is, sees Felix as a potential rival and frequently scoffs at him or tries to annoy him.
On the other hand, Felix tries to be patient and a good neighbor, but Turbo often manages to get on his nerves.
For Turbo, this scoffing soon turns into a need for attention
Felix’s attention
even though he doesn’t quite understand why.
For Felix, tolerating Turbo becomes a habit and he stops getting as frustrated as before, focusing on other things, which only makes Turbo crave his attention more.
Turbo: “You may be the shiny perfect new game, but everyone knows who’s really the best around here, repair-boy”
Felix: “Come on, Turbo, there's no need to be so jealous. Just... stop bugging me. It's not my fault everyone’s playing my game-”
Turbo: “The gamers might like you for now, but let’s face it, it’s me they truly adore”
#enemies to lovers hammertastic?#YES PLEASE#hammertastic#80s boyfriends#wreck it ralph au#wir#wreck it ralph#wreck it ralph turbo#turbo#fix it felix#they were roommates#HOHOHOHEEHEHEHE#why did this drawing end up like this#3 hours of rendering WHAT#i hate them (lovingly)#this movie is eating my brain actively#I can’t write teasing for shit#JUST KISS ALREADY#someone please sedate me#forgot I was an artist#I can draw whatever I want#unfortunately#ignore the goofy ahh background
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Mostly Hiring manager, but HR manager and PR manager too
#elden ring#elden ring varre#white mask varre#varre#white faced varre#tarnished#tarnished oc#varre x tarnished#tw; blood#suggestive#no jokes or humor this time sorry#just Varre being Varre#I know I usually stick to humor stuff but this clawed through my brain like an eldritch horror#I actually hate 5/11 Varre faces I drew here but I did my best#sometimes homeboy is gonna look like a lil gremlin and there’s nothing I can do about it#but also those other 6 /11 faces are the best I’ve ever done so I’ll take it#never been more clear to me how I unconsciously push myself to do harder things#like we got crazy hand angles with defined knuckles and fingernails#we got the upward angle face that doesn’t look like shit#we got form fitting lighting that is passable#semi accurate fabric physics#did I not give a fuck about the BG#yes#but I’m here for Varre sex appeal not rendering bricks#also misericorde magically changes scale throughout the whole comic#lmao oops#most detailed environmental lighting I’ve done too#Christ the lengths I go to for deranged fictional men#at the very least I feel like the dialogue isn’t ooc#me fighting for my life to make sure Varre looks like the same damn character between each panel
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A-anime?
you know, sometimes I forget that Twst is actually an isekai that starts with the protagonist getting run over by an inexplicable horse-drawn carriage. and every time I'm reminded is a delight because that's AMAZING.
also. look. okay. there's a lot of very fun stuff in the trailer but I am obsessed with that Crowley surprised pikachu face. me when I spend all my keys and gems literally hours before they announce overblot SSRs and drop the anime trailer:
#twisted wonderland#twst anime#<- gonna use that for anime stuff in case anyone wishes to filter it#this is the point where i once again have to admit that i have not really read the manga#(i've liked what i've seen but it's very hard for me to keep up with stuff a lot of the time)#(the anime may actually be easier for me to absorb it in :')#god i GOTTA draw the manga yuus#i kept meaning to when yuuna got revealed but i didn't get around to it before 7-13 ate my brain 😭#anyway the bits they chose for the trailer are pretty interesting to me!#like i think chances are good it was mostly from that one sequence because given the timeline#they probably don't have a ton of 100% finished post-comp footage yet so they probably just took what they have#but also i'm thinking back to how deliberately vague all the game promo stuff was#and...okay again i don't really know how they did it in the manga but i am reminded of how overblotting was actually like. a twist.#a twst twist#like we were introduced to it in the prologue with the mine phantom#but riddle's overblot was an actual SURPRISE and like. an instant reveal that okay THIS is what the story's gonna be about#so i'm just kinda wondering if the anime promos might also like...actively try not to spoil everything#or if they're gonna go full anime-intro 'here's all the super spoilery scenes you can expect to see :)'#basically is the marketing gonna skew towards new viewers or established fans. both valid i'm just curious!#also excuse me for a moment as i reveal myself as a hugely pretentious snob but#oh my god the backgrounds actually have some texture and shape and are taking style cues from the game backgrounds#oh my god the castle exterior actually looks illustrative and fantastic and isn't just a 3d model they plopped in#it's hard to tell at this point how consistent that'll be since most of the trailer is in the mirror chamber#but i'm just SO happy to see it! hopefully this means they weren't crunched to fuck and are able to really go ham#(the pre-isekai scenes all look more generic modern anime so like...is that a conscious artistic choice they made)#(because that would be incredible. holy shit.)
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thinking about how Humans Are Space Orcs stories always talk about how indestructible humans are, our endurance, our ability to withstand common poisons, etc. and thats all well and good, its really fun to read, but it gets repetitive after a while because we aren't all like that.
And that got me thinking about why this trope is so common in the first place, and the conclusion I came to is actually kind of obvious if you think about it. Not everyone is allowed to go into space. This is true now, with the number of physical restrictions placed on astronauts (including height limits), but I imagine it's just as strict in some imaginary future where humans are first coming into contact with alien species. Because in that case there will definitely be military personnel alongside any possible diplomatic parties.
And I imagine that all interactions aliens have ever had up until this point have been with trained personnel. Even basic military troops conform to this standard, to some degree. So aliens meet us and they're shocked and horrified to discover that we have no obvious weaknesses, we're all either crazy smart or crazy strong (still always a little crazy, academia and war will do that to you), and not only that but we like, literally all the same height so there's no way to tell any of us apart.
And Humans Are Death Worlders stories spread throughout the galaxy. Years or decades or centuries of interspecies suspicion and hostilities preventing any alien from setting foot/claw/limb/appendage/etc. on Earth until slowly more beings are allowed to come through. And not just diplomats who keep to government buildings, but tourists. Exchange students. Temporary visitors granted permission to go wherever they please, so they go out in search of 'real terran culture' and what do they find?
Humans with innate heart defects that prevent them from drinking caffeine. Humans with chronic pain and chronic fatigue who lack the boundless endurance humans are supposedly famous for. Humans too tall or too short or too fat to be allowed into space. Humans who are so scared of the world they need to take pills just to function. Humans with IBS who can't stand spicy foods, capsaicin really is poison to them. Lactose intolerance and celiac disease, my god all the autoimmune disorders out there, humans who struggle to function because their own bodies fight them. Humans who bruise easily and take too long to heal. Humans who sustained one too many concussions and now struggle to talk and read and write. Humans who've had strokes. Humans who were born unable to talk or hear or speak, and humans who through some accident lost that ability later.
Aliens visit Earth, and do you know what they find? Humanity, in all its wholeness.
#humans are space orcs#humans in space#earth is a deathworld#earth is space australia#tagging this so that ppl can find it even though the space shit i write about always feels like its in direct opposition to all the pop tag#also my biggest pet peeve in all of writing - all writing. everywhere. not just in fanfic but books and tv and movies too - is when people#write off an injury by saying something like 'oh nothing bad just a couple of scratches some bruising and a minor concussion' like girl WHA#MiNOr ConCuSSioN is such an oxymoron and I hate it so fucking much. like i dont care how minor it was thats still brain damage.#especially when the same character does this more than once. like im sorry ms. but uh. you can no longer read. or talk eloquently. sorry#evidence: my brother has had two 'minor' concussions and now cannot read write or speak without tremendous effort. And like its totally#ruined my ability to watch action shows/movies because now i just sit there and count how many concussions there characters are getting#after a certain point it becomes totally impossible to believe that these guys are able to function. (still fun to watch tho im not a hater
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getting to know these mugs
#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#its always sunny in philadelphia#charlie kelly#mac mcdonald#dee reynolds#deandra#dennis reynolds#admin draws#fanart#ignore how offputting dennis looks hes like the first shitty pancake you make that soaks up all the oil and gets no color#which fitting that he looks like that rn cause hes already doing shit to my brain. payback white man.#its so funny dee took me like 10 minutes to draw dennis took FOURTY#satisfied with mac ouppy look and charlie looked like total wrongness until the very last minute#im so tired man its 2am im just jotting it all down. if you look closely you can see how much i was giving up with charlie
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I do think one circumstance in which Mydei would let Phainon fuck his wife (gn) is like. On a leash, figuratively or even literally lgmsnks. And it's not that Mydei is all that domineering, he really isn't. He's already wary of Phainon fucking him because he's so chaotic but with Mydei's most precious treasure? Oh he better be on his BEST behavior.
Because the thing is if you think Mydei is touchstarved - and he is, no doubt, Hephaestion was the last lover he had - Phainon is ten, a hundred times worse. Mydei has discipline and restraint and is ever conscious of his strength, and in this case is in an established relationship. Has had an established relationship before.
Phainon has nothing and no one but his destiny and frankly cannot be trusted to be unleashed in the bedroom. He's too excited, too eager, too enthusiastic to try all these things he's only ever imagined and
And it probably ends in either tears for Phainon from overstimulation or bickering between him and Mydei who's maybe being nitpicky and micro-managing according the Deliverer.
#back at it again with the shitposts#mydei x reader#phainon x reader#phaidei#see i just cannot talk about these boys without getting into how Phainon is always a few seconds from mcFucking losing it#i clocked it from the reveal trailer and esp when he went up against Nikador and I'm SO HAPPY we're getting morsels of his turmoil now#instead of just crumbs#that's what scratches my brain so much about this particular arrangement#he sees mydei and his beloved are a Thing and WANTS IN ON IT!!!!!!#it just flips some kinda switch in him that's not activated if he's pursuing one or the other#maybe in those cases it's just like. play. but the BOTH of them???#this is why his goofy ass is going all WAHOO and shit and Mydei is like Can You Stop Making That Noise#but the alternative is that Mydei and his beloved are Concerned for that man#tae talks hsr#what do i even call this trio. i wish i could remember hot mess in Latin lmfnajsk
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Chi... Chiikawa Shadowpuppet...
#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#lmk macaque#monkie kid macaque#ou- ou wa wa ou wa- ou wawawa ou wawa- wa wa#guess who watched (most of) the Chiikawa anime#sometimes I remember why I love being a drawer so much#it's because of shit like this#I can do shit like this#anyways my favourite character is Rakko they're pretty much just Meta Knight if they were a sea otter and I think that's great#help I think I understand why so many people love Chiikawa the worms are infesting my brain#gotta say my favourite thing about the Chiikawa universe is the cars- impeccable design I love them so much#Macaque is a cave dweller like Hachiware and the Mayor is like Chiikawa they live in a house
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